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Internet_ We Need to Talk · CelinaSpookyBoo

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  Speaker 1: We interrupt this program to bring you a news blast!
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  Speaker 1: Breaking news here on Spooky Boo TV. People on the
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  Speaker 1: internet do not like me. This is not breaking news.
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  Speaker 1: I've been on the internet for five years. Now here's
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  Speaker 1: an interesting thing. I don't really read a lot of comments.
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  Speaker 1: I read like the first 20 comments. They're always good.
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  Speaker 1: They're always great. I don't go into the depths of
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  Speaker 1: things because people's opinion of me, it doesn't matter. It
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  Speaker 1: doesn't matter. But I do go in my Instagram requests sometimes.
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  Speaker 1: And that is where a lot of things lie. Mostly good,
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  Speaker 1: mostly good. But somebody had sent me a screenshot of
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  Speaker 1: a Reddit post. See, I knew Reddit existed. I've never
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  Speaker 1: used Reddit, really, okay? Because I knew that just like
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  Speaker 1: I don't use X, I'm too soft of a bean, alright?
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  Speaker 1: Those are dark places where people go to have deep opinions.
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  Speaker 1: And that's fine. That's cool. But you know what's weird?
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  Speaker 1: You know what's weird? Not liking someone, but not liking
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  Speaker 1: them to the point that you need to go make
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  Speaker 1: a post about them. In today's video, I had a friend...
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  Speaker 1: collect for me some Reddit posts about me and I'm
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  Speaker 1: just gonna spill the tea. I'm gonna address the rumors
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  Speaker 1: because there are some real crazy things coming out of
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  Speaker 1: people's minds right now. And I find that really interesting.
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  Speaker 1: I know this will probably cause more Reddit posts, but no,
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  Speaker 1: I will never read them. Truth is, guys, I'm just
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  Speaker 1: a backcountry girl living my best life and just trying
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  Speaker 1: to make the world a better place, literally. This is
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  Speaker 1: the one that was sent to me, okay? There's some background.
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  Speaker 1: They saw me in the Lifetime movie Would You Kill
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  Speaker 1: For Me? The Mary Bailey Story, which I had filmed
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  Speaker 1: up in Ottawa in 2022. This is when the strike
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  Speaker 1: was going on and I was not allowed to speak
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  Speaker 1: about the fact that I was filming. I wasn't allowed
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  Speaker 1: to speak about when the movie came out because I
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  Speaker 1: was striking all the people that like acting, you know,
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  Speaker 1: people were downtown Hollywood. And so this is, this got
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  Speaker 1: triggered by them seeing me in a lifetime movie. Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Not a fan. I think she's faked a lot of stuff,
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  Speaker 1: starting with the sleepwalking TikToks. In some cases, it was proven.
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  Speaker 1: Social media has been very lucrative for her. There has
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  Speaker 1: been some really shady stuff floating around that makes me
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  Speaker 1: side-eye her even more. I would love to know the
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  Speaker 1: shady stuff because I'm not aware of anything shady about
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  Speaker 1: me at all. There was a claim that she stole
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  Speaker 1: a story for video material from a little-known writer. The
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  Speaker 1: cost of going after Selena legally is was too prohibitive
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  Speaker 1: and the writer had to drop pursuing a lawsuit. So
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  Speaker 1: I do know what video this is about because I
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  Speaker 1: do remember people getting really upset about this video. And
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  Speaker 1: every once in a while it gets reposted places and
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  Speaker 1: the drama just starts up again. But I did a
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  Speaker 1: lot of dad jokes and a lot of the dad jokes,
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  Speaker 1: like I gave pull and I decided to do a
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  Speaker 1: scary kind of dad joke from a story that one
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  Speaker 1: of my English teachers had told me in high school.
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  Speaker 1: Was it high school or was it grade eight? No,
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  Speaker 1: it was grade eight. Yeah. Yep. It was grade eight.
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  Speaker 1: He would create these little horror shorts. He loved horror.
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  Speaker 1: He loved mystery. And we would create these horror things.
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  Speaker 1: And he had come up with this little horror short. See,
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  Speaker 1: here's the thing with writing. There are only so many
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  Speaker 1: freaking ideas in the world. So I think that it
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  Speaker 1: must have been really similar. I had never seen this
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  Speaker 1: person's work before. And I even in the comments was like, sorry,
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  Speaker 1: I heard this from my teacher. I'm just acting it out.
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  Speaker 1: But I didn't expect that. I didn't know they were
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  Speaker 1: so upset. Also didn't know they started a lawsuit. I'm
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  Speaker 1: going to be quite honest. If there would have been
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  Speaker 1: a lawsuit started at all, I'm sure I would have
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  Speaker 1: heard about it. their lawyer would have contacted mine. Something
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  Speaker 1: would have happened there. I didn't receive any cease and desist.
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  Speaker 1: That's something that's like, like free to do. But I
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  Speaker 1: just think these things happen sometimes, but I didn't like
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  Speaker 1: just full up be like, Oh, you saw this person
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  Speaker 1: wrote it and I'm going to do it. I took
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  Speaker 1: it from a grade eight thing for a long time ago,
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  Speaker 1: but I'm sorry if you're out here and you would
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  Speaker 1: see that, that I, I, I didn't know at all. Also,
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  Speaker 1: before she made it big on TikTok with her sleepwalking skits,
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  Speaker 1: I was already big on TikTok, okay? Before my sleepwalking skits,
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  Speaker 1: I had like 10 million followers. Thanks. From tie-dyeing and
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  Speaker 1: farting and jokes. Though she was so desperate for fame
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  Speaker 1: and money, she started a GoFundMe to help with her
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  Speaker 1: husband's medical bills. I've never started a GoFundMe for myself ever.
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  Speaker 1: I've done a GoFundMe for our Christmas presents for kids, which...
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  Speaker 1: They all got their presents. I did a GoFundMe to
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  Speaker 1: buy this wonderful woman in town a van after she
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  Speaker 1: shot out a really bad situation. Van was bought. Video
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  Speaker 1: for that was out. And I shared a GoFundMe for
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  Speaker 1: our lovely surrogate after she lost her husband. But I
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  Speaker 1: have never had a GoFundMe for me. Now, it gets better.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if people are just straight up making
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  Speaker 1: this up. Like, sometimes I wonder if it's, like, people
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  Speaker 1: I went to high school with or something. This was
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  Speaker 1: also 342 days ago. So, it was about a year ago.
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  Speaker 1: What's even going on? She started GoFundMe to help with
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  Speaker 1: her husband's medical bills. Allegedly, she misused the money and
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  Speaker 1: started expensive car shopping instead. No. Also, I've never even
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  Speaker 1: made a Go- I've never had any GoFundMe go over
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  Speaker 1: like $ 20, 000. So that's definitely not expensive car shopping. I
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  Speaker 1: think people don't realize that like my husband also works,
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  Speaker 1: you know? We all know about the side effects of
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  Speaker 1: her unfortunate health conditions. She attributed the nausea, vomiting, and
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  Speaker 1: dizziness- From high blood pressure, being her psychic ability powers
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  Speaker 1: and premonitions on videos with Sam and Colby. Come on, guys.
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  Speaker 1: Come on. So, as we all know, paranormal stuff makes
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  Speaker 1: you feel sick if you already have health conditions. But
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  Speaker 1: all of that affects your health. It affects that stuff.
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  Speaker 1: I have Meniere's disease. I have high blood pressure. I
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  Speaker 1: have diabetes. I have all of these things, which really sucks. Um,
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  Speaker 1: partly genetics, partly because she's a fatty. I'm a big girl. Um,
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  Speaker 1: but fun. I don't think I'm as big as people think.
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  Speaker 1: Like I am under 200 pounds, but it's not like
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  Speaker 1: it's all because of that. I know people who are
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  Speaker 1: much bigger than me that are perfectly healthy, but all
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  Speaker 1: of those trigger each other. But there's one later on
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  Speaker 1: that I'm going to read, which gets even deeper into this.
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  Speaker 1: And it's, it's very funny. Recently, she did something else
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  Speaker 1: childish and spiteful, which was another red flag. I saw
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  Speaker 1: it mentioned on X that she randomly unfollowed Katrina and
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  Speaker 1: followed the new girlfriend's. I doubt she's even met them.
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  Speaker 1: And Katrina didn't do anything to her. It's like Selena
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  Speaker 1: is a high schooler chasing popularity. So she does dumb
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  Speaker 1: stuff to please popular kids. Except Selena is a 32, wrong,
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  Speaker 1: year old woman. So she's phony, nice. Well, Kat caught
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  Speaker 1: on and returned the favor. Kat's my friend. I've never
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  Speaker 1: unfollowed Kat. Kat has literally never unfollowed me. I think
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  Speaker 1: she's a really fun person. That just doesn't even happen.
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  Speaker 1: I don't even know if she's on X. I'm not.
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  Speaker 1: I have an ex account. I don't use it. You'll see.
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  Speaker 1: I do like Chris though. She should rethink pairing up
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  Speaker 1: with Selena. I just have a feeling something will finally
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  Speaker 1: come out and it'll make Chris look bad too. I
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  Speaker 1: just can't with all these lying fakers. I'm a lying faker.
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  Speaker 1: Nothing that I do is lying and nothing that I
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  Speaker 1: do is fake. And I don't chase popularity because I
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  Speaker 1: literally don't. I like, who do I collab with? Who
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  Speaker 1: am I chasing? I've always hung out with the exact
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  Speaker 1: same people. I keep my circle super small. Oh yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and what's at the top we're talking about? That social
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  Speaker 1: media has been lucrative for me. I'm gonna be so
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  Speaker 1: honest with you and I think this blows people's minds.
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  Speaker 1: The only app that pays me is YouTube. I haven't
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  Speaker 1: made one single penny from TikTok. I live in Canada
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  Speaker 1: and in Canada, TikTok doesn't pay anything. I don't know
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  Speaker 1: if there's a creator fund. There was in America. I
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  Speaker 1: don't know. I don't even know if it's still a thing.
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  Speaker 1: I make literally nothing from TikTok. I do brand deals. Yes,
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  Speaker 1: that works. Has social media been lucrative? Yeah. Why do
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  Speaker 1: you go to work? Is it to make money? Is
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  Speaker 1: it to make money so you can survive? Yeah, bro.
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  Speaker 1: I love social media. I feel so lucky every single
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  Speaker 1: day that I get to wake up and do something
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  Speaker 1: that I love because I am, you know, dealing with
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  Speaker 1: a lot and I do have illnesses and stuff. And
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  Speaker 1: I just feel so lucky that people have found happiness
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  Speaker 1: in me. And again, when I'm reading into these, I
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  Speaker 1: know 99.9% of my comments and stuff are really nice,
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  Speaker 1: but I just thought for a video, this would be
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  Speaker 1: really fun. I also just love, I just love being like, that,
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  Speaker 1: you're so wrong. So wrong, babe. All right, next. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: the second husband theory. But seriously, I just said the
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  Speaker 1: same thing. I haven't doom scrolled on TikTok in two years, maybe.
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  Speaker 1: Last I knew, he had a TBI. If he's only
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  Speaker 1: two years into rehab for a severe TBI- There's no
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  Speaker 1: way he's ready to parent. Oh, so this was only
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  Speaker 1: 70 days ago. Is this the second husband then? Is
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  Speaker 1: the other in long-term care? I work in step-down and
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  Speaker 1: wound care. I get a very coupled tragic TBI patients
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  Speaker 1: a year. It's devastating. Hell, someone affiliated with our hospital
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  Speaker 1: who has nothing to do but doctors and nurses as
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  Speaker 1: friends is six months into their recovery and she's a
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  Speaker 1: handful for even her highly educated and trained caregivers. One
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  Speaker 1: day we had two doctors and four tenured nurses at
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  Speaker 1: their bedside. And this patient and half of us were
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  Speaker 1: so frustrated. We were near tears by the end of
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  Speaker 1: the day. That's TBI. It's frustrating for everybody. And then
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  Speaker 1: somebody just started to say, yeah, that's awful. He has
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  Speaker 1: a TBI. Same guy. My husband, Adam, acquired his TBI
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  Speaker 1: in 2017. So we're going on eight years ago at
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  Speaker 1: this point. And I'll go over how it happened. He
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  Speaker 1: was in the backyard. It was a really hot day
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  Speaker 1: in June. Like, you know, one of those first really
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  Speaker 1: hot days where it's like 40 degrees. I'm in Canada,
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  Speaker 1: so that's like 90, 100. He was pulling on a
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  Speaker 1: two by two and it came back and it smacked
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  Speaker 1: him right in the head. And he was like, woo.
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  Speaker 1: And he felt weird, but he kept going. He kept
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  Speaker 1: pushing himself in the heat. And then he came home
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  Speaker 1: on the Monday early in the day and he said
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  Speaker 1: he wasn't feeling well and he had these blue pools
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  Speaker 1: underneath his eyes. And we went and they said, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: this is, this is a concussion. This is pretty gross.
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  Speaker 1: And he's gone to Utah a few times, a cognitive FX.
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  Speaker 1: He's gone through the concussion programs here. What he lives
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  Speaker 1: with is PCS, post-concussion syndrome. So it's pretty much just
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  Speaker 1: like he has a concussion all the time, which sucks,
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  Speaker 1: but like he can't run, he can't lift stuff. He,
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  Speaker 1: he like nothing heavy. Like he can't do any of that.
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  Speaker 1: But I get so mad when people think that someone
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  Speaker 1: can't be a parent because they're dealing with an illness.
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  Speaker 1: I grew up with my mom. Um, she has MS.
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  Speaker 1: She's Been in a wheelchair since I was young and
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  Speaker 1: I love her so much and it made our family
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  Speaker 1: so strong. But I know that Adam is going to
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  Speaker 1: be literally the best dad in the whole world. I've
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  Speaker 1: been with Adam since I was a teenager. So there's
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  Speaker 1: no second husband here. I know sometimes people saw my
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  Speaker 1: brother or Taylor and thought that that was my boyfriend
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  Speaker 1: or husband, but no, Adam is my husband. He's always
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  Speaker 1: been my husband. And whoever this is, it's kind of
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  Speaker 1: crazy to work in medical and want to spread like misinformation.
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  Speaker 1: Having a TBI, it's just like, there's such a crazy range.
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  Speaker 1: Like if you put it into perspective, take, um, autism for,
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  Speaker 1: and there's some people who are very high functioning. There's
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  Speaker 1: other people that are, you know, nonverbal and need around
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  Speaker 1: the clock care. Like it is such a wide spectrum
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  Speaker 1: for Adam. It's a roller coaster. Sometimes it's bad. Sometimes
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  Speaker 1: it's really good. It never gets really great, but it
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  Speaker 1: never gets really bad. And he coasts in the middle
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  Speaker 1: and we're okay with that for now. We want him
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  Speaker 1: to have that full recovery one day. But I think,
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  Speaker 1: you know, being as many years in as we are,
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  Speaker 1: we know that that might not be possible, but we
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  Speaker 1: know that he's doing great and he's the strongest part
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  Speaker 1: of our family. Oh, this is fun. See, this is like,
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  Speaker 1: I just always feel like it's people that know me
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  Speaker 1: from high school. Like, I feel like it's old bullies
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  Speaker 1: that write this stuff. I really do. Okay, this one's
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  Speaker 1: from almost a year ago. So, I live in a
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  Speaker 1: town with a lot of junkies. Does anyone else wonder
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  Speaker 1: if she does drugs? I want to have a really
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  Speaker 1: weird conversation with you guys real quick and I feel
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  Speaker 1: like I will be judged on this, okay? I am
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  Speaker 1: straight edge. I am straight edge. Like, I do what
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  Speaker 1: you want to do. Have fun, you know, responsibly. But
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  Speaker 1: I don't drink alcohol. I don't smoke pot. I will
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  Speaker 1: have like a glass of wine once or twice a year.
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  Speaker 1: Do you know how crazy it is? I don't even
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  Speaker 1: drink caffeine. I don't consume caffeine at all because it
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  Speaker 1: triggers my Meniere's disease. Anyways, back to it. Some people
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  Speaker 1: say that abusing sleeping pills can create a drug-like trip.
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  Speaker 1: But I saw someone downtown the other day tripping out
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  Speaker 1: and it really reminded me of her videos. She definitely
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  Speaker 1: has an addictive personality with all those mystery box videos.
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  Speaker 1: And Adam does seem sick of that. I saw one
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  Speaker 1: where he was just cackling when she wasted 14 grand
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  Speaker 1: or 70% off that. But still, I liked her at first,
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  Speaker 1: but something is really starting to rub me the wrong
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  Speaker 1: way lately. And I feel like Chris is in the
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  Speaker 1: middle of all these manipulative people. What? I don't do drugs.
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  Speaker 1: I do get what you mean, though. If you, like,
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  Speaker 1: look at some of those, because I do live in
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  Speaker 1: a small town with, like, a really bad drug problem.
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  Speaker 1: And when you see some of those people tripping balls downtown,
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  Speaker 1: it does kind of look like my sleepwalking. I don't
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  Speaker 1: have an addictive personality at all, except for food. Food
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  Speaker 1: is my problem. We all know that. I have a
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  Speaker 1: binge eating problem. And I'm just, like, I'm an emotional eater.
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  Speaker 1: That's what makes me feel safe. But I have a
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  Speaker 1: pretty good hold on that nowadays. And that the addictive
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  Speaker 1: personality comes from my mystery box videos. I saw somebody
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  Speaker 1: opening up Prime things and people really enjoyed it. And
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  Speaker 1: of course, Like who doesn't want to open up a
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  Speaker 1: mystery box? That's so fun. And the one thing that
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  Speaker 1: I feel like this is a hard thing because it
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  Speaker 1: doesn't matter how much you say you help people or
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  Speaker 1: you don't help people. People are mad on either side.
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  Speaker 1: So I don't really put out in the world when
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  Speaker 1: I donate things or when I help people with money.
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  Speaker 1: I support a lot of people in my life. A
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  Speaker 1: lot of people that I run into. I help a
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  Speaker 1: lot of people in a lot of situations. And this
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  Speaker 1: is the only place I'm going to talk about it.
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  Speaker 1: If it's a sick animal, if it's someone who can't
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  Speaker 1: afford to put their dog down. If it's, you know,
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  Speaker 1: a women's shelter, if it's, I support and I donate
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  Speaker 1: to a lot of things. So my mystery box videos,
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  Speaker 1: when I do buy those things, because the video itself
• 13:08
  Speaker 1: in hopes will pay for whatever that it costs to
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  Speaker 1: perform that video, all those things get either donated or
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  Speaker 1: given to people in my life that need them. And
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  Speaker 1: then that $ 14, 000 mystery box. Wow. I thought it'd be fun.
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  Speaker 1: Like you see all these big YouTubers do these videos.
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  Speaker 1: They're like, I bought this $ 30, 000 titanium or I bought it.
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  Speaker 1: And they do not get any flack for it. So
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  Speaker 1: I found a sale of a jewelry thing that was
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  Speaker 1: for sale. It was originally $ 14, 000 worth. And I think
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  Speaker 1: I got it for $ 3, 000. And it ended up being, like,
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  Speaker 1: a fat scam. So, I ended up actually, like, out
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  Speaker 1: of that money, which sucks. But, like, a lot of
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  Speaker 1: the jewels in there that were fun, I just kind
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  Speaker 1: of gave away to friends and family. But people went
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  Speaker 1: off about that video. But the truth is, like, I
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  Speaker 1: like to put out content that I enjoy, but I
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  Speaker 1: also think other people will enjoy. Because why am I
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  Speaker 1: creating content if nobody is watching it? So, it's like,
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  Speaker 1: I think this is cool. Will you think it's cool?
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  Speaker 1: Let's be cool. She's fake. She debunked herself without realizing
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  Speaker 1: what she was doing. She made a video about her
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  Speaker 1: health issues and she talked about feeling very sick while
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  Speaker 1: shooting some Sam and Colby videos and having to leave
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  Speaker 1: as a result. Meanwhile, if you watch her in those videos,
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  Speaker 1: she kept saying she was nauseous, dizzy, and had a
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  Speaker 1: headache because the places were haunted. Her sleepwalking is BS too. See,
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  Speaker 1: these are the ones where I'm just like, this is
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  Speaker 1: just an uneducated person. Like, do I have to explain? Yeah, again,
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  Speaker 1: I have... Back when I was doing, so the one
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  Speaker 1: where I left where it was really, really bad was
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  Speaker 1: the Crescent Hotel. So I was fine leading up to
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  Speaker 1: that trip, but I had some underlying heart issues. I
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  Speaker 1: was waiting to go to like a heart doctor and
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  Speaker 1: stuff like that. And I went to Sam and Colby
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  Speaker 1: and I was, whoa. Whoa. ghosts affected all the symptoms. Like,
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  Speaker 1: it's not ghost ineffective, but when I am doing paranormal things,
• 14:52
  Speaker 1: I am tapping into different things in my body and
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: using so much of my energy to do this kind
• 14:57
  Speaker 1: of stuff that it affects me. And I did get
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: so deep that night into paranormal things that it did
• 15:02
  Speaker 1: kind of make symptoms worse. It's like, you have a
• 15:05
  Speaker 1: bad back and then you do things to make your
• 15:07
  Speaker 1: back worse. Do you understand what I mean? So, not debunking.
• 15:11
  Speaker 1: And that's why when I do ghost stuff, like, I
• 15:13
  Speaker 1: don't do it a lot. If you've noticed, like, Last year,
• 15:16
  Speaker 1: while I was going through all my surrogacy stuff and
• 15:18
  Speaker 1: things like that, I didn't do any ghost hunts. I
• 15:21
  Speaker 1: didn't do anything like that. For me, going too deep
• 15:23
  Speaker 1: in paranormal stuff, that happens. But I've done the surrogacy stuff.
• 15:26
  Speaker 1: I'm feeling really good. And I'm about to head back
• 15:28
  Speaker 1: out on the road with Chris. What? That's it? Whoa. Okay.
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: What else? What hate comments have I seen? Oh, a
• 15:34
  Speaker 1: lot of people bring up my lips, which I'm wearing
• 15:36
  Speaker 1: a lot of gloss right now. I do want to
• 15:37
  Speaker 1: have a conversation about this because it has been on
• 15:39
  Speaker 1: me and I think I'm going to get my lips dissolved.
• 15:41
  Speaker 1: Here's the truth. And people probably wish for this sometimes.
• 15:43
  Speaker 1: I have not had lip filler since November of 2023.
• 15:47
  Speaker 1: So we're going into our second year. We're going into
• 15:49
  Speaker 1: like a year and a half of not having any filler.
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: And I don't know why it didn't go away. And
• 15:54
  Speaker 1: the weird thing is when I'm not wearing lip products,
• 15:56
  Speaker 1: they look way smaller, but it just like the lip
• 15:59
  Speaker 1: gloss migrates up while people be tearing me up for
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: the lips. Okay. They say I have lip filler blindness.
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: I don't think you understand the lack of lips that
• 16:07
  Speaker 1: I had my whole life. And it actually got to
• 16:09
  Speaker 1: a point where I was at the dentist and my
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: dentist actually does fillers too. And I said, oh, I'm
• 16:13
  Speaker 1: getting them dissolved. And he was like, whoa, like, no,
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: they look really nice. You should leave them. So vote
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: in the comments. Should I dissolve my lips? I'm going
• 16:21
  Speaker 1: to leave it up to you guys. This will be funny.
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: I don't hate myself. I feel like, you know, when
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: it comes to the internet, you can't take it too seriously.
• 16:27
  Speaker 1: People are always going to try and hurt your feelings.
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: But again, that's why I read like 20, 30 comments.
• 16:31
  Speaker 1: I usually read all the comments on YouTube though, because
• 16:34
  Speaker 1: that's where I feel like my, my communication is. That's
• 16:38
  Speaker 1: where my like, my OG, OG followers are. And I
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: love you guys. But yeah, don't send me stuff that
• 16:44
  Speaker 1: people are telling me about on Reddit. I don't want
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: to know. My mom always said to me, People's opinions
• 16:49
  Speaker 1: of you do not matter. And after I read all
• 16:51
  Speaker 1: these the first time, I know I got all jacked
• 16:53
  Speaker 1: up while telling you about this stuff and reading these,
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: but the truth is, the truth is, I thought to myself,
• 17:00
  Speaker 1: if I was my daughter, what would I say to
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: her if I somehow pulled these all up? I feel
• 17:04
  Speaker 1: so glad. Here's the thing too. I'm so strong. Like
• 17:06
  Speaker 1: this shit, if you're hoping I'm not affected at all
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: by any of this, I get upset. But at the
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: end of the day, I know who I am and
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: that's all that matters. But if I could say to
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: my daughter, if I was my daughter, I would say, babe,
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: you're never going to make anyone, everyone happy. You're never
• 17:18
  Speaker 1: going to make everyone happy. And there's a lot of
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: people out there that are just going to find a
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: problem with you just because they want to. And that
• 17:24
  Speaker 1: is fine with me. So if you have something to
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: say about me, cool, bro. Cool. If you hung out
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: with me for a day, you'd be like, well, she
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: just likes to chill, bro. It's nice being, she likes chickens.
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: She likes feeding her chickens worms and trying to convince
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: them to let her pet them. And I love ghost stuff. Oh,
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: there was one. There's one more. It's gone. I don't
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: know where it is. but it said that I pivoted
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: to paranormal stuff because I was losing views. Babe, I
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: started paranormal stuff. The Haunted Estate podcast was the very
• 17:51
  Speaker 1: first lick of the internet that I had after I
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: stopped going out in the field. And why did I
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: stop going out in the field and doing paranormal stuff?
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: Because I had an attachment, which then I had like
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: a low level exorcism for to get rid of it.
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: And then I couldn't go out in the world and
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: do the ghost hunting and help people with cases because
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: I was too afraid of picking up something else. So
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: that was back in like I was a kid. I
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: started going out in the world doing paranormal stuff when
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: I was a child. Okay. And then in 2014, I
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: started the haunted estate podcast from a closet and I
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: had seven viewers and they were awesome. And I still
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: talk to them to this day, but I did not
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: pivot from the paranormal, babe. What's what's my username? You
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: said pivot to paranormal. What's my username? Selena Spooky Boo.
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: That comes from 2014. The Haunted Estate. You can look
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: up old episodes. They're hilarious. I don't sound like me.
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: I'm using like a special podcast voice. Anyways, I thought
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: you guys would find this interesting. I love you. I
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: want to thank everyone who's always left me really good comments.
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: I really, really, really, really appreciate it. And if you've
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: made it this far, cool freaking news. Until next time,
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: Boo Crew, be kind and stop gossiping about people you
• 18:57
  Speaker 1: don't know because they weren't one damn real thing in
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: that whole thing. Not one. And my sleepwalking is real.
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: I have a REM sleep disorder. When I take melatonin,
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: I lucid dream. Vividly, don't remember most of the time.
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: All right? Rip. Hello and breaking news. People on the
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: internet don't like me. I'll do that again. In other news,
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: that's not used. No. Everything hurts the same. No, that's
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: not right either. Hold on.