When the Spotlight Burned Me

🎙️ EPISODE 4: WHEN THE SPOTLIGHT BURNED ME

I built Rainbow Pride from the dirt beneath my nails and the fire in my soul—only to realize the spotlight doesn’t heal you. It exposes you.

This isn’t the glossy version.

This is what happens after the campaign. After the commercials. After the congratulations.

This is about depression behind visibility.

Sex used as a bandage.

Lovers who lied with softness.

And the gut-punch truth of being a queer woman expected to hold it all—while secretly falling apart.

I talk about the fame, the fallout, the women I tried to love, and the ones who loved the…

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