Latest / My Veterinary Life / Mistakes Happen with Dr. Jim Orsini
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- 0:09Speaker 1: Welcome to this week's episode of the My Veterinary Life Podcast.
- 0:13Speaker 1: I'm your host, doctor Annie Chavant, and my pronouns are
- 0:16Speaker 1: she Her, and we are continuing in our series Mistakes Happen,
- 0:19Speaker 1: where we're talking with brave colleagues about the parts of
- 0:22Speaker 1: their career stories no one likes to talk about. It
- 0:25Speaker 1: is my hope that this series empowers you to share
- 0:27Speaker 1: more openly about your own mistakes, both for your benefit
- 0:30Speaker 1: and for the benefit of those around you, and give
- 0:33Speaker 1: you some ideas on how to approach future mistakes differently
- 0:36Speaker 1: based on the stories you hear. Our guest today is
- 0:39Speaker 1: doctor Jim Orsini, an Associate Professor of Surgery at the
- 0:42Speaker 1: University of Pennsylvania and co editor of equin Emergencies and
- 0:46Speaker 1: Comparative Veterinary Anatomy, a clinical Approach. We are honored to
- 0:50Speaker 1: have doctor Orsini join us for this series. Before we
- 0:53Speaker 1: jump in, I do want to remind everyone that the
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- 1:22Speaker 1: with that, welcome to the show, Doctor Orsini.
- 1:24Speaker 2: Oh doctor Chamant. It's a pleasure to be here. Thank
- 1:27Speaker 2: you for the invitations to share.
- 1:29Speaker 3: Thank you so so much for coming on the show.
- 1:32Speaker 1: And I'm really looking forward to the wisdom and advice
- 1:34Speaker 1: you can share through your experience. So let's start by
- 1:38Speaker 1: telling our listeners just a little bit about yourself before
- 1:41Speaker 1: we dive in. Can you share what your current role
- 1:43Speaker 1: looks like and a little bit about how you got here?
- 1:46Speaker 2: Sure, I've been in academia ever since I graduated from Cornell.
- 1:52Speaker 2: It's interesting that when I first started in veterary medicine
- 1:55Speaker 2: and at our school, I figured that I just wanted
- 1:58Speaker 2: to be out graduate and be out in practice, and
- 2:02Speaker 2: I felt that being a primary care veterinarian was really
- 2:07Speaker 2: all I needed to do. And then as I advanced
- 2:10Speaker 2: through the curriculum at Cornell, it became clearer that I
- 2:13Speaker 2: felt I needed more training than what we had gotten
- 2:17Speaker 2: four years, and so I figured an internship would probably
- 2:20Speaker 2: round out the complete the circle. So I applied for
- 2:23Speaker 2: internship and came to New Bolton Center. And during my
- 2:27Speaker 2: internship it became even clearer that if I wanted to
- 2:30Speaker 2: specialize in which I decided, I think surgery was something
- 2:33Speaker 2: that really intrigued me. I thought it had both problem
- 2:37Speaker 2: solving but also the opportunity to do something good. And
- 2:39Speaker 2: so I applied for surgery residency and was accepted and
- 2:43Speaker 2: stayed at ten for that as well, and then after
- 2:46Speaker 2: that fellowship lectureship for another two years. So I invested
- 2:50Speaker 2: five years in training as a surgeon, which I think
- 2:53Speaker 2: to me just sort of fulfilled my idea that academy
- 2:57Speaker 2: is really where I wanted to be. And so I've
- 2:59Speaker 2: been the faculty for more than forty years now and
- 3:03Speaker 2: surgery that's where I am. I'm still here and still
- 3:06Speaker 2: enjoying what I'm doing.
- 3:08Speaker 1: I love that it was important to me to have
- 3:11Speaker 1: some equine representation in this series, and also I'm really
- 3:15Speaker 1: glad that you can represent the academic perspective as well,
- 3:19Speaker 1: because not only are you thinking about your own professional
- 3:23Speaker 1: development on a regular basis, but you are interacting directly
- 3:27Speaker 1: with folks at various stages of their learning process and
- 3:31Speaker 1: observing mistakes and managing other folks as they navigate their mistakes.
- 3:35Speaker 1: And so I just think it's a really really great
- 3:37Speaker 1: perspective to have and to be able to share. So
- 3:41Speaker 1: that brings us to the question of the week. Could
- 3:45Speaker 1: you tell us about a time when you made a mistake?
- 3:48Speaker 2: Sure? I think one of the ones was a judgment
- 3:51Speaker 2: mistake in that I had a Freezian, which I knew
- 3:55Speaker 2: historically have many problems, and it was a Freisian stallion
- 4:00Speaker 2: coming in for removal and retain tessel of crypt orchid.
- 4:04Speaker 2: The short story is that this client felt that this
- 4:07Speaker 2: horse being on its back for the surgery was really
- 4:10Speaker 2: going to be hard on the horse. And even though
- 4:13Speaker 2: I know that for a crypt orchid that doing it
- 4:16Speaker 2: in latter recumbency when they're on their side is going
- 4:19Speaker 2: to be extremely difficult. Instead of trying to educate and
- 4:23Speaker 2: make the client understand that the difficulty, I sort of
- 4:28Speaker 2: acquiesced and did it on its side. And of course
- 4:31Speaker 2: the testicle was in fact in the abdomen. At that time,
- 4:34Speaker 2: I was younger in my career and we didn't have
- 4:37Speaker 2: laparoscopic procedures at that point in time, so it ended
- 4:41Speaker 2: up happened to be an open procedure in order to
- 4:43Speaker 2: find the testicle. And of course when it's a lot
- 4:46Speaker 2: of recumbency, the ability to actually close the ring surgically
- 4:50Speaker 2: is even harder. And certainly one of the things that
- 4:54Speaker 2: we always worry about is whether they can eviscerate or
- 4:58Speaker 2: actually have a bowel that actually comes through the work.
- 5:01Speaker 2: So I had all the thought processes in place, but
- 5:05Speaker 2: I still went ahead and did it in lottery compancy.
- 5:08Speaker 2: I packed the area as another precaution. The other testicle
- 5:12Speaker 2: was descended, so that was that was not a problem,
- 5:15Speaker 2: and then horse recovered fine. And then the following day
- 5:19Speaker 2: or two days later, it was time to pull the packing.
- 5:22Speaker 2: And so as soon as I pulled the packing, what
- 5:24Speaker 2: do you think followed was in tested and of course
- 5:28Speaker 2: all my concerns, all my worries that I had thought about,
- 5:32Speaker 2: came to couition here, which was also that and so
- 5:35Speaker 2: of course you know, you have to be able to
- 5:37Speaker 2: respond quickly, and so you know, the house officer at
- 5:40Speaker 2: the time ran to get some additional packing, because at
- 5:43Speaker 2: this point I had to call the owner and tell
- 5:45Speaker 2: her that in fact, this horse needed to go back
- 5:48Speaker 2: on the table again and that we needed to put
- 5:50Speaker 2: it on its back in order to do that. And
- 5:52Speaker 2: so it taught me a lot of things. One is
- 5:55Speaker 2: that if you know the potential problems, and you always
- 5:58Speaker 2: want to try to reduce that buttential for those issues
- 6:01Speaker 2: to occur. And so instead of taking the time I
- 6:04Speaker 2: think in communicating how high the risk was in placing
- 6:09Speaker 2: a lateral versus dorsal recumbency, I in fact decided to
- 6:14Speaker 2: keep everybody happy, and in fact it ended up being
- 6:18Speaker 2: horsted fine in the end. But it certainly reinforced to
- 6:21Speaker 2: me the importance of really good communication and really thinking
- 6:25Speaker 2: it through and explaining in detail what potential problems can happen,
- 6:30Speaker 2: and doing what you know is correct and right, and
- 6:34Speaker 2: not doing something to keep somebody happy for that particular
- 6:38Speaker 2: moment in time. So that was one mistakes that probably
- 6:42Speaker 2: many that I have witnessed and done and been part
- 6:45Speaker 2: of unfortunately throughout my career.
- 6:48Speaker 1: Yeah, that is a really valuable example for many reasons,
- 6:53Speaker 1: and I do want to take a moment and break
- 6:56Speaker 1: it down and go back through that with you. And
- 6:58Speaker 1: the first layer that I'd like to unpack is how
- 7:01Speaker 1: you were feeling through that experience. And I even want
- 7:04Speaker 1: to go earlier than the mistake, because I think it's
- 7:09Speaker 1: important to emphasize that you had that running list of
- 7:14Speaker 1: risks in your mind but still elected to move forward
- 7:17Speaker 1: with the lateral because you wanted positive client satisfaction, positive
- 7:23Speaker 1: client outcomes. And as you said that, to me, that's
- 7:26Speaker 1: such a relatable internal struggle. So maybe starting there kind
- 7:30Speaker 1: of how are you feeling and making that decision, and
- 7:32Speaker 1: then how did you feel the moment you remove that
- 7:36Speaker 1: packing as well.
- 7:37Speaker 2: Yeah, so of course I was after the surgery. For surgery,
- 7:42Speaker 2: I was quite anxious just thinking about what the possibilities
- 7:46Speaker 2: were and of course thinking about what I needed to do.
- 7:50Speaker 2: And I think one of the other things that I
- 7:52Speaker 2: probably should have done in preparation, especially when I pulled
- 7:56Speaker 2: the packing, is to have packing there as a follow up,
- 7:59Speaker 2: and I did, and that was the other thing. And
- 8:01Speaker 2: so certainly from house officers standpoint, it was a great
- 8:06Speaker 2: educational opportunity to learn about that and so being prepared,
- 8:11Speaker 2: and I think you can be over prepared, and that's
- 8:13Speaker 2: always better than underprepared, as we as we all have witness,
- 8:17Speaker 2: and so certainly from that time of the surgery, horse
- 8:22Speaker 2: stood up. Of course, that was a great relief that
- 8:24Speaker 2: everything still was intact. But I didn't sleep well that
- 8:27Speaker 2: night because I was thinking about the fact that even
- 8:30Speaker 2: though we've made it through the recovery phase, we still
- 8:34Speaker 2: had to remove the packing, and that the possibility of
- 8:37Speaker 2: some herniation and even a visceration, I think, was still real.
- 8:42Speaker 2: So that was something that, you know, I had to endure.
- 8:45Speaker 2: I guess you'd probably say for twenty four to forty
- 8:48Speaker 2: eight hours, you know, doing that, and then of course
- 8:51Speaker 2: when the worst of your dreams happens, and that is
- 8:54Speaker 2: the bowel greeting you when you take out the packing
- 8:58Speaker 2: and you're there holding the bow and trying to keep
- 9:00Speaker 2: a horse that's standing still so that in fact you
- 9:04Speaker 2: can get it to the induction stall and then back
- 9:07Speaker 2: on the table without more injury to the intestine itself.
- 9:11Speaker 2: So I felt terrible about it. I was very anxious,
- 9:15Speaker 2: and I think at that even that I felt for
- 9:18Speaker 2: many days and for many weeks that I felt that
- 9:21Speaker 2: I hadn't used the best judgment, you know, And I
- 9:24Speaker 2: think that it just reinforced the fact that when you
- 9:27Speaker 2: think about things and you have these these thoughts of
- 9:30Speaker 2: problems that you really need to act on them and
- 9:33Speaker 2: not sort of push them aside and hope for the best,
- 9:36Speaker 2: you know. So yes, I think, and I still obviously
- 9:40Speaker 2: I still think about the case. And when you brought
- 9:42Speaker 2: up the topic, you know, that was one of the
- 9:45Speaker 2: ones that came to the surface. I have others as well,
- 9:48Speaker 2: not just one of several that I can mention easily.
- 9:52Speaker 2: But I think it isn't just something that happens you
- 9:55Speaker 2: take care of. It's the impact that has on you
- 9:58Speaker 2: going forward, you know. And it actually takes you as
- 10:01Speaker 2: a surgeon, because you know, surgeon like to think themselves
- 10:04Speaker 2: as we never make a mistake, you know, and I
- 10:07Speaker 2: think that's part of our character. But of course we
- 10:11Speaker 2: know that we're human and that what you hope more
- 10:14Speaker 2: than anything else action your bond, is that we continue
- 10:18Speaker 2: to improve and that what we did is a teaching
- 10:21Speaker 2: to someone else as well too, so that they don't
- 10:24Speaker 2: do the same thing. It's like doing the same thing
- 10:27Speaker 2: over and over again and expecting a different outcome. I mean,
- 10:30Speaker 2: how silly can we be? You know? I think we
- 10:32Speaker 2: need to understand that you need to adjust your plan
- 10:36Speaker 2: and your execution differently next time.
- 10:40Speaker 3: No that makes perfect sense.
- 10:41Speaker 1: And if you're already thinking about different things that can happen,
- 10:44Speaker 1: then what actions are you going to take base on
- 10:47Speaker 1: those thoughts or what can you control? You cannot control
- 10:51Speaker 1: every aspect of the outcome, but what are the pieces
- 10:52Speaker 1: that you can control? And like the point about having
- 10:55Speaker 1: the caause nearby, that's definitely lesson learned and in everybody
- 10:59Speaker 1: around at that moment can learn that lesson together and
- 11:02Speaker 1: then move forward.
- 11:04Speaker 3: Now, I think that.
- 11:05Speaker 1: Process of debriefing and thinking about how you can overprepare
- 11:09Speaker 1: next time is part of the way that we cope
- 11:12Speaker 1: with the mistakes, and you know, making sure that that
- 11:15Speaker 1: same mistake is not happening again is part of that
- 11:18Speaker 1: kind of healing process. But if I may ask what
- 11:22Speaker 1: other aspects of the coping process, what were they like
- 11:26Speaker 1: for you? Or did you do anything specific at the
- 11:28Speaker 1: time to manage those sort of immediate days two weeks afterwards?
- 11:33Speaker 2: Yeah, I think one of the things I did is
- 11:35Speaker 2: I met with the house officers and the students and
- 11:38Speaker 2: actually did or did a deep briefing. And I think,
- 11:40Speaker 2: you know, recognizing and emitting the mistake I think is
- 11:44Speaker 2: number one. You know, I think some try to Opsusekate.
- 11:48Speaker 2: You know, they try to think about ways that they
- 11:51Speaker 2: can sort of do out what really happened, you know,
- 11:53Speaker 2: instead of really taking taking charge of what happened and
- 11:58Speaker 2: recognize again. So I think that's number one. I think
- 12:02Speaker 2: is don't try to put off really what happened, but
- 12:05Speaker 2: actually face it. And I think that is the most
- 12:07Speaker 2: important thing, because if you sort of tried to rationalize
- 12:12Speaker 2: what happened rather than actually recognize what happened, I think
- 12:16Speaker 2: that there's a greater chance of a problem like that
- 12:19Speaker 2: reoccurring at another time. And so that to me is
- 12:22Speaker 2: number one. It's recognizing the problem, thinking about what you
- 12:26Speaker 2: would have done differently, how you could have improved the
- 12:28Speaker 2: situation even if it occurred again. And one of the
- 12:31Speaker 2: things I think I could have done differently is too
- 12:34Speaker 2: is that when I removed the packing, I should have
- 12:37Speaker 2: had the horse in an induction stall, so in fact
- 12:40Speaker 2: we were ready to anesthetize in a place on the table,
- 12:44Speaker 2: rather than having can move it from one part of
- 12:47Speaker 2: the hospital into induction stall and then onto the table,
- 12:50Speaker 2: and even having anesthesia ready or prepared for the induction.
- 12:55Speaker 2: So I think those are some of the things that
- 12:56Speaker 2: I would have done differently as well. The thought that
- 13:01Speaker 2: we could have a hrdiation or evisceration, I think was
- 13:04Speaker 2: certainly real, But I think there are other steps I
- 13:07Speaker 2: could have done that would have been even better and
- 13:10Speaker 2: more efficient in actually addressing the problem. So recognizing the problem,
- 13:15Speaker 2: understanding what the problem is, and I think communicating with
- 13:18Speaker 2: the team how their role could be improved as well
- 13:22Speaker 2: if they are providing some additional help. So that's the
- 13:26Speaker 2: way I sort of approached that is, and most importantly
- 13:29Speaker 2: is to admit the problem.
- 13:32Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm so glad that you mentioned that, because I
- 13:35Speaker 1: agree that it is such an important component, but probably
- 13:38Speaker 1: one of the most difficult as well, because it's hard
- 13:41Speaker 1: to have that extreme ownership of the issue, is what
- 13:45Speaker 1: I'll call it, and especially because it's rare that mistakes
- 13:48Speaker 1: happen in isolation, if ever, right, there's lots of different
- 13:52Speaker 1: factors at play here, which makes it easy to point
- 13:56Speaker 1: the finger or try to place the blame elsewhere. And
- 13:59Speaker 1: you know, we all have our own insecurities or egos
- 14:02Speaker 1: that are at play, and that's some of the factor
- 14:04Speaker 1: as well. And so the fact that you're able to
- 14:06Speaker 1: kind of push all that aside in take ownership of
- 14:10Speaker 1: the components of this particular situation that you can for
- 14:14Speaker 1: the good of the patient and for the good of
- 14:15Speaker 1: the team, and to have the presence of mind to
- 14:17Speaker 1: be able to do that debrief shortly after, I think
- 14:20Speaker 1: is something that we can can all take away and say,
- 14:23Speaker 1: let's figure out what really happened and what can we
- 14:27Speaker 1: do differently moving forward, And that's the way to make
- 14:30Speaker 1: the best of that situation. So yeah, I'm really glad
- 14:33Speaker 1: that you chose to emphasize that point.
- 14:35Speaker 2: And I think the term ownership, I think is really key.
- 14:37Speaker 2: And I think that was really that kind of sums
- 14:40Speaker 2: it up, doesn't it. And you know, there's an embarrassment
- 14:43Speaker 2: because your ego, of course is hurt. No surgeon wants
- 14:47Speaker 2: to have their ego in any way injured or damaged.
- 14:49Speaker 2: But I think, you know, recognizing it and then the
- 14:52Speaker 2: ownership part, I think is really critical to resolving any issue,
- 14:57Speaker 2: you know, whether it's personal or professional.
- 15:00Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I think that will likely lead into my
- 15:04Speaker 1: next question, but how did this case impact the way
- 15:09Speaker 1: that you practice even today, if at all?
- 15:13Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it to me is more the importance
- 15:16Speaker 2: of everybody understanding what the process is and what the
- 15:20Speaker 2: procedure is, but also outlining what the complications are so
- 15:24Speaker 2: that everybody is really current and more importantly aware of
- 15:29Speaker 2: what can happen, so that their role can be improved
- 15:32Speaker 2: as far as actually being supportive. And so to me,
- 15:36Speaker 2: what I learned is that in a case such as
- 15:39Speaker 2: this is actually having the conversation ahead of time and
- 15:43Speaker 2: not after and you know, if it works out and
- 15:46Speaker 2: there aren't any problems, wonderful, that's that's what we all
- 15:49Speaker 2: hope for. But in any if you think about any
- 15:52Speaker 2: emergency procedure, whether it's firefighters, police, military, surgeon's hospital, is
- 16:00Speaker 2: actually practicing and preparing. And I think that's the important
- 16:04Speaker 2: part is actually about practicing whether it goes, whether it's
- 16:08Speaker 2: in your mind right or physically practicing, I think are
- 16:12Speaker 2: all all key to preventing something like that from happening again,
- 16:16Speaker 2: and dealing with it when it does happen in a
- 16:19Speaker 2: way that actually is patient, eccentric and actually has the
- 16:23Speaker 2: best chance for an outcome, because you know, things could
- 16:26Speaker 2: have really deteriorated to the point where we could have
- 16:29Speaker 2: had to resect bowel. Course it's contaminated, so you could
- 16:33Speaker 2: have pardonitis. There's so many other things that have could
- 16:36Speaker 2: have been a sequela is a learning opportunity. And I
- 16:39Speaker 2: think that's the other part of these these situations is actually,
- 16:43Speaker 2: you know, what did everyone learn from this? And I
- 16:46Speaker 2: think even from the owner's standpoint, I think they had
- 16:49Speaker 2: a better understanding really of what I was trying to
- 16:53Speaker 2: communicate initially, but obviously didn't do an adequate job and
- 16:57Speaker 2: actually sort of listing the potential complications, you know, instead
- 17:01Speaker 2: of just acquiescing to keep the client happy at that time,
- 17:05Speaker 2: because that's what we all want to do. We want
- 17:07Speaker 2: everyone to be happy, you know, as far as life
- 17:11Speaker 2: and practice.
- 17:13Speaker 1: Yeah, And I do want to push a little bit
- 17:16Speaker 1: on that client communication piece as well, because I think
- 17:20Speaker 1: it's so so important, And you hinted at the challenge
- 17:26Speaker 1: that we face in wanting a positive outcome, wanting the
- 17:29Speaker 1: client to be happy, but also wanting to communicate the risk.
- 17:33Speaker 3: And I think there is a bit of an.
- 17:34Speaker 1: Art to that communication of having the client be aware
- 17:39Speaker 1: but not overwhelmed, prepared but not overly anxious. And I
- 17:44Speaker 1: want to ask this question to you because you do
- 17:47Speaker 1: see complicated cases in a tertiary oral facility, and you
- 17:51Speaker 1: have the perspective of seeing multiple different levels of client communication.
- 17:55Speaker 1: So what advice would you have for striking that balance
- 17:58Speaker 1: in communication of preparing the client without creating unnecessary alarm.
- 18:04Speaker 2: Right right, I think that we can over complicate the
- 18:08Speaker 2: potential problems, but I think it's to make sure they
- 18:10Speaker 2: understand in the language that is something that's simple, all right.
- 18:16Speaker 2: I think sometimes we get into our professional language and
- 18:20Speaker 2: we talk about used terms than in fact, they sort
- 18:23Speaker 2: of say yes, but they probably don't really understand. So,
- 18:27Speaker 2: you know, evisceration may seem pretty easy to you and
- 18:30Speaker 2: I to understand, but for them, you know, it's basically
- 18:33Speaker 2: the bowels falls out, you know, the intestine falls out.
- 18:36Speaker 2: So that's the other part that I think I didn't
- 18:38Speaker 2: really make clear in the terms I use, And so
- 18:42Speaker 2: it also made me we think how I messaged owners
- 18:48Speaker 2: and trainers on potentially because they never, no one ever
- 18:51Speaker 2: wants to admit that they don't understand what you're saying, right,
- 18:54Speaker 2: I mean, I think that's a normal human response, you know,
- 18:58Speaker 2: and so they just shake their head, and we just
- 19:00Speaker 2: thought to assume that. But I think sometimes we have
- 19:03Speaker 2: to actually ask the question back, you know, and when
- 19:07Speaker 2: I say evisceration, what does that mean to you, and
- 19:10Speaker 2: I think that type of thing helps do So that
- 19:13Speaker 2: was the other thing I learned early in the process
- 19:16Speaker 2: is actually being able to communicate in terms that everybody
- 19:20Speaker 2: could understand, not just a colleague and the profession.
- 19:25Speaker 3: Oh, I'm so glad you were able to touch on
- 19:28Speaker 3: that topic.
- 19:29Speaker 1: And absolutely there can be an understanding gap between the
- 19:32Speaker 1: client and the clinician, and the fact that there is
- 19:36Speaker 1: almost universal hesitation to not want to admit that you
- 19:39Speaker 1: don't understand, and so silence is not necessarily comprehension. And
- 19:44Speaker 1: being intentional about those check ins as you go and
- 19:47Speaker 1: making sure that it really is a team decision and
- 19:49Speaker 1: that everybody is on the same page is so so important.
- 19:52Speaker 1: So that's an amazing lesson, and I'm sure there are
- 19:56Speaker 1: thousands more. But I'm going to ask, as our final
- 20:01Speaker 1: question here today, if you could pick one piece of
- 20:06Speaker 1: advice that you'd like to give to a recent graduate
- 20:09Speaker 1: who is terrified of making their first big mistake out
- 20:14Speaker 1: in practice.
- 20:15Speaker 3: What would that be.
- 20:17Speaker 2: I think it's not to be afraid to ask for help,
- 20:20Speaker 2: all right, And I think that you know, we all
- 20:22Speaker 2: like to think, because we have graduated and we have
- 20:25Speaker 2: our degree, that we are no at all, and I
- 20:29Speaker 2: think that we need to understand that the maturing process,
- 20:32Speaker 2: the experience process, is an important part and it takes time.
- 20:36Speaker 2: And I think that you know, especially in a environment
- 20:40Speaker 2: where you have other colleagues who are sort of hovering
- 20:44Speaker 2: and watching and mentors who are really looking to see
- 20:47Speaker 2: whether you're making progressing appropriately, is that I think sometimes
- 20:52Speaker 2: we are unwilling to recognize that we need help. And
- 20:56Speaker 2: I don't think there's anything wrong with needy help. I
- 21:00Speaker 2: think I would say that you are better off asking
- 21:03Speaker 2: more often than not enough when you have something that
- 21:07Speaker 2: you're unsure you know. And I think that's part of
- 21:10Speaker 2: it is is when you have a question in your
- 21:13Speaker 2: mind that you aren't clear on that that's an opportunity
- 21:17Speaker 2: to start a conversation with a colleague and try to
- 21:20Speaker 2: get a different perspective, because everyone looks at things a
- 21:22Speaker 2: little bit differently sometimes than we do, don't we don't
- 21:25Speaker 2: have We sort of get sometimes a tunnel vision on
- 21:28Speaker 2: what we think, and we sort of forget about the
- 21:31Speaker 2: things that someone else might be able to advise us
- 21:34Speaker 2: on that actually makes good sense and can prevent problems.
- 21:38Speaker 1: Oh, I really like that as the piece of advice
- 21:41Speaker 1: to hang our hat on and I notice a connection
- 21:45Speaker 1: there too, because if we are willing to be vulnerable
- 21:48Speaker 1: about the things that we know and the things that
- 21:50Speaker 1: we don't know, then that can invite a similar vulnerability
- 21:55Speaker 1: in both our colleagues and our clients to say it's
- 21:58Speaker 1: okay to not know, and let's have a conversation about it,
- 22:02Speaker 1: let's get those different perspectives, and let's all move forward
- 22:06Speaker 1: better for it.
- 22:07Speaker 3: And so I think if you can be the.
- 22:09Speaker 1: One that makes that first brave step to admit that
- 22:12Speaker 1: you don't know and that you might need some help,
- 22:13Speaker 1: it can end up with better outcomes for everybody and
- 22:16Speaker 1: for items and actions in place that can help you
- 22:20Speaker 1: be more prepared when a similar situation comes up the
- 22:23Speaker 1: next time around.
- 22:24Speaker 2: And we learned that, I think sometimes later in life instead,
- 22:27Speaker 2: we're allier in life, And there's nothing wrong with asking
- 22:30Speaker 2: a question and asking for help. And I think, you know,
- 22:33Speaker 2: we always like to think we know everything, and that
- 22:37Speaker 2: I think if we go forward with that, we're going
- 22:39Speaker 2: to get ourselves into trouble. And as I said, is
- 22:42Speaker 2: there's nothing wrong with admitting that you don't know something
- 22:45Speaker 2: and that you need to find a resource, whether it
- 22:48Speaker 2: be a book, or whether it be a colleague or
- 22:52Speaker 2: something another avenue of learning. However, you learn best. But
- 22:56Speaker 2: that's what you have to think about all the time.
- 22:59Speaker 2: It's console improving, constantly thinking about how to make yourself
- 23:04Speaker 2: better and those around you part of your success.
- 23:07Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 23:08Speaker 1: Yeah, And you said there's nothing wrong with not knowing,
- 23:12Speaker 1: and I think I would add there's something really right
- 23:15Speaker 1: about not knowing, right, because that's the first step to
- 23:20Speaker 1: becoming better, to opening that textbook, to asking the colleague.
- 23:23Speaker 1: If you never admit it, then you're never going to
- 23:26Speaker 1: be motivated to make yourself better. And so I think
- 23:30Speaker 1: that's a really important perspective shift that I hadn't really
- 23:33Speaker 1: thought about in that way, and so I really appreciate
- 23:36Speaker 1: you you bringing that to light and pushing us to
- 23:38Speaker 1: be better clinicians, practitioners, and people. So thank you so
- 23:42Speaker 1: much for your perspective today, Doctor Orsini. I really really
- 23:46Speaker 1: appreciate you coming on sharing your story so bravely and
- 23:50Speaker 1: helping us work through it and see what we can
- 23:53Speaker 1: learn together.
- 23:54Speaker 2: That's been my pleasure. Doctor Chavant, thank you for the opportunity.
- 23:58Speaker 1: And thank you to each of you for joining us
- 24:00Speaker 1: on this episode of My Veterinary Life Podcast. We love
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