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RIP Cookie The Hamster - #83 · The Grounded Show

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All right. So yesterday, which is Monday, I'm getting home and the
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kids were off school and Valve was off, so they were like they had
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doctor's appointments and they were just chilling, you know what I mean. So
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they were already home. So Sunday was when let us Hamster pass right,
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So we're like still like sad from that. So I'm getting home on Monday,
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like, damn, man, I'm glad I'm home. Like, gets
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a chill, relax, you know what I'm saying, Get a little better
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vibes going. I'm pulling up to my house and I'm like three or four
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houses away. Right as I'm pulling up, I see a guy parked in
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the middle of the street out of his car, yelling in the direction of
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the kids. It's like the kids are in front of the yard, like
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playing with the neighborhood kids. Like they're in my yard playing they got the
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basketball hoop up and a guy is like yelling at josiahs yo, chill dog.
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There was like he was like a little bit in front and there was
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cars behind him, and obviously they were stopped because he stopped in the middle
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of the road. I went in through the grass on the side, like
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through like two neighbors yards, parked right on my lawn, got out of
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the car. Long story short, Buddy drives away. There's a there was
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a cop there the whole time. I didn't even know, Bro, I
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was just so hot, Like you know what I'm saying, Like all I
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see is a dude like in like a like a like a menacing kind of
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posture towards my kids from far away. You know what I'm saying. That's
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all I see. So I just see red m h. The cop is
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like, yo, you know what happened? Like it didn't get physical,
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but like the cop is like, what happened? And I'm like I don't.
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Honestly, Bro, I don't even know what happened. I just seen
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him out the car yelling at the kids. And regardless of what's going on,
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this is a kid neighborhood. You know what I'm saying. Like kids
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are going to be out and about That's what it is. Deal with it,
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Bro, If you got to drive slower, drive slower, whatever the
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case is. Dog, If I ever see you talking to my kids,
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period, Bro, we have some serious problems home. I was hot,
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you know, I was out there screaming like a whole bunch of people came
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out the cop. Like after the cop when he came up, Dog,
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I was still so hot, Like I wasn't cursing at the cop, like
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you know what I'm saying, Like I wasn't getting husky with him. I
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was just like like just talking reckless, like to the cop, like when
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he was asking me what happened? You know what I'm saying? And I
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realized that like halfway through it, like, Dog, what am I?
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What am I saying? Right now? Yeah? Dog, I was just
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so hot. Bro, I was steaming, Bro. And that's you you
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pulling up to the crib seeing this happened. Dog, I'm pulling up.
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I'm a few houses away, and I see the guy out of his whip,
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and I see Josiah's there like on the sidewalk, and I see that
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the guy is like yelling like there's an issue, you know what I'm saying
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it, which was like when I came out, I'm like, Dog,
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what's the issue is is this your something? Like? Dog, don't be
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asking me no questions? What's the issue? Like I was ooh, man,
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I came out thirty eight hot right from the beginning, Bro, she
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it was Dog, it was like too much. I was already like stressed
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out because of the hamster thing. Emotions was already high. I'm like looking
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forward to getting home and this like it was like a crazy I'm like not
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even I'm like, bro, why did that even happen? Dog? Like
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you know what I'm saying. Yeah, it's like first of all for you
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to even get out your car to even like a kid kid find out what
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it was. Basically what it was is Buddy was tight because he had to
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like slow down because the ball went in the road. And then Josiah went
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to get the ball, and when he was coming back, he was just
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like, this is the kid saying it, so I you know, I
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take it with a grain of salt. But basically, like the guy had
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already passed and josiahs was doing like a funny little walk across the street and
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the guy like saw him a parent in the rear view and stopped, backed
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up and then got out like he had already passed. Yeah, like way
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the suite was already resolved. And then he just came back. Maybe he
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ain't like the little dance or whatever, and then he just came out,
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and they said that it's funny because I was talking about it with the kids
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afterwards, like at night, like after it all passed and everything, and
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they said that Buddy was yelling, like he got out of his car,
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husky. You know what I'm saying. The thing is, when I got
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there, it was very very cordial, you feel me, Like it wasn't
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It wasn't the same vibe apparently, like I didn't even know that he was
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yelling, you know what I'm saying, because when I got there, I
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just came out hot and he just you know, he piped down real quick,
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and it was like one of them situations where like when I heard afterwards,
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I'm like, bro, I'm glad I didn't even see what happened,
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because like I might even react to worse, like if I would actually like
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seeing the situation unfold, you know what I mean. Yeah, I mean,
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he wasn't gonna pipe down from the fact, just from the moment,
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the fact that he actually took the time to avert to feed his ego and
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yell at some kids, And that's exactly what I told my kids. I'm
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like the fact that he even got out his car, let me know off
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rip that he was wrong, because there's no situation where you need to be
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getting out of your car, bro, especially with some kids. You know
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what I'm saying, Like, there's no situation where that's where you're gonna give
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me a reason and that's going to make sense to me. So that's why,
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Like when I just came out, the car was already on, already
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up, like what are you even doing here? Bro? But yeah,
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man, it was crazy. And then like when he left, I just
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like went and got like a launch, like a beach chair put in the
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yard, and I just stayed out there until like the kids finished playing,
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and I'm like, Bro, I wish you would try to come back.
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Yeah, yeah, I was. I was on that today. I would
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not, Bro. I didn't recognize him. You don't know where he lives
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or anything. I don't even know. I don't even know. I don't
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even know what he looks like. Bro. Like I was just so tight
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that I was yeah yeah bro, and He's like, Yo. It was
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funny because like towards the end, he was a square bro. He just
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he just came out like talking crazy to kids. But towards the end,
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I'm like telling him like I don't want to ever see him again in front
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of my house. Like, He's like, but I live here, and
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I'm like, dog, obviously your bitch ask to drive to your house.
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But if I see you slow down in front of my house, if I
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see you walk in front of my house, if I see you in front
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of my house at all, you weren't going to have a problem. Dog.
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You could drive down the street all you want. I don't care,
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but I better than not see you in front of my fucking house on my
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sidewalk in my grass like slowing down nothing, homie. I was I was
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hot. I was so with them, but I live here. Yeah,
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bro, he thought he's like something dog. Oh my god, Bro,
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that's funny as hell. No, that's crazy. I would have been on
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the same type of time. Bro. That's you don't that's one thing you
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don't play with, but you don't play with the kids. Bro. My
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son after when we were talking about it, my son was like, dang,
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Daddy, Like, I just I've never seen you like that. That
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was crazy, Like, I didn't even know how to feel. You're low
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key. He knew how to feel. He was like a beach. It
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was like a stomach vane and all my all my boys had their kids there,
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and one dude yelled at Jade's kid, and I was like, oh
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who like yo yo yo yah, Yeah, come here, come here,
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come here real quick, come here real quick. No you don't you have
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that? Yeah, Bros, that's like that's like an instant, right,
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Like everybody came over. It was one dude. We all came over,
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like what's up right now? Yeah. Even if you just go to the
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door and be like, hey man, I was driving by your kids.
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But you know what I'm saying, you talk to the parents like you don't.
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You don't yell at nobody kids like that. Man, that's crazy.
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And especially in family too, you know what I'm saying, because like my
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my it made me think about my brother. He had his bachelor party,
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had Andretti's. Like it started that Andrea in downtown I mean not downtown Lando,
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like on I drive the gold Kart place and it ended up at a
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player one bar. But when we were at Andretti's, there was like a
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group of dudes that was like wasted, that was like behind us in line
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when we were doing something. I think it was the laser tag or something.
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And my brother and his friends are like real like nice people, you
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know what I'm saying. Like they all go to church, you know what
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I'm saying. Like my brother was a pastor at the time, and I
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mean he's still a pastor, but he was a pastor. Like some of
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the people was involved in the church there, you know what I'm saying.
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So it was like a real like nice group. And one of the dudes
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that was drunk in that one group was just like, you know, you
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know when you can just pick up that vibe where they can they know that
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you're nice and you're not on that type of time, so they want to
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get funny, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah, And then
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like a little similar kind of situation happened there, and my brother and his
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boy were just like laughing and like kind of cracking on me the whole night
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because I'm real quiet, you know what I'm saying. I'm like, I
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don't really be like even loud, you know what I'm saying, But like
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when stuff like that happens, dog Like, it's just like it just ignites
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this thing in me, bro, and I just I just blackout, dog
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Like, I don't even know like it's just like it just awakens something in
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me, bro. And it's like with that guy like trying to like disrespect
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my brother, Dog, that shit just sent me over the edge, dog
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Like, And even that dude was like yo, he was basically like,
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Yo, chill. You know I've been drinking. I'm like, I don't
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care. Dog. We all we all go out and we all been drinking.
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Dog, But you drinking and should have had nothing to do with what
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we going on. And you better, you know, stay on your side
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and don't be on your ship, Like if you're gonna do that, should
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do that with your group. Like yeah, yeah, in fact, I'm
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drinking too, but I know you disrespecting kids. That's something that, like
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I would say, bothers me the most about being an adult, that life
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you can't fight, Like that's not a thing. Like fighting is gone.
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Like when you're an adult, that's charges that legal issues like out the window.
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Bro, Like you used to be able to just fight and that was
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it, whatever the issue was, it was resolved and you're done now.
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Dog. Like you you're an adult, you can't move like that. And
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I honestly feel like that's bullshit. Bro. I do too, But the
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thing is that's adult. A lot of people are strapped, and that's what
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these cowards always lead to. That's what I'm saying. Even if you try
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it these days, they're going to just pull out the strap. Mm hmm.
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Yeah. That's just a lame man, super lame but that's that's what
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it is. Man. It's funny because I was listening to this Bill Maher
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thing, like the Bill Marshall and he was basically just talking, well they
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were talking about on the panel just how like nowadays the street credit thing is
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a lot different just from the point of view of like before it was a
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little more justified in the sense of like they were fighting for territory, they
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were fighting for owners, like they were fighting for money. Basically, you
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know what I'm saying. It was a different kind of motivation, different kind
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of hustle. Like now somebody attacks your character on like TikTok or Instagram or
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Twitter or something that warrants like a street beef where like people die. Bro.
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Yeah, you know what I'm saying. And it's like that, like
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the type of time people be on is like it just don't make no sense.
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It's like the Friday movie. You know what, I'm saying John Witherspoon,
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like that little speech he gave his son in the movie, Like,
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Bro, you know your kids always going to the gun, like all you
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need is these you know what I'm saying. Oh, that's the problem.
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Was like niggas are scared to lose a fight. Oh big, that's the
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problem. Bro, That's really what it is. People are scared to lose
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a fight, like you know what I mean, Like I don't know,
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I just like that to be, like, ID rather lose a fight than
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then then try to fight and get killed Like it wasn't that deep, you
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know what I mean? Yeah, And that's the type of time I was
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always on like rather just even if I'm gonna lose the fight, I'd rather
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fight because usually that ends it. Like yeah, whatever, little, you
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know you ain't gonna mess with even if you beat me in a fight,
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you're not gonna mess with me no more because you know you're not just gonna
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with my ass or you're just gonna walk all over me like you know,
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you're gonna have to earn this one. So that usually kills everything right there.
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You know. That's why I like, ever since I have known how
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to box, I never had to fight because I know I could fight,
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and I don't have to prove that because I know, so if they ever
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happens already, but because I know, And there's a lot of people who
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don't know and who think they get to ask for And those are the lot
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oft people with the lottest barks in the littlest fights. Yeah, yeah,
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a lot. There's a lot of niggas that I owe ask too. But
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I'm gonna just leave it there because I have I have so much patience,
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bro, And sometimes I feel like that's my achilles here, but it's like
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my my pro and my client because I have so much patience. But sometimes
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but I just like there's some niggas that really deserve that ask me. Oh
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yeah, I'm with you. I'm on that. Like for me if I'm
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almost on, like when it happens to me as far as like somebody does
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me wrong, I brush it off more than like how I was saying,
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like a family thing or something like that, because it's like if you do
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me wrong, like you you lost me, that's you, that's on you
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whom I'm not losing out of that situation. You losing out that situation.
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You know what? I'm yeah, I ain't gonna that's telling me you taught
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me bro for real talk. Yeah, And it's like it kind of goes
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back to the being a kid thing like nowadays, you know, any kind
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of retaliation like it could really lead you to some real trouble. So it's
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like, am I gonna? Am I gonna hurt my life over a fucking
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lame? Like you know what I'm saying, It just doesn't make any sense,
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like even just giving them any time of day, you know, Like
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I always hate seeing when people like post about somebody they don't mess with no
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more, like or like you can tell that they're obviously still like holding that
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resentment so hard, and it's like, dog, you're letting that person win
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by giving them so much of your energy when they're not even thinking about you,
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almost like they're just living their life. They're cool. They already fucked
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over three more people since they fucked you over. Facts. I tell that.
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I tell it to a lot of people in family members who still whole
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resembling for people. I'm like, yo, if you still hold out,
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you're just showing them they they still make you feel some type of way.
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They probably never think about you. Ever again, exactly as long as you
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hold on to that, that's you. It's all you now, Yeah,
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you turn it into like your own. So so many people like they see
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the bad in others and they turn it into like a thing for themselves,
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you know what I'm saying, Like a like a thing they have to conquer
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themselves. Like you could just ignore that person and cut that person off and
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that's it, Like you don't got to deal with none of their stuff from
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any point of view. That's felt like that fab line he said, if
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A fuck with you, you're gonna feel that shit. And if I don't
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fuck with you, you're gonna feel that shit too. That's it. You're
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gonna know if I don't fuck with you. Yeah, one of the things
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you said to me, bro that I feel like you taught me this ship
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and then I've taught like five other people the same shit. Where it's like,
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you know, it's especially when it comes to bread, like if somebody
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screws you over on money, like that's the cost you pay to know that
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they're not solid, you know what I'm saying, And like I feel like
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I've learned that lesson multiple times. But like that's where the whole concept of
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that pm p I song came from. You know what I'm saying, It's
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like, you know, I had so many people play me, but in
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the end, they really played themselves. You know what I'm saying. It's
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like I've seen that happen over and over again and it's such a It's it's
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just crazy, bro, It's crazy that people are so like not solid,
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man, Yeah, it's funny. Man. Me and Freddie had a long
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conversation earlier on just because I missed a call with him last week, just
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had a lot of crazy stuff going on, and we kind of just caught
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up today and we were even talking about that, and he was just talking
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from the point of view of like, man, he tries to not think
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that people are so you know, questionable as they are. Like he always
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he wants to assume people are solid, you know what I mean. Not
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that he's naive at all, because if you know Freddie Yan, he's definitely
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one a bit. Yeah, but you know he would like to think that
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somebody solid before you know, he questions if they're solid or not. You
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know. It's like, man, unfortunately, you know most people are not.
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That's just that's just the world we live in. That's just the ratios
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of stuff. That's how they've been Like, it's just it is what it
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is. Dog Like, That's one thing that a lot of people don't like
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to talk about because you don't know where you fall on that scale. Like
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out of every hundred people, you know, there's you know, seven out
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of ten of them are lost. You don't want to you know, that
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puts you at thirty percent chance for you not to be lost. So it's
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like people don't want to realize that because then it really like puts into perspective
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like dang, like what am I doing with my life? You know what
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I'm saying. But you know, this is something that I would like to
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hear y'all opinion on that Me and Freddie was talking about, Like do you
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think there's a difference between being someone that's just content with life as far as
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like you're not really chasing anything, you're just kind of cool with like being
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quote unquote mediocre. Do you think there's a difference between that person and the
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person that's the same exact way but has a goal or has a dream.
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There's a difference. Yeah, there's definitely a difference. What do you think
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is the difference. I think that, Like, so I feel like a
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person that's just like what was the first word you said, like as far
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as like they're like somebody that's like content with being mediocre, you know what
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I mean? Yeah, I feel like a person that's content with being mediocre.
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Like there. I literally just had this conversation with Menti and explained to
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her because she's a nurse, and I'm gonna just use this example. You
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know, she feels like she she was so unhappy because she's going through nursing
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school. She's been a nurse for a year and a half, and she
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is miserable with being a nurse. She's making great money, but she's not
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happy with what she's doing. And so I was explaining to her, I'm
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like, Yo, you're twenty five years old, bro, you're making forty
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five dollars an hour you take. You know, what you need to be
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doing is thinking long term rather than thinking that this is your end all be
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all. So she's trying to break the change. Not the chain, but
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she's trying to break her mindset of being content because it's like, all right,
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I accomplished my goal. I'm a nurse, but I'm not happy being
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a nurse, but you're twenty five making forty five dollars an hour. When
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I was twenty five, I was making sixteen dollars an hour and not even
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in school. And you're like years ahead of that, where by the time
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you're my age, you could own your own business, you could do whatever
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because you have the capital to do that. So this is your grind time.
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So when I explained that to her, she was like, damn,
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I never even thought about it like that, because she is thinking, as
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I've accomplished my goal and I'm content with where I'm at, but I'm not
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happy with what I'm doing. So that's somebody that obviously she's not a content
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person, but somebody that is content would have been like, well, this
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is it. I'm gonna make forty five dollars an hour and get my little
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two percent raise every year. You know, somebody that's content and has goals
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and dreams and stuff like that, they're thinking the way I'm just explained to
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her, where it's like, I'm content with where I'm at, but what's
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the end goal? What's the you know, what am I doing today that's
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going to help me get closer? To the end goal or the dream,
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or the you know whatever it may be the next chapter. You know what
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I'm saying, Because if I was content with where I was when I was
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making sixteen dollars an hour, I could have still been doing that, you
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know what I'm saying. But I still wouldn't have had a studio. I
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still wouldn't have had a house. I still wouldn't have had anything that I
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have. But at the end of the day, I was living a content
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life, but still chasing those goals that was in the future. You know
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what I'm saying. Yeah, Oh, that's the way I see it.
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What do you think, Joe, I know, I agree. I think
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there's a difference. I think because there's a difference between wanting something and taking
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a long time to achieve because it's not your main priority, but you know,
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you want to achieve it, so you take the little steps by steps
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over time you progressively just get better at it, and then just just not
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trying and just talking about it for years, you know, and you sit
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there and you have people in your life who talk about it, talk about
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it for years, and after all these years you hear them talking about it,
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and that that raises doubt in everybody's mind. It's like, bro,
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you've been you've been saying this for all this time, and it's like,
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just you haven't taken one step towards even trying to do that right and you
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know, and I feel bad because those people look for support and it's hard
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to get support after talking about it for so long. But it's like,
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you know, just take one action, take one step towards it, and
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you have everybody on your side supporting you, but just saying it, you're
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saying it is not gonna it's not going to gain. And I think that's
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a big factor in accomplishing a goal. It's a support of your peers and
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the people around you. You can't obtain anything on your own. And I
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got I'm go ahead, I'm sorry, yeah no, And that's what and
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that's what I feel. So I feel after time, you start seeing that
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in people, You start seeing those traits, and you were able to see
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a difference between somebody who has a goal who may not have reached it or
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getting close to reach it, but you see them doing little by little to
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reach it, versus people who talk about a goal for the last ten years
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and haven't done anything about about it to get there. So I'll make one
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last example. So, like I would say, five six years ago,
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I was like financially content with where I was, but where I was didn't
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allow me to create the way I would have liked to. Right in less,
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you know what I'm saying, We can both say the same thing.
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You know what I mean, where we was, we weren't able to create
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the way we would like to. However, we still had dreams and we
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still had goals. So like, even though we were content in this part
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of our life, we still did things to make sure that we were still
22:22
accomplishing our goals and our dreams, you know what I'm saying. So like,
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I feel like you can do both. But there is a difference with
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the person that's just content, you know, because you can be miserable for
22:33
forty years and working a job and hating it and being content, or you
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can be you know what I'm saying, content but also still chasing your dreams
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and goals. You know. Yeah, So what Joe was kind of saying
22:45
kind of was leading into how I felt about it. When me and Freddie
22:48
was talking about it, was just like, to me, the person that
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has the dream with no action, like you were saying, Joe to me,
22:53
they're the same as the content person because you're just saying that you want
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to do something to just kind of trick yourself into thinking that there's something coming
23:03
when you really know that you're not going to do the work to make it
23:04
happen, you know what I mean. So like with me, it's like
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the way I look at it is like you just got to have some kind
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of action, like like you said, Joe, like anything that you do,
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and it don't even got to be something where you're trying to change the
23:19
world money or change the world or exactly what I was gonna say, Like,
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it don't got to be something crazy. It might just be you,
23:26
you know, get picking up a paintbrush and get a little good at that,
23:30
just to look them art around your house, you know what I'm saying,
23:32
Like, or something that makes you feel good about yourself exactly. It's
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just something to get your mind going to expand your your horizons in your own
23:42
mind. Like I feel like there's so much That's something me and Freddie was
23:48
talking about too, Like there's just so much information available to you to just
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even explain life to a certain degree that for people to waste it is still
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like bad. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like how you were
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talking about Quincy, like somebody that might just be at a job for forty
24:06
years, just miserable. Like at the end of the day. I'm not
24:10
saying that you could change your situation as far as like it's just so easy
24:14
to make more money, but you could at least try to figure out a
24:17
way to make a lateral movement to be in a place that's more conducive to
24:21
the type of person you are. You know what I'm saying, Like life
24:25
is so customizable, and it's such a thing where like for you to just
24:30
accept being unhappy all the time, like you're just not even trying. Yeah,
24:36
not, I agree with that, And you don't even have to know
24:38
the person. Like and I can tell you this, Like I was in
24:42
a work experience one time and I met somebody on the first day, like
24:47
day one of seven, and we got to know each other. They told
24:51
me their story and they told me where they are in life and their goals,
24:56
And I was like, that's awesome. One, that's an awesome idea.
24:57
It's aw something that you think like that that's great for you. And
25:02
then the rest of those seventies where I really got to know them, I
25:06
was like, wow, like you're not talking anything. Yeah, and it
25:11
wasn't even a heat oh you know what I'm saying. And I'm like wow.
25:14
I was like, you're completely different from the person. But that's the
25:18
thing, like deep down inside, they want that, they want that,
25:22
but they wake up the next day and just nah, I'm not I'll just
25:26
I'll just chill wear man, I'm not going to go towards that. I'm
25:29
like, man, I heard the world from you, and like the six
25:32
days after that, it seems like you don't give a shit. You're cool
25:34
with what you are, and you have like this persona you're cool with what
25:37
you are and everybody thinks you're cool where you are, so might as well
25:41
be that person. It's like nah, like there's something deeper in there that
25:45
you want to be, but you're never gonna get there if you keep trying
25:48
to prove you are this person everybody else around you besides actually being that person.
25:53
I mentioned it a few times on the pod, but like I hate
25:56
anybody that likes to just sit around in daydream Yeah, like not the person.
26:00
But I just hate that action, Like if that inkling even starts,
26:07
like I just I have to leave or I have to change the subject,
26:10
like it bothered, Like it literally bothers me. Like if people are sitting
26:12
around talking about, oh, if I want the lottery, I would do
26:17
this yeah, and everybody lays out like they're like plan Yeah. Do you
26:22
know what sucks for the people who don't have any kind of resources or help
26:26
to get there versus people who do and they still sit on it when you
26:32
actually have sets and like financial people that can help you, that are willing
26:37
to help you, but they feel the same way about you that like you
26:40
got to show it, like you have all the help in the world you
26:42
can get there, you know, powerful people, and you still don't do
26:45
it, versus the people who have those dreams and they just have, you
26:48
know, no help to do it, which is the service to them too.
26:55
I'm about to pull up, I think, man, I hope I
26:57
can find it. Jari posted something earlier that basically was right along those lines.
27:06
Oh, here we go. The right resources always go to the wrong
27:10
people. Yep, bro, you go. Exactly what I was that always
27:15
comes up with like like exactly what we're talking about, Like, there's so
27:19
many people out here trying to get it, and for some reason, the
27:22
person that's next to the person that can make it happen is always lazy.
27:26
Bro. Like even to like equate it to music, Like, there's so
27:30
many people that ended up making music just because they were behind an artist and
27:36
the artist was so lazy and the person was like, Yo, let me
27:40
just do this myself, or you know, they've just been around it enough
27:42
that they know what they need to do and they're just somebody that works hard,
27:45
so they make it happen. So there's so many quote unquote whack artists
27:52
that get on that the reason why they're kind of whack is because they just
27:56
started making music or they're not really an artist, like yeah, on their
28:00
own, they don't have the help that they had in the beginning, ye
28:03
like, but they just did it, you know, like you can't.
28:07
That's why like when music, music is so subjective, and you know you
28:11
can you can kind of sonically understand what's whack. But at the end of
28:15
the day, Bro, anybody that's making money off music and hustling off this
28:19
music stuff, bro, My hat goes off to them because it's tough,
28:22
like regardless, even if your music is whack, if you're making money off
28:26
of it, bro that's right, that's the gold mine right there. Facts
28:34
do that. But yeah, man, we can start drawing this one to
28:38
a close. Just I wanted to make sure we got something out for that
28:44
week, just because we got crazy for everybody. And man, yes,
28:48
Sunday at the end of last week, freaking came home. You know.
28:56
My wife had been sick for a few days, so we were like a
29:00
playing ketchup. We also had to like go like do a few errors and
29:03
stuff. So we did all our stuff. We get home, man,
29:07
and my daughter's hamster is like like in the middle of dying, broh Man
29:15
on some like like traumatic stuff, like apparently they have these issues with their
29:19
intestines and like it basically something happens when they start bleeding out their bottoms and
29:26
like they'll die, you know. And we basically caught the hamster like in
29:30
the middle of that. So the hamster was like dog when I like,
29:37
it wasn't screaming, but this hamster was dying. Like the only way I
29:41
can equate it is like somebody that got shot in the movie and when it's
29:45
like a long drawn out death of somebody that got like shot right in the
29:48
chest or in the stomach or something. Dog. It was so traumatic and
29:56
everybody was dog. I was crying, my kids were crying, my wife
30:00
was crying. Dog. It was such a crazy, heated moment because like
30:03
if you would have just got home and it would have been dead or something,
30:07
it's like, you know, so easier to handle. It's crazy,
30:11
Bro, it was crazy. I never thought a hamster death would affect me
30:18
so much, bro, but that hamster death was crazy. Bro. Bro,
30:23
you witnessed it. That's that's all you got to say. Bro.
30:26
If I witnessed my dog. Bro, oh god, I woke up in
30:30
the middle of the night thinking about the hamster. Bro. It was crazy.
30:36
That's this strong man. That is strong, Bro. That's that was
30:40
the thing that was like the main thing I got from it, like dog
30:42
like even at this level, Bro, this is tough. This is hard
30:48
bro. Like yo. And it was raining all day. We went outside
30:52
and buried this hamster and the rain brothers out. We looked like it was
30:57
like a scene. It looked like the scene withe Uncle Ben died in Spoti.
31:00
Bro. Like it was mad dramatic brokah dog, it was nuts,
31:11
bro nuts, it was it was. It took us like a whole day
31:14
and a half to even come down and then to bring it back full circle.
31:18
That's when I that next day is when I came home and that guy
31:21
was outside school. Yeah he was about to get But I say that to
31:30
say this rest in peace. My Cookie girl, her name is Cookie.
31:34
I always called her my cookie girl. And you know, she was very
31:40
loved in this house, my daughter feeling. My daughter spent a lot of
31:45
her own hard earn money on that hamster to make sure she had the best
31:49
life. And she did have the best life. She was very loved and
31:55
she made a big impact on us and I'm sure that we will never forget
31:59
Cookie. Yeah, it's the peace. Well, I don't want to take
32:02
away from that, but Quincy knows the story. Uh, And that's the
32:07
basis of my tattoo. That's the reason I got this tattoo. Ah.
32:12
Death is inevitable, and you can't cheat that, whether yourself or anybody around
32:17
you. You can't. Death is going to happen eventually, no matter what
32:22
you do to push it off. That death is inevitable, and it's something
32:27
you got to accept for yourself and the people around you, including animals and
32:30
family members and family animal members. It's it's it's something that you can't it's
32:36
something that you deal with every every single day you wake up you didn't die,
32:42
and everybody around you every day they wake up they didn't die. And
32:45
it's that's the strong significance between the tattoo I got, So it kind of
32:50
correlates to what you were just talking about. That is strong man, Yeah,
32:54
for sure, bro hey man. After that, there's only one thing
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to say. You already know, Quincy, what is it? Stayington Butterington.
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You fear me not not not not not not not not nothing after ever after a