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At least my nightmares are over · An ASMR Practice

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  Speaker 1: Alright, we're back at it again. We're back at it
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  Speaker 1: again with the freaking flippy floppies. Okay. Back at it again.
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  Speaker 2: We're walking. We're walking.
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  Speaker 1: Metropolitan Baptist Church. It's not pretty enough. It's not pretty enough.
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  Speaker 1: I would not go in there. Make it prettier.
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  Speaker 3: What the fuck?
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  Speaker 1: Why did we leave Europe, guys? Does anybody know? Why
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  Speaker 1: did we literally leave Europe?
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  Speaker 2: You know, the good news is I was haunted by
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  Speaker 2: nightmares most of my life, like every single night, having
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  Speaker 2: extremely vivid and excruciating nightmares. And the good news is
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  Speaker 2: I straight up am not having dreams anymore. I think
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  Speaker 2: I have late night images.
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  Speaker 1: Close enough. Welcome back,..
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  Speaker 3: Um and early morning images i would say well i.
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  Speaker 2: Guess i don't know maybe that's what it is maybe
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  Speaker 2: it's just i don't remember them anymore because i definitely
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  Speaker 2: there are some things that I think this is like
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  Speaker 2: the downfall of sociality or sociality, like being social. It's like,
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  Speaker 2: I seem to remember conversations that I've had with people. Um,
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  Speaker 2: and ultimately if I cared, I would just bring it
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  Speaker 2: back up with the people. And fundamentally, I'm not really
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  Speaker 2: trying to do all that, especially with these specific people.
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  Speaker 1: And I do feel pretty jaded. I do feel pretty.
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  Speaker 2: Jaded at this point because when I bring things up later, it.
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  Speaker 1: Seems like a lot of people are not, they don't
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  Speaker 1: like this. And unfortunately, the people that I had these
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  Speaker 1: conversations with that I am not sure if they're completely real.
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  Speaker 3: So I'm like already.
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  Speaker 2: Coming from a place of insecurity. And I also happen
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  Speaker 2: to know that these people are not going to fucking
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  Speaker 2: hear me out because I didn't bring it up fast
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  Speaker 2: enough or like in the moment enough. You know, and
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  Speaker 2: they're like pretty unforgiving about this certain.
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  Speaker 1: Type of thing.
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  Speaker 3: Um, okay.
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  Speaker 1: We're fucking power watching. We're literally power watching.
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  Speaker 2: Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Okay.
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  Speaker 2: Hi.
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  Speaker 1: The power washing. Fabulous. It was kind of cool walking
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  Speaker 1: through the mist. It makes me think I want a pool.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta find a pool. I'm gonna use my noggin
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  Speaker 1: and figure out how to find a pool. God, I
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  Speaker 1: would just love to be in a fucking pool right now.
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  Speaker 1: I would do anything. I would do anything.
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  Speaker 2: But we're not in Arkansas anymore, so you can't just
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  Speaker 2: be swimming anywhere. This stuff is swampy. But then part
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  Speaker 2: of me is like, is it even true? But I
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  Speaker 2: think it might be. I think to live in the South.
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  Speaker 1: Is cheap for a reason.
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  Speaker 2: I think it's kind of the toilet of the United States, unfortunately.
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  Speaker 1: The people here are lovely. They accept me. I might
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  Speaker 1: be a toilet person.
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  Speaker 2: Alright.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I gotta get out of this city, I think.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta get out of this city.
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  Speaker 2: It's just simply way too hot. I think the microclimate
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  Speaker 2: of having this much concrete is, like, not right.
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  Speaker 1: I might just go. Nothing is really stopping me.
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  Speaker 3: Well.
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  Speaker 3: Oh, look, a mailman.
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  Speaker 2: Mail lady.
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  Speaker 1: Mail lady. Thank God that's not me. Thank God that's
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  Speaker 1: literally not me.
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  Speaker 2: Alright, tomorrow I'm leaving.
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  Speaker 1: Just decided. Tomorrow I'm leaving.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not sure where I'm going, but I gotta get
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  Speaker 2: out of here. I think it's just simply too hot.
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  Speaker 2: The guy with the fucking power washer just told me
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  Speaker 2: to get the fuck out of here. Really, what he
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  Speaker 2: did was he gave me a cloud of.
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  Speaker 1: Ambient mist. And I thought to myself, damn, it'd be
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  Speaker 1: nice to swim. Goddamn, it'd be nice to swim. I
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  Speaker 1: could probably find a pool. Actually, I know exactly how
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  Speaker 1: to find the pool. And unfortunately, I didn't even bring
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  Speaker 1: a swimsuit. I forgot. I literally forgot a swimsuit. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: another real man.
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  Speaker 2: Ugh, they're everywhere.
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  Speaker 1: What? Oh wait, I know where I am!
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  Speaker 2: I sat on this guy's porch. He had a, this
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  Speaker 2: guy had a Connecticut sticker on his little motorcycle moped.
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  Speaker 1: And I might be Connecticut's number one hater.
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  Speaker 2: But God, God, I would kill to be in Connecticut
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  Speaker 2: right now.
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  Speaker 1: The Connecticut beach. All right, I see what we're doing here.
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  Speaker 1: We're taking a detour. Okay, I know exactly what I'm doing.
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  Speaker 1: I've been here. I've literally walked these streets.
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  Speaker 2: I was like.
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  Speaker 1: I was like super conscious last time I was walking
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  Speaker 1: these streets. And you know the... The reason I chose that... Well, okay, no.
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  Speaker 2: It was the Connecticut sticker. But I almost chose it
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  Speaker 2: even before I saw that because the land was.
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  Speaker 1: Like there's a hanging lantern above it. And it was,
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  Speaker 1: it was swinging in a way that didn't make like
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  Speaker 1: physical sense.
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  Speaker 2: It was like, it was like, it was metaphysical. It
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  Speaker 2: was literally metaphysical. And so I was trying to decide
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  Speaker 2: if I was scared or intrigued. And then I saw
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  Speaker 2: the Connecticut sticker. And so I did a kind of
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  Speaker 2: double take. And I asked the dude, I was like,
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  Speaker 2: can I sit here? And he was like, yeah, don't
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  Speaker 2: overstay your welcome. And he gave me a recommendation. He's like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: you should go watch the Saints game at the sports bar.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, sure.
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  Speaker 3: I guess.
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  Speaker 1: And ultimately... I did not go do that. Ultimately, I
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  Speaker 1: did not go do that. Yeah, see, I don't even
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  Speaker 1: know where I am. I thought I did, and now
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  Speaker 1: I'm just not so sure. Alright, what is this street?
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  Speaker 2: Galve? Galve? Ugh.
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  Speaker 1: It's the girl way. Is this a library? It kind
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  Speaker 1: of looks like a library. I can just tell by
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  Speaker 1: the architecture. It might not be. Who knows. But now
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  Speaker 1: I gotta know what it is. Now that I have
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  Speaker 1: a guess, I have to figure it out. Oh man.
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  Speaker 1: This city just ain't even right. I miss my freaking hometown.
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  Speaker 2: What? Hmm.
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  Speaker 1: At this point, what would I consider to be my hometown?
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  Speaker 1: That's the question. Oh, I know exactly what I need
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  Speaker 1: to do. I'm so stupid sometimes. Senior Center.
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  Speaker 2: Huh.
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  Speaker 1: This is funny. Okay, I thought it was a library.
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  Speaker 1: It's a senior center. What's the difference? Bye. What's the
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  Speaker 1: literal difference? Aw, there's a kitty.
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  Speaker 3: Yay.
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  Speaker 1: Alright, I think that's it.