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Brett Keane Talks Fallout Tv Show, Kendrick Drake Drama, Movies Television, Music, Games You Love · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  I have to believe we imagine nothing can stand in our way.
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  I have to believe we imagine don't let your aim in the string
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  and you follow None. Oh, hello, ladies and gentlemen.
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  My name is Brett Keene and you are watching and listening to
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  GOD TV Radio International. Yes, I have a radio station.
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  You can listen to me on Amazon Music, Spotify, and many
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  hundreds of other extensions through the web or through your
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  radio or stereo and even through your television if you've got
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  the box or a console. Oh yeah, good stuff.
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  So recently, if you all go over to my the front of my YouTube
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  channel, you'll see a section called Community.
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  And in my community area, I post a lot of stuff about what's
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  going on with me, my life. I ask people questions, I do
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  surveys and all that. And recently I did a survey
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  where I asked people what kind of videos would you like me to
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  make? What kind of stuff would you
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  like me to talk about? Normally religious people like
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  me to make videos having to do with non believers and skeptics
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  and about proving the existence of God and my views about Jesus
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  Christ throughout history and the history also of non
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  believers and skeptics and all that.
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  Because I have a fascinating perspective being that I was an
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  atheist for many years and then I became the theists that I am
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  today running the GOD TV radio radio station.
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  So I have AI have a pretty good outlook on everything around me.
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  I would say a pretty healthy one at that.
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  Well I've been wanting to make videos about different topics
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  besides this religion and my beliefs and God.
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  I feel like I've covered God and religion, and I feel like I've
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  done a really, really good job at covering atheism.
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  So I decided to ask people, what do you want?
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  One thing in the past a lot of people really wanted was they
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  wanted to know more about me personally.
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  At the time, I wasn't sure why. But then I came to the
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  realization after time that, you know, some of you want to know
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  what makes Brett Keene tick? Why does Brett Keene do what he
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  does? Why?
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  Why this, Why that? One of the things I get asked
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  too is about my keen isms. People say, Brett, you've got a
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  weird way of doing things. You've got all these like a
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  memeable things that you say like the whole 9 yards or, you
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  know, let's see what we got or what's the situation.
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  And I say a lot of different things, but I have to be fair
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  about it. A lot of it unfortunately is not
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  original or unique to me. It simply is from the
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  environment that I live in. I live in Missouri and country
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  people have their own language. Whether you're from Saint Louis,
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  the city and you're a city person which I originally grew
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  up there and or you live out in the country on the outskirts of
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  the city, you're going to pick up two different type of lingos
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  and I have them both. You know, it's kind of like
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  knowing two different languages at the same time and country
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  people, they if you've ever watched or listened them to
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  someone like Jeff Foxworthy or the Cable guy or something like
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  that and then go to the city and listen to the way Italians
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  talked and all that, then that's where I get it.
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  I grew up with a lot of people who were Italian, who were also
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  grew up with a lot of friends that were black.
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  And that's one of the reasons why wouldn't you hear me?
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  I I'm very diverse in the way I speak and some of the stuff, and
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  I think that one of the reasons why I come up with my own
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  original unique stuff is because I've been known to be an artist,
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  a musician, and my brain is constantly in creative mode.
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  Even when I'm talking, when I'm just having a conversation with
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  people, I will suddenly come up with 100 different ideas while
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  talking with folks. It used to be a lot worse
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  whenever I was younger. When I was younger, my brain was
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  going 1,000,000 mph, but due to my health issues and due to
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  being more tired these days, I still have the touch, but it's a
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  little bit slower. There's a little bit more of a
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  delay as what is intended whenever you get older.
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  So I gave people a bunch of options of what we could talk
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  about. And on top of that, you know,
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  it's kind of a multiple choice thing.
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  And I also left it open to where people could leave comments and
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  state that if what they were seeing on the multiple thing
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  wasn't what they wanted, that they were interested in hearing
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  me talk about other stuff, I would.
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  So here's right there on the board.
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  What you see is the multiple questions.
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  And then if I Scroll down, you're going to see.
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  But this person right here who's normally a troll, says, I don't
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  know if you were following, there was a huge beef between
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  Kendrick and Drake. So I want to hear about that.
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  And then Twin C says games you love and have you watched the
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  new Fallout show? It's very accurate to the game's
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  lore. Love me some Bethesda.
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  OK, So what I'm going to do is I'm going to talk about what
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  they want first, since these two people, whether one of them's
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  strolling or not, decided to actually go so far as the
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  leaving the comment and telling me specifically what they want.
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  I'll answer their questions 1st and then I'll answer all this
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  other stuff. I got me a nice cup of coffee.
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  The balls Nuts right here. I I can't pronounce his name so
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  I'll just call him Balls Nuts, he says.
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  I don't know if you were following.
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  There was a huge beef between Kendrick and Drake, so I want to
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  hear about that. Well, I believe that musicians
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  and a lot of these folks out here do what is called kayfabe.
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  A lot of musicians get rich off of each other whenever they
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  decide to collaborate or work with each other.
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  And anybody that knows the history of Kendrick and Drake
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  know that they used to be friends.
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  They used to hang out with each other.
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  But it's very popular for rappers especially, to get into
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  beefs with each other, even if it's not real.
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  I don't think that there is an actual beef between these two
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  guys. I think that there was some
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  personal shit, that there might be some annoyances, but not
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  enough on the level for there to be a real feud.
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  I think that sometimes musicians, especially I remember
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  in the 80s when rock stars would talk shit about each other.
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  There was a big thing in the 80s and 90s too, where tough guys in
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  the movies like Steven Seagal and Van Dam would shit talk each
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  other as well as Sylvester. Stallone would insult
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  Schwarzenegger and then Schwarzenegger would insult
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  Stallone. And you know about who's the big
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  tough guy in the movies and then the musicians.
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  Eminem's a perfect example. He's a guy who talks shit about
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  some people and his music and some of the people that he's
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  talked about. It's, you know, there's some
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  serious beef, but let's let's take a look at what has
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  happened, right. A lot of the rappers who died in
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  the past, like Tupac and Eazy EA, lot of rappers nowadays are
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  coming out. And the ones that supposedly had
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  beef and they're saying, Oh yeah, I used to love those guys,
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  I liked them. It's just so we didn't make an
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  agreement on a record deal, or this didn't go through, or we
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  just agreed to disagree on some bullshit.
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  As those rappers became more mature, they realize that it
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  wasn't really all that. As far as Kendrick and Drake, I
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  believe that they're selling albums like this.
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  I think that people look forward to seeing somebody like Eminem
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  make a song where they talk shit and then they go listen to the
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  other band to see if the other band's going to create a song
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  specifically about attacking them.
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  Eminem and ICP went back and forth, and if you think about
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  it, it's a psychological thing. Ladies and gentlemen, if Eminem
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  were to just come out on video or in a song and say a bunch of
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  nice shit about ICP, you folks out there probably wouldn't give
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  a fuck. You'd be like, oh, Eminem likes
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  these other rap bands, I might go look at them, I might listen.
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  But what if Eminem comes out and says, fuck, ICPICP is a bunch of
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  bitches, and then you're like, what?
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  Who's this ICP? And then you go look at it.
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  It's basically a psychological way for rappers to sell each
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  other's albums and help each other out by basically dumping
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  on them. Some people would argue that
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  some of the podcast I've been on having to do with me being
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  religious and the other people, the host being atheist, helped
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  out my channel and that me being on their channel also helped out
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  their channel. Even though it was a lot of it
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  was kayfabe. A lot of it was this bullshit.
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  A lot of it was just some guys who disagreed with each other
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  but were once friends type of thing.
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  Who cares? If you'll notice, you'll see
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  that at some point in time, I actually started joking about
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  being the 5th member of the very podcast that we were allegedly
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  having beef in. And how does that kind of shit
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  start? Well, it's because of the
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  people, ladies and gentlemen. The reason why I went on that
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  show so many times, just like the reason why rappers do what
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  they do, is because people kept on saying they want to see more,
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  They wanted more, They enjoy watching people kick shit out of
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  each other. So I got paid, they got paid and
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  we did what we did. And ever since then, it's
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  usually the most talked about thing in the religious and
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  atheist community is what Brett Keene did, what I was involved
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  in. So there's a little bit of
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  history there. And also, I think that most
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  people nowadays, especially adults who've lived through the
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  70s, eighties, 90s and the 2000s, we realize at this point
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  that it's all drama. It's Hollywood kayfabe.
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  If you're a dope head child, though, it's going to take you a
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  little while to grow up and figure out how shit works, OK?
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  Twins says games you love. I don't know if Twin is a A
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  theist. I don't know if Twin is a troll.
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  Usually when people mention games you love, most people who
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  actually watch that Channel realize that I came up with the
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  label, I came up with the logo games you love.
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  And the reasoning behind it was I wanted to create a gaming
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  YouTube channel. There was a while there where I
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  wanted to get away from religion and I wanted to get away from
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  politics. And I seen and I noticed a lot
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  of people ran gaming channels and that they were doing really
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  successful for themselves, not just money wise, but they were
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  actually making videos that they enjoyed doing.
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  You know it wasn't the routine stuff.
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  And then they could talk about some of the entertaining things
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  that they enjoyed doing. Gaming videos can open you up to
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  a variety and diverse topics that you can discuss.
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  And I really wanted to do that. But the problem was, is that I
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  discovered right away there were two issues when dealing with
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  games you love. One was I have a limited amount
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  of video games that I enjoy playing.
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  I'm a a Bethesda bitch boy. Ladies and gentlemen, I'm a
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  fanboy of Bethesda. I like playing Fallout.
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  I like playing Skyrim. I like playing The Elder Scrolls
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  Online. I like going on the Internet and
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  playing and not because there's other people that are playing,
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  because I rarely play with anybody else.
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  It's because I love the world. I love the exploration.
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  I love running around with my little companions and followers.
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  And when Starfield came out, I thought that this was my dream
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  game. I thought, this is going to be a
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  game where I can load up companions and friends and and
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  do the whole Star Wars versus Star Trek thing where I can, you
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  know, explore the fucking universe and visit many
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  different planets. I was really excited about that
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  shit. But unfortunately, as many of
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  you know, for the last year since Starfield's been out, that
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  game basically went to shit. A lot of people stopped playing
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  and it had a lot of bugs, a lot of issues, which is expected
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  from a Bethesda game. One thing I noticed about
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  Bethesda is they'll release a game that is incomplete.
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  It'll be broken. It'll have a lot of bugs.
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  And then eventually, after the next year or two, it gets good.
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  They release mod support and then the next thing you know,
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  the game blows up again. That's the history.
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  That's the routine or pattern of Bethesda release a game that's
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  completely fucking broken but just nice enough to intrigue
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  people. And then the modders come along,
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  and then they make it more interesting and they fix all the
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  problems, and then the game finally becomes playable.
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  And then Bethesda will eventually get around the
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  dropping DLC content, which will break the modder's work, and
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  then they have to start all over.
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  So it is what it is. How do I know that?
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  Because I'm a modder myself, many of you may not know this,
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  but I mod Fallout and I also mod Skyrim and some of the other
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  games out there, Actually pretty popular at that.
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  Unfortunately many of you don't know this, but I used to
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  whenever I was doing modding and video games, I originally put my
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  real name out there like I do on YouTube.
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  I would say I'm Brett Keene, I'm modding, and I posted a lot of
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  mods up on the Bethesda website and shit and they became very
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  popular. I have thousands and thousands
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  of people who check out my stuff.
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  I even created some companions and followers for people and
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  shit like that and helped out other modders who were trying to
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  learn script well. The problem was, is that because
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  I was taking so much heat from these atheist podcasts that I
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  was harmed these assholes. They started sending people to
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  where my books were selling as well as where my mods were, and
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  they would abuse the comment section, basically say, oh,
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  Brett Keynes this and Bret Keynes that, blah blah, blah.
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  So I realized that these people weren't going to stop attacking
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  me. Wherever I was on the Internet,
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  they would follow me, they'd stalk me, and they'd attack
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  whatever products or merchandise or content that I created at
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  all. So I decided, at least whenever
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  it comes to modding and video game designing and programming,
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  graphic design work and website designing, which is something I
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  make money in, shit, I decided, OK, I'm going to have to go
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  under a different name. And I had to completely revamp
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  my it's kind of like I had to recreate my character and who I
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  am. But I decided on YouTube I'd
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  remain Brett Keene. I'd.
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  I'd continue to live it out being Brett Keene on YouTube,
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  but everything else is under kind of a pseudo name, you know,
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  like most people got that way, people don't know your identity
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  and then they don't know to attack you or blah blah blah and
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  they can't target everything that you work on.
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  I had to do that, especially for web designing and I was trying
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  to go into business. I'm trying to design websites
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  for people and then these assholes would shit talk me and
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  then people would go, I don't know if I want to get my website
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  designed by you because blah blah blah blah blah.
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  So there's that. So I think I've answered the
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  question about Kendrick and Drake pretty good as far as
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  games you love, though. I was talking about how there
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  was a limited amount of games or type of games that I like to
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  play. I used to be a little bit more
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  diverse. I grew up playing Final Fantasy,
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  grew up playing games like Zelda.
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  I really liked Google 13. I used to play Double O 7.
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  I was never really much into the third person shooter games.
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  I was always into story driven character development and
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  usually I'm going to enjoy a game that involves companions,
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  followers, and the ability to immerse myself by editing my
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  character. I love putting myself into a
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  video game. I love it when Skyrim opens up
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  the character creation and you can create your own guy or woman
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  and then play a game. That's where a lot of other
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  games give you this cookie cutter version of yourself.
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  World of Warcraft used to be my fucking jam.
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  That used to be something I loved.
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  Big world, lots of monsters, lots of shit to do.
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  I used to love that game, but unfortunately for me, World of
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  Warcraft became garbage after the DLC.
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  The Let's King After the Let's King.
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  I wasn't too happy with the direction that Warcraft was
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  going to. So the problem was, besides the
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  limitation in games, as I also realized, that with games you
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  love, you have to have a really good computer in order to be
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  able to play some of the type of games that I'm into.
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  Starfield, of course. What a nightmare trying to live
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  stream that fucking game. There was a point where I
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  realized I could record the games and if I wanted to, I
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  could simply do what most Youtubers do and and just talk
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  over the recorded gameplay that was already recorded.
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  I don't know if a lot of you knew this, but a lot of people
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  out there, they record their games and then they talk over
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  it. They don't record and play at
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  the same time. Some people try to do that, and
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  you'll notice that those gaming videos kind of suck, even though
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  they're raw. The problem is, is a person gets
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  so involved into the game, they stop talking.
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  You know, they're trying to think or hear what the NPCS are
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  trying to say. And you know you're starting to.
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  If you're doing like a Bethesda game, you're trying to solve a
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  mystery and you're not wanting to talk the whole damn time.
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  Plus, playing the kind of games I do causes a problem because
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  you get people out in the comments who want to play the
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  game for you. They want to tell you how to
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  cheat or how to do bullshit and everything.
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  And me, when I play a video game, that's my private,
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  immersive time, so playing live and fucking dealing with people
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  at the same time is not enjoyable for me.
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  So I ended up giving games you love over to J Dub.
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  Well, he doesn't like me calling him J Dub anymore.
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  Just John and John does his own thing now.
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  He's the one that's in full control.
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  I actually gave him the password and the username to games you
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  love and told them to take it over, and he did.
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  But he had a lot of different changes happened in his life,
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  and now he spends most of his time doing his own live podcast
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  over on Rumble. OK, so some of you out there,
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  you wanted to know. Just a few of you wanted to know
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  about. Whenever I was a musician, a lot
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  of you may not know this, but I actually have about 5-6 albums
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  that are out on the nut. They're not named after me.
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  It's not Brett Keene Band or Brett Keene music.
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  It's it's not a narcissistic labeled after me like Van Halen
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  or, you know, Bob Seger or some shit.
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  I don't know if I should actually put my band's name out
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  there because when I originally was doing music with other
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  musicians and all that, because of how cruel and hateful some
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  people are, I'm not going to put the band names out there.
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  I'll just tell you that some of my songs are out there.
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  I do have a single album that is has my name across it and shit
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  like that. And of course my name can be
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  found in the booklets or. And I've also, besides making
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  full-fledged albums myself, I also did some work for other
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  people. Like I come in I I played the
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  keyboard and shit like that or I'd play some guitar.
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  A lot of you may not know this, but my brother Justin Keene, who
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  has been in and out of bands and done his own content and all
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  that, He originally started out doing music with me when he was
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  13 years old. His Mama got him a guitar and
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  shed and I ended up teaching him the chords and how to play and
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  all that. However, my brother became a
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  prodigy and ended up advancing much further into guitar play
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  than I could have ever dreamed. See, when I originally started
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  doing music, I could play all the instruments, I could play
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  drums, I could play bass guitar and all that.
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  But whenever it came to stringed instruments, I had a a decent
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  amount of skill, just enough to be able to create songs.
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  But it wasn't nothing on the level of like Megadeth or
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  Metallica where I was able to do major solos or you know these
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  big melodic intros or anything. I was good at power chords and
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  good at creating a rhythm section.
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  And then finally it ended up where on a lot of these songs I
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  ended up singing them well because I my main instrument was
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  keyboard piano synthesizer. Depends on what era you live in.
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  I realized very early on when doing music that working with
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  other people is tough. And one of the reasons why it's
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  tough is because I wanted. I had all these original unique
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  ideas and strange, weird shit I wanted to do.
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  I wanted to do experimental type of music, shit that sounded
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  totally different than everybody else.
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  I had listened to so many songs and so much music.
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  I was. I feared that I would just end
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  up doing the same shit everybody else did.
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  And even though it may have sold, even though I might have
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  been successful at it, I didn't want to just be another flash in
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  the pan. So I was deliberately trying
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  weird new shit, and one thing that inspired me was 9 inch
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  nails. I felt like this was totally
• 25:25
  different. This was unique, and that's what
• 25:27
  I want to do. I want to add weird sounds and
• 25:29
  shit. You know, do something like
• 25:32
  that. My brother and I, at first he
• 25:36
  was along with me, aren't it? He looked up to me like I was
• 25:40
  his teacher. He looked up to me like I was
• 25:43
  somebody who had ideas and a vision of where to go, where he
• 25:46
  was still a kid. But as he grew into a young
• 25:49
  adult, he started feeling as though there were certain things
• 25:54
  he wanted to do and he wanted it all to be about him.
• 26:00
  And a lot of musicians get like that too, where they don't want
• 26:04
  to share the limelight. They don't want to.
• 26:06
  I don't know. It's See, that's one of the
• 26:12
  reasons why a band like KISS is so successful.
• 26:15
  They can all go into a room and talk about what kind of song
• 26:18
  they'd want to do. And then they all write their
• 26:21
  own music. And then they make their own
• 26:23
  songs, and the band agrees that they're going to give it their
• 26:27
  all, to make sure that that person's one of their band
• 26:30
  members vision is going to make it a reality.
• 26:35
  But this isn't what happened for me when I worked with musicians.
• 26:39
  They wanted to sound like Nirvana, or they wanted to sound
• 26:42
  like Queen, or they wanted to sound like somebody that was
• 26:46
  already successful as where I was trying to experiment.
• 26:50
  And they didn't. Some of them didn't understand
• 26:52
  what the hell I was talking about, and a lot of them weren't
• 26:55
  musically inclined enough or good enough to where they could
• 26:59
  do something new or revolutionary.
• 27:02
  Some of them could not keep up with me or my brother.
• 27:05
  Musically, my brother is extraordinary on the guitar.
• 27:10
  Unfortunately, even though my brother was able to do all these
• 27:13
  diverse music, he couldn't. How do I put this?
• 27:18
  He didn't desire doing anything but Hard Rock and heavy metal
• 27:22
  and speed metal and death metal. He didn't want to do slow music.
• 27:27
  He didn't want to do more chill. He didn't want to do like funky
• 27:30
  shit or industrial type of music.
• 27:34
  He hated things like White Zombie and Rob Zombie and 9 Inch
• 27:37
  Snails. He wanted to do AM FDM type of
• 27:42
  shit always or like old Megadeth like Rust and Peace type type of
• 27:52
  stuff. So it finally got to the point
• 27:57
  where my choices were this if I did get succeed at music, there
• 28:03
  was consequences to it. It meant that I was going to
• 28:07
  have to leave to go out on the road and be doing music that way
• 28:14
  in order to sell my albums. And that would mean that I
• 28:18
  wouldn't get to see my wife and my kids very often.
• 28:22
  And a lot of bands do that. A lot of bands, they say, fuck
• 28:25
  it, I'm going to go out on the road and I'm going to be gone
• 28:27
  for two years and I'll keep in touch.
• 28:29
  Honey, that's not what I wanted to do.
• 28:33
  Even though it was originally the dream to do music I had, I
• 28:38
  felt like I met the woman of my life and I loved my kids.
• 28:42
  So I decided I'm not going to do this.
• 28:46
  And besides that, I also realized that me and my brother
• 28:49
  were butting heads. It was starting to get to the
• 28:52
  point where the music was causing a wedge between me and
• 28:56
  my brother's relationship. Basically, if I told my brother
• 29:01
  I didn't like something that he was doing, or he told me, we
• 29:04
  took a very personal and it would cause us to fight and
• 29:07
  argue, and I didn't want that. I wanted to stay close with my
• 29:11
  brother, and I thought in order to be able to keep our
• 29:14
  relationship, I need to disconnect the music side of
• 29:19
  things and keep it just primarily family between me and
• 29:24
  him where I could sit back and actually ask him what is, what
• 29:28
  has he done that day and listen to what he's got, and then not
• 29:32
  offer any kind of suggestions or blah blah blah.
• 29:34
  Just leave him to his own devices.
• 29:42
  All right. So what else do we have?
• 29:44
  So yeah, there are five to six albums out there and funny
• 29:49
  enough, there's a lot of atheists out there who still
• 29:53
  listen to my old music back whenever I was a non believer.
• 29:58
  And they actually have a song that they like that is
• 30:01
  considered the anthem of atheism.
• 30:03
  It's called Father and it's a song about my atheistic
• 30:08
  perception on God back then whenever I was an angry non
• 30:11
  believer. It basically talks about all the
• 30:15
  horrible shit that's going on in the world.
• 30:17
  Where's God at? And it's it's kind of sounds
• 30:21
  like a child basically crying out to God saying father you
• 30:25
  know why don't you fix this shit why don't what's going on with
• 30:29
  this with kind of a funky ass 9 inch nail bass line to it and
• 30:34
  some really pumping drum beat And I get atheists all the time
• 30:39
  we were saying, oh could you do a remix of that song?
• 30:41
  Could you do a like a heavy metal version of it?
• 30:44
  Yada yada, yada. Well, that was actually one of
• 30:48
  the songs that my brother didn't like a lot of.
• 30:53
  I tried to. I remember that particular song
• 30:56
  a lot of musicians did not want to be involved in that.
• 31:01
  That entire song is made by me. The singing, the bass line, the
• 31:06
  drum beat, all that shit is me. I tried getting people to play
• 31:12
  along with it and work with it, and even though they thought
• 31:17
  that the music was cool, they didn't like the lyrics.
• 31:20
  They didn't like the attack on God.
• 31:22
  A lot of the musicians I worked with believed in some form of
• 31:27
  God and did not want to do a song that basically bashed the
• 31:31
  shit out of God. So I could understand why
• 31:34
  atheists like that. But that was not a song that
• 31:37
  originally was liked by anybody else.
• 31:40
  It was kind of a personal song that I wrote that other
• 31:45
  musicians that want to have anything to do with.
• 31:48
  You have to understand that an audience listening to music may
• 31:54
  have a totally different idea of how they perceive a song than
• 31:57
  how the musicians are who are creating it.
• 32:00
  When I created the song, I didn't give a shit if it was
• 32:03
  going anywhere or if it got popular.
• 32:06
  I was angry at God at the time and I wanted to write a song,
• 32:09
  basically telling him about it, you know, whether he existed or
• 32:15
  not. So not everybody was on my page
• 32:20
  with that. And to be honest with you, that
• 32:22
  might be one of the reasons why I wasn't able to work with other
• 32:26
  musicians very well. Because a lot of them believed
• 32:30
  in God, and I was wanting to write music that attacked God or
• 32:36
  attacked religion and attacked politics, and I was on a whole
• 32:41
  different wavelength than other people back then.
• 32:44
  So, Yep, All right, so the next thing.
• 32:50
  Tell me about your books. Well, my books.
• 33:01
  I started writing whenever I was a little kid.
• 33:04
  I actually started out drawing comic books.
• 33:07
  Many of you may not know that when I was 10 years old, I
• 33:10
  started drawing comic books. I was fair at it.
• 33:13
  I got better at art and I would create action stuff.
• 33:20
  I remember for a while there, there was a weird, goofy kind of
• 33:24
  action cartoon comic book that I was designing called Action
• 33:29
  Hamster and I thought it was really, really interesting.
• 33:36
  People like looking at it. My drawings had Action Hamster
• 33:41
  living in the city of Saint Louis.
• 33:44
  Why was it called Action Hamster?
• 33:46
  It was because it was a human who, you know, had your typical
• 33:50
  formula. This is coming from the the
• 33:52
  creativity of brain of a child. So in most of the comic books I
• 33:57
  already enjoyed, How did you get the incredible Hawk Bad
• 34:00
  experiment in the lab? How did you get this superhero
• 34:03
  and this superhero? Something went wrong.
• 34:05
  Scientists fucked up and next thing you know, somebody's got
• 34:08
  superpowers. Well, that's what happened to
• 34:11
  Action Hamster. There was a guy called Dr.
• 34:15
  Jonathan Garbo who's working on some shit in the lab, and he's
• 34:20
  working with mice, rats, hamsters, gerbils, all this
• 34:23
  shit. He ends up getting, you know,
• 34:26
  hit by his experiment. And then now he turns into a
• 34:29
  humanoid type of rat like creature that was called action
• 34:33
  hamster. After that, as I got older and
• 34:36
  became an adult, I started. When I ended up in foster care I
• 34:43
  started writing a book called Eternal and Dying Love and it
• 34:47
  was mostly meant to be more of a diary actually.
• 34:51
  It wasn't meant to be like a story that was narrated or
• 34:55
  anything like that. It was meant to be my way of
• 34:59
  escaping reality. Some people do drugs, some
• 35:01
  people do alcohol, some people do crazy shit in order to take
• 35:05
  their mind off of the terribleness that's going on in
• 35:08
  their life. At the time, while I was in
• 35:10
  foster care, I went through a My mom and dad went through a
• 35:14
  divorce, I lost my grandmother. So I wrote this book and I
• 35:21
  basically I kind of broke myself up into many pieces.
• 35:25
  I took many parts of my personality and I put them into
• 35:29
  a detective. I put them into this mysterious
• 35:33
  stranger that was had superpowers.
• 35:36
  And the idea of the story was, and you guys are going to think
• 35:41
  this is strange, but it was. If you had to compare it to
• 35:45
  something I would compare it to like Antichrist movies or the
• 35:49
  Bad Omen, Dark Omen, the puppeteer and also the vampire
• 35:55
  movie Underground Underworld with vampires versus werewolves.
• 36:01
  The idea was is that there's a small country town and Satan and
• 36:08
  demons decided that they wanted to come up on the earth and
• 36:12
  bringing with them succubus, incubus, vampires, werewolves,
• 36:16
  monsters and shit like that to destroy the earth, including
• 36:20
  fucking Dragons, ladies and gentlemen.
• 36:21
  I went all out. I took every supernatural,
• 36:25
  mythological character and created this book.
• 36:29
  But the idea was whenever I was writing that I was basically
• 36:33
  using the book to write about experiences that I had and then
• 36:38
  I amplified it by like imagine what would happen if something
• 36:44
  came your way or something wrong happened, but this time you had
• 36:48
  superpowers and you could do something about it.
• 36:51
  Kind of deal. I think that's one of the
• 36:54
  reasons why superheroes are so interesting to people in the 1st
• 37:00
  place is because we imagine how vulnerable and how fionite and
• 37:07
  weak we are without powers. There's a lot of things humans
• 37:11
  can do, but some of us think, man, if I had the power of
• 37:16
  Superman or the intelligence and wealth of Batman, life would be
• 37:21
  a lot more different and we kind of live through our superheroes.
• 37:26
  I think that's one of the reasons why so many people, when
• 37:28
  they watch The Avengers and they seen The Avengers die or turn to
• 37:32
  dust and shit like that when they're fighting Thanos, was one
• 37:36
  of the major reasons why people got so emotionally invested and
• 37:44
  impacted by that. So that book, it ended up
• 37:52
  becoming what it was, eternal and dying love.
• 37:55
  And then I ended up making a sequel to it couple years later
• 37:59
  called The Serpent's No The. The second one was called the
• 38:03
  Second Coming, you know, kind of a play on words.
• 38:06
  And then the third one was called The Serpent's Cradle and
• 38:10
  all three books were selling pretty well on the Internet.
• 38:14
  Unfortunately for me, I ended up coming to YouTube and making
• 38:18
  videos and talking about those specific books and whenever I
• 38:23
  had my heat with atheists. When things went sour, atheists
• 38:27
  decided to attack book companies that had eternal and dying love
• 38:31
  on it. You see, one of the problems
• 38:33
  was, is that although it was self published and it was made
• 38:38
  clear that this book was written, these books originally
• 38:42
  started out whenever I was a teenager up into my young
• 38:46
  adulthood. There were atheists who wanted
• 38:49
  to attack the grammar. I'd always made it clear in my
• 38:53
  videos that I didn't have the wealth to pay somebody to go
• 38:57
  through the editing process or all that shit.
• 39:00
  So there was going to be issues. There was going to be problems.
• 39:03
  But the atheists, of course, they made a big fucking deal out
• 39:06
  of it and they kept on attacking it.
• 39:09
  The book was selling really well, but I decided finally, at
• 39:13
  some point in time that I'm going to unpublished them, I'll
• 39:18
  make them unavailable. There wouldn't be a fucking
• 39:22
  trace of them anymore. And I took the books and I
• 39:25
  decided that I would. Now that I'm an adult and now
• 39:30
  that I have the resources and now that I am more skilled as a
• 39:34
  writer, I decided I'm going to combine all three books into one
• 39:39
  and clean it all up and also add illustrations and imagery to the
• 39:44
  story. So that's what happened to that.
• 39:50
  During that time I also wrote something while I was non
• 39:53
  believer called the Atheist Bible.
• 39:56
  Since then I ended up unpublishing that as well
• 40:01
  because. I'm not an atheist anymore.
• 40:03
  I don't have any interest in attacking God or religion
• 40:07
  anymore, and I didn't want people to read the book and it
• 40:11
  influenced them to go the wrong way whenever it comes to
• 40:14
  theology or belief. So obviously I took that down.
• 40:18
  But a lot of people out there, a lot of atheists, ended up
• 40:21
  plagiarizing my book and they created a website called the
• 40:25
  Skeptics Bible That was originally that as well as a lot
• 40:30
  of these websites that criticized the Bible.
• 40:33
  Atheists actually took my material from my book and made
• 40:37
  websites out of it. I'm sorry, Christians, I'm sorry
• 40:44
  religious people, I'm sorry brothers and sisters in Christ.
• 40:48
  But yeah, my content that's being used been weaponized and
• 40:52
  used as ammo for arguments and attacks against your faith.
• 41:00
  I was an atheist, and unfortunately a lot of that
• 41:04
  stuff that I said and did in the past are being used against
• 41:08
  religious people now. Couple years ago I decided to
• 41:17
  start writing again and I wrote a book called Afterlife
• 41:21
  Simulation. And that book was basically a
• 41:27
  concept of where long ago a bunch of scientists were working
• 41:33
  on splicing genes and genetic therapy.
• 41:36
  And they ended up figuring out how to take the genes of animals
• 41:40
  and connect them with humans, giving them almost super
• 41:45
  abilities and powers, creating completely different life forms
• 41:49
  that had the appearance of humans.
• 41:51
  But we're not quite human. Like there's a a character
• 41:55
  called Chimera who is looks a lot like a humanoid but also
• 42:01
  with a cat like face, kind of like what you see in Egypt with
• 42:05
  the statues. And then also a character that
• 42:09
  has the ability to basically blend in with darkness.
• 42:14
  He's kind of like my version of Batman, but he's a hybrid wolf,
• 42:19
  hybrid man, not so much a werewolf and shit like that
• 42:23
  because he has complete control over his facilities and what
• 42:28
  he's able to do. And the idea is, is that these
• 42:32
  creatures were meant to be destroyed, that they were
• 42:34
  designed and created during the war.
• 42:37
  Now, I had come up with this idea long before, you know, some
• 42:42
  of these movies that have popped out nowadays where they're
• 42:44
  claiming that Nazis were experimenting and Joseph Stalin
• 42:49
  was doing this and Hitler was doing that.
• 42:53
  The idea was that the experiments didn't fail.
• 42:58
  They went fine after, well, they failed many times where a lot of
• 43:02
  people died, but eventually the Nazis ended up getting it all
• 43:07
  working out. And unfortunately, because the
• 43:10
  war ended, the soldiers left some of these things alive,
• 43:15
  which were meant to be used as weapons against America.
• 43:21
  That's that was the idea. And now these creatures are
• 43:24
  running around in society and shit and basically hunting and
• 43:31
  doing whatever they're going to do to humanity.
• 43:35
  I don't want to tell any more of the story because it'll ruin the
• 43:38
  plot and some of the concepts of it, but it's really, really
• 43:42
  good. I think a lot of you'd enjoy it.
• 43:44
  And that book is being sold on Amazon.
• 43:46
  It's called Afterlife Simulation and I am right now as we speak.
• 43:52
  Although I'm having my health issues and my problems, I am
• 43:56
  almost completely done with my sequel to it.
• 44:01
  And that's really, really cool. I add a lot of concepts like
• 44:05
  time travel to it and the changing of human history and
• 44:11
  the future and the past and all that shit and deal in multi
• 44:15
  universes. So it's a really, really epic
• 44:18
  kind of legendary adventure. All right?
• 44:29
  So if you want to know more about my books, I you can go to
• 44:32
  my radio and I've got quite a few shows where I talk even more
• 44:39
  deeper and more in depth about the type of material that I've
• 44:44
  written in my life. If you are really interested in
• 44:48
  hearing that, that's the best way to go.
• 44:50
  Or I'll just be repeating myself for, you know, the several times
• 44:58
  Gwen said. He wanted to know what I thought
• 45:01
  about Fallout, the TV show. Watching TV shows or movies
• 45:08
  based upon video games, especially video games that I
• 45:11
  enjoy playing, it's very hard for me and I have a lot of
• 45:15
  skepticism before I watch a movie or TV show based upon a
• 45:20
  game that I like. And the reason why is because
• 45:25
  the beauty of a Bethesda game is that when you play, everyone's
• 45:30
  going to have their own personal experience.
• 45:33
  You understand, my friend might play Fallout 3 or Fallout 4 and
• 45:39
  get a whole different perception or idea of what the hell he's
• 45:43
  doing in the game. When you play the game, you
• 45:46
  start getting ideas on how you're going to survive and how
• 45:49
  you're going to live. Am I going to be a bad guy?
• 45:52
  Am I going to be a good guy? Am I going to be like an anti
• 45:54
  hero? Am I am I going to give a shit?
• 45:57
  Am I going to do side quests? Or am I just going to be
• 46:01
  concerned with my my own life and the kidnappings or the loss
• 46:06
  of a father like in Fallout 3? Some people, they think I just
• 46:13
  want to be a psycho and I want to kill everything.
• 46:15
  Insight, Fallout in Skyrim? Really.
• 46:20
  It has that thing where you're not locked into a character, but
• 46:26
  if you watch ATV show, obviously you're going to be watching it
• 46:31
  from the perspective of somebody else and not from what you would
• 46:35
  do or how you would do things. And that's the reason why movies
• 46:40
  and TV shows like Lord of the Rings and a lot of the video
• 46:43
  game movies and television shows in the past had a really hard
• 46:47
  time for a couple different reasons.
• 46:49
  One, sometimes when people are playing a video game, they get a
• 46:55
  whole different idea or sense of what they're looking at too.
• 47:00
  It's not just about the character, but sometimes we look
• 47:04
  at the environment and we say, I think that the Fallout universe
• 47:08
  is beautiful. Others may say it's fucking ugly
• 47:10
  because it's all blown up and tore up.
• 47:13
  Me. I personally think the Fallout
• 47:15
  world is beautiful. I used to love running around
• 47:18
  Nevada and I I like the environment in Fallout 76, even
• 47:23
  though I think the game sucks. I like the environment in Boston
• 47:27
  with Fallout 4. So watching it, I was like, oh
• 47:34
  man, is it going to be. The trailer looks good, it looks
• 47:38
  nice, It looks like it's got all the environmental shed, it's got
• 47:43
  all the suits and the clothes and all the nostalgia stuff.
• 47:50
  But if they're going to do this, I understood too.
• 47:53
  Whenever ever watching the interviews, they said they
• 47:55
  didn't just want to remake an experience from an older game to
• 48:00
  do something new, which was a smart idea, because if they
• 48:03
  would have done something having to do with Fallout 3 or Fallout
• 48:06
  4, a lot of us have already played it.
• 48:09
  So we'll have expectations of what we're going to see and what
• 48:13
  the actors are going to be going through.
• 48:16
  But if you make a completely new game with added storyline, then
• 48:22
  the IT becomes more open, more of an open thing of what
• 48:26
  happens. Personally, I like the goal.
• 48:31
  I liked Lucy. I thought, wow, she's a
• 48:34
  beautiful young woman who's doing really well at playing the
• 48:38
  Vault character, the guy who plays the goal.
• 48:42
  I thought that the way they introduced the show, having him
• 48:46
  as a human with his daughter and then watching the explosions in
• 48:50
  the city off in the distance and shit was very impactful.
• 48:55
  I remember playing Fallout 4 and being you have getting very
• 48:59
  anxious running up the hill with all those people and then
• 49:03
  stepping on the vault thing just as the world was about to blow
• 49:06
  up. That made me very anxious.
• 49:09
  But the way they did it in the show was far more impactful
• 49:13
  because you're standing there with a little girl and the
• 49:16
  Fallout 4. Your wife is holding the baby,
• 49:20
  depending on if you play a female or male character, and
• 49:24
  you see the explosion come and then you go.
• 49:27
  But it was kind of a slow thing, wasn't it?
• 49:30
  On the TV show, you start seeing the explosion over here and
• 49:34
  rising very slowly and you see the guy and his daughter fly
• 49:39
  through the fucking window and get on a horse and start running
• 49:42
  down the road trying to escape the explosions.
• 49:47
  I guess the question I have is where was the wife at?
• 49:52
  According to the story, the wife and him had issue because she
• 49:57
  was a vault person who ran the vault who apparently endorsed
• 50:02
  the idea of killing every human being on earth.
• 50:07
  So why was he out at a birthday party with his daughter whenever
• 50:11
  the mother would have known that her daughter was out there
• 50:14
  during the time they were going to nuke everything?
• 50:16
  Did she even know? Did they betray her?
• 50:22
  Did she get backstabbed? I don't know.
• 50:29
  Yeah, I thought the goal was interesting.
• 50:32
  I got to be honest with you. When I first seen the trailer,
• 50:35
  the very first trailer, one of the main concerns I had was, is
• 50:40
  this going to be a woke TV show? They got the female lead.
• 50:44
  Is she going to be OP? Is she going to be a Mary Sue?
• 50:47
  And what that means is, is she going to be like a a fucking
• 50:50
  Jedi like in the movies where she can just do everything?
• 50:54
  That she's a total badass, that she won't even get a fucking
• 50:58
  scratch? Is she going to be one of those,
• 51:00
  you know, independent women that woke people claim to care so
• 51:04
  much about? And the goal I felt when I
• 51:09
  watched the trailer, I thought the goal looked too pretty.
• 51:13
  I have played too many fallouts for my goals, goals, even.
• 51:19
  Hancock and Fallout 4 was fucking pretty mangled looking.
• 51:23
  His clothes were mangled. He was mangled, but the the show
• 51:27
  looked a little bit too clean compared to what the game was,
• 51:32
  right? But I liked him, the actor.
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  I've always liked the actor who played the goal.
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  So listening to him talk, I thought I heard that they were
• 51:46
  originally, we're going to put dark eyes on him, like most
• 51:49
  goals have. But I think it was a good idea
• 51:52
  to have him have human eyes because it made him more
• 51:55
  relatable. It was easier to identify with
• 51:58
  them. Ghouls look kind of creepy with
• 52:00
  those big dark shark eyes, so it was a good idea to add that.
• 52:07
  I do got to say, I find it kind of weird.
• 52:10
  Also, I'm not trying to complain or criticize, but that Ghoul had
• 52:14
  some really nice fucking teeth, didn't he?
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  You know, this is somebody who's drinking radiation and all that,
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  and I know that goals are able to generate from radiation and
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  shit, but it seems like they probably shouldn't have that
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  pretty a teeth. He looked like he came right out
• 52:33
  of the fucking dentist office, but so be it.
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  The idea was good. The storyline was good.
• 52:47
  I feel like the show left a lot of things.
• 52:51
  It's one of those shows that kind of reminds me of The
• 52:54
  X-Files a little bit, where you don't really get any answers.
• 52:59
  You get a little bit of a taste here and there of something
• 53:02
  crazy going on, but it keeps on leaving everything open where
• 53:07
  you're looking for answers, but you end up with more questions.
• 53:10
  And I think that that's pretty good writing.
• 53:13
  It's interesting enough where you want to find those answers.
• 53:16
  You just can't wait to see the next season or the season after
• 53:20
  that or hopefully whatever they do.
• 53:23
  But a lot of us get pretty aggravated with TV shows, don't
• 53:26
  we? Because we're like, oh, they
• 53:29
  make a good TV show and then they cancel it or they decide
• 53:32
  not to do anything with it and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
• 53:35
  Luckily, the contracts already been signed, so we're going to
• 53:39
  get a second season. The only thing I'm disappointed
• 53:43
  about and I love, I loved every bit of the show, ladies and
• 53:47
  gentlemen, but the thing that I'm most sad about is 8
• 53:51
  episodes. After all this time of waiting
• 53:54
  to see the show, only eight episodes and a lot of it was
• 53:58
  rushed, the whole kind of romantic interlude between
• 54:03
  Maximus and Lucy. It seemed like it was too quick
• 54:08
  and it didn't seem like it had. There would seem like there was
• 54:11
  a little bit of chemistry but it didn't seem like that was
• 54:14
  something that people gave a fuck about and it shouldn't
• 54:18
  have. They shouldn't have done that.
• 54:20
  They they're moving too quickly and through the story.
• 54:24
  I would like it if they would spend more time where you know,
• 54:27
  the ghoul and Lucy sit by a campfire and they talk about
• 54:31
  shedder. You know, they remember more
• 54:33
  things about this and that. Or she talks more about what it
• 54:37
  was like living in a vault, and he talks more about what it was
• 54:40
  like being a human and seeing that it was traumatic for him.
• 54:45
  I think that we should hear more about the daughter, what
• 54:47
  happened to her kind of shit, this kind of stuff.
• 54:52
  Maximus, why did he join the Brotherhood?
• 54:55
  What? What was some of his intentions?
• 54:59
  Was it pretty much just simply over vengeance?
• 55:02
  Was that all? There's just so many things that
• 55:06
  they just kind of speed through it and it just kind of threw it
• 55:10
  at us and hope it's stuck. I want them to take their time
• 55:13
  with it. That's one of the things I enjoy
• 55:16
  about Fallout is taking my time exploring and really, really
• 55:21
  trying to understand my character as well as the
• 55:24
  characters I'm dealing with. To me, it becomes like a real
• 55:29
  world. That's my escape from reality
• 55:33
  and I really, really love it. I really like, I am so blown
• 55:37
  away when I'm playing one of these type of games and you see
• 55:40
  the detail and the character development and all that.
• 55:44
  That's what's important with Fallout.
• 55:46
  And that's also the same reason why Fallout 76 failed, because
• 55:50
  it was no character development. It was just you running through
• 55:53
  a fucking dead empty world and there is no personality or soul
• 55:57
  to it. It was meant to be basically a
• 56:00
  settlement builder and that was it.
• 56:03
  And you were alone. All right.
• 56:06
  So I think that I talked enough about Fallout, the TV show.
• 56:10
  I I think it was good and I'm looking forward to more.
• 56:15
  I suppose I could probably go on a fucking day about some other
• 56:19
  things that bothered me and also that I really enjoyed about the
• 56:23
  Fallout TV show, but there you go.
• 56:31
  We pretty much covered a whole lot.
• 56:35
  So here's the deal folks. If you enjoy it, whenever I talk
• 56:39
  about other stuff besides atheism and religion and the God
• 56:43
  stuff, then all you have to do is go to my community section on
• 56:46
  my YouTube front page and tell me, say, hey Brett, I'd like to
• 56:51
  know what you think about this. I'd like to know what you think
• 56:54
  about this. I'll talk about everything.
• 56:57
  But there is a limit. The limit is I don't want to
• 57:02
  talk about fucking drama or what happened to me.
• 57:05
  Aren't some kind of podcast. I don't want to talk about that
• 57:10
  kind of bullshit. I don't care about it.
• 57:14
  And besides, I feel like a lot of you who want me to talk about
• 57:17
  it are just trying to. You're hoping and your stupid
• 57:21
  little fucking cockroach of a brain that if I talk about it,
• 57:25
  it'll get shit going again and get more drama for you so you'll
• 57:29
  be entertained. I'm not an actor or a fucking TV
• 57:33
  show. I'm not here to, you know, be
• 57:36
  anybody's bitch boy or fucking fight with people on the
• 57:41
  Internet. I'm not into that shit.
• 57:45
  Now if somebody comes along and says, hey Brad, I got $5000 for
• 57:50
  you so you can buy your beautiful wife some modest
• 57:54
  dresses and a new fucking computer, will you come on a
• 57:58
  show and act like a fucking dumb baboon for a little bit?
• 58:02
  Then I'll consider it. Money talks, but I'm not going
• 58:08
  to do drama and create this bullshit TV show for you all
• 58:13
  just for the purpose of you getting off, aren't it?
• 58:16
  And me not benefiting whatsoever.
• 58:19
  You know, motherfucker's got to make, you know, make some kind
• 58:24
  of money out of this shit if I'm going to do it.
• 58:27
  You all do realize that every episode I did with those fucking
• 58:31
  idiots, I made $1000 a pop and I just and I decided to act as
• 58:38
  fucking loony and stupid as absolutely possible to make it
• 58:41
  as exciting as it could. But not just for you as the
• 58:45
  audience. But I did it all.
• 58:47
  So, so if I as long as I was entertaining, checks were being
• 58:52
  written out. So I did it.
• 58:55
  But I'm not going to do it for cheap anymore.
• 59:02
  So there's that. OK, all right.
• 59:07
  So if you guys got any ideas or things you'd like me to talk
• 59:10
  about, let me know.