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CIMC 159: The Problem With Surface-Level Faith · Dr. Danielle Difference

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  Welcome
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  to
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  The
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  Crying
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  in
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  My
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  Cheesecake
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  podcast,
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  where
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  we
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  stop
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  settling,
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  stop
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  spiraling,
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  and
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  stop
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  living
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  in
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  bodies
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  and
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  lives
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  that
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  feel
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  too
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  small
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  for
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  who
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  God
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  created
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  us
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  to
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  be.
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  I'm
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  your
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  host,
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  Dr.
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  Danielle
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  Naturopathic,
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  doctor
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  Root
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  cause
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  detective,
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  straight
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  talking
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  coach,
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  and
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  the
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  woman
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  who's
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  going
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  to
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  tell
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  you
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  the
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  truth
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  about
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  your
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  health,
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  your
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  habits,
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  and
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  your
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  spiritual
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  life,
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  even
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  when
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  no
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  one
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  else
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  will.
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  If
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  you're
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  exhausted
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  from
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  starting
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  over,
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  overwhelmed
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  by
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  symptoms,
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  no
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  one
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  explains
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  or
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  you're
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  ready
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  to
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  take
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  radical
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  responsibility
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  for
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  the
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  woman
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  you're
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  becoming.
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  You
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  are
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  in
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  the
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  right
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  place.
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  This
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  is
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  where
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  faith
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  meets
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  physiology,
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  where
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  mindset
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  meets
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  metabolism
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  and
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  where
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  real
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  transformation,
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  the
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  lasting
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  kind
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  actually
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  happens.
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  Let's
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  get
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  into
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  today's
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  episode.
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  Hey
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  friend.
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  This
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  is
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  our
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  Friday
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  across
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  the
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  table
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  conversation,
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  and
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  go
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  completely
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  off
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  script
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  and
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  I
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  am
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  going
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  to
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  just
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  talk
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  about
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  some
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  things
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  that
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  talk
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  about.
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  Is
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  that
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  okay?
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  Um,
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  I
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  mean,
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  it's
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  my
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  podcast
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  and
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  yes,
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  I
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  talk
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  about
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  what
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  I
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  wanna
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  talk
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  about
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  most
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  every
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  week,
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  but
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  I
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  just
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  want
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  to
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  share
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  with
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  you
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  that
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  I
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  have
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  had.
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  I've
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  had
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  it.
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  I
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  have
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  had
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  it
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  with.
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  The
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  surface
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  level
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  conversations
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  that
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  are
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  happening
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  in
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  church.
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  Um,
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  I'm
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  tired
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  of
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  seeing
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  people
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  in
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  leadership
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  that
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  don't
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  need
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  to
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  be
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  in
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  leadership
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  positions
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  and
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  I
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  say,
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  don't
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  need
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  to.
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  They
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  shouldn't
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  be
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  because
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  they
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  are
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  not
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  spiritually
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  sound.
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  I
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  am
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  this,
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  I
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  might
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  be
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  going
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  off
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  on
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  things
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  today.
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  Can
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  you
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  guys
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  hold
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  space
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  for
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  me
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  for
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  that?
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  Um,
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  I
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  am,
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  I'm,
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  I
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  am
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  so
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  tired
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  of,
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  of
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  sitting
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  in
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  rooms
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  where
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  I
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  have
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  to
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  sit
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  and
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  just.
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  Place
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  small
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  because
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  I'm
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  sick
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  and
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  tired
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  of
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  people
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  not
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  deepening
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  their
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  relationship
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  with
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  Jesus.
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  And
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  if
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  you're
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  not
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  a
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  Jesus
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  follower,
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  I,
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  I
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  would
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  love
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  for
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  you
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  to
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  stay
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  here
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  and
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  hang
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  out
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  with
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  me.
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  Um,
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  have
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  a
• 1:32
  conversation
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  with
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  me
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  on
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  Telegram
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  and
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  let's
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  talk
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  about
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  this.
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  But
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  Jesus
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  has
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  changed
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  everything
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  for
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  me.
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  Like
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  everything.
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  He
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  is
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  the
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  only
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  one
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  that
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  has
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  ever
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  been
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  there.
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  Um,
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  and
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  I
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  can
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  see
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  him
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  in
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  every
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  single
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  year
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  of
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  my
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  life.
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  There's
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  always
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  a
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  profound
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  spot
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  that
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  he
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  has.
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  Shifted
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  something
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  in
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  me
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  every
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  single
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  year.
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  It
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  wasn't
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  until
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  about
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  seven,
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  eight
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  years
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  ago
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  that
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  I
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  started
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  doing
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  a
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  practice
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  where
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  I
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  sat
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  down
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  and
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  documented
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  what
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  did
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  God
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  teach
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  me
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  this
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  month,
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  not
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  just
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  year,
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  but
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  month.
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  And
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  man,
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  I
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  just,
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  I
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  am
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  so
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  overwhelmed
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  at
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  how
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  much
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  he
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  has
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  taught
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  me
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  about
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  myself
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  about.
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  My
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  fears
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  about
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  my
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  concerns
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  about
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  who
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  I
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  am,
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  about
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  who
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  he
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  is,
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  about
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  how
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  I'm
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  supposed
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  to
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  live
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  for
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  him,
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  and
• 2:21
  that
• 2:21
  my
• 2:21
  surrender
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  is
• 2:22
  not
• 2:22
  giving
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  up
• 2:23
  on
• 2:23
  myself.
• 2:23
  It's
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  actually
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  living
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  to
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  my
• 2:25
  fullest
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  potential.
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  And
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  I
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  think
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  like
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  what
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  bothers
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  me
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  is
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  that
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  when
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  we
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  have
• 2:31
  these
• 2:31
  surface
• 2:32
  level
• 2:32
  conversations,
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  we
• 2:34
  don't
• 2:34
  realize
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  just
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  how
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  deep.
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  That
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  are,
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  that
• 2:39
  God
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  is
• 2:40
  works,
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  and
• 2:41
  when
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  we
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  allow
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  him
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  to
• 2:42
  work
• 2:42
  in
• 2:42
  and
• 2:43
  through
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  us,
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  things
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  change.
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  So
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  share
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  an
• 2:47
  example,
• 2:47
  a
• 2:47
  real
• 2:47
  life
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  example.
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  With
• 2:49
  you.
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  That
• 2:50
  happened
• 2:51
  just
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  this
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  very
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  week,
• 2:52
  this,
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  this
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  past
• 2:53
  week.
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  Okay.
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  So
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  I
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  moved
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  here
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  to
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  Dayton,
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  Ohio
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  a
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  while
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  ago,
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  um,
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  not
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  quite
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  a
• 3:00
  decade
• 3:00
  ago,
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  but
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  just
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  under
• 3:01
  a
• 3:01
  decade
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  ago.
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  And
• 3:03
  I
• 3:03
  am
• 3:03
  very
• 3:04
  particular
• 3:04
  about
• 3:04
  my
• 3:04
  hair
• 3:05
  and
• 3:05
  I
• 3:05
  wanted
• 3:06
  my
• 3:06
  hair
• 3:06
  done
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  with
• 3:06
  specific
• 3:07
  products.
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  And
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  so
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  I
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  googled
• 3:09
  and
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  I
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  found
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  a
• 3:10
  place,
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  and
• 3:10
  this,
• 3:10
  this
• 3:11
  woman
• 3:11
  was
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  someone
• 3:12
  that.
• 3:13
  Grew
• 3:14
  up
• 3:14
  where
• 3:14
  I
• 3:14
  like,
• 3:15
  we
• 3:15
  ha
• 3:15
  like
• 3:15
  in
• 3:15
  our
• 3:15
  familiar
• 3:16
  stomping
• 3:16
  grounds.
• 3:16
  I'm
• 3:17
  like,
• 3:17
  oh,
• 3:17
  that's
• 3:17
  cool.
• 3:17
  So
• 3:17
  that
• 3:17
  must
• 3:18
  be
• 3:18
  a
• 3:18
  sign.
• 3:18
  I
• 3:18
  need
• 3:18
  to
• 3:18
  be
• 3:18
  there.
• 3:19
  Well,
• 3:19
  she
• 3:19
  wasn't
• 3:20
  a
• 3:20
  follower
• 3:20
  of
• 3:20
  Jesus.
• 3:21
  She
• 3:21
  knew
• 3:22
  like
• 3:22
  about
• 3:22
  it.
• 3:23
  She
• 3:23
  grew
• 3:23
  up
• 3:23
  Lutheran
• 3:24
  wasn't
• 3:25
  really,
• 3:25
  it
• 3:25
  wasn't
• 3:25
  a
• 3:25
  personal
• 3:26
  relationship.
• 3:26
  It
• 3:26
  was
• 3:27
  all
• 3:27
  about,
• 3:27
  you
• 3:28
  know,
• 3:28
  because
• 3:28
  mom
• 3:28
  and
• 3:28
  dad
• 3:28
  said
• 3:29
  I
• 3:29
  had
• 3:29
  to
• 3:29
  go.
• 3:29
  And
• 3:30
  um,
• 3:30
  and
• 3:30
  their
• 3:30
  relationship
• 3:31
  with
• 3:31
  him
• 3:31
  wasn't
• 3:32
  like,
• 3:33
  like
• 3:33
  there
• 3:33
  wasn't
• 3:33
  depth
• 3:34
  or
• 3:34
  anything.
• 3:34
  So
• 3:35
  for
• 3:35
  years,
• 3:36
  for
• 3:36
  six
• 3:36
  years
• 3:37
  I
• 3:37
  worked
• 3:37
  on
• 3:37
  this
• 3:37
  gal.
• 3:38
  Haven't
• 3:38
  given
• 3:38
  up
• 3:39
  on
• 3:39
  her
• 3:39
  but
• 3:39
  six
• 3:39
  years.
• 3:40
  And
• 3:41
  she
• 3:41
  said,
• 3:41
  I
• 3:41
  wanna
• 3:41
  be
• 3:41
  baptized
• 3:42
  Danielle,
• 3:42
  like
• 3:43
  I
• 3:43
  wanna
• 3:43
  be
• 3:43
  baptized.
• 3:44
  And
• 3:44
  so
• 3:44
  we
• 3:44
  did
• 3:45
  the
• 3:45
  baptism
• 3:45
  thing
• 3:46
  and
• 3:46
  since
• 3:46
  then,
• 3:47
  so
• 3:47
  you
• 3:47
  know,
• 3:48
  the
• 3:48
  great
• 3:48
  commission
• 3:48
  is
• 3:49
  to
• 3:49
  go
• 3:49
  teaching
• 3:50
  baptizing
• 3:51
  or
• 3:51
  baptizing
• 3:52
  them
• 3:53
  in,
• 3:53
  you
• 3:53
  know,
• 3:54
  in
• 3:54
  God's
• 3:54
  name
• 3:54
  and
• 3:55
  then
• 3:55
  teaching
• 3:55
  them
• 3:56
  in
• 3:56
  the
• 3:56
  ways
• 3:56
  they
• 3:56
  should
• 3:57
  go,
• 3:57
  right?
• 3:58
  So
• 3:59
  it's
• 3:59
  that
• 3:59
  discipleship
• 4:00
  piece.
• 4:00
  Once
• 4:01
  you
• 4:01
  have
• 4:02
  someone
• 4:02
  in
• 4:02
  your
• 4:02
  world
• 4:03
  that
• 4:03
  you
• 4:03
  have
• 4:03
  brought
• 4:03
  to
• 4:04
  Christ,
• 4:04
  you've
• 4:04
  gotta
• 4:04
  disciple
• 4:05
  them
• 4:05
  because
• 4:06
  it's
• 4:06
  hard
• 4:06
  to
• 4:07
  do
• 4:07
  life.
• 4:07
  Let's
• 4:07
  be
• 4:08
  real.
• 4:08
  And
• 4:08
  that's
• 4:08
  why
• 4:08
  I
• 4:09
  love
• 4:09
  Josh
• 4:09
  ton's.
• 4:10
  Uh,
• 4:11
  a
• 4:11
  live
• 4:11
  free
• 4:11
  podcast.
• 4:12
  If
• 4:12
  you're
• 4:13
  not
• 4:13
  listening
• 4:13
  to
• 4:13
  that,
• 4:13
  you
• 4:14
  definitely
• 4:14
  need
• 4:14
  to
• 4:14
  be
• 4:14
  checking
• 4:15
  that
• 4:15
  out.
• 4:15
  But
• 4:15
  hi,
• 4:15
  he
• 4:16
  and,
• 4:17
  um,
• 4:17
  mark
• 4:17
  Driscoll
• 4:19
  are
• 4:19
  very,
• 4:19
  very
• 4:20
  helpful
• 4:20
  and
• 4:20
  pivotal
• 4:21
  for
• 4:21
  me
• 4:22
  on
• 4:22
  helping
• 4:23
  what
• 4:23
  discipleship
• 4:23
  actually
• 4:24
  looks
• 4:24
  like,
• 4:24
  feels
• 4:25
  like,
• 4:25
  and
• 4:25
  so
• 4:25
  forth.
• 4:26
  So
• 4:27
  grateful
• 4:27
  for
• 4:27
  them.
• 4:28
  But
• 4:29
  what
• 4:29
  I
• 4:29
  am
• 4:29
  getting
• 4:30
  at
• 4:30
  here
• 4:30
  is
• 4:30
  that.
• 4:32
  So
• 4:32
  I
• 4:32
  worked
• 4:32
  on
• 4:32
  her
• 4:33
  for
• 4:33
  six
• 4:33
  years
• 4:34
  and
• 4:34
  continued
• 4:34
  to
• 4:34
  pray,
• 4:35
  walk
• 4:35
  alongside
• 4:36
  her,
• 4:36
  like
• 4:36
  just
• 4:36
  teach
• 4:37
  her
• 4:37
  all
• 4:37
  of
• 4:37
  the
• 4:37
  things.
• 4:38
  And
• 4:38
  then
• 4:39
  she
• 4:39
  decided
• 4:39
  to
• 4:39
  get
• 4:39
  baptized
• 4:40
  and
• 4:40
  of
• 4:40
  course
• 4:40
  that's
• 4:40
  when
• 4:40
  the
• 4:41
  enemy
• 4:41
  wants
• 4:41
  to
• 4:41
  fight
• 4:41
  harder.
• 4:42
  Um,
• 4:43
  but
• 4:43
  she
• 4:43
  is
• 4:44
  so
• 4:45
  in
• 4:45
  love
• 4:45
  with
• 4:45
  Jesus.
• 4:46
  She
• 4:46
  is
• 4:46
  thriving
• 4:47
  and
• 4:47
  at
• 4:48
  her
• 4:48
  work
• 4:48
  at
• 4:48
  the
• 4:48
  salon,
• 4:49
  she
• 4:49
  has
• 4:50
  been
• 4:50
  now
• 4:51
  like
• 4:51
  people
• 4:51
  have
• 4:52
  seen
• 4:52
  the
• 4:52
  transformation
• 4:53
  in
• 4:53
  her
• 4:53
  over
• 4:53
  the
• 4:54
  last
• 4:54
  few
• 4:54
  years,
• 4:55
  and
• 4:55
  she
• 4:56
  is
• 4:56
  just.
• 4:56
  She's
• 4:57
  thriving.
• 4:58
  Yes,
• 4:58
  there's
• 4:58
  hardship
• 4:59
  in
• 4:59
  her
• 4:59
  life.
• 4:59
  Yes,
• 4:59
  there's
• 4:59
  stuff,
• 5:00
  but
• 5:00
  you
• 5:00
  can
• 5:00
  see
• 5:01
  that
• 5:01
  there's
• 5:01
  a
• 5:01
  different
• 5:02
  peace
• 5:02
  and
• 5:02
  calm
• 5:03
  about
• 5:03
  her.
• 5:04
  That
• 5:04
  is,
• 5:04
  you
• 5:05
  cannot
• 5:05
  explain.
• 5:06
  So
• 5:07
  then,
• 5:07
  um,
• 5:08
  another
• 5:08
  gentleman
• 5:08
  that
• 5:09
  works
• 5:09
  there,
• 5:10
  he's
• 5:10
  the
• 5:10
  salon
• 5:11
  owner
• 5:11
  and
• 5:12
  he
• 5:12
  showed
• 5:12
  up
• 5:13
  at
• 5:13
  church
• 5:13
  on
• 5:14
  Fri
• 5:14
  on
• 5:14
  Sunday.
• 5:15
  And
• 5:15
  I
• 5:16
  did
• 5:16
  a
• 5:17
  double
• 5:17
  take.
• 5:17
  I
• 5:17
  saw
• 5:17
  him
• 5:18
  and
• 5:18
  it
• 5:18
  was
• 5:18
  almost
• 5:18
  like
• 5:18
  there
• 5:18
  was
• 5:19
  no
• 5:19
  one
• 5:19
  around
• 5:19
  him.
• 5:20
  He
• 5:20
  was
• 5:20
  just
• 5:20
  walking
• 5:21
  in
• 5:21
  and
• 5:22
  I
• 5:22
  ran
• 5:23
  right
• 5:23
  to
• 5:24
  him
• 5:24
  and
• 5:24
  gave
• 5:24
  him
• 5:24
  a
• 5:24
  big
• 5:24
  hug
• 5:25
  because
• 5:25
  I
• 5:26
  know
• 5:26
  what
• 5:26
  that
• 5:26
  feels
• 5:27
  like
• 5:27
  to
• 5:27
  step
• 5:27
  into
• 5:28
  a
• 5:28
  space
• 5:29
  of
• 5:29
  vulnerability.
• 5:30
  And
• 5:31
  it
• 5:31
  was
• 5:31
  really
• 5:32
  good
• 5:32
  to
• 5:33
  connect
• 5:33
  with
• 5:33
  him
• 5:33
  there
• 5:34
  and
• 5:34
  all
• 5:34
  of
• 5:34
  that.
• 5:34
  And
• 5:34
  then
• 5:35
  I
• 5:35
  told
• 5:35
  a
• 5:36
  couple
• 5:36
  of
• 5:36
  people
• 5:36
  like,
• 5:37
  how,
• 5:37
  what
• 5:37
  an
• 5:37
  amazing
• 5:38
  testimony
• 5:39
  this
• 5:39
  is
• 5:39
  that
• 5:39
  he
• 5:39
  got
• 5:40
  to
• 5:40
  go
• 5:40
  to
• 5:40
  church
• 5:40
  and
• 5:41
  make
• 5:41
  these
• 5:41
  connections.
• 5:42
  And
• 5:42
  he,
• 5:42
  you
• 5:42
  know,
• 5:43
  talked
• 5:43
  to
• 5:43
  me
• 5:43
  about
• 5:43
  some
• 5:43
  things
• 5:44
  and.
• 5:45
  I
• 5:45
  was
• 5:45
  just
• 5:45
  like,
• 5:46
  praise
• 5:46
  God,
• 5:46
  right?
• 5:46
  Like,
• 5:47
  I
• 5:47
  just
• 5:47
  wanted
• 5:47
  to
• 5:47
  praise
• 5:47
  God.
• 5:48
  And
• 5:48
  one
• 5:49
  person
• 5:50
  in
• 5:50
  particular,
• 5:51
  um,
• 5:52
  just
• 5:52
  wasn't
• 5:52
  very
• 5:53
  excited
• 5:53
  and
• 5:53
  I
• 5:54
  was
• 5:54
  like,
• 5:54
  this
• 5:54
  person's
• 5:55
  been
• 5:55
  a
• 5:55
  follower
• 5:56
  of
• 5:56
  Jesus
• 5:56
  for
• 5:56
  a
• 5:56
  long
• 5:56
  time.
• 5:57
  And
• 5:57
  I
• 5:58
  just,
• 5:58
  I
• 5:58
  was
• 5:59
  discouraged.
• 6:00
  It
• 6:00
  was
• 6:00
  very
• 6:00
  discouraging
• 6:01
  because
• 6:01
  it's
• 6:01
  like,
• 6:02
  isn't
• 6:02
  this
• 6:03
  what
• 6:03
  it's
• 6:03
  about?
• 6:04
  Isn't.
• 6:05
  Whole
• 6:05
  life.
• 6:06
  Isn't
• 6:06
  that
• 6:06
  what
• 6:06
  it's
• 6:06
  about?
• 6:07
  Is
• 6:08
  bringing
• 6:08
  people
• 6:09
  and
• 6:09
  then
• 6:09
  bringing
• 6:10
  people
• 6:10
  and
• 6:10
  bringing
• 6:10
  people
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  know
• 6:12
  Jesus
• 6:12
  so
• 6:12
  that
• 6:12
  we
• 6:12
  can
• 6:13
  bring
• 6:13
  as
• 6:13
  many
• 6:13
  people
• 6:13
  home
• 6:13
  with
• 6:14
  us
• 6:14
  as
• 6:14
  we
• 6:14
  can.
• 6:15
  That
• 6:15
  is
• 6:15
  my
• 6:15
  goal.
• 6:16
  That
• 6:16
  is
• 6:16
  my
• 6:17
  life's
• 6:17
  goal.
• 6:17
  I
• 6:18
  just
• 6:18
  happen
• 6:18
  to
• 6:18
  do
• 6:18
  it
• 6:18
  in
• 6:19
  different
• 6:19
  ways.
• 6:20
  And
• 6:21
  so
• 6:22
  it's
• 6:22
  been
• 6:22
  very,
• 6:23
  um,
• 6:23
  eye-opening
• 6:24
  and
• 6:26
  for
• 6:26
  me
• 6:27
  to
• 6:27
  realize
• 6:28
  that
• 6:28
  people
• 6:28
  that
• 6:28
  call
• 6:28
  themselves
• 6:29
  followers
• 6:30
  of
• 6:30
  Jesus
• 6:30
  sometimes
• 6:31
  are
• 6:32
  still
• 6:32
  drinking
• 6:33
  milk.
• 6:33
  And
• 6:34
  if
• 6:34
  you
• 6:34
  don't
• 6:34
  get
• 6:34
  that
• 6:34
  analogy,
• 6:35
  it's
• 6:35
  like
• 6:36
  we
• 6:36
  feed
• 6:37
  babies
• 6:37
  milk.
• 6:39
  They
• 6:39
  get
• 6:39
  fed
• 6:40
  and
• 6:40
  suckled
• 6:40
  at
• 6:40
  the
• 6:40
  breast.
• 6:43
  They
• 6:43
  cannot
• 6:44
  chew
• 6:45
  steak
• 6:45
  and
• 6:45
  mashed
• 6:46
  potatoes
• 6:46
  or
• 6:46
  steak
• 6:47
  and
• 6:47
  baked
• 6:47
  potatoes.
• 6:48
  I'm
• 6:48
  a
• 6:49
  steak
• 6:49
  and
• 6:49
  baked
• 6:49
  potatoes
• 6:49
  girl.
• 6:50
  I
• 6:50
  want
• 6:51
  to
• 6:51
  get
• 6:51
  my
• 6:52
  arms
• 6:52
  and,
• 6:52
  uh,
• 6:53
  you
• 6:53
  know,
• 6:53
  roll
• 6:53
  up
• 6:53
  my
• 6:53
  sleeves
• 6:54
  and
• 6:54
  get
• 6:54
  dirty
• 6:55
  and,
• 6:55
  and
• 6:56
  go
• 6:56
  forward
• 6:56
  and
• 6:56
  get
• 6:57
  my
• 6:57
  own
• 6:57
  steak,
• 6:57
  get
• 6:58
  my
• 6:58
  own
• 6:58
  mashed
• 6:58
  potatoes,
• 6:59
  and
• 6:59
  I
• 6:59
  want
• 6:59
  to
• 6:59
  like
• 7:00
  sit
• 7:00
  at
• 7:00
  the
• 7:00
  table
• 7:00
  with
• 7:00
  other
• 7:01
  people
• 7:01
  who
• 7:01
  are
• 7:01
  eating
• 7:01
  steak
• 7:02
  and
• 7:02
  potatoes.
• 7:02
  I
• 7:03
  don't
• 7:03
  wanna
• 7:03
  sit
• 7:03
  at
• 7:03
  the
• 7:03
  table
• 7:04
  if
• 7:04
  people
• 7:04
  are
• 7:04
  just
• 7:04
  drinking
• 7:04
  milk.
• 7:05
  Shoot.
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  don't
• 7:06
  wanna
• 7:06
  sit
• 7:06
  at
• 7:06
  the
• 7:06
  table
• 7:06
  if
• 7:06
  people,
• 7:07
  you
• 7:07
  know,
• 7:07
  drinking
• 7:08
  high
• 7:08
  fructose
• 7:08
  corn
• 7:09
  syrup
• 7:09
  or.
• 7:10
  Or
• 7:10
  Red
• 7:10
  Dye
• 7:11
  40.
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  don't
• 7:11
  wanna
• 7:11
  sit
• 7:11
  with
• 7:11
  people
• 7:12
  like
• 7:12
  that
• 7:13
  because
• 7:13
  those,
• 7:14
  when
• 7:14
  we
• 7:14
  are
• 7:14
  in
• 7:15
  the
• 7:15
  same
• 7:15
  room
• 7:16
  and
• 7:16
  at
• 7:16
  the
• 7:16
  same
• 7:17
  table
• 7:17
  as
• 7:17
  these
• 7:17
  people,
• 7:18
  yes,
• 7:18
  we're
• 7:18
  supposed
• 7:19
  to
• 7:19
  be
• 7:19
  encouragement,
• 7:19
  but
• 7:20
  if
• 7:20
  these
• 7:20
  people
• 7:20
  are
• 7:20
  in
• 7:21
  my
• 7:21
  life
• 7:21
  all
• 7:21
  the
• 7:22
  time,
• 7:23
  then
• 7:24
  I
• 7:24
  am
• 7:24
  going
• 7:24
  to
• 7:24
  become
• 7:25
  just
• 7:25
  like
• 7:25
  them.
• 7:26
  I'm
• 7:26
  gonna
• 7:27
  become
• 7:27
  complacent.
• 7:28
  I'm
• 7:28
  gonna
• 7:28
  become
• 7:29
  this
• 7:29
  person
• 7:30
  that
• 7:30
  doesn't
• 7:30
  continue
• 7:31
  making
• 7:31
  disciples
• 7:31
  and
• 7:32
  continue
• 7:32
  making
• 7:32
  disciples,
• 7:33
  and
• 7:33
  continue
• 7:33
  making
• 7:33
  disciples,
• 7:34
  and
• 7:34
  that's
• 7:35
  not
• 7:35
  right.
• 7:36
  I'm
• 7:37
  so
• 7:37
  tired
• 7:38
  of
• 7:38
  this
• 7:39
  happening
• 7:39
  in
• 7:39
  the
• 7:39
  church
• 7:40
  where
• 7:40
  we
• 7:40
  are
• 7:40
  supposed
• 7:41
  to
• 7:41
  live
• 7:41
  set
• 7:41
  apart
• 7:41
  and
• 7:42
  set
• 7:42
  free,
• 7:42
  and
• 7:42
  we
• 7:42
  look
• 7:42
  everything
• 7:43
  just
• 7:43
  like
• 7:43
  the
• 7:44
  chur
• 7:44
  or
• 7:44
  just
• 7:44
  like
• 7:44
  the
• 7:44
  culture.
• 7:45
  It's
• 7:45
  not
• 7:46
  okay.
• 7:47
  Why
• 7:47
  do
• 7:47
  we
• 7:47
  enable
• 7:48
  people
• 7:48
  to
• 7:48
  be
• 7:48
  overweight
• 7:49
  and
• 7:49
  to
• 7:50
  eat
• 7:50
  crappy
• 7:50
  food
• 7:51
  and
• 7:51
  to
• 7:51
  have
• 7:52
  like
• 7:52
  smorgasbord
• 7:53
  of
• 7:53
  like
• 7:53
  junk
• 7:53
  food
• 7:54
  and
• 7:54
  like
• 7:54
  little
• 7:54
  treats,
• 7:55
  like
• 7:55
  quote
• 7:55
  unquote
• 7:55
  treats.
• 7:56
  Why
• 7:56
  are
• 7:56
  we
• 7:56
  feeding
• 7:57
  our
• 7:57
  kids
• 7:58
  filler
• 7:58
  foods
• 7:58
  and
• 7:58
  nothing
• 7:59
  but
• 7:59
  carbs
• 7:59
  and
• 8:00
  making
• 8:00
  them
• 8:00
  feel
• 8:01
  like
• 8:01
  crap?
• 8:01
  Why
• 8:02
  are
• 8:02
  we
• 8:02
  doing
• 8:03
  this
• 8:03
  inside
• 8:03
  the
• 8:03
  church?
• 8:05
  We
• 8:06
  cannot
• 8:06
  use
• 8:06
  money
• 8:07
  as
• 8:07
  an
• 8:07
  excuse
• 8:08
  We
• 8:08
  cannot
• 8:09
  use
• 8:10
  if
• 8:10
  we're
• 8:10
  gonna
• 8:10
  offer
• 8:11
  meals
• 8:11
  or
• 8:11
  we're
• 8:11
  gonna
• 8:11
  do
• 8:11
  meals,
• 8:12
  we
• 8:12
  have
• 8:13
  to
• 8:13
  be
• 8:13
  called
• 8:13
  to
• 8:13
  be
• 8:14
  set
• 8:14
  like
• 8:14
  we
• 8:14
  are
• 8:14
  called
• 8:15
  to
• 8:15
  be
• 8:15
  set
• 8:15
  apart
• 8:15
  and
• 8:15
  set
• 8:16
  free.
• 8:16
  So
• 8:16
  we
• 8:16
  need
• 8:16
  to
• 8:16
  act
• 8:16
  like
• 8:17
  it.
• 8:17
  We
• 8:18
  can't
• 8:18
  keep
• 8:19
  suckling
• 8:20
  the
• 8:20
  Tet,
• 8:20
  we
• 8:21
  can't
• 8:21
  keep
• 8:22
  just
• 8:22
  pretending,
• 8:23
  stepping
• 8:23
  our
• 8:23
  foot
• 8:23
  in
• 8:24
  there
• 8:24
  and
• 8:24
  then
• 8:24
  at
• 8:24
  home
• 8:25
  downing
• 8:26
  the
• 8:26
  alcohol.
• 8:27
  We
• 8:27
  can't
• 8:27
  be
• 8:27
  at,
• 8:28
  at
• 8:28
  church
• 8:29
  like
• 8:29
  look
• 8:29
  old,
• 8:29
  churchy.
• 8:30
  But
• 8:30
  then
• 8:30
  at
• 8:30
  home
• 8:31
  it
• 8:31
  doesn't
• 8:31
  add
• 8:31
  up
• 8:32
  because
• 8:32
  eventually
• 8:33
  that
• 8:33
  mask
• 8:33
  is
• 8:33
  gonna
• 8:34
  come
• 8:34
  off,
• 8:34
  whether
• 8:35
  it's
• 8:35
  in
• 8:36
  person
• 8:36
  or
• 8:36
  whatnot,
• 8:37
  or
• 8:37
  whether
• 8:37
  it's
• 8:38
  when
• 8:38
  we
• 8:38
  are
• 8:39
  at
• 8:39
  the
• 8:39
  gates
• 8:40
  and,
• 8:41
  and
• 8:41
  Jesus
• 8:41
  says,
• 8:42
  I
• 8:42
  never
• 8:42
  knew
• 8:42
  you,
• 8:44
  man.
• 8:44
  That's
• 8:44
  scary.
• 8:46
  Man,
• 8:46
  that's
• 8:46
  scary.
• 8:47
  You
• 8:47
  know,
• 8:47
  as
• 8:48
  I
• 8:48
  record
• 8:48
  this,
• 8:48
  Chuck
• 8:49
  Norris
• 8:49
  passed
• 8:49
  away
• 8:50
  today,
• 8:51
  and
• 8:51
  I
• 8:51
  think
• 8:51
  about
• 8:52
  him
• 8:52
  and
• 8:52
  the
• 8:52
  legacy
• 8:53
  that
• 8:53
  he
• 8:53
  left
• 8:53
  behind,
• 8:54
  and
• 8:54
  I,
• 8:55
  I
• 8:55
  followed
• 8:55
  him
• 8:55
  on
• 8:55
  social
• 8:56
  media
• 8:56
  because
• 8:56
  he
• 8:56
  was
• 8:56
  so
• 8:57
  encouraging.
• 8:58
  He
• 8:58
  was
• 8:58
  very
• 8:58
  encouraging.
• 8:59
  He
• 8:59
  was
• 8:59
  living
• 8:59
  the
• 9:00
  life.
• 9:00
  He
• 9:00
  believed
• 9:01
  he
• 9:01
  was
• 9:01
  living
• 9:01
  healthy,
• 9:02
  he
• 9:02
  was
• 9:02
  living
• 9:02
  abundantly,
• 9:03
  and
• 9:04
  all
• 9:04
  the
• 9:04
  comments
• 9:05
  under
• 9:05
  there.
• 9:06
  Are
• 9:06
  nothing
• 9:07
  but
• 9:07
  you
• 9:07
  encouraged
• 9:08
  me.
• 9:09
  You
• 9:09
  spoke
• 9:09
  into
• 9:10
  my
• 9:10
  life.
• 9:10
  And
• 9:10
  he
• 9:11
  didn't
• 9:11
  talk
• 9:11
  to
• 9:11
  them.
• 9:12
  He
• 9:12
  didn't
• 9:12
  speak
• 9:12
  to
• 9:12
  them
• 9:13
  personally,
• 9:14
  but
• 9:14
  they
• 9:14
  were
• 9:14
  touched
• 9:15
  by
• 9:15
  him.
• 9:15
  And
• 9:15
  what
• 9:16
  more
• 9:16
  so
• 9:17
  touching
• 9:17
  people
• 9:18
  with
• 9:18
  faith,
• 9:19
  with
• 9:19
  the
• 9:19
  gift
• 9:19
  of
• 9:20
  Jesus.
• 9:20
  Do
• 9:21
  we
• 9:21
  have,
• 9:22
  I
• 9:23
  don't
• 9:23
  understand
• 9:24
  why
• 9:25
  we
• 9:25
  have
• 9:26
  such
• 9:26
  surface
• 9:27
  level
• 9:27
  things.
• 9:28
  Is
• 9:28
  it
• 9:29
  because
• 9:29
  we
• 9:29
  don't?
• 9:30
  Aren't
• 9:30
  honest
• 9:31
  with
• 9:31
  ourselves.
• 9:32
  Is
• 9:32
  it
• 9:32
  because
• 9:32
  we
• 9:33
  are
• 9:33
  not,
• 9:33
  that
• 9:34
  we
• 9:34
  are
• 9:34
  complacent
• 9:35
  ourselves?
• 9:35
  Is
• 9:35
  it
• 9:35
  because
• 9:36
  we've
• 9:36
  tolerated
• 9:36
  too
• 9:37
  much?
• 9:37
  Is
• 9:37
  it
• 9:37
  because
• 9:37
  we
• 9:37
  feel
• 9:38
  like
• 9:38
  we
• 9:38
  can't
• 9:38
  tell
• 9:39
  the
• 9:39
  truth?
• 9:39
  Why
• 9:40
  do
• 9:40
  we
• 9:40
  keep
• 9:40
  things
• 9:40
  in
• 9:40
  so
• 9:41
  tight?
• 9:42
  Why
• 9:42
  do
• 9:42
  we
• 9:42
  have
• 9:42
  to
• 9:42
  protect
• 9:43
  the
• 9:43
  family
• 9:43
  name?
• 9:44
  Why
• 9:45
  do
• 9:45
  we
• 9:45
  have
• 9:45
  to
• 9:45
  do
• 9:45
  that?
• 9:46
  Because
• 9:47
  our
• 9:47
  lives,
• 9:48
  our
• 9:48
  live
• 9:48
  life
• 9:48
  here
• 9:49
  is
• 9:49
  a
• 9:49
  testimony
• 9:50
  as
• 9:50
  to
• 9:51
  how
• 9:51
  people,
• 9:52
  how
• 9:52
  God
• 9:52
  has
• 9:52
  transformed
• 9:53
  us.
• 9:55
  And
• 9:55
  so
• 9:56
  if
• 9:56
  we're
• 9:56
  allowing
• 9:57
  this
• 9:57
  in
• 9:57
  the
• 9:57
  church.
• 10:00
  In
• 10:00
  the
• 10:00
  church,
• 10:00
  and
• 10:00
  I
• 10:00
  say
• 10:01
  church
• 10:01
  like
• 10:01
  the
• 10:02
  capital
• 10:02
  C,
• 10:02
  like
• 10:02
  the
• 10:02
  people
• 10:03
  of
• 10:03
  that
• 10:03
  followers
• 10:04
  of
• 10:04
  Jesus.
• 10:04
  If
• 10:05
  we're
• 10:05
  allowing
• 10:05
  this
• 10:05
  there,
• 10:07
  then
• 10:07
  it's
• 10:07
  no
• 10:07
  wonder
• 10:09
  that
• 10:09
  we
• 10:09
  allow
• 10:10
  ourselves
• 10:10
  to
• 10:10
  have
• 10:11
  second
• 10:11
  rate
• 10:12
  healthcare.
• 10:13
  It's
• 10:13
  no
• 10:14
  wonder
• 10:14
  that
• 10:14
  we
• 10:14
  allow
• 10:15
  ourselves
• 10:16
  to
• 10:17
  overserve
• 10:18
  over,
• 10:18
  commit,
• 10:18
  overdue,
• 10:19
  and
• 10:20
  actually
• 10:20
  do
• 10:20
  nothing
• 10:21
  for
• 10:21
  the
• 10:21
  kingdom
• 10:22
  because
• 10:22
  we're
• 10:22
  so
• 10:22
  flippant,
• 10:23
  exhausted
• 10:24
  that
• 10:24
  our
• 10:24
  internal
• 10:25
  body.
• 10:26
  Our
• 10:26
  physical
• 10:26
  gift
• 10:27
  of
• 10:27
  our
• 10:27
  body
• 10:27
  where
• 10:27
  the
• 10:27
  Holy
• 10:28
  Spirit
• 10:28
  is
• 10:28
  housed
• 10:29
  with
• 10:30
  us.
• 10:30
  We're
• 10:30
  not
• 10:31
  taking
• 10:31
  care
• 10:31
  of
• 10:31
  the
• 10:31
  temple.
• 10:32
  We
• 10:32
  take
• 10:32
  care
• 10:32
  of
• 10:32
  our
• 10:32
  church.
• 10:33
  We
• 10:33
  take
• 10:33
  care
• 10:33
  of
• 10:33
  our
• 10:33
  everything
• 10:34
  else
• 10:34
  better
• 10:34
  than
• 10:34
  we
• 10:34
  take
• 10:35
  care
• 10:35
  of
• 10:35
  our
• 10:35
  own
• 10:35
  temple.
• 10:36
  Why
• 10:36
  do
• 10:36
  we
• 10:36
  not
• 10:37
  see
• 10:37
  that
• 10:37
  our
• 10:37
  body
• 10:38
  is
• 10:38
  a
• 10:38
  temple
• 10:39
  of
• 10:39
  the
• 10:39
  Holy
• 10:40
  Spirit,
• 10:40
  that
• 10:41
  God
• 10:41
  wants
• 10:41
  to
• 10:41
  dwell
• 10:42
  with
• 10:42
  us?
• 10:42
  Just
• 10:42
  like
• 10:42
  when
• 10:42
  he
• 10:42
  built
• 10:43
  that
• 10:43
  tabernacle,
• 10:44
  he
• 10:44
  asked.
• 10:45
  He
• 10:45
  asked
• 10:45
  the
• 10:45
  Israelites
• 10:46
  to
• 10:46
  build
• 10:46
  this
• 10:46
  tabernacle
• 10:47
  back
• 10:47
  in,
• 10:48
  in
• 10:48
  Exodus.
• 10:49
  He
• 10:49
  built
• 10:49
  this
• 10:49
  tabernacle
• 10:50
  because
• 10:50
  he
• 10:50
  wanted
• 10:50
  to
• 10:51
  Taber
• 10:51
  tabernacle
• 10:52
  with
• 10:52
  his
• 10:52
  people
• 10:53
  and
• 10:54
  then.
• 10:55
  In,
• 10:55
  in,
• 10:56
  um,
• 10:56
  in
• 10:56
  New
• 10:56
  Testament
• 10:57
  when
• 10:57
  Jesus
• 10:57
  comes,
• 10:58
  Jesus
• 10:58
  tabernacled
• 10:59
  with
• 11:00
  us
• 11:00
  and
• 11:01
  because
• 11:01
  of
• 11:01
  him
• 11:02
  we
• 11:02
  get
• 11:02
  the
• 11:03
  Holy
• 11:03
  Spirit
• 11:03
  and
• 11:03
  he
• 11:04
  gets
• 11:04
  to
• 11:04
  live
• 11:04
  within
• 11:05
  us.
• 11:05
  And
• 11:06
  that
• 11:06
  is
• 11:07
  talk
• 11:07
  about
• 11:07
  perfect
• 11:08
  access.
• 11:08
  We
• 11:08
  don't
• 11:09
  have
• 11:09
  to
• 11:09
  go
• 11:09
  through
• 11:09
  a
• 11:09
  veil
• 11:10
  or
• 11:10
  have
• 11:10
  a
• 11:10
  high
• 11:10
  priest
• 11:11
  between
• 11:11
  us.
• 11:12
  Jesus
• 11:12
  is
• 11:12
  our
• 11:12
  high
• 11:12
  priest
• 11:13
  and
• 11:13
  we
• 11:13
  have
• 11:13
  direct
• 11:13
  access
• 11:14
  to
• 11:14
  him,
• 11:15
  and
• 11:15
  I
• 11:15
  don't
• 11:16
  understand
• 11:17
  why
• 11:17
  we
• 11:17
  settle
• 11:17
  for
• 11:18
  less.
• 11:19
  Why
• 11:20
  do
• 11:20
  we
• 11:20
  settle
• 11:20
  for
• 11:20
  less?
• 11:21
  Why
• 11:21
  did
• 11:21
  I
• 11:21
  find
• 11:21
  myself
• 11:22
  seeking
• 11:23
  the,
• 11:24
  um,
• 11:25
  the
• 11:25
  altar
• 11:25
  at
• 11:26
  the
• 11:26
  PA
• 11:26
  in
• 11:26
  the
• 11:26
  pantry?
• 11:27
  The
• 11:27
  pantry
• 11:28
  is
• 11:28
  not
• 11:28
  the
• 11:28
  altar.
• 11:30
  Overeating
• 11:30
  is
• 11:30
  not
• 11:31
  the
• 11:31
  altar.
• 11:32
  Sitting
• 11:32
  down
• 11:32
  and
• 11:33
  not
• 11:33
  moving
• 11:33
  my
• 11:33
  body
• 11:34
  is
• 11:34
  not
• 11:34
  the
• 11:34
  altar.
• 11:35
  It's
• 11:35
  not
• 11:35
  the
• 11:35
  freedom
• 11:36
  that
• 11:36
  I'm
• 11:36
  actually
• 11:36
  wanting,
• 11:38
  feeding
• 11:38
  myself,
• 11:39
  drinking
• 11:40
  myself.
• 11:41
  Crazy.
• 11:42
  Um,
• 11:43
  codependent,
• 11:44
  like
• 11:44
  nutso,
• 11:45
  like
• 11:45
  crazy
• 11:46
  and
• 11:46
  everyone
• 11:46
  else's,
• 11:47
  uh,
• 11:47
  opinions
• 11:48
  mattering
• 11:49
  more
• 11:49
  than
• 11:50
  being
• 11:50
  scared
• 11:50
  of
• 11:50
  what
• 11:50
  God's
• 11:51
  opinion
• 11:51
  of
• 11:51
  me
• 11:52
  was,
• 11:52
  is
• 11:53
  something
• 11:54
  that
• 11:54
  actually
• 11:55
  scares
• 11:55
  me.
• 11:55
  Yeah,
• 11:56
  because
• 11:56
  we
• 11:56
  have
• 11:57
  so
• 11:57
  many
• 11:57
  ways
• 11:58
  and
• 11:58
  so
• 11:58
  many
• 11:59
  things
• 12:00
  that
• 12:00
  we
• 12:00
  substitute
• 12:01
  love
• 12:01
  for,
• 12:02
  and
• 12:03
  most
• 12:03
  of
• 12:03
  the
• 12:03
  time,
• 12:04
  I
• 12:04
  mean,
• 12:04
  let's
• 12:04
  just
• 12:05
  do
• 12:05
  teenage
• 12:05
  girls
• 12:05
  for
• 12:06
  example.
• 12:06
  'cause
• 12:06
  this
• 12:06
  is
• 12:06
  an
• 12:06
  easy
• 12:07
  illustration.
• 12:08
  Teenage
• 12:09
  girls
• 12:09
  that
• 12:09
  are
• 12:09
  boy
• 12:10
  crazy,
• 12:10
  have
• 12:11
  a
• 12:11
  ha,
• 12:12
  don't
• 12:12
  feel
• 12:12
  loved
• 12:12
  at
• 12:12
  home.
• 12:13
  They're
• 12:13
  not
• 12:14
  hugged,
• 12:15
  they're
• 12:15
  not
• 12:15
  held,
• 12:15
  they
• 12:16
  don't
• 12:16
  feel
• 12:16
  safe.
• 12:17
  They
• 12:17
  don't
• 12:17
  feel
• 12:17
  like
• 12:17
  they
• 12:18
  can
• 12:18
  mess
• 12:18
  up.
• 12:18
  They
• 12:19
  feel
• 12:19
  like
• 12:19
  the
• 12:19
  goalpost
• 12:20
  is
• 12:20
  always
• 12:20
  moving.
• 12:21
  Girls
• 12:21
  that
• 12:22
  are
• 12:22
  boy
• 12:22
  crazy.
• 12:24
  Having
• 12:24
  sex
• 12:24
  early,
• 12:25
  all
• 12:25
  of
• 12:25
  that
• 12:26
  don't
• 12:26
  feel
• 12:27
  loved.
• 12:28
  So
• 12:28
  they're
• 12:28
  trying
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  find
• 12:29
  love
• 12:30
  in
• 12:30
  other
• 12:30
  places.
• 12:30
  And
• 12:30
  it's
• 12:31
  no
• 12:31
  different
• 12:31
  than
• 12:32
  when
• 12:32
  you
• 12:32
  are
• 12:32
  overeating.
• 12:33
  When
• 12:33
  you
• 12:34
  are
• 12:34
  overshopping,
• 12:35
  you
• 12:35
  are
• 12:35
  over,
• 12:35
  like
• 12:35
  you're
• 12:36
  doing
• 12:36
  things
• 12:36
  that
• 12:36
  aren't
• 12:37
  appropriate.
• 12:37
  These
• 12:38
  are
• 12:38
  things
• 12:38
  that
• 12:39
  are
• 12:39
  going
• 12:39
  to
• 12:39
  keep
• 12:39
  you
• 12:39
  back
• 12:40
  in
• 12:40
  your
• 12:40
  health,
• 12:40
  and
• 12:40
  I
• 12:40
  wanna
• 12:41
  know
• 12:41
  what
• 12:41
  other
• 12:42
  practitioners
• 12:42
  gonna
• 12:42
  ask
• 12:43
  you
• 12:43
  these
• 12:43
  things.
• 12:44
  I
• 12:44
  wanna
• 12:45
  know.
• 12:46
  At
• 12:46
  least
• 12:47
  in
• 12:47
  my
• 12:47
  area,
• 12:47
  I
• 12:48
  know
• 12:48
  no
• 12:48
  other
• 12:48
  practitioner
• 12:49
  that
• 12:49
  treats
• 12:50
  people
• 12:50
  like
• 12:50
  this,
• 12:51
  that
• 12:51
  sees
• 12:52
  the
• 12:52
  spiritual
• 12:53
  warfare
• 12:54
  as
• 12:54
  your
• 12:54
  healthcare.
• 12:56
  That
• 12:56
  is
• 12:56
  a
• 12:56
  piece
• 12:57
  of
• 12:57
  it.
• 12:58
  I
• 12:58
  don't
• 12:58
  know
• 12:59
  how
• 13:00
  you
• 13:00
  can,
• 13:01
  how
• 13:01
  anybody
• 13:01
  can
• 13:02
  go
• 13:02
  through
• 13:02
  life
• 13:03
  not
• 13:03
  knowing
• 13:04
  that
• 13:04
  there's
• 13:04
  an
• 13:04
  active
• 13:04
  and
• 13:05
  real
• 13:05
  enemy
• 13:05
  trying
• 13:06
  to
• 13:06
  kill,
• 13:06
  steal,
• 13:07
  and
• 13:07
  destroy
• 13:07
  us.
• 13:08
  It
• 13:08
  re
• 13:09
  he
• 13:09
  really
• 13:09
  is.
• 13:10
  And
• 13:10
  then
• 13:10
  there's
• 13:10
  als
• 13:11
  also
• 13:11
  these
• 13:11
  al
• 13:12
  other,
• 13:12
  uh,
• 13:13
  spirits
• 13:14
  of
• 13:14
  darkness
• 13:15
  and,
• 13:15
  uh,
• 13:15
  uh,
• 13:15
  of
• 13:16
  darkness
• 13:16
  that
• 13:16
  want
• 13:16
  to
• 13:16
  come
• 13:17
  and
• 13:17
  oppress
• 13:17
  you.
• 13:19
  And
• 13:19
  if
• 13:19
  you
• 13:19
  think
• 13:20
  that
• 13:20
  you're
• 13:20
  feeling
• 13:21
  less
• 13:21
  than
• 13:21
  you
• 13:21
  feel
• 13:22
  like
• 13:22
  all
• 13:22
  of
• 13:22
  these
• 13:22
  other
• 13:22
  things
• 13:23
  and
• 13:23
  you
• 13:23
  let
• 13:24
  these
• 13:24
  spirits
• 13:25
  control
• 13:25
  you,
• 13:27
  those
• 13:28
  spirits
• 13:28
  come
• 13:29
  to
• 13:29
  those
• 13:29
  people
• 13:30
  are
• 13:30
  suckling
• 13:30
  the
• 13:30
  milk.
• 13:31
  Those
• 13:31
  spirits
• 13:32
  come
• 13:33
  and
• 13:33
  take
• 13:34
  those
• 13:34
  milk
• 13:34
  drinkers
• 13:35
  because
• 13:35
  they
• 13:36
  don't
• 13:37
  have
• 13:37
  radical,
• 13:38
  um,
• 13:40
  radical.
• 13:41
  What
• 13:41
  is
• 13:41
  it
• 13:41
  called?
• 13:42
  Authenticity.
• 13:43
  They're
• 13:43
  not
• 13:43
  radically
• 13:44
  truthful.
• 13:45
  They
• 13:45
  don't
• 13:46
  accept
• 13:46
  themselves.
• 13:47
  They
• 13:47
  don't
• 13:47
  want
• 13:48
  to,
• 13:49
  they
• 13:49
  don't
• 13:50
  want
• 13:50
  to
• 13:50
  be
• 13:51
  real.
• 13:52
  They
• 13:52
  wanna
• 13:52
  just
• 13:52
  shove
• 13:53
  everything
• 13:53
  under
• 13:53
  the
• 13:53
  rug
• 13:54
  and
• 13:54
  everything
• 13:54
  that
• 13:54
  happens
• 13:55
  at
• 13:55
  home
• 13:55
  and
• 13:55
  then
• 13:55
  put
• 13:55
  a
• 13:55
  mask
• 13:56
  on
• 13:56
  when
• 13:56
  they
• 13:56
  leave.
• 13:57
  I
• 13:57
  am
• 13:57
  done
• 13:58
  with
• 13:58
  that
• 13:58
  kind
• 13:58
  of
• 13:58
  living,
• 13:59
  and
• 14:00
  if
• 14:00
  you,
• 14:00
  you
• 14:01
  might
• 14:01
  hear
• 14:01
  my
• 14:01
  son,
• 14:01
  he's
• 14:01
  vacuuming
• 14:02
  in
• 14:02
  the
• 14:02
  background.
• 14:03
  He
• 14:03
  just
• 14:03
  texted
• 14:03
  me
• 14:03
  and
• 14:03
  asked,
• 14:04
  but.
• 14:05
  If
• 14:06
  you
• 14:06
  feel
• 14:07
  like
• 14:07
  you
• 14:08
  have
• 14:08
  to
• 14:08
  hide
• 14:09
  something,
• 14:10
  that
• 14:10
  is
• 14:10
  where
• 14:10
  the
• 14:10
  enemy
• 14:11
  has
• 14:11
  you
• 14:11
  by
• 14:11
  the
• 14:11
  throat.
• 14:13
  If
• 14:13
  you
• 14:13
  feel
• 14:13
  like
• 14:14
  you
• 14:14
  have
• 14:14
  to
• 14:14
  hide
• 14:14
  something,
• 14:15
  the
• 14:15
  enemy's
• 14:15
  got
• 14:15
  you.
• 14:16
  And
• 14:16
  he
• 14:16
  doesn't
• 14:16
  have
• 14:16
  to
• 14:16
  work
• 14:16
  very
• 14:17
  hard
• 14:18
  because
• 14:18
  when
• 14:18
  we
• 14:18
  hide,
• 14:19
  when
• 14:19
  we
• 14:20
  hide
• 14:20
  anything.
• 14:20
  Yeah,
• 14:21
  that
• 14:21
  is
• 14:21
  when
• 14:22
  he
• 14:22
  has
• 14:22
  control
• 14:23
  because
• 14:23
  when
• 14:23
  you
• 14:23
  start
• 14:24
  hiding,
• 14:24
  you
• 14:24
  start
• 14:24
  isolating
• 14:25
  and,
• 14:25
  and
• 14:25
  you
• 14:25
  start
• 14:26
  compartmentalizing
• 14:27
  who
• 14:27
  you
• 14:27
  are.
• 14:27
  And
• 14:28
  so
• 14:28
  the
• 14:28
  real
• 14:28
  you
• 14:28
  doesn't
• 14:29
  even
• 14:29
  come
• 14:29
  up.
• 14:29
  And
• 14:29
  then
• 14:29
  you
• 14:30
  are
• 14:30
  not
• 14:30
  an
• 14:30
  example
• 14:31
  of
• 14:31
  testimony
• 14:31
  that
• 14:31
  anybody
• 14:32
  wants
• 14:32
  to
• 14:32
  be
• 14:32
  like.
• 14:33
  There's
• 14:33
  no
• 14:34
  radical
• 14:34
  authenticity
• 14:34
  or
• 14:35
  truth.
• 14:36
  And
• 14:37
  I
• 14:37
  am
• 14:37
  here
• 14:38
  to
• 14:38
  encourage
• 14:38
  you
• 14:39
  today
• 14:40
  to
• 14:40
  start
• 14:40
  thinking
• 14:41
  about
• 14:41
  how
• 14:42
  is
• 14:42
  it
• 14:43
  in
• 14:43
  every
• 14:43
  single
• 14:44
  area
• 14:44
  of
• 14:44
  my
• 14:45
  life
• 14:45
  that
• 14:45
  I
• 14:45
  am
• 14:45
  not
• 14:46
  being
• 14:46
  radically
• 14:47
  authentic
• 14:48
  or
• 14:48
  radically
• 14:48
  surrendered
• 14:49
  to
• 14:49
  Christ?
• 14:50
  These
• 14:50
  are
• 14:50
  questions
• 14:51
  I've
• 14:51
  had
• 14:51
  to
• 14:51
  ask
• 14:51
  myself,
• 14:52
  and
• 14:52
  I
• 14:52
  ask
• 14:52
  myself
• 14:52
  these
• 14:53
  things
• 14:53
  every
• 14:54
  single
• 14:54
  week
• 14:55
  and
• 14:55
  in
• 14:55
  the
• 14:55
  mornings
• 14:56
  I'm
• 14:56
  like,
• 14:56
  God,
• 14:56
  I'm
• 14:56
  struggling
• 14:57
  to
• 14:57
  stay
• 14:57
  surrendered
• 14:58
  to
• 14:58
  you
• 14:58
  because
• 14:58
  I
• 14:58
  wanna
• 14:58
  do
• 14:59
  this,
• 14:59
  this,
• 14:59
  and
• 14:59
  this.
• 15:00
  And
• 15:01
  then
• 15:01
  he
• 15:01
  is
• 15:01
  like,
• 15:01
  okay,
• 15:01
  cool.
• 15:02
  I
• 15:02
  know
• 15:02
  you
• 15:02
  want
• 15:03
  to.
• 15:03
  But
• 15:04
  what
• 15:04
  are
• 15:04
  you
• 15:04
  gonna
• 15:04
  do?
• 15:05
  He
• 15:05
  doesn't
• 15:05
  force
• 15:06
  me.
• 15:06
  He
• 15:06
  doesn't
• 15:06
  force
• 15:07
  me.
• 15:08
  He
• 15:08
  knows
• 15:09
  that
• 15:09
  my
• 15:10
  heart
• 15:10
  wants
• 15:10
  him
• 15:12
  and
• 15:12
  I
• 15:12
  want
• 15:12
  more
• 15:13
  of
• 15:13
  him
• 15:13
  and
• 15:13
  less
• 15:13
  of
• 15:14
  me
• 15:14
  because
• 15:14
  me
• 15:15
  is
• 15:15
  disgusting
• 15:16
  and
• 15:16
  dirty,
• 15:16
  and
• 15:17
  he
• 15:17
  is
• 15:17
  pure
• 15:18
  and
• 15:18
  clean,
• 15:19
  and
• 15:19
  everything
• 15:21
  moves
• 15:22
  forward
• 15:22
  from
• 15:22
  there.
• 15:24
  And
• 15:24
  I
• 15:24
  truly
• 15:24
  was
• 15:24
  not
• 15:25
  about
• 15:25
  to
• 15:25
  even
• 15:26
  have
• 15:26
  this
• 15:26
  conversation
• 15:27
  on
• 15:27
  here,
• 15:27
  but
• 15:28
  guys,
• 15:28
  I
• 15:28
  don't,
• 15:29
  it's
• 15:29
  like
• 15:29
  it's
• 15:29
  bottled
• 15:30
  up
• 15:30
  in
• 15:30
  me
• 15:30
  and
• 15:30
  I
• 15:31
  had
• 15:31
  to
• 15:31
  get
• 15:31
  it
• 15:31
  out
• 15:31
  and
• 15:31
  I
• 15:31
  didn't
• 15:32
  know
• 15:32
  where
• 15:32
  else
• 15:32
  to
• 15:32
  put
• 15:33
  it.
• 15:34
  So
• 15:34
  if
• 15:34
  you
• 15:34
  like
• 15:34
  this
• 15:34
  kind
• 15:35
  of
• 15:35
  episode,
• 15:35
  please
• 15:35
  let
• 15:36
  me
• 15:36
  know.
• 15:36
  I
• 15:36
  won't
• 15:36
  do
• 15:37
  anything
• 15:37
  formal
• 15:37
  or
• 15:38
  whatever.
• 15:38
  But
• 15:39
  if
• 15:39
  you
• 15:39
  like
• 15:39
  this
• 15:39
  kind
• 15:39
  of
• 15:39
  episode,
• 15:40
  let
• 15:40
  me
• 15:40
  know.
• 15:42
  I'm
• 15:42
  15
• 15:42
  minutes
• 15:42
  into
• 15:43
  my
• 15:43
  little
• 15:43
  monologue
• 15:43
  here.
• 15:45
  But
• 15:45
  I
• 15:45
  want
• 15:45
  you
• 15:45
  to
• 15:46
  feel
• 15:46
  like
• 15:46
  exactly
• 15:47
  who
• 15:47
  I
• 15:48
  am
• 15:48
  in
• 15:49
  life.
• 15:50
  You're
• 15:50
  going
• 15:50
  to
• 15:50
  hear
• 15:50
  me
• 15:51
  talk
• 15:51
  about
• 15:51
  Jesus
• 15:52
  in
• 15:52
  a
• 15:52
  conversation.
• 15:54
  You
• 15:54
  may
• 15:54
  hear
• 15:54
  me
• 15:54
  say,
• 15:55
  if
• 15:55
  I
• 15:55
  don't
• 15:55
  know
• 15:56
  your
• 15:56
  faith
• 15:56
  or
• 15:57
  things
• 15:57
  like
• 15:57
  that.
• 15:57
  I'll
• 15:57
  be
• 15:57
  like,
• 15:57
  well,
• 15:57
  I'm
• 15:58
  a
• 15:58
  woman
• 15:58
  of
• 15:58
  faith
• 15:58
  and
• 15:59
  this
• 15:59
  is
• 15:59
  what
• 15:59
  I
• 15:59
  do
• 16:00
  and
• 16:00
  this
• 16:00
  is
• 16:00
  my
• 16:00
  worldview
• 16:01
  and
• 16:01
  this
• 16:01
  is
• 16:01
  how
• 16:02
  I
• 16:02
  look
• 16:02
  at.
• 16:02
  Things
• 16:02
  and
• 16:03
  you're
• 16:03
  going
• 16:03
  to
• 16:03
  see
• 16:04
  more
• 16:05
  of
• 16:05
  Jesus
• 16:05
  and
• 16:05
  less
• 16:05
  of
• 16:06
  me
• 16:06
  because
• 16:06
  I
• 16:07
  also
• 16:07
  refuse
• 16:08
  to
• 16:08
  be
• 16:08
  held
• 16:08
  back
• 16:08
  and
• 16:08
  play
• 16:09
  small
• 16:09
  just
• 16:10
  because
• 16:10
  my
• 16:10
  face
• 16:11
  is
• 16:11
  the
• 16:11
  face
• 16:11
  of
• 16:11
  this
• 16:12
  business
• 16:12
  of,
• 16:12
  of
• 16:13
  this
• 16:13
  holistic
• 16:13
  health
• 16:13
  space.
• 16:14
  I
• 16:14
  want
• 16:14
  you
• 16:14
  to
• 16:15
  know
• 16:15
  you
• 16:15
  belong
• 16:15
  here.
• 16:16
  If
• 16:16
  you
• 16:17
  are
• 16:17
  a
• 16:17
  follower
• 16:18
  of
• 16:18
  Jesus,
• 16:18
  I
• 16:19
  want
• 16:19
  you
• 16:19
  to
• 16:19
  rise
• 16:20
  up
• 16:20
  as
• 16:20
  a
• 16:20
  healthy
• 16:20
  and
• 16:21
  whole
• 16:21
  leader
• 16:22
  in
• 16:22
  your
• 16:22
  home,
• 16:23
  in
• 16:23
  your
• 16:23
  church,
• 16:24
  in
• 16:24
  your
• 16:24
  community,
• 16:24
  because
• 16:25
  that's
• 16:25
  how
• 16:25
  we
• 16:25
  make
• 16:26
  changes.
• 16:26
  We
• 16:27
  do
• 16:27
  not
• 16:27
  evangelize.
• 16:28
  I
• 16:28
  was
• 16:28
  telling
• 16:28
  my
• 16:29
  se
• 16:29
  my
• 16:29
  seventh
• 16:30
  grade
• 16:30
  girls
• 16:30
  that
• 16:30
  I
• 16:30
  work
• 16:30
  with
• 16:31
  on
• 16:31
  Wednesdays,
• 16:31
  I
• 16:31
  was
• 16:31
  like.
• 16:32
  We
• 16:32
  don't
• 16:33
  evangelize.
• 16:34
  Yes,
• 16:34
  we
• 16:34
  can
• 16:34
  bring
• 16:34
  people
• 16:35
  to
• 16:35
  church.
• 16:35
  That's
• 16:35
  fun.
• 16:35
  We
• 16:36
  can
• 16:36
  bring
• 16:36
  'em
• 16:36
  to
• 16:36
  all
• 16:36
  like
• 16:36
  events
• 16:37
  and
• 16:37
  things
• 16:37
  like
• 16:37
  that,
• 16:38
  and
• 16:38
  that's
• 16:38
  fun.
• 16:39
  But
• 16:39
  really
• 16:39
  what
• 16:40
  evangelism
• 16:40
  looks
• 16:41
  like
• 16:41
  is
• 16:41
  people
• 16:41
  seeing
• 16:42
  you
• 16:42
  change
• 16:43
  from
• 16:43
  the
• 16:43
  inside
• 16:43
  out,
• 16:45
  and
• 16:45
  that
• 16:45
  means
• 16:46
  your
• 16:47
  spiritual
• 16:48
  life.
• 16:48
  That
• 16:49
  means
• 16:49
  addressing
• 16:49
  your
• 16:50
  trauma
• 16:50
  and
• 16:50
  letting
• 16:51
  things
• 16:51
  go
• 16:52
  to
• 16:52
  Jesus
• 16:53
  and
• 16:53
  letting
• 16:53
  him
• 16:53
  heal
• 16:54
  those
• 16:54
  wounds.
• 16:55
  It
• 16:55
  requires
• 16:56
  you
• 16:56
  to
• 16:57
  work
• 16:57
  in
• 16:57
  healing
• 16:58
  your
• 16:58
  body
• 16:59
  from
• 16:59
  the
• 16:59
  inside
• 17:00
  out.
• 17:02
  It
• 17:02
  also
• 17:03
  requires
• 17:03
  you
• 17:04
  having
• 17:04
  people
• 17:05
  in
• 17:05
  your
• 17:05
  world
• 17:05
  that
• 17:05
  are
• 17:06
  done
• 17:06
  with
• 17:06
  the
• 17:06
  surface
• 17:07
  level
• 17:07
  conversations
• 17:08
  and
• 17:08
  masking.
• 17:09
  We
• 17:09
  ha
• 17:09
  it,
• 17:09
  we
• 17:10
  have
• 17:10
  to
• 17:10
  go
• 17:10
  deeper.
• 17:11
  We
• 17:11
  have
• 17:11
  to
• 17:11
  like
• 17:12
  actually
• 17:12
  have
• 17:13
  conversations
• 17:13
  about
• 17:14
  the
• 17:14
  things
• 17:14
  going
• 17:14
  on
• 17:14
  in
• 17:14
  the
• 17:15
  world
• 17:15
  with
• 17:15
  Iran,
• 17:16
  with
• 17:16
  the
• 17:16
  Muslims
• 17:16
  taking
• 17:17
  over
• 17:17
  and
• 17:17
  with
• 17:18
  socialism
• 17:18
  taking
• 17:19
  over
• 17:19
  and,
• 17:20
  and
• 17:20
  with
• 17:20
  these,
• 17:20
  um,
• 17:21
  ICE
• 17:21
  people
• 17:22
  and
• 17:22
  like
• 17:22
  the
• 17:22
  people
• 17:23
  that
• 17:23
  are,
• 17:24
  um,
• 17:24
  what
• 17:25
  is
• 17:25
  it
• 17:25
  called?
• 17:25
  And
• 17:26
  protesting
• 17:26
  ice
• 17:27
  and
• 17:27
  all
• 17:27
  of
• 17:27
  this
• 17:28
  stuff.
• 17:28
  We
• 17:28
  need
• 17:28
  to
• 17:28
  have
• 17:29
  these
• 17:29
  conversations
• 17:30
  as
• 17:30
  women
• 17:31
  of,
• 17:32
  of
• 17:32
  Jesus,
• 17:33
  women
• 17:34
  of
• 17:34
  the
• 17:34
  church.
• 17:35
  How
• 17:36
  are
• 17:36
  we
• 17:36
  going
• 17:36
  to
• 17:36
  raise
• 17:36
  our
• 17:37
  children
• 17:37
  in
• 17:37
  a
• 17:37
  place
• 17:38
  where
• 17:38
  pronouns
• 17:39
  are
• 17:39
  everywhere?
• 17:41
  How
• 17:41
  are
• 17:41
  we
• 17:42
  going
• 17:42
  to
• 17:42
  raise
• 17:42
  our
• 17:42
  children
• 17:43
  to
• 17:43
  learn
• 17:43
  how
• 17:44
  to
• 17:44
  love
• 17:44
  and
• 17:44
  live
• 17:45
  by
• 17:45
  example?
• 17:45
  If
• 17:45
  we
• 17:45
  can't
• 17:45
  even
• 17:46
  do
• 17:46
  it
• 17:46
  ourselves?
• 17:47
  We
• 17:47
  can't
• 17:47
  do
• 17:48
  that.
• 17:48
  We
• 17:48
  have
• 17:48
  to
• 17:48
  expect
• 17:49
  better.
• 17:50
  Alright
• 17:50
  guys,
• 17:50
  I'm
• 17:50
  gonna
• 17:50
  wrap
• 17:51
  this
• 17:51
  up
• 17:51
  because
• 17:51
  I
• 17:51
  am
• 17:51
  going
• 17:52
  on
• 17:52
  multiple
• 17:52
  tangents
• 17:53
  and
• 17:53
  I'm
• 17:53
  just
• 17:53
  going
• 17:54
  to
• 17:54
  let
• 17:54
  this
• 17:54
  be.
• 17:54
  If
• 17:55
  you
• 17:55
  like
• 17:55
  this
• 17:55
  episode,
• 17:56
  would
• 17:56
  you
• 17:56
  please
• 17:57
  leave
• 17:57
  me
• 17:57
  five
• 17:57
  stars?
• 17:58
  And
• 17:58
  tell
• 17:58
  me
• 17:58
  what
• 17:59
  you
• 17:59
  got
• 17:59
  out
• 17:59
  of
• 17:59
  it.
• 18:00
  And
• 18:00
  you
• 18:00
  know
• 18:00
  what?
• 18:00
  I
• 18:00
  would,
• 18:00
  honestly,
• 18:01
  because
• 18:02
  of
• 18:02
  this
• 18:02
  episode,
• 18:02
  I
• 18:02
  would
• 18:02
  really,
• 18:03
  really
• 18:03
  appreciate
• 18:04
  you
• 18:04
  sending
• 18:04
  me
• 18:04
  a
• 18:04
  DM
• 18:05
  and
• 18:05
  telling
• 18:05
  me
• 18:05
  what
• 18:06
  you
• 18:06
  thought
• 18:06
  about
• 18:06
  this,
• 18:06
  because
• 18:07
  that
• 18:07
  is
• 18:07
  important
• 18:08
  to
• 18:08
  me
• 18:09
  that
• 18:09
  I
• 18:09
  actually
• 18:09
  serve
• 18:10
  you
• 18:10
  with
• 18:10
  what
• 18:10
  you
• 18:11
  need.
• 18:11
  And
• 18:12
  if
• 18:12
  I
• 18:12
  met
• 18:12
  you
• 18:12
  where
• 18:13
  you
• 18:13
  are,
• 18:13
  I
• 18:13
  would
• 18:13
  be
• 18:13
  happy
• 18:14
  to
• 18:14
  to
• 18:14
  talk
• 18:14
  with
• 18:14
  you.
• 18:15
  All
• 18:15
  right
• 18:15
  guys.
• 18:16
  I
• 18:16
  will
• 18:16
  see
• 18:17
  you
• 18:17
  next
• 18:17
  week.
• 18:18
  Thanks
• 18:18
  for
• 18:18
  listening
• 18:19
  to
• 18:19
  The
• 18:19
  Crying
• 18:19
  in
• 18:19
  My
• 18:19
  Cheesecake
• 18:19
  podcast.
• 18:20
  If
• 18:20
  this
• 18:20
  episode
• 18:21
  spoke
• 18:21
  to
• 18:21
  you
• 18:21
  even
• 18:21
  in
• 18:21
  the
• 18:22
  smallest
• 18:22
  way,
• 18:22
  don't
• 18:22
  keep
• 18:23
  it
• 18:23
  for
• 18:23
  yourself.
• 18:24
  Share
• 18:24
  it
• 18:24
  with
• 18:24
  a
• 18:24
  friend
• 18:24
  who's
• 18:24
  ready
• 18:25
  for
• 18:25
  real
• 18:25
  change,
• 18:26
  and
• 18:26
  listen
• 18:26
  your
• 18:26
  next
• 18:26
  steps
• 18:27
  matter.
• 18:27
  Check
• 18:28
  the
• 18:28
  show
• 18:28
  notes
• 18:28
  for
• 18:28
  links,
• 18:29
  resources,
• 18:29
  and
• 18:29
  ways
• 18:30
  to
• 18:30
  work
• 18:30
  with
• 18:30
  me.
• 18:30
  Whether
• 18:30
  you're
• 18:31
  ready
• 18:31
  to
• 18:31
  step
• 18:31
  into
• 18:31
  adventures
• 18:32
  or
• 18:32
  Blood
• 18:33
  sugar
• 18:33
  explorers,
• 18:34
  or
• 18:34
  why
• 18:34
  don't
• 18:34
  you
• 18:34
  just
• 18:35
  come
• 18:35
  hang
• 18:35
  out
• 18:35
  with
• 18:35
  me
• 18:35
  on
• 18:35
  Substack
• 18:36
  and
• 18:36
  Telegram,
• 18:37
  and
• 18:37
  if
• 18:38
  you
• 18:38
  made
• 18:38
  it
• 18:38
  to
• 18:38
  the
• 18:38
  end,
• 18:38
  come
• 18:39
  tell
• 18:39
  me.
• 18:39
  Send
• 18:39
  me
• 18:39
  a
• 18:39
  DM
• 18:40
  on
• 18:40
  Instagram
• 18:40
  and
• 18:41
  tell
• 18:41
  me
• 18:41
  what
• 18:41
  hit
• 18:41
  home
• 18:42
  for
• 18:42
  you
• 18:42
  today.
• 18:42
  I
• 18:43
  read
• 18:43
  every
• 18:43
  single
• 18:43
  one
• 18:43
  of
• 18:44
  them.
• 18:44
  I
• 18:44
  am
• 18:44
  cheering
• 18:45
  for
• 18:45
  you.
• 18:45
  I
• 18:45
  am
• 18:46
  praying
• 18:46
  over
• 18:46
  you,
• 18:47
  and
• 18:47
  I
• 18:47
  will.
• 18:47
  To
• 18:47
  you
• 18:47
  in
• 18:48
  the
• 18:48
  next
• 18:48
  episode.