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#35 - I Shared TOO MUCH on YouTube: What Happened Next Will Shock You! · Brandon Fogal Evolution

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I absolutely love Elon Musk, but like, it doesn't matter how smart you are.
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And that's the thing, like, if you actually get into the Bible,
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you see that the smartest people don't know, don't know God.
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The most influential people don't.
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There are exceptions, obviously, the Apostle Paul, Moses, Jesus.
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Why this is that the most advanced brains of our human species don't reach out
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to God, because it's not a matter of smarts.
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The beauty of God, the one true God, you can call him whatever you want out
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there, but at the end of the day, there is one true God.
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Whatever fame you get in this life, it's gonna burn up in like a year or two, or five years, 10 years.
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And it's not gonna last forever.
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When all is said and done, it's between you individually and God.
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Everything else is just gonna be, the curtain's gonna fall down,
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everything's just gonna go to silence, and it's gonna be me.
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Or you, by ourselves, standing right before God. And that's it.
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What's up? People like what they like. People like what they like. That's how it is.
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That's how it is. And you know what I like? You know what I like?
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I like coffee. I like coffee. No. Check that.
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I love coffee. So it is Black Friday, Black Friday, my ladies and my gentlemen, Black Friday.
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I love, I love this day, not because it's necessarily Black Friday,
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but because it is the kickoff, the launch to Christmas.
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This is like when it is officially legal to start putting up your Christmas
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decorations, decorations.
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I put, I got kind of brought in a little Czechoslovakian accent right there, you know?
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I'm going to be testing on a lot of accents I'm
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going to work on my My talking My
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speaking My elocuting My accentuating
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My authenticating Emasculating I will be the reverse Of emasculated I will be
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masculinity On steroids Steroids Steroids everyone.
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Steroids I don't even give a dang anymore.
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I don't think I ever gave a dang in the first place. But I mean,
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it's like, it's went to proportions astronomical.
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Astronomical. So it is just fun.
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I'm going to just chit chat, bit bat, whippity whoppity boo, poo poo poo poo.
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Okay. So it is a lovely day, ladies and gentlemen, a lovely day.
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A lot of things happening.
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Like I said, Christmas has kicked off. We are in full Christmas mode.
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Christmas movie seasons. I mean, it's happening. We are in the thick of it. In the thick of it.
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Tick of it, tick of it, tic-tac-toe. You know, I sometimes think,
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was I ever not a character of myself?
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Did I make myself a character? Man, I think I'm lethargic. I ate a lot of turkey
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yesterday. I ate a lot of ham.
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I ate a lot of pie. I actually didn't eat pie.
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I didn't eat pie. I actually steered clear of the sweets.
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Sweets kind of make me not feel neat. I don't feel neat when I eat sweets.
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I actually feel like the opposite of neat after I eat some sweets.
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And i was telling my wife yesterday which i
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highly regret saying but sometimes
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you just say things and then you're like why i can't
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take it back i can't suck those words back in my
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mouth they they're out there but it's like you're just like you're looking at
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yourself and you're saying you're so stupid why did you do that that was so
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dumb but i said to her i think it's because i'm i got diabetes or something
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because i i some when i eat sweets i feel and this happened like it started
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probably within a year ago.
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I mean, I started like just, it's like you eat sweets and you immediately feel
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nauseous. And it's probably because, you know, but I don't need to release my
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whole medical history, you know, to everyone.
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But I almost, I'm in the mindset of, I don't give a dang. I don't care.
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But I obviously care about you. I obviously want to know about you.
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So if If anyone else out there tells me them about themselves, I obviously care.
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But about myself, I am just passing along.
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I am a blip on the radar.
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You'll see me today, and I'll be gone tomorrow.
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But I want to leave the impression. I just want to leave a good impression. I do.
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I do. I do. But I still don't care. So it's like I'm caught between a rock and a hard place.
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I'm just starting to enjoy life, you know?
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There's a lot of life that I've just wasted and kind of just,
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you know, thrown out with the garbage, you know, and just kind of just took
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it for granted, you know.
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I think a lot of life before recently, it was just sucked out of me,
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and I was tired of it, you know.
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A lot of things, I got pulled in and just sucked in with the messed up nature that is life.
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There are so many freaking worries in this life. It's like every day you have...
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It's like that Theo Vaughn, if you've ever seen, he's like that life,
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you know, and how about some more life?
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I'll give you some more life, you know, and life just keeps coming at you.
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And that, if you, you should look up Theo Vaughn, his, his like podcast,
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anywhere he talks about life and just being just life being pushed down your throat.
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And it's true. I mean, it's like everyone, and this is biblical.
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This is biblical in the sense that there's a verse that I came across because I'm in the book of Job.
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And it says that a man is born to
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adversity or something or bad things happen or
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just i gotta i'll find i'll find that verse but it was
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something like that as sure as sparks fly upward
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let me just pull that up i'm this is and i'll see how quote how close i was
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how close how close i was can i do it can i do it okay let me see this is immediately
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what pulls up it says it's Job 5.7. So many different translations.
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A new international version says, yet man is born to trouble.
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I said adversity. I remember adversity, but it's a different language anyways.
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It wasn't written in English. So I think I'm off the hook.
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Yet man is born to trouble as surely as sparks fly upward. That is biblical.
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I mean, that is biblical.
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I mean, your life, you were born into just
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trouble as sure as sparks fly upward
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it's gonna happen more of that life is gonna
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be just tossed on you you know you're gonna we all experience it you know i
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think i'm just recording my voice but i am gonna be on video so it's like maybe
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i can't do the hawk you know as much as i like to maybe that's that german coming
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out of me because i mean when i sure when i first got into this game,
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I was just like, I'll go, I'll go live and I'll just post everything.
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I mean, not even necessarily live, but just recording and just let it just all hang out.
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Let it all just, all the, the jibbing, blah, and pootin', cat,
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and all the yucky stuff that happens in a live version and just let it all hang
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out there. But it's like, then you lose your audience.
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You lose people, you know, ain't got time for that. People ain't got time to
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mess with that. So I understand. I understand. I get that.
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I get that. And my heart is not broken. My heart is not broken because I understand.
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So it's like, I want, but I'm going to be the fullest sense of me and let it,
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you know, let the cards fall where they may, you know, and we can't,
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we can't control what we can't control.
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There's only certain things in our life that we can have control over.
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And I, I, I'm, I'm obviously a man of faith.
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And a person that trusts completely in God, and God is going to give me what
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I need when I need it, and he's going to keep me low when I need to be kept low.
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He's going to lift me up when I need to be lifted up.
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So he is in control, so it's like there is peace in that. So it's like I can just be me.
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When you're a Christian, you're free to be you in the fullest sense of the word.
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Otherwise you are just, you're just, you're a face in a crowd of everyone else
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trying to become the most famous person, whatever they create and put out there
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and make it so people just are just mesmerized and just love.
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Everyone wants to look like that as, as instead of being their unique identity
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and who they truly are, you know, in God's kingdom and his work,
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you flourish to your fullest sense. And it's beautiful. It's beautiful.
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You know, if you're familiar with C.S. Lewis, I remember because I think about
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like, and I can't even think of exact quotes of him saying it,
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but I just like, you are, you are not really you until you are in Christ, you know?
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And I usually don't get about, you know, as much faith on this,
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on this show as, as the other one that I do, but it's still,
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I mean, who I am is going to bleed over just like in the other show I do morning
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and coffee and Bible, it's going to bleed into this.
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And it's, you know, and that's okay.
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That's okay. I'm good with that. You know, I'm good with me,
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you know, and I'm, and I'm good with being me to the fullest sense of the word.
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And I, because otherwise everything's boring. And I always bring up boring and
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it's like, because the way I want to be a person about entertainment,
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entertainment, and I know, obviously I'm not the, the brightest bulb in the batch of bulbs.
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And I'm not obviously the person that has the most, you know,
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I'm not as interesting as somebody else.
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God makes people as interesting as he wants them to be. So I don't need to be
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like, I got to become that. I got to become that.
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I can't have that. No, it's like, there's no point to doing that. There's no point.
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It's like, I'm going to be me to the fullest sense. And I think everyone should
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be them to the fullest sense.
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And it's, that's the beauty. That's the beauty.
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And I know I'm talking about a lot of stuff. I get, I go on rants and I'm cool with that.
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You know, I'm cool with that. You know, I can rant out into the,
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you know, I'm standing on a boat.
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I'm just ran ranting out into the sea, you know, let the sea,
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the, the sea creatures listen to me, you know, you know what I'm talking about. No, you don't.
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I don't even know what I'm talking about. Some things, sometimes man,
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sometimes, sometimes, but yeah, it's, this is the day after Thanksgiving.
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Like I said, is Black Friday.
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I mean, we got so commercial, you know, Black Friday. Is that because we're
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in the black? We're making money, you know, ching-ching?
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Is that what it's all about, the almighty dollar? Because I absolutely know.
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Money, obviously, it greases the wheels and makes things go a little bit smoother.
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But then, I mean, it also brings a lot of turmoil.
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It brings a lot of anxiety because when you have something, you can't let it go.
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And you become obsessed with it. I got to get more of it and nothing will ever
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human, human beings are per like, I wouldn't say our purpose,
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but what we find the most enjoyment.
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And I would argue to the death with this is we, we find the most enjoyment with
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the journey, with the adventure, with the chase, with the pursue and going after the trophy,
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going after the money, going after the, what is it?
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The treasure, a gold, you know, whatever it is, you know, we go,
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it's when, once we actually get
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to the other side and we actually get what we've chased the whole time.
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We're let down. And I think it's because God has made us so that we're not going
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to find peace in this life.
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We're always chasing because we're ultimately, we're really pursuing him.
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And he is like all these good things in our life that we want so much of,
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really it's him that we're wanting and we just don't know it.
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We're just, we only see the physical, what's in front of us.
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And that good thing that almost represents God in a sense, but it's not him
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so that we can't be satisfied in it.
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We become let down because God is not going to let us be content with his creation.
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He wants us to want him.
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He wants us to want him, and he will let us down with the things that we drown
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ourselves in, the things that we continue to think that they're going to give
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us the most peace and enjoyment because they're nothing.
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They're created things. They're idols.
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They don't stand to him, you know, and I don't, I normally don't get into all
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that, but I mean, maybe I should start crossing the streams.
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I am who I am, you know, and that's who, that's what it is. So that's what it is, baby.
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That's what it is. That's what it is. I know I get a rants.
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I think I, I need to learn about pacing, pace, pace yourself,
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you know, I, and I've been watching a lot of Mr. Beast videos lately.
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And one, I really, I actually really liked it was his where he did a video and
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And it must have been a few years back, but it was him putting two individuals
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in a room and they had to stay there a hundred days.
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I'm still halfway through it. So I don't know how the ending is going to happen,
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but they have to stay there a hundred days.
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Otherwise, if they stay there a hundred days, they get, I think each of $500,000, $500,000.
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And it's the first video of his that I'm actually watching all the way through.
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A lot of Mr. Beast videos, I've watched bits and pieces of, I mean,
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he is the man because he is the man of YouTube.
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But I mean, like anyone, like anyone out there, I guess we're all going through our things.
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We're all going through our things. And I don't know him. I don't know him.
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But things, I mean, I've just seen videos where he's saying he's,
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you know, he's not a Christian or whatever.
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And it's kind of, but I mean, he does so much good. But I think he's,
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and I do think about this just because there are so many smart people and so
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many people out there that I love, you know, that, that are very smart, obviously.
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I mean, like, even Elon Musk, you know, I absolutely love Elon Musk,
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but like, and you hear his story of he, whenever he, he went through this existential
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crisis of what is the purpose of life.
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He read all the religious writings.
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He wanted to try to find out who has the best philosophy and who has the best
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whatever, what's the meaning of life, what's purpose.
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And all of them let him down. All of them kind of put him back at square one and put him back on,
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didn't give him any advance so that he kind of, after having that kind of let down,
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he kind of refocused his energy and the pursuit of humanity and making the human species like advance.
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And, you know, he wants to go to Mars. He wants to do all this technological
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and space oligical stuff.
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I, I absolutely loves Elon Musk, but like, I, cause I just, you know,
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it doesn't matter how smart you are. And that's the thing.
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And like, if you actually get into the Bible, you see that the smartest people are.
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Don't know, don't know God, you know, and don't reach out to him.
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And the most influential people don't. There are exceptions,
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obviously the apostle Paul, Moses, Jesus, you know, and Jesus is the son of
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God, God himself in human flesh.
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But like there are, there have definitely been figures in human history that
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have known that one true God,
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but it's so, it's so, and what actually shows us why this is that the most advanced
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brains of our human species don't reach out to God,
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because it's not a matter of smarts.
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It's not a matter of smarts. It doesn't matter how smart you are.
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I want to talk to Elon Musk, and I want to actually have a conversation with him and say,
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I mean, there'd be so many other things I would want to talk to him about,
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but if I had five minutes in a room with Elon Musk, I would bring up to him
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the beauty of Christianity, the beauty of Christ,
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the beauty of God, the one true God, you can call them whatever you want out
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there, but at the end of the day, there is one true God.
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And the beauty of God is he has made it so simple and easy that a little child
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can know and love him and be wiser than the most brilliant person on the face of the earth.
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A rocket scientist, a little child can have more wisdom and be more brilliant
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than a person that looks amazingly smart in this world.
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And that's able to send rockets into space, space.
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You know what I mean? Like that's, that is the beauty of God.
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That is, that is because that is the gospel. And that's why it's,
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it's free for all it's out there. The offer is out there for anyone.
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But then there's the whole, we have sinful hearts. We have our hearts,
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our hearts lead us astray. Our hearts go in all different directions.
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Our hearts actually don't want that because this world is so appetizing.
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This world, you know, this world is so luxurious and we seek comfort.
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We don't need to think about the hereafter. We got the right here and now, you know?
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And that's, I know I don't get too much on this show.
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But it's actually, it's who I am to the core. So a lot of times,
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if I am talking about other stuff, this is what I actually am the most passionate about.
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This is what I actually care the most about because, you know, my life is Christ.
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Anyone out there that is a Christian, your life is Christ. Your life is Christ.
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And everything else is just, you know, we're just passing through.
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We're just passing through, you know, and we can talk about politics.
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We can talk about how we're going to get that promotion?
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How are we going to take care of our family and feed our kids and all that,
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you know, which is wonderful things.
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But at the end of the day, it's life is Christ. Life is Christ.
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That's why I would love to talk to any influential megastar out there and whoever
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it is, I don't care if you're LeBron James or who knows, I mean,
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all the famous people, you know, but it doesn't matter.
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Fame is just like, whatever fame you get in this life, it's going to burn up
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in like a year or two or five years, 10 years.
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And it's not going to last forever. It's definitely not going to last, you know, when you die.
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And even if it did last when you die, you're not going to be there to see it lasting.
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It's going to just burn up, you know? That's why there are going to be bright
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stars that just flicker and fly off, you know, and just, and they become things
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that look at me and the world seriously looks at them and watches them.
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But at the end of the day, you're, you're going back to when,
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when all said and done, it's between you individually and God,
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everything else is just going to be, the curtain's going to fall down.
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Everything's just going to go to silence and it's going to be me or you by ourselves
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standing right before God,
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And that's it. There's nothing else. We are carrying nothing.
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We are bringing nothing to him. We're not even going to be carrying the clothes
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that we have on our back. We have nothing that we are offering him.
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It's going to be our heart and God. And that's it. End of the day.
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And then there comes the whole evil and Satan and his minions.
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They want to do everything they can to not let us think about this one iota.
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Let's think about the here and now. Think about making money.
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Think about, you know, getting fame, doing all that kind of stuff.
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You know, that's what matters.
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That's what matters. Don't think about, you know, all that other stuff.
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That's how it is though. That's how I get. I get like this sometimes.
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And sometimes people got to bear with me or sometimes people can,
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you know, check out, you know, I understand. I get it. I get it.
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I got my coffee. It's kind of weird, but so right here, I was in college.
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I went to a Christian school in college.
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And I remember sitting in, I just remember it was like one of my most favorite teachers.
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They actually made a, they named a cafe after him. They named a cafe after him.
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And at that school, he was awesome.
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He was absolutely awesome. And I just remember going to his class and I would just like,
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open this up and just like, the room is like silence besides the teacher talking,
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but it's like I'm pouring my coffee, but it's because I want to just absorb
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him, absorb his teaching, absorb how much knowledge he had, because he was a
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man of incredible faith,
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a man that just, he was a Greek professor.
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He knew the New Testament in and out, and I just wanted to just,
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as much as I can, just consume it, you know?
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So I just, Whenever I get this one out Whenever I get this out And want to drink
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coffee from this It's a nice little thermos But it takes me back,
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you know Smells can take you back Sounds, music can take you back To a simpler time.
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Tastes can take you back But this is mine And it takes me back to that An important part of my life,
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you know And I absolutely loved it You know, I'm sure you all have those stories
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I'm sure you all have things Remembrances of in your life What takes you back to a something,
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that was simpler, something that was peaceful, something that brings you immediate joy.
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Because we all have, we have those things, those things that are just burned
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into our mind that we can just, whatever we're going through,
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we can remember an awesome time in our life, you know, an awesome time.
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And those, those, those sometimes get us through it. Those sometimes get us
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through the pain and the hurt because, because there's a lot of hurt.
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There's a lot of hurt in this life. And I absolutely know it.
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Most of my life has been that, you know, and it is that, time to time.
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A lot of it's not even physical.
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There are a lot of people that struggle with physical sickness and physical
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ailments that they battle through.
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A lot of my struggles have been a lot more mental, a lot more mental.
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A lot more emotional and things I brought on myself, but things,
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you know, that we can't control what we can't control.
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We are wired certain ways. We are made the way we are.
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And yeah, I, I just, I know whatever I'm going through and, and I,
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I think, I think I'm going to do terrible at everything I'm doing.
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Obviously I, how I feel like creating podcasts, creating content,
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making stories, acting, make a comedy, writing books, all that kind of stuff that I aspire to do.
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And I'm doing it in a form and a sense, but it's like, there's been a lot of things that just.
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Naturally, physically, I am not blessed with, you know, you know,
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you, you go to the, you go to the big hitters when you get, want to get that,
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but I'm going to be who I am, but I'm not going to be let down where I fall short.
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You know, I'm going to do everything because I know that Tom Brady.
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God gave him that ability. God gave him that ability to throw a football awesome.
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He didn't just like, I mean, he worked out and he did as much as he could,
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but ultimately God is the one who gave it to him.
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God is the one who gave it to him and put him in the situation that he is.
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So what I'm really saying is there's never a reason to be let down ever.
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There's never a reason to complain even though it is so hard not to complain
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sometimes and you just want to complain,
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but there's never really a reason to complain because god has put us in every
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situation we find ourselves in every situation we're never just there because
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we decided to go there no it's like he has put us there so there's never ever
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a reason to be let down there's never ever a reason.
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To just complain about the weather or complain about circumstances,
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because though we want to,
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and I have something I've done recently is like, I know how I am and I know
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how I respond and I react and I up so often,
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so often repeatedly, but as much as I can, I want to prepare myself for when
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I step into whatever I'm stepping into.
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Like I want to be a prepper in a real, true hardcore sense of the word in the
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sense of having my mind prepped in any situation because I,
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know how much I screw up you know and then also what what Satan likes to do
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is you fudge up and then he said and he says there's no going back there's no
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going back you've already done it why do I keep making it worse why can't just
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keep going just give it it's like hold up wait a minute.
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And it's like, you just say right back to Satan in his face.
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Heck nah, heck nah. I'm going to repent. I'm going to stop what I'm doing.
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There's never, you've never gone too far. If you are breathing,
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you have not gone too far to immediately stop.
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And this can go to huge extremes, bad, really terrible things.
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Or it can be, I responded in a bad way to my kids or to my wife for,
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to somebody, I said something, whatever.
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And I just, well, I've already fudged up. Why don't I just keep going?
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Why don't I just make it worse? There's no reason why stop.
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You know, I've already went to that site. Why didn't I just give it a little more?
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And you know, that, that whole thing, if you're a guy out there,
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I know, you know, I know, you know, but a lot of things on my mind is,
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it is the, it is the season. Jesus is the reason for the season.
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Jesus is the reason for the season.
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So I, I absolutely love this time of year. I'm ready to really kick it off officially.
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I mean, this is the best time of the year, the best day of the year,
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but it's like, when you think things are the best, that's when Satan's going
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to try to trip you up the most.
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So got to be always on guard, always be prepping, doing what we do best as Christians,
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always surrendering to the Lord, everything we do.
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I'm actually going to start doing something different. I might as well just
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say it on this video because otherwise I never will say it.
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A lot of my videos, I always ended it with, oh, cheerio, cheerio.
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Have a good day. Good day, young sir. Good day. Good day. No,
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I don't really do that. But I do say stuff like, I hope you have a wonderful day.
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I'll see you on the next one. I'll see you.
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Bye. I know you're uncomfortable and I know you're uncomfortable.
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And if you all stick with me, you know, there's going to be uncomfortable.
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There's an awkwardness and everything.
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And it's like, I want to be a person that enjoys the silence,
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enjoys the non noise, enjoys the uncomfortability, enjoys the awkwardness.
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Because a lot of times I'm a person that it starts getting hot.
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Oh gosh, it starts getting hot. This is uncomfortable.
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And I don't care. I don't care.
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I have found this just like, cause like I've said in previous videos, I struggle with people.
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I struggle with people as anyone else out there.
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It doesn't matter if they're Christian or not.
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I mean, people are people and it's tough. You struggle with people and things
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that people can rub you the wrong way.
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And something that's helped me recently is you don't have to like everyone,
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but you do have to love everyone.
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And that's the thing that's helped me is like whoever is pissing me off,
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whoever's like, I just want to strangle them or whatever. I just want to fight them.
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I don't really ever want to strangle somebody. I just want to fight them.
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I seriously want to fight them, but it's,
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changing my mindset that I don't want to be like that. I look at them with love.
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I don't need to like you, but I love you.
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And the same, I'm not a likable person. I say that all the time.
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I'm not a likable person. Most people, I don't know many people that would like
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me, but I hope you love me. I hope you love me. And I love you.
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And that's the beauty of Christ.
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There's love. We have love for one another love
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one another love one another and then i i bet you
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when we get to heaven i bet we i bet you we will
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genuinely even like everyone so i'll
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leave it at that i'm not i'm not gonna do that i'm not gonna do that so if you
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want to so if you want to learn more about i'll see i'll spill the beans right
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now so what i want to try to do and i've actually learned this is what you're
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supposed to do i'm new to this is you're supposed to point people in the direction
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of watching the next video.
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Cause that really helps with, you know, YouTube and your, your platform that
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people love watching what you're doing.
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And so they'll go into the next video. A lot of times I'm just like,
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have a good day. See you later.
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And I ramble on, I keep going on. I know it. I know I keep going on,
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but I'm going to start trying to,
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and if you're out there, you know, if you're somebody that actually watches
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my stuff and you notice that I'm not doing that at times, put in the comments and say,
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man, you didn't leave the, you didn't leave them hanging and didn't direct
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them right into the passage of the doorway of the next
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video so that's what i'm gonna start doing and i'm
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going to my i'm gonna whoever's watching this
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you know whoever's who is ever here with me right now you're actually gonna
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see a little bit behind the veil the oz behind
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the curtain that i'm going to start pointing so all right
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i'm imagining you're right here with me who's watching
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this right now so which way should i start pointing
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should i point like this should point like that should i
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point like that or sure you know
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people do this you know people do this and this is the way you're actually
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supposed to do it you point something and then you put that
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video up there so let's let's
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maybe try to like i'm thinking this thinking
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this this way like that like that might be kind of cool hey go
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to this video check me out over here i got
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a good one come on good stuff
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okay maybe that'll be what it is all right so i love y'all and i'm seriously
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about i'm serious about that i'm not just saying that i love you so all right
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i'm not gonna leave i just gotta figure out a way of doing it not like and dragging
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it out like i obviously i'm doing right now but and i gotta figure out ways
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to what actually is looks good and doing it.
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So, hey, and I'm glad you're here. I get so like just I get so like I get so
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like that, you know, and I don't know what it is like I have a radio voice and
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a video voice and I get extra flamboyant, you know,
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but I'm going to try to just I I'm ready and I and I know I need to look into the future.
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And I'm wanting to reach out into the future because I know I'm going to get there.
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I'm going to be like, man, I was so amateur.
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I was so novice. it takes me a bit to actually pick up on cues and pick up on
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what you're actually supposed to be doing, you know, and I get it.
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I totally get it. But for you all that are here, you're struggling through it
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with me. So thank you. Thank you for that.
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All right. So, and if you check out right here, I think you just got to have
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confidence and just say, if you check out right here, you're going to find more and here we go.
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But I will have actual videos that I point people to,
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but i need to have some standard just a general thing that i do so it's gonna
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be something like that thank you all for being here through it with me take
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a i gotta like maybe it's like so,
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if you want to see more about this i don't know
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i don't know how to do it i don't know i i just
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look at patrick but david he's an awesome podcaster that
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i i love and i just see like he talks about
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doing this he just does it naturally you know he's like bam
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here he's like that's how they do it you know
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you're not I'm the oddball I get it whatever
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I get it okay so and if you'd like to see more about this come right into this
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video maybe leave it at that should I do that that'd be cool I'm gonna watch
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videos of like standard how do you send people off what do you do I don't care
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I show you the blemishes and all you see it all it's what it is so and if you.
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And if you go into this video we're gonna have a good time maybe that's what
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I should say maybe that's what I should say that That should be my setup.
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And if you go into this video, we're going to have a good time. I don't know.
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It might work. All right. So, and if you want to go into this video, we'll have a good time.
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Sounds kind of weird. We'll leave it at that. So if you want to,
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if you want to, if you want to, if you want to go in this video, we'll have a good time.
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