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Episode 75 | Season 4 | Purpose Moon Cycle | Full Moon · Living the Moon Cycles

• 0:06
  SPEAKER_01: Hello, I'm Wendy Wrights, and welcome to Living the Moon Cycles.
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  SPEAKER_01: Each episode is a conversation with me and my highly intuitive good friend Betty, where we share our extraordinary experiences of intuition.
• 0:20
  SPEAKER_01: By living an organic way of being within the sacred geometry of cyclical time, we experience the full capacity of our consciousness.
• 0:29
  SPEAKER_01: Our conversation and the information you hear in this podcast is streamed from a unified collective intelligence known as the 11th Alliance.
• 0:39
  SPEAKER_01: I invite you to explore and enjoy a new knowing of yourself within Living the Moon Cycles.
• 0:45
  SPEAKER_01: Live it and be it.
• 0:55
  SPEAKER_01: Hello, welcome to season four of Living the Moon Cycles.
• 0:59
  SPEAKER_01: It's the purpose moon cycle of 2026.
• 1:04
  SPEAKER_01: Full moon.
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  SPEAKER_01: Hello, Betty.
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  SPEAKER_01: Hello, Wendy.
• 1:08
  SPEAKER_01: How's Betty today?
• 1:10
  SPEAKER_00: Betty's good.
• 1:11
  SPEAKER_00: Betty's really good.
• 1:12
  SPEAKER_00: The um I was sharing with you earlier how the weather has changed here in Florida and it's it's just beautiful.
• 1:20
  SPEAKER_00: And when I went out for my walk this morning, everybody is in such a good mood.
• 1:25
  SPEAKER_00: There uh everybody that you meet as you walk along the sidewalk is good morning, good morning, how are you?
• 1:30
  SPEAKER_00: It's just it's it's amazing here, and I think tomorrow's gonna have to be a pool day.
• 1:35
  SPEAKER_00: Haven't had one anymore.
• 1:36
  SPEAKER_00: Oh right.
• 1:37
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, we got 17 inches in the last month of water.
• 1:40
  SPEAKER_00: There's a lot of water.
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  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
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  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_01: Wow.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, we can always feel the the change in impulses from the from the first two weeks of the moon cycle to the second two weeks.
• 1:52
  SPEAKER_01: And the first two weeks are change, which is creativity, throws creativity into your lifestyle in reality.
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  SPEAKER_01: And then we have the second two weeks, which is what we're starting, which is growth, which is the receptive uh impulse.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_01: And so uh yeah, so Betty and I, after many years, we're we like we notice the expression of the change in impulses when you say even in our even in our personal disposition, where this morning I woke up in this really nice new king size bed with clean sheets, and I was like, why would I ever get out of this bed?
• 2:32
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's right, I have to do a recording today.
• 2:37
  SPEAKER_01: But you do you do wonder those things sometimes, don't you?
• 2:41
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 2:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 2:42
  SPEAKER_01: So wouldn't you say that the the last the change for both of us has been new furniture?
• 2:49
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's true, yes.
• 2:51
  SPEAKER_00: I yeah, I finally uh got some ordered and I while I was doing my trip, um down here in Florida it's really nice.
• 3:00
  SPEAKER_00: They you order your furniture and they'll hold it for you till you come back.
• 3:04
  SPEAKER_00: So I got new Lanai furniture, and the last furniture I had was from COVID, and I made do with it.
• 3:12
  SPEAKER_00: But this is oh, it's everything's so comfortable.
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  SPEAKER_00: It came up seamlessly.
• 3:16
  SPEAKER_00: The gentleman was just a sweetie bringing it up, is just amazing.
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  SPEAKER_01: So Betty has a couch now on her Lanai, two end tables, and then two side chairs and a coffee table, and then in another corner she has a recliner.
• 3:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I'm living large, baby.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_00: I am living large.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I just got yesterday uh my couch, which I think on the last podcast we were talking about, having no place to sit.
• 3:45
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 3:46
  SPEAKER_01: So, um, so yeah, that couch came and it was perfect delivery, and um it's it's so comfortable.
• 3:54
  SPEAKER_01: It's it's a kind of a low or mid-century modern uh style big seat.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: So and I also got a coffee table yesterday, and I also got my bar stools.
• 4:06
  SPEAKER_01: It was a day of furniture.
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  SPEAKER_01: But then, you know, Brian and I were putting together bar stools, and I said to him, Remember when furniture came assembled?
• 4:16
  SPEAKER_01: It was all you didn't have to spend 45 minutes.
• 4:20
  SPEAKER_01: So it was really funny yesterday because he had a bar stool, I had a bar stool, and I'm the product designer who reads the instructions.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, I put mine together completely backwards.
• 4:32
  SPEAKER_01: And he put his together right.
• 4:37
  SPEAKER_01: I went really fast, and I was kind of like, oh, you know, and he's going slow and he's meticulous, and then all of a sudden I realized I had to take out those 12 screws that I put in.
• 4:50
  SPEAKER_01: Ah, turn everything the other way and put it all back together.
• 4:54
  SPEAKER_01: And he's just smirking.
• 4:56
  SPEAKER_01: He's just he has his head down and he keeps going on his, you know, and then he gets his seat on and then he sits in it and he watches me finish up, finish putting my taking apart my bar stool and putting it back together.
• 5:11
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, lots of fun with um setting up an apartment.
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  SPEAKER_01: And boy, Betty and I had a long conversation this morning.
• 5:18
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't even see how many hours we were doing conversation.
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  SPEAKER_00: I don't know, but it's been a while since we've talked, so yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 5:28
  SPEAKER_01: We would like everyone to know that we are a little more informed compared to the last episode, wouldn't you say, Betty?
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh, we were just complete uncertainty last time, and there is a lot come to light, and a lot came in this morning, which Wendy's gonna share with us, and I'm going to listen to for the second time and see if I can assimilate it.
• 5:51
  SPEAKER_01: Well, here's what here's one of the biggest key concepts, okay?
• 5:55
  SPEAKER_01: We didn't know anything the last episode because we hadn't experienced anything, right, buddy?
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  SPEAKER_00: Right.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what it's all about is experience, yes.
• 6:04
  SPEAKER_01: It's total firsthand experience.
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  SPEAKER_01: So we had two weeks of an experience of you know, that first um new moon week is inspired next steps, like we used to talk about, but it's also what we're talking about with a character arch story structure, it's it's your inciting event, and then you go from there into uh the first quarter moon week, which is what we used to talk about as narrative, and now that is starts the the the second act, it it starts where the point of no return, where you're set on your adventure, and um you have you're a little imbalanced, and because you've had you've had that inciting events, which is change, and then you're on your adventure during that first quarter moon week, and and that first quarter moon week is really about reacting to being thrown into a new world, a new the change basically.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, you have an old narrative that you've been living by, and all of a sudden that narrative is changing.
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  SPEAKER_01: The more people you come into contact with, the more you're realizing your new narrative, and you're realizing this um emerging um new aspects of yourself coming forth.
• 7:30
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: So that's what we we just went through, and so we're at the midpoint right now, we're at the full moon where and this at this midpoint, this full moon is a moment of truth.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: So in a character arc, you have what's called the lie that we believe.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: And we've just had the moment of truth, which undermines that lie that we believe.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so we have also what we want, and then we also have what we need.
• 8:05
  SPEAKER_01: Now, we start the moon cycle with this idea of what we want, and during the entire moon cycle, what emerges is what we actually need, and that's what happens in a character arc.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so Betty and I are going through our experiences, okay, what's our lie?
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  SPEAKER_01: What do we need?
• 8:23
  SPEAKER_01: What what do we want?
• 8:24
  SPEAKER_01: What you know and we what we do is we put together those concepts, okay, structure, framework of what we know is happening, and then we plug in our experiences to those.
• 8:42
  SPEAKER_01: And that's what is so fun, at least for Betty and I.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, and we also have each other so we can throw this back and forth with each other, which is really helpful, wouldn't you say, Betty?
• 8:54
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, absolutely.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_00: Especially with uh Wendy's multidimensional mind.
• 8:59
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, I give her my experiences and I can kind of put them together, and then she flushes them out seamlessly.
• 9:07
  SPEAKER_00: And her experiences, she has many more experiences than I do.
• 9:13
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and then she can put all those together as well.
• 9:16
  SPEAKER_00: And we banter them back and forth, and sometimes I get things that she hasn't gotten.
• 9:22
  SPEAKER_00: Most of the time she's gotten way more than I did, and it the way it all comes together is just amazing.
• 9:28
  SPEAKER_00: So last movie.
• 9:30
  SPEAKER_01: It's like a puzzle, isn't it?
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_01: Aren't we always putting together a puzzle of some kind?
• 9:34
  SPEAKER_00: And I think last time, uh, our last podcast, we had I think multiple pieces.
• 9:40
  SPEAKER_00: I don't even know if we had the pieces.
• 9:42
  SPEAKER_00: It was so no there was so there was not a lot of information.
• 9:47
  SPEAKER_01: It was obscure and elusive and and yeah.
• 9:53
  SPEAKER_00: So it we really were starting a book.
• 9:56
  SPEAKER_01: We were yes, it's the it's just as we said, where you you know what what's it like to just open a book and you don't know what's you don't know the characters, you don't know the plot, you don't know you know anything.
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  SPEAKER_01: So this purpose moon cycle is the first chapter in the book of the series of moon cycles.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: Now the theme is purpose, all right.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what we're doing is change and growth with our purpose and how we understand our purpose, how we're in relationship with it.
• 10:28
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and you can say that your purpose, you really say, well, your purpose is your divine life trajectory.
• 10:36
  SPEAKER_01: All right, and Betty and I had a conversation about that too.
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  SPEAKER_01: Now, a divine life trajectory is really an open-ended narrative.
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  SPEAKER_01: And that is where you're exemplifying the potentials in every moment and you're not holding yourself to a closed narrative.
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  SPEAKER_01: So um that's really what the purpose is.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_01: You you have a purpose, which is your source is learning about itself through you.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 11:11
  SPEAKER_01: And in that you have a divine life trajectory that has and that trajectory has a curriculum to it in a way.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so you're allowing that curriculum to open up in its fullest expression.
• 11:29
  SPEAKER_01: So when you hold yourself to shoulds and musts and obligations and and you have goals and you have you know measuring yourself against other things, that's a closed narrative.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's not that doesn't support your divine life trajectory.
• 11:48
  SPEAKER_01: And so it also resists organic change being introduced to you.
• 11:53
  SPEAKER_01: And so that's why you end up with injuries and physical ailments and all kinds of different things.
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_01: Wow, we covered a lot in a short period of time, didn't we?
• 12:04
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just sitting here in amazement.
• 12:06
  SPEAKER_00: Keep going, Wendy.
• 12:07
  SPEAKER_00: This is great.
• 12:08
  SPEAKER_00: I think this is what people want to hear.
• 12:10
  SPEAKER_00: This this is great.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_00: Let me just add uh predetermination.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_00: I keep hearing predetermination is one of those that it closes the narrative.
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yes.
• 12:21
  SPEAKER_01: Um yeah.
• 12:23
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm working on the practice of well-being, which is talks about you know, inspired next steps where you pause and you listen and then you're in gratitude, and then you hear your guidance.
• 12:37
  SPEAKER_01: And that is the truth of the moment in your consciousness where your divine life trajectory comes alive in its own way, without that um distortion happening, you know, with the predetermination and all the closed narrative and goals and all that kind of stuff.
• 12:57
  SPEAKER_00: What I like about what you just presented is it gives direction.
• 13:01
  SPEAKER_00: It gives direction on on this map that we are unfolding here, instead of just saying, well, do this and this and this.
• 13:12
  SPEAKER_00: What you did is you gave the steps in order of of how this works.
• 13:19
  SPEAKER_01: Broke it down, broke it down into exactly how it works.
• 13:23
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 13:24
  SPEAKER_01: Uh so I've been experimenting the last couple weeks being here in Oregon with Brian, the wood carver, and we're we're sharing a life together, and Wendy's doing inspired next steps.
• 13:36
  SPEAKER_01: And Brian stands there and kind of throws up his hands and goes, How do I fit into this?
• 13:40
  SPEAKER_01: Are you getting an inspired next step with me?
• 13:43
  SPEAKER_01: You know, like am I part of your day today?
• 13:45
  SPEAKER_01: Oh no, okay.
• 13:48
  SPEAKER_00: But I want to be part of your day.
• 13:51
  SPEAKER_01: When he asks me that, I say, I don't know.
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  SPEAKER_01: Because I'm only on this step, right?
• 13:57
  SPEAKER_01: I'm in the moment and I'm on that step.
• 14:00
  SPEAKER_01: So we've been going through some days of um, I went to uh Corvallis, which is a little town.
• 14:07
  SPEAKER_01: I have to drive an hour and a half to get to a Target, okay?
• 14:10
  SPEAKER_01: And Betty and I were talking about instant gratification.
• 14:12
  SPEAKER_01: Wendy's not getting instant gratification.
• 14:15
  SPEAKER_01: Like my Target store back in St.
• 14:18
  SPEAKER_01: Louis is you know, can can be five minutes.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, and and so that all ties into what I want and what I need right now.
• 14:28
  SPEAKER_01: But anyway, um, but I went we went to Corvallis a a week ago and and he went with me and it was it was really interesting because I I have my inspired next step and he's like, Oh, I want to go look at shoes.
• 14:42
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, okay, how does it how does this work?
• 14:44
  SPEAKER_01: Because I'm really supposed to be going to this store, but now he's looking at shoes, so I'm very patient, you know.
• 14:49
  SPEAKER_01: And anyway, so we went through going to Corvallis together, and then I I got this apartment with nothing in it, and I'm like, I really gotta go.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_01: I I know to go get a bunch of stuff, and so I head out on my own, and I know it kind of hurt his feelings because I was like, No, I'm going by myself because he likes to spend time with me, and so but that day it was like clockwork.
• 15:12
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it was just so boom, boom, boom.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_01: I I text Betty, I'm on my way to Office Max, and then like twenty was it twenty minutes.
• 15:21
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I had a printer in the car and all the paper and everything.
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it was just like anyway, but I got to Home Depot and it was so disappointing.
• 15:30
  SPEAKER_01: Like in the Midwest, a Home Depot is huge.
• 15:33
  SPEAKER_01: You can get anything at a Home Depot.
• 15:36
  SPEAKER_01: This was the third of I the curtain rods were just this tiny little dissection.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, where's all the curtain rods?
• 15:44
  SPEAKER_01: You know?
• 15:46
  SPEAKER_00: We like to have that tactile thing too, where it's right in front of us and we can look at it and touch it and estimate size and all of that, and you don't have that right now.
• 15:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 15:58
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 15:58
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm navigating this, you know, intimate relationship with with Inspired Next Steps with my guidance.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_01: And we took a walk on the beach last night, and I was explaining to I was like, because he was we were talking about the last few days and spending time together and not talking a lot, not enough, and and um, and I just stopped and I looked at him and said, You know, I don't know how this works.
• 16:25
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know how it's gonna go with me doing my inspired next.
• 16:29
  SPEAKER_01: I've been a l on my own for four years, and I just get up every morning and I do it, and now I'm introducing you into it.
• 16:35
  SPEAKER_01: And he and he stopped and he goes, I'm good.
• 16:38
  SPEAKER_01: We'll just see what happens.
• 16:39
  SPEAKER_01: It's all good.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_01: And I thought, until you get sad because you can't go to Corallis, you know.
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_01: I mean it is a dance though, isn't it?
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it really is a dance.
• 16:50
  SPEAKER_01: It's well what I've seen with you, Betty, okay, your guidance and my guidance synchronize at some point.
• 17:00
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_01: Right?
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 17:02
  SPEAKER_01: And that happens with Paige and it happens with the other people involved, especially when we go to like to an expo or something.
• 17:08
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 17:09
  SPEAKER_01: So our our our our guidance hasn't quite synchronized, or it is synchronizing and it looks very strange.
• 17:17
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 17:20
  SPEAKER_00: Well, for I can only share my experience with Jerry, and I found that I have to speak my truth.
• 17:31
  SPEAKER_00: And for a lot of years, I just kind of went along with you know, whatever happened.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_00: Once I started following my inspired next steps, and that's been, what do you think, four or five years that we've been doing that?
• 17:45
  SPEAKER_00: Or things changed, our relationship changed so that now, and it it was a process.
• 17:52
  SPEAKER_00: It'll probably be faster for you and Brian.
• 17:55
  SPEAKER_00: And now Jerry is more open to that.
• 18:00
  SPEAKER_00: So that when I say, uh, I don't know, just for example, he'll call and say, You want to go to breakfast, I'll say, No, I'm I'm doing my journaling.
• 18:08
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe in an hour or so I'll get back to you.
• 18:10
  SPEAKER_00: And he's okay with that.
• 18:12
  SPEAKER_00: Whereas before he would be like, Well, no, let's just go at breakfast and then you can journal.
• 18:17
  SPEAKER_00: But yet it is a dance, you have to learn the steps with each other for sure.
• 18:21
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 18:22
  SPEAKER_01: He came over uh yesterday I got my couch and he came over and he was a little sad.
• 18:28
  SPEAKER_01: And he and I knew it and he was trying to hide it.
• 18:31
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, okay, what's wrong?
• 18:33
  SPEAKER_01: And he's like, Look, you're gonna get all comfortable over here, you're making this beautiful apartment, and then you're never gonna want to come to my place anymore.
• 18:41
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Oh, that's not true.
• 18:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I go, My apartment's threatening you, and well, kind of, yeah.
• 18:51
  SPEAKER_01: So we got all you don't know, it's a dance that we're learning.
• 18:55
  SPEAKER_01: It's totally a dance.
• 18:58
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 19:00
  SPEAKER_01: But so we did have inciting events, didn't we, Betty, in the last couple weeks.
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_01: And our inciting events, yours and mine was was kind of similar, where we had a uh I had the experience of a very high vibration.
• 19:17
  SPEAKER_01: Um and it had to do with the woods that are behind where Brian carves.
• 19:23
  SPEAKER_01: Because I felt the presence, felt the presence when I was standing there.
• 19:26
  SPEAKER_01: I even mentioned it to him.
• 19:28
  SPEAKER_01: And then we were inside one night and and all of a sudden I I just got uh this pre the presence again, and it was in and I heard explain this to Brian, and so I tried to explain to him that there's you know, his guides or his angels or this this that's working with both of us that's that's you know, present with us.
• 19:52
  SPEAKER_01: And um he's very open-minded.
• 19:55
  SPEAKER_01: He he gives me that sideways look like and what am I supposed to do with that?
• 19:59
  SPEAKER_01: Do do I do something with it or which is fun too.
• 20:06
  SPEAKER_01: So that was my inciting event, was the the cellular memory of that higher vibration that I'm working with.
• 20:15
  SPEAKER_00: Right, and mine was uh uh very similar in that in the middle of the night, which is when I do a lot of my work.
• 20:23
  SPEAKER_00: I mean it that the fact of the matter is I'm up between midnight and two somewhere, and then I'm up for a couple hours.
• 20:30
  SPEAKER_00: And I was guided to go out on the Lanai, and I sat on a Lanai and I started to get this download, downloads, just pouring information um about where I'm from my relationship with my relationships.
• 20:49
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and it was really it really showed me a lot about who I am.
• 20:56
  SPEAKER_00: I'm really not from this dimension.
• 20:58
  SPEAKER_00: I'm nowhere close to this, I'm beyond space and time, and it really opened up a whole lot of uh awareness for me about why I am here and how I am to be a part of this world, in that I am a grounding of uh uh stabilizing, stabilizing for for a lot of people and a lot of the vibration in here.
• 21:26
  SPEAKER_00: And that has continued on into this uh last week, too, so that um it's it's really shown me how this space I've had from Wendy, because Wendy's been way more involved with traveling up and down the West Coast and with Jerry, who has been in St.
• 21:44
  SPEAKER_00: Louis, um, and how it's given me so much objectivity on those relationships, which if I had not had that space, I would not have been able to have that objectively objectivity, or it would not have come as easily as it has.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: So it was those were pretty big inciting events for me.
• 22:05
  SPEAKER_01: Can you describe objectivity on a relationship?
• 22:08
  SPEAKER_00: Well, in I'm have been unfurling and unmeshing my relationships, particularly the instigating one was Jerry a year and a half ago when we separated.
• 22:21
  SPEAKER_00: And so um what it's showing me now that instead of being, and even with you and me, we were talking pretty much every day, sometimes an hour, sometimes two or three or four hours, and then you started traveling, and that didn't happen as often.
• 22:37
  SPEAKER_00: We still had some, but now that you have got your apartment, it's not happened as much either.
• 22:43
  SPEAKER_00: And I really see how that um there was a reliance there that I had on you that didn't that it was kind of a distraction, could be a distraction in a way.
• 22:56
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and the same with Jerry, so that I really wasn't focusing on my relationship with source and the work that I need to do.
• 23:06
  SPEAKER_00: And to, it's really opened up um opportunities for me to sit on the lanai and get information, get downloads, and also to read books like for the uh writing uh that I've been doing in these last few days.
• 23:23
  SPEAKER_00: It's been about creativity, bringing out my art supplies and working more with that.
• 23:28
  SPEAKER_00: So it's opened up so much space for me, which I haven't had.
• 23:33
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and it's because I didn't I didn't even realize it.
• 23:37
  SPEAKER_00: I I didn't even realize that was there.
• 23:40
  SPEAKER_00: So it's really that's how it's changed my relationship with my relationships.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_01: So the change that's being introduced to you is space.
• 23:51
  SPEAKER_01: And space where you can go deeper with the relationship with your source, which with with your relationship with yourself, which is your relationship with the source.
• 24:04
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 24:04
  SPEAKER_01: So isn't that interesting?
• 24:06
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, we're we're introduced to change during the first couple weeks of the moon cycle, but we're not always aware because there's so many different types of change, like that spatial, you know, within your consciousness that you had to you had to um well we just float a we just float, don't we?
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_01: Sometimes we float really close and then we float away, or we're just not in contact with each other.
• 24:34
  SPEAKER_01: But I would say it with some of my relationships of like Betty, it's almost like how you want to pick up your phone.
• 24:42
  SPEAKER_01: It's like, oh, I wonder what Betty's thinking today.
• 24:45
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
• 24:46
  SPEAKER_01: Absolutely.
• 24:46
  SPEAKER_01: And then then we haven't talked I don't know how long I we haven't talked in a while, and so we had this super long pre-conversation this morning, getting caught up, and it's like we talk as fast as we possibly can, blah blah blah, you know?
• 24:59
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 25:00
  SPEAKER_01: Sharing and then making realizations, and so it does cat I mean, we it I feel like we have to put the time in, you know, but just sometimes we we are doing that daily, and sometimes we just do a fast catch-up like we did today.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 25:17
  SPEAKER_00: But even the last few days we've just been texting, and that's that's really um it it helps me touch base with you, and yet still gives me the opportunity to have a big space of time to go deeper, like you said, into those things that I need to go deeper in, but it's a lot easier not to.
• 25:37
  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes it's better, I think, for me to avoid those.
• 25:41
  SPEAKER_00: So you talking with you can be a distraction in a good way for me, and yet I I really still think you do more processing on your own when you don't talk to me.
• 25:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yes, yeah, because you're so good at helping me process.
• 25:55
  SPEAKER_01: Well, and I think it's the same for me though, because I your reflection, you're you know, you're always hearing something that you share with me, and you know.
• 26:05
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 26:06
  SPEAKER_01: Um so let's get back to like our lie and what we want and what we need and the moment of truth.
• 26:13
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so today is the moment of truth.
• 26:16
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and Betty and I had some realizations, and um one of the realizations we had was okay, the truth is really what you need, and the lie is what you think you want.
• 26:33
  SPEAKER_01: So those are in relationship with each other.
• 26:36
  SPEAKER_01: Betty's thinking.
• 26:37
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, because I was thinking it was the other way, so I'm processing what you're seeing is the wheels turning.
• 26:44
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 26:44
  SPEAKER_01: The lie is what you think you want, and the truth is what you really need.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, I'll go with that, yes.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so I mentioned one dimension of my need and want, which was I really want instant gratification.
• 27:05
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, that's what I want.
• 27:06
  SPEAKER_01: I I want to be back in St.
• 27:08
  SPEAKER_01: Louis where it just I need this, I go get it.
• 27:11
  SPEAKER_01: I need that, you know, I go get it.
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_01: Well now I'm in a scenario in the central coast of Oregon where it takes an hour and a half to get to a target.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: Or, you know, so I have to do more of a deeper dive.
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_01: I'm more I'm not getting instant gratification, so I have to sit with whatever it is, my guidance.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_01: And uh so there's more what I what I'm being presented with, but what I need is to be okay with um what I have, but also be more aware of how I'm being guided in the moment because uh these solutions are being presented to me, very easy solutions, all right, in a form that's not what I'm usually used to.
• 28:10
  SPEAKER_01: Where and I'm and I'm finding myself not I'm finding myself arguing with my guidance, all right?
• 28:18
  SPEAKER_01: Where um, you know, I was supposed to buy this chair at the Fred Myers store a couple weeks ago and I didn't buy it because I'm like, that's dark blue, why would I buy a dark blue chair?
• 28:30
  SPEAKER_01: All right, so I didn't buy it, and then I didn't have anything to sit on for a long time, and so I finally went and bought it earlier this week.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_01: And when I got there, I thought, okay, I'm here, I'm gonna buy the chair.
• 28:43
  SPEAKER_01: It's probably not in stock.
• 28:45
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, you know how you do that.
• 28:46
  SPEAKER_01: So then I go, I find somebody, they come back and they go, Well, here's one in a box sitting right next to it.
• 28:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I went, Oh, how convenient.
• 28:54
  SPEAKER_01: You know, like now I have no reason not to buy this chair.
• 28:58
  SPEAKER_01: So I go over to the counter and he goes, You can just pay for it right over there, which was only like five steps away.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_01: I go over there and the guy's like, Oh, you got your Fred Meyer card.
• 29:07
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, Yeah.
• 29:07
  SPEAKER_01: So that took a it was already on super duper sale.
• 29:10
  SPEAKER_01: And then then he goes, Oh, you know, I think I have another coupon.
• 29:14
  SPEAKER_01: We could get more off of this.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_01: So he goes over, grabs some coupon, and he runs that.
• 29:17
  SPEAKER_01: It was$40 less than the super duper sale.
• 29:21
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, obviously, I'm supposed to have this chair that doesn't fit with my consciousness.
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_01: This chair is what I need, and what I want is I think is something completely different.
• 29:32
  SPEAKER_01: So I get the chair back home.
• 29:33
  SPEAKER_01: It was very easy to get it back to the apartment.
• 29:36
  SPEAKER_01: We set it up, I sit in it, and it's like, oh, I really like this chair.
• 29:41
  SPEAKER_01: This chair's really comfortable.
• 29:42
  SPEAKER_01: Wow, I'm gonna have darker furniture in my apartment.
• 29:45
  SPEAKER_01: This is kind of cool, you know.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_01: I mean it looks good, it really does.
• 29:50
  SPEAKER_01: But do you s I hope that's a good example of the kind of what I want or think I want and what I need and how we go through this dance with the two?
• 30:04
  SPEAKER_00: So you're s you're saying the want is the lie and the need is the truth.
• 30:09
  SPEAKER_01: I was thinking, I don't want a dark blue chair, I want a light colored chair because that's what I've known.
• 30:18
  SPEAKER_01: I have a new narrative going on, and I don't like the style of that chair.
• 30:24
  SPEAKER_01: It's a little more blocky than I usually buy, and it's not what I consider a high-end chair.
• 30:33
  SPEAKER_01: I'm a furniture designer, right?
• 30:36
  SPEAKER_01: So can you see how the once are taking over?
• 30:40
  SPEAKER_01: This is a very functional, efficient, um it's a well-made chair.
• 30:47
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 30:49
  SPEAKER_01: And it's easy, it's an easy solution right now.
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_01: This is what you need.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_01: And it looks good.
• 30:55
  SPEAKER_01: How does it sit?
• 30:56
  SPEAKER_01: It's great, it's super comfortable.
• 30:58
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, then there you go.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_01: I know.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_01: But see what happens in our head with the want and the the and then the need comes through?
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_01: Mm-hmm.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_00: Well, and you you yeah, you think you have a certain limiting perception on what it is that you think you need.
• 31:14
  SPEAKER_01: So your limiting perception is what you want.
• 31:18
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 31:20
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 31:20
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 31:21
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 31:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, you're right.
• 31:23
  SPEAKER_00: I got that wrong.
• 31:24
  SPEAKER_01: We're following that limiting perception, and and and I think it's interesting because you know, I I I'm used to my little bungalow in St.
• 31:33
  SPEAKER_01: Louis, and I'm trying to recreate the same little bungalow uh atmosphere, environment.
• 31:40
  SPEAKER_00: Well, it's comfortable, right?
• 31:41
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's what I know.
• 31:43
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm being traded completely different, and then and everything is so cheap.
• 31:50
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I don't have to pay a lot of money for what and I'm so used to like I if I pay a lot of money, I'm gonna get better quality, right?
• 31:59
  SPEAKER_01: Like, well, maybe I don't need that quality right now, maybe this is more transitional.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_01: So last night I was sitting on the couch and going through realizations of the first two moon weeks and all of that, and I heard, pick up your phone, we're gonna show you something.
• 32:15
  SPEAKER_01: That was my guidance.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, no, no, I don't want to go there.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_01: I don't want to go online shopping right now, you know.
• 32:19
  SPEAKER_01: We get lost in that.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_01: And it was like, no, you're not gonna get lost in it.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_01: Just do what we show you.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_01: Like, fine, I pick up my phone and I Googled whatever it was, um, mid-century modern bookcases.
• 32:34
  SPEAKER_01: And this one comes up on Wayfair and it's only$179.
• 32:39
  SPEAKER_01: And I zoom in, I go, that's not real wood if it's$179, you know, because I'm a product designer.
• 32:46
  SPEAKER_01: And I hear buy it now.
• 32:48
  SPEAKER_01: It goes perfectly in the spot that I knew I needed a larger bookshelf, and there was a part of me that's like, it's only$179.
• 32:56
  SPEAKER_01: If it gets here, it's gonna be plastic, and then I'm not gonna like it.
• 33:00
  SPEAKER_01: All this crap goes on in my head.
• 33:02
  SPEAKER_01: Well, it's what I need compared to what I want.
• 33:07
  SPEAKER_01: And so I finally just pushed the button, and I was like, fine, I'll buy the bookshelf.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_01: And then I put the phone down.
• 33:15
  SPEAKER_01: And then I heard, wasn't that really easy?
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, and it was a different style.
• 33:19
  SPEAKER_01: It was more of an industrial mid-century modern than you know, your your pure mid-century modern style.
• 33:27
  SPEAKER_01: And it was like, industrial, we're going with industrial mid-century modern, where does that fit in with everything?
• 33:33
  SPEAKER_01: You know, because I mean there's so much design stuff that goes, but it's like, no, this is an easy, quick, cheap solution for what you need.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_01: Just do it, Wendy.
• 33:46
  SPEAKER_00: What I like about this story is that you're sharing what we do, which is we argue sometimes with our guidance.
• 33:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 33:54
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 33:55
  SPEAKER_01: And because it doesn't make sense.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_00: Right?
• 33:59
  SPEAKER_01: It's different than what we have in our head.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 34:03
  SPEAKER_00: So I mean, I think that you sharing that makes the world a difference for those folks who are following their inspired next steps and find themselves arguing with the with the uh the guidance.
• 34:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, we do that.
• 34:17
  SPEAKER_01: So we went to a furniture store a while ago, before I had the apartment even, and we were in, and there was this triangle coffee table that was mid-century modern that was really cool, but it had a defect on the top of it, so it was marked down.
• 34:31
  SPEAKER_01: And I stood there and I said, uh, the defect wouldn't really matter because I put so much crap on a coffee table to begin with that nobody's gonna see it.
• 34:38
  SPEAKER_01: But I I thought, no, I'm I don't think I'm supposed to buy it right now, and so I didn't buy it.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_01: And then I got the came and got the apartment and everything, and then I heard last week call and see if that coffee table is still there.
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_01: So I called and the guy goes, Yeah, yeah, it's still here, it's fine, it's like$2.99 or whatever.
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, hmm, that's not bad, you know, still with the but it's solid walnut.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, well, I won't go into the materials, but anyway,$2.99 is a good price for the amount of wood and what it was made of.
• 35:04
  SPEAKER_01: So, anyways, but it so yesterday after I got the couch, I heard go get the the coffee table.
• 35:10
  SPEAKER_01: And so I drove down there and I walked in, and I I don't know if it was the owner, but I said, I'm interested in that triangle coffee table you had on sale.
• 35:17
  SPEAKER_01: And oh yeah, we still got it, we still got it.
• 35:19
  SPEAKER_01: And he turns around and looks at me, he goes, Are you the one I quoted$199 on that coffee table?
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_01: And I went, No.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_01: And then I went, Yes, yes, I am.
• 35:27
  SPEAKER_01: I'm that person, you know, and and he just grinned at me and we started walking towards the counter and he goes, I'll give it to you for$199.
• 35:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I thought, okay, so that's orchestration, that's guidance to wait till I and then I was like, I'll take it, you know?
• 35:44
  SPEAKER_00: So then I ended up snacked off.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 35:47
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, and that has been happening to me a lot with these things, and so that's a good example of when like I was in the furniture store, that table was that coffee table was highlighted to me, but I knew the difference of being highlighted compared to purchase it now, you know?
• 36:07
  SPEAKER_01: And so to be patient and let things percolate also.
• 36:12
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 36:14
  SPEAKER_00: So what week was that in?
• 36:16
  SPEAKER_00: Was that in the week of the inciting event, or was that last week with the um uh well, the new narrative, which we're what are we changing the narrative week to now?
• 36:29
  SPEAKER_01: I saw the coffee table in the last moon cycle.
• 36:33
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, it was in the last moon cycle, okay.
• 36:36
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't know it had been that long ago.
• 36:38
  SPEAKER_01: And then I called them at the beginning of the narrative week.
• 36:41
  SPEAKER_01: The first quarter moon week.
• 36:43
  SPEAKER_01: And then I went and got the coffee table just yesterday, right before the new moon.
• 36:49
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 36:50
  SPEAKER_01: But it all when you start keeping track of this, uh you see how it totally syncs with that patterning of change and growth in the moon cycle.
• 37:01
  SPEAKER_01: And now we're really understanding the deeper character arc within the consciousness that's happening.
• 37:06
  SPEAKER_00: And we're also well, at least Betty is learning the new language that goes along with that too.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 37:11
  SPEAKER_01: So this moment of truth, as you're leading up to the full moon, you're gonna between the gibbous and the full moon, you go through these kind of micro realizations that are building the moment of truth.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_01: So I was very aware of that because I'm you know, we're we have these books that we're following, and we overlay the character arc on top of the the patterning of a moon cycle, and so I knew that.
• 37:42
  SPEAKER_01: So I was um I was aware of when my realizations were coming through each day.
• 37:50
  SPEAKER_01: And it kind of I I I sat down those nights and went, okay, do I have a minor realization?
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_01: Did that happen today?
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_01: And I did.
• 37:59
  SPEAKER_01: I I could I was leading up to this more major realization.
• 38:05
  SPEAKER_01: That's that this moment of truth, basically.
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_01: So what was your moment of truth?
• 38:12
  SPEAKER_01: Um mine has to do with well, I've had I've had some physical ailments and where I did go to the urgent care and um you know uh going back to healing from lupus, okay, and how I did that was not so clear in my mind.
• 38:42
  SPEAKER_01: And so I've had these like sores on my fingers, and um uh uh what this has led to is me isolating the exact steps of healing and what happens in your consciousness.
• 39:00
  SPEAKER_01: Did that make sense, buddy?
• 39:02
  SPEAKER_01: Your role.
• 39:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, I'm wondering what those steps were.
• 39:06
  SPEAKER_01: So when you have a physical ailment, you can flip it in no time at all.
• 39:11
  SPEAKER_01: And when I mean flip it is that uh it it can heal itself.
• 39:17
  SPEAKER_01: You know, you hear about all healing and you hear about how I mean we have evidence of that, people healing spontaneously.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_01: So, you know, sometimes it's spontaneous, but sometimes, you know, you can you do it within your consciousness.
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um and really what the core that I learned is that I'm safe and I'm okay.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
• 39:41
  SPEAKER_01: I was had a uh a belief, a thought, an idea that I wasn't safe and I wasn't okay.
• 39:49
  SPEAKER_01: And that's why I was having these physical symptoms.
• 39:52
  SPEAKER_01: And as long and I and I go through my consciousness, kind of my beliefs, my and I'm I'm shown what it what I need to change so that that symptom is no longer needed.
• 40:07
  SPEAKER_01: Because when we uh and it we talk about how all suffering is a result of the resistance to change.
• 40:15
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so I've had a lot of change happen in my life.
• 40:18
  SPEAKER_01: And with that change, I was feeling unsafe and not okay because it was uncertainty, I was vulnerable, I'm taking a lot of risk.
• 40:29
  SPEAKER_01: So what uh uh what resolves that is me saying, uh you know what I am okay, I am safe.
• 40:39
  SPEAKER_01: This is all good, this is my divine life trajectory.
• 40:43
  SPEAKER_01: My guidance is fully present with me now.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_01: I don't have anything to fear.
• 40:49
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, the yes, it's uncertain, yes, I'm vulnerable, yes, it's you know, I'm taking all these risks and I'm pushing the limits um monetarily and different things with doing this.
• 41:02
  SPEAKER_01: But um so when I held in mind I'm okay and I'm safe and it changes my vibration, you know, that that concept completely changes the vibration in my body.
• 41:15
  SPEAKER_01: And so when it changes that vibration in my body, I can feel whatever ailment is also changing according to the change of vibration in my body.
• 41:27
  SPEAKER_01: I can feel it tingle, I can feel it doing something too.
• 41:35
  SPEAKER_00: Wow, that's pretty amazing, Wendy.
• 41:37
  SPEAKER_01: It's fun.
• 41:38
  SPEAKER_01: I mean it's but was it always fun?
• 41:42
  SPEAKER_01: No, no.
• 41:44
  SPEAKER_01: But I this has been a double-edged sword because the symptoms have been kind of painful, but the and then coming to terms with the pain gets your attention to it, all right?
• 41:59
  SPEAKER_01: And then because because the first thing we do when we're in pain, we're like, why is this happening to me?
• 42:04
  SPEAKER_01: I I want to quit, you know, uh, yeah.
• 42:07
  SPEAKER_01: And uh, but so getting past that to the point where how does it serve me?
• 42:13
  SPEAKER_01: What is it, what is the potential of growth or change in growth in this?
• 42:19
  SPEAKER_01: And when I finally realized, okay, these these sores on my fingers are no different than lupus, and there isn't, you know, and and it's just okay, you you healed from lupus, okay.
• 42:32
  SPEAKER_01: Now this is your opportunity to really understand what you did.
• 42:37
  SPEAKER_01: Your consciousness has changed and grown over 25 years that you can be completely aware of what you're doing in your consciousness for that healing process, and then to be able to share it with others.
• 42:53
  SPEAKER_01: It's just not about the results of the the source heat going away now.
• 42:59
  SPEAKER_01: I know I can do that, but the this is more the purpose of what is the actual process that happens within the conscious.
• 43:09
  SPEAKER_00: So by you doing a deeper dive, it's showing what the process is for the rest of us.
• 43:16
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 43:17
  SPEAKER_01: Well, and me too, like isolating it step by step.
• 43:21
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 43:22
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and and what's the what's the sensation?
• 43:27
  SPEAKER_01: What is it and I was even sharing that with Paige because she was asking, okay, once you isolate it, how what do you what you how do you what do you do from there?
• 43:35
  SPEAKER_01: How do you know that you isolated it?
• 43:36
  SPEAKER_01: And and I was like, because it feels different.
• 43:40
  SPEAKER_01: Like I know it I don't have the same relationship with the sore as I did previously before I isolated it.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_01: And there's usually a fear.
• 43:51
  SPEAKER_01: A lot of times when we get an ailment, we think, Oh my gosh, this is gonna turn into that, this is gonna lead to this, and then what am I gonna do, and how is that gonna work?
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_00: and blah blah blah blah blah you know and when you when you isolate like I'm okay and I'm safe then that fear dissipated it was like okay well it it there's no there's no fear if I'm okay and I'm safe so how does the leaning into f the fear differ or does it um from the realization that you're okay and you're safe is it the same thing it's actually the opposite okay because I I really didn't have a sense of what the fear was until I isolated that I I I wasn't okay and safe, you know and then when I flipped I'm okay and safe then I was very aware of the fear that was along with that.
• 44:55
  SPEAKER_00: So it had more to the realization of it than the actual leaning into it.
• 45:04
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 45:05
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 45:06
  SPEAKER_01: This is people people get lost in the fear and try to reverse the fear.
• 45:12
  SPEAKER_01: But do you see how I got to the thing that's creating the fear?
• 45:17
  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
• 45:18
  SPEAKER_01: You went deeper yeah I went deeper to the source of the fear.
• 45:22
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 45:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah so leaning into fear could be a step you're presenting an even deeper step that would actually pull it out by the roots.
• 45:38
  SPEAKER_01: Yes that's what it does.
• 45:41
  SPEAKER_01: It pulls it out by the roots.
• 45:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah a lot's gone on in the last couple weeks so okay this is in the purpose moon cycle so can you see how what I was guided to do with this ailment and isolating this and healing and that is going to be a huge part of my purpose that's going to unfold throughout this series of moon cycles yeah interesting so everybody listening you can go back and you know if you're if you're writing down what your experiences are every day start but put the puzzle together of purpose moon cycle.
• 46:23
  SPEAKER_01: What have you been led to do?
• 46:24
  SPEAKER_01: What is the change that was introduced in your life you know what would did you have an inciting event a catalyst?
• 46:31
  SPEAKER_01: Um I was on uh the phone I had a phone call with Emily who's w one of the people that's um showing up to collaborate now and and I kind of asked her what her inciting event was and she didn't know and then she was telling me the story about her friend and how her friend called her about um doing psychedelics and uh Emily's had some experience with that and so Emily said it was really weird Wendy because all of a sudden I started hearing myself say things I never even knew and I was like you're streaming her consciousness then and Emily was like that was really weird it was kind of an out of body experience she went on and I said what day did this happen it was exactly on the crescent moon the day of the inciting event this go ahead sorry but i I mean I was like that's that's your inciting event this is the inciting event for the purpose moon cycle like well you have just presented we have just presented three different inciting events all related to a higher vibration coming through.
• 47:40
  SPEAKER_01: I know I was thinking that too yeah isn't that interesting it's so we're so and then this is what happens which really makes Betty and I excited is that once we go through a whole series of moon cycles like we did last year that was our full co-create moon cycle series.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_01: All about illumination yeah it was but then we can once we do it for many for for pretty many years then you start to really understand what the pattern in the purpose moon cycle is what the pat once we've done four or five purpose moon cycles in a in the series you you start to learn what every moon cycle is like so do we always have an inciting event in the purpose moon cycle that that's a higher vibration or or or or right like is that what is always is yeah I mean I remember well I was reading in my purpose moon cycle that I had a bone crushing um vulnerability in that time where we signed up for an expo and I was going to be a speaker and then I had this flash of what I was gonna I was going to be talking about extremely vulnerable things and it was it just it opened me up like oh my gosh so so but now and that's what's really cool and that's how this extends into this really bigger project that lasts over a lifetime for Betty and I how and that we just like ah curiosity wonder and adventure what is this gonna lead to how is this going to lead to more objectivity on on life and change and growth and purpose and all these incredibly cool things.
• 49:32
  SPEAKER_00: It is kind of exciting about uh having this awareness of these different unfoldment of books now it was a it was the illumination and now this is to me this is a book and how I'm writing this book this year about me about Betty.
• 49:51
  SPEAKER_01: Uh-huh yeah and your first chapter is a purpose yes yeah yeah yeah so what so what's what are we looking at?
• 49:59
  SPEAKER_01: So is that and now we I just feel so much better on this episode don't you better it's yeah compared to the last one yes um what we're looking at is we're gonna go into the behavioral patterns me week that's the full moon moon week and in the character arc that moment of truth and the lie are going to be both present in this week and what happens is behavioral patterns are instinctual and so since we had the moment of truth we're gonna have new behavioral patterns based on that moment of truth which is then going to give us objectivity on the lie.
• 50:43
  SPEAKER_01: So we're gonna go through this next moon week with the lie and the truth being both present in our consciousness and then when we get to the end of this week we're gonna have um where that is going to come to in reconciliation now.
• 51:03
  SPEAKER_01: What usually happens is you know that lie all of a sudden that lie is what we want all right what we want is presented to us so easily in front of us and we want to grasp it and we and we kind of push them that truth what we need to the background.
• 51:25
  SPEAKER_01: So we have this false victory and then once we do that we go oh that doesn't feel right I know that's not right and then we recognize the the truth and what we really need and then that's our that's the the alchemy that's the the the third quarter moon but that's what happens there.
• 51:49
  SPEAKER_01: And then from that point um we take that that that inner awareness of it not that what we what we want doesn't feel right and we acknowledge what we need and then those two come to a climax on that crescent moon after the third quarter where we significantly embrace what we need.
• 52:20
  SPEAKER_01: Wow.
• 52:20
  SPEAKER_01: Did that make sense?
• 52:22
  SPEAKER_00: It it made total sense and the whole time I'm thinking how is this going to play out because um if I understood you correctly this next week coming up I'm going to be having the lie and uh the need and the want in the same at the same time thinking that I can make them work.
• 52:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 52:44
  SPEAKER_01: And then realizing have you shared what your want is and what your need is no what you're you you ready to do that now sure I was waiting to see if I was even going to do that.
• 52:58
  SPEAKER_00: Um yes uh since I am not from this dimension um I it kind of is all interrel interrelated in that I don't think I'm good enough.
• 53:13
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm that's my like my want and my need and what I was presented this with this last week was a lot of looking at my mortality aging um and how that is going to reflect on the rest of my life.
• 53:30
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm going to uh next week I'm gonna be going to a uh writer's retreat in Idaho and I've been told many times throughout the years that I'm gonna be writing a book and I kind of dismissed it as I can't do that.
• 53:45
  SPEAKER_00: And um then as we started exploring this when when Wendy went off on her adventure and Jerry was gone it gave me an opportunity to dive deeper into how to write a book.
• 53:56
  SPEAKER_00: So I was reading a lot of books on that listening to podcasts on it and really diving into that and last spring I was I signed up for this writer's retreat.
• 54:07
  SPEAKER_00: Well now it's coming it's in my face and I'm starting to think I can't do this I'm I'm 71 years old I can't be writing a book I'm too old for that and I think that's what uh that's and I'm doing it by myself and I'm supposed to you know no no social media which I don't do anyway and um turn on my phone off and there's classes all day and there's a party at the end of the week and yeah we we get to get dressed up I'm let's just say this is a lot this is a lot of socializing for Betty.
• 54:44
  SPEAKER_00: Oh totally yes it's totally way over the threshold of socializing yes so I'm a little leery about going and yet I'm I'm going I'm doing it I'm jumping into it because that's that's what I need.
• 54:59
  SPEAKER_00: What I want to do is stay home in my condo by myself and um just keep whirling in books and really not acting upon it.
• 55:08
  SPEAKER_00: But I'm going to be writing in front of other people and sharing my work with people who some people are brand new like me.
• 55:16
  SPEAKER_01: There's a lot of published writers going to be here too so this is this is a kind of a scary so let's go back to aging all right and what Betty wants is to believe that she's too old to be starting something like this.
• 55:38
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 55:38
  SPEAKER_01: Okay but what Betty needs is to be thrown in to this okay because she can use her age as a very convenient excuse not to try something new world yeah well and to not try something new yeah well it's her divine life trajectory is the writing retreat.
• 56:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yes is basically it's it's like I get that it's in the purpose moon cycle this is my purpose and yet there's there's a lot of trepidation about it.
• 56:18
  SPEAKER_01: I think her lie is she's too old.
• 56:22
  SPEAKER_01: Mm-hmm that's the lie and that's you know comes through as her she uses it as excuses her age.
• 56:31
  SPEAKER_01: She it well it's hard to imagine I g I we both were being really honest.
• 56:35
  SPEAKER_01: I mean I'm 62 she's 71 and we just keep creating like massive amounts of stuff and and and there's a conditioning or there's the you know the mass consciousness is is like you're supposed to be diminishing and you're supposed to be slowing down and and and we're doing the opposite.
• 56:53
  SPEAKER_01: We're like I mean we're so anyway we we we do every now and then that that lie comes up for me too what the heck am I doing at the age of 62?
• 57:05
  SPEAKER_01: You know like doing this and starting that and um so or I I do I don't think it's I think it's prevalent I guess is what you could say.
• 57:16
  SPEAKER_00: Oh I'm sure it is or there's a lot of people just shoving that down and and they're not addressing it.
• 57:21
  SPEAKER_00: They're not changing.
• 57:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah and so Source is learning through Betty and Source would really like to go to the writing retreat.
• 57:32
  SPEAKER_01: Now if you think about it I was presenting this to Betty a lot of older people end up having ailments chronic ailments because they're resisting change.
• 57:44
  SPEAKER_01: They have this belief that they're supposed to slow down and they can't do much and they physically are impaired you know all of that well I think it's all interrelated where when you believe that lie that you're too old to do something oh absolutely you resist change and that's why you're you end up with all these chronic things.
• 58:06
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 58:07
  SPEAKER_00: You know yeah right yeah but it's it's I it's scary to change it's scary to think that I might be actually writing a book and I have to say that I do believe I am writing a book this year.
• 58:20
  SPEAKER_00: Um I think there might be another something coming that's beyond that.
• 58:26
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 58:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah yeah well owning owning yeah true right well and I think it's interesting to own your divine life trajectory I mean you can be experiencing it but that doesn't mean you own it.
• 58:40
  SPEAKER_00: I mean I I think I've gone through years of that that's an interesting concept now this is new too hold on here a second so you've been experiencing it but you haven't owned it well yes Wendy I can see that you are really stepping into this this full capacity yes you are owning who you are yes yes that's what I'm getting wow we got some exciting weeks of growth coming up don't we Betty?
• 59:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yes we do and now and it we were talking about how fun it is because you know in our pre-conversation we're getting all this understanding and realizations and it's not until you experience it that you really get it you know I mean that you put the experience with the understanding of like okay oh yes this happened and that's the inciting event and then this happened and that's this part and and really looking at the change you're going through go to go deeper into the change and that's where the deeper growth comes yeah yeah and and to get people started all you gotta do is write down what happened every day.
• 59:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah it's really not that difficult.
• 59:56
  SPEAKER_00: In fact um the notebook we had before had uh lines in it and I always kept within the lines and now I have this notebook that I was guided to buy and it's just blank completely blank and I'm just writing and writing and writing I'm filling an entire page at least every day.
• 1:00:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah and it doesn't take that long.
• 1:00:18
  SPEAKER_01: So where you just get a blank notebook and you just start you know put what day of the moon cycle it is.
• 1:00:25
  SPEAKER_01: You know I just write at the top first quarter moon week and then sometimes I write underneath it behavioral patterns and then I put the new character arc uh you know whatever's relevant.
• 1:00:36
  SPEAKER_01: But I all that's all it takes is just write what moon week you're in and whatever dynamic that you understand.
• 1:00:44
  SPEAKER_01: You can go on the website and different places to look at that and then just I write down exactly what happened and then after that I let come through whatever realizations or you know sometimes during the day I have a certain card I've picked or and and so I kind of get the a deeper theme going on or but yeah that's that's pretty much how simple it is.
• 1:01:10
  SPEAKER_01: And then what happens when you start to document because that's what you're doing you're documenting your experiences then you start to see the organizing principle within those so what do you mean by the organizing principle within those Wendy th the sacred geometry the change and growth the the patterning within the moon weeks because it's all an organizing pin principle of how our consciousness is evolving.
• 1:01:42
  SPEAKER_01: And then life becomes an adventure instead of confusion.
• 1:01:47
  SPEAKER_01: Yes right like conflict confusion and suffering and and then well you get these amazing awarenesses and downloads and information that it's just it's exciting and you're like where did this come from and it's like oh yeah I get it oh yeah that's right I see that yes yeah Brian left my apartment yesterday and he walked through the back way back to his um his gallery and his shop and and he and it's through a grassy area and and he goes he calls me he goes Wendy I saw two geese we don't have geese I've never seen geese there's geese and he starts explaining the geese and everything to me and he gets and so I looked it up last night and it's confirmation of our relationship of partnership and loyalty and you know the whole thing.
• 1:02:38
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 1:02:39
  SPEAKER_01: And there were two geese there you go yeah Wendy and Brian two yeah if if he would have seen them in the sky it would have been a different thing but it was just it was two of them right after we'd been together right after he thought the apartment was threatening and that we were going to separate we're we're going in opposite directions you know I'm like no and he's the one that saw and he's the one that got the battery significant yeah yeah yeah yeah I was in this his apartment and and there was a bat in there the other night.
• 1:03:08
  SPEAKER_01: I was like oh shit I really really panicked and then I know a bat as um what part of me needs to die so I can be reborn and then I was shown that we had a confirm uh a conversation about AI and it was like wow okay so I I just those signs just write down everything like that in your journey of those things that happen it's and it's fun it's a great adventure.
• 1:03:36
  SPEAKER_01: Right so Betty wow what a fun episode huh what a contrast from last podcast I know every oh okay until next time life is a journey of curiosity wonder and adventure live it and be it