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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter forty eight of Wives and Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell.
- 0:05Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Chapter forty eight.
- 0:10Speaker 1: An innocent culprit with his head bent down as if
- 0:15Speaker 1: he were facing some keen blowing wind, and yet there
- 0:18Speaker 1: was not a breath of air stirring. Mister Gibson went
- 0:22Speaker 1: swiftly to his own home. He rang at the door bell,
- 0:25Speaker 1: an unusual proceeding on his part. Maria opened the door.
- 0:30Speaker 2: Go and tell miss Molly she's wanted in the dining room.
- 0:33Speaker 2: Don't say who it is that wants her.
- 0:35Speaker 1: There was something in mister Gibson's manner that made Maria
- 0:39Speaker 1: obey him to the letter. In spite of Molly's surprised question.
- 0:43Speaker 3: Wants me, who is it? Maria?
- 0:47Speaker 1: Mister Gibson went into the dining room and shut the door.
- 0:50Speaker 1: For an instant's solitude. He went up to the chimney piece,
- 0:54Speaker 1: took hold of it, and laid his head on his
- 0:56Speaker 1: hands and tried to still the beating of his heart.
- 0:59Speaker 1: The door opened, He knew that Molly stood there before
- 1:03Speaker 1: he heard her tone of astonishment. Papa Hush said, He,
- 1:07Speaker 1: turning round, sharply.
- 1:09Speaker 2: Shut the door. Come here, she came to.
- 1:11Speaker 1: Him, wondering what was amiss. Her thoughts went to the
- 1:15Speaker 1: Hamleys immediately.
- 1:16Speaker 3: Is it ospoon?
- 1:17Speaker 1: She asked, breathless. If mister Gibson had not been too
- 1:21Speaker 1: much agitated to judge calmly, he might have deduced comfort
- 1:25Speaker 1: from these three words. But instead of allowing himself to
- 1:29Speaker 1: seek for comfort from collateral evidence, he said, Molly.
- 1:33Speaker 2: What is this? I hear that you have been keeping
- 1:36Speaker 2: a clandestine intercourse with mister Preston, meeting him in out
- 1:40Speaker 2: of the way places, exchanging letters with him in a
- 1:43Speaker 2: stealthy way.
- 1:44Speaker 1: Though he had professed to disbelieve all this, and did
- 1:48Speaker 1: disbelieve it at the bottom of his soul. His voice
- 1:51Speaker 1: was hard and stern, his face was white and grim,
- 1:55Speaker 1: and his eyes fixed Molly's with the terrible keenness of
- 1:58Speaker 1: their research. Molly trembled all over, but she did not
- 2:02Speaker 1: attempt to evade his penetration. If she was silent for
- 2:05Speaker 1: a moment, it was because she was rapidly reviewing her
- 2:09Speaker 1: relation with regard to Cynthia. In the matter, it was
- 2:12Speaker 1: but a moment's pause of silence, but it seemed long
- 2:16Speaker 1: minutes to one who was craving for a burst of
- 2:18Speaker 1: indignant denial. He had taken hold of her two arms
- 2:22Speaker 1: just above her wrists, as she had advanced toward him.
- 2:26Speaker 1: He was unconscious of this action, but as his impatience
- 2:29Speaker 1: for her words grew upon him, he grasped her more
- 2:32Speaker 1: and more tightly in his vice like hands, till she
- 2:35Speaker 1: made a little involuntary sound of pain. And then he
- 2:39Speaker 1: let go. And she looked at her soft, bruised flesh,
- 2:42Speaker 1: with tears gathering fast to her eyes, to think that he,
- 2:46Speaker 1: her father, should have hurt her so at the instant
- 2:50Speaker 1: it appeared to her stranger that he should inflict bodily
- 2:54Speaker 1: pain upon his child, than that he should have heard
- 2:57Speaker 1: the truth, even in an exaggerated form. With a childish gesture,
- 3:01Speaker 1: she held out her arm to him. But if she
- 3:04Speaker 1: expected pity, she received none. Pooh, said he, as he
- 3:08Speaker 1: just glanced at the mark.
- 3:10Speaker 2: That is nothing, nothing answer my question? Have you have
- 3:14Speaker 2: you met that man in private?
- 3:16Speaker 3: Yes, Papa, I have. But I don't think it was wrong?
- 3:20Speaker 1: He sat down. Now wrong, he echoed bitterly.
- 3:24Speaker 2: Not wrong. Well, I must bear it. Somehow, your mother
- 3:29Speaker 2: is dead. That's one comfort. It is true, then, is it?
- 3:33Speaker 2: Why I didn't believe it not I. I laughed in
- 3:36Speaker 2: my sleeve at their credulity, and I was the dupe
- 3:39Speaker 2: all the time.
- 3:40Speaker 3: Papa, I cannot tell you all. It is not my secret,
- 3:43Speaker 3: or you should know it directly. Indeed, you will be
- 3:46Speaker 3: sorry some time. I have never deceived you yet, have I.
- 3:50Speaker 1: Trying to take one of his hands, but he kept
- 3:53Speaker 1: them tightly in his pockets, his eyes fixed on the
- 3:56Speaker 1: pattern of the carpet before him. Papa said, she pleading again, have.
- 4:01Speaker 3: I ever deceived you?
- 4:03Speaker 2: How can I tell? I? Hear of this from the
- 4:05Speaker 2: town's talk. I don't know what next may come out the.
- 4:09Speaker 1: Town's talk, said Molly in dismay.
- 4:12Speaker 3: What business is it of theirs?
- 4:14Speaker 2: Every one makes it their business to cast dirt on
- 4:17Speaker 2: a girl's name who has disregarded the commonest rules of
- 4:20Speaker 2: modesty and propriety.
- 4:22Speaker 3: Papa, you are very hard modesty disregarded. I will tell
- 4:26Speaker 3: you exactly what I have done. I met mister Preston
- 4:29Speaker 3: once that evening when you put me down to walk
- 4:31Speaker 3: over Croston Heath, and there was another person with him.
- 4:35Speaker 3: I met him a second time, and that time by appointment,
- 4:38Speaker 3: nobody but our two selves in the Towers Park, that
- 4:42Speaker 3: is all, Papa, you must trust me. I cannot explain more.
- 4:46Speaker 3: You must trust me.
- 4:47Speaker 1: Indeed, he could not help relenting at her words. There
- 4:51Speaker 1: was such truth in the tone in which they were
- 4:53Speaker 1: spoken that he neither spoke nor stirred for a minute
- 4:57Speaker 1: or two. Then he raised his eyes to hers for
- 5:00Speaker 1: the first time since she had acknowledged the external truth
- 5:03Speaker 1: of what he had charged her with. Her face was
- 5:07Speaker 1: very white, but it bore the impress of the final
- 5:09Speaker 1: sincerity of death, when the true expression prevails without the
- 5:13Speaker 1: poor disguises of time. The letters, he said, but almost
- 5:17Speaker 1: as if he were ashamed to question that countenance any further.
- 5:22Speaker 3: I gave him one letter of which I did not
- 5:24Speaker 3: write a word, which in fact I believe to have
- 5:27Speaker 3: been merely an envelope without any writing whatever inside the
- 5:31Speaker 3: Giving that letter the two interviews I have named make
- 5:35Speaker 3: all the private intercourse I have had with mister Preston.
- 5:38Speaker 3: Oh Papa, what have they been saying that has grieved
- 5:42Speaker 3: shocked you so much?
- 5:44Speaker 2: Never mind as the world goes what you say you
- 5:48Speaker 2: have done, Molly is ground enough. You must tell me all.
- 5:52Speaker 2: I must be able to refute these rumors point by point.
- 5:55Speaker 3: How are they to be refuted. When you say that
- 5:57Speaker 3: the truth which I have acknowledged is ground enough for
- 6:00Speaker 3: what people are saying.
- 6:02Speaker 2: You say you were not acting for yourself but for another.
- 6:06Speaker 2: If you tell me who the other was, if you
- 6:08Speaker 2: tell me everything out fully, I will do my utmost
- 6:11Speaker 2: to screen her. For of course I guess it was Cynthia.
- 6:14Speaker 2: While I am exonerating you, no, Papa.
- 6:18Speaker 1: Said Molly. After some little consideration.
- 6:21Speaker 3: I have told you all I can tell all that
- 6:24Speaker 3: concerns myself, and I have promised not to say one
- 6:27Speaker 3: word more.
- 6:28Speaker 2: Then your character will be impugned. It must be unless
- 6:32Speaker 2: the fullest explanation of these secret meetings is given. I
- 6:35Speaker 2: have a great mind to force the whole truth out
- 6:37Speaker 2: of Preston himself.
- 6:39Speaker 3: Papa, once again, I beg you to trust me. If
- 6:43Speaker 3: you ask mister Preston, you will very likely have the
- 6:45Speaker 3: whole truth. But that is just what I have been
- 6:48Speaker 3: trying so hard to conceal, for it will only make
- 6:51Speaker 3: several people very unhappy if it is known and the
- 6:54Speaker 3: whole affair is over and done.
- 6:55Speaker 2: With now not your share in it. Miss Browning sent
- 6:58Speaker 2: for me this evening to tell me how people were
- 7:00Speaker 2: talking about you, She implied, that it was a complete
- 7:03Speaker 2: loss of your good name. You don't know, Molly, how
- 7:07Speaker 2: slight a thing made black in a girl's reputation for life.
- 7:12Speaker 2: I'd hard work to stand all, she said, even though
- 7:15Speaker 2: I didn't believe a word of it at the time.
- 7:17Speaker 2: And now you've told me that much of it is true.
- 7:20Speaker 3: But I think you are a brave man, Papa, and
- 7:23Speaker 3: you believe me, don't you. We shall outlive those rumors.
- 7:26Speaker 2: Never fair, You don't know the power of ill natured tongues,
- 7:30Speaker 2: child said.
- 7:31Speaker 3: He Oh, now you've called me child again. I don't
- 7:34Speaker 3: care for anything. Dear dear Papa. I am sure it
- 7:38Speaker 3: is best and wisest to take no notice of the speeches.
- 7:41Speaker 3: After all, they may not mean them ill naturedly. I
- 7:45Speaker 3: am sure Miss Browning would not. By and by they'll
- 7:48Speaker 3: quite forget how much they made out of so little.
- 7:51Speaker 3: And even if they don't, you would not have me
- 7:53Speaker 3: break my solemn word, would you?
- 7:55Speaker 2: Perhaps not? But I cannot easily forgive the person who,
- 7:59Speaker 2: by practice on your generosity, led you into this scrape.
- 8:03Speaker 2: You are very young and look upon these things as
- 8:06Speaker 2: merely temporary evils. I have more experience.
- 8:10Speaker 3: Still, I don't see what I can do now, Papa.
- 8:13Speaker 3: Perhaps I've been foolish, but what I did I did
- 8:16Speaker 3: of my own self. It was not suggested to me,
- 8:20Speaker 3: and I'm sure it was not wrong in morals, whatever
- 8:22Speaker 3: it might be in judgment. As I said, it's all
- 8:25Speaker 3: over now. What I did ended the affair, I am
- 8:28Speaker 3: thankful to say, and it was with that object I
- 8:31Speaker 3: did it. If people choose to talk about me, I
- 8:34Speaker 3: must submit, and so must you.
- 8:36Speaker 2: Dear Papa, does your mother? Does missus Gibson know anything
- 8:41Speaker 2: about it?
- 8:41Speaker 1: Asked he, with sudden anxiety.
- 8:44Speaker 3: No, not a bit, not a word. Pray, don't name
- 8:47Speaker 3: me to her. That might lead to more mischief than
- 8:50Speaker 3: anything else. I've really told you everything. I am at
- 8:53Speaker 3: liberty to tell.
- 8:55Speaker 1: It was a great relief to mister Gibson to find
- 8:57Speaker 1: that his sudden fear that his wife might have been
- 9:00Speaker 1: privy to it all was ill founded. He had been
- 9:03Speaker 1: seized by a sudden dread that she, whom he had
- 9:06Speaker 1: chosen to marry in order to have a protectress and
- 9:09Speaker 1: guide for his daughter, had been cognizant of this ill
- 9:12Speaker 1: advised adventure with mister Preston nay more, that she might
- 9:17Speaker 1: even have instigated it. To save her own child. For
- 9:20Speaker 1: that Cynthia was, somehow or other at the bottom of
- 9:23Speaker 1: it all. He had no doubt whatever. But now, at
- 9:27Speaker 1: any rate, Missus Gibson had not been playing a treacherous part.
- 9:31Speaker 1: That was all the comfort he could extract out of
- 9:34Speaker 1: Molly's mysterious admission that much mischief might result from Missus
- 9:38Speaker 1: Gibson's knowing anything about these meetings with mister Preston.
- 9:42Speaker 2: Then what is to be done?
- 9:44Speaker 1: Said he?
- 9:45Speaker 2: These reports are abroad? Am I to do nothing to
- 9:48Speaker 2: contradict them? Am I to go about smiling and content?
- 9:51Speaker 2: With all this talk about you passing from one idle
- 9:54Speaker 2: gossip to another?
- 9:56Speaker 3: I'm afraid so I'm very sorry for I never meant
- 9:59Speaker 3: you to have no anything about it, and I can
- 10:02Speaker 3: see now how it must distress you. But surely, when
- 10:05Speaker 3: nothing more happens and nothing comes over what has happened,
- 10:08Speaker 3: the wonder and the gossip must die away. I know
- 10:11Speaker 3: you believe every word I have said, and that you
- 10:13Speaker 3: trust me. Papa, Please, for my sake, be patient with
- 10:17Speaker 3: all this gossip and cackle.
- 10:19Speaker 2: It will try me hard, Molly.
- 10:21Speaker 3: Said he for my sake, Papa.
- 10:24Speaker 2: I don't see what else I can.
- 10:25Speaker 1: Do, replied he moodily.
- 10:27Speaker 3: Unless I get hold of Preston, that would be the
- 10:30Speaker 3: worst of all, that would make a talk. And after all,
- 10:34Speaker 3: perhaps he was not so very much to blame. Yes
- 10:37Speaker 3: he was, but he behaved well to me as far
- 10:40Speaker 3: as that goes.
- 10:41Speaker 1: Said she, suddenly recollecting his speech. When mister Sheepshanks came
- 10:45Speaker 1: up in the towers Park.
- 10:47Speaker 4: Don't stir.
- 10:48Speaker 3: You have done nothing to be ashamed of.
- 10:50Speaker 2: That's true. A quarrel between men which drags a woman's
- 10:54Speaker 2: name and to notice, is to be avoided at any cost.
- 10:58Speaker 2: But sooner or later I must have it out with Preston.
- 11:01Speaker 2: He shall find it not so pleasant to have placed
- 11:04Speaker 2: my daughter in equivocal circumstances.
- 11:07Speaker 3: He didn't place me, He didn't know I was coming,
- 11:10Speaker 3: didn't expect to meet me either time, and was far
- 11:12Speaker 3: rather than not have taken the letter I gave him
- 11:14Speaker 3: if he could have helped himself.
- 11:16Speaker 2: It's all a mystery. I hate to have you mixed
- 11:18Speaker 2: up in mysteries.
- 11:20Speaker 3: I hate to be mixed up. But what can I do?
- 11:23Speaker 3: I know of another mystery, which I'm pledged not to
- 11:25Speaker 3: speak about. I cannot help myself.
- 11:28Speaker 2: Well, all I can say is never be the heroine
- 11:30Speaker 2: of a mystery that you can avoid. If you can't
- 11:33Speaker 2: help being an accessory. Then I suppose I must yield
- 11:37Speaker 2: to your wishes and let this scandal wear itself out
- 11:40Speaker 2: without any notice from me.
- 11:42Speaker 3: What else can you do under the circumstances?
- 11:44Speaker 2: Why? What else? Indeed, how shall you bear it?
- 11:48Speaker 1: For an instant? The hot, quick tears sprang into her eyes.
- 11:52Speaker 1: To have everybody all her world thinking evil of her
- 11:56Speaker 1: did seem hard to the girl who had never thought
- 11:59Speaker 1: or said an un kind thing of them. But she
- 12:02Speaker 1: smiled as she made answer.
- 12:04Speaker 3: It's like tooth drawing. It will be over some time.
- 12:08Speaker 3: It would be much worse if I really had been
- 12:10Speaker 3: doing wrong.
- 12:11Speaker 1: Cynthia shall beware, he began, but Molly put her hand
- 12:15Speaker 1: before his mouth.
- 12:16Speaker 3: Papa, Cynthia must not be accused or suspected. You will
- 12:20Speaker 3: drive her out of your house if you do. She
- 12:23Speaker 3: is so proud and so unprotected except by you and Roger.
- 12:27Speaker 3: For Roger's sake, you will never do or say anything
- 12:30Speaker 3: to send Cynthia away when he has trusted us all
- 12:33Speaker 3: to take care of her and love her in his absence. Oh,
- 12:36Speaker 3: I think if she were really wicked and I did
- 12:39Speaker 3: not love her at all. I should feel bound to
- 12:41Speaker 3: what over her. He loves us so daily, and she
- 12:44Speaker 3: is really good at heart, and I do love her daily.
- 12:47Speaker 3: You must not vex he hurt Cynthia, Papa. Remember she
- 12:50Speaker 3: is dependent upon you.
- 12:52Speaker 2: I think the world would get on tolerably well if
- 12:55Speaker 2: there were no women in it. They plagued the life
- 12:58Speaker 2: out of one. You've made me forget amongst you, poor
- 13:01Speaker 2: old job Houghton, that I ought to have gone to
- 13:04Speaker 2: see an hour ago.
- 13:05Speaker 1: Molly put up her mouth to be kissed.
- 13:08Speaker 3: You're not angry with me, now, Papa?
- 13:10Speaker 2: Are you get out of my way kissing her?
- 13:13Speaker 1: All the same?
- 13:14Speaker 2: If I'm not angry with you, I ought to be,
- 13:16Speaker 2: for you've caused a great deal of worry, which won't
- 13:19Speaker 2: be over yet.
- 13:20Speaker 1: Awhile I can tell you for all Molly's bravery at
- 13:24Speaker 1: the time of this conversation, it was she that suffered
- 13:27Speaker 1: more than her father. He kept out of the way
- 13:30Speaker 1: of hearing gossip, but she was perpetually thrown into the
- 13:34Speaker 1: small society of the place. Missus Gibson herself had caught cold,
- 13:38Speaker 1: and moreover, was not tempted by the quiet, old fashioned
- 13:42Speaker 1: visiting which was going on just about this time, provoked
- 13:45Speaker 1: by the visit of two of Missus Dawes's pretty unrefined nieces,
- 13:49Speaker 1: who laughed and chattered and ate, and would fain have
- 13:52Speaker 1: flirted with mister Ashton the vicar could he have been
- 13:56Speaker 1: brought by any possibility to understand his share in the business.
- 14:00Speaker 1: Mister Preston did not accept the invitations to Hollingford tea
- 14:03Speaker 1: drinkings with the same eager gratitude as he had done
- 14:06Speaker 1: a year before, or else the shadow which hung over
- 14:09Speaker 1: Mollie would have extended to him, her co partner in
- 14:13Speaker 1: the clandestine meetings which gave such umbrage to the feminine
- 14:16Speaker 1: virtue of the town. Mollie herself was invited because it
- 14:20Speaker 1: would not do to pass any apparent slight on either
- 14:23Speaker 1: mister or Missus Gibson, but there was a tacit and
- 14:26Speaker 1: underhand protest against her being received on the old terms.
- 14:31Speaker 1: Every one was civil to her, but no one was cordial.
- 14:34Speaker 1: There was a very perceptible film of difference in their
- 14:37Speaker 1: behavior to her from what it was formerly. Nothing that
- 14:41Speaker 1: had outlines and could be defined. But Mollie, for all
- 14:44Speaker 1: her clear conscience and her brave heart, felt acutely that
- 14:48Speaker 1: she was only tolerated, not welcomed. She caught the buzzing
- 14:52Speaker 1: whispers of the two miss Oakess, who, when they first
- 14:55Speaker 1: met the heroine of the prevailing scandal, looked at her
- 14:58Speaker 1: askance and criticized her pretensions to good looks with hardly
- 15:02Speaker 1: an attempt at undertones. Mollie tried to be thankful that
- 15:06Speaker 1: her father was not in the mood for visiting. She
- 15:09Speaker 1: was even glad that her stepmother was too much of
- 15:12Speaker 1: an invalid to come out. When she felt thus slighted,
- 15:15Speaker 1: and as it were degraded from her place, Miss Browning
- 15:19Speaker 1: herself that true old friend spoke to her with chilling
- 15:23Speaker 1: dignity and much reserve, for she had never heard a
- 15:26Speaker 1: word from mister Gibson since the evening when she had
- 15:29Speaker 1: put herself to so much pain to tell him of
- 15:32Speaker 1: the disagreeable rumors affecting his daughter. Only Miss Phoebe would
- 15:37Speaker 1: seek out Molly with even more than her former tenderness,
- 15:40Speaker 1: and this tried Molly's calmness more than all the slights
- 15:43Speaker 1: put together. The soft hand pressing hers under the table,
- 15:47Speaker 1: the continual appeals to her so as to bring her
- 15:50Speaker 1: back into the conversation touched Molly almost to shedding tears. Sometimes,
- 15:56Speaker 1: the poor girl wondered to herself whether this change in
- 15:59Speaker 1: the behavior of her acquaintances was not a mere fancy
- 16:02Speaker 1: of hers, whether if she had never had that conversation
- 16:06Speaker 1: with her father in which she had borne herself so
- 16:09Speaker 1: bravely at the time, she should have discovered the difference
- 16:12Speaker 1: in their treatment of her. She never told her father
- 16:16Speaker 1: how she felt these perpetual small slights. She had chosen
- 16:19Speaker 1: to bear the burden of her own free will, nay more,
- 16:23Speaker 1: she had insisted on being allowed to do so, and
- 16:26Speaker 1: it was not for her to grieve him now by
- 16:29Speaker 1: showing that she shrank from the consequences of her own act.
- 16:33Speaker 1: So she never even made an excuse for not going
- 16:35Speaker 1: into the small gaieties or mingling with the society of Hollingford.
- 16:40Speaker 1: Only she suddenly let go the stretch of restraint she
- 16:43Speaker 1: was living in when one evening her father told her
- 16:46Speaker 1: that he was really anxious about Missus Gibson's cough and
- 16:50Speaker 1: should like Molly to give up a party at Missus Goodenough's,
- 16:53Speaker 1: to which they were all three invited, but to which
- 16:56Speaker 1: Molly alone was going. Molly's heart leaped up at the
- 17:00Speaker 1: thought of stopping at home, even though the next moment
- 17:02Speaker 1: she had to blame herself for rejoicing at a reprieve
- 17:05Speaker 1: that was purchased by another's suffering. However, the remedies prescribed
- 17:10Speaker 1: by her husband did Missus Gibson good, and she was
- 17:13Speaker 1: particularly grateful and caressing to Molly. Really dear, said she,
- 17:18Speaker 1: stroking Molly's head.
- 17:20Speaker 4: I think your hair is getting softer and losing that disagreeable, crisp,
- 17:25Speaker 4: curly feeling.
- 17:27Speaker 1: Then Molly knew that her stepmother was in high good humor.
- 17:31Speaker 1: The smoothness or curliness of her hair was a sure
- 17:33Speaker 1: test of the favor in which Missus Gibson held her
- 17:36Speaker 1: at the moment.
- 17:37Speaker 4: I am so sorry to be the cause of detaining
- 17:40Speaker 4: you from this little party, But dear Papa is so
- 17:43Speaker 4: over anxious about me. I've always been a kind of
- 17:46Speaker 4: pet with gentlemen, and poor mister Kirkpatrick never knew how
- 17:50Speaker 4: to make enough of me. But I think mister Gibson
- 17:53Speaker 4: is even more foolishly fond. His last words were take
- 17:57Speaker 4: care of yourself, Hyacinth, and then he came back again
- 18:00Speaker 4: to say, if you don't attend to my directions I
- 18:03Speaker 4: won't answer for the consequences. I shook my forefinger at
- 18:07Speaker 4: him and said, don't be so anxious, you silly man.
- 18:10Speaker 3: I hope we have done everything he told us to do,
- 18:13Speaker 3: said Molly.
- 18:14Speaker 4: Oh, yes, I feel so much better.
- 18:17Speaker 3: Do you know?
- 18:18Speaker 4: Late as it is, I think you might go to
- 18:20Speaker 4: missus Goodenough's yet Maria could take you, and I should
- 18:23Speaker 4: like to see you dressed. When one has been wearing dull,
- 18:26Speaker 4: warm gowns for a week or two, one gets quite
- 18:29Speaker 4: a craving for bright colors and evening dress. So go
- 18:32Speaker 4: and get ready, dear, and then perhaps you'll bring me
- 18:35Speaker 4: back some news for really shut up. As I have
- 18:37Speaker 4: been with only Papa and you for the last fortnight,
- 18:40Speaker 4: I've got quite moped and dismal, and I can't bear
- 18:43Speaker 4: to keep young people from the gayety suitable to their age.
- 18:47Speaker 3: Oh pray, Mamma. I had so much rather not.
- 18:49Speaker 4: Go very well, very well? Only I think it is
- 18:54Speaker 4: rather selfish of you when you see I am so
- 18:56Speaker 4: willing to make the sacrifice for your sake, but you.
- 18:59Speaker 3: Say does a sack to you?
- 19:01Speaker 4: And I don't want to go very well? Did I
- 19:04Speaker 4: not say you might stop at home? Only pray, don't
- 19:07Speaker 4: chop logic. Nothing is so fatiguing to a sick person.
- 19:11Speaker 1: Then they were silent for some time. Missus Gibson broke
- 19:15Speaker 1: the silence by saying, in a languid.
- 19:17Speaker 4: Voice, can't you think of anything amusing to say?
- 19:21Speaker 1: Molly? Molly pumped up from the depths of her mind
- 19:25Speaker 1: a few little trivialities which she had nearly forgotten, but
- 19:28Speaker 1: she felt that they were anything but amusing, and so
- 19:31Speaker 1: Missus Gibson seemed to feel them. For presently she said.
- 19:35Speaker 4: I wish Cynthia was at home, and.
- 19:38Speaker 1: Molly felt it as a reproach to her own dullness.
- 19:41Speaker 3: Shall I write to her and ask her to come back?
- 19:44Speaker 4: Well, I'm not sure. I wish I knew a great
- 19:47Speaker 4: many things. You've not had anything of poor dear Osborne
- 19:51Speaker 4: Hamley lately?
- 19:52Speaker 1: Have you remembering her father's charge not to speak of
- 19:56Speaker 1: Osborne's health? Molly gave no reply, nor was any need for.
- 20:00Speaker 1: Missus Gibson went on thinking aloud.
- 20:03Speaker 4: You see, if mister Henderson has been as attentive as
- 20:06Speaker 4: he was in the spring, and the chances about Roger,
- 20:09Speaker 4: I shall be really grieved if anything happens to that
- 20:12Speaker 4: young man uncouth as he is, but it must be
- 20:15Speaker 4: owned that Africa is not merely an unhealthy It is
- 20:18Speaker 4: a savage and even in some parts a cannibal country.
- 20:22Speaker 4: I often think of all I've read of it in
- 20:24Speaker 4: geography books as I lie awake at night, And if
- 20:27Speaker 4: mister Henderson is really becoming attached, the future is hidden
- 20:31Speaker 4: from us by infinite wisdom, Molly or else I should
- 20:34Speaker 4: like to know it. One would calculate one's behavior at
- 20:37Speaker 4: the present time so much better if one only knew
- 20:40Speaker 4: what events were to come. But I think on the
- 20:43Speaker 4: whole we had better not alarm Cynthia. If he had
- 20:46Speaker 4: only known in time, he might have planned for her
- 20:48Speaker 4: to have come down with Lord Cumnor and my lady.
- 20:50Speaker 3: Are they coming? Is Lady Cumnor well enough to travel?
- 20:54Speaker 4: Yes, to be sure, or else I should not have
- 20:56Speaker 4: considered whether or no Cynthia could have come down with them.
- 20:59Speaker 4: It would have founded very well, more than respectable, and
- 21:03Speaker 4: would have given her a position among that lawyer set
- 21:05Speaker 4: in London.
- 21:06Speaker 3: Then, Lady Culnor, is better to be sure.
- 21:09Speaker 4: I should have thought Papa would have mentioned it to you.
- 21:13Speaker 4: But to be sure, he's always so scrupulously careful not
- 21:15Speaker 4: to speak about his patients quite right, too, quite right
- 21:19Speaker 4: and delicate. Why he hardly ever tells me how they
- 21:22Speaker 4: are going on. Yes, the Earl and the Countess and
- 21:25Speaker 4: Lady Harriet, and Lord and Lady Cuxhaven and Lady Agnes.
- 21:29Speaker 4: And I've ordered a new winter bonnet and a black
- 21:32Speaker 4: satin cloak.
- 21:35Speaker 1: End of chapter forty eight