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The Ripple Effect of Sin · Jessi Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast

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  SPEAKER_00: Hello, hello.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're listening to the Jesse Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast, episode 99.
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  SPEAKER_00: This week's devotional is titled The Ripple Effect of Sin.
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  SPEAKER_00: Continuing our study of David, let's go.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hi, I'm Jesse Morgan.
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  SPEAKER_00: I used to just share home decor and renovation tips on social media, but now I'm sharing something even closer to my heart.
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  SPEAKER_00: My journey in love for Jesus Christ, my Savior.
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  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the Jesse Morgan Devotions for the Christian Hawk Podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is a weekly devotional I started back in May 2024, but the inspiration for it came much earlier.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was rooted in a faith journey that began when my daughter was born four months early in 2023.
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  SPEAKER_00: Through that challenging time, God worked in ways that truly amazed me.
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  SPEAKER_00: On this podcast, I share personal stories of faith woven together with Scripture to show just how incredible God's word can be in our everyday lives.
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  SPEAKER_00: My hope is that through these stories, you'll be encouraged, uplifted, and reminded of God's love and presence, no matter what you're going through.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I invite you to spend less than 15 minutes with me each week as we reflect on these devotionals together.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let's all pray within.
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  SPEAKER_00: The Ripple Effect of Sin, key passage, 2 Samuel 11.
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  SPEAKER_00: Welcome back.
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  SPEAKER_00: Welcome back to the podcast, everyone.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, we are entering some pretty tough weeks ahead of us.
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  SPEAKER_00: This devotional, this conversation, we're stepping into what are probably some of the darkest moments of David's life.
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  SPEAKER_00: You would think it would be earlier with Saul on being him and being on the run, but a lot, you know, there's more challenges that come.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I actually hate when people call this the fall of David, because David restores, David repents, David asks for forgiveness.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's one of the things that makes him so special in scripture.
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  SPEAKER_00: When he realizes he has sinned, he doesn't stay there forever.
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  SPEAKER_00: He humbles himself before God.
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  SPEAKER_00: But that doesn't mean this part isn't hard.
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  SPEAKER_00: For the next few weeks, we're in heavy chapters, just to prepare you.
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  SPEAKER_00: This week we're focusing on primarily on 2 Samuel 11, and um we'll begin touching on chapter 12 a bit, and then chapters 13, 14 are heavy too.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like this whole section is going to be a bit weighty for the next couple of weeks, but really great lessons, I feel.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, but it's in the Bible, it's part of God's word, so we don't skip it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So chapter 11 is the infamous David and Bathsheba story.
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  SPEAKER_00: Most people know it, but today I want to approach it from a slightly different perspective.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, but we know the basics.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was the time of the year when kings went to war.
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  SPEAKER_00: There was actually a rhythm in warfare in the ancient world, and certain seasons is when kingdoms would go out to battle.
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  SPEAKER_00: But David stayed home.
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  SPEAKER_00: In the past, David always went out with his men.
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  SPEAKER_00: He was the warrior king, he was the commander, he was the leader.
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  SPEAKER_00: But this time he stayed back.
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  SPEAKER_00: He's walking on the roof of his palace, likely one of the highest points in the city of David, looking down over everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: He sees a beautiful woman bathing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Her name is Bathsheba.
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  SPEAKER_00: She is the wife of Uriah the Hittite, who is a mercenary.
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  SPEAKER_00: David sends for her.
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  SPEAKER_00: He sleeps with her.
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  SPEAKER_00: Later she sends word she's pregnant.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now David goes into cover-up mode.
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  SPEAKER_00: He's already committed adultery and now he's trying to cover up the adultery.
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  SPEAKER_00: He calls Uriah back from battle, hoping Uriah will go home and sleep with his wife so that the pregnancy appears legitimate.
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  SPEAKER_00: But Uriah refuses.
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  SPEAKER_00: He sleeps at the palace gate.
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  SPEAKER_00: He says, How can I go back and eat and drink and lie with my wife when my fellow soldiers are out in battle?
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  SPEAKER_00: Uriah was Uriah has integrity for sure.
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  SPEAKER_00: David becomes desperate, tries again to get Uriah to go sleep with his wife, doesn't happen, gets him drunk, doesn't happen.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's when it's one of the most darkest moments.
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  SPEAKER_00: David writes a letter to Joab, the commander of his army.
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  SPEAKER_00: He sends it by Uriah's, he sends it by Uriah in his own hand.
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  SPEAKER_00: The letter instructs Joab to place Uriah in on the front lines where the fighting is the fiercest, and then to pull back so he will be killed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that's exactly what happens.
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  SPEAKER_00: David murders Uriah to cover up his sin.
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  SPEAKER_00: Bathsheba mourns for her husband for days.
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  SPEAKER_00: Then, after the mourning's over, David takes her as one of his wives.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's how chapter 11 ends.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when you look at David's character up to this point, it's shocking.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes, David made mistakes before, but remember, he fled into Philistine territory trying to escape Saul.
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  SPEAKER_00: He embodied himself in a sinful culture, he compromised, he deceived, he drifted.
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  SPEAKER_00: But in the end he would come back.
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  SPEAKER_00: But this is different.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is a spiral.
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  SPEAKER_00: One decision, staying home when he should have been at war becomes temptation.
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  SPEAKER_00: Temptation becomes adultery.
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  SPEAKER_00: Adultery becomes deception.
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  SPEAKER_00: Deception becomes murder.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sin multiplies when we try to fix it ourselves instead of bringing it to God in the first place.
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  SPEAKER_00: The initial sin is serious, of course, it always is.
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  SPEAKER_00: But what makes it worse is digging deeper to cover it up.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's like being stranded on an island and trying to survive alone by going deeper into the island instead of just waiting for the rescue boat, which would be God.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now here's where I want to shift perspective a bit.
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  SPEAKER_00: When I was younger, we used to watch those Bible movies on TNT channel, the cable channel, and Bathsheba was often portrayed as equally responsible, seductive, complicit whenever they did the David Bathsheba story, you know, Hollywood style.
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  SPEAKER_00: But if we slow down and consider the historical context, we need to ask better questions and analyze this better.
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  SPEAKER_00: Israel had transitioned from judges to a monarchy, as we know in the beginning of 1 Samuel, because the people of Israel asked for a king like the other nations.
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  SPEAKER_00: That meant centralized power is what they were going to get.
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  SPEAKER_00: A monarchy, authority, wealth concentrated on one person.
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  SPEAKER_00: The king had ultimate power.
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  SPEAKER_00: Bathsheba was bathing in her own home, likely in the same place she always bathed.
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  SPEAKER_00: David sees her and sends for her.
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  SPEAKER_00: What is she supposed to do?
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  SPEAKER_00: In that culture, women had very little autonomy.
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  SPEAKER_00: When the king summons you, you go.
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  SPEAKER_00: The text never says she seduced him.
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  SPEAKER_00: It says he sent for her.
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  SPEAKER_00: Then she becomes pregnant.
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  SPEAKER_00: She loses her husband.
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  SPEAKER_00: She is brought into a royal household with multiple wives.
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  SPEAKER_00: And in the next chapter, she loses a child.
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  SPEAKER_00: Bathsheba represents something powerful here.
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  SPEAKER_00: The collateral damage of sin.
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  SPEAKER_00: David's decisions didn't just affect David.
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  SPEAKER_00: It affected Uriah.
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  SPEAKER_00: It affected Bathsheba.
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  SPEAKER_00: It affected a child.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's going to affect his household.
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  SPEAKER_00: It affected a nation.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sin is never isolated.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I want to tell you a story from my own life that illustrates this as well.
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  SPEAKER_00: Taking it back to high school days, okay, high school track and field.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was a freshman running the 4x400 meter relay, which is called the 4x4.
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  SPEAKER_00: One lap around the track, past the baton.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's intense, it's exciting.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've done, you know, I've shared stories with you on that before, but this one's interesting too.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, there was a teammate of mine, incredibly gifted, fast, talented, competent.
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  SPEAKER_00: But sometimes that confidence crossed into arrogance.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, the coaches would correct her, and she always had a little bit of lip, like she always knew better.
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  SPEAKER_00: One of the rules in high school track back then, and I don't know if it's like that now, was simple.
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  SPEAKER_00: No jewelry when you compete.
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  SPEAKER_00: None.
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  SPEAKER_00: She always wore an ankle bracelet.
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  SPEAKER_00: And before one big invitational meet we had, one of our last meets before districts and regionals and state, our coach told her that has to come off.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was like 15 minutes before the race at that moment.
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  SPEAKER_00: Her response, I don't need to take it off.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm, you know, I'll hide it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we were walking to the starting line, and I remember telling her again, you need to take that off.
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  SPEAKER_00: She said, Don't worry, I'll tuck it in my sock.
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  SPEAKER_00: Don't worry.
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  SPEAKER_00: We ran the race, we were in first place.
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  SPEAKER_00: She was the last leg.
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  SPEAKER_00: She ran beautifully.
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  SPEAKER_00: We crossed the finish line.
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  SPEAKER_00: We were celebrating.
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  SPEAKER_00: We won.
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  SPEAKER_00: We won the meet, everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: Ten minutes later, uh, our school was disqualified.
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  SPEAKER_00: Disqualified.
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  SPEAKER_00: They saw the ankle bracelet shining on the back stretch, the backside of the track, just glistening in the sun.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because at this point, the four by four is at nighttime, so you can really see that thing shining through on her ankle.
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  SPEAKER_00: So we lost the race, we lost the medals, we lost 10 points, um, we lost the meet.
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  SPEAKER_00: And because the race was erased, a couple of my teammates didn't even have enough qualifying races for districts.
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  SPEAKER_00: They had to scramble for a last chance meet.
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  SPEAKER_00: Thirty-two girls were affected, all because of an ankle bracelet.
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  SPEAKER_00: But here's what stayed with me all these years later.
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  SPEAKER_00: The ankle bracelet was the first wrong decision.
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  SPEAKER_00: But what made it worse?
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  SPEAKER_00: Her attitude when she was told to remove it, her refusal to listen, her dismissiveness afterwards, and no apology.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just what's the big deal?
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  SPEAKER_00: And one small act of defiance turned into layers of selfishness.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I can tell later on she was uncomfortable when we all were like riding back for the meet.
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  SPEAKER_00: She didn't say anything because then she realized it affected the entire bus.
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  SPEAKER_00: But she still never apologized.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the whole team paid for it.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's David.
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  SPEAKER_00: It started with staying home, it started with David looking, then sending, then sleeping with her, then lying, then manipulating, and then murder.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sin multiplies.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when we try to hide it, it multiplies faster.
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  SPEAKER_00: Other people become collateral damage.
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  SPEAKER_00: Uriah lost his wife, lost his life.
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  SPEAKER_00: Bathsheba lost her husband.
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  SPEAKER_00: She lost her marriage.
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  SPEAKER_00: A child would die, a kingdom would suffer.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's the difference, though.
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  SPEAKER_00: Eventually, David repents.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what separates a heart after God from a hardened one or arrogant one.
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  SPEAKER_00: The spiral is tragic, but repentance is powerful.
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  SPEAKER_00: So here's the question.
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you where you're supposed to be?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you lingering somewhere that invites temptation?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you assuming you can get away with something?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you digging deeper instead of confessing quickly?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are you hiding something?
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  SPEAKER_00: Because sin never stays with you.
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  SPEAKER_00: It ripples.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just like that ankle bracelet rippled through 32 girls on a track team.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just like David's decision rippled through a nation.
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  SPEAKER_00: And just like Bathsheba, sometimes the people hurt the most didn't even choose it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So remove the ankle bracelet.
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  SPEAKER_00: Go to war when you're supposed to go to war with your men.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you mess up, repent quickly.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because the longer you hide it, the more people it touches.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that's what Satan wants.
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  SPEAKER_00: Love you all.
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  SPEAKER_00: Till next time.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let's pray.
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  SPEAKER_00: Heavenly Father, we thank you so much for this lesson, a hard, tough lesson of how sin can ripple.
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  SPEAKER_00: Lord, I just pray that anybody who is in a sinful situation, going through something, trying to hide that they're wrong, trying to hide the sin, let them come forward to you, Lord, and confess that sin and be forgiven.
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  SPEAKER_00: And confess the other sins that have piled up because they haven't confessed that one.
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  SPEAKER_00: Lord, and I, the beauty part about it is you have brought your son, you brought your son here to die on the cross to forgive us of all our sins, Lord.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if we just repent in your name, you forgive us.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we thank you so much for that.
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  SPEAKER_00: We thank you so much for this study of David.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we see the sin, the sinful things that David has done, but we also appreciate how David repents.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Lord, this is where this listen comes.
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  SPEAKER_00: We want to repent, Lord.
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  SPEAKER_00: We thank you so much for that option.
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  SPEAKER_00: Father, bless everyone who's listening to this.
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  SPEAKER_00: Father, we love you and we praise you in Jesus' name.
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  SPEAKER_00: Amen.
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  SPEAKER_00: Love you all till next time.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, that wraps up this week's episode.
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  SPEAKER_00: I hope these devotions help you draw closer to God each day.
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  SPEAKER_00: Remember, God's timing is always perfect.
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  SPEAKER_00: Keep trusting Him.
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  SPEAKER_00: Until next time, this is Jesse Morgan praying off.