Latest / Drawn of History / Scott Payne Witnessed a Pagan Sacrifice While Undercover(M4A_128K)
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Did you ever get so deep entangled during like a
- 0:04Speaker 1: sting or during an operation or during an undercover where
- 0:08Speaker 1: at the end you were like, damn, this is going
- 0:09Speaker 1: to be a long day when this bust happens?
- 0:12Speaker 2: Yeah, because it's going to bother you.
- 0:15Speaker 1: And I'm kind of taking us off a base. I'm
- 0:17Speaker 1: kind of taking us off a base a little bit.
- 0:20Speaker 1: So let's get back. So there was the doxing going on.
- 0:24Speaker 2: So they did. Some people tagged some stuff. And also
- 0:27Speaker 2: during that time, we had a base member who went
- 0:31Speaker 2: out in Canada. He was Canadian. And he went and
- 0:33Speaker 2: put flyers up to try to recruit. And then somebody
- 0:37Speaker 2: answered the recruitment. They had to go through the emails
- 0:39Speaker 2: like I did. They had to go through an interview
- 0:42Speaker 2: panel like I did on audio, on wire. And then
- 0:46Speaker 2: they went and had the face-to-face meet. So this guy
- 0:49Speaker 2: that got recruited, one of our members who ended up
- 0:52Speaker 2: being called Punished Snake, his name was Pat Matthews.
- 0:54Speaker 1: Punished Snake?
- 0:55Speaker 2: Yeah, so Pat Matthews, he changed his name several times,
- 0:59Speaker 2: but he was, I think it's the Canadian version of
- 1:01Speaker 2: our National Guard kind of, but he was a military.
- 1:04Speaker 2: He was being trained, and he's the guy. So we
- 1:10Speaker 2: get a new member coming in. Hey, welcome, new member, blah, blah, blah,
- 1:13Speaker 2: from Canada. I think his name was Mark or something.
- 1:17Speaker 2: And he's in the main chat group for about a
- 1:20Speaker 2: week or so. Maybe two weeks. I don't think, definitely,
- 1:23Speaker 2: I don't think it was more than two weeks.
- 1:24Speaker 1: And are you in the chat group every day, kind of? Yeah,
- 1:26Speaker 1: imagine if I wasn't. So I work my job as
- 1:29Speaker 1: an FBI agent. I go home, I might have dinner
- 1:31Speaker 1: with my family, and then I'm back out on the porch,
- 1:33Speaker 1: you know, answering stuff. Or I'm checking in during the day. Right.
- 1:36Speaker 1: But they also knew I was a... What's up, fellas?
- 1:38Speaker 1: Everybody still racist or whatever?
- 1:40Speaker 2: Like, shit like that? You want to go commit some
- 1:41Speaker 2: hate crimes? But, so this Canadian, he meets this guy,
- 1:47Speaker 2: this guy gets into the group, and after about a
- 1:49Speaker 2: week or so, he comes out and it turns out
- 1:52Speaker 2: that it was a journalist for a paper. No, no.
- 1:56Speaker 2: He's a, I guess these days, that's probably what the
- 2:00Speaker 2: people are thinking. He, he was a journalist for a
- 2:03Speaker 2: newspaper up there. He went and met Pat on his own.
- 2:07Speaker 2: And after about a week or two, they were like, Hey,
- 2:09Speaker 2: this is too deep. You pull the chocks, write it,
- 2:11Speaker 2: write it. So this article comes out and it's basically
- 2:15Speaker 2: doxing Pat. So Pat, the, The Royal Canadian Mounted Police
- 2:23Speaker 2: RCMP comes to his house, takes his guns. He's booted
- 2:27Speaker 2: from the military thing. His parents now hate him. I
- 2:29Speaker 2: think he lost his job, and all of a sudden
- 2:31Speaker 2: he disappears. Wow. His truck is found at the border,
- 2:34Speaker 2: the border of Canada and the United States. So we're
- 2:38Speaker 2: pretty sure he's here, but we don't know where. Eventually
- 2:42Speaker 2: we find him, and he ended up being down at
- 2:44Speaker 2: my cell. He was renting out one of the horse
- 2:46Speaker 2: stalls under the barn, Under the residence on that 100-acre property.
- 2:51Speaker 2: So I got to go.
- 2:52Speaker 1: You were sleeping there? Yeah.
- 2:53Speaker 2: So I got to go spend a lot of time
- 2:55Speaker 2: down there training. And it just got crazier and crazier, man.
- 2:58Speaker 2: It was like.
- 2:59Speaker 1: And what kind of stuff were they saying? Everything's preparing
- 3:05Speaker 1: for the boogaloo.
- 3:06Speaker 2: Building your kit. I mean, a lot of these kids
- 3:08Speaker 2: didn't even have, I say kids. I mean, I was 48.
- 3:10Speaker 2: I lied and said I was 44 at the time.
- 3:13Speaker 2: because literally there was like one other 40-something. Nazario was 40-something.
- 3:19Speaker 2: So the leader was 40-something. There was one other dude
- 3:21Speaker 2: that was in his 40s. There might have been two 30-somethings,
- 3:23Speaker 2: and everything else was 20s and teens. Wow. A lot
- 3:26Speaker 2: of these kids, they didn't have a job. They didn't
- 3:30Speaker 2: have a car. They had to borrow a car to
- 3:31Speaker 2: come to the training, but they were wearing Cryo Precision
- 3:34Speaker 2: plate carriers, same thing the FBI SWAT team wears. Got it.
- 3:37Speaker 2: They're building their kit up, their pistols, their semi-automatic rifles,
- 3:42Speaker 2: their ARs or their AKs. And we're coming out and training, man. Wow.
- 3:46Speaker 2: Moving drills. And it may not be the best, but still.
- 3:51Speaker 2: I mean, I was looking at a lot of them going,
- 3:52Speaker 2: holy crap, man. If they wanted to take on some,
- 3:56Speaker 2: if they wanted to do something, they're probably going to
- 3:58Speaker 2: get the drop on a lot of people. Right. You know?
- 4:00Speaker 2: That's scary, dude.
- 4:02Speaker 1: It's fascinating to think that that goes on. So once
- 4:04Speaker 1: we found Pat, Um, and we had him locked down.
- 4:08Speaker 1: So we're like, okay, we feel like we're in control
- 4:10Speaker 1: of the situation because we were finding out more and
- 4:12Speaker 1: more stuff. Uh, are they plotting something or they're not?
- 4:15Speaker 2: There was inklings of things being whispered and said, and
- 4:17Speaker 2: we're as a case team and an undercover, all the
- 4:19Speaker 2: case teams. I mean, at one point we had a
- 4:21Speaker 2: hundred people on a call once a month. That's how
- 4:22Speaker 2: many case teams there were in the United States working
- 4:25Speaker 2: this stuff. Um, and it was just kind of like,
- 4:29Speaker 2: did they mean that? Did they not mean that you're
- 4:31Speaker 2: trying to find out, are you going to do something
- 4:33Speaker 2: bad or are you not?
- 4:34Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 4:34Speaker 2: Are you just, Talking trash, First Amendment protected, and then
- 4:38Speaker 2: you're waiting for the D-Day, and then it's purge. So
- 4:43Speaker 2: we get this all started because you asked about the
- 4:45Speaker 2: sacrifice thing. So a lot of these guys believed in
- 4:50Speaker 2: the Norse pantheon. So they were claiming pagan, but they're
- 4:56Speaker 2: white supremacists. They're not true pagans. Got it. They're white supremacists.
- 5:00Speaker 2: And we've already had a couple of blots, B-L-O-T. That
- 5:03Speaker 2: is the ceremony. the worship ceremony.
- 5:06Speaker 1: Did you ever go to those?
- 5:07Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I'd already been. Well, I mean,
- 5:10Speaker 2: I had to participate. I had to mirror. So I
- 5:12Speaker 2: would pray to a God. There were some that we
- 5:14Speaker 2: had that had some people leading it that was really,
- 5:18Speaker 2: some of them were actually priests in the Asatru family.
- 5:23Speaker 1: Just doing what, side jobs or whatever?
- 5:25Speaker 2: No, no, no, no. I'm just meaning they've obtained the
- 5:28Speaker 2: rank to basically be a preacher. They're a priest and
- 5:31Speaker 2: they can run a block. Um, so I'd attended some
- 5:34Speaker 2: and it might be in the middle of the summer
- 5:36Speaker 2: and you go down there and you paint runes on
- 5:38Speaker 2: your chest and we'll do the whole ceremony. And they'd
- 5:41Speaker 2: be like, uh, uh, take like a piece of wood
- 5:44Speaker 2: and carve, carve, uh, some runes in it, which were pagan.
- 5:48Speaker 1: Are you NES? Yeah.
- 5:50Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 5:50Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 5:50Speaker 2: And then it would be, uh, then, but then there
- 5:53Speaker 2: would be like swastikas and white supremacy stuff on there too.
- 5:56Speaker 2: And then you would, you would, you would cut yourself
- 5:59Speaker 2: and bleed on the wood. And then we set the
- 6:02Speaker 2: wood on fire and pray to our gods until the
- 6:05Speaker 2: wood stopped burning. So I was getting in closer.
- 6:09Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 6:10Speaker 2: And then it was just going so fast, Theo, I'll
- 6:13Speaker 2: tell you.
- 6:14Speaker 1: Did you ever wake up believing it?
- 6:16Speaker 2: No. No, not this. No. Right. I mean, some of
- 6:20Speaker 2: these cats were cats. Some of these guys were saying
- 6:23Speaker 2: that Hitler's still alive in Hollywood. Oh, yeah, that's funny.
- 6:25Speaker 2: And he's hanging out with 15-foot giant white dudes with
- 6:29Speaker 2: red beards, and they're just waiting to come back. And
- 6:31Speaker 2: I'm like, for what?
- 6:32Speaker 1: Yeah, that's crazy.
- 6:33Speaker 2: I mean, come on back. If you're saying we need
- 6:35Speaker 2: to fight right now, what's Hitler waiting on?
- 6:36Speaker 1: Yeah, where are they milling around for? Yeah, come on. Yeah,
- 6:39Speaker 1: unless he's waiting for NIL money or whatever.
- 6:42Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly. I'm switching teams.
- 6:45Speaker 1: Somebody give him a deal, probably. But so we get
- 6:49Speaker 1: to this point, and it's Halloween of 2019.
- 6:51Speaker 2: Yeah. We're going to have basically what people refer to
- 6:55Speaker 2: as a hate camp. We're going to be there training
- 6:57Speaker 2: and training. I did some hand-to-hand combat training there. We
- 7:00Speaker 2: already started doing firearms, but that Halloween night was a
- 7:04Speaker 2: Thursday night in 2019. So we have a few drinks.
- 7:10Speaker 2: I go back to my truck. I'm actually charging my
- 7:14Speaker 2: phone up because the battery's dying. You know how it
- 7:16Speaker 2: is when you go from, like, sleet, ice-freezing, cold and
- 7:20Speaker 2: you hop in that warm vehicle and you kind of
- 7:21Speaker 2: just defrost and then you nod off a little bit.
- 7:24Speaker 2: I nodded off a little bit. Um, and I wake
- 7:27Speaker 2: up to the pounding on my door cause I was
- 7:29Speaker 2: already pale horse by this time. Um, I switched my
- 7:32Speaker 2: code name. Um, and, and they were like, pale horse,
- 7:35Speaker 2: pale horse, wake up, wake up. I'm like, man, what's
- 7:37Speaker 2: going on? They're like, you got to see this. You're
- 7:39Speaker 2: not going to believe it. I come out and they go, Hey,
- 7:41Speaker 2: remember I was talking about sacrificing a goat. And I'm like, vaguely.
- 7:47Speaker 2: And they're like, we got one. And I'm like, Oh,
- 7:50Speaker 2: they went, I mean, not far down the road to
- 7:53Speaker 2: a guy who had three. And it turns out that
- 7:56Speaker 2: he came out because he heard them. They were armed.
- 7:59Speaker 2: They had their Flecktarn camo on with the balaclavas over
- 8:02Speaker 2: their face. I mean, it's a wonder nobody didn't get
- 8:03Speaker 2: shot right there. But they steal a goat or a ram.
- 8:07Speaker 2: I don't know. I mean, I've asked people the difference.
- 8:09Speaker 2: It was big. It had horns. I don't know if
- 8:11Speaker 2: it was a goat or a ram. But I walk up,
- 8:16Speaker 2: and they're like, Had it in the back of the truck.
- 8:18Speaker 2: And one of the members who went by, Dima. Dima says, man,
- 8:24Speaker 2: this goat's shitting all over the truck. And I said, well, hell,
- 8:26Speaker 2: I would be too if a bunch of Neanderthals with Fleck, Tarn,
- 8:29Speaker 2: and Balaclavas just jerked me out of the backyard at gunpoint.
- 8:31Speaker 2: I'm like, daggum. And then Eisen was going to be
- 8:36Speaker 2: running the blot on this one. And I see him
- 8:38Speaker 2: over there, and he's petting the goat. And it looks
- 8:40Speaker 2: like he's showing it love and stuff. And I walked up,
- 8:42Speaker 2: and I said, hey, man, is it bad that I
- 8:44Speaker 2: feel sorry for the goat? He says, hey, pale horse.
- 8:47Speaker 2: Don't let her hear the goat.
- 8:48Speaker 1: Eisen was the guy's name? Yeah.
- 8:49Speaker 2: That was his code name. His real name was William Bilbrow.
- 8:52Speaker 1: Oh. I was going to say, because Eisen sounds like
- 8:54Speaker 1: a Jewish name. It seems like a weird name to have.
- 8:56Speaker 2: I think it was actually a rune. I can't remember
- 8:59Speaker 2: what Eisen stands for. But anyway.
- 9:02Speaker 1: Eisen is German and Ashkenazi U.S. surname meaning iron.
- 9:05Speaker 2: There you go. Eisen.
- 9:06Speaker 1: Okay, go on.
- 9:07Speaker 2: Sorry. So I didn't know that. See, I should have
- 9:09Speaker 2: looked that up. I spent seven months with the guy.
- 9:12Speaker 1: Well, shit.
- 9:13Speaker 2: But I'll be like, oh, iron. I got it. So
- 9:18Speaker 2: he says, hey, don't let the goat hear you say that.
- 9:20Speaker 2: And I'm like, okay. He's like, this goat, we're showing
- 9:23Speaker 2: this goat love. We're going to sacrifice it to start
- 9:25Speaker 2: the wild hunt, and it's going to Valhalla. It's going
- 9:28Speaker 2: to be with Odin tonight. This is a good thing
- 9:30Speaker 2: for the goat. No negative energy, basically. And don't let
- 9:32Speaker 2: the other people hear you with negative energy. I said,
- 9:34Speaker 2: got it. Push that beach ball down. Never think of
- 9:37Speaker 2: it again, you know, underwater. It's going to push it down.
- 9:40Speaker 2: So I walk over to, oh, let me say this.
- 9:45Speaker 2: The wild hunt in Norse mythology is essentially Odin and
- 9:50Speaker 2: other gods going out in the middle of the night
- 9:51Speaker 2: and laying the smack down to all their enemies. But
- 9:54Speaker 2: in the version of the white supremacy, he's saying that
- 9:57Speaker 2: this sacrifice is going to start the wild hunt for
- 9:59Speaker 2: us to cleanse the world of darkness. So if you're
- 10:02Speaker 2: anti-fash and you are non-white, when Boogaloo happens, what they
- 10:09Speaker 2: were saying is if you are not fascist, you are
- 10:12Speaker 2: automatically anti-fash and the penalty is death. I mean, these
- 10:16Speaker 2: dudes would talk about shooting their own dad's. Like, I'd
- 10:19Speaker 2: have to kill my dad if he doesn't. If he
- 10:21Speaker 2: doesn't switch to be fascist, I'm going to have to
- 10:24Speaker 2: kill my dad.
- 10:24Speaker 1: Wow.
- 10:25Speaker 2: And then one would be like, I'd cry myself to
- 10:26Speaker 2: sleep if I did. Another would be like, well, I
- 10:28Speaker 2: could never kill my parents, so you guys are way
- 10:30Speaker 2: ahead of me. So you're hearing all this crazy stuff.
- 10:33Speaker 1: And you're hearing Pat.
- 10:36Speaker 2: Down under the barn saying, I'm a ghost. My life
- 10:39Speaker 2: is over. I don't exist anymore.
- 10:41Speaker 1: Because that's the guy that got doxxed.
- 10:43Speaker 2: Doxxed out of Canada.
- 10:44Speaker 1: And so can't y'all bust the group at this point
- 10:47Speaker 1: or no?
- 10:47Speaker 2: We could, but there's, I'm going to tell you, in
- 10:51Speaker 2: my opinion, as a case agent on long-term cases and
- 10:54Speaker 2: as an undercover, that's the heart's decision to decide when
- 10:57Speaker 2: do we have enough or not. oh, this new guy
- 11:00Speaker 2: just came in, one more buy and we can get,
- 11:02Speaker 2: you know, it's tough.
- 11:02Speaker 1: Yeah, because at what point are you just like playing
- 11:04Speaker 1: house or whatever it almost seems like, or White House anyway?
- 11:06Speaker 2: Right, but what would we charge them with other than
- 11:08Speaker 2: assisting getting an undocumented alien in right now? Now what
- 11:11Speaker 2: charges are you going to come up with? Because there's
- 11:13Speaker 2: no federal domestic terrorism charge. Okay. There are federal international
- 11:16Speaker 2: terrorism charges, but there's not for domestic terrorism. Got it.
- 11:20Speaker 2: So I'm hearing all this crazy stuff. Like, I mean,
- 11:23Speaker 2: we can form, everybody that's been doxed, we can have
- 11:26Speaker 2: like a staging location or a, or a clubhouse somewhere
- 11:29Speaker 2: where it's all us and we're all ghosts and we
- 11:32Speaker 2: just go out and murder. I mean, it's talking about
- 11:33Speaker 2: laying out like a homeless person, learning the pattern of
- 11:36Speaker 2: the lefty journalist, and then just popping them in the
- 11:38Speaker 2: back of the head with a. 38 one day and
- 11:41Speaker 2: just walk off. That's guerrilla, that kind of small hit
- 11:44Speaker 2: kind of thing. So we've got them, and then we
- 11:48Speaker 2: get to that Halloween weekend. So they tell me they
- 11:50Speaker 2: got the goat, and I go to my listening device,
- 11:54Speaker 2: and I'm like, Hey, talking to the case, and I'm like,
- 11:56Speaker 2: if you can hear me, I'm pretty sure we're going
- 11:58Speaker 2: to go down here and slaughter this animal. I'm racking
- 12:00Speaker 2: my brain trying to think if there's anything. I'm definitely
- 12:03Speaker 2: not seeing anything federal in my head, and I basically
- 12:07Speaker 2: just tossed it to them. Do you want me to
- 12:09Speaker 2: shut this thing down, or do you want me to
- 12:11Speaker 2: just drive off, come up with a ruse and kind
- 12:13Speaker 2: of drive off? I said, if you want me to,
- 12:15Speaker 2: you need to let me know, and I waited, and
- 12:17Speaker 2: I stared at my device, and I waited, and I waited,
- 12:20Speaker 2: waited for my phone to ring, waited, waited, nothing, and
- 12:23Speaker 2: I went. Okay, I guess I'm heading down in the woods.
- 12:26Speaker 2: So we head down. We carry the goat down. There's
- 12:29Speaker 2: probably about 12 of us there.
- 12:33Speaker 1: Is the goat sleeping or it's loud? No, no, we're
- 12:35Speaker 1: walking it down. So we get down there. Just doing
- 12:39Speaker 1: goat shit.
- 12:40Speaker 2: Yeah, doing goat shit. So we get down there to
- 12:42Speaker 2: what was referred to as the holy spot. The torches
- 12:44Speaker 2: are lit. Eisen leads the blot, talks about, hey, we're
- 12:48Speaker 2: going to sacrifice this goat to Odin. It's going to
- 12:51Speaker 2: go be with the elves and everything.
- 12:53Speaker 1: And is it pretty organized, or is the guy like
- 12:55Speaker 1: reading notes off of his phone and shit?
- 12:56Speaker 2: No, he wasn't the best. Now, the other guy I
- 12:59Speaker 2: told you about when we were in the summer, I
- 13:01Speaker 2: think he was a legit Asatru priest. I mean, it
- 13:06Speaker 2: was led very well. This one was a little choppy. Yeah,
- 13:09Speaker 2: that's crazy.
- 13:11Speaker 1: God dang.
- 13:12Speaker 2: But they're believing it. This is fucking crazy, bro. They're
- 13:14Speaker 2: believing it, right? So then he has like a, it's
- 13:17Speaker 2: bigger than a machete, but it's not quite a sword
- 13:20Speaker 2: from what I remember. We're all around the goat. He's
- 13:23Speaker 2: already given the whole speech about the wild hunt and
- 13:25Speaker 2: we're going to start killing all the anti-fascist and non-whites
- 13:31Speaker 2: because if everybody's white, that'll definitely save, that'll solve the problem. No,
- 13:35Speaker 2: it won't. No, it won't. You know? Crazy. He's still
- 13:38Speaker 2: going to be fighting. Yeah.
- 13:39Speaker 1: He's still going to be cheating.
- 13:40Speaker 2: Yeah. What are we talking about here? But, so I
- 13:44Speaker 2: end up, we're all in a circle around the goat
- 13:46Speaker 2: and somehow I ended up at the back legs and
- 13:49Speaker 2: he's already given the speech and now he's got this
- 13:51Speaker 2: blade and he's he's like he's bringing it back with
- 13:54Speaker 2: his hands and he's coming down practice swing practice swing
- 13:57Speaker 2: taking a breath you can hear somebody say just do
- 13:59Speaker 2: it you know and he comes down i'm holding the
- 14:02Speaker 2: back of that guy he comes down with everything he's
- 14:04Speaker 2: got and all i heard was thunk i don't think
- 14:08Speaker 2: it broke a single hair i don't know if the
- 14:10Speaker 2: blade was dull or the back strap of the goat
- 14:12Speaker 2: was so strong and for that second i was like
- 14:15Speaker 2: in that split second my mind i'm like oh this
- 14:17Speaker 2: is gonna be bad it's gonna get bloody because I'm
- 14:20Speaker 2: holding it. And then you hear, it may take two swings.
- 14:23Speaker 2: Do it again. You're always yelling. And then somebody says,
- 14:27Speaker 2: has anybody got a gun? I think it was pestilence.
- 14:29Speaker 2: Does anybody have a pistol? Fucking pestilence. The rule was,
- 14:33Speaker 2: is we weren't supposed to bring any weapons down there.
- 14:35Speaker 2: But the one guy, Zoom Nat, says, I got mine.
- 14:38Speaker 2: I mean, me and Luke, TMB, both were looking and going,
- 14:42Speaker 2: this is like the least qualified guy to be holding
- 14:45Speaker 2: a weapon. This dude's been up for like two days
- 14:46Speaker 2: straight on Adderall. He worked third shift in Austin, Texas,
- 14:50Speaker 2: and drove straight to Rome, Georgia. Uh-oh. And I'm like,
- 14:53Speaker 2: and not coordinated. I mean, gun stuff. I was like, oh,
- 14:56Speaker 2: my goodness, man. You're the last person down here.
- 14:58Speaker 1: What the heck, dude?
- 14:59Speaker 2: So he hands the pistol over. Luke takes it from him.
- 15:02Speaker 1: This is like Assassin's Creed up your head.
- 15:05Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, yeah. So he takes the weapon, hands it
- 15:07Speaker 2: to Eisen. Eisen chambers around, kind of points towards the goat,
- 15:11Speaker 2: and then turns completely away to pull the trigger. And
- 15:14Speaker 2: that's when the instructor in me, I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- 15:17Speaker 2: He's like, what? And I go, man, look at what
- 15:19Speaker 2: you're shooting at, bro. We're all in a circle on
- 15:21Speaker 2: our knees, man. He's like, oh, okay. I know, man.
- 15:25Speaker 1: I feel like this is a Larry David sketch, dude.
- 15:28Speaker 2: I mean, part of you in the comical side, you're like,
- 15:30Speaker 2: I'll let him go ahead and shoot. I'm over here.
- 15:32Speaker 2: You know, he's aiming that way. I see he takes out,
- 15:34Speaker 2: you know. But, yeah, so he puts one right in
- 15:38Speaker 2: his head, and then it goes down, and it twitches
- 15:40Speaker 2: for a while. And I coaxed him to, I said, man,
- 15:43Speaker 2: why don't you go ahead and put another round in it?
- 15:44Speaker 2: Because it was debatable. Is it after death twitches or
- 15:47Speaker 2: is it still alive? I said, just go ahead and
- 15:48Speaker 2: put it. I said, for the sake of the goat,
- 15:51Speaker 2: because you want it to show up happy, right? It's going,
- 15:53Speaker 2: I mean, it's a good thing. I'm using his words
- 15:56Speaker 2: against him.
- 15:57Speaker 1: Right, for sure. Let it get there quick. Yeah.
- 15:58Speaker 2: I mean, you know, I thought, so he did it.
- 16:00Speaker 2: And then you could hear somebody say, now it's definitely dead. Oh,
- 16:03Speaker 2: are we done? No. Now they slice the throat of
- 16:05Speaker 2: the goat, fill up a cup full of blood. Yeah.
- 16:09Speaker 2: And we're all in a circle.
- 16:10Speaker 1: And is it warm out or cold out?
- 16:12Speaker 2: It is chill. It's cold. It's cold.
- 16:15Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 16:15Speaker 2: It's cold. Cause it, whatever happened that Halloween in 2019,
- 16:19Speaker 2: it had been like sixties or seventies. And that day
- 16:23Speaker 2: a cold front came, it dropped to like 10. So
- 16:25Speaker 2: we're down there and, uh, he, um, they slice it.
- 16:30Speaker 2: They fill the cup up with blood. Everybody's still in
- 16:33Speaker 2: the circle, except me. I'm holding the flashlight because Eisen
- 16:35Speaker 2: decided to bring acid to help with the spiritual journey. LSD? Yeah. Yeah.
- 16:42Speaker 2: Had the sheet. Had the sheet.
- 16:43Speaker 1: Y'all all took a hit or what?
- 16:46Speaker 2: No, I didn't. And that was funny because they were like,
- 16:49Speaker 2: one of the guys was like, hey, I'm a, how
- 16:52Speaker 2: do we word it? I'm a very experienced, highly experienced
- 16:55Speaker 2: psychedelic or something. I'm a professional psychedelic because we think
- 16:58Speaker 2: you'd really like this pill horse. I said, let me
- 16:59Speaker 2: tell you something. You have no idea what's in my brain.
- 17:02Speaker 2: You have no idea what I've done on this planet
- 17:05Speaker 2: in my lifetime. I don't do that stuff. If somebody
- 17:08Speaker 2: slips one on me and I go on a bad trip,
- 17:11Speaker 2: every single one of you are going with me. Damn.
- 17:13Speaker 2: That's the only thing I got to do. That's your call.
- 17:15Speaker 1: I'm going to use that.
- 17:17Speaker 2: And then one guy was like, yeah, don't do it.
- 17:19Speaker 2: Don't put nothing in a pale horse's drink. But I
- 17:21Speaker 2: went around and I was shining. He would tear a tab,
- 17:23Speaker 2: put it under your tongue, chase it with the blood.
- 17:26Speaker 2: Now we're signifying the sacrifice. We're closing the deal here.
- 17:29Speaker 1: Yeah, now you're a sick app.
- 17:30Speaker 2: Yeah, so now it gets to me, and I'm one
- 17:32Speaker 2: of the last ones. Well, by the time it gets
- 17:34Speaker 2: to me, Theo, I look down and it is clotted.
- 17:37Speaker 2: It is chunky. And I'm looking at it going, man,
- 17:40Speaker 2: I really don't want to drink this, man. You know,
- 17:42Speaker 2: I'm like. But I think pestilence or I don't know
- 17:46Speaker 2: if he said it or I thought of it, but
- 17:49Speaker 2: I just stuck two fingers deep into the blood, pulled
- 17:52Speaker 2: out my fingers and sucked the blood off my fingers.
- 17:54Speaker 1: Damn.
- 17:56Speaker 2: And luckily I'd carried a beer down there and I
- 17:58Speaker 2: chased it with that.
- 17:59Speaker 1: What kind of beer was it?
- 18:01Speaker 2: That night it might have been Bud Light. Before the controversy.
- 18:04Speaker 2: Before the controversy.
- 18:05Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 18:06Speaker 2: Oh, I think, yeah. No, I think it was a
- 18:08Speaker 2: Bud Light. But if it wasn't a Bud Light, it
- 18:12Speaker 2: was a Yingling Lager, which is what I like. Yeah.
- 18:15Speaker 1: That's nice. Damn, brother. Y'all down there eating blood and
- 18:19Speaker 1: freaking doing LSD. I mean, what in the fuck is
- 18:21Speaker 1: going on?
- 18:22Speaker 2: I know, right?
- 18:22Speaker 1: So we're supposed to get up the next day and train.
- 18:25Speaker 1: Training was shot. What?
- 18:27Speaker 2: Because only like two or three people didn't do acid.
- 18:30Speaker 2: And everybody else was up all night staring at a fire.
- 18:32Speaker 2: I don't even know what y'all are training for. This
- 18:33Speaker 2: feels like the New York Jets kind of, dude. I'm like,
- 18:36Speaker 2: what the fuck is going on? So they're saying, they're like,
- 18:38Speaker 2: we're not going to go handle weapons and be running
- 18:40Speaker 2: across fields. Yeah. Because they'd been up all night and
- 18:42Speaker 2: they were hot. And I'm like, great. You just shot
- 18:44Speaker 2: an entire day of training, you know. But I went
- 18:47Speaker 2: to go get biscuits for everybody. I went to the Bojangles. Ooh,
- 18:50Speaker 2: they're good.
- 18:51Speaker 1: I just had one the other day, actually.
- 18:53Speaker 2: Apparently in Rome, Georgia, Bojangles is where it's at because
- 18:57Speaker 2: cars will be backed all the way down I mean,
- 19:00Speaker 2: down the main street, directly across the street from Bojangles
- 19:03Speaker 2: was a McDonald's. There were no cars in it. But
- 19:05Speaker 2: I went, and I picked up about 30 bacon, egg,
- 19:07Speaker 2: and cheese biscuits. So I'm coming back, and all I
- 19:10Speaker 2: can smell is that butter, that bacon, that cheese, and
- 19:12Speaker 2: them eggs, and that biscuit. God. I go to get
- 19:15Speaker 2: out of my truck. Punished Snake says, Pell Horse, you
- 19:18Speaker 2: got to try this goat. It is good. He's been
- 19:21Speaker 2: holding that raw goat over a fire. It was not
- 19:25Speaker 2: prepared at all. Oof. I've had some gamey stuff in
- 19:28Speaker 2: my life. That was the gameiest tasting meat I ever
- 19:30Speaker 2: put in my daggum mouth.
- 19:31Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 19:31Speaker 2: And as soon as I started biting it, after smelling
- 19:33Speaker 2: the butter, as soon as I bit into it, man,
- 19:36Speaker 2: I was like, oh, that's not too bad. As soon
- 19:38Speaker 2: as he turned his head, I tossed it to the
- 19:40Speaker 2: farm dogs. I was like.
- 19:42Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, I've had bad meat on some LSD, and that's,
- 19:45Speaker 1: you never forget that. You never forget that. Yeah.
- 19:49Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 19:50Speaker 1: I've just I've eaten undercooked duck on LSD yeah and
- 19:52Speaker 1: I never forget that shit I still sometimes I still
- 19:55Speaker 1: floss my teeth years later even just to get the
- 19:58Speaker 1: just I feel like some of it's still in there.
- 20:00Speaker 2: So after the sacrifice they chopped the head of the
- 20:03Speaker 2: goat off and we carried it around what the hell
- 20:05Speaker 2: is going on dude we took a picture cause the
- 20:10Speaker 2: The recruitment process was this. Whatever video, whatever new recruitment
- 20:14Speaker 2: video we're doing has to be better than the last one.
- 20:17Speaker 2: Got it. Every time the base got infiltrated by either
- 20:20Speaker 2: a journalist or whatever, their op set got better and better.
- 20:23Speaker 2: How did that happen? How did we get infiltrated? How
- 20:25Speaker 2: did we stop it from happening again? So Saturday night comes.
- 20:29Speaker 2: Saturday comes, now we can start training again. So we're
- 20:32Speaker 2: out there shooting and running and stuff, and now it's
- 20:34Speaker 2: warming back up. And we go down Saturday night to
- 20:38Speaker 2: the holy spot. And build a bonfire. We burn American flags.
- 20:44Speaker 2: There it is. Now, here's the thing. He nicknamed that
- 20:48Speaker 2: goat Gar. His name is William Garfield Bilbro. His grandfather's
- 20:53Speaker 2: name is Garfield, so he named the goat Gar. So
- 20:56Speaker 2: everybody talked about Gar after that. I am back row
- 21:01Speaker 2: two left from the flag. You can see my neck.
- 21:05Speaker 1: Oh, there you go.
- 21:05Speaker 2: Yeah, that's me right there.
- 21:07Speaker 1: Showing a little neck.
- 21:08Speaker 2: A little neck. Well, yeah, the balaclava didn't go all
- 21:10Speaker 2: the way down.
- 21:11Speaker 1: Dang.
- 21:11Speaker 2: Somebody should have caught that and been like, pale horse,
- 21:14Speaker 2: your neck's showing.
- 21:14Speaker 1: You bought that baby clava.
- 21:16Speaker 2: I didn't know they give it to you. That's part
- 21:17Speaker 2: of your initiation. When you made it in, they gave
- 21:20Speaker 2: me the balaclava and the, the three runes.
- 21:22Speaker 1: That's smaller clava. Yeah. Small for you.
- 21:26Speaker 2: I got, I got, I got a horse head. Oh yeah.
- 21:29Speaker 2: So then we go down and we burn American flags
- 21:31Speaker 2: and we burn Holy Bibles. Um, and, uh, I remember
- 21:37Speaker 2: coming back after that weekend and I remember just feeling
- 21:39Speaker 2: kind of dirty. I mean, I've been, maybe that's because
- 21:41Speaker 2: I'd been up for four days or whatever. I don't
- 21:43Speaker 2: know the rain and on and on, but just the
- 21:45Speaker 2: act and just the feeling of, I was like, man, uh,
- 21:49Speaker 2: I just feel weird. Yeah.
- 21:50Speaker 1: Your spirit.
- 21:51Speaker 2: Yeah. Because I'm like, yeah, that's it. Because I, cause
- 21:54Speaker 2: I'm like, man, I come back to the office and
- 21:56Speaker 2: I go, I've been working undercover since 1996 off and
- 21:59Speaker 2: on started street level narcotics. I said, I have never
- 22:03Speaker 2: had to burn. American flags. I've never had to burn
- 22:06Speaker 2: holy Bibles. And I definitely wasn't with a group of
- 22:09Speaker 2: people that went and stole a goat, sacrificed it, and
- 22:10Speaker 2: we drank his blood at a ritual. Because even though
- 22:14Speaker 2: they're saying pagan, some of those dudes are praying to Satan.
- 22:16Speaker 2: Some of those dudes are playing to like Order of
- 22:18Speaker 2: Nine Angles where it's a lot more satanic.