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The History of @brettkeane and Why Atheists Wish I Was Dead · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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I am the way I am. Hello, ladies and gentlemen, my
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name is Brett Keen from God TV radio.
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I hope you're all having a blessed day out there at 7 p.m.
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tonight. I'm going to be doing a live
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show, I'll be putting out a public link so anybody can
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participate providing that, they have a microphone, you don't
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have to have a webcam and you can come in and chat with me as
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well as all my friends. Yep.
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If you'd also like to check out some of my books, my music and
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my art, all links are in the Corruption.
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Today, we're going to talk about the history of brat King.
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I often get asked by non-believers, as well as some
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religious people out there. Why is it that you were a famous
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atheist and nowadays? It seems like compared to what
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you were. You seem almost irrelevant as
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though you've lost Fame. You've lost Fortune.
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You've lost some kind of, you know, acknowledgement at least
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whenever it comes onto the The internet and I think there's a
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pretty simple answer to that, but a lot of people still want
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to know so I figured I would respond to that.
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Also a question, I get asked all the time to is.
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Why is it that atheists seem to go after you all the time?
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Why is it that every other day? They're making videos about you,
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and they're attacking you, and just saying some of the most
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brutal things possible, and I'm also aware of all that as well.
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Even though, I I don't watch any of these videos.
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If I search my name I see all the thumbnails and the nasty
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titles and absolutely violate terms of service and Community
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guidelines, but I just mind my own business and I go back to
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making my videos and doing what I'm doing.
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I guess we should probably start from the beginning.
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If you guys really, really want to know the answer to this and
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plus this will make it easier for me in the future.
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When people ask me this question, which I am willing to
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bet, it'll be a question that is asked to me all the way to the
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end of my life. Unless something happens, like I
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won the lottery or some super popular Christian ends up
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actually sharing my video or talking about me or something
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and helping me, get some assistance and some kind of you
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use. But either way, that doesn't
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really matter. That's not really why I'm here
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on YouTube. And I'm going to explain what it
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is. My true desire and ambition has
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always been even one of our Rosa, former atheist.
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When I first came to YouTube, I was, we'll start with my
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personal life what was happening and my personal life, my wife
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had just given birth to our second child, my daughter, and
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my daughter had some major issues where the Doctors didn't
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even believe she was going to survive.
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We were not sure what was going to happen.
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It would affect our child's life as well as my wife and I see
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future. It was the first time that there
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was anything really Intense or conflict and me, and my wife's
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marriage. Because of this, this was a
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tough issue. We didn't know how to deal with
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that. We didn't know how our sun, our
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first child would react. If something happened to his
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baby sister, it was excruciating.
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It was tough on the entire family, including me, and my
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wife well because of this my wife and I had to make a
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decision. We had to make a decision on
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who's actually going to be able to go out to work.
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And who's going to be able to stay home with a disabled child,
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and take care of them. Now, I was doing a lot of music
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and I was also good at graphic design.
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I was also getting paid to design websites and I was doing
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a lot of stuff that involved internet things.
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So logically and rationally, it made sense.
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That I would be able to use my mind and my intelligence my
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creativity, to be able to do pretty interesting stuff on the
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internet and this is before I even came to YouTube, I was good
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with computers. I was good with scripting.
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There is this a lot of things that I could do to actually help
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us financially in this way. Unfortunately, the bills we
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didn't have Hospital, insurance, and health insurance, and all
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this. So we quickly started finding
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our self and In debt as the months went by and we continued
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to try to get the medicines and having to take our child into
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the hospital repeatedly because something was wrong, or there
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was an issue, and we felt it needed to be taken care of.
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So financially, I was starting to get pretty damn destroyed.
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And that's no matter how hard my wife worked or how hard I worked
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doing what I was doing at home. It seemed like we were, there
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was no way from Sunday, aren't how we were going to survive and
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deal with this and this caused a lot of issues.
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Well, being that I was at home, I used to like listening to the
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radio. I used to like listening to
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music and all that but I started up this habit of going into
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something called yeah. The chat room where I would
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listen the Christians and atheists and people of all
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different faiths talk about their views of their ideas or
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just talk about their day for the longest time, I just sat
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back and listened. I didn't respond.
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I didn't say anything. I didn't argue with anybody, I
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just simply listened and then, I would go change my daughter's
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diaper, make her a bottle of milk.
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Get her medicine, do these kind of things, and I had my speakers
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up fairly loud. So I'd be able to hear what was
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going on. They didn't have wireless
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headphones back then, so you had to turn up your speakers.
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I had a little stereo system set up where it would pump out,
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pretty good where I can make it out cuz I was a former musician.
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So of course you're going to have some form of speakers well
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after listening and listening and listening.
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I finally and I've got an entire recording on this if people want
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to hear about it. But finally, obviously, there
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was a point where I decided to engage Christians, as well as
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non-believers and it didn't take long for people to tell me
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Brett, you have a powerful radio like voice and obviously
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non-believers would say bright, you're really smart and
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intelligent, I appreciated all that, I appreciated, the
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compliments from both groups, But I was extremely angry at the
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concept of God back then, because I was dealing with a
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child who had issues spending time with Christians, talking
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about how God heals and performs Miracles and blessings made me
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pissed off because I was constantly thinking, why is it
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that you know, my child is going through this?
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Why does my wife had to work so hard?
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Why do I have to put in all this extra, you know, level stuff in
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order to be able to Survive and being basically buried in bills,
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just got you more and more pissed off.
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Well, for some reason, during all this mess, that was going on
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in my personal life. And also engaging with people
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with all different views, all over the world, I started
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getting asked by people that I should go to YouTube and I
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should start making videos and talk about the different topics.
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People said, bright, you're extremely creative.
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You're able to you, come up with stuff right on the spot.
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If someone tried to roast me, I was known for being able to
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absolutely mow their ass over because of I humor sense of
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humor, creativity and all this. So people said I should go, they
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said that especially the atheist.
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He said there's not a lot of representation for atheist on
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YouTube. There was about four or five
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other non believers that were on YouTube at the time but they
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weren't doing any actual atheist videos.
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They were just being entertainers and silly, you
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know, like Fred making stupid noises farting on the camera.
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There was nobody having any actual debates over atheism
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versus Christianity and atheists were looking for a mouthpiece.
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They were looking atheists. Had been talking for years on
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the internet about, we need to get a movement.
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We need to build communities and all this kind of stuff.
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Now, to be honest with you, I didn't actually know where I fit
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into all that. I had been a.
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When I was a child, I was taught to believe in God, so it never
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even crossed. Crossed my mind.
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Should I lack a belief or should I believe any of this stuff?
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It just seemed like, it made common sense to me, but through
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all the anger, and the rage and the tragedies losing people in
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my life and then being buried under bills and then dealing
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with a disabled child, the anger was starting to Peak.
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It was getting to the point where I was ready to explode.
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A lot of animosity and me and unfortunately, my wife works so
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many hours and so much time and I was doing what I was doing.
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We didn't have the time to be able to sit down and really talk
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and work things out or be able to say, honey I'm just fed up,
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I'm sick of this. And usually, my wife was already
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going through a lot of stress over at all.
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So we spent most of our time listening to what her issues
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were and what her problems were. I wanted to make sure she stayed
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strong. So when ends up happening, as I
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decided, okay, I'll try YouTube out.
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I've told the story about this specific deal, I came to
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YouTube, I made one single video and the next thing I knew I woke
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up a couple weeks later, not even thinking that YouTube, but
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mattered or had any relevance to it.
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And I had over 5,000 subscribers and I had literally thousands of
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comments where people were telling Me that I'm awesome and
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I'm great and it was really, really felt good because I
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didn't have a whole lot of family or people who were
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cheering me are nor telling me that I was a you know, a good
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person. I had not thought of myself as
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good or bad for the longest time.
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I just thought of myself as another human being, who was
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just trying to survive in the world.
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And my only real concern is, as my wife going to be all right,
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as my Daughter going to survive is she going to make it through
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the year? These were the kind of things
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that we're going on in my mind not being a part of some stupid
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politics or some kind of agenda that atheist had.
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Well, when I got on the internet, YouTube and started
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making videos. I didn't just make videos where
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I went after the god concept, a religion, but I shared some very
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personal things about my life. I told people about the losses,
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how I dealt with death? I got very personal with people
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and because of this, a lot of people started feeling really
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close to me, really connected, you know, a lot of atheists
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could really identify with me whenever came to isolation and,
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and Verdun feeling closed in are feeling trapped or feeling like
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there's nobody to talk to and all this kind of stuff that's
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the way. My life was at the time.
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Well. Because of this, there were
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non-believers out there where they could hear in my voice and
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some of my videos that I was sad that I was getting very lonely
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and I was also feeling form of desperation because of all that
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was taking place. It just seemed like there was no
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light at the end of the tunnel for me and I even had a lot of
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Christians who were reaching out to me to, they were saying
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bright, you sound like you're in a great deal of pain.
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Can we talk to you in all this? Some of them attempted to preach
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to me and sermonize to me, which actually pissed me off more.
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And for some reason, it felt like they were antagonizing me
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and I wanted to get them some shit, but some of them just
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wanted to talk to me. Or they just wanted to allow me
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to vent and talk about my feelings.
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These were usually Christian women who behave, this way,
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where they actually wanted to hear what I had to say.
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Not just come at me because they thought I was at a long animal
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point in my life where they could push Jesus army or
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something. You got to understand that when
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you're going through this kind of crap, you're going through
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this kind of pain, it's extremely difficult to be able
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to accept that. There's a God, that loves you in
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the universe. It's really hard when ever you
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know that at any day, a bill could be too high and you may
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not be able to get groceries that you may not be able to pay
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your electric bill and then everything gets turned off.
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And the next thing you know you could lose your kid.
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Kids or just a number of horrible things that can happen
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to you. So I was pissed off at the
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world. I was pissed off at the idea of
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God to me, I felt like it was a fairytale that people told
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themselves in order to feel better.
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When life went to shit, that was my, I had basically become
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extremely nihilistic. However, you go over to YouTube
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and you see these complement. So Brett, these videos against
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God, Then against religion or so great.
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They're so wonderful. You've my goodness, you hit the,
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you know, the hammer on the head.
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And I started noticing that other atheists for coming out
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and they were parroting me. They were repeating all my
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arguments, all my points, all my debates.
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Everything I said they were making copy videos, basically
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plagiarizing me and they still do it even today.
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A lot of the things that you hear atheist say today are
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exactly Word for word. What I said in the past, I mean,
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just ask any of the atheists you ever watched me.
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They'll tell you. Brett Keane was a big-time
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atheist, they all acknowledge that.
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They know that. They also know that I was really
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at that point. The only one that was there for
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them and their life. So something fascinating
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happened. Because people felt so connected
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and related and identified with me, especially non-believers.
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And there were so many Christians out there.
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Who felt Sad at what was happening with me, even though I
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was popular and I was picking up unbelievable amount of
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subscribers within less than a couple months.
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I was in up to 10,000 subscribers and it was literally
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no effort for me whatsoever. I was just hitting record on a
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video and spouting out, you know, whatever the hell I came
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up with within five minutes, I could make seven 10 videos a day
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Day because I literally, at that point had nothing else that I
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could do. There was nothing going on in my
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life, except for sitting at home with a child who had a lot of
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issues that I had to be there for.
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That was my life. Just sitting there wondering
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what the hell is going to happen?
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Every once in a while? I got lucky someone would buy
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some art from me or someone would Asked me to design or
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organize a website. And some people said, bright,
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you say you got all these Financial issues.
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Why don't you put out a PayPal link?
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I didn't even know what the hell that was.
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I didn't know what PayPal was or anything that kind of garbage,
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but someone said, put that out there and then people may help
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you out by clicking on it and then they send you money or
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whatever. So I tried it out and lo and
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behold people did start supporting, I was able to take
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care of some of my bills. I was able to take care of gas,
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whenever I needed to get my girl to the hospital.
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I was able to get a good amount of groceries, things were good.
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It really felt like things were starting to fly along and even
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Christians were donating money and they were supporting and all
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that kind of stuff, which was greatly appreciated from both
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sides. Sides that were doing all this.
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Well, because of the connection and the relation I started
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downloading programs, like Skype and other programs where what
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this meant was people would be able to contact me directly.
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I even gave up my real phone number.
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People could call up anytime they want and ask me how I'm
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doing, how I'm feeling and all this.
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Now, when Christians would call, they usually called because they
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wanted to know how I was doing, how I was feeling and all this,
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when a Is called they usually called because they had bad shit
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going on in their own life. And they wanted to tell me about
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it and basically have a friend or somebody that they can talk
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to a lot of them were lonely. A lot of them didn't feel as
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though they were connected to the world that they were
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isolated. That their families didn't love
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them or that they didn't have any true friends that they could
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trust or share their stuff with many of them said, I can't talk
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to other people on the not because I don't want videos made
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about me where people embarrass me or, you know, mock me for my
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problems and my issues. And that was very sad but also I
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could understand the logic and rationality in that.
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So what happens is For the next couple years.
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Not only was, I have popular famous atheist on the internet
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who was spewing out all kinds of bullshit.
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About my thoughts about something I supposedly didn't
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believe in. I was still sharing all kinds of
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personal things and I was my life was like an open book and
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the more and more. I did that the more multitudes
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and masses of people kept wanting to call me and contact
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me. It was starting to get to the
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point where people were pissed off that.
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Because they try to call me but some other atheists would have
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already called me earlier and they couldn't get through
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because it was busy. I remember being told so many
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times. Brett you said that you'd be
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here for me. You said that you would listen
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and every time I call you you're busy and I'm like, I am so
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sorry. I've got thousands of people who
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were calling me on the horn repeatedly are getting a hold of
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me on the computer. And on top of that I'm taking
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care of my child. I'm taking care of trying to
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survive over here. I'm sorry.
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People get so mad it gets so angry.
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And I wanted to be there for them, I wanted to listen to
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them. And of course I had other
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atheists who would call me up and they would try to sell me
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shit advertised things. They'd be like, Brett.
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You're a super popular YouTuber? Can you advertise my content?
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Can you like, give me a shout out?
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Can you mere my videos on your channel?
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So I can get tons of views and all that kind of stuff because
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I'm having a hard time too. And if you promote me, then I'll
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make And I'll be able to get advertise and people blah blah
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blah blah blah, blah. And now the more popular I got
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the more it seemed like people were reaching out to me because
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of what they perceived as Fame where I didn't give a shit about
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that to me when I looked at the subscribers.
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I see nothing but numbers. All I cared about was, what was
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going on in my home? And the people that were
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actually talking to me in real life not what was happening on
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the internet and give a damn what's it matter?
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If you've got a million or a billion subscribers on the
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internet, whenever you've got a disabled child, who might die?
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I mean, what who gives a shit about what the internet has to
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say or what it What it has to offer.
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I tried of course doing like Google ads and all that kind of
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stuff and that didn't help Google actually according to
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Google. They owed me, thousands of
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dollars. But whenever it was time to pay
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me the week before, they were supposed to process the money
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and send it to me, they shut my shit down.
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They said that I could no longer be monetized.
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So Google actually screwed me out of thousands of dollars and
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this was when Google actually bought YouTube from a company
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that originally started, YouTube Google took over.
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So I knew that YouTube didn't offer me any kind of financial
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benefit I knew that there was nothing there.
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It was just a matter of doing video so it was definitely not
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about money. You don't stick around on
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YouTube for 20 years for money. When in the first two years,
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you're told, nope. We're not paying you or not
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giving you any money so that wasn't what it was for.
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Interestingly enough, what ends up happening is You get a lot of
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non-believers who they want you to promote their videos.
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So being the nice guy that I was, I went to some of these
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different YouTube channels. And there were some atheists who
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are really funny and there were some that made really great
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arguments, but then there were others who are racist and
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homophobic. There were some who were
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extremely hateful, they would call Christians, the n-word are,
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they would call Christians. Fa G S4 custom out and a really
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horrible way. And I was starting to get to the
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point where I had spent so much time talking to Christians as
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well as atheist that I cared about both groups.
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I cared about the welfare of both although I felt like
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religion was a shitty deal. I felt like, not everybody.
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That's a part of Christianity is horrible.
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Just like not. Every atheist is a horrible
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person. That every group has its good
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people. It's good.
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Apples and it's bad apples. That's my logic.
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But what ends up happening is, I told some of these atheist, I'm
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sorry, but your videos are unacceptable, they're
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inappropriate. And it's not really what I'm
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trying to promote. And they go, we're trying to
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promote the atheist movement though.
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And I said, no, you're promoting yourself.
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You don't give a damn about atheism, you don't you Don't
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care about intellectual honesty or truth, you're not even making
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an argument, then your videos, your cussing people out, and
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you're yelling and screaming and acting like a loon tune.
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You're not, you're not trying to help anybody.
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Now, remember the atheist who did make good videos and good
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arguments, and good points. I gave them numerous shoutouts,
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I promoted them, I talked about them and all this that people
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should go check them out. That was the first time I
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started making enemies on YouTube.
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And I think it's also one of the reasons why famous people kind
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of isolate themselves away from their audience, like the go out
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and I'll do the show but they won't take any of the fans home
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with them because that's just what they are.
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They're either there because they love you for some fake-ass
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reason because they think they know you by watching a video or
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they're wanting something out of you.
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They're not really wanting to be your friend.
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They're not really wanting to help.
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Help with a label or the representation of what you're
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part of, they want themselves to be promoted.
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And I started realizing by being around people like this, that
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there was a lot of narcissistic people.
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I spoke to a lot of atheists, who suffered from autism, which
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is a spectrum disorder. According to the Google, it's a
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developmental disability caused by differences in the brain.
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It causes them to lack empathy, not understand people's
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feelings. They usually have social
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disorders. They also have delayed language
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Mint and pretty sister repetition of words or phrases
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Arnie internet. This is referred to, as
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parenting. You notice, you see a lot of
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videos out there where atheist, as well as some religious people
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repeat themselves over and over and over.
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And they say the same things Non-Stop and they use the same,
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catchphrases are the same means, One of the problems with
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autistic atheists and religious folks is resistant to minor
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changes in routine or surroundings.
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Basically they don't like changes, they hate it, they
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prefer organization and things to be set up in a certain way or
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they become extremely hostile or uncomfortable.
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I also learned that there was a lot of atheists that I was
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dealing with that suffered from what is called histrionic
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Behavior. It means that people are overly
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concerned about their physical appearance.
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Use their physical appearance to draw attention to themselves by
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wearing bright colored clothing are very revealing clothes.
26:56
How many times have you seen females on the internet?
26:59
Where they show their breasts off, our they show their bodies
27:03
and everything like that and then they're the first ones to
27:06
get pissed off. Whenever people basically
27:09
sexualize them are talk about their boobs as opposed what
27:12
they're saying in the video. It's because they deliberately
27:16
put their you know tetz right out on the screen or show off
27:20
their ass in order to get the subs and Views in the first
27:24
place. And for some reason think
27:25
they're going to earn some form of respect after a while which
27:29
never actually happens. Histrionic people usually go out
27:36
of their way to make fools of themselves in order to get
27:39
attention, YouTube rewards. This type of behavior by paying
27:44
Paying people that have views and subscribers, at least that's
27:47
what a lot of people think. So, people go out of their way
27:51
to get past 1000 subscriber Mark so they can get clicks and Views
27:56
and yada yada yada. And so on, It never hardly
28:00
works. I've seen over 500,000 people on
28:04
YouTube, lose their monetization and also have the exactly the
28:10
same thing that happened to me where they're supposed to get
28:13
paid, and then Google screws up. It's a beautiful thing.
28:17
Corporations to make you work your ass off, break your back
28:21
and then at the end of the day you get nothing for it.
28:24
But people still take the chance they have that hope they have
28:27
that faith that the Going to treat them fairly and right.
28:33
So I got my first enemies from not promoting some of these type
28:37
of people, narcissistic behavior, antisocial disorders.
28:42
And some of these people started making videos about me and they
28:46
would call me everything under the sun, basically, I'm a liar.
28:50
I only do YouTube for PayPal and money and blah blah blah.
28:55
Even though sad to say every single one of these people who
28:58
accuse me of this shit, had a Paypal link or an Amazon wish
29:02
list himself. And if you look around on any
29:05
YouTubers Channel nowadays, everybody's got a PayPal
29:08
account. Everybody's got a patreon.
29:11
Everybody's got some kind of, you know, go to High star.com
29:15
and donate Bitcoin to me or whatever type of finances they
29:21
want, everybody does. But for some reason, these
29:26
people who hated me, they made it out to be like it was
29:29
something else like I was a snake oil.
29:33
A Salesman or something like that, and it was because they
29:36
didn't get what they wanted out of me.
29:37
They didn't get a promotion, people weren't giving them
29:41
shoutouts. So you became the enemy And they
29:46
also noticed by making videos about someone who was famous or
29:50
Popular by putting your name in their title.
29:54
It brought them more views so they started realizing, wait a
29:58
minute, I don't have the talent to get any views on the
30:02
internet. I don't have any Charisma but if
30:07
I put a famous person's name in the title that's an instant 300
30:12
views for me and if they're monetized in there.
30:15
Going to be getting paid at the end of the month.
30:17
Maybe if Google comes through with them are not So you see
30:23
this is the reason why bullies and cyberbullies and trolls
30:26
started to become a big thing. And within five years time on
30:32
YouTube, they were being rewarded and they benefited from
30:36
negative behavior negative interactions with other people
30:39
on the internet. And why would they stop and ask
30:44
yourself that? Why would somebody stop if
30:47
you're getting paid? If you're getting a lot of
30:50
money, if you're getting a lot of subscribers simply by making
30:55
an entire YouTube channel, dedicated to someone that you
30:59
think is a piece of trash or Garbage, why not?
31:06
It works for them so they're not as long as it works.
31:09
Why you try to fix something that's broken?
31:15
Well, the other issue is that I found because I am self-aware, I
31:19
acknowledge what's happening. Obviously after a couple years
31:24
of doing this, I was never one of these type of people who just
31:29
simply went along with what authorities said or the experts
31:34
or anything like this. I always was a very opinionated
31:38
person. I wasn't one of these type of
31:40
people who watch television or the some kind of animal channel
31:45
and said, well, this person said this, so I must believe it.
31:50
I whenever it came to science or anything, I was a skeptic about
31:54
everything in the world. As far as I was concerned,
31:56
Concerned. The world was full of shit and
31:58
most people have some kind of altar reason why alter motive or
32:04
agenda why they say the things they do.
32:08
So I never was one of these people who could just be led or
32:13
talked in the sand crap and everything, just because someone
32:16
claim to be an expert or a professional my logic was, I
32:21
don't know these people. How do I know that they're not?
32:24
Just saying something so they can end up on a magazine cover?
32:28
I'd already dealt with thousands of people who wanted popularity,
32:31
insane, how far will somebody go in order to get popular or
32:35
famous, or can be considered important even if it's in a
32:39
science Community or get some benefit of reward from politics,
32:44
that was always my way of thinking and that's really not
32:47
changed at all. Well.
32:54
The problem with groups and labels is whether it's atheist
32:58
or religious as people become inclusive.
33:04
You'll find that it's extremely challenging to make friends with
33:07
both Christians as well as atheists and some groups.
33:11
Because atheists have this kind of set idea of what type of
33:15
person you have to be, what kind of person that believes our
33:19
thanks like them. They want the wolf pack
33:23
mentality, they want the, they want followers and they want
33:27
people, that will agree with them on things.
33:29
They don't want the conflict of having to debate or argue with,
33:33
One. Who's on?
33:34
Supposed to be according to them on their own team.
33:37
Now they'll say that they're there about individualism that
33:41
there are about thinking for themselves and being a critical
33:45
thinker. But the truth is everybody wants
33:47
to be on a team and they want to be on the winning team.
33:53
And me. As far as I was concerned, the
33:58
only one that was on my team was my family and my daughter that
34:04
was it. I wasn't thinking about internet
34:07
teams and groups and all that kind of stuff that was never my
34:11
thought process. I did care about atheists being
34:15
able to be more accepted in society.
34:19
I made many videos about how I felt that atheists were treated.
34:23
Unfairly how People should treat each other with respect, how we
34:28
should throw away labels and titles and all that kind of
34:31
crap. And for some reason, some people
34:35
didn't like that either. They didn't like it whenever you
34:38
want after their groups or one after what they considered her
34:42
perceived as their own team as an atheist.
34:46
You do not go after the other atheist, you don't say, no.
34:52
I don't think this is the right way to go especially if you got
34:55
one. That's that feels, they're
34:57
really Alpha and they are intent on having a an army behind them
35:02
to support. Them on whatever the hell they
35:04
say, or do. There was an atheist that I
35:11
became extremely good friends with he, someone that hates me
35:16
nowadays, in which it was, I was dead, an extremely, a very
35:22
popular atheist back in the day, who's becoming more and more
35:25
irrelevant nowadays. But this person and I, we were
35:30
good friends and we talked a lot, they would ask me for ideas
35:33
for topics for the videos. They would tell me about their
35:38
problems and their issues. I ended up finding out that this
35:42
person used to be a part of Christianity.
35:45
I found out that their father used to actually run a church
35:50
and then I end up finding out that the father ran a diploma
35:53
Mill where they were ripping kids off here.
35:57
I am a father who's dealing with a disabled child, and I am told
36:02
that this kid is basically the spawn of a A preacher who rip
36:08
people off and Christianity destroyed, their complete
36:12
Futures and took away their savings and their income.
36:16
Well, the same kid, I felt real sorry for him even though he was
36:19
super smart and funny and he made really good atheist videos.
36:25
He would do blogs and he would make videos for.
36:28
He said, That he was raped and abused.
36:33
He made it clear that he'd been watching me for over a year.
36:37
When we talked and pride that he said, I've been watching you for
36:39
a year and he would ask me questions.
36:43
Like, how much money do you make by talking about the pain and
36:46
the abuse that you went through? Brett.
36:49
And I told him, basically, what Christians, as well as atheists
36:53
have done for me because of some of my problems and I think a
36:58
light bulb went off in his head. He thought, well, if I make
37:01
videos and I tell people Pull that I'm suffering and going to
37:05
pain, then people will give me whatever I want.
37:10
And he made it clear in one of his videos that he would do
37:13
anything to become rich, wealthy and famous. so, I started
37:20
becoming a little bit more suspicious of his behavior and
37:23
attitude and for good reason, Well, one day, he went on a Blog
37:29
and I was watching him. And he was telling people that
37:33
he was raped by church members, as well as family members.
37:37
It was the most horrible thing I've ever seen.
37:39
And then, right after he did that, he asks for people to send
37:43
him money, Which he would end up buying himself a car by himself,
37:49
a new coat and all these things, bunch of, pretty toys for
37:53
himself. I spoke to him in private and I
37:58
said to him listen ma'am. When you and I first started
38:02
talk and you you didn't say anything about actually being
38:08
abused or hurt. You never said anything about
38:11
any of this stuff. But now you're going on blogs
38:15
and you're saying that, and the reason why I brought it up to
38:18
him, was not to put him on Hot Seat, but it was because I
38:23
wondered why it is that we talked and privately and he
38:26
didn't tell me any of this stuff and we were friends, but he
38:29
would tell strangers out on the internet, all this stuff.
38:34
Unfortunately, for him, I recorded the conversation and it
38:38
is up on YouTube and it has been up for a while.
38:42
He said, Brett, I never got abused.
38:45
Nothing ever happened to me. Nothing dark like that ever
38:48
happened because I just wanted to make money.
38:50
I wanted to get attention. Well, lo and behold that person
38:57
got everything they wanted, they got super popular and they were
39:01
also endorsed and supported by the atheist community.
39:06
And I'll be honest with you, seeing that person launched
39:10
through the Stars. Like they did, knowing that they
39:12
were corrupt knowing that they were a liar knowing that they
39:16
were willing to go so far that they would basically throw dirt
39:21
in the face of the We members and Christianity knowing that
39:25
nothing ever happened to them just so they could make a buck
39:27
off of people's empathy and sympathy it was upsetting for me
39:32
it was painful, it was painful because I knew that there were
39:36
actual atheist and religious people out there who did suffer
39:39
who did hurt who have been abused and they needed help.
39:44
But instead somebody like this, who was scandalous and
39:47
duplicitous, Was willing to use them and abuse them for
39:51
everything they had. Well, I wasn't going to sit back
40:00
and be quiet about it. I'm a person who actually cares
40:04
about humans. I'm a person who cared about
40:07
atheist and their lives. I cared about religious people.
40:11
So I made videos where I talked about this and the person
40:17
obviously felt that they needed to defend themself, but they had
40:22
an advantage over me that I did not.
40:25
The advantage was that they were willing to lie and say, whatever
40:28
it took in order to bury me in the ground as where I had the
40:33
fight by the rules. I had to fight fair because I
40:36
was an honest, good person and honest, good persons.
40:40
They don't get to put nails in their Boxing Club.
40:43
They don't get to say, the most horrible terrible things that
40:48
there is, if you're going to be a good person, you can't fight
40:52
like an evil person. You Can't Fight Fire With Fire.
40:55
Sure. And unfortunately in that
40:57
exchange I didn't do too well. It turned out that a lot of
41:00
people weren't as moral and ethical as they claim to be and
41:04
people were starting to get to the point where they found more
41:07
entertainment from lies than the truth.
41:17
Eventually. I continued to love atheist and
41:23
religious people. I continued to console
41:26
non-believers, I would still get thousands of calls and I'd still
41:30
be listening and trying to help people and support people the
41:34
best I could promote people listen to their problems.
41:40
There's many many times where, like I had an atheist female who
41:44
called and she said, my husband died.
41:48
And I got a baby and I can't get diapers.
41:52
I can't get baby food. So I wired her a bunch of money.
41:58
There were atheists who told me they were going to be evicted or
42:00
they were going to lose their homes and all that and I helped
42:03
them and I started losing more and more money by trying to help
42:09
other people. I wasn't Rich wasn't wealthy,
42:13
but because I was getting donations and support from some
42:16
people, it gave me a little bit more leeway.
42:18
To be able to help out other people basically give back.
42:23
Two people. I felt like people to help me.
42:27
Why not help back. That's what I wanted to do. so,
42:38
Smoking a vapor over here. Folks, if you're wondering been
42:42
trying to lay off from the cigarettes, One day obviously
42:49
there was a time after much much conversation and pondering and
42:56
deliberation. After losing many atheist
43:00
friends to suicide and not knowing what kind of suggestions
43:04
or advice. I could give people who didn't
43:06
believe there was any meaning or purpose in the world.
43:10
I started realizing that as an atheist has very limited on how
43:14
I could help people. I didn't have Have an actual
43:17
community. In reality, I didn't have an
43:20
organization that could help support or help atheist.
43:26
I realized that I was still in a bind.
43:33
And I started also pondering a lot of things like the universe.
43:36
And what is my place in it? What is my purpose?
43:41
Is there more to existence? I also started to feel more
43:46
positive about some things because my daughter seem to be
43:49
getting stronger and stronger, and she was healing.
43:54
And I myself so much time had passed.
43:57
I started healing from the deaths and the tragedies that
44:00
happened in my own life. Life.
44:04
I started being able to wake up in the morning and I actually
44:07
feel good about myself and about my life.
44:14
There's something about like picking your daughter up and
44:18
just listening to her giggle and laugh and all that and looking
44:23
happy and seeing the spark in her eye knowing that she's not
44:27
going to die that really moves and it warms the heart of a man
44:32
a father. And because of this, I started
44:36
to believe that maybe there's a possibility of Miracles.
44:39
The doctors, you know, the experts the authorities.
44:43
They had all told me that she wasn't going to make it but she
44:47
was getting stronger and better every day.
44:49
She was starting to be able to walk.
44:52
She was able to be able to communicate And my son was
44:57
getting older. He was getting stronger.
44:59
He was starting school and I was starting to be able to really
45:05
pay my bills and get my life together to young parents, me
45:09
and my wife. We're finally starting to do
45:13
something in our life. We were finally to a point where
45:18
we were able to talk to each other and not have to work.
45:21
So damn hard that we were able to spend more time with our kids
45:25
and ourselves and really be able to learn more about each other.
45:32
And the more and more time we spend with each other, the more
45:34
and more, we loved each other and the stronger.
45:38
My family became and I started feeling more and more like, That
45:46
some of these Christians might actually have a point that
45:48
there's something out there. That cares, something good is
45:52
happening. I ended up having a weird dream.
46:01
And that's all it was was a dream.
46:03
It wasn't some kind of physical manifestation of God.
46:07
It wasn't some kind of like magical thing that appeared in
46:11
front of me, was just a dream I had.
46:13
And I am self aware enough to know that dreams are just that
46:18
their dreams, but something odd happened.
46:22
I had a dream that God was speaking to me.
46:27
And I was basically told in the dream Brad, if you remove all
46:32
your atheist videos and all the things that you said over the
46:35
past couple years, if you stop doing that and you accept me and
46:41
you accept what I'm about, your life won't always be easy.
46:48
But it won't feel impossible. You won't be alone anymore.
46:53
I'll be there for you and I'll love you.
46:57
But you have to make a sacrifice.
46:59
You have to, you have to change, you have to get rid of this
47:03
stuff. The dream went on for a long
47:08
time where God, basically told me that I wasn't doing any good
47:12
for the atheist anymore. That.
47:18
That wasn't going to. There was no future for atheists
47:22
whatsoever that I need to actually look beyond that Beyond
47:26
these labels and groups and I need to consider all human
47:30
beings, not just try to represent one human being or a
47:34
group. So, when I woke up after this
47:40
dream, I pondered, and I pondered it and I spoke to my
47:44
wife and I said, honey, I'm going to remove all the videos
47:49
that I did having to do with atheism.
47:52
And she said, why? And I said, well, I explained
47:56
the dream to her. I told her about it.
47:59
And she goes well, maybe just, maybe it was God.
48:03
That talk to you. A lot of good things have been
48:06
improved and and I said, well, how do you feel about that?
48:10
And she goes well honey, I'm not sure.
48:11
I believe in the same way, a lot of Christians do or religious
48:15
people. But I do believe there's
48:17
something out there that's been watching us something out there
48:20
that cares. And I said, well honey, why
48:23
didn't you ever tell me this? Why didn't you ever tell me that
48:27
you believe that something was out there for all these years?
48:31
I've been doing these atheist videos and you never said
48:34
anything. About it and she said well you
48:38
were going through a lot of pain when your mother died.
48:40
You were going through a lot of pain dealing with the loss of
48:43
your grandmother. And also with our daughter and
48:48
it seemed like you were very irritated with religious ideas
48:52
and beliefs. So I didn't I didn't know if it
48:55
was a good idea or appropriate to tell you where I'm at on
48:59
that. and I realized that, All that time.
49:07
Having the narrow-minded view of atheism and so much anger and
49:11
animosity that my own wife didn't feel like she could share
49:16
something that important or significant in her perspective
49:20
with me because she didn't know how I'd react. that we couldn't
49:25
be fully 100% honest with each other as long as I held onto
49:29
this ridiculous concept that we're alone in the universe that
49:35
there's nothing to it, that there's no meaning and purpose
49:38
of it's all nihilistic So, I went over to my computer and I
49:45
collect, select all are in all my videos.
49:48
I deleted them. And shortly after after I
49:53
relaxed and calm down, I made myself a cup of coffee and I
49:57
made a video basically telling the world I believe in God.
50:02
I believe that there is some kind of higher power I believe
50:05
that there's more to this than just what atheism declares or
50:09
claims and the next thing I knew I had a bunch of Christians,
50:16
say, praise God bless you, Brett.
50:20
I always knew you were going to be a warrior for Christ, and I
50:23
mean, just unbelievable amount of support from religious folks.
50:28
Of course, there were some Christians, he didn't buy it.
50:31
They figured it was April Fool's or something, or it was some
50:33
kind of prank. My, they were being played,
50:37
because Christians are not stupid.
50:40
They're not just going to jump right on it and be like, Yay, in
50:44
five minutes. It's they got to see your fruit.
50:46
They got to see your actions. They got to see what you're
50:49
going to do. You know, they had been lied to
50:53
by so many atheist out there pretending to be Christians and
50:57
trolled so many times that they just simply weren't going to buy
51:02
that you believe in God and five minutes.
51:04
Not after all the bad experiences they had with
51:06
non-believers before. Well obviously, I still had a
51:11
massive following of atheist to had been watching me.
51:20
And the phone started, ringing off the hook Skype started
51:24
beeping, and beeping and beeping.
51:27
And I remember seeing that one of my best friends in the whole
51:32
wide world called himself, Adam lore.
51:38
Wanted to talk to me. So I pride or a ties.
51:42
The people that I knew the best, our new, the longest, at least,
51:46
do the internet know how and I clicked on him and I said, how
51:50
you doing there? Adam, what's going on?
51:52
And he goes, what are you fucking retarded brat.
51:55
Are you stupid, what the hell's wrong with you?
52:02
You stupid. And I said, what's the problem
52:05
there at him? And he goes, man, what the fuck
52:07
are you? Doing.
52:09
And I said, Adam, what do you can you be more specific?
52:13
And he goes, what do you mean? You believe in god, what is
52:16
this? You've been an Atheist for all
52:19
this time and I said, but Adam, you and I we've talked and I
52:22
told you many times I've been pondering and that I think that
52:26
atheism might not be the best position for me.
52:30
I said I've been questioning us for a while and I've been honest
52:35
with you about that. He goes, this is stupid brat,
52:38
this is retarded. And he told me I don't ever want
52:42
to talk to you again and he hung up on me.
52:46
About a week later, he would eventually call me back and we
52:50
talked and he call me names and it took quite a few months to
52:55
finally get him to chill. The hell out.
52:57
Be able to talk to me like a friend again.
53:01
But I realized at that point that I was in serious trouble.
53:06
I realized that these people who claim to be my friends, some of
53:11
them were only claiming to be my friend because they believed I
53:16
was like them. A carbon copy of themself that
53:22
they didn't actually care about me for who I was some people
53:27
felt betrayed because they used me for like a psychiatrist or
53:32
Internet, shrink who they could talk to you for hours on end
53:36
about their problems. But since they had anxiety, and
53:40
did not trust Christians. And here, I am believing in God.
53:45
They didn't feel like they could trust me anymore, didn't feel
53:47
like they could talk. To me.
53:51
So the calls started getting less and less, it wasn't
53:53
thousands of calls anymore, and if I did get a call it was fuck
53:58
you. Brett.
53:58
You're a piece of shit. Fuck you.
54:00
But you need to die. You know, just it got bad got
54:06
really, really rough. And then finally, it just kept
54:10
getting to the point where I was like that where I had to change
54:13
my phone number and I ended up start using Google Voice,
54:17
instead of giving people, my home, phone number, Google
54:21
Voice, made it to where people had to leave a message first and
54:24
then I'd call him back because I didn't want to get on the line
54:28
with somebody in real time and be abused and verbally attacked
54:32
for this. But I ended up losing a lot of
54:36
people who are supposedly my friend.
54:40
And people would say to me bright, you're never going to be
54:43
famous again. You're never going to be
54:45
popular. You're never going to have big
54:46
subscribers. You never never.
54:48
Never never. And I said, well then you never
54:51
knew me to have did you because this was never about subscribers
54:55
and Views. This was about making it in my
54:57
life and finding the truth. Finding what's good for me and
55:02
my family. This isn't about Trying to help
55:07
some movement or some kind of political agenda.
55:09
It's about my life. So obviously a lot of these
55:21
people, they have their own YouTube channels and a lot of
55:25
atheists. Now, realize they couldn't call
55:27
me to get their videos promoted because I'm not going to put an
55:30
atheist video up on a channel that promotes our endorses God.
55:34
I mean, he'll I wouldn't even allow my own atheist videos Fiat
55:37
there anymore. So, how could anybody expected?
55:40
I was going to promote or endorse any non-believer content
55:44
where they dump on God, right? And immediately within months, I
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had over 500 videos made about me.
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People are making podcasts and shows where they attacked me.
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They would call me a liar. A deceiver, they would say
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things like Brett's only a Christian because he gets paid.
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They give him a lot of money Brett's this way, this way this
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way. But the truth was Christians
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weren't given me a lot of money. I mean it was enough each month,
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the maybe take care of a bill or two and we're talking like a
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water bill that's like 30 bucks or maybe an electric bill that
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if it was good. Weather outside, maybe 120 bucks
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where you could do this. I wasn't making big money.
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I wasn't making like in the thousands or something, but I
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was making enough to for our lives to be more comfortable.
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And we would save everything that we had that didn't go into
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bills or groceries or hospital bills and all that kind of
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stuff. But atheist had all kinds of
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theories and ideas on why they could not accept that.
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I logically and rationally took the position of God because I
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actually believed it was true. It had to be that I was trolling
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and had to be that I was a deceiver, it had to be because I
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was a bad person. And you'll hear all these videos
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of these atheists who say things like, you know, Brett.
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He's really good at, you know, seeming like he's nice and that
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he's a good guy and then you find out that he's a liar and a
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betrayer and, you know, he burns his friends, he hurts people and
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all this. Well.
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I'm sorry that all these atheists feel like I betrayed
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them because I became a Christian but the truth is is I
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didn't hang up on you. I didn't tell you that you
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couldn't call me anymore. In fact I was more than willing
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to continue to Consul atheist. I was more than willing to
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continue to be their friend. I even had some young atheist
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who used to call and say, I wish you were my dad or I wish you
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were my uncle and all this kind of stuff.
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If I cherished those times of being able to help a
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non-believer, I cherish those times that I could make somebody
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go from being suicidal, the feeling like they can live
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another day. I cherish the time that I had
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with non-believers even though I considered them friends and I
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love them. They were the ones who actually
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turned on me. Now, some Christians out there,
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you may claim. Well, they didn't They didn't
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walk away from you because you're bad person.
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Brought they, they hate you because they hate Jesus, it's
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biblical. No II.
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Really believe some of these people feel like they're
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betrayed. You can hear it in some of their
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videos, they say things like he pretends to be your friend.
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Are he pretends to care about you?
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And then he turns out to be blah blah blah blah.
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I mean, where do you think they come up with that crap from Or
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do you think they come up with that nonsense?
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There are people in my past that I did end up shutting down and I
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stopped being friends with. I gave you an example of one of
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the most popular people was going around telling people that
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they were sexually abused by their family and Christians, And
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then they admitted to me that they lied in order to get
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attention and money. So yeah.
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What else was I supposed to do? I also had other people who lied
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and we're trying to do some kind of pyramid schemes and do some
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bull crap and they wanted me to participate in their help and I
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told him, no, there are people, I didn't promote and they
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considered that a like a personal attack on their person
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for not doing what they wanted me to do.
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A lot of atheists are very controlling, they don't get what
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they want, then you're the bad guy.
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And because they don't believe in the Forgiveness of Jesus.
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They just want to see your throat slit.
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I mean, I could give hundreds of examples of why these people
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behave the way they do. Why it is they make videos where
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they lie about me, they say everything from.
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I'm a plagiarist even though my books have been up on Barnes and
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Nobles and Amazon for just as many years, as I've been on
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YouTube, except for the newer books, obviously that I got up
1:00:46
there, those haven't been around.
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And as long obviously because they're new making fun of my
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music, making fun of the way I look, they used to tell me that.
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I had a powerful voice and now they make videos where they mock
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my voice. Basically, every single thing
1:01:04
that they did like about me, or they loved about me that they
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told me they cared about is the very thing that they hate now
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because I'm not the person that they wanted me to be.
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I'm not an atheist like them. And nowadays, they might have
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convinced themselves that that has nothing to do with it.
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Nowadays they say well I look at other peoples videos and people
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say a lot of stuff about you and a lot of people who know you but
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the truth is ladies and gentlemen is that these people
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know me about as well as they know you personally in real
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life, you know that when you turn off your video You go on to
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exist in reality and on the Internet it's all nothing but a
1:01:47
game. It's a bunch of crap.
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Bunch of people who are pretending to be something,
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they're not. It's a bunch of people who clean
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up real pretty when they're usually not like that at all.
1:01:58
It's men who put on makeup just so they can get it some
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attention on a video. This is fantasy world.
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So, I hope that I've answered everything.
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I think after this big long video, this will really well.
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Who am? I kidding, a lot of you.
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You the the fact is some of you don't even give a shit about the
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truth. You don't even want to know what
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reality actually is about any of this.
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Some of you've deluded yourself into believing shit about
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yourself, that ain't even true. So if you are going to do that
1:02:38
to yourself, and how could I even imagine for a moment that
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you'll understand? Comprehend where I'm coming
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from. Some of you, I suppose we'll get
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it a few of you here and there. Doesn't really matter and I'll
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tell you why. It's not because I don't care
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what you think. It's because what really matters
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is what I think about myself and what I know the truth that I
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actually know, that's what's important.
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And that's the reason why I'm a Christian because I know that
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God is real, I know that God exists and I know that a lot of
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these people out here they believe in God too but they're
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pissed and they're angry and some of Um, do it for money,
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some of them, do it for cash, some of it do, some of them do
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it to sell products. Some of them do it to inflate
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their ego period. And I know that for a fact,
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because I've talked to thousands of these people, I consoled
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them. I was their friend.
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And the only reason why we're not friends now, it's because
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one I'm not going to be friends with Liars or thieves.
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Idolaters adulterers people who cheat but I'm also not going to
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be friends with fake people and even though I'm not as famous
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and I'm not as popular as I used to be.
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I am so much more happier than I've ever been.
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I have two healthy children, a beautiful, fantastic wife, and
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the friends I do have, I know I can trust.
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I know that they're real. And I'm going to say this, I'd
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rather have five good people in my life with big hearts than a
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billion, deceptive evil assholes who are on their way to hell.
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Ladies and gentlemen, at 7 p.m. tonight, I'll be doing a live
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show. The link will be made public
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anybody, and everybody is welcome to come in.
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I hope you enjoyed the video.