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- 0:00Chapter five of The Man Who Staked the Stars by Catherine MacLean. This LibriVox
- 0:08recording is in the public domain. Chapter five. When he left the office
- 0:16with Pierce, someone stepped out of a corner of the corridor and clutched at
- 0:21his sleeve, speaking rapidly. Bryce brushed the hand off carelessly and walked on
- 0:28a junkie. He remarked to Pierce. There was a quick flash of motion
- 0:33behind them that sent them whirling to one side. Pierce stood aside with a
- 0:37small needle gun in his palm, waiting to see if it would be needed,
- 0:41while Bryce finished the downstroke of his hand that sent the knife and the
- 0:45junkie reeling to the rubbery corridor flooring. Shall I report him, Pierce asked,
- 0:52making his needle gun vanish in the same smooth motion it had appeared and
- 0:57indicating a phone sign. No, it doesn't matter. Bryce walked on thoughtfully.
- 1:03Everyone wants to kill me at once, Pierce said. It's easy to
- 1:08sway a miserable man to the point of pitting all his troubles and hate onto
- 1:12one name like Bryce Carter. I know, said Bryce. He saw that
- 1:19the smiling, dark young man was alert, walking a little ahead of him
- 1:23and glancing quickly left and right as they approached corners and intersections and recessed doorways
- 1:29where a man could wait unseen, doing his job as a bodyguard efficiently and
- 1:34inconspicuously. If it's the man I think it is, Bryce told him,
- 1:38falling into step again after they passed the turn into the tube trains. He's
- 1:44working against a deadline. It's now or never. There won't be any more
- 1:49of this after next month, Pierce answered, after a glance at a passing
- 1:55mirror to see if they were followed, and a quick scan of the train
- 1:59platform. Your usual haunts will be booby trapped. Better stay out of routine.
- 2:05That night, in the space Hands end of the city, they ate
- 2:09the dinner that he usually had with Mona at a nightclub or alone, looking
- 2:14for a good pickup and an expensive cocktail lounge. He was in the shipping
- 2:17area around the docks, at the opposite end of the city from his usual
- 2:22haunts. The ceiling was low and the glasses shivered and danced with a constant,
- 2:28muted thunder of jets that shuddered through the floor from the nearby landing fields.
- 2:34His new assistant and bodyguard was pleasantly deferential, lighting cigarettes for him,
- 2:38listening respectfully to his opinions, drawing him out with questions that showed he understood
- 2:45what he was listening to. Bryce could not remember having had such a good
- 2:51time talking since he left the company of the meteorite miners at the Belt.
- 2:55Everything he said seemed right and even brilliant. As he talked and told anecdotes
- 3:01of his life and sketched some of his plans, he saw his past life
- 3:06with peculiar vividness, as if he were a stranger seeing it for the first
- 3:10time. In the reflected light of the interest and enthusiasm of his audience,
- 3:16events took on a new glow of entertainment and adventure and success, where they
- 3:23had seen to be just work and risk and routine at the time. They
- 3:30had an evening to pass. Somehow, Pierce got into conversation with a little
- 3:35Egyptian who could have stood for Syno and had the same merry impetuous way about
- 3:38him. Ras Anna was his name. He claimed to be the Caliph of
- 3:45Baghdad, still incognito, or perhaps a professional explorer disguised as a native.
- 3:52After a few drinks, he enlisted them somewhat confusedly as the two missing musketeers,
- 4:00and they found themselves wandering arm and arm from bar to bar and up
- 4:04and down dark alleys. Interviewing the heathen natives, Bryce realized that he was
- 4:12laughing steadily and enjoying himself in a way that had nothing to do with a
- 4:17small number of drinks he'd had. He couldn't get any difference out of Raz.
- 4:25Raz wouldn't have deferred to God himself, and it was no use trying
- 4:28to impress him, for nothing impressed him. Apparently, the hook nosed,
- 4:32merry little man had no ambition and no envy of anyone, and wanted no
- 4:39better of life than he had at the moment. It was a strange new
- 4:45world they led Bryce through, not the ragged, starving, crowded viciousness of
- 4:49his childhood, not the fighting equality of spacemen and rock miners, many of
- 4:56them wanted, by the law, the barren hospitality of the sellers and the
- 5:01belt who owed him money and who invited him to their sparsh dinners in gratitude
- 5:09those he had always managed to keep in their places and exact a certain measure
- 5:14of respect. Even the smooth, powerful men of wealth around him now accorded
- 5:20him a certain measure of deference that was an acknowledgment of strength. But the
- 5:26two musketeers he was with and the world they opened for him, seemed to
- 5:30respect neither distance, nor politeness, nor hold any fear for strength. Friendly
- 5:38insults and uncritical friendliness mingled oddly with the mock solemn pretense of the fairy tale,
- 5:46and that part was genuine and spontaneous. It didn't seem to be a
- 5:50different kind of people he was meeting exactly. It was the same kind of
- 5:56people, approached differently. He didn't know exact exactly how it was done,
- 6:00and he let the other two take the lead. Perhaps he had drunk too
- 6:06much, he thought as he rode the hotel elevator. For in retrospect,
- 6:13the evening was a haze of pleasure that was hard to pin his attention to
- 6:17everything he had said, Everything that had happened seemed profoundly right, an atmosphere
- 6:25which he had encountered rarely before, and only then in the last stage of
- 6:30drunkenness. But he was sober. He had had only a few drinks,
- 6:35and his perceptions seemed sharpened rather than blurred. Yet where there should have been
- 6:42critical thoughts and regrets for error and restless plans. In his mind. There
- 6:47was only a pleasant, empty buzz. Too much talk, he thought,
- 6:55yawning as he went down the luxurious hotel corridor to his room. It was
- 7:01that night that he first noticed something wrong with the mirror. He glanced into
- 7:08it casually while undressing, then not so casually, walking up to it and
- 7:14inspecting his face. A slight, unpleasant tingle coursed along his nerves a stranger.
- 7:24When he tried to focus on what was wrong, he could find nothing
- 7:27that looked any different, yet the total effect was completely wrong. He decided
- 7:33that it must be the mirror, some subtle distortion of the reflection. The
- 7:39old one must have been broken and cleaning, and a new one put in.
- 7:44The chill passed, and still the good blank feeling lasted. He went
- 7:49to bed, reviewing the evening and smiling, and went to sleep without resorting
- 7:55to the mental arithmetic that he generally used to clear his mind of dissatisfaction actions.
- 8:01The next morning, the mirror still looked peculiar. There seemed to be
- 8:07nothing wrong with the reflected image of the room. But when he gave himself
- 8:11the usual inspection. Before stepping out into the corridor, the feeling of strangeness
- 8:16returned, and his eyes felt as if they were blurring. He put his
- 8:22hand up to his eyes instinctively and felt a distinct shock when the mirror image
- 8:28did the same. Odd A slender, smiling young man joined him in the
- 8:37lobby, rising and falling into step with him as he passed, going through
- 8:41doors before him. With the inconspicuous alertness and precaution, he did his duties
- 8:46as a bodyguard well, bryce noted, but that was only to be expected.
- 8:52Efficiency is and should be unnoticeable. One thing he discovered during the working
- 8:58morning at the office. There had been nothing wrong with the mirror in his
- 9:03hotel room. The washroom mirror was worse. He stood for a while,
- 9:09frozen in midstep while he looked at the lean, tanned, and freckled face,
- 9:16which looked like a color movie of his, every feature in its proper
- 9:20place as he remembered it, but yet not his. It didn't belong to
- 9:26him. He made faces at it, and it made faces back as if
- 9:31it were his. While he tried to believe that he was looking out of
- 9:33the gray eyes which looked back at him. Then he heard someone coming in
- 9:39and left suddenly and sheepishly. That afternoon, after Pierce got into the swing
- 9:46of the work, he began to be useful, fitting himself into the work
- 9:50routine as though he had always been part of it, making the right calls
- 9:54and contacts and appointments on the barest hints, handing him the phone intuitively as
- 10:01he needed it, always at the right time with almost telepathic instinct, while
- 10:07checking over the decisions and plans of Kesby and the staff that needed is okay,
- 10:11and signing type letters. Bryce taught the thoughts and plans which came half
- 10:16formed to mind, almost thinking aloud, and when his remark struck something that
- 10:22sounded like it would be good to do soon, he saw Pierce jotting them
- 10:26down later, detailing the preliminary steps for Bryce's use. And two, all
- 10:35the small tasks were being taken from him with easy naturalness, saving him much
- 10:39time. His assistant was being what he had claimed he would be, a
- 10:45genuinely useful left hand. Bryce found himself proud of the kid's manifest efficiency,
- 10:52for he was a product of the same school that Bryce himself had climbed from.
- 10:58On the way back to the hotel after work, he caught Pierce glancing
- 11:03at him with a thoughtful expression and realized he had been faltering and giving a
- 11:07second glance to every public mirror that he had passed. He was momentarily embarrassed,
- 11:13wondering if any strain had showed on his expression. There was a party
- 11:18he had to go to that night, so he changed to formal clothes and
- 11:22stepped off again for the home of the FN Administrative Governor of the Moon.
- 11:28He did not want to attend. It would be another of those stiff,
- 11:33lonesome dinners he had suffered through before, but he had to learn to make
- 11:37friends on his own social level and be easy and convivial with the kind of
- 11:43people he would be associating with the rest of his life. After the first
- 11:48hour had given him a good test, Bryce decided that the evening was as
- 11:52bad as he had anticipated. He stood on the outskirts of a small group,
- 11:58holding a drink and watching resentfully as a startlingly beautiful woman laughed and talked
- 12:03with the others of the group and not with him. She had been introduced
- 12:09to him as Sheila Wesley. The joke she had with the others were quick
- 12:13and subtle flashes of wit and insight, and seemed to be based on a
- 12:18mutual understanding that he could not share, even though some of the others had
- 12:22just been introduced and had been strangers to each other a few minutes back.
- 12:28It was something he grasped vaguely as a common background and approach to life that
- 12:31they shared, perhaps through education. There were quick references to political situations they
- 12:39all seemed familiar with, or a name that could have been some character in
- 12:43a book they might all have read, or could have been somebody in history,
- 12:50each reference followed by a subdued laugh and an added witty statement from some
- 12:54other quarter. No one of them gave a word to him or noticed that
- 13:01he was there. Why should they. He was dressed well and expensively,
- 13:07but so were they all. He was a person of prominence and power,
- 13:13but so were they all, and bored by it. He could not talk
- 13:18like the others. Then what could he do to make Sheila Wesley smile at
- 13:22him the way she smiled down at the ridiculous little fat man beside her as
- 13:26he excitedly stuttered out his opinions. Sheila Wesley was not like Mona to be
- 13:35captured by money and clothes and influence. Would she be impressed even by the
- 13:39power he would have Later He tried to picture her as tremulous and odd,
- 13:46hanging on his words and flattering him, but he couldn't believe it. She
- 13:50probably wouldn't notice him any more than now. There was nothing he could do
- 13:56to impress her. He had thought Mona had poised, but now he saw
- 14:01that her manner was just an inadequate carbon copy of a completely spontaneous original.
- 14:07The woman Sheila, managed to be poised, aloof and yet friendly to everyone,
- 14:15simultaneously warm and unattainable. He desired to be bitingly rude, that at
- 14:24least would make her admit that he existed. She was smiling at that ridiculous
- 14:30little fat man. Again, he trained his glass and completely unnoticed, left
- 14:37the party. Nobody would miss him, he was sure. Outside in the
- 14:43corridor, Roy Pierce, his assistant, was engaged in conversation with two young
- 14:48men and two girls. There he is now, he heard Pierce say,
- 14:56and one of the men came toward him, laughing. Is it true that
- 15:01this lunatic can't go and make up with the lady of his heart because she
- 15:05has had him bad if we all try to smuggle him in and one of
- 15:11the girls are really gorgeous blonde called. He was just telling us about that
- 15:16time you were in space with the pirates after you, and they had stolen
- 15:20the big focusing mirror from the first belt foundry furnace. I'm sure you could
- 15:24tell it better. You tell it. He was surrounded by the five.
- 15:28Then go ahead, they were urging, laughing, go ahead. It didn't
- 15:33really happen, did it. This accusation was made by the pretty blonde.
- 15:39He looked at her, half indignantly. I don't know how he tells it,
- 15:45but it happened. And he began to tell what had happened. The
- 15:50two girls and the two young men listened, adding occasional startled interjections and admiring
- 15:56laughter. Pierce inserted an occasional question, and Bryce became aware that in answering
- 16:04them, he was guided to stress and amplify points that made clearer the danger
- 16:11and comedy. Later, he became aware that he was half consciously following the
- 16:15clues of Pierce's expression for the right stress and mood of the telling. Now
- 16:22offhand and smiling and telling what he had done now heavily dramatic mimicking and burlesquing,
- 16:27the tones and threats of the outlaws, now ironic and bitterly indifferent to
- 16:34passing over damage and deaths as a Riley lifted eyebrow in the dark, young
- 16:40face listening, and a faint, imperceptible shrug made him see what had happened
- 16:45from a different angle than he had seen it. Then Pierce apparently had something
- 16:49he needed. A good story sense following him must be something he had learned
- 16:56unconsciously last night, but it worked. To see how well it worked in
- 17:00the expressions of his audience. Someone leaving the party had stopped to listen,
- 17:07standing behind his right shoulder. When he finished, amid the exclamations and sighs
- 17:14of his listeners, a cool, familiar voice drawled, that's quite a story.
- 17:19I picked up something about that at the new Foundry on Reef five,
- 17:23but it was already an old yard. Then she stood before him, still
- 17:29smooth and poised and lovely, offering her hand. I'm glad to hear it
- 17:34from the horse's mouth, aren't you, Bryce Carter. We were introduced in
- 17:40there, I think, but the name didn't click. It was Sheila Wesley
- 17:45that evening was something to remember. First they were a private party at a
- 17:52nightclub, then at a small restaurant, Tom Betty, who was the pretty
- 17:59blonde ralph In, the pretty brunette whose name was Marcia, Pierce, himself,
- 18:04and Sheila. The talk ranged wildly over a multitude of subjects, breaking
- 18:11sometimes into collective fantasies of nonsense like a hatful of fireworks that left them laughing
- 18:17helplessly, sometimes shifting to philosophy and mutual confidences. Every so often, Pierce
- 18:25brought the subject around to something that struck home to Bryce, and he found
- 18:29himself holding forth with unexpected passion and eloquence, and he was surprised to see
- 18:34that the others were keenly interested. Pierce rarely said more than an occasional cheerful
- 18:41remark, but in the more subtle plays of conversation, Bryce found himself still
- 18:48half consciously consulting the cues of his expression to find what his own reaction should
- 18:52be, to find the right word and the right attitude that pleased the table
- 18:59and earn urged them all onto greater and more fantastic heights of talk. It
- 19:03was obvious that Pierce never had any difficulty understanding anyone. He had an instinct
- 19:11that Bryce lacked, and Bryce willingly surrendered to superior skill and followed his silent
- 19:18lead. Sheila, he discovered, besides being a member of one of the
- 19:23top diplomatic families, had worked for a short while as a consultant at the
- 19:29Belt Plastic Manufactory when it was being set up, and had taken to space
- 19:33life. She shared his enthusiasm about the future of the asteroid belts. It
- 19:40was an unprecedented evening. At the close of it, he had four new
- 19:45friends and had discovered that Tom was Tom Mahernick, one of the attorneys of
- 19:51the Spaceways Commission and one of the men whom he had gone to the dinner
- 19:55to meet. And Sheila, tall and slender and beautiful, pressed his hand
- 20:03as the group parted and said, in her wonderful voice, I want to
- 20:07see you again. Bryce, She smiled, I eat at the technician's end
- 20:12of town. You know I'll be with a group at Geiger's Counter tomorrow lunch.
- 20:18If you bear the company of slide rule artists, we'd be glad to
- 20:22see you anytime. He stood for a moment, oddly surprised, say thank
- 20:30you to the lady Pierre smiled and to Sheila, you shouldn't startle people like
- 20:36that, ma'am. His heart's weak. I just dropped dead, Bryce said,
- 20:41finding words, You aren't leading me on. You'll be there on my
- 20:47honor. She smiled, good night, Bryce. She was used to such
- 20:52tributes. Half mocking as they were, she knew how much they were basically
- 20:57sincere, and accepted their trip to her beauty as a matter of course.
- 21:03What a wife to have, and introduced as his wife to other men,
- 21:07and see the look in their eyes. He remembered suddenly that he had not
- 21:15once mentioned that he was a director of UT. Somehow the conversation had never
- 21:21been led to a subject where he could have said it. He made a
- 21:23mental note to tell her next time. It seemed strange that he had been
- 21:29with five people so many hours without informing them that he was a director of
- 21:34UT. He had done the same thing last night, now, he remembered,
- 21:40but they had seemed to like him without it. He led himself into
- 21:45his hotel room and turned on the light, but the first sidewise glimpse of
- 21:49himself in the mirror was disturbing. He solved that problem by the remarkably simple
- 21:55expedient of turning the light out again and undressed in the dark, grinning foolishly.
- 22:03End of chapter five read by Paul Hampton,