Latest / Reformed Thinking / One Life, One Lord, One Eternal Passion
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- 0:01Imagine an old man lying in a sterile, brightly lit hospital
- 0:05room. OK, setting a pretty heavy scene
- 0:08here, yeah. It is the heart monitors are,
- 0:10you know, beeping out this steady, indifferent rhythm.
- 0:13His breathing is shallow, the room is quiet, and he is just
- 0:17staring up at the ceiling, looking back over 80 years of
- 0:20existence. And suddenly he breaks.
- 0:23Oh wow. He bursts into bitter, agonizing
- 0:25tears and his voice just cracks as he screams out.
- 0:29I've wasted it. I've wasted.
- 0:31It that is such a chilling image.
- 0:33It really is. Well, welcome to reform
- 0:35thinking. I'm so glad you could be here
- 0:36with us today. Yes, thank you for tuning in.
- 0:38It is great to be here. So our mission for this session
- 0:41is an extensive examination of a staggering sermon essay based on
- 0:46John Piper's book, Don't Waste Your Life.
- 0:48Right along with a really intense theological look at the
- 0:51text of Mark chapter 8, verses 34 through 38.
- 0:55And we are starting with that haunting autobiographical scene
- 1:01because that visceral cry, that realization of a life spent
- 1:04building monuments of straw, only to recognize at the very
- 1:07end that the entire endeavor was utterly bankrupt.
- 1:11Well, it is the terrifying diagnostic of the human
- 1:13condition. It forces a collision with
- 1:15reality. You know, the kind of reality
- 1:17that we often spend our entire lives trying to avoid.
- 1:19Spot on. So today we're going to look at
- 1:22the historical blood soaked context of these specific
- 1:26verses, the intense Greek grammar of Christ's call, and
- 1:29what all of this requires of a person's career, marriage and
- 1:32retirement today. Weeping man in the hospital bed.
- 1:36He basically presents the baseline premise drawn directly
- 1:39from our text today. Which is what in a nutshell.
- 1:41Well, the overarching truth we are looking at is that an UN
- 1:44wasted life is not defined by busyness.
- 1:46It is not defined by the applause of the crowd, the
- 1:49accumulation of advanced degrees, or even, you know, by a
- 1:51long healthy lifespan. Right, those are the usual
- 1:54metrics. But they fall short.
- 1:56A life is UN wasted only if the entire stream of existence has
- 2:00flowed toward the glory of God in Jesus Christ.
- 2:03Every single other measurement of success falls drastically
- 2:07short of the eternal Ledger. So our sources today are
- 2:11constructing A rigorous argument showing that a person can gain
- 2:14the entire material world, live comfortably in a beautiful
- 2:18suburb, retire with a massive investment portfolio, and still
- 2:22arrive at the judgment seat of Christ with completely empty
- 2:24hands. Yes, and we're going to see that
- 2:27this reality is anchored not in subjective feelings, but in the
- 2:30objective historical revelation of God.
- 2:32I want to start right there, actually unpacking that contrast
- 2:36between subjective feelings and objective reality, because the
- 2:39sources bring up two radically different views of existence
- 2:41that really clash. They really do.
- 2:43It is a stark contrast. On one side, we have Bob Dylan's
- 2:462016 Nobel Prize acceptance speech.
- 2:49In that speech, he claimed that if a song moves you, that is all
- 2:52that is significant. Right, He explicitly said he did
- 2:54not care to know what his songs meant.
- 2:56He prioritized the subjective feeling above all else.
- 2:59And then on the opposite side, we have the opening of the
- 3:01Westminster Shorter Catechism. Written centuries ago, it states
- 3:05with absolute clarity, man's chief end is to glorify God and
- 3:10to enjoy him forever. Those are two completely
- 3:13incompatible ways of viewing the universe so.
- 3:15Let me let me play devil's advocate for a second here.
- 3:18What is so wrong with Bob Dylan's perspective?
- 3:21That is a fair question. I mean, what is wrong with just
- 3:24letting art move you, Letting life move you?
- 3:27Why does the Catechism view that subjective freedom as
- 3:31structurally bankrupt? Isn't that just a harsh, rigid
- 3:35way to look at human expression? Well, it sounds rigid to the
- 3:38modern ear because we are completely immersed in what
- 3:41sociologists call moralistic therapeutic deism, OK.
- 3:44That is a mouthful. Break that down for us.
- 3:46Gladly, it explains the mechanism behind Bob Dylan's
- 3:48perspective and why our culture applauds it.
- 3:51So moralistic means the goal of life is just to be a decent,
- 3:54nice person. Just do no harm basically.
- 3:56Right Therapeutic means the central goal of the universe is
- 3:59for you to feel happy and secure.
- 4:01And deism means God exists, but he is basically a cosmic Butler
- 4:07or a therapist who stays out of your way until you need a
- 4:10problem solved. Wow, a cosmic Butler that paints
- 4:13quite a picture. It does, and when a society
- 4:16adopts the mindset that being moved or feeling authentic is
- 4:20the highest good, it builds a foundation out of sand.
- 4:23Because feelings are so fickle. Precisely the reason the
- 4:26Catechism pushes back so hard against this is because feelings
- 4:29change. If your entire life is built on
- 4:32what moves you in the moment, what happens when you face a
- 4:34brutal cancer diagnosis? Or the sudden loss of a child.
- 4:37Yes. What happens when you reach the
- 4:39threshold of eternity? The therapeutic foundation
- 4:42collapses entirely under the weight of real suffering.
- 4:44So Dylan's assertion is treated by modern culture as authentic,
- 4:48but it leaves humanity on the margins of reality.
- 4:51We are catechized by our culture to believe that meaning is
- 4:55entirely self created, but the Westminster Shorter Catechism
- 4:59cuts through that fog by establishing that human
- 5:02existence is a covenantal obligation designed to mirror
- 5:06the supreme worth of the Creator.
- 5:08So when you treat God like a cosmic Butler, you are
- 5:12essentially firing him from being the author of reality and
- 5:15taking the job yourself. That is a brilliant way to
- 5:18phrase it. Yes, there is a visual mention
- 5:20in the source material that sticks with me.
- 5:22It is a simple kitchen plaque that reads only one life will
- 5:26soon be passed, Only what's done for Christ will last.
- 5:29That is such a sharp, jarring contrast to the way our culture
- 5:33operates today. It really is.
- 5:35I look at modern secular culture and it feels like reading a
- 5:37choose your own adventure book, except every single page is
- 5:40totally blank. Oh, that is a great analogy.
- 5:42You are handed the book at birth and told you write the story.
- 5:45You are the master of your own essence.
- 5:46You invent your own meaning. But if I have to write every
- 5:50page myself, that sounds exhausting.
- 5:52It is incredibly exhausting. Is this intense cultural
- 5:55pressure to be the master of our own essence actually creating
- 5:59the very terror and anxiety that leads someone to that deathbed
- 6:03realization that they have wasted their life?
- 6:05Yes, without a doubt. The burden of creating your own
- 6:08meaning is an agonizing weight that the human soul was never
- 6:11designed to carry. Because we are creatures, not
- 6:14the creator. Right when a creature attempts
- 6:17to act as the sovereign author of reality, the result is
- 6:20exhaustion and existential dread.
- 6:23The anxiety of our age stems directly from this attempt to
- 6:27carry the universe on our own shoulders.
- 6:29Which is impossible. It is without the objective
- 6:32anchor of God's glory. You are forced to constantly
- 6:34justify your own existence. You have to prove that your
- 6:37career, your romantic relationships, and your hobbies
- 6:40are somehow validating your worth.
- 6:42And those things fade the air temporal.
- 6:45So they can never provide a secure foundation.
- 6:47The terror of the old man on his deathbed is the sudden,
- 6:50catastrophic realization that the blank pages he spent his
- 6:53life filling were burned up the moment he faced eternity.
- 6:56He played the game of self creation and he lost everything.
- 6:59The alternative to the subjective drifting is not found
- 7:03by looking inward. It is grounded in a specific
- 7:06historical moment, an alternative that Christ offered
- 7:09to a crowd in the 1st century. Right.
- 7:11And if we are going to talk about that 1st century
- 7:13alternative, we have to look at the text of Mark 8 where Jesus
- 7:17tells the crowd to take up their cross.
- 7:20Yes, that is the pivotal text here.
- 7:22But I have to admit, I read those words and they feel
- 7:26incredibly sanitized to me. I see crosses everywhere today.
- 7:30Right as fashion accessories, yeah.
- 7:32They are polished gold necklaces.
- 7:33They are diamond encrusted earrings.
- 7:36They were aesthetic logos carved into the wooden signs of
- 7:39suburban churches. The symbol has lost its shock
- 7:42value. Completely.
- 7:43We even used the phrase cross to bear to describe a minor
- 7:46annoyance, like having a difficult mother-in-law or
- 7:49dealing with a trick knee. Which is a massive distortion of
- 7:52what it meant. So I always thought of the cross
- 7:54as just a religious symbol, but based on the historical reality
- 7:58of Mark's gospel, did Jesus mean this as a metaphor?
- 8:01What was the actual physical reality of the cross?
- 8:04The Roman Empire. The cross, or staros in the
- 8:07original Greek was emphatically not a metaphor, and it was
- 8:11certainly not a piece of decorative jewelry.
- 8:13We have completely stripped it of its offense and its horror.
- 8:16What was the context when Mark wrote this down?
- 8:19Well, Mark's Gospel was written in Rome during the 60s AD under
- 8:23the brutal, unhinged persecution of the Emperor Nero.
- 8:27Christians were experiencing horrific state sponsored
- 8:30violence. I have read a bit about Nero.
- 8:32It was an absolute nightmare. It was beyond a nightmare.
- 8:35Believers were covered in animal skins to be torn apart by wild
- 8:39dogs in the gladiatorial arenas. They were covered in flammable
- 8:42pitch, tied to stakes and used as human torches to light Nero's
- 8:46garden parties. That is just stomach turning.
- 8:49In that environment, crucifixion was an instrument of absolute
- 8:52social deconstitution, public humiliation and torturous
- 8:56execution. It was reserved exclusively for
- 8:58the absolute lowest echelons of society.
- 9:01Like slaves and violent rebels. Right.
- 9:03Yes. And insurrectionists against the
- 9:05state? Yeah.
- 9:05Roman citizens were legally exempt from crucifixion because
- 9:09it was considered too degrading for Roman blood.
- 9:11Wow, they legally protected their own from it.
- 9:14The Roman statesman Cicero famously called it a disgusting
- 9:18penalty, arguing that the very word should be banished from a
- 9:21citizen's thoughts, eyes and ears.
- 9:24I didn't realize the stigma was that heavy.
- 9:26It was the of wearing an electric chair or a lethal
- 9:30injection Gurney around your neck.
- 9:32It was a symbol of absolute state terror.
- 9:34Actually, it was worse than an electric chair.
- 9:36Really. How so?
- 9:37Because an electric chair is designed to end life quickly,
- 9:42the cross was engineered by the Romans to prolong agony for
- 9:45days. The victim was stripped entirely
- 9:48naked, paraded through the crowded streets carrying the
- 9:50heavy wooden cross beam while being whipped and then nailed up
- 9:53to suffocate slowly as their lung cavity collapsed.
- 9:56That is horrific. It was designed to erase a
- 9:58person's dignity entirely and send a message to anyone
- 10:00watching. And that message was Do not defy
- 10:03Rome. This was a direct political
- 10:04clash. A clash of loyalties, yes.
- 10:07Declaring ISIS Curious Jesus is Lord was an act of political
- 10:10treason against the state which demanded the confession.
- 10:13Kaiser Curious Caesar is Lord. So when Jesus looked at the
- 10:17crowd and told him to take up your cross, the original
- 10:20audience would have felt a cold dread in the pit of their
- 10:23stomachs. They heard a literal call to
- 10:25prepare for a torturous execution.
- 10:28They heard a summons to walk the path of Imperial condemnation.
- 10:31And Mark was writing this to a fragile underground church in
- 10:35Rome, providing them with a manual for survival.
- 10:38Spot on. By recording Jesus's command,
- 10:41Mark was showing these persecuted believers that
- 10:44they're suffering under Nero was not a sign that God had
- 10:47abandoned them. Rather, it was the supreme
- 10:50validation of their discipleship.
- 10:52That makes the timeline of Mark's gospel fascinating
- 10:55because you know Jesus doesn't drop this terrifying reality on
- 10:58Page 1. Right, he builds up to it.
- 11:00This demand happens at a precise structural hinge in the
- 11:02narrative. Mark Chapter 8 is the midpoint
- 11:05of the entire Gospel. It is the watershed moment.
- 11:08Up until this point, Jesus has been healing people, calming
- 11:11storms, and casting out demons. The crowd loves him, but right
- 11:15here in Chapter 8, the narrative shifts from the recognition of
- 11:18his identity to the shocking revelation of his mission.
- 11:21We see the healing of the blind man at Bethsaida, then Peter's
- 11:25famous confession at Caesarea Philippi where he says you are
- 11:29the Christ. But immediately after Peter says
- 11:31that Jesus drops a heavy bomb, he gives his first passion
- 11:35prediction. Right, he says.
- 11:37The Son of Man must suffer, be rejected by the religious
- 11:40leaders and be killed. And then Peter pulls him aside
- 11:43and actually rebukes him for saying it.
- 11:45Which is a bold move for a disciple.
- 11:47Definitely. I have to ask, why did Mark
- 11:49place the healing of the blind man right before this
- 11:52conversation? The literary placement is highly
- 11:54intentional. Mark structures this transition
- 11:57to show us the mechanism of how spiritual sight works.
- 12:00OK, break that down for me. The healing of the blind man at
- 12:02Bethsaida happens in two stages, which is unique in the Gospels.
- 12:06First, Jesus touches his eyes and the man says he sees people,
- 12:09but they look like trees walking around.
- 12:11So his vision is still blurry. Yes.
- 12:14Then Jesus touches his eyes a second time and his vision is
- 12:17fully restored. That physical healing functions
- 12:20as a living object lesson for the disciples blurry spiritual
- 12:24vision. I see the connection now.
- 12:26Peter can see the title clearly. He rightly confesses Jesus as
- 12:30the Christ, the Messiah. But Peter's vision is severely
- 12:33distorted by the cultural expectations of a triumphalist
- 12:37political Messiah. Because the Jews of that day
- 12:40expected a military conqueror. Precisely.
- 12:42They wanted someone who would ride into Jerusalem, slaughter
- 12:45the Roman legions and establish an earthly Kingdom.
- 12:49So when Jesus introduces the necessity of suffering and
- 12:52death, Peter recoils. Peter wants the crown, but he
- 12:57utterly rejects the cross. He wants the glory without the
- 13:00pain. I think of Peter's reaction like
- 13:03a well meaning friend trying to talk you out of a highly
- 13:05dangerous, yet absolutely necessary medical procedure.
- 13:09That is a really good way to look at.
- 13:11It let's say you have a life threatening tumor.
- 13:13The surgeon says they have to cut you open and the recovery
- 13:15will be agonizing. Your friend loves you.
- 13:18They do not want to see you in pain, so they tell you to cancel
- 13:21the surgery. Even though canceling it means
- 13:23certain death. Right.
- 13:25Canceling the surgery means the disease will kill you.
- 13:28Peter thought he was protecting Jesus, but Jesus snaps back with
- 13:31Get behind me, Satan. That is an intense thing to call
- 13:34your lead disciple. Seriously, was Peter actually
- 13:37possessed, or is Jesus pointing to something else?
- 13:40Jesus is pointing to the origin of the theology Peter is
- 13:42espousing by saying get behind me Satan.
- 13:46Jesus clarifies a massive theological truth.
- 13:49Any theology that attempts to separate Christ from His
- 13:52appointed suffering is demonic in origin.
- 13:55Wow, that is a heavy statement. It is to seek Kingdom glory
- 13:59without the substitutionary atonement of the cross is to
- 14:02align with the agenda of hell. Satan's primary goal in the
- 14:05Wilderness Temptations was to offer Jesus all the kingdoms of
- 14:09the world without having to go to the cross.
- 14:11And Peter is unwittingly offering the exact same
- 14:13temptation. That is right.
- 14:15The human heart recoils from the cross because the cross
- 14:17annihilates human pride. By nature, fallen humanity
- 14:21operates on a theology of glory. We want a religion that enhances
- 14:24our self esteem, right? We want a system that validates
- 14:26our earthly ambitions and leaves our autonomy entirely intact.
- 14:30We basically want a life coach. We want someone to give us a pep
- 14:33talk so we can achieve our own goals.
- 14:35Spot on. But the cross does the direct
- 14:38opposite. The theology of the cross
- 14:40exposes our absolute moral bankruptcy.
- 14:43It is the ultimate leveller. It declares that we are so
- 14:46sinful, so completely unable to save ourselves, that the only
- 14:49possible remedy was the violent substitutionary death of the
- 14:53Incarnate Son of God. So to accept the path of the
- 14:56King is to admit that all our self righteousness, all our good
- 15:00deeds and all our moral efforts are completely worthless for
- 15:04salvation. It requires us to abandon the
- 15:06illusion that we can contribute even a single drop of merit to
- 15:10our right standing before God. The natural man despises that
- 15:14level of helplessness. It makes a lot of sense why
- 15:16Peter pushed back so hard. So immediately after putting
- 15:19Peter in his place and exposing that demonic theology of glory,
- 15:23Jesus turns to the entire crowd. He addresses everyone, not just
- 15:26the inner circle. Which is a detail I find really
- 15:28interesting. He does not pull Peter aside
- 15:30into a private room to give him advanced leadership training.
- 15:33He calls the disciples and the crowd together.
- 15:35He completely denies the idea of A2 tier Christianity.
- 15:39You know, the idea that there are regular saved Christians who
- 15:43go to heaven and then a special elite group of super Christians
- 15:46who go on to become disciples? Jesus shatters that completely.
- 15:50He issues 3 distinct commands in verse 34.
- 15:53To everyone listening, deny yourself, take up your cross and
- 15:57follow me. Those are incredibly dense
- 16:00words. What is the actual Greek grammar
- 16:02happening here? Let's get into the mechanics of
- 16:04this text. The Greek grammar in verse 34 is
- 16:07intensely rigorous and demands absolute surrender.
- 16:11Let us look at the first command.
- 16:12Deny yourself. The Greek word used here is
- 16:15aparnazasto. Aparnazasto.
- 16:17OK, what does that carry? This is not the standard word
- 16:19for simple denial, like denying you ate the last cookie in the
- 16:22jar. It is an intensive compound verb
- 16:25that means to completely disown or legally sever a connection
- 16:29with something. Legally sever a connection like
- 16:32a contract. Yes.
- 16:33To understand this, we have to look at the ancient Greco Roman
- 16:36legal system. This specific term was used in
- 16:39legal proceedings when a father legally disowned A rebellious
- 16:42son. Oh wow, so it was an official
- 16:44decree? The father would stand for a
- 16:45magistrate and officially stripped the son of his family
- 16:48name, his inheritance and his standing in the household.
- 16:51The tie was completely legally severed.
- 16:54That's permanent. By using this word, Jesus is
- 16:57commanding the disciple to legally and structurally disown
- 17:01the self. As the master of Destiny, you
- 17:03are abdicating all rights of self ownership.
- 17:07That concept of a legal buyout or a legal disowning makes a lot
- 17:10of sense. It is like the modern equivalent
- 17:12of someone going to a courthouse to legally emancipate themselves
- 17:16from a highly toxic, abusive family.
- 17:18That is a great modern parallel. Or going into legally change
- 17:22your given name. You walk out of that courthouse
- 17:24and the old ties are severed. The old authority structure has
- 17:27zero legal claim on you anymore. The contract isn't renegotiated,
- 17:31it is terminated. That is the level of finality
- 17:33Jesus is talking about. But let's bring this down to
- 17:37reality. It is Tuesday morning.
- 17:39I am stuck in rush hour traffic. I am drinking Luke warm coffee.
- 17:43Somebody cuts me off on the highway and I am furious.
- 17:45We have all been there. What does abdicating self
- 17:48ownership actually look like in that mundane moment or when a
- 17:51person walks into the office? On a Tuesday morning, abdication
- 17:55of self ownership means that your agenda, your finances, your
- 17:58reactions and your ambitions are no longer yours to dictate.
- 18:02You view yourself as a steward, not an owner.
- 18:04So it changes your whole baseline reaction to things.
- 18:07When someone cuts you off in traffic, the instinct of the
- 18:10flesh is to rage because your rights were violated, your
- 18:13safety was threatened, and your pride was injured.
- 18:16But if you have legally disowned yourself, the self that demands
- 18:20respect is dead. That is a tough pill to swallow.
- 18:24It changes how you react to an insult at the office, too.
- 18:27If a coworker takes credit for your project, you do not need to
- 18:29fiercely and viciously defend your reputation, because that
- 18:32reputation was nailed to a Roman cross.
- 18:35You belong to Christ now. Yes, if you are a business
- 18:38owner, abdication of self ownership means your primary
- 18:41goal is no longer maximizing profit to build a personal
- 18:44empire. Your business becomes a platform
- 18:47to conduct commerce with absolute integrity, reflecting
- 18:50the character of God and using your resources to fund gospel
- 18:54advancement. And if you are a parent.
- 18:56If you are a parent, you stop viewing your children as
- 18:59accessories to your own fulfilment or as trophies to
- 19:01boost your social status. You view them as eternal souls
- 19:05entrusted to your care. That is a massive paradigm time
- 19:08shift. It completely reorients every
- 19:10interaction, and I imagine it makes sense of the verb tenses
- 19:13Jesus uses next. Yes, the verb tenses are
- 19:15critical here. The first 2 commands deny
- 19:17yourself and take up your cross or Orato and Greek are in the
- 19:20Aoris. Tense.
- 19:21What is the Aoris tense signify? In Greek grammar, the Aoris
- 19:25tense indicates a definitive historical break.
- 19:27It is a decisive, completed action You do not gradually deny
- 19:31yourself over decades. You make a revolutionary once
- 19:34for all commitment to execute the old self rule.
- 19:37So it is a line in the sand. Precisely.
- 19:39But the third command, follow me or a colitheo is in the present
- 19:44tense. It commands a continuous,
- 19:47habitual step by step walk of obedience.
- 19:50So there is a definitive break followed by a continuous walk,
- 19:54yes. You decisively break with the
- 19:56old self at a point in time, and then you continually daily walk
- 20:00in the footsteps of the Master. This grammar totally refutes the
- 20:04modern notion that you can simply add Jesus to your life as
- 20:07a convenient accessory. Like a bumper sticker or a new
- 20:10app on your phone. Right, while you still maintain
- 20:13total control of the steering wheel, that just doesn't fit the
- 20:15text at all. Not even a little bit.
- 20:17Jesus doesn't just issue these intense commands and expect
- 20:20blind obedience, though. Yeah, he provides an airtight
- 20:23logical sequence. He appeals to our capacity to
- 20:26calculate value. He gives us the Ledger of
- 20:28eternity in verses 35 through 37.
- 20:30Yes, we hit this massive paradox of preservation.
- 20:33Whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses
- 20:37his life for Christ and the gospel will save it.
- 20:40It is a stunning reversal of human logic.
- 20:42Then Jesus shifts into this financial calculation, weighing
- 20:46the gaining of the whole world tone.
- 20:48Klasman, Holland against the forfeiting of the soul.
- 20:52How does this mathematical equation work?
- 20:54The logical progression here is bound together by the Greek
- 20:57conjunction gar, meaning for or because, which is repeated at
- 21:01the beginning of verses 353637 and 38.
- 21:05So he is laying out a structured argument.
- 21:08He is laying down the theological grounds for his
- 21:10command. The paradox of saving and losing
- 21:13centers on the Greek word psyche.
- 21:15Psyche. That usually gets translated as
- 21:17soul, right? Yes, in classical Greek
- 21:19philosophy, psyche often referred to a disembodied
- 21:22immortal spirit floating in the ether.
- 21:25But in the biblical Semitic thought world, psyche means the
- 21:29entire person, the seat of life, your true identity, your eternal
- 21:32Son. The core of who you are.
- 21:34Right, so Jesus sets up a hypothetical scenario using
- 21:37commercial judicial language. Suppose a brilliant Wall Street
- 21:40speculators successfully corners the market on the entire
- 21:43physical universe. He executes A hostile takeover
- 21:46of the globe. Exactly.
- 21:48He gains all the wealth, all the real estate, all the political
- 21:50authority and all the pleasures the world can offer, but the
- 21:54price of that acquisition is the forfeiture of his psyche.
- 21:57The ultimate bad trade. The text uses the word
- 22:00andalagma, which means a ransom or a substitutionary price.
- 22:04Christ is stating A mathematical absolute.
- 22:07If a soul is lost, if it is foreclosed upon by the justice
- 22:11of God, the entire physical universe lacks the currency to
- 22:15buy it back. You cannot liquidate the solar
- 22:17system to purchase your soul from hell.
- 22:19The Ledger is eternally bankrupt.
- 22:22This calculation forces us to look at modern, respectable
- 22:25worldliness in a completely different light.
- 22:28A person does not need to engage in scandalous, headline making
- 22:31rebellion to waste their life. Polite idolatry accomplishes the
- 22:35very same eternal bankruptcy. Yes, polite idolatry.
- 22:39You can go to a polite church, have a beautiful family, drive a
- 22:42nice car, keep your lawn perfectly manicured and build a
- 22:45massive 4 O 1K. But if all of that is built
- 22:47without Christ as the supreme treasure, it is just a well
- 22:51decorated road to ruin. Bringing this into the modern
- 22:53context, we see the massive global rise of the prosperity
- 22:57gospel. Which is is a tragic phenomenon.
- 22:59It really is. Yeah, if the math is this clear,
- 23:02if Jesus literally forces a person to calculate the absolute
- 23:06worthlessness of gaining the whole world at the expense of
- 23:10the soul, how does an entire movement read these exact verses
- 23:14and still manage to equate material wealth with divine
- 23:17favor? It boggles the mind doesn't.
- 23:19It how do they read this and say yes, Jesus wants me to have a
- 23:23private jet? The prosperity gospel achieves
- 23:25that by entirely ignoring the logical mechanism of Christo's
- 23:29cross. It is the modern manifestation
- 23:31of Peter's Satanic rebuke. Oh, that is a sharp connection.
- 23:34It is the theology of glory all over.
- 23:36Again, yes, it takes the natural desires of the fallen human
- 23:39heart, you know, greed, comfort, status, health, and baptizes
- 23:42them in religious terminology. To the Reformed mind, the
- 23:45prosperity gospel is not a minor theological variation or a
- 23:49difference in worship style. It is an abominable distortion
- 23:51of the truth. It instructs people to fiercely
- 23:54hoard the very things Christ commands them to crucify.
- 23:58When a movement teaches that the evidence of God's blessing is a
- 24:00massive bank account or a life free from sickness, it is
- 24:04telling its followers to engage in the very transaction Jesus
- 24:07called catastrophic bankruptcy. It encourages them to gain the
- 24:11world while their souls quietly wrought.
- 24:13Jesus makes it clear that the poorest believer in the slums,
- 24:16who possesses absolutely nothing but Christ, is infinitely richer
- 24:20than the wealthiest billionaire who stands on the precipice of a
- 24:23lost eternity without an advocate.
- 24:26That economic calculation leads directly to the final courtroom
- 24:29scene in verse 38, where the currency being traded is no
- 24:32longer money, but shame and glory.
- 24:35Yes, Christ gives this severe warning.
- 24:37He says that whoever is ashamed of him in his words, in this
- 24:40adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will
- 24:43also be ashamed of them when he returns in glory with the holy
- 24:45angels. In this verse, Jesus binds his
- 24:48person and his words inextricably together.
- 24:51You cannot claim to love the person of Jesus while being
- 24:54embarrassed by his exclusive claims, his hard doctrines, or
- 24:57his moral commands. You cannot separate the 2.
- 25:00To be ashamed of His words regarding the reality of eternal
- 25:04judgement, the necessity of the cross, or the biblical
- 25:07definition of holiness is to be ashamed of Christ Himself.
- 25:10He uses the phrase adulterous generation that has a very
- 25:14specific ring to it. It does.
- 25:16The term carries heavy covenantal weight from the Old
- 25:19Testament, pointing to spiritual unfaithfulness.
- 25:22Like a spouse cheating on their vows, Jesus is elevating the
- 25:26daily local battle against social peer pressure to a cosmic
- 25:30internal level. So our daily choices have cosmic
- 25:33weight. He is saying that your
- 25:34willingness to bear the shame of the cross in the present theatre
- 25:37of time is the ultimate diagnostic of whether you will
- 25:41share in the vindication of the Son of Man when the skies
- 25:43rollback and the final judgment begins.
- 25:45OK, hold on. This brings up a massive problem
- 25:47for me. I need to push back here.
- 25:49Please do what is the tension you are seeing?
- 25:51Because if we are looking at this through a reformed
- 25:53perspective, I am terrified if the standard is that I have to
- 25:56lose my life entirely, perfectly deny myself, completely sever my
- 26:01ties with self ownership, and never once be ashamed of Christ.
- 26:04I am doomed. That is a very honest
- 26:07assessment. I cannot even donate to a
- 26:09charity without feeling a little bit proud of myself myself.
- 26:12Denial is always flawed. Even my best moments of
- 26:16sacrifice are tainted by selfish motives.
- 26:19Which is true for all of us. Right.
- 26:21So if my salvation rests on my ability to carry this cross
- 26:25perfectly, doesn't this just create an exhausting, anxious
- 26:29treadmill of guilt and works righteousness?
- 26:31How does a person actually read Mark 8 and walk away with joy
- 26:35instead of crushing despair? That is the most vital question
- 26:38you can ask, because without the doctrine of justification by
- 26:41faith alone, Mark 8 becomes a crushing burden of legalism.
- 26:44He would crush us completely. If our salvation rested on the
- 26:47perfection of our self denial, every single human being would
- 26:51be eternally condemned. We must read this text through
- 26:54the lens of imputed righteousness.
- 26:56Imputed righteousness. The great Exchange.
- 26:58Yes, we recognize that Jesus Christ is the only human who has
- 27:02ever perfectly fulfilled the demands of this text.
- 27:05He did not shout commands from heaven that He was unwilling to
- 27:08fulfill Himself. He lived it out perfectly.
- 27:10In the Incarnation, Christ perfectly denied himself.
- 27:14In Gethsemane, He submitted his human will entirely to the
- 27:17Father's decree. Sweating drops of blood on the
- 27:20cross, he bore the ultimate shame, naked and despised.
- 27:25So he accomplished the perfect obedience that we could not.
- 27:28To use a financial metaphor, we rely on Christ's passive and
- 27:31active obedience. His passive obedience means He
- 27:35paid our massive debt on the cross.
- 27:37He wiped the account to 0. But wiping the debt to 0 just
- 27:40leaves us at 0, right? Right.
- 27:42But his active obedience, his perfect law keeping, his
- 27:45flawless self denial is credited to our account through faith
- 27:49alone. It is as if a billion dollars of
- 27:52righteousness is deposited into our empty account.
- 27:55That is the monarchistic grace we cling to.
- 27:57When God looks at the believers, He does not see our flawed,
- 28:00stumbling attempts at self denial.
- 28:02He sees the perfect unwasted life of Jesus Christ.
- 28:05So it's not just that my dead is forgiven, I am actually declared
- 28:09infinitely wealthy in righteousness because of what
- 28:11Jesus did. Yes, you are covered in his
- 28:13perfection. Knowing that the cross we carry
- 28:16is the fruit of our sanctification, not the ground
- 28:19of our justification, completely shifts our motivation.
- 28:23It changes every. We do not carry a cross to earn
- 28:26our way into heaven. We carried out of immense
- 28:28gratitude because the King has already secured the Kingdom for
- 28:32us. The pressure to be perfect is
- 28:34off, which actually frees us to take radical risks for the
- 28:37gospel. This leaves right into the
- 28:39modern application of the text, which is an uncompromising
- 28:42refusal of the suburban dream. Yes, the sources call for a
- 28:46total rejection of minimal morality.
- 28:49I look at minimal morality, like finding the Christian loophole.
- 28:53It is the college student who spends hours trying to calculate
- 28:56the absolute lowest grade they can get on a final exam and
- 28:59still pass the class. That is a brilliant way to
- 29:02describe. It they don't love the subject,
- 29:03they just want the credit with the least amount of effort
- 29:05possible. Minimal morality is a toxic
- 29:08mindset that infects much of Western Christianity.
- 29:11It is the attitude that constantly calculates how close
- 29:14one can get to the line of sin without technically crossing it.
- 29:17He is playing games with Holiness.
- 29:19It seeks to maximize earthly pleasure, build the perfect
- 29:23retirement plan, and maintain a thin veneer of religious
- 29:27respectability. It is the cultural dream of
- 29:29spending one's final years simply collecting seashells,
- 29:33playing golf and waiting to die. But a life consumed by a single
- 29:37passion for God's glory does not operate that way.
- 29:40If someone is constantly asking how much of the world can I
- 29:43enjoy without technically sinning, it exposes what they
- 29:48truly treasure. It shows that their heart is
- 29:50captivated by the world and they view God as a strict hall
- 29:53monitor they have to appease to avoid hell.
- 29:56The unwasted life stands in stark contrast to the terminal
- 30:00pointlessness of secular existentialism.
- 30:02It is perfectly illustrated by Samuel Beckett's famous play
- 30:05Waiting for Godot. Oh, I have read that it is
- 30:08bleak. Extremely bleak.
- 30:10The characters spend their entire existence waiting on a
- 30:12desolate Rd. for a meaning that never arrives.
- 30:14They just pass the time with trivialities.
- 30:17But rejecting that empty waiting doesn't mean everyone has to
- 30:20quit their jobs, sell all their possessions and move to a
- 30:22foreign country to be a full time missionary, right?
- 30:25No, not at all. A lot of people hear radical
- 30:27discipleship and think they have to abandon their ordinary lives.
- 30:31But everyday vocations matter. A mechanic fixing a
- 30:34transmission, a mother changing a diaper at 2, AMA programmer
- 30:39writing lines of code, or an artist painting a canvas.
- 30:42Can they live this unwasted life right where they are?
- 30:45Absolutely. The single passion for God's
- 30:47glory does not erase distinct callings.
- 30:50The difference is the orientation of the heart and the
- 30:52mechanism behind the. Work.
- 30:54So it is about the why behind what they are doing.
- 30:57Are these vocations being used to build a personal Kingdom, or
- 31:01are they platforms to display the supremacy of Christ?
- 31:04True discipleship often looks like hidden perseverance.
- 31:07Because the world measures success by visibility by the
- 31:10sides of the platform, the number of followers or the
- 31:13volume of applause. But the Kingdom of God operates
- 31:16on an entirely different metric. The daily unglamorous choices to
- 31:20put to death the deeds of the flesh are where the battle is.
- 31:23Won Give me some examples of what that looks like on the
- 31:25ground. It is telling the truth at work
- 31:27when a lie would easily protect your reputation and secure a
- 31:31promotion. It is forgiving a spouse when
- 31:34you have been and deeply wronged.
- 31:35Those quiet moments of obedience.
- 31:36Yes, it is faithfully reading scripture to your children when
- 31:39you are physically exhausted at the end of the day.
- 31:42It is giving generously when it actually cuts into your standard
- 31:45of living. So it is a daily habitual
- 31:48surrender. When you stop asking what is the
- 31:51bare minimum required and start asking how can I leverage every
- 31:55breath, every talent and every dollar to maximize the glory of
- 31:59Christ, you have crossed the threshold into the unwasted
- 32:02life. You have stopped decorating the
- 32:04passing world and started investing in the Eternal City.
- 32:07We have covered a massive amount of ground today, tracing this
- 32:11shift from the subjective, self corrected illusion of our modern
- 32:14age to the historically grounded, radically demanding,
- 32:17yet entirely grace filled reality of the Cross.
- 32:20It is a heavy but beautiful reality.
- 32:22We started with Bob Dylan's feelings and moved to the blood
- 32:25soaked sands of Nero's Rome. We looked at the intense Greek
- 32:29grammar of covering ties with self ownership, the terrifying
- 32:32mathematics of gaining the world but losing the soul, and the
- 32:36glorious freedom found in the imputed righteousness of Christ,
- 32:39which frees us to abandon the empty suburban dream of minimal
- 32:43morality. As we bring this examination to
- 32:46a close, consider a final thought regarding what truly
- 32:50lasts. What do you have in mind?
- 32:53Well, the most unwasted lives in human history might be
- 32:56completely invisible to the eyes of the world.
- 32:59Invisible. Yes, picture a hidden St.
- 33:01Perhaps an elderly woman who prays fervently in the early
- 33:04hours of the morning for a neighborhood that ignores her.
- 33:07She repents quickly of her hidden sins.
- 33:09A. Quiet faithfulness.
- 33:10She endures social reproach and physical pain without a hint of
- 33:14bitterness. She gives out of her poverty
- 33:16much like the widows might in the Gospels, dropping her last
- 33:19coins into the offering. Her life looks like nothing to
- 33:22the culture around her. But that hidden, obscure life,
- 33:26lived entirely under the Lordship of Jesus Christ, may
- 33:29shine infinitely brighter before the returning Son of Man than
- 33:32the most famous philanthropist or the most celebrated religious
- 33:35leader who relied on human applause.
- 33:38The Ledger of Heaven records the quietest acts of self denial.
- 33:42That is a staggering reality to weigh.
- 33:45It completely flips our cultural values upside down.
- 33:48So I want to address you listening right now.
- 33:50Yes, take this to heart. I leave you with this question
- 33:52to audit your own Ledger today. As you go back to your commute,
- 33:55your office, or your living room, are you spending your
- 33:58brief vapor of an existence decorating the prison of self,
- 34:02or Are you ready to throw your life away for the sake of the
- 34:05King? Thank you for joining us for
- 34:06this session of Reformed Thinking.