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- 0:43A few years ago I tried the second I like Ayahuasca at a
- 0:47retreat in Peru and today I will share with you.
- 0:51How am I Ayahuasca experience was why I don't recommend that
- 0:55you try Ayahuasca. And lastly if you still want to
- 1:00try to obscure after hearing my experience, A few years ago I
- 1:10tried the second I like Ayahuasca at a retreat in Peru
- 1:14and today I will share with you my experience.
- 1:18Why? I don't recommend, you try
- 1:20Ayahuasca and if you still want to do it once again, then what
- 1:24you need to know to, make sure that it is a safe as possible
- 1:28for you. Let's get into it.
- 2:32So, I've wanted to do Ayahuasca for a long time. so, I wanted to
- 2:38do Ayahuasca for a long time, and one day, I decided, So, I've
- 2:46wanted to do Ayahuasca for a long time and one day, I finally
- 2:51decided to do it. I booked a five-day retreats in
- 2:56the Amazon, jungle in Peru and So I wanted to do Ayahuasca.
- 3:10So I wanted to try out. You asked her for a long time
- 3:14and one day, I finally decide to do it.
- 3:16I booked a five-day retreats in the Amazon jungle in Peru.
- 3:23So included three Ayahuasca, ceremonies the first ceremony
- 3:28and nothing happened for me. I was so disappointed.
- 3:31I've heard of its this is like a really intense experience and I
- 3:36do It feel. I think so.
- 3:40Then the second time I had a bigger dose and wow.
- 3:45I took off before anyone else and it was a very intense trip.
- 3:51I had an ego death experience. So it was like my soul and my
- 3:56ego was separated. And I realized that we are
- 3:59multi-dimensional beings Immortal and I I am more than my
- 4:03body. I am more than my thoughts are
- 4:06more. Than my experiences in this
- 4:08lifetime. It was really scary actually.
- 4:12And then when I went to bed that night, I I saw Spirits a looking
- 4:19at me, ghost, you can say, and it was also really, really
- 4:25freaky, but still something that I don't regret the third one.
- 4:33I was a little more calm but it's still a very Intense
- 4:37experience Ayahuasca. But that is what really got me
- 4:43on to the spiritual path. I was scared and I
- 5:05I can share my Ayahuasca, my I can share my Ayahuasca
- 5:08experience. I can show my fault Ayahuasca
- 5:10experience and exactly what experienced each day if you want
- 5:14to in another video. But I can share my full
- 5:21Ayahuasca experience in another video if you're interested.
- 5:25Let me know but to sum it up. It was a really scary but also
- 5:31really profound having this ego death experience and it is
- 5:36what's really triggered me and help me awakened and after that
- 5:41I've been on the spiritual path. So I'm really grateful that I
- 5:44did Ayahuasca but I still don't recommend it and here is why I
- 5:49don't recommend, you try ayahuasca.
- 6:28I became friends with one of the other attendants on the
- 6:31Retreats, a girl from New Zealand.
- 6:33And she I became friends, I became friends with one of the
- 6:42girls at the retreat and she decided to do Ayahuasca another
- 6:47time in Mexico, this time with another Retreat and after this,
- 6:55she had what's called an And after this she had what it's
- 7:01called a negative entity attachment.
- 7:05What is this? So a negative entity is a lower
- 7:11vibrational entity. So, what is it?
- 7:29So, what is a negative entity, a negative entity is a spirit or
- 7:35an entity. That is low vibrational in this
- 7:39piggybacking on your energy field.
- 7:42And this is a not something you want to have attached to your
- 7:45feel, this can really mess with aligning.
- 7:50You to your purpose and mess with your energy.
- 7:54It's, it's quite dangerous and quite very common amongst
- 8:00amongst The light workers. In these a negative entity
- 8:14attachment can happen to anyone at any point of time.
- 8:17But especially when you're taking a psychedelic drug
- 8:22because when you're taking psychedelic, you are opening up
- 8:26your energy, feel it's like a door has opened up which allows
- 8:32lower vibrational entity to come in to your energy field.
- 8:58When I first had a psychic reading, she told me to not do
- 9:03psychedelics again because she had worked at a mental hospital
- 9:08and she had met so many people who are taking some cats. when I
- 9:14first had a psychic reading, my psychic told me to never take
- 9:18psychedelics again because she had worked at a mental hospital
- 9:23and she had met so many people who had taken some kind of
- 9:26psychedelic drug and they had now got in multiple personality
- 9:32disorders and similar and mental illnesses like that because you
- 9:38when you open up because when you take psychedelics you open
- 9:42up your Static field and several negative entities can come on to
- 9:46you and attached to you. And the thing is Ayahuasca, can
- 9:57make you very fearful. It is, it can be a very scary
- 10:01experience for most people and this fear attracts negative
- 10:07entities further into your field.
- 10:16I remember being so scared but I told the facilitators that can I
- 10:20please just have a cold shower. I just wanted to end it even
- 10:26though I knew I wasn't going to die.
- 10:28I really felt like I was going to and this is a very very
- 10:31common feeling to have that you're going to die while you're
- 10:36doing that Ayahuasca and trust me, you won't die is very very
- 10:40unlikely. And And trust me, you're not
- 10:45going to die but it's very just and trust me you're not going to
- 10:49die but it's very very unlikely. But this fear can bring in
- 10:55negative entities which is why it can be very dangerous to take
- 11:39So, the heightened risk of negative entity attachment is
- 11:42not the only reason why I don't recommend taking Ayahuasca.
- 11:48There's also stories of people being taken advantage to when
- 11:53they're in that state. So when you come to Iquitos the
- 11:57capital of Peru, there are so many Ayahuasca facilitators, and
- 12:02it's hard to know which ones are legit, and which ones are not.
- 12:06So there are some of them that will actually take advantage.
- 12:08Bondage of their attendance while they're in that vulnerable
- 12:12state, which is, of course, a horrible horrible, and something
- 12:16that is a risk in that can happen.
- 12:27And that led me and that leads me to my second reason and that
- 12:31is it's really difficult to find a legitimate Center.
- 12:35This actually doing things to prevent negative entities coming
- 12:39in so you need to really make sure you find one that you can
- 12:45trust. That has good reviews with a
- 12:49real shamans who are there to actually help you in your
- 12:53Spiritual Development and Not want to cause you any harm.
- 13:08The third reason to not do Ayahuasca is that it can be
- 13:10very, very, very traumatizing, especially if you have a mini
- 13:16childhood wounds, then these can come up, come up, they can it
- 13:20play in front of you you can see scary things.
- 13:25It could become up snakes and your biggest fears will be
- 13:30challenged and this can be very scary for you.
- 13:35Many people at the retriever crying.
- 13:38And even though this only lasts during your trip, it is a
- 13:43six-hour trip usually. So it lasts for several several
- 13:46hours. So it's not like a GM, treat DMT
- 13:50trip that only lasts for 15 minutes and then it's done it,
- 13:53several hours. So you need to know this when
- 13:56you get into. So you need to know this before
- 14:01you decide if you want to do it. What's going on?
- 14:31If you still want to do Ayahuasca and I understand you,
- 14:36I and if you still want to do Ayahuasca, I I understand you if
- 14:43you really, really feel called to this, it could be that this
- 14:46will help you on your spiritual. And if you, and if you still
- 14:53want to do, Iowa scoffs, I've told you all this, then I
- 14:56completely understand you. I felt a strong strong urge to
- 14:59do Ayahuasca and it did change my life.
- 15:02It did lead me on the spiritual path and helped me realize that
- 15:07we all multi-dimensional beings living.
- 15:09A human experience that I am more than just my body that I'm
- 15:12this more more than just this life.
- 15:17So so if that's you, I have now some tips.
- 15:21If you. So this is you I have now a few
- 15:27tips I want to share with you on how you can avoid having a bad
- 15:32trip or bad Ayahuasca experience.
- 15:41My first tip is to never do Ayahuasca alone or just with a
- 15:45group of friends, you need to have an experienced Shaman, I
- 15:51highly recommend going to Peru, where Iowa's case from and doing
- 15:56it in the rainforest, in Amazon rainforest, where it was
- 16:00originally created. And when there are shamans have
- 16:03been doing these Retreats for Generations, helping each other
- 16:14My second advice is to sleep under the same roof as your
- 16:18facilitators, so make sure that that is possible.
- 16:22Because on the retreat I went to you had the option to either
- 16:25sleep in the in the same room as everyone else or you could hire
- 16:30Bungalow which was like a little walk away and
- 16:46the reason why this is so important is because in this
- 16:50space where everyone is sleeping and where you have the Ayahuasca
- 16:53experience, this place has already been cleared it they
- 16:56have been using and incense and and they have this And the
- 17:04reason why this is so important is because that space has
- 17:06already been cleared. If you have gone to a reputable
- 17:12Ayahuasca center, it's already been cleared with incense at
- 17:15Sarah and the shamans will be there that facilitators will be
- 17:20there. So in case something scary
- 17:22happens at night, if you feel like you're being attacked or by
- 17:26a negative entity or anything like that, then you have the
- 17:29support of the facilitators there.
- 17:33Yeah, that actually happened to me after I was scared ceremony,
- 17:36I just went straight to my Bungalow and then the, my
- 17:40facilitator knocked on my door and he said that he he saw some
- 17:45negative entities around and that I should come back to the
- 17:48facility and asleep there, but everyone else.
- 17:52So I just regretted spending that extra money on the Bungalow
- 17:56when it's much more safe to sleep where everyone else has.
- 18:08Next step is to find a good reputable Ayahuasca Retreat
- 18:13Center. I went with a dream Glade and I
- 18:17am very happy with my experience, but make sure that
- 18:21you found any some recommendations from other
- 18:24people. Don't just go with the first
- 18:27person you see in Peru. Another tip is to make sure that
- 19:02you're in a center with a clear the space, the clear the energy
- 19:08so that you avoid negative entities coming in.
- 19:11So before you boost book. So before your book you're a
- 19:16wuss, got ceremony ask the retreat like what do you do to
- 19:20clear the space and to avoid negative entities coming in?
- 19:33You should also make sure that the group size is small and so
- 19:37that there is enough facilitators to help everyone.
- 19:42It's very common to have bad trips during Ayahuasca.
- 19:45And I've heard people where there's been like hundreds or
- 19:48tendons and just a few facilitators, that is not
- 19:51enough. If you have a bad trip, then
- 19:54they might not even have time to help you. so, make sure that
- 19:58that it is, I would say So in my case, we were around 10 people
- 20:08and two facilitators and to shamans, which was perfect.
- 20:33Next tip is to transition to a vegan diet, one month before the
- 20:39retreat's also avoid salty, food, sugary food and I spicy
- 20:46food. So, the reason why this is so
- 20:50important is because otherwise you will spend your ceremony
- 20:55just purging all these toxins out of your body.
- 20:59And the potential insights that he would have had from the
- 21:03Ayahuasca and might not come up because you just purging
- 21:07partying, partying, purging Also, make sure to meditate
- 21:23every single day. One month leading up to the
- 21:26retreat. This is to lessen the fear that
- 21:30you might feel during the Ayahuasca because if you
- 21:34meditate regularly, you are more in touch with your higher self
- 21:38and you can separate yourself from the ego.
- 21:41Well, which makes it which makes it less scary if you would have
- 21:46an ego death experience you, you would see them that okay?
- 21:49This is just my Eagle panicking. This is not this is not
- 21:53something to be scared of. You can separate yourself
- 21:56better. And you won't have like a panic
- 22:01attack. Like me, just going in and
- 22:04having a cold shower, looking really stupid in front of
- 22:08everyone. And now, I would love to hear
- 22:25your thoughts on Iowa's. Can psychedelics, what do you
- 22:28think? Do you think it's a good thing
- 22:30to do? Do you think it's about going to
- 22:31do? And let me know if you want to
- 22:33see more videos about this topic?
- 22:36From me? And yes, have a beautiful day.