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- 0:09Tina Strachan: This is the Book Deal podcast
- 0:11Madeleine Cleary: where you will discover the inspiring stories behind your favorite books.
- 0:15Natasha Rai: We interview seasoned and debut authors, as well as publishing industry professionals to bring you the best tips and advice on how to get that elusive book deal.
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- 0:29Tina Strachan: I'm Tina Strachan.
- 0:30Madeleine Cleary: I'm Madeleine Cleary.
- 0:32Natasha Rai: And I'm Natasha Rai.
- 0:34Tina Strachan: And join us as we pull back the curtain of published authors
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- 0:57Natasha Rai: Hi everyone.
- 0:58Natasha Rai: Thanks for joining The Book Deal podcast.
- 1:00Natasha Rai: From my first episode of 2026, it's a special one for me, uh, because I interviewed three members of the debut crew 2026 as a panel discussion, and, um, we are going to meet each other again towards the end of the year after their amazing books are out.
- 1:19Natasha Rai: So to introduce them to you, Sophie Stern is from Sydney, Australia, Al where she lives with her husband and son.
- 1:27Natasha Rai: Her short fiction has been published in magazines and literary zines, including Yen Magazine, ellipse and Ellipsis scene, and shortlisted for the Bridport Prize.
- 1:37Natasha Rai: The manuscript of her first novel was shortlisted for the Penguin Literary Prize in 2024.
- 1:44Natasha Rai: Our second author on the panel, Leearna Shaw is a contemporary rural romance author who writes about strong women fighting for their futures and falling in love along the way.
- 1:54Natasha Rai: Her debut novel won the Romance Writers of Australia's Emerald Award for best unpublished manuscript in 2024.
- 2:01Natasha Rai: And when she's not tending to her unhealthy obsession with indoor plants, Leearna can be found either on the yoga mat or chasing runaway lambs and her wayward boys on their farm, northeast of Melbourne.
- 2:14Natasha Rai: The third writer on our panel today is Inessa Jackson, who is a CRI Sydney crime writer living on Guay country.
- 2:21Natasha Rai: Her debut novel Double Mountain won the Affirm Baruna Mentorship Award and will be published mid 2026.
- 2:30Natasha Rai: Her first unpublished mystery thriller was runner up for the 2023 Banjo Prize and shortlisted for the 2022 A SA HQ Commercial Fiction Award before she fell in love with crime writing backpacked around the world.
- 2:46Natasha Rai: Worked in consumer PR and they settled into life as a stay at home mom.
- 2:50Natasha Rai: When she's not writing, Vanessa spends her time reading, swimming at Manley Beach and walking her loyal assistant, Billy the Caboodle.
- 2:58Natasha Rai: She has a passion for cheese, loves all types of Aussie fiction, and is terrified of sheep.
- 3:04Natasha Rai: I hope you enjoy this episode and I look forward to seeing you on part two of this one.
- 3:15Natasha Rai: So here we all are, 2026, the debut crew, or some of you from the debut crew, 2026.
- 3:21Natasha Rai: Um, so as we always do on the book deal, we're gonna throw you in the deep end, um, and you're gonna get very good at this.
- 3:28Natasha Rai: So I would like to hear your elevator pitches for your books.
- 3:32Natasha Rai: So let's start please with Leearna Shaw.
- 3:36Leearna Shaw: Straight into it.
- 3:37Leearna Shaw: No problem.
- 3:38Leearna Shaw: Yeah.
- 3:39Leearna Shaw: So our farming Golden Clouds is a heartfelt rural romance that delves into the question, what if you found the love of your life and then lost them?
- 3:48Leearna Shaw: The story follows, struggling farmer, widow, mother, and self-help author Indy Carmichael, who's just trying to keep her head above water.
- 3:57Leearna Shaw: She doesn't have the time to fix the endless problems facing Manum Farm, let alone for romance.
- 4:02Leearna Shaw: Meanwhile washed up actor Ben Whitham just wants his life to stick to the script.
- 4:06Leearna Shaw: But his summer filming on location in the small town of Keal Creek is thrown into chaos by a certain farmer slash author who bursts into his life.
- 4:16Leearna Shaw: But with Indy's future on the farm, hanging by a thread and Ben's career on the line, they'll both need to ask themselves if falling in love when life is falling apart is really the best idea.
- 4:27Leearna Shaw: So, uh, farm and Golden Clouds, it's out the 31st of March this year.
- 4:32Natasha Rai: Oh my God.
- 4:32Natasha Rai: What a great pitch.
- 4:33Leearna Shaw: Thank you.
- 4:34Natasha Rai: Well done.
- 4:34Natasha Rai: I can't wait to read it.
- 4:36Natasha Rai: Um, so tell me, Leearna, like how did come to that idea?
- 4:41Natasha Rai: Was it something you've been working on for a while or how Yeah.
- 4:44Natasha Rai: How did it evolved for you?
- 4:46Leearna Shaw: So my husband and I, we had a tree change and we moved our family to a small farm on the side of a mountain.
- 4:53Leearna Shaw: This was the end of 2019.
- 4:56Leearna Shaw: Um, and two weeks after we moved, my husband, as they do, went out and bought this zero turn right on moa and he was flying up and down our steep paddocks and I was watching from the back deck.
- 5:10Leearna Shaw: Um, and he had a very, uh, terrifying close call, uh, um, where the mower almost flipped.
- 5:18Leearna Shaw: And in that moment I thought to myself.
- 5:23Leearna Shaw: I'm gonna be left alone here with 30 acres.
- 5:25Leearna Shaw: I have no idea how to look after seven sheep.
- 5:29Leearna Shaw: I have no clue what to do with and two children.
- 5:32Leearna Shaw: Um, and my second thought was, that's actually not a bad premise for a rural romance.
- 5:38Leearna Shaw: So, um, once I made sure, um, my husband was okay, no husbands were harmed in the development of this story, um, I ran inside and jotted down that idea and that was the start of it.
- 5:51Natasha Rai: I love it.
- 5:51Natasha Rai: I like how you mentioned that, you know, once you checked, he was okay.
- 5:55Leearna Shaw: Yeah.
- 5:57Natasha Rai: So how, how long ago was that?
- 5:59Leearna Shaw: So that was, that was at the end of 2019.
- 6:02Leearna Shaw: So I actually wrote the first draft during the first COVID lockdown in Melbourne.
- 6:07Natasha Rai: Oh, okay.
- 6:08Natasha Rai: Do you still have the fund?
- 6:10Leearna Shaw: Yes.
- 6:10Leearna Shaw: Yep.
- 6:10Leearna Shaw: We still live here, so I know, I know what to do now.
- 6:13Leearna Shaw: I'm my sheer.
- 6:14Leearna Shaw: We are, we're friends now, so.
- 6:16Natasha Rai: Excellent.
- 6:17Natasha Rai: Um, so I'll come back'cause I really wanna know what happened after that, after you wrote your draft, but let's, um, go to the second person off our debut crew 2026 panel, um, in Inessa Jackson.
- 6:28Natasha Rai: Can we have your pitch please?
- 6:30Sophie Stern: Yes, I'd love to.
- 6:31Sophie Stern: Thanks.
- 6:32Sophie Stern: So, devil Mountain is due out in late May, 2026, and it's a story about a broken-hearted and humiliated police detective Sergeant Anastasia Brown, who's sent to a small mountain village to investigate the grizzly murder of a popular gp.
- 6:48Sophie Stern: His body's being found in the state forest burned and chained with creepy symbols carved into the soles of his feet.
- 6:55Sophie Stern: Anna quickly realizes she has a huge problem on, on huge problem on her hands when her investigation hits a dead end and strange things start happening to her and.
- 7:04Sophie Stern: She's forced to ask herself, could the secret coven of witches who worship on the mountain be involved?
- 7:09Sophie Stern: Or is this the work of a clever killer with a taste for the macab?
- 7:13Sophie Stern: Either way, she knows she has to solve the mystery before the clock ticks down and the devil strikes again.
- 7:20Natasha Rai: Wow, that's so creepy.
- 7:23Inessa Jackson: I feel like it needs a,
- 7:25Natasha Rai: I know, uh, I'm not very good at sound effects.
- 7:28Natasha Rai: I would've added that in, but maybe I'll just, you just did it, so that's great.
- 7:31Natasha Rai: Um, how on earth do you come up with an idea like that?
- 7:34Natasha Rai: How do you,
- 7:34Inessa Jackson: um.
- 7:36Inessa Jackson: Well, I was, I was really thinking about this today.
- 7:38Inessa Jackson: And, um, my kids went to the local public school that backs onto the bush and there was 400 kids built, um, in a school for 200 with massive overcrowding.
- 7:47Inessa Jackson: So the school based, um, a decision on, um, environmental versus education and the education one, and they went out into the bush.
- 7:55Inessa Jackson: Lot of green opposition, as you know, you would expect.
- 7:58Inessa Jackson: Um, and that's understandable.
- 8:00Inessa Jackson: But at one PNC meeting, um, a lady came and she was very upset with us, and she had long white hair, and she was kind of in the elder sort of age group.
- 8:11Inessa Jackson: Anyway, she was very upset and she told us that, which we're all gonna regret this decision, and walked out.
- 8:16Inessa Jackson: And one of the other moms turned to me and said, could she be a member of the WCAN community?
- 8:21Inessa Jackson: And we all sort of looked at each other and went, no, no.
- 8:24Inessa Jackson: But I went, oh, that's a great idea for the book.
- 8:28Inessa Jackson: Um, the wcan protecting the environment and all the conflict, um, that, that would, that would cause in a small community.
- 8:34Inessa Jackson: Hmm.
- 8:36Natasha Rai: That's, and when did you start writing that?
- 8:38Inessa Jackson: Um, that was, oh, well in my head probably about six or seven years ago, but on paper.
- 8:45Inessa Jackson: Two years ago?
- 8:46Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 8:46Inessa Jackson: Two or three now, hard to remember.
- 8:48Natasha Rai: I'm gonna make a note of that in your, in your head.
- 8:50Natasha Rai: 'cause I like the idea of that.
- 8:53Natasha Rai: Uh,'cause I do something similar, but you just have ideas in
- 8:56Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 8:56Natasha Rai: In your head.
- 8:57Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 8:57Natasha Rai: Um, okay.
- 8:58Natasha Rai: I'll come back to you.
- 8:59Inessa Jackson: Okay.
- 9:00Natasha Rai: Alright.
- 9:00Natasha Rai: And lucky last Sophie Stern.
- 9:03Natasha Rai: Can we have your elevator pitch please?
- 9:05Sophie Stern: No pressure.
- 9:06Sophie Stern: After those two.
- 9:08Sophie Stern: What is left for us is a modern family drama about two sisters from Bondi, the secrets that tore them apart, and the crumbling Clifftop house that forces them back together.
- 9:20Sophie Stern: The novel alternates between the two sisters' perspectives, weaving between past and present as it unravels the secrets and mysteries that spun the sister's lives in different directions.
- 9:32Sophie Stern: It's for readers who loved Lonely Mouth by Jacqueline Mayley, everyone and everything by Nadine j Cohen, and Expectation by Anna Hope it's out with Penguin on 10th of March, 2026.
- 9:45Natasha Rai: Wow.
- 9:45Natasha Rai: That is so professional.
- 9:47Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 9:48Sophie Stern: It's a lot of pressure to get it right.
- 9:50Natasha Rai: Oh my gosh.
- 9:52Natasha Rai: Yeah, I, I still can't do comp titles when I have to pitch, when I have to do, like, intro, intro my book.
- 9:57Natasha Rai: So you are doing amazingly well.
- 9:59Natasha Rai: They're all great pitches.
- 10:00Natasha Rai: Um, I really love the sound of all of them.
- 10:02Natasha Rai: Um, Sophie, when did you start writing yours?
- 10:06Sophie Stern: I started writing it in 2022, but like Nessa, I had something in my head for a long time before that.
- 10:15Sophie Stern: Um, particularly the house that's at the center of the story that has been sort of haunting me for a number of years and when I actually started putting pen to paper is when I found the story of what had happened in the house.
- 10:31Natasha Rai: So is it an actual house that you'd heard about or know about?
- 10:34Sophie Stern: No, it's a fictional house on a fictional street in Bondi, but it's, it's this idea of a house on the Clifftop that was in my head.
- 10:43Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 10:44Natasha Rai: There's a lot of mountainous themes.
- 10:45Natasha Rai: And on all three of your books, which I just realized.
- 10:50Natasha Rai: Hmm.
- 10:51Natasha Rai: Um, so have you always been a writer, Sophie?
- 10:56Sophie Stern: I've always written, which I guess means I've always been a writer, but I'm probably only admitting that now.
- 11:02Sophie Stern: Um, yeah, I've always written, but mainly for myself.
- 11:07Natasha Rai: So when did you feel, or when did you think that this could be something you might wanna try to get published or even have that kind of dream or vision for the work?
- 11:19Sophie Stern: I think like a lot of people after COVID is really when I started thinking about how I was spending my time and what my priorities were.
- 11:29Sophie Stern: And I'd always wanted to write a novel, and I think it was at the end of 2021, I read this amazing book called 4,000 Weeks by Oliver Berkman, which is essentially.
- 11:42Sophie Stern: About how life is finite.
- 11:44Sophie Stern: There's a limited amount of things you can do.
- 11:46Sophie Stern: No productivity hack is gonna let you do everything.
- 11:49Sophie Stern: So pick the thing that means the most to you and just go at it.
- 11:53Sophie Stern: And so that's when I really started to take writing a novel seriously and committed to it.
- 12:00Sophie Stern: And I signed up to the Curtis Brown Creative Writing your novel course, which was great because that gave me structure, it gave me deadlines, it gave me a writing community.
- 12:10Sophie Stern: And that's when I started, I guess, putting the writing first and putting myself first as a writer.
- 12:17Natasha Rai: I like that.
- 12:18Natasha Rai: Um, how about you nsr?
- 12:21Natasha Rai: When did you, or how did you decide your provider?
- 12:24Natasha Rai: Have you always been one?
- 12:25Natasha Rai: I
- 12:26Inessa Jackson: haven't actually, I'm gonna admit something very embarrassing.
- 12:28Inessa Jackson: Okay.
- 12:30Inessa Jackson: In high school, I never got over 60% in English.
- 12:33Inessa Jackson: I mean, and that's, that's good for some people and for me, um, it wasn't, I wanted to do a lot better and it took till I was about 45 before I actually improved.
- 12:43Inessa Jackson: Um, so I came to writing in my early forties when the kids went to primary school, and I found myself, um, at a loose end and it was great.
- 12:51Inessa Jackson: Filled my days and, um, kept me sane.
- 12:54Inessa Jackson: So, so
- 12:56Natasha Rai: yeah.
- 12:56Natasha Rai: So I'm just really curious about that.
- 12:58Natasha Rai: So how, what drew you to the actual, like to writing if you know, as you say, at school, English wasn't something that your strong suit or you didn't feel like you did that well?
- 13:08Inessa Jackson: Um, I saw an ad actually for the Australian Writers Center.
- 13:12Inessa Jackson: Oh yeah.
- 13:12Inessa Jackson: And they were offering a, um, a creative introduction to creative writing.
- 13:16Inessa Jackson: And I just thought, you know what, this might be, this might be me.
- 13:19Inessa Jackson: I'll give this a go.
- 13:20Inessa Jackson: I'd also worked in PR for, you know, decades.
- 13:22Inessa Jackson: So I sort of had that.
- 13:24Inessa Jackson: Writing skills from there.
- 13:26Inessa Jackson: But I wanted to go into a creative sort of mindset.
- 13:28Inessa Jackson: Um, I think also with little kids and you're reading stories all the time and they're imagining things and you're just in this wonderful creative space.
- 13:35Inessa Jackson: I felt it was my time to see what I could do.
- 13:38Natasha Rai: And when you, uh, when you signed up for the course, did you already have ideas or were you kind of just seeing what, what was, what
- 13:44Inessa Jackson: I was just seeing, I had no idea.
- 13:46Inessa Jackson: And, um, it's really funny.
- 13:47Inessa Jackson: I've actually got the first little 250 word, um, assignment, and it's a man standing on the beach and he doesn't do anything.
- 13:55Inessa Jackson: He doesn't say anything, and no one approaches him.
- 13:56Inessa Jackson: There's not even a dog.
- 13:57Inessa Jackson: He just looks at the horizon.
- 13:59Inessa Jackson: That's, oh, wow, that's boring.
- 14:03Inessa Jackson: So I've improved a lot, I think, since then.
- 14:06Natasha Rai: Well, it sounds very descriptive.
- 14:08Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 14:08Inessa Jackson: Oh,
- 14:08Natasha Rai: thank
- 14:08Inessa Jackson: you.
- 14:08Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 14:09Inessa Jackson: It could be a moody piece, you know?
- 14:10Natasha Rai: Exactly.
- 14:11Natasha Rai: I could just do that as an opening shot.
- 14:13Natasha Rai: Like, you know, the camera pans into this man.
- 14:15Natasha Rai: What's he doing there?
- 14:16Natasha Rai: Well,
- 14:16Inessa Jackson: what anyway.
- 14:19Natasha Rai: And how about you, Leana?
- 14:21Natasha Rai: How did, how did you decide, or how did, do you, do you know, have you always been a writer?
- 14:26Leearna Shaw: Always been a writer?
- 14:27Leearna Shaw: Um, I was obsessed with books and writing, even as a kid.
- 14:31Leearna Shaw: I think I wrote my first story, I think it was grade five, about a mean frog who lost all his friends and had to win them back.
- 14:37Leearna Shaw: Um, and I just never stopped.
- 14:39Leearna Shaw: I wrote all the way through primary school, high school.
- 14:42Leearna Shaw: Um, I ended up getting into journalism and on the very first day I just said, this is not what I wanna do.
- 14:49Leearna Shaw: I wanna write books.
- 14:50Leearna Shaw: And I ended up dropping out and going to do professional writing and editing at RMIT, which, um, was just, yeah, the, the best time.
- 14:59Leearna Shaw: It was just wonderful.
- 15:00Leearna Shaw: Um, and from then I just kept writing.
- 15:02Leearna Shaw: Um, but as you know, life happens and I had two young kids, um, so it was about 10 years ago and I, I'd been writing the whole way through.
- 15:10Leearna Shaw: I think if you added up all the books I've written, I'd.
- 15:14Leearna Shaw: It'd be about 15, 90% of them will never see the light of day.
- 15:19Leearna Shaw: Um, but about 10 years ago I decided, no, I really want this to happen.
- 15:23Leearna Shaw: I want this to be my life.
- 15:25Leearna Shaw: Um, so I really dug in and, um, yeah, started to really push towards publication.
- 15:32Leearna Shaw: Um, and then after we did our, we made our tree change, I discovered rural romance and I just haven't looked back.
- 15:40Natasha Rai: It's, um, it's interesting, isn't it?
- 15:43Natasha Rai: How so much of life can influence or impact the way we view art or the way we, we view creativity.
- 15:50Natasha Rai: Um, I know that a lot of people struggle with that kind of time thing and also the imposter syndrome.
- 15:56Natasha Rai: So when did you finish your, a draft of the novel that you were happy to show someone?
- 16:05Leearna Shaw: Um, I think it was probably the second draft.
- 16:08Leearna Shaw: My mom is always my first reader.
- 16:10Leearna Shaw: Um, she has a, she's a, she loves reading.
- 16:15Leearna Shaw: Um, she's so lovely, but she has the worst poker face, so she's the perfect first reader because she'll read it and she'll give me all these beautiful compliments.
- 16:25Leearna Shaw: Um, but her face will tell me exactly what she's thinking.
- 16:28Leearna Shaw: So can I
- 16:29Natasha Rai: just ask something?
- 16:30Natasha Rai: Are you sitting there watching her read?
- 16:32Leearna Shaw: No, but when I ask her questions afterwards so I can, you know, tell, tell whether she's just, um, what, what she really thinks.
- 16:40Leearna Shaw: Mm-hmm.
- 16:40Leearna Shaw: So, um, but yeah, so it's usually usually second draft and it's usually family members just to ease me into it.
- 16:47Leearna Shaw: Um, but that first, uh, that that first book, which became a farm, which is gonna become a farm in golden Clouds, um.
- 16:55Leearna Shaw: I think I wrote about 20 drafts of this one.
- 16:57Leearna Shaw: Um, and it's, it's gone through quite a, it's been rejected more times than I can count.
- 17:01Leearna Shaw: So it's, it's gone through quite a, a few versions.
- 17:05Natasha Rai: So, so what did she say when she read that draft?
- 17:07Natasha Rai: Did she, was she, yeah,
- 17:09Leearna Shaw: absolutely loved it.
- 17:10Leearna Shaw: Um, but I think it was far too long.
- 17:14Leearna Shaw: Um, and I probably waffled on a bit too much and, you know, you always have too many characters that end up getting cut in later drafts.
- 17:22Leearna Shaw: Um, but I think she still says to this day, it's still her favorite book of mine that she's read.
- 17:27Natasha Rai: That's beautiful.
- 17:28Natasha Rai: And so once she, she she'd given you the feedback and you sort of working on it.
- 17:33Natasha Rai: Did your, like the training that you'd done at RMIT, was that what helped you kind of figure out how to edit and how to kind of.
- 17:40Natasha Rai: Do make changes.
- 17:41Natasha Rai: Yes.
- 17:41Leearna Shaw: So I'd also done a professional proofreading course, so editing was one of my strong suits.
- 17:47Leearna Shaw: Um, and I love editing.
- 17:48Leearna Shaw: I, I really like, I, I love writing a sentence, but I just absolutely adore making it better.
- 17:54Leearna Shaw: Um, so yeah, no, um, she was really helpful with that.
- 17:59Leearna Shaw: So.
- 18:01Natasha Rai: Awesome.
- 18:01Natasha Rai: And then.
- 18:03Natasha Rai: Quite a few drafts were the sounds of things.
- 18:05Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 18:06Leearna Shaw: Many, many drafts.
- 18:07Leearna Shaw: And I think it was, um, probably 2023.
- 18:10Leearna Shaw: So two years after I had written that first draft, I had moved on and written a couple more, but something about that manuscript just wouldn't let me go.
- 18:19Leearna Shaw: It just that story just wanted to be told.
- 18:21Leearna Shaw: So I ended up enrolling in an Australian writer center course called Romance Writing, which really just gave me those last few, um, that last few ingredients to really make that manuscript the best that it could be.
- 18:35Leearna Shaw: Um, and it was after that that I decided to give that manuscript one last go and I decided to submit it to a whole heap of competitions in the hope to get feedback that I could then apply before sending it out to publishers and, um, or publishers and agents.
- 18:51Natasha Rai: Smart.
- 18:52Natasha Rai: And did you get the feedback you were looking for?
- 18:54Leearna Shaw: Yeah, the, yeah, the, the, um, the romance writers Australia's competitions are wonderful, um, for feedback.
- 19:01Leearna Shaw: It does.
- 19:01Leearna Shaw: It's a very safe place to submit your writing if you haven't, um, put it out there before.
- 19:07Leearna Shaw: But the feedback is, um, yeah, it's, it's really wonderful because it's from readers, it's from other writers, so you're getting a few different perspectives.
- 19:14Natasha Rai: Hmm.
- 19:15Natasha Rai: Beautiful.
- 19:15Natasha Rai: I like that.
- 19:16Natasha Rai: Um, so I wanna come back and ask a few more things about what happened after that.
- 19:20Natasha Rai: Um, but I just wanna ask Sophie about her process.
- 19:24Natasha Rai: So Sophie, um, when you, after you wrote that first draft, what happened?
- 19:29Natasha Rai: Did you show it to someone?
- 19:30Natasha Rai: Who do you typically show your work to?
- 19:32Sophie Stern: Oh, I did not show anyone That first draft.
- 19:35Sophie Stern: That first draft was a nightmare.
- 19:38Sophie Stern: It was a mess.
- 19:39Sophie Stern: It was a complete splatter of word vomit.
- 19:44Sophie Stern: I'm a, an underwriter, so I have a lot of trouble hitting word counts, so.
- 19:50Sophie Stern: All I wanted to do was hit 80,000 words.
- 19:52Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 19:53Sophie Stern: As my first draft.
- 19:54Sophie Stern: And literally as I saw Scrivener tick over to 80,000 words, I was like, yep.
- 19:59Sophie Stern: The end.
- 20:00Sophie Stern: And then I put that draft to the side and I knew I wasn't gonna tinker with it.
- 20:05Sophie Stern: I wasn't gonna edit that, that was the draft I needed to work out what the story was.
- 20:11Sophie Stern: And so it took probably about another year after that to break it down and build it back up again.
- 20:20Natasha Rai: And you were working on it through that throughout that year?
- 20:23Sophie Stern: Yes.
- 20:23Sophie Stern: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 20:25Sophie Stern: Um, yeah, so I didn't really have any f first readers until after I signed a deal, to be honest.
- 20:35Sophie Stern: That was the first time I let my husband read it.
- 20:38Sophie Stern: Um, I also let my mom read it.
- 20:41Sophie Stern: My mom, uh.
- 20:43Sophie Stern: Gave me some very good feedback.
- 20:45Sophie Stern: She said there were way too many references of pencil skirts.
- 20:48Sophie Stern: Everyone was wearing a pencil skirt.
- 20:51Sophie Stern: So now there are no pencil skirts in the book.
- 20:55Natasha Rai: They were all killed off.
- 20:56Natasha Rai: Not even one survived.
- 20:57Sophie Stern: Exactly, exactly.
- 20:59Sophie Stern: Um, so yeah, there probably the two people who have, who read it most closely.
- 21:06Natasha Rai: Yeah, it's, it's a weird thing, isn't it, that'cause I don't really show my early drafts to anyone in my family.
- 21:13Natasha Rai: I'm just like, no.
- 21:16Natasha Rai: I think I, I would prefer, like, I prefer now to show it to other writers.
- 21:19Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 21:20Natasha Rai: Do you have like writer friends that you would consider showing future drafts to?
- 21:25Sophie Stern: I do now.
- 21:26Sophie Stern: And as part of the Curtis Brown course, as part of the drafting process.
- 21:32Sophie Stern: We had to submit little chunks of what we were working on.
- 21:36Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 21:36Sophie Stern: But I, I found that good and bad because like I said, when I'm in that first drafting process, it's not good.
- 21:44Sophie Stern: It's about finding the story.
- 21:45Sophie Stern: So getting the feedback at that point sometimes knocked my confidence a little bit, whereas I think now I know it's probably later in the process, the sort of structural stage where it is really helpful to get Rita feedback.
- 22:00Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 22:00Natasha Rai: And I think the problem with feedback as well, sometimes if you get more than one, um, writer looking or reader looking at it, if, especially if it's contradicting each other Yeah.
- 22:09Natasha Rai: Or, um, picking up things that you don't.
- 22:12Natasha Rai: You didn't know there was a problem there.
- 22:14Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 22:15Natasha Rai: It's like, oh, okay, how do I change that?
- 22:17Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 22:17Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 22:18Sophie Stern: Exactly.
- 22:18Sophie Stern: And not every reader is your reader.
- 22:21Sophie Stern: So I think also knowing Yeah, exactly.
- 22:23Sophie Stern: Um, the, the, the people that you value the feedback from is important too.
- 22:27Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 22:28Natasha Rai: Um, and so Vanessa, do you show anyone your work at any stage, like when you feel comfortable, and if so, which stage?
- 22:36Inessa Jackson: Um, it's a later stage and it's no one related to me at all.
- 22:41Inessa Jackson: I'm like you, I can't even, oh, I just can't fathom the thought of my parents or anyone reading it.
- 22:46Inessa Jackson: Um, so yeah, I met a great group of writers through the Australian Writers Center.
- 22:50Inessa Jackson: We did the write a novel course, which goes for six months, and that was absolutely fantastic.
- 22:54Inessa Jackson: So, like Sophie said, we swapped, um, chunks of writing every week and we got to know each other.
- 22:59Inessa Jackson: Um, quite a few were sort of in a similar genre, so we were really, we could understand each other's work from a structural point of view and what was expected from the reader.
- 23:07Inessa Jackson: Which was great.
- 23:08Inessa Jackson: And then we would give really, really positive but constructive, um, feedback to each other.
- 23:13Inessa Jackson: And that was years ago, like seven years ago.
- 23:15Inessa Jackson: We're still together as a group, which is just so good.
- 23:18Inessa Jackson: We're close mates now.
- 23:19Inessa Jackson: It's
- 23:19Natasha Rai: really, yeah.
- 23:20Natasha Rai: And it's amazing, isn't it?
- 23:21Natasha Rai: How when you read other people's writing as well, how much of an impact that has on your own work.
- 23:25Natasha Rai: 'cause you can see, especially when you see things that they do really well and you're like, oh, how did you do that?
- 23:29Natasha Rai: I really wanna know how to do that.
- 23:30Inessa Jackson: Yeah, it's,
- 23:32Natasha Rai: it's good.
- 23:32Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 23:32Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 23:33Natasha Rai: So, um, you are all three of, you're part of the debut crew 2026.
- 23:37Natasha Rai: And um, for listeners who may not know what that is, it's a group of writers whose debuts are coming out that year.
- 23:44Natasha Rai: I think it started in 2023.
- 23:46Natasha Rai: Um,'cause it's been going on a few years consecutively now.
- 23:50Natasha Rai: So, um, Sophie, you started the group, didn't you?
- 23:54Sophie Stern: I did.
- 23:55Sophie Stern: With the help and encouragement of Madeline Cleary, which has been amazing.
- 24:01Natasha Rai: And so how did Vanessa and Leearna, how did you make your way into the crew?
- 24:08Leearna Shaw: Um, I think I was one of the first ones because I signed my contract quite early.
- 24:13Leearna Shaw: Um, I think I saw Sophie put the call out for anyone else who had their debut coming out in 2026.
- 24:20Leearna Shaw: Um, so I just DMed her and yeah, we jumped straight into the group and haven't looked back.
- 24:27Leearna Shaw: It's just been such a wonderful, supportive community.
- 24:31Inessa Jackson: Awesome.
- 24:31Inessa Jackson: It's, it's wonderful.
- 24:32Inessa Jackson: I've got the same story.
- 24:33Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 24:34Inessa Jackson: I saw Sophie's, um, post and contacted her.
- 24:37Natasha Rai: And how many of you now in the group?
- 24:40Sophie Stern: There's over 50.
- 24:42Natasha Rai: Wow.
- 24:42Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 24:43Sophie Stern: It's in
- 24:43Natasha Rai: January.
- 24:43Natasha Rai: Amazing.
- 24:44Sophie Stern: Yeah, it's amazing.
- 24:45Sophie Stern: It's, yeah, it's such a joy.
- 24:47Sophie Stern: It's, and something that was really unexpected, I think, to come out of this process to connect with everyone.
- 24:52Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 24:53Natasha Rai: It's the best.
- 24:53Natasha Rai: I can only imagine your chats.
- 24:57Natasha Rai: Um, so Leearna, you mentioned that you'd signed your contract a while ago.
- 25:00Natasha Rai: When, when did you sign?
- 25:02Leearna Shaw: So from the time I signed to the day my book comes out will be over 18 months, which to some people it sounds like a long time and to others, you know, they might be two years and it doesn't sound, um, quite so long.
- 25:15Leearna Shaw: But for someone who's been working towards that goal for quite a while, um, I was very eager to get going.
- 25:23Leearna Shaw: So it, um, it has been a long way for me.
- 25:27Natasha Rai: So, so tell me what happened.
- 25:28Natasha Rai: So after you entered those competitions, when, or like Yeah.
- 25:33Natasha Rai: Was that give, did that give you enough confidence to feel like you could submit to an agent or a publisher after that?
- 25:39Leearna Shaw: So one of the competitions I entered was the Romance Writers of Australia's Emerald Award, um, which is just as I said, such a wonderful competition.
- 25:48Leearna Shaw: Um, and I was lucky enough to be shortlisted, which for me was just such a win at the time in itself because I'd never been shortlisted for my writing before.
- 25:59Leearna Shaw: Um, and I was at a time in my, uh, journey where I was quite low and I felt like I was just banging my head against a brick wall and not getting any further.
- 26:09Leearna Shaw: Um, and that really gave me the confidence, um, uh, to just to keep going.
- 26:15Leearna Shaw: And I ended up flying over to Glenelg for the conference and incredibly discovered that my manuscript had actually won the Emerald Award, which was, oh my
- 26:25Natasha Rai: God, that must have been huge.
- 26:28Leearna Shaw: Huge.
- 26:28Leearna Shaw: It was such a thrill.
- 26:30Leearna Shaw: Um, I don't think I slept that night.
- 26:32Leearna Shaw: I was just on such a high and.
- 26:36Leearna Shaw: Things moved very, very quickly from there.
- 26:38Leearna Shaw: So I was actually approached by publishers.
- 26:41Leearna Shaw: Um, at that conference the next day, I had a couple reach out to me, um, through my website, and I even had a publisher slide into my dms on Instagram asking if they could see that manuscript.
- 26:54Leearna Shaw: And I ended up going back to each and every one of them and said, oh yes, of course I'd be happy to send that through.
- 27:01Leearna Shaw: But I've also successfully pitched my second manuscript at that same conference and had a few requests for that one.
- 27:08Leearna Shaw: And they all said, please send through both manuscripts.
- 27:12Leearna Shaw: Nice.
- 27:12Leearna Shaw: So that was, there wasn't much sleep for the next few weeks as I tried to get two manuscripts ready.
- 27:21Leearna Shaw: Well, they, they were ready.
- 27:22Leearna Shaw: Um, but just to sort of.
- 27:24Leearna Shaw: Them up.
- 27:24Leearna Shaw: Yeah.
- 27:25Leearna Shaw: Um, and send them off to it.
- 27:27Leearna Shaw: I think it was about six or seven publishers and I knew a couple of them wouldn't be interested because Rural Romance is quite a niche genre and not every publisher, you know, has space for that on their list.
- 27:38Leearna Shaw: Um, but I sent it all out and then it wasn't even five days later, I got an email from Annette Barlow at Alan and Unwin asking if we could have a chat.
- 27:48Leearna Shaw: Um, and for me as a rural fiction writer, Annette Barlow, she's just such a champion for rural fiction.
- 27:54Leearna Shaw: Um, and I've always, a couple of her authors have been my favorite authors.
- 27:59Leearna Shaw: So that was a huge thrill and we ended up having this wonderful chat about my manuscripts and my writing process and what my hopes and plans were going forward.
- 28:09Leearna Shaw: Um, and at the end of that conversation, I just expected her to say, no worries, I'll be in touch.
- 28:14Leearna Shaw: And instead she offered me a two book deal with.
- 28:18Natasha Rai: The dream.
- 28:19Natasha Rai: Um, and did you like, play it cool and be like, I'll go think about it?
- 28:23Natasha Rai: Or were you like Yes.
- 28:25Leearna Shaw: I actually can't tell you because I don't remember anything after she, she, I'm gonna have to ask her one day what I said, because I do not remember anything after she made that deal.
- 28:35Leearna Shaw: I think it was just internal screaming and white noise.
- 28:39Leearna Shaw: Um, but it was just, it was, yeah, it was just all those emotions.
- 28:43Leearna Shaw: There was joy, there was relief, there was shock.
- 28:46Leearna Shaw: Um, and then I, yeah, I, as soon as we hung up, I did, just started crying.
- 28:51Leearna Shaw: Those happy tears called my husband, called my family.
- 28:53Leearna Shaw: Um, and then we just went out and celebrated that night.
- 28:56Leearna Shaw: So
- 28:57Natasha Rai: that's the best fire, isn't it?
- 28:59Natasha Rai: Amazing.
- 28:59Natasha Rai: There's nothing like that moment.
- 29:01Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 29:01Leearna Shaw: Nothing like it.
- 29:02Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 29:03Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 29:04Natasha Rai: Um, how about you, Vanessa?
- 29:05Natasha Rai: When did you sign yours, your, your deal?
- 29:07Natasha Rai: Um,
- 29:07Inessa Jackson: pretty much 12 months ago, so.
- 29:10Natasha Rai: Okay.
- 29:11Inessa Jackson: January was that 2000?
- 29:13Natasha Rai: 20 and 25.
- 29:14Inessa Jackson: 2 25.
- 29:14Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 29:16Inessa Jackson: Um, yeah.
- 29:17Inessa Jackson: And
- 29:18Natasha Rai: how was, and how was that like, what led you, how did you get there?
- 29:22Natasha Rai: What did you do?
- 29:22Inessa Jackson: Okay, so I had a previous manuscript, a Murder mystery, um, which was the first one I'd written to previously, and that this was my third one.
- 29:31Inessa Jackson: And I thought, I actually feel reasonably good about this.
- 29:33Inessa Jackson: So I entered it in the, um, Australian, sorry, the a SA, um, HQ Commercial Fiction Prize.
- 29:41Inessa Jackson: Oh, yes.
- 29:41Inessa Jackson: And it got, uh, shortlisted for that.
- 29:44Inessa Jackson: Congratulations.
- 29:45Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 29:46Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 29:47Inessa Jackson: And then I put it into the Banjo Prize and it got runner up for that.
- 29:50Inessa Jackson: So I sat down after I found out, went, okay, I think I've got confidence now I can do this.
- 29:57Inessa Jackson: Um, I did the ASAs literary speed dating online.
- 30:01Inessa Jackson: Oh yes.
- 30:01Inessa Jackson: And I recommend that so highly.
- 30:03Inessa Jackson: I don't know if you guys have done it, but it's wonderful.
- 30:05Natasha Rai: I've always been too scared to do that.
- 30:07Inessa Jackson: Always.
- 30:07Inessa Jackson: It's terrifying.
- 30:08Inessa Jackson: It's, yeah.
- 30:10Inessa Jackson: But it's worth it.
- 30:11Inessa Jackson: It's so worth it.
- 30:12Inessa Jackson: So I met Martin, hug the ex CEO of the firm press.
- 30:16Inessa Jackson: He requested my manuscript and he got back to me really quickly and said, look, we can't publish it, but I loved it.
- 30:22Inessa Jackson: It's just gonna take too much work to develop.
- 30:25Inessa Jackson: But he's about two or three pages of feedback and I just, I couldn't thank him enough.
- 30:30Inessa Jackson: Wow.
- 30:30Inessa Jackson: It was just, I know.
- 30:31Inessa Jackson: So generous.
- 30:31Inessa Jackson: It was just wonderful.
- 30:33Inessa Jackson: So I sat down and decided I would rewrite it and I got about, I don't know, two days in and just thought, oh wow, I, I'm not sure I can do this.
- 30:41Inessa Jackson: I'm not sure I, I'm at the level yet.
- 30:42Inessa Jackson: I can do this, I'm gonna park it.
- 30:44Inessa Jackson: And I went back to the Devil Mountain idea and I wrote that really quickly, maybe six or nine months.
- 30:51Natasha Rai: So what, sorry, what year are we talking now?
- 30:54Inessa Jackson: Um, look, that's a good question.
- 30:55Inessa Jackson: What are we in now?
- 30:57Natasha Rai: We're in 2026.
- 30:58Natasha Rai: Your debut year?
- 31:00Inessa Jackson: 2024.
- 31:00Inessa Jackson: 20 20 24.
- 31:01Natasha Rai: Okay, cool.
- 31:02Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 31:02Natasha Rai: Alright.
- 31:02Inessa Jackson: Yeah, so, and I submitted it to the Varuna Affirm Mentorship Award.
- 31:08Inessa Jackson: Oh, and I won a spot on that and oh my God, I was just over the moon.
- 31:13Inessa Jackson: So I had a week at Purina with the Affirm editorial team.
- 31:17Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 31:17Inessa Jackson: And three other amazing writers.
- 31:19Inessa Jackson: And it was just like, it's corny thing to say it was a dream come true.
- 31:23Inessa Jackson: We had feedback sessions.
- 31:24Inessa Jackson: I took that feedback really seriously and I went away and rewrote that.
- 31:29Inessa Jackson: And that took another sort of six months and I resubmitted it.
- 31:34Inessa Jackson: And a firm within two, two and a half months got back to me and said, yes, let's do it.
- 31:40Inessa Jackson: So, so cool.
- 31:41Inessa Jackson: Yeah, it, I was in Japan at the time when I got the email.
- 31:44Inessa Jackson: Um.
- 31:45Inessa Jackson: And I'm nearly through my sushi, obviously eating lunch, and I'm like, oh my God.
- 31:50Inessa Jackson: Big yells.
- 31:52Inessa Jackson: A little bit of food went flying.
- 31:53Inessa Jackson: But everyone was happy for me in the restaurant.
- 31:55Inessa Jackson: Everyone knew me.
- 31:55Inessa Jackson: It was great.
- 31:56Natasha Rai: Oh, what, and did you, do they offer you like a one book or a two book deal?
- 32:00Inessa Jackson: One book.
- 32:01Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 32:01Inessa Jackson: One
- 32:01Natasha Rai: book.
- 32:01Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 32:01Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 32:02Natasha Rai: Okay.
- 32:02Inessa Jackson: They're interested.
- 32:02Inessa Jackson: We had a chat about where I see my career going and I said, I would love to make this a series.
- 32:06Inessa Jackson: I love the main character.
- 32:08Inessa Jackson: Hopefully you do too.
- 32:09Inessa Jackson: Um, you know, but yeah, it's one, it's one book contract.
- 32:12Natasha Rai: So far.
- 32:12Natasha Rai: So far.
- 32:13Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 32:13Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 32:13Inessa Jackson: So far.
- 32:14Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 32:15Natasha Rai: And Sophie, how did you go?
- 32:17Natasha Rai: What happened?
- 32:18Sophie Stern: It's funny listening to In Esa and Leearna,'cause I think there's a lot of similarities about the impact of competitions in particular.
- 32:26Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 32:26Sophie Stern: Um, so I started writing what is left for us on the Curtis Brown course.
- 32:32Sophie Stern: And as part of that course, your work or a sample of your work is sent around to the Curtis Brown agents and one of the agents expressed interest in saying the manuscript when it was finished.
- 32:46Sophie Stern: And at the time I was like, no problem.
- 32:47Sophie Stern: I'll, I'll be done in a few months.
- 32:49Sophie Stern: And of course, you know, one year later,
- 32:52Leearna Shaw: yeah,
- 32:52Sophie Stern: I was still plugging away at it.
- 32:55Sophie Stern: And like Leona, I was starting to get really frustrated and feeling a bit down and wondering, you know, is this the novel that sits in my drawer before I start writing another one?
- 33:07Sophie Stern: And then on a total whim, I entered it into the Penguin literary Prize on the last day that it was open, and then sort of forgot about it.
- 33:19Sophie Stern: And then three months later I was sitting in the library working on the manuscript and opened my email and was told I was on the shortlist for the Penguin Literary Prize.
- 33:31Sophie Stern: And honestly, I thought it was some elaborate phishing or spam email.
- 33:36Sophie Stern: Like I, I could not believe it, but like Leearna and Nessa, it was really when I went, oh.
- 33:44Sophie Stern: Maybe I'm okay.
- 33:45Sophie Stern: Maybe there's something in here.
- 33:47Sophie Stern: So that's when I went back to the agent at Curtis Brown.
- 33:50Sophie Stern: Um, and I signed with them and I didn't win the Penguin Literary prize, but I got really amazing, generous feedback from the judges.
- 34:03Sophie Stern: And you know, this, these were people who worked in publishing and in, in book selling.
- 34:06Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 34:07Sophie Stern: So that was incredible to get that feedback and have that opportunity.
- 34:11Sophie Stern: Um, and then went out on submission in September, 2024 and signed back with Penguin in October, 2025.
- 34:21Natasha Rai: Oh,
- 34:22Sophie Stern: 2024, sorry.
- 34:23Sophie Stern: 2024.
- 34:23Sophie Stern: I all my years
- 34:24Natasha Rai: up there.
- 34:24Natasha Rai: That's okay.
- 34:24Natasha Rai: Don't worry.
- 34:25Natasha Rai: I do it all the time.
- 34:26Natasha Rai: Um, so Sophie, are you the only one that has an agent?
- 34:29Natasha Rai: 'cause Leearna and in, so you don't have agents, do you?
- 34:31Natasha Rai: No.
- 34:32Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 34:33Natasha Rai: Um, so I'm really curious about,'cause um, you are all with such different size publishers, you know, penguin Affirm and, um, Alan and Unwin.
- 34:43Natasha Rai: What have you learned so far about publishing?
- 34:46Natasha Rai: And you can feel free to spill the dirt if you want to, like, I'm sure.
- 34:51Natasha Rai: Well, I'm not sure, but I assume that you talk to each other about, you know, different milestones and different, uh, feedback that you get from your editors.
- 34:59Natasha Rai: Like what, what have you learned or what have you noticed in terms of how publishing works?
- 35:03Natasha Rai: 'cause you know, so much of it is such a mystery and so opaque.
- 35:08Sophie Stern: I think I've learned that I was just completely naive about the whole publishing process and how I had absolutely no idea about it.
- 35:17Sophie Stern: I think in my head I thought publishing was just an extension of the writing process, that you just sort of seamlessly rolled into it and had your book edited and then it was published.
- 35:27Sophie Stern: But, you know, it's, it's hot.
- 35:29Sophie Stern: It's an industry in and of itself.
- 35:31Sophie Stern: Obviously it's a profession and it's quite opaque I think sometimes.
- 35:37Sophie Stern: And it's almost.
- 35:39Sophie Stern: You don't know what you don't know.
- 35:40Sophie Stern: You don't even know what questions to ask.
- 35:42Sophie Stern: And so I think that's where the debut crew and podcasts like this one, to be honest, have been really helpful to, to break that down a little bit and not necessarily know the answers, but at least know what you can ask for.
- 35:55Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 35:56Sophie Stern: Um, but you know, I, I didn't even have any idea that there was a difference between structurals and copy editing and proofreading and all these different phases.
- 36:05Sophie Stern: Um, which sounds really naive now that I think about it.
- 36:09Natasha Rai: Well, it's, it's not because no one talks about it.
- 36:11Natasha Rai: Literally the only times you hear these words when you talk to other writers, right?
- 36:14Sophie Stern: True.
- 36:15Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 36:15Natasha Rai: You are going through a process, so Yeah, it is, it is weird.
- 36:19Natasha Rai: Um, so for you, Sophie, then, what you've learned the mo like what you've learned or what you've realized is that kind of editing, kind of processing milestones, right?
- 36:28Sophie Stern: Yeah, absolutely.
- 36:29Sophie Stern: And I got a, a lot out of that whole process at each.
- 36:33Sophie Stern: Stage.
- 36:33Sophie Stern: I found that really valuable and I think having the initial feedback through the prize meant that I've had this quite long relationship with Penguin as well, which has been really nice.
- 36:44Sophie Stern: And I felt like they've really understood the book and I've understood what they see in the book as well for a long time.
- 36:49Natasha Rai: And have you had the same editor the whole way through?
- 36:51Sophie Stern: Yes.
- 36:52Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 36:52Natasha Rai: Oh, nice.
- 36:53Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 36:53Natasha Rai: That's great.
- 36:53Natasha Rai: That's really good.
- 36:55Natasha Rai: Um, and what about you, JuLeearna and Nessa?
- 36:57Natasha Rai: Like, are there things that you've learned that you had no idea about or that you'd heard about that you're like, what, what, what is that?
- 37:03Leearna Shaw: I think I was a bit the same as Sophie.
- 37:05Leearna Shaw: I think that the book deal is that horizon for so long.
- 37:09Leearna Shaw: It's the goal that you are aiming for that I didn't really spend too much time looking.
- 37:15Leearna Shaw: A little, you know, a bit further past it.
- 37:17Leearna Shaw: So, um, once I got there, I, I think I just expected that I signed the contract two weeks later we'd started it.
- 37:24Leearna Shaw: Um, and we'd go from there.
- 37:26Leearna Shaw: And I think, I just didn't realize that it is a business.
- 37:30Leearna Shaw: Um, and I think I was just lucky that, you know, my publisher and my publishing team were quite happy to answer all my questions, which to me felt like I was just endlessly asking, okay, so what happens next?
- 37:46Leearna Shaw: And they, they were like, just, just settle.
- 37:48Leearna Shaw: We'll be right.
- 37:48Leearna Shaw: We'll, we'll let you know when things happen.
- 37:50Leearna Shaw: You know, they, and they know what they're doing.
- 37:53Leearna Shaw: Um, so yeah.
- 37:55Leearna Shaw: Yeah, I was quite happy in the end to take a step back and trust them to take me through this process.
- 38:02Leearna Shaw: But I think, yeah, the main thing I learned is that I didn't know as much as I thought I knew about the whole process.
- 38:09Natasha Rai: How did you deal?
- 38:10Natasha Rai: You know,'cause like, especially with long lead times, um, signing a contract so much in advance of publication, there's so much, there's so many, there's so many periods where, not where it seems like nothing's happening or rather you don't have to do anything or you don't have to deliver anything.
- 38:24Natasha Rai: Were you okay with that?
- 38:25Natasha Rai: How are you with like, kind of waiting and chilling and just
- 38:29Leearna Shaw: those seven months before I started edits were excruciating.
- 38:33Leearna Shaw: Um, and then once we started and I was on deadline and then I was like, oh no, wait, go back to the waiting period because I live, I've got quite a busy life.
- 38:43Leearna Shaw: Um, and life doesn't stop when you are on deadlines.
- 38:46Leearna Shaw: So, um.
- 38:48Leearna Shaw: And, you know, after all these years, I really wanted to give it everything that I had.
- 38:52Leearna Shaw: So, um, yeah, I really just had to push through, um, and get that done.
- 38:57Leearna Shaw: And then you send it off and then you are back to wake again.
- 39:00Leearna Shaw: So I, I think, you know, all that patience and that, um, persistence and that grit that you develop when you are, um, you know, writing a first draft and working through endless edits and, you know, waiting to hear back from competition and publishers, it, it really does come back into play once you've signed that book deal.
- 39:18Leearna Shaw: So, um, yeah, no, that's, um, that's been a, a, a steep learning curve.
- 39:25Natasha Rai: How about you Esa?
- 39:26Natasha Rai: Were there things that you figured out or realized that you didn't know before?
- 39:29Inessa Jackson: Yeah, I found the, um, acquisition process fascinating.
- 39:34Inessa Jackson: Mm.
- 39:34Inessa Jackson: So I didn't know anything about that before.
- 39:36Inessa Jackson: Um, I thought that once.
- 39:38Inessa Jackson: I'd had a chat with the editors there, um, Laura and Ruby, that was great.
- 39:43Inessa Jackson: And then they said, okay, now we're gonna take it to the team.
- 39:45Inessa Jackson: And I was like, oh, okay.
- 39:46Inessa Jackson: Alright, we'll take it to the team.
- 39:47Inessa Jackson: Let's do that.
- 39:48Inessa Jackson: And they explained the acquisition meeting to me.
- 39:51Inessa Jackson: And basically the, not the whole company, but all the key players, a lot of key players in the company come together in the meeting room and they look at manuscripts and they assess them.
- 40:00Inessa Jackson: And the marketing guys have a really big say in what's gonna happen and whether or not they're gonna go through.
- 40:06Inessa Jackson: Um, so I found that, yeah, really interesting.
- 40:08Inessa Jackson: And the, the accountants are there and they're all yeah, swapping theories on whether or not it's gonna fly.
- 40:13Inessa Jackson: So you could have the best written manuscript in the world with a wonderful story, but if the whole team doesn't think it's gonna get up and they can't sell it, then you're not gonna get a contract.
- 40:22Inessa Jackson: So I found that equally terrifying and reassuring that I'd managed to slip into the market in a, you know, they, they saw a gap for it.
- 40:30Inessa Jackson: Um.
- 40:31Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 40:31Inessa Jackson: So I, yeah, that was great finding, all, finding out about that.
- 40:34Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 40:35Natasha Rai: It's, it's, it's so interesting like when you are on this side submitting, submitting and submitting, and then even the acquisitions, it's like, oh my God, this is yet another hurdle.
- 40:45Natasha Rai: Like, yeah.
- 40:46Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 40:46Natasha Rai: It's not just because they love it, it's not a yes.
- 40:48Natasha Rai: Like,
- 40:49Inessa Jackson: yeah, it's, that's exactly right.
- 40:50Inessa Jackson: This
- 40:50Natasha Rai: is, yeah.
- 40:51Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 40:51Natasha Rai: Um, so do you all have your arcs?
- 40:54Natasha Rai: No, not yet.
- 40:55Sophie Stern: Oh.
- 40:56Natasha Rai: Oh, Sophie, you
- 40:57Sophie Stern: do?
- 40:57Sophie Stern: I do, yes.
- 40:58Sophie Stern: I got my arc quite early.
- 41:00Sophie Stern: I got the ARC before it went to proofreading, so my main character's name I misspelled a couple of times in that.
- 41:07Sophie Stern: Um, but yeah, I think the, the final copies will drop any day now.
- 41:14Natasha Rai: So exciting.
- 41:15Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 41:15Natasha Rai: So, uh, the arcs when they arrive, it's very special.
- 41:18Natasha Rai: Um, so for people who are not sure what an arc is, is an advanced reading copy that, um, you get Yeah, usually before you proofread or just after
- 41:25Leearna Shaw: they, they don't usually do arcs for rural romance, so I will be waiting for my, for my real copies to arrive.
- 41:33Natasha Rai: Oh, oh.
- 41:34Natasha Rai: I mean, that's just as exciting.
- 41:35Natasha Rai: Probably it be even more.
- 41:37Natasha Rai: Yeah, do that.
- 41:38Natasha Rai: You, you'll get asked.
- 41:39Natasha Rai: Right, Vanessa?
- 41:40Inessa Jackson: You know what?
- 41:41Inessa Jackson: I actually don't know.
- 41:42Inessa Jackson: I've forgotten to ask that.
- 41:43Inessa Jackson: It's all been so exciting.
- 41:45Inessa Jackson: Course, of course.
- 41:45Inessa Jackson: Copy edits and preread and I, I will find out.
- 41:49Inessa Jackson: I'll report back.
- 41:50Natasha Rai: Oh, it's the best feeling.
- 41:52Natasha Rai: Um, so you've all mentioned, you know, family commitments, um, work.
- 41:56Natasha Rai: So what, how do you write, like, I know you've got your book deal now, but what's your practice look like?
- 42:03Natasha Rai: Like how do you find the time?
- 42:04Natasha Rai: How do you, how do you do it?
- 42:07Natasha Rai: Being parents and having life commitments, et cetera, Vanessa,
- 42:12Inessa Jackson: um.
- 42:13Inessa Jackson: Look, I didn't ever go back to the workforce.
- 42:16Inessa Jackson: We have, um, a beautiful son.
- 42:17Inessa Jackson: So I've been parenting, um, him and as he's gotten older and more independent, I've got more and more time.
- 42:24Inessa Jackson: So I just carve out as much as I can until my brain starts hurting.
- 42:28Inessa Jackson: And not every day, but I try and do something every day.
- 42:31Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 42:32Inessa Jackson: Working on book two and fixing up book one.
- 42:35Inessa Jackson: Um, yeah, so I'm very fortunate in that way that I can, I can sort of pick and choose a bit when I write.
- 42:41Natasha Rai: And what do you do if, you know, you decide that, oh, I need to sit down today and, and get something done, and you sit down and it's just not happening.
- 42:49Natasha Rai: Do you just make yourself sit there or do you try something?
- 42:52Natasha Rai: What, what do you do?
- 42:53Inessa Jackson: Um, I usually wings to a friend online, a writing friend, and she always gives me really good advice.
- 43:01Inessa Jackson: Um, I usually, if I'm stuck with a scene, I just start a new scene and I usually start it with an argument or a fight or just someone telling the other person to get lost and it's like, oh, okay.
- 43:10Inessa Jackson: Why?
- 43:10Inessa Jackson: Why?
- 43:11Inessa Jackson: Why are you doing that?
- 43:12Inessa Jackson: There's a lot of swearing in my books.
- 43:14Inessa Jackson: That's lot.
- 43:15Inessa Jackson: I
- 43:15Natasha Rai: have never heard that.
- 43:16Natasha Rai: I heard that before.
- 43:17Natasha Rai: I really like that idea.
- 43:19Natasha Rai: Start writing a new scene with two people arguing.
- 43:21Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 43:22Inessa Jackson: And, and usually it comes out, you know, I edit it out, but something always comes from that.
- 43:26Inessa Jackson: Someone's always pissed off with someone else.
- 43:28Inessa Jackson: Excuse my language.
- 43:29Natasha Rai: No, that's
- 43:29Inessa Jackson: fine.
- 43:29Inessa Jackson: Um, yeah, so that's, I don't do that every time.
- 43:32Inessa Jackson: It doesn't work every time, but that's one of the things I try.
- 43:35Natasha Rai: That's a really great tip.
- 43:37Natasha Rai: I'm just gonna already name it.
- 43:39Natasha Rai: Um, yeah.
- 43:40Natasha Rai: For writer's block or if you're feeling a bit stuck.
- 43:42Natasha Rai: I like that.
- 43:43Natasha Rai: Thank you.
- 43:44Natasha Rai: Um, how about you Leearna?
- 43:45Natasha Rai: What, how, what's your writing practice look like?
- 43:48Leearna Shaw: So I have to be quite strict because I, my life is chaos.
- 43:52Leearna Shaw: Um, we obviously live on 30 acres.
- 43:56Leearna Shaw: Um.
- 43:57Leearna Shaw: I work part-time.
- 43:58Leearna Shaw: I also do the books for my husband's business.
- 44:01Leearna Shaw: Um, my children do sports seven days a week, and I'm often in the car for over two hours a day.
- 44:08Leearna Shaw: So what I did was I actually used my advance to drop a day at work.
- 44:14Leearna Shaw: Um, and now I spend two days just writing.
- 44:19Leearna Shaw: I'm pretty strict with it.
- 44:20Leearna Shaw: I mean, these couple of weeks kids are going back to school.
- 44:24Leearna Shaw: Um, they're still on holidays and that's been a bit hard.
- 44:26Leearna Shaw: But, um, I'm, I try to be pretty strict in those two days and I will not get up from my desk for the whole time I'm there.
- 44:35Natasha Rai: Okay.
- 44:35Natasha Rai: And when you're there for you, it's very much a time thing.
- 44:38Natasha Rai: Like, are you sitting there going, I need to hit this word count, or you're like, Nope, this is my time.
- 44:42Natasha Rai: I'm just gonna do as much as possible.
- 44:44Leearna Shaw: I used to do a lot of word count.
- 44:46Leearna Shaw: Um, so have a quite a big word count for the day, and I just found that pressure was getting to me.
- 44:52Leearna Shaw: So I now break it down and I will, I've gotta get to 250 words.
- 44:58Leearna Shaw: 250 words is very, man.
- 45:00Leearna Shaw: I write quite fast and I can write a lot in a short time of, um, uh, period.
- 45:05Leearna Shaw: So, um, I just gotta hit that 250 words and often by the time I, you know, I, I stop, I've gone past it.
- 45:15Leearna Shaw: And then, so I'll go, I'll just gotta hit another 250.
- 45:18Leearna Shaw: Um, and I'll just do that for the rest of the day.
- 45:20Leearna Shaw: And, um, just having those smaller goals.
- 45:23Leearna Shaw: Also, I, I love ticking off a list, so just being able to tick off all those goals just, um, you know, gives me that little boost, um, but also keeps me accountable.
- 45:34Natasha Rai: And also that, you know, that I, that's really important for anyone who's struggling with time or doesn't have, you know, a lot of time that it's possible you can carve out a day or two days or whatever it is and you can get quite a lot done.
- 45:48Leearna Shaw: Yeah, absolutely.
- 45:49Leearna Shaw: But I'm, I've also, I take my laptop with me everywhere.
- 45:52Leearna Shaw: I, as I said, my kids do sport every day of the week, so I'm often in the car park at a basketball stadium or a footy oval just typing out whenever I can.
- 46:00Leearna Shaw: So, um, you know, when, when they, when times do get busy, that happens less and less.
- 46:06Leearna Shaw: But, you know, it's something I love doing.
- 46:09Leearna Shaw: So if I've got an hour, the opportunity, I will grab the opportunity.
- 46:12Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 46:12Natasha Rai: Nice.
- 46:13Natasha Rai: How about you, Sophie?
- 46:14Natasha Rai: What's your PR writing practice look like?
- 46:17Sophie Stern: Similar to Leearna, I am someone who writes in big chunks of time rather than regularly over the week.
- 46:24Sophie Stern: So.
- 46:25Sophie Stern: When I started writing, my son was younger and he was still taking naps.
- 46:30Sophie Stern: So nap time, beautiful little riding, power hour.
- 46:35Sophie Stern: Um, otherwise it's just been really through the support of my parents and in-laws and husband sort of taking my child on the weekend for a few hours.
- 46:44Sophie Stern: And I take myself to the library.
- 46:46Sophie Stern: I work, I worked at the time, full time.
- 46:48Sophie Stern: Now I'm four days a week, and now my son is at school.
- 46:52Sophie Stern: So Friday is my writing day between nine and three.
- 46:56Sophie Stern: It's just my writing time and I just go at it.
- 46:59Sophie Stern: It is so precious.
- 47:01Sophie Stern: I do not waste a minute.
- 47:02Sophie Stern: And I think, um, that's actually really helpful that it's quite compressed and I don't take it for granted at all.
- 47:10Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 47:12Natasha Rai: Mm.
- 47:12Natasha Rai: And what do you do if you're feeling stuck or you're, it's not flowing as you hope?
- 47:17Sophie Stern: Um.
- 47:19Sophie Stern: I mean, I, I really like free writing and sort of stream of consciousness style writing, so I'll often just force myself to do that.
- 47:27Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 47:28Sophie Stern: Um, I also love making playlists for the book that I'm working on, so a playlist, you know, for a particular character or a particular scene.
- 47:35Sophie Stern: So I'll often take myself for a walk while listening to a track over and over.
- 47:40Sophie Stern: And that often sparks some ideas and then I'll get out the notes app and I'm that annoying person on the street sort of typing, madly looking down at my phone.
- 47:48Sophie Stern: So I find that pretty helpful.
- 47:51Sophie Stern: Um, and sometimes you just have to walk away as well and have a break and do something else.
- 47:55Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 47:56Natasha Rai: And that actually segues really beautifully into the next part of my question.
- 47:59Natasha Rai: Um, so I wanted to come back to what Inessa said earlier.
- 48:01Natasha Rai: She made a, a comment about, it was in my head for a while.
- 48:05Natasha Rai: How do you, like, how do ideas come to you?
- 48:07Natasha Rai: Like, is it something that you feel like you actively do or you just get inspired?
- 48:12Natasha Rai: Or how does that work for you?
- 48:13Natasha Rai: Sophie?
- 48:16Sophie Stern: I don't know if it sounds a bit woowoo, but No,
- 48:18Natasha Rai: no,
- 48:18Sophie Stern: no, no.
- 48:18Sophie Stern: It comes, I love woowoo.
- 48:19Sophie Stern: It just comes.
- 48:20Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 48:20Sophie Stern: It, I can't force it that I, something just comes to me and I can't forget about it.
- 48:28Sophie Stern: And I actually tried, when I was starting to write my second book, I thought, you know, now I've done this.
- 48:35Sophie Stern: I'm all over it.
- 48:36Sophie Stern: Easy peasy.
- 48:37Sophie Stern: And I tried to sort of be more deliberate about plotting and planning, and that was an absolute disaster.
- 48:43Sophie Stern: Um, so I put that away and then an idea, a completely different idea came to me and that was organic.
- 48:51Sophie Stern: So that's what works for me.
- 48:54Sophie Stern: Mm-hmm.
- 48:54Sophie Stern: Um, at the moment, the ideas are still coming, but I, I guess it's scary when they stop coming.
- 48:59Natasha Rai: And do you like write them down or note them down somewhere when they do come?
- 49:04Sophie Stern: Yeah, I've got a lot of garbled voice memos to myself, um, which is slightly frightening to listen back to.
- 49:12Natasha Rai: I find little bits of paper all over the, all over the house.
- 49:14Natasha Rai: Like one day I picked it up and I'm like, it was like two sentences.
- 49:18Natasha Rai: It made no sense.
- 49:19Natasha Rai: And I'm like, did I, did I even write this?
- 49:21Natasha Rai: I don't even remember writing this.
- 49:23Leearna Shaw: Yeah.
- 49:23Natasha Rai: Um, what about you in esa?
- 49:26Natasha Rai: Because you mentioned earlier about that story was in your head.
- 49:28Natasha Rai: When your ideas come to you, how did they come?
- 49:31Natasha Rai: Are they images or people or plots or how does it work for you?
- 49:36Inessa Jackson: It's very much people, so I've got this filter as you guys would imagine, as well.
- 49:41Inessa Jackson: So you're talking to someone and then they say something interesting or a bit strange and you go, Ooh, hang on, quick backtrack to that.
- 49:48Inessa Jackson: Um, yeah, over you're overhearing people.
- 49:51Inessa Jackson: I'm a terrible age dropper.
- 49:52Inessa Jackson: Um, I, yeah, I write on little bits of paper.
- 49:54Inessa Jackson: I actually counted the other day.
- 49:55Inessa Jackson: I've got eight notebooks, but most of my aunties are on little scraps.
- 49:58Inessa Jackson: It's just awful.
- 49:59Inessa Jackson: I can't remember to take the notebook anyway.
- 50:01Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 50:01Inessa Jackson: And I send myself a lot.
- 50:02Inessa Jackson: I send myself a lot of emails.
- 50:04Inessa Jackson: Um, but yeah, it's just generally being out in the general population and talking to people.
- 50:10Inessa Jackson: I find that that's really valuable.
- 50:13Inessa Jackson: Real people saying interesting things.
- 50:15Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 50:15Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 50:15Natasha Rai: So, so when you have like, you know, little sparks everywhere, how do you decide or how do you know which one you're gonna follow?
- 50:23Natasha Rai: Like to expand out or work on a bit more?
- 50:26Inessa Jackson: Um, it's a really good question.
- 50:28Inessa Jackson: I think if they last longer than 12 hours.
- 50:31Inessa Jackson: So a lot of them come and go very quickly.
- 50:33Inessa Jackson: They're like, what was that?
- 50:34Inessa Jackson: That was crap.
- 50:35Inessa Jackson: Um, but if they linger, you know, days turn into weeks and then a couple of weeks and I think I'm still thinking about this and I've built on it, then I know, well it doesn't happen.
- 50:44Inessa Jackson: It's only happened a couple of times.
- 50:45Inessa Jackson: I wanna winner it.
- 50:45Inessa Jackson: I think I'm wanna winner and I'm really excited about it and I can't stop thinking about it and I wanna tell other people about it, which is really boring'cause it's so poorly formed at this stage.
- 50:54Inessa Jackson: It doesn't make sense.
- 50:55Inessa Jackson: Um, but yeah, I'm excited about it and I think about it a lot.
- 50:59Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 50:59Inessa Jackson: And it's not going anywhere.
- 51:01Natasha Rai: I know what you mean.
- 51:01Natasha Rai: I get so excited when an idea starts to sprout and I'm like, oh my God, I think this is something.
- 51:06Inessa Jackson: It's great tingles.
- 51:09Natasha Rai: Exactly.
- 51:10Natasha Rai: Exactly.
- 51:10Natasha Rai: And Leearna, how about you?
- 51:12Natasha Rai: This excitement for you too, or,
- 51:14Leearna Shaw: um, yeah.
- 51:15Leearna Shaw: Most of my ideas have literally just come from like, well, not small things, but you know, my husband's close call on a mower, or one day I was walking through the forest and I thought I saw, um, a leg and a man hide behind a tree, and it just ended up being this giant deer.
- 51:32Leearna Shaw: Um, and it's just little things like that.
- 51:34Leearna Shaw: But, um, you know, we, since we've moved to this small town, uh, people who say that small towns and country towns are boring, they are definitely not boring.
- 51:43Leearna Shaw: There's always some gossip, some story that, um, you know, you overhear and it just, just sparks that idea.
- 51:50Leearna Shaw: Um, plus there's also the, something about, you know, big blue skies and open paddocks and eucalyptus forest that just sparked the imagination.
- 51:59Natasha Rai: Yeah, it's kind of begging for like inspiration, isn't it?
- 52:03Natasha Rai: All that beautiful.
- 52:04Natasha Rai: Um,
- 52:04Leearna Shaw: absolutely.
- 52:05Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 52:06Natasha Rai: Openness, expansiveness.
- 52:08Natasha Rai: Um, so tell me, how are you preparing for publication Leearna?
- 52:14Natasha Rai: Like, what does the PR side look like?
- 52:18Natasha Rai: What does the marketing side look like that you know of?
- 52:20Natasha Rai: What are you thinking about, how you're feeling about it?
- 52:25Leearna Shaw: So the first word that comes to mind is terrified, but it is quickly chased by excitement.
- 52:32Leearna Shaw: Um, the PR side and the self promo, it's, it's not something I've ever had to, um, I've ever come across in my life.
- 52:39Leearna Shaw: So that was a little bit scary at, at first, but I've got a great publicist and.
- 52:46Leearna Shaw: The closer we are getting to the book coming out.
- 52:48Leearna Shaw: Um, and the more you know, we are, we are talking to podcasts and writers, festivals and libraries about, um, to do book events.
- 52:56Leearna Shaw: And I, I'm actually getting quite excited and eager to get out there and meet people and talk about this book that, you know, I, I've lived with for six years of my life.
- 53:06Leearna Shaw: So I'm just really excited to, um, you know, get it out there.
- 53:11Leearna Shaw: Um, but I'm really trying not to put too much expectation and pressure on myself, you know?
- 53:18Leearna Shaw: Um, all three of us we're, we're all debut authors.
- 53:21Leearna Shaw: We've never done this before.
- 53:23Leearna Shaw: Everything is new and, you know, I'm not gonna get everything right the first time.
- 53:27Leearna Shaw: Um, but I think the main thing is I'm just, I'm just at that point now where I'm ready to give it a go.
- 53:33Leearna Shaw: Um, and just go with the flow.
- 53:35Leearna Shaw: And, you know, I've been working towards this moment for.
- 53:38Leearna Shaw: You know, technically my whole life, but probably about 10 years.
- 53:43Leearna Shaw: So I really just do wanna stay in the moment and enjoy it and yeah, really just, just enjoy this moment.
- 53:50Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 53:51Natasha Rai: That is, that is so important because I know that our crew last year, there were so many people who were so anxious and, um, and I get it, and also it was this feeling that I kept coming back to, you have to, we have to enjoy it because no matter how many books we might write, or if we never write another book again, we'll never repeat this.
- 54:08Natasha Rai: This is, so this will be it for like, you know, we'll never have this, this specific experience again of
- 54:16Leearna Shaw: Yeah.
- 54:17Natasha Rai: Getting a book out there in the world
- 54:19Leearna Shaw: and out, like those anxieties are definitely there, but I, I think the main thing is just not letting them take over.
- 54:25Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 54:25Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 54:25Leearna Shaw: You know, just pushing them aside and trusting that, um, you know, you are, you are here for a reason, your book is coming out for a reason, and your book will find its readers.
- 54:34Leearna Shaw: So, yeah.
- 54:35Leearna Shaw: Um, just to en enjoy the process and the journey.
- 54:38Natasha Rai: Exactly.
- 54:38Natasha Rai: And something that helped me as well was like realizing that every time you do an event or every library talk, everything, um, even a book launch, like everyone there is rooting for you.
- 54:47Natasha Rai: Like they want you to succeed and they care, care about you in some way or they wanna read this book.
- 54:52Natasha Rai: So that helped me'cause I always had this weird image of being quite adversarial.
- 54:57Natasha Rai: Like I had to like fight or like had to, to convince someone.
- 55:00Natasha Rai: And I'm like, no, that's not what's happening.
- 55:02Natasha Rai: So, yeah.
- 55:04Natasha Rai: How about you Sophie?
- 55:05Natasha Rai: How are you feeling and what are you, are you feeling about speaking and what are you scared about?
- 55:10Natasha Rai: What are you excited about?
- 55:11Sophie Stern: I think I might need to take a snip of Leearna's advice about just enjoying it and just repeat it over and over, because that was really nice.
- 55:18Sophie Stern: I am definitely feeling anxious about it.
- 55:23Sophie Stern: Uh, I remember talking to you Natasha last year when we met up and you, you talked about, you know, the importance of being present and enjoying it and taking the time and making space.
- 55:35Sophie Stern: For it as well.
- 55:36Sophie Stern: So that's what I'm trying to do in the lead up is, you know, how can I create space around the launch time, whether it's, you know, organizing a meal delivery, getting everything organized with childcare, trying to book as many things in as possible now, and taking some time off work so that when the time comes I can just soak it all in.
- 55:55Natasha Rai: Exactly.
- 55:56Natasha Rai: It kind of is like your wedding day.
- 55:58Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 55:58Sophie Stern: I, I'm more excited for this than my wedding,
- 56:03Natasha Rai: but it kind of has that feeling like everyone's swarming around you and all the tensions on you.
- 56:07Natasha Rai: Absolutely.
- 56:07Natasha Rai: You have to organize.
- 56:08Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 56:09Sophie Stern: Yeah, yeah.
- 56:10Sophie Stern: Um, so yeah, I think, I think that's what I've been focusing on, I guess is the internal preparation for the book coming out, because I noticed particularly in the last maybe six weeks.
- 56:25Sophie Stern: I'd been hoping that people would be read my book and that my book would do well, and now suddenly it's switched to, oh, people are gonna read my book.
- 56:33Sophie Stern: And so just sort of, you know, making friends with that anxiety and staring into it a little bit.
- 56:40Sophie Stern: It was interesting listening to the episode you did Natasha about journaling and using that as a practice as well to sort of untangle your thoughts.
- 56:49Sophie Stern: So yeah, that's, that's a lot of my focus at the moment and I blocked good reads preemptively.
- 56:54Natasha Rai: Excellent, excellent.
- 56:57Natasha Rai: Do all of you should block good reads.
- 56:58Natasha Rai: Do not read any reviews of your own books.
- 57:00Natasha Rai: Even if everyone says to you, oh my God, they're glowing reviews, don't do it.
- 57:04Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 57:04Sophie Stern: Because
- 57:04Natasha Rai: I'll be, I know
- 57:05Sophie Stern: myself, I'll spiral.
- 57:07Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 57:07Natasha Rai: Yep.
- 57:08Natasha Rai: There'll be one or two.
- 57:09Natasha Rai: That's what I did.
- 57:10Natasha Rai: And I spiral.
- 57:10Natasha Rai: I was like, oh my God, I've written a pile of trash.
- 57:13Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 57:13Natasha Rai: Don't do it.
- 57:14Natasha Rai: Um, so is the anxiety, like, how, how do you feel about.
- 57:18Natasha Rai: Speaking about your book,'cause I know that can feel really difficult at first'cause you don't really know how, well, I don't know.
- 57:24Natasha Rai: I, I'm talking about myself really.
- 57:25Natasha Rai: I don't, I don't really know how to talk about the book initially.
- 57:28Natasha Rai: Mm.
- 57:28Natasha Rai: Do you have any of that worry or is it just generalized anxiety?
- 57:32Sophie Stern: I think it's just a generalized big ball of anxiety at the moment, to be honest.
- 57:37Sophie Stern: Um, I'm a pretty private person as well, so it feels odd to suddenly talk about myself a lot.
- 57:44Sophie Stern: Um, but I think also just listening to other people on podcasts is really helpful to hear how they speak about their books and, you know, getting used to the rhythm of those conversations is really helpful.
- 57:57Sophie Stern: So.
- 57:58Sophie Stern: Yeah.
- 57:59Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 57:59Sophie Stern: Hopefully I get better.
- 58:01Natasha Rai: Well, someone gave me some really good advice.
- 58:02Natasha Rai: They were like, it's your book.
- 58:04Natasha Rai: You can say whatever you want about it, and no one's gonna know.
- 58:06Natasha Rai: I'm like, oh yeah, you could literally say anything.
- 58:09Natasha Rai: And I'm like, oh, you did.
- 58:10Natasha Rai: They're like, you don't have to go on some truth telling mission.
- 58:13Natasha Rai: Just say whatever you want.
- 58:14Natasha Rai: I'm like, oh, I like that.
- 58:16Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 58:18Natasha Rai: How about you, Vanessa?
- 58:19Natasha Rai: How are you feeling, um, leading up to publication day and your work being out in the world?
- 58:25Inessa Jackson: Um, I'm swinging between really excited and really nervous and then really terrified.
- 58:31Inessa Jackson: Can you swing in 3D directions?
- 58:33Natasha Rai: Yes.
- 58:33Natasha Rai: Yes you can.
- 58:34Inessa Jackson: Okay.
- 58:34Inessa Jackson: You can.
- 58:34Inessa Jackson: Okay, cool.
- 58:35Inessa Jackson: You
- 58:35Natasha Rai: can,
- 58:35Inessa Jackson: um, I don't know if you notice yet, but I say a lot of really stupid things and you can't get them back in live events, so I was like, oh,
- 58:41Natasha Rai: oh.
- 58:41Natasha Rai: Well I have definitely have not noticed you saying anything
- 58:44Inessa Jackson: stupid.
- 58:45Natasha Rai: I think that's a very harsh inner critic in
- 58:47Inessa Jackson: it anyway.
- 58:47Natasha Rai: Yes.
- 58:48Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 58:48Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 58:48Inessa Jackson: I know the inner critic is just Yeah.
- 58:50Inessa Jackson: Alive and well.
- 58:51Inessa Jackson: But look, I'm gonna do some practice, um, just talking to friends and family and just bore them silly, just doing some question and answer.
- 58:57Inessa Jackson: And I've done a couple of short courses online about how to prepare, do PR more so working with a wonderful publicity manager at Affirm.
- 59:05Inessa Jackson: And she's really experienced and she's really excited about reading the book and getting to know me and working together.
- 59:11Inessa Jackson: I, um, I accidentally dropped the fact that I used to work in PR for a couple of decades.
- 59:17Inessa Jackson: Mm-hmm.
- 59:17Inessa Jackson: But I haven't done the PR for about 15 years and I'm not sure if the internet was even invented back when I was doing it.
- 59:23Inessa Jackson: So I'm really trying to get my head around Insta and I've found that wonderful community, uh, you guys would know this.
- 59:30Inessa Jackson: It's just so wonderful being on there with the Australian authors and readers.
- 59:34Inessa Jackson: So I've networked and met wonderful people, um, supporting the community there.
- 59:39Inessa Jackson: And I feel as though that's a big sort of, um, step forward.
- 59:42Inessa Jackson: Everyone supports each other.
- 59:43Leearna Shaw: Mm-hmm.
- 59:44Inessa Jackson: Um, yeah.
- 59:45Inessa Jackson: And I think I'm getting better at reels, although I'm using my cat too much, so I've gotta get back to the dog.
- 59:51Inessa Jackson: Dog's getting jealous.
- 59:52Inessa Jackson: Um, so I might have to evolve those posts into something a bit more sophisticated.
- 59:56Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 59:56Inessa Jackson: But overall, yeah, kind of terrified, but looking forward to it.
- 1:00:00Natasha Rai: How are you at public speaking
- 1:00:02Inessa Jackson: rubbish.
- 1:00:03Inessa Jackson: Don't you tell
- 1:00:05Natasha Rai: I honestly can't, I don't, you keep saying all these things and that seems silly things and being terrible.
- 1:00:10Natasha Rai: I'm like, no, I haven't seen that at all.
- 1:00:13Inessa Jackson: Um, look, I do, you know, back, yeah, back in the day I did a lot of public speaking.
- 1:00:18Inessa Jackson: Um, I did some live television.
- 1:00:19Inessa Jackson: God, that's funny.
- 1:00:21Inessa Jackson: And, um, I, yeah, I was spokesperson for eBay for a while, so I did a lot of it, but I don't know where it's gone.
- 1:00:27Inessa Jackson: And I think it's still in there, but I just need to get comfortable with doing it again.
- 1:00:31Inessa Jackson: And I think that'll just come through practice.
- 1:00:32Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 1:00:34Inessa Jackson: Yeah.
- 1:00:35Natasha Rai: Yeah.
- 1:00:36Natasha Rai: And it's always helpful.
- 1:00:37Natasha Rai: I mean, well the events that I've done so far, it's always helpful.
- 1:00:40Natasha Rai: Actually, you know what?
- 1:00:41Natasha Rai: It was so weird.
- 1:00:42Natasha Rai: I always thought it was gonna be really helpful to have people I really knew Well in the, in like in the crowd.
- 1:00:47Natasha Rai: And sometimes it isn't.
- 1:00:48Natasha Rai: Other times it's actually way better to have like some stranger with kind eyes kind of smiling and nodding and you're like, yes, you get it.
- 1:00:55Natasha Rai: I'm gonna keep looking at you.
- 1:00:56Natasha Rai: Probably they're freaked out.
- 1:00:57Natasha Rai: They were like, why should she keep looking at me?
- 1:00:59Natasha Rai: But that helped too, like just kind of finding a nice space in the, in the crowd to look at.
- 1:01:05Inessa Jackson: I'll look out for them.
- 1:01:07Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 1:01:07Natasha Rai: You are welcome.
- 1:01:09Natasha Rai: Um, so you, you mentioned community.
- 1:01:12Natasha Rai: How have you all gone about creating community?
- 1:01:15Natasha Rai: Obviously you've got the debut crew 2026.
- 1:01:19Natasha Rai: Did you know writers before you joined the crew?
- 1:01:21Natasha Rai: Did you know writers before you got public?
- 1:01:23Natasha Rai: I know, um, you've got writing groups as well, but Yeah.
- 1:01:26Natasha Rai: How do you find that?
- 1:01:27Natasha Rai: How do you build on that and esa.
- 1:01:31Inessa Jackson: No, I didn't know many writers at all.
- 1:01:33Inessa Jackson: And I, um, you know, everyone starts small and Insta, but I found, I went straight for the authors I love.
- 1:01:39Inessa Jackson: So, um, I don't wanna say I stalked them.
- 1:01:42Inessa Jackson: Maybe I did.
- 1:01:43Inessa Jackson: I followed all their posts and liked all their posts, and then I saw who they were supporting, and then it just got wi got the net, went wider and wider and wider, um, until I've just got a stream full of just fantastic content.
- 1:01:54Inessa Jackson: I mean, again, you guys would see this too.
- 1:01:56Inessa Jackson: It's just wonderful.
- 1:01:57Inessa Jackson: So yeah, I started very small with the people I love
- 1:02:00Natasha Rai: like it.
- 1:02:01Natasha Rai: How about you Leearna?
- 1:02:03Leearna Shaw: Um, I, I went to a few book launches, um, early on, and I met a couple of people there and went straight home and stalked them and followed them on Instagram and then I, they didn't really have a choice, they just became my writer people.
- 1:02:20Leearna Shaw: Um, and from there you meet, they, you know, you meet new people and they introduce you.
- 1:02:24Leearna Shaw: Um.
- 1:02:26Leearna Shaw: And I, I think the writing groups are really important.
- 1:02:29Leearna Shaw: Um, I'm part of the Right Club, which is an online group and the right squad, which is a fantastic supportive community.
- 1:02:37Leearna Shaw: Um, and the, just the people you meet, like we're all at the, the different stages of our journey, but all going through the same thing.
- 1:02:44Leearna Shaw: Um, so it is really important, but even the, um, the Bookstagram community have just been, have so wonderful.
- 1:02:52Leearna Shaw: Um, and even though my book isn't out, I've just made so many friends because if you're a writer, you're a reader.
- 1:02:58Leearna Shaw: Um, yes.
- 1:02:58Leearna Shaw: And we all love, you know, we all love stories.
- 1:03:00Leearna Shaw: So I've, I, and I've really been trying to, you know, focus on community and, um, on Instagram instead of just spewing out all this content, um, which is why I started up a substack.
- 1:03:15Leearna Shaw: Newsletter, a monthly newsletter, which was more for myself, but I found that I've made a, you know, a whole new lot of connections because I'm just going through, uh, month by month and sharing where I am at the journey and how the process works.
- 1:03:30Leearna Shaw: And that's been really lovely to meet new people that way.
- 1:03:34Natasha Rai: Mm-hmm.
- 1:03:35Natasha Rai: I, yeah, I think the writing community is so supportive and so welcoming.
- 1:03:39Natasha Rai: Um, and I think because we all have quite a lot of introverted energy, it just helps when someone with a bit more confidence goes, hi.
- 1:03:47Natasha Rai: Like, oh, hi.
- 1:03:48Natasha Rai: Yeah, absolutely.
- 1:03:50Natasha Rai: Um, Sophie,
- 1:03:52Sophie Stern: yeah, like the others, I've been really pleasantly surprised by how wonderful the community on Instagram is in particular, it's very.
- 1:04:02Sophie Stern: Welcoming.
- 1:04:03Sophie Stern: Um, very warm.
- 1:04:05Sophie Stern: And that's been a really nice way to connect with other writers who are often like very generous in sort of introducing to other people.
- 1:04:12Sophie Stern: Like, I feel like, you know, one writer and suddenly they're like, oh, I've gotta introduce you to this person and you should meet this person.
- 1:04:17Sophie Stern: So that has been a really nice way to build community.
- 1:04:22Sophie Stern: Um, I also, I guess at the physical level, um, introduced myself to the manager at my local bookstore as well in the past couple of weeks.
- 1:04:30Sophie Stern: And that's really nice to have that connection as well, um, to, to build that side of things.
- 1:04:37Natasha Rai: Love it.
- 1:04:38Natasha Rai: So before we wrap up, like we do with all our guests, what is your top tip for writers out there?
- 1:04:49Natasha Rai: Anyone can drop it.
- 1:04:51Sophie Stern: Well, I think the theme of this conversation has been competitions and how much that has helped all of us.
- 1:04:58Sophie Stern: So I would say.
- 1:04:59Sophie Stern: Look for the competitions.
- 1:05:01Sophie Stern: All of the state writing associations have great email lists that you can sign up to.
- 1:05:06Sophie Stern: You don't need to be a member, and they'll put out regular emails with all of the opportunities.
- 1:05:10Sophie Stern: So throw your hat in the ring, um, and look for those, those opportunities because they are so helpful.
- 1:05:19Natasha Rai: Excellent.
- 1:05:20Natasha Rai: Thank you.
- 1:05:22Leearna Shaw: Um, I think my tip is, it's based on my own experience in that write the story, finish it, edit as best you can.
- 1:05:31Leearna Shaw: Get it out there.
- 1:05:31Leearna Shaw: Send it out there to agents and publishers.
- 1:05:34Leearna Shaw: But eventually you need to let it go and sit down and write the next thing.
- 1:05:38Leearna Shaw: Um.
- 1:05:40Leearna Shaw: Do I think I would've been offered a two book deal if I didn't have that back list of manuscripts?
- 1:05:45Leearna Shaw: Maybe, but I'm not sure.
- 1:05:47Leearna Shaw: But what I do know is having that back list, you know, showed publishers that I had more than one book in me.
- 1:05:55Leearna Shaw: Um, I was an author worth investing their time and money into.
- 1:06:00Leearna Shaw: Um, and that I was serious about my money, uh, about my writing.
- 1:06:03Leearna Shaw: Um, whether I, you know, I, I would love to turn into a career, but even if I couldn't do that, that I was interested in longevity anyway.
- 1:06:12Leearna Shaw: Um, and also writing is like any skill.
- 1:06:16Leearna Shaw: The more you do it, the better you get.
- 1:06:18Leearna Shaw: And moving on and writing those new manuscripts gave me the confidence and more tools in the toolkit that when I went back to that first manuscript, um, I had, I had, yeah, all these skills and tools that I could use to make that manuscript better.
- 1:06:33Leearna Shaw: So yeah, write your book, finish it, but then move on.
- 1:06:37Leearna Shaw: Just keep going.
- 1:06:38Natasha Rai: Love it.
- 1:06:39Natasha Rai: Thank you, Vanessa.
- 1:06:41Inessa Jackson: Um, I'd say at least you particularly want to, don't, you don't have to do it alone.
- 1:06:45Inessa Jackson: I would find kindred spirits and you can find those people, um, maybe at your own level through the regional writing centers and they do courses both, um, in real life and online.
- 1:06:56Inessa Jackson: And, um, yeah, you find really cool people to understand what you're going through and they're gonna do feedback with you and you can give feedback on their work and you learn and grow together.
- 1:07:05Inessa Jackson: And then in those moments, yeah, where you can't write a scene, you've got someone on Messenger who can just quickly text and go this too, and they can help you back on the path.
- 1:07:15Inessa Jackson: So that's what I found.
- 1:07:16Inessa Jackson: I wouldn't have been able to do it without my writing friends.
- 1:07:18Inessa Jackson: Like, seriously, I'm not being corny.
- 1:07:20Inessa Jackson: I wouldn't have been able to do it.
- 1:07:21Inessa Jackson: They put me back on the path and we support each other.
- 1:07:24Inessa Jackson: So yeah, that would, that's my top tip.
- 1:07:27Natasha Rai: Oh, that's such good tips.
- 1:07:29Natasha Rai: Thank you all.
- 1:07:29Natasha Rai: Thank you all for that.
- 1:07:31Natasha Rai: Um, also, it is gonna be a special treat both for me and our listeners because we're gonna have, we're having this chat now, and then we're gonna meet again later in the year, um, after your books are out so that we can do a before and after.
- 1:07:47Natasha Rai: I was gonna do a sound effect, but I dunno what sound effect it's I know.
- 1:07:50Natasha Rai: And I was like, it's not a bad thing.
- 1:07:51Natasha Rai: It's a good thing.
- 1:07:52Natasha Rai: Right.
- 1:07:52Inessa Jackson: That's wonderful.
- 1:07:53Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 1:07:54Natasha Rai: Um, yeah, so I'll just, yeah.
- 1:07:57Natasha Rai: I'm really, really already so keen and interested to listen to this episode again, like after we do our next one and just to compare, but, um, but for now, congratulations, all three of you on your amazing books that are coming out.
- 1:08:12Natasha Rai: Um, and just for our listeners, can you just say those titles again, please?
- 1:08:15Natasha Rai: Sophie.
- 1:08:17Sophie Stern: What is Left For us by Sophie Stern.
- 1:08:19Natasha Rai: Excellent, Leearna.
- 1:08:21Leearna Shaw: A Farming Golden Clouds by Leearna Shaw out on the 31st of March with Alan and Unwin
- 1:08:26Natasha Rai: Beautiful,
- 1:08:28Inessa Jackson: and Devil Mountain by Ineesa Jackson out with Affirm on the 26th of May.
- 1:08:34Natasha Rai: Yay.
- 1:08:35Natasha Rai: Okay, congratulations and, um, have a wonderful publication year and we we'll catch up again later.
- 1:08:42Inessa Jackson: Thank you.
- 1:08:43Inessa Jackson: Thanks.
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