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- 0:00Turn in your Bibles to Philippians.
- 0:05Philippians chapter 1.
- 0:07! This is our fourth week in starting the book of Philippians.
- 0:30Verse 28 through 31.
- 0:32It's around 61 A.D.
- 0:33It's the end of his third missionary journey.
- 0:37And we, you know, again a long time ago
- 0:40when we were talking about what to preach on Sunday mornings,
- 0:44we, I think Philippians is just one hands down
- 0:47because it's been a really difficult year for many of us
- 0:51and we really needed to kind of anchor our soul
- 0:53on something that really talked about joy in Christ.
- 0:57And Philippians is that book.
- 0:59And it's a rarity because it's a letter written to a local church
- 1:06that Paul cares deeply about.
- 1:09And he's not necessarily calling to,
- 1:12writing them to correct them or rebuke them for anything.
- 1:16He is very, very well pleased with them.
- 1:19And so the mood of this letter is warm and affectionate.
- 1:23This type of ancient letter you would call a letter of friendship.
- 1:26And he celebrates this long-standing partnership with them in the gospel
- 1:31and the fellowship they have in Jesus Christ together.
- 1:35And so last week we talked about how in God's providence,
- 1:42he had been put in prison in Rome,
- 1:45but he said that this didn't slow the advancement of the gospel.
- 1:50It didn't hinder the gospel going forward,
- 1:53but rather it served to advance the gospel.
- 1:56And that's in verse 12.
- 1:57And so we'll read our text today.
- 2:02We're picking up in verse 18.
- 2:05Well, the first part of 18, the last part of 18.
- 2:08So Paul just says,
- 2:10Yes, I will rejoice.
- 2:12Verse 19.
- 2:14For I know that though through your prayers
- 2:17and the help of the Spirit of Jesus Christ,
- 2:20this will turn out for my deliverance.
- 2:23As it is my eager expectation and hope
- 2:26that I will not at all be ashamed,
- 2:30but that with full courage,
- 2:33now as always,
- 2:34Christ will be honored in my body,
- 2:37whether by life or by death.
- 2:41For to me, to live is Christ,
- 2:43and to die is gain.
- 2:46If I am to live in the flesh,
- 2:48this means fruitful labor for me.
- 2:51Yet which shall I choose?
- 2:53I cannot tell.
- 2:54I am hard-pressed between the two.
- 2:57My desire is to depart and be with Christ,
- 3:00for that is far better.
- 3:02But to remain in the flesh
- 3:05is more necessary on your account.
- 3:08Convinced of this,
- 3:09I know that I will remain
- 3:11and continue with you all
- 3:12for your progress and joy in the faith,
- 3:16so that in me you may have ample cause
- 3:19to glory in Christ Jesus
- 3:21because of my coming to you again.
- 3:24So, around the winter of 2008,
- 3:33I had just sort of graduated from North Georgia
- 3:35around May 2007,
- 3:38and Nathan and Sam,
- 3:41Wes and Liz and myself,
- 3:43we had a college Bible study
- 3:45that we had on Thursday nights
- 3:47from back in the old apartments
- 3:49down past the baseball field,
- 3:50and it's kind of just carried on
- 3:54in many ways.
- 3:55But at the time, in 2008,
- 3:58my cystic fibrosis,
- 4:00my lung disease
- 4:02was just really hitting me pretty hard,
- 4:04and my health was deteriorating rapidly.
- 4:09I think my lung function
- 4:10was around 20, 25%,
- 4:12and I was just really weak,
- 4:16and I was in this phase
- 4:18where I was going in and out of the hospital
- 4:20almost every three weeks
- 4:21and staying for about two weeks at a time
- 4:24for treatments and antibiotics.
- 4:29I spat up a lot of blood,
- 4:32and the oxygen I just wore off and on
- 4:35throughout the day,
- 4:35and I slept with it.
- 4:38And I was waiting on a lung transplant
- 4:40from UAB Hospital in Birmingham,
- 4:43but at that time,
- 4:44at that Bible study,
- 4:45we actually were studying Philippians,
- 4:46and I just happened to sort of land
- 4:50on this text during that time,
- 4:52the same text.
- 4:54And I had the opportunity to teach on it,
- 4:56and it's just forever been stuck
- 4:58in my mind
- 5:00surrounding those events
- 5:02and what the Lord was taking me through
- 5:04as I kind of pondered
- 5:06my own death
- 5:08and the possibility of just going home
- 5:09to be with the Lord.
- 5:11So I hope that
- 5:12in some similar way
- 5:15I can encourage you today
- 5:16so this text means a lot to me.
- 5:19And so I've tried to think through
- 5:22the best way to walk through it,
- 5:25but we'll do it just in terms
- 5:26of a few questions.
- 5:28But question number one
- 5:29is what is Paul's dilemma?
- 5:33What is Paul's dilemma?
- 5:35You see this in verse 22.
- 5:37He says,
- 5:38If I am to live in the flesh,
- 5:40that means fruitful labor for me,
- 5:42yet I do not,
- 5:44yet which I shall not choose,
- 5:46I cannot tell.
- 5:47I am hard pressed
- 5:48between the two.
- 5:50My desire to depart
- 5:52and be with Christ
- 5:53for that is far better,
- 5:55but to remain in the flesh
- 5:57is more necessary
- 5:58on your account.
- 6:00So that term hard pressed
- 6:03in verse 23,
- 6:04it means like someone
- 6:05who's traveling
- 6:06on a tight, narrow path
- 6:09and all of a sudden
- 6:10they just feel pushed,
- 6:12sandwiched, crushed
- 6:13between two rock faces
- 6:15if you want to think of it
- 6:16that way,
- 6:17and they have nowhere to go
- 6:18except forward.
- 6:19That's kind of how he feels.
- 6:20He feels caught
- 6:21between these two
- 6:22competing desires.
- 6:25He's torn.
- 6:25But the first desire
- 6:28is that he would remain alive
- 6:30in this world
- 6:32and continue
- 6:33serving, loving,
- 6:35and giving his life away
- 6:36for the sake of gospel ministry
- 6:38and to enable him
- 6:40to help the Philippians
- 6:41and other churches
- 6:41just grow in their faith.
- 6:44So to remain behind
- 6:46for the sake of gospel ministry.
- 6:49But the second desire,
- 6:52it says he desires
- 6:53to leave
- 6:54this fallen world,
- 6:56leave this awful,
- 6:59broken, sinful world
- 7:00to be reunited with Christ.
- 7:03And he says
- 7:04that is
- 7:04what his greatest desire
- 7:06really is.
- 7:07And if it wasn't up
- 7:08for the sake of other people,
- 7:11that would win hands down
- 7:12because that's what he says.
- 7:14To depart and be with Christ
- 7:15is far better.
- 7:17But he also knows
- 7:19that that choice
- 7:20really isn't his.
- 7:21He knows that God
- 7:21is completely sovereign,
- 7:23in control of his life,
- 7:25whether he lives or dies,
- 7:27and he will joyfully accept
- 7:28whatever God chooses for him.
- 7:31As it says in James, right,
- 7:33if the Lord wills,
- 7:34we will live
- 7:35and do
- 7:35this or that.
- 7:38So,
- 7:39he's confident
- 7:40of his release,
- 7:42though,
- 7:42however.
- 7:43He knows that God
- 7:44is the giver and taker of life,
- 7:45but he kind of humbly
- 7:46just says,
- 7:47but I think,
- 7:48I'm pretty sure,
- 7:50that I will be released
- 7:52from this current imprisonment.
- 7:54You see that in verse 19,
- 7:56right?
- 7:57He says,
- 7:58for I know that
- 7:58through your prayers
- 7:59and the help of the Spirit
- 8:00of Jesus,
- 8:01this will turn out
- 8:03for my deliverance.
- 8:06In verse 25,
- 8:07he says,
- 8:07convinced of this,
- 8:08I know that I will remain
- 8:10and continue
- 8:10with you all.
- 8:12And he hopes that
- 8:14such a joyful reunion
- 8:16with the Philippians
- 8:18will give them cause,
- 8:19right,
- 8:19in verse 26,
- 8:20cause to glory
- 8:21in Christ Jesus
- 8:23because of my coming
- 8:25to you.
- 8:26And upon seeing
- 8:28those prayers answered.
- 8:30So,
- 8:31if Paul is
- 8:33to remain in the flesh,
- 8:34if he is to remain
- 8:35on this earth,
- 8:35like,
- 8:36what is the purpose?
- 8:38Why?
- 8:38To what end
- 8:39should he continue
- 8:40living?
- 8:42You see in verse 22,
- 8:44if I am in the flesh,
- 8:45this means fruitful,
- 8:47abundant,
- 8:49rich,
- 8:49rewarding labor
- 8:50for me.
- 8:52Remaining on earth
- 8:53a little longer
- 8:53in this temporal realm
- 8:55and continuing
- 8:55the work of ministry.
- 8:58And in the case
- 8:59of the Philippians,
- 8:59it was joyful,
- 9:01fruitful labor.
- 9:03And should God
- 9:04allow him
- 9:05to continue living,
- 9:08he is aware,
- 9:09if you look at verse 24,
- 9:11it is not on his own account.
- 9:13He is wanting that
- 9:14for the sake of others.
- 9:15It is more necessary
- 9:16for him to remain behind
- 9:18for the sake
- 9:19of others.
- 9:21So,
- 9:21there is two parts
- 9:22of that
- 9:23gospel ministry,
- 9:25if you want to think
- 9:25of it that way.
- 9:26Like,
- 9:26why would he want
- 9:27to remain behind?
- 9:29But the first one
- 9:30we talked about
- 9:31a lot last week,
- 9:32but he wants
- 9:32to remain behind
- 9:33for the furtherance
- 9:34of the gospel.
- 9:36That God
- 9:36would let him live
- 9:37to advance
- 9:39the cause
- 9:39of the gospel.
- 9:40gospel.
- 9:41So,
- 9:41if I am to remain
- 9:43behind
- 9:44to continue
- 9:45preaching the gospel,
- 9:47this is what
- 9:48I will do
- 9:49until my last breath.
- 9:52And I hope
- 9:52that
- 9:53if you have
- 9:54a desire
- 9:55to remain here
- 9:56on this earth,
- 9:58that is one
- 9:59of the foremost
- 9:59things in your mind.
- 10:00How can I
- 10:01advance
- 10:03the gospel
- 10:03of Christ?
- 10:04Do you have
- 10:06a lot of friends
- 10:07and family
- 10:08that you long
- 10:09to see
- 10:10to come
- 10:11to know Christ?
- 10:13When I first
- 10:14taught on this
- 10:15years ago
- 10:16and in today,
- 10:17I really just
- 10:18want to see
- 10:19so many young
- 10:20college students
- 10:21come to know
- 10:22Christ.
- 10:23I want my
- 10:24oldest friend,
- 10:26Chris Edwards,
- 10:27since I've known
- 10:27from the cradle,
- 10:28to come to know
- 10:29Christ.
- 10:29Christ.
- 10:30And I want
- 10:31my older brother,
- 10:33Lee,
- 10:33who's my best friend,
- 10:35come to know
- 10:35Jesus as well.
- 10:37And I know
- 10:38that one of the
- 10:39reasons that God
- 10:40has left me behind
- 10:41is for the cause
- 10:42of the gospel
- 10:43in those areas.
- 10:46But underneath
- 10:46that,
- 10:48he wants to remain
- 10:49behind for the
- 10:50discipleship
- 10:50or the progress
- 10:51of their joy
- 10:52in the faith.
- 10:54He wants to see
- 10:54them grow
- 10:55in their faith
- 10:56in Christ
- 10:57for the necessity
- 10:58of helping them
- 10:59know Jesus
- 11:00better and
- 11:00follow him
- 11:01more.
- 11:02That's what he
- 11:02says in verse
- 11:0324,
- 11:04to remain the
- 11:05flesh and more
- 11:05necessary on
- 11:06your account.
- 11:08And the verse
- 11:0925,
- 11:10for your progress
- 11:12in joy
- 11:13and the faith.
- 11:14So the more
- 11:15we progress,
- 11:16more progress
- 11:17we make
- 11:18in the faith,
- 11:19the more joy
- 11:20or happiness
- 11:21we'll have
- 11:22in Christ
- 11:22in this life.
- 11:25Growing
- 11:25and knowing
- 11:26Christ.
- 11:28And
- 11:28many of us
- 11:30have experienced
- 11:31the great joy
- 11:34of seeing young
- 11:34believers grow
- 11:35up in their
- 11:36faith and
- 11:38in their love
- 11:39and devotion
- 11:39to Christ.
- 11:41And again,
- 11:42I'm aware
- 11:42that even in
- 11:43this moment,
- 11:44as I was
- 11:45looking back
- 11:45over those
- 11:47old notes
- 11:47that I wrote
- 11:48in 2008,
- 11:49I actually
- 11:50asked people
- 11:51to like put
- 11:52their hand
- 11:52on their chest
- 11:53and just feel
- 11:53their heart
- 11:54beating
- 11:54and just
- 11:55to realize
- 11:56that that's
- 11:58being sustained
- 11:59by the power
- 12:02of God
- 12:02and that
- 12:04in His hand
- 12:05is the life
- 12:06of every
- 12:06living thing
- 12:07in the breath
- 12:09of all
- 12:09mankind.
- 12:11And He's
- 12:12allowing us
- 12:12to live.
- 12:13We're not just
- 12:14existing.
- 12:15And if we
- 12:18are to remain
- 12:18behind,
- 12:20I pray
- 12:20that it is
- 12:21for the
- 12:21progression
- 12:22of the
- 12:22gospel
- 12:23and the
- 12:24progression
- 12:24of seeing
- 12:24others come
- 12:25to know
- 12:25Christ in
- 12:26a deeper
- 12:26way
- 12:26through the
- 12:27work of
- 12:27discipleship.
- 12:28during this
- 12:31time in
- 12:322008,
- 12:34I had a
- 12:35huge burden
- 12:36to reach
- 12:36my unbelieving
- 12:38friends that
- 12:39I went to
- 12:39high school
- 12:39with.
- 12:41Kind of a
- 12:41mixture of
- 12:42athletes and
- 12:43good old
- 12:43boys and
- 12:44football,
- 12:46baseball,
- 12:47basketball
- 12:47players,
- 12:49deer hunters,
- 12:49those kind
- 12:50of guys.
- 12:51That's who I
- 12:51spent a lot
- 12:52of time with
- 12:53in high school.
- 12:55And I
- 12:56wasn't doing
- 12:57good.
- 12:57I was really
- 12:58sick.
- 12:58And I
- 12:59knew that
- 12:59we were all
- 13:00going to get
- 13:00together,
- 13:01come back
- 13:02from wherever
- 13:02we were to
- 13:03watch the
- 13:03Georgia,
- 13:04Georgia Tech
- 13:04football game.
- 13:06And I
- 13:06thought,
- 13:06man, I
- 13:07don't know
- 13:07how this is
- 13:07going to
- 13:08happen,
- 13:08but man,
- 13:08I doubt
- 13:10I'll get all
- 13:11these guys
- 13:11together again
- 13:12at the same
- 13:12time.
- 13:13And I
- 13:14really just
- 13:15wanted to
- 13:15share about
- 13:17Christ with
- 13:18them.
- 13:20Not the
- 13:20best context.
- 13:22Unless I
- 13:22was just
- 13:23turning the
- 13:23game off
- 13:23and saying,
- 13:24shut up and
- 13:24listen to me.
- 13:25I don't
- 13:25know how
- 13:25it was going
- 13:26to happen.
- 13:27But
- 13:28I kind
- 13:30of left
- 13:30that whole
- 13:31experience
- 13:31pretty discouraged
- 13:32because I
- 13:33just couldn't
- 13:34sit any of
- 13:35them down to
- 13:36talk.
- 13:38And from
- 13:39that day,
- 13:40later that
- 13:41day, I
- 13:41got so sick
- 13:42that my
- 13:44dad drove
- 13:44me to
- 13:44Birmingham
- 13:45to the
- 13:45hospital.
- 13:47And I
- 13:48was just
- 13:48barely able
- 13:49to sit up
- 13:50straight and
- 13:51breathe.
- 13:51I was so
- 13:53discouraged
- 13:53that I
- 13:54just didn't
- 13:54get a chance
- 13:55to share
- 13:55with some
- 13:55of my
- 13:56friends.
- 13:58And feeling
- 13:59the weight
- 13:59of this
- 13:59text,
- 14:01but this
- 14:02past week
- 14:03actually was
- 14:03in Birmingham
- 14:04again for
- 14:06some procedures.
- 14:07And while I
- 14:07was there,
- 14:09one of my
- 14:09friends called
- 14:10me to check
- 14:11on me.
- 14:11His name
- 14:12is Michael
- 14:13Sugar.
- 14:14He lives
- 14:15in New
- 14:15Orleans.
- 14:16and he
- 14:19was at
- 14:19that gathering
- 14:20a long time
- 14:21ago.
- 14:21And he
- 14:22asked me,
- 14:23hey man,
- 14:23I just heard
- 14:24you went to
- 14:24the hospital.
- 14:25Was everything
- 14:25cool?
- 14:26And I
- 14:27thought I
- 14:27was just
- 14:28kind of
- 14:28fighting to
- 14:29keep going.
- 14:30And he
- 14:32goes, well
- 14:32man, I just
- 14:33want you to
- 14:33know I've
- 14:33been praying
- 14:34for you
- 14:34lately.
- 14:34And I
- 14:34was just
- 14:35like,
- 14:35you're
- 14:35praying for
- 14:36me?
- 14:37Kind of
- 14:37caught off
- 14:38guard by
- 14:38that phrase.
- 14:39And he
- 14:39goes, yeah,
- 14:40I've just
- 14:40been paying
- 14:42closer attention
- 14:42to my
- 14:43spiritual life
- 14:44lately.
- 14:44And I
- 14:46just told
- 14:46him, man,
- 14:47I've been
- 14:47dying to
- 14:48have that
- 14:48conversation
- 14:49with you.
- 14:50Like, I
- 14:50really hoped
- 14:51we could
- 14:51have when
- 14:53we were
- 14:53all together.
- 14:54And he
- 14:54goes, well,
- 14:55hey man,
- 14:56like, Birmingham's
- 14:57on the way to
- 14:57New Orleans.
- 14:58I'll see you
- 14:58in a few
- 14:58hours.
- 14:59So he
- 15:00stopped by
- 15:01Birmingham
- 15:02on his way
- 15:03back to New
- 15:04Orleans.
- 15:04He was
- 15:04wearing scrubs
- 15:05because he
- 15:05worked in
- 15:06the hospital.
- 15:06He does
- 15:07stuff with
- 15:07pacemakers.
- 15:08He's one
- 15:08of the smart
- 15:08guys with
- 15:09the Georgia
- 15:09Tech.
- 15:10So he
- 15:10showed up
- 15:11and they
- 15:11just let
- 15:11him come
- 15:12right in
- 15:12to the
- 15:13hospital and
- 15:14to that
- 15:15place where
- 15:15I was.
- 15:16And this
- 15:17week he
- 15:18shared with
- 15:18me, like,
- 15:18man, I
- 15:19remember you
- 15:20sitting on
- 15:20that bed
- 15:21wearing oxygen
- 15:23and just
- 15:23sharing the
- 15:24gospel with
- 15:24me.
- 15:27And he
- 15:27said, you
- 15:27went in and
- 15:28out a lot,
- 15:28even like
- 15:29fell asleep
- 15:29in a mid
- 15:30sentence and
- 15:30like came
- 15:31back out
- 15:31and just
- 15:32kept going.
- 15:33And I
- 15:35don't even
- 15:35remember that.
- 15:37but I
- 15:39was just so
- 15:39encouraged that
- 15:40I do
- 15:42remember him
- 15:42sitting there
- 15:43and saying,
- 15:43wow, this
- 15:45is unbelievable.
- 15:47And from
- 15:48that time
- 15:48forward, really
- 15:49Michael gave
- 15:49his life to
- 15:50Christ and
- 15:50still today
- 15:51is walking
- 15:53with Christ.
- 15:54And he
- 15:54shared with
- 15:54me this
- 15:55past week,
- 15:55that's when
- 15:56I marked
- 15:56that time
- 15:58from when
- 15:58Christ really
- 15:59got a hold
- 15:59of me and
- 16:01how God
- 16:01somehow used
- 16:02you in
- 16:02that moment.
- 16:04So just
- 16:04feeling this,
- 16:05if I'm going
- 16:05to remain
- 16:06behind, I've
- 16:07got to
- 16:07share Christ
- 16:09with my
- 16:09friends and
- 16:10my family.
- 16:12And so I
- 16:14hope that
- 16:14that weighs
- 16:15on you,
- 16:16that if you
- 16:17are indeed a
- 16:18follower of
- 16:18Christ, you
- 16:19would recognize
- 16:19one of your
- 16:20major reasons
- 16:21for your
- 16:21existence today,
- 16:23that God is
- 16:24allowing you
- 16:25to breathe,
- 16:26is for the
- 16:26advancement of
- 16:27the gospel.
- 16:29And that if
- 16:30you live
- 16:30another day,
- 16:31it's also to
- 16:32help other
- 16:32people grow
- 16:33spiritually.
- 16:34Whether it's
- 16:35your classmate,
- 16:35co-worker,
- 16:37the children
- 16:37in your own
- 16:38household,
- 16:40anybody.
- 16:42But Paul
- 16:42says in
- 16:43Acts 20,
- 16:43I do not
- 16:44account my
- 16:44life of
- 16:45any value,
- 16:46nor as
- 16:47precious to
- 16:48myself,
- 16:49if I only
- 16:50may finish
- 16:51my course
- 16:52in the
- 16:52ministry
- 16:53that I
- 16:54have received
- 16:54from the
- 16:54Lord Jesus
- 16:55to testify
- 16:57to the
- 16:57gospel of
- 16:58the grace
- 16:58of God.
- 17:00So,
- 17:01that's
- 17:02Paul's
- 17:02dilemma.
- 17:02He's torn.
- 17:03He wants
- 17:04to go,
- 17:04but he
- 17:05remains to
- 17:06do gospel
- 17:06ministry.
- 17:08Secondly,
- 17:09second question
- 17:11is,
- 17:11what is the
- 17:12chief aim
- 17:13of Paul's
- 17:15existence?
- 17:16We see this
- 17:17in verse
- 17:1720.
- 17:19He says,
- 17:20it is my
- 17:20eager
- 17:21expectation
- 17:22and hope
- 17:23that I
- 17:24will not
- 17:25at all
- 17:25be ashamed,
- 17:27but that
- 17:28with full
- 17:28courage,
- 17:29now as
- 17:29always,
- 17:30Christ
- 17:30will be
- 17:32honored
- 17:32in my
- 17:33body,
- 17:34whether by
- 17:35my life
- 17:35or by
- 17:36death.
- 17:38So,
- 17:38Paul's
- 17:39eager,
- 17:39earnest,
- 17:40fervent,
- 17:42persistent
- 17:42expectation
- 17:43and hope
- 17:44is that
- 17:45when this
- 17:46present life
- 17:46is over,
- 17:47when he
- 17:47leaves this
- 17:48world,
- 17:49he will
- 17:50depart from
- 17:50it not
- 17:51ashamed,
- 17:52not carrying
- 17:52any regret,
- 17:54not carrying
- 17:54any disgrace
- 17:55or guilt
- 17:56with him.
- 17:56if you
- 17:59knew that
- 18:00you were
- 18:00going to
- 18:00pass away
- 18:01between now
- 18:01and next
- 18:02Sunday,
- 18:04would you
- 18:04carry a
- 18:04lot of
- 18:05regret
- 18:05into the
- 18:05next
- 18:06life?
- 18:08Would you
- 18:08carry shame
- 18:10into the
- 18:11next life?
- 18:13Paul's
- 18:13prayer is
- 18:14that he
- 18:14would not
- 18:14at all
- 18:15carry that
- 18:15into the
- 18:16next life,
- 18:17but that
- 18:18with full
- 18:18courage,
- 18:19now as
- 18:19always,
- 18:20he says,
- 18:21that he
- 18:22would have
- 18:22a clean
- 18:22conscience
- 18:23that he
- 18:24did all
- 18:25he could
- 18:25to honor
- 18:26Christ,
- 18:27magnify
- 18:28Christ,
- 18:29glorify
- 18:29Christ
- 18:31in his
- 18:32body.
- 18:33So his
- 18:33singular,
- 18:34all-embracing
- 18:35passion was
- 18:36for us,
- 18:37the same
- 18:38for us,
- 18:39is that we
- 18:40would live
- 18:40our whole
- 18:42lives for
- 18:43the purpose,
- 18:43the single
- 18:44purpose of
- 18:45honoring Christ
- 18:46and bringing
- 18:47glory to
- 18:47God.
- 18:49He is
- 18:49worthy of
- 18:50our lives.
- 18:52And so,
- 18:53also in
- 18:54college I
- 18:55read a book
- 18:55called Don't
- 18:56Waste Your
- 18:56Life by
- 18:56John Piper,
- 18:58who's the
- 18:58first person
- 18:59I ever
- 18:59heard to
- 18:59explain this
- 19:00text,
- 19:00so it's
- 19:01impossible to
- 19:01get him
- 19:02out when
- 19:03I think
- 19:03about it.
- 19:05And we've
- 19:05gone over
- 19:06this many
- 19:07times at
- 19:07Christ's
- 19:08family,
- 19:08but magnify,
- 19:09the word
- 19:10magnify or
- 19:11honor,
- 19:11right,
- 19:11is used in
- 19:12a couple
- 19:13of different
- 19:14ways,
- 19:14but one
- 19:15is a
- 19:15telescope
- 19:16magnifies
- 19:17distant
- 19:18things,
- 19:19right,
- 19:19that are
- 19:20actually big
- 19:21in reality,
- 19:22but we can't
- 19:22really see it
- 19:23because of our
- 19:23naked eye.
- 19:24So it
- 19:25brings it
- 19:25in closer
- 19:26to make it
- 19:27look more
- 19:27like it
- 19:28actually is.
- 19:30And a
- 19:30telescope,
- 19:31or excuse me,
- 19:31a microscope
- 19:32magnifies tiny
- 19:33things that
- 19:34are tiny and
- 19:35makes them look
- 19:36bigger than
- 19:37they are.
- 19:37we should be
- 19:40more like a
- 19:41telescope to
- 19:42Christ.
- 19:43He is big
- 19:43in reality,
- 19:44he is huge,
- 19:46but just to
- 19:46many people
- 19:47walking around,
- 19:48you know,
- 19:49all around us,
- 19:50they don't see
- 19:50him for who
- 19:51he actually
- 19:51is,
- 19:52and so when
- 19:52they look
- 19:53through the
- 19:53lens of
- 19:54our life,
- 19:55they can see
- 19:55him,
- 19:56they can see
- 19:56him at
- 19:57work in
- 19:58us.
- 20:00And so
- 20:00Paul's
- 20:01passion
- 20:02was that in
- 20:03everything,
- 20:04Christ would
- 20:05be honored.
- 20:06Colossians 3
- 20:0817,
- 20:08whatever you
- 20:09do in
- 20:09word or
- 20:10deed,
- 20:11do everything
- 20:12in the name
- 20:12of the
- 20:13Lord Jesus.
- 20:15Look at our
- 20:15text again.
- 20:17Notice how
- 20:18live and
- 20:20die in
- 20:22verse 21
- 20:22correspond to
- 20:25life and
- 20:26death in
- 20:27verse 20.
- 20:29So,
- 20:30there's two
- 20:30parts of
- 20:31this.
- 20:31It's
- 20:31Christ's
- 20:32goal,
- 20:33or excuse
- 20:33me,
- 20:33Paul's goal
- 20:34is to
- 20:34glorify or
- 20:35honor
- 20:36Christ.
- 20:37He says
- 20:37by life
- 20:38or by
- 20:39death.
- 20:41So,
- 20:41there's two
- 20:42sides of
- 20:42that.
- 20:43This is
- 20:44question number
- 20:45three.
- 20:46How does
- 20:47Paul honor
- 20:47Christ in
- 20:48life?
- 20:51How does
- 20:51Paul honor
- 20:52Christ in
- 20:52life?
- 20:54We see in
- 20:54verse 21,
- 20:55for to me,
- 20:57to live
- 20:58is Christ.
- 21:00So,
- 21:01the very
- 21:01purpose for
- 21:02his being,
- 21:03his whole
- 21:03existence,
- 21:04was wrapped
- 21:05up in
- 21:06living for
- 21:07Christ.
- 21:09Not for
- 21:09the sake,
- 21:10again,
- 21:10of his
- 21:10own personal
- 21:11comfort,
- 21:11for the
- 21:12sake of
- 21:12his own
- 21:13advancement,
- 21:14but for
- 21:14the sake
- 21:15of Christ.
- 21:17He understood
- 21:17that Jesus
- 21:18just isn't up
- 21:19in heaven
- 21:19and physically
- 21:20just separated
- 21:21from his
- 21:22people,
- 21:22but that
- 21:23Christ is
- 21:25living his
- 21:26resurrected life
- 21:27in and through
- 21:28his people.
- 21:29and by
- 21:30faith we
- 21:31are united
- 21:31to him
- 21:32in Christ
- 21:33and that
- 21:35resurrection
- 21:35life.
- 21:36We're all
- 21:37familiar with
- 21:38Galatians 2,
- 21:39verse 20,
- 21:40I have been
- 21:41crucified with
- 21:43Christ.
- 21:44It is no
- 21:44longer I
- 21:45who live,
- 21:46but Christ
- 21:47who lives
- 21:47in me.
- 21:49And the
- 21:49life I now
- 21:50live, I live
- 21:51in the flesh,
- 21:52I live by
- 21:52faith in the
- 21:53Son of God
- 21:54who loved
- 21:55me and gave
- 21:56himself for
- 21:57me.
- 21:59So Paul
- 21:59is saying
- 21:59as long
- 22:00as I
- 22:00live, I
- 22:01belong to
- 22:02Christ.
- 22:02I'm his
- 22:03servant, he
- 22:04is all that
- 22:05I need.
- 22:06If I die
- 22:07a gruesome
- 22:07death, bearing
- 22:08witness to
- 22:09the gospel,
- 22:10I will
- 22:11count it
- 22:11as gain.
- 22:12But if
- 22:13he allows
- 22:14me to
- 22:14live, I
- 22:16will continue
- 22:17to make
- 22:18my whole
- 22:18life all
- 22:20about him.
- 22:21And in
- 22:22either case,
- 22:22I can lose
- 22:23nothing because
- 22:25I have
- 22:25Christ.
- 22:26And so his
- 22:27ongoing
- 22:27life and
- 22:28ministry was
- 22:29to make
- 22:29him closer
- 22:30and closer
- 22:31to Christ,
- 22:32especially if
- 22:33you read
- 22:33Philippians 2,
- 22:341-11,
- 22:35especially through
- 22:36suffering,
- 22:38especially through
- 22:38experiencing the
- 22:41sufferings of
- 22:41Jesus and
- 22:42his sacrificial
- 22:43servitude.
- 22:45And so if
- 22:46you flip over
- 22:47to chapter 3
- 22:47really quickly,
- 22:48Philippians 3,
- 22:49we get another
- 22:50glimpse of how
- 22:51we can honor
- 22:52Christ in our
- 22:52life.
- 22:54Philippians 3,
- 22:55verse 7,
- 22:55Paul says,
- 22:58so in the
- 22:58context,
- 22:59he's talking
- 22:59about the
- 23:00things he
- 23:01used to
- 23:01take hope
- 23:02in to
- 23:03make him
- 23:04righteous
- 23:04before God.
- 23:06But we
- 23:06can kind of
- 23:07clean another
- 23:07meaning from
- 23:08that.
- 23:09But he
- 23:10says in
- 23:10verse 7,
- 23:11whatever gain
- 23:11I had,
- 23:12I count it
- 23:13as loss
- 23:13for the
- 23:14sake of
- 23:15Christ.
- 23:17Indeed,
- 23:17I count
- 23:17everything
- 23:18as loss
- 23:19because of
- 23:20the surpassing
- 23:21worth of
- 23:22knowing Christ
- 23:23Jesus my
- 23:24Lord.
- 23:25For his
- 23:25sake I
- 23:26have suffered
- 23:27the loss
- 23:27of all
- 23:28things and
- 23:28count them
- 23:29as rubbish
- 23:30in order
- 23:31that I
- 23:32might gain
- 23:33Christ.
- 23:36So,
- 23:36so much
- 23:37to take away
- 23:38from that.
- 23:38But he
- 23:39is saying,
- 23:41there's a
- 23:41few parts
- 23:42of this,
- 23:42if we
- 23:43honor Christ
- 23:43in our
- 23:44life,
- 23:44we do
- 23:45it by
- 23:45loving
- 23:46him,
- 23:48treasuring
- 23:48him,
- 23:48and being
- 23:49satisfied
- 23:49in him
- 23:50above all
- 23:51other
- 23:51things in
- 23:52this life.
- 23:54Alright?
- 23:55And then
- 23:55secondly,
- 23:55under that,
- 23:57we make
- 23:57deliberate
- 23:58and often
- 23:59prayerful
- 24:00choices
- 24:01in this
- 24:01life
- 24:02that display
- 24:03that worth
- 24:04for all
- 24:05people to
- 24:05see.
- 24:07Where people
- 24:08go,
- 24:09why did
- 24:09you do
- 24:10that?
- 24:10Where did
- 24:11that come
- 24:11from?
- 24:12And there's
- 24:12no other
- 24:13explanation
- 24:13for it
- 24:14other than
- 24:15Christ.
- 24:17And so
- 24:17he says,
- 24:18all these
- 24:19things that
- 24:20I have,
- 24:21I think
- 24:22that they're
- 24:23like garbage,
- 24:23they're like
- 24:24dung in
- 24:25comparison to
- 24:26knowing
- 24:26Christ Jesus.
- 24:29And so,
- 24:30example,
- 24:31just a few
- 24:31walkthroughs,
- 24:34again,
- 24:34this is
- 24:35a man
- 24:37who taught
- 24:37on this
- 24:38years ago
- 24:38ringing in
- 24:39my ear,
- 24:39but he
- 24:39says,
- 24:40money is
- 24:41given to
- 24:42you so
- 24:43that you
- 24:43may use
- 24:44money in
- 24:45a way
- 24:45and in
- 24:46a manner
- 24:46that shows
- 24:47that money
- 24:47is not
- 24:48your treasure,
- 24:50but Christ
- 24:50is.
- 24:52Possessions,
- 24:53the things
- 24:53that we own,
- 24:54we're to use
- 24:55them in
- 24:56such a way
- 24:57that shows
- 24:57everyone
- 24:58around us
- 24:59that those
- 25:00possessions
- 25:01and that
- 25:01stuff
- 25:02is not
- 25:03our treasure,
- 25:04but Christ
- 25:05is.
- 25:07Relationships
- 25:08and the
- 25:08people that
- 25:08we live
- 25:09with,
- 25:10we're to
- 25:10treat them
- 25:11and live
- 25:11with them
- 25:12in such
- 25:12a way
- 25:13that it
- 25:14would be
- 25:14plain to
- 25:14everyone
- 25:15looking on
- 25:15that they
- 25:16are not
- 25:16our treasure,
- 25:18but Christ
- 25:18is.
- 25:20And on
- 25:20and on,
- 25:21like we,
- 25:22and that
- 25:22takes intentionality,
- 25:23it takes
- 25:23prayer,
- 25:24how can we
- 25:24display this
- 25:26worth of
- 25:27Christ?
- 25:27So,
- 25:30wherever it
- 25:31is,
- 25:31we want
- 25:31to reflect
- 25:32that
- 25:32greatness,
- 25:32we want
- 25:33to honor
- 25:33him in
- 25:34this life.
- 25:36Spurgeon
- 25:36said this,
- 25:38this is
- 25:39our exaltation,
- 25:41this is
- 25:41our joy
- 25:42and triumph.
- 25:43If we
- 25:44can promote
- 25:45his glory,
- 25:46the best
- 25:47place where
- 25:47we can
- 25:48promote it,
- 25:49it shall
- 25:49be our
- 25:50heaven.
- 25:51The
- 25:51sick
- 25:51bed,
- 25:52the
- 25:52hospital,
- 25:54or the
- 25:54poor
- 25:54house
- 25:55shall be
- 25:56our
- 25:56heaven.
- 25:56If we
- 25:58can there,
- 25:58best serve
- 25:59the Lord
- 25:59Jesus,
- 26:00who is
- 26:00our
- 26:00King
- 26:01of
- 26:01glory.
- 26:03So,
- 26:04it's how
- 26:04we honor
- 26:04Christ in
- 26:05life,
- 26:05by treasuring
- 26:07him above
- 26:07all other
- 26:07things in
- 26:08life,
- 26:09making much
- 26:10of him.
- 26:12The
- 26:12fourth
- 26:12question,
- 26:13and the
- 26:13last
- 26:13question,
- 26:15so that's
- 26:15the life
- 26:15part,
- 26:16what about
- 26:16the death
- 26:17part?
- 26:17Because most
- 26:17of us may
- 26:18not really
- 26:18think about
- 26:19that,
- 26:19but how
- 26:20does Paul
- 26:20honor Christ
- 26:21in death?
- 26:24Verse
- 26:2421,
- 26:25for to me
- 26:25to live
- 26:26as Christ
- 26:26and to
- 26:26die
- 26:27is gain.
- 26:30Verse 23,
- 26:31my desire
- 26:31is to
- 26:32depart
- 26:32and be
- 26:33with
- 26:33Christ,
- 26:34for that
- 26:35is far
- 26:35better.
- 26:38Have you
- 26:39ever stopped
- 26:40to really
- 26:41think about
- 26:41it?
- 26:42Like,
- 26:42how can
- 26:43you make
- 26:43Christ
- 26:44look great
- 26:44in your
- 26:45death?
- 26:47Most of
- 26:48us are
- 26:48scared to
- 26:49even go
- 26:50there in
- 26:51our heads.
- 26:52But,
- 26:53let me
- 26:53give you
- 26:54three metaphors
- 26:55that.
- 26:55This language,
- 26:56at least
- 26:56in Greek,
- 26:59this word
- 26:59depart,
- 27:00my desire
- 27:01is to
- 27:01depart
- 27:02and be
- 27:03with Christ.
- 27:04One of them
- 27:04is a military
- 27:05term.
- 27:05It means
- 27:06to break
- 27:06camp,
- 27:07to leave
- 27:07where you
- 27:08are,
- 27:08to pull up
- 27:08your tents
- 27:09and move
- 27:09to another
- 27:10encampment.
- 27:12Paul calls
- 27:13our bodies
- 27:14earthly tents
- 27:16that are
- 27:17taken away
- 27:18at death
- 27:18and the
- 27:19spirit goes
- 27:19home to
- 27:20be with
- 27:20Christ.
- 27:22That's in
- 27:222 Corinthians
- 27:235,
- 27:241-8.
- 27:26It's also
- 27:27a sailing
- 27:28term,
- 27:30a metaphor
- 27:30of a
- 27:31commander
- 27:31of a
- 27:32ship
- 27:32who's
- 27:33docked
- 27:33in a
- 27:34foreign
- 27:34port
- 27:34on business
- 27:36and he
- 27:37longs to
- 27:38set sail
- 27:39to depart
- 27:40and return
- 27:40back
- 27:41to his
- 27:42own country
- 27:43and his
- 27:43own family.
- 27:45But yet,
- 27:45that desire
- 27:46is counterbalanced
- 27:47with the
- 27:48understanding
- 27:49that to
- 27:49remain behind
- 27:50in the
- 27:50port a
- 27:51little longer
- 27:51would be
- 27:52more beneficial
- 27:53and so
- 27:54he contents
- 27:55himself,
- 27:56he's patient
- 27:57because he
- 27:58hasn't received
- 27:59orders from
- 27:59his superior
- 28:00to depart
- 28:01to go
- 28:02home yet.
- 28:03But he's
- 28:04longing for
- 28:05home,
- 28:06but he
- 28:06patiently waits
- 28:07because he
- 28:07hasn't received
- 28:08the order
- 28:08to go home.
- 28:10You see
- 28:10it?
- 28:13Third way
- 28:13is used,
- 28:14freeing
- 28:14of a
- 28:14prisoner.
- 28:16So
- 28:16believers
- 28:17long to
- 28:17be set
- 28:18free
- 28:18from the
- 28:19limitations
- 28:19and fallenness
- 28:21of our
- 28:22bodies
- 28:22and we
- 28:24long to
- 28:25leave
- 28:25and be
- 28:26set free
- 28:27from this
- 28:27body of
- 28:28death.
- 28:29Romans 8,
- 28:2918-23.
- 28:32So Paul
- 28:32says,
- 28:33my desire
- 28:33to depart
- 28:34and to
- 28:35be with
- 28:36Christ
- 28:36because
- 28:37that is
- 28:38far better.
- 28:40One
- 28:40phrase of
- 28:41this means
- 28:41much more
- 28:42better.
- 28:43It's
- 28:43much more
- 28:44better to
- 28:44depart
- 28:45and be
- 28:46with
- 28:46Christ.
- 28:47He
- 28:48reminds them
- 28:48in chapter
- 28:493 that we
- 28:49are citizens
- 28:50of heaven,
- 28:51not citizens
- 28:52of earth.
- 28:54So seeing
- 28:55how we
- 28:55honor Christ
- 28:56in our
- 28:56death,
- 28:57the simple
- 28:58answer is by
- 28:58looking at
- 28:59your death
- 28:59as gain.
- 29:01We honor
- 29:02him when
- 29:03we die
- 29:04by counting
- 29:04our death
- 29:05as gain.
- 29:07Free from
- 29:08all the
- 29:08stuff in
- 29:09this world
- 29:09to leave
- 29:11it gladly
- 29:11behind and
- 29:12go home
- 29:13to be
- 29:13with
- 29:13Christ.
- 29:15Being
- 29:15able to
- 29:15let go
- 29:16of
- 29:16everything,
- 29:17can we
- 29:17do that?
- 29:17Can we
- 29:18look at
- 29:18our
- 29:18family,
- 29:19our
- 29:20friends,
- 29:20and our
- 29:20loved
- 29:21ones,
- 29:22and gladly
- 29:23say,
- 29:24it's okay,
- 29:25I'm going
- 29:26home to
- 29:27be with
- 29:28Christ,
- 29:29to dwell
- 29:30in his
- 29:30presence
- 29:31forever.
- 29:33Not
- 29:34holding on
- 29:34to this
- 29:35world,
- 29:35not weeping
- 29:36over the
- 29:36stuff that
- 29:36you're just
- 29:37going to
- 29:37leave here,
- 29:37but to
- 29:40see your
- 29:40death is
- 29:41gain because
- 29:42you know
- 29:42it means
- 29:43going to
- 29:43be with
- 29:44Christ
- 29:44forever.
- 29:46And as
- 29:46Paul says,
- 29:46that is
- 29:47far better,
- 29:49much more
- 29:50better.
- 29:51It's
- 29:52okay.
- 29:53So,
- 29:54as much as
- 29:55some of the
- 29:55things in
- 29:55this world
- 29:56may hold
- 29:56our
- 29:56affections,
- 29:58do you
- 30:00have a
- 30:00greater
- 30:00desire?
- 30:02Are you
- 30:03cultivating a
- 30:03greater
- 30:04desire to
- 30:06depart from
- 30:06this world
- 30:07to be
- 30:07with Christ?
- 30:09And in
- 30:09the hour
- 30:10of your
- 30:10death,
- 30:11could you
- 30:11go gladly
- 30:12and confidently
- 30:13to be in
- 30:14the presence
- 30:15of your
- 30:15Savior?
- 30:17So,
- 30:18there's
- 30:19one example
- 30:21I will
- 30:22give of
- 30:22this.
- 30:26So,
- 30:26most of
- 30:27you are
- 30:27aware that
- 30:28on
- 30:28December
- 30:2922nd,
- 30:30my dad
- 30:31passed
- 30:32away to
- 30:34go home
- 30:34to be
- 30:34with the
- 30:35Lord.
- 30:36And
- 30:37though I
- 30:37miss him
- 30:37dearly,
- 30:40I know
- 30:40that he
- 30:41was ready
- 30:41to depart
- 30:42from this
- 30:43life to
- 30:44go be
- 30:44with Christ.
- 30:47There was
- 30:47a time I
- 30:48talked to
- 30:48him and
- 30:49I remember
- 30:51what he
- 30:51said very
- 30:52clearly as I
- 30:53wrote it
- 30:53down.
- 30:55But he
- 30:55knew his
- 30:56time was
- 30:56close,
- 30:57he knew
- 30:57his days
- 30:57were short,
- 30:59he had
- 31:00been battling
- 31:00this autoimmune
- 31:01disease for
- 31:01almost a
- 31:02decade,
- 31:04and he
- 31:04knew it
- 31:05just didn't
- 31:05look good
- 31:06for getting
- 31:07better,
- 31:08he knew
- 31:08it was
- 31:08close,
- 31:10but he
- 31:10died well,
- 31:12and he
- 31:13made Christ
- 31:13look very
- 31:14good.
- 31:16This is
- 31:16something that
- 31:17he said
- 31:17in his own
- 31:19simple way,
- 31:21he said,
- 31:22God knows
- 31:23me,
- 31:23and he
- 31:24loves me,
- 31:26and he'll
- 31:26be the one
- 31:27to decide
- 31:27whether I
- 31:28go or
- 31:28stay.
- 31:28I'm not
- 31:30concerned
- 31:31about that.
- 31:32If I
- 31:32went right
- 31:32now,
- 31:33I know
- 31:33I would
- 31:34be okay
- 31:34because I
- 31:35know where
- 31:36I'm going.
- 31:38I pray
- 31:39that the
- 31:39Lord will
- 31:39give me
- 31:40some more
- 31:40days,
- 31:41but whatever
- 31:42he decides,
- 31:43it'll be
- 31:43okay.
- 31:45My concern
- 31:46is for those
- 31:47who don't
- 31:48know him.
- 31:49I believe
- 31:50that he may
- 31:50be calling
- 31:51a lot of
- 31:52people to
- 31:52himself
- 31:53during all
- 31:53these things
- 31:54going on.
- 31:54And I
- 31:56mean,
- 31:57it's like
- 31:58he took
- 31:58it right
- 31:58out of
- 31:58Philippians,
- 31:59not realizing
- 31:59it.
- 32:00He had
- 32:01a desire
- 32:02to depart
- 32:02and be
- 32:03with Christ,
- 32:04but wanted
- 32:05to remain
- 32:05behind for
- 32:06the sake
- 32:06of others.
- 32:09So he
- 32:09gladly went
- 32:10on the
- 32:1122nd,
- 32:11in the
- 32:11morning of
- 32:12the 22nd,
- 32:12just peacefully
- 32:13to be home
- 32:14with Christ.
- 32:17Turn in
- 32:17your Bibles
- 32:18to 2 Corinthians
- 32:19chapter 5,
- 32:20and we'll
- 32:20end with
- 32:21this.
- 32:242 Corinthians
- 32:28chapter 5,
- 32:29let's look
- 32:29at verse 6.
- 32:32Very
- 32:32similar
- 32:33language.
- 32:36Paul says
- 32:37in chapter
- 32:375,
- 32:38verse 6,
- 32:39so we
- 32:39are always
- 32:41of good
- 32:42courage.
- 32:43We know
- 32:44that while
- 32:44we are at
- 32:45home in
- 32:46the body,
- 32:46we are
- 32:47away from
- 32:48the Lord.
- 32:50For we
- 32:50walk by
- 32:51faith and
- 32:51not by
- 32:52sight.
- 32:53Yes,
- 32:54we are of
- 32:54good
- 32:54courage.
- 32:56And we
- 32:57would rather
- 32:57be away
- 32:59from the
- 32:59body and
- 33:00at home
- 33:01with the
- 33:02Lord.
- 33:03So whether
- 33:04we are at
- 33:04home or
- 33:05away, we
- 33:06make it
- 33:06our aim,
- 33:07our goal
- 33:08to please
- 33:09him.
- 33:11For we
- 33:11must all
- 33:12appear before
- 33:13the judgment
- 33:13seat of
- 33:14Christ,
- 33:15so that
- 33:16each one
- 33:17may receive
- 33:18what is
- 33:18due for
- 33:19what he
- 33:19has done
- 33:20in the
- 33:20body,
- 33:21whether
- 33:21good or
- 33:22evil.
- 33:23God
- 33:24will
- 33:25be
- 33:25with the
- 33:25Lord.
- 33:26I pray
- 33:26that you
- 33:28would cultivate
- 33:29our desire
- 33:29to depart
- 33:31this world
- 33:31and to be
- 33:33with Christ,
- 33:34a greater
- 33:34desire,
- 33:35but for the
- 33:36only reason
- 33:36you want to
- 33:37remain behind
- 33:38is for the
- 33:39sake of
- 33:39others.
- 33:40Not for
- 33:40your own
- 33:41pleasure,
- 33:41your own
- 33:42pleasure or
- 33:44contentment,
- 33:44but just for
- 33:45the sake of
- 33:45others.
- 33:46That is the
- 33:46main reason
- 33:47you desire
- 33:47to remain
- 33:49behind.
- 33:49And when
- 33:50that time
- 33:50comes,
- 33:52you will
- 33:53gladly look
- 33:53upon death
- 33:54as gain,
- 33:55which is not
- 33:55a natural
- 33:56thing.
- 33:56It has to
- 33:56be the
- 33:57work of
- 33:57Christ to
- 33:58actually look
- 33:59at death
- 33:59and say
- 33:59it will
- 34:00be gain
- 34:01because I'm
- 34:01leaving all
- 34:03this behind
- 34:03and going
- 34:04to be
- 34:05with Christ.
- 34:07So that's
- 34:07my prayer
- 34:08for y'all
- 34:08and myself.
- 34:09So let's
- 34:10pray together.
- 34:10Amen.
- 34:11Amen.
- 34:13Amen.