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- 0:00Section two of the ball At so by Honore de Balzac, translated by Clara
- 0:05Belle. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Read by Bruce Pirie.
- 0:13Monsieur de Fontaine discovered too late how utterly the education of the daughter he
- 0:18loved had been ruined by the tender devotion of the whole family. The admiration
- 0:24which the world is at first ready to bestow on a young girl, but
- 0:29for which sooner or later it takes its revenge, had added to Ami Lee's
- 0:33pride and increased her self confidence. Universal subservience had developed in her. The
- 0:40selfishness natural two spoilt children, who, like kings, make a plaything of
- 0:46everything that comes to hand. As yet, the graces of youth and the
- 0:51charms of talent hid these faults from every eye. False all the more odious
- 0:56in a woman, since she can only please by self sacrifice and unselfishness.
- 1:03But nothing escapes the eye of a good father, and Monsieur de Fontaine often
- 1:07tried to explain to his daughter the more important pages of the mysterious book of
- 1:12life, vain effort he had to lament his daughter's capricious indocility and ironical shrewdness,
- 1:21too often to persevere in a task so difficult as that of correcting an
- 1:26ill disposed nature. He contented himself with giving her, from time to time
- 1:32some gentle and kind advice. But he had the sorrow of seeing his tenderest
- 1:37words slide from his daughter's heart as if it were of marble. A father's
- 1:44eyes are slow to be unsealed, and it needed more than one experience before
- 1:49the old Royalist perceived that his daughter's rare caresses were bestowed on him with an
- 1:56air of condescension. She was like young children who seemed to say to their
- 2:00mother, make haste to kiss me, that I may go to play.
- 2:05In short, Emily vouchsafed to be fond of her parents, but often by
- 2:10those sudden whims which seem inexplicable in young girls, she kept aloof and scarcely
- 2:16ever appeared. She complained of having to share her father's and mother's heart with
- 2:23too many people. She was jealous of everyone, even of her brothers and
- 2:27sisters. Then, after creating a desert about her, the strange girl accused
- 2:34all nature of her unreal solitude and her wilful griefs. Strong in the experience
- 2:40of her twenty years. She blamed fate, because, not knowing that the
- 2:46mainspring of happiness is in ourselves, she demanded it. Of the circumstances of
- 2:52life, she would have fled to the ends of the earth to escape a
- 2:55marriage such as those of her two sisters. And nevertheless her heart was full
- 3:00of horrible jealousy at seeing them married, rich and happy. In short,
- 3:07she sometimes led her mother, who was as much a victim to her vagaries
- 3:10as Monsieur de Fontaine, to suspect that she had a touch of madness.
- 3:16But such aberrations are quite explicable. Nothing is commoner than this unconfessed pride developed
- 3:24in the heart of young girls. Belonging to families high in the social scale,
- 3:30and gifted by nature with great beauty. They are almost all convinced that
- 3:36their mothers, now forty or fifty years of age, can neither sympathize with
- 3:40their young souls nor conceive of their imaginings. They fancy that most mothers,
- 3:47jealous of their girls, want to dress them in their own way, with
- 3:52the premeditated purpose of eclipsing them or robbing them of admiration. Hence, often
- 4:00secret tears and dumb revolt against supposed tyranny. In the midst of these woes,
- 4:06which become very real. Though built on an imaginary basis, they have
- 4:12also a mania for composing a scheme of life, while casting for themselves a
- 4:17brilliant horoscope. Their magic consists in taking their dreams for reality. Secretly in
- 4:27their long meditations, they resolve to give their heart in hand to none but
- 4:31the man possessing this or the other qualification, and they paint in fancy a
- 4:38model to which, whether or no, the future lover must correspond. After
- 4:45some little experience of life and the serious reflections that come with years, by
- 4:49dint of seeing the world and its prosaic round, by dint of observing unhappy
- 4:57examples, the brilliant hues of the s the ideal are extinguished. Then one
- 5:02fine day, in the course of events, they are quite astonished to find
- 5:06themselves happy without the nuptial poetry of their day dreams. It was on the
- 5:14strength of that poetry that Mademoiselle Emilie de Fontaine, in her slender wisdom,
- 5:19had drawn up a program to which a suitor must conform to be accepted.
- 5:26Hence her disdain and sarcasm. Though young and of an ancient family. He
- 5:32must be a peer of France, said she to herself. I could not
- 5:39bear not to see my coat of arms on the panels of my carriage,
- 5:43among the folds of Azure, mantling not to drive like the princes down the
- 5:48broad walk of the chanse Lyse on the days of Lanchon in Holy week.
- 5:54Besides, my father says that it will some day be the highest dignity in
- 5:58France. He must be a soldier, but I reserve the right of making
- 6:03him retire, and he must bear an order that the sentries may present arms
- 6:10to us. And these rare qualifications would count for nothing if this creature of
- 6:16fancy had not the most amiable temper, a fine figure intelligence, and above
- 6:24all, if he were not slender. To be lean a personal grace,
- 6:30which is but fugitive, especially under a representative government, was an indispensable condition.
- 6:39Mademoiselle de Fontaine had an ideal standard, which was to be the model.
- 6:44A young man who at the first glance did not fulfill the requisite conditions
- 6:48did not even get a second look. Good heavens see how fat he is
- 6:56was with her. The utmost expression of contempt to hear her people of respectable
- 7:03corpulence were incapable of sentiment, bad husbands, and unfit for civilized society.
- 7:12Though it is esteemed a beauty in the east, to be fat seemed to
- 7:16her a misfortune for a woman, but in a man it was a crime.
- 7:24These paradoxical views were amusing thanks to a certain liveliness of rhetoric. The
- 7:30count felt nevertheless that by and by his daughter's affections, of which the absurdity
- 7:35would be evident to some women who were not less clear sighted than merciless,
- 7:42would inevitably become a subject of constant ridicule. He feared lest her eccentric notions
- 7:47should deviate into bad style. He trembled to think that the pitiless world might
- 7:54already be laughing at a young woman who remained so long on the stage without
- 8:00arriving at any conclusion of the drama she was playing more than one actor in
- 8:05it. Disgusted by a refusal, seemed to be waiting for the slightest turn
- 8:11of ill luck to take his revenge. The indifferent the lookers on were beginning
- 8:18to weary of it. Admiration is always exhausting to human beings. The old
- 8:26Fonde and knew better than anyone that if there is an art in choosing the
- 8:30right moment for coming forward on the boards of the world, on those of
- 8:35the court, in a drawing room or on the stage, it is still
- 8:39more difficult to quit them in the nick of time. So during the first
- 8:45winter after the accession of Charles the tenth, he redoubled his efforts, seconded
- 8:52by his three sons and his sons in law, to assemble in the rooms
- 8:56of his official residence the best matches which Paris and the various deputations from departments
- 9:03could offer, the splendor of his entertainments, the luxury of his dining room
- 9:09and his dinners fragrant with truffles, rivaled the famous banquets by which the ministers
- 9:15of that time secured the vote of their parliamentary recruits. The Honorable Deputy was
- 9:20consequently pointed at as a most influential corruptor of the legislative honesty of the illustrious
- 9:28chamber that was dying, as it would seem, of indigestion. A whimsical
- 9:35result, his efforts to get his daughter married secured him a splendid popularity.
- 9:41He perhaps found some covert advantage in selling his truffles twice over. This accusation
- 9:48started by certain mocking liberals, who made up by their flow of words for
- 9:54their small following in the chamber, was not a success. The pot of
- 10:00gentlemen had always been so noble and so honorable, that he was not once
- 10:05the object of those epigrams which the malicious journalism of the day hurled at the
- 10:11three hundred votes of the Center, at the ministers, the cooks, the
- 10:15directors general, the princely Amphytrians, and the official supporters of the Villel ministry.
- 10:22At the close of this campaign, during which Monsieur de Fontaine had,
- 10:26on several occasions brought out all his forces, he believed that this time the
- 10:33procession of suitors would not be a mere dissolving view in his daughter's eyes,
- 10:39that it was timed she should make up her mind. He felt a certain
- 10:43inward satisfaction at having well fulfilled his duty as a father, and having left
- 10:50no stone unturned. He hoped that among so many hearts lay at Emily's feet,
- 10:56there might be one to which her caprice might give a preference. Incapable
- 11:03of repeating such an effort, and tired too of his daughter's conduct, one
- 11:09morning towards the end of Lent, when the business at the chamber did not
- 11:13demand his vote, he determined to ask what her views were. While his
- 11:20valet was artistically decorating his bald yellow head with the delta of powder, which,
- 11:26with the hanging El de pijeon, completed his venerable style of hair dressing,
- 11:31Emily's father, not without some secret misgivings, told his old servant to
- 11:37go and desire the haughty damsel to appear in the presence of the head of
- 11:43the family, Joseph. He added, when his hair was dressed, take
- 11:48away that towel, draw back the curtains, put those chairs square, shake
- 11:54the rug and lay it quite straight. Dust everything. Now air the room
- 11:58a little by opening the window. The count multiplied his orders, putting Joseph
- 12:05out of breath, and the old servant, understanding his master's intentions, aired
- 12:11and tidied the room. Of course, the least cared for of any in
- 12:15the house, and succeeded in giving a look of harmony to the files of
- 12:20bills, the letter boxes, the books and furniture of this sanctum where the
- 12:24interests of the royal domains were debated over. When Josef had reduced this chaos
- 12:31to some sort of order, and brought to the front such things as might
- 12:35be most pleasing to the eye, as if it were a shopped front,
- 12:39or such as by their color, might give the effect of a kind of
- 12:43official poetry. He stood for a moment in the midst of the labyrinth of
- 12:48papers, piled in some places even on the floor, admired his handiwork,
- 12:52jerked his head, and went the anxious sinecure holder did not bare his retainer's
- 13:01favorable opinion. Before seating himself in his deep chair, whose surrounded back screened
- 13:07him from drafts. He looked round him doubtfully, examined his dressing gown with
- 13:11a hostile expression, shook off a few grains of snuff, carefully wiped his
- 13:18nose, arranged the tongs and shovel made the fire, pulled up the heels
- 13:22of his slippers, pulled out his little que of hair, which had lodged
- 13:26horizontally between the collar of his waistcoat and that of his dressing gown, restoring
- 13:31it to its perpendicular position. Then he swept up the ashes of the hearth,
- 13:37which bore witness to a persistent Katar. Finally, the old man did
- 13:41not settle himself till he had once more looked all over the room, hoping
- 13:46that nothing could give occasion to the saucy and impertinent remarks with which his daughter
- 13:52was apt to answer his good advice. On this occasion, he was anxious
- 13:58not to come promise his dignity as a father. He daintily took a pinch
- 14:03of snuff, cleared his throat two or three times, as if he were
- 14:07about to demand a count out of the house. Then he heard his daughter's
- 14:13light step, and she came in, humming an air from il Barbieri,
- 14:18Good morning, Papa, What do you want with me so early? Having
- 14:24sung these words as though they were the refrain of the melody, she kissed
- 14:30the Count, not with the familiar tenderness which makes a daughter's love so sweet
- 14:35a thing, but with the light carelessness of a mistress confidant of pleasing whatever
- 14:41she may do. My dear child, said Monsieur de Fontaine gravely. I
- 14:48sent for you to talk to you very seriously about your future prospects. You
- 14:54are, at this moment under the necessity of making such a choice of a
- 14:58husband as me Sae secure your durable happiness, my good father replied, emily,
- 15:05assuming her most coaxing tone of voice to interrupt him. It strikes me
- 15:11that the armistice on which we agreed as to my suitors is not yet expired.
- 15:18Amily we must to day forbear from jesting on so important a matter.
- 15:24For some time past, the efforts of those who most truly love you,
- 15:28my dear child, have been concentrated on the endeavor to settle you suitably,
- 15:35and you would be guilty of ingratitude in meeting with levity those proofs of kindness
- 15:41which I am not alone in lavishing on you. As she heard these words,
- 15:48after flashing a mischievously inquisitive look at the furniture of her father's study,
- 15:54the young girl brought forward the arm chair, which looked as if it had
- 15:58been least used by petitioners, set it at the side of the fireplace so
- 16:03as to sit facing her father, and settled herself in so solemn an attitude
- 16:10that it was impossible not to read in it a mocking intention, crossing her
- 16:15arms over the dainty trimmings of the pellerin a la nege, and ruthlessly crushing
- 16:21its endless frills of white tulle. After a laughing side glance at her old
- 16:26father's troubled face, she broke silence. I never heard you say, my
- 16:33dear father, that the government issued its instructions in its dressing gown. However,
- 16:38and she smiled, that does not matter. The mob are probably not
- 16:44particular. Now, what are your proposals for legislation and your official introductions?
- 16:52I shall not always be able to make them. Headstrong, girl, listen,
- 16:57emily, it is my intention no longer to compromise my reputation, which
- 17:03is part of my children's fortune, by recruiting the regiment of dancers, which
- 17:08spring after spring you put to route. You have already been the cause of
- 17:14many dangerous misunderstandings with certain families. I hope to make you perceive more truly
- 17:22the difficulties of your position and of ours. You are two and twenty,
- 17:26my dear child, and you ought to have been married nearly three years,
- 17:32since your brothers and your two sisters are richly and happily provided for. But
- 17:38my dear, the expenses occasioned by these marriages, and the style of housekeeping
- 17:45you require of your mother, have made such inroads on our income that I
- 17:51can hardly promise you one hundred thousand francs as a marriage portion. From this
- 17:56day forth, I shall think only of providing for your mother, who must
- 18:00not be sacrificed to her children. Amily. If I were to be taken
- 18:07from my family, Madame de Fontaine could not be left at anybody's mercy,
- 18:11and ought to enjoy the affluence which I have given her too late, as
- 18:15a reward of her devotion in my misfortunes. You see, my child,
- 18:22that the amount of your fortune bears no relation to your notions of grandeur.
- 18:30Even that would be such a sacrifice as I have not hitherto made for either
- 18:33of my children. But they have generously agreed not to expect in the future
- 18:40any compensation for the advantage thus given to a too favored child in their position,
- 18:48said Amilee, with an ironical toss of her head. My dear,
- 18:53do not so depreciate those who love you. Only the poor are generous as
- 19:00a rule. The rich have always excellent reasons for not handing over twenty thousand
- 19:04francs to a relation. Come, my child, do not pout. Let
- 19:10us talk rationally among the young marrying men. Have you noticed, Monsieur de
- 19:15Manerville. Oh, he minces his words. He says zoule instead of jule.
- 19:25He is always looking at his feet because he thinks them small, and
- 19:27he gazes at himself in the glass. Besides, he is fair. I
- 19:33don't like fair men. Well, then, Monsieur de Beaudenort, he is
- 19:41not noble. He is ill made and stout. He is dark. It
- 19:45is true. If the two gentlemen could agree to combine their fortunes, and
- 19:49the first would give his name and his figure to the second, who should
- 19:55keep his dark hair, then perhaps what can you say against Monsieur de Rastignac.
- 20:04Madame de Nussingen has made a banker of him, she said, with
- 20:10meaning. And our cousin, the Vicomte de Portendois, a mere boy who
- 20:18dances badly. Besides, he has no fortune. And after all, Papa,
- 20:22none of these people have titles. I want at least to be a
- 20:27countess like my mother. Have you seen no one then this winter? No,
- 20:36Papa, What then do you want the son of a peer of France.
- 20:44My dear girl, you are mad, said Monsieur de Fontaine, rising,
- 20:49But he suddenly lifted his eyes to heaven and seemed to find a fresh
- 20:53fount of resignation in some religious thought. Then, with a look of fatherly
- 21:00pity at his daughter, who herself was moved, he took her hand,
- 21:04pressed it, and said, with deep feeling, God is my witness,
- 21:11poor mistaken child, I have conscientiously discharged my duty to you as a father.
- 21:18Conscientiously, do I say, most lovingly my amily. Yes, God
- 21:23knows this winter I have brought before you more than one good man, whose
- 21:29character, whose habits, and whose temper were known to me, and all
- 21:33seemed worthy of you, my child, My task is done. From this
- 21:40day forth. You are the arbiter of your fate. And I consider myself
- 21:45both happy and unhappy at finding myself relieved of the heaviest of paternal functions.
- 21:52I know not whether you will for any long time. Now hear a voice
- 21:57which to you has never been so. But remember that conjugal happiness does not
- 22:03rest so much on brilliant qualities and ample fortune as on reciprocal esteem. This
- 22:12happiness is in its nature modest and devoid of show. So now, my
- 22:21dear, my consent is given beforehand. Whoever the son in law may be,
- 22:26whom you introduce to me. But if you should be unhappy. Remember,
- 22:30you will have no right to accuse your father. I shall not refuse
- 22:34to take proper steps and help you. Only your choice must be serious and
- 22:41final. I will never twice compromise the respect due to my white hairs.
- 22:48The affection thus expressed by her father, the solemn tones of his urgent address
- 22:55deeply touched Mademoiselle de Fontaine, but she concealed her emotion. Seated herself on
- 23:02her father's knees, for he had dropped all tremulous into his chair. Again,
- 23:07caressed him fondly and coaxed him so engagingly that the old man's brow cleared.
- 23:15As soon as Emily thought that her father had got over his painful agitation,
- 23:18she said, in a gentle voice, I have to thank you for
- 23:22your graceful attention. My dear father. You have had your room set in
- 23:27order to receive your beloved daughter. You did not perhaps know that you would
- 23:33find her so foolish and so headstrong. But Papa, is it so difficult
- 23:40to get married to a peer of France? You declared that they were manufactured
- 23:45by dozens. At least you will not refuse to advise me. No,
- 23:52my poor child, No, and more than once I may have occasion to
- 23:56cry. Beware, remember that the making of peers is so recent a force
- 24:03in our government machinery that they have no great fortunes. Those who are rich
- 24:11look to becoming richer. The wealthiest member of our peerage has not half the
- 24:17income of the least rich lord in the English upper chamber. Thus, all
- 24:22the French peers are on the lookout for great heiresses for their sons, wherever
- 24:27they may meet with them. The necessity in which they find themselves of marrying
- 24:32for money will certainly exist for at least two centuries pending such a fortunate accident
- 24:40as you long for. And this fastidiousness may cost you the best years of
- 24:44your life. Your attractions might work a miracle for men often marry for love.
- 24:49In these days, when experience lurks behind so sweet a face as yours,
- 24:56it may achieve wonders. In the first place, Have you not the
- 25:00gift of recognizing virtue in the greater or smaller dimensions of a man's body.
- 25:07This is no small matter to so wise a young person as you are.
- 25:11I need not enlarge on all the difficulties of the enterprise. I am sure
- 25:17that you would never attribute good sense to a stranger because he had a handsome
- 25:22face, or all the virtues because he had a fine figure. And I
- 25:29am quite of your mind in thinking that the sons of peers ought to have
- 25:33an air peculiar to themselves, and perfectly distinctive manners. Though nowadays no external
- 25:41sign stamps a man of rank, those young men will have, perhaps to
- 25:47you the indefinable, something that will reveal it. Then again, you have
- 25:52your heart well in hand, like a good horseman who is sure his steed
- 25:57cannot bold. Luck be with you, my dear. You are making game
- 26:03of me, Papa. Well, I assure you that I would rather die
- 26:08in Mademoiselle de Conde's convent than not be the wife of a peer of France.
- 26:15She slipped out of her father's arms, and, proud of being her
- 26:19own mistress, went off singing the air of Cara non dubitare in the matrimonio
- 26:26seguito. As it happened, the family were that day keeping the anniversary of
- 26:33a family fact. At dessert, Madame Planard, the receiver general's wife,
- 26:38spoke with some enthusiasm of a young American owning an immense fortune, who had
- 26:45fallen passionately in love with her sister, and made through her the most splendid
- 26:52proposals. A banker, I rather think, observed Amili carelessly. I do
- 27:00not like many dealers, but emily, replied the Baron de Vilain, the
- 27:07husband of the count's second daughter. You do not like lawyers, either,
- 27:11so that if you refuse men of wealth who have not titles. I do
- 27:15not quite see in what class you are to choose a husband, especially amily,
- 27:22with your standard of slimness, added the lieutenant general. I know what
- 27:27I want, replied the young lady. My sister wants a fine name,
- 27:34a fine young man, fine prospects, and a hundred thousand francs a year,
- 27:40said the Baron de Fontaine, Monsieur de Marseilles, for instance. I
- 27:45know, my dear, retorted Amili that I do not mean to make such
- 27:51a foolish marriage as some I have seen. Moreover, to put an end
- 27:56to these matrimonial discussions, I hereby declare that I shall look on anyone who
- 28:00talks to me of marriage as a foe to my peace of mind. An
- 28:07uncle of Ami lees a vice admiral whose fortune had just been increased by twenty
- 28:12thousand francs a year in consequence of the act of indemnity, and a man
- 28:18of seventy feeling himself privileged to say hard things to his grand niece, on
- 28:25whom he doted in order to mollify the bitter tone of the discussion. Now
- 28:30exclaimed, do not tease my poor little Emily. Don't you see she is
- 28:36waiting till the Duc de Bordeaux comes of age. The old man's pleasantry was
- 28:42received with general laughter. Take care, I don't marry you, old fool,
- 28:49replied the young girl, whose last words were happily drowned in the noise.
- 28:56My dear children, said Madame de Fontaine, to soften this saucy retort,
- 29:03amyly, like you will take no advice but her mother's bless me,
- 29:08I shall take no advice but my own, in a matter which concerns no
- 29:12one but myself, said Mademoiselle de Fontaine, very distinctly. At this,
- 29:19all eyes were turned to the head of the family. Everyone seemed anxious as
- 29:25to what he would do to assert his dignity. The venerable gentleman enjoyed much
- 29:30consideration, not only in the world. Happier than many fathers, he was
- 29:36also appreciated by his family, all its members having a just esteem for the
- 29:41solid qualities by which he had been able to make their fortunes. Hence,
- 29:48he was treated with the deep respect which is shown by English families and some
- 29:52aristocratic houses on the continent to the living representatives of an ancient pedigree. Deep
- 30:00silence had fallen, and the guests looked alternately from the spoilt girl's proud and
- 30:07sulky pout to the severe faces of Monsieur and Madame de Fontaine. I have
- 30:15made my daughter Amy Lee mistress of her own fate, was the reply spoken
- 30:22by the count in a deep voice. Relations and guests gazed at Mademoiselle de
- 30:29Fontaine with mingled curiosity and pity. The words seemed to declare that fatherly affection
- 30:37was weary of the contest with the character that the whole family knew to be
- 30:42incorrigible. The sons in law muttered, and the brothers glanced at their wives
- 30:49with mocking smiles. From that moment, everyone ceased to take any interest in
- 30:56the haughty girl's prospects of marriage. Her old uncle was the only person who,
- 31:03as an old sailor, ventured to stand on her tack and take her
- 31:10broadsides, without ever troubling himself to return her fire. End of Section two.