Latest / Pst T.D Jakes -The POTTER'S HOUSE / You Can Still Get There - Bishop T.D. Jakes [February 24, 2019]
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- 0:10Speaker 1: Mark chapter 16, verse 4 through 8. When you have it,
- 0:22Speaker 1: say amen. And when they looked, they saw that the
- 0:29Speaker 1: stone was rolled away. For it was very great. And
- 0:37Speaker 1: entering into the sepulcher, they saw a young man sitting
- 0:40Speaker 1: on the right side, clothed in a long white garment,
- 0:43Speaker 1: and they were affrighted or scared to death. And he
- 0:47Speaker 1: saith unto them, Be not affrighted. Ye seek Jesus of Nazareth,
- 0:51Speaker 1: which was crucified.
- 0:52Speaker 2: He is risen. He is not here.
- 0:56Speaker 1: Behold the place where they laid him, but go your way.
- 1:03Speaker 1: Tell his disciples... and Peter, that he goeth before you
- 1:12Speaker 1: into Galilee. There ye shall see him as he said
- 1:17Speaker 1: unto you. And they went out quickly and fled from
- 1:22Speaker 1: the sepulcher, for they trembled and were amazed. Neither said
- 1:27Speaker 1: they anything to any man, for they were afraid. The
- 1:32Speaker 1: real thing I want you to see is in verse 7.
- 1:36Speaker 1: But go your way and tell his disciples, and Peter.
- 1:42Speaker 1: That's all I really want is and.
- 1:47Speaker 2: Peter.
- 1:48Speaker 1: Look at your neighbor and say, you can still get there.
- 1:50Speaker 1: You can still get there.
- 1:53Speaker 2: You can still get there. Get there. Let's pray.
- 2:00Speaker 1: Spirit of the living God, fall fresh on the word
- 2:02Speaker 1: as it is being preached today. Anointed and sanctified in
- 2:05Speaker 1: my lips, O God, I do declare. I trust you
- 2:08Speaker 1: to preach and flow through me until it is no
- 2:11Speaker 1: more me but you. Hide my flesh behind the cross
- 2:15Speaker 1: that it will not glory in thy sight. And speak
- 2:18Speaker 1: to this thy people, O God, in the name of
- 2:21Speaker 1: Jesus we pray.
- 2:22Speaker 2: Amen.
- 2:23Speaker 1: You may be seated. Let's go to work. I have
- 2:32Speaker 1: always been bivocational. I have not always had to be bivocational,
- 2:39Speaker 1: but I have always chosen to be bivocational. In the beginning,
- 2:43Speaker 1: it was a necessity. I pastored a church that couldn't
- 2:47Speaker 1: feed me. I pastored a church that couldn't feed itself,
- 2:52Speaker 1: that couldn't keep its lights on, that couldn't keep its
- 2:55Speaker 1: utilities on. The only way I could pastor the church
- 2:59Speaker 1: was go to work and take most of my salary
- 3:02Speaker 1: and throw it in the church to keep it going.
- 3:05Speaker 1: When I ran out of money, my mother started putting
- 3:07Speaker 1: her money in it. My mother's sister told her, they
- 3:11Speaker 1: call her Toot. They said, Toot, don't put all your
- 3:13Speaker 1: money in that boy's church. You got to be wise.
- 3:17Speaker 1: You're getting older. It ain't going to be nothing. Don't
- 3:20Speaker 1: put all your money in that church. And my mother
- 3:22Speaker 1: kept right on sowing. As usual, mama was right. I
- 3:30Speaker 1: come to learn that from those days to now that
- 3:33Speaker 1: there are things that you learn outside of the household
- 3:36Speaker 1: of faith that strengthen your understanding of faith, that keeps
- 3:40Speaker 1: you in touch with ordinary people, that keeps you tied
- 3:43Speaker 1: into the culture. I like to interact with people. I
- 3:46Speaker 1: don't like to be isolated. I don't like to be
- 3:48Speaker 1: put in a cage. I don't live in my house
- 3:51Speaker 1: and not come out. I still go to Kroger's. Pick
- 3:56Speaker 1: out my chicken wings. See what's going on in the world.
- 4:00Speaker 1: Now I'm bivocational. I have a ministry, but I also
- 4:04Speaker 1: have a business. My business centers around entertainment and real estate.
- 4:09Speaker 1: And we've been doing some amazing things in entertainment. I
- 4:12Speaker 1: learned a lot about entertainment. I get scripts from all
- 4:16Speaker 1: over the world. I look at scripts. I look at
- 4:18Speaker 1: stories all the time. And I have learned that the
- 4:21Speaker 1: worst stories are stories that do not depict realistic characters.
- 4:26Speaker 1: Realistic characters are different from idealistic characters.
- 4:30Speaker 2: It's interesting.
- 4:31Speaker 1: We spend all of our lives trying to act like
- 4:33Speaker 1: ideal people. But we don't want to watch ideal people.
- 4:39Speaker 1: Because ideal people are boring. And because ideal people are
- 4:43Speaker 1: not realistic. Because ideal people are fictitious. We want reality.
- 4:52Speaker 1: Realistic characters demand that the character has an arc and
- 4:56Speaker 1: that they have a conflict. That they have an arc
- 5:00Speaker 1: in their life that we can watch them go through
- 5:02Speaker 1: ups and downs and ins and outs and back and forth.
- 5:05Speaker 1: And that they have a conflict. That is to say
- 5:07Speaker 1: that if you've lived long enough, you've learned that there's
- 5:09Speaker 1: a little bit of bad in the best person. And
- 5:14Speaker 1: there's a little bit of good in the worst person.
- 5:17Speaker 1: And you cannot really judge a person just by one
- 5:20Speaker 1: moment or one scene out of their lives. I know
- 5:23Speaker 1: what we say in public, but down in our hearts
- 5:25Speaker 1: we realize that you can catch a person at a
- 5:27Speaker 1: bad season in their life and them not be as effective.
- 5:31Speaker 2: As they are in other seasons.
- 5:33Speaker 1: This is why David would rather be judged by God
- 5:37Speaker 1: than to be judged by man. Because you can do
- 5:40Speaker 1: a hundred things right and do one thing wrong and
- 5:43Speaker 1: man will always talk about what you did wrong and
- 5:45Speaker 1: never remember what what you did right. God uses ordinary people.
- 5:51Speaker 1: He does in the Old Testament. In the Old Testament,
- 5:53Speaker 1: He lets us see all into the personal lives of
- 5:56Speaker 1: the people that He called. Thank God for the Old Testament,
- 5:59Speaker 1: because it gives us a realistic view of people who
- 6:01Speaker 1: were good and bad, who were strong and weak, who
- 6:04Speaker 1: were right and wrong, who were victorious and victimized. It
- 6:09Speaker 1: helps us to assess our own life, that your life
- 6:12Speaker 1: is not going to be a straight line. It's not
- 6:15Speaker 1: going to be a straight horizontal. There's going to be
- 6:17Speaker 1: peaks and valleys and uprisings and down settings, such as life.
- 6:22Speaker 1: Somebody was talking to me the other day about something
- 6:25Speaker 1: they were going through, and I told them life is
- 6:27Speaker 1: doing what life does. Life is just doing what life does.
- 6:32Speaker 1: It's not a demonic attack. It's not spiritual warfare. Life
- 6:35Speaker 1: is just doing what life does.
- 6:37Speaker 2: It gives and it takes.
- 6:40Speaker 1: It makes you laugh. It makes you cry. It has
- 6:43Speaker 1: moments of victory and it has moments of defeat. Such
- 6:47Speaker 1: is the case with the character before us today. He's
- 6:50Speaker 1: an interesting character. I must admit that if I were Jesus,
- 6:53Speaker 1: I probably would not knowingly have gotten involved with this guy.
- 7:01Speaker 1: There are certain people, if you get involved with them,
- 7:03Speaker 1: they're going to be a lot of work. All of
- 7:04Speaker 1: us are going to be some work. There are certain
- 7:07Speaker 1: people that's going to be a lot of work. This guy,
- 7:09Speaker 1: this guy was a lot of work. I would have
- 7:11Speaker 1: tried to, if I only had 12 guys and three
- 7:14Speaker 1: years to get it all done, I'd try to pick
- 7:16Speaker 1: 12 of the best to make it easy so that
- 7:19Speaker 1: I didn't have to waste time ministering inwardly while I'm
- 7:23Speaker 1: trying to reach outwardly.
- 7:26Speaker 2: But such is life. Such is life.
- 7:29Speaker 1: You're always ministering outwardly and inwardly simultaneously. You're always trying
- 7:35Speaker 1: to be a message to the world and not lose
- 7:37Speaker 1: your own house. You're always trying to encourage somebody and
- 7:41Speaker 1: wrestling with discouragement inside of yourself. Where are my real
- 7:45Speaker 1: people at? But Jesus had to get a hold to
- 7:51Speaker 1: this guy because this guy did not know who he was.
- 7:54Speaker 1: When Jesus first met him, he is one of the
- 7:56Speaker 1: first disciples Jesus picked. This guy thought he was just
- 8:00Speaker 1: a businessman. He thought he was a business owner. He
- 8:03Speaker 1: had a fishing company. He had a fishing fleet. He
- 8:05Speaker 1: went out every day to fish. When Jesus first met him,
- 8:09Speaker 1: that's how he saw himself, as a fisherman. And Jesus
- 8:13Speaker 1: had a higher vision of him and said, I will
- 8:15Speaker 1: make you fishers of men. Right now you're fishers of fish.
- 8:20Speaker 1: You're doing what you're going to do on a lower level.
- 8:24Speaker 1: Your history is always a glimpse of what you're going
- 8:27Speaker 1: to do in your destiny. God's going to take something
- 8:30Speaker 1: that you already did and take it to the next
- 8:32Speaker 1: level and use it to bless you. You're going to
- 8:35Speaker 1: the next dimension. You're still going to be fishing, but
- 8:38Speaker 1: you're going to fish in another kind of way. And
- 8:41Speaker 1: he gets a hold to Peter and he comes along
- 8:44Speaker 1: on Peter at a time that Peter is washing his nets.
- 8:47Speaker 1: He's washing his nets. He thought he was through for
- 8:49Speaker 1: the day. And Jesus walks down to the seashore and
- 8:52Speaker 1: Peter and Andrew are washing their nets. And Jesus says
- 8:54Speaker 1: to him, can I use your boat? Suppose Peter had
- 9:00Speaker 1: said no. That's my boat. I don't know you. I
- 9:08Speaker 1: might have said no. Don't look at me all funny.
- 9:14Speaker 1: Can I use your car? That's the equivalent of somebody strange,
- 9:24Speaker 1: you don't know, just walking up to you saying, can
- 9:26Speaker 1: I borrow your car? Peter's boat was his livelihood. But
- 9:33Speaker 1: he freely, he had a giving spirit. That might be
- 9:36Speaker 1: why God chose him. He had a giving, generous spirit.
- 9:41Speaker 1: The very thing that all your friends tell you to
- 9:43Speaker 1: stop being, that might be the very thing that got him,
- 9:47Speaker 1: got his whole life changed. He had not become cynical yet.
- 9:52Speaker 1: He had not become so suspicious yet. Peter let a
- 9:55Speaker 1: stranger borrow his car, I mean his boat. I got
- 10:00Speaker 1: to bring it down where you can see the level
- 10:03Speaker 1: of sacrifice. Somebody just walk up to you at 7-Eleven
- 10:06Speaker 1: and say, let me use your.
- 10:07Speaker 2: Car for a minute. Get out of here. And all
- 10:14Speaker 2: of a sudden something happens.
- 10:18Speaker 1: Because what Jesus is really teaching Peter is, listen to this,
- 10:24Speaker 1: his business is his platform. Peter's business becomes Christ's platform.
- 10:38Speaker 1: I put you in business so you could have this moment.
- 10:43Speaker 1: I didn't put you in this business about the fish.
- 10:47Speaker 1: I started you out as a fisherman because I knew
- 10:49Speaker 1: I was coming and I was going to need somebody
- 10:51Speaker 1: I could trust to take me across the waters. I'm
- 10:56Speaker 1: positioning you for purpose, not for profit. Oh my God,
- 11:05Speaker 1: I'm preaching already. God didn't put you on that job
- 11:09Speaker 1: to make money. God can let money rain down in
- 11:13Speaker 1: your backyard if he wanted to. God can let you,
- 11:17Speaker 1: let somebody just give you some money, win some money,
- 11:20Speaker 1: walk away with some money. God puts you on that
- 11:23Speaker 1: job for purpose. And a relationship ensued. When Jesus got
- 11:31Speaker 1: through preaching on Peter's boat, there was a connection. There
- 11:33Speaker 1: was a tie, almost like an Elijah, Elisha moment. It
- 11:36Speaker 1: was a tie where Jesus says to Peter, follow me.
- 11:41Speaker 1: and I'll make you fishers of men. In order to
- 11:43Speaker 1: follow Jesus, he had to walk away from what he
- 11:46Speaker 1: had in mind. The hardest thing in the world is
- 11:50Speaker 1: to walk away from what you.
- 11:51Speaker 2: Had in mind.
- 11:54Speaker 1: He had never got up that morning thinking, I'm going
- 11:57Speaker 1: to stop fishing and start driving this guy around. That
- 12:02Speaker 1: was not what he was planning to do for the
- 12:04Speaker 1: next three years of his life. But for the next
- 12:09Speaker 1: three years of his life, he becomes an Uber driver.
- 12:17Speaker 1: Moving Jesus from place to place. Having an encounter with
- 12:21Speaker 1: Jesus that was life changing. And his life would never
- 12:25Speaker 1: be the same again. Not only does he become Jesus'
- 12:30Speaker 1: driver on the water.
- 12:34Speaker 2: He has encounters.
- 12:35Speaker 1: Because of his connection with Jesus that he would have
- 12:37Speaker 1: never had any other way. Peter got to walk on
- 12:43Speaker 1: the water just because he was connected to Jesus. It
- 12:50Speaker 1: does matter who you're connected to. There are certain perks
- 12:57Speaker 1: and certain benefits and certain favors that come not because
- 13:00Speaker 1: of who you are, but because of who you're connected to.
- 13:03Speaker 1: You get to have some experiences just because you're connected
- 13:07Speaker 1: to the right people. That's why the enemy is trying
- 13:10Speaker 1: to isolate you. Because many times your blessing is in
- 13:16Speaker 1: your relationship with the very person he's trying to cut
- 13:19Speaker 1: you off from. I don't know who I'm preaching to.
- 13:24Speaker 1: Your next is in your connections. Your next is in
- 13:30Speaker 1: your connections. And Peter has a next. And all of
- 13:32Speaker 1: a sudden, he becomes a part of Jesus' inner circle.
- 13:35Speaker 1: Inner circle. Inner circle with Jesus.
- 13:38Speaker 2: The Messiah.
- 13:39Speaker 1: The Son of David. The seed of Abraham. The root
- 13:43Speaker 1: of Jesse. The I Am. The mighty God. The Prince
- 13:48Speaker 1: of Peace. The everlasting Father. The kinsman Redeemer.
- 13:53Speaker 2: Amen.
- 13:54Speaker 1: The day star, the lily of the valley, the son
- 13:58Speaker 1: of God, Emmanuel, Jehovah Sikandu, Jehovah Rohi, Jehovah Manah. He
- 14:06Speaker 1: becomes in the inner circle with El Shaddai. Oh, God,
- 14:12Speaker 1: can you imagine what it's like to be just kicking
- 14:15Speaker 1: it with Jesus? It's one thing to come worship him.
- 14:20Speaker 1: It's another thing to be at Starbucks with Jesus. Hey, Jesus,
- 14:24Speaker 1: let's stop at McDonald's and get a big mic and fry.
- 14:27Speaker 1: Just kicking it with Jesus. He was in the inner circle,
- 14:31Speaker 1: and he got to do things he would have never done.
- 14:33Speaker 1: He would have never got to walk on the water
- 14:35Speaker 1: had he not been connected with Jesus. He never would
- 14:38Speaker 1: have gotten to see the woman with the issue of
- 14:40Speaker 1: blood get healed if he wasn't connected with Jesus. He
- 14:43Speaker 1: never would have seen blind Bartimaeus' eyes open up, but
- 14:46Speaker 1: he got it because he was connected to Jesus. Is
- 14:49Speaker 1: anybody connected to Jesus? Yes. There's some blessings you're going
- 14:52Speaker 1: to get just because you're connected with Jesus. There's some
- 14:56Speaker 1: blessings you're going to get because you're connected with Jesus.
- 14:59Speaker 1: He was part of the inner circle, and he probably
- 15:03Speaker 1: had less reason to be in the inner circle. If
- 15:06Speaker 1: God would judge like men, Peter would have never made
- 15:09Speaker 1: the cut to be in the inner circle. He was
- 15:12Speaker 1: the most unlearned of all the disciples. He was not
- 15:16Speaker 1: there because he was an intellectual. He was not there
- 15:18Speaker 1: because he was educated, but he had something about him.
- 15:22Speaker 1: There's a thing that God puts inside of people that
- 15:25Speaker 1: transcends your background.
- 15:27Speaker 2: Your intellect, your IQ.
- 15:29Speaker 1: If you got education and don't have that thing, you
- 15:33Speaker 1: still might not be successful in life. They're the thing
- 15:36Speaker 1: God gives you. I don't even know what to call it.
- 15:40Speaker 1: It's nebulous. It's indescript. It's hard to find. You can't
- 15:44Speaker 1: manufacture it, and you can't will it to anybody.
- 15:47Speaker 2: You either got it or you don't. There's a thing.
- 15:53Speaker 1: Glory to God. Peter had that thing about him. He
- 15:56Speaker 1: was rough around the edges, but he had that thing
- 15:59Speaker 1: about him, and Jesus took him everywhere. Took him up
- 16:03Speaker 1: on the Mount of Transfiguration. And showed him the glory
- 16:07Speaker 1: that should be. Showed him the future. Allowed him to
- 16:12Speaker 1: see amazing things of which Peter didn't even know how
- 16:14Speaker 1: to respond to. Peter got excited because Peter was a
- 16:17Speaker 1: man of action. And whenever you showed Peter something, he
- 16:20Speaker 1: was going to do something. Said, let's build three tabernacles.
- 16:25Speaker 1: One for Moses and one for Elijah and one for you.
- 16:28Speaker 1: Let's build three of them.
- 16:30Speaker 2: He said, calm down. calm down.
- 16:34Speaker 1: Peter was excited when he saw Jesus walking on the water. Hey,
- 16:38Speaker 1: if that's you, bid me to come. I'm going out
- 16:42Speaker 1: there where you are. Peter was excited. He was excited.
- 16:46Speaker 2: He was rambunctious.
- 16:48Speaker 1: He was so rambunctious when they came to get Jesus,
- 16:51Speaker 1: he cut out his sword and said, the devil is alive.
- 17:03Speaker 1: I got to admit, sometimes it's nice to have a
- 17:04Speaker 1: few Peters in the crowd. You know, it's a good feeling.
- 17:10Speaker 1: You know, I get tired of people who say they're
- 17:12Speaker 1: with you, but when you're in a fight, they won't
- 17:13Speaker 1: say nothing. Them people make me nervous. Those people who
- 17:18Speaker 1: come back and telling you what everybody said about you,
- 17:22Speaker 1: and you know that that means that they didn't say nothing. Peter,
- 17:29Speaker 1: it was clear whose side he was on. There was
- 17:32Speaker 1: no ambiguity about where he stood. In a fight, Peter
- 17:36Speaker 1: pulled his sword and said, I'll take you out right now.
- 17:41Speaker 1: Cut the man's ear right off his head. So you
- 17:44Speaker 1: know he was aiming high. He wasn't the guy who
- 17:49Speaker 1: pulled out his sword and stabbed the guy in the foot.
- 17:51Speaker 2: He cut his ear off. Said, don't come over here
- 17:54Speaker 2: no more. It's going to get worse.
- 18:08Speaker 1: Peter had an understanding of who Jesus was. He had
- 18:12Speaker 1: an understanding without intellect. He had an understanding without intellect.
- 18:16Speaker 1: He had an instinct.
- 18:23Speaker 2: He had a revelation.
- 18:26Speaker 1: Jesus is walking down the street and saying, who do
- 18:28Speaker 1: men say that I am? And they were quick to
- 18:31Speaker 1: say what the gossip was. Some say you are Elias.
- 18:37Speaker 1: And some say you are Jeremiah. And some say you
- 18:40Speaker 1: are Esaias. Real loud on the gossip. Real quiet on
- 18:47Speaker 1: the revelation. Everybody's talking about what some say. Out of
- 18:53Speaker 1: the abundance of the heart, the mouth's speaking. Their hearts
- 18:56Speaker 1: were more filled with what men said about their leader
- 19:00Speaker 1: than it was filled with what God said about their leader.
- 19:04Speaker 1: So they could quickly tell him what was on the
- 19:07Speaker 1: blog site. But they did not have, because he turned
- 19:13Speaker 1: around and asked, who do you say that I am?
- 19:18Speaker 1: And it is not the answer that I want you
- 19:20Speaker 1: to see first. It is not the answer of the one.
- 19:23Speaker 1: It is the silence of the 11. How could you
- 19:30Speaker 1: walk that long with me? Three years you've been walking
- 19:33Speaker 1: with me and you still have no revelation of who
- 19:35Speaker 1: I am. How could you see me raise the dead
- 19:38Speaker 1: and heal the sick and turn water into wine and
- 19:41Speaker 1: not draw a conclusion about who I am? How could
- 19:44Speaker 1: you go to a great church and still be biblically illiterate?
- 19:48Speaker 1: How can you hear great preaching? and not become a
- 19:50Speaker 1: great preacher? How can you be exposed to deliverance and
- 19:54Speaker 1: never be delivered?
- 20:00Speaker 2: Eleven of them couldn't make up their mind who Jesus was.
- 20:05Speaker 1: They were following him. Every day for three years. And
- 20:12Speaker 1: when he asked them, who do you say that I am?
- 20:16Speaker 1: They got quiet. Maybe they were intimidated by what some say.
- 20:23Speaker 1: I don't want to be wrong. So I'm not going
- 20:26Speaker 1: to say nothing. But Peter spoke up. I'm starting to
- 20:32Speaker 1: see why Jesus called him. Peter spoke up. Peter said,
- 20:35Speaker 1: thou art the Christ. the son of the true and
- 20:39Speaker 1: living God. There was no, there was no variableness. There
- 20:43Speaker 1: was no shakiness. There was no insecurity. He was clear
- 20:48Speaker 1: about who he was following. Thou art the Christ, the
- 20:52Speaker 1: son of the true.
- 20:52Speaker 2: And living God.
- 20:53Speaker 1: Are you clear about who you follow? Or did you
- 20:57Speaker 1: just come to church? Are you clear about who you follow?
- 21:02Speaker 2: Are you clear? Thou art the Christ. the son of
- 21:09Speaker 2: the true and living God.
- 21:15Speaker 1: It was one thing for him to say that Jesus
- 21:16Speaker 1: was the son of God because there had been some
- 21:19Speaker 1: discussions about that. But when he said, thou art the Christ,
- 21:22Speaker 1: Christ is not Jesus' last name. It's a title, it's
- 21:25Speaker 1: a description. He said, you're the Messiah. You're the anointed
- 21:29Speaker 1: one that should come. Thou art the Christ. And Jesus
- 21:34Speaker 1: had not yet taught them That he was the Christ.
- 21:39Speaker 1: So Jesus goes, what? Peter's answer shocked Jesus. You know
- 21:48Speaker 1: you bad when you can shock Jesus. And Jesus said
- 21:54Speaker 1: something that shocked me. He says, flesh and blood have
- 21:58Speaker 1: not revealed this unto you. But my father did.
- 22:03Speaker 2: Which is in heaven.
- 22:04Speaker 1: What shocked me about that is Jesus has not yet
- 22:07Speaker 1: gone to the cross, and yet Peter has tapped into
- 22:11Speaker 1: divine information from the Father. Did you hear what I
- 22:19Speaker 1: just said? Jesus has not gone to the cross. It's
- 22:23Speaker 1: not even time for you to get direct revelation from
- 22:26Speaker 1: the Father. But some kind of way, Peter, with his
- 22:29Speaker 1: crazy self, had tapped in to the supernatural, immutable, everlasting
- 22:35Speaker 1: power of God. And he was getting messages from heaven
- 22:38Speaker 1: before the blood ever hit the cross.
- 22:46Speaker 2: Flesh and blood have.
- 22:47Speaker 1: Not revealed this unto you, but my Father which is
- 22:50Speaker 1: in heaven. And upon this rock, upon this rock, not
- 23:00Speaker 1: so much upon Peter, but upon this rock, this rock
- 23:03Speaker 1: of revelation, this rock of people who can hear from God,
- 23:07Speaker 1: this rock of people who can perceive the imperceivable, this
- 23:11Speaker 1: rock of people who have been touched by the Father
- 23:14Speaker 1: with divine, I will build my church on the backs
- 23:18Speaker 1: of men who have heard from God, and the gates
- 23:21Speaker 1: of hell shall not prevail against it.
- 23:35Speaker 2: It was mountains all the way.
- 23:38Speaker 1: Mountain after mountain, mountain of transfiguration, mountain of revelation, mountain
- 23:43Speaker 1: of understanding. It was mountains all the way, mountains in
- 23:47Speaker 1: the presence of God, mountains of experiences walking on the water,
- 23:50Speaker 1: mountains all the way. And while he was having mountaintop experiences,
- 23:56Speaker 1: Jesus tells him something. Satan has desired to have you.
- 24:11Speaker 1: That he might sift you as sweet. Now, you have
- 24:16Speaker 1: to understand the circumstances around the conversation. This is after
- 24:20Speaker 1: that they have had the Passover meal where Jesus has
- 24:23Speaker 1: sat around the table and said, one of you is
- 24:26Speaker 1: a devil. And every guy around the Passover of the
- 24:32Speaker 1: board of directors said, of the First Prime Baptized Church
- 24:38Speaker 1: of the Living God Incorporated was having a board of
- 24:42Speaker 1: directors meeting, and the CEO said, one of you is
- 24:45Speaker 1: the devil, and all of the board responded. Which means
- 24:54Speaker 1: there's some friction. Because if these guys were perfect, if
- 25:01Speaker 1: they were pure, if they were holy, If they were glorified,
- 25:06Speaker 1: there'd be no question he couldn't be talking about me.
- 25:10Speaker 1: But every man around that table knew something about himself
- 25:13Speaker 1: that made him question, is Jesus talking about me? Lord!
- 25:21Speaker 1: Imagine if Jesus appeared in here and said, one of
- 25:24Speaker 1: you is a devil. Don't it make you think? And
- 25:51Speaker 1: Jesus has identified the devil as the one who dips
- 25:55Speaker 1: with him. And Peter got away. Oh, he's not talking
- 26:05Speaker 1: about me. He's not talking about me. Praise the Lord.
- 26:11Speaker 1: He not talk about me. He not talk about me.
- 26:16Speaker 1: He not talk about me. Praise the Lord. He not
- 26:22Speaker 1: talk about me. You know you'd be dancing a little bit.
- 26:28Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not hating on Judas. I'm just rejoicing
- 26:31Speaker 1: in the fact that it ain't me. That whatever it
- 26:35Speaker 1: is that made me say, Lord, is it I, does
- 26:38Speaker 1: not rise to the level of being a devil.
- 26:41Speaker 2: I got conflict, but I haven't crossed over.
- 26:58Speaker 1: And it's right after this that he turns to Peter
- 27:00Speaker 1: and he says, Satan has desired to have you. That
- 27:10Speaker 1: he might sift you as wheat. If Satan gets his
- 27:20Speaker 1: hands on you, he's going to tear you apart. he's
- 27:31Speaker 1: going to rip into you in the most savage way.
- 27:36Speaker 1: He's going to break you into little bitty pieces and
- 27:39Speaker 1: throw you in the wind because that's how they sifted wheat,
- 27:44Speaker 1: by breaking it into pieces and throwing it in the wind.
- 27:48Speaker 1: He's going to break you into pieces and throw you
- 27:52Speaker 1: in the wind. That's not the kind of prophecy you want.
- 27:59Speaker 1: You don't get a prophecy like that and raise a
- 28:01Speaker 1: good offering. That kind of prophecy, you say, I rebuke you.
- 28:13Speaker 1: Satan has desired to have you that he might sit
- 28:15Speaker 1: for you as we've been. I prayed for you. I
- 28:17Speaker 1: prayed for you. I prayed for you. Watch this. Not
- 28:21Speaker 1: that you wouldn't fail, but that your faith failed thee not.
- 28:29Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
- 28:32Speaker 1: I'm not praying that you won't fail. I'm praying that
- 28:36Speaker 1: your faith fail thee not. And when thou art converted,
- 28:46Speaker 1: when you come out of this, not if you come
- 28:56Speaker 1: out of this, when you When you come out of this,
- 29:00Speaker 1: touch your neighbor and say, when I come out of this,
- 29:10Speaker 1: you shall come forth as true gold. And Peter vehemently
- 29:15Speaker 1: argued with Jesus. And Jesus prophesied, he said, before the
- 29:22Speaker 1: cock crows three times, you will have denied me. Fast forward.
- 29:34Speaker 1: Peter who had been all up on top of the mountains.
- 29:37Speaker 1: Peter who had walked on water. Peter who wanted to
- 29:40Speaker 1: build three tabernacles. Peter who had seen the woman with
- 29:43Speaker 1: the issue of blood healed. Peter who had seen Lazarus
- 29:46Speaker 1: raised from the dead. Right after he got through cutting
- 29:50Speaker 1: off people's ears and saying he would die for Jesus.
- 29:55Speaker 1: When he saw them beat Jesus. When he saw them
- 30:03Speaker 1: strip Jesus out of his clothes and beat him like
- 30:07Speaker 1: a slave, Peter got nervous. It's good to, it's good,
- 30:15Speaker 1: it's easy to talk faith in church. The choirs all
- 30:22Speaker 1: are singing their song and the music is going and
- 30:25Speaker 1: everybody's clapping and oh, glory to God. Hallelujah, brother. Glory
- 30:32Speaker 1: to God. What other God would we call Lord? Hallelujah.
- 30:42Speaker 1: But if your faith doesn't make it to your private life,
- 30:51Speaker 1: If your faith doesn't affect your business and your character
- 30:56Speaker 1: and how you interact with people and the choices you
- 30:59Speaker 1: make and the decisions that are made in your life,
- 31:01Speaker 1: if your faith don't make you apologize sometimes, if your
- 31:05Speaker 1: faith don't make you call people back and say, I'm sorry,
- 31:09Speaker 1: if your faith doesn't convict you in your private life,
- 31:12Speaker 1: I give you a hill of beans for how you
- 31:14Speaker 1: run all over the church. If it doesn't affect how
- 31:16Speaker 1: you treat your wife, how you raise your children, how
- 31:20Speaker 1: you talk to your mama. If your faith don't make
- 31:23Speaker 1: you shut your mouth and say yes ma'am to your mama,
- 31:27Speaker 1: don't you dance all over this church like you are
- 31:30Speaker 1: all covered with power. Sit yourself down and say, Lord,
- 31:34Speaker 1: is it I? They took Jesus. They took him. They
- 31:53Speaker 1: took him. They took him captive. They took him captive.
- 31:58Speaker 1: The Jesus who had disappeared and slipped through crowds undetected,
- 32:03Speaker 1: they caught him.
- 32:06Speaker 2: The Jesus who had walked on water, they caught him.
- 32:10Speaker 2: The Jesus that said, I that.
- 32:12Speaker 1: Speak of him, and the ground opened up, they caught him.
- 32:21Speaker 1: And it looked like he was fresh out of miracles.
- 32:27Speaker 1: And what do you do when the one you serve
- 32:31Speaker 1: is fresh out of miracles? And they asked Peter, they said, Peter, Peter,
- 32:39Speaker 1: aren't you one of them? Adam said, aren't you one
- 32:43Speaker 1: of them? Peter said, uh, What had happened was, and
- 33:02Speaker 1: Peter did one of the worst things a person.
- 33:08Speaker 2: Could ever do.
- 33:23Speaker 1: The epitome of relationship is acknowledgement. Anybody who's ever been
- 33:33Speaker 1: in any kind of relationship understands that the strength of
- 33:37Speaker 1: a relationship lies on your ability to acknowledge me.
- 33:43Speaker 2: To acknowledge me is everything. It is everything.
- 33:47Speaker 1: To acknowledge me, to recognize that I am your boo.
- 33:54Speaker 2: Let all of them know.
- 33:57Speaker 1: Let them know when we come in the room that
- 34:01Speaker 1: you're taking. Don't be running around, winking out the corner
- 34:08Speaker 1: of your eye. Let's be clear about it.
- 34:24Speaker 2: Let them know who you is.
- 34:28Speaker 1: That's why I put a ring on your finger so
- 34:32Speaker 1: all the sisters will know if you're shopping, shop elsewhere.
- 34:36Speaker 1: This is reserved for customer. Acknowledgement is everything. If I
- 34:47Speaker 1: am your son, acknowledge me. Don't acknowledge all the other
- 34:51Speaker 1: kids that never acknowledged me. Let me know that I'm
- 34:54Speaker 1: your son. Pat me on the head. Say something about me.
- 34:58Speaker 1: Acknowledge that I am your son. Because when you don't
- 35:01Speaker 1: acknowledge me, it says you're ashamed of me. And if
- 35:07Speaker 1: you're ashamed of me, you don't want me. And who
- 35:11Speaker 1: am I if my daddy won't acknowledge me? Mama, you
- 35:19Speaker 1: can't kiss my forehead enough to take the place of
- 35:21Speaker 1: the fact. And my daddy, act like I ain't his.
- 35:38Speaker 1: Acknowledgement defines relationship. Acknowledgement defines relationship. I called my sister
- 35:49Speaker 1: on the phone one day. I said, I give Sarita
- 35:51Speaker 1: roses like everybody else give their wife roses, and I
- 35:54Speaker 1: don't get the reaction that I'm supposed to get. So
- 35:59Speaker 1: I called my sister, and I said, what's up with
- 36:01Speaker 1: this roses stuff? I give roses she's supposed to like
- 36:07Speaker 1: grin or cry or faint or something. She say, oh,
- 36:10Speaker 1: that's nice, and put them over in the corner somewhere.
- 36:14Speaker 1: And I spent like $ 300 worth of roses. I want
- 36:18Speaker 1: to see a tear or something up in this.
- 36:19Speaker 2: Mug, you know? And my sister said one thing to me,
- 36:26Speaker 2: changed my life. She said, you're doing it wrong. I said,
- 36:29Speaker 2: what do you mean I'm doing it wrong? I got
- 36:30Speaker 2: three dozen roses.
- 36:31Speaker 1: Three dozen red roses. They wasn't yellow or nothing. They
- 36:36Speaker 1: wasn't thrown out in the back, got brown.
- 36:38Speaker 2: On the corner.
- 36:39Speaker 1: These are fresh roses, budded in her face. She said,
- 36:48Speaker 1: give them on her job. She said, let the delivery
- 36:54Speaker 1: man come to the office and let all the women
- 36:58Speaker 1: stop typing and want to see who got the roses.
- 37:02Speaker 1: Walk past all them other women and put the roses
- 37:06Speaker 1: on her desk and all of a sudden them roses
- 37:11Speaker 1: have all kind of value because acknowledgement Acknowledgement defines relationship.
- 37:24Speaker 2: So I did it. I sent him on the job.
- 37:27Speaker 2: You sick man. You so crazy. Get on out of here.
- 37:38Speaker 2: Because we yearn to be acknowledged.
- 37:41Speaker 1: Yes. We yearn to be acknowledged, to be recognized, to
- 37:47Speaker 1: acknowledge me, says that I matter.
- 37:50Speaker 2: Peter did.
- 37:51Speaker 1: Some of the churches are always upset about moral failure,
- 37:54Speaker 1: but what Peter did is worse than moral failure because
- 37:57Speaker 1: moral failure is weakness.
- 38:02Speaker 2: To not acknowledge me is wicked.
- 38:09Speaker 1: It is wicked for you to walk in that room
- 38:11Speaker 1: and act like you're not my wife.
- 38:18Speaker 2: It's wicked. I walk with you. I love you. I
- 38:24Speaker 2: clothe you.
- 38:25Speaker 1: I pay the rent every month. I bought the stockings
- 38:27Speaker 1: on your legs. And you walk in that room and
- 38:30Speaker 1: you act like you're not mine? Give me them stockings back.
- 38:34Speaker 1: Give me them shoes. Give me that rent. I hope
- 38:37Speaker 1: it rain on you tonight and you get soaking wet.
- 38:46Speaker 1: Praise God. Praise God. Hallelujah. Because acknowledgement determines.
- 38:58Speaker 2: Relationship.
- 39:00Speaker 1: Jesus said, if you deny me before men, I'll deny
- 39:06Speaker 1: you before my Father which is in heaven. You know
- 39:09Speaker 1: acknowledge me, I know acknowledge you. And let's see who
- 39:12Speaker 1: needs the other the quickest.
- 39:13Speaker 2: Hallelujah.
- 39:15Speaker 1: I bet you I can get by without you better
- 39:17Speaker 1: than you can get by without me. He said, okay,
- 39:20Speaker 1: you want to play denial?
- 39:22Speaker 2: You deny me, I'll deny you. Peter, who just cut
- 39:29Speaker 2: off a man.
- 39:30Speaker 1: Man's ear. Peter, who just had faith enough to walk
- 39:33Speaker 1: on water. Peter, who was ready to build three tabernacles.
- 39:40Speaker 2: Up under pressure. Up under pressure.
- 39:48Speaker 1: Seeing Jesus' blood spatter, watching him rear the rounded tree
- 39:55Speaker 1: as the pain lacerated his flesh and his neurological impulses
- 40:00Speaker 1: kept sending messages to his brain so strong he should.
- 40:04Speaker 2: Have passed out.
- 40:06Speaker 1: Peter, who saw his Jesus transformed from a lion.
- 40:11Speaker 2: Into a trembling, bleeding lamb.
- 40:17Speaker 1: Who saw his Jesus, who commanded angels, rear the jerk
- 40:23Speaker 1: and squelch like a child. And they looked at him
- 40:30Speaker 1: and asked him, were you with him? Is that who
- 40:36Speaker 1: you call Messiah? Is that your Lord up there naked,
- 40:46Speaker 1: That's your Lord, butt naked.
- 40:51Speaker 2: Bleeding, squirming, whimpering. Is that who you worship? Now you
- 41:08Speaker 2: must understand.
- 41:09Speaker 1: That Peter lived in a world of crosses. Christians like
- 41:14Speaker 1: to think that Jesus was the only one to be crucified.
- 41:18Speaker 1: But history proves that to be a myth. The Romans
- 41:22Speaker 1: controlled the Jews with crucifixions. That means that they grew
- 41:27Speaker 1: up seeing people hung high and stretched wide, dying in
- 41:31Speaker 1: the sun, vultures picking at their flesh. It was a
- 41:34Speaker 1: way that power intimidates the oppressed. I'll kill you if
- 41:40Speaker 1: you disobey me. I'll kill you. It's like lynchings. I
- 41:48Speaker 1: knew if I said that you would get it. It's
- 41:50Speaker 1: like lynchings. You know the lynchings were always public. Come
- 41:54Speaker 1: out and watch the lynching because it's intimidation, it's terrorism.
- 42:00Speaker 2: Lest you rise up. You gonna run too?
- 42:03Speaker 1: Come out and watch me cut his foot off and
- 42:05Speaker 1: let me see how much running you do.
- 42:06Speaker 2: You bad.
- 42:07Speaker 1: I hear you young folks talking about, it's a good
- 42:09Speaker 1: thing I was born when I was born. Let me
- 42:12Speaker 1: tell you something, I wouldn't shut up. Shut your mouth.
- 42:16Speaker 1: You ain't seen nothing. It's the difference between hip hop
- 42:21Speaker 1: and hip hopping. Somebody cut off your foot, you'll shut
- 42:32Speaker 1: your mouth. As you drag them back in the tent
- 42:39Speaker 1: and pray the gangrene.
- 42:40Speaker 2: Don't take the whole leg.
- 42:42Speaker 1: And without any anesthesia, you try to sew up the
- 42:46Speaker 1: damages and stop the bleeding. And you watch grandma wrap
- 42:50Speaker 1: her sheets around somebody's foot. Peter grew up in a
- 42:55Speaker 1: world of intimidation. There was no question in his mind,
- 43:00Speaker 1: they'll kill you too. Peter, were you with him? And
- 43:15Speaker 1: the Peter who argued with Jesus and said he would
- 43:18Speaker 1: never deny him. And the Peter who cut off ears.
- 43:22Speaker 1: And the Peter who performed miracles. And the Peter who
- 43:25Speaker 1: had insight as to Christ being the Messiah now says,
- 43:30Speaker 1: I don't know him.
- 43:39Speaker 2: And I would have thought it was a one time thing.
- 43:46Speaker 1: But again they came up and another one pointed at
- 43:48Speaker 1: him and I said I saw him I recognize him
- 43:50Speaker 1: he's one of them Jakeites I saw him on the
- 43:56Speaker 1: video that's him he go to Jake's church He said, uh-huh,
- 44:07Speaker 1: no I don't.
- 44:09Speaker 2: No, no, no, no.
- 44:17Speaker 1: And yet again, have you ever kept failing him? And
- 44:25Speaker 1: failing him and failing him. Have you ever done something
- 44:31Speaker 1: that you said you would never do? You taught against it.
- 44:38Speaker 1: You spoke against it. You laughed at other people who
- 44:41Speaker 1: did it. You ran your mouth. And then you got
- 44:44Speaker 1: yourself in a situation. And even to this day, you
- 44:49Speaker 1: don't tell nobody that you did what you did. But
- 44:52Speaker 1: you did it. And you know you did it. You
- 45:00Speaker 1: talk about people who do it. And it's not just
- 45:08Speaker 1: that he did it one time. He did it again and.
- 45:14Speaker 2: Again. And the third time he did it, he said,
- 45:22Speaker 2: I don't know Jesus.
- 45:23Speaker 1: I don't know Jesus is worse than I know Jesus,
- 45:26Speaker 1: but I'm having a weak moment. I know Jesus, but
- 45:29Speaker 1: my flesh is taken over. I know Jesus, but I
- 45:31Speaker 1: got a weakness. I know Jesus, but I got a problem.
- 45:34Speaker 1: This is, this is have no association with him. On
- 45:42Speaker 1: one hand, I feel for Peter because I know he
- 45:44Speaker 1: must have been scared out of his mind. I know
- 45:47Speaker 1: he's normally courageous. He's known to be courageous. He ain't
- 45:50Speaker 1: scared of nobody. He'll cut your ear right off. I
- 45:52Speaker 1: know he's tough. And I want to have my heart
- 45:55Speaker 1: bleeds for him because I know he's afraid. But if
- 45:57Speaker 1: he knew that Jesus was the Messiah, if he knew
- 46:01Speaker 1: that Jesus was the resurrection and the life, if he
- 46:03Speaker 1: saw Jesus raise Lazarus from the dead, then why does
- 46:06Speaker 1: death still terrify him to the point? that he will
- 46:09Speaker 1: not believe. If he knew that Jesus was the I
- 46:13Speaker 1: am and the mighty God and the everlasting Father and
- 46:15Speaker 1: the Prince of Peace, then why did he deny him?
- 46:20Speaker 2: And I have learned as.
- 46:21Speaker 1: A leader that people will love you and support you
- 46:24Speaker 1: as long as other people do. But when it no
- 46:27Speaker 1: longer becomes popular to be associated with you, you have
- 46:32Speaker 1: to always keep your heart prepared for rejection. Amen. Never
- 46:39Speaker 1: get so comfortable in the lap of the applause of
- 46:42Speaker 1: men that you actually believe it because all you're doing
- 46:46Speaker 1: is setting yourself up for failure because it is easy
- 46:49Speaker 1: to love people when other people love them. The hardest
- 46:52Speaker 1: time to love people is when everybody turns against them
- 46:55Speaker 1: and they're writing about them and they're talking about them
- 46:58Speaker 1: and they're in the news and they're in the paper
- 46:59Speaker 1: and they're everywhere. And that's why I exalt loyalty above
- 47:03Speaker 1: everything else because I appreciate most not the people who
- 47:07Speaker 1: are with me when people are with me. I appreciate
- 47:09Speaker 1: people who are with me when everybody turns against me
- 47:13Speaker 1: and you knock on my door and say, I still
- 47:15Speaker 1: love you. Now you got clout with me.
- 47:25Speaker 2: And Peter who had been a nobody and a nothing
- 47:28Speaker 2: and a failure.
- 47:30Speaker 1: Peter who had been a nothing, who had risen from
- 47:34Speaker 1: power only because he was connected to Jesus. now denies
- 47:38Speaker 1: the one who raised him. Who raised you? Who raised
- 47:48Speaker 1: you when others denied you and threw you away and
- 47:54Speaker 1: said you'd never be nothing? Who was there for you?
- 47:58Speaker 1: When mother and father forsook you, who brought you through
- 48:01Speaker 1: storms and valleys and ridges and hollows and low places?
- 48:04Speaker 1: If there's anybody you ought to be loyal to, it
- 48:06Speaker 1: ought to be Jesus. It ought to be Jesus. The
- 48:12Speaker 1: least you can do is not deny him. Your struggles
- 48:15Speaker 1: are your struggles, and your problems are your problems, and
- 48:17Speaker 1: you grow in grace as God gets you straight. But
- 48:20Speaker 1: you could at least say, I know him. Peter denied him,
- 48:26Speaker 1: and then the cock crowed. And when the cock crowed,
- 48:32Speaker 1: his heart fell. Because he realized that Jesus was right
- 48:38Speaker 1: about him. Jesus was right about me. Jesus was right
- 48:48Speaker 1: about me. And he started crying. He started crying because
- 48:56Speaker 1: he He didn't want Jesus to be right. It's the
- 49:05Speaker 1: only time he didn't want Jesus to be right. He
- 49:08Speaker 1: didn't want him to be right about it that he
- 49:10Speaker 1: would deny Jesus publicly in front of everybody. And he
- 49:20Speaker 1: started crying so bad he had to leave. The Bible
- 49:25Speaker 1: said he wept sorely and walked away. He was ashamed.
- 49:32Speaker 2: He was ashamed. He was ashamed because now he's nothing.
- 49:40Speaker 1: Now he's nothing, at least before he was a disciple.
- 49:49Speaker 1: He was a disciple. He gave him identity. He gave
- 49:51Speaker 1: him a word of the day. And you know how
- 49:56Speaker 1: people look at you when you ain't nothing? When no
- 50:02Speaker 1: community embraces you and nobody accepts you and it's not
- 50:07Speaker 1: good for.
- 50:07Speaker 2: Man to be alone and now Peter is alone. Peter
- 50:14Speaker 2: is alone. After all of.
- 50:19Speaker 1: Them years and all of that experience and all of
- 50:21Speaker 1: that love, Peter is absolutely alone. And he denied him
- 50:30Speaker 1: in front of everybody. It's one thing to have a
- 50:33Speaker 1: secret sin. But when your sin goes public, when your
- 50:43Speaker 1: sin goes public, people act like they have none. It's
- 50:58Speaker 1: not that you can't still come around them, but you
- 51:00Speaker 1: can feel You know what I mean? That feeling that
- 51:04Speaker 1: they give you. Oh, how are you? God bless you.
- 51:13Speaker 1: God bless you. The little subtle signals that we send
- 51:18Speaker 1: out to people when they are excommunicated out of our circles.
- 51:33Speaker 1: And it's one thing to deny a guy who died.
- 51:38Speaker 1: That was bad. That was terrible. That was humiliating. But
- 51:43Speaker 1: if he died and he stayed dead, then maybe it
- 51:47Speaker 1: was right. The problem with denying Jesus is not just
- 51:56Speaker 1: denying Jesus.
- 51:58Speaker 2: It's not just.
- 51:58Speaker 1: Denying a Jesus that got crucified. It's not just denying
- 52:02Speaker 1: a Jesus that died. It's not just denying a Jesus
- 52:05Speaker 1: who had a funeral and a cemetery service.
- 52:11Speaker 2: He got up. He got up. Whisper to three people
- 52:20Speaker 2: and say he got up. He got up. He got up.
- 52:25Speaker 2: He got up. He got up. He got up. He
- 52:28Speaker 2: got up. He got up. He got up. I tell
- 52:30Speaker 2: you what it's kind of like.
- 52:31Speaker 1: It's like the boy you rejected in high school becomes
- 52:35Speaker 1: the president of the United States.
- 52:37Speaker 2: And you look and you say, I made a mistake.
- 52:40Speaker 2: I apologize.
- 52:42Speaker 1: See, it's one thing to reject somebody who never goes up.
- 52:46Speaker 1: But when you reject somebody and they come into their
- 52:49Speaker 1: power and they're throwing a party and you know you
- 52:52Speaker 1: ought to have been there and you should have been
- 52:54Speaker 1: invited and you should have been included and you were
- 52:57Speaker 1: earmarked to be at the celebration.
- 53:03Speaker 1: I was over in Fort Worth,
- 53:22Speaker 1: and they're doing a lot of construction over in Fort Worth,
- 53:26Speaker 1: and they haven't topped my GPS. that you can't turn
- 53:35Speaker 1: left here because they got this concrete temporary wall built
- 53:38Speaker 1: up here and so you can't turn left and the
- 53:41Speaker 1: GPS is spinning and people are behind me blowing and
- 53:45Speaker 1: I'm fussing and it's embarrassing and I'm irritated and I'm
- 53:49Speaker 1: not feeling real bishop-y at the moment, you know what
- 53:52Speaker 1: I'm saying? It's just one of the moments that I
- 53:55Speaker 1: have every now and then that I just, if I
- 53:57Speaker 1: don't take my medication, I turn into somebody else. I
- 54:00Speaker 1: was having one of them moments. it was a detour
- 54:10Speaker 1: things weren't laid out like they used to be and
- 54:15Speaker 1: I couldn't get there like I used to And so
- 54:20Speaker 1: I had to drive in confusion and forlornment, and I
- 54:24Speaker 1: didn't know exactly where I was, and I didn't know
- 54:26Speaker 1: what I needed to do to get straightened back out.
- 54:29Speaker 1: But I always told my sister, as long as you
- 54:30Speaker 1: got gas, you'll be all right. I had gas, so
- 54:32Speaker 1: I kept on driving. I kept on driving. I was lost,
- 54:36Speaker 1: but I kept on driving. I was.
- 54:38Speaker 2: See, you can— y.
- 54:39Speaker 1: All don't hear me. You can be lost and still
- 54:46Speaker 1: keep going. You can be lost and still go through
- 54:48Speaker 1: the motions. You can be lost and still laugh at
- 54:51Speaker 1: jokes and still go to the movies and still do stuff.
- 54:54Speaker 1: And to the other drivers, they can't see that you lost.
- 54:58Speaker 1: Because you're still driving, but down on the inside was
- 55:02Speaker 1: this nagging feeling that some kind of way I got
- 55:05Speaker 1: my life off track. And I should have been there
- 55:08Speaker 1: by now. I should have been there by now. I
- 55:10Speaker 1: should have been there by now. I know I should
- 55:13Speaker 1: have been there by now. I thought I'd be there
- 55:15Speaker 1: by 30. I thought I'd be there by 35. I
- 55:18Speaker 1: thought I'd be there by 42. I thought I'd be
- 55:20Speaker 1: there by 51. But I got lost. I got lost
- 55:25Speaker 1: and I can't even tell nobody that I'm lost. Because
- 55:31Speaker 1: people with GPS's ain't supposed to get lost.
- 55:34Speaker 2: I got an Apple phone, I'm not supposed to be lost.
- 55:39Speaker 1: I had everything to work with. I had everything to
- 55:47Speaker 1: work with. I didn't come from no bad home. I
- 55:52Speaker 1: didn't come from no bad.
- 55:53Speaker 2: I had everything to work with. But I still got lost.
- 56:01Speaker 1: And I couldn't get there the way I expected to
- 56:03Speaker 1: get there because it was under construction and it was
- 56:07Speaker 1: shut down and it was messed up. And Jesus had
- 56:09Speaker 1: risen from the dead and he was getting ready to
- 56:12Speaker 1: throw this massive party for all the people who've been
- 56:16Speaker 1: faithful and it used to be me.
- 56:17Speaker 2: Amen. But I got lost.
- 56:22Speaker 1: I would have been helping plan the meeting at Galilee.
- 56:32Speaker 1: I can tell by the way the disciples act when
- 56:34Speaker 1: I come around that I'm not really one of them anymore.
- 56:40Speaker 1: And the only thing bad about being the ex-servant Is
- 56:49Speaker 1: that when you aren't that, who are you? First Lady
- 56:59Speaker 1: Obama is First Lady Obama. First Lady Trump is First
- 57:04Speaker 1: Lady Trump. And that comes with all kinds of stuff
- 57:06Speaker 1: that goes along with being that. I'm not saying she's
- 57:09Speaker 1: not gifted in her own right. Both of them are
- 57:11Speaker 1: strong in their own right. But there's some perks that
- 57:13Speaker 1: come through who you're connected to. Yeah. There were perks
- 57:18Speaker 1: for being a disciple, but not an ex. People love
- 57:24Speaker 1: the first lady until the pastor died.
- 57:32Speaker 2: No, no, no, no. You don't like it, but that's
- 57:33Speaker 2: a fact.
- 57:35Speaker 1: There's some first ladies in this room that'll tell you,
- 57:37Speaker 1: you was getting the flowers and the roses and the
- 57:39Speaker 1: cakes and everything. Your husband died, and they said, we
- 57:43Speaker 1: have to take the parsonage back.
- 57:45Speaker 2: All wrong. That's how it works.
- 57:53Speaker 1: See, Peter has not spent his life building up him.
- 57:56Speaker 1: He spent his life building up Jesus. He's put his
- 58:01Speaker 1: business on hold for three years. He's lost his client base.
- 58:06Speaker 2: He's lost his contacts. A lot can happen in three years.
- 58:13Speaker 2: Peter is lost.
- 58:17Speaker 1: And even though he got called with Andrew, Andrew can't
- 58:20Speaker 1: call him back. And that's why this text is important
- 58:27Speaker 1: to me. Because when Jesus rose up from the dead
- 58:32Speaker 1: and showed himself alive, he told the woman, he said,
- 58:36Speaker 1: go tell the disciples. Yes.
- 58:46Speaker 2: And Peter. My car, it started spinning.
- 58:55Speaker 1: This little thing started spinning on my GPS system. And
- 58:59Speaker 1: then after a while, it said rerouting. I came to
- 59:07Speaker 1: tell you about a God. who can reroute you. I
- 59:16Speaker 1: came to tell you about a God who can reroute
- 59:20Speaker 1: a mess and a messy situation, and you've been down
- 59:24Speaker 1: to nothing, and everybody's looking at you funny, and you
- 59:27Speaker 1: embarrass your family, and you embarrass yourself, and you embarrass your.
- 59:31Speaker 2: Name and everything.
- 59:33Speaker 1: I came to tell you that God is spinning, and
- 59:36Speaker 1: when He gets through spinning, He's going to reroute you
- 59:40Speaker 1: into something that you never had before. So Jesus says,
- 59:50Speaker 1: go tell the disciples and Peter. I don't know whether
- 59:57Speaker 1: he's even considered a disciple anymore, but I have not
- 1:00:01Speaker 1: given up on him. I don't know whether he'll be
- 1:00:04Speaker 1: in the circle or not, but I still got a
- 1:00:06Speaker 1: plan for him.
- 1:00:07Speaker 2: I don't know whether they like him or not.
- 1:00:09Speaker 1: But I still got a plan for his life. I
- 1:00:12Speaker 1: don't know whether they accept him or not, but I
- 1:00:15Speaker 1: called him by his name like I called him the
- 1:00:18Speaker 1: first time, like I called him a rocker. Like I
- 1:00:22Speaker 1: called him to walk on the water. Like I called
- 1:00:25Speaker 1: him to the Mount of Transfiguration. All them other times
- 1:00:28Speaker 1: I called him, he looked like an asset. But I
- 1:00:31Speaker 1: call you in spite of being a liability. I call
- 1:00:34Speaker 1: you when your back's up against the wall. I call
- 1:00:37Speaker 1: you when you messed up your pants. I call you
- 1:00:39Speaker 1: when you've been locked up in jail. I call you
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: when you've been in a scandal. I call you when
- 1:00:45Speaker 1: everybody's talking about you like a dog. I call you
- 1:00:48Speaker 1: though you had a baby out of wedlock. I call
- 1:00:50Speaker 1: you though you've been strung out on drugs. I call you,
- 1:00:53Speaker 1: I call.
- 1:00:54Speaker 2: You, I call you.
- 1:00:55Speaker 1: I call you, I call you, I call you. I
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: call you by your name, not your title, not your degree,
- 1:01:03Speaker 1: not your pedigree, not how much money you got, not
- 1:01:06Speaker 1: how talented you are.
- 1:01:08Speaker 2: And Peter, I want you back.
- 1:01:21Speaker 1: And so when my car got through rerouting, it worked
- 1:01:27Speaker 1: it out another way. And it said, you're only five
- 1:01:32Speaker 1: minutes away. And suddenly I realized what I want you
- 1:01:44Speaker 1: to realize today.
- 1:01:48Speaker 2: I can still get there. I said.
- 1:01:59Speaker 1: All of that to you this morning because there's somebody
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: in this room who got lost and got off track
- 1:02:13Speaker 1: and made a wrong turn and got yourself in a mess.
- 1:02:22Speaker 1: I don't know where you are. And I don't know
- 1:02:26Speaker 1: if I'd recognize you if you'd come up. I don't
- 1:02:28Speaker 1: know if you're recognizable to me, but you're recognizable to God.
- 1:02:35Speaker 1: Because God gave me this message today. He told me
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: to tell you. You've been driving and going on like
- 1:03:01Speaker 1: you doing something, but you know you lost. You've been
- 1:03:07Speaker 1: busy with all kind of busyness, but you know that
- 1:03:11Speaker 1: you are not living your life's purpose. You're just going
- 1:03:16Speaker 1: with the traffic. Just driving with the crowd. But you've
- 1:03:22Speaker 1: been off course for a minute. Cut that music out.
- 1:03:31Speaker 1: You've been off course.
- 1:03:32Speaker 2: For a minute.
- 1:03:38Speaker 1: And late at night, and nobody's listening. Your heart aches.
- 1:03:47Speaker 1: Because being in the traffic is not what you were
- 1:03:49Speaker 1: born for. You were supposed to be going somewhere. You
- 1:03:56Speaker 1: were supposed to be somebody. God was going to use
- 1:04:01Speaker 1: your life in a spectacular way. Something got you off track.
- 1:04:12Speaker 1: And you know it. Because even in your failure, you're
- 1:04:17Speaker 1: instinctive enough to know when you're off track.
- 1:04:21Speaker 2: Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
- 1:04:24Speaker 1: If you were instinctive enough to know that Jesus was
- 1:04:27Speaker 1: the Messiah, you are instinctive enough to know that you
- 1:04:31Speaker 1: are off track. I don't care what you make. I
- 1:04:33Speaker 1: don't care what you drive. I don't care where you live.
- 1:04:36Speaker 1: I don't care who you're married to. I have one
- 1:04:44Speaker 1: simple thing to say.
- 1:04:51Speaker 2: You can still get there.
- 1:05:00Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, no.
- 1:05:01Speaker 2: You got to hear this. You got to hear this.
- 1:05:03Speaker 1: Because the enemy wants you to think that you are
- 1:05:06Speaker 1: no longer eligible. That it is too late. That you
- 1:05:09Speaker 1: have messed up too bad. That your destiny has been aborted.
- 1:05:12Speaker 1: That God doesn't love you. That God doesn't care. That
- 1:05:15Speaker 1: God is ashamed and embarrassed by you. The enemy wants
- 1:05:19Speaker 1: you to forget that God knew you were going to
- 1:05:21Speaker 1: mess up before you messed up.
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: What I love about God. What I love about him
- 1:05:35Speaker 2: is that he don't change his mind.
- 1:05:42Speaker 1: You know what the Bible says? The Bible says gifts
- 1:05:45Speaker 1: and callings are without the repentance of God. That when
- 1:05:51Speaker 1: he called you the first time, he already knew this
- 1:05:54Speaker 1: was going to happen to you.
- 1:05:56Speaker 2: And he has not changed his mind. And you can
- 1:06:03Speaker 2: still get there.