Latest / Broken Record with Rick Rubin, Malcolm Gladwell, Bruce Headlam and Justin Richmond / FKA twigs
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- 0:15Speaker 1: Pushkin. F Gay Twigs is spent over a decade redefining
- 0:22Speaker 1: the boundaries of pop music through her innovative blend of
- 0:25Speaker 1: electronic production, experimental R and B, and striking visual art.
- 0:30Speaker 1: Her album's LP One and Magdalen earned widespread critical acclaim
- 0:33Speaker 1: establishing her as one of the most forward thinking voices
- 0:36Speaker 1: in contemporary music. Last year, she put out two albums.
- 0:40Speaker 1: In November, she released Usexua Afterglow, a companion to her
- 0:44Speaker 1: Grammy winning rave inspired album Sexua that she'd released earlier
- 0:48Speaker 1: in the year. Both of twigs new albums address identity, bodily, autonomy,
- 0:52Speaker 1: and resistance. On today's episode, just hours before she walked
- 0:56Speaker 1: on stage to pick up her first Grammy, I talked
- 0:59Speaker 1: to F Gay Twigs about her experiences growing up mixed
- 1:01Speaker 1: race in rural England and how going to Jamaican clubs
- 1:04Speaker 1: as a teenager inspired her dance forward twenty twenty two
- 1:07Speaker 1: mixtape capri So. She also explains why, despite being a
- 1:11Speaker 1: phenomenal dancer, she's not a fan of TikTok dances, and
- 1:15Speaker 1: breaks down the precise moment when all the forces align
- 1:18Speaker 1: at a rave that have brought her to the realization
- 1:20Speaker 1: that this is the most important moment in culture. This
- 1:26Speaker 1: is broken record, real musicians, real conversations. Here's my interview
- 1:36Speaker 1: with Fka Twiggs. Head over to YouTube dot com slash
- 1:39Speaker 1: Broken Record podcast to watch the interview.
- 1:43Speaker 2: My whole life is fucking moment. My whole life is
- 1:45Speaker 2: like back against the wool, Like that's when you're like
- 1:49Speaker 2: one way out, like to come out like kicking and punching.
- 1:51Speaker 2: Do you know what I mean?
- 1:52Speaker 1: If you had to go back and think about it,
- 1:54Speaker 1: when was the first like fuck it moment? Like when
- 1:56Speaker 1: did that become a.
- 1:58Speaker 2: Staple the whole of my life? Like I've always had
- 2:01Speaker 2: the Yeah. My stepdad said to me the other day
- 2:03Speaker 2: that he's known me for the whole of my life.
- 2:04Speaker 2: He was like, he was like, you've spent your whole
- 2:06Speaker 2: life in final flight. Yeah, he was like, you've had
- 2:09Speaker 2: or you're just like ever since a kid, you've been
- 2:11Speaker 2: in like fileflight, Like I've just it's just been like
- 2:14Speaker 2: I don't know, like maybe a combination of like the
- 2:17Speaker 2: way my life has been the stress of being an artist,
- 2:21Speaker 2: you know. Yeah, but even going on stage is fight
- 2:23Speaker 2: or flight, you know, like it's kind of do you
- 2:25Speaker 2: freeze in front of an audience or do you come
- 2:27Speaker 2: out kicking and screaming. It's like everything like even going
- 2:30Speaker 2: on tour is file flight. Like even doing like a
- 2:32Speaker 2: massive project, do you have that moment like before a
- 2:35Speaker 2: big shoot or anything where you're just like, am I
- 2:37Speaker 2: going to be able to do this tomorrow?
- 2:38Speaker 1: And there's got to be with an album, there's got
- 2:40Speaker 1: to be at some point where you're like, Okay, I've
- 2:42Speaker 1: been tinkering or working for years, this has to work
- 2:46Speaker 1: at some point, like this has to be the.
- 2:48Speaker 2: Thing, right Like yeah, I mean I'm going through it now,
- 2:50Speaker 2: like I'm at that point when I was speaking to
- 2:52Speaker 2: a director last night and we were talking about the
- 2:55Speaker 2: moment when you're at that point in a project where
- 2:57Speaker 2: you've swum out so far that you can't see the
- 2:59Speaker 2: island behind you, but you can't see the island in
- 3:01Speaker 2: front of you. And I'm literally there right now, Like
- 3:03Speaker 2: with my next music projects, I'm that like I can't
- 3:05Speaker 2: see the island behind me and I can't see the
- 3:07Speaker 2: island in front of me, and I'm just like, do
- 3:09Speaker 2: you like bolt back and think like don't worry, do
- 3:13Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
- 3:13Speaker 1: Safety?
- 3:14Speaker 2: Yeah? Or do you like go forward and finish it.
- 3:17Speaker 1: Are you one of those people, Like I've heard people say,
- 3:19Speaker 1: you're performing live, you get butterflies, or you get extreme
- 3:22Speaker 1: anxiety or whatever the range of degrees of that is.
- 3:26Speaker 1: But there's some people who are addicted to that, almost
- 3:28Speaker 1: like adrenaline, as like an adrenaline junkie. Does it feel good?
- 3:32Speaker 1: Do you enjoy that feeling?
- 3:35Speaker 2: I change it around in my head. So sometimes when
- 3:37Speaker 2: I'm really nervous, you know you're doing a big show,
- 3:40Speaker 2: especially some of the festivals I did last year, like
- 3:42Speaker 2: I'm performing a front of eighty thousand people, and you
- 3:44Speaker 2: peek around the cut and you think, whose idea was this?
- 3:48Speaker 2: I always think that I'm just like, I'm sorry, who
- 3:52Speaker 2: so this is a good idea? And I'll get really nervous,
- 3:55Speaker 2: And then I always say to myself in my head,
- 3:57Speaker 2: and no, it's not that I'm nervous. I'm so excited
- 4:00Speaker 2: and I've like got these amazing dance moves, and I've
- 4:03Speaker 2: been practicing so much, and I'm so excited to show
- 4:06Speaker 2: everybody this thing that I've got. And then I try
- 4:08Speaker 2: and psychologically say like, I'm not nervous, I'm not scared.
- 4:11Speaker 2: I'm excited to show what I've been practicing like that feeling.
- 4:16Speaker 2: You know when you're a kid and you have lunch
- 4:18Speaker 2: chopsticks on the piano and you're like, mom, Mom, what's
- 4:20Speaker 2: just you know, like that kind of feeling where or
- 4:23Speaker 2: you have a picture you've done at school and you
- 4:25Speaker 2: want to come home and you're like, look at this.
- 4:27Speaker 2: You know, it's like that feeling. I try and make
- 4:30Speaker 2: myself think it's that, and it works. It does work.
- 4:33Speaker 1: That's a great trick.
- 4:35Speaker 2: Yeah, you're just excited to show people, like you just
- 4:37Speaker 2: can't you can't wait to get out there and show people.
- 4:39Speaker 1: And then by the time you're on stage, is it
- 4:43Speaker 1: are you super in your body, super conscious of everything
- 4:46Speaker 1: that's happening, or is it just does it just rush
- 4:48Speaker 1: by unconsciously?
- 4:51Speaker 2: I think for me, the first song is always a
- 4:52Speaker 2: bit jelly legs, Like sometimes I just feel a bit
- 4:55Speaker 2: like I'm not centered in the first number, like usually
- 4:59Speaker 2: with my shows, because I know, for me, the first
- 5:01Speaker 2: song is a bit tentative. I tend to start very
- 5:03Speaker 2: slow and then you sexually. I thought, I'm gonna try
- 5:06Speaker 2: something different, and I'm going to try with the start
- 5:08Speaker 2: with the biggest dance number. So I started with perfect
- 5:12Speaker 2: Stranger which is like the poppiest song and the biggest
- 5:15Speaker 2: dance number that required. I mean, it's not like a
- 5:18Speaker 2: super difficult dance routine, but it's like precise because you're
- 5:20Speaker 2: dancing with ten people doing everything the same, so it's
- 5:23Speaker 2: not really like a lot of room to like mess up.
- 5:25Speaker 2: And that was really interesting. I definitely learned a lot
- 5:29Speaker 2: making myself go to one hundred first, but now in
- 5:33Speaker 2: Body High, I'm not going to do that. Would no,
- 5:35Speaker 2: Now I'm gonna actually, do you know what, it is
- 5:38Speaker 2: still one hundred for me because Body High. In my
- 5:40Speaker 2: next tour, I'm gonna start like playing instruments, which is
- 5:43Speaker 2: something that I've never done on stage before, so I
- 5:45Speaker 2: guess there will be like a lot of nerves, but
- 5:47Speaker 2: I think I'm just forcing myself to like get over
- 5:49Speaker 2: a new thing.
- 5:53Speaker 1: Is that because you need to play instruments on this
- 5:56Speaker 1: one or or is it just you want to feel
- 5:59Speaker 1: like what would compel you to want to do that
- 6:02Speaker 1: at this point?
- 6:03Speaker 2: Because I play instruments in a non conventional sense in
- 6:07Speaker 2: the studio and it's how I produce like drum machines
- 6:10Speaker 2: and pads and analogue instruments and noises and like kind
- 6:14Speaker 2: of like push them together into some sort of resemblance
- 6:16Speaker 2: of something that sounds like a music or a beat.
- 6:19Speaker 2: But I've never done it before on stage, and i
- 6:24Speaker 2: think I'm reaching a point where I'm searching for autonomy
- 6:28Speaker 2: as well even as an artist, because I've never been
- 6:31Speaker 2: able to do this thing where it's like, if you
- 6:33Speaker 2: are like Twigs, will you come and perform at like
- 6:37Speaker 2: my wedding tomorrow? I would have to call a pianist
- 6:40Speaker 2: or call my band or say I need to check
- 6:44Speaker 2: who's free, you know, to help support me in that,
- 6:47Speaker 2: Whereas I have the skill set and the ability to
- 6:51Speaker 2: be able to do a set by myself, but it's
- 6:53Speaker 2: been fifteen years and I've never tested that. So on
- 6:56Speaker 2: body high, I just decided that I was going to
- 6:58Speaker 2: start testing that theory of playing instruments a way that
- 7:01Speaker 2: I do in the studio. But I've also got an
- 7:03Speaker 2: amazing MD. His name's Matt, who is helping me find
- 7:07Speaker 2: my way of doing that by triggering things and relating
- 7:11Speaker 2: my in studio process to something that is on stage
- 7:16Speaker 2: and makes sense, like beyond playing an acoustic guitar or
- 7:19Speaker 2: playing the piano, how most like traditional musicians would do.
- 7:22Speaker 1: That are so these going to be songs off of
- 7:25Speaker 1: Afterglow or.
- 7:27Speaker 2: It's the whole of my discography. Really, yeah, it's everything.
- 7:30Speaker 2: I mean, I've been doing this now for fifteen years.
- 7:32Speaker 2: It's amazing because there's a song for every mood. And
- 7:35Speaker 2: I think I've realized how diverse my music is and
- 7:37Speaker 2: that's been really eye opening to me as well, to
- 7:39Speaker 2: realize how many different tempos and genres and you know,
- 7:45Speaker 2: I've really over the last fifteen years create created like
- 7:49Speaker 2: such a vast sonic palette, and I'm learning a lot
- 7:54Speaker 2: about myself. I feel like humbled by the amount of
- 7:56Speaker 2: music I've created in different ways. I didn't even realize
- 8:00Speaker 2: it until putting together Body High. Because Body High the tour,
- 8:04Speaker 2: there's lots of different size to me. I can like
- 8:06Speaker 2: dance and be a pop star in that sense and
- 8:10Speaker 2: do those big group numbers. Then there's also some really
- 8:12Speaker 2: experimental electronic music. They're completely like genre defying sounds and
- 8:19Speaker 2: it's industrial and it's moody. And then there's a lot
- 8:22Speaker 2: of like sensual music. And then there's music that is
- 8:25Speaker 2: inherent to who I am, like dance, wall, em bashment
- 8:28Speaker 2: and more rhythms that are associated with the music I
- 8:31Speaker 2: was brought up on in my own black culture, and like,
- 8:35Speaker 2: there is a full picture of who I am as
- 8:37Speaker 2: a person, which is so cool.
- 8:39Speaker 1: It's wild. I couldn't it kind of I went back
- 8:42Speaker 1: and listened to your whole discography to do I hadn't
- 8:47Speaker 1: done like I actually I had never done that just
- 8:49Speaker 1: when one sitting Wow, but you say fifteen years and
- 8:52Speaker 1: it did kind of shock me because and it's not
- 8:54Speaker 1: that it's it's also that there's been a lot of
- 8:59Speaker 1: eras of the music business since you've been around, you know.
- 9:03Speaker 1: I mean, it's been a lot of permutations of what
- 9:06Speaker 1: music is or how people receive it or listen to it,
- 9:08Speaker 1: or how it's distinct. You kind of first came out
- 9:13Speaker 1: sort of in a pre Spotify world, you know, and I.
- 9:16Speaker 2: Sort of it was it was right. I mean I
- 9:18Speaker 2: literally remember my manager at the time calling me and
- 9:21Speaker 2: being like, there's this thing it's like moving like music
- 9:25Speaker 2: streaming platforms, Like you don't have to go on it,
- 9:27Speaker 2: but like artists are going on it now if you
- 9:29Speaker 2: want to. And I was just kind of like, I mean, yeah, sure,
- 9:32Speaker 2: if you whatever, if you think so. I mean I
- 9:34Speaker 2: literally remember that conversation of just like it's something that
- 9:37Speaker 2: like I could potentially opt out of and it's not
- 9:39Speaker 2: that much of a big deal cut to you now,
- 9:41Speaker 2: that seems like a hilarious conversation to have, like opting
- 9:44Speaker 2: out of streaming because it's not that relevant, you know.
- 9:47Speaker 2: And I think I was probably quite late even to
- 9:49Speaker 2: going on it, really, I think so, like I just
- 9:52Speaker 2: don't remember it being a big part of like my
- 9:55Speaker 2: first record, And it was only really when I did
- 9:58Speaker 2: Magdalen that I kind of realized that I'd like not
- 10:02Speaker 2: been working.
- 10:03Speaker 1: It, like working the systems.
- 10:06Speaker 2: Yeah, because I was like I have any monthly listeners
- 10:08Speaker 2: because I not been working it, whereas there's been other artists.
- 10:12Speaker 2: I'm probably gonna get this wrong. I'll probably be like
- 10:13Speaker 2: corrected whatever. But like I think Frank Ocean had done
- 10:16Speaker 2: some deal with with Apple or some streaming things easy.
- 10:19Speaker 1: He did a deal though, but I don't think it was.
- 10:22Speaker 2: But I don't know he'd done something with streaming or
- 10:24Speaker 2: like artists were at that time doing things with like
- 10:26Speaker 2: exclusively giving things.
- 10:28Speaker 1: Did something. He did something. His album was exclusively on
- 10:31Speaker 1: Apple I think for like a week or Yeah, I
- 10:33Speaker 1: think it was something like that, kind of.
- 10:34Speaker 2: Just working it like that like making everyone swarm to
- 10:37Speaker 2: this one place to like support that platform or I
- 10:40Speaker 2: can't remember. I just remember like artists were like doing
- 10:42Speaker 2: cool things and the platforms were kind of like paying
- 10:46Speaker 2: people to create, you know things. It's like in that
- 10:48Speaker 2: early time, it's like, you know, if you don't get
- 10:51Speaker 2: on TikTok or something in the beginning, then like it's
- 10:52Speaker 2: just really hard to like get on it afterwards.
- 10:54Speaker 1: Well you on TikTok at the beginning, because that I
- 10:56Speaker 1: was the other big you know, like no.
- 10:58Speaker 2: I was like, what is it? I still am terrible
- 11:00Speaker 2: at it?
- 11:01Speaker 1: Do you care about it?
- 11:02Speaker 2: I mean, I think I'm supposed to, Like I try.
- 11:05Speaker 2: It's I'm so bad at it, like I mean, the
- 11:08Speaker 2: truth is honestly, Like the truth is, I'm literally almost
- 11:11Speaker 2: forty and like I just like the.
- 11:20Speaker 1: Kick in.
- 11:22Speaker 2: I'm just like just like I mean, I do it
- 11:25Speaker 2: like it's fun. If I feel too, Like I don't
- 11:27Speaker 2: you like to dance your day?
- 11:28Speaker 1: You love? But I like to.
- 11:30Speaker 2: Dance and like I'm gonna train woosh you sword for
- 11:32Speaker 2: like I'm gonna like become a black belt at or
- 11:36Speaker 2: I'm gonna I like to dance like I'm gonna become
- 11:38Speaker 2: a pole dancer, and there's this trick where you like
- 11:40Speaker 2: hang off your ankle and like hold on to your
- 11:43Speaker 2: foot and fucking spin around.
- 11:44Speaker 1: You know.
- 11:44Speaker 2: Like I'm like, I don't even like to dance. I
- 11:47Speaker 2: like to just do very extreme things with my body
- 11:50Speaker 2: under my rules of things that I want to do
- 11:53Speaker 2: in terms of like TikTok dancing, Like it's a very
- 11:55Speaker 2: like it's a very like specific way of moving because
- 12:00Speaker 2: you don't really like move your body. And I'm not
- 12:03Speaker 2: from that school.
- 12:04Speaker 1: When you say you don't have to move your body,
- 12:06Speaker 1: it looks like you have to move your body. My
- 12:07Speaker 1: daughter tries to teach me totok, I can't move my body.
- 12:11Speaker 2: This is how I see it, and like, you know,
- 12:13Speaker 2: I'm just gonna be honest. It's like because I'm from
- 12:15Speaker 2: more old school dancing, like I started like jazz dancing
- 12:18Speaker 2: or like doing tap or like ballet or something. And
- 12:22Speaker 2: when I did even like street dance and hip hop,
- 12:25Speaker 2: we're talking about the era of I'm trying to think
- 12:29Speaker 2: when it was like when I was a teenager and
- 12:31Speaker 2: I was learning hip hop dancing. We're talking about like
- 12:33Speaker 2: early Chris Brown or something like that. It's kind of
- 12:35Speaker 2: like in the wake of of kind of like Michael
- 12:37Speaker 2: Jackson like that kind of way. Yeah, it's like the
- 12:41Speaker 2: post Michael like R and B wave of dancing, which
- 12:46Speaker 2: is even I mean in the most pop sense I'm
- 12:48Speaker 2: thinking of. You could even imagine like Aliyah or like
- 12:53Speaker 2: Destiny's Child or that kind of way of dancing. That's
- 12:56Speaker 2: when I was coming up learning commercial dancing, which is
- 12:59Speaker 2: one thing. But okay, so like this is the way
- 13:03Speaker 2: I describe im probably gonna sound so crazy, but like
- 13:05Speaker 2: to dance a TikTok dance, it's it's like making your
- 13:11Speaker 2: head like the center of the screen. So it's like
- 13:14Speaker 2: this way of dancing where like you don't like.
- 13:17Speaker 1: The movement is limited limits, which is exactly.
- 13:21Speaker 2: So it's like really interesting for me because I just
- 13:23Speaker 2: don't move in that way because like I'm just from
- 13:25Speaker 2: a different time, So ay time when you won't.
- 13:27Speaker 1: Worried about being in the fucking frame.
- 13:29Speaker 2: I don't have to worry about the frame. We didn't
- 13:31Speaker 2: film ourselves doing it, you know. I'm from like an
- 13:33Speaker 2: era of when I was training to be a dancer.
- 13:36Speaker 2: I would go to class the way that you see
- 13:38Speaker 2: kids going to class now, but you wouldn't film the
- 13:42Speaker 2: end of class, whereas now it's completely normal. They have
- 13:44Speaker 2: these like amazing like sticks sticks, and it's like it
- 13:52Speaker 2: looks so good, little X yeah, and you do like
- 13:55Speaker 2: a move and the camera shakes and stuff Like I'm
- 13:57Speaker 2: not saying it's bad. I think it's good. If anything
- 14:00Speaker 2: like I genuinely do think is good. It's just like
- 14:02Speaker 2: I'm so like in my era of being like a mover,
- 14:06Speaker 2: I'm so past thinking about that. Like I'm literally at
- 14:12Speaker 2: a point in my movement development where I'm like body
- 14:15Speaker 2: mobility and safety when movement is very important to me.
- 14:19Speaker 2: So I'm very much kind of like how do I
- 14:22Speaker 2: keep spine mobility into my forties And how do I
- 14:26Speaker 2: do like hip opening exercises and how do I safely
- 14:31Speaker 2: go on to the floor and how do I keep
- 14:33Speaker 2: my flexibility and the movements that I'm doing, Like even
- 14:36Speaker 2: on the pole, I'm really thinking about like, oh, when
- 14:39Speaker 2: I did that back movement, I feel like I'm moving
- 14:41Speaker 2: too much in my lumber spine, Like how do I
- 14:43Speaker 2: find extra movement in my upper upper shoulders to support
- 14:48Speaker 2: the flexibility that I have in my middle back which
- 14:50Speaker 2: I don't want to rely on so that I can
- 14:52Speaker 2: keep on doing this for ten years, and like, I'm
- 14:54Speaker 2: so in another part of my journey as a mover
- 15:00Speaker 2: to donate my time to doing TikTok dances, which is
- 15:06Speaker 2: fine that it's fucking so cool, actually, but I just
- 15:10Speaker 2: like I can't do it, and I can't do that
- 15:12Speaker 2: and do that. I have to do my hip opening
- 15:14Speaker 2: exercises more than I have.
- 15:16Speaker 1: To be great TikTok pages, probably because I look, I'm
- 15:20Speaker 1: trying to do the same thing. I'm like, I'm just
- 15:22Speaker 1: telling my guy been here. I'm like, I haven't run
- 15:24Speaker 1: in fourteen months, not because I don't love to run,
- 15:26Speaker 1: but because I keep sucking my my hip up or
- 15:29Speaker 1: my ankle.
- 15:30Speaker 2: Like that's something for another period of life, like not running.
- 15:35Speaker 1: Yeah, but I have no other way to get like
- 15:36Speaker 1: my fucking.
- 15:37Speaker 2: Walking uphill on a treadmill. Yes, it's quite meditative. Yeah,
- 15:45Speaker 2: it's good. Like if you've got like knee hip issues,
- 15:47Speaker 2: it's like walking uphill on a treadmill forty minutes. Put
- 15:50Speaker 2: on a podcast, put on this fire game. Yeah, on
- 15:53Speaker 2: this podcast.
- 15:56Speaker 1: I'm glad you're talking about.
- 15:59Speaker 2: It's not all It's like fucking amazing. I feel so young.
- 16:03Speaker 2: I'm getting younger in many ways.
- 16:05Speaker 1: I feel younger than for younger.
- 16:07Speaker 2: But that's what.
- 16:09Speaker 1: I don't say that. Don't say that that is true.
- 16:13Speaker 1: I thought I was, you know, because when I was young,
- 16:15Speaker 1: I used to think I was old, Like I really
- 16:16Speaker 1: thought it would. I have a friend I tell her
- 16:18Speaker 1: all the time like she's like now like doing really
- 16:21Speaker 1: great music. But I remember in college, like we're graduating
- 16:23Speaker 1: college and she bought a fucking keyboard. I remember looking
- 16:26Speaker 1: at her being like the fuck are you doing? Like
- 16:28Speaker 1: we're we gotta go figure life out and now and
- 16:33Speaker 1: then like now she's killing it, and I'm like, how
- 16:35Speaker 1: dumb was I? Like I felt like we were. I
- 16:37Speaker 1: thought we were like middle aged at that point, you know.
- 16:39Speaker 1: But you know, did you you have that same Yeah?
- 16:41Speaker 2: I had that same thing too.
- 16:42Speaker 1: Yeah how did you get past that to actually then
- 16:47Speaker 1: applying yourself to create and make things and and have
- 16:50Speaker 1: a go at a career.
- 16:51Speaker 2: And like I mean I speak about it, I'm trying
- 16:53Speaker 2: to meet this cross section where I look young, feel young,
- 16:59Speaker 2: like I'm within youth culture, which which I still am,
- 17:03Speaker 2: and like I'm becoming more wise and I'm learning my
- 17:07Speaker 2: lessons and I'm like not a fucking idiot anymore. And
- 17:09Speaker 2: if I can like hit that cross section where I'm
- 17:11Speaker 2: like sexy and fresh and I'm not an idiot, you know,
- 17:15Speaker 2: and I can feel it coming haven't really like I'm
- 17:18Speaker 2: like and then when I hit that cross section, you know,
- 17:21Speaker 2: like I'm it's like, it's not that I feel old
- 17:24Speaker 2: or young. For me, it's about like learning my lessons
- 17:27Speaker 2: in life, not repeating patterns, developing as a friend, an artist,
- 17:31Speaker 2: a daughter, or a girlfriend, whatever it is I need
- 17:34Speaker 2: to do in my personal life and my mind, and
- 17:37Speaker 2: keeping my relationship with myself healthy, which is obviously in
- 17:40Speaker 2: this industry very hard to do. If I can do
- 17:43Speaker 2: that and still be having new ideas as an artist,
- 17:49Speaker 2: still be affecting culture, still be you know, I like
- 17:54Speaker 2: leading ideas, ways of making music, ways of moving Like
- 18:01Speaker 2: I don't mind being like the first of things and
- 18:04Speaker 2: people not quite understanding it straight away. Like I'm really
- 18:07Speaker 2: okay with that. That makes me very excited to kind
- 18:11Speaker 2: of be a part of like even sometimes just a
- 18:13Speaker 2: droplet of inventing a new sound or a new moment
- 18:18Speaker 2: in an era or a decade. I feel so lucky,
- 18:21Speaker 2: I mean with you sexually, I feel so lucky because
- 18:23Speaker 2: I feel that it's like made its mark in this
- 18:27Speaker 2: era of time, and so to be able to have
- 18:29Speaker 2: done that in like twenty twelve, and then to be
- 18:32Speaker 2: able to be a part of the conversation again yeah
- 18:35Speaker 2: in twenty twenty six is like incredible, you know. So,
- 18:39Speaker 2: and then it's not about age. Then it's about development
- 18:43Speaker 2: as a person and as an artist, and it's about growth.
- 18:46Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, We'll be back with more from FK
- 18:50Speaker 1: Twigs after the break. You know, listening to your discography
- 18:59Speaker 1: makes me think of certain people. I didn't really connect
- 19:01Speaker 1: the dots, but those people probably are people who perhaps
- 19:06Speaker 1: had similar approaches, you know, like like Prince you know,
- 19:08Speaker 1: when you think about how he was, he was never
- 19:11Speaker 1: quite chasing. He's never chasing youth culture, chasing being cool.
- 19:15Speaker 1: He was just after doing his fucking thing and you
- 19:17Speaker 1: caught up or you didn't, or you moved along. And Madonna,
- 19:21Speaker 1: same thing. Like I don't think, you know, I don't
- 19:23Speaker 1: want to speak for these people or speak for you,
- 19:25Speaker 1: but it seems like they had similar modes of creating
- 19:28Speaker 1: and relating to themselves as people and creative people. Creative
- 19:31Speaker 1: probably Pad yeah, the same. You know. I know you
- 19:36Speaker 1: have his daughter on your sexual which is super cool.
- 19:38Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the best. I think that the differences is
- 19:42Speaker 2: back in the day, artists had a lot of time
- 19:44Speaker 2: to develop. Like even when you look at Prince like
- 19:47Speaker 2: he had a few records that he released or Bowie,
- 19:50Speaker 2: there were records that were released that only became popular
- 19:54Speaker 2: after they blew up. Yeah, you know, and I think
- 19:57Speaker 2: I'm probably gonna get this so wrong, but I think
- 19:59Speaker 2: like Bawi did Let's Dance, and I think he was
- 20:02Speaker 2: like maybe forty or like I think he was. Yeah,
- 20:06Speaker 2: I think he was like in his forties and he
- 20:08Speaker 2: just lets dance and that was like a huge hit
- 20:10Speaker 2: for him. And I think that was such like a
- 20:11Speaker 2: breakthrough moment for him as an artist to like enter
- 20:14Speaker 2: into like the living rooms of like many nations and
- 20:18Speaker 2: and that was completely normal then. I think even like
- 20:22Speaker 2: Elton John had released like a few records that you know,
- 20:25Speaker 2: his fans like, but then he later on like he
- 20:27Speaker 2: then started having like the big hits and there's just
- 20:30Speaker 2: just this time the artists back in the day.
- 20:34Speaker 1: But it's crazy too because I mean, like there was
- 20:36Speaker 1: like a bunch of records too that we love now
- 20:37Speaker 1: that I mean like Diamond Dogs. Yeah, not commercially and
- 20:41Speaker 1: critically but you find that Americans no one gave a fuck,
- 20:44Speaker 1: you know, critically exactly, you know.
- 20:45Speaker 2: Like exactly. But then you discover them after they have
- 20:48Speaker 2: like their big hit or whatever, and you can go
- 20:51Speaker 2: back and you can see this like breadth of work,
- 20:53Speaker 2: and that's the artists back in the day had that
- 20:56Speaker 2: time to develop. So for me, I still feel like
- 21:00Speaker 2: a new artist because I've still not had my Let's
- 21:02Speaker 2: dance yet. I've still not had that moment yet.
- 21:06Speaker 1: This feels pretty This feels like a let's dance in
- 21:08Speaker 1: a way like me, no, no, no, okay, what would
- 21:12Speaker 1: make what would make it feel like? That's what your moment?
- 21:15Speaker 1: Like that moment is.
- 21:16Speaker 2: For artists like myself that tend to either be like
- 21:21Speaker 2: very like off center of the curve or like sometimes
- 21:26Speaker 2: like to ahead of the curve. It's a kind of
- 21:30Speaker 2: magical universal gift that's slightly out of your hands. The
- 21:35Speaker 2: culture and what you're doing hit at the same time,
- 21:39Speaker 2: and you can't really control it, you know, you can't
- 21:42Speaker 2: actually like quite control that, like the cultural consciousness and
- 21:46Speaker 2: narrative needs exactly what you're doing at that time. And
- 21:52Speaker 2: then that's the moment, right, like I've actually not had
- 21:55Speaker 2: that moment, I'm either like way off to the left
- 21:58Speaker 2: or or like I'm almost a bit too ahead of
- 22:01Speaker 2: it sometimes with sounds or with ideas. And that's so fine,
- 22:05Speaker 2: Like honestly, I love my careers so much, Like if
- 22:07Speaker 2: this is what it is for me, Like I'm so blessed,
- 22:10Speaker 2: I'm so happy. But Bowie or Bowie? What do you say?
- 22:13Speaker 1: Bowie Bowie? But just but I think in the UK, Bowie,
- 22:16Speaker 1: which is it?
- 22:18Speaker 2: I'm not going to Okay, Tomato, Okay, so Bowie, like
- 22:22Speaker 2: you know he had that moment with Less Dance or
- 22:24Speaker 2: Byork had like it's also quiet? Yeah, And it's not
- 22:30Speaker 2: that what is that? Is it also quiet? The Bork song?
- 22:33Speaker 2: Is that what it's actually called her?
- 22:34Speaker 1: Is it? I'm really bad with it?
- 22:36Speaker 2: But it's okay shush the title, Yeah, okay, so shush,
- 22:43Speaker 2: so quiet for Byork. It's not that that song is
- 22:48Speaker 2: like better or worse than any of the rest of
- 22:51Speaker 2: her songs before that. It's that at that point with
- 22:54Speaker 2: that video that I think Spike Jones directed, that is
- 22:59Speaker 2: what culture needed to put her on the world stage.
- 23:02Speaker 2: And when I was a kid, that was actually the
- 23:04Speaker 2: first time I'd heard of Byork, you know, because I
- 23:07Speaker 2: was I think I was. I was a kid, and
- 23:08Speaker 2: I can't remember. I think I was in my early
- 23:09Speaker 2: teens maybe when that came out or when I became
- 23:11Speaker 2: aware of it, but then that was the entry point
- 23:14Speaker 2: to something way way, way, way way deeper. Yeah, but
- 23:17Speaker 2: she just had that more like global moment because that's
- 23:21Speaker 2: just what culture needed and that's what it latched onto.
- 23:24Speaker 1: But no, it's amazing though, too, like that because there
- 23:27Speaker 1: are some artists who have that moment that you're talking
- 23:30Speaker 1: about and then and then chase it or that's what
- 23:34Speaker 1: now they think they need to do. And then there
- 23:37Speaker 1: are people like York like Bowie who have it and
- 23:40Speaker 1: it's great and to keep on their pay Yeah, yeah,
- 23:43Speaker 1: stay weird. Yeah yeah. Maybe Neil Young's the same, right,
- 23:47Speaker 1: like had a lot ton of misses and then early
- 23:50Speaker 1: nineties has Harvest Moon or whatever, you know, and that's like,
- 23:54Speaker 1: you know what he's now he's used again in his
- 23:56Speaker 1: forties or fifties, even like that's probably the song is
- 23:59Speaker 1: most known for at this point.
- 24:00Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, exactly.
- 24:03Speaker 1: Jones has Dad Thriller in his fifty you know what I'm.
- 24:07Speaker 2: Saying exactly, But it takes that long, like it's just
- 24:10Speaker 2: about learning your craft. And I've learned so much, and
- 24:13Speaker 2: I've had to have weird moments in my musical journey
- 24:17Speaker 2: that I feel kind of like were like off kilter
- 24:21Speaker 2: for me. But those weird moments have made the moments
- 24:25Speaker 2: that have worked possible because I've learned how to structure
- 24:29Speaker 2: a song, or I've learned how to eke you a drum,
- 24:32Speaker 2: or I've learned about a rhythm that I hadn't done before.
- 24:35Speaker 2: And sometimes it's just about a few tries, you know.
- 24:38Speaker 2: Sometimes you try a song and you think it doesn't
- 24:40Speaker 2: quite work, but you release it because you know release it,
- 24:42Speaker 2: you think okay, and then you actually like almost do
- 24:44Speaker 2: that song again, but better, like two or three years later.
- 24:48Speaker 2: It's like the same song, it's the same DNA of
- 24:50Speaker 2: the song, and you do it later and then that's
- 24:52Speaker 2: the one that works. It's so strange how that works.
- 24:55Speaker 2: But you had to have the kind of not so
- 24:58Speaker 2: good version before for the next one to kind of hit.
- 25:01Speaker 1: There's an example of that that stands out to you.
- 25:04Speaker 2: I think like as a project catpre songs, I mean,
- 25:07Speaker 2: it was never like album, It's like a mixtape.
- 25:10Speaker 1: I didn't realize it was a mixtape until it's a
- 25:12Speaker 1: mixtape till this week. I didn't I thought that was
- 25:14Speaker 1: an album.
- 25:15Speaker 2: No, no, it's a mixtape. I mean I made it quick.
- 25:17Speaker 2: It's like with after Glow for me as well, Like
- 25:19Speaker 2: these are projects that I make quite quickly and in
- 25:22Speaker 2: a different way to how I make like my record records.
- 25:26Speaker 2: But there's a lot of like experimentation. But Caprio songs
- 25:30Speaker 2: kind of like taught me how to write better songs,
- 25:34Speaker 2: even though there's not necessarily like even well written songs,
- 25:37Speaker 2: particularly on Caprio song. It's just but it's just like
- 25:41Speaker 2: a bit hookier, Like it's just it's just like there's
- 25:44Speaker 2: Caprio songs. It's like there's more hooks on it. They
- 25:47Speaker 2: might not be in the right order, like the hooks
- 25:49Speaker 2: probably aren't in the right order for like an amazing
- 25:51Speaker 2: pop song. But I just learned, like, oh, I found
- 25:54Speaker 2: my way to repeat a melody and do it in
- 25:56Speaker 2: my way because in my usual songwriting, I don't give
- 25:59Speaker 2: a fuck, I'll do a different melody for the verse,
- 26:01Speaker 2: the pre and the chorus won't a'll only happen once
- 26:04Speaker 2: because why not?
- 26:05Speaker 1: You know?
- 26:05Speaker 2: But do you know what I mean? Like sometimes I'm
- 26:07Speaker 2: like whatever it doesn't matter. But but with Caprew songs,
- 26:10Speaker 2: I learn about structure. I learn about like minimalism within
- 26:14Speaker 2: sounds that maybe are like more palatable to audiences. And
- 26:20Speaker 2: for me, it's like testing what I'm okay with because
- 26:23Speaker 2: sometimes when something is too like palatable or normal, I'm like, okay,
- 26:26Speaker 2: not for me, like I've lost my place in this now,
- 26:29Speaker 2: this is for someone else to do very well, like
- 26:31Speaker 2: I don't need to do that. But Capri Songs at
- 26:33Speaker 2: the time was about me because I've just come off Magdalen,
- 26:38Speaker 2: you know, kind of psychedelic. But but then Caprio songs,
- 26:41Speaker 2: I'm like testing, Like, am I comfortable with a drum
- 26:44Speaker 2: that doesn't change throughout a whole song? I don't know.
- 26:46Speaker 2: I've not done that before. My drums change all the time.
- 26:48Speaker 2: So am I comfortable with a rhythm this stays the same?
- 26:50Speaker 2: Am I comfortable with a repeating bassline? And I have
- 26:53Speaker 2: to like test it and I think, yeah, I can
- 26:55Speaker 2: do I can do that, Yeah I can do I
- 26:57Speaker 2: can do that rhythm, I can I can do a
- 27:00Speaker 2: structure that is like verse pre chorus, verse pre chorus,
- 27:02Speaker 2: Like I'm okay with that, But it's not. It's it's
- 27:05Speaker 2: like an It's like an experiment, and Capri songs was
- 27:08Speaker 2: all also an ode to uh my culture and the
- 27:14Speaker 2: music I was brought up on, like like not at
- 27:17Speaker 2: home so much, but with my friends, like a bit
- 27:20Speaker 2: of R and B Bashman dance or like more like
- 27:23Speaker 2: I guess like black rhythms, you know, because I'm biracial.
- 27:26Speaker 2: So I'm just looking at a constant like fucking crisis,
- 27:30Speaker 2: you know. Do you know what I mean about?
- 27:32Speaker 1: Like is your mom white or your dad?
- 27:34Speaker 2: My mom is Spanish and white and my dad is Jamaican,
- 27:37Speaker 2: but I was raised by a Beijing man, so I'm
- 27:39Speaker 2: even more confused because I have like different sides of
- 27:42Speaker 2: like the Caribbean coming at me that are very like opposing,
- 27:45Speaker 2: very competing. Yeah yeah, yeah, It's like I'm Jamaican in
- 27:49Speaker 2: my DNA, but I'm did.
- 27:51Speaker 1: You make it? I mean, come on culture obviously across
- 27:55Speaker 1: all cultures, you.
- 27:55Speaker 2: Know, Like yeah, you know, it's great. I feel it
- 27:58Speaker 2: in my blood. It's great.
- 27:59Speaker 1: No respect to your stepdad or anything. Yeah yeah, yeah.
- 28:03Speaker 2: But like yeah, it's great. Like I feel my like
- 28:07Speaker 2: black blood in me. I feel it tangibly like inside me,
- 28:11Speaker 2: and it's.
- 28:12Speaker 1: Like it's Spanish but that's kind of deep too, though.
- 28:15Speaker 1: I mean, you know, you think about the Moorish influence
- 28:18Speaker 1: and all that, you know running through that music, and
- 28:20Speaker 1: that's like it's not something I haven't dolved into as
- 28:23Speaker 1: much as I you know, want to in the future.
- 28:26Speaker 1: But you know what I mean. When I listened to
- 28:29Speaker 1: that stuff, it's like incredible.
- 28:30Speaker 2: Yeah it is, it is. There's lots of stuff going
- 28:33Speaker 2: on in there, and yeah, Cabriot Songs was like more
- 28:36Speaker 2: of an ode to the rhythms that I think like
- 28:39Speaker 2: that I first latched onto maybe as a teenager going out.
- 28:42Speaker 2: I went to a lot of like bashman and dance
- 28:44Speaker 2: hall clubs and stuff. That was like my first experience
- 28:48Speaker 2: of like going to like illegal like nightclubs and stuff
- 28:51Speaker 2: like that. Was like dance hall clubs.
- 28:54Speaker 1: Were those like cool places to get that time or
- 28:56Speaker 1: just a place to be. So I don't know what
- 28:58Speaker 1: the layout of London's sort of nightlife is.
- 29:03Speaker 2: Oh, I'm from the country, so I'm like a country girl.
- 29:06Speaker 2: And where I grew up I was in place called
- 29:09Speaker 2: Gloucestershire and there's lots of different pockets. It's a really
- 29:12Speaker 2: interesting place because I was born in a place called Cheltenham,
- 29:17Speaker 2: which is very white, very very very white, and it's
- 29:21Speaker 2: very interesting because it's like in some ways when I
- 29:23Speaker 2: was growing up there, it is very affluent and it's
- 29:27Speaker 2: known as a commuters town, so it's where like a
- 29:29Speaker 2: lot of middle class people live that commute into London,
- 29:32Speaker 2: and it's very beautiful, Like there's a beautiful area called
- 29:35Speaker 2: Montpellier which is like just beautiful buildings and everything is
- 29:39Speaker 2: just so. And on the other side of it, there's
- 29:42Speaker 2: a very big, like lower working class and working class
- 29:46Speaker 2: community and there's a lot of like travelers and it's
- 29:49Speaker 2: very a lot of farmers there, and on the other
- 29:53Speaker 2: side of it, you know, like it it's very raw
- 29:56Speaker 2: and it's very working class. And my upbringing was kind
- 30:01Speaker 2: of confusing because like my family's very working class and
- 30:05Speaker 2: they're from Birmingham, like working class Birmingham, which anyone that's
- 30:08Speaker 2: like from Birmingham or from England like knows exactly what
- 30:11Speaker 2: that means. But I think Birmingham's an amazing place. Is
- 30:14Speaker 2: often left out of the conversation a bit of the UK,
- 30:17Speaker 2: but I think it's a place that's very rich in culture,
- 30:19Speaker 2: and I think it's a place that's like there's like
- 30:21Speaker 2: a really big Aid, Indian and Asian community there, and
- 30:24Speaker 2: a really big black community there. Cheltenham is this one place,
- 30:28Speaker 2: but then Gloucester which is very close, it's just like
- 30:32Speaker 2: fifteen minutes away, and then Bristol, which is very close,
- 30:34Speaker 2: it's maybe like half an hour forty five minutes away,
- 30:37Speaker 2: is very rich in black culture and specifically Caribbean culture,
- 30:42Speaker 2: and it's a lot of people that have come straight
- 30:44Speaker 2: from the Caribbean, like have been there. And then this
- 30:46Speaker 2: is basically where like trip hop like laid its roots.
- 30:51Speaker 2: So this is like where Tricky's from Porter's Head, this
- 30:56Speaker 2: type of like music and music that its like trip hop,
- 31:01Speaker 2: but then also kind of a lot of dub as
- 31:04Speaker 2: well and jungle really like laid its roots in these areas.
- 31:08Speaker 2: There was this bus that went from Cheltenham to Gloston.
- 31:11Speaker 2: For me at fourteen, this bus was like a fucking
- 31:14Speaker 2: godsend because I went from this area where I was
- 31:18Speaker 2: the only black person in my area other than like
- 31:21Speaker 2: my stepdad. Yeah, I could get this bus after school
- 31:25Speaker 2: like twenty minutes and I was around then something completely different.
- 31:29Speaker 2: People that were from like the island I'm from, you know,
- 31:32Speaker 2: or half of me is from. And so when I
- 31:35Speaker 2: first started going out, Like there was this club called
- 31:37Speaker 2: the Jamaican Club that was like an illegal kind of
- 31:40Speaker 2: like I guess, I don't know a lot of like
- 31:43Speaker 2: rasters would go there and play dancehall, batsman reggae and
- 31:47Speaker 2: just like sit and hang and there would be food
- 31:49Speaker 2: and you would just go and like smoke until and dance.
- 31:53Speaker 2: And these are the nightclubs that I first started like
- 31:56Speaker 2: frequenting as a teenager. Anyways, So when I make Capbrey Songs,
- 32:00Speaker 2: it was kind of like an ode to that side
- 32:05Speaker 2: of me.
- 32:06Speaker 1: In the idea of it come out more as a
- 32:09Speaker 1: mixtape than an album. Was that always the intention it
- 32:14Speaker 1: was was to experiment and then release something that didn't
- 32:17Speaker 1: feel as definitive as an album.
- 32:20Speaker 2: Yeah, because it's like not really finished gapfree song. It's
- 32:24Speaker 2: not like exactly finished. I would say, it's like something
- 32:27Speaker 2: that was made. But it's same with after Glow, you know,
- 32:30Speaker 2: like after Glow is like not exactly finished.
- 32:32Speaker 1: I'm shocked at you. So you said, I don't even
- 32:35Speaker 1: know if we were recording then, but you said you
- 32:37Speaker 1: made that very quickly.
- 32:38Speaker 2: I made in twelve weeks.
- 32:40Speaker 1: Twelve weeks pretty much like one.
- 32:41Speaker 2: Or two songs I thought.
- 32:42Speaker 1: I just for some reason, it sounds it really does
- 32:44Speaker 1: sound like of a piece with To me, it sounds
- 32:48Speaker 1: like related enough that I thought maybe they were created
- 32:52Speaker 1: at the same time. You know.
- 32:54Speaker 2: No, I made after Glow because I wanted to like
- 33:00Speaker 2: have a strike so I could get off one of
- 33:02Speaker 2: my record labels. And I didn't want to be like
- 33:05Speaker 2: totally because like I really like respected that label, and
- 33:08Speaker 2: I didn't want to be like totally disrespectful and give
- 33:11Speaker 2: them trash, because I know some artists do that they
- 33:13Speaker 2: just think or whatever, there's another frank, Yeah, do you
- 33:16Speaker 2: know what I mean. I didn't want to do that
- 33:17Speaker 2: because I respect them and we've had a really good
- 33:19Speaker 2: journey together. But I have this one song that for me,
- 33:25Speaker 2: it's like one of the most beautiful songs that I've written,
- 33:28Speaker 2: and I want it to come out this year and
- 33:32Speaker 2: I need to I needed to own the masters to
- 33:34Speaker 2: that song. Wow, and in like my record label, because
- 33:37Speaker 2: I was on two record labels. So on the one
- 33:39Speaker 2: that I'm still on now, I get my master's back,
- 33:42Speaker 2: which is Atlantic. Yeah, so on that like in a timeframe,
- 33:47Speaker 2: the idem is acceptable. I get those masters back and
- 33:50Speaker 2: this one song on the record, it's like, you know,
- 33:53Speaker 2: for me, it's it's like a cellophane. It's not in sound,
- 33:56Speaker 2: but in how important it is to me and how
- 33:59Speaker 2: important the lyrics are to me. You know, because when
- 34:01Speaker 2: you're an artist and you don't own your masters, it's
- 34:03Speaker 2: like painting and giving away paintings and you never get
- 34:06Speaker 2: them back. But when you own your masters, then even
- 34:09Speaker 2: if they live in a different gallery for a minute,
- 34:11Speaker 2: you get to you say, yeah, sure you can put
- 34:14Speaker 2: my work in your gallery for like ten years. That's fine, right,
- 34:18Speaker 2: But then in ten years I get to take that
- 34:20Speaker 2: work and I get to hang it back in my
- 34:22Speaker 2: living room and it can just be in my little
- 34:24Speaker 2: living room in Hackney, and I just get to hang
- 34:27Speaker 2: it on the wall and I get to say, like,
- 34:28Speaker 2: that's my work, you know, And that's that for me,
- 34:31Speaker 2: is like very important psychologically.
- 34:34Speaker 1: And obviously, I mean that's not on many people's radar
- 34:37Speaker 1: when you're starting out, like that's.
- 34:39Speaker 2: Not even not masters were No one even told me
- 34:41Speaker 2: what masters will copyright. I was like, I was like, okay,
- 34:47Speaker 2: what's incredible.
- 34:48Speaker 1: You're getting on back. Then you're in a situation where
- 34:50Speaker 1: you're able to get to a point.
- 34:52Speaker 2: Where, yeah, my new music now I get them back.
- 34:55Speaker 2: But I think that's the thing, you know, going back
- 34:57Speaker 2: to when I started making music. It's not anything bad
- 35:00Speaker 2: about my old label. It's just that deals looked different then, yeah,
- 35:04Speaker 2: and I signed a deal that had like many records
- 35:07Speaker 2: in it, and so now like it's more normal that
- 35:10Speaker 2: artists like keep their masters or maybe even have like
- 35:12Speaker 2: shorter record deals, which means that you can make choices
- 35:16Speaker 2: that you do a record and you decide if you
- 35:18Speaker 2: want to stay together or you decide if it's time
- 35:20Speaker 2: to move on and stuff like that. But it's really,
- 35:22Speaker 2: you know, I want to I'm always very careful. I
- 35:24Speaker 2: want to be like very respectful to the relationship I
- 35:26Speaker 2: had with Beggars and Young because genuinely, like I had
- 35:28Speaker 2: a fab time.
- 35:29Speaker 1: It's a great lay one.
- 35:30Speaker 2: It's a great way for arts exactly, but it's just
- 35:33Speaker 2: at certain point, like I grew to a point where,
- 35:36Speaker 2: you know, if I write a song like Cellophane, or
- 35:39Speaker 2: if I write certain music that has changed my life
- 35:43Speaker 2: that's had like a visceral effect on my chemistry as
- 35:46Speaker 2: an artist, and then I write that thing and it's
- 35:48Speaker 2: sitting in front of me, and then I have to
- 35:50Speaker 2: kind of like, you know, a certain point after over
- 35:55Speaker 2: a decade of making music, like it's it's stunting, It's
- 36:00Speaker 2: people don't really think about the psychological effect of contracts
- 36:03Speaker 2: on artists.
- 36:04Speaker 1: What is what's the new song called Bluebird? Bluebird? And
- 36:09Speaker 1: do you know as you're writing it that it's that important?
- 36:13Speaker 1: Is there feeling to you or is it only after
- 36:15Speaker 1: the fact and after you're a kistos?
- 36:18Speaker 2: Yeah? And it might not mean anything to anyone else,
- 36:21Speaker 2: I don't know, but like to me sometimes I write
- 36:23Speaker 2: things and it's like so about my life.
- 36:25Speaker 1: So you knew where that was coming from as it
- 36:26Speaker 1: was coming out. Yeah, And do you all do you
- 36:30Speaker 1: always know where things are coming from?
- 36:31Speaker 2: No? Like, sometimes I think I have moments of being
- 36:34Speaker 2: like a really like special precious artist where I've done
- 36:38Speaker 2: something and I feel like I'm so grateful that I
- 36:41Speaker 2: was able to be a conduit for that moment and
- 36:43Speaker 2: I feel really like, wow, I'm so grateful to be
- 36:45Speaker 2: alive in this body and like have just made that
- 36:47Speaker 2: almost makes me emotional. And then sometimes I'm like having
- 36:50Speaker 2: fun or sometimes it's just like yep, you know, like
- 36:54Speaker 2: just a little like flirtation and it's like not that deep,
- 36:59Speaker 2: you know, but I need both because that's my personality.
- 37:02Speaker 1: I feel like that personality comes through and a lot
- 37:06Speaker 1: of your music, like when you're making pre songs you
- 37:08Speaker 1: were trying to just make see if you could just
- 37:11Speaker 1: stick with like you know, like a drum loop, that
- 37:14Speaker 1: was like that's it. Like your songs expand and contract
- 37:17Speaker 1: and move and like all like they're just malleable and
- 37:20Speaker 1: these really cool ways that not a lot of people
- 37:23Speaker 1: make songs like that anymore. Not a lot of people
- 37:25Speaker 1: make records that way. They're like that feel that adventurous
- 37:27Speaker 1: from like we're within one song, you've gone on a
- 37:30Speaker 1: complete journey. And then when you think about some of
- 37:33Speaker 1: the lyrics of these songs too, is that you can
- 37:35Speaker 1: tell there's like there's a seriousness sometimes and then there's
- 37:37Speaker 1: a play like all those I feel like that does
- 37:40Speaker 1: come through.
- 37:41Speaker 2: I think in your music, Thank you, that's my personality.
- 37:44Speaker 2: I'm like either very serious and very like intense or
- 37:48Speaker 2: I'm just like a kid. Yeah, I'm just so playful
- 37:52Speaker 2: and it's like silly.
- 37:54Speaker 1: One last break and we'll be back with FKA Twigs.
- 38:01Speaker 1: My favorite print song is one of I don't know
- 38:04Speaker 1: what my favorite is, but one of my Favorites is
- 38:06Speaker 1: ballad of Dorothy Parker and there's a line where he
- 38:08Speaker 1: says or he's like, he's he's he's met this woman.
- 38:13Speaker 1: She's like, do you want to like take a bubble bath?
- 38:15Speaker 1: And he's like, yeah, but I'm gonna leave my pants on.
- 38:20Speaker 1: I always think about that with friends. I'm like, it's
- 38:23Speaker 1: like it's bold, but it's coy, and it's like it's
- 38:26Speaker 1: and it's like who does that? There's so many layers
- 38:31Speaker 1: to that.
- 38:32Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly, it's so fun. It's so fun making fun
- 38:37Speaker 2: of yourself on songs.
- 38:39Speaker 1: Why why is that? Like what makes that.
- 38:41Speaker 2: So it feels like an in joke with yourself? Like
- 38:43Speaker 2: I don't know that I'm even just thinking of like
- 38:45Speaker 2: on sushi because I'm like, like I can't drive yet.
- 38:49Speaker 2: I still can't drive, So I'm like on this song
- 38:52Speaker 2: like being like a boss thing, like I'm gonna take
- 38:54Speaker 2: it out to all these different places, but like I
- 38:56Speaker 2: can't drive yet, so I'm gonna have to get my
- 38:58Speaker 2: friend to come and pick you up so we can
- 39:01Speaker 2: go out. Like I didn't know if it's like it's
- 39:02Speaker 2: only funny to me, but it's just funny sometimes to
- 39:06Speaker 2: just like make fun of yourself for sometimes a really
- 39:09Speaker 2: intimate secret that people might not pick up on.
- 39:12Speaker 1: It's funny brought Sushi was a song that made me
- 39:14Speaker 1: think about a Dorothy Parker because there are those moments
- 39:16Speaker 1: of like it's like it's it's it's bold, but it's
- 39:18Speaker 1: also a little like I said that and I'm going
- 39:22Speaker 1: to pull it back even you're like, you know, like, oh,
- 39:24Speaker 1: we could have I'm gonna yeah, I don't remember the
- 39:26Speaker 1: line we're going to have sex. We could have sex,
- 39:29Speaker 1: but we don't have to. I like that. It's just
- 39:32Speaker 1: like what are we doing.
- 39:34Speaker 2: It's like, it's like what adults. We can do what
- 39:39Speaker 2: we like, we can do what we want to do.
- 39:41Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just a really funny framing for that, and
- 39:45Speaker 1: it's a it's just a framing you don't hear a
- 39:47Speaker 1: lot in the contours of pop music.
- 39:49Speaker 2: You know, Yes, to be honest, it's funny that you
- 39:53Speaker 2: bring up Prince because when I was writing that first
- 39:55Speaker 2: part of Sushi, I actually thought about him when I
- 39:58Speaker 2: was writing it. It's just about like that that playfulness
- 40:02Speaker 2: and acknowledging, like the power play of like being a star,
- 40:06Speaker 2: whilst also leaning into so like that you can still
- 40:10Speaker 2: be so shy and vulnerable. It's like this double thing
- 40:12Speaker 2: of like I'm going to fucking fly you to Paris
- 40:15Speaker 2: slash like I can't drive, so my friend's going to
- 40:17Speaker 2: get you actually from the airport.
- 40:19Speaker 1: You know.
- 40:19Speaker 2: It's kind of like this this powerplay of of like
- 40:23Speaker 2: knowing as a star you can do what you like,
- 40:25Speaker 2: but also you're still like so prohibited and essentially like
- 40:28Speaker 2: a kid. Moonlighting is an adult still but in like
- 40:31Speaker 2: a fab outfit. You've had like full glam, but you
- 40:34Speaker 2: still have no idea what you're doing. You know.
- 40:36Speaker 1: It sounds like that's like that's a great life, that's it.
- 40:39Speaker 2: It's weird.
- 40:42Speaker 1: I read that raves were really important to this album. Yeah,
- 40:46Speaker 1: and I imagine raves in Europe. It's particularly it was
- 40:49Speaker 1: it was specifically it was Prague. I mean, I'm not
- 40:52Speaker 1: even have gone a rave here, to be honest, I
- 40:54Speaker 1: have no conception of what rave culture is like. But
- 40:57Speaker 1: what is it like? What is it? What's a learn
- 41:00Speaker 1: about it to you? And how did that work its
- 41:03Speaker 1: way into this album or these couple of projects.
- 41:07Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I've always been very scared of like
- 41:09Speaker 2: a four to four beat, you know, even I think
- 41:12Speaker 2: in the past like mocked it. I mean I used
- 41:14Speaker 2: to mark like trap pads, you know. I used to
- 41:17Speaker 2: be like like I'd be like, no, I'm not doing that,
- 41:19Speaker 2: like you know, especially like LP one era, like the
- 41:22Speaker 2: hat's always like changing, like even like BPM, and I'd
- 41:25Speaker 2: always just be like I don't want like a straight
- 41:26Speaker 2: like track, like I don't want something that's really really straight.
- 41:31Speaker 2: And I used to say like that, you know, like
- 41:33Speaker 2: I don't want like a four to the floor beat,
- 41:35Speaker 2: like I want this kind of like abstract landscape. So
- 41:39Speaker 2: the idea that I based a whole album off like techno,
- 41:42Speaker 2: which is like that's the premise of techno, is like
- 41:44Speaker 2: actually so humbling to me, and it just shows kind
- 41:47Speaker 2: of how your taste can change. And yeah, I didn't
- 41:49Speaker 2: ever really think that techno music was for me, and
- 41:51Speaker 2: then I started to discover techno, first of all in Prague,
- 41:56Speaker 2: and then second of all, like in like queer spaces
- 42:01Speaker 2: that were more inviting for me, and I found my
- 42:04Speaker 2: way in I don't know, and maybe it's like being black,
- 42:07Speaker 2: like sometimes I felt like some music's aren't certain types
- 42:10Speaker 2: of music aren't for me. I mean I literally did
- 42:13Speaker 2: an interview earlier and I was speaking about this, and
- 42:15Speaker 2: maybe sometimes I felt that like I couldn't like listen
- 42:18Speaker 2: to that because it's like not not like I'm not
- 42:22Speaker 2: allowed to or like there's not an infamy in the
- 42:25Speaker 2: scene because like I can't my skinny jeans or something
- 42:27Speaker 2: because my thighs are too big. I don't know, but like,
- 42:29Speaker 2: do you know what I'm saying, Like it's just like
- 42:30Speaker 2: that the preconceived notions of being like a teenager and thinking,
- 42:34Speaker 2: like I think I have to have like straight hair
- 42:36Speaker 2: pushed to the side to be when I'm from like
- 42:39Speaker 2: MySpace era, I have to like be able to do
- 42:42Speaker 2: that to like listen to like emo music.
- 42:43Speaker 1: I had a metal band in the MySpace era, so
- 42:45Speaker 1: I get you exactly.
- 42:47Speaker 2: So I think, like naively, I thought that techno wasn't
- 42:51Speaker 2: for me, and then I started to like do my
- 42:53Speaker 2: research and obviously learn that, you know, dance music like
- 42:57Speaker 2: has had so many incredible like Black Pioneers and the
- 43:00Speaker 2: whole like Chicago scene. And I remember like when I
- 43:04Speaker 2: went to Prague and I had this sort of spiritual
- 43:07Speaker 2: awakening in this club and then I went back home
- 43:11Speaker 2: and then I started to yeah research like house music
- 43:14Speaker 2: and Chicago and all these incredible DJs, and I just
- 43:17Speaker 2: was like, oh, do I not know about this? I
- 43:19Speaker 2: just I was like I didn't know, you know, I
- 43:21Speaker 2: didn't know. And and then I started to dive deeper
- 43:24Speaker 2: and deeper. And I still even with dance music, like
- 43:26Speaker 2: on New Sexual, I don't and even on After Girl,
- 43:29Speaker 2: I feel like I've still not quite like invented this
- 43:31Speaker 2: music or done this music that I feel in my head.
- 43:34Speaker 2: So it's really fun to keep on like trying this just.
- 43:37Speaker 1: Like an iteration.
- 43:38Speaker 2: This is like the first yeah, yeah exactly. It's like
- 43:40Speaker 2: it's like now I can keep on playing with dance music.
- 43:43Speaker 2: And then recently I've been listening to a lot of
- 43:45Speaker 2: acid house, which which is.
- 43:47Speaker 1: Like how does that relate to, like, how's it different
- 43:49Speaker 1: from the regular house.
- 43:52Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm not very good with like like
- 43:56Speaker 2: the technicalities of like genres, but to me, like acid house,
- 44:00Speaker 2: it feels more cunty. That's more of like a stank
- 44:02Speaker 2: to it. It feels like like walking down a catwalk,
- 44:05Speaker 2: or it feels like something that's like I don't know.
- 44:08Speaker 2: I mean, we were last night I was like doing
- 44:10Speaker 2: like a fitting for a red carpet, and then it
- 44:14Speaker 2: was like acid house. But then it was like a
- 44:16Speaker 2: mood glare like fashion show and seeing how like the
- 44:19Speaker 2: models like walked to it and stuff, and I was
- 44:22Speaker 2: like I understand that, like physically, I understand that language.
- 44:25Speaker 2: And that was very inspiring. But anyway, yeah, back to Prague,
- 44:29Speaker 2: like I just had this massive epiphany of togetherness on
- 44:32Speaker 2: a dance floor in a different way. That was very
- 44:35Speaker 2: singular because going to bashment clubs in the early noughties
- 44:41Speaker 2: is about what was about like winding, It was about grinding.
- 44:45Speaker 2: It was about like doing movements that were the same.
- 44:49Speaker 2: There were like you know, like dance movements that you
- 44:52Speaker 2: would do like together, and you would like learn the
- 44:56Speaker 2: dance movements and then you would get together on the
- 44:57Speaker 2: dance floor and communally do them, like the candy dance,
- 45:02Speaker 2: but in a different genre. You would do this part
- 45:06Speaker 2: of that dance to this music techno is different because
- 45:08Speaker 2: you're b yourself and it's actually maybe like unorthodox to
- 45:12Speaker 2: like try and invite people.
- 45:14Speaker 1: You don't dance with other people, No, you.
- 45:16Speaker 2: Do, but it's like a very it's psych surfing. There
- 45:21Speaker 2: are rules in dance clubs like surfing said, Yeah, there's
- 45:26Speaker 2: rules of waves in surfing, like you don't like the
- 45:29Speaker 2: way that surfers navigate the waves is very respectful. You
- 45:33Speaker 2: don't just go and like take that wave. I don't
- 45:36Speaker 2: just go to a beach I've never been before, Like
- 45:37Speaker 2: that's a big wave, I'm going to take it. It's
- 45:38Speaker 2: like there's like an order of things. It's like that
- 45:41Speaker 2: the more the better surfers might take that wave where
- 45:44Speaker 2: you've had your turn, and then you give someone else
- 45:46Speaker 2: a thing, and there's a respect to it. That is
- 45:49Speaker 2: the way the best dance clubs work, where there's a
- 45:52Speaker 2: respect to the way you would approach someone on the
- 45:56Speaker 2: dance floor, or you wouldn't because you see that they're
- 46:00Speaker 2: in their like flow state or they're like you know,
- 46:04Speaker 2: like it's called like tunneling, Like you like tunnel to
- 46:07Speaker 2: the music where you're just like in.
- 46:09Speaker 1: Your like you just look tunnel that you look like.
- 46:11Speaker 2: You're yeah, just like you know, because it's primal, you know,
- 46:15Speaker 2: like to do the same movement over and over again.
- 46:17Speaker 2: It's very primal, and so sometimes you just have to
- 46:20Speaker 2: like respect that people are like working out their own
- 46:22Speaker 2: fucking like thing. But it's also very together. But that's
- 46:27Speaker 2: what Rumor Fools was about. Like this rumor falls. We
- 46:30Speaker 2: make something together. It's like if you separate one of
- 46:34Speaker 2: the dancers in the club, they look crazy because that's
- 46:36Speaker 2: like moving and it's not about looking good. It's just
- 46:39Speaker 2: about like moving and feeling something. And it's quite like
- 46:42Speaker 2: sporadic and it's full of ecstasy and it's very like primal,
- 46:46Speaker 2: and it's and it's like very practical. You don't wouldn't
- 46:49Speaker 2: like wear heels to a rage, do you know what
- 46:50Speaker 2: I mean? It's like you wouldn't wear something uncomfortable. It's
- 46:53Speaker 2: about being comfortable. It's about like the utilitarian nature of
- 46:57Speaker 2: what it is to move together, and that's priority. It's
- 47:00Speaker 2: almost kind of like comfort within your body to the beat,
- 47:05Speaker 2: whereas yeah, like you just wouldn't like eject someone's moment.
- 47:10Speaker 2: But at the same time, the whole crowd is moving
- 47:13Speaker 2: together as one, so it's very beautiful. It's like you're
- 47:16Speaker 2: like an ameba and you're all cells and together you're
- 47:19Speaker 2: like a very important community. When I go like raving,
- 47:23Speaker 2: I think like this right now is quite possibly the
- 47:28Speaker 2: most important moment in culture. This rave right now, with
- 47:34Speaker 2: the drop, the way that the fucking DJ just brought
- 47:37Speaker 2: in those high hats and the way that the crowd
- 47:39Speaker 2: responded is quite possibly the most important thing that has
- 47:43Speaker 2: ever happened in history in this room right now. But
- 47:46Speaker 2: it's just like completely contained. It's like completely contained that
- 47:51Speaker 2: something will happen, and everyone's just like, that is exactly
- 47:54Speaker 2: what I wanted to happen in the music. And you
- 47:56Speaker 2: just see the relief, the physical relief that that fucking
- 47:59Speaker 2: high hat came in. You're just like, thank god, I've
- 48:01Speaker 2: been waiting for seven minutes. I've been like listening to
- 48:05Speaker 2: that four four drum. I have my body, it's been
- 48:09Speaker 2: a slave to that drum for seven minutes, and now
- 48:12Speaker 2: a high hat has come in and this surely is heaven,
- 48:16Speaker 2: Like this is surely the best thing that's ever happened
- 48:18Speaker 2: in the whole world. But it's just like contained to
- 48:20Speaker 2: this one room and no one knows about it. And
- 48:23Speaker 2: the next morning you can't even really explain it. You
- 48:26Speaker 2: know that I'm.
- 48:27Speaker 1: Probably ready to go to Friday Night.
- 48:31Speaker 2: I'm talking about Yeah, anyone else, no, Ben, Yeah, Nick knows,
- 48:43Speaker 2: everyone knows. Yeah, But this is there are spaces for everybody,
- 48:47Speaker 2: you know, there's spaces for everybody. And that's what I realized,
- 48:51Speaker 2: that there's space is for.
- 48:52Speaker 1: Me, it's fucking wild. But in Prague, of all places,
- 48:55Speaker 1: this is where.
- 48:56Speaker 2: Well not really, it's like East Block, I don't know,
- 49:00Speaker 2: like there's this kind of a pioneer like actually it's
- 49:03Speaker 2: actually like a very important to dance music and like
- 49:08Speaker 2: you're its like an incredible dance scene.
- 49:11Speaker 1: I'm ready to I'm ready to go rave.
- 49:14Speaker 2: Honestly, it's pretty good. It's very It makes you like
- 49:17Speaker 2: not really care.
- 49:18Speaker 1: Can you be sober? Yeah?
- 49:20Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my god, one hundred percent. I didn't think so,
- 49:23Speaker 2: but then actually you can really Yeah, yeah you really can. Yeah.
- 49:25Speaker 2: I can totally go and be completely sober.
- 49:27Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, I got too many responsibility got there doing ecstasy?
- 49:32Speaker 1: No no, no, you can push forty out there doing
- 49:34Speaker 1: ecstasy at a rave. I don't know.
- 49:35Speaker 2: No, you can totally go and be sober, like it's
- 49:38Speaker 2: amazing sober.
- 49:40Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm gonna dip my toes in, my toes in. Well,
- 49:45Speaker 1: it was great speaking with you. It was like an
- 49:47Speaker 1: incredible conversation. I went many places. I feel like I'm
- 49:51Speaker 1: better for having had it. And I can't wait to
- 49:54Speaker 1: hear what was the new song called I can't wait
- 49:57Speaker 1: to hear Bluebird? Yeah, I can't wait to hear that.
- 50:00Speaker 2: Thank you great to meet you nice great.
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