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Hell By Brett Keane · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  None. Well, hello, ladies and
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  gentlemen. My name is Brett Keene and you
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  are watching and listening to the Brett Keene Show.
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  I hope all of you have had good days and good times and have
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  been well. Not myself.
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  I've been having a lot of things coming up.
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  A lot of things emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and
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  physically, and I figured I would put something out there
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  before my energy is completely zapped you.
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  Many of you may not have ever played a game called Fallout 4
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  before. There's an analogy that I give
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  to non believers as well as people who have doubts or people
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  who are skeptic. You know, the people out there
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  who say if there's a loving God, then why?
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  Why is it that people have to go to hell for?
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  Why did God even create such a place?
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  Why does such a place even exist For Doesn't make sense for a God
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  who loves you and endures and is patience with everybody.
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  Why God would set something like that up where it would
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  inevitably be a place and a point where some people are
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  absolutely destroyed or they're punished?
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  It's interesting because in my analogy of Fallout 4, for those
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  who haven't heard it, it goes a little bit like this.
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  There's a point in the game where everything is beautiful.
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  The grass is green, the sky is blue, and you're in the middle
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  of creating your character. You're making your person and
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  you can either choose to be a female or a male.
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  At the beginning of this, one would assume or suspect if
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  you're a male, you'll create a male character.
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  If you're a female, then you create a female character.
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  I have noticed when watching some people's videos out there
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  that males have chosen to be female characters for whatever
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  reason or justification it is. So after you create your
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  character, you go through this whole scene where you see your
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  robot washing dishes and you hear a baby crying in the
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  background, and apparently that baby is yours.
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  And at some point in time in the scene, you're going to get a
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  knock at the door and you're going to talk to a salesman who
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  seems very chipper and in a really, really happy mood, but
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  he's talking to you about things that are very scary and
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  terrifying. He tells you that at some point
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  in time, the world's going to end, but because of your
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  service, because of the good things that you've done in life,
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  you're going to have access to a vault where you will live for
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  the rest of your life once the world has ended through nuclear
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  war. And he's absolutely convinced
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  that at some point in time the world will fall under nuclear
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  annihilation. So after you talk to him and you
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  put your points in and you create your name for your
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  character and all that, the baby starts crying again.
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  You go in and you play with the baby.
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  Your wife character or husband character comes in, starts
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  talking to you, and then the next thing you know, your robot
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  tells you there's something terrible happening.
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  You go into the living room from the room where the crib was, and
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  the news is telling you that New York was just bombed and that a
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  bunch of states in America were blown away.
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  Suddenly an alarm goes off as the news station and the TV
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  screen goes dead. You and your wife and your baby
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  end up running up this road, leaving your robot behind.
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  You run down the road and then you cut through a path that is
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  going through some woods. And then you start making your
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  way up a hill where you see these military men waiting and
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  they tell you that, oh, you're on the list.
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  So you start running up to the vault and within moments of you
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  getting to the vault you see an explosion happen off in the
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  distance and within just a few seconds later the remnants of
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  the earth start coming up out of the ground and a bunch of dust
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  and mist and fog start coming towards you.
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  And just within a second, you manage to survive as the vault
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  takes you and your family down into the hole, down into the
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  vault where you will live. Well, one of the reasons why I
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  use this as an analogy of the concept of hell is every one of
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  the people who had access to the vault.
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  They were given the opportunity, they were given the choice.
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  They lived their life. And they knew, especially from
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  the salesman pitch, that it was inevitable that one day the
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  world would end. They didn't know if it was going
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  to end on the next 24 hours and the next week and the next
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  couple years. None of this, all they knew.
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  Everybody knew that one day everything would end well.
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  When I think of the concept of hell, I think of a family that
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  has made their way to the vault and they're standing on the door
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  and they have very little time to be able to save themselves.
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  And I see some people that don't wish to live in the vault.
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  I see some people who don't want to accept that the end will come
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  one day. I see that there are people who
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  are very angry and very aggravated, and they don't want
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  to have nothing to do with the vault.
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  Well, when you think about it, whose choice is it?
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  Whose choice is it? Do you save your family?
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  Do you save everyone you love? Do you go down into the vault
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  and accept your fate? Or do you remain outside the
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  vault by your own choice and your own decisions, even though
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  you were given the opportunity to be on the list?
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  And if you remain, there is no other place to go.
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  And to me, that is what heaven and hell is.
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  Heaven is a place of safety. It's a place where humans can
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  continue to exist once the world is gone.
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  Hell is simply the consequence of what happens once God removes
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  the world as it is. It's a place that you end up
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  going to, because it's like this.
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  If you're walking down the road and there's a puddle of water,
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  you have the choice to walk around it.
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  If you choose to walk through the puddle, then you're going to
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  get wet. Wet is the consequence of
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  stepping into the puddle. Nobody forced you to step into
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  the puddle. Nobody made you step into the
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  puddle. A choice you made that involved
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  you getting yourself wet. And in this case with Fallout,
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  it's the case of being absolutely and utterly
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  annihilated. And that's how I see it.
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  Whenever I look at the world, I see that everybody knows that
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  something's wrong, something's up, something bad is happening,
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  and people have made the choices of what side of history they're
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  going to be on and what side of existence.
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  And some people are so arrogant and narcissistic and some people
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  are so suicidal that they've come to the point where they
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  would rather die and be left on the world of the past than save
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  themselves. And that's what I see with a lot
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  of people out there. Not just the skeptics, not those
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  who doubt or ask questions. But I also see it with some
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  religious people where you've become the dog that can't learn
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  new tricks. You basically set yourself in
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  your ways, and some people are going to miss the mark.
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  And when I think of missing the mark, I think of a person who
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  got there too late or they went in the wrong direction.
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  They just don't know it. They want to go to heaven, they
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  want to protect themselves, they want to save themselves.
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  But unfortunately they took the wrong path.
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  They went through the wrong part of the forest, or they spent too
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  much time looking at the green grass and the blue sky and
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  trying to remind themselves of things that could have been or
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  would have been. I've come to a point in my life
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  where I don't see a point in sowing seeds.
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  I don't see a point in warning people.
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  I don't see a point in trying to take people's hand anymore,
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  trying to help people. I think that everybody knows
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  that they're drowning, but they refuse to get on the boat.
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  I see people as some people knowing even more full well and
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  having more knowledge than some religious people, yet they still
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  continue to take a shovel and dig their own grave.
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  And when you know that, when you see that constantly, it gets to
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  a point where it's like, why should I try to help this
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  person? Why should I try to save their
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  soul? Why should I try to sow seed?
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  Why should I try to lead them to something that they already know
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  is the truth? Why bother?
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  And of course, when you try to help people who are in this
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  condition, these people tend to be aggressive.
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  Some of them will actually physically reach out and hurt
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  you if they could. Some people will mentally try to
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  tear you down. And all's you're trying to do in
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  your heart and in your mind is to try to help them and save
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  them. It kind of reminds me of what
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  it's like dealing with drug addicts and Alcoholics.
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  You're trying to help them and then they want to blame everyone
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  else for their problems. They want to take their anger
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  and animosity out on everybody else.
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  It's everybody else's fault why it is that their life is like it
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  is, and they prefer being a victim as opposed to someone who
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  changes all that and betters themselves.
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  So why would anyone want to be in that position?
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  They say that sometimes the best way to help people is to simply
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  not even get involved at all, not even bother.
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  Let the person basically learn the hard way.
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  Let the person hit rock bottom. And then at that point they have
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  to decide do I want to burn or do I learn to learn.
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  You know what I mean. While seeing all these people go
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  through this, I've also looked at a lot of these politics and I
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  really, really feel like our government has been weaponized.
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  I feel like a lot of people have been hurt.
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  I watched the news recently where apparently over in Russia
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  a bunch of people were enjoying themselves and having a good
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  time at like some kind of carnival and for whatever reason
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  a bunch of ISIS members, which I was told that ISIS was
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  absolutely destroyed back in time Trump's presidency.
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  But somehow these people appeared on the scene and
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  managed to kill over 100 people in Russia.
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  And of course Russia's really angry about that.
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  I got to see pictures and videos of people torturing other
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  people, trying to get information out of them on why
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  this happened, where this came from, who plotted this, yadda
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  yadda yadda. Some people believe that America
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  might have had something to do with it.
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  That's one of the sad things I see about a lot of countries
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  too. If our politicians decide to do
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  something ignorant to somebody or somebody else's politicians
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  decide to do something ignorant, then immediately the citizens of
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  that country, they don't just become mad at the politicians,
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  they become pissed off at the people of that country.
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  And then suddenly you become a fucking target.
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  You become a target because your politicians are the people that
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  you voted for, are the people who cheated their way into
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  office or power, did something wrong, and now suddenly your
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  life is not in the safety zone anymore.
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  Recently I was looking on Twitter, and I've seen that on
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  true social Donald Trump use some Bible verses to kind of
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  compare the similarities of his persecution and how he's been
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  mistreated and abused by the system and society to what Jesus
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  went through. Instead of Christians
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  understanding that and going, yeah, Trump's been going through
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  a lot of shit. He's been abused and misused and
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  you know, they're trying to take him for everything he has, which
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  is true. Instead, Christians didn't like
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  his interpretation of the Bible and they basically spat on him
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  and said, well, he's not a theologian or anything.
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  This is the problem with these leaders.
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  You know, they don't know what they're talking about, blah,
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  blah, blah. Literally, Trump put up a a post
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  of less than a paragraph describing that he feels as
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  though he's been persecuted and then he posts a Bible verse and
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  that's it. But somehow these snobby ass
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  cunts of Christians out there decided to make it a bigger deal
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  than what it actually was, as they tend to do so easy and so
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  quick to condemn someone instead of try to understand why it is
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  they might feel the way they do. I mean, we all know the reality,
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  we all know why, where the logic comes from, why he would put
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  something like that. But the point is, is that we've
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  come to a point in our society where our politicians have
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  become dangerous and they've become a problem for us.
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  And it's come to a point where we don't even know what we want.
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  Now we're not choosing what's best for us, so what's good for
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  us? But we're choosing what we think
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  is the lesser of two evils. We're basically we're voting for
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  people or hoping that certain people get into office who will
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  do the least amount of damage to us as opposed to who would most
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  benefit us at this point. And that's the world we live in.
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  It's not the way it should be. It's not what we should have
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  ambition for. I see the world around me going
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  to shit, and in order for me to be able to survive all this,
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  this emotional, spiritual, mental nonsense that's going on
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  all around me, whether it's in social media or in politics of
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  the world alone, I've been taking a great deal of breaks
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  because the shit's really breaking me down.
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  It's really, really breaking me down.
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  Some of you out there, you've got this talent, you've got this
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  ability where you can just shut your eyes and pretend nothing's
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  happening. I don't.
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  I see some really awful things happening.
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  So I've been spending even more time with my family than usual,
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  and I've been kind of just, My son recently took me out for a
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  steak dinner. My wife and I had an anniversary
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  and we went out and ate some Chinese food and had a buffet.
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  And that was really wonderful. And I sat with my kids and, you
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  know, I just told them, you know, you're all beautiful.
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  I love you all. You all are important to me.
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  You are my proof of God, you know.
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  And that's what I've been doing a lot lately.
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  I've just been spending time with my family and trying to get
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  over this, all this shit that's affected me.
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  I had something recently happened to me this morning that
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  I thought was pretty funny. Did you know that YouTube is
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  allowing their AI to send people emails now?
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  That's right, I literally got a message from artificial
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  intelligence through YouTube telling me that my audio clip
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  that I put up of my book, it said that it sounded violent,
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  sounded too rough, and that it asked me if I would remove the
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  clip or at least a part in the clip where a violent event is
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  happening. The clip and and the audio is a
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  a part in my story where the bad guys and the good guys have come
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  up against each other and the good person has to choose.
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  Do they want to execute the bad person or whom they perceive as
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  bad in the story? Well, the AI apparently listened
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  to the book because there's no subtitles in it or anything like
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  that. I didn't create any.
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  It listened to the video and then sent me a message through
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  my e-mail telling me asking me if I would remove it.
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  It told me I wasn't going to get a copyright strike or anything,
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  but it asked me if I would consider removing the video.
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  It actually asked me politely if I would remove the video.
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  I've never had that happen before, but I also found it
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  really interesting that the AI determined.
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  Something through its own, I guess, research, and through its
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  own information, through its own programming.
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  It considers what is good and bad and actually warns the
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  person who uploaded it. Can you imagine what this
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  software is going to be like when it starts affecting many
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  people? If it considers your video bad
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  or your political ideas bad, it's going to send you a video.
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  Well, not a video, but an e-mail asking you if you would consider
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  removing your thought process or your creative works.
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  I considered it and I decided to remove the video.
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  It was only a 3 minute video with an audio clip.
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  I thought people might want to hear how the audio book is
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  coming along with my novel. I removed it, though.
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  People can still hear it on the radio if they want, I suppose.
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  I've been kind of, as many of you know, I was doing a show
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  with TTOR and TTOR. He does a lot of whenever he
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  does a show, it's always about censorship and it's always about
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  horrible things happening. Social media and how people who
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  run social media sites are abusing people are taking
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  advantage or you know, new ignorant things are doing to
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  their customers or their clients and all that.
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  And I've been doing that for a long time with TTOR and it's
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  something that I stopped. Well, to be honest with you, I
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  never really enjoyed talking about any of that kind of shit.
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  These were topics that I was well aware of and I was fully
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  knowledgeable of, but I just found myself repeatedly doing
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  that same type of show over and over with TTOR, and a lot of his
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  videos are directed at that too. It's important information, I
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  suppose, but it also reminds me that I could be doing a lot of
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  work on any video site out there and then suddenly find
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  everything that I've worked for taken away from me.
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  So it's kind of depressing doing that.
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  I think the main reason why I did the shows with TTOR is
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  because I enjoyed hanging out with just him as a person.
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  I enjoyed being with my friend, hanging out with my pal.
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  But if you'll notice, in any of the shows, we never really talk
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  like friends or anything. We never say, hey man, how you
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  been doing? You know, I will say that and
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  he'll tell me, Well, I've been working for the church, I've
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  been doing this and all that, but there wasn't really no, you
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  know, Brett, how have you been doing?
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  How's things going? How's your faith going?
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  Things like that? Nothing really like that.
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  TTOR pretty much had an organized idea of what he wanted
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  to talk about and it really had nothing to do with, you know,
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  how are you doing today? Kind of deal.
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  He pretty much had a set up the way he wanted to do it.
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  And there's nothing, I guess, wrong with that.
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  There's nothing bad with it. It just ends up becoming
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  excruciating, talking about the same type of topic over and
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  over, especially when it hits so close to home.
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  Then, as many of you know, I was doing shows with Lucifer, Lava
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  Gordon. Yes, I keep having screwing up
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  that name and all that. And our shows have been
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  repeatedly about Satanism or horror movies and stuff like
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  that. Nothing really having to do with
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  Christianity, nothing really having to do with God, nothing
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  really having to do with any of the things that Brett Keane show
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  was normally about. But like, Ttori enjoyed hanging
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  out with him as a person. I enjoyed just hanging out with
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  what I believed and considered to be a new friend.
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  Wasn't really all that interested in Satanism.
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  The reason why I even bothered to get into the concept and the
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  story of the Satanism in the 1st place was I planned on doing a
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  show or two where I had the Church of Satan come up and talk
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  about their views and their ideas and have a conversation.
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  Unfortunately they they went nuts and that's how he ended up
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  filling the role. So we did a couple shows talking
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  about his views and his ideas, but that's seemed to be what the
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  show was continuously being about.
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  Now I didn't really how do I put this?
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  It's kind of like with the TTOR thing.
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  I think that his views and his theology and what he thinks
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  about is very important. Obviously it's important to him,
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  but it's not something that I wanted to spend the rest of my
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  time doing shows over repeatedly, over and over and
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  over and over again. And if you guys notice in my
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  show section, that seems to be what it's about.
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  My desire and my hope, ladies and gentlemen, was to get to a
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  point where people would come in and out, There'd be fresh new
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  faces, There would be fresh new people, and I would learn about
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  new people and there would be constant mental stimulation.
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  Unfortunately, things didn't work out like that.
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  Some people were coming in and yelling and screaming and acting
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  stupid, and this really, really bothered Mr. Lucifer, he said.
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  Let's not let people in unless we know exactly who they are.
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  I mean, that's a good practice. It's a good idea, but one of the
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  things that kept me going all the time whenever I did live
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  shows was allowing the zoo to be open to anybody and everybody,
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  whenever they felt like it. Take chances, take risk, get
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  your every once in a while an idiot that shows up, but
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  sometimes you get people who are willing to carry on a
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  discussion, conversation. Well, Lucifer didn't seem to
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  want any of that. He just wanted to close it down
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  and he either wanted his Satanist buddies or people that
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  I absolutely knew for sure wasn't going to be a problem.
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  Well, unfortunately, that kind of entertainment can last so
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  long and even people noticed that.
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  People were saying that and emailed me.
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  They said, right, you're not going to let people come in
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  anymore. You're not going to let people
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  in the show. And for a moment there I
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  actually thought, maybe this is the best way to do things.
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  Maybe it is, but I don't know. I got nothing against TTR and I
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  got nothing against him. It's just that I was hoping that
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  the show would progress some, that it would go up, that we get
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  more people involved, more ideas, more thoughts.
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  I mean, I was really looking forward to the idea of getting
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  people with all kinds of different beliefs and views and
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  ideas. I don't want to do a show where
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  it's primarily all about Christianity, and I don't want
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  to do a show where it's all primarily about that.
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  And that's one of the reasons why I started kind of doing,
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  doing all these different shows. That way I would get the sense
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  that I was doing something different all the time.
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  Thursdays we talk about social media aggravation, Fridays and
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  Mondays we talk about Satanism and witchcraft and yadda yadda
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  yadda. Well, I think most of you know
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  or who have watched me for the longest time know that never
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  really took an interest in wanting to learn spells.
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  And I sure as hell never wanted to become a Satanist, which my
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  buddy, he actually asked me about it quite a few times.
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  He said he goes a lot of the way you talk and the way you think
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  is very Satanistic in nature. You should just become a
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  Satanist. And I even have people who are
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  accusing me of being a Satanist. Never said I was going to become
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  one, never said I desired to be one.
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  But a lot of you decide to make your decisions anyway.
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  For me, no. It really just came down to I
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  wanted to make new friends and I was willing to go beyond
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  people's theology and their views.
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  Just hang out with you for who you are, not because of what you
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  believe or what you think. I don't feel like TTOR forced
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  anything on me or the other guy. It's just that that seems to be
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  the nature of the animal. You hang out with people long
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  enough and they start thinking that you should probably join
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  their club, that you should be a part of their thing.
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  Doesn't matter your ambitions or what you believe in or what you
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  think. You know people, when they hang
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  out with you, they may like you for the moment, but they start
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  wanting you to get more deeper into their thing.
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  And if you aren't showing interest, if you're if you come
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  right out and just simply say, yeah, this shit ain't doing
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  nothing for me. It upsets people.
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  It annoys people. It makes people think that you
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  don't care. Well, that's sad.
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  I recently had a little comment spat back and forth with missing
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  Maude, whom I adore. I like her.
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  I've always, I've always liked her, but there's always
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  something in the back of my mind where I feel like, can I really
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  trust her? Can I really trust what she's
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  about? And the reason why that happens
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  is because of some of the people that she's chosen to be around,
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  And one of the things that she has said to me over and over,
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  which is very nice of her, if she says I'd like to get your
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  address or some kind of way to send you my paintings, some
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  paintings that I've made. But the problem is that she
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  hangs out with people that would like to see me hurt, would like
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  to screw me over. So I'm very I had some people a
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  while back who said they wanted to send me a bunch of shit and a
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  bunch of gifts. And then I gave them my home
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  address. And that was years ago, and they
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  ended up putting my shit all over fucking websites and all
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  kinds of stuff. So when someone asked for that
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  kind of information, I immediately I'm like a turtle.
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  I grow. Go back into my shell.
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  Yeah, I think people can understand that.
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  Maybe. Who knows?
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  But lately I've been, I've been having a really good time with
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  my family, just hanging out, doing my thing.
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  And I think that I'm going to take a break from all this for a
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  little bit. If people start emailing me or
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  something like that and they say, look, I think you had a
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  good idea, just let everybody in and shit like that and try to,
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  you know, meet new people and do new things.
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  Yeah, Because if you don't, it just starts feeling like a job.
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  It just feels like, all right, so I'm going to open up
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  something on Friday and we're most likely going to talk about
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  this, this and that, or I'm going to go into this place on
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  Thursday and we're definitely going to end up talking about
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  this, this and that. I was wanting things to be a
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  little bit more raw, a little bit more fresh.
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  You know what I mean? I want to know that whenever I
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  open up something, that there's going to be people out there
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  that want to talk about all kinds of different things.
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  That's what I was looking for. I'm kind of burned out on
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  politics. I'm burned out on religion,
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  burned out on a lot of shit. And maybe it's just that's the
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  way a lot of you are, too. Now at this point, you're burned
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  out with social media, you're burned out with religion,
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  politics. You're not enjoying the way the
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  world's going. And if we were all to sit back
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  and just talk about that together, it wouldn't.
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  We wouldn't be able to have the power to change any of it,
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  right? Or bring any good to it.
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  So it would be like a bunch of hens of sitting in the house
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  complaining and bitching about how shitty everything is.
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  And that wouldn't be a very fun experience.
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  So I think the best thing to do is just take a break and try to
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  get over these physical, emotional issues, all right?
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  That's all.