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- Sue: I'm recording this on my phone, given that last night I dropped my little Zoom H1 differential recorder on the tile floor at such an angle that this morning I was able to get one recording and thereafter things started going wonky. And I often speak about how chaos energies can come into your life and cause accidents like that. I ended up having to order a replacement. Confirmation about what? But in the meantime, confirmation with my phone, and the energy, of course, that caused this disruption yesterday was clearly my hands, my losing touch, my inadvertently allowing it to fall on the floor. And I remember as it was leaving my hands, it was sort of as if there was an upper and beneath my hands that sort of lifted it up out of my hand. Not something that my body is accustomed to doing on a regular basis, but nonetheless, it dropped from my hands onto the tile floor. It's one of the reasons why levels of awareness all the time are really important for you to be mindful of whatever is going on around you. Because in this case, having to spend the money to replace something that I clearly did accidentally, and you can say, it's just a little way to go sometimes, then you'll probably launch off into your own stories about how many phones you dropped in the lake. My husband did that a lot. I say a lot, I want to say three or four phones, but that's it. It is an energy. that isn't local to me, but was internalized by me to yield a deficit, a negative influence. It was also done to create an emotional reaction, which historically I would have put into it an, like, did I do that kind of anger. No longer. I learned this stoicism while being destitute, because when things would break such as this, I didn't have the money to replace it. So there was an almost immediate mindset adjustment at home. Got to live with that. What am I going to do to compensate? I'm grateful for that lesson. So it means that for a couple of days, I'm having to adapt my routine and talk. That's something that used to also generate a lot of anxiety. I really attribute the stoicism to the self-love. I had no other choice when I had no money but to accept things for what they were and to move forward. And while I am no longer destitute, that mindset of accepting things for what they are And doing what I could do within my own spiritual realm to adapt is free. I can do that all I want. It's highly recommended. I'm not suggesting you become destitute in order to receive the balanced stoicism that I now have in my life, if that's your desire. But what I am suggesting is seeing things from a different perspective, even if you're just visualizing them, can help you get grounded. It's totally about processing my emotions in a way that doesn't trigger additional emotional negative energies created by me so that things are balanced. Because when you have balance in your life, you have calm and peace, clarity, not wanting for anything. That distraction energy behind it was an arrogant, sadistic vibe to it. Kind of, let me show you you're not in charge, kind of vibe. That's why I certainly don't want to give it any emotional response. I'm not feeding that energy, recognizing that The energy that I'm meant to feel is also energized by a separate fundamental energy. It's also helpful to know because otherwise I would just consider myself clumsy and less than. And I know I'm not, ever. And that's the whole point. Those backing energies are counting on the fact that you will have a negative emotional response so they can harvest it because they don't know how to create energy for themselves. They need that energy. They get a sadistic thrill out of the laughter that they enjoy. So if you don't give them that kind of response, then they can laugh all they want, but it won't be because I was triggered into it. If that originating, sadistic, arrogant energy is embodied in a person that is listening to this, hi. How you doing? Having a nice day? The universe is a pretty big place. You can go. Have a nice day somewhere else. There's no need for you to lurk here, compromising with that boo. And for the rest of you? Are you listening to this? Thanks. You know, sometimes these mundane events of dropping something that is your tool or something that you use every day is more significant than you give it credence. But at the same token, toe the line of being stoic so that you don't give it more than it needs to have. Thanks for listening.