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part two: hope vs fear · faafo with courtney

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And let's see if this works. So again, I am live.
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I figured out the date today. Today is Sunday,
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October 18th, 2026. And I am sharing the story
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of life in Brazil, how it relates to life in
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the United States, what happened in my life in
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2016, and what is happening in my life now here
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in 2026. Brazil on the other side of the world
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but how similar it is and I am sharing this because
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online protection but also a lot of people are
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experiencing something similar although it may
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not look exactly alike but this is really about
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hope power taking hope fear and taking your power
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back recognizing your power I already did a part
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one live on Facebook and down here on YouTube.
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Hey, YouTube people. I am going to emphasize
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I use Facebook because Facebook allows for automatic
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dubbing and captions in different languages.
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And some people need to hear and see this who
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do not speak English, but speak other languages.
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So I also need to add, I do not make my income
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or revenue. based off of the number of likes
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or views or any of that. I'm going to jump ahead.
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I have notes. There's so much I said in part
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one. And so I decided to end it and do a part
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two. But one of the things I talk about in part
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one is energy. And a lot of times people block
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their blessings. They block their abundance because
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they are too wrapped up in external validation
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and also external influences. But let's just
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talk about external validation, because so many
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people think that. So let's say, for example,
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oh, I'm just going to use myself, for example.
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Someone might say, oh, only 10 people, one person,
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three people, four people or whatever, liked
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or watched that video. And then they think that
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that's negatively impacting me in some way. That's
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not how I'm wired. Hi, my name is Courtney. I'm
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also known as Cece in Brazil. I used to go by
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Thought Reader. I'm giving a summary of all the
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things that I have learned and taught over the
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last 10 years of my life and how I've had to
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implement those things since being here in Brazil
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for almost two years. And I don't do what I used
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to do in the United States. And unfortunately,
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some people think that because what they don't
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see me doing currently here in Brazil that I'm
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naive, but I'm being moved to kind of like re
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-release some of the stuff that I used to do
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or whatever, right? So I have hundreds of videos
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and thousands of hours of talking, not only of
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myself, but the women who have been on the porch
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as porch pair guides and porch pair guests. education
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and things like that from the Vanguard Mystery
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School. I covered that in part one, but if you
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didn't watch that yet, it's still uploading and
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the transcripts and auto -dubbing is still processing.
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So it probably won't be ready for another couple
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of days since I rambled for about an hour and
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22 minutes. But I am going to take the audio
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from that video and upload it as a podcast. You
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can find that at I think it's at faafo .app or
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forward slash radio, but you can find it on my
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website either way. So let me just go ahead and
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jump back in here. I titled this video part two,
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which is different than part one because I used
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hope and fear. Right now, and not just right
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now, but specifically right now, there is a lot
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of fear. that is being pushed out into the world,
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right? And it's pretty much always been like
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that. But I think now more than ever, it's important
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to start talking about the generational fear,
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the inherited fear, the real fear, imaginary
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fear, all the things that stop us from doing
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certain things in our lives or whatever, right?
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And how that prevents forward motion. for movement
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and breaking generational curses. Yesterday on
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my Facebook, I posted a story about when a group
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of couch surfers came to stay with me when I
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lived in New York. And I re -emphasized about
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how few Black African -Americans travel or do
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not travel because of a fear that has been embedded
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into them due to the historic things, the heinous
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historic things that have happened to Black people
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in the United States. But I don't even want to
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just focus on Black people in the United States,
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right? Let's focus on the diaspora, right? All
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of our cousins, the quote -unquote global South,
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all the Black people who identify as Black. And
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yes, I am talking to some Brazilians who don't
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want to identify as Black. You black in the United
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States. If you come to the States, you're going
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to be black. But even those of you who want to
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just say you're Brazilian, you black. So I'm
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talking to y 'all, too, or whatever. Right. So
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many people are afraid to leave their block,
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to leave their neighborhood, to leave their little
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clans, to leave their little cults, to leave
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their little religious groups and things like
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that. To leave doesn't necessarily mean to turn
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our back on something. Right. It can mean to
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leave, to go on the journey, to go on the journey
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of self -discovery, but to learn more things
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about yourself, your people, other people's experiences.
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All of that is knowledge. And when we are or
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have been or because of historical things that
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have happened. Oftentimes, we don't even realize
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how we trap ourselves because we haven't been
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the one in our family or generation or whatever
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to go out and seek knowledge. In my first video,
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I used the words travel insurance and assurance.
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What I didn't touch upon is travel doesn't always
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mean necessarily physical travel, but just being
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curious enough to travel outside. of the exact
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thing that we've been taught. I'm going to give
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you an example. Here in Brazil, one of the things,
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there are many things that I have questions about
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that fascinates me. And what I'm about to say
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is not a judgment. I am giving you an example
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out of how my mind works and there's curiosity.
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A lot of the people here practice candomblé,
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right? Cool. What fascinates me and what I'm
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often curious about, is how few people, how few
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of those people who are practitioners of candomblé,
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even the leaders, are not familiar with IFA.
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I don't understand that. I mean, I can understand
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the why, but that's fascinating to me, right?
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I'm not going to go into why that's fascinating
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to me and why the two are connected. I'm going
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to let people do their own research, what the
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differences are. the extension of one from another.
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I'm not here to argue right or wrong or any of
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that. It's just, but it happens in other scenarios.
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People are not curious enough for me anywhere
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in the world. I think it's unfortunate how people
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think I am the way that I am because, oh, she's
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an American. She's arrogant. She's, look, I'm
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annoying, a curious American who doesn't fit
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in to the norms of American society, right? People
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think I'm weird in the United States. No matter
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where I go, people think I'm weird. But it's
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funny because I get here and they associate with,
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it's actually insulting. I'm actually insulted
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at the fact that people dismiss my uniqueness
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and weirdness and being weird with being American.
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No, I'm weird in America also. How about that?
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So my stomach is growling. I need breakfast.
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Somebody bring me breakfast. So I'm just going
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to finish with my list. I already went through
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my other list. All right. So hi, Facebook. All
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right. Sunday, October 18th, 2026. There are
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a lot of people who like to poke at people and
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to agitate them and then run and go cry wolf
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and try to play the victim to their little groups
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or whatever. Right. I don't know why that's significant
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right now, but there are, well, yes. People who
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are masters at that poke at people in the very
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specific way that each person gets annoyed, right?
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I just need to make that point. Just because
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someone goes running to you saying, oh my God,
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so -and -so did something to me, doesn't make
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it true. Do your own research and ask the person.
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who is being accused of doing something. Because
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if you're willing to take action against one
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person for someone else, not only are you being
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a follower and you being manipulated and misused,
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you're too much of a coward to ask the person
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or to at least give them a chance. Because each
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one of us wants to be great, giving grace. Each
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and every single one of us. doesn't want to be
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falsely accused of something. So if you are out
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there poking at someone and then running to go
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tell other people to support you or whatever,
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one, you have a problem. Two, if you're one of
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those people that are doing something against
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other people based off of hearsay or just word
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of mouth, remember that you would never want
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to be falsely accused and have a gaggle a gang
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a group of people come after you for something
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that you didn't do you don't want to be taken
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into the courthouse being accused of something
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without any evidence without any chance of you
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being able to defend yourself so why are you
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out there doing things to other people based
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off of Nothing more than words. Because I promise
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you, the person that you're listening to, you
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already know that they're a little suspect. All
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of this ties into what happens to us in our lives
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on a personal level, but also on the larger scale,
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the global level, in countries and governments
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and things of that nature. None of this can balance
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out if we don't take personal accountability
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and move with integrity. So there's that. Stop
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listening to people who run around whining and
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playing the victim and have absolutely no evidence
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of anything, right? Gossip. So again, I am doing
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this live on YouTube and Facebook. That needs
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to be said. I've already talked about why I specifically
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use YouTube because it translates. so hey for
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all of you portuguese speaking people who are
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keeping up with me nice to meet you this will
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translate later because there's messages in here
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for you just hang tight i'm wrapping everything
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up here so that i can save you some time because
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i don't like my time to be wasted and so i'm
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sure some of you have some unanswered questions
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i'm going to answer all of those questions for
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you today all right um back to the views thing
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this Relates to content creators, people trying
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to be digital nomads, energy work and all of
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those things or whatever, right? Some of you
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are very gifted and talented and have a very
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strong gift of speaking. Your abundance, your
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finances, your wealth are in your ability to
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speak out loud to the public and maybe not even
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to anyone. Just think of your voice as a power
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source, like a sound bowl. It can heal. It can
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activate. You know this already, but many of
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you do not speak because you're worried about
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how you might look on camera, how you might sound
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on audio or how you might be judged or how many
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people might see it. If you have the gift and
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the power to be able to speak, to activate and
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to motivate people, it doesn't matter. The numbers,
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the count doesn't matter. It's the energetic
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frequency that you're putting out into the universe
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to be the glitch in the system that shakes things
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up. Stop withholding your power. This isn't for
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everyone. This is for some people. And this is.
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I'm speaking from the perspective of I know that
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about myself. Right. In my first video, I talked
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about how sometimes I will go completely silent
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because I'm allowing that energy to build up.
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So that way, when I do say something, it's going
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to have a greater impact. And it's not always
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to move or affect a person or anything. Sometimes
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it's just the shift energy to become more creative.
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It's like what's coming to me right now. It's
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like. What's coming to me right now is a recent
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conversation that I had with someone about being
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celibate. Everybody has their different reasons
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about why they're celibate and things like that.
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But a lot of people say that celibacy, you're
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holding on to that creation, sacral energy, right?
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Like how powerful that is. Whether you believe
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that or not, that's not what I'm talking about,
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but that's just the visual or the, not the visual,
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but same thing. Moving right along. All right.
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So, yeah. So, yeah. Stop worrying about that.
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If you know that you have the gift, the gab,
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you can use that for so many different things.
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But too many people get wrapped up on how many
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people watch the thing. And sometimes sometimes
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just speaking out loud releases built up energy
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and tension in your body that you are holding
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on to. That's making many of you sick. All right.
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Um, I already talked, okay. Numbers versus vibration.
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Many of us, I talked about this before already.
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We all have different energy centers and energy
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centers that are our power source, right? Um,
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some of you are not seeing the results that you
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want to see financially and love and health or
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whatever, because You're continuously talking
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to the same people who aren't doing anything
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with the energy that you're giving out. You're
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just talking. It's landing on deaf ears. They're
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not then taking that energy. And I'm using energy
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as opposed to information and doing anything
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with it. You just keep talking to. It's like.
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looking at a stagnant pool of water and talking
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into the stagnant pool of water that you see
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there's no life in there. And then you're wondering
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why you're not seeing results in your life. That's
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different than talking to a moving body of water.
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It's different than talking to a running stream
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or an ocean, right? That energy, it's like speaking
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into something, you know, like a lot of people
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have seen the water experiment. I'm not going
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to get into that. If you've never heard it, go
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look it up. But there's a water experiment anyway.
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And it's like talking to the water, putting a
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label on a glass of water and things of that
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nature, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Right.
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Moving and then that charging that water, it's
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moving those electrons or whatever that energy
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out into is spreading it out. You don't know
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who it's you don't have to know who the person.
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is receiving it is you just have to do the work
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that you were put here to do to speak on it again
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it's different for everybody right what i'm saying
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right now i said it in the last video is not
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going to make sense to a lot of people this is
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some higher level shit and if you can't grasp
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what i'm saying this ain't for you maybe it might
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make sense later on um i have a saying that goes
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people will see So when we used to do when we
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used to teach, one of the things that would happen
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is that people would get overwhelmed because
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information would come so fast and they would
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just be like, oh, no, no, no. This is too much
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for me right now or whatever. And to calm people
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down, I would sometimes say it's OK. You'll see
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what you need to see when you need to see it.
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A little bit about me. I've been doing this for
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like 10 years. I don't do it anymore because
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I thought I was in retirement, but maybe I was
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just taking a break. But a lot of it right now,
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like there's different phases of like being a
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quote unquote teacher or whatever, right? Like
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first there's a curiosity. Some people get into
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certain things and I posted this on my Facebook
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thing the other day, like something I said many
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years ago and I reposted it on Facebook. And
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I basically say that. a lot of times the only
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reason that people are in a career or practice
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or religion or spirituality the only reason that
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most people not everyone that most people are
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practicing what they practice whatever it is
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as a profession blah blah blah blah is because
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they were born into it into that household it
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doesn't necessarily mean that it's actually right
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for you. One of the biggest respects that I have
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for people, and I've told this story before,
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is that person who might have been born into
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something, but then went on their own journey
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to determine for themselves if that's actually
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for them. And then when they return, they can
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either return back to that thing or not, but
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at least they know. That they went on the journey
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of self -discovery to decide on if it's actually
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a resonance for them. So teaching is kind of
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the same thing for me. It's like, what is someone
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or a child or a person curious about first? Then
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go explore, ask questions, and then you sit back
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and you observe and then you kind of speak on
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it. And maybe you start to teach on it or whatever
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it may be. Right. So it's kind of like for me,
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there's like. This phase of the last two years
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has been two years of just observation. So when
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I walked away from like the teaching, I went
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into a phase, not a hermit phase, but just of
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observation. How does everything that's playing
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out and I'm observing right now tie in to all
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the lessons and things that I picked up over
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the years? And now I've had the two years of
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observing. It's like, OK, what's next? What do
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I do with that next? So I'm sharing that because
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some of you may be in a certain phase. It may
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not be exactly the phase that I am or the cycle
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that I am in. You may now be in the phase of
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where you've already done the observation and
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now you're getting comfortable with the teaching
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or the speaking or being the student. So, yeah,
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again, I'm not. I'm not new to this, but I don't
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stay on platforms and things like that all the
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time. I might get back into it. I don't know.
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We'll see. I talked about there's a different
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season for everything. Yeah, I'm not going to
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get into that too much. I want to talk about
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money. I want to talk about how I see a lot of
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times people talk about giving people money.
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Don't give someone money. Don't financially support
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someone because she or he is a bum or whatever,
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blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And then they automatically
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assume that someone who has given someone money
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is being taken advantage of or the person who
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gave the money is ignorant or naive. Yes, there
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are many people out here who run scams. There
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are many people who are con artists. I'm not
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saying just give your money away. However, I
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come from a family who's very generous, who is
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very giving, who have opened their doors to people
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who have been down on their luck. And then the
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person turns out to still not try to change and
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be shady. And then, you know, like my grandmother
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or whatever may have thrown them out. And then
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they come back a couple of months or a couple
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of years later, she lets them back. That's the
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kind of family of grace. I realized being here,
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And it's so sad. And I mentioned this in another
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video is that how few people understand grace,
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how few people understand true kindness or whatever.
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Right. And it's unfortunate that when people
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show people true grace, they get in their head
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that, oh, I'm getting over on that person. I
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won one over on them. I'm naive. That's so very
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sad. Now, on the other side of that, some of
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you watching this have been moved to give people
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things, money like I have. Right. But at the
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same time, before I do that, before I do that,
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I'm laughing because there's so much that's just
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coming together right now. I'm intentional about
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why I am giving money or a gift to someone. I
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let them know. I am giving this to you as a gift.
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I don't expect anything in return. Then there
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are other times I will give something and say,
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no, this isn't a gift. This is a loan. If it's
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a loan and not a loan necessarily where I even
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expect to be paid back, I will say to that person.
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You better use it what you're telling me you're
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going to use it for. But also, if you accept
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this gift that I'm giving you, understand I am
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giving this as an offering and I have already
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set my intention. So some people will continue
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to take and take and take, thinking that they
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are abusing someone or getting over on someone
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or taking. a loan or a gift and giving it to
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someone else or others or to another. So let's
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say someone comes to you and says that they need
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money to pay a light bill or whatever, right?
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And instead of paying the light bill, they go
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and gamble the money or they go and spend it
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on partying with friends or they go and give
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it to another man or give it to another woman.
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No problem. Doesn't matter. To me and certain
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people like me, because we've already set the
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intention on the return that we're going to give
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back, because we know that our return on the
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investment, the return ROI, the return on investment
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is going to be tenfold, twentyfold than what
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we gave. I'm speaking to both sides of the people
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about this, right? Because for those of you who
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think that you're getting over some people. have
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already set the intention and they're going to
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continue to be blessed because they gave from
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a place of a higher place without an expectation,
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but they were moved from God ancestors or their
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intuition to give. My mother once told me, she
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said, never block someone's blessing by rejecting
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a gift. I'm going to let some of y 'all let that
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simmer for a minute, right? Some of you who are
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moved to give, and I'm not talking about a crazy
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amount of money or whatever, who are moved to
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give have stopped giving because you're worried
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about someone taking advantage of you. Others
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of you need to learn how to be alchemist with
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the money that you're giving. So let me put it
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in a different way. There are many religions
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or. spiritual practices or whatever where you
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give an offering to the church you give an offering
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to the ancestors you give an offering to the
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deities or the orishas or whatever it is that
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you believe in i'm not here to judge this isn't
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what this is about but whatever or however you
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give an offering to you can operate like that
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when you give to people around you so as a foreigner
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here in brazil a lot of people ask for money
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okay i'm not giving to everyone I give to some
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people. Some people I give sometimes to. Sometimes
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I give nothing to, even when they ask or whatever,
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because I already know their intention is not
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pure unless I move to give. But again, being
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someone that is intentional about everything
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that I do, I give to you. You keep taking. My
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blessings are going to be out of this fucking
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world. And then it's only going to piss somebody
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off even more. Yeah. So there's that. I already
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talked about how a lot of people miss their blessings
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and their life of ease because they are too concerned
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with outside validation. God is not concerned
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about what other people think about you when
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God has put it on your heart to do something.
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It's not about the validation of external forces.
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I want to talk about magnetism. Magnetism is
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an amazing thing. Being a magnet for blessings
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also is being a magnet for the opposite of blessings.
29:58
When you become activated and you are a magnet
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for ease in your life and blessings and magical
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things to happen, sometimes people become obsessed.
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Obsession And I'm not even talking about like
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where it becomes dangerous and someone stalks
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you. Obsession can happen in romantic relationships.
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Obsession can happen in platonic relationships.
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There's this thing where people only want like,
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no, she's my friend. I only want her to see me
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and acknowledge me. I don't want to share her
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with anyone else. This has happened to me in
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romantic relationships. This has happened to
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me in friendships where people become obsessed
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with my energy and my magic and they don't want
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anyone else around me. I don't want anyone else.
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Their thoughts are, I don't want anyone else
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to know what it's like to be loved by Courtney,
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to be loved by Cece. It's funny until they start
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to try to block opportunities for me. This has
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been a season for me where there's like high
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magnetism, but there's also levels of obsession.
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Then obsession can just stay at obsession. But
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then sometimes obsession becomes stalking. And
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not for me, not in a way. And I'm not laughing
31:36
at anyone who's been stalked. Like if you have
31:38
someone that's stalking you, that's making you
31:39
not feel safe, definitely. Remove yourself, remove
31:43
that person, report it or whatever, right? But
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I'm speaking to some people right now who are
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about to become magnets for certain things. All
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I want to say is there are going to be people
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then who are going to become obsessed with you.
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So some of you may want to be magnets. You may
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want to just have people drawn to you and obsessed
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with you or whatever, but you got to be prepared
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for that, right? And I think a lot of people
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don't embrace their magnetism because they are
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worried about people becoming obsessed and becoming
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stopped, which is completely understandable.
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It's a very complicated thing. It's like, I'm
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just going to say, I think it's something that
32:37
just needs to be talked about more because, and
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not in a way that causes people to be afraid.
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Back to hope and fear. I am put on this earth
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to bring hope to people. A lot of people don't
32:57
like that. A lot of people do the work for the
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devil, right? I'm using quotation marks here,
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air quotes. A lot of people don't even realize
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that they do the work for the devil. Hope gives
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people hope that something is better or that
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there's more freedom or that there's something
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more or that I can uplift my people or my family
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or whatever out of oppression, illness. stagnancy
33:23
or whatever, right? So there may be people around
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you who might want to dim your light, dim your
33:30
shine, stop you, block you, put you in cages
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and boxes because they don't want you to give
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other people hope. I am always under some kind
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of attack because people don't want me to give
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other people hope, right? It's crazy. But it's
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something that I know about myself. It's something
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that my mother has known about me since I was
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a child. I often tell the story about how boyfriends
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will come over or fiancés or whatever will go
34:05
to my mother and tell them how they felt about
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me and wanted to marry me and blah, blah, blah,
34:09
blah, blah. And my mother would say, don't dim
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her shine. Two things she would say, don't dim
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her shine and don't try to tame her. People have
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been trying to dim my light and dim my shine
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for years. And I'm here. in brazil where there
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is a lot of um i don't i'm going to be careful
34:34
with my words where there is a lot of a lack
34:40
of forward movement for certain demographics
34:42
right and even more so like even people attacking
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me here is different than people how people have
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attempted to attack me in the united states In
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the United States, it's at least like they know
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me, right? Here, people really don't know anything
35:04
about me. It's just kind of like, I see, I feel
35:09
something different about her. And so I'm going
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to attack. I'm going to try to tame. I'm going
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to try to oppress and hide in silence or whatever,
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right? So it's interesting. And I know people
35:21
worry and things like that, but it's not anything
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that's new to me, right? It's not anything foreign.
35:29
I don't even really get as annoyed about it as
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I used to or whatever. Right. I have a saying.
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I was like, people love to hate me because they
35:38
don't know why they like me. They hate me because
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they really don't know why they like me. I'm
35:45
not saying that as a brag. I am saying that because
35:48
there are some people watching and listening
35:50
to this right now who are experiencing or have
35:53
experienced the same thing and think, oh, my
35:55
God, I'm a victim. Like, why me or whatever.
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Right. So. All of this isn't new. It's happened
36:06
for a long time. And maybe take the person away
36:11
from it and just know that that person that's
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attacking you, that's trying to quiet you or
36:15
the people that's trying to attack you or quiet
36:17
you, they're just doing the devil's work. They're
36:21
just doing the devil's work. So magnetism, obsession.
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I talked about the pros and cons of it. Also,
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I'm going to encourage many of you. to learn
36:35
how to be the alchemist and to transmute whatever
36:40
energy or box someone is trying to put you in,
36:45
right? Because it's not going to stop. It's not.
36:49
I've lived in the middle of nowhere thinking,
36:52
who's going to bother me? If you have that in
36:58
you, it's not going to stop. I want to say something
37:01
though. I want to say it's funny because my mentor,
37:05
loves to hear me laugh. And she'll say, oh, there
37:10
goes that laugh. She's like, I love that laugh.
37:12
Like that laugh, like when I'm giddy, it's magical.
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She knows that my laugh and when I'm able to
37:22
operate lighthearted and joy, that I'm able to
37:25
energetically touch and change people's lives
37:28
and give people hope. Now, I have another friend
37:31
here. And so sometimes when I call and I leave
37:34
her a message and I'm laughing about something
37:37
that's just unbelievable that's happening in
37:41
my life, sometimes it's a nervous laughter or
37:42
whatever. She'll call back or whatever, leave
37:45
me a message and she'll respond and say, oh my
37:47
God, I just love your laugh. And it's funny because
37:49
I actually hate my laugh. I actually hate the
37:51
way that I sound on video and things like that.
37:55
But that doesn't stop me because I know that
37:57
it's a certain frequency. And it's not going
38:00
to resonate with everyone. All right. Moving
38:04
right along. I love the way that this is flowing.
38:07
All right. I will often see things and some of
38:13
you are going to resonate with this. I will often
38:15
see things before they happen or see what someone's
38:18
going to do before they happen. And I just let
38:23
it play out for different reasons because I always
38:28
have a hope that people are going to change.
38:31
And it's not always, I give hope because I'm
38:35
a very hopeful person, right? The saying, you
38:38
know, there's that saying that says God protects
38:40
babies and fools. Yes, I am both. I'm a baby
38:45
child, like at heart, and I'm a fool for hope.
38:48
I'm a fool for optimism and joy and love and
38:53
not the stupid romantic kind of love or just,
38:56
I'm a fool for magic, right? And so the other
39:04
part of that is I will see people do things before
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it happens. And I don't necessarily stop them
39:13
because some people who do certain things are
39:17
so good at what they do. You can't just come
39:20
right out and tell them. I see what you're about
39:23
to do because they're quick with like flipping
39:26
their story or flipping the script. And then
39:28
they'll have you confused in your head. And sometimes
39:30
it just ain't worth speaking on it, but you need
39:33
to keep them around for certain reasons. Some
39:36
of you, some of you who experienced that need
39:40
to learn the strategy of just letting people
39:42
write their own story and you be the publisher
39:49
of their book for them. And you. Be the author.
39:53
You be the ghost writer of their life. They think
39:58
they're the main character in their own novel.
40:00
They're not. Be the editor. All right. So I talked
40:06
about my mom and how she has always warned people,
40:09
don't try to dim that girl's light. I talked
40:15
about, I have something on my list here, but
40:19
I talked about that in the first video and how
40:21
a lot of feminine energy, young women, women.
40:26
Specifically, I'm feeling the energy of a lot
40:28
of younger women are being attacked and used
40:31
right now. Says woman, girl, don't let yourself
40:36
be used. Do not let these men. And again, I talk
40:40
about this in the first video. I'm not just talking
40:42
about the gendered male or whatever, because
40:45
some men are more loving, nurturing, caring that
40:49
they exude the energy of feminine energy more
40:52
so than masculine or whatever, right? The receptive.
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Do not let someone use you. Do not let them use
41:02
your divinity, your divine energy, your essence,
41:05
your youth to do their bidding. Because it's
41:12
like being pimped. Look, I don't have a problem
41:16
with sex work. And I actually have, this is probably
41:18
going to be a whole bunch of videos. I don't
41:21
have a problem with sex workers or whatever,
41:23
right? But I do have a problem with someone.
41:28
that calls themselves or consider themselves
41:29
a quote unquote pimp who is going to put you
41:33
out in danger and on the street and then take
41:35
your money. If you are going to get into sex
41:37
work and you're going to, you know, offer up
41:40
your body in exchange for safety, material wealth
41:44
or whatever, manage your own money. Same thing.
41:47
And I'm using that as an example, because if
41:50
you are letting someone manage your spiritual
41:52
gifts and your energy, you are being pimped.
41:57
You are being pimped because they can't generate
42:02
their own energy. They're siphoning your own
42:07
essence. They are ciphering your, they're harvesting
42:12
your energy for their benefit. If you are partnered
42:16
with someone, whether it's same sex or whatever,
42:18
and your partner is looking better than you because
42:22
they got you doing something, working harder
42:24
than they're doing. No. Y 'all need to be looking
42:28
as yummy and moist together. I'm going to leave
42:36
it at that. So I have always taught empowerment
42:42
because I was literally telling a couple of people
42:46
this the other day. Empowerment. And that is
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every partner I have been with has been great
42:53
at the top of their game and whatever their business,
42:56
career, profession, craft is or whatever, right?
43:00
And I have learned skill sets from them that
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I have been able to incorporate into my life
43:07
that has allowed me to be self -employed, be
43:11
sovereign, be independent. When I am teaching,
43:15
I am teaching women empowerment, not to depend
43:20
on me, but how to feed themselves and to stand
43:24
on their own two feet. based off of each one
43:27
of their individual gifts. I'm not just telling
43:30
them how to do the same thing as me or the other
43:34
person or whatever. It's getting to know them
43:36
one -on -one. Oh, I see that you have this skill.
43:40
How can you turn that into a business or a moneymaker
43:43
for yourself, right? A lot of people don't teach
43:47
empowerment. They teach dependency. Know the
43:51
difference. Are you with someone, family, friends,
43:54
lovers, partners, spiritual teachers, politicians
43:58
that are teaching you how to be empowered, sovereign,
44:02
and independent? So even if they weren't around,
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can you stand on your own two feet? I don't know
44:15
why I'm being moved to talk about this, but some
44:20
of you need to do research on what ley lines
44:22
are. L -E -Y -L -I -N -E -S. Energetic lines
44:27
that are around the world. All right, next. Lay
44:39
lines. Some of you consider yourselves energy
44:41
workers, blah, blah, blah, blah, whatever. You
44:45
can up your game by studying, by doing study
44:49
or learning more about lay lines. Do I want to
44:59
share the rest of that? So energy work, not always.
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Yeah. So I'm probably going to come back for
45:08
a part three because I got to get through all
45:10
of this so I can move on with my life. But I
45:12
just need to get this ball rolling so people
45:15
could stop playing fucking games with me. So
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this is going to take a while to upload. The
45:23
captions translation is going to take a while.
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Part one is already done. This is part two. I'll
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come back later for part three. I'm going to
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go and find food for myself. Maybe or maybe not.
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I don't know. Either way, ciao for now.