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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter four of the shuttle chapter four a mistake of
- 0:09Speaker 1: the post boys as the weeks passed at stornham court
- 0:13Speaker 1: the atlantic ocean seemed to rosalie anstruthers to widen endlessly
- 0:17Speaker 1: and gay happy noisy new york to recede until it
- 0:20Speaker 1: was as far away as some memory of heaven the
- 0:23Speaker 1: girl had been born in the midst of the rattling
- 0:25Speaker 1: rumbling bustle and it had never struck her as assuming
- 0:28Speaker 1: the character of noise She had only thought of it
- 0:31Speaker 1: as being the cheerful confusion inseparable from town. She had
- 0:35Speaker 1: been secretly offended and hurt when strangers said that New
- 0:38Speaker 1: York was noisy and dirty. When they called it vulgar,
- 0:41Speaker 1: she never wholly forgave them. She was of the New
- 0:45Speaker 1: Yorkers who adore their New York, as Parisians adore Paris,
- 0:49Speaker 1: and who feel that only within its beloved boundaries can
- 0:51Speaker 1: the breath of life be breathed. People were often too
- 0:54Speaker 1: hot or too cold there, but there was usually plenty
- 0:57Speaker 1: of bright, glaring sun, and the extremes of the weather
- 1:00Speaker 1: had at least something rather dramatic about them. There were
- 1:03Speaker 1: dramatic incidents connected with them at any rate. People fell
- 1:07Speaker 1: dead of sunstroke or were frozen to death, and the
- 1:10Speaker 1: newspapers were full of anecdotes during a cold snap or
- 1:13Speaker 1: a torrid wave, which all made for excitement and conversation.
- 1:17Speaker 1: But at Stornham the rain seemed to young Lady Anstruthers
- 1:20Speaker 1: to descend ceaselessly. The season was a wet one, and
- 1:24Speaker 1: when she rose in the morning and looked out over
- 1:26Speaker 1: the huge stretch of trees and sward, she thought she
- 1:29Speaker 1: always saw the rain falling, either in hopeless sheets or
- 1:32Speaker 1: more hopeless drizzle. The occasions upon which this was a
- 1:36Speaker 1: dreary truth blotted out or blurred the exceptions, when in
- 1:40Speaker 1: liquid ultramarine deeps of sky floated islands and mountains of
- 1:44Speaker 1: snow-white fleece, of a beauty of which she had before
- 1:47Speaker 1: had no conception. In the English novels she had read,
- 1:50Speaker 1: places such as Stornham Court were always filled with house-parties,
- 1:54Speaker 1: made up of wonderful town wits and beauties, who provided
- 1:57Speaker 1: endless entertainment for each other, who played games, who hunted
- 2:01Speaker 1: and shot pheasants, and shone in dazzling amateur theatricals. There were, however,
- 2:06Speaker 1: no visitors at Stornham, and there were in fact no
- 2:09Speaker 1: accommodations for any. There were numberless bedrooms, but none really
- 2:13Speaker 1: fit for guests to occupy. Carpets and curtains were ancient
- 2:17Speaker 1: and ragged. furniture was dilapidated chimneys would not draw beds
- 2:22Speaker 1: were falling to pieces the dowager lady anstruthers had never
- 2:26Speaker 1: either attracted desired or been able to afford company her
- 2:30Speaker 1: son's wife suffered from the resulting boredom and unpopularity without
- 2:34Speaker 1: being able to comprehend the significance of the situation as
- 2:38Speaker 1: the weeks dragged by a few heavy carriages deposited at
- 2:41Speaker 1: the court a few callers some of the visitors bore
- 2:44Speaker 1: imposing titles which made Rosalie very nervous, and caused her
- 2:48Speaker 1: hastily to array herself to receive them in toilettes much
- 2:51Speaker 1: too pretty and delicate for the occasion. Her innocent idea
- 2:55Speaker 1: was that she must do her husband credit by appearing
- 2:58Speaker 1: as stylish as possible. As a result she was stared at,
- 3:02Speaker 1: either with open disfavour or with well-bred, furtive criticism, and
- 3:06Speaker 1: was described afterwards as being either very American or very overdressed.
- 3:11Speaker 1: When she had lived in huge rooms in Fifth Avenue,
- 3:14Speaker 1: Rosalie had changed her attire as many times a day
- 3:17Speaker 1: as she had changed her fancy. Every hour had been
- 3:20Speaker 1: filled with engagements and amusements. The Vanderpool carriages had driven
- 3:24Speaker 1: up to the door and driven away, again and again
- 3:27Speaker 1: through the mornings and afternoons and until midnight and later.
- 3:31Speaker 1: Someone was always going out or coming in. There had
- 3:34Speaker 1: been in the big handsome house not much more of
- 3:37Speaker 1: an air of repose than one might expect to find
- 3:39Speaker 1: at a railway station. but the flurry, the coming and going,
- 3:43Speaker 1: the calling and chatting had all been cheery, amiable. At Stornham,
- 3:47Speaker 1: Rosalie sat at breakfast before unchanging boiled eggs, unfailing toast,
- 3:52Speaker 1: and unalterable broiled bacon, morning after morning. Sir Nigel sat
- 3:57Speaker 1: and munched over the newspapers, his mother, with an air
- 4:00Speaker 1: of relentless disapproval from a lofty height of both her
- 4:03Speaker 1: food and companions, disposed of her eggs and her rasher
- 4:07Speaker 1: at Rosalie's right hand. She had transferred to her daughter-in-law
- 4:10Speaker 1: her previously occupied seat at the head of the table.
- 4:14Speaker 1: This had been done with a carefully prepared scene of intense,
- 4:17Speaker 1: though correct, disagreeableness, in which she had managed to convey
- 4:21Speaker 1: all the rancour of her dethroned spirit and her disapproval
- 4:24Speaker 1: and disdain of international alliances.' It is, of course, proper
- 4:29Speaker 1: that you should sit at the head of your husband's table,'
- 4:32Speaker 1: she had said, among other agreeable things.' A woman, having
- 4:35Speaker 1: devoted her life to her son, must relinquish her position
- 4:39Speaker 1: to the person he chooses to marry. If you should
- 4:41Speaker 1: have a son, you will give up your position to
- 4:44Speaker 1: his wife. Since Nigel has married you, he has, of course,
- 4:48Speaker 1: a right to expect that you will at least make
- 4:50Speaker 1: an effort to learn something of what is required of
- 4:52Speaker 1: women in your position.'' Sit down, Rosalie,' said Nigel.' Of
- 4:56Speaker 1: course you take the head of the table, and naturally
- 4:59Speaker 1: you must learn what is expected of my wife.' but
- 5:02Speaker 1: don't talk confounded rubbish mother about devoting your life to
- 5:05Speaker 1: your son we have seen about as little of each
- 5:08Speaker 1: other as we could help we never agreed they were
- 5:12Speaker 1: both bullies and each made occasional efforts at bullying the
- 5:15Speaker 1: other without any particular result but each could at least
- 5:18Speaker 1: bully the other into intensified unpleasantness the vicar's wife having
- 5:23Speaker 1: made her call of ceremony upon the new lady anstruthers
- 5:26Speaker 1: followed up the acquaintance and found her quite exotically unlike
- 5:30Speaker 1: her mother-in-law whose charities, one may be sure, had neither
- 5:34Speaker 1: been lavish nor dispensed by any hand less impressive than
- 5:37Speaker 1: her own. The younger woman was of wholly malleable material.
- 5:41Speaker 1: Her sympathies were easily awakened, and her purse was well
- 5:44Speaker 1: filled and readily opened. Small families or large ones, newly
- 5:48Speaker 1: born infants or newly buried ones, old women with bad legs,
- 5:52Speaker 1: and old men who needed comforts equally touched her heart.
- 5:56Speaker 1: She innocently bestowed sovereigns, where an Englishwoman would have known
- 5:59Speaker 1: that half-crowns would have been sufficient. As the vicaress was
- 6:03Speaker 1: her almoner, that lady felt her importance rapidly on increase.
- 6:07Speaker 1: When she left a cottage, saying, I'll speak to young
- 6:10Speaker 1: Lady Anstruthers about you, the good woman of the house
- 6:13Speaker 1: curtsied low, and her husband touched his forehead respectfully. but
- 6:18Speaker 1: this did not advance the fortunes of Sir Nigel, who
- 6:20Speaker 1: personally required of her very different things. Two weeks after
- 6:24Speaker 1: her arrival at Stornham, Rosalie began to see that somehow
- 6:28Speaker 1: she was regarded as a person almost impudently in the wrong.
- 6:31Speaker 1: It appeared that if she had been an English girl
- 6:34Speaker 1: she would have been quite different, that she would have
- 6:36Speaker 1: been an advantage instead of a detriment. As an American
- 6:39Speaker 1: she was a detriment, that seemed to go without saying.
- 6:43Speaker 1: She tried to do everything she was told, and learn
- 6:46Speaker 1: something from each cold insinuation. She didn't know that her
- 6:49Speaker 1: very amenability and timidity were her undoing. Sir Nigel and
- 6:54Speaker 1: his mother thoroughly enjoyed themselves at her expense. They knew
- 6:58Speaker 1: they could say anything they chose, and at the most
- 7:00Speaker 1: she would only break down into crying, and afterwards apologise
- 7:04Speaker 1: for being so badly behaved. If some practical strong-minded person
- 7:08Speaker 1: had been near to defend her, she might have been
- 7:10Speaker 1: rescued promptly and her tyrants routed but she was a
- 7:14Speaker 1: young girl tender of heart and weak of nature she
- 7:17Speaker 1: used to cry a great deal when she was alone
- 7:19Speaker 1: and when she wrote to her mother she was too
- 7:21Speaker 1: frightened to tell the truth concerning her unhappiness oh if
- 7:25Speaker 1: i could just see some of them she would wail
- 7:27Speaker 1: to herself if i could just see mother or father
- 7:31Speaker 1: or anybody from new york oh i know i shall
- 7:34Speaker 1: never see new york again or broadway or fifth avenue
- 7:38Speaker 1: or central park i never never never shall and she
- 7:42Speaker 1: would grovel among her pillows burying her face and half
- 7:45Speaker 1: stifling herself lest her sobs should be heard her feeling
- 7:49Speaker 1: for her husband had become one of terror and repulsion
- 7:52Speaker 1: She was almost more afraid of his patronising affectionate moments
- 7:55Speaker 1: than she was of his temper. His conjugal condescensions made
- 7:59Speaker 1: her feel vaguely, without knowing why, as if she were
- 8:03Speaker 1: some lower order of little animal. American women, he said,
- 8:07Speaker 1: had no conception of wifely duties and affection. He had
- 8:11Speaker 1: a great deal to say on the subject of wifely duty.
- 8:14Speaker 1: It was part of her duty as a wife to
- 8:16Speaker 1: be entirely satisfied with his society and to be completely
- 8:20Speaker 1: happy in the pleasure it afforded her. It was her
- 8:23Speaker 1: wifely duty not to talk about her own family and
- 8:26Speaker 1: palpitatingly expect letters by every American male. He objected intensely
- 8:31Speaker 1: to this letter-writing and receiving, and his mother shared his prejudices.'
- 8:35Speaker 1: You have married an Englishman,' her ladyship said.' You have
- 8:39Speaker 1: put it out of his power to marry an Englishwoman,
- 8:42Speaker 1: and the least consideration you can show is to let
- 8:44Speaker 1: New York and 900th Street remain upon the other side
- 8:47Speaker 1: of the Atlantic, and not insist on dragging them into
- 8:50Speaker 1: Stornham Court.' the dowager lady anstruthers was very fine in
- 8:54Speaker 1: her picture of her mental condition when she realised as
- 8:57Speaker 1: she seemed periodically to do that it was no longer
- 9:00Speaker 1: possible for her son to make a respectable marriage with
- 9:03Speaker 1: a woman of his own nation the unadorned fact was
- 9:07Speaker 1: that both she and sir nigel were infuriated by the
- 9:09Speaker 1: simplicity which made rosalie slow in comprehending that it was
- 9:13Speaker 1: proper that the money her father allowed her should be
- 9:15Speaker 1: placed in her husband's hands and left there with no
- 9:18Speaker 1: indelicate questioning If she had been an English girl, matters
- 9:22Speaker 1: would have been made plain to her from the first,
- 9:24Speaker 1: and arranged satisfactorily before her marriage. Sir Nigel's mother considered
- 9:29Speaker 1: that he had played the fool, and would not believe
- 9:31Speaker 1: that New York fathers were such touchy, sentimental idiots as
- 9:35Speaker 1: not to know what was expected of them. They wasted
- 9:38Speaker 1: no time, however, in coming to the point, and in
- 9:41Speaker 1: a measure it was the vigorous who aided them. Not
- 9:44Speaker 1: she entirely, however. Since her mother-in-law's first mention of a
- 9:48Speaker 1: possible son whose wife would eventually thrust her from her
- 9:51Speaker 1: seat at the head of the table, Rosalie had several
- 9:54Speaker 1: times heard this son referred to. It struck her that
- 9:58Speaker 1: in England such things seemed discussed with more freedom than
- 10:01Speaker 1: in America. She had never heard a young woman's possible
- 10:04Speaker 1: family arranged for and made the subject of conversation in
- 10:07Speaker 1: the more crude atmosphere of New York. It made her
- 10:11Speaker 1: feel rather awkward at first. Then she began to realise
- 10:14Speaker 1: that the son was part of her wifely duty also,
- 10:17Speaker 1: that she was expected to provide one, and that he
- 10:20Speaker 1: was in some way expected to provide for the estate,
- 10:23Speaker 1: to rehabilitate it, and that this was because her father,
- 10:26Speaker 1: being a rich man, would provide for him. It had
- 10:29Speaker 1: also struck her that in England there was a tendency
- 10:31Speaker 1: to expectation that someone would provide for someone else, that relatives,
- 10:36Speaker 1: even by marriage, were supposed to make allowances on which
- 10:39Speaker 1: it was quite proper for other persons to live. rosalie
- 10:42Speaker 1: had been accustomed to a community in which even rich
- 10:45Speaker 1: men worked and in which young and able-bodied men would
- 10:48Speaker 1: have felt rather indignant if aunts and uncles had thought
- 10:50Speaker 1: it necessary to pension them off as if they had
- 10:53Speaker 1: been impotent paupers it was rosalie's son who was to
- 10:56Speaker 1: be provided for in this case and who was to
- 10:59Speaker 1: provide for his father when you have a son her
- 11:03Speaker 1: mother-in-law had remarked severely i suppose something will be done
- 11:06Speaker 1: for nigel and the estate This had been said before
- 11:10Speaker 1: she had been ten days in the house, and had
- 11:13Speaker 1: set her not too quick brain working. She had already
- 11:16Speaker 1: begun to see that life at Stornham Court was not
- 11:19Speaker 1: the luxurious affair it was in the house in Fifth Avenue.
- 11:22Speaker 1: Things were shabby and queer and not at all comfortable.
- 11:26Speaker 1: Fires were not lighted because the day was chilly and gloomy.
- 11:29Speaker 1: She had once asked for one in her bedroom, and
- 11:31Speaker 1: her mother-in-law had reproved her for indecent extravagance in a
- 11:35Speaker 1: manner which took her breath away. i suppose in america
- 11:39Speaker 1: you have your house at furnace heat in july she
- 11:41Speaker 1: said mere wastefulness and self-indulgence that's why americans are old
- 11:46Speaker 1: women at twenty they're shrivelled and withered by the unhealthy
- 11:49Speaker 1: lives they lead stuffing themselves with sweets and hot bread
- 11:53Speaker 1: and never breathing the fresh air rosalie could not at
- 11:56Speaker 1: the moment recall any withered and shrivelled old women of
- 11:59Speaker 1: twenty but she blushed and stammered as usual it's never
- 12:04Speaker 1: cold enough for fires in july she answered We never
- 12:08Speaker 1: think fire's extravagant when we're not comfortable without them.'' Coal
- 12:13Speaker 1: must be cheaper than it is in England,' said her ladyship.'
- 12:16Speaker 1: When you have a daughter, I hope you do not
- 12:19Speaker 1: expect to bring her up as girls are brought up
- 12:21Speaker 1: in New York.' This was the first time Rosalie had
- 12:24Speaker 1: heard of her daughter, and she was not ready enough
- 12:27Speaker 1: to reply. She naturally went into her room and cried again.
- 12:31Speaker 1: wondering what her father and mother would say if they
- 12:33Speaker 1: knew that bedroom fires were considered vulgarly extravagant by an
- 12:37Speaker 1: impressive member of the British aristocracy. She was not at
- 12:41Speaker 1: all strong at the time, and was given to feeling
- 12:43Speaker 1: chilly and miserable on wet windy days. She used to
- 12:46Speaker 1: cry more than ever, and was so desolate that there
- 12:49Speaker 1: were days when she used to go to the vicarage
- 12:51Speaker 1: for companionship. On such days the vicar's wife would entertain
- 12:55Speaker 1: her with stories of the village's catastrophes, and she would
- 12:58Speaker 1: empty her purse upon the tea-table and feel a little
- 13:01Speaker 1: consoled because she was the means of consoling someone else.'
- 13:04Speaker 1: I suppose it gratifies your vanity to play the lady bountiful,'
- 13:08Speaker 1: Sir Nigel sneered one evening, having heard in the village
- 13:11Speaker 1: what she was doing.' I never thought of such a thing,'
- 13:15Speaker 1: she stammered feebly.' Mrs. Brent said they were so poor.''
- 13:20Speaker 1: You throw your money about as if you were a child,'
- 13:23Speaker 1: said her mother-in-law.' It' s a pity it's not put in
- 13:26Speaker 1: the hands of some person with discretion.' It had begun
- 13:30Speaker 1: to dawn upon Rosalie that her ladyship was deeply convinced
- 13:33Speaker 1: that either herself or her son would be admirably discreet
- 13:36Speaker 1: custodians of the money referred to. And even the dawning
- 13:40Speaker 1: of this idea had frightened the girl. She was so
- 13:43Speaker 1: inexperienced and ignorant that she felt it might be possible
- 13:46Speaker 1: that in England one's husband and one's mother-in-law could do
- 13:49Speaker 1: what they liked. It might be that they could take
- 13:52Speaker 1: possession of one's money, as they seemed to take possession
- 13:55Speaker 1: of one's self and one's very soul. She would have
- 13:58Speaker 1: been very glad to give them money, and had indeed
- 14:01Speaker 1: wondered frequently if she might dare to offer it to them,
- 14:03Speaker 1: if they would be outraged and insulted and slay her
- 14:06Speaker 1: with their wrath at her purse-proud daring. She had tried
- 14:10Speaker 1: to invent ways in which she could approach the subject,
- 14:12Speaker 1: but had not been able to screw up her courage
- 14:15Speaker 1: to any sticking-point. she was so overpowered by her consciousness
- 14:19Speaker 1: that they seemed continually to intimate that Americans with money
- 14:22Speaker 1: were ostentatious and always laying stress upon the amount of
- 14:25Speaker 1: their possessions. She had no conception of the primeval simpleness
- 14:30Speaker 1: of their attitude in such matters, and that no ceremonies
- 14:33Speaker 1: were necessary save the process of transferring sufficiently large sums
- 14:37Speaker 1: as though they were the mere right of the recipients.
- 14:40Speaker 1: She was taught to understand this later. In the meantime, however,
- 14:45Speaker 1: Ready as she would have been to give large sums
- 14:47Speaker 1: if she had known how, she was terrified by the
- 14:49Speaker 1: thought that it might be possible that she could be
- 14:51Speaker 1: deprived of her bank account, and reduced to the condition
- 14:54Speaker 1: of a sort of dependent upon the humours of her
- 14:57Speaker 1: lately acquired relations. She thought over this a good deal,
- 15:01Speaker 1: and would have found immense relief if she dared have
- 15:03Speaker 1: consulted any one. But she could not make up her
- 15:06Speaker 1: mind to reveal her unhappiness to her people. She had
- 15:09Speaker 1: been married so recently, everybody thought her marriage so delightful.
- 15:13Speaker 1: She could not bear that her father and mother should
- 15:15Speaker 1: be distressed by knowing that she was wretched. She also
- 15:19Speaker 1: reflected with misery that New York would talk the matter
- 15:22Speaker 1: over excitedly, and that finally the newspapers would get hold
- 15:25Speaker 1: of the gossip. She could even imagine interviewers calling at
- 15:28Speaker 1: the house in Fifth Avenue and endeavouring to obtain particulars
- 15:32Speaker 1: of the situation. Her father would be angry and refuse
- 15:35Speaker 1: to give them, but that would make no difference. The
- 15:38Speaker 1: newspapers would give them, and everybody would read what they said,
- 15:41Speaker 1: whether it was true or not. She could not possibly
- 15:45Speaker 1: write facts, she thought, so her poor little letters were
- 15:48Speaker 1: restrained and unlike herself, and to the warm-hearted souls in
- 15:51Speaker 1: New York even appearing stiff and unaffectionate, as if her
- 15:55Speaker 1: aristocratic surroundings had chilled her love for them. In fact,
- 15:59Speaker 1: it became far from easy for her to write at all,
- 16:02Speaker 1: since Sir Nigel so disapproved of her interest in the
- 16:04Speaker 1: American mail. His objections had indeed taken the form of
- 16:08Speaker 1: his feeling himself quite within his rights, when he occasionally
- 16:11Speaker 1: intercepted letters from her relations, with the view of finding
- 16:15Speaker 1: out whether they contained criticisms of himself which would betray
- 16:19Speaker 1: that she had been guilty of indiscreet confidences. He discovered
- 16:23Speaker 1: that she had not apparently been so guilty, but it
- 16:26Speaker 1: was evident that there were moments when Mrs. Vanderpool was
- 16:28Speaker 1: uneasy and disposed to ask anxious questions. When this occurred
- 16:33Speaker 1: he destroyed the letters, and as a result of this
- 16:36Speaker 1: precaution on his part her motherly queries seemed to be ignored,
- 16:40Speaker 1: and she several times shed tears in the belief that
- 16:42Speaker 1: Rosie had grown so patrician that she was capable of
- 16:45Speaker 1: snubbing her mother, in her resentment at feeling her privacy
- 16:49Speaker 1: intruded upon and an unrefined effusiveness shown.' I just feel
- 16:53Speaker 1: as if she was beginning not to care about us
- 16:56Speaker 1: at all, Betty,' she said.' I couldn't have believed it
- 16:59Speaker 1: of Rosie. She was always such an affectionate girl.'' I
- 17:02Speaker 1: don't believe it now,' replied Betty sharply. Rosie couldn't grow
- 17:06Speaker 1: hateful and stuck up. It's that nasty Nigel, I know
- 17:10Speaker 1: it is. Sir Nigel's intention was that there should be
- 17:14Speaker 1: as little intercourse between Fifth Avenue and Stornham Court as
- 17:17Speaker 1: was possible. Amongst other things, he did not intend that
- 17:21Speaker 1: a lot of American relations should come tumbling in when
- 17:24Speaker 1: they chose to cross the Atlantic. He would not have it,
- 17:27Speaker 1: and took discreet steps to prevent any accident of the sort.
- 17:31Speaker 1: He wrote to America occasionally himself, and knowing well how
- 17:34Speaker 1: to make himself civilly repellent, so subtly chilled his parents-in-law
- 17:39Speaker 1: as to discourage in them more than once their half-formed
- 17:42Speaker 1: plan of paying a visit to their child in her
- 17:44Speaker 1: new home he opened read and reclosed all epistles to
- 17:48Speaker 1: and from new york and while mrs vanderpoel was much
- 17:51Speaker 1: hurt to find that rosalie never condescended to make any
- 17:54Speaker 1: response to her tentatives concerning her possible visit rosalie herself
- 17:59Speaker 1: was mystified by the fact that the journey to europe
- 18:02Speaker 1: was never spoken of' I don't see why they never
- 18:05Speaker 1: seem to think of coming over,' she said plaintively one day.'
- 18:08Speaker 1: They used to talk so much about it.'' They?' ejaculated
- 18:13Speaker 1: the dowager lady and Struthers.' Who may you mean?'' Mother
- 18:18Speaker 1: and father and Betty and some of the others.' Her
- 18:21Speaker 1: mother-in-law put up her eyeglasses to stare at her.' The
- 18:25Speaker 1: whole family?' she inquired.' There are not so many of them,'
- 18:29Speaker 1: Rosalie answered. Her family is always too many to descend
- 18:33Speaker 1: upon a young woman when she is married, observed her
- 18:36Speaker 1: ladyship unmovedly. Nigel glanced over the top of his times.
- 18:41Speaker 1: I may as well tell you that it would not
- 18:43Speaker 1: do at all, he put in. Why, why not? exclaimed Rosalie, aghast.
- 18:49Speaker 1: Americans don't do in English society, slightingly. But they're coming
- 18:55Speaker 1: over so much, they like London so. All Americans like London.
- 19:00Speaker 1: Do they? with a draw which made Rosalie blush until
- 19:03Speaker 1: the tears started to her eyes. I am afraid the
- 19:06Speaker 1: sentiment is scarcely mutual. Rosalie turned and fled from the room.
- 19:11Speaker 1: She turned and fled because she realised that she should
- 19:14Speaker 1: burst out crying if she waited to hear another word,
- 19:17Speaker 1: and she realised that of late she seemed always to
- 19:19Speaker 1: be bursting out crying before one or the other of
- 19:22Speaker 1: those two. She couldn't help it. They always seemed to
- 19:25Speaker 1: be implying something slighting or scathing. They were always putting
- 19:29Speaker 1: her in the wrong and hurting her feelings. the day
- 19:32Speaker 1: was damp and chill but she put on her hat
- 19:34Speaker 1: and ran out into the park she went down the
- 19:37Speaker 1: avenue and turned into a coppice there among the wet
- 19:40Speaker 1: bracken she sank down on the mossy trunk of a
- 19:42Speaker 1: fallen tree and huddled herself in a small heap her
- 19:46Speaker 1: head on her arms actually wailing oh mother oh, mother!'
- 19:50Speaker 1: she cried hysterically.' Oh, I do wish you would come.
- 19:54Speaker 1: I'm so cold, mother, I'm so ill, I can't bear it.
- 19:57Speaker 1: It seems as if you'd forgotten all about me. You're
- 20:01Speaker 1: all so happy in New York that perhaps you have forgotten,
- 20:04Speaker 1: perhaps you have. Oh, don't, mother, don't!' It was a
- 20:08Speaker 1: month later that through the vicar's wife she reached a
- 20:11Speaker 1: discovery and a climax. She had heard one morning from
- 20:14Speaker 1: this lady of a misfortune which had befallen a small farmer.
- 20:18Speaker 1: It was a misfortune which was an actual catastrophe to
- 20:21Speaker 1: a man in his position. His house had caught fire
- 20:24Speaker 1: during a gale of wind, and the fire had spread
- 20:26Speaker 1: to the outbuildings and rickyard, and swept away all his
- 20:29Speaker 1: belongings— his house, his furniture, his hay-ricks and stored grain, and
- 20:34Speaker 1: even his few cows and horses. He had been a poor,
- 20:37Speaker 1: hard-working fellow, and his small insurance had lapsed the day
- 20:41Speaker 1: before the fire. He was absolutely ruined, and with his
- 20:45Speaker 1: wife and six children stood face to face with beggary
- 20:48Speaker 1: and starvation. Rosalie Anstruthers entered the vicarage to find the
- 20:52Speaker 1: poor woman who was his companion in calamity sobbing in
- 20:55Speaker 1: the hall. A child of a few weeks was in
- 20:58Speaker 1: her arms, and two small creatures clung crying to her skirts.'
- 21:02Speaker 1: We' ve worked hard,' she wept.' We have, ma'am. father he's
- 21:07Speaker 1: always been steady and up early and late p'raps it's
- 21:10Speaker 1: the lord's hand as you say ma'am but we've been
- 21:13Speaker 1: decent people and never missed church when we could elp
- 21:16Speaker 1: it father didn't deserve it that he didn't she was
- 21:20Speaker 1: heartbroken in her down-trodden hopelessness rosalie literally quaked with sympathy
- 21:25Speaker 1: she poured forth her pity in such words as the
- 21:28Speaker 1: poor woman had never heard spoken by a great lady
- 21:30Speaker 1: to a humble creature like herself The villagers found the
- 21:34Speaker 1: new Lady Anstruthers' interviews with them curiously simple and suggestive
- 21:38Speaker 1: of an equality they couldn't understand. Stornham was a conservative
- 21:42Speaker 1: old village where the distinction between the gentry and the
- 21:45Speaker 1: peasants was clearly marked. The cottagers were puzzled by Sir
- 21:48Speaker 1: Nigel's wife, but they decided that she was kind if unusual.
- 21:53Speaker 1: As Rosalie talked to the farmer's wife she longed for
- 21:56Speaker 1: her father's presence. She had remembered a time when a
- 21:59Speaker 1: man in his employ had lost his all by fire.
- 22:02Speaker 1: the small house he had just made his last payment
- 22:04Speaker 1: upon having been burnt to the ground. He had lost
- 22:07Speaker 1: one of his children in the fire, and the details
- 22:10Speaker 1: had been heart-rending. The entire Vanderpool household had wept on
- 22:14Speaker 1: hearing them, and Mr. Vanderpool had drawn a cheque which
- 22:17Speaker 1: had seemed like a fortune to the sufferer. A new
- 22:20Speaker 1: house had been bought, and Mrs. Vanderpool and her daughters
- 22:23Speaker 1: and friends had bestowed furniture and clothing enough to make
- 22:26Speaker 1: the family comfortable to the verge of luxury.' See, you
- 22:30Speaker 1: poor thing,' said Rosalie, glowing with memories of this incident,
- 22:34Speaker 1: a homesick young soul comforted by the mere lightness in
- 22:37Speaker 1: the two calamities.' I brought my cheque-book with me because
- 22:40Speaker 1: I meant to help you.' A man worked for my father,
- 22:43Speaker 1: had his house burned just as yours was,' and my
- 22:46Speaker 1: father made everything all right for him again.' I' ll make
- 22:49Speaker 1: it all right for you.' I' ll make you a cheque
- 22:52Speaker 1: for a hundred pounds now,' and then when your husband
- 22:55Speaker 1: begins to build I'll give him some more.' The woman
- 22:59Speaker 1: gasped for breath and turned pale. She was frightened. It
- 23:03Speaker 1: really seemed as if her ladyship must have lost her
- 23:05Speaker 1: wits a little. She could not mean this. The vicaress
- 23:09Speaker 1: turned pale, too.' Lady Anstruthers,' she said.' Lady Anstruthers, it— it' s
- 23:15Speaker 1: too much. Sir Nigel—'' Too much!' exclaimed Rosalie.' They have
- 23:20Speaker 1: lost everything, you know. Their hay-ricks and cattle, as well
- 23:24Speaker 1: as their house. I guess it won't be half enough.' Mrs.
- 23:28Speaker 1: Brent dragged her into the vicar's study and talked to her.
- 23:31Speaker 1: She tried to explain that in English villages such things
- 23:34Speaker 1: were not done in a manner so casual as if
- 23:36Speaker 1: they were the mere result of unconsidered feeling, as if
- 23:39Speaker 1: they were quite natural things such as any human person
- 23:42Speaker 1: might do. When Rosalie cried,' But why not? Why not?
- 23:47Speaker 1: They ought to be!' Mrs. Brent could not seem to
- 23:50Speaker 1: make herself quite clear. Rosalie only gathered in a bewildered way,
- 23:54Speaker 1: that there ought to be more ceremony, more deliberation, more
- 23:57Speaker 1: holding off, before a person of rank indulged in such munificence.
- 24:02Speaker 1: The recipient ought to be made to feel it more,
- 24:05Speaker 1: to understand fully what a great thing was being done.
- 24:08Speaker 1: They will think you will do anything for them. So
- 24:12Speaker 1: I will, said young Lady Amstruthers, if I have the
- 24:15Speaker 1: money when they are in such awful trouble. Suppose we
- 24:18Speaker 1: lost everything in the world, and there were people who
- 24:20Speaker 1: could easily help us and wouldn't.' You and Sir Nigel,
- 24:24Speaker 1: that is quite different,' said Mrs. Brent.' I am afraid
- 24:27Speaker 1: that if you do not discuss the matter and ask
- 24:29Speaker 1: advice from your husband and mother-in-law, they will be very
- 24:32Speaker 1: much offended.'' If I were doing it with their money,
- 24:35Speaker 1: they would have the right to be,' replied Rosalie, with
- 24:38Speaker 1: entire ingenuousness.' I wouldn't presume to do such a thing
- 24:42Speaker 1: as that. That wouldn't be right, of course.'' They will
- 24:45Speaker 1: be angry with me,' said the vicaress awkwardly.' This queer,
- 24:49Speaker 1: silly girl, who seemed to see nothing in the right light,
- 24:52Speaker 1: frequently made her feel awkward. Mrs. Brent told her husband
- 24:56Speaker 1: that she appeared to have no sense of dignity or
- 24:58Speaker 1: proper appreciation of her position. The wife of the farmer,
- 25:03Speaker 1: John Wilson, carried away the cheque quite stunned. She was
- 25:06Speaker 1: breathless with amazement, and turned rather faint with excitement, bewilderment,
- 25:11Speaker 1: and her sense of relief. She had to sit down
- 25:13Speaker 1: in the vicarage kitchen for a few minutes, and drink
- 25:16Speaker 1: a glass of the thin vicarage beer. Rosalie promised that
- 25:20Speaker 1: she would discuss the matter and ask advice when she
- 25:22Speaker 1: returned to the court. Just as she left the house, Mrs.
- 25:26Speaker 1: Brent suddenly remembered something she'd forgotten.' The Wilson trouble completely
- 25:31Speaker 1: drove it out of my mind,' she said.' It was
- 25:33Speaker 1: a stupid mistake of the postboy's. He left a letter
- 25:36Speaker 1: of yours among mine when he came this morning. It
- 25:39Speaker 1: was most careless. I shall speak to his father about it.
- 25:42Speaker 1: It might have been important that you should receive it early.'
- 25:46Speaker 1: When she saw the letter, Rosalie uttered an exclamation. It
- 25:50Speaker 1: was addressed in her father's handwriting. Oh, she cried, it's
- 25:53Speaker 1: from father, and the postmark is Harvard. What does it mean?
- 25:58Speaker 1: She was so excited that she almost forgot to express
- 26:01Speaker 1: her thanks. Her heart leapt up in her throat. Could
- 26:04Speaker 1: they have come over from America? Could they? Why was
- 26:07Speaker 1: it written from Harvard? Could they be near her? She
- 26:10Speaker 1: walked along the road, choked with ecstatic laughing sobs. her
- 26:14Speaker 1: hand shook so that she could scarcely tear open the
- 26:17Speaker 1: envelope she tore a corner of the letter and when
- 26:19Speaker 1: the sheet was spread open her eyes were full of
- 26:22Speaker 1: wild delighted tears which made it impossible for her to
- 26:25Speaker 1: see for the moment but she swept the tears away
- 26:28Speaker 1: and read this dear daughter it seems as if we
- 26:32Speaker 1: had had pretty bad luck in not seeing you we
- 26:35Speaker 1: had counted on it very much and your mother feels
- 26:37Speaker 1: it all the more because she is weak after her
- 26:39Speaker 1: illness We don't quite understand why you did not seem
- 26:43Speaker 1: to know about her having had diphtheria in Paris. You
- 26:46Speaker 1: did not answer Betty's letter. Perhaps it missed you in
- 26:49Speaker 1: some way. Things do sometimes go wrong in the mail,
- 26:52Speaker 1: and several times your mother has thought a letter has
- 26:55Speaker 1: been lost. She thought so because you seemed to forget
- 26:58Speaker 1: to refer to things. We came over to leave Betty
- 27:01Speaker 1: at a French school, and we had expected to visit
- 27:04Speaker 1: you later. But your mother fell ill of diphtheria, and
- 27:07Speaker 1: not hearing from you seemed to make her homesick. so
- 27:10Speaker 1: we decided to return to New York by the next steamer.
- 27:14Speaker 1: I ran over to London, however, to make some inquiries
- 27:17Speaker 1: about you, and on the first day I arrived I
- 27:19Speaker 1: met your husband in Bond Street. He at once explained
- 27:23Speaker 1: to me that you had gone to a house-party at
- 27:25Speaker 1: some castle in Scotland, and said you were well and
- 27:28Speaker 1: enjoying yourself very much, and he was on his way
- 27:31Speaker 1: to join you. I am sorry, daughter, that it has
- 27:34Speaker 1: turned out that we could not see each other. It
- 27:36Speaker 1: seems a long time since you left us. But I
- 27:39Speaker 1: am very glad, however, that you are so well and
- 27:41Speaker 1: really like English life. If we had time for it,
- 27:45Speaker 1: I am sure it would be delightful. Your mother sends
- 27:48Speaker 1: her love and wants very much to hear of all
- 27:50Speaker 1: you are doing and enjoying, hoping that we may have
- 27:53Speaker 1: better luck the next time we cross. Your affectionate father,
- 27:57Speaker 1: Reuben L. Vanderpool. Rosalie found herself running breathlessly up the avenue.
- 28:02Speaker 1: She was clutching the letter still in her hand and
- 28:05Speaker 1: staggering from side to side. Now and then she uttered
- 28:08Speaker 1: horrible little short cries like an animal's. She ran and ran,
- 28:12Speaker 1: seeing nothing, and now and then, with the clenched hand
- 28:15Speaker 1: in which the letter was crushed, striking a sharp blow
- 28:18Speaker 1: at her breast. She stumbled up the big stone steps
- 28:21Speaker 1: she had mounted on the day she was brought home
- 28:23Speaker 1: as a bride. Her dress caught her feet, and she
- 28:25Speaker 1: fell on her knees, and scrambled up again, gasping. She
- 28:29Speaker 1: dashed across the huge dark hall, and hurling herself against
- 28:32Speaker 1: the door of the morning-room, appeared dishevelled, haggard-eyed and with
- 28:36Speaker 1: scarlet patches on her wild white face, before the dowager,
- 28:40Speaker 1: who started angrily to her feet.' Where is Nigel? Where
- 28:44Speaker 1: is Nigel?' she cried out frenziedly.' What in heaven's name
- 28:49Speaker 1: do you mean by such manners?' demanded her ladyship.' Apologise
- 28:53Speaker 1: at once!'' Where is Nigel? Nigel! Nigel!' the girl raved.'
- 28:57Speaker 1: I will see him! I will! I will see him!' She,
- 29:01Speaker 1: who had been the mildest of sweet-tempered creatures all her life,
- 29:04Speaker 1: had suddenly gone almost insane with heartbroken, hysteric grief and rage.
- 29:09Speaker 1: She did not know what she was saying and doing.
- 29:11Speaker 1: She only realized, in an agony of despair, that she
- 29:14Speaker 1: was a thing caught in a trap, that these people
- 29:17Speaker 1: had her in their power, and that they had tricked
- 29:19Speaker 1: her and lied to her, and kept her apart from
- 29:21Speaker 1: what her girl's heart so cried out to and longed for.
- 29:25Speaker 1: Her father, her mother, her little sister, they had been
- 29:27Speaker 1: near her, and had been lied to and sent away.'
- 29:30Speaker 1: You are quite mad, you violent, uncontrolled creature,' cried the
- 29:34Speaker 1: dowager furiously.' You ought to be put in a strait-jacket
- 29:37Speaker 1: and drenched with cold water then the door opened again
- 29:41Speaker 1: and nigel strode in he was in riding-dress and was
- 29:44Speaker 1: breathless and livid with anger He was in a nice
- 29:47Speaker 1: mood to confront a wife on the verge of screaming hysterics.
- 29:50Speaker 1: After a bad half-hour with his steward, who had been
- 29:53Speaker 1: talking of impending disasters, he had heard by chance of
- 29:56Speaker 1: Wilson's conflagration and the hundred-pound cheque. He had galloped home
- 30:00Speaker 1: at the top of his horse's speed.' Here is your wife,
- 30:04Speaker 1: raving mad!' cried out his mother. Rosalie staggered across the
- 30:08Speaker 1: room to him. She held up her hand, clenching the letter,
- 30:11Speaker 1: and shook it at him.' My mother and father have
- 30:14Speaker 1: been here,' she shrieked.' My mother has been ill.' They
- 30:18Speaker 1: wanted to come and see me.' You knew, and you
- 30:21Speaker 1: kept it from me.' You told my father lies, lies,
- 30:24Speaker 1: hideous lies.' You said I was away in Scotland enjoying
- 30:28Speaker 1: myself' when I was here and dying with homesickness.' You
- 30:33Speaker 1: made them think I did not care for them,' or
- 30:35Speaker 1: for New York.' You have killed me.' Why did you
- 30:38Speaker 1: do such a wicked thing?'' He looked at her with
- 30:41Speaker 1: glaring eyes.' If a man born a gentleman is ever
- 30:44Speaker 1: in the mood to kick his wife to death, as
- 30:46Speaker 1: cost among us do, he was in that mood. He
- 30:49Speaker 1: had lost control over himself as completely as she had,
- 30:52Speaker 1: and while she was only a desperate, hysteric girl, he
- 30:55Speaker 1: was a violent man.' I did it because I did
- 30:59Speaker 1: not mean to have them here,' he said.' I did
- 31:01Speaker 1: it because I won't have them here.'' They shall come,'
- 31:05Speaker 1: she quavered shrilly in her wildness.' They shall come to
- 31:08Speaker 1: see me.' They are my own father and mother, and
- 31:11Speaker 1: I will have them.' He caught her arm in such
- 31:14Speaker 1: a grip that she must have thought he would break it,
- 31:16Speaker 1: if she could have thought or felt anything.' No, you
- 31:19Speaker 1: will not have them,' he ground forth between his teeth.'
- 31:22Speaker 1: You will do as I order you, and learn to
- 31:25Speaker 1: behave yourself as a decent married woman should.' You will
- 31:28Speaker 1: learn to obey your husband, and respect his wishes, and
- 31:31Speaker 1: control your devilish American temper.'' They have gone, gone,' wailed Rosalie.'
- 31:37Speaker 1: You sent them away, my father, my mother, my sister.''
- 31:42Speaker 1: Stop your indecent ravings,' ordered Sir Nigel, shaking her.' I
- 31:46Speaker 1: will not submit to be disgraced before the servants.'' Put
- 31:49Speaker 1: your hand over her mouth, Nigel,' cried his mother.' The
- 31:52Speaker 1: very scullery maids will hear.' She was as infuriated as
- 31:56Speaker 1: her son, and indeed to behold civilised human beings in
- 32:00Speaker 1: the state of uncontrolled violence these three had reached was
- 32:03Speaker 1: a sight to shudder at.' I won't stop,' cried the girl.
- 32:08Speaker 1: Why did you take me away from everything? I was
- 32:11Speaker 1: quite happy. Everybody was kind to me. I loved people.
- 32:15Speaker 1: I had everything. No one ever, ever ill-used anyone. Sir
- 32:21Speaker 1: Nigel clutched her arm more brutally still and shook her
- 32:24Speaker 1: with absolute violence. Her hair broke loose and fell about
- 32:27Speaker 1: her awful little distorted, sobbing face.' I did not take
- 32:31Speaker 1: you to give you an opportunity to display your vulgar ostentation,''
- 32:35Speaker 1: By throwing away hundred-pound cheques to villagers,' he said.' I
- 32:39Speaker 1: didn't take you to give you the position of a
- 32:40Speaker 1: lady and be made a fool of by you.'' You
- 32:44Speaker 1: have ruined him,' burst forth his mother.' You have put
- 32:47Speaker 1: it out of his power to marry an Englishwoman' who
- 32:49Speaker 1: would have known it was her duty to give him
- 32:51Speaker 1: something in return for his name and protection.' Her ladyship
- 32:56Speaker 1: had begun to rave also, and as mother and son
- 32:59Speaker 1: were of equal violence when they had ceased to control
- 33:01Speaker 1: themselves— Rosalie began to find herself enlightened unsparingly. She and
- 33:06Speaker 1: her people were vulgar sharpers. They had trapped a gentleman
- 33:10Speaker 1: into a low American marriage, and had not the decency
- 33:13Speaker 1: to pay for what they had got. If she had
- 33:15Speaker 1: been an Englishwoman, well born, and of decent breeding, all
- 33:18Speaker 1: her fortune would have been properly transferred to her husband,
- 33:21Speaker 1: and he would have had the dispensing of it. Her
- 33:24Speaker 1: husband would have been in a position to control her expenditure,
- 33:27Speaker 1: and see that she did not make a fool of herself.
- 33:30Speaker 1: As it was, she was the derision of all decent people,
- 33:33Speaker 1: of all people who had been properly brought up and
- 33:36Speaker 1: knew what was in good taste and of good morality.
- 33:39Speaker 1: First it was the dowager who poured forth, and then
- 33:42Speaker 1: it was Sir Nigel. They broke in on each other,
- 33:44Speaker 1: they interrupted one another with exclamations and interpolations. They had
- 33:48Speaker 1: so far lost themselves that they did not know they
- 33:51Speaker 1: became grotesque in the violence of their fury. Rosalie's brain whirled.
- 33:56Speaker 1: Her hysteria mounted and mounted. She stared first at one
- 33:59Speaker 1: and then at the other, gasping and sobbing by turns.
- 34:02Speaker 1: She swayed on her feet and clutched at a chair.
- 34:06Speaker 1: I did not know, she broke forth at last, trying
- 34:09Speaker 1: to make her voice heard in the storm. I never understood.
- 34:12Speaker 1: I knew something made you hate me, but I didn't
- 34:15Speaker 1: know you were angry about money. She laughed tremulously and wildly.
- 34:19Speaker 1: I would have given it to you. Father would have
- 34:22Speaker 1: given you some if you'd been good to me. The
- 34:25Speaker 1: laugh became hysterical beyond her management. Peel after peel broke
- 34:29Speaker 1: from her. She shook all over with her ghastly merriment,
- 34:32Speaker 1: sobbing at one at the same time. Oh, oh, she shrieked.
- 34:37Speaker 1: You see, I thought she was so aristocratic, I wouldn't
- 34:41Speaker 1: have dared to think of such a thing. I thought
- 34:44Speaker 1: an English gentleman, an English gentleman, oh, I had to
- 34:48Speaker 1: think it was all because I did not give you money,
- 34:52Speaker 1: just common dollars and cents that, that, I daren't offer
- 34:55Speaker 1: to a decent American who could work for himself. Sir
- 35:00Speaker 1: Nigel sprang at her. He struck her with his open
- 35:02Speaker 1: hand upon the cheek, and as she reeled she held
- 35:05Speaker 1: up her small, feverish, shaking hand, laughing more wildly than before.
- 35:10Speaker 1: You ought not to strike me, she cried. You oughtn't.
- 35:13Speaker 1: You don't know how valuable I am. Perhaps, with a
- 35:17Speaker 1: little crazy scream, perhaps I might have a son. She
- 35:21Speaker 1: fell in a shuddering heap, and as she dropped she
- 35:24Speaker 1: struck heavily against the protruding end of an oak chest
- 35:27Speaker 1: and lay upon the floor, her arms flung out and limp,
- 35:30Speaker 1: as if she were a dead thing. End of chapter
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