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God Will Restore Your Wasted Years - Do Not Despair · Off The Kirb Ministries

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Between you and me, a sentence from 1 old man has really upset
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me. Now as you know, as a street
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preacher, I take all kinds of criticism, all kinds of
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statements and I've got quite a thick skin and I just sort of
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brush them off. But this one man said to me
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whilst I was debating another group of people, he came in the
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middle and he said you're wasting your time.
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Now of course I've heard that before, but for some reason over
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the last few weeks, the last few months, I can hear the voice of
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that old man saying you're wasting your time.
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And then sometimes I'll say I'm wasting my time.
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And I've felt a real sense of that recently, that I've wasted
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the years. You know, I look at how much
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time I've wasted on YouTube, on different videos, on TikTok,
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watching things, scrolling, reading articles that I'll
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forget in an hour. I won't remember them in an
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hour. And yet I spend so much time
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doing that. I look back and I think of all
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the times that I wasted money on junk food and even eating the
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food, and I regret it. I regret not learning.
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I regret not educating myself. I look back at my youth and I
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think of some of the people that I used to spend time with.
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And I think, Joe, why did you spend so many years of those
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people? You know, when you're young,
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you've got so much energy, and yet I wasted time doing wrong
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things. And I know I'm not the only
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person who feels like they have wasted away the years.
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If that's you, if right now you're in a place of
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hopelessness or despair, I want to give you some hope because
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with the Lord God, he is in the business of restoring those
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wasted years. So let's get to work.
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Now. If you are new to the channel
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here, this is my coffee channel where we basically just drink
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coffee and we, we study the Bible and I've just got to be a
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bit careful there. I've overfilled that one there.
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But yes, we drink coffee and we study the Bible.
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Very different to my other channels.
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This is just very basic, very simple, no sensationalism.
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We just talk about the Bible. And a big thank you to everyone
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who's bought one of our coffee mugs.
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We'll put your face up here on the screen.
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If you'd like to also be put up here on the screen or you'd just
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like one of these mugs as a reminder to pray for this
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ministry, well, get one of them and I'll send you an e-mail and
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we'll put your face up here. OK, firstly there are people who
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are listening to me right now. You have wasted away your years
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in what's called backsliding. Now what does this word mean?
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Well, it's, it comes through from a Hebrew word which I can't
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pronounce, but it effectively means to retreat, to turn
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around, to not be LED. It's, it's this kind of picture
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that you'd have a young heffer or a young cow.
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And this cow, it won't follow you.
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It won't be LED. It does its own thing.
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It turns its own way and it's kind of got this picture in my
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mind. Whenever I think of backsliding,
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I kind of picture, you know, I don't know if you live in a hot
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country, you might not experience this.
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But in my country, in a place like the Lake District, if
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you're climbing up a mountain and it's muddy, you just start
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sliding down. And sometimes it can be really
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funny, actually. You try to get further and you
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fall flat on your face. And that's what I kind of feel
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like backsliding is It's you're trying, you know, you need to
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get up the mountain because it's so difficult.
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It's so much easier to slide backwards.
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You end up going back. So how does this look in the
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Christian life? Well, you know, you, you've
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stopped reading the word of God, you've stopped praying, you've
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stopped meeting with the fellowship of believers.
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You've started playing around with sins that you know you
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shouldn't. You started getting closer and
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closer to the edge and you're changing and people can notice
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that a bit. Like, you know when you've got a
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grey hair on your head? Well, listen guys, but the day
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you notice your grey hair, hair on your head wasn't the day all
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of your friends noticed it. They noticed it a long time
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before you. And yeah, that's what it's like
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when we backslide. People notice it before.
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We've noticed it ourselves. You're not the same as you once
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were. You're not spending that, that
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private time with the Lord God and, and the inner life often
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reflects in our outer life. People can tell if we've been
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with the Lord. Sometimes in just the way we
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look. We've got a bit of a shine about
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us, a bit of a joy in our eyes because we've been spending time
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with our Saviour. But hey, if you're a backslider
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and you feel like I'm too far gone, I've messed up too much,
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good news, God can restore you. Look at Jeremiah 3 with me.
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You will need a Bible for this little study, Jeremiah 3, and
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we're going to look at verse 22. Return you backsliding children,
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and I will heal your backslidings here.
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The Lord God is, is calling to his people and he's saying
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return to me, return from your backsliding.
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You're retreating, you're turning the other way, you're
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turning away from me, but I'm calling you to come back and
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I'll heal these backslidings. All of the mess, all of the the
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stuff that you've got yourself wrapped in right now.
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And perhaps that's you listening right now.
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You're entangled in all these things and you don't know how to
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escape. Well, God will cut the cords of
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that and he will allow you to escape.
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He will heal you from your backsliding.
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So what do you have to do then? How does the backslider get
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restored? Well, he, he gets restored in
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the same way that he came in, in the 1st place.
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He just has to run to the Lord Jesus Christ.
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I've shared this story, this message with you so many times,
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but I love the story of the prodigal son.
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After this prodigal, he goes out and he's messing around in sin
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and he's done all that he wants to do and he's sold his, he's
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finished all of his dad's inheritance.
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He's got no money. He goes back, doesn't he?
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And as he starts to be seen on the horizon there he sees his
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dad in the distance, and his dad sees his son.
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And his dad has a choice. Now his dad can just turn away.
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Think this son, this son of mine, rebellious, evil, wasted
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all of my money. I'm not having anything to do
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with him. He could walk back into his
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house, but that's not what he does.
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When he sees his son running towards him, what does the
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Father do? Does he run in the opposite
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direction? No, he runs towards his son and
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he embraces him. And friends, no matter how much
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you have messed up, no matter how many years you've been gone
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from the Father backsliding, God will restore you.
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Just like that son had the the ring put on and the fatted calf
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and threw a big party and he restored him.
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So the Lord God is waiting to wrap his arms around you and to
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restore you. I am really sorry if you watch
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my last video on Saturday and you've already heard this story,
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but I do think this is a beautiful story.
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There was a Brazilian girl and her parents had smothered her in
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love. They'd done everything for her.
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They'd sacrificed lots. They'd given her all that they
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could to look after her. But this young girl got into the
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wrong crowd in her teenage years, and she began to mess
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around again with sin. And eventually she, because she
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was in the wrong crowd and she'd got herself a habit, she had to
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run away from home. And she had to somehow fund that
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habit by spending lots of time on the streets.
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One night, after years away from home and a really hard night on
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the street, she gets into a sort of crummy apartment.
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You can picture it. It's just it's dirty.
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There's stuff everywhere. And she just sort of slumps on
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the floor. And then she notices something
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in front of her. There's an envelope.
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She picks it up. She opens it and there in front
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of her is a picture of her mother and father.
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As tears fill her eyes, she turns the picture over and just
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reads these simple words on the back.
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We don't care what you've done. We just want you to come home.
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My dear friend, if you are a backslider, remember God is
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saying this. I don't care what you've done, I
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just want you to come home. So you better come home to him
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today. OK #2 What is the other person
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who feels like they need to be restored?
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Well, it's the man or the woman who perhaps a situation has
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arrived on your doorstep that is out of your control.
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Something is here in your life and you have no control over it.
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You just don't know what to do and it's destroying you.
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It's destroying your life, it's destroying everything.
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What do you do? How does God restore you with
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that? Well, let's look at Joel chapter
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2 with me. Joel chapter 2 and verse 25.
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This is a very famous verse. So I will restore to you the
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years that the swarming locust has eaten.
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Now, I don't want to take this out of context.
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So who was this passage written for?
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It was written for the nation of Israel.
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You see the nation of Israel, much like the backslider were
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thinking about they've done their own thing.
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They've tried to run the show. They've they've ran away from
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the God who made them, who created them and loved them.
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You know the Lord God said about Israel, you were the apple of my
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eye. And yet for them that wasn't
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good enough. So what did God do?
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Well, sometimes, just like Jonah when he ran away, sometimes God
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has to send storms into our life to get our attention.
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So he sense these swarming locusts onto the land.
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And these locusts, they, they ate all of the crops, they
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consumed all of the wheat, they ate it all.
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So there was nothing left. And if this was in our day right
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now, it'd be like an economic ruin.
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You know, there's no food, there's not no plenty.
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Abundance has gone. It was a real time of
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difficulty. So what did God do?
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Here they are. They're devastated.
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So what did God call them to do? Well, he sent the prophet Joel
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to say fast, mourn over your sin, weep, cry out to the Lord
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God for forgiveness and repent. And that's exactly what the
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people did. They mourned they they cried
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out, they, they fasted and the Lord God, he did restore them.
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He gave them their abundance back.
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Now, if you're watching this now you might be saying to me, yes,
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but Joe, I'm not actually too sure that this is happening to
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me because of a sin I've done. You know, I find that hard to
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believe. And I'll be honest with you, I
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think you would know. I think you know deep within
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yourself, yes, this is a, a chastisement from the Lord.
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The Lord is disciplining me for a sin here.
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I think you know it. I don't think you're left
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guessing. Just like when you remember
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Joseph's brothers, they appear before Joseph, but they don't
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realise it's Joseph. He's, he's dressed up like an
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Egyptian kind of Pharaoh, the, the Prime Minister and they
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don't realise it's him. And this, this Prime Minister,
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this, this, this leader, he, he treats them very harshly.
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He, he's very rough with them and he does all kinds of things.
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And the brothers whisper amongst themselves saying maybe this is
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God. This is God repaying us for the
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way we treat our brother Joseph and I think it was they knew
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within themselves. So if you are wondering is this
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trouble are the locus in my life right now because of something
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I've done wrong and you're not sure I would perhaps say I don't
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think it is because you've done something wrong unless you've
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got that conviction inside you. But sometimes these things in
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God's mysterious Providence that we just don't understand.
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Sometimes the Lord God does allow the locusts to come for
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us. Whether that's a difficulty in
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your home, whether that's a relationship breakdown, a loss
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of a job, health trouble, sadness, some unfair thing that
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has arrived, we don't. But God does allow these things
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to happen. Why?
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Because at times when we feel totally hopeless, at times when,
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when the locusts chew up everything and leave us with
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nothing, who else can we go to but the Lord God?
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And these things, very often, they do actually build our
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faith. Right?
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I understand everything you're saying, Joe, but that kind of
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doesn't explain how is the Lord going to restore me?
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Well, obviously, I don't know your situation.
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And this video will hopefully go out to a number of different
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people from different backgrounds.
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So I don't know whether the Lord will restore you.
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I can't say that for certain with everyone, but I do know
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this. Just like the people of Israel,
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when they called out to Him, when they sought His face, when
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they fasted, when they mourned, the Lord God took pity on them
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and He did bring them back. He even gave them abundance, He
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restored them. So what would I say to you?
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I would say the same thing, call on the name of the Lord God and
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just keep knocking, especially if you feel like this is an
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injustice just like that, that that poor widow who who went to
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the the unjust judge and she just would not leave him alone
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and said give me justice. And eventually the judge said,
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listen, this woman will not stop bothering me so I will give her
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justice. And this is a a wicked judge.
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How much more than your heavenly Father.
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So keep calling on him. Now, if the Lord God does not
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restore you in this life, I do have a hope for you that we're
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going to come back to in a moment's time.
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But I will say this, you probably have heard stories of
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how God has restored the years that the locusts have eaten.
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I actually heard this verse for the first time.
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I was in a charity shop. I'm not sure what you call them
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in America, but it's basically where people take their old kind
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of goods like this jumper. If I didn't want it anymore, I'd
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take it to a charity shop and then the charity would go on and
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sell it and then the money would go to to the charity.
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Well, I was in a charity shop and I met a Christian woman
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there who had been at one of my evangelistic services when I was
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a very, very young man just starting out in ministry.
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And as I said, I'd never even heard of this verse before.
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And here I was preaching. Anyway, she came up to me and
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she'd spoken to me at the meeting and then she said, you
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know, I've lost my husband. I've been going through a
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terrible time with so many different troubles, but I
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believe the Lord God is going to restore to me the years that the
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locusts have eaten. And he does do that, doesn't he?
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Sometimes in in very miraculous ways, He restores us.
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Now here's the part of the message I'm dreading because I
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really, really didn't want to share this with you.
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And I thought, I'm not going to share it.
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And then as I was doing more research for this message, one
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of the things I came across was when we go through these trials,
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when we go through these difficulties, God uses it so
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that we can teach another generation, so we can share our
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testimony. And I kind of felt like that was
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the Lord saying, come on, Joe, it's about time you shared this
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with the people. As you know, I've, I've written
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a book called 100 pure thoughts. It's been a thing on my heart
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for many years to, to help men and women find that purity and
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seek the Lord and to live a life that is holy despite all of the
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things that we've watched and we've filled our mind with
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thoughts that are unclean. And it's been a long journey for
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me over many years, many different lessons to try and get
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myself pure. But I'll tell you how the Lord
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finally did it for me a number of years ago.
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I, and I'm going to be vague here, but I found something in
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an area that no man wants to find something.
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And I put it bluntly, I freaked out.
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I was really, really scared. And I went to the doctors and
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kind of thought, oh, it's just me, you know, just me worrying
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over worrying. They're going to tell me
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everything's fine. But they said no, there is a
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concern here. And they sent me for a scan.
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Again, when I was in the scan, I was just kind of, it should be
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OK and I was, but I was still very, very nervous during the
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scan. The the lady who was conducting
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the scan took a long, long time. And yeah, again, just while
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being vague, she she said, you know, we're going to have to get
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the results back to the doctor. The doctor got in touch me very
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quickly and said, yes, what we were looking at, we are
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concerned about it. It is suspicious and it has a
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blood supply, which for the particular thing I'm talking
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about is not good news at all. And so that was it.
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I thought in the particular area it was with everything that's
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gone on, I thought that's it. The Lords just, it's just, I've
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just gone one too many times over the edge.
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I've crossed that invisible line that I've talked about before.
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I've sinned so far that God's just going to block me out.
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That's it, I'm dead. So I am.
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This is all while I've got this YouTube channel.
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I took some time off YouTube a number of years ago, if you
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might remember. I took a break off and during
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this time I I spent just 10 days in prayer.
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I must have walked. I don't know how many, but tens,
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20, dozens of miles. I was walking mile after mile.
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I was fasting and I was just calling out to God.
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Please, please give me a second chance.
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Please, please don't take me yet, Lord.
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I just can't go with this sin looming over me.
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Please don't let this be the reason.
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Because it's all right if if the Lord takes you and that's your
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time and he calls you, as hard as that is for us to say, but
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it's another thing to be taken because you've done wrong.
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And that was what was really in the back of my mind.
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And I called on God's name over and over.
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Anyway, I had to go and see another specialist and have
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another scan. And on this other scan, they
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said we can't find it. We don't know what this other
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radiographer was, was concerned that we can't find what this is.
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And then I went to have another scan after that.
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And no, it's, you're absolutely fine, young man, Don't, don't,
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don't worry. And during that time, actually,
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I'd made when I was didn't know, when I was left in limbo, shall
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we say, I made two vows. I won't share one of them.
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But the other one, the first one was, I will never, Lord, if you
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get me through this, I will never watch that stuff again.
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And he got me through it. And I can look at you straight
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in the face now and you read whether I'm telling the truth or
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not. I've never watched it since, and
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I give all glory to the name of the Lord Jesus Christ in what He
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did. He really did restore to me the
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years that the locusts have eaten.
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Although I'd spent years on this stuff and now in the Lord's
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grace, I've been able to help people get off this stuff.
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He restored it for me and I just felt I should share that with
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you now my friends who? It was part of a little
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accountability group that we had where we shared these things.
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He put it like this because I thought, is it just me just over
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worrying over and over again, just worrying about things.
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And there was actually nothing to worry about.
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And, and you know, the radiographer, she just made a
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mistake in the 1st place. But he said, no, I don't think
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it was that. I think you probably did have
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that. You know what?
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But the Lord God healed you. You make up your mind what
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happened there. And yeah, just forgive me if
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this was too personal, but I just felt I've been sitting on
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this story for a long, long time.
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And I make videos every week, multiple videos.
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And I've never shared this yet, but I feel like it was important
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to. I thought, I thought the Lord
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was asking me to share it today. OK, lastly, let's talk to, I'm
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going to call the people who are more seasoned in life, people
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who've been on this earth a little bit longer than the rest
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of us, let's put it that way. I remember when I was going to
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join a new church and me and my wife, Emma, we went to the
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pastor and we shared difficulties we'd had in
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ministry, in Christianity and in churches in the past.
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And the pastor said something that's very, very interesting.
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I've never forgotten. He said it's mega, mega
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concerning. He didn't put it like that, but
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he said I am concerned to hear you talking about this as young
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people in Christianity. You see, these are supposed to
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be your happiest years. These are supposed to be your
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years where you're you're full of joy.
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And for you to be disillusioned and confused and have headaches
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with the church already, that really does concern me.
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Because he said it's fair enough for us in our older years when
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we're more skeptical about the church and we've seen many
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different things. And that's really the point.
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I want to drive home to us right now.
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If you are older and you're listening to me right now, you
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are a bit sceptical of life. You are a bit sceptical of
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preachers, of the church, of different things.
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Because you have had many years where you, perhaps you think
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you've wasted the years, but the years have taken something from
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you. And you look at yourself in the
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mirror and you think I'm not the same as I was when I was a young
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man. I'm disillusioned with life.
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I'm fed up, and perhaps you've even given up hope to be happy.
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Well, let's have a conversation. Psalm 71, verse 9.
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Just turn to Psalm 71. We looked at Psalm 72 a few
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weeks ago, if you remember. Well, actually, if you're an
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older person and you're struggling in life right now, I
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think Psalm 71 is the one that you need to focus on.
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Sorry, I've just realised it was Psalm 73.
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We looked at the other week, but Psalm 71, verse 9, do not cast
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me off in the time of old age. Do not forsake me when my
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strength fails. So here we've got David and he's
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entered into old age. And David here is saying that he
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feels almost as if God has forgotten him.
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He's he's given up on him. He sort of feels like, listen,
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I've done my years of evil and trouble.
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I've had all of this already and he expects a little bit
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different now I'm in old age. He kind of thinks, will this let
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up right now and he's saying, God just just don't forget about
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me. Then I want you to look at verse
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18 with me. Look at verse 18.
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Now also when I am old and grey headed, oh God, do not forsake
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me until I declare your strength to this generation, Your power
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to everyone who has come. So again, here is David and he's
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saying, listen now I've got grey hairs.
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I want to share what the Lord has done for me just like I was
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trying to share. Then I want to share the, the
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story, the testimony, the goodness of God with other
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people. It is interesting in, in my
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nation, in the UK, they did a, a study, a big poll of, of all the
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people in the UK, all those aged 65 and older and they asked
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them, are you lonely? What do you think it came out as
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saying? It said basically 90%, nine out
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of 10 people in the UK struggle with loneliness.
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They feel like no one cares. Their family, they're just far
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too busy to visit me. They've got children, they've
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got their careers. I've got no friends.
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My, some of my friends have passed away who were so near and
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dear to me. My job, you know, I would have
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worked longer but I got the impression that they didn't want
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me there anymore and they just feel lonely.
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They fill their hours watching television, They fill their
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hours just sitting in the house on their own.
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And honestly, that that breaks my heart to think about that.
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The people who have built this nation, the people who who have
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loved this nation, who've paid taxes, this nation, and yet we
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just leave them. I don't want to put it as
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bluntly as what's in my mind, but we just leave them there,
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don't we? And it's and it's wrong and it's
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not right. And yet for the Christian, David
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is saying differently. For the man of God, he's saying
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God, The reason he calls out to God, don't forsake me because he
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knows that the Lord God will not forsake him.
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He knows that God is different. He knows that that like wine,
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that only gets better with age. So it is with the Christian.
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It only matures. It only gets better the older
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you grow. What's the evidence of this?
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Look at verse 20 of Psalm 71. You who have shown me great and
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severe troubles, shall revive me again and bring me up again from
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the depths of the earth. You see, This is why I believe
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David was called a man after God's own heart.
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Here he was, he's had severe troubles.
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Here he is. He's struggling with with old
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age, and yet he still puts his faith in God.
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He has this wonderful, extravagant faith in the Lord
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God that God will not leave him. Even though he's gone through
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this trouble, God will not leave him.
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He will revive him again. He will renew him again.
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He will transform him again. And what does he say out of the
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depths of the earth? What is David talking about
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here? He's talking about the ultimate
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hope for every single Christian, the glorified body, the
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glorification where the Lord God makes us into the image of
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Christ. He gives us this new body, this
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glorified body, and revives us. These knees that creak, this
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body that isn't the same. The pain and the trouble that we
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all go through. We all go for it, young people
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and all the like. We know that this isn't our
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heaven. It doesn't take a genius to see
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that. And yeah, for the Christian,
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there is a hope that he will one day return and give us all of
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this glory, all of this hope. Let me finish with one final
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challenge because there's been something the Lord has laid on
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my heart, and I've wondered when it might be that I'm going to
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share it. Turn with me to Second Timothy
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chapter 4, verse six. Second Timothy chapter 4, verse
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6. Here we find the apostle Paul,
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and he's writing to the younger preacher, his apprentice, his
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successor, if you like, Timothy. And he says this, For I am
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already being poured out as a drink offering, and the time of
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my departure is at hand. Now, as you know, I love coffee.
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I can't drink enough of it, but I know I should.
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Only this is about the amount I have every single day, a full
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cafetiere to myself. And some of you thinking, whoa,
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Joe, that's a lot in itself. But there is a sadness every day
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when the cafetiere, I know there's just One Cup left as I
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pour it. I know that this is it.
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That's my last cup now for the day.
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And I can't have any more, or I'm not going to sleep or it's
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just not great to have more. I'm being greedy and there's a
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sense of sadness. Oh, it's finished.
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Oh, that's the highlight of my day, the coffee.
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And now I can't have any more and it's gone.
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So I'm going to savour this. I'm going to enjoy it.
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Well, do you know that's exactly what I think Paul is trying to
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say here. He's saying I'm I'm like a a
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drink offering. I'm like a drink.
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I'm I'm I'm at the very last dregs.
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The last of it is done. My life which I've lived, I've
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spent it for the Lord God. Yes, I had many years and he's a
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good example of someone who the Lord God restored those wasted
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years. I've wasted many years, but I've
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the time from since I met the risen Lord, I've given
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everything and now my drink is down.
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Now I'm at the final drink, the final cup of the day.
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I'm just about to see the Lord and listen, you might be older
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in years and you might be able to relate to this and think,
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yes, I'm at the final lap of the race Now I'm I'm just near the
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sights of seeing my Lord God. But there could be a young
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person, even me, myself, we none of us know when we've got that
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final cup left on that final cup of coffee is to be drank when
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we're at the very end. None of us know that.
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And yeah, what do I want to say to you guys if you feel like
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you've got no hope, if you feel like I'm never going to be
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restored, I'm never going to get rid of this trouble.
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If you've trusted in the Lord Jesus Christ, as David said,
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he'll bring you out of the depths of the earth.
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There is always hope for the Christian because soon you're
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going to see the Lord Jesus Christ.
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Soon you're going to see the prize.
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Because this world is difficult. And this is what you've been
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living for all these years. You've been living as a
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Christian. You've been building up to this.
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It's very difficult to be a Christian.
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You've got to live a life of sacrifice.
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You can't just earn lots of money and then live it and spend
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it all on yourself. You've got to give it to others
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that Bible says to share with the poor.
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You can't just go out and do whatever and anything in your
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eyes. You see, you can't just go out
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and fulfill every desire inside of you.
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No, you've got to sacrifice. You've got to read the Bible and
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be disciplined. And it's not easy at times.
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It's not easy to to pray at times it's not easy to be a
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Christian to to keep trying to turn away from these sins that
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drag you down. It's not easy, but you have
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lived for it. Why?
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Because it's the truth and you believe in the risen Lord Jesus.
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You've put your trust in Him and you love.
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Let me leave you with one final quotes.
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GK Chesterton said. The Christian ideal has not been
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tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult and
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left untried, and that is the reality.
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It's difficult to be a Christian.
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It's really, really hard. And that's why very few come to
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the Lord Jesus Christ, because they count the cost and they see
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it's too costly to follow Jesus. And yet you're different.
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You're listening right now and you have followed the Lord Jesus
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Christ and you've lived this life.
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But it's worth it. Why?
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Because the Lord God, he's no debtor.
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He's no man's debtor, and He will reward you tenfold, A
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hundredfold. If you've given up things in
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this life, He'll give you so much more.
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He'll restore everything and more in the new Kingdom.
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But above all, you don't need all of these riches.
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You don't need this perfect life and all of these different
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things. You just need Christ and you're
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going to have him in heaven for all of eternity.
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That's the restoration we wait for.
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