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The Difference between you and the narcissist's new supply · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What's the difference between you and the narcissist New
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  Supply? What are the differences?
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  I know a lot of people ask this question, so we're going to
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  tackle that today. Y'all, if you're new here, my
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  name is Lee Hammock. I'm a clinically diagnosed
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  narcissist. Here to give you the perspective
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  of a narcissist. And welcome to another episode
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  of The Narcissist Code. Welcome back folks, welcome
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  back, welcome back. Shout out to everybody who came
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  Louis last weekend. Had a great time, good meeting
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  everybody. Thank you so much for coming
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  through. More workshops and events coming
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  through. Y'all fine.
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  Check out my website mentalillness.net for more stuff
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  that is coming up. But y'all, yes, narcissistic
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  people, toxic ass people. What's the difference between
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  you and a new supply? I know some people like.
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  So this is right here where we kind of hit a crossroads with a
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  lot of people, right? Because so many people, and
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  sometimes rightfully so, villainize the narcissist.
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  New supply they do you like the new supply is just stupid as
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  hell. The new supply is dumb as a bag
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  of bricks. The new supply is fat.
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  They ugly, they too skinny, they got a watermelon head, they got
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  dressed, they wore necklaces, they got on a blue tee, they got
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  a blue long sleeve shirt on. You see what I'm saying?
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  The narcissist new supply be getting dogged out a lot of
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  times. And again, like I said,
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  deservedly. Deservedly so.
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  Sometimes, but not all the time. Yeah, let's keep it hot and
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  ready, y'all. Sometimes the new supply does
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  not know you exist. They absolutely have no idea
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  that you exist. They don't, you see what I'm
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  saying? They don't have any narcissistic
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  people and you know be lying. Narcissist lie, they asses off
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  right? They will lie, they will cheat.
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  They be still, they already cheating y'all.
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  What makes you think they're not lying to the new person, right.
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  So sometimes could the new supply know you exist?
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  Could the new supply know you know you around?
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  Yeah, the new supply sometimes know who you are and thinks that
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  they're more qualified than you are.
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  And then you can lash the insults, right?
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  But sometimes they just don't know.
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  So Lee, OK, we got it. Sometimes the new supply knows,
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  sometimes they don't. But they still the new supply.
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  What? So what's the difference between
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  me and them? What's the difference?
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  Why can't why they don't want to be with me anymore?
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  Why do you got to be the new supply?
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  Why am I not enough? The the main difference between
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  you and the new supply is literally the word new different
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  it. Yeah, realistically, that's what
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  it is. It's just new, the new supply.
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  It's not that you, it's not that the new supply is better.
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  It's not that they're better looking or blah, blah blah this
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  blah, blah, blah. Sometimes it's just newness.
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  Narcissist. A lot of narcissists did.
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  Not every single narcissist is the same, of course, right?
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  Not every single narcissist is the same.
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  But you think about it like this.
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  Narcissistic people, a lot of us suffer from chronic boredom.
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  We absolutely do. We're chronically bored.
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  Like really, We are literally chronically bored.
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  We suffer from chronic boredom times a million.
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  We get bored. We get bored as hell.
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  We really, really do. So I'm not saying that you are
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  boring narcissist just get bored.
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  So no matter, that's why I tell people, no matter what you do,
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  sometimes it's just not going to be enough.
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  You can bend over forward, backwards, sideways, pop it on a
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  split, do all do all of that stuff for your narcissistic
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  partner and they'll still go out and cheat on you.
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  They'll still go to find a new supply.
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  So sometimes, like I say y'all, the new supply is just new.
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  That's really all it is, is just the newness.
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  You not be pounded. You had times the new supply
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  looks exactly like you. The the new supply looks like
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  you had the same interest as you.
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  They're just new. That's the main difference.
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  A lot of times you were the new supply and some of y'all might
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  have known it. Some of y'all might not have
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  known it, right? So you get into this space, you
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  realize sometimes it's just new. What made you different than the
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  old supply, right? What made you different?
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  Sometimes it's just the newness. It's the excitement.
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  It's to get the the thrill of getting away with it, right?
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  It's the thrill of having something new.
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  It's the thrill of having a backup plan, right?
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  The difference, sometimes the difference, like I said, it's
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  just the newness, the new supply.
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  It's new. It's just a different person.
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  Y'all, I'm again, I'm not saying that you are boring.
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  Some of y'all might be, some of y'all might be proud.
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  Some of y'all might be proud, boring people.
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  I'm a proud boring person. I'll be bored.
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  I'll be boring in real life. People come to the RIP of my
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  workshop, they say me, I'm just chill.
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  I'm just me. I'm not out here doing nothing
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  crazy. I'm not here jumping off the
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  roof and doing backflips. I'm just talking giving y'all
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  the heat in a lot. And we're live in real life,
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  right? But that type of stuff does
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  happen realistically to so many people.
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  So it's something that you have to consider as you're growing,
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  as you're healing, as you're driving.
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  Sometimes it's just new. It's not you, it's just new.
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  This is phrase right there. It's not you, it's just new.
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  That could be the phrase right there that helps you heal and
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  whatnot. That could be the phrase that
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  helps and helps you make sense of everything that you've been
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  through and everything that you're experiencing.
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  It's not you, it's just new, but I hope that makes sense because
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  so many people experience this y'all so many people go through
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  this, so many people are trying to survive.
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  So many people are trying to thrive through this and you're
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  just always comparing and contrasting yourself to the new
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  supplier. Lee.
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  What is it about the new supply? What do they have that I don't
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  have right sometimes and it's going to sound y'all.
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  This is going to be the part of the section right here where we
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  all might stop the y'all might stop liking me if you might you
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  might not like me anyway. You might just be hate watching
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  me. I hate that that handsome black
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  now joke but I hate his ass. But he gets some he he gets some
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  fire vice. God damn you Lee, damn you.
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  No but seriously, sometimes y'all let's keep the hot right
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  here. The new supply sometimes reminds
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  the narcissist of you. The difference between you and
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  the new supply sometimes is that the narcissist remind the new
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  supply reminds the narcissist of the old version of you when they
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  first when you first met. Maybe the naive version of you.
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  Maybe the version of you that they could manipulate easy,
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  because now that you've now that you woke up to and that if
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  you've been awakened to it, you're not as easy to
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  manipulate. Now you're trying to hold them
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  accountable. Now you know that that crazy ass
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  stuff that they've been saying is lies, is, is, is they're
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  making shit up. Now you understand that.
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  So you, you're no longer naive. You might still be with them,
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  but you're no longer naive. They can't get out, they can't
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  get over. They can't lie to you as easily
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  as they used to. So guess what the new supply
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  does, the new supply who sometimes doesn't know who you
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  are, right? They remind them of the old
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  version of you, right? They remind them of you.
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  If they might be naive, they might be vulnerable.
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  They might be in the place of their life where they don't have
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  a lot of relationship experience.
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  Like y'all might be you and your narcissistic partner or or ex
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  might be high school sweethearts.
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  So y'all been together for 20 years.
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  Y'all have grown up together pretty much.
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  So y'all know too much about each other.
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  They can't, it's not fun with you anymore because they can't
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  get over on you anymore. They can't lie to you like they
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  used to. They can't manipulate you like
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  they used to. So they go find somebody else
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  who doesn't know them. They find someone new who
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  doesn't know them. Again, you hear that word new.
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  They find somebody who doesn't know them.
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  You don't like, you don't know me.
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  So it's just like, because you don't know me, I can get over on
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  you because you don't know me. It's fresh.
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  We have a clean slate. The clean slate where it's going
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  to come in is going to be part of the next part, right?
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  But you don't, they don't know them.
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  The new supply provides the provides that clean slate,
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  right? Not only can the new supply
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  remind them of the old version of you when you, when they can
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  get over on you, when they can manipulate you, when they can
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  get away with stuff, but sometimes, y'all, the new supply
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  just provides that clean slate. Lee, what the hell You talk
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  about clean slate sometimes, y'all, And let's keep it high.
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  Some of these, some of these relationship that we've been in
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  or you've been in, they're toxic as shit now.
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  There's no more happiness. It's always arguing, it's always
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  fussing, it's always fighting like you've forgiven them for so
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  many things, like they've gotten over, they've gotten away with
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  so much stuff sometimes and like the relationship isn't you're
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  not even happy anymore. Y'all are just coexisting in
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  this relationship together. Sometimes you transition to the
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  part to the to the, to the stage where you are just roommates
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  now. Y'all don't even sleep together
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  no more. Y'all just be coexisting for the
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  kids or just just for the image to keep the family, to keep the
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  family together because of some type of religious belief or
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  whatnot, right? Sometimes.
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  And so many, so many things have happened.
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  They've abused, used so much over the years.
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  The relationship is dirty now, it's toxic.
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  So the new supply provides a clean slate.
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  They don't know me, so I feel like I can get away with more
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  stuff. They don't know me.
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  So I feel like there's no, there's nothing in the past that
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  they can use against me because we don't have a past, right?
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  It's all fresh, it's all new. It's a clean slate.
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  It absolutely is. That's part of it right there.
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  Y'all, Because y'all relationship, just think about
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  it. Y'all have been through so much.
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  They've put you through so much. You had to forgive or try to
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  forget so much that this new person has no idea who I really
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  am. I can get away with things over
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  here. You see what I'm saying?
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  Again, I'm not calling it a new supply, stupid.
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  I'm just calling a new. Sometimes the new supply just
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  does not know. Did you know who you were
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  dealing in the beginning? Did you know who they were in
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  the beginning? So sometimes the new supply just
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  does not know. Again, the new supply sometimes
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  y'all are not going to be bad people.
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  They might actually be decent, good human beings.
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  They get caught up with an abusive manipulator like you
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  did, right? That does happen.
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  Now, could the new supply be better looking?
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  Could they be more conventionally attractive?
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  Could they be younger? Could they be older?
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  Could they be more established? Yeah, that all all that type of
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  stuff could be true, right? But most times it's the things
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  that I said that make them want to have a new supply because not
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  all the times, like even if they have a new supply, they don't
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  always leave you, right? They can have a new supply and
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  still keep you around and still be with you.
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  Like they'll have a new supply or somebody they're cheating
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  with or being with and still keep you around.
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  They try to have these double lives where they have this, the
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  family life or whatever dynamic they have with you and they go
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  out and do whatever they want to do with a new supply.
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  You see that type of stuff happens as well 'cause like the
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  new, sometimes the new supply just provides them of some space
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  from you so they they take a break.
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  It's kind of like the new supply becomes a bit like of a, a form
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  of escapism like drinking and things like that.
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  So sometimes the new new supply can just be that form of
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  escapism for the narcissistic person to just feel better about
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  themselves overall. I'm just telling y'all,
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  sometimes the new supply is not a horrible person, but yet
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  sometimes they are. Let's keep it high, y'all.
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  Let's keep it high and rated like a Little Caesar's Pizza.
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  Sometimes the new supply is an evil bastard that deserves
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  everything that they that that deserves everything, everything
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  that they're going to get that's coming to them.
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  They know about you. They know you exist.
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  They don't care about ruining your family dynamic.
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  They don't care about be participating in the abuse.
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  They don't care about participating in the the smear
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  campaign. They don't care about being a
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  fly monkey. Sometimes they are some evil
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  bastard. Let's keep it.
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  Let's keep it high right? But I but sometimes they're not.
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