Latest / The Buddie System: A 9-1-1 Yapathon / Wait for Me to Come Home (3x03: The Searchers)
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- 0:00This
- 0:00week
- 0:00we
- 0:01discuss
- 0:01Buck's
- 0:02fears
- 0:02and
- 0:02perceived
- 0:03failures.
- 0:04How
- 0:04Eddie
- 0:05is
- 0:05a
- 0:05brat
- 0:05tamer,
- 0:06Buck.
- 0:06And
- 0:06Eddie's
- 0:07gayest
- 0:07scene
- 0:08yet,
- 0:08and
- 0:08how.
- 0:09They
- 0:09find
- 0:09the
- 0:09family
- 0:10they're
- 0:10searching
- 0:10for.
- 0:13Have
- 0:13you
- 0:13ever
- 0:13watched
- 0:14something
- 0:14that
- 0:14completely
- 0:15rewired
- 0:16your
- 0:16brain
- 0:16chemistry?
- 0:18A
- 0:18procedural
- 0:18network
- 0:19drama
- 0:19might
- 0:19not
- 0:19be
- 0:20your
- 0:20usual
- 0:20pick,
- 0:21but
- 0:21it's
- 0:21ours.
- 0:22This
- 0:22is
- 0:23The
- 0:23Buddy
- 0:23System,
- 0:24a
- 0:24911
- 0:25deep
- 0:25dive
- 0:26podcast
- 0:26hosted
- 0:27by
- 0:27three
- 0:28friends
- 0:28who
- 0:28have
- 0:28DMed
- 0:29each
- 0:29other
- 0:30enough
- 0:30character
- 0:30dissertations,
- 0:31earn
- 0:32a
- 0:32PhD
- 0:32in
- 0:33media
- 0:33literacy.
- 0:34I'm
- 0:34Han,
- 0:35coming
- 0:35to
- 0:35you
- 0:35straight
- 0:36from
- 0:36the
- 0:36characters
- 0:36heads.
- 0:37I'm
- 0:37Syl,
- 0:38bringing
- 0:38you
- 0:38to
- 0:39the
- 0:39observation
- 0:39deck.
- 0:40And
- 0:40I'm
- 0:40Rachel,
- 0:41connecting
- 0:42the
- 0:42dots
- 0:42with
- 0:43my
- 0:43red
- 0:43string.
- 0:44With
- 0:44our
- 0:44powers
- 0:45combined,
- 0:46no
- 0:46stone
- 0:47is.
- 0:47Left
- 0:47unturned
- 0:48and
- 0:48no
- 0:49buddy
- 0:50is
- 0:50left
- 0:50behind.
- 0:52Hey,
- 0:53Alexa.
- 0:54Play.
- 0:54Photograph
- 0:55by
- 0:55Ed
- 0:55Sheeran.
- 0:56Photograph
- 0:57by
- 0:57Ed
- 0:57Sheeran
- 0:58of
- 0:58Priscilla's
- 0:58Spotify.
- 0:59So,
- 1:00like,
- 1:00soothing.
- 1:01I
- 1:02didn't
- 1:02say
- 1:02there
- 1:02are
- 1:02a
- 1:02lot.
- 1:02Of
- 1:03ways
- 1:03to
- 1:03get
- 1:03lost
- 1:03at
- 1:04sea.
- 1:07To
- 1:07be
- 1:08seen.
- 1:14Alexa,
- 1:15stop.
- 1:20We
- 1:20had
- 1:21to
- 1:21do
- 1:21it.
- 1:22That
- 1:22too.
- 1:23I
- 1:23know
- 1:24you
- 1:24did.
- 1:24Welcome
- 1:25to
- 1:25Dispatch.
- 1:26What's
- 1:26on
- 1:26call
- 1:26this
- 1:26week?
- 1:27This
- 1:27week
- 1:27we
- 1:28are
- 1:28talking
- 1:28about
- 1:28season
- 1:29three,
- 1:29episode
- 1:30three
- 1:30the
- 1:30Searchers,
- 1:31written
- 1:31by
- 1:32David
- 1:32Fury
- 1:32and
- 1:32directed
- 1:33by
- 1:33Chad
- 1:33Lowe.
- 1:34And
- 1:34it
- 1:35originally
- 1:35aired
- 1:36October
- 1:367,
- 1:372019.
- 1:37So
- 1:38as
- 1:38this
- 1:38is
- 1:38the
- 1:39third
- 1:40part
- 1:41of
- 1:41the
- 1:41tsunami
- 1:42arc,
- 1:43the
- 1:43main
- 1:43emergency
- 1:44is
- 1:44tsunami
- 1:44or
- 1:45the
- 1:45aftermath
- 1:45of
- 1:46tsunami.
- 1:46But
- 1:47for
- 1:47the
- 1:47calls
- 1:48of
- 1:48the
- 1:48week,
- 1:48we
- 1:49have
- 1:50till
- 1:50divorce
- 1:50do
- 1:51we
- 1:51part,
- 1:51where
- 1:52a
- 1:52couple
- 1:52hop
- 1:53on
- 1:53the
- 1:53Ferris
- 1:53wheel
- 1:54at
- 1:54the
- 1:54pier
- 1:54to
- 1:55sign
- 1:55divorce
- 1:55papers,
- 1:56but
- 1:56the
- 1:56husband
- 1:56hits
- 1:57his
- 1:57neck
- 1:58as
- 1:58the
- 1:58first
- 1:58wave
- 1:58hits
- 1:59and
- 1:59dangerously
- 2:00jostles
- 2:00the
- 2:01ferris
- 2:01wheel.
- 2:02We
- 2:03have
- 2:03I
- 2:03am
- 2:04the
- 2:04Frogman
- 2:04Cuckoo
- 2:05Cachoo,
- 2:06where
- 2:06amateur
- 2:07drone
- 2:07pilot
- 2:07Charlie
- 2:08spots
- 2:08a
- 2:08man
- 2:08stranded
- 2:09on
- 2:09top
- 2:09of
- 2:09a
- 2:09palm
- 2:10tree
- 2:10who
- 2:10may
- 2:11have
- 2:11otherwise
- 2:11gone
- 2:12unnoticed.
- 2:12And
- 2:13Maddie
- 2:13utilizes
- 2:14her
- 2:14new
- 2:14resource
- 2:15as
- 2:15her
- 2:16eyes
- 2:16in
- 2:16the
- 2:16sky
- 2:17to
- 2:17check
- 2:17on
- 2:17the
- 2:18Ocean
- 2:19Plaza
- 2:19Apartments,
- 2:20where
- 2:21there's
- 2:21a
- 2:21place
- 2:22on
- 2:22Ocean
- 2:23Avenue
- 2:25where.
- 2:26Where
- 2:27I
- 2:27used
- 2:27to
- 2:27sit
- 2:28and
- 2:28talk
- 2:28gibberish
- 2:29with
- 2:29you.
- 2:32Please
- 2:32forgive
- 2:33me.
- 2:33I
- 2:33feel
- 2:33like
- 2:34that
- 2:34just
- 2:34aged
- 2:35us.
- 2:37And
- 2:37me.
- 2:38So
- 2:38be
- 2:38it.
- 2:41Alerted
- 2:42through
- 2:42a
- 2:43call
- 2:43from
- 2:44a
- 2:44concerned
- 2:44mom
- 2:45in
- 2:45Wisconsin
- 2:46about
- 2:46her
- 2:46daughter,
- 2:47the
- 2:47only
- 2:47building
- 2:48in
- 2:48the
- 2:48area
- 2:48not
- 2:49requesting
- 2:49any
- 2:50emergency
- 2:50assistance
- 2:51turns
- 2:52to
- 2:52have
- 2:52an
- 2:52acute
- 2:53carbon
- 2:53monoxide
- 2:53leak,
- 2:54causing
- 2:54the
- 2:54residents
- 2:55to
- 2:55pass
- 2:55out
- 2:56and
- 2:56speak
- 2:56gibberish.
- 2:57And
- 2:58then
- 2:58the
- 2:58last
- 2:58one,
- 2:59which
- 2:59is
- 2:59kind
- 2:59of
- 2:59like
- 2:59a
- 2:59combo,
- 3:00we
- 3:00have
- 3:01Raiders
- 3:01of
- 3:01the
- 3:01Lost
- 3:02Sparks
- 3:02Slash
- 3:04Arm
- 3:04today,
- 3:04Gone
- 3:05tomorrow.
- 3:06Where
- 3:07after,
- 3:09after
- 3:09Athena
- 3:10crosses
- 3:10paths
- 3:11with
- 3:11looters
- 3:12saving
- 3:13abandoned
- 3:14pets,
- 3:16she
- 3:17stumbles
- 3:17upon
- 3:18the
- 3:18missing
- 3:18Captain
- 3:19of
- 3:19the
- 3:19136,
- 3:20Ronnie
- 3:20Cooper,
- 3:21with
- 3:21his
- 3:22arm
- 3:22pinned
- 3:23beneath
- 3:23debris.
- 3:24I'm
- 3:24glad
- 3:24you
- 3:24like
- 3:25that.
- 3:25One
- 3:26for
- 3:27our
- 3:27listeners.
- 3:28She
- 3:28used
- 3:28air
- 3:28quotes
- 3:29for
- 3:29every
- 3:29single
- 3:29part
- 3:30of
- 3:30that.
- 3:30If
- 3:31you
- 3:31couldn't
- 3:31hear
- 3:31the
- 3:31air
- 3:31quotes.
- 3:32The
- 3:33looters
- 3:34saving
- 3:34abandoned.
- 3:36Yeah.
- 3:37And
- 3:37then
- 3:37just
- 3:38generally
- 3:39buck
- 3:40search
- 3:40for
- 3:40Christopher,
- 3:41which
- 3:42is
- 3:42what
- 3:42it
- 3:42says
- 3:42on
- 3:42the
- 3:43tin.
- 3:43So
- 3:44we
- 3:45have
- 3:45not
- 3:46only
- 3:47a
- 3:47special
- 3:48guest,
- 3:48our
- 3:49first
- 3:49guest,
- 3:49but
- 3:50our
- 3:50first
- 3:50returning
- 3:51guest.
- 3:52Welcome
- 3:52back
- 3:52to
- 3:53Meg.
- 3:54Hi.
- 3:55Thank
- 3:55you
- 3:55for
- 3:56having
- 3:56me
- 3:56Again.
- 3:57As
- 3:58if
- 3:58I
- 3:58didn't,
- 3:58like,
- 3:59browbeat
- 4:00you
- 4:00guys
- 4:00into
- 4:01letting
- 4:02me
- 4:02talk
- 4:02about
- 4:03my
- 4:03Favorite
- 4:04arc
- 4:04on
- 4:0591
- 4:051.
- 4:06I
- 4:06think
- 4:07you
- 4:07would
- 4:07have
- 4:07actually
- 4:08disowned
- 4:08me
- 4:09if
- 4:09I
- 4:10did
- 4:10this
- 4:10episode
- 4:10without
- 4:11you.
- 4:11I
- 4:12mean,
- 4:12I'm
- 4:13willing
- 4:13to
- 4:13forgive
- 4:14the
- 4:14first
- 4:14two
- 4:15episodes
- 4:15without
- 4:16me.
- 4:19I'm
- 4:19just
- 4:19glad
- 4:19we
- 4:20didn't
- 4:20scare
- 4:20you
- 4:20away
- 4:21the
- 4:21first
- 4:21time,
- 4:22so.
- 4:22Oh,
- 4:22yeah.
- 4:23Oh,
- 4:23good
- 4:24luck
- 4:24trying
- 4:24to
- 4:24scare
- 4:25me
- 4:25away.
- 4:25Hannah's
- 4:26been
- 4:26trying
- 4:26for
- 4:26a
- 4:26decade,
- 4:27and
- 4:27it's
- 4:27just
- 4:28not
- 4:28worked.
- 4:30I
- 4:30haven't
- 4:30been
- 4:31trying.
- 4:32I
- 4:32just
- 4:32know
- 4:32it's
- 4:33not
- 4:33possible
- 4:35because
- 4:35we're
- 4:36like,
- 4:37I
- 4:37want
- 4:37to
- 4:37say
- 4:3880%.
- 4:38The
- 4:38same
- 4:39person
- 4:39or
- 4:40just
- 4:40two
- 4:40barnacles
- 4:41clinging
- 4:41to
- 4:41each
- 4:42other.
- 4:42No,
- 4:43I
- 4:43love
- 4:43it.
- 4:44In
- 4:44a
- 4:44totally
- 4:44platonic
- 4:45way.
- 4:46In
- 4:46an
- 4:46actual
- 4:47platonic
- 4:47way.
- 4:48In
- 4:48a
- 4:49non
- 4:49Buck
- 4:49Eddie
- 4:50way.
- 4:50A
- 4:50platonic
- 4:51way.
- 4:52You
- 4:53are
- 4:53the
- 4:53barnacles
- 4:54on
- 4:54the
- 4:54Santa
- 4:54Monica
- 4:55Pier.
- 4:56Yes.
- 4:58Oh,
- 4:58my
- 4:59God.
- 5:00So
- 5:00we're
- 5:00so
- 5:00excited
- 5:01to
- 5:01have
- 5:01Meg
- 5:01back,
- 5:02and
- 5:02we're
- 5:02so
- 5:02excited
- 5:03to
- 5:03talk
- 5:03about
- 5:04maybe
- 5:04the
- 5:05Buddiest
- 5:05episode
- 5:06we
- 5:06have
- 5:06done
- 5:07yet.
- 5:07So
- 5:08far.
- 5:09So
- 5:09far.
- 5:10So
- 5:10far.
- 5:11It
- 5:11really
- 5:11only
- 5:11gets
- 5:12worse.
- 5:12I
- 5:12think
- 5:13in
- 5:13our
- 5:13rewatch,
- 5:13it
- 5:13is.
- 5:14Yes.
- 5:14Yeah.
- 5:15I
- 5:15think
- 5:15the
- 5:15only
- 5:16one
- 5:16that,
- 5:16like,
- 5:16from.
- 5:17From
- 5:17the
- 5:17current
- 5:17season
- 5:18that
- 5:18would
- 5:19compete
- 5:19would
- 5:19be
- 5:20which
- 5:20current
- 5:21club.
- 5:22Our
- 5:22current.
- 5:22Current
- 5:23season
- 5:23airing
- 5:24right
- 5:24now.
- 5:24Season
- 5:24eight.
- 5:25Okay.
- 5:26I
- 5:26don't
- 5:26know
- 5:26if
- 5:26you
- 5:26meant
- 5:27current
- 5:27season,
- 5:27like
- 5:27in
- 5:28the
- 5:28rewatch
- 5:28or
- 5:28current
- 5:28season
- 5:29that's
- 5:29airing
- 5:29on
- 5:29TV
- 5:30One
- 5:30in.
- 5:30Real
- 5:30time
- 5:31in
- 5:312025.
- 5:32In
- 5:32March
- 5:332020.
- 5:33I
- 5:34wasn't
- 5:34sure
- 5:34either.
- 5:34I
- 5:35was
- 5:35like,
- 5:35it's
- 5:35only
- 5:36three
- 5:36episodes
- 5:36in,
- 5:37guys.
- 5:37We're
- 5:38like,
- 5:38no,
- 5:39we're
- 5:39watching
- 5:39season
- 5:40eight.
- 5:40We're
- 5:41recording
- 5:42season
- 5:42three,
- 5:42but
- 5:42we're
- 5:43putting
- 5:43out.
- 5:44We're
- 5:44also
- 5:44doing.
- 5:45We're
- 5:45doing.
- 5:46We're
- 5:46also
- 5:46doing
- 5:47season
- 5:47eight
- 5:48specials.
- 5:49That's.
- 5:49That's
- 5:49what
- 5:49I
- 5:50meant.
- 5:50Okay.
- 5:51Like,
- 5:52the
- 5:52special
- 5:52that
- 5:53includes.
- 5:54The
- 5:54one
- 5:54that
- 5:54includes.
- 5:57That
- 5:57was
- 5:58episodes
- 5:59four
- 5:59through
- 5:59six.
- 6:00Four.
- 6:00Six.
- 6:01Yeah.
- 6:01That
- 6:02one
- 6:02might
- 6:02also
- 6:02be
- 6:04one
- 6:04of
- 6:04our
- 6:04most
- 6:05heavy
- 6:05buddy
- 6:06episodes,
- 6:07but
- 6:07I
- 6:07don't
- 6:07know.
- 6:08This
- 6:08one
- 6:08might
- 6:08outdo
- 6:08it.
- 6:08We'll
- 6:09see.
- 6:09And
- 6:09just
- 6:10fair
- 6:10warning,
- 6:11this
- 6:11is
- 6:12just
- 6:12gonna
- 6:12be
- 6:13mostly
- 6:13a
- 6:13buddy
- 6:14episode
- 6:14that's
- 6:14not
- 6:15our
- 6:15fault.
- 6:15It
- 6:16really
- 6:16isn't
- 6:16current
- 6:17events.
- 6:17They
- 6:17blame
- 6:17current
- 6:18events.
- 6:19It's
- 6:19not
- 6:19Even
- 6:20current
- 6:20events.
- 6:20It's
- 6:21just
- 6:22we
- 6:22didn't
- 6:22write
- 6:22the
- 6:22show.
- 6:23We
- 6:23did.
- 6:24No,
- 6:25we're
- 6:26just
- 6:26reporting
- 6:26the
- 6:26news.
- 6:27We
- 6:27didn't
- 6:27act
- 6:28like
- 6:28these
- 6:28two
- 6:28yahoos.
- 6:30Yahooing.
- 6:31We're
- 6:31merely
- 6:32observers.
- 6:34Would
- 6:34you
- 6:35say
- 6:35we're
- 6:35searching
- 6:36searching
- 6:37or.
- 6:37Buddy
- 6:37searchers
- 6:38searching
- 6:39for.
- 6:39Searching
- 6:40for
- 6:40hetero
- 6:41explanations
- 6:43for
- 6:43anything
- 6:44that
- 6:44happens
- 6:44between
- 6:45these
- 6:45two
- 6:45men?
- 6:46Yeah,
- 6:46I
- 6:46mean,
- 6:47listen,
- 6:47it's
- 6:47not
- 6:48our
- 6:48fault.
- 6:48We
- 6:48just.
- 6:49We
- 6:49report
- 6:49on
- 6:49the
- 6:50character
- 6:50arcs
- 6:51and
- 6:51it
- 6:51just
- 6:52so
- 6:52happens
- 6:52that
- 6:54we
- 6:54see
- 6:54us
- 6:55gay.
- 6:58Like,
- 6:59there
- 7:00was
- 7:00not
- 7:00a
- 7:00lot
- 7:00of
- 7:00character
- 7:01arc.
- 7:02No,
- 7:04especially.
- 7:05Especially
- 7:05because,
- 7:05like,
- 7:06this
- 7:07is
- 7:07the
- 7:07culmination
- 7:08of
- 7:08the
- 7:08big
- 7:09emergency
- 7:09thing.
- 7:10So
- 7:10there's
- 7:10not
- 7:11as
- 7:11much
- 7:11like
- 7:12character
- 7:12driven
- 7:13action
- 7:14in
- 7:14like
- 7:15the
- 7:15opening
- 7:15episodes
- 7:16of
- 7:17the
- 7:17911
- 7:18seasons
- 7:18as
- 7:18there
- 7:18are.
- 7:19Like
- 7:19later
- 7:19on
- 7:20when
- 7:20it's
- 7:20ensemble
- 7:21emergency
- 7:22too.
- 7:22Like,
- 7:23there's
- 7:23not
- 7:23a
- 7:23ton
- 7:24of
- 7:24character
- 7:24arc
- 7:25stuff
- 7:25to
- 7:25get
- 7:25into.
- 7:26And
- 7:26since
- 7:26we're
- 7:26not
- 7:26a
- 7:27recap
- 7:27podcast,
- 7:27we're
- 7:28a
- 7:28character
- 7:28analysis
- 7:29podcast.
- 7:30There's
- 7:30not
- 7:30a
- 7:31lot
- 7:31of
- 7:31analysis
- 7:32to
- 7:32get
- 7:32into
- 7:32with.
- 7:33With
- 7:33the
- 7:33characters
- 7:33that
- 7:34are
- 7:34not
- 7:35Buck
- 7:35and
- 7:35Eddie.
- 7:36Yeah,
- 7:36I
- 7:37would
- 7:37argue
- 7:37that
- 7:37there's
- 7:38a
- 7:38lot
- 7:38of
- 7:39development
- 7:40that's
- 7:40happening
- 7:40or
- 7:40starting
- 7:41for
- 7:41sure
- 7:41for
- 7:41Buck
- 7:42in
- 7:42this
- 7:43three
- 7:43episode
- 7:43arc.
- 7:44For
- 7:44sure.
- 7:44Oh,
- 7:44for
- 7:45sure.
- 7:46But
- 7:47no
- 7:47one
- 7:47else.
- 7:48This
- 7:49is
- 7:49the
- 7:49Buck
- 7:49opening
- 7:50emergency.
- 7:51This
- 7:51is
- 7:51the
- 7:51Buck
- 7:52emergency.
- 7:53Also,
- 7:53why
- 7:54they've
- 7:54never
- 7:54topped
- 7:55it.
- 7:55I'm
- 7:55so
- 7:55sorry.
- 7:58It's
- 7:58so
- 7:58good.
- 7:59It's
- 7:59just.
- 8:00It's
- 8:00successful
- 8:01because
- 8:03everybody
- 8:03plays
- 8:04their
- 8:04part
- 8:04right
- 8:05and
- 8:05everybody
- 8:05gets
- 8:06little
- 8:06highlights
- 8:06here
- 8:07and
- 8:07there.
- 8:07But
- 8:09let's
- 8:09be
- 8:09honest,
- 8:10the
- 8:10lion's
- 8:10share
- 8:11of
- 8:11the
- 8:11emotional
- 8:12arc
- 8:13of
- 8:13this
- 8:14opening
- 8:14emergency
- 8:15is
- 8:16pretty
- 8:16much
- 8:16solely
- 8:17on
- 8:17Buck.
- 8:18There's.
- 8:19There's
- 8:19a
- 8:19little
- 8:19bit
- 8:20for
- 8:20the
- 8:20other
- 8:20characters
- 8:21here
- 8:21and
- 8:21there
- 8:21from
- 8:21the
- 8:21last
- 8:22two
- 8:22episodes.
- 8:23But,
- 8:23like,
- 8:25come
- 8:25on,
- 8:26it's
- 8:26mostly
- 8:26Buck.
- 8:27Well,
- 8:27and
- 8:27if
- 8:28you
- 8:28look
- 8:28at
- 8:28the
- 8:28story,
- 8:29like
- 8:29the
- 8:29story
- 8:29itself,
- 8:30the
- 8:30plot
- 8:30for
- 8:31Buck
- 8:31is
- 8:31really
- 8:31simple.
- 8:32It's
- 8:32a
- 8:32man
- 8:33searching
- 8:33for
- 8:34somebody.
- 8:35That's
- 8:35his
- 8:36whole
- 8:36thing.
- 8:37But
- 8:37with
- 8:38the
- 8:38backdrop
- 8:39of
- 8:39such
- 8:39a
- 8:39massive
- 8:40disaster
- 8:41and
- 8:41all
- 8:42of
- 8:42the
- 8:42other
- 8:43implications
- 8:44that
- 8:44him
- 8:44not
- 8:44finding
- 8:45Christopher,
- 8:46it
- 8:46makes
- 8:47it
- 8:47feel
- 8:47intimate
- 8:48but
- 8:48also
- 8:49really,
- 8:49really
- 8:49big.
- 8:50Mm.
- 8:51Yeah,
- 8:52that's
- 8:52the
- 8:52thing.
- 8:52Because
- 8:53he's.
- 8:54Because
- 8:54Buck's
- 8:55not
- 8:55really
- 8:56doing,
- 8:58quote
- 8:58unquote,
- 8:59like,
- 8:59doing
- 9:00as
- 9:00much
- 9:00as
- 9:00like
- 9:01everybody
- 9:01else
- 9:02who
- 9:02is
- 9:02on
- 9:02the
- 9:03job,
- 9:03like
- 9:04the
- 9:04118
- 9:05helping
- 9:05people
- 9:06at
- 9:06the
- 9:06Ferris
- 9:06wheel
- 9:07or
- 9:08Maddie
- 9:08at
- 9:09Dispatch
- 9:09setting
- 9:09up
- 9:09the
- 9:09field
- 9:10hospital.
- 9:10Like
- 9:10they're
- 9:11doing.
- 9:11They're
- 9:11doing
- 9:11a
- 9:11lot.
- 9:12That's
- 9:12where
- 9:12all
- 9:12the
- 9:13action
- 9:13is.
- 9:14And
- 9:14that's
- 9:14what
- 9:15helps
- 9:15balance
- 9:16these
- 9:16episodes
- 9:17really
- 9:17well.
- 9:17Because,
- 9:18like,
- 9:18Buck's
- 9:19story
- 9:19is.
- 9:19He's
- 9:20just
- 9:20looking
- 9:21he's
- 9:21just
- 9:21looking
- 9:21for.
- 9:22Christopher,
- 9:23which
- 9:23would
- 9:23be
- 9:24not
- 9:24screaming
- 9:25and
- 9:25bleeding
- 9:26out.
- 9:26Yeah,
- 9:27pretty
- 9:27much.
- 9:28Not
- 9:29really
- 9:29be
- 9:29like
- 9:29an
- 9:30engaging
- 9:31episode
- 9:31otherwise.
- 9:33Well,
- 9:34I
- 9:34don't
- 9:34know.
- 9:34It's.
- 9:35For
- 9:35me,
- 9:35it's
- 9:36the
- 9:36most
- 9:36engaged.
- 9:36For
- 9:36me,
- 9:37it's
- 9:37the
- 9:37most
- 9:37engaging
- 9:37part
- 9:38of
- 9:38the
- 9:38whole
- 9:38thing.
- 9:39Yeah.
- 9:39But
- 9:40the
- 9:40least
- 9:41intimacy.
- 9:42Yeah,
- 9:42but
- 9:42it's
- 9:42also
- 9:43balanced
- 9:44by,
- 9:44like,
- 9:45that
- 9:45intimacy
- 9:46and
- 9:46how
- 9:46close
- 9:46we
- 9:47get
- 9:47to
- 9:47Buck's
- 9:48character
- 9:48in
- 9:49these
- 9:49episodes
- 9:50is
- 9:50balanced
- 9:50by,
- 9:50like,
- 9:51all
- 9:51of
- 9:51the
- 9:51action.
- 9:52So
- 9:52there's
- 9:52like
- 9:52a
- 9:53little
- 9:53bit
- 9:53of
- 9:53for.
- 9:54For
- 9:54everyone,
- 9:55something
- 9:56fun
- 9:56and
- 9:56then.
- 9:57And
- 9:57like
- 9:57the
- 9:57stakes
- 9:58kind
- 9:58of
- 9:58raising
- 9:58because
- 9:59this
- 9:59whole
- 9:59time
- 9:59Eddie
- 10:00doesn't
- 10:00know.
- 10:00And
- 10:00you
- 10:00see
- 10:00Eddie
- 10:01doing
- 10:01all
- 10:01of
- 10:02his
- 10:02other
- 10:02stuff
- 10:03and,
- 10:03like
- 10:04being
- 10:04reminded
- 10:04of
- 10:04Christopher
- 10:05when
- 10:05he
- 10:05sees
- 10:05this
- 10:06little
- 10:06kid
- 10:07and
- 10:07just
- 10:08waiting.
- 10:08Just
- 10:09waiting
- 10:09for
- 10:09Eddie
- 10:09to
- 10:10find
- 10:10out
- 10:10that
- 10:10Christopher
- 10:11is
- 10:11missing.
- 10:11Especially,
- 10:12like
- 10:12the
- 10:12first
- 10:12time
- 10:13you
- 10:13watch
- 10:13this
- 10:13is
- 10:14really
- 10:16anxious.
- 10:17Yes.
- 10:17Yeah,
- 10:18I
- 10:19still
- 10:19get
- 10:19anxious.
- 10:20I've
- 10:20watched
- 10:208
- 10:21million
- 10:21times
- 10:21and
- 10:21I'm
- 10:22still
- 10:22like,
- 10:23go
- 10:23find
- 10:23daddy.
- 10:24Yeah.
- 10:25It's
- 10:26also
- 10:26like
- 10:26the
- 10:27worst
- 10:27possible
- 10:28thing
- 10:29that
- 10:30a
- 10:30parent
- 10:31could
- 10:31hear.
- 10:32Yeah,
- 10:32for
- 10:33sure.
- 10:33I
- 10:33know
- 10:33we've
- 10:34kind
- 10:34of
- 10:34been
- 10:34doing
- 10:34it,
- 10:34but
- 10:35general
- 10:35thoughts
- 10:37on
- 10:38the
- 10:38episode.
- 10:38I
- 10:38just
- 10:38assumed
- 10:39this
- 10:39was
- 10:39the
- 10:39general
- 10:40thought.
- 10:40I
- 10:40know
- 10:41normally
- 10:41we
- 10:41go
- 10:41around
- 10:42and
- 10:42all
- 10:42say
- 10:43our
- 10:43own
- 10:43little
- 10:44takeaway.
- 10:45It's
- 10:45about
- 10:45Buck.
- 10:46We
- 10:46love
- 10:46Buck.
- 10:46We
- 10:47would
- 10:47watch
- 10:47Buck
- 10:48wallpaper.
- 10:49I
- 10:50don't
- 10:50know.
- 10:51We
- 10:51would
- 10:51watch
- 10:52Buck
- 10:52watch
- 10:53paint
- 10:53dry
- 10:55and
- 10:55be
- 10:55intrigued
- 10:56and
- 10:56could,
- 10:56like,
- 10:56pull
- 10:57something
- 10:57out
- 10:57of
- 10:57that.
- 10:57Like,
- 10:58watch
- 10:59that
- 10:59man
- 10:59bake.
- 11:00I'll
- 11:00watch
- 11:00that
- 11:00man
- 11:00fix
- 11:01houses.
- 11:01I'll
- 11:02watch
- 11:02that
- 11:02man
- 11:04stare
- 11:04in
- 11:04search
- 11:05for
- 11:05his
- 11:06best
- 11:06friend's
- 11:06son.
- 11:07Watch
- 11:07that
- 11:07man
- 11:08subconsciously
- 11:09sabotage
- 11:11things.
- 11:12Watch
- 11:13him
- 11:13stare
- 11:14out
- 11:14the
- 11:14window
- 11:15while
- 11:15soft
- 11:16Ed
- 11:16Sheeran
- 11:16plays
- 11:17in
- 11:17the
- 11:17background
- 11:18and
- 11:18he
- 11:18has
- 11:19a
- 11:19monologue.
- 11:21Watch
- 11:22him
- 11:22play
- 11:22with
- 11:22dogs.
- 11:24Watch
- 11:24him
- 11:24collapse
- 11:25numerous
- 11:25times.
- 11:26Watch
- 11:26him
- 11:27ask
- 11:27what
- 11:27a
- 11:27cupcakery
- 11:28is,
- 11:29which
- 11:29I
- 11:29don't
- 11:29believe.
- 11:31I
- 11:31think
- 11:32that
- 11:32and
- 11:32$20
- 11:33for
- 11:33a
- 11:33pizza
- 11:34in
- 11:34LA
- 11:34are
- 11:34the
- 11:34two
- 11:35most
- 11:35unrealistic
- 11:36things
- 11:36about
- 11:36this
- 11:37entire
- 11:37episode.
- 11:39Is
- 11:39Buck
- 11:40not
- 11:40knowing
- 11:40what
- 11:40a
- 11:40cupcakery
- 11:41is
- 11:41and
- 11:42Eddie
- 11:42thinking
- 11:42$20
- 11:43will
- 11:43buy
- 11:43a
- 11:43pizza.
- 11:45Yeah.
- 11:46Like
- 11:46even
- 11:46in
- 11:472019.
- 11:48No,
- 11:50like
- 11:50in
- 11:50the
- 11:5090s,
- 11:51my
- 11:51parents
- 11:51would
- 11:52leave
- 11:52us
- 11:52with
- 11:5220
- 11:53bucks
- 11:53for
- 11:53pizza
- 11:54for
- 11:54me
- 11:54and
- 11:54my
- 11:54brothers,
- 11:55and
- 11:55that
- 11:55barely
- 11:56covered
- 11:56it.
- 11:56In
- 11:56the
- 11:5790s.
- 11:58Yeah.
- 12:01I'm
- 12:01pretty
- 12:01sure
- 12:02I've
- 12:02already
- 12:02said
- 12:02it
- 12:02like
- 12:03a
- 12:03million
- 12:03gajillion
- 12:04times
- 12:04already
- 12:05for
- 12:05these
- 12:05past
- 12:05two
- 12:06recordings.
- 12:08But
- 12:10the
- 12:10best
- 12:11arc,
- 12:11the
- 12:12best
- 12:12arc
- 12:12and
- 12:12the
- 12:13most
- 12:13anxiety
- 12:14inducing
- 12:14arc.
- 12:15And
- 12:16remember,
- 12:17and.
- 12:18And
- 12:18like
- 12:18me
- 12:18and
- 12:18Hannah
- 12:19keep
- 12:19saying,
- 12:19we
- 12:19were
- 12:20just
- 12:20like
- 12:20at.
- 12:20We
- 12:20were.
- 12:21We
- 12:21were
- 12:22doing
- 12:23other
- 12:23things
- 12:23that
- 12:23Were
- 12:23supposed
- 12:24to
- 12:24be
- 12:24a
- 12:24lot
- 12:24more
- 12:24important,
- 12:25but
- 12:25we
- 12:25were
- 12:25just
- 12:26screaming
- 12:26at
- 12:26our
- 12:26screens,
- 12:27where's
- 12:28Christopher?
- 12:30Christopher.
- 12:31Where's
- 12:31Christopher?
- 12:35Where's
- 12:36Christopher?
- 12:37And
- 12:38every
- 12:38single
- 12:38time
- 12:38that
- 12:39another
- 12:39character
- 12:40is
- 12:40shown,
- 12:40we're
- 12:40just
- 12:41like,
- 12:41we
- 12:41don't
- 12:41care.
- 12:42Where's
- 12:43the
- 12:43baby?
- 12:44Show
- 12:44us
- 12:44the
- 12:45baby.
- 12:47Would
- 12:47like
- 12:47to
- 12:47see
- 12:48the
- 12:48baby.
- 12:49Oh,
- 12:49God.
- 12:50I
- 12:50know
- 12:50I
- 12:50was
- 12:50in
- 12:50the
- 12:50last
- 12:51episode,
- 12:51but
- 12:51when
- 12:51he
- 12:52fell
- 12:52off
- 12:52the
- 12:52fire
- 12:52truck
- 12:53and.
- 12:53Yeah.
- 12:54My
- 12:54heart
- 12:55just
- 12:55like,
- 12:56yeah.
- 12:56Every
- 12:56time.
- 12:57Yeah.
- 12:58And
- 12:58like,
- 12:58I
- 12:59saw
- 12:59Hand
- 12:59for
- 12:59my
- 12:59birthday
- 13:00and
- 13:00I
- 13:00made
- 13:00her
- 13:00watch
- 13:01this
- 13:01three
- 13:01episode
- 13:02arc.
- 13:02My
- 13:03birthday
- 13:03weekend,
- 13:04maybe.
- 13:04We
- 13:04watched
- 13:05the
- 13:05first
- 13:05two
- 13:06episodes
- 13:06and
- 13:06then,
- 13:07like,
- 13:07went
- 13:07to
- 13:07Ren
- 13:08fair
- 13:08and
- 13:09then
- 13:09I
- 13:09was
- 13:09like,
- 13:09you
- 13:10have
- 13:10to
- 13:10wake
- 13:10up
- 13:11tomorrow
- 13:11and
- 13:12watch
- 13:12the
- 13:12last
- 13:13episode
- 13:13with
- 13:13me
- 13:14because
- 13:14we
- 13:14cannot
- 13:14not
- 13:15complete
- 13:15the.
- 13:15And
- 13:16I'm
- 13:16like,
- 13:16have
- 13:16to.
- 13:17Ma'am.
- 13:20Do
- 13:21you
- 13:21know
- 13:21who
- 13:21you're
- 13:21talking
- 13:21to?
- 13:22Do
- 13:22you
- 13:22know
- 13:23it
- 13:23is
- 13:23me.
- 13:24It
- 13:24is.
- 13:24I.
- 13:25Yeah.
- 13:25It's
- 13:26like,
- 13:26this
- 13:26is
- 13:27just
- 13:27one
- 13:28long
- 13:28movie.
- 13:29Like,
- 13:30you
- 13:30can't.
- 13:30You
- 13:30can't
- 13:31watch
- 13:32any
- 13:32of
- 13:32these
- 13:32three
- 13:33episodes
- 13:33separately.
- 13:34You
- 13:34have
- 13:34to,
- 13:34like,
- 13:35buckle
- 13:35in,
- 13:36lock
- 13:36in
- 13:37for
- 13:37the
- 13:37whole
- 13:38thing.
- 13:38Which
- 13:38is
- 13:39what
- 13:39we
- 13:39also
- 13:40made
- 13:40Nikki
- 13:40do.
- 13:43We're
- 13:43like,
- 13:43yes,
- 13:44we
- 13:44know
- 13:44you're
- 13:45only
- 13:45going
- 13:45to
- 13:45be
- 13:45recording
- 13:46302
- 13:46with
- 13:46us.
- 13:46But
- 13:47you
- 13:48must
- 13:48walk
- 13:48out.
- 13:48Walk
- 13:49out
- 13:49your
- 13:49whole
- 13:49Saturday
- 13:50afternoon
- 13:50because
- 13:51we've
- 13:51got.
- 13:52We've
- 13:53got
- 13:53three
- 13:53episodes
- 13:53to
- 13:54watch.
- 13:55You
- 13:55can't
- 13:55just
- 13:56do
- 13:56one.
- 13:57Yeah.
- 13:57I.
- 13:58I
- 13:59love
- 13:59this
- 13:59arc
- 13:59so
- 13:59much.
- 14:00It's
- 14:00just
- 14:02there
- 14:02are
- 14:02other
- 14:02good
- 14:03opening
- 14:04emergencies.
- 14:04There
- 14:04are,
- 14:06actually.
- 14:06I
- 14:06don't
- 14:06think
- 14:07there
- 14:07are
- 14:07any
- 14:07bad
- 14:08ones.
- 14:09Except
- 14:09the
- 14:09blimp
- 14:09one's
- 14:10kind
- 14:10of.
- 14:10Meh,
- 14:11meh.
- 14:12I'm
- 14:12saying
- 14:12the
- 14:12blimp
- 14:13is
- 14:13just.
- 14:13I
- 14:13don't
- 14:14think
- 14:14it's
- 14:14bad.
- 14:15Don't
- 14:15even
- 14:15remember
- 14:15it
- 14:16exactly.
- 14:17It
- 14:17doesn't
- 14:17hold
- 14:17a
- 14:17candle
- 14:18to
- 14:19the.
- 14:19Rest
- 14:19of
- 14:19them
- 14:20in
- 14:20our.
- 14:24Just
- 14:25a
- 14:25blimp.
- 14:25So.
- 14:25Yeah,
- 14:26I
- 14:26don't
- 14:26know.
- 14:26I'm
- 14:26kind
- 14:26of
- 14:26just
- 14:27like,
- 14:27waiting
- 14:27for
- 14:27them
- 14:28to
- 14:28top
- 14:28it.
- 14:28Like,
- 14:29I
- 14:29feel
- 14:29like
- 14:29that
- 14:30they
- 14:30should
- 14:30take
- 14:30that
- 14:30as
- 14:30a
- 14:31personal
- 14:31challenge.
- 14:32Sounds
- 14:32like
- 14:32they
- 14:32might
- 14:32have.
- 14:33And
- 14:34we
- 14:34keep
- 14:34saying
- 14:35on
- 14:35the
- 14:36podcast
- 14:37that,
- 14:37like,
- 14:37they
- 14:38can't
- 14:38do
- 14:38that
- 14:38without
- 14:39making
- 14:39it
- 14:39a
- 14:39buck
- 14:39centric
- 14:40one
- 14:40or
- 14:41maybe
- 14:41even
- 14:41an
- 14:41epicentric
- 14:42one.
- 14:42They
- 14:42haven't
- 14:43done
- 14:43that.
- 14:43Or
- 14:44a
- 14:44buck
- 14:44and
- 14:45Eddie
- 14:45centric
- 14:45one.
- 14:46I'm
- 14:46just
- 14:46saying
- 14:47thoughts
- 14:47to
- 14:47think
- 14:48about.
- 14:48Stick
- 14:49them
- 14:49in
- 14:49a
- 14:49cave
- 14:50somewhere.
- 14:53Double
- 14:53mudslide.
- 14:55Yeah.
- 14:56Losing
- 14:57another
- 14:57arm.
- 14:58No,
- 14:59they're
- 15:00safe.
- 15:00They're
- 15:00in,
- 15:01like
- 15:01a
- 15:01pocket
- 15:01of.
- 15:02They're
- 15:02in
- 15:02a
- 15:02space.
- 15:03They're
- 15:04just
- 15:04blocked.
- 15:05So
- 15:05they
- 15:05have
- 15:05to
- 15:05just
- 15:06communicate,
- 15:07talk
- 15:07about
- 15:07their
- 15:07feelings.
- 15:08Yeah,
- 15:08that
- 15:08would
- 15:09be
- 15:09nice.
- 15:09There's
- 15:09plenty
- 15:09of
- 15:10oxygen.
- 15:10It's
- 15:11fine.
- 15:11They
- 15:11just
- 15:11literally
- 15:12can't
- 15:13move
- 15:13the
- 15:13bolt.
- 15:13They
- 15:14who?
- 15:15Can't
- 15:15roll
- 15:15the
- 15:15stone
- 15:16away.
- 15:17But
- 15:18then
- 15:18they
- 15:18find
- 15:18out
- 15:19it's
- 15:19actually
- 15:19just
- 15:19a
- 15:20tarp
- 15:20in
- 15:20front
- 15:20of
- 15:21the
- 15:21cave
- 15:21opening
- 15:22and
- 15:23Bobby
- 15:23has
- 15:24parked
- 15:24the
- 15:25engine
- 15:25in
- 15:25front
- 15:26of
- 15:26it
- 15:27so
- 15:27they
- 15:28can't
- 15:28push
- 15:28the
- 15:29tarp.
- 15:30And
- 15:30Bobby's
- 15:31just
- 15:31like,
- 15:31I'm
- 15:31so
- 15:32sick
- 15:32of
- 15:32it.
- 15:33Just
- 15:33talk
- 15:33about
- 15:33your
- 15:34feelings.
- 15:35Let's
- 15:35do
- 15:36it.
- 15:36It's
- 15:37coming
- 15:37back
- 15:37in
- 15:37like
- 15:3812
- 15:39hours.
- 15:40It's
- 15:40like,
- 15:40I
- 15:40can't
- 15:41lock
- 15:41them
- 15:41in
- 15:41a
- 15:41closet.
- 15:42That's
- 15:42homophobic.
- 15:43But
- 15:43I
- 15:43can
- 15:43trap
- 15:44them
- 15:44in
- 15:44a
- 15:44cave.
- 15:46Thanks
- 15:47to
- 15:47current
- 15:48events,
- 15:48I
- 15:49have
- 15:49been
- 15:49listening
- 15:49to
- 15:49the
- 15:50Tortured
- 15:50Poets
- 15:50department
- 15:51on
- 15:51repeat
- 15:51for
- 15:51some
- 15:52fucking
- 15:52reason.
- 15:54300
- 15:55why?
- 15:56Not
- 15:56sure
- 15:57why?
- 15:57Truly
- 15:58imagine.
- 16:00Who
- 16:00knows
- 16:01Any
- 16:01other
- 16:02general
- 16:03thoughts
- 16:03if
- 16:04you
- 16:04covered
- 16:04it?
- 16:04Just
- 16:05like,
- 16:05this
- 16:06is.
- 16:06This
- 16:06is
- 16:06the
- 16:07best
- 16:07opening
- 16:07emergency.
- 16:08We
- 16:08love
- 16:08book.
- 16:09Honestly.
- 16:09No
- 16:10one
- 16:10does.
- 16:11No
- 16:11one
- 16:11does.
- 16:11Like
- 16:12agony,
- 16:13like
- 16:14distress.
- 16:15Same
- 16:16flavor
- 16:16that
- 16:16he
- 16:16does.
- 16:17And
- 16:17that's
- 16:17why,
- 16:17I
- 16:17think,
- 16:18why
- 16:18it
- 16:18makes
- 16:18it
- 16:18so
- 16:19fudgeing
- 16:19good.
- 16:19And
- 16:19because
- 16:20it's.
- 16:20You
- 16:21know,
- 16:21I
- 16:21think
- 16:22it
- 16:22was
- 16:22a
- 16:22real
- 16:22shift
- 16:22for
- 16:23Oliver
- 16:23Stark,
- 16:24acting
- 16:24wise.
- 16:25Yeah.
- 16:25To
- 16:26his
- 16:26craft.
- 16:27Yeah.
- 16:27If
- 16:28I'm
- 16:28being
- 16:28honest,
- 16:28like,
- 16:29I
- 16:29think
- 16:29he
- 16:29just.
- 16:30It
- 16:30was.
- 16:31Felt
- 16:31like
- 16:31a
- 16:32launching
- 16:32pad
- 16:33a
- 16:33bit
- 16:33more
- 16:34for
- 16:34him
- 16:35digging
- 16:35deeper
- 16:35into
- 16:35who
- 16:36Buck
- 16:36is
- 16:36and
- 16:37how
- 16:37he
- 16:37portrays
- 16:38him,
- 16:38because
- 16:38it's
- 16:38not
- 16:38like
- 16:39he's
- 16:39a
- 16:39bad
- 16:39actor.
- 16:40He
- 16:40had
- 16:40some
- 16:40moments,
- 16:40though.
- 16:41But
- 16:41I
- 16:42feel
- 16:42like
- 16:43he
- 16:43did.
- 16:44I
- 16:44mean,
- 16:45he
- 16:45did.
- 16:46It's
- 16:46okay.
- 16:47Everyone
- 16:47does.
- 16:48But
- 16:48I
- 16:48really
- 16:48feel
- 16:48like
- 16:49this
- 16:49is
- 16:49kind
- 16:49of
- 16:49where
- 16:51it
- 16:51seemed
- 16:51like
- 16:52he
- 16:53got
- 16:53to
- 16:53know
- 16:53Buck
- 16:54much
- 16:55better
- 16:55than
- 16:55he
- 16:55had,
- 16:56I
- 16:56think,
- 16:56at
- 16:56that
- 16:56point
- 16:57or
- 16:57before
- 16:58that
- 16:58point.
- 16:58And
- 16:59something
- 16:59deeper
- 16:59in
- 16:59that
- 17:00character
- 17:01other
- 17:01than
- 17:01buck
- 17:021.0
- 17:03and
- 17:032.0
- 17:04and
- 17:04whatever.
- 17:05What
- 17:06software
- 17:06update
- 17:07is
- 17:07he
- 17:07currently
- 17:07on?
- 17:08I
- 17:08think
- 17:08we're
- 17:08at
- 17:08four.
- 17:08Are
- 17:09we
- 17:09at
- 17:09four?
- 17:10I
- 17:10feel
- 17:10like
- 17:10we're
- 17:11reverting
- 17:11back
- 17:11to
- 17:12some
- 17:13middle
- 17:13patch
- 17:13soon
- 17:14here.
- 17:14But.
- 17:14So
- 17:14I
- 17:15re.
- 17:15I
- 17:15rewatched
- 17:15his
- 17:16Instagram
- 17:16Live.
- 17:17He
- 17:17did.
- 17:17Of
- 17:18where
- 17:18he
- 17:19watched
- 17:20the
- 17:20Searchers
- 17:21on
- 17:21Instagram
- 17:21Live.
- 17:22And
- 17:22he
- 17:22was
- 17:22talking
- 17:22a
- 17:22lot
- 17:22about,
- 17:23like,
- 17:23the
- 17:23production
- 17:23of
- 17:23it,
- 17:23which
- 17:24is
- 17:24cool.
- 17:24But
- 17:24then
- 17:24he
- 17:25also
- 17:25kept
- 17:25commenting,
- 17:26like,
- 17:26on
- 17:26his
- 17:26own
- 17:26acting.
- 17:27And,
- 17:27like,
- 17:27most
- 17:28of
- 17:28it
- 17:28was
- 17:28him
- 17:28being
- 17:28like.
- 17:29Yeah,
- 17:29I
- 17:29just
- 17:30wasn't
- 17:30happy
- 17:30with,
- 17:31like,
- 17:31he.
- 17:31He
- 17:31was
- 17:31like,
- 17:31I'm
- 17:31fine
- 17:32watching
- 17:32it.
- 17:32But
- 17:32he
- 17:32was
- 17:32like.
- 17:33While
- 17:33I
- 17:33was
- 17:33doing
- 17:33it,
- 17:33like,
- 17:34I
- 17:34kept
- 17:34thinking
- 17:34like,
- 17:34I
- 17:34wasn't
- 17:35doing
- 17:35good
- 17:35enough.
- 17:38Great.
- 17:39You
- 17:39did
- 17:39amazing.
- 17:41Did
- 17:41you?
- 17:41Imposter
- 17:42syndrome
- 17:42king.
- 17:44Yeah.
- 17:45I
- 17:45mean,
- 17:45it's
- 17:45just
- 17:45a
- 17:46very
- 17:46heavy
- 17:46emotional
- 17:47thing.
- 17:47So,
- 17:47like,
- 17:47I.
- 17:47I
- 17:48mean,
- 17:48I
- 17:49Get
- 17:49be
- 17:50nervous
- 17:50about
- 17:50it.
- 17:50But
- 17:51yeah,
- 17:51he
- 17:51killed
- 17:51that.
- 17:52He
- 17:52did.
- 17:53Like
- 17:54incredible.
- 17:55So
- 17:55with
- 17:56that
- 17:56being
- 17:56said,
- 17:57what
- 17:58it
- 17:58be
- 17:58like
- 17:58to.
- 17:59To
- 17:59dive
- 17:59into
- 18:03some
- 18:03deeper
- 18:04looks
- 18:05at
- 18:05like
- 18:05the
- 18:06production
- 18:06and
- 18:07other
- 18:07things.
- 18:08Yeah,
- 18:10cool.
- 18:10I
- 18:10love
- 18:11that
- 18:11we
- 18:11get
- 18:11to
- 18:11use
- 18:12dive
- 18:14almost
- 18:14literally
- 18:15now.
- 18:15I
- 18:15know.
- 18:15It's
- 18:15great.
- 18:16I'm
- 18:16waiting
- 18:16for
- 18:16it.
- 18:17So
- 18:17great.
- 18:22We're
- 18:22gonna
- 18:22need
- 18:22the
- 18:23Jaws
- 18:23of
- 18:23Life
- 18:23over
- 18:24here.
- 18:24All
- 18:24right.
- 18:25So
- 18:25there
- 18:26was
- 18:27an
- 18:27article
- 18:28from.
- 18:28I
- 18:29think
- 18:29this
- 18:29was
- 18:29from.
- 18:30It
- 18:30came
- 18:31out
- 18:31during
- 18:31an
- 18:32earlier
- 18:32episode,
- 18:33but
- 18:33it
- 18:34was
- 18:35an
- 18:35interview
- 18:35with
- 18:36Oliver
- 18:36Stark
- 18:37where
- 18:38he
- 18:38was
- 18:39breaking
- 18:39down
- 18:39Buck's
- 18:40mind
- 18:40blowing
- 18:41rescue
- 18:41mission
- 18:41and
- 18:42shares
- 18:42emotional
- 18:42stories
- 18:43from
- 18:43the
- 18:44tsunamis.
- 18:44This,
- 18:45this
- 18:46article
- 18:46is
- 18:46from
- 18:47TVLine.
- 18:48And
- 18:49he
- 18:49was
- 18:50just
- 18:50kind
- 18:50of
- 18:50talking
- 18:50about
- 18:50his
- 18:51experience
- 18:52filming
- 18:52these
- 18:53episodes.
- 18:54And
- 18:54the
- 18:54interviewer
- 18:55said
- 18:55everything
- 18:56looks
- 18:56so
- 18:56seamless
- 18:57and
- 18:57realistic.
- 18:58What
- 18:58aren't
- 18:59we
- 18:59seeing
- 18:59in
- 18:59all
- 18:59of
- 19:00this?
- 19:00And
- 19:00Oliver
- 19:01said
- 19:01it's
- 19:01a
- 19:01little
- 19:02mind
- 19:02blowing.
- 19:02We
- 19:03went
- 19:03down
- 19:03to
- 19:03Mexico
- 19:03to
- 19:04make
- 19:04it
- 19:04happen.
- 19:04We
- 19:04had
- 19:05these
- 19:05huge
- 19:05water
- 19:05tanks
- 19:06so
- 19:06we
- 19:06had
- 19:07the
- 19:07whole
- 19:07crew
- 19:07with
- 19:07us
- 19:08in
- 19:08the
- 19:08water.
- 19:08Everybody
- 19:09was
- 19:09in
- 19:09wetsuits
- 19:10and
- 19:10everybody
- 19:10was
- 19:10going
- 19:11through
- 19:11it
- 19:11together.
- 19:12There
- 19:12was
- 19:12a
- 19:12real
- 19:12sense
- 19:13of
- 19:13camaraderie
- 19:14and
- 19:14I
- 19:15get
- 19:15a
- 19:15little
- 19:15emotional
- 19:15when
- 19:16I
- 19:16think
- 19:16about
- 19:16making
- 19:16it.
- 19:17I
- 19:17feel
- 19:17so
- 19:17lucky
- 19:17to
- 19:18have
- 19:18been
- 19:18allowed
- 19:18to
- 19:19be
- 19:19part
- 19:19of
- 19:19it.
- 19:20So
- 19:21I
- 19:21think
- 19:22there
- 19:22is
- 19:23like
- 19:23a
- 19:23real
- 19:24sense
- 19:25of
- 19:26gratitude
- 19:27that
- 19:28he
- 19:28was
- 19:29able
- 19:29to
- 19:30be
- 19:31part
- 19:31of
- 19:31this
- 19:31production.
- 19:32But
- 19:32also
- 19:33it
- 19:33seems
- 19:34like
- 19:34really
- 19:34get
- 19:34into
- 19:35kind
- 19:35of
- 19:36what
- 19:36Meg
- 19:36was
- 19:36talking
- 19:37about
- 19:37earlier.
- 19:37Like
- 19:38more
- 19:38depth
- 19:39within
- 19:39Buck,
- 19:40but
- 19:40also
- 19:41seemingly
- 19:41with
- 19:42his.
- 19:42With
- 19:42his
- 19:42acting
- 19:43as
- 19:43well.
- 19:44And
- 19:44then
- 19:45the
- 19:45interviewer
- 19:46asks,
- 19:47this
- 19:48tsunami
- 19:48comes
- 19:48at
- 19:49an
- 19:49interesting
- 19:49time
- 19:50for
- 19:50Buck
- 19:50as
- 19:50he's
- 19:50trying
- 19:51to
- 19:51find
- 19:51his
- 19:51place
- 19:51in
- 19:51the
- 19:52world
- 19:52again.
- 19:52What
- 19:52does
- 19:52that
- 19:53mean
- 19:53for
- 19:53you?
- 19:54And
- 19:55Oliver
- 19:55said
- 19:55it's
- 19:56a
- 19:56gift
- 19:56as
- 19:56an
- 19:56actor
- 19:57to
- 19:57play
- 19:57a
- 19:57part
- 19:57that
- 19:58starts
- 19:58off
- 19:59so
- 19:59far
- 19:59on
- 19:59one
- 20:00side
- 20:00of
- 20:00the
- 20:00spectrum
- 20:00and
- 20:01becomes
- 20:01this
- 20:01whole
- 20:02other
- 20:02thing.
- 20:02But
- 20:03you
- 20:03still
- 20:03believe
- 20:03he's
- 20:04the
- 20:04same
- 20:04person.
- 20:04People
- 20:05are
- 20:05multi
- 20:05layered.
- 20:06They
- 20:06have
- 20:06many
- 20:06different
- 20:07facets
- 20:07to
- 20:07them.
- 20:08So
- 20:08to
- 20:08get
- 20:08to
- 20:08play
- 20:09a
- 20:09part
- 20:09like
- 20:09that
- 20:09is
- 20:09exactly
- 20:10what
- 20:10you
- 20:10want.
- 20:11I
- 20:11feel
- 20:11like
- 20:11there
- 20:12are
- 20:12many.
- 20:13There
- 20:13aren't
- 20:13many
- 20:14young
- 20:14male
- 20:14characters
- 20:15on
- 20:15TV
- 20:16that
- 20:16get
- 20:16to
- 20:16be
- 20:16cool
- 20:17and
- 20:17the
- 20:17hero
- 20:18then
- 20:18get
- 20:18to
- 20:18cry
- 20:18and
- 20:18be
- 20:19really
- 20:19vulnerable
- 20:20in
- 20:20the
- 20:20next
- 20:20scene.
- 20:21That's
- 20:21an
- 20:21important
- 20:21thing
- 20:22for
- 20:22me
- 20:22to
- 20:22get
- 20:22to
- 20:23show.
- 20:23So
- 20:23I
- 20:24think
- 20:24that
- 20:24just
- 20:24like
- 20:25I
- 20:25love
- 20:26when
- 20:26he
- 20:26says
- 20:27things
- 20:27that
- 20:27we
- 20:27just
- 20:28said.
- 20:29It's
- 20:29great.
- 20:31So
- 20:32yeah,
- 20:32it
- 20:32just.
- 20:32It
- 20:33just
- 20:33seems
- 20:33like
- 20:34this
- 20:34was
- 20:35a
- 20:35very
- 20:35special
- 20:37storyline.
- 20:38Yeah.
- 20:39For
- 20:39him
- 20:40personally
- 20:41and,
- 20:41and
- 20:41for
- 20:42the
- 20:42character.
- 20:42And
- 20:43I
- 20:43didn't
- 20:43get
- 20:43to.
- 20:43I
- 20:44didn't
- 20:44get
- 20:44to
- 20:44watch
- 20:44all
- 20:45of
- 20:45The.
- 20:45I've
- 20:46got
- 20:46the
- 20:46lives
- 20:46from
- 20:47it.
- 20:47Yeah,
- 20:48so.
- 20:48So
- 20:49just
- 20:49some,
- 20:50some
- 20:50notes
- 20:51from
- 20:51Oliver
- 20:51Stark
- 20:52from
- 20:52that
- 20:52Instagram
- 20:52Live,
- 20:53which
- 20:53you
- 20:53can
- 20:53find
- 20:53on
- 20:53YouTube
- 20:54if
- 20:54you
- 20:54just
- 20:54look
- 20:55up
- 20:55Oliver
- 20:56Stark
- 20:56Instagram
- 20:57Live,
- 20:58we'll.
- 20:58Have
- 20:58it
- 20:58linked
- 20:59also.
- 20:59Oh,
- 21:00yeah,
- 21:00in
- 21:00our.
- 21:01We
- 21:01show
- 21:01our
- 21:02work.
- 21:02Yeah,
- 21:02we.
- 21:03We
- 21:03linked
- 21:03all
- 21:04of
- 21:04our
- 21:04articles,
- 21:05all
- 21:05of
- 21:05our.
- 21:06All
- 21:06of
- 21:06the
- 21:06videos
- 21:06we
- 21:07reference,
- 21:07all
- 21:07of
- 21:07the
- 21:07fanfic
- 21:08we
- 21:08reference.
- 21:09Those
- 21:09are
- 21:09always
- 21:09in
- 21:10our
- 21:10show
- 21:10notes,
- 21:10just
- 21:11so
- 21:11you
- 21:11know.
- 21:12But
- 21:12he
- 21:13did,
- 21:13he
- 21:13did
- 21:13also
- 21:14mention
- 21:14something
- 21:14kind
- 21:15of
- 21:15similar
- 21:15to
- 21:15what
- 21:16he
- 21:16said
- 21:16in
- 21:17the
- 21:18article
- 21:18that
- 21:18Rachel
- 21:19just
- 21:19talked
- 21:19about,
- 21:20like,
- 21:20about
- 21:20being
- 21:20like,
- 21:21grateful
- 21:22to
- 21:22like
- 21:22have
- 21:22that
- 21:22experience.
- 21:23But
- 21:23he
- 21:23was
- 21:24talking
- 21:24about.
- 21:24Talking
- 21:25to
- 21:25Brad
- 21:26Bucher
- 21:27about
- 21:27it,
- 21:28I
- 21:28think
- 21:29while,
- 21:29While
- 21:29they
- 21:29were
- 21:30filming.
- 21:30Because
- 21:30I
- 21:30think
- 21:30he
- 21:30directed
- 21:31the
- 21:31first
- 21:32one.
- 21:33Two.
- 21:33Yeah,
- 21:33first
- 21:34two,
- 21:34I
- 21:34think
- 21:35it
- 21:35was.
- 21:36Hold
- 21:36on.
- 21:36I
- 21:36can
- 21:36tell
- 21:37you.
- 21:37I
- 21:37just
- 21:38know
- 21:38he's
- 21:38there
- 21:38at
- 21:38the
- 21:38scene
- 21:38of
- 21:39the
- 21:39crime.
- 21:40Always.
- 21:41Bradley
- 21:42Bucher
- 21:42directed
- 21:43302
- 21:44sink
- 21:44or
- 21:44swimming.
- 21:45Okay.
- 21:45Jennifer
- 21:46lynch
- 21:46did
- 21:46301.
- 21:47Ah,
- 21:48another
- 21:49powerhouse.
- 21:50She's
- 21:51also
- 21:52at
- 21:52the
- 21:52scene
- 21:52of
- 21:52the
- 21:53crime.
- 21:53Not
- 21:54very
- 21:54often,
- 21:55but.
- 21:55But
- 21:56when
- 21:56she
- 21:56is.
- 21:57When
- 21:58she
- 21:58is.
- 21:58What
- 21:59a
- 21:59crime
- 21:59scene.
- 22:00I'm
- 22:01saying
- 22:01that
- 22:01all,
- 22:01like,
- 22:01in
- 22:02a
- 22:02good
- 22:02way.
- 22:03It's
- 22:03sounding
- 22:04bad.
- 22:04Anyway,
- 22:05here,
- 22:05here
- 22:05are
- 22:05the
- 22:06takeaways
- 22:06from
- 22:07Oliver
- 22:07Stark's
- 22:08comments
- 22:09on
- 22:09the
- 22:09production
- 22:10of.
- 22:10Of
- 22:11this
- 22:11episode
- 22:12or
- 22:12of
- 22:12the,
- 22:13you
- 22:13know,
- 22:14the
- 22:14Ark.
- 22:15Because
- 22:15it
- 22:15was
- 22:15all
- 22:16filmed.
- 22:16You
- 22:17know,
- 22:17all
- 22:17of
- 22:17the
- 22:17tsunami
- 22:18stuff
- 22:18was
- 22:18filmed
- 22:18at
- 22:18the
- 22:19same
- 22:19time.
- 22:19So
- 22:20like
- 22:20Rachel
- 22:20said,
- 22:20it
- 22:20was
- 22:21filmed
- 22:21in
- 22:21the
- 22:21water
- 22:21tanks
- 22:22in
- 22:22Mexico
- 22:22made
- 22:22for
- 22:23the
- 22:23Titanic.
- 22:23The
- 22:23Ferris
- 22:24wheel
- 22:24was
- 22:25real.
- 22:25They
- 22:25built
- 22:25a
- 22:26half
- 22:26one
- 22:26and
- 22:27that
- 22:27was
- 22:27in
- 22:27a
- 22:27tank
- 22:27that
- 22:28led
- 22:28directly
- 22:28out
- 22:29into
- 22:29the
- 22:29ocean.
- 22:30So
- 22:30that's
- 22:30why
- 22:30it
- 22:30looks
- 22:31so
- 22:31realistic,
- 22:32because
- 22:32it
- 22:32is
- 22:33so
- 22:33cool.
- 22:35Only
- 22:35cgi,
- 22:36like
- 22:36some
- 22:36of
- 22:36the
- 22:37debris.
- 22:38Maybe,
- 22:38I'm
- 22:39not
- 22:39sure.
- 22:39But
- 22:40they
- 22:40did
- 22:40say.
- 22:41He
- 22:41did
- 22:41say
- 22:41that
- 22:42there
- 22:42was
- 22:42only
- 22:42one
- 22:42street
- 22:43set
- 22:43and
- 22:43they
- 22:43just
- 22:44redressed
- 22:44it
- 22:44for
- 22:44different
- 22:45scenes.
- 22:45That's
- 22:46crazy
- 22:47too.
- 22:47So
- 22:47they
- 22:48had
- 22:48to,
- 22:48you
- 22:48know,
- 22:48film
- 22:49everything
- 22:49that
- 22:50was
- 22:50going
- 22:50to
- 22:50be
- 22:50on
- 22:51that
- 22:51one
- 22:51street
- 22:52at
- 22:52the
- 22:52same
- 22:52time.
- 22:53Like
- 22:53the.
- 22:54The
- 22:55boat
- 22:55that
- 22:56got
- 22:56stuck
- 22:56on
- 22:56the
- 22:57radio
- 22:57antenna
- 22:58tower
- 22:58was
- 22:58the
- 22:59same
- 22:59street
- 22:59as
- 22:59the
- 22:59cupcakery.
- 23:01They
- 23:01just
- 23:01had
- 23:01to
- 23:01keep
- 23:02like,
- 23:02that's
- 23:03crazy.
- 23:03Changing
- 23:04it.
- 23:04So
- 23:04like
- 23:04the
- 23:04production.
- 23:06Insane.
- 23:08That's
- 23:08cool.
- 23:09And
- 23:09then
- 23:09these
- 23:09are
- 23:09just
- 23:10a
- 23:10couple
- 23:10fun
- 23:10ones.
- 23:11The
- 23:11first
- 23:11time
- 23:11that
- 23:11the
- 23:12episode
- 23:12aired,
- 23:13Meg
- 23:13probably
- 23:14maybe
- 23:14knows
- 23:14this
- 23:15from
- 23:15being
- 23:15here.
- 23:15From
- 23:15the
- 23:16beginning.
- 23:17They
- 23:17forgot
- 23:17to
- 23:17CGI
- 23:18out
- 23:18Captain
- 23:19Cooper's
- 23:19arm.
- 23:19And
- 23:20you
- 23:20saw
- 23:20the
- 23:20green
- 23:21sleeved
- 23:21arm.
- 23:23That's
- 23:24a
- 23:24big
- 23:24oopsie.
- 23:25Yeah,
- 23:26and
- 23:26he
- 23:26said
- 23:27it
- 23:27and
- 23:27he
- 23:27was
- 23:27like,
- 23:28he
- 23:28Was
- 23:28like,
- 23:28oh,
- 23:28wait,
- 23:28we
- 23:29shouldn't
- 23:29talk
- 23:29about
- 23:29that.
- 23:32And
- 23:33then
- 23:33he
- 23:33kept
- 23:33talking.
- 23:35I
- 23:36mean,
- 23:36he
- 23:37was
- 23:37like,
- 23:37we
- 23:37should
- 23:37be
- 23:37positive
- 23:38here.
- 23:38He's
- 23:38like,
- 23:38but
- 23:38yeah,
- 23:39it's
- 23:39just.
- 23:41He
- 23:41was
- 23:41reading
- 23:42comments
- 23:42and
- 23:43someone.
- 23:43He
- 23:43was
- 23:43like,
- 23:43yeah,
- 23:44Green
- 23:44arm
- 23:44gate.
- 23:51And
- 23:51then
- 23:52he
- 23:52said
- 23:52that
- 23:52he
- 23:53recorded
- 23:53the
- 23:54ending
- 23:54voiceover
- 23:54on
- 23:55his
- 23:55phone
- 23:55in
- 23:55his
- 23:56closet.
- 23:58And
- 23:58he
- 23:58took
- 23:58about
- 23:5920
- 23:59takes
- 24:00because
- 24:00he
- 24:01wasn't
- 24:01happy
- 24:01with
- 24:01any
- 24:02of
- 24:02them.
- 24:02Oh,
- 24:03my
- 24:03gosh.
- 24:04Then
- 24:04he
- 24:04was
- 24:04like,
- 24:04it's
- 24:05just
- 24:05crazy
- 24:05that
- 24:05I
- 24:06can
- 24:06record
- 24:06something
- 24:06on
- 24:06my
- 24:06phone
- 24:07and
- 24:07then
- 24:07it's
- 24:07on
- 24:07the
- 24:07tv.
- 24:12Modern
- 24:12technology.
- 24:14I
- 24:14know.
- 24:16Yeah,
- 24:17but
- 24:17that's
- 24:17interesting.
- 24:18So
- 24:19I
- 24:19wonder
- 24:19why
- 24:19they
- 24:19didn't
- 24:20have
- 24:20him
- 24:20go
- 24:20into
- 24:21like
- 24:21an
- 24:21ADR
- 24:21booth.
- 24:22Because
- 24:22they
- 24:22usually
- 24:22do.
- 24:23He
- 24:23said
- 24:23that
- 24:23they
- 24:23were
- 24:24just
- 24:24like
- 24:24too
- 24:24busy
- 24:25and
- 24:25there
- 24:25was
- 24:25no
- 24:25time
- 24:26to
- 24:26do
- 24:27that.
- 24:28Yeah.
- 24:28So
- 24:29easy
- 24:29to
- 24:29clean
- 24:30up
- 24:30audio.
- 24:31It's
- 24:31just,
- 24:32you
- 24:32know,
- 24:32if
- 24:32you
- 24:32go
- 24:32into
- 24:33your
- 24:33closet,
- 24:34it
- 24:34is
- 24:34a
- 24:34good
- 24:34place
- 24:35to
- 24:35absorb
- 24:35a
- 24:36lot
- 24:36of
- 24:36other
- 24:37sound.
- 24:37Yeah,
- 24:37good,
- 24:38good.
- 24:39Built
- 24:40in
- 24:40soundproofing
- 24:41for
- 24:41the
- 24:41most
- 24:41part.
- 24:43If
- 24:43you
- 24:44have
- 24:44a
- 24:44full
- 24:44closet,
- 24:45then
- 24:45we
- 24:45have
- 24:47art
- 24:47imitating
- 24:48life
- 24:48again,
- 24:49which
- 24:49I
- 24:49feel
- 24:49like
- 24:50we
- 24:50should
- 24:50come
- 24:50up
- 24:50with
- 24:50a
- 24:51title
- 24:51for
- 24:51these
- 24:52very
- 24:52short
- 24:52segments,
- 24:53which
- 24:53is
- 24:53just
- 24:54Tim
- 24:54Stealing
- 24:55People's
- 24:55Real
- 24:56Life.
- 24:57Stealing
- 24:57People's
- 24:57Lives
- 24:59and
- 24:59Making
- 24:59Them
- 24:59act.
- 25:00It
- 25:00out
- 25:00on
- 25:00Screen.
- 25:01Snatcher
- 25:01or
- 25:01something.
- 25:04Yeah.
- 25:04So
- 25:06when
- 25:06they're.
- 25:07When
- 25:07Eddie
- 25:07and
- 25:07Lena
- 25:08are
- 25:08at
- 25:08the
- 25:08field
- 25:08hospital,
- 25:09Eddie
- 25:09says,
- 25:09it
- 25:09looks
- 25:10like
- 25:10you're
- 25:10gonna
- 25:10have
- 25:10to
- 25:10get
- 25:11used
- 25:11to
- 25:11being
- 25:11a
- 25:11southpaw
- 25:12for
- 25:12the
- 25:12time
- 25:12being
- 25:13to
- 25:13a
- 25:13guy
- 25:13who
- 25:14he's
- 25:14putting
- 25:14like
- 25:14his
- 25:14arm,
- 25:15like,
- 25:15in
- 25:15a
- 25:15sling.
- 25:16And
- 25:16Lena
- 25:16says,
- 25:16best
- 25:17time
- 25:17to
- 25:17work
- 25:17on
- 25:17your
- 25:17change
- 25:18up
- 25:18and
- 25:18curveball.
- 25:19And
- 25:19Eddie
- 25:19says,
- 25:20so
- 25:20you
- 25:20a
- 25:20pitcher
- 25:20too?
- 25:22And
- 25:22that's
- 25:23because
- 25:23in
- 25:23baseball,
- 25:24southpaw
- 25:24refers
- 25:24to
- 25:24a
- 25:25left
- 25:25handed
- 25:25pitcher,
- 25:25which
- 25:26Eddie
- 25:26apparently
- 25:27was.
- 25:27That's
- 25:28what
- 25:28that
- 25:28conversation
- 25:28was.
- 25:29And
- 25:29guess
- 25:29who
- 25:29else
- 25:30was.
- 25:30Ryan
- 25:30Guzman.
- 25:31Surprise.
- 25:34So
- 25:34shocked.
- 25:37Is
- 25:37there?
- 25:38Tim's
- 25:38like,
- 25:39I
- 25:39can't
- 25:39be
- 25:39bothered
- 25:39with
- 25:40backstory
- 25:40today.
- 25:41You
- 25:41used.
- 25:42Did
- 25:42you
- 25:42play
- 25:43any
- 25:43sport?
- 25:43There
- 25:44you
- 25:44go.
- 25:45I
- 25:46just
- 25:46want
- 25:46to
- 25:46know
- 25:46if
- 25:46he
- 25:47has
- 25:47like,
- 25:48you
- 25:48know,
- 25:48like
- 25:48baseball
- 25:49cards
- 25:49with
- 25:49facts,
- 25:50but
- 25:50it's
- 25:50like
- 25:51binders
- 25:52about
- 25:52each
- 25:53person.
- 25:54I've
- 25:54said
- 25:54it
- 25:54before.
- 25:55I
- 25:55think
- 25:55he
- 25:55has
- 25:56like
- 25:56a
- 25:56huge
- 25:56binder
- 25:57of
- 25:57just
- 25:57like,
- 25:59you
- 25:59know,
- 25:5970s,
- 26:00like
- 26:01disaster
- 26:01movies
- 26:02and
- 26:02flips
- 26:02through
- 26:02them.
- 26:03I
- 26:03think
- 26:03also
- 26:04in
- 26:04that
- 26:04binder,
- 26:04or
- 26:04you
- 26:05separate
- 26:05just
- 26:05this
- 26:06thick
- 26:06binder.
- 26:06It's
- 26:06just
- 26:06like
- 26:07backstory
- 26:07of
- 26:07all
- 26:07of
- 26:07these.
- 26:08All
- 26:08the
- 26:08public
- 26:09information
- 26:09available
- 26:10on
- 26:10every
- 26:11single
- 26:11main
- 26:11actor.
- 26:12He
- 26:12hired
- 26:13a
- 26:13couple
- 26:13of
- 26:1320
- 26:14year
- 26:14olds
- 26:14and
- 26:15they
- 26:15did
- 26:15a
- 26:15deep
- 26:16dive
- 26:16in
- 26:16about
- 26:1730
- 26:17minutes
- 26:18and
- 26:18gave
- 26:18him
- 26:18all
- 26:19of
- 26:19the
- 26:19information
- 26:19about
- 26:20everybody
- 26:22that
- 26:22will
- 26:22ever
- 26:22be
- 26:23on
- 26:23his
- 26:23television.
- 26:24His
- 26:24show.
- 26:25That's
- 26:25what
- 26:25it
- 26:25was.
- 26:26It's
- 26:27three
- 26:2720
- 26:27year
- 26:27olds
- 26:28in
- 26:28a
- 26:28trench
- 26:28coat.
- 26:32But
- 26:32I
- 26:32just
- 26:32thought
- 26:33that
- 26:33that
- 26:33was
- 26:33funny.
- 26:34And
- 26:34the
- 26:35only
- 26:35reason
- 26:35I
- 26:35even
- 26:35caught
- 26:36that
- 26:36is
- 26:37because
- 26:37Rachel
- 26:37and
- 26:38I,
- 26:39I
- 26:39don't
- 26:39know,
- 26:39in
- 26:40one
- 26:40of
- 26:40our
- 26:404am
- 26:41chats,
- 26:42learned
- 26:43that
- 26:43he
- 26:43was
- 26:43one.
- 26:43There's
- 26:44so
- 26:44many.
- 26:45Was
- 26:46it,
- 26:46was
- 26:46it
- 26:46because
- 26:46we
- 26:47were
- 26:47actually
- 26:47trying
- 26:47to
- 26:47see
- 26:48if,
- 26:48if
- 26:48him
- 26:48and
- 26:48Eddie
- 26:49did
- 26:49actually
- 26:49have
- 26:49that
- 26:49in
- 26:50common.
- 26:50We
- 26:50were
- 26:50like,
- 26:50wait,
- 26:50did
- 26:51Ryan
- 26:51Guzman
- 26:52play
- 26:52baseball
- 26:53too?
- 26:53What,
- 26:53what
- 26:54position
- 26:54did
- 26:54he
- 26:54play?
- 26:55Yeah,
- 26:56and
- 26:56we
- 26:56looked
- 26:56it
- 26:56up.
- 26:57So
- 26:57like,
- 26:57I
- 26:57wouldn't
- 26:57have
- 26:58even
- 26:58actually
- 26:58clocked
- 26:58that
- 26:59if
- 26:59I
- 26:59hadn't
- 27:00known
- 27:00beforehand
- 27:02that
- 27:02he
- 27:03was
- 27:03a
- 27:03left
- 27:03handed
- 27:03pitcher.
- 27:05Yep.
- 27:06Hilarious.
- 27:07Okay,
- 27:08I
- 27:08think
- 27:08this
- 27:08leads
- 27:09us
- 27:09into
- 27:09Rachel's
- 27:10red
- 27:10string
- 27:11quarter.
- 27:11I've
- 27:12connected
- 27:12the
- 27:12dots.
- 27:13You
- 27:13didn't
- 27:14connect
- 27:14shit.
- 27:15Okay,
- 27:15so
- 27:15I
- 27:15think
- 27:15we
- 27:16found
- 27:17a
- 27:17number
- 27:17of
- 27:18parallels.
- 27:19But
- 27:20I,
- 27:20I
- 27:20did
- 27:20just
- 27:21want
- 27:21to
- 27:21briefly
- 27:21mention
- 27:22that
- 27:23this
- 27:23episode,
- 27:23I
- 27:24think
- 27:24we
- 27:24talked
- 27:24about
- 27:24it
- 27:25in
- 27:25the
- 27:26last
- 27:26one,
- 27:28this
- 27:28episode
- 27:28also
- 27:29utilizes
- 27:29the
- 27:30Rashomon
- 27:30effect,
- 27:31which
- 27:32if
- 27:33you
- 27:33listened
- 27:34to
- 27:34last
- 27:34episode,
- 27:35that
- 27:35was
- 27:36a
- 27:37like
- 27:37storytelling
- 27:38narrative
- 27:38device
- 27:39where
- 27:39you're
- 27:40kind
- 27:40of
- 27:40seeing
- 27:40the
- 27:41same
- 27:42events
- 27:42happen
- 27:43from
- 27:44different
- 27:44people's
- 27:45perspectives.
- 27:46So
- 27:47with
- 27:47the
- 27:47opening
- 27:48of
- 27:49the,
- 27:50with
- 27:51the
- 27:51episode
- 27:51with
- 27:52the
- 27:52couple
- 27:52that's
- 27:53getting
- 27:53divorced
- 27:53on
- 27:53the
- 27:53Ferris
- 27:54wheel,
- 27:54that's
- 27:54that
- 27:54kind
- 27:55of
- 27:55thing
- 27:55where
- 27:55we,
- 27:55we're
- 27:56seeing
- 27:56all
- 27:56these
- 27:56bits
- 27:56and
- 27:57pieces
- 27:57of
- 27:57like
- 27:57other
- 27:58perspectives
- 27:58of
- 27:59that
- 27:59same
- 28:00event
- 28:00with
- 28:01the
- 28:01wave
- 28:01coming
- 28:02in
- 28:02the
- 28:02first
- 28:02time.
- 28:03So
- 28:03that
- 28:03was
- 28:03just
- 28:04continued
- 28:04on.
- 28:05But
- 28:05speaking,
- 28:06speaking
- 28:06of
- 28:06which,
- 28:07that
- 28:08couple
- 28:08getting
- 28:09divorced,
- 28:09I
- 28:09think
- 28:10their
- 28:10names
- 28:10are
- 28:10Max
- 28:10and
- 28:11Stacy.
- 28:11Boy
- 28:12howdy,
- 28:12are
- 28:12they
- 28:13parallel
- 28:13to
- 28:14Eddie
- 28:14and
- 28:14Shannon.
- 28:15It
- 28:16seems
- 28:17fairly
- 28:17obvious
- 28:19because
- 28:19there's
- 28:20a
- 28:20couple
- 28:21going
- 28:21through
- 28:21a
- 28:21divorce.
- 28:22The
- 28:22guy
- 28:23seems
- 28:24a
- 28:25little
- 28:25reticent
- 28:27and
- 28:27wants
- 28:27to
- 28:28relive
- 28:28the
- 28:28glory
- 28:29days
- 28:30a
- 28:30little
- 28:30bit.
- 28:30And
- 28:31this
- 28:31is
- 28:31coming
- 28:32right
- 28:32off
- 28:32like
- 28:33four
- 28:34episodes
- 28:34essentially
- 28:35after
- 28:36Shannon
- 28:37dies.
- 28:38So
- 28:39Eddie
- 28:40is
- 28:40still
- 28:40very
- 28:40much
- 28:41in
- 28:42Shannon
- 28:43limbo.
- 28:43So
- 28:44interesting
- 28:44that
- 28:44they
- 28:44have
- 28:45that
- 28:45parallel
- 28:45and
- 28:46Eddie's
- 28:46right
- 28:47there
- 28:48helping.
- 28:49Right
- 28:49there,
- 28:49right
- 28:50in
- 28:50front
- 28:50of
- 28:50his
- 28:50salad,
- 28:51literally.
- 28:53No,
- 28:54they
- 28:55keep
- 28:55doing
- 28:55that
- 28:55too.
- 28:56They,
- 28:56they
- 28:56keep
- 28:56having.
- 28:57Because
- 28:58I
- 28:58think
- 28:58we
- 28:58said
- 28:59that
- 28:59in
- 29:01the
- 29:01last
- 29:02episode
- 29:02in
- 29:02302
- 29:02with
- 29:03Chuck
- 29:03and
- 29:03Adele,
- 29:04with
- 29:04the
- 29:04ship
- 29:05and
- 29:06how
- 29:06that
- 29:06kind
- 29:06of
- 29:06paralleled
- 29:07to
- 29:07Eddie
- 29:07and
- 29:07Shannon.
- 29:08They
- 29:08were
- 29:08doing
- 29:08it
- 29:08before
- 29:09Eddie
- 29:09was
- 29:09right
- 29:09there.
- 29:10Yeah,
- 29:11yeah,
- 29:11so
- 29:12they
- 29:12keep
- 29:12doing
- 29:12that.
- 29:13So.
- 29:13So
- 29:14Stacy
- 29:15is
- 29:15ready
- 29:16to
- 29:16move
- 29:16on
- 29:16because
- 29:17they're,
- 29:17they're
- 29:18different
- 29:18people
- 29:18and
- 29:19their
- 29:19marriage
- 29:19is
- 29:19going
- 29:19nowhere.
- 29:20This
- 29:20is
- 29:20just
- 29:20me
- 29:21paraphrasing
- 29:22and
- 29:22Max
- 29:22is
- 29:22stalling.
- 29:23Who
- 29:23does
- 29:23that?
- 29:24Remind
- 29:24you
- 29:24of?
- 29:27She
- 29:27says.
- 29:28He
- 29:28said.
- 29:28He,
- 29:28like,
- 29:29confesses
- 29:29that,
- 29:29like,
- 29:30the
- 29:30ride
- 29:30stopped
- 29:30because
- 29:31he
- 29:31paid
- 29:31the
- 29:31attendant
- 29:32so
- 29:33that
- 29:33they
- 29:33could
- 29:33have
- 29:33a
- 29:33minimal
- 29:34loan.
- 29:34And
- 29:34she's
- 29:34like,
- 29:34that's
- 29:35sweet,
- 29:35but,
- 29:35like,
- 29:35what
- 29:36did
- 29:36you
- 29:36think
- 29:36would
- 29:36happen?
- 29:37He
- 29:37says,
- 29:37I
- 29:37don't
- 29:37know.
- 29:38Some
- 29:38kind
- 29:38of
- 29:38sign,
- 29:39maybe.
- 29:40Signs
- 29:40are
- 29:40a
- 29:40thing.
- 29:41Signs
- 29:41happen
- 29:44in
- 29:44the
- 29:44movies,
- 29:44Max,
- 29:45but
- 29:45not
- 29:45in
- 29:45real
- 29:46life.
- 29:46And
- 29:47then
- 29:47the
- 29:47tsunami
- 29:47comes
- 29:48in.
- 29:48He's,
- 29:48like,
- 29:48not
- 29:48the
- 29:48kind
- 29:48of
- 29:48sign
- 29:49I
- 29:49was
- 29:49hoping
- 29:49for.
- 29:51They're
- 29:51playing
- 29:52in
- 29:52Eddie's
- 29:52face.
- 29:53This
- 29:53is
- 29:53terrible.
- 29:55But,
- 29:55yeah,
- 29:55literally,
- 29:56Eddie
- 29:57was.
- 29:57Eddie
- 29:57was,
- 29:58like,
- 29:59waiting
- 29:59for
- 29:59a
- 29:59sign
- 30:00to,
- 30:00like,
- 30:00figure
- 30:01out
- 30:01what
- 30:02to
- 30:02do
- 30:02with
- 30:02his
- 30:03relationship
- 30:03with
- 30:04Shannon,
- 30:05and
- 30:06then.
- 30:07He
- 30:07was
- 30:07waiting
- 30:07for
- 30:08her
- 30:08to
- 30:08be
- 30:08pregnant
- 30:09so
- 30:09he
- 30:10didn't
- 30:10have
- 30:10to
- 30:11make
- 30:11a
- 30:11choice.
- 30:12He
- 30:12could
- 30:12just
- 30:12be
- 30:13like,
- 30:13I'm
- 30:13trapped
- 30:14again.
- 30:14Exactly.
- 30:16So
- 30:16he
- 30:16didn't
- 30:16have
- 30:17to
- 30:17make
- 30:17a
- 30:17choice.
- 30:18Yep.
- 30:19And
- 30:19then
- 30:20not
- 30:20the
- 30:20kind
- 30:20of
- 30:20sign
- 30:21I
- 30:21was
- 30:21hoping
- 30:21for,
- 30:21because
- 30:21it's
- 30:22a
- 30:22disaster.
- 30:23I
- 30:23mean,
- 30:25Shannon
- 30:26dies.
- 30:27I
- 30:28mean,
- 30:28that's
- 30:28pretty
- 30:28tragic.
- 30:29Yeah,
- 30:29pretty
- 30:29tragic.
- 30:30That
- 30:30is
- 30:30a.
- 30:31That's
- 30:31a
- 30:31big
- 30:32sign
- 30:32that
- 30:32you
- 30:32can't
- 30:32really
- 30:33take
- 30:33back.
- 30:34Also
- 30:34removes
- 30:35any.
- 30:35Any
- 30:35choice.
- 30:37And
- 30:38this.
- 30:38This
- 30:39couple
- 30:39that
- 30:39we
- 30:39knew
- 30:40for
- 30:40five
- 30:40minutes
- 30:40gets
- 30:41a
- 30:41much
- 30:41better
- 30:43ending
- 30:43than
- 30:43Eddie
- 30:44and
- 30:44Shannon
- 30:44because
- 30:45he
- 30:45gets.
- 30:45He
- 30:45gets
- 30:46feeling,
- 30:46like,
- 30:46a
- 30:47movement
- 30:47back
- 30:47in
- 30:47his
- 30:48hand,
- 30:48and
- 30:48he's
- 30:48like,
- 30:48give
- 30:49me
- 30:49the
- 30:49penny,
- 30:50Stacy,
- 30:50in
- 30:51those
- 30:51papers
- 30:52and
- 30:52signs
- 30:53them.
- 30:54Because
- 30:54he's
- 30:55like,
- 30:55it's.
- 30:55It's.
- 30:56I
- 30:56think
- 30:56he's
- 30:56like,
- 30:57this
- 30:57was
- 30:57my
- 30:57sign.
- 30:58So,
- 30:59like,
- 30:59they.
- 31:00In
- 31:01three
- 31:01minutes,
- 31:02Max
- 31:02and
- 31:03Stacy
- 31:03get
- 31:03more
- 31:04closure
- 31:04on
- 31:05their
- 31:05relationship,
- 31:06on
- 31:06their
- 31:06marriage,
- 31:07than
- 31:07Eddie
- 31:09ever
- 31:09will
- 31:10or
- 31:10that
- 31:10Shannon
- 31:11ever
- 31:11will.
- 31:11Right.
- 31:12And
- 31:12even
- 31:13the
- 31:14fact
- 31:14that,
- 31:14like,
- 31:14he
- 31:15got
- 31:15a
- 31:15possible
- 31:16spinal
- 31:16injury.
- 31:17Yeah.
- 31:18Kind
- 31:18of
- 31:18very
- 31:18similarly
- 31:19to
- 31:19Shannon.
- 31:20Like,
- 31:20it's.
- 31:20It's
- 31:21just
- 31:21very
- 31:22direct
- 31:22ties,
- 31:24but
- 31:25it.
- 31:25It
- 31:26really
- 31:26shows
- 31:27there,
- 31:27like,
- 31:27the
- 31:27absence
- 31:28of
- 31:28closure
- 31:29that
- 31:29Eddie
- 31:30and
- 31:31Will
- 31:31experience.
- 31:32Yeah.
- 31:32Because
- 31:33they
- 31:33never
- 31:34got
- 31:34to
- 31:34a
- 31:34point
- 31:35where
- 31:35they
- 31:36were
- 31:36able
- 31:36to
- 31:37sign
- 31:38divorce
- 31:38papers
- 31:38and
- 31:39kind
- 31:39of
- 31:39be
- 31:39like,
- 31:39okay,
- 31:40new
- 31:41beginning.
- 31:42It's.
- 31:42It's
- 31:42just
- 31:43always.
- 31:44It's
- 31:44always
- 31:44clicking
- 31:45in
- 31:45the
- 31:45back
- 31:45of
- 31:45his
- 31:45mind,
- 31:46is
- 31:46haunting
- 31:46his
- 31:46narrative
- 31:47forever.
- 31:47Well,
- 31:48and
- 31:48I
- 31:48think
- 31:48it's.
- 31:49I
- 31:49think
- 31:49they
- 31:49had
- 31:49a
- 31:49healthier
- 31:50divorce
- 31:50than
- 31:50Eddie
- 31:51and
- 31:51Shannon's
- 31:51marriage
- 31:52ever
- 31:52was.
- 31:52Because
- 31:53I.
- 31:53I.
- 31:54I
- 31:54think
- 31:55had
- 31:56he
- 31:57not
- 31:57signed
- 31:57those
- 31:57divorce
- 31:58papers
- 31:58right
- 31:58there,
- 31:59I
- 31:59think
- 31:59it
- 31:59was
- 31:59really
- 31:59important
- 32:00that
- 32:00he
- 32:00did.
- 32:00I
- 32:00think
- 32:01it
- 32:01was
- 32:01really
- 32:01important,
- 32:01especially
- 32:02that
- 32:02we
- 32:02saw
- 32:03he
- 32:03was
- 32:04trying
- 32:04to
- 32:04kind
- 32:04of
- 32:04cling
- 32:05to
- 32:05it
- 32:05a
- 32:05little
- 32:06bit,
- 32:07but
- 32:08as
- 32:08soon
- 32:08as
- 32:08he
- 32:08was
- 32:09able
- 32:09to,
- 32:10like,
- 32:10she
- 32:11would
- 32:11have
- 32:11stayed
- 32:11with
- 32:11him,
- 32:12because
- 32:12that's
- 32:12something
- 32:12women
- 32:13do
- 32:14because
- 32:15of
- 32:15the.
- 32:15Yeah.
- 32:15If
- 32:16he
- 32:16was
- 32:16Tatiana,
- 32:17Except.
- 32:18Yeah.
- 32:20But,
- 32:21like,
- 32:21if
- 32:21our
- 32:21partners
- 32:22are
- 32:22hurt,
- 32:22generally,
- 32:23we.
- 32:23Yeah.
- 32:24We
- 32:24tend
- 32:24to
- 32:25stay
- 32:25by
- 32:25them.
- 32:26And.
- 32:26And
- 32:26I
- 32:27think
- 32:27that's
- 32:27something
- 32:27that
- 32:28she
- 32:28was
- 32:28very.
- 32:29You
- 32:29could
- 32:29see
- 32:29her
- 32:30kind
- 32:30of.
- 32:30Yeah.
- 32:31Her
- 32:32demeanor
- 32:33was
- 32:33changing.
- 32:33Yeah.
- 32:34To
- 32:34do
- 32:34that
- 32:34and
- 32:35saying,
- 32:35like,
- 32:35it'll
- 32:35be
- 32:35fine.
- 32:36We'll.
- 32:36We'll
- 32:36make
- 32:36it
- 32:36work
- 32:37out
- 32:37and
- 32:37everything
- 32:37like
- 32:37that.
- 32:38And
- 32:38I
- 32:38think
- 32:38it's
- 32:38so
- 32:38important
- 32:39that
- 32:39he
- 32:39was
- 32:39like,
- 32:39no,
- 32:40I
- 32:40don't
- 32:40want
- 32:40you
- 32:41trapped
- 32:42in
- 32:42this
- 32:42relationship
- 32:43with
- 32:43me.
- 32:44I'm
- 32:44going
- 32:44to
- 32:45make
- 32:45sure
- 32:45that
- 32:45we're
- 32:45going
- 32:45to.
- 32:45I'll
- 32:46get
- 32:46the
- 32:46divorce
- 32:46and
- 32:46it's
- 32:46taken
- 32:47care
- 32:47of
- 32:47before
- 32:47we
- 32:48know
- 32:48what
- 32:48his
- 32:48injuries
- 32:49are.
- 32:49He
- 32:49wants
- 32:49to
- 32:50make
- 32:50sure
- 32:51that
- 32:52she's
- 32:52not
- 32:52beholden
- 32:53to
- 32:53him.
- 32:53And
- 32:54I
- 32:54think
- 32:54that's
- 32:54so
- 32:54different
- 32:55than
- 32:55Eddie
- 32:56and
- 32:56Shannon's
- 32:57dynamic
- 32:57because
- 32:58they
- 32:58are
- 32:58so
- 32:58trapped
- 32:59with
- 32:59each
- 32:59other.
- 33:00And
- 33:00it's
- 33:00not
- 33:00even
- 33:00that
- 33:01one's
- 33:01trying
- 33:01to
- 33:01trap
- 33:01the
- 33:02other.
- 33:02They're
- 33:02just.
- 33:03Just
- 33:03like,
- 33:03mutual
- 33:03trapping.
- 33:04They're
- 33:04just
- 33:05stuck
- 33:05because
- 33:05they
- 33:06had
- 33:06a
- 33:06kid
- 33:06and
- 33:07there's.
- 33:07And
- 33:07neither
- 33:08of
- 33:08them
- 33:08regrets.
- 33:08They
- 33:09got
- 33:09married
- 33:09when
- 33:09they
- 33:09were
- 33:1019.
- 33:10Like,
- 33:10they
- 33:11were
- 33:11children,
- 33:11and
- 33:12then
- 33:12they
- 33:12never
- 33:12actually
- 33:12were
- 33:13together
- 33:13because
- 33:13he.
- 33:14He
- 33:15ran
- 33:15to
- 33:16the
- 33:16military
- 33:16and
- 33:16then
- 33:16she
- 33:17ran.
- 33:17Yeah.
- 33:18Yeah.
- 33:18They
- 33:19were
- 33:19never.
- 33:19And
- 33:20they
- 33:20were
- 33:20never
- 33:20on
- 33:20the
- 33:20same
- 33:21page.
- 33:21And
- 33:21even
- 33:21if
- 33:22Max
- 33:22and
- 33:22Stacy,
- 33:23they
- 33:24weren't
- 33:24on
- 33:24the
- 33:24same
- 33:25page,
- 33:25they
- 33:25got
- 33:26there
- 33:26eventually.
- 33:26And
- 33:27it's
- 33:27also
- 33:27like,
- 33:28this
- 33:29is
- 33:29how
- 33:30you
- 33:31do
- 33:31an
- 33:31amicable
- 33:32breakup.
- 33:33Yeah.
- 33:34Well.
- 33:34And
- 33:34if
- 33:34Shannon
- 33:35had
- 33:35been
- 33:35pregnant,
- 33:35Eddie
- 33:36never
- 33:36would
- 33:36have.
- 33:36Obviously
- 33:37never
- 33:37would
- 33:37have
- 33:37left.
- 33:38And
- 33:38I
- 33:38think
- 33:38that's
- 33:39kind
- 33:39of
- 33:39the
- 33:39same,
- 33:40the
- 33:41pregnancy
- 33:41for
- 33:42Eddie
- 33:42and
- 33:42the
- 33:42injury
- 33:43for
- 33:44Stacy
- 33:44in
- 33:45that
- 33:45kind
- 33:45of
- 33:45situation.
- 33:46So
- 33:46I
- 33:47loved
- 33:47seeing
- 33:48that.
- 33:48Yeah.
- 33:49And
- 33:49Max
- 33:49says
- 33:50after
- 33:50he
- 33:50signs,
- 33:51he's
- 33:51like,
- 33:51we
- 33:51were
- 33:51always
- 33:51a
- 33:52disaster,
- 33:52weren't
- 33:52we?
- 33:52What
- 33:53a
- 33:53beautiful
- 33:53disaster
- 33:54we
- 33:54were.
- 33:54And
- 33:54I
- 33:55was
- 33:55like,
- 33:55that's
- 33:56really
- 33:56beautiful.
- 33:57But
- 33:57it
- 33:57made
- 33:57me
- 33:57really
- 33:58depressed
- 33:58because
- 33:58I
- 33:59was
- 33:59like,
- 33:59it
- 33:59would
- 33:59have
- 33:59been
- 34:00really
- 34:00nice
- 34:00to
- 34:00actually
- 34:02have
- 34:02Eddie
- 34:03get
- 34:03some
- 34:03closure
- 34:04instead
- 34:04of,
- 34:05you
- 34:06know,
- 34:07to
- 34:07be
- 34:07like
- 34:07my
- 34:07ex
- 34:08wife
- 34:08instead
- 34:08of
- 34:09my
- 34:09dead
- 34:09wife.
- 34:10For
- 34:10him
- 34:10to
- 34:11be,
- 34:11like,
- 34:11his
- 34:11wife
- 34:11instead
- 34:12of
- 34:12being
- 34:12a
- 34:12widow.
- 34:13Like,
- 34:14I
- 34:14just
- 34:14feel
- 34:14like
- 34:14even.
- 34:14Just
- 34:15that,
- 34:15like,
- 34:15even
- 34:15if
- 34:15she
- 34:15had
- 34:16still
- 34:16died,
- 34:16like,
- 34:16I
- 34:17feel
- 34:17like
- 34:17the
- 34:17weight
- 34:18of
- 34:18that
- 34:18would
- 34:18be
- 34:19different.
- 34:19He
- 34:20tries
- 34:20to
- 34:20get
- 34:20closure,
- 34:21and
- 34:21it
- 34:21doesn't
- 34:21work
- 34:21out
- 34:22so
- 34:22well
- 34:22for.
- 34:23Oh,
- 34:23my
- 34:23God.
- 34:25Even
- 34:25though
- 34:25he's
- 34:25trying
- 34:26to
- 34:26get
- 34:26closure,
- 34:26I
- 34:27think
- 34:27he
- 34:27literally
- 34:27just
- 34:28had
- 34:28a
- 34:28mental.
- 34:29Well,
- 34:29his
- 34:29mental
- 34:29break
- 34:30started
- 34:30a
- 34:31couple
- 34:31episodes
- 34:31before
- 34:32that.
- 34:32But,
- 34:33yeah.
- 34:37He'S
- 34:37broken
- 34:39now.
- 34:39I
- 34:40made
- 34:40myself
- 34:40sad.
- 34:41I
- 34:41know.
- 34:41How
- 34:42do
- 34:42you
- 34:42always.
- 34:42You
- 34:42know,
- 34:42who's
- 34:42a
- 34:43great
- 34:43fixer?
- 34:45Ah,
- 34:46Anyway,
- 34:47we
- 34:47have,
- 34:48then
- 34:48we
- 34:48have
- 34:48some
- 34:48parallels
- 34:49between
- 34:50Alina
- 34:51Bosco
- 34:51and
- 34:51Buck.
- 34:53Just
- 34:53a
- 34:53couple.
- 34:54Just
- 34:54a
- 34:54couple
- 34:54little
- 34:54surface
- 34:55ones.
- 34:56So
- 34:56she's.
- 34:57She's
- 34:58being
- 34:58reckless
- 34:58and
- 34:59pushing
- 34:59through
- 35:00injury
- 35:00to
- 35:00help
- 35:00people
- 35:01and
- 35:01to
- 35:01try
- 35:01and
- 35:01find
- 35:02her
- 35:02captain.
- 35:03Oh,
- 35:03wow.
- 35:04Who
- 35:04does
- 35:04that
- 35:04sound,
- 35:04like,
- 35:05familiar?
- 35:07Like,
- 35:08Bobby
- 35:08benches
- 35:08her
- 35:09and
- 35:09she's
- 35:10like
- 35:10trying
- 35:10to
- 35:10argue.
- 35:11Yeah,
- 35:12yeah,
- 35:13she's
- 35:13trying
- 35:13to
- 35:13argue.
- 35:14And
- 35:14he's
- 35:14like,
- 35:15no,
- 35:16you've
- 35:17broken
- 35:17ribs.
- 35:18Like,
- 35:18that's
- 35:18dangerous.
- 35:19You
- 35:19literally,
- 35:20like
- 35:20you're
- 35:20off
- 35:20the
- 35:20field
- 35:21and
- 35:21who
- 35:21does
- 35:21that
- 35:21remind
- 35:22you
- 35:22of?
- 35:23Anyone?
- 35:25You.
- 35:26And
- 35:26then,
- 35:27then
- 35:28later
- 35:28at
- 35:28the
- 35:28field
- 35:29hospital
- 35:30when
- 35:31they
- 35:31get
- 35:31there,
- 35:32like,
- 35:32Lena
- 35:33grabs
- 35:33the
- 35:33list
- 35:34of
- 35:34survivors,
- 35:35like
- 35:36out
- 35:36of
- 35:36the
- 35:37relief
- 35:37workers
- 35:37hands,
- 35:39and
- 35:40then
- 35:41she
- 35:41says
- 35:41to
- 35:41Eddie,
- 35:42like,
- 35:42Coop's
- 35:43not
- 35:43just
- 35:43my
- 35:43captain,
- 35:44okay?
- 35:44He
- 35:44believed
- 35:44in
- 35:45me
- 35:45and
- 35:45he
- 35:45made
- 35:45me
- 35:45who
- 35:46I
- 35:46am.
- 35:48Literally.
- 35:51Very
- 35:52special
- 35:52relationship
- 35:53like
- 35:53Buck
- 35:53has.
- 35:54Exactly,
- 35:55exactly.
- 35:56And
- 35:56then
- 35:57we
- 35:57have
- 35:57Eddie
- 35:58saying
- 35:58to
- 35:58Lena,
- 35:59first
- 35:59we
- 36:00get
- 36:00you
- 36:00fixed
- 36:00up,
- 36:00then
- 36:01you
- 36:01can
- 36:01spiral
- 36:01out.
- 36:02He's
- 36:02just
- 36:02so
- 36:02non
- 36:03plus
- 36:03with
- 36:03her
- 36:03because
- 36:03he's
- 36:04like,
- 36:04I
- 36:04already
- 36:04have
- 36:05one
- 36:05of
- 36:05these.
- 36:06I
- 36:06know
- 36:06exactly
- 36:07what
- 36:07to
- 36:07do.
- 36:10He
- 36:10knows
- 36:11how
- 36:11to
- 36:11deal
- 36:11with
- 36:11spiraling.
- 36:12Yeah.
- 36:13And
- 36:14in,
- 36:14in
- 36:15that
- 36:15conversation,
- 36:16and
- 36:16I'll
- 36:16say
- 36:16it
- 36:16here,
- 36:17because
- 36:17we're
- 36:17going
- 36:17to.
- 36:18Slow
- 36:19burn's
- 36:19gonna
- 36:19be
- 36:19chock
- 36:19full
- 36:20of
- 36:20other
- 36:20stuff.
- 36:20Right?
- 36:21So,
- 36:23so
- 36:23when
- 36:24she's
- 36:24kind
- 36:24of
- 36:25like
- 36:25fighting
- 36:25back
- 36:26to
- 36:26him
- 36:26and,
- 36:26and
- 36:27she's
- 36:27like,
- 36:27I'm.
- 36:27I'm
- 36:28rearing,
- 36:28I'm
- 36:29all
- 36:29fixed
- 36:29up,
- 36:29I'm
- 36:29raring
- 36:30to
- 36:30get
- 36:30back
- 36:30out
- 36:30there.
- 36:30And
- 36:30he's
- 36:31like,
- 36:31man,
- 36:31you're
- 36:31stubborn.
- 36:32And
- 36:32she
- 36:33said,
- 36:33you
- 36:33can
- 36:33try
- 36:33to
- 36:33stop
- 36:34me
- 36:34if
- 36:34you
- 36:34want
- 36:34to
- 36:34feel
- 36:35like.
- 36:35Feel
- 36:35what
- 36:36two
- 36:36broken
- 36:36ribs
- 36:37feel
- 36:37like.
- 36:38And
- 36:38just
- 36:38like
- 36:38the
- 36:39cadence
- 36:39and
- 36:39the
- 36:39phrasing
- 36:40of
- 36:40like
- 36:40the.
- 36:41You.
- 36:42You
- 36:42want
- 36:42to
- 36:42try
- 36:42to
- 36:42stop
- 36:43me.
- 36:43It
- 36:43just
- 36:43made
- 36:43me
- 36:44kind
- 36:44of
- 36:44think
- 36:44of
- 36:45you
- 36:46want
- 36:46to
- 36:46go
- 36:46for
- 36:46the
- 36:47title.
- 36:48Like
- 36:49it
- 36:49was
- 36:49that
- 36:50kind
- 36:50of
- 36:51like,
- 36:52yeah,
- 36:53like
- 36:53you
- 36:54want
- 36:54to
- 36:54fight,
- 36:54but
- 36:54like,
- 36:55also,
- 36:56I
- 36:56know
- 36:56you're
- 36:56not
- 36:57gonna
- 36:57take
- 36:57the
- 36:58debate
- 36:58for
- 36:59it,
- 36:59but
- 36:59it
- 36:59was,
- 37:00it
- 37:00was
- 37:00very
- 37:01similar
- 37:01in,
- 37:02in
- 37:02tone
- 37:03and
- 37:03delivery,
- 37:04I
- 37:04think.
- 37:04I
- 37:05don't
- 37:05think
- 37:05similar
- 37:05in
- 37:06intention,
- 37:07but.
- 37:08No,
- 37:08no.
- 37:09Although
- 37:10I.
- 37:10The
- 37:11way
- 37:11it
- 37:11sounded
- 37:12to
- 37:12my
- 37:12ears.
- 37:13Although
- 37:13I
- 37:13was
- 37:14worried
- 37:15when
- 37:15she
- 37:15showed
- 37:15up.
- 37:16Mind
- 37:16you,
- 37:16when
- 37:16I
- 37:16started
- 37:16watching
- 37:17the
- 37:17show,
- 37:17I
- 37:17had
- 37:17no
- 37:17context
- 37:18for
- 37:18literally
- 37:18anything
- 37:19other
- 37:19than
- 37:20like
- 37:20who
- 37:21Buck
- 37:21and
- 37:21Eddie
- 37:22were
- 37:22and
- 37:23that
- 37:23Buck
- 37:24now
- 37:24kissed
- 37:24boys.
- 37:25That
- 37:26was
- 37:26all
- 37:26I
- 37:26knew.
- 37:26I
- 37:26wasn't
- 37:27spoiled
- 37:27for
- 37:27anything.
- 37:27So
- 37:28like,
- 37:28she
- 37:28showed
- 37:28up.
- 37:28I
- 37:28was
- 37:29like,
- 37:29oh
- 37:29my
- 37:29God,
- 37:29do
- 37:29we
- 37:29have
- 37:30another
- 37:30love
- 37:30interest
- 37:30for
- 37:30him
- 37:31already?
- 37:31Like,
- 37:31Shannon's
- 37:32literally
- 37:32the.
- 37:32The.
- 37:33The
- 37:33dirt
- 37:34is.
- 37:34Has
- 37:35barely
- 37:36Settled
- 37:37on
- 37:37her
- 37:37grave.
- 37:38Like,
- 37:39can
- 37:39we.
- 37:39And
- 37:39I
- 37:40was
- 37:40like.
- 37:40And
- 37:40in
- 37:40my
- 37:40head,
- 37:41I
- 37:41was
- 37:41like.
- 37:41And
- 37:41she's
- 37:41so
- 37:42obvious.
- 37:42Got
- 37:43Buck
- 37:43parallel.
- 37:43What
- 37:43are
- 37:44we
- 37:44doing?
- 37:45So
- 37:46well,
- 37:46I
- 37:46think
- 37:46it's
- 37:46understandable
- 37:47to
- 37:47have
- 37:48that
- 37:48thought
- 37:49because
- 37:50I
- 37:50think
- 37:50the
- 37:50first
- 37:50time
- 37:51I
- 37:51watched
- 37:51it,
- 37:51I
- 37:51also
- 37:52was
- 37:52thinking
- 37:52that,
- 37:52too.
- 37:53Meg,
- 37:54do
- 37:54you
- 37:54remember
- 37:55what,
- 37:55like,
- 37:55the.
- 37:57The
- 37:57streets.
- 37:58The
- 37:58streets
- 37:59are
- 37:59saying?
- 38:00I
- 38:00don't
- 38:00think
- 38:00there
- 38:01was
- 38:01really
- 38:01a
- 38:01whole
- 38:01lot
- 38:01of,
- 38:02like,
- 38:02fear
- 38:03that
- 38:03she
- 38:03was
- 38:04a
- 38:04love
- 38:04interest,
- 38:05per
- 38:05se,
- 38:05because
- 38:06she
- 38:06just.
- 38:07Trying
- 38:07to
- 38:07think
- 38:07of
- 38:07a
- 38:07good
- 38:08way
- 38:08to
- 38:08say
- 38:08this.
- 38:08It
- 38:08doesn't
- 38:09sound
- 38:09shitty
- 38:10because
- 38:10it
- 38:10was.
- 38:10Like
- 38:11just
- 38:11a
- 38:11guest
- 38:11star
- 38:12spot
- 38:12sort
- 38:13of
- 38:13thing.
- 38:13Right.
- 38:14Like,
- 38:14we.
- 38:15I
- 38:15can
- 38:15never
- 38:15remember
- 38:15this
- 38:16woman's
- 38:16name.
- 38:18Rhonda
- 38:18Rouse.
- 38:19Every.
- 38:19Every
- 38:19time.
- 38:20It's
- 38:20just
- 38:21Rhonda.
- 38:22We
- 38:22knew
- 38:22that
- 38:22she
- 38:23was
- 38:23going
- 38:23to
- 38:23be
- 38:23in
- 38:23there
- 38:24a
- 38:24few
- 38:24times
- 38:25because
- 38:25the
- 38:25MMA
- 38:26thing
- 38:26and
- 38:26everything
- 38:26like
- 38:27that,
- 38:28but
- 38:28she
- 38:29just.
- 38:31She
- 38:32seemed
- 38:32so
- 38:32much
- 38:32more
- 38:33bro
- 38:33y
- 38:33with
- 38:33Eddie
- 38:34than
- 38:34Buck
- 38:34ever
- 38:34has,
- 38:37you
- 38:37know?
- 38:38Like,
- 38:38I
- 38:38never
- 38:39got
- 38:39any
- 38:41romance,
- 38:42like,
- 38:42chemistry
- 38:42vibe
- 38:43or
- 38:44pairing
- 38:44between
- 38:45the
- 38:45two
- 38:45of
- 38:45them.
- 38:45I.
- 38:46And
- 38:46the,
- 38:47frankly,
- 38:47the
- 38:48more
- 38:48I
- 38:48watch
- 38:49Bosco
- 38:50stuff,
- 38:50the
- 38:51less
- 38:52I
- 38:52enjoy
- 38:53it
- 38:53because
- 38:53I've
- 38:53just.
- 38:55I
- 38:55don't
- 38:55know,
- 38:56that
- 38:56whole.
- 38:57The
- 38:57whole
- 38:57Eddie
- 38:57fighting
- 38:58storyline
- 38:59just
- 38:59is
- 39:00not
- 39:00one
- 39:00I'm
- 39:00a
- 39:01big
- 39:01fan
- 39:01of.
- 39:02And
- 39:02I.
- 39:02Apparently,
- 39:03I
- 39:03hold
- 39:03her
- 39:04personally
- 39:04responsible
- 39:05for
- 39:05the
- 39:05whole
- 39:05thing.
- 39:06Yeah.
- 39:07And
- 39:07then
- 39:08for
- 39:08her
- 39:08to
- 39:08get.
- 39:08For
- 39:08her
- 39:08to
- 39:09get
- 39:09mad
- 39:09at
- 39:09him
- 39:09for
- 39:10doing
- 39:10what
- 39:10she.
- 39:10Like,
- 39:11what's
- 39:12a
- 39:13healthy
- 39:13way
- 39:13to
- 39:13cope?
- 39:13She's.
- 39:14Yeah.
- 39:14A
- 39:14healthy
- 39:15outlet.
- 39:16Yeah.
- 39:17I
- 39:17mean,
- 39:17she
- 39:18doesn't
- 39:18know
- 39:18who
- 39:18Tyler
- 39:18Durden
- 39:19is,
- 39:19clearly.
- 39:20Sorry,
- 39:22I
- 39:22don't
- 39:22know
- 39:22who
- 39:22Tyler.
- 39:23I
- 39:23don't
- 39:23think.
- 39:24Yeah,
- 39:25I
- 39:25don't
- 39:25think
- 39:25I
- 39:25got
- 39:25the
- 39:26vibes
- 39:26past
- 39:26this
- 39:26episode.
- 39:27But,
- 39:27like,
- 39:27she
- 39:27showed
- 39:28up
- 39:28and
- 39:28there
- 39:28were
- 39:28just,
- 39:28like,
- 39:28a
- 39:29couple
- 39:29shots
- 39:30where
- 39:30I
- 39:30was
- 39:30like,
- 39:31why
- 39:32are
- 39:32you
- 39:32looking
- 39:32at
- 39:32them
- 39:32like
- 39:32that?
- 39:33And
- 39:33I
- 39:33think.
- 39:34I
- 39:34think
- 39:34that's
- 39:34more.
- 39:34Because
- 39:35every
- 39:36female
- 39:36character
- 39:37who
- 39:37seems
- 39:37to
- 39:37come
- 39:38on
- 39:38this
- 39:38show
- 39:38winds
- 39:39up,
- 39:39at
- 39:39this
- 39:40point
- 39:40was
- 39:41wound
- 39:42up
- 39:42being
- 39:42a
- 39:43love
- 39:43interest
- 39:44kind
- 39:44of
- 39:44in
- 39:44one
- 39:44way
- 39:45or
- 39:45the
- 39:45other.
- 39:45So
- 39:45I
- 39:45think
- 39:45there's
- 39:45some
- 39:46wariness
- 39:46of
- 39:47that.
- 39:47And
- 39:47I
- 39:47think
- 39:47that
- 39:47kind
- 39:47of
- 39:47comes
- 39:48along
- 39:48with,
- 39:48like,
- 39:48the
- 39:48supernatural
- 39:49leeringness
- 39:50or
- 39:50every
- 39:50time.
- 39:51Yeah.
- 39:52A
- 39:52female
- 39:53character
- 39:53comes
- 39:53on
- 39:54the
- 39:54show,
- 39:54it's
- 39:54like,
- 39:54oh,
- 39:55who's
- 39:55she
- 39:55gonna.
- 39:57Yeah.
- 39:57And
- 39:58like,
- 39:58I.
- 39:59I
- 39:59want
- 39:59to
- 39:59be
- 39:59clear.
- 39:59I.
- 40:00I
- 40:00think.
- 40:01I
- 40:02think,
- 40:02Han,
- 40:02you're
- 40:02right.
- 40:03Didn't
- 40:04really
- 40:04think
- 40:05they
- 40:05were
- 40:05going
- 40:05to
- 40:05go
- 40:06down
- 40:06that
- 40:06route,
- 40:06like,
- 40:07after,
- 40:08like,
- 40:09after
- 40:09this
- 40:09episode.
- 40:12But
- 40:12I
- 40:13also
- 40:13don't
- 40:13think
- 40:13there
- 40:13was
- 40:13a
- 40:14lot
- 40:14of,
- 40:14like,
- 40:14romantic
- 40:15chemistry
- 40:16between
- 40:16that.
- 40:17So,
- 40:17like,
- 40:18I
- 40:18was
- 40:18just
- 40:18kind
- 40:18of
- 40:19wondering,
- 40:19are
- 40:20they
- 40:20going
- 40:20to
- 40:20do
- 40:21that?
- 40:21Because
- 40:21I
- 40:21don't
- 40:22really
- 40:22see
- 40:22it.
- 40:22But
- 40:23like,
- 40:23you
- 40:23know,
- 40:23that
- 40:24kind
- 40:24of,
- 40:24like,
- 40:24separation
- 40:25of
- 40:25are
- 40:26they
- 40:26going
- 40:26to.
- 40:26Even
- 40:26though
- 40:27I'm
- 40:27like,
- 40:28I
- 40:28don't
- 40:28really
- 40:29see
- 40:29it.
- 40:29I
- 40:29forgot
- 40:30what
- 40:30episode
- 40:30this
- 40:31was.
- 40:31But
- 40:32what
- 40:32really
- 40:32cemented
- 40:33that
- 40:33that
- 40:33was
- 40:34not
- 40:34a
- 40:34thing
- 40:35was
- 40:35the
- 40:36grocery
- 40:36store
- 40:36fight.
- 40:37And
- 40:37she's
- 40:37just
- 40:37like,
- 40:38watching
- 40:39this,
- 40:39like.
- 40:40Oh,
- 40:40there
- 40:40for
- 40:40the
- 40:40tea.
- 40:41Yeah,
- 40:41yeah.
- 40:41Her
- 40:41eyes
- 40:42were,
- 40:42like,
- 40:42huge.
- 40:45This
- 40:45is
- 40:45the
- 40:45gayest
- 40:46shit
- 40:46I've
- 40:46ever
- 40:46seen.
- 40:46And
- 40:47I'm
- 40:47a
- 40:47lesbian.
- 40:51She's
- 40:52just
- 40:52annoyed
- 40:52she
- 40:52had
- 40:52to
- 40:52bail
- 40:53Eddie
- 40:53out
- 40:53of
- 40:53jail
- 40:53because
- 40:54he
- 40:54couldn't
- 40:54talk
- 40:54to
- 40:54Buck.
- 40:55No,
- 40:56seriously,
- 40:56she's
- 40:57like,
- 40:57buck,
- 40:58you
- 40:58owe
- 40:58me
- 40:58$200.
- 40:59Yeah,
- 41:00seriously,
- 41:01this
- 41:01is
- 41:01your
- 41:02husband.
- 41:04Clean
- 41:04up
- 41:04your
- 41:05man.
- 41:08Buy
- 41:08your
- 41:08cat
- 41:09laxative.
- 41:09Come
- 41:10get
- 41:10your
- 41:10man.
- 41:13Let's
- 41:13go
- 41:13over
- 41:14our
- 41:14couple
- 41:14them
- 41:22flashover.
- 41:28Obviously,
- 41:28this
- 41:29episode
- 41:29is
- 41:30the
- 41:30Searchers.
- 41:31So
- 41:31searching
- 41:33is
- 41:33a
- 41:33big
- 41:34theme,
- 41:34obviously.
- 41:36And
- 41:36I.
- 41:37I
- 41:37kind
- 41:37of
- 41:37thought
- 41:37it
- 41:38was
- 41:38split
- 41:38up
- 41:38into
- 41:39a
- 41:39couple,
- 41:40like,
- 41:40sub
- 41:41themes.
- 41:42So
- 41:42searching
- 41:43for
- 41:43signs.
- 41:45So,
- 41:45like,
- 41:45that
- 41:45could
- 41:45be
- 41:45signs
- 41:46of
- 41:46life,
- 41:47because
- 41:47that
- 41:47is
- 41:48pretty
- 41:48much
- 41:48what
- 41:48everyone,
- 41:49like
- 41:49all
- 41:50of
- 41:50the
- 41:50first
- 41:50responders
- 41:50are
- 41:51doing.
- 41:51They're
- 41:51looking.
- 41:52Buck
- 41:52is
- 41:52looking
- 41:52for
- 41:52Christopher.
- 41:53Mad
- 41:54is
- 41:54looking
- 41:55for
- 41:55signs
- 41:56of
- 41:56life
- 41:56from
- 41:57the
- 41:57Ocean
- 41:57Plaza
- 41:58apartments.
- 41:59Yeah.
- 41:59Like,
- 41:59Lena
- 42:00was
- 42:00looking
- 42:00for
- 42:00Coop.
- 42:01So
- 42:01looking
- 42:02for
- 42:02signs
- 42:02of
- 42:02life,
- 42:03but
- 42:03also
- 42:04kind
- 42:04of
- 42:04like
- 42:04what
- 42:04we
- 42:05were
- 42:05just
- 42:05talking
- 42:05about
- 42:05with
- 42:05the
- 42:05divorce
- 42:06couple,
- 42:06Signs
- 42:07from
- 42:07the
- 42:07universe.
- 42:08And
- 42:08especially
- 42:08with
- 42:09a
- 42:09tsunami,
- 42:09it's
- 42:09like
- 42:10a
- 42:10very
- 42:10kind
- 42:11of
- 42:11act
- 42:11of
- 42:11God
- 42:12sort
- 42:12of
- 42:12situation.
- 42:13And
- 42:15I
- 42:15think
- 42:15it's
- 42:16more
- 42:16of
- 42:16like,
- 42:16how
- 42:17you
- 42:17interpret
- 42:18those
- 42:18signs,
- 42:19perceived
- 42:19signs,
- 42:20and
- 42:20like,
- 42:21what
- 42:21you
- 42:21interpret
- 42:22as
- 42:22a
- 42:22sign
- 42:23a
- 42:24little
- 42:24bit.
- 42:24I
- 42:24mean,
- 42:25it's.
- 42:25It's
- 42:25mostly
- 42:26just
- 42:26like
- 42:26stated
- 42:26in.
- 42:27In
- 42:27the
- 42:27beginning
- 42:28with
- 42:28Max
- 42:29and
- 42:29Stacy
- 42:29on
- 42:29the
- 42:29Ferris
- 42:30wheel
- 42:30where
- 42:30he
- 42:30was
- 42:30looking
- 42:31for
- 42:31a
- 42:31sign
- 42:31and.
- 42:32And
- 42:33then
- 42:33it
- 42:33turned
- 42:33out
- 42:33to
- 42:34be
- 42:34like,
- 42:34oh,
- 42:34that's
- 42:35not
- 42:35the
- 42:35sign
- 42:35I
- 42:35was
- 42:35looking
- 42:36for.
- 42:36But,
- 42:37like,
- 42:37are
- 42:37you
- 42:38still
- 42:38interpreting
- 42:38it
- 42:39as
- 42:39such,
- 42:39like
- 42:39a
- 42:39good
- 42:39or
- 42:40a
- 42:40bad
- 42:40sign?
- 42:41And
- 42:42then
- 42:43searching
- 42:43for
- 42:44home.
- 42:44It's
- 42:45literally
- 42:46in
- 42:46the
- 42:46monologue.
- 42:47It's
- 42:47literally
- 42:48in
- 42:48there.
- 42:49It's
- 42:49Buck.
- 42:50It's
- 42:50Buck
- 42:50always
- 42:51searching
- 42:51for.
- 42:52And
- 42:52just
- 42:53the
- 42:53people
- 42:53who
- 42:53are
- 42:54lost
- 42:54trying
- 42:54to
- 42:55get
- 42:55home.
- 42:56Oh,
- 42:57literally
- 42:57that
- 42:58and
- 42:58then
- 42:58also
- 42:59searching
- 42:59for
- 43:00purpose.
- 43:02Because
- 43:02we
- 43:02see
- 43:03so
- 43:03much
- 43:03even
- 43:04coming
- 43:04from
- 43:05season
- 43:05two
- 43:07at
- 43:07the
- 43:07end
- 43:07there
- 43:07where
- 43:08Maddie
- 43:08had
- 43:09to
- 43:09reevaluate,
- 43:10like,
- 43:10what
- 43:10her
- 43:10purpose
- 43:11was
- 43:11with
- 43:11her
- 43:12job.
- 43:13Buck
- 43:14especially
- 43:14is
- 43:14searching
- 43:15for
- 43:15purpose
- 43:16because
- 43:16he
- 43:17thinks
- 43:18that
- 43:18his
- 43:18is
- 43:18getting
- 43:19taken
- 43:19away
- 43:19from
- 43:20him
- 43:21with
- 43:21his
- 43:21injuries.
- 43:23And
- 43:23also
- 43:24Buck's
- 43:24purpose
- 43:25in
- 43:25this
- 43:26moment
- 43:26is
- 43:27to
- 43:27find
- 43:27Christopher
- 43:28and
- 43:28to
- 43:30take
- 43:30care
- 43:30of
- 43:30Christopher
- 43:32and
- 43:33Then,
- 43:33of
- 43:33course,
- 43:33searching
- 43:34to
- 43:35be
- 43:35seen,
- 43:37which
- 43:38is
- 43:38just
- 43:39Buck's
- 43:39theme.
- 43:41Forever
- 43:41and
- 43:41ever.
- 43:42He
- 43:42just
- 43:42wants
- 43:42to
- 43:43be
- 43:43seen.
- 43:43Like,
- 43:43he's
- 43:44looking.
- 43:44He's
- 43:44looking
- 43:44for
- 43:45someone
- 43:45to
- 43:45see
- 43:45him
- 43:46all
- 43:46the
- 43:46way
- 43:47back
- 43:47to,
- 43:47like,
- 43:49anyone.
- 43:49But
- 43:49Eddie,
- 43:50so
- 43:50he
- 43:50doesn't
- 43:51have
- 43:51to
- 43:51tell
- 43:51him
- 43:52about
- 43:52his
- 43:52kid.
- 43:54Yeah.
- 43:55Literally
- 43:56ducking
- 43:57away.
- 43:58Oh,
- 43:58my
- 43:59God.
- 43:59The
- 43:59parallel
- 44:00between
- 44:00that
- 44:00and
- 44:02809.
- 44:07Oh,
- 44:08my
- 44:08God.
- 44:10Oh,
- 44:10my
- 44:11God.
- 44:11Reasons,
- 44:12right?
- 44:12Well,
- 44:13actually,
- 44:13no,
- 44:15similar.
- 44:16Well,
- 44:16because
- 44:16when
- 44:17he
- 44:17overhears
- 44:17Eddie
- 44:18say
- 44:18the.
- 44:20The
- 44:21job
- 44:21opportunity,
- 44:23everything
- 44:24that
- 44:24matters
- 44:24is
- 44:24in
- 44:25Texas.
- 44:26And
- 44:26he.
- 44:27And
- 44:27he
- 44:27does
- 44:27the
- 44:28same
- 44:28exact
- 44:28thing.
- 44:28He's
- 44:29like.
- 44:31And,
- 44:31like,
- 44:31scurries
- 44:32out
- 44:32of
- 44:32the
- 44:32way.
- 44:33He's
- 44:34about
- 44:34to
- 44:35have
- 44:35a
- 44:35panic
- 44:35attack.
- 44:36Had.
- 44:37Actually.
- 44:38Actually,
- 44:39it's
- 44:39interesting.
- 44:39I
- 44:40made
- 44:40a
- 44:40note
- 44:41about
- 44:42how
- 44:42Buck,
- 44:43like,
- 44:43kind
- 44:44of
- 44:44hid
- 44:44away,
- 44:44but
- 44:45we'll
- 44:45get.
- 44:45We'll
- 44:45get
- 44:45to
- 44:46that.
- 44:46But
- 44:46that's
- 44:46interesting
- 44:47that
- 44:47you
- 44:47tied
- 44:47it
- 44:48to
- 44:48809,
- 44:48because
- 44:48obviously
- 44:49I
- 44:49wrote
- 44:49the
- 44:49notes,
- 44:50most
- 44:51of
- 44:51my
- 44:51notes
- 44:51before
- 44:51we
- 44:52watched
- 44:52809.
- 44:55And
- 44:55then
- 44:55we
- 44:56also
- 44:56have
- 44:57kind
- 44:57of
- 44:58what
- 44:58we're
- 44:58really
- 44:59seeing
- 44:59as
- 45:00the
- 45:00theme
- 45:00of
- 45:00the
- 45:01season
- 45:02is
- 45:03keep
- 45:03fighting
- 45:04or
- 45:04not
- 45:04giving
- 45:05up.
- 45:05That
- 45:07aspect
- 45:07of
- 45:07resiliency,
- 45:08which
- 45:09is
- 45:09kind
- 45:10of
- 45:10very
- 45:10much
- 45:10like
- 45:11a
- 45:11series
- 45:12theme,
- 45:12but
- 45:12they're
- 45:13really
- 45:13going
- 45:14in
- 45:14on
- 45:14it
- 45:15in
- 45:15season
- 45:15three,
- 45:16like
- 45:16we
- 45:16saw
- 45:17with.
- 45:17The
- 45:17first
- 45:17two
- 45:17episodes,
- 45:18it's
- 45:18just
- 45:18Buck's
- 45:19theme.
- 45:20That
- 45:21too,
- 45:21but
- 45:21it's
- 45:21also
- 45:22like
- 45:23so
- 45:23many
- 45:23other
- 45:23characters
- 45:24are
- 45:24like,
- 45:25you
- 45:25know,
- 45:26keep
- 45:26fighting.
- 45:26Like,
- 45:27you
- 45:27have
- 45:27to
- 45:28look
- 45:28at
- 45:28hope.
- 45:28You
- 45:29have
- 45:29to,
- 45:29like,
- 45:29look
- 45:29for
- 45:29hope.
- 45:30So
- 45:30it's.
- 45:31It's
- 45:31wider
- 45:32than
- 45:32just
- 45:32Buck,
- 45:32but
- 45:33it's
- 45:33very
- 45:33much
- 45:33like.
- 45:33But
- 45:34it
- 45:34is.
- 45:34I
- 45:34know.
- 45:34I'm
- 45:34just
- 45:35saying
- 45:35that's,
- 45:35like,
- 45:35literally
- 45:36his
- 45:36theme.
- 45:37That's
- 45:37just,
- 45:37like,
- 45:38mission
- 45:38statement.
- 45:41Of
- 45:41course,
- 45:41with
- 45:41searching,
- 45:42there's
- 45:42also
- 45:42feeling
- 45:43lost
- 45:44because
- 45:45you're
- 45:45looking.
- 45:45You're
- 45:46looking
- 45:46for
- 45:46something.
- 45:47Any
- 45:47of
- 45:47those
- 45:48things
- 45:48that
- 45:48we
- 45:49mentioned
- 45:50above
- 45:51in,
- 45:52like,
- 45:52searching
- 45:53for
- 45:53signs,
- 45:53searching
- 45:53for
- 45:54home,
- 45:55purpose
- 45:55to
- 45:55be
- 45:55seen,
- 45:56lost
- 45:57within,
- 45:58like,
- 45:58a
- 45:58physical
- 45:59capacity,
- 45:59but
- 45:59also,
- 46:00like,
- 46:01emotional,
- 46:02metaphorical.
- 46:04I
- 46:04was
- 46:04just
- 46:04trying
- 46:04to
- 46:05pull
- 46:05some
- 46:05more
- 46:06themes
- 46:06because
- 46:07it
- 46:07didn't
- 46:07seem
- 46:07as,
- 46:08like,
- 46:08readily
- 46:08apparent
- 46:09as
- 46:09some
- 46:09of
- 46:09them
- 46:09do,
- 46:10which
- 46:10I
- 46:10think
- 46:10kind
- 46:11of
- 46:11happens
- 46:11when
- 46:11it's
- 46:12big
- 46:12emergency
- 46:13focused,
- 46:14but
- 46:15mostly
- 46:15with
- 46:15Max
- 46:16and
- 46:16Stacy.
- 46:16And
- 46:17I
- 46:17think
- 46:17they
- 46:17do
- 46:17this
- 46:17sometimes
- 46:18where,
- 46:18like,
- 46:18whatever
- 46:19big
- 46:19emergency
- 46:20they.
- 46:20They
- 46:20have
- 46:20in
- 46:21the
- 46:21episode,
- 46:21and
- 46:21a
- 46:22lot
- 46:22of
- 46:22times
- 46:22it's.
- 46:22The
- 46:22first
- 46:23one
- 46:24is
- 46:24the
- 46:24one,
- 46:24like,
- 46:25setting
- 46:25up
- 46:25the
- 46:25themes
- 46:25for
- 46:26the
- 46:26episode.
- 46:27So,
- 46:27like,
- 46:27Max
- 46:27and
- 46:28Stacy
- 46:28on
- 46:28the
- 46:28Ferris
- 46:29wheel
- 46:29talked
- 46:29about
- 46:30stuff
- 46:30being
- 46:31coming
- 46:32full
- 46:32circle,
- 46:33like,
- 46:33remember
- 46:34where
- 46:34it
- 46:34began
- 46:34in
- 46:34the
- 46:35first
- 46:35place
- 46:35and
- 46:36change.
- 46:37So
- 46:37environments
- 46:38may
- 46:38stay
- 46:38the
- 46:39same,
- 46:39but
- 46:39people
- 46:40Change
- 46:40and
- 46:40grow.
- 46:41Because
- 46:41he
- 46:41was
- 46:42saying,
- 46:42like,
- 46:42this
- 46:43is
- 46:43where
- 46:43we
- 46:43had,
- 46:44like,
- 46:44our
- 46:44first
- 46:44date.
- 46:44And
- 46:45look,
- 46:45it's
- 46:45all
- 46:45the
- 46:45same.
- 46:46And.
- 46:46And
- 46:46Stacy
- 46:47was
- 46:47like,
- 46:48but
- 46:48the
- 46:48people
- 46:49are
- 46:49different.
- 46:54Who's
- 46:55cooking?
- 46:59Is
- 46:59it
- 47:00time
- 47:00for
- 47:01characters?
- 47:02It's
- 47:02time
- 47:02to
- 47:02start
- 47:03cooking.
- 47:04It
- 47:04is
- 47:04time
- 47:05to
- 47:05start
- 47:05cooking.
- 47:06Well,
- 47:07this
- 47:07is
- 47:07when
- 47:07Maddie
- 47:08became
- 47:08a
- 47:08hacker
- 47:08extraordinaire
- 47:10by.
- 47:13I'm
- 47:13in.
- 47:14When
- 47:14she
- 47:14gets
- 47:14that
- 47:15link
- 47:15to
- 47:15the
- 47:15drone,
- 47:19that's
- 47:20when
- 47:20we
- 47:20see
- 47:20her
- 47:21technological
- 47:22wizardry.
- 47:23I
- 47:23don't
- 47:23know
- 47:23why
- 47:24that
- 47:24kills
- 47:24me
- 47:24so
- 47:25much,
- 47:25and
- 47:25I
- 47:25think
- 47:25it's
- 47:26because
- 47:26so
- 47:26many
- 47:26times
- 47:26I
- 47:27watch
- 47:27this,
- 47:27my
- 47:27husband
- 47:28is
- 47:28me,
- 47:29and
- 47:29he
- 47:29just
- 47:30loses
- 47:31his
- 47:32Anytime
- 47:32Maddie.
- 47:33Anytime
- 47:34Maddie
- 47:34is
- 47:35doing
- 47:35something
- 47:35that's
- 47:35not
- 47:36just
- 47:36answering
- 47:37911
- 47:37calls
- 47:38like
- 47:38dispatchers
- 47:39do,
- 47:40because,
- 47:40like,
- 47:40a
- 47:40friend
- 47:40of
- 47:41ours
- 47:41is
- 47:41a
- 47:41dispatcher,
- 47:42and,
- 47:42like,
- 47:42none
- 47:43of
- 47:43this
- 47:43is
- 47:43a
- 47:43thing
- 47:43that
- 47:44she
- 47:44does.
- 47:47But
- 47:47when
- 47:47she's
- 47:48just
- 47:48like,
- 47:49I'm
- 47:49in.
- 47:49Like,
- 47:50she
- 47:50just
- 47:50hacked
- 47:51into
- 47:52Fort
- 47:52Knox
- 47:53rather
- 47:53than
- 47:53clicking
- 47:53a
- 47:54link
- 47:54that
- 47:54was
- 47:54sent
- 47:55to
- 47:55her
- 47:55by
- 47:56the
- 47:56person
- 47:57flying
- 47:57a
- 47:57train.
- 47:59So
- 47:59that
- 47:59was
- 47:59her.
- 48:00Not.
- 48:00Obviously
- 48:01that
- 48:01wasn't
- 48:01her
- 48:01big
- 48:01arc.
- 48:03I
- 48:04mean,
- 48:04her
- 48:04big.
- 48:05Her
- 48:05big
- 48:05arc
- 48:06for
- 48:06this
- 48:06emergency,
- 48:07I
- 48:07feel
- 48:07like,
- 48:07was
- 48:07in
- 48:08the
- 48:08last
- 48:08episode.
- 48:10This
- 48:10is
- 48:10just
- 48:10kind
- 48:10of
- 48:10a
- 48:11content,
- 48:11like,
- 48:12how
- 48:12did
- 48:13I
- 48:13almost
- 48:13say
- 48:13Continuation.
- 48:14Continuation.
- 48:15You
- 48:16guys
- 48:16still.
- 48:17And
- 48:17Rachel,
- 48:17you
- 48:17spread
- 48:18whatever
- 48:18that
- 48:18disease
- 48:19was
- 48:19to
- 48:20me.
- 48:23Is
- 48:24Mercury
- 48:24retrograde
- 48:25coming?
- 48:25I
- 48:25feel
- 48:26like
- 48:26it
- 48:26is
- 48:26literally
- 48:27here.
- 48:28Anyway.
- 48:29I
- 48:29feel
- 48:30like
- 48:30this
- 48:30episode's
- 48:30just
- 48:31like
- 48:31the
- 48:31continuation
- 48:32of
- 48:32that
- 48:32for
- 48:33her.
- 48:33So
- 48:34she's
- 48:35kind
- 48:35of
- 48:35back
- 48:35to
- 48:35just
- 48:36doing
- 48:36her
- 48:36job.
- 48:37But
- 48:38she
- 48:38uses
- 48:39her.
- 48:39Her
- 48:39Lassie
- 48:40senses
- 48:40and
- 48:41knows
- 48:41that
- 48:41there's
- 48:41something
- 48:42wrong.
- 48:43They
- 48:43run
- 48:43in
- 48:43the
- 48:43family.
- 48:44And
- 48:47she's
- 48:47like,
- 48:47I
- 48:47know
- 48:47there's
- 48:48something
- 48:48wrong.
- 48:48There's
- 48:49literally
- 48:49no
- 48:49information
- 48:50to
- 48:50go
- 48:50off
- 48:50of
- 48:51and
- 48:52punch.
- 48:53It's
- 48:53her
- 48:53big
- 48:54sister
- 48:54power.
- 48:55Yes.
- 48:55Yes.
- 48:56That
- 48:56is
- 48:56her
- 48:57big
- 48:57thing
- 48:58in
- 48:58this
- 48:58episode
- 48:59is
- 48:59just
- 48:59being
- 48:59big
- 49:00sister.
- 49:01Seems
- 49:01like
- 49:01there
- 49:01aren't
- 49:02resources
- 49:02for
- 49:02that.
- 49:02And
- 49:03so
- 49:03I
- 49:03have
- 49:04written
- 49:04down
- 49:04in
- 49:04my
- 49:04notes.
- 49:05Maddie.
- 49:05I
- 49:05make
- 49:05my
- 49:05own
- 49:06resources,
- 49:06Buckley.
- 49:07Because
- 49:08someone
- 49:08calls
- 49:08her
- 49:08with
- 49:08an
- 49:09emergency
- 49:09instead
- 49:10of
- 49:10handling
- 49:11back
- 49:11emergency.
- 49:12She's
- 49:13like,
- 49:13you
- 49:13have
- 49:13a
- 49:13drone
- 49:14that.
- 49:15Well,
- 49:16I
- 49:16think.
- 49:16I
- 49:16think
- 49:16she
- 49:17handles
- 49:17it
- 49:17by,
- 49:17like,
- 49:18alerting
- 49:18the
- 49:18people
- 49:18who
- 49:19need
- 49:19to
- 49:19be
- 49:19alerted.
- 49:20I
- 49:20know.
- 49:21No,
- 49:21it's.
- 49:21It's
- 49:22so
- 49:22funny.
- 49:23I'm
- 49:23gonna
- 49:23have
- 49:23you
- 49:24take
- 49:24your
- 49:24drone,
- 49:24you
- 49:25young
- 49:25child,
- 49:25and
- 49:26potentially
- 49:26see
- 49:27something
- 49:27horrific
- 49:28and
- 49:28traumatizing
- 49:29with
- 49:29your
- 49:29drone
- 49:30so.
- 49:30I
- 49:30can
- 49:30prove
- 49:30my
- 49:31boss
- 49:31wrong
- 49:32just
- 49:32in
- 49:32a
- 49:32tsunami.
- 49:33So
- 49:34what's
- 49:34some
- 49:35more.
- 49:35It's
- 49:35true.
- 49:36She
- 49:36is
- 49:36looking
- 49:36at,
- 49:36like,
- 49:37potentially.
- 49:40Calling
- 49:40him
- 49:40the
- 49:40frogman.
- 49:41Like,
- 49:42he
- 49:42would
- 49:42have
- 49:43been
- 49:43missed
- 49:43otherwise.
- 49:44And
- 49:45let
- 49:45it.
- 49:45I
- 49:45Mean,
- 49:45let
- 49:45it
- 49:46not
- 49:46be
- 49:46said
- 49:46that
- 49:46Maddie
- 49:47is
- 49:47not
- 49:47resourceful.
- 49:48Right,
- 49:49Maddie.
- 49:49Maddie
- 49:50utilizes
- 49:51everything
- 49:52at
- 49:52her,
- 49:53like
- 49:54within
- 49:54her
- 49:56disposal.
- 49:59Within
- 49:59and
- 49:59outside
- 50:00of
- 50:00her
- 50:00disposal.
- 50:01Yes,
- 50:01exactly.
- 50:02And
- 50:02I
- 50:03also
- 50:03think
- 50:03it's
- 50:03really
- 50:03interesting
- 50:04because
- 50:05we
- 50:05talked
- 50:06a
- 50:06lot
- 50:06about,
- 50:07I
- 50:07think
- 50:08in
- 50:08season
- 50:08two
- 50:09with
- 50:10like
- 50:10going.
- 50:10Going
- 50:11with
- 50:11your
- 50:11gut
- 50:11instincts
- 50:12and
- 50:12stuff
- 50:13and
- 50:13how
- 50:13that's
- 50:14such
- 50:14a,
- 50:15again,
- 50:15important
- 50:16resource
- 50:16to
- 50:17use.
- 50:18So
- 50:18it's
- 50:18interesting
- 50:19too
- 50:19to
- 50:19me
- 50:20that
- 50:20when
- 50:20she
- 50:21raises
- 50:22these
- 50:23concerns
- 50:24to
- 50:24sue
- 50:25and
- 50:25sue
- 50:26responds
- 50:26with
- 50:26saying,
- 50:27you're
- 50:27telling
- 50:27me
- 50:28that
- 50:28the
- 50:29only
- 50:29building
- 50:30in
- 50:30the
- 50:30LA
- 50:31area
- 50:31that
- 50:32is
- 50:32not
- 50:32asking
- 50:32for
- 50:33help,
- 50:33needs
- 50:34help,
- 50:34but
- 50:35we
- 50:35don't
- 50:35have
- 50:35any
- 50:35proof
- 50:36of
- 50:36this.
- 50:37And
- 50:37I'm
- 50:37just
- 50:37like,
- 50:38well,
- 50:38you
- 50:38just
- 50:39kind
- 50:39of
- 50:39heard
- 50:39it
- 50:40like,
- 50:40listen
- 50:41to
- 50:41what
- 50:41you're
- 50:41saying
- 50:41because,
- 50:42oh,
- 50:42the
- 50:42only
- 50:43place
- 50:44that's
- 50:44not
- 50:45asking
- 50:45for
- 50:45help
- 50:46that
- 50:46seems
- 50:46like
- 50:47a
- 50:47giant
- 50:48like
- 50:48red
- 50:48flag
- 50:49sign
- 50:50anomaly.
- 50:50Like,
- 50:51oh,
- 50:51well,
- 50:51maybe
- 50:52we
- 50:52should
- 50:52look
- 50:52into
- 50:53that.
- 50:53I
- 50:53understand,
- 50:54like
- 50:54the
- 50:54like,
- 50:55not
- 50:55having
- 50:55the
- 50:55resources
- 50:56available
- 50:57thing,
- 50:57but
- 50:57also
- 50:57kind
- 50:58of
- 50:58like
- 50:58if
- 50:59something's
- 50:59that
- 50:59glaringly
- 51:00like
- 51:01not
- 51:01wrong
- 51:02when
- 51:02everything
- 51:02else
- 51:02is
- 51:02wrong,
- 51:03like,
- 51:03maybe
- 51:04you
- 51:04should
- 51:04look
- 51:04into
- 51:04it.
- 51:05No
- 51:05nuisance
- 51:06calls.
- 51:07Like
- 51:07none
- 51:07of
- 51:07that
- 51:08coming
- 51:08from
- 51:09a,
- 51:09A
- 51:09at
- 51:09least
- 51:10a
- 51:1010
- 51:10story
- 51:10building
- 51:11that
- 51:11is
- 51:12that
- 51:12itself.
- 51:13Maddie
- 51:14is
- 51:14absolutely
- 51:15correct
- 51:15to,
- 51:16to
- 51:16stick
- 51:17to
- 51:17her
- 51:17gut
- 51:18and
- 51:18utilize
- 51:19what.
- 51:19What's
- 51:20at
- 51:20her
- 51:20disposal.
- 51:21It's.
- 51:21It's
- 51:21very
- 51:21impressive.
- 51:22That's
- 51:22a
- 51:22good
- 51:22thing
- 51:23she
- 51:23did.
- 51:23And
- 51:24then
- 51:24we
- 51:24see
- 51:24her
- 51:25on
- 51:25the
- 51:26phone
- 51:26with
- 51:26Buck
- 51:26later
- 51:26in
- 51:27the
- 51:27episode
- 51:27and
- 51:29she's
- 51:29distressed,
- 51:30as
- 51:30she
- 51:30should
- 51:31be.
- 51:33She's
- 51:33like,
- 51:34you
- 51:34need
- 51:34medical
- 51:35care.
- 51:35And
- 51:35he's
- 51:36like,
- 51:36no,
- 51:36I
- 51:36need
- 51:37to
- 51:37just
- 51:38keep
- 51:38looking
- 51:38for
- 51:38Chris
- 51:38until
- 51:39I
- 51:39bl.
- 51:41And
- 51:42so
- 51:42she
- 51:42likes
- 51:43to
- 51:43go
- 51:43down
- 51:44there,
- 51:44which
- 51:44I
- 51:45don't
- 51:45know
- 51:45how
- 51:45they're
- 51:45just
- 51:45letting
- 51:46her
- 51:46leave
- 51:46work
- 51:47in
- 51:47that
- 51:47situation,
- 51:48but
- 51:49I,
- 51:50I
- 51:50guess
- 51:50I
- 51:50get
- 51:50it.
- 51:50Family
- 51:51emergency,
- 51:52your
- 51:52brother.
- 51:52She
- 51:53had
- 51:53to
- 51:53leave
- 51:53work
- 51:53when
- 51:54Buck
- 51:54got
- 51:54crushed,
- 51:55so.
- 51:55Well,
- 51:55I
- 51:56know,
- 51:56but
- 51:56this
- 51:56is
- 51:56a
- 51:56little
- 51:56different.
- 51:57Like
- 51:58technically,
- 51:59right,
- 51:59by
- 52:00some
- 52:00medical
- 52:00care
- 52:00and
- 52:01he
- 52:01is
- 52:01conscious
- 52:02and
- 52:02talking
- 52:02to
- 52:02her,
- 52:03but.
- 52:03And
- 52:03she's
- 52:03not
- 52:04the
- 52:04only
- 52:04dispatcher
- 52:05who's
- 52:05having
- 52:06family
- 52:07issues
- 52:07going
- 52:08on,
- 52:08I'm
- 52:08sure.
- 52:08Like
- 52:09it
- 52:09was
- 52:09a
- 52:09tsunami
- 52:09that
- 52:10affected
- 52:10probably
- 52:10most
- 52:11of
- 52:11them.
- 52:11I
- 52:11just
- 52:11want
- 52:12to
- 52:12know
- 52:12how
- 52:12pissed
- 52:12she
- 52:12was
- 52:13when
- 52:13she
- 52:13got
- 52:13there.
- 52:14And
- 52:14like
- 52:14he
- 52:14was
- 52:15unconscious
- 52:15and
- 52:16getting.
- 52:16Some
- 52:16blood
- 52:16transfusions
- 52:18because
- 52:18Christopher's
- 52:19fine.
- 52:22Like,
- 52:22no
- 52:22one
- 52:22thought
- 52:23to
- 52:23call
- 52:23me.
- 52:23No,
- 52:24it's
- 52:24cool.
- 52:25No,
- 52:26nobody
- 52:26knew.
- 52:26Nobody
- 52:27knew
- 52:27that
- 52:27you
- 52:27weren't
- 52:27gonna
- 52:28be
- 52:28there.
- 52:29You
- 52:29know,
- 52:30then
- 52:31I
- 52:31think
- 52:31the
- 52:31last
- 52:31time
- 52:31you
- 52:32see
- 52:32her
- 52:32is
- 52:32when.
- 52:33With.
- 52:33What
- 52:33is
- 52:33the
- 52:33girl's
- 52:34name?
- 52:34Charlie.
- 52:35Charlie.
- 52:35Charlie.
- 52:36We
- 52:36see
- 52:36her
- 52:37with
- 52:37Charlie
- 52:38and
- 52:38Which
- 52:39is
- 52:39Maddie
- 52:40is
- 52:40the
- 52:40biggest
- 52:42crossing
- 52:43the
- 52:43line
- 52:43person
- 52:44with
- 52:44like
- 52:45following
- 52:45up
- 52:45with
- 52:46people.
- 52:46Yeah.
- 52:46Going
- 52:47beyond
- 52:47the
- 52:47glass
- 52:47doors.
- 52:48Like,
- 52:48I
- 52:48feel
- 52:49like
- 52:49also.
- 52:50Well,
- 52:50yeah,
- 52:51but
- 52:51she
- 52:51wasn't
- 52:52around
- 52:52long
- 52:52enough
- 52:52to
- 52:53continue
- 52:53to
- 52:53do
- 52:53it.
- 52:54Yeah.
- 52:54But
- 52:54like,
- 52:55I
- 52:55just
- 52:55feel
- 52:55like
- 52:56Maddie
- 52:56shows
- 52:56up
- 52:56at
- 52:57so
- 52:57many
- 52:58people
- 52:58who
- 52:59she
- 52:59has
- 53:00answered
- 53:00calls
- 53:01for,
- 53:01like
- 53:02in
- 53:02their
- 53:02hospital
- 53:02room,
- 53:03other
- 53:04places,
- 53:04stalking
- 53:05them.
- 53:07Yeah.
- 53:08She
- 53:09gets
- 53:09really
- 53:09invested.
- 53:10Yeah.
- 53:11I
- 53:11think
- 53:11so
- 53:11much
- 53:12of
- 53:12what
- 53:12we
- 53:12learn
- 53:12about
- 53:12Maddie
- 53:13is
- 53:13like,
- 53:13she
- 53:13needs
- 53:14to
- 53:15really
- 53:15have
- 53:16that
- 53:16connection
- 53:17with
- 53:17people
- 53:18in
- 53:18order
- 53:18to
- 53:19feel.
- 53:19Feel
- 53:20fulfilled.
- 53:21I'm
- 53:21not
- 53:21saying
- 53:21it's
- 53:22the
- 53:22right
- 53:22thing
- 53:23to
- 53:23do
- 53:23and.
- 53:23And
- 53:24is
- 53:24the
- 53:24most
- 53:25healthy
- 53:25thing,
- 53:26but
- 53:27as.
- 53:27As
- 53:27we
- 53:27see
- 53:28later
- 53:28on.
- 53:29Yeah.
- 53:29She
- 53:29needs
- 53:30that
- 53:30closure.
- 53:30And
- 53:30she
- 53:30talks
- 53:31about
- 53:31it
- 53:31in
- 53:31later
- 53:32episodes
- 53:32when,
- 53:32like,
- 53:33she's
- 53:33talking,
- 53:33thinking
- 53:34about
- 53:34no
- 53:35longer
- 53:35doing
- 53:36dispatch
- 53:36because
- 53:37she
- 53:37doesn't
- 53:37like
- 53:38that.
- 53:38She
- 53:39doesn't
- 53:39know
- 53:39what
- 53:39happens
- 53:40after
- 53:40they
- 53:40hang
- 53:40up.
- 53:41And
- 53:41she
- 53:41doesn't
- 53:41have
- 53:41the
- 53:41same
- 53:42mentality
- 53:42that
- 53:42Josh
- 53:43does.
- 53:43Whereas,
- 53:43like,
- 53:43Josh
- 53:44is
- 53:44like,
- 53:44in
- 53:44my
- 53:44mind,
- 53:45everyone
- 53:46lives,
- 53:47everyone
- 53:47is
- 53:47happy.
- 53:49That
- 53:49was
- 53:49Josh.
- 53:50That
- 53:51was
- 53:512:17.
- 53:52Yeah.
- 53:52Yeah.
- 53:52Because
- 53:52we
- 53:53just.
- 53:54One
- 53:54of
- 53:54the
- 53:54most
- 53:55edited
- 53:55that.
- 53:56And
- 53:56then
- 53:56one
- 53:56of
- 53:56the
- 53:57most
- 53:57ridiculous
- 53:58scenes
- 53:58in
- 53:58this
- 53:59entire
- 53:59show
- 53:59when
- 54:00they
- 54:00go
- 54:00for
- 54:00coffee
- 54:01and
- 54:01everyone
- 54:01stands
- 54:02up
- 54:02and
- 54:02tell.
- 54:03I
- 54:04called
- 54:04it
- 54:04the
- 54:04your
- 54:04voice
- 54:05matters
- 54:05flash
- 54:05mob.
- 54:06Oh,
- 54:06God.
- 54:07I
- 54:07almost
- 54:07quit
- 54:08watching
- 54:08the
- 54:08show.
- 54:08I
- 54:08was
- 54:09so
- 54:09annoyed
- 54:09by
- 54:09it.
- 54:10I
- 54:10thought
- 54:10it
- 54:10was
- 54:10the
- 54:11dumbest
- 54:11thing.
- 54:11I'm
- 54:12like,
- 54:12how
- 54:13many
- 54:14rules
- 54:14are
- 54:14you
- 54:15breaking
- 54:15to
- 54:16hunt
- 54:16these
- 54:16people
- 54:17down
- 54:18and
- 54:18make
- 54:18them
- 54:18come
- 54:19get
- 54:19coffee
- 54:19so
- 54:20they
- 54:20can
- 54:20make
- 54:20this.
- 54:20This
- 54:21dispatcher
- 54:22feel
- 54:22better
- 54:22about
- 54:23herself?
- 54:23Like,
- 54:24they're
- 54:24really
- 54:25understaffed
- 54:25and
- 54:25they
- 54:26need
- 54:26her
- 54:26to
- 54:26stay.
- 54:28Like,
- 54:29I
- 54:29guess
- 54:29this
- 54:30is
- 54:30what
- 54:30your
- 54:30tax
- 54:30dollars
- 54:31are
- 54:31going
- 54:31towards.
- 54:32California,
- 54:33Los
- 54:33Angeles.
- 54:34She
- 54:34has
- 54:34great
- 54:34follow
- 54:35up
- 54:35care.
- 54:35You'll
- 54:36never
- 54:36get
- 54:36rid
- 54:36of
- 54:36her.
- 54:37It's
- 54:37true.
- 54:39Sorry,
- 54:41that
- 54:41was.
- 54:41That
- 54:41was
- 54:42my
- 54:42little
- 54:42rant
- 54:42that
- 54:43I
- 54:43have
- 54:43always
- 54:44wanted
- 54:44to
- 54:44just
- 54:44mention.
- 54:45Oh,
- 54:45dear.
- 54:46Well,
- 54:46I'm
- 54:46so
- 54:46glad
- 54:47to
- 54:47help
- 54:48provide
- 54:48you
- 54:48with
- 54:48this
- 54:48platform.
- 54:53I
- 54:53do
- 54:53think
- 54:53we
- 54:54ragged
- 54:54on
- 54:54that.
- 54:55Your
- 54:55voice
- 54:56matters.
- 54:57We
- 54:57did.
- 54:58Yeah.
- 54:58For
- 54:58a
- 54:58while.
- 54:59It's
- 54:59a
- 55:00very,
- 55:00like,
- 55:00TV
- 55:01thing.
- 55:01I
- 55:02said
- 55:02it
- 55:02was
- 55:02very
- 55:02ugly.
- 55:03Yeah,
- 55:04yeah.
- 55:04Oh
- 55:04my
- 55:04God.
- 55:05That's
- 55:05what
- 55:05it
- 55:05was.
- 55:07There
- 55:08are
- 55:08episodes
- 55:08where
- 55:08it
- 55:09does
- 55:09feel
- 55:09like
- 55:09Ryan
- 55:10Murphy
- 55:10has
- 55:11his
- 55:11finger
- 55:11a
- 55:11little
- 55:12deeper
- 55:12in
- 55:12the
- 55:12pie
- 55:14than
- 55:15usual.
- 55:15And
- 55:15those
- 55:16are
- 55:16usually
- 55:16the
- 55:16scenes.
- 55:17Those
- 55:17are
- 55:17usually
- 55:18the
- 55:18scenes
- 55:18I
- 55:18like
- 55:19the
- 55:19least.
- 55:19Least
- 55:19because
- 55:20I'm
- 55:20really
- 55:20not
- 55:20a
- 55:20big
- 55:21Ryan
- 55:21Murphy
- 55:21fan.
- 55:22Okay.
- 55:22And
- 55:23Athena
- 55:23is
- 55:23also
- 55:24there
- 55:24amputating.
- 55:26The
- 55:26only
- 55:26nice
- 55:27thing
- 55:27I
- 55:27have
- 55:27to
- 55:27say
- 55:28about
- 55:28Athena
- 55:28in
- 55:28this
- 55:29episode
- 55:30is
- 55:31that
- 55:31she
- 55:31did
- 55:31a
- 55:31good
- 55:32job
- 55:32amputating
- 55:32that
- 55:32man's
- 55:33arm.
- 55:34That
- 55:34scene
- 55:35crack.
- 55:35Like,
- 55:36I
- 55:36didn't
- 55:36crack
- 55:36me
- 55:37up.
- 55:37But
- 55:37I
- 55:37love
- 55:37it
- 55:37when
- 55:38she's
- 55:38like,
- 55:38there's
- 55:38no
- 55:38just
- 55:39about
- 55:40someone's
- 55:40arm.
- 55:41But
- 55:42I
- 55:42mean,
- 55:42good
- 55:42job,
- 55:42Athena.
- 55:43For
- 55:43protecting
- 55:44property
- 55:44instead
- 55:44of
- 55:45people.
- 55:45I
- 55:45don't
- 55:45know.
- 55:46I
- 55:46just
- 55:46got
- 55:46really
- 55:46irritated
- 55:47about
- 55:47the
- 55:47whole.
- 55:48And
- 55:48I
- 55:48get
- 55:48it.
- 55:48It's
- 55:48cops.
- 55:49And
- 55:49it
- 55:49was
- 55:49realistic
- 55:50for
- 55:50them
- 55:50to
- 55:50be
- 55:50like,
- 55:51yeah,
- 55:51we're
- 55:51just,
- 55:52like,
- 55:52focusing
- 55:52on
- 55:53looters.
- 55:53And
- 55:53I
- 55:53was
- 55:53like,
- 55:54there's
- 55:54so
- 55:54many
- 55:54people
- 55:55who
- 55:55need
- 55:55help,
- 55:55and
- 55:56you're
- 55:56just
- 55:56like,
- 55:56going
- 55:57after
- 55:57looters.
- 55:58And
- 55:59then
- 55:59the
- 55:59people,
- 55:59like
- 56:00the
- 56:00group
- 56:00that
- 56:00has
- 56:00Christopher
- 56:01comes
- 56:01up
- 56:01to
- 56:01her
- 56:02and
- 56:02they're
- 56:03like.
- 56:03And
- 56:04she's
- 56:04like,
- 56:04we're
- 56:04doing
- 56:04all
- 56:05we
- 56:05can.
- 56:05And
- 56:05I'm
- 56:05like,
- 56:05are
- 56:06you.
- 56:07They
- 56:07didn't
- 56:07have
- 56:08any
- 56:08spoxes
- 56:10or
- 56:10potential
- 56:11property
- 56:12on
- 56:12them,
- 56:13just
- 56:13people.
- 56:14So
- 56:15the
- 56:15police
- 56:15did
- 56:15not
- 56:16care.
- 56:16That
- 56:16made
- 56:16me
- 56:16so
- 56:17mad
- 56:17the
- 56:17whole
- 56:17time.
- 56:17I'm
- 56:18like.
- 56:18Of
- 56:19everything
- 56:19that's
- 56:19going
- 56:20on,
- 56:21the
- 56:21thing
- 56:21that
- 56:21you're
- 56:21most
- 56:22concerned
- 56:22about
- 56:22is
- 56:24desperate
- 56:24people.
- 56:25Usually
- 56:26when
- 56:26looting
- 56:26is
- 56:27a
- 56:27situation
- 56:28looking
- 56:28for
- 56:29necessities.
- 56:30I
- 56:31get
- 56:31that
- 56:31it's
- 56:31her.
- 56:31Like,
- 56:32it's
- 56:32her
- 56:32job,
- 56:33so
- 56:33she's
- 56:33doing
- 56:33her
- 56:34job.
- 56:34But
- 56:34I'm
- 56:34just
- 56:35like,
- 56:35I
- 56:36couldn't
- 56:36in
- 56:36this
- 56:36episode
- 56:37with
- 56:37it
- 56:38for
- 56:38some
- 56:39reason.
- 56:39It
- 56:39was.
- 56:39Yeah,
- 56:39it
- 56:39was
- 56:40because.
- 56:40Focusing
- 56:40on
- 56:40the
- 56:40looters
- 56:41and
- 56:41then
- 56:41pulling
- 56:42the
- 56:42gun
- 56:42on
- 56:42the
- 56:43people
- 56:43who
- 56:43were
- 56:44trying
- 56:44to
- 56:44rescue
- 56:44the
- 56:44pets,
- 56:45which
- 56:45also,
- 56:45like,
- 56:45why
- 56:45were
- 56:46you
- 56:46rescuing
- 56:46the
- 56:46pets
- 56:47from,
- 56:47like,
- 56:47the
- 56:47wealthy
- 56:47homes?
- 56:48Which.
- 56:48It
- 56:48looked
- 56:48like
- 56:48people
- 56:48were
- 56:49just
- 56:49like.
- 56:49The
- 56:49street
- 56:50looked
- 56:50fine.
- 56:51Right.
- 56:51Except
- 56:52I
- 56:52know
- 56:53the
- 56:53debris
- 56:53that
- 56:54Cooper
- 56:54was
- 56:54trapped
- 56:54in.
- 56:55But
- 56:55her
- 56:56having
- 56:56her
- 56:56gun
- 56:56out
- 56:56immediately
- 56:57was
- 56:58such
- 56:58an
- 56:58escalation
- 56:59that
- 56:59was
- 56:59unnecessary.
- 57:01That
- 57:02also.
- 57:03Yeah,
- 57:03that
- 57:03left
- 57:04a
- 57:04bad
- 57:04taste
- 57:04in
- 57:04my
- 57:04mouth
- 57:05to.
- 57:05I
- 57:05mean.
- 57:05I
- 57:05mean,
- 57:06to
- 57:06me,
- 57:06it
- 57:06was
- 57:06really
- 57:06just
- 57:07kind
- 57:07of
- 57:07like
- 57:07a
- 57:08plot
- 57:08device,
- 57:09narrative
- 57:10device
- 57:10to
- 57:10get
- 57:10Athena
- 57:11to
- 57:12be
- 57:12the
- 57:12one
- 57:12to
- 57:13find
- 57:13Rani.
- 57:14It
- 57:14absolutely
- 57:15was.
- 57:15I
- 57:15was
- 57:15just
- 57:16like,
- 57:16yeah.
- 57:17So
- 57:17I'm
- 57:17just
- 57:17like,
- 57:18could
- 57:18we
- 57:18use.
- 57:18A
- 57:18different
- 57:19form
- 57:19of
- 57:19propaganda
- 57:20to
- 57:20get
- 57:20there
- 57:21compared
- 57:22to.
- 57:22Compared
- 57:23to
- 57:23earlier
- 57:23episodes
- 57:24when
- 57:24she's
- 57:24with
- 57:25May
- 57:25and
- 57:25dealing
- 57:26with,
- 57:26like,
- 57:26the
- 57:27traff.
- 57:27The.
- 57:28When
- 57:28they're
- 57:28in
- 57:28the
- 57:28accident
- 57:28and
- 57:29stuff
- 57:29like
- 57:29that.
- 57:30This
- 57:30just
- 57:31felt
- 57:32so
- 57:33gross
- 57:33in
- 57:34comparison.
- 57:34Opening
- 57:34emergency
- 57:35in
- 57:35season
- 57:36two,
- 57:36and
- 57:36she's
- 57:37actually,
- 57:37like,
- 57:37helping
- 57:38people
- 57:39by,
- 57:39like,
- 57:39stopping
- 57:39the
- 57:40price
- 57:40gouging
- 57:41and
- 57:41other
- 57:41stuff
- 57:42like
- 57:42this
- 57:42just
- 57:42felt
- 57:43very
- 57:43much
- 57:43like.
- 57:43And
- 57:43I
- 57:43get.
- 57:44Again,
- 57:44it's
- 57:44her
- 57:45job.
- 57:45She
- 57:45has
- 57:45orders.
- 57:46She's
- 57:46doing
- 57:46what
- 57:46she's
- 57:46told.
- 57:47But,
- 57:47like,
- 57:47that
- 57:47leaves
- 57:48such
- 57:48a
- 57:48bad
- 57:48taste
- 57:49in
- 57:49the
- 57:49mouth
- 57:49that
- 57:49it's
- 57:49really
- 57:50hard
- 57:50to
- 57:50separate.
- 57:50It's
- 57:51not
- 57:5191
- 57:521's
- 57:52fault.
- 57:52Yeah.
- 57:54ACAB
- 57:55is
- 57:55just.
- 57:55ACAB.
- 57:56I
- 57:56mean,
- 57:56I
- 57:56don't
- 57:56know
- 57:56what
- 57:57to
- 57:57tell
- 57:57you.
- 57:59ACAB
- 57:59just
- 58:00normally
- 58:00doesn't
- 58:00apply
- 58:01to
- 58:01Athena
- 58:01for
- 58:02me.
- 58:02But,
- 58:02like,
- 58:02was
- 58:03one
- 58:03of
- 58:03those
- 58:03times
- 58:03where
- 58:03I
- 58:03was
- 58:03like,
- 58:04girl,
- 58:04normally
- 58:05you
- 58:05do
- 58:05whatever
- 58:05you
- 58:05wanted.
- 58:08Those
- 58:08times,
- 58:08I
- 58:09just
- 58:09think
- 58:09they
- 58:09didn't
- 58:10really
- 58:10have
- 58:10another
- 58:10way
- 58:11to
- 58:11get.
- 58:12And.
- 58:12And
- 58:12maybe
- 58:13they
- 58:13should
- 58:13have,
- 58:13like,
- 58:13looked
- 58:13for
- 58:14another
- 58:14way
- 58:14for
- 58:14her
- 58:15to
- 58:15get
- 58:15to,
- 58:15like,
- 58:16Brian
- 58:16Cooper.
- 58:17Yeah.
- 58:17I
- 58:17mean,
- 58:17there
- 58:17are
- 58:18moments
- 58:18like
- 58:18that
- 58:18where
- 58:18I
- 58:19think
- 58:19they
- 58:19just.
- 58:19They
- 58:20fall
- 58:20back
- 58:20into,
- 58:20like,
- 58:21the.
- 58:21The
- 58:21cop
- 58:22procedural
- 58:22procedural
- 58:23part.
- 58:23And
- 58:24that's.
- 58:24I
- 58:24mean,
- 58:25that's
- 58:25not,
- 58:26like,
- 58:27necessarily
- 58:28bad
- 58:28writing,
- 58:28because
- 58:29that's
- 58:29just,
- 58:29like,
- 58:29what
- 58:30it
- 58:30is.
- 58:30And
- 58:30that.
- 58:31That's
- 58:31what
- 58:31it
- 58:31is
- 58:31is
- 58:32on
- 58:32a
- 58:32lot
- 58:32of
- 58:33shows.
- 58:34But
- 58:34there
- 58:34are
- 58:34so
- 58:35many
- 58:35better
- 58:36ways
- 58:36you
- 58:36could
- 58:37do
- 58:37it.
- 58:37But
- 58:38it
- 58:38feels
- 58:38inconsistent,
- 58:39too,
- 58:39because
- 58:39this
- 58:39is
- 58:40the
- 58:40same
- 58:40cop
- 58:40who
- 58:41goes
- 58:42to
- 58:42a
- 58:42convenience
- 58:43store
- 58:43where
- 58:43the
- 58:43guy
- 58:44is
- 58:44overcharging
- 58:45people
- 58:45a
- 58:45ton
- 58:45of
- 58:45money
- 58:46because
- 58:46he's
- 58:47afraid
- 58:47that
- 58:47they'll
- 58:47start
- 58:47looting.
- 58:48And
- 58:50rather
- 58:50than
- 58:51be
- 58:52like,
- 58:52well,
- 58:52they're,
- 58:53like,
- 58:53doing
- 58:54what
- 58:54she's
- 58:54doing
- 58:54in
- 58:54this
- 58:55episode,
- 58:55she's
- 58:55like,
- 58:55you're
- 58:56gonna
- 58:56reduce
- 58:57your
- 58:57prices
- 58:57to
- 58:5750%.
- 58:58And
- 58:58I
- 58:58was
- 58:58like.
- 58:59And
- 58:59she's
- 59:00very
- 59:00much
- 59:00on
- 59:00the
- 59:00side
- 59:00of
- 59:01people
- 59:01who
- 59:02need
- 59:02these
- 59:03things,
- 59:04deserve
- 59:04to
- 59:05have
- 59:05them
- 59:05without
- 59:05being
- 59:06gouged
- 59:07and
- 59:07upcharged.
- 59:08And
- 59:08then
- 59:09after
- 59:09that,
- 59:09she
- 59:10pulls
- 59:10her
- 59:10gun
- 59:10on
- 59:11people
- 59:11before
- 59:11she
- 59:11talks
- 59:12to
- 59:12them
- 59:13in
- 59:13order
- 59:14to,
- 59:14again,
- 59:15protect
- 59:16property.
- 59:17Yeah,
- 59:17that's
- 59:17ultimately
- 59:18what
- 59:18it
- 59:18is.
- 59:19And.
- 59:19And
- 59:19the
- 59:20whole
- 59:20thing
- 59:20about
- 59:20her
- 59:21turning
- 59:22the.
- 59:23The
- 59:23folks
- 59:23who
- 59:24were
- 59:25seeking
- 59:25help
- 59:26away
- 59:27is,
- 59:27again,
- 59:27it.
- 59:28I
- 59:28know.
- 59:29A
- 59:29plot
- 59:29device.
- 59:30I.
- 59:31I
- 59:31know.
- 59:31I
- 59:32know.
- 59:32And
- 59:32it's
- 59:32just.
- 59:33It's
- 59:33just
- 59:33like.
- 59:34I'm
- 59:34just
- 59:34saying,
- 59:34like,
- 59:35in
- 59:35universe,
- 59:36like,
- 59:36her
- 59:37as
- 59:37a
- 59:37real
- 59:37character.
- 59:38Yeah.
- 59:39I'm
- 59:40just
- 59:40trying
- 59:40to
- 59:40remember,
- 59:40how
- 59:40did
- 59:41Ronnie
- 59:42get
- 59:42to
- 59:42work,
- 59:42got
- 59:43to
- 59:44where
- 59:44he.
- 59:45Where
- 59:45we
- 59:45find
- 59:45him?
- 59:45No
- 59:46idea.
- 59:46He
- 59:47was
- 59:48caught
- 59:48in
- 59:49the
- 59:49initial
- 59:49wave
- 59:51because
- 59:51they
- 59:52were
- 59:52also
- 59:52on
- 59:52the
- 59:53pier.
- 59:53They
- 59:53were
- 59:54doing
- 59:55the
- 59:55CPR
- 59:56on
- 59:56the
- 59:56mascot.
- 59:57The
- 59:57mascot
- 59:58guy,
- 59:59and
- 59:59he
- 1:00:00just
- 1:00:00got
- 1:00:01really
- 1:00:01caught
- 1:00:01in
- 1:00:01the
- 1:00:01wave.
- 1:00:02And,
- 1:00:02I
- 1:00:02mean,
- 1:00:03they're
- 1:00:03not
- 1:00:03that
- 1:00:03far.
- 1:00:04Like
- 1:00:04the
- 1:00:04spin
- 1:00:04cycle.
- 1:00:05Yeah,
- 1:00:05yeah,
- 1:00:06yeah.
- 1:00:06He
- 1:00:07probably
- 1:00:07got
- 1:00:07swept
- 1:00:08away
- 1:00:08by
- 1:00:09all
- 1:00:09that
- 1:00:09debris.
- 1:00:10Yeah,
- 1:00:11he
- 1:00:12got
- 1:00:12hit
- 1:00:12by
- 1:00:12a
- 1:00:12car
- 1:00:12in
- 1:00:13the
- 1:00:13water,
- 1:00:13basically.
- 1:00:14Yeah.
- 1:00:14And
- 1:00:15then
- 1:00:15it
- 1:00:15landed
- 1:00:15on
- 1:00:15him.
- 1:00:15I
- 1:00:16like
- 1:00:16that
- 1:00:16actor,
- 1:00:16too.
- 1:00:16I
- 1:00:17see
- 1:00:17him
- 1:00:17in
- 1:00:17some
- 1:00:17stuff
- 1:00:17from
- 1:00:18time
- 1:00:18to
- 1:00:18time,
- 1:00:18and
- 1:00:18I
- 1:00:18like
- 1:00:19him
- 1:00:19anyway.
- 1:00:19But
- 1:00:19he
- 1:00:20wasn't
- 1:00:20there
- 1:00:20for
- 1:00:20long.
- 1:00:20But
- 1:00:20he
- 1:00:20was
- 1:00:21great.
- 1:00:21He
- 1:00:21was
- 1:00:21funny,
- 1:00:23fantastic
- 1:00:24character.
- 1:00:25I
- 1:00:25would
- 1:00:25love
- 1:00:25to
- 1:00:25see
- 1:00:25him,
- 1:00:26like.
- 1:00:26Again,
- 1:00:27show
- 1:00:28us
- 1:00:28that
- 1:00:28other
- 1:00:29fire
- 1:00:29captains
- 1:00:30exist
- 1:00:30other
- 1:00:31than
- 1:00:31him.
- 1:00:31And
- 1:00:31other
- 1:00:32than
- 1:00:32Bobby,
- 1:00:32what's
- 1:00:33the
- 1:00:33firehouse
- 1:00:34it's
- 1:00:35the
- 1:00:35136.
- 1:00:37And
- 1:00:37Meta
- 1:00:38is
- 1:00:38the
- 1:00:38130.
- 1:00:39133.
- 1:00:40Yeah.
- 1:00:40I
- 1:00:40was
- 1:00:41getting
- 1:00:41confused.
- 1:00:42Okay.
- 1:00:42Which
- 1:00:43are
- 1:00:43also
- 1:00:43the
- 1:00:43harbingers
- 1:00:44of
- 1:00:45bad
- 1:00:46things.
- 1:00:46Literally
- 1:00:47at
- 1:00:47the
- 1:00:47scene
- 1:00:47of
- 1:00:47the
- 1:00:48NDE
- 1:00:48crimes.
- 1:00:49Yeah.
- 1:00:50But
- 1:00:50I
- 1:00:50would
- 1:00:50like
- 1:00:50to
- 1:00:50see
- 1:00:51the
- 1:00:51136
- 1:00:51again.
- 1:00:52I
- 1:00:52mean,
- 1:00:52obviously
- 1:00:52I
- 1:00:52don't
- 1:00:53think
- 1:00:53think
- 1:00:53Ronnie
- 1:00:54would
- 1:00:54be
- 1:00:54captain
- 1:00:54anymore,
- 1:00:55but.
- 1:00:56No,
- 1:00:57he
- 1:00:57needs
- 1:00:57his
- 1:00:57other
- 1:00:58arm.
- 1:00:58He's
- 1:00:58got
- 1:00:59a
- 1:00:59good
- 1:00:59pension.
- 1:01:00Yeah,
- 1:01:00but
- 1:01:00that,
- 1:01:01that
- 1:01:01is,
- 1:01:02that
- 1:01:02was
- 1:01:03obviously
- 1:01:04a
- 1:01:04parallel
- 1:01:05to
- 1:01:06Buck
- 1:01:07getting
- 1:01:07crushed
- 1:01:08and
- 1:01:09how
- 1:01:09much
- 1:01:10worse
- 1:01:10it
- 1:01:10could
- 1:01:10have
- 1:01:10been
- 1:01:12because
- 1:01:12then,
- 1:01:12like,
- 1:01:13he
- 1:01:13wouldn't
- 1:01:13have.
- 1:01:14Realistically
- 1:01:14how
- 1:01:15it
- 1:01:15would
- 1:01:15have
- 1:01:15been,
- 1:01:16because.
- 1:01:16Then
- 1:01:17Buck
- 1:01:17wouldn't
- 1:01:17have
- 1:01:17had
- 1:01:18like
- 1:01:18any
- 1:01:19hope
- 1:01:19of
- 1:01:19like,
- 1:01:19getting
- 1:01:19back
- 1:01:20to
- 1:01:21firefighting.
- 1:01:22And
- 1:01:22Buck
- 1:01:23never
- 1:01:23would
- 1:01:23have
- 1:01:24tourniqueted
- 1:01:25his
- 1:01:25leg,
- 1:01:26not
- 1:01:26for
- 1:01:26a
- 1:01:26second.
- 1:01:27That
- 1:01:27man
- 1:01:27would
- 1:01:28have
- 1:01:28bled
- 1:01:28out
- 1:01:28before
- 1:01:28he
- 1:01:29did
- 1:01:29anything
- 1:01:29to
- 1:01:30potentially
- 1:01:31take
- 1:01:31his
- 1:01:31leg.
- 1:01:32Buck
- 1:01:33would
- 1:01:33never
- 1:01:34do
- 1:01:34like
- 1:01:34a
- 1:01:35127
- 1:01:36hour
- 1:01:36sort
- 1:01:36of
- 1:01:37deal.
- 1:01:38He
- 1:01:38would
- 1:01:38have
- 1:01:38held
- 1:01:39on
- 1:01:39for
- 1:01:39dear
- 1:01:39life.
- 1:01:40Yeah.
- 1:01:41He'd
- 1:01:41still
- 1:01:42be
- 1:01:42under
- 1:01:42that
- 1:01:42truck
- 1:01:43today.
- 1:01:44Do
- 1:01:44anything
- 1:01:44else
- 1:01:45in
- 1:01:45this
- 1:01:45episode?
- 1:01:46No,
- 1:01:47she's
- 1:01:47just
- 1:01:47at
- 1:01:48the
- 1:01:48end
- 1:01:48montage.
- 1:01:50Oh,
- 1:01:50yeah.
- 1:01:51Good
- 1:01:51to
- 1:01:51see
- 1:01:51her.
- 1:01:52And
- 1:01:52calling
- 1:01:52May
- 1:01:52over
- 1:01:53and
- 1:01:53being
- 1:01:53like,
- 1:01:53come
- 1:01:53and
- 1:01:54join
- 1:01:54us.
- 1:01:55Which
- 1:01:55is,
- 1:01:56which
- 1:01:56is
- 1:01:56good,
- 1:01:56Mommy.
- 1:01:57To
- 1:01:57make
- 1:01:57sure
- 1:01:57that
- 1:01:57your
- 1:01:57daughter
- 1:01:58who
- 1:01:58just
- 1:01:58went
- 1:01:58through
- 1:02:00all
- 1:02:00of
- 1:02:00the
- 1:02:01horrors,
- 1:02:02like
- 1:02:02dissociating
- 1:02:03into
- 1:02:03her
- 1:02:03phone
- 1:02:04and
- 1:02:04comes
- 1:02:05over
- 1:02:05and
- 1:02:06hangs
- 1:02:06out.
- 1:02:07Which
- 1:02:07is
- 1:02:07nice.
- 1:02:08Yeah.
- 1:02:08Honestly,
- 1:02:09I
- 1:02:09thought
- 1:02:09she
- 1:02:09was
- 1:02:09like
- 1:02:10writing
- 1:02:10her
- 1:02:10essay.
- 1:02:12She
- 1:02:12might
- 1:02:12have
- 1:02:13been.
- 1:02:13Yeah.
- 1:02:14Okay.
- 1:02:15And
- 1:02:15then
- 1:02:15we
- 1:02:15just
- 1:02:15have
- 1:02:16the
- 1:02:16rest
- 1:02:16of
- 1:02:17the
- 1:02:17118,
- 1:02:18minus
- 1:02:19Eddie
- 1:02:19and
- 1:02:19Buck,
- 1:02:20obviously.
- 1:02:21Bobby,
- 1:02:22Chimney
- 1:02:22and
- 1:02:22Hen
- 1:02:23are
- 1:02:23also
- 1:02:24here.
- 1:02:24They're
- 1:02:25at
- 1:02:25the
- 1:02:25Ocean
- 1:02:26Plaza.
- 1:02:27Yes.
- 1:02:28And
- 1:02:29they're
- 1:02:29doing
- 1:02:30the
- 1:02:30thing.
- 1:02:31And
- 1:02:31Chimney
- 1:02:32has
- 1:02:32some
- 1:02:32great
- 1:02:32one
- 1:02:32liners.
- 1:02:33He
- 1:02:34was
- 1:02:34so
- 1:02:34excited
- 1:02:35about.
- 1:02:36Neither
- 1:02:36rain
- 1:02:37nor
- 1:02:37snow.
- 1:02:37Oh,
- 1:02:38my
- 1:02:38God.
- 1:02:38Dark
- 1:02:38of
- 1:02:39night.
- 1:02:40I
- 1:02:40loved
- 1:02:41it.
- 1:02:43And
- 1:02:43then
- 1:02:43when
- 1:02:43they
- 1:02:44run
- 1:02:44into
- 1:02:44like.
- 1:02:45That
- 1:02:47horde
- 1:02:47of
- 1:02:47zombie
- 1:02:48people.
- 1:02:48Oh,
- 1:02:49yeah.
- 1:02:51But
- 1:02:51I'm
- 1:02:51like
- 1:02:52literally
- 1:02:52went,
- 1:02:53zombies.
- 1:02:56It's
- 1:02:56just
- 1:02:56like
- 1:02:56that
- 1:02:57horde
- 1:02:57of
- 1:02:57people
- 1:02:58in
- 1:02:58like
- 1:02:58the
- 1:02:58kind
- 1:02:58of
- 1:02:59like
- 1:02:59we've
- 1:02:59seen
- 1:03:00too
- 1:03:00much.
- 1:03:01Like
- 1:03:01that
- 1:03:02one
- 1:03:02tiny
- 1:03:03old
- 1:03:03lady
- 1:03:04carrying
- 1:03:04Christopher.
- 1:03:05Yeah,
- 1:03:06I
- 1:03:06know.
- 1:03:07That's
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- 1:08:57yell.
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- 1:08:58know.
- 1:08:58I
- 1:08:58want
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- 1:08:59Addie
- 1:08:59speak
- 1:08:59more
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- 1:09:02know
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- 1:09:03native
- 1:09:03Spanish
- 1:09:03speaker.
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- 1:09:04that
- 1:09:04wasn't
- 1:09:04necessarily
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- 1:09:05first
- 1:09:05language
- 1:09:06or
- 1:09:06whatever,
- 1:09:06but
- 1:09:06so
- 1:09:06many
- 1:09:07people
- 1:09:08who
- 1:09:08are
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- 1:09:10Spanish
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- 1:09:11I.
- 1:09:11I
- 1:09:12feel
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- 1:09:12spoke
- 1:09:13plenty
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- 1:09:14his
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- 1:09:14with
- 1:09:15his
- 1:09:15family
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- 1:09:15stuff
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- 1:09:17When
- 1:09:17they
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- 1:09:18they
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- 1:09:19excited
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- 1:09:20slip.
- 1:09:21Like,
- 1:09:21my
- 1:09:22best
- 1:09:22friend
- 1:09:23spent
- 1:09:23years
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- 1:09:23Mexico.
- 1:09:24When
- 1:09:24she
- 1:09:24gets
- 1:09:24really
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- 1:09:25about
- 1:09:25stuff,
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- 1:09:25slips
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- 1:09:27because
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- 1:09:28The
- 1:09:28brain
- 1:09:29translation
- 1:09:29doesn't
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- 1:09:31thoughts
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- 1:09:33I
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- 1:09:34that
- 1:09:35kind
- 1:09:35of
- 1:09:36stuff
- 1:09:36with
- 1:09:36Eddie.
- 1:09:37Like,
- 1:09:37you
- 1:09:37can
- 1:09:37really.
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- 1:09:38you
- 1:09:38stop
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- 1:09:39so
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- 1:09:40like,
- 1:09:41Tightening
- 1:09:41up
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- 1:09:42emotions
- 1:09:42so
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- 1:09:43I'm
- 1:09:43just
- 1:09:43gonna
- 1:09:43say
- 1:09:44that
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- 1:09:4625.
- 1:09:50Like,
- 1:09:51I'll
- 1:09:51even
- 1:09:51take
- 1:09:51Spanglish.
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- 1:09:53you
- 1:09:53could
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- 1:09:56Yeah,
- 1:09:57I
- 1:09:58do
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- 1:09:58time.
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- 1:10:09up
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- 1:10:15eye.
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- 1:10:15do
- 1:10:15you
- 1:10:16not
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- 1:10:17say
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- 1:10:18in
- 1:10:18Spanish?
- 1:10:19You
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- 1:10:19in
- 1:10:19la,
- 1:10:21right?
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- 1:10:23look
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- 1:10:24person
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- 1:10:27at
- 1:10:27you.
- 1:10:28Eddie's
- 1:10:29the
- 1:10:29funniest
- 1:10:29person
- 1:10:30alive,
- 1:10:30actually.
- 1:10:32He's
- 1:10:32really
- 1:10:32sassy
- 1:10:33this
- 1:10:33episode,
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- 1:10:34I
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- 1:10:34Oh,
- 1:10:34my
- 1:10:35God.
- 1:10:35It's
- 1:10:35the
- 1:10:36return
- 1:10:37of
- 1:10:37Sass
- 1:10:38Master
- 1:10:383000.
- 1:10:39You
- 1:10:39mean
- 1:10:39Edmundo
- 1:10:40Noches?
- 1:10:41Exactly,
- 1:10:42yes.
- 1:10:44Please
- 1:10:44refer
- 1:10:45to
- 1:10:46season
- 1:10:47two,
- 1:10:47episode
- 1:10:48one,
- 1:10:48Our
- 1:10:49episode.
- 1:10:51We
- 1:10:52kind
- 1:10:52of
- 1:10:52already
- 1:10:52covered
- 1:10:53a
- 1:10:53lot
- 1:10:53of
- 1:10:53the
- 1:10:53stuff
- 1:10:54that
- 1:10:54has
- 1:10:54to
- 1:10:54do
- 1:10:54with
- 1:10:55Lena
- 1:10:56already.
- 1:10:56I
- 1:10:56think
- 1:10:57she's
- 1:10:58a
- 1:10:58Buck
- 1:10:58parallel.
- 1:10:58She's
- 1:10:59looking
- 1:10:59for
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- 1:10:59captain,
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- 1:11:09expositions
- 1:11:11emergencies
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- 1:11:15there
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- 1:11:16what
- 1:11:16it
- 1:11:16was.
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- 1:11:18secondary
- 1:11:18drowning.
- 1:11:19I'm
- 1:11:19gonna
- 1:11:19say
- 1:11:19this,
- 1:11:20and
- 1:11:20then
- 1:11:20you
- 1:11:20can
- 1:11:20tell
- 1:11:20me
- 1:11:21if
- 1:11:21we
- 1:11:21should
- 1:11:21cut
- 1:11:21it
- 1:11:21out
- 1:11:21of
- 1:11:22the
- 1:11:22episode.
- 1:11:22But,
- 1:11:22like,
- 1:11:23he's
- 1:11:23used
- 1:11:23to
- 1:11:24being
- 1:11:24a
- 1:11:24brat
- 1:11:24tamer,
- 1:11:25so
- 1:11:27this
- 1:11:28is
- 1:11:28easy
- 1:11:28work
- 1:11:28for
- 1:11:29him.
- 1:11:30We're
- 1:11:30keeping
- 1:11:30that
- 1:11:30in.
- 1:11:32This
- 1:11:33is
- 1:11:33easy
- 1:11:33work.
- 1:11:34She's
- 1:11:34nowhere
- 1:11:35near
- 1:11:35as
- 1:11:35bad
- 1:11:36as
- 1:11:36Buck,
- 1:11:36actually.
- 1:11:38Buck,
- 1:11:38actually.
- 1:11:40Oh,
- 1:11:40my
- 1:11:41God.
- 1:11:42She's
- 1:11:43nowhere
- 1:11:43near
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- 1:11:43bad
- 1:11:43as
- 1:11:43Buck.
- 1:11:44And
- 1:11:44then
- 1:11:44there's
- 1:11:44Clipboard
- 1:11:45Buck,
- 1:11:45which
- 1:11:46is
- 1:11:46a
- 1:11:46whole
- 1:11:47different
- 1:11:48animal,
- 1:11:49whole
- 1:11:49different
- 1:11:49level.
- 1:11:51But
- 1:11:51it
- 1:11:51is
- 1:11:52interesting
- 1:11:52to
- 1:11:52see,
- 1:11:53you
- 1:11:53know,
- 1:11:53since
- 1:11:54Buck
- 1:11:55is
- 1:11:55out
- 1:11:55of
- 1:11:55commission,
- 1:11:56technically,
- 1:11:57we
- 1:11:58haven't
- 1:11:58really
- 1:11:59seen
- 1:11:59Eddie
- 1:11:59work
- 1:11:59with
- 1:12:00anybody
- 1:12:00else
- 1:12:01outside
- 1:12:02of
- 1:12:02the
- 1:12:03Core
- 1:12:03four,
- 1:12:04so
- 1:12:05I
- 1:12:05like
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- 1:12:07of
- 1:12:07partnered
- 1:12:08him
- 1:12:08up
- 1:12:08with
- 1:12:08Lena.
- 1:12:09So
- 1:12:09you
- 1:12:09see,
- 1:12:09like.
- 1:12:10Like
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- 1:12:11different
- 1:12:11dynamic,
- 1:12:12but
- 1:12:12it's
- 1:12:13also
- 1:12:13interesting
- 1:12:13because
- 1:12:14it's
- 1:12:14like.
- 1:12:14It's
- 1:12:14not
- 1:12:15that
- 1:12:15different
- 1:12:16because
- 1:12:17she
- 1:12:17is
- 1:12:17a
- 1:12:17parallel
- 1:12:18to
- 1:12:19Buck.
- 1:12:19So.
- 1:12:20Yeah,
- 1:12:20but
- 1:12:21it.
- 1:12:21I
- 1:12:21think
- 1:12:21it's
- 1:12:21just
- 1:12:22one
- 1:12:22of
- 1:12:22those
- 1:12:22instances
- 1:12:23where
- 1:12:23it's
- 1:12:23also,
- 1:12:23like,
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- 1:12:24little
- 1:12:24bit
- 1:12:24of.
- 1:12:25Yeah,
- 1:12:25you
- 1:12:26see,
- 1:12:26what
- 1:12:26you're
- 1:12:27doing
- 1:12:27is
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- 1:12:28of,
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- 1:12:29here
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- 1:12:30with,
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- 1:12:30what
- 1:12:30you
- 1:12:31usually
- 1:12:31are
- 1:12:31doing
- 1:12:32with
- 1:12:32Buck
- 1:12:33and
- 1:12:33not
- 1:12:34normal.
- 1:12:34They're
- 1:12:35not
- 1:12:35normal
- 1:12:35at
- 1:12:35all.
- 1:12:36Like,
- 1:12:36like,
- 1:12:37so
- 1:12:37you.
- 1:12:37So
- 1:12:38there.
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- 1:12:38you
- 1:12:39compare
- 1:12:39their
- 1:12:39first
- 1:12:39day
- 1:12:39of
- 1:12:40knowing
- 1:12:40each
- 1:12:40other,
- 1:12:41I
- 1:12:41know.
- 1:12:41Well,
- 1:12:42no,
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- 1:12:42interesting,
- 1:12:43too,
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- 1:12:43like,
- 1:12:44again,
- 1:12:45right
- 1:12:45off
- 1:12:45the
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- 1:12:45was
- 1:12:46very,
- 1:12:46like,
- 1:12:47a
- 1:12:47little
- 1:12:48combative
- 1:12:48with
- 1:12:49him.
- 1:12:49She's,
- 1:12:49like,
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- 1:12:51of
- 1:12:51similar
- 1:12:51to
- 1:12:51how
- 1:12:51Buck
- 1:12:52was
- 1:12:53not.
- 1:12:53Not
- 1:12:54threatened
- 1:12:54in
- 1:12:54the
- 1:12:54same
- 1:12:54way
- 1:12:55that
- 1:12:55Buck
- 1:12:55was,
- 1:12:55but
- 1:12:55she
- 1:12:55was
- 1:12:56like,
- 1:12:56no,
- 1:12:56I'm
- 1:12:57fine.
- 1:12:57Like,
- 1:12:58stop.
- 1:12:58Like,
- 1:12:59go
- 1:12:59away.
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- 1:13:00don't
- 1:13:00need
- 1:13:01you.
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- 1:13:02is.
- 1:13:02Is
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- 1:13:04like,
- 1:13:05what
- 1:13:05is
- 1:13:06he
- 1:13:06doing
- 1:13:06here?
- 1:13:06You
- 1:13:07know,
- 1:13:08I
- 1:13:09don't
- 1:13:09need
- 1:13:09you
- 1:13:09either.
- 1:13:10Oh,
- 1:13:11that
- 1:13:11makes
- 1:13:11me
- 1:13:11so
- 1:13:12sad
- 1:13:12every
- 1:13:12time.
- 1:13:13Like,
- 1:13:13it
- 1:13:14just.
- 1:13:15We're
- 1:13:15not
- 1:13:16talking
- 1:13:16about
- 1:13:16that
- 1:13:18later.
- 1:13:20Tomorrow.
- 1:13:21Yeah.
- 1:13:21Okay.
- 1:13:21Well,
- 1:13:22I
- 1:13:22can't,
- 1:13:22but
- 1:13:22you
- 1:13:23guys
- 1:13:23have
- 1:13:23fun.
- 1:13:25We'll
- 1:13:25talk
- 1:13:26about
- 1:13:26that
- 1:13:26with
- 1:13:26you
- 1:13:26anyways.
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- 1:13:27worry.
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- 1:13:27right.
- 1:13:28Yeah.
- 1:13:29So
- 1:13:29it's
- 1:13:29just
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- 1:13:29interesting.
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- 1:13:31up,
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- 1:13:32a
- 1:13:32different
- 1:13:32dynamic
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- 1:13:33is
- 1:13:33kind
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- 1:13:33similar
- 1:13:34on
- 1:13:34some
- 1:13:35aspects
- 1:13:36and
- 1:13:36some
- 1:13:36levels,
- 1:13:36but
- 1:13:36it's
- 1:13:37also
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- 1:13:37this
- 1:13:38is
- 1:13:38drastically
- 1:13:38different.
- 1:13:39Like.
- 1:13:40Like
- 1:13:40they're.
- 1:13:40They're
- 1:13:41giving
- 1:13:41us
- 1:13:41a
- 1:13:41mirror
- 1:13:42and
- 1:13:42a
- 1:13:42parallel.
- 1:13:43But
- 1:13:43it's
- 1:13:43also
- 1:13:43like,
- 1:13:44there's
- 1:13:44difference
- 1:13:45here,
- 1:13:45because
- 1:13:46normal,
- 1:13:47not
- 1:13:47normal.
- 1:13:48And
- 1:13:48if
- 1:13:49this
- 1:13:49was
- 1:13:49something
- 1:13:49that.
- 1:13:50If
- 1:13:50we
- 1:13:50knew
- 1:13:51that
- 1:13:51this
- 1:13:51was
- 1:13:51intended,
- 1:13:52and
- 1:13:52we
- 1:13:52know
- 1:13:52that
- 1:13:52it
- 1:13:52wasn't
- 1:13:53intended
- 1:13:53quite
- 1:13:53yet
- 1:13:54for
- 1:13:54Buck
- 1:13:54and
- 1:13:54Eddie
- 1:13:54to
- 1:13:55ever
- 1:13:55be
- 1:13:55a
- 1:13:55thing,
- 1:13:56it
- 1:13:56feels
- 1:13:57like.
- 1:13:57And
- 1:13:57recently,
- 1:13:58anytime
- 1:13:58we
- 1:13:58see
- 1:13:59them
- 1:13:59work
- 1:13:59with
- 1:13:59someone
- 1:13:59else,
- 1:13:59it
- 1:14:00feels
- 1:14:00like
- 1:14:00it's
- 1:14:00meant
- 1:14:01to
- 1:14:01highlight
- 1:14:01the
- 1:14:02difference
- 1:14:02between
- 1:14:03their
- 1:14:04relationship
- 1:14:04with
- 1:14:05each
- 1:14:05other
- 1:14:05versus
- 1:14:06their.
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- 1:14:08and
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- 1:14:09even
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- 1:14:10other
- 1:14:10people
- 1:14:11who
- 1:14:11are
- 1:14:11friends
- 1:14:11with
- 1:14:11each
- 1:14:11other,
- 1:14:12but
- 1:14:12just
- 1:14:12their
- 1:14:12dynamics
- 1:14:13with.
- 1:14:14With
- 1:14:15other
- 1:14:15firefighters.
- 1:14:16Working
- 1:14:16dynamics.
- 1:14:17We
- 1:14:17see
- 1:14:17Buck
- 1:14:17and
- 1:14:18Ravi,
- 1:14:19and
- 1:14:19I
- 1:14:20want
- 1:14:20to
- 1:14:20see
- 1:14:20so
- 1:14:20much
- 1:14:21more
- 1:14:21of
- 1:14:21that.
- 1:14:21Yes.
- 1:14:23I
- 1:14:24think
- 1:14:24we
- 1:14:24will,
- 1:14:24too.
- 1:14:24And
- 1:14:24I'm
- 1:14:25excited.
- 1:14:25Sad
- 1:14:26for
- 1:14:26it.
- 1:14:28But
- 1:14:28just
- 1:14:29to
- 1:14:29highlight
- 1:14:30the
- 1:14:30difference
- 1:14:30between
- 1:14:31their
- 1:14:32dynamic
- 1:14:32and
- 1:14:32their
- 1:14:33relationship
- 1:14:33and
- 1:14:34how
- 1:14:34weird
- 1:14:35it
- 1:14:36is.
- 1:14:36Yes.
- 1:14:37Compared
- 1:14:38to
- 1:14:39their
- 1:14:39relationships
- 1:14:40with
- 1:14:40anybody
- 1:14:40else.
- 1:14:41And
- 1:14:41like
- 1:14:42I
- 1:14:42said,
- 1:14:42I
- 1:14:42don't
- 1:14:42think
- 1:14:43that's
- 1:14:43what
- 1:14:43they're
- 1:14:43doing
- 1:14:44in
- 1:14:44this
- 1:14:45episode.
- 1:14:45I
- 1:14:45don't
- 1:14:45think
- 1:14:46they're
- 1:14:46doing
- 1:14:46that
- 1:14:47for
- 1:14:47a
- 1:14:48while.
- 1:14:48If
- 1:14:48they
- 1:14:49are
- 1:14:49really
- 1:14:49at
- 1:14:49all
- 1:14:50intentionally,
- 1:14:50but
- 1:14:51intentionally.
- 1:14:53I
- 1:14:53don't
- 1:14:53know
- 1:14:53when
- 1:14:54they
- 1:14:54definitely.
- 1:14:54They're
- 1:14:55definitely
- 1:14:55doing
- 1:14:55something.
- 1:14:56When
- 1:14:56Lucy
- 1:14:56shows
- 1:14:57up,
- 1:14:57I
- 1:14:57know
- 1:14:58she's
- 1:14:58very
- 1:14:58much
- 1:14:59like
- 1:14:59a
- 1:14:59Buck
- 1:14:59parallel
- 1:15:00to
- 1:15:00himself,
- 1:15:00but
- 1:15:01it's
- 1:15:01also
- 1:15:01a
- 1:15:01little
- 1:15:01bit
- 1:15:01like.
- 1:15:02Like
- 1:15:02in
- 1:15:03any
- 1:15:03parallel.
- 1:15:04But
- 1:15:04early.
- 1:15:05Early
- 1:15:05season
- 1:15:05three,
- 1:15:06I
- 1:15:06don't
- 1:15:06think
- 1:15:06that
- 1:15:06they
- 1:15:06were.
- 1:15:07They
- 1:15:07were
- 1:15:08there
- 1:15:09yet.
- 1:15:09Season
- 1:15:09four
- 1:15:10is
- 1:15:10when
- 1:15:10I
- 1:15:10feel
- 1:15:10like
- 1:15:10they
- 1:15:11really
- 1:15:11started
- 1:15:11toying
- 1:15:11with
- 1:15:12the
- 1:15:12idea
- 1:15:12of
- 1:15:12Buck
- 1:15:12and
- 1:15:12Eddie.
- 1:15:13We'll
- 1:15:13find
- 1:15:14out
- 1:15:14once
- 1:15:14Buddy
- 1:15:15goes
- 1:15:15canon.
- 1:15:16Because
- 1:15:16once
- 1:15:17Buck
- 1:15:17came
- 1:15:17out,
- 1:15:17Tim
- 1:15:18was
- 1:15:18like,
- 1:15:18I've
- 1:15:19been
- 1:15:19doing
- 1:15:19this
- 1:15:20on
- 1:15:20purpose
- 1:15:21as
- 1:15:21early
- 1:15:22as
- 1:15:22season
- 1:15:23two,
- 1:15:23and
- 1:15:24Buck.
- 1:15:24And
- 1:15:24Buck
- 1:15:25and
- 1:15:25Oliver
- 1:15:25was
- 1:15:26Like,
- 1:15:26I
- 1:15:26didn't
- 1:15:26care.
- 1:15:27I
- 1:15:27was
- 1:15:27gonna
- 1:15:27play
- 1:15:27him
- 1:15:28as
- 1:15:28bisexual
- 1:15:29anyway.
- 1:15:31And
- 1:15:31the,
- 1:15:31like,
- 1:15:32one
- 1:15:32episode
- 1:15:32we
- 1:15:33get
- 1:15:33that
- 1:15:33it
- 1:15:33was
- 1:15:34just
- 1:15:34the
- 1:15:34same.
- 1:15:35He's
- 1:15:36just
- 1:15:36gonna,
- 1:15:37like,
- 1:15:37how
- 1:15:37would
- 1:15:37you
- 1:15:38do
- 1:15:38that?
- 1:15:38Oliver
- 1:15:38just.
- 1:15:39It
- 1:15:39was
- 1:15:39just
- 1:15:39staring
- 1:15:40longingly
- 1:15:40at
- 1:15:41Eddie.
- 1:15:41Which
- 1:15:41she
- 1:15:41already
- 1:15:42did.
- 1:15:42No,
- 1:15:43but
- 1:15:43I
- 1:15:43love
- 1:15:43how.
- 1:15:44How
- 1:15:44he
- 1:15:44answered
- 1:15:44that
- 1:15:44question
- 1:15:45that
- 1:15:45one
- 1:15:45time.
- 1:15:45I
- 1:15:45was
- 1:15:46like,
- 1:15:46yeah,
- 1:15:46I
- 1:15:46didn't
- 1:15:47get
- 1:15:47that
- 1:15:47far.
- 1:15:47I
- 1:15:47don't
- 1:15:48know.
- 1:15:48But
- 1:15:48I
- 1:15:48don't
- 1:15:48know
- 1:15:49how
- 1:15:49I
- 1:15:49was
- 1:15:49gonna
- 1:15:49do
- 1:15:49it.
- 1:15:49I
- 1:15:50just
- 1:15:50knew
- 1:15:50that
- 1:15:50I
- 1:15:50was
- 1:15:50gonna
- 1:15:51do
- 1:15:51it.
- 1:15:51Just
- 1:15:51making
- 1:15:52out
- 1:15:52with
- 1:15:52dudes
- 1:15:52in
- 1:15:53the
- 1:15:53background
- 1:15:53randomly.
- 1:15:54Like
- 1:15:55Oliver
- 1:15:56checking
- 1:15:56out
- 1:15:57dudes.
- 1:15:57Yeah.
- 1:15:58Like,
- 1:15:58it
- 1:15:58sounds
- 1:15:58like
- 1:15:58it
- 1:15:59was
- 1:15:59something
- 1:15:59that
- 1:15:59would
- 1:16:00come
- 1:16:00to
- 1:16:00him
- 1:16:00in
- 1:16:00the
- 1:16:00moment.
- 1:16:01You
- 1:16:01know,
- 1:16:01he
- 1:16:01had
- 1:16:02a
- 1:16:02bisexual
- 1:16:02agenda.
- 1:16:03And
- 1:16:03he
- 1:16:03was
- 1:16:03gonna
- 1:16:04make
- 1:16:04it
- 1:16:04happen.
- 1:16:06Love
- 1:16:06that.
- 1:16:07Anyway,
- 1:16:07Eddie,
- 1:16:08Jesus.
- 1:16:09I
- 1:16:09blame
- 1:16:09episodes
- 1:16:109
- 1:16:10and
- 1:16:1010
- 1:16:10for
- 1:16:11this
- 1:16:11because
- 1:16:12I
- 1:16:12literally
- 1:16:12can't
- 1:16:12stop
- 1:16:13circling
- 1:16:13back
- 1:16:13to
- 1:16:13it.
- 1:16:14So
- 1:16:14anyway,
- 1:16:14then
- 1:16:15we
- 1:16:15get
- 1:16:15Eddie
- 1:16:16thinking
- 1:16:17about
- 1:16:17Chris
- 1:16:17because
- 1:16:18of,
- 1:16:19like,
- 1:16:19a
- 1:16:20kid
- 1:16:20on
- 1:16:20one
- 1:16:20of
- 1:16:20the.
- 1:16:21I
- 1:16:21want
- 1:16:21to
- 1:16:21say
- 1:16:21call.
- 1:16:22They're.
- 1:16:23They're
- 1:16:23on
- 1:16:23one
- 1:16:23call.
- 1:16:24Yeah.
- 1:16:25And
- 1:16:26so
- 1:16:26he
- 1:16:26wants
- 1:16:26to
- 1:16:26call.
- 1:16:27He
- 1:16:28wants
- 1:16:28to
- 1:16:28call
- 1:16:28and
- 1:16:29talk
- 1:16:29to
- 1:16:30Chris
- 1:16:30and
- 1:16:31let
- 1:16:31him
- 1:16:31know
- 1:16:31that
- 1:16:31he's
- 1:16:32okay,
- 1:16:32because
- 1:16:33as
- 1:16:33he
- 1:16:33tells
- 1:16:34Lena,
- 1:16:35like,
- 1:16:35his
- 1:16:35mom
- 1:16:36just
- 1:16:36died.
- 1:16:37Not
- 1:16:37my
- 1:16:37wife
- 1:16:37just
- 1:16:37died.
- 1:16:38His
- 1:16:38mom
- 1:16:38just
- 1:16:38died.
- 1:16:39Interesting.
- 1:16:40His
- 1:16:40mom
- 1:16:40just
- 1:16:40died
- 1:16:41recently,
- 1:16:41and
- 1:16:42I
- 1:16:42don't
- 1:16:42want
- 1:16:42him
- 1:16:42to
- 1:16:42worry.
- 1:16:44Yeah.
- 1:16:44I
- 1:16:45also
- 1:16:45thought
- 1:16:45that
- 1:16:45was
- 1:16:45interesting
- 1:16:46because
- 1:16:46I
- 1:16:46kind
- 1:16:46of
- 1:16:47compared
- 1:16:47that
- 1:16:47to
- 1:16:48in
- 1:16:48season
- 1:16:49two,
- 1:16:49I
- 1:16:49guess
- 1:16:49it
- 1:16:49was
- 1:16:50like.
- 1:16:50Like
- 1:16:50202
- 1:16:51when
- 1:16:52they're
- 1:16:53in
- 1:16:53the
- 1:16:53truck
- 1:16:53on
- 1:16:53the
- 1:16:54way
- 1:16:54to
- 1:16:55the
- 1:16:56crumbling
- 1:16:56hotel,
- 1:16:57and
- 1:16:58Eddie
- 1:16:58pulls
- 1:16:59out
- 1:16:59his
- 1:16:59phone,
- 1:17:00and
- 1:17:00Buck's
- 1:17:00like,
- 1:17:00who
- 1:17:01are
- 1:17:01you
- 1:17:01trying
- 1:17:02to
- 1:17:02contact?
- 1:17:02And
- 1:17:02Eddie's
- 1:17:03like,
- 1:17:03my
- 1:17:03son.
- 1:17:04His
- 1:17:04mom's
- 1:17:04not
- 1:17:05in
- 1:17:05the
- 1:17:05picture.
- 1:17:06I'm
- 1:17:07all
- 1:17:07he
- 1:17:07has.
- 1:17:07So
- 1:17:08it
- 1:17:08kind
- 1:17:08of,
- 1:17:08like,
- 1:17:08tied
- 1:17:08that
- 1:17:09back
- 1:17:09together
- 1:17:09for.
- 1:17:10For
- 1:17:10me.
- 1:17:11And
- 1:17:11it
- 1:17:11was
- 1:17:11also
- 1:17:12just
- 1:17:12kind
- 1:17:12of
- 1:17:12interesting
- 1:17:13because
- 1:17:14for
- 1:17:14so
- 1:17:14much
- 1:17:14of
- 1:17:14that
- 1:17:15episode,
- 1:17:15Buck
- 1:17:15was
- 1:17:16trying
- 1:17:16to
- 1:17:16reassure
- 1:17:17Eddie
- 1:17:17that
- 1:17:17Christopher
- 1:17:18was
- 1:17:18safe.
- 1:17:18Christopher
- 1:17:19was
- 1:17:19fine.
- 1:17:20He's
- 1:17:20in
- 1:17:21the
- 1:17:21safest
- 1:17:21place
- 1:17:21he
- 1:17:21can
- 1:17:22be.
- 1:17:22Which
- 1:17:23is
- 1:17:23kind
- 1:17:23of
- 1:17:23what
- 1:17:23Eddie
- 1:17:24thinks
- 1:17:24again
- 1:17:25in
- 1:17:25this
- 1:17:25episode,
- 1:17:26because
- 1:17:26he
- 1:17:27left
- 1:17:27him
- 1:17:27with
- 1:17:27Buck.
- 1:17:28And
- 1:17:28the
- 1:17:28safest.
- 1:17:29Like,
- 1:17:29with
- 1:17:30the
- 1:17:30safest
- 1:17:30place
- 1:17:31he
- 1:17:31can
- 1:17:31be,
- 1:17:32except
- 1:17:33all
- 1:17:33the
- 1:17:33stuff
- 1:17:33happens.
- 1:17:34But
- 1:17:34I
- 1:17:35just
- 1:17:35thought
- 1:17:35that
- 1:17:35was,
- 1:17:35like,
- 1:17:35an
- 1:17:36interesting
- 1:17:36tie
- 1:17:36in.
- 1:17:38It's.
- 1:17:38It's
- 1:17:38been
- 1:17:39a
- 1:17:39while
- 1:17:39since
- 1:17:39I
- 1:17:39watched
- 1:17:40season
- 1:17:41two
- 1:17:41kind
- 1:17:41of
- 1:17:41all
- 1:17:41the
- 1:17:41way
- 1:17:42through.
- 1:17:42Is
- 1:17:42this
- 1:17:42the
- 1:17:42first
- 1:17:42time
- 1:17:43Eddie
- 1:17:44left
- 1:17:44Christopher
- 1:17:45with.
- 1:17:45With.
- 1:17:46By
- 1:17:46himself?
- 1:17:46Yes.
- 1:17:47Yeah.
- 1:17:47Yeah,
- 1:17:47I
- 1:17:48think
- 1:17:48so.
- 1:17:49I
- 1:17:49think
- 1:17:49so.
- 1:17:50And,
- 1:17:50yeah,
- 1:17:51because
- 1:17:51he
- 1:17:51says
- 1:17:51in
- 1:17:51the
- 1:17:51last
- 1:17:52episode,
- 1:17:52he's
- 1:17:52like,
- 1:17:52here,
- 1:17:53Chad
- 1:17:53leaves
- 1:17:53me
- 1:17:53with
- 1:17:53you
- 1:17:54one
- 1:17:54time,
- 1:17:54and
- 1:17:54look
- 1:17:54what
- 1:17:55happens.
- 1:17:56That's
- 1:17:56right.
- 1:17:57Yeah.
- 1:17:58I
- 1:17:58Love
- 1:17:58Eddie
- 1:17:58in
- 1:17:58this
- 1:17:59episode.
- 1:17:59I
- 1:17:59don't
- 1:17:59know.
- 1:18:00I
- 1:18:00think
- 1:18:00he
- 1:18:00just.
- 1:18:01He.
- 1:18:01I
- 1:18:02love.
- 1:18:02Yeah.
- 1:18:02I
- 1:18:03love
- 1:18:03how
- 1:18:03he
- 1:18:03handles
- 1:18:04Lena.
- 1:18:05I
- 1:18:05think
- 1:18:05that's
- 1:18:05the
- 1:18:05only
- 1:18:05way
- 1:18:05we
- 1:18:06can
- 1:18:06really
- 1:18:06kind
- 1:18:06of.
- 1:18:06He
- 1:18:07just
- 1:18:07handles
- 1:18:07her.
- 1:18:09Yeah.
- 1:18:11Like
- 1:18:12you
- 1:18:12said,
- 1:18:12he's
- 1:18:12a
- 1:18:12brat
- 1:18:12handler.
- 1:18:16He
- 1:18:16is,
- 1:18:17yes.
- 1:18:18He's
- 1:18:18like,
- 1:18:18I
- 1:18:18have
- 1:18:18Buck
- 1:18:19and
- 1:18:19I
- 1:18:19have
- 1:18:19a
- 1:18:19nine
- 1:18:20year
- 1:18:20old
- 1:18:20or
- 1:18:20an
- 1:18:20eight
- 1:18:20year
- 1:18:21old.
- 1:18:21Yeah.
- 1:18:22I
- 1:18:22can
- 1:18:22deal
- 1:18:23with
- 1:18:23this.
- 1:18:23I
- 1:18:23can
- 1:18:24handle
- 1:18:24this.
- 1:18:24But
- 1:18:25I
- 1:18:25feel
- 1:18:25like.
- 1:18:26And
- 1:18:26I
- 1:18:26think,
- 1:18:26I
- 1:18:27guess
- 1:18:27it's
- 1:18:27something
- 1:18:27that
- 1:18:27we're
- 1:18:27going
- 1:18:27to
- 1:18:28talk
- 1:18:28a
- 1:18:28bit
- 1:18:28more
- 1:18:29about
- 1:18:29later.
- 1:18:29The
- 1:18:30most,
- 1:18:30like,
- 1:18:31the
- 1:18:31most
- 1:18:31important
- 1:18:31thing
- 1:18:32Eddie
- 1:18:32does
- 1:18:33for
- 1:18:33Buck
- 1:18:33in
- 1:18:34this
- 1:18:34entire
- 1:18:34episode
- 1:18:35is
- 1:18:35bring
- 1:18:35Christopher
- 1:18:36back
- 1:18:38after.
- 1:18:38Because
- 1:18:39he
- 1:18:40knows
- 1:18:40that
- 1:18:41Buck
- 1:18:41needs
- 1:18:41to
- 1:18:42feel
- 1:18:43like
- 1:18:43he's
- 1:18:43trustworthy.
- 1:18:44Yes.
- 1:18:45And
- 1:18:46that
- 1:18:46he
- 1:18:47know
- 1:18:47that.
- 1:18:48So
- 1:18:48Buck
- 1:18:48knows
- 1:18:48that
- 1:18:48Eddie
- 1:18:49doesn't
- 1:18:49blame
- 1:18:49Buck
- 1:18:51for
- 1:18:51what
- 1:18:51happened
- 1:18:52to
- 1:18:52Christopher
- 1:18:52and
- 1:18:52that
- 1:18:52Christopher
- 1:18:53doesn't
- 1:18:53blame
- 1:18:54Buck
- 1:18:54because
- 1:18:56I
- 1:18:56think
- 1:18:56without
- 1:18:57that,
- 1:18:58I
- 1:18:58think
- 1:18:58Buck
- 1:18:59would
- 1:18:59have
- 1:19:00had
- 1:19:00a
- 1:19:01really
- 1:19:01hard
- 1:19:01time
- 1:19:02trying
- 1:19:02to
- 1:19:02claw
- 1:19:02out
- 1:19:03of
- 1:19:03that
- 1:19:03hole.
- 1:19:04And
- 1:19:04that
- 1:19:05second
- 1:19:05guess.
- 1:19:05Cause
- 1:19:06we
- 1:19:06see
- 1:19:07Buck
- 1:19:07feels
- 1:19:07like
- 1:19:07he
- 1:19:08failed
- 1:19:08Christopher.
- 1:19:09He
- 1:19:09doesn't
- 1:19:10see
- 1:19:11him
- 1:19:11running
- 1:19:12down
- 1:19:12the
- 1:19:12pier
- 1:19:13carrying
- 1:19:13Christopher.
- 1:19:14He
- 1:19:14doesn't
- 1:19:14see
- 1:19:14him
- 1:19:15throwing
- 1:19:15Christopher
- 1:19:16to
- 1:19:16protect
- 1:19:16him
- 1:19:16from
- 1:19:17the.
- 1:19:17The
- 1:19:18bad,
- 1:19:19worst
- 1:19:19force
- 1:19:19of
- 1:19:20the
- 1:19:20waves
- 1:19:20and.
- 1:19:21And
- 1:19:21all
- 1:19:21of
- 1:19:21the
- 1:19:22other
- 1:19:22stuff
- 1:19:22he
- 1:19:22did.
- 1:19:22All
- 1:19:23he
- 1:19:23can
- 1:19:23see
- 1:19:23is
- 1:19:23that
- 1:19:24moment,
- 1:19:24the
- 1:19:25one
- 1:19:25moment
- 1:19:25he
- 1:19:25turned
- 1:19:26his
- 1:19:26back.
- 1:19:26And
- 1:19:26I
- 1:19:27think
- 1:19:27Eddie
- 1:19:27knows
- 1:19:27that.
- 1:19:27And
- 1:19:28I
- 1:19:28think
- 1:19:28Eddie
- 1:19:28bringing
- 1:19:29Christopher
- 1:19:29back
- 1:19:30and
- 1:19:30then
- 1:19:30being
- 1:19:31so
- 1:19:32nonchalant
- 1:19:33about
- 1:19:34it
- 1:19:34and
- 1:19:34being
- 1:19:34like,
- 1:19:35it's
- 1:19:35not
- 1:19:35a
- 1:19:35big
- 1:19:36deal,
- 1:19:36like,
- 1:19:37this
- 1:19:37was
- 1:19:37not
- 1:19:38you.
- 1:19:38And
- 1:19:39again,
- 1:19:39these
- 1:19:39two
- 1:19:39have
- 1:19:39known
- 1:19:40each
- 1:19:40other
- 1:19:40less
- 1:19:40than
- 1:19:40a
- 1:19:40year,
- 1:19:41I
- 1:19:41think,
- 1:19:41at
- 1:19:41this
- 1:19:41point
- 1:19:42in
- 1:19:42time.
- 1:19:42And
- 1:19:43he's
- 1:19:43like,
- 1:19:43there's
- 1:19:43nobody
- 1:19:43I
- 1:19:44trust
- 1:19:44with
- 1:19:44my
- 1:19:44son
- 1:19:44more
- 1:19:45than
- 1:19:45you
- 1:19:45less
- 1:19:46than
- 1:19:46a
- 1:19:46year
- 1:19:46after
- 1:19:47knowing
- 1:19:47this
- 1:19:48man.
- 1:19:50Meanwhile,
- 1:19:50you've
- 1:19:51got
- 1:19:51family.
- 1:19:51You've
- 1:19:52got
- 1:19:52your
- 1:19:52grandmother
- 1:19:52and
- 1:19:53your
- 1:19:53aunt,
- 1:19:53like,
- 1:19:53down
- 1:19:54the
- 1:19:54street.
- 1:19:54He's
- 1:19:55no
- 1:19:55car,
- 1:19:55he's
- 1:19:56no
- 1:19:56Carla,
- 1:19:56and
- 1:19:57he's
- 1:19:57half
- 1:19:57an
- 1:19:57abuela.
- 1:19:59I
- 1:19:59know.
- 1:20:00Well,
- 1:20:01he
- 1:20:01knows
- 1:20:01Buck,
- 1:20:02so
- 1:20:02that's
- 1:20:02why
- 1:20:02he
- 1:20:02did
- 1:20:03it,
- 1:20:03because
- 1:20:03he
- 1:20:03knows
- 1:20:04Buck
- 1:20:04and
- 1:20:04knows,
- 1:20:04like,
- 1:20:04probably
- 1:20:05how
- 1:20:05Buck
- 1:20:05is
- 1:20:05thinking.
- 1:20:06But
- 1:20:06I
- 1:20:06also
- 1:20:06think
- 1:20:07he
- 1:20:07probably
- 1:20:07was,
- 1:20:07like,
- 1:20:08how
- 1:20:08would
- 1:20:08I
- 1:20:08be
- 1:20:08feeling
- 1:20:09in
- 1:20:09that
- 1:20:09situation,
- 1:20:10like,
- 1:20:11if
- 1:20:11this
- 1:20:11had
- 1:20:11happened
- 1:20:12on
- 1:20:12my
- 1:20:12watch
- 1:20:12and
- 1:20:12I
- 1:20:13lost
- 1:20:13my
- 1:20:13kid?
- 1:20:14Right.
- 1:20:15But
- 1:20:15I
- 1:20:15also
- 1:20:15think
- 1:20:16Eddie
- 1:20:16is
- 1:20:16kinder
- 1:20:16to
- 1:20:17Buck
- 1:20:17than
- 1:20:17Eddie
- 1:20:18would
- 1:20:18be
- 1:20:18to
- 1:20:18himself.
- 1:20:20And
- 1:20:21that's
- 1:20:21reciprocal.
- 1:20:23Buck
- 1:20:23is
- 1:20:23kinder
- 1:20:23to
- 1:20:24Eddie
- 1:20:24than
- 1:20:24Buck
- 1:20:25ever
- 1:20:25is
- 1:20:25to
- 1:20:25himself.
- 1:20:25Especially
- 1:20:26when
- 1:20:26it
- 1:20:26comes
- 1:20:26to
- 1:20:26Christmas.
- 1:20:27They
- 1:20:27beat
- 1:20:27each
- 1:20:27other.
- 1:20:27It.
- 1:20:30They
- 1:20:30need
- 1:20:30therapy,
- 1:20:31but,
- 1:20:31yeah,
- 1:20:31also
- 1:20:32they
- 1:20:33need
- 1:20:33couples
- 1:20:33therapy.
- 1:20:36Oh,
- 1:20:36my
- 1:20:36God,
- 1:20:38I
- 1:20:38love
- 1:20:39when
- 1:20:39we
- 1:20:39have
- 1:20:39me
- 1:20:39on.
- 1:20:41So
- 1:20:41he
- 1:20:41calls
- 1:20:41Buck
- 1:20:42and
- 1:20:42leaves
- 1:20:42a
- 1:20:42voicemail.
- 1:20:43He's
- 1:20:43still
- 1:20:43not
- 1:20:43worried,
- 1:20:44even
- 1:20:44though
- 1:20:44I
- 1:20:44feel
- 1:20:44like
- 1:20:44this
- 1:20:45is
- 1:20:45like,
- 1:20:45he's
- 1:20:46tried
- 1:20:46to
- 1:20:46reach
- 1:20:46Buck
- 1:20:46a
- 1:20:47couple
- 1:20:47times
- 1:20:47now,
- 1:20:47I
- 1:20:47think,
- 1:20:48and
- 1:20:48hasn't
- 1:20:48heard
- 1:20:48anything
- 1:20:49since,
- 1:20:49like,
- 1:20:49the
- 1:20:49breakfast
- 1:20:50text
- 1:20:51he
- 1:20:51got.
- 1:20:52And
- 1:20:52he's
- 1:20:52still
- 1:20:53not
- 1:20:53worried
- 1:20:53because
- 1:20:53he's
- 1:20:53just
- 1:20:54like,
- 1:20:54he's
- 1:20:54with
- 1:20:54Buck.
- 1:20:54He's
- 1:20:55life.
- 1:20:55And
- 1:20:55he's
- 1:20:56nowhere
- 1:20:56near
- 1:20:56this.
- 1:20:56And
- 1:20:56he
- 1:20:56keeps
- 1:20:57saying,
- 1:20:57which
- 1:20:57I
- 1:20:57feel
- 1:20:57like
- 1:20:57is
- 1:20:58the
- 1:20:58worst
- 1:20:58thing
- 1:20:58you
- 1:20:58could
- 1:20:58say,
- 1:21:00not
- 1:21:00just
- 1:21:01on
- 1:21:01tv.
- 1:21:03It's
- 1:21:03just
- 1:21:03like
- 1:21:03you're
- 1:21:03tempting
- 1:21:04fate,
- 1:21:04but
- 1:21:05he's
- 1:21:05like,
- 1:21:05just
- 1:21:06glad
- 1:21:06you're
- 1:21:06missing
- 1:21:06it.
- 1:21:06I'm
- 1:21:07so
- 1:21:07glad
- 1:21:07they're
- 1:21:07nowhere
- 1:21:07near
- 1:21:07this.
- 1:21:08Like,
- 1:21:09and
- 1:21:10they'll
- 1:21:10never
- 1:21:10say
- 1:21:11that
- 1:21:11again.
- 1:21:11Like,
- 1:21:12both
- 1:21:12Eddie
- 1:21:12and
- 1:21:12Maddie
- 1:21:13is
- 1:21:13not.
- 1:21:14Back
- 1:21:14at
- 1:21:14work
- 1:21:14right
- 1:21:14now.
- 1:21:14Like,
- 1:21:15you
- 1:21:15know
- 1:21:16all
- 1:21:16that.
- 1:21:16Don't
- 1:21:17jinx
- 1:21:17it.
- 1:21:17Well,
- 1:21:17and
- 1:21:18I
- 1:21:18think
- 1:21:18part
- 1:21:18of
- 1:21:18him
- 1:21:18thought,
- 1:21:19like,
- 1:21:19Buck's
- 1:21:19not
- 1:21:20a
- 1:21:20parent.
- 1:21:20He's
- 1:21:21a
- 1:21:21single
- 1:21:21guy.
- 1:21:22Like,
- 1:21:22this
- 1:21:23is
- 1:21:23potentially
- 1:21:24his
- 1:21:25first
- 1:21:25time
- 1:21:25watching
- 1:21:26a
- 1:21:26kid
- 1:21:27for
- 1:21:27a
- 1:21:27long
- 1:21:28period
- 1:21:28of
- 1:21:28time.
- 1:21:29I
- 1:21:29would
- 1:21:29not
- 1:21:30automatically
- 1:21:30assume
- 1:21:31that
- 1:21:31they
- 1:21:31would
- 1:21:31do
- 1:21:31some.
- 1:21:32Anyone
- 1:21:32would
- 1:21:32do
- 1:21:33something
- 1:21:33as
- 1:21:34active
- 1:21:34and
- 1:21:35involved
- 1:21:36and
- 1:21:36as
- 1:21:37tough
- 1:21:37as
- 1:21:38even
- 1:21:38just
- 1:21:38going
- 1:21:38to
- 1:21:39the
- 1:21:39pier
- 1:21:39and
- 1:21:40going
- 1:21:40to
- 1:21:40a
- 1:21:41fair
- 1:21:41with
- 1:21:42a
- 1:21:42little
- 1:21:43kid,
- 1:21:43because
- 1:21:43that's
- 1:21:44a
- 1:21:44lot
- 1:21:45like.
- 1:21:45And
- 1:21:45Buck
- 1:21:45is
- 1:21:46still
- 1:21:46recovering.
- 1:21:47Right?
- 1:21:47But
- 1:21:47Buck's
- 1:21:48also
- 1:21:48still
- 1:21:48recovering.
- 1:21:50So,
- 1:21:50like
- 1:21:50Eddie,
- 1:21:51like
- 1:21:51I
- 1:21:51said,
- 1:21:51Eddie
- 1:21:52assumes
- 1:21:52they
- 1:21:52went
- 1:21:52to
- 1:21:52a
- 1:21:52movie,
- 1:21:54and
- 1:21:54that's
- 1:21:55why
- 1:21:55he
- 1:21:55assumes
- 1:21:55that
- 1:21:55Buck
- 1:21:56doesn't
- 1:21:56answer
- 1:21:56his
- 1:21:56phone.
- 1:21:57He
- 1:21:57thinks
- 1:21:58he's
- 1:21:58always
- 1:21:58extra
- 1:21:59and
- 1:22:00he.
- 1:22:00Thinks
- 1:22:00it's
- 1:22:00hilarious
- 1:22:01that
- 1:22:01Christopher
- 1:22:01is
- 1:22:02going
- 1:22:02to
- 1:22:02come
- 1:22:02down
- 1:22:03from
- 1:22:03his
- 1:22:03sugar
- 1:22:03high
- 1:22:04and
- 1:22:04Buck's
- 1:22:04going
- 1:22:04to
- 1:22:04have
- 1:22:05to
- 1:22:05deal
- 1:22:05with
- 1:22:05that
- 1:22:06and
- 1:22:06stuff
- 1:22:06like
- 1:22:06that.
- 1:22:07So,
- 1:22:07yeah,
- 1:22:08if
- 1:22:09only
- 1:22:10we
- 1:22:10get
- 1:22:10a.
- 1:22:10Bunch
- 1:22:10of
- 1:22:11just
- 1:22:11him
- 1:22:11being
- 1:22:11very
- 1:22:12competent
- 1:22:12at
- 1:22:13his
- 1:22:13job
- 1:22:14and
- 1:22:14then
- 1:22:14we
- 1:22:14get
- 1:22:14to
- 1:22:14see
- 1:22:15some
- 1:22:15medic.
- 1:22:15Eddie,
- 1:22:16Some.
- 1:22:16Some
- 1:22:17medi,
- 1:22:19if
- 1:22:19you
- 1:22:19will,
- 1:22:20which
- 1:22:20I'm
- 1:22:20very
- 1:22:21confused
- 1:22:21on.
- 1:22:22Is
- 1:22:22he.
- 1:22:22Is
- 1:22:22he
- 1:22:23a
- 1:22:23medic?
- 1:22:24Is
- 1:22:24he
- 1:22:24a
- 1:22:24paramedic?
- 1:22:27I
- 1:22:27feel
- 1:22:27like
- 1:22:28it's
- 1:22:28only
- 1:22:28when,
- 1:22:28like,
- 1:22:29the
- 1:22:29situation
- 1:22:29calls
- 1:22:30for
- 1:22:30it.
- 1:22:30Like,
- 1:22:30that's
- 1:22:30when
- 1:22:31he
- 1:22:31uses
- 1:22:31his
- 1:22:31little.
- 1:22:33Half
- 1:22:33him
- 1:22:33do
- 1:22:34that's
- 1:22:34very
- 1:22:34paramedic.
- 1:22:35So,
- 1:22:35like,
- 1:22:35I'm
- 1:22:36confused.
- 1:22:36Is
- 1:22:36he
- 1:22:36a
- 1:22:37paramedical?
- 1:22:37Her
- 1:22:37medic?
- 1:22:39He's
- 1:22:39an
- 1:22:39emt.
- 1:22:40Okay.
- 1:22:41No.
- 1:22:41So
- 1:22:42he's
- 1:22:42an.
- 1:22:42He's
- 1:22:42an
- 1:22:42EMT
- 1:22:43and
- 1:22:43he's
- 1:22:43an
- 1:22:43army
- 1:22:44medic,
- 1:22:44and
- 1:22:44it's
- 1:22:44different
- 1:22:45training
- 1:22:45and
- 1:22:45licenses.
- 1:22:46Licensing
- 1:22:47to
- 1:22:47be
- 1:22:48a
- 1:22:48paramedic
- 1:22:49versus
- 1:22:50an
- 1:22:50army
- 1:22:51medic.
- 1:22:51Medic.
- 1:22:52Okay.
- 1:22:52Difference
- 1:22:52between
- 1:22:53being
- 1:22:53a
- 1:22:53paramedic
- 1:22:54and
- 1:22:54being
- 1:22:54an
- 1:22:54EMT.
- 1:22:55Right.
- 1:22:55They're
- 1:22:55all
- 1:22:56EMTs.
- 1:22:56There's
- 1:22:57extra
- 1:22:57training
- 1:22:58involved
- 1:22:58to
- 1:22:58be
- 1:22:58a
- 1:22:58paramedic.
- 1:22:59And
- 1:22:59I
- 1:22:59feel
- 1:22:59like
- 1:23:00it's
- 1:23:00mostly
- 1:23:00that
- 1:23:00Eddie
- 1:23:01just
- 1:23:01hasn't
- 1:23:01Gotten
- 1:23:01around
- 1:23:02to
- 1:23:02filling
- 1:23:03out
- 1:23:03the
- 1:23:03paperwork
- 1:23:04to
- 1:23:04become
- 1:23:04a
- 1:23:04paramedic
- 1:23:05because
- 1:23:05your
- 1:23:05army
- 1:23:06medic
- 1:23:06training
- 1:23:07should
- 1:23:07absolutely
- 1:23:08qualify
- 1:23:09you.
- 1:23:09Okay.
- 1:23:10He
- 1:23:10has,
- 1:23:10like,
- 1:23:11the
- 1:23:11knowledge
- 1:23:11and
- 1:23:11the
- 1:23:11skills,
- 1:23:12just
- 1:23:12not
- 1:23:13for
- 1:23:13sure.
- 1:23:13Yeah,
- 1:23:14for
- 1:23:14sure.
- 1:23:14He
- 1:23:14has
- 1:23:15probably
- 1:23:15even
- 1:23:16more
- 1:23:16knowledge
- 1:23:16and
- 1:23:17skills
- 1:23:17than
- 1:23:17a
- 1:23:17lot
- 1:23:17of
- 1:23:17paramedics
- 1:23:18because.
- 1:23:19Especially
- 1:23:19with
- 1:23:20emergency
- 1:23:20stuff
- 1:23:20like
- 1:23:21that.
- 1:23:21Because
- 1:23:21of
- 1:23:22battlefield
- 1:23:23injuries
- 1:23:24and
- 1:23:24things
- 1:23:24like
- 1:23:24that.
- 1:23:25And
- 1:23:25I
- 1:23:25think,
- 1:23:25like,
- 1:23:26he's
- 1:23:26not
- 1:23:26a
- 1:23:26paramedic
- 1:23:27until,
- 1:23:27like,
- 1:23:28season
- 1:23:28five,
- 1:23:29you
- 1:23:30know,
- 1:23:30when
- 1:23:30Chimney
- 1:23:31leaves,
- 1:23:31so.
- 1:23:31Yes.
- 1:23:32Yeah.
- 1:23:33And
- 1:23:34I
- 1:23:34literally
- 1:23:35think
- 1:23:35he
- 1:23:35just
- 1:23:35didn't
- 1:23:35send
- 1:23:36the
- 1:23:36paperwork
- 1:23:36in
- 1:23:37until
- 1:23:37then.
- 1:23:38Well,
- 1:23:38I.
- 1:23:39I
- 1:23:39also
- 1:23:39think
- 1:23:40think
- 1:23:40that
- 1:23:41him
- 1:23:41sending
- 1:23:42in
- 1:23:42paperwork
- 1:23:42to
- 1:23:43be
- 1:23:43a
- 1:23:43paramedic
- 1:23:44would
- 1:23:44also
- 1:23:44mean
- 1:23:45that
- 1:23:45he
- 1:23:45and
- 1:23:45Buck
- 1:23:46don't
- 1:23:46get
- 1:23:46to
- 1:23:46be
- 1:23:46partners.
- 1:23:47Yeah.
- 1:23:48Yeah.
- 1:23:48So
- 1:23:49I
- 1:23:49kind
- 1:23:50of
- 1:23:50think
- 1:23:50that
- 1:23:50might
- 1:23:50have
- 1:23:51Just,
- 1:23:52like,
- 1:23:52he's
- 1:23:52a
- 1:23:52playing
- 1:23:52back
- 1:23:53here
- 1:23:53into
- 1:23:53it.
- 1:23:54Right.
- 1:23:54And
- 1:23:54his
- 1:23:54medic
- 1:23:54training
- 1:23:55allows
- 1:23:55him
- 1:23:55to
- 1:23:55be
- 1:23:55the
- 1:23:55backup.
- 1:23:56He's
- 1:23:56just
- 1:23:56not
- 1:23:56the
- 1:23:56guy
- 1:23:57who's
- 1:23:57going
- 1:23:57to
- 1:23:57be
- 1:23:57on
- 1:23:58point.
- 1:23:58Like,
- 1:23:59Chim
- 1:23:59is
- 1:23:59the
- 1:23:59most
- 1:24:00senior.
- 1:24:00Senior.
- 1:24:01Yeah.
- 1:24:01Okay,
- 1:24:02cool.
- 1:24:02Glad
- 1:24:02we
- 1:24:02cleared
- 1:24:02that
- 1:24:03up
- 1:24:03because
- 1:24:03I
- 1:24:03was
- 1:24:03so
- 1:24:04confused.
- 1:24:06He
- 1:24:06has
- 1:24:06the
- 1:24:07experience.
- 1:24:07It's
- 1:24:07just
- 1:24:08like,
- 1:24:08the
- 1:24:08paperwork.
- 1:24:08Okay,
- 1:24:09great.
- 1:24:10Which
- 1:24:10I
- 1:24:10could
- 1:24:11see
- 1:24:11because
- 1:24:11he
- 1:24:11didn't
- 1:24:11want
- 1:24:11to
- 1:24:12fill
- 1:24:12out
- 1:24:12anything
- 1:24:12for
- 1:24:13the
- 1:24:13VA
- 1:24:13or
- 1:24:13anything.
- 1:24:15No,
- 1:24:15the
- 1:24:15only.
- 1:24:16The
- 1:24:16only
- 1:24:16paperwork
- 1:24:17that
- 1:24:17he
- 1:24:17does
- 1:24:17is
- 1:24:18changing
- 1:24:18his
- 1:24:18will.
- 1:24:23That
- 1:24:24he
- 1:24:24had
- 1:24:24to
- 1:24:24see
- 1:24:24a
- 1:24:25lawyer
- 1:24:25for.
- 1:24:26I
- 1:24:26bet
- 1:24:26you
- 1:24:27he
- 1:24:27just
- 1:24:27sent
- 1:24:27in
- 1:24:27his
- 1:24:28paramedic
- 1:24:29paperwork
- 1:24:29at
- 1:24:29the
- 1:24:29same
- 1:24:30time.
- 1:24:30Because
- 1:24:30then
- 1:24:30in
- 1:24:31season
- 1:24:31five,
- 1:24:33might
- 1:24:33as.
- 1:24:33Well
- 1:24:33get
- 1:24:34this
- 1:24:34out
- 1:24:34of
- 1:24:34the
- 1:24:34way.
- 1:24:34It's
- 1:24:34been
- 1:24:35sitting
- 1:24:35around
- 1:24:35for
- 1:24:37two
- 1:24:37years.
- 1:24:38Yeah.
- 1:24:38Then
- 1:24:38we
- 1:24:38get
- 1:24:38to
- 1:24:38see
- 1:24:39him
- 1:24:39flashing
- 1:24:39his
- 1:24:40medic
- 1:24:41paramedic
- 1:24:41skills.
- 1:24:42And
- 1:24:43I
- 1:24:44love
- 1:24:44to
- 1:24:44see
- 1:24:44that
- 1:24:44because
- 1:24:44we
- 1:24:45don't
- 1:24:45see
- 1:24:45it
- 1:24:45all
- 1:24:45the
- 1:24:45time.
- 1:24:46And
- 1:24:47then
- 1:24:47we
- 1:24:48get
- 1:24:48to
- 1:24:48see
- 1:24:48him
- 1:24:48lose
- 1:24:49his
- 1:24:49will
- 1:24:49to
- 1:24:49live
- 1:24:49for
- 1:24:4930
- 1:24:50seconds
- 1:24:51once
- 1:24:52he
- 1:24:52sees
- 1:24:52Book.
- 1:24:52And
- 1:24:53so
- 1:24:53do
- 1:24:53we.
- 1:24:54Yeah.
- 1:24:55Great.
- 1:24:55Every
- 1:24:55time.
- 1:24:56Every
- 1:24:57time.
- 1:24:57Why
- 1:24:58do
- 1:24:58you
- 1:24:58have
- 1:24:58as
- 1:24:58glass?
- 1:25:00He
- 1:25:00sees
- 1:25:01Buck
- 1:25:01and
- 1:25:01he
- 1:25:01immediately
- 1:25:02is
- 1:25:02concerned
- 1:25:02because
- 1:25:03I
- 1:25:03would
- 1:25:04be,
- 1:25:04too.
- 1:25:04Looking
- 1:25:04at
- 1:25:05him,
- 1:25:05it's
- 1:25:05like,
- 1:25:06what
- 1:25:06are
- 1:25:06you
- 1:25:06doing
- 1:25:06here?
- 1:25:07What
- 1:25:08are
- 1:25:08you
- 1:25:08doing
- 1:25:08here?
- 1:25:08Wait,
- 1:25:09are
- 1:25:09you
- 1:25:09okay?
- 1:25:09Because,
- 1:25:10like,
- 1:25:10A,
- 1:25:11he's
- 1:25:11bleeding.
- 1:25:11B,
- 1:25:12he
- 1:25:12knows
- 1:25:12he's
- 1:25:12on
- 1:25:12blood
- 1:25:13thinners,
- 1:25:13and
- 1:25:14obviously
- 1:25:14he
- 1:25:14does
- 1:25:14not
- 1:25:15look
- 1:25:15like,
- 1:25:15where's
- 1:25:15Christopher?
- 1:25:16And
- 1:25:16that
- 1:25:17man
- 1:25:17looks
- 1:25:17wrecked.
- 1:25:18He's
- 1:25:19so,
- 1:25:19like,
- 1:25:19gentle.
- 1:25:20Like,
- 1:25:21he's
- 1:25:21not
- 1:25:21saying
- 1:25:21anything,
- 1:25:22but
- 1:25:22he
- 1:25:22is
- 1:25:22like.
- 1:25:23Like
- 1:25:23he
- 1:25:23is
- 1:25:23nodding
- 1:25:24and
- 1:25:24he's
- 1:25:24trying
- 1:25:24not
- 1:25:25to
- 1:25:25cry.
- 1:25:25Yeah.
- 1:25:26Because
- 1:25:26he
- 1:25:27knows
- 1:25:27it
- 1:25:27wouldn't
- 1:25:27be
- 1:25:27Buck's
- 1:25:28fault.
- 1:25:28Yes.
- 1:25:29But
- 1:25:29it's
- 1:25:29also
- 1:25:30so
- 1:25:31hard
- 1:25:31to
- 1:25:32even
- 1:25:32think
- 1:25:33about
- 1:25:33the
- 1:25:33idea
- 1:25:33of
- 1:25:34what
- 1:25:34Buck
- 1:25:34is
- 1:25:34trying
- 1:25:34to
- 1:25:35tell
- 1:25:35him.
- 1:25:35Yeah.
- 1:25:36Yeah.
- 1:25:36It's
- 1:25:36unimaginable.
- 1:25:37Like,
- 1:25:37there's
- 1:25:38Nothing.
- 1:25:38There's
- 1:25:38nothing
- 1:25:38more
- 1:25:39horrifying
- 1:25:40than
- 1:25:40that.
- 1:25:41Going
- 1:25:41through
- 1:25:41the
- 1:25:41unimaginable.
- 1:25:43Yeah,
- 1:25:43right.
- 1:25:44Oh,
- 1:25:44my
- 1:25:44God.
- 1:25:46We
- 1:25:46always
- 1:25:47Back
- 1:25:47here.
- 1:25:48I
- 1:25:48know,
- 1:25:49Hamilton,
- 1:25:52for
- 1:25:53Eddie
- 1:25:53to
- 1:25:53just
- 1:25:54be
- 1:25:54like,
- 1:25:54like,
- 1:25:54so
- 1:25:55patient
- 1:25:56with,
- 1:25:57like,
- 1:25:57letting
- 1:25:57Buck
- 1:25:58try
- 1:25:58to
- 1:25:59spit
- 1:25:59this
- 1:25:59out,
- 1:26:00which
- 1:26:00he's
- 1:26:00obviously
- 1:26:01having
- 1:26:01trouble
- 1:26:01doing,
- 1:26:02because
- 1:26:03obviously,
- 1:26:04who
- 1:26:04wouldn't
- 1:26:05have
- 1:26:05trouble
- 1:26:05doing
- 1:26:05that?
- 1:26:06But
- 1:26:06Eddie's
- 1:26:07just
- 1:26:07like,
- 1:26:08you
- 1:26:08know,
- 1:26:09of
- 1:26:09course,
- 1:26:09he's.
- 1:26:10He's
- 1:26:10kind
- 1:26:10of,
- 1:26:11like,
- 1:26:11very
- 1:26:12quiet,
- 1:26:12in
- 1:26:13maybe
- 1:26:13a
- 1:26:13little
- 1:26:13bit
- 1:26:14of
- 1:26:14shock,
- 1:26:14and
- 1:26:16doesn't
- 1:26:16want
- 1:26:17to
- 1:26:17hear
- 1:26:17it,
- 1:26:18because
- 1:26:19who
- 1:26:19would?
- 1:26:19But
- 1:26:19he's
- 1:26:20also
- 1:26:20like.
- 1:26:20Like
- 1:26:21giving
- 1:26:22Buck
- 1:26:22the
- 1:26:22space
- 1:26:23to
- 1:26:23be
- 1:26:23able
- 1:26:23to
- 1:26:24say
- 1:26:24it.
- 1:26:24And
- 1:26:25also.
- 1:26:25And.
- 1:26:26And
- 1:26:26I
- 1:26:26think
- 1:26:26that's
- 1:26:26twofold.
- 1:26:27I
- 1:26:27think
- 1:26:27that's
- 1:26:28to
- 1:26:28allow
- 1:26:29Buck
- 1:26:29to
- 1:26:29say
- 1:26:29it,
- 1:26:30but
- 1:26:30also
- 1:26:30to,
- 1:26:31like,
- 1:26:32give
- 1:26:32the
- 1:26:32benefit
- 1:26:33of
- 1:26:33the
- 1:26:33doubt
- 1:26:34in
- 1:26:34the
- 1:26:34space.
- 1:26:34Because
- 1:26:35it's
- 1:26:35like
- 1:26:35Schrodinger's
- 1:26:36cat,
- 1:26:36where
- 1:26:37it's
- 1:26:37like,
- 1:26:37if
- 1:26:38Buck
- 1:26:38is
- 1:26:39stumbling
- 1:26:40to
- 1:26:40say
- 1:26:40it,
- 1:26:40it's
- 1:26:41not
- 1:26:41said
- 1:26:41yet,
- 1:26:42so
- 1:26:42it's
- 1:26:42not
- 1:26:42real
- 1:26:43yet.
- 1:26:43So
- 1:26:43Christopher
- 1:26:44is.
- 1:26:44Is
- 1:26:44neither
- 1:26:45gone
- 1:26:46nor
- 1:26:47not
- 1:26:47gone,
- 1:26:47you
- 1:26:48know,
- 1:26:48so
- 1:26:49it's
- 1:26:49like
- 1:26:50trying
- 1:26:51to,
- 1:26:51I
- 1:26:51think,
- 1:26:51also,
- 1:26:51like,
- 1:26:52extend
- 1:26:52that
- 1:26:53moment
- 1:26:54while
- 1:26:54also
- 1:26:55never
- 1:26:56wanting
- 1:26:56it
- 1:26:56to,
- 1:26:56like,
- 1:26:57come
- 1:26:57to
- 1:26:57fruition
- 1:26:58in
- 1:26:58the
- 1:26:58first
- 1:26:58place.
- 1:26:59I.
- 1:26:59I
- 1:27:00think
- 1:27:00the
- 1:27:00only
- 1:27:00reason
- 1:27:00he
- 1:27:01doesn't
- 1:27:01stop
- 1:27:02Buck
- 1:27:02saying
- 1:27:03anything,
- 1:27:03because
- 1:27:04that
- 1:27:04was
- 1:27:04immediately
- 1:27:04one
- 1:27:05of
- 1:27:05the
- 1:27:05things
- 1:27:05I
- 1:27:05thought
- 1:27:05I
- 1:27:05was
- 1:27:05like,
- 1:27:06why
- 1:27:06is
- 1:27:06he
- 1:27:06not
- 1:27:07trying
- 1:27:07to
- 1:27:07stop
- 1:27:07him?
- 1:27:07Because
- 1:27:08if
- 1:27:08he
- 1:27:08doesn't
- 1:27:09say
- 1:27:09it,
- 1:27:10it's
- 1:27:10not
- 1:27:10real.
- 1:27:11Exactly.
- 1:27:12It's
- 1:27:12not
- 1:27:12real.
- 1:27:13It
- 1:27:13didn't
- 1:27:13happen.
- 1:27:14But
- 1:27:14he
- 1:27:15doesn't
- 1:27:15know
- 1:27:15what
- 1:27:15Buck's
- 1:27:16trying
- 1:27:16to
- 1:27:16tell
- 1:27:16him.
- 1:27:17He
- 1:27:17doesn't
- 1:27:17know
- 1:27:17if
- 1:27:18Buck
- 1:27:18is
- 1:27:18trying
- 1:27:18to
- 1:27:18tell
- 1:27:18him
- 1:27:18that
- 1:27:19Christopher
- 1:27:19is
- 1:27:19dead
- 1:27:20or
- 1:27:21if
- 1:27:21Christopher
- 1:27:21is
- 1:27:21missing.
- 1:27:22Yeah.
- 1:27:23And
- 1:27:23I
- 1:27:23think
- 1:27:24that's
- 1:27:25the
- 1:27:25only
- 1:27:25thing
- 1:27:26that's
- 1:27:26stopping
- 1:27:26him,
- 1:27:27because
- 1:27:27as
- 1:27:28long
- 1:27:28as
- 1:27:28Buck
- 1:27:28doesn't
- 1:27:29say
- 1:27:29dead,
- 1:27:30there's
- 1:27:30still
- 1:27:30hope.
- 1:27:31And
- 1:27:31he's
- 1:27:31like,
- 1:27:32yeah,
- 1:27:32it's
- 1:27:32not
- 1:27:33Schrodinger's.
- 1:27:33Cat,
- 1:27:33like,
- 1:27:34grasping
- 1:27:34for
- 1:27:35it.
- 1:27:35Yeah,
- 1:27:35exactly.
- 1:27:36But
- 1:27:37I
- 1:27:37was
- 1:27:37surprised
- 1:27:37that
- 1:27:38he
- 1:27:38didn't.
- 1:27:38Like,
- 1:27:38this
- 1:27:39is
- 1:27:39a
- 1:27:39man
- 1:27:39who
- 1:27:39tries
- 1:27:39to
- 1:27:39shut
- 1:27:40everyone
- 1:27:40up,
- 1:27:40who
- 1:27:40tries
- 1:27:41to
- 1:27:41tell
- 1:27:41him
- 1:27:41hard
- 1:27:42things
- 1:27:42that
- 1:27:42he
- 1:27:42doesn't
- 1:27:43want
- 1:27:43to
- 1:27:43hear.
- 1:27:44Well,
- 1:27:44yes.
- 1:27:47Which
- 1:27:47is
- 1:27:48why
- 1:27:48I
- 1:27:48was
- 1:27:48kind
- 1:27:49of
- 1:27:49surprised
- 1:27:49that
- 1:27:50he.
- 1:27:50Yeah.
- 1:27:50That
- 1:27:51he
- 1:27:51was
- 1:27:51taking.
- 1:27:52And
- 1:27:52I
- 1:27:52think
- 1:27:52so
- 1:27:52much
- 1:27:52of
- 1:27:52that.
- 1:27:52He
- 1:27:53was
- 1:27:53just
- 1:27:53so.
- 1:27:53He
- 1:27:54was
- 1:27:54in
- 1:27:54such
- 1:27:54shock.
- 1:27:55That,
- 1:27:56too,
- 1:27:56we've
- 1:27:57seen
- 1:27:57time
- 1:27:57and
- 1:27:57time
- 1:27:58again
- 1:27:58where
- 1:27:58he
- 1:27:58would
- 1:27:58just
- 1:27:59be
- 1:27:59like,
- 1:27:59stop.
- 1:28:00That's
- 1:28:01a
- 1:28:01compartmentalizing,
- 1:28:02though,
- 1:28:02because
- 1:28:03he's
- 1:28:03working
- 1:28:03and
- 1:28:04trying
- 1:28:05to
- 1:28:05separate
- 1:28:05work
- 1:28:06and.
- 1:28:07And
- 1:28:07real
- 1:28:08life
- 1:28:09and
- 1:28:09be
- 1:28:09a
- 1:28:09man.
- 1:28:10He
- 1:28:11must
- 1:28:11be
- 1:28:11swift
- 1:28:12as
- 1:28:12a
- 1:28:12cool.
- 1:28:15So
- 1:28:15conceal,
- 1:28:16don't
- 1:28:17feel,
- 1:28:18don't
- 1:28:18break
- 1:28:19down.
- 1:28:20How
- 1:28:20many
- 1:28:20Disney
- 1:28:21songs
- 1:28:21can
- 1:28:21we
- 1:28:22attribute
- 1:28:22to
- 1:28:22Eddie?
- 1:28:23Oh,
- 1:28:24wow.
- 1:28:24We
- 1:28:25can
- 1:28:25make
- 1:28:25a
- 1:28:25playlist.
- 1:28:34The
- 1:28:34Disney
- 1:28:35princess.
- 1:28:36Next
- 1:28:36three
- 1:28:36hours
- 1:28:37of
- 1:28:37this
- 1:28:37podcast
- 1:28:37is
- 1:28:38just
- 1:28:38us
- 1:28:38doing
- 1:28:39Eddie
- 1:28:39Disney
- 1:28:39songs.
- 1:28:41Mini
- 1:28:42karaoke.
- 1:28:42Karaoke.
- 1:28:44So
- 1:28:45then
- 1:28:47while
- 1:28:47Buck
- 1:28:48is
- 1:28:48trying
- 1:28:48to
- 1:28:49stammer
- 1:28:49out
- 1:28:49the
- 1:28:50worst
- 1:28:50news
- 1:28:51ever,
- 1:28:52Eddie's
- 1:28:52dissociating
- 1:28:53a
- 1:28:53little
- 1:28:54bit
- 1:28:54and
- 1:28:54looks
- 1:28:54over
- 1:28:55and
- 1:28:56sees
- 1:28:57miraculously,
- 1:28:58miraculously
- 1:28:59Christopher,
- 1:29:00which,
- 1:29:00let
- 1:29:00me
- 1:29:00tell
- 1:29:01you,
- 1:29:01I
- 1:29:01did
- 1:29:01not
- 1:29:02notice
- 1:29:02this
- 1:29:02the
- 1:29:02first
- 1:29:03time
- 1:29:03I
- 1:29:03watched
- 1:29:03it.
- 1:29:03It.
- 1:29:04I
- 1:29:04did
- 1:29:04not
- 1:29:05notice
- 1:29:05Christopher
- 1:29:06being
- 1:29:06carried
- 1:29:06around.
- 1:29:07Me
- 1:29:07neither.
- 1:29:08Well,
- 1:29:08I
- 1:29:08don't
- 1:29:08think
- 1:29:08you're
- 1:29:08supposed
- 1:29:09to.
- 1:29:09I
- 1:29:09think,
- 1:29:10you
- 1:29:10know,
- 1:29:10and
- 1:29:11that's
- 1:29:11why.
- 1:29:11They
- 1:29:11have
- 1:29:11it
- 1:29:12kind
- 1:29:12of,
- 1:29:12like,
- 1:29:12breadcrumbed
- 1:29:13for,
- 1:29:14like,
- 1:29:14visually,
- 1:29:15it's
- 1:29:15just
- 1:29:15like,
- 1:29:15oh,
- 1:29:15here's
- 1:29:16this
- 1:29:16lady
- 1:29:16with
- 1:29:16this
- 1:29:17giant
- 1:29:17child
- 1:29:19several
- 1:29:19times.
- 1:29:20And
- 1:29:20I
- 1:29:20feel
- 1:29:20like
- 1:29:20that
- 1:29:20should
- 1:29:21have
- 1:29:21flagged
- 1:29:21something,
- 1:29:22but
- 1:29:22I
- 1:29:22was
- 1:29:22just
- 1:29:22so.
- 1:29:23Stressed
- 1:29:23out,
- 1:29:24especially
- 1:29:24because
- 1:29:25Buck
- 1:29:25never
- 1:29:25sees
- 1:29:26her.
- 1:29:27Everybody.
- 1:29:27Everyone
- 1:29:28at
- 1:29:28the
- 1:29:28118
- 1:29:29sees
- 1:29:29her
- 1:29:29except
- 1:29:30for
- 1:29:30Buck.
- 1:29:30Yeah.
- 1:29:31And
- 1:29:31Buck
- 1:29:32is
- 1:29:32the
- 1:29:32only
- 1:29:32one
- 1:29:32running
- 1:29:33around
- 1:29:33screaming
- 1:29:33Christopher's
- 1:29:34name
- 1:29:34scene.
- 1:29:34Yeah,
- 1:29:35yeah.
- 1:29:37And
- 1:29:37he.
- 1:29:37And
- 1:29:37Christopher's
- 1:29:38looking
- 1:29:38for
- 1:29:38Buck.
- 1:29:39Yeah.
- 1:29:40Oh,
- 1:29:42he's
- 1:29:42worried
- 1:29:43about
- 1:29:43Buck.
- 1:29:43Yeah.
- 1:29:44So
- 1:29:45then
- 1:29:45he,
- 1:29:45of
- 1:29:45course,
- 1:29:45runs
- 1:29:46over
- 1:29:46to
- 1:29:46Christopher
- 1:29:47and
- 1:29:47grabs
- 1:29:48him,
- 1:29:48and
- 1:29:48we
- 1:29:48get
- 1:29:48the
- 1:29:48whole,
- 1:29:49are
- 1:29:49you
- 1:29:49Buck?
- 1:29:50He
- 1:29:50was
- 1:29:50looking
- 1:29:50for
- 1:29:50a
- 1:29:51Buck.
- 1:29:51And
- 1:29:53then
- 1:29:53we
- 1:29:54have
- 1:29:54whatever.
- 1:29:55Whatever
- 1:29:56that
- 1:29:56is.
- 1:29:57Whatever
- 1:29:57it
- 1:29:57is.
- 1:29:58When
- 1:29:58you
- 1:29:58just
- 1:29:58hug
- 1:29:59your
- 1:29:59son
- 1:29:59who
- 1:29:59you
- 1:30:00thought
- 1:30:00might
- 1:30:00have
- 1:30:00been
- 1:30:00missing
- 1:30:00or
- 1:30:01dead,
- 1:30:01head
- 1:30:01and
- 1:30:02clutch
- 1:30:02onto
- 1:30:02him
- 1:30:02for
- 1:30:02dear
- 1:30:03life
- 1:30:03while
- 1:30:03staring,
- 1:30:04gazing,
- 1:30:05gazing,
- 1:30:08staring
- 1:30:08at
- 1:30:08Buck.
- 1:30:09What?
- 1:30:10I
- 1:30:10don't
- 1:30:10even
- 1:30:10know,
- 1:30:11man.
- 1:30:11I
- 1:30:11mean,
- 1:30:11if
- 1:30:12there's
- 1:30:12something.
- 1:30:13It's
- 1:30:13really
- 1:30:13disbelief.
- 1:30:14It's
- 1:30:14because,
- 1:30:14like,
- 1:30:15he's
- 1:30:15just.
- 1:30:15He
- 1:30:16just.
- 1:30:17He's
- 1:30:17already
- 1:30:17imagining.
- 1:30:18Oh,
- 1:30:19yeah,
- 1:30:19exactly.
- 1:30:20It's
- 1:30:20whiplash.
- 1:30:20Because
- 1:30:21you're
- 1:30:21being
- 1:30:21told
- 1:30:22that
- 1:30:22he
- 1:30:22might.
- 1:30:22Or
- 1:30:22he's
- 1:30:23either
- 1:30:23a.
- 1:30:24A
- 1:30:24missing
- 1:30:25or
- 1:30:26the
- 1:30:26worst,
- 1:30:27the
- 1:30:27unimaginable.
- 1:30:28And
- 1:30:28then
- 1:30:28he's
- 1:30:28just.
- 1:30:28Just
- 1:30:28suddenly
- 1:30:29right
- 1:30:29there.
- 1:30:30Okay.
- 1:30:31I
- 1:30:31actually
- 1:30:31have
- 1:30:31never
- 1:30:31thought
- 1:30:31about
- 1:30:32it
- 1:30:32this
- 1:30:32way.
- 1:30:32I
- 1:30:32don't
- 1:30:33know.
- 1:30:33Why
- 1:30:33do
- 1:30:34you
- 1:30:34think
- 1:30:34that
- 1:30:34he
- 1:30:34was
- 1:30:35looking
- 1:30:35at
- 1:30:36Buck's
- 1:30:36reaction?
- 1:30:37And
- 1:30:38that's
- 1:30:38when
- 1:30:38he
- 1:30:39was,
- 1:30:39like,
- 1:30:40he
- 1:30:40decided
- 1:30:40that
- 1:30:41he
- 1:30:41loved
- 1:30:42Christopher
- 1:30:42the
- 1:30:42same
- 1:30:43way.
- 1:30:43Like,
- 1:30:43he
- 1:30:43loved
- 1:30:44him,
- 1:30:45like,
- 1:30:45like
- 1:30:46a
- 1:30:46parent.
- 1:30:46I
- 1:30:47think
- 1:30:47so,
- 1:30:47like,
- 1:30:47kind
- 1:30:47of
- 1:30:47saw,
- 1:30:48like,
- 1:30:48his
- 1:30:48own.
- 1:30:49Kind
- 1:30:49of,
- 1:30:50like.
- 1:30:50Like
- 1:30:50his.
- 1:30:51Like.
- 1:30:52Because
- 1:30:52that's
- 1:30:52just
- 1:30:52not
- 1:30:52a
- 1:30:53normal
- 1:30:53reaction
- 1:30:53for
- 1:30:53someone
- 1:30:54to
- 1:30:54have.
- 1:30:54Like,
- 1:30:54Buck,
- 1:30:55like,
- 1:30:55the
- 1:30:55way
- 1:30:56he's
- 1:30:56reacting
- 1:30:56is
- 1:30:57not
- 1:30:57normal.
- 1:30:58I
- 1:30:58don't
- 1:30:58know
- 1:30:58if
- 1:30:58it
- 1:30:58was
- 1:30:59so
- 1:30:59much
- 1:30:59like,
- 1:30:59maybe
- 1:31:00initially
- 1:31:00when
- 1:31:00Buck
- 1:31:00starts
- 1:31:01to
- 1:31:01collapse,
- 1:31:01but
- 1:31:01I
- 1:31:02think
- 1:31:02Eddie,
- 1:31:03his
- 1:31:03initial
- 1:31:04thing
- 1:31:04is
- 1:31:05he
- 1:31:05hears
- 1:31:06that
- 1:31:06his
- 1:31:07kid
- 1:31:08was.
- 1:31:08Who
- 1:31:08was
- 1:31:08in
- 1:31:08danger
- 1:31:09and
- 1:31:09who
- 1:31:09was
- 1:31:09lost
- 1:31:10and
- 1:31:10who
- 1:31:11knows
- 1:31:11his
- 1:31:11dad's
- 1:31:11a
- 1:31:11firefighter.
- 1:31:12He
- 1:31:12sees
- 1:31:12what's
- 1:31:13going
- 1:31:13on.
- 1:31:13His
- 1:31:13dad
- 1:31:13is
- 1:31:14probably
- 1:31:14out
- 1:31:14there.
- 1:31:14Christopher
- 1:31:15is
- 1:31:15looking
- 1:31:15for
- 1:31:16Buck.
- 1:31:18So
- 1:31:18I
- 1:31:18feel
- 1:31:18like
- 1:31:19that's
- 1:31:19that
- 1:31:19moment
- 1:31:19of
- 1:31:20realizing
- 1:31:21this
- 1:31:22is
- 1:31:22someone
- 1:31:22that
- 1:31:22my
- 1:31:22kid
- 1:31:23trusts
- 1:31:26and
- 1:31:26my.
- 1:31:27And
- 1:31:27that
- 1:31:27my
- 1:31:27kid
- 1:31:28feels
- 1:31:28like
- 1:31:28they'll
- 1:31:28be
- 1:31:29safe
- 1:31:29with.
- 1:31:29And
- 1:31:30when
- 1:31:30he's
- 1:31:30scared
- 1:31:31and
- 1:31:31when
- 1:31:31he's
- 1:31:31in
- 1:31:31his
- 1:31:32worst
- 1:31:32situation,
- 1:31:33this
- 1:31:33is
- 1:31:33someone
- 1:31:33that
- 1:31:34my
- 1:31:34kid
- 1:31:34is
- 1:31:34going
- 1:31:35to
- 1:31:35be
- 1:31:36looking
- 1:31:36for
- 1:31:37and.
- 1:31:38And
- 1:31:38knows
- 1:31:38will
- 1:31:39take
- 1:31:39care
- 1:31:39of
- 1:31:39him.
- 1:31:39And
- 1:31:39I
- 1:31:40feel
- 1:31:40like
- 1:31:40that
- 1:31:41it
- 1:31:41was
- 1:31:41more
- 1:31:41about
- 1:31:42Christopher
- 1:31:42and
- 1:31:43what
- 1:31:43Christopher
- 1:31:43was
- 1:31:44doing,
- 1:31:44because
- 1:31:44it's
- 1:31:44always
- 1:31:45about
- 1:31:45Christopher
- 1:31:46than
- 1:31:46it
- 1:31:46was
- 1:31:46about
- 1:31:46Buck's
- 1:31:47reaction
- 1:31:47because
- 1:31:48he
- 1:31:48already
- 1:31:48knows
- 1:31:49that
- 1:31:49Buck
- 1:31:49loves
- 1:31:49Chris.
- 1:31:50He
- 1:31:50already
- 1:31:51knows
- 1:31:51that
- 1:31:51Buck
- 1:31:51will
- 1:31:52take
- 1:31:52care
- 1:31:52of
- 1:31:52Chr.
- 1:31:53This
- 1:31:53is
- 1:31:53like.
- 1:31:54This
- 1:31:54is
- 1:31:54Christopher
- 1:31:55knowing
- 1:31:56that
- 1:31:57Buck
- 1:31:57will
- 1:31:57take
- 1:31:57care
- 1:31:58of
- 1:31:58him.
- 1:31:59And
- 1:32:00that
- 1:32:00is
- 1:32:00so
- 1:32:01much
- 1:32:01bigger.
- 1:32:02Sorry.
- 1:32:02Well,
- 1:32:03it's.
- 1:32:03Well,
- 1:32:04then
- 1:32:04I
- 1:32:04feel
- 1:32:04like
- 1:32:04this
- 1:32:05is
- 1:32:05supposed
- 1:32:05to
- 1:32:05go
- 1:32:06a
- 1:32:06little
- 1:32:06bit
- 1:32:06more
- 1:32:06in
- 1:32:06slow
- 1:32:07burn.
- 1:32:07Because
- 1:32:07when
- 1:32:07you
- 1:32:07think.
- 1:32:09I
- 1:32:09know.
- 1:32:10But
- 1:32:10when
- 1:32:10you.
- 1:32:10Then
- 1:32:10when
- 1:32:11you're
- 1:32:12focusing
- 1:32:12on
- 1:32:13the
- 1:32:13Eddie
- 1:32:13part
- 1:32:13of
- 1:32:13it,
- 1:32:13I
- 1:32:14mean,
- 1:32:14when
- 1:32:14you.
- 1:32:14Take
- 1:32:14that
- 1:32:14concept,
- 1:32:15it's
- 1:32:15kind
- 1:32:15of
- 1:32:16like,
- 1:32:16well,
- 1:32:17I
- 1:32:17guess
- 1:32:17he
- 1:32:17does
- 1:32:17do
- 1:32:18it.
- 1:32:18It.
- 1:32:18Which
- 1:32:19is
- 1:32:19the
- 1:32:19will
- 1:32:20and.
- 1:32:20And
- 1:32:20everything.
- 1:32:21And
- 1:32:21then
- 1:32:21telling
- 1:32:21him
- 1:32:21that
- 1:32:22you're
- 1:32:22the
- 1:32:22only.
- 1:32:23I
- 1:32:23know
- 1:32:24that
- 1:32:24you
- 1:32:24love
- 1:32:25Christopher
- 1:32:25more
- 1:32:26than
- 1:32:26anyone
- 1:32:27or.
- 1:32:28Yeah.
- 1:32:29All
- 1:32:29of
- 1:32:29the.
- 1:32:29All
- 1:32:30of
- 1:32:30the
- 1:32:30things
- 1:32:30that
- 1:32:30he
- 1:32:30thinks
- 1:32:30at
- 1:32:31the
- 1:32:31end.
- 1:32:31Like.
- 1:32:32But
- 1:32:32I
- 1:32:32was.
- 1:32:32I
- 1:32:33was
- 1:32:33about
- 1:32:33to
- 1:32:33say,
- 1:32:33I'm
- 1:32:34like,
- 1:32:34okay,
- 1:32:35if
- 1:32:35Christopher
- 1:32:35is
- 1:32:35choosing
- 1:32:37this
- 1:32:37other
- 1:32:38person
- 1:32:39as,
- 1:32:39like,
- 1:32:39a
- 1:32:39safe
- 1:32:40space.
- 1:32:41Eddie,
- 1:32:41what
- 1:32:42are
- 1:32:42you
- 1:32:42doing?
- 1:32:43Why
- 1:32:43are
- 1:32:43you
- 1:32:43terrorizing
- 1:32:44the
- 1:32:44women
- 1:32:44of
- 1:32:44la?
- 1:32:46We
- 1:32:47could.
- 1:32:47I
- 1:32:47think
- 1:32:47we
- 1:32:47could
- 1:32:47talk
- 1:32:48about
- 1:32:48for
- 1:32:48hours
- 1:32:49about
- 1:32:49Eddie
- 1:32:49and
- 1:32:50his
- 1:32:52traumatizing
- 1:32:53his
- 1:32:53child
- 1:32:53through
- 1:32:54the
- 1:32:54women
- 1:32:54of
- 1:32:54la.
- 1:32:55Yeah,
- 1:32:56it's
- 1:32:56kind
- 1:32:56of
- 1:32:56like
- 1:32:57Christopher
- 1:32:57chose
- 1:32:58his
- 1:32:58other
- 1:32:59parent.
- 1:33:00Yeah,
- 1:33:00he
- 1:33:00did.
- 1:33:01I
- 1:33:01literally
- 1:33:01just
- 1:33:02wrote
- 1:33:02that
- 1:33:02down
- 1:33:02so
- 1:33:02we
- 1:33:02can
- 1:33:03talk
- 1:33:03about
- 1:33:03that
- 1:33:03more.
- 1:33:06So.
- 1:33:06Yeah.
- 1:33:07Okay.
- 1:33:07That
- 1:33:07makes
- 1:33:08sense.
- 1:33:08Yeah.
- 1:33:08I
- 1:33:09really
- 1:33:09like
- 1:33:09thinking
- 1:33:09about
- 1:33:10that
- 1:33:10that
- 1:33:10way.
- 1:33:10I
- 1:33:11do
- 1:33:11think,
- 1:33:11like,
- 1:33:11maybe
- 1:33:12if
- 1:33:12he
- 1:33:12wasn't
- 1:33:12feeling
- 1:33:12it,
- 1:33:13then
- 1:33:13he
- 1:33:14was
- 1:33:14thinking
- 1:33:14about
- 1:33:14Buck's
- 1:33:15reaction
- 1:33:15later
- 1:33:16because,
- 1:33:16like,
- 1:33:16yeah,
- 1:33:17he
- 1:33:17knows
- 1:33:17that
- 1:33:17Buck
- 1:33:18loves
- 1:33:18Christopher,
- 1:33:18but
- 1:33:18I
- 1:33:18don't
- 1:33:19know
- 1:33:19if
- 1:33:20before
- 1:33:20this,
- 1:33:21he
- 1:33:21knew
- 1:33:21that
- 1:33:22he
- 1:33:22loved
- 1:33:22him
- 1:33:23like.
- 1:33:24Like
- 1:33:24a
- 1:33:25parent
- 1:33:25loves
- 1:33:25a
- 1:33:26kid
- 1:33:26for
- 1:33:27sure.
- 1:33:27When
- 1:33:28Christopher
- 1:33:28was
- 1:33:28talking
- 1:33:29to
- 1:33:29him
- 1:33:29about
- 1:33:29what
- 1:33:29happened
- 1:33:30later
- 1:33:30and
- 1:33:30this
- 1:33:31was
- 1:33:31off
- 1:33:31screen
- 1:33:32about
- 1:33:33everything
- 1:33:34Buck
- 1:33:35did
- 1:33:35to
- 1:33:35keep.
- 1:33:35Christopher
- 1:33:36safe,
- 1:33:37how
- 1:33:37Buck
- 1:33:37saved
- 1:33:37him.
- 1:33:38That
- 1:33:39is
- 1:33:39when
- 1:33:39I
- 1:33:39think
- 1:33:39he's
- 1:33:40thinking
- 1:33:40about
- 1:33:41Buck's
- 1:33:43love
- 1:33:43for
- 1:33:43Christopher
- 1:33:44and
- 1:33:44how
- 1:33:45deep
- 1:33:45that
- 1:33:45went,
- 1:33:46I
- 1:33:46think.
- 1:33:46But
- 1:33:47in
- 1:33:47that
- 1:33:47moment,
- 1:33:47I
- 1:33:48think
- 1:33:48just
- 1:33:48the
- 1:33:48suddenness
- 1:33:49of
- 1:33:49Buck's
- 1:33:50panic
- 1:33:50telling
- 1:33:51him
- 1:33:51that,
- 1:33:51trying
- 1:33:51to
- 1:33:51tell
- 1:33:52him
- 1:33:52that
- 1:33:52Christopher
- 1:33:52is
- 1:33:52missing,
- 1:33:53and
- 1:33:53then
- 1:33:53the
- 1:33:53whiplash
- 1:33:54of
- 1:33:54seeing
- 1:33:54Christopher
- 1:33:55safe
- 1:33:56and.
- 1:33:57And
- 1:33:57okay.
- 1:33:58And
- 1:33:58Then
- 1:33:58hearing
- 1:33:59that
- 1:33:59Christopher
- 1:33:59was
- 1:34:00looking
- 1:34:00for
- 1:34:00Buck,
- 1:34:00of
- 1:34:00all
- 1:34:01the
- 1:34:01people
- 1:34:01he
- 1:34:01could
- 1:34:01be
- 1:34:02looking
- 1:34:02for.
- 1:34:03I
- 1:34:04think
- 1:34:04that.
- 1:34:05I
- 1:34:06think
- 1:34:06that
- 1:34:06moment
- 1:34:06was
- 1:34:06more
- 1:34:06about
- 1:34:07Christopher
- 1:34:07than
- 1:34:07Buck.
- 1:34:08But
- 1:34:08I
- 1:34:08do
- 1:34:08think
- 1:34:08later
- 1:34:09he
- 1:34:09absolutely
- 1:34:10was
- 1:34:10thinking
- 1:34:10about
- 1:34:11Buck
- 1:34:11and
- 1:34:12every.
- 1:34:12And,
- 1:34:13like,
- 1:34:13putting
- 1:34:13all
- 1:34:14the
- 1:34:14pieces
- 1:34:14together.
- 1:34:15Yeah.
- 1:34:15Well,
- 1:34:15not
- 1:34:15just
- 1:34:16that,
- 1:34:16but
- 1:34:16thinking
- 1:34:17about
- 1:34:17literally
- 1:34:18Buck
- 1:34:19in
- 1:34:19front
- 1:34:19of
- 1:34:19him
- 1:34:20in
- 1:34:20that
- 1:34:20moment
- 1:34:21and,
- 1:34:21like,
- 1:34:21how
- 1:34:22he
- 1:34:22looked
- 1:34:22and
- 1:34:22how
- 1:34:23he
- 1:34:23was
- 1:34:23reacting.
- 1:34:24Yes.
- 1:34:24Oh,
- 1:34:25for
- 1:34:25sure.
- 1:34:26Oh,
- 1:34:26that's
- 1:34:27so
- 1:34:27interesting.
- 1:34:27I
- 1:34:28also.
- 1:34:29I
- 1:34:29know
- 1:34:30we
- 1:34:30want
- 1:34:30to
- 1:34:30move
- 1:34:31on.
- 1:34:31I
- 1:34:31just
- 1:34:32don't
- 1:34:32want
- 1:34:33to
- 1:34:33move
- 1:34:33past
- 1:34:34Eddie's
- 1:34:34section
- 1:34:35without
- 1:34:35mentioning,
- 1:34:36like,
- 1:34:36in
- 1:34:37that
- 1:34:37moment
- 1:34:38where
- 1:34:39he's
- 1:34:39waiting
- 1:34:40to
- 1:34:40hear
- 1:34:40if
- 1:34:42Kristopher
- 1:34:43is
- 1:34:43missing
- 1:34:44or
- 1:34:44worse.
- 1:34:46I
- 1:34:46think
- 1:34:46you
- 1:34:46can
- 1:34:47also
- 1:34:47see
- 1:34:48the
- 1:34:48gears
- 1:34:49turn
- 1:34:49in
- 1:34:49his
- 1:34:49head
- 1:34:50where
- 1:34:50he's
- 1:34:51like,
- 1:34:51I
- 1:34:52just
- 1:34:52lost
- 1:34:52Shannon
- 1:34:54now
- 1:34:54I
- 1:34:55might
- 1:34:55have
- 1:34:55also
- 1:34:55lost
- 1:34:56my
- 1:34:56son.
- 1:34:56And,
- 1:34:57like,
- 1:34:57if
- 1:34:58people
- 1:34:59in.
- 1:35:00If
- 1:35:00one
- 1:35:00of
- 1:35:00the
- 1:35:00themes
- 1:35:01of
- 1:35:01this
- 1:35:01episode
- 1:35:01is,
- 1:35:01like,
- 1:35:02searching
- 1:35:02for
- 1:35:02purpose,
- 1:35:03Eddie's
- 1:35:04entire
- 1:35:04purpose
- 1:35:04is
- 1:35:05Christopher.
- 1:35:05So
- 1:35:05it's
- 1:35:06also,
- 1:35:06like,
- 1:35:06I
- 1:35:06don't
- 1:35:07think
- 1:35:07it
- 1:35:07would
- 1:35:07be
- 1:35:07consciously,
- 1:35:08like,
- 1:35:08entering
- 1:35:08his
- 1:35:09head,
- 1:35:09like,
- 1:35:09what
- 1:35:10would
- 1:35:10I
- 1:35:10do
- 1:35:10next?
- 1:35:10Sort
- 1:35:11of
- 1:35:11thing,
- 1:35:11but
- 1:35:11just
- 1:35:11kind
- 1:35:11of,
- 1:35:12like,
- 1:35:12one
- 1:35:12of
- 1:35:12those,
- 1:35:13like,
- 1:35:13is
- 1:35:14my
- 1:35:14purpose
- 1:35:15for
- 1:35:15living
- 1:35:16gone?
- 1:35:17Because,
- 1:35:17like,
- 1:35:17there
- 1:35:17would
- 1:35:18be
- 1:35:18technically,
- 1:35:19like,
- 1:35:19no
- 1:35:19one
- 1:35:19else,
- 1:35:20because
- 1:35:20he
- 1:35:21doesn't
- 1:35:21have
- 1:35:21Shannon,
- 1:35:22doesn't
- 1:35:23have
- 1:35:23Chris.
- 1:35:24What
- 1:35:25else
- 1:35:25would
- 1:35:25he
- 1:35:25have?
- 1:35:25I
- 1:35:26opened
- 1:35:26up
- 1:35:26this.
- 1:35:27The
- 1:35:27section
- 1:35:27saying
- 1:35:27that.
- 1:35:28I
- 1:35:28know
- 1:35:28I
- 1:35:28said
- 1:35:28it
- 1:35:28like
- 1:35:28a
- 1:35:28joke,
- 1:35:29but
- 1:35:29it
- 1:35:29wasn't
- 1:35:29a
- 1:35:29joke.
- 1:35:29It's
- 1:35:30like,
- 1:35:30you
- 1:35:30literally
- 1:35:30see
- 1:35:30the
- 1:35:30will
- 1:35:31to
- 1:35:31live.
- 1:35:31Yeah.
- 1:35:32Leave
- 1:35:32his
- 1:35:32eyes
- 1:35:33for
- 1:35:33sure.
- 1:35:33And
- 1:35:33that's
- 1:35:34something.
- 1:35:34And
- 1:35:34that
- 1:35:35is
- 1:35:35a.
- 1:35:35I
- 1:35:35mean,
- 1:35:36it's
- 1:35:36a.
- 1:35:36Every
- 1:35:36parent's
- 1:35:36worst
- 1:35:37nightmare.
- 1:35:37The
- 1:35:37idea
- 1:35:38of
- 1:35:38losing
- 1:35:38your
- 1:35:38child
- 1:35:38and
- 1:35:38that.
- 1:35:39That's
- 1:35:39like,
- 1:35:40I've.
- 1:35:40I've
- 1:35:41talked
- 1:35:41about
- 1:35:41it
- 1:35:41because
- 1:35:41I
- 1:35:41have
- 1:35:41two
- 1:35:42kids.
- 1:35:42I
- 1:35:42was
- 1:35:42like,
- 1:35:43if
- 1:35:43something
- 1:35:43happened
- 1:35:43to
- 1:35:43one
- 1:35:44of
- 1:35:44my
- 1:35:44kids,
- 1:35:45my
- 1:35:45other
- 1:35:45kid
- 1:35:46is
- 1:35:46literally
- 1:35:47the
- 1:35:47only
- 1:35:47reason
- 1:35:48I
- 1:35:48would
- 1:35:48be
- 1:35:48able
- 1:35:48to
- 1:35:50continue
- 1:35:50on.
- 1:35:52And.
- 1:35:52And
- 1:35:53I
- 1:35:53have
- 1:35:54a
- 1:35:54lot
- 1:35:54of
- 1:35:54people.
- 1:35:54I
- 1:35:54have
- 1:35:55a
- 1:35:55lot
- 1:35:55of
- 1:35:55people
- 1:35:55in
- 1:35:55my
- 1:35:56life
- 1:35:56that
- 1:35:56I
- 1:35:56love
- 1:35:56and
- 1:35:57I
- 1:35:57feel
- 1:35:57responsibility
- 1:35:58towards
- 1:35:58and
- 1:35:58stuff
- 1:35:59like
- 1:35:59that,
- 1:35:59but
- 1:36:00there's
- 1:36:00just
- 1:36:01nothing.
- 1:36:02I
- 1:36:02can't
- 1:36:02imagine
- 1:36:03anything
- 1:36:03worse.
- 1:36:03And
- 1:36:03Eddie
- 1:36:04doesn't
- 1:36:04have
- 1:36:04any
- 1:36:05of
- 1:36:05that.
- 1:36:05That.
- 1:36:05So,
- 1:36:06yeah,
- 1:36:06for
- 1:36:06sure.
- 1:36:06I
- 1:36:06feel
- 1:36:07like
- 1:36:07Christopher
- 1:36:08is
- 1:36:08his
- 1:36:08purpose.
- 1:36:09Christopher
- 1:36:10is
- 1:36:10his.
- 1:36:11It's
- 1:36:11why
- 1:36:12Eddie
- 1:36:12does
- 1:36:12any
- 1:36:13of
- 1:36:13the
- 1:36:13things
- 1:36:13he
- 1:36:13does.
- 1:36:14It's
- 1:36:14his
- 1:36:15motivation
- 1:36:15for
- 1:36:16everything.
- 1:36:17It's
- 1:36:17why
- 1:36:17he
- 1:36:18tries
- 1:36:18therapy.
- 1:36:19It's
- 1:36:19why
- 1:36:20he
- 1:36:20tries
- 1:36:21dating
- 1:36:21these
- 1:36:22damn
- 1:36:22women
- 1:36:22and
- 1:36:23getting
- 1:36:23Christopher
- 1:36:24attached
- 1:36:24to
- 1:36:24them
- 1:36:25and
- 1:36:25then
- 1:36:26these
- 1:36:26poor
- 1:36:27women
- 1:36:27kicking
- 1:36:28them
- 1:36:28out
- 1:36:28of
- 1:36:29his
- 1:36:29life
- 1:36:30and.
- 1:36:30And
- 1:36:30traumatizing
- 1:36:31his
- 1:36:31son
- 1:36:32and
- 1:36:32terrorizing
- 1:36:32the
- 1:36:32women
- 1:36:33of
- 1:36:33la.
- 1:36:34He
- 1:36:34does
- 1:36:34everything
- 1:36:34for
- 1:36:35Christopher.
- 1:36:35He
- 1:36:35just
- 1:36:35never
- 1:36:36really
- 1:36:36talks
- 1:36:36about
- 1:36:37what
- 1:36:38he's
- 1:36:38doing
- 1:36:39with
- 1:36:39anybody.
- 1:36:40No.
- 1:36:41Even
- 1:36:42Christopher.
- 1:36:43Especially
- 1:36:43Christopher.
- 1:36:45Especially
- 1:36:45Christopher.
- 1:36:46Yeah.
- 1:36:46But
- 1:36:47like,
- 1:36:47just
- 1:36:47imagine
- 1:36:48Eddie's
- 1:36:48life
- 1:36:48in
- 1:36:48the
- 1:36:49last,
- 1:36:49like,
- 1:36:49couple
- 1:36:49months.
- 1:36:50He's
- 1:36:50lost
- 1:36:50Shannon.
- 1:36:51He
- 1:36:51almost
- 1:36:52lost
- 1:36:52Buck.
- 1:36:52He
- 1:36:53almost
- 1:36:53lost
- 1:36:53Christopher.
- 1:36:54It's
- 1:36:54like
- 1:36:55one
- 1:36:55after
- 1:36:56the
- 1:36:56other
- 1:36:56after
- 1:36:56the
- 1:36:56other.
- 1:36:57No
- 1:36:57wonder
- 1:36:57he
- 1:36:58needs
- 1:36:58to
- 1:36:58let
- 1:36:58off
- 1:36:58some
- 1:36:59steam.
- 1:37:00That's
- 1:37:01a
- 1:37:01lot.
- 1:37:01That's
- 1:37:01a
- 1:37:01lot
- 1:37:02of
- 1:37:02like.
- 1:37:02Like
- 1:37:03losing
- 1:37:03and
- 1:37:04almost
- 1:37:04losing.
- 1:37:05Well,
- 1:37:05he's
- 1:37:05also.
- 1:37:05He's.
- 1:37:06He's
- 1:37:06not
- 1:37:06that
- 1:37:06far
- 1:37:07out
- 1:37:07from
- 1:37:07his
- 1:37:07army
- 1:37:07time
- 1:37:08yet
- 1:37:08either.
- 1:37:09Yeah,
- 1:37:09exactly.
- 1:37:10You
- 1:37:10know,
- 1:37:11like,
- 1:37:11he's
- 1:37:11just
- 1:37:12like.
- 1:37:12That's
- 1:37:12his
- 1:37:12own
- 1:37:12ptsd.
- 1:37:14Yeah.
- 1:37:14It's
- 1:37:14just
- 1:37:15so.
- 1:37:16Poor
- 1:37:16Eddie.
- 1:37:17It's
- 1:37:17so
- 1:37:17much
- 1:37:19just
- 1:37:20like
- 1:37:20hit
- 1:37:20after
- 1:37:20hit.
- 1:37:21Give
- 1:37:21Eddie
- 1:37:22nice
- 1:37:22things,
- 1:37:23please.
- 1:37:24Not
- 1:37:24yet.
- 1:37:25Not
- 1:37:25yet.
- 1:37:26I
- 1:37:26know.
- 1:37:26It's
- 1:37:27just
- 1:37:27so
- 1:37:27depressing
- 1:37:27to
- 1:37:28talk
- 1:37:28about.
- 1:37:28Him,
- 1:37:28suffer
- 1:37:29a
- 1:37:29little
- 1:37:29bit
- 1:37:29more
- 1:37:30and
- 1:37:30then
- 1:37:30give
- 1:37:30him.
- 1:37:30Oh,
- 1:37:30yeah.
- 1:37:31Things.
- 1:37:31Yeah,
- 1:37:31yeah.
- 1:37:32Let
- 1:37:32him
- 1:37:32experience
- 1:37:33some
- 1:37:33joy,
- 1:37:34you
- 1:37:34know?
- 1:37:35Let
- 1:37:35him
- 1:37:35have
- 1:37:35the
- 1:37:36one
- 1:37:37dance,
- 1:37:37guys.
- 1:37:39Give
- 1:37:39him
- 1:37:40the
- 1:37:40juice.
- 1:37:42He
- 1:37:42has
- 1:37:43juice.
- 1:37:44I
- 1:37:45know.
- 1:37:45Meg
- 1:37:45mentioned
- 1:37:46the
- 1:37:47talk
- 1:37:47at.
- 1:37:47At
- 1:37:47Buck
- 1:37:48Loft.
- 1:37:48I
- 1:37:48don't
- 1:37:48know
- 1:37:48how
- 1:37:49much
- 1:37:49more
- 1:37:49we
- 1:37:49can
- 1:37:49say
- 1:37:50without.
- 1:37:51I
- 1:37:51think
- 1:37:51we
- 1:37:51have
- 1:37:51to
- 1:37:51save
- 1:37:52that.
- 1:37:52We
- 1:37:52gotta
- 1:37:52save
- 1:37:53that.
- 1:37:55So.
- 1:37:55Okay,
- 1:37:56we
- 1:37:56are.
- 1:37:56We
- 1:37:56are
- 1:37:57now
- 1:37:57about
- 1:37:57the
- 1:37:57Buck
- 1:37:58as.
- 1:37:58If
- 1:37:58we
- 1:37:58were
- 1:37:58always.
- 1:38:01We
- 1:38:01are
- 1:38:01two
- 1:38:02things.
- 1:38:02We
- 1:38:03are
- 1:38:03always
- 1:38:03about
- 1:38:03Buck
- 1:38:04and
- 1:38:04we
- 1:38:04were
- 1:38:04always.
- 1:38:04And
- 1:38:05we
- 1:38:05are
- 1:38:05always
- 1:38:05about
- 1:38:05Eddie.
- 1:38:06And
- 1:38:06it's
- 1:38:06because
- 1:38:06those
- 1:38:07things
- 1:38:07are
- 1:38:07the
- 1:38:07same
- 1:38:07thing.
- 1:38:08That's
- 1:38:09true.
- 1:38:10There
- 1:38:10are
- 1:38:10two
- 1:38:11men
- 1:38:11who
- 1:38:11want
- 1:38:11to
- 1:38:11crawl
- 1:38:11inside
- 1:38:12each
- 1:38:12other's
- 1:38:12skin
- 1:38:13until
- 1:38:13they
- 1:38:13are
- 1:38:14one
- 1:38:14person.
- 1:38:15They
- 1:38:15want
- 1:38:15to
- 1:38:15hold
- 1:38:16each
- 1:38:16other
- 1:38:16in.
- 1:38:16In
- 1:38:17pages,
- 1:38:18like.
- 1:38:22Yet.
- 1:38:25In
- 1:38:25a
- 1:38:25totally
- 1:38:26normal,
- 1:38:26platonic
- 1:38:27way,
- 1:38:27they
- 1:38:27want
- 1:38:28to
- 1:38:28crawl
- 1:38:28into
- 1:38:28each
- 1:38:29other.
- 1:38:30So
- 1:38:31Buck
- 1:38:32bereft
- 1:38:34and
- 1:38:35bemoaning.
- 1:38:38Bereft.
- 1:38:39Bom.
- 1:38:44I
- 1:38:44was
- 1:38:44trying
- 1:38:44to
- 1:38:45do
- 1:38:45the
- 1:38:45alliteration.
- 1:38:47Bemoaning
- 1:38:47and
- 1:38:47bereft.
- 1:38:49Buck
- 1:38:49bereft
- 1:38:50and
- 1:38:50beside
- 1:38:50himself.
- 1:38:51Our
- 1:38:51man
- 1:38:52is.
- 1:38:52Is
- 1:38:52going
- 1:38:53through
- 1:38:53the
- 1:38:53horrors.
- 1:38:55Through
- 1:38:55the
- 1:38:55horrors.
- 1:38:56Different
- 1:38:57horrors
- 1:38:58already
- 1:38:58gone
- 1:38:58through.
- 1:38:59I
- 1:38:59think
- 1:38:59he
- 1:38:59would
- 1:38:59have
- 1:38:59preferred
- 1:39:00the
- 1:39:00other
- 1:39:00horrors,
- 1:39:01like,
- 1:39:01by
- 1:39:01far.
- 1:39:02Absolutely.
- 1:39:02He
- 1:39:02would
- 1:39:03have.
- 1:39:03Yeah.
- 1:39:05Which
- 1:39:05is
- 1:39:05saying
- 1:39:06a
- 1:39:06lot.
- 1:39:06Yeah.
- 1:39:07So
- 1:39:08as.
- 1:39:08As
- 1:39:08we've
- 1:39:09mentioned
- 1:39:09earlier,
- 1:39:10basically
- 1:39:10this
- 1:39:11whole.
- 1:39:13Episode.
- 1:39:14Episode.
- 1:39:16Yep.
- 1:39:16Do
- 1:39:16we
- 1:39:17all
- 1:39:17have
- 1:39:17carbon
- 1:39:18monoxide
- 1:39:18poisoning?
- 1:39:18You
- 1:39:19guys.
- 1:39:20You
- 1:39:20were.
- 1:39:21You
- 1:39:22guys.
- 1:39:25Which
- 1:39:26would
- 1:39:26be
- 1:39:26really
- 1:39:26impressive
- 1:39:26seeing
- 1:39:27as
- 1:39:27we're
- 1:39:27in
- 1:39:27four
- 1:39:27different
- 1:39:28locations.
- 1:39:29No,
- 1:39:30it
- 1:39:30is.
- 1:39:30It
- 1:39:30is
- 1:39:30Mercury
- 1:39:31retrograde.
- 1:39:31It
- 1:39:31started
- 1:39:32today
- 1:39:32or
- 1:39:33yesterday?
- 1:39:33Yesterday.
- 1:39:34Yeah.
- 1:39:34I
- 1:39:34mean,
- 1:39:34I
- 1:39:34told
- 1:39:35you,
- 1:39:35I.
- 1:39:35It
- 1:39:36like,
- 1:39:36I
- 1:39:36was
- 1:39:36pretty
- 1:39:36sure.
- 1:39:37Always
- 1:39:37tell.
- 1:39:38I
- 1:39:38know.
- 1:39:38Because
- 1:39:38you're
- 1:39:39ruled
- 1:39:39by
- 1:39:39mercury.
- 1:39:40It's
- 1:39:40very
- 1:39:40unfortunate
- 1:39:41for
- 1:39:41you.
- 1:39:41And
- 1:39:42I
- 1:39:42always
- 1:39:42end
- 1:39:42up
- 1:39:43going.
- 1:39:45Anyways,
- 1:39:46so
- 1:39:46our.
- 1:39:47Our
- 1:39:47friend
- 1:39:47Buck
- 1:39:48Buckley
- 1:39:50is.
- 1:39:50Is
- 1:39:50just
- 1:39:51yelling
- 1:39:52his.
- 1:39:52His
- 1:39:52lungs
- 1:39:53out
- 1:39:53trying
- 1:39:53to
- 1:39:53find
- 1:39:54Christopher
- 1:39:55and
- 1:39:55it's
- 1:39:56not
- 1:39:56going
- 1:39:56well.
- 1:39:57And
- 1:39:57he's.
- 1:39:57He's
- 1:39:58seeing
- 1:39:58him
- 1:39:59everywhere,
- 1:40:00or
- 1:40:00he
- 1:40:00thinks
- 1:40:00he's
- 1:40:01seeing
- 1:40:01him
- 1:40:01everywhere
- 1:40:01and
- 1:40:02it's
- 1:40:02not
- 1:40:02him.
- 1:40:02But
- 1:40:03he's
- 1:40:03still,
- 1:40:03like,
- 1:40:03helping
- 1:40:04people.
- 1:40:04And
- 1:40:04it's
- 1:40:05just
- 1:40:05like.
- 1:40:06Because
- 1:40:06he's
- 1:40:07Buck.
- 1:40:07Because
- 1:40:08he's
- 1:40:08Buck.
- 1:40:09He's
- 1:40:09a
- 1:40:10man
- 1:40:10on
- 1:40:10a
- 1:40:10mission.
- 1:40:11Yeah.
- 1:40:12He
- 1:40:12thinks
- 1:40:12he
- 1:40:12failed.
- 1:40:13Doesn't
- 1:40:14he
- 1:40:14help
- 1:40:14the
- 1:40:15person?
- 1:40:15Because
- 1:40:16he
- 1:40:16thinks.
- 1:40:17Because
- 1:40:17they
- 1:40:17say
- 1:40:17it's
- 1:40:18a
- 1:40:18kid
- 1:40:18and
- 1:40:18he
- 1:40:18thinks
- 1:40:19it
- 1:40:19could
- 1:40:19be
- 1:40:19Christopher.
- 1:40:20I
- 1:40:21mean,
- 1:40:21I
- 1:40:21think
- 1:40:21he
- 1:40:22would
- 1:40:22have
- 1:40:22helped
- 1:40:22no
- 1:40:22matter
- 1:40:23what.
- 1:40:23Yeah.
- 1:40:24I
- 1:40:24don't
- 1:40:25know.
- 1:40:25He
- 1:40:25was
- 1:40:25a
- 1:40:25little
- 1:40:25tunnel
- 1:40:25vision
- 1:40:26perhaps.
- 1:40:27But,
- 1:40:28I
- 1:40:28mean,
- 1:40:28he
- 1:40:28was
- 1:40:29helping.
- 1:40:29He
- 1:40:30was
- 1:40:30helping
- 1:40:30everyone
- 1:40:31else,
- 1:40:31like,
- 1:40:31get
- 1:40:31onto
- 1:40:32the.
- 1:40:32The
- 1:40:32when
- 1:40:33he
- 1:40:33had
- 1:40:33Christopher
- 1:40:34engine.
- 1:40:34That's
- 1:40:35when
- 1:40:35he
- 1:40:35had
- 1:40:35Christopher.
- 1:40:36That's
- 1:40:36what
- 1:40:36I'm
- 1:40:36saying.
- 1:40:36Like,
- 1:40:36right
- 1:40:37now
- 1:40:37he
- 1:40:37doesn't.
- 1:40:37I
- 1:40:38feel
- 1:40:38like
- 1:40:38maybe
- 1:40:38if
- 1:40:39they
- 1:40:39hadn't
- 1:40:39said,
- 1:40:40there's
- 1:40:40a
- 1:40:40kid
- 1:40:40here.
- 1:40:42The
- 1:40:42dog
- 1:40:42ears
- 1:40:42were
- 1:40:43only
- 1:40:43attuned
- 1:40:43to,
- 1:40:44like,
- 1:40:44Christopher's
- 1:40:44voice
- 1:40:45or
- 1:40:45like,
- 1:40:45anything
- 1:40:46that
- 1:40:46could
- 1:40:46have
- 1:40:46been
- 1:40:46a
- 1:40:46clue
- 1:40:46to
- 1:40:46find
- 1:40:47him,
- 1:40:47perhaps.
- 1:40:48But
- 1:40:48no,
- 1:40:49his
- 1:40:49hunt.
- 1:40:50His
- 1:40:50hunt
- 1:40:50for
- 1:40:50Christopher
- 1:40:51is
- 1:40:51just.
- 1:40:52I
- 1:40:53love
- 1:40:53it.
- 1:40:53I
- 1:40:54love
- 1:40:54it.
- 1:40:54It's
- 1:40:54so
- 1:40:55painful.
- 1:40:55I
- 1:40:55love
- 1:40:55it
- 1:40:56so
- 1:40:56much.
- 1:40:56It
- 1:40:56hurts.
- 1:40:57I
- 1:40:57love
- 1:40:57it.
- 1:40:58Yeah.
- 1:40:58I
- 1:40:58mean,
- 1:40:59and
- 1:41:00so
- 1:41:00much
- 1:41:00of
- 1:41:00this
- 1:41:00just,
- 1:41:01like,
- 1:41:01seeing
- 1:41:02how
- 1:41:03exhausted,
- 1:41:04how
- 1:41:04he's.
- 1:41:05Is
- 1:41:05getting
- 1:41:06himself
- 1:41:06hurt,
- 1:41:07because
- 1:41:07we
- 1:41:07see,
- 1:41:08like,
- 1:41:08when
- 1:41:08he
- 1:41:08lifts
- 1:41:08that
- 1:41:09sign
- 1:41:09or
- 1:41:09whatever
- 1:41:09off
- 1:41:10that
- 1:41:10he
- 1:41:10gets
- 1:41:10the
- 1:41:10cuts,
- 1:41:11and
- 1:41:11we
- 1:41:11know
- 1:41:11that
- 1:41:11he's
- 1:41:12on
- 1:41:12the
- 1:41:12blood
- 1:41:12thinners,
- 1:41:13how
- 1:41:13exhausted
- 1:41:14he
- 1:41:15is,
- 1:41:15but
- 1:41:15he
- 1:41:15is
- 1:41:16desperate
- 1:41:17and,
- 1:41:18like,
- 1:41:19totally
- 1:41:19honed
- 1:41:20in
- 1:41:20on
- 1:41:20this
- 1:41:21one
- 1:41:21goal.
- 1:41:22And
- 1:41:22I
- 1:41:22think.
- 1:41:23I
- 1:41:23think
- 1:41:23it's
- 1:41:23just
- 1:41:24kind
- 1:41:24of
- 1:41:24another
- 1:41:25example
- 1:41:25of
- 1:41:26Buck
- 1:41:26ignoring
- 1:41:27himself
- 1:41:27and
- 1:41:28his
- 1:41:28needs
- 1:41:29because
- 1:41:30his.
- 1:41:31His
- 1:41:31ability
- 1:41:32to
- 1:41:32help
- 1:41:32and
- 1:41:33his,
- 1:41:33like,
- 1:41:34physical
- 1:41:34ability
- 1:41:35to
- 1:41:35help
- 1:41:36and
- 1:41:36search
- 1:41:37for
- 1:41:37Christopher
- 1:41:37takes
- 1:41:37priority.
- 1:41:38So
- 1:41:38it's
- 1:41:38an.
- 1:41:38So
- 1:41:39it's
- 1:41:39just
- 1:41:39like
- 1:41:39another
- 1:41:40one
- 1:41:40of
- 1:41:40those,
- 1:41:40like.
- 1:41:40Well,
- 1:41:41he's
- 1:41:41still
- 1:41:42up
- 1:41:42and
- 1:41:42walking,
- 1:41:43first
- 1:41:43of
- 1:41:43all,
- 1:41:44miraculously,
- 1:41:44but
- 1:41:45he's
- 1:41:45still,
- 1:41:45like,
- 1:41:45up
- 1:41:46and
- 1:41:46able
- 1:41:46to
- 1:41:46search
- 1:41:47physically.
- 1:41:49So
- 1:41:49he's
- 1:41:49going
- 1:41:50to
- 1:41:50continue
- 1:41:51doing
- 1:41:51it
- 1:41:51until
- 1:41:52he
- 1:41:52collapses,
- 1:41:53but
- 1:41:53it
- 1:41:53wouldn't
- 1:41:54collapse
- 1:41:54until
- 1:41:55he
- 1:41:55found
- 1:41:55Christopher,
- 1:41:56which
- 1:41:56we
- 1:41:56see.
- 1:41:57But
- 1:41:57it's
- 1:41:57just
- 1:41:57like,
- 1:41:58no,
- 1:41:58that
- 1:41:58man
- 1:41:59is
- 1:41:59nothing
- 1:41:59but
- 1:41:59adrenaline.
- 1:42:00He's
- 1:42:00on
- 1:42:01his
- 1:42:01feet
- 1:42:01by,
- 1:42:02like,
- 1:42:02sheer
- 1:42:03force
- 1:42:03of
- 1:42:03will.
- 1:42:04Like,
- 1:42:04yeah,
- 1:42:04that's
- 1:42:05it.
- 1:42:05But
- 1:42:06it's
- 1:42:06another
- 1:42:06like
- 1:42:07one
- 1:42:07of
- 1:42:07those.
- 1:42:07He's.
- 1:42:08He's
- 1:42:08using
- 1:42:09him
- 1:42:09himself
- 1:42:10for
- 1:42:10his
- 1:42:10body
- 1:42:11and
- 1:42:11his
- 1:42:11physical
- 1:42:12ability
- 1:42:12to
- 1:42:13search
- 1:42:13for
- 1:42:13Christopher.
- 1:42:14Oh,
- 1:42:14imagine
- 1:42:14what
- 1:42:14a
- 1:42:15disaster
- 1:42:15he'd
- 1:42:15be
- 1:42:15if
- 1:42:15he
- 1:42:16knew
- 1:42:16what
- 1:42:17he
- 1:42:17was
- 1:42:17born
- 1:42:17for
- 1:42:19before
- 1:42:19this.
- 1:42:20If
- 1:42:21he
- 1:42:21knew
- 1:42:21that
- 1:42:21his
- 1:42:21purpose,
- 1:42:22his
- 1:42:22only
- 1:42:23purpose
- 1:42:23was
- 1:42:23to
- 1:42:24save
- 1:42:24people,
- 1:42:24was
- 1:42:25to
- 1:42:25save
- 1:42:25someone
- 1:42:26because
- 1:42:27his
- 1:42:27parents
- 1:42:27are
- 1:42:28shitty.
- 1:42:28What
- 1:42:29A
- 1:42:29mess
- 1:42:29he
- 1:42:29would
- 1:42:30be.
- 1:42:30He's
- 1:42:30like,
- 1:42:30I
- 1:42:30couldn't
- 1:42:31save
- 1:42:31Daniel
- 1:42:31now
- 1:42:32I
- 1:42:32can't
- 1:42:32save.
- 1:42:32Oh
- 1:42:33my
- 1:42:33God.
- 1:42:33Yeah.
- 1:42:34Thank
- 1:42:34God
- 1:42:34he
- 1:42:35didn't
- 1:42:35know
- 1:42:35yet
- 1:42:35because
- 1:42:36that
- 1:42:37man
- 1:42:37would
- 1:42:37have
- 1:42:37crashed
- 1:42:37out
- 1:42:38so
- 1:42:38hard.
- 1:42:38Yeah.
- 1:42:39Like,
- 1:42:39I
- 1:42:39don't
- 1:42:39think
- 1:42:39it.
- 1:42:40It
- 1:42:40can't
- 1:42:40get
- 1:42:41much
- 1:42:41worse
- 1:42:41than
- 1:42:41this.
- 1:42:42Yet
- 1:42:43somehow
- 1:42:43with
- 1:42:43that
- 1:42:43knowledge,
- 1:42:44somehow
- 1:42:45it
- 1:42:45would
- 1:42:45be.
- 1:42:46Yeah,
- 1:42:46right.
- 1:42:46And
- 1:42:47it's
- 1:42:47like.
- 1:42:47And
- 1:42:48that
- 1:42:48is
- 1:42:48saying
- 1:42:49a
- 1:42:49lot.
- 1:42:50He
- 1:42:50would
- 1:42:50tie
- 1:42:50it
- 1:42:51to
- 1:42:51his
- 1:42:51own
- 1:42:51self
- 1:42:51worth
- 1:42:52more
- 1:42:53than
- 1:42:53he's
- 1:42:53even
- 1:42:54already
- 1:42:54doing
- 1:42:54it
- 1:42:55because.
- 1:42:55Yeah.
- 1:42:57Because
- 1:42:58he
- 1:42:58can't
- 1:42:58help
- 1:42:58it.
- 1:42:59Yeah.
- 1:43:00You
- 1:43:00should
- 1:43:00mention
- 1:43:00that
- 1:43:01because
- 1:43:01I
- 1:43:01know
- 1:43:01we're
- 1:43:01definitely
- 1:43:02going
- 1:43:02to
- 1:43:02see
- 1:43:02more
- 1:43:02of
- 1:43:02that
- 1:43:03going
- 1:43:03to
- 1:43:04ending
- 1:43:05season
- 1:43:05four
- 1:43:05anyway.
- 1:43:06Because
- 1:43:06he
- 1:43:06does
- 1:43:06find
- 1:43:07out
- 1:43:07before
- 1:43:07the
- 1:43:07whole
- 1:43:08shooting.
- 1:43:10And
- 1:43:10then
- 1:43:11when
- 1:43:11he
- 1:43:11has
- 1:43:11to
- 1:43:11break
- 1:43:11the
- 1:43:11news
- 1:43:12to
- 1:43:12Christopher.
- 1:43:13Yeah.
- 1:43:14Because
- 1:43:14then.
- 1:43:14Yeah,
- 1:43:15that's.
- 1:43:15That's
- 1:43:15when
- 1:43:16like
- 1:43:16even
- 1:43:16with
- 1:43:16that,
- 1:43:17that,
- 1:43:17that
- 1:43:17news,
- 1:43:18then
- 1:43:18he's
- 1:43:18like,
- 1:43:19he
- 1:43:19treats
- 1:43:19himself
- 1:43:20more
- 1:43:21as
- 1:43:21expendable.
- 1:43:23So
- 1:43:24then
- 1:43:24he.
- 1:43:24He
- 1:43:24would
- 1:43:24just
- 1:43:25push
- 1:43:25himself
- 1:43:25even
- 1:43:26more
- 1:43:26than.
- 1:43:26And
- 1:43:26he's
- 1:43:27pushing
- 1:43:27himself
- 1:43:27like
- 1:43:28as
- 1:43:28hard
- 1:43:28as
- 1:43:28I
- 1:43:28think
- 1:43:29he
- 1:43:29can.
- 1:43:30Yeah.
- 1:43:30In
- 1:43:30this
- 1:43:31instance,
- 1:43:31like
- 1:43:32he's
- 1:43:32doing
- 1:43:32literally
- 1:43:33everything
- 1:43:34he
- 1:43:34can
- 1:43:34do,
- 1:43:35everything
- 1:43:35in
- 1:43:36his
- 1:43:36power
- 1:43:36and
- 1:43:37maybe
- 1:43:37a
- 1:43:37little
- 1:43:37more
- 1:43:38like,
- 1:43:38what
- 1:43:38more
- 1:43:38do
- 1:43:38you
- 1:43:39want
- 1:43:39from
- 1:43:39him.
- 1:43:40For
- 1:43:40all
- 1:43:40of
- 1:43:41that
- 1:43:41to
- 1:43:42come
- 1:43:42up
- 1:43:42empty
- 1:43:43handed?
- 1:43:44And
- 1:43:44I
- 1:43:44think,
- 1:43:45I
- 1:43:45think
- 1:43:45him
- 1:43:46going
- 1:43:46to
- 1:43:46the
- 1:43:46va,
- 1:43:47like
- 1:43:47going
- 1:43:47to
- 1:43:48the
- 1:43:48VA
- 1:43:48hospital.
- 1:43:49And
- 1:43:49I
- 1:43:49think
- 1:43:49part
- 1:43:50of
- 1:43:50why
- 1:43:50he
- 1:43:50doesn't
- 1:43:50want
- 1:43:50to
- 1:43:50tell
- 1:43:51Eddie
- 1:43:52is
- 1:43:52because
- 1:43:53in
- 1:43:53his
- 1:43:53mind
- 1:43:54telling
- 1:43:54Eddie
- 1:43:55is
- 1:43:56him
- 1:43:56giving
- 1:43:57up.
- 1:43:57Yeah.
- 1:43:58And
- 1:43:58Buck
- 1:43:59does
- 1:43:59not
- 1:44:00give
- 1:44:00up.
- 1:44:00He
- 1:44:01never
- 1:44:01gives
- 1:44:02up.
- 1:44:02And
- 1:44:03it
- 1:44:03would
- 1:44:03be
- 1:44:04beyond
- 1:44:05just
- 1:44:05telling
- 1:44:05his.
- 1:44:06His
- 1:44:06best
- 1:44:06friend
- 1:44:07that
- 1:44:08his
- 1:44:08son
- 1:44:08is
- 1:44:08missing
- 1:44:09or
- 1:44:09dead.
- 1:44:09It
- 1:44:10would
- 1:44:10be
- 1:44:10admitting
- 1:44:10that
- 1:44:11Buck
- 1:44:11failed.
- 1:44:12And
- 1:44:12that
- 1:44:12Buck
- 1:44:13had
- 1:44:13not
- 1:44:13just
- 1:44:13failed,
- 1:44:14had
- 1:44:14given
- 1:44:14up,
- 1:44:15had
- 1:44:15stopped
- 1:44:16looking
- 1:44:16for
- 1:44:16it.
- 1:44:16And
- 1:44:16that's
- 1:44:16why
- 1:44:17when
- 1:44:17he's
- 1:44:17calling
- 1:44:17Maddie
- 1:44:18and
- 1:44:18stuff,
- 1:44:18he's
- 1:44:18just
- 1:44:18like.
- 1:44:19Exactly.
- 1:44:20I
- 1:44:20can't
- 1:44:20tell
- 1:44:20him.
- 1:44:21I
- 1:44:21have
- 1:44:21to
- 1:44:21keep
- 1:44:22looking
- 1:44:23for
- 1:44:23Christopher.
- 1:44:24There
- 1:44:24is
- 1:44:24a
- 1:44:25stone
- 1:44:25that's
- 1:44:25not.
- 1:44:26That's
- 1:44:26unturned
- 1:44:27and
- 1:44:28I
- 1:44:28cannot
- 1:44:29stop
- 1:44:29doing
- 1:44:30it.
- 1:44:30I
- 1:44:30can't
- 1:44:30stop.
- 1:44:31I
- 1:44:31will
- 1:44:31not
- 1:44:31rest
- 1:44:32until
- 1:44:33I
- 1:44:33look
- 1:44:33at
- 1:44:34every
- 1:44:35possibility.
- 1:44:36Is
- 1:44:36the
- 1:44:36human
- 1:44:37equivalent
- 1:44:37of
- 1:44:37the
- 1:44:38post
- 1:44:38office.
- 1:44:38This.
- 1:44:43Wait,
- 1:44:44that's
- 1:44:44actually
- 1:44:45incredible.
- 1:44:49Oh
- 1:44:49my
- 1:44:49God.
- 1:44:50No,
- 1:44:50that's
- 1:44:51actually.
- 1:44:52Meg,
- 1:44:52that's.
- 1:44:53That's
- 1:44:53kind
- 1:44:53of
- 1:44:54genius.
- 1:44:56And
- 1:44:56that's
- 1:44:56why
- 1:44:56I'm
- 1:44:57the
- 1:44:57guest
- 1:44:57star.
- 1:44:58You
- 1:44:58are
- 1:44:59your
- 1:45:00star,
- 1:45:00baby.
- 1:45:02No,
- 1:45:03that's.
- 1:45:03That's
- 1:45:04so
- 1:45:04true.
- 1:45:05Because
- 1:45:05he
- 1:45:05will
- 1:45:05not.
- 1:45:06Not.
- 1:45:06He
- 1:45:07would
- 1:45:07not
- 1:45:07give
- 1:45:08up.
- 1:45:08Yeah.
- 1:45:09Until
- 1:45:09his
- 1:45:09body
- 1:45:10literally
- 1:45:10gave
- 1:45:11out
- 1:45:11on
- 1:45:11him.
- 1:45:12He
- 1:45:12would
- 1:45:13run.
- 1:45:13He
- 1:45:14would
- 1:45:14run
- 1:45:14his
- 1:45:14own
- 1:45:14body
- 1:45:15into
- 1:45:15the
- 1:45:15ground
- 1:45:16before
- 1:45:16he
- 1:45:17gave
- 1:45:17up.
- 1:45:17So
- 1:45:18when
- 1:45:19he
- 1:45:19gets
- 1:45:19to
- 1:45:19the
- 1:45:19field
- 1:45:19hospital,
- 1:45:20he
- 1:45:21checks
- 1:45:22to
- 1:45:22see
- 1:45:22if
- 1:45:23Christopher
- 1:45:23is
- 1:45:24there.
- 1:45:24And
- 1:45:24they
- 1:45:25say,
- 1:45:25no,
- 1:45:26check
- 1:45:27the
- 1:45:27black
- 1:45:27tent.
- 1:45:29Right.
- 1:45:30And
- 1:45:31that's
- 1:45:31when
- 1:45:32he.
- 1:45:32That's
- 1:45:32when
- 1:45:32he
- 1:45:32called,
- 1:45:33kills
- 1:45:33Maddie
- 1:45:33because
- 1:45:33he's
- 1:45:34crashing
- 1:45:34out.
- 1:45:35And
- 1:45:35I
- 1:45:35think
- 1:45:36that
- 1:45:36that
- 1:45:36was
- 1:45:36made
- 1:45:36worse
- 1:45:37because
- 1:45:38of
- 1:45:38his
- 1:45:39whole
- 1:45:39experience
- 1:45:39with
- 1:45:40the
- 1:45:40black
- 1:45:40tent
- 1:45:40in
- 1:45:40season
- 1:45:41one.
- 1:45:42I
- 1:45:43was
- 1:45:43going
- 1:45:43to
- 1:45:43bring
- 1:45:43that
- 1:45:44up.
- 1:45:44I'm
- 1:45:44so
- 1:45:44glad
- 1:45:45you
- 1:45:46picked
- 1:45:46up
- 1:45:46on
- 1:45:46that,
- 1:45:47too.
- 1:45:47I.
- 1:45:47I
- 1:45:48really
- 1:45:48think
- 1:45:48that,
- 1:45:49like,
- 1:45:50that
- 1:45:50was
- 1:45:50a
- 1:45:50traumatizing
- 1:45:51experience
- 1:45:52and.
- 1:45:52Because,
- 1:45:52like,
- 1:45:53he
- 1:45:53did
- 1:45:54that
- 1:45:54favor
- 1:45:55for
- 1:45:55Abby
- 1:45:57and
- 1:46:00it
- 1:46:01was
- 1:46:01fucked
- 1:46:01up
- 1:46:01of
- 1:46:01her
- 1:46:01to
- 1:46:02ask
- 1:46:02him.
- 1:46:02Anyway.
- 1:46:04Just
- 1:46:05your
- 1:46:05eyes.
- 1:46:05I
- 1:46:06know.
- 1:46:06I
- 1:46:06don't
- 1:46:06think
- 1:46:06they
- 1:46:06could
- 1:46:07have
- 1:46:07gone
- 1:46:07further
- 1:46:07back
- 1:46:07in
- 1:46:08your
- 1:46:08head.
- 1:46:08No.
- 1:46:09But
- 1:46:10anyway,
- 1:46:10because
- 1:46:10he.
- 1:46:11He
- 1:46:11did
- 1:46:11that
- 1:46:11for
- 1:46:11Abby
- 1:46:12and
- 1:46:13found
- 1:46:14the
- 1:46:14person
- 1:46:15there.
- 1:46:16I.
- 1:46:16I
- 1:46:16think
- 1:46:16that's
- 1:46:17just
- 1:46:17in
- 1:46:17his
- 1:46:17head.
- 1:46:18He's
- 1:46:18just
- 1:46:18like,
- 1:46:18well,
- 1:46:18if
- 1:46:18he
- 1:46:19looks
- 1:46:19there,
- 1:46:19Christopher's
- 1:46:20gonna
- 1:46:20be
- 1:46:20there.
- 1:46:21It's.
- 1:46:22I
- 1:46:22think
- 1:46:22it's
- 1:46:22the
- 1:46:22same
- 1:46:22Schrodinger's
- 1:46:24cat.
- 1:46:24Like,
- 1:46:24if
- 1:46:25he
- 1:46:25doesn't
- 1:46:25look
- 1:46:25in
- 1:46:25the
- 1:46:25morgue,
- 1:46:26then
- 1:46:26Christopher
- 1:46:26is
- 1:46:27not
- 1:46:27in
- 1:46:27the
- 1:46:27morgue.
- 1:46:27He's
- 1:46:27not
- 1:46:27there.
- 1:46:28Yeah.
- 1:46:29Yeah.
- 1:46:29And
- 1:46:30I.
- 1:46:30I
- 1:46:30really
- 1:46:30thought
- 1:46:31it
- 1:46:31was
- 1:46:31an
- 1:46:31interesting
- 1:46:32kind
- 1:46:32of
- 1:46:32callback
- 1:46:33to
- 1:46:34104,
- 1:46:35which
- 1:46:35was
- 1:46:36worst
- 1:46:36day
- 1:46:36ever.
- 1:46:38And
- 1:46:39I
- 1:46:39know,
- 1:46:39right?
- 1:46:40Until
- 1:46:43yet,
- 1:46:45because
- 1:46:45it's
- 1:46:46just
- 1:46:46like
- 1:46:46that.
- 1:46:47That
- 1:46:47was
- 1:46:48so
- 1:46:48early
- 1:46:48on
- 1:46:48in
- 1:46:49Buck's
- 1:46:50career
- 1:46:51as
- 1:46:51a
- 1:46:51firefighter
- 1:46:52and
- 1:46:53his
- 1:46:53first,
- 1:46:53like,
- 1:46:54major
- 1:46:54emergency
- 1:46:55like
- 1:46:55that,
- 1:46:57and
- 1:46:58it's
- 1:46:58just
- 1:46:58like,
- 1:46:59he.
- 1:46:59He
- 1:47:00didn't
- 1:47:00have
- 1:47:00any
- 1:47:01personal
- 1:47:01stakes
- 1:47:02in
- 1:47:02that
- 1:47:02one.
- 1:47:02He
- 1:47:03could,
- 1:47:03because
- 1:47:03he
- 1:47:03was
- 1:47:03doing
- 1:47:03the
- 1:47:04favor
- 1:47:04for
- 1:47:04Abby,
- 1:47:05so
- 1:47:05he
- 1:47:06already
- 1:47:06saw,
- 1:47:06like,
- 1:47:07how
- 1:47:07it
- 1:47:07affects
- 1:47:08other
- 1:47:08people,
- 1:47:09but
- 1:47:09he
- 1:47:09never
- 1:47:09really,
- 1:47:10you
- 1:47:10know,
- 1:47:11the
- 1:47:11shoe
- 1:47:11wasn't
- 1:47:11on
- 1:47:11the
- 1:47:11other
- 1:47:12foot.
- 1:47:12He.
- 1:47:12He
- 1:47:13didn't
- 1:47:13really,
- 1:47:14I
- 1:47:14think,
- 1:47:14have
- 1:47:14the
- 1:47:14wherewithal
- 1:47:15to.
- 1:47:16To
- 1:47:16necessarily
- 1:47:17put
- 1:47:17himself
- 1:47:17wholly
- 1:47:18in.
- 1:47:18In
- 1:47:19those
- 1:47:19people's
- 1:47:19shoes.
- 1:47:20And
- 1:47:20it's
- 1:47:20just
- 1:47:20like.
- 1:47:21Yeah,
- 1:47:22it's
- 1:47:22so
- 1:47:22much
- 1:47:22worse
- 1:47:23when
- 1:47:23it's
- 1:47:23like.
- 1:47:23Like
- 1:47:24your
- 1:47:25emergency.
- 1:47:26Yeah,
- 1:47:27for
- 1:47:27sure.
- 1:47:28So,
- 1:47:28yeah,
- 1:47:29instead
- 1:47:29of.
- 1:47:30Instead
- 1:47:30of
- 1:47:30checking,
- 1:47:31he
- 1:47:31calls
- 1:47:31Maddie
- 1:47:32and.
- 1:47:33Because
- 1:47:33he's
- 1:47:33crashing
- 1:47:33the
- 1:47:34out
- 1:47:34and
- 1:47:35he's.
- 1:47:35He's.
- 1:47:35I.
- 1:47:36I
- 1:47:36think
- 1:47:36he's
- 1:47:36literally
- 1:47:37getting
- 1:47:37to
- 1:47:37the
- 1:47:37end
- 1:47:38of,
- 1:47:38like,
- 1:47:39where
- 1:47:39he
- 1:47:39could
- 1:47:39physically
- 1:47:40push
- 1:47:40himself,
- 1:47:40but
- 1:47:41he.
- 1:47:42He's
- 1:47:42like,
- 1:47:42I
- 1:47:43need
- 1:47:43to,
- 1:47:43because
- 1:47:44I
- 1:47:44can't
- 1:47:44check
- 1:47:44the
- 1:47:44tent.
- 1:47:46Like,
- 1:47:46what
- 1:47:46are
- 1:47:46the
- 1:47:46other
- 1:47:47options?
- 1:47:47And
- 1:47:48then
- 1:47:48in
- 1:47:48the
- 1:47:48middle
- 1:47:48of
- 1:47:49Maddie
- 1:47:50trying
- 1:47:50to.
- 1:47:50To,
- 1:47:51like,
- 1:47:51speak
- 1:47:51sense
- 1:47:52to
- 1:47:52him,
- 1:47:52he
- 1:47:53sees
- 1:47:53Eddie,
- 1:47:55hides
- 1:47:56and
- 1:47:56hides,
- 1:47:58and
- 1:47:58it's
- 1:47:58like,
- 1:47:59the
- 1:47:59most
- 1:47:59heartbreaking
- 1:48:00thing
- 1:48:00ever.
- 1:48:01Yeah.
- 1:48:02This
- 1:48:02was
- 1:48:03my
- 1:48:03favorite
- 1:48:03Maddie
- 1:48:04scene
- 1:48:04of
- 1:48:05this
- 1:48:05episode
- 1:48:05for
- 1:48:06sure.
- 1:48:06And
- 1:48:07possibly
- 1:48:07the
- 1:48:08arc
- 1:48:08that.
- 1:48:09And
- 1:48:09the
- 1:48:10one.
- 1:48:10The
- 1:48:10one
- 1:48:11with
- 1:48:11the
- 1:48:11dude
- 1:48:11in
- 1:48:11the
- 1:48:11attic.
- 1:48:14I
- 1:48:15think
- 1:48:15she.
- 1:48:15Jennifer,
- 1:48:16Love,
- 1:48:16Hugh,
- 1:48:16just
- 1:48:16did
- 1:48:17such
- 1:48:17a
- 1:48:17good
- 1:48:17job
- 1:48:17in
- 1:48:17this
- 1:48:18scene
- 1:48:18of
- 1:48:18being.
- 1:48:18Like,
- 1:48:19he's
- 1:48:19his
- 1:48:20father,
- 1:48:20like,
- 1:48:21yeah,
- 1:48:22you.
- 1:48:22Have
- 1:48:22to
- 1:48:22tell
- 1:48:23him
- 1:48:23it's
- 1:48:23not
- 1:48:23about
- 1:48:24you,
- 1:48:24Buck.
- 1:48:25And
- 1:48:25I
- 1:48:25think
- 1:48:25in
- 1:48:25that
- 1:48:26moment,
- 1:48:26like,
- 1:48:27Buck
- 1:48:27is
- 1:48:27so
- 1:48:27wrapped
- 1:48:28up
- 1:48:28in
- 1:48:28his
- 1:48:28own
- 1:48:29grief
- 1:48:30and
- 1:48:30pain
- 1:48:32that
- 1:48:33I
- 1:48:34think
- 1:48:34it's
- 1:48:34hard
- 1:48:34for
- 1:48:34him
- 1:48:35to
- 1:48:35see
- 1:48:35that.
- 1:48:36He
- 1:48:36can't
- 1:48:36put
- 1:48:37him.
- 1:48:37He
- 1:48:38can't.
- 1:48:38He
- 1:48:38doesn't
- 1:48:38want
- 1:48:38to
- 1:48:38bring
- 1:48:39about
- 1:48:39it
- 1:48:39in
- 1:48:39another
- 1:48:40perspective.
- 1:48:40Well,
- 1:48:41he
- 1:48:41doesn't
- 1:48:41want
- 1:48:41to
- 1:48:41bring
- 1:48:41Eddie
- 1:48:42into
- 1:48:42this
- 1:48:42nightmare
- 1:48:43that
- 1:48:43he's
- 1:48:43living.
- 1:48:44Exactly.
- 1:48:44He
- 1:48:45wants
- 1:48:45to.
- 1:48:45And
- 1:48:45he's
- 1:48:46doing
- 1:48:46that
- 1:48:46to
- 1:48:47try
- 1:48:48to
- 1:48:48protect
- 1:48:48Eddie.
- 1:48:49And
- 1:48:49it's
- 1:48:49coming
- 1:48:49from
- 1:48:50a
- 1:48:50place
- 1:48:50of
- 1:48:50love,
- 1:48:50but
- 1:48:50it's
- 1:48:51also
- 1:48:51like,
- 1:48:53you're
- 1:48:54gonna
- 1:48:54have
- 1:48:54to.
- 1:48:54You're
- 1:48:54gonna
- 1:48:55have
- 1:48:55to
- 1:48:55tell
- 1:48:55him.
- 1:48:56Yeah,
- 1:48:56And
- 1:48:57I
- 1:48:57thought
- 1:48:57it
- 1:48:57was
- 1:48:57really
- 1:48:58interesting
- 1:48:58because,
- 1:48:58like,
- 1:49:00this
- 1:49:00is.
- 1:49:01Well,
- 1:49:02I
- 1:49:02wrote
- 1:49:02this
- 1:49:03the
- 1:49:04other
- 1:49:04week
- 1:49:05and
- 1:49:05I
- 1:49:05said
- 1:49:06this
- 1:49:07is
- 1:49:07like,
- 1:49:07the
- 1:49:08only
- 1:49:08time
- 1:49:08he
- 1:49:09ever
- 1:49:09outright
- 1:49:10hides
- 1:49:11from
- 1:49:12Eddie
- 1:49:13in
- 1:49:13avoidance.
- 1:49:14Well,
- 1:49:15since
- 1:49:16then,
- 1:49:16809
- 1:49:17has
- 1:49:17come
- 1:49:17out
- 1:49:20and
- 1:49:21we
- 1:49:21see
- 1:49:21him
- 1:49:21do.
- 1:49:22Do,
- 1:49:22like
- 1:49:22the.
- 1:49:23Well,
- 1:49:23let
- 1:49:23me,
- 1:49:23like,
- 1:49:24run
- 1:49:24out
- 1:49:24of
- 1:49:24the
- 1:49:24kitchen
- 1:49:25and
- 1:49:25hide
- 1:49:25and
- 1:49:26like.
- 1:49:27But
- 1:49:28I
- 1:49:28think.
- 1:49:28But
- 1:49:28I
- 1:49:29think
- 1:49:29that's.
- 1:49:29Oh,
- 1:49:30God.
- 1:49:31Because
- 1:49:31he
- 1:49:31was
- 1:49:32spying.
- 1:49:33Because
- 1:49:33he
- 1:49:33was
- 1:49:33spying.
- 1:49:34Yeah.
- 1:49:35But
- 1:49:36I
- 1:49:36think
- 1:49:36even
- 1:49:37with
- 1:49:37that
- 1:49:37new
- 1:49:38knowledge,
- 1:49:38I
- 1:49:38think
- 1:49:39it
- 1:49:39is
- 1:49:39very
- 1:49:40interesting
- 1:49:41that
- 1:49:42now.
- 1:49:43Now
- 1:49:43we
- 1:49:43have
- 1:49:43a
- 1:49:44little
- 1:49:44bit
- 1:49:44of
- 1:49:44a
- 1:49:44pattern.
- 1:49:44Right?
- 1:49:45It
- 1:49:45wasn't
- 1:49:45just
- 1:49:45one
- 1:49:45instance.
- 1:49:46Now
- 1:49:46we
- 1:49:47have
- 1:49:47it
- 1:49:47kind
- 1:49:47of
- 1:49:47happening
- 1:49:48again.
- 1:49:48The
- 1:49:48circumstances
- 1:49:49are
- 1:49:49different,
- 1:49:49obviously,
- 1:49:50but
- 1:49:51it's
- 1:49:51Buck
- 1:49:52hiding
- 1:49:53from
- 1:49:53Eddie
- 1:49:54because
- 1:49:55of
- 1:49:56something
- 1:49:56that
- 1:49:57he
- 1:49:57doesn't
- 1:49:57want
- 1:49:57him
- 1:49:57to
- 1:49:58know.
- 1:49:58And.
- 1:49:58And
- 1:49:59it's.
- 1:49:59And
- 1:50:00it's
- 1:50:00like,
- 1:50:01how.
- 1:50:01Well,
- 1:50:02in.
- 1:50:02In.
- 1:50:03In
- 1:50:03809,
- 1:50:03it's
- 1:50:04a
- 1:50:04little
- 1:50:04different.
- 1:50:04I
- 1:50:04feel
- 1:50:04like
- 1:50:04they're
- 1:50:05tangentially
- 1:50:05related.
- 1:50:06Like,
- 1:50:07I
- 1:50:08think,
- 1:50:08yes.
- 1:50:09Not,
- 1:50:09like,
- 1:50:09directly,
- 1:50:10but
- 1:50:10like,
- 1:50:10no,
- 1:50:10but,
- 1:50:10like,
- 1:50:11subconsciously.
- 1:50:12I
- 1:50:12feel
- 1:50:12like.
- 1:50:13I
- 1:50:13don't
- 1:50:14know
- 1:50:14if
- 1:50:14Buck
- 1:50:14was
- 1:50:15even
- 1:50:15thinking
- 1:50:15about
- 1:50:15this,
- 1:50:16but,
- 1:50:16like,
- 1:50:16some
- 1:50:16part
- 1:50:16of
- 1:50:16him
- 1:50:17was
- 1:50:17probably,
- 1:50:17like,
- 1:50:17as
- 1:50:17soon
- 1:50:17as
- 1:50:18I
- 1:50:18tell
- 1:50:18Eddie,
- 1:50:19that's
- 1:50:19it.
- 1:50:20Yeah.
- 1:50:20Like,
- 1:50:21I,
- 1:50:21Like,
- 1:50:22I
- 1:50:22lose
- 1:50:22him.
- 1:50:22I
- 1:50:23lose
- 1:50:23him.
- 1:50:23Right?
- 1:50:24And
- 1:50:25then
- 1:50:25when
- 1:50:26he's
- 1:50:26hiding,
- 1:50:26he's
- 1:50:27like,
- 1:50:28I
- 1:50:28lost
- 1:50:28him.
- 1:50:29And
- 1:50:29apparently
- 1:50:30I
- 1:50:31don't
- 1:50:32mean
- 1:50:32anything
- 1:50:32to
- 1:50:32him.
- 1:50:34Yeah,
- 1:50:34yeah,
- 1:50:35yeah,
- 1:50:35yeah.
- 1:50:36It's.
- 1:50:36I
- 1:50:37think
- 1:50:37that
- 1:50:37is
- 1:50:37the
- 1:50:38connection.
- 1:50:38It's
- 1:50:38the
- 1:50:39fear
- 1:50:39of
- 1:50:39losing
- 1:50:40Eddie
- 1:50:42or
- 1:50:42the
- 1:50:42fear
- 1:50:43of
- 1:50:43having
- 1:50:43already
- 1:50:44lost
- 1:50:44him
- 1:50:45once
- 1:50:45he
- 1:50:45faces
- 1:50:46the
- 1:50:46reality
- 1:50:47of
- 1:50:47the
- 1:50:47situation.
- 1:50:49And
- 1:50:49that
- 1:50:50is
- 1:50:50those
- 1:50:50are
- 1:50:51the
- 1:50:51only
- 1:50:51times
- 1:50:51he's.
- 1:50:52He
- 1:50:52hides
- 1:50:53and
- 1:50:53he
- 1:50:53avoids
- 1:50:54like
- 1:50:54this
- 1:50:55when
- 1:50:55he
- 1:50:55is
- 1:50:56afraid
- 1:50:57of
- 1:50:57that
- 1:50:58loss.
- 1:50:59Ooh,
- 1:50:59we're
- 1:50:59so
- 1:51:00smart.
- 1:51:01Sorry.
- 1:51:06How
- 1:51:06hard
- 1:51:06could
- 1:51:07it
- 1:51:07be?
- 1:51:07Boys
- 1:51:07do
- 1:51:07it.
- 1:51:11So
- 1:51:12then
- 1:51:13he's
- 1:51:13still
- 1:51:14trying
- 1:51:14to
- 1:51:14hide,
- 1:51:14but
- 1:51:14Eddie
- 1:51:15sees
- 1:51:15him
- 1:51:15and
- 1:51:16then
- 1:51:16he's
- 1:51:16left
- 1:51:17with
- 1:51:17no
- 1:51:17choice
- 1:51:17and
- 1:51:18he's
- 1:51:18trying
- 1:51:18to
- 1:51:18tell
- 1:51:19him,
- 1:51:19but,
- 1:51:19like,
- 1:51:19Buck
- 1:51:20can't
- 1:51:20even
- 1:51:20say
- 1:51:20it.
- 1:51:20And
- 1:51:21I
- 1:51:21don't
- 1:51:21think
- 1:51:21he's
- 1:51:21even
- 1:51:22stalling.
- 1:51:22I
- 1:51:22just
- 1:51:22think
- 1:51:22he,
- 1:51:23like,
- 1:51:23literally
- 1:51:23can't
- 1:51:24get
- 1:51:24himself
- 1:51:24for
- 1:51:24the
- 1:51:24words.
- 1:51:25No,
- 1:51:25for
- 1:51:25sure.
- 1:51:26He
- 1:51:26can't
- 1:51:26make
- 1:51:26himself
- 1:51:27say
- 1:51:27the.
- 1:51:27Say
- 1:51:27the
- 1:51:27words.
- 1:51:27And
- 1:51:28he's
- 1:51:28trying.
- 1:51:28Try.
- 1:51:29He's
- 1:51:29just,
- 1:51:29like,
- 1:51:30rambling
- 1:51:30on
- 1:51:30what
- 1:51:30he's
- 1:51:30probably
- 1:51:31been
- 1:51:31saying
- 1:51:31in
- 1:51:31his
- 1:51:31head
- 1:51:32all
- 1:51:32day,
- 1:51:32which
- 1:51:32is
- 1:51:32like,
- 1:51:32I
- 1:51:32had
- 1:51:33him.
- 1:51:33Like,
- 1:51:33I.
- 1:51:33I
- 1:51:34had
- 1:51:34him.
- 1:51:35Like,
- 1:51:35how
- 1:51:35do
- 1:51:35you
- 1:51:35even.
- 1:51:36He
- 1:51:37wouldn't
- 1:51:37have
- 1:51:37even
- 1:51:37practiced
- 1:51:38in
- 1:51:38his
- 1:51:38head
- 1:51:39of
- 1:51:39what
- 1:51:39to
- 1:51:39say
- 1:51:40because
- 1:51:40that
- 1:51:40means
- 1:51:41that
- 1:51:41it
- 1:51:41would
- 1:51:42have
- 1:51:42been
- 1:51:42one
- 1:51:42thing
- 1:51:43or
- 1:51:43another.
- 1:51:43Right.
- 1:51:44Like,
- 1:51:44it
- 1:51:44means
- 1:51:44it
- 1:51:44would
- 1:51:44have
- 1:51:45been
- 1:51:45real.
- 1:51:45So
- 1:51:45I
- 1:51:46don't
- 1:51:46think
- 1:51:46he
- 1:51:46even,
- 1:51:46like,
- 1:51:47okay,
- 1:51:48this
- 1:51:48is
- 1:51:48what
- 1:51:48I'm
- 1:51:48gonna
- 1:51:49have
- 1:51:49to
- 1:51:49say
- 1:51:49to
- 1:51:49Eddie.
- 1:51:51No,
- 1:51:51it's
- 1:51:51just
- 1:51:51like,
- 1:51:52he
- 1:51:52can't
- 1:51:53comprehend
- 1:51:53it.
- 1:51:54It.
- 1:51:54And
- 1:51:55let's
- 1:51:55be
- 1:51:55real.
- 1:51:55I
- 1:51:55mean,
- 1:51:56he.
- 1:51:56If.
- 1:51:56If
- 1:51:56Eddie
- 1:51:57hadn't
- 1:51:57spotted.
- 1:51:58If
- 1:51:58no
- 1:51:58one
- 1:51:58had
- 1:51:58spotted
- 1:51:58him,
- 1:51:59he
- 1:51:59would
- 1:51:59have
- 1:51:59kept
- 1:52:00looking
- 1:52:01until.
- 1:52:01Wouldn't
- 1:52:02stop.
- 1:52:03Yes.
- 1:52:04Yeah.
- 1:52:05Which
- 1:52:05wouldn't
- 1:52:05have
- 1:52:06been
- 1:52:06that
- 1:52:06much
- 1:52:06longer.
- 1:52:07True.
- 1:52:08I
- 1:52:09know.
- 1:52:09Yeah.
- 1:52:09He
- 1:52:09was.
- 1:52:10He
- 1:52:10was
- 1:52:10kind
- 1:52:10of
- 1:52:10at
- 1:52:10the
- 1:52:10end
- 1:52:11of
- 1:52:11his
- 1:52:11room,
- 1:52:12his
- 1:52:13stuff
- 1:52:13there
- 1:52:13at
- 1:52:13that
- 1:52:13point.
- 1:52:14Yeah.
- 1:52:14But,
- 1:52:14yeah,
- 1:52:15I
- 1:52:15don't
- 1:52:15think
- 1:52:15he
- 1:52:15was
- 1:52:15stalling.
- 1:52:16I
- 1:52:16think
- 1:52:16he
- 1:52:16just.
- 1:52:16He
- 1:52:16couldn't
- 1:52:17get
- 1:52:17the
- 1:52:17words
- 1:52:17out
- 1:52:17because
- 1:52:18it's
- 1:52:18just.
- 1:52:19It's
- 1:52:19unthinkable.
- 1:52:20Yeah.
- 1:52:22And
- 1:52:22if
- 1:52:22he
- 1:52:23does,
- 1:52:23like,
- 1:52:24you
- 1:52:24know,
- 1:52:24speak
- 1:52:25those
- 1:52:25words
- 1:52:25into
- 1:52:25existence,
- 1:52:26and
- 1:52:26then
- 1:52:27that's
- 1:52:27really,
- 1:52:27like.
- 1:52:28I
- 1:52:29guess
- 1:52:29that
- 1:52:29feels
- 1:52:30to
- 1:52:30him
- 1:52:30like
- 1:52:31giving
- 1:52:31up.
- 1:52:32Like,
- 1:52:32that's
- 1:52:32it.
- 1:52:33Yeah,
- 1:52:33yeah.
- 1:52:34Yeah.
- 1:52:34And
- 1:52:34it's.
- 1:52:35It's
- 1:52:35giving.
- 1:52:35It's
- 1:52:36solidifying
- 1:52:37the
- 1:52:37fact
- 1:52:37that
- 1:52:38he
- 1:52:38failed,
- 1:52:39that
- 1:52:39he
- 1:52:39gave
- 1:52:40up,
- 1:52:40that
- 1:52:41Eddie
- 1:52:42doesn't
- 1:52:42have
- 1:52:42a
- 1:52:42Chris,
- 1:52:43that
- 1:52:44Buck
- 1:52:44wouldn't
- 1:52:44have
- 1:52:45an
- 1:52:45Eddie
- 1:52:46or
- 1:52:46Chris
- 1:52:47or
- 1:52:47a
- 1:52:48Chris.
- 1:52:48So,
- 1:52:48like,
- 1:52:49that
- 1:52:49domino
- 1:52:50effect
- 1:52:50of,
- 1:52:50like,
- 1:52:51speaking
- 1:52:51that
- 1:52:52into
- 1:52:52existence
- 1:52:54just
- 1:52:54makes
- 1:52:54all
- 1:52:55of
- 1:52:55it
- 1:52:55too
- 1:52:55real
- 1:52:56and
- 1:52:57can't
- 1:52:58deal
- 1:52:58with
- 1:52:58that.
- 1:52:58And
- 1:52:59on
- 1:52:59top
- 1:52:59of
- 1:52:59it,
- 1:52:59who
- 1:52:59wants
- 1:53:00to
- 1:53:00give
- 1:53:00someone
- 1:53:00the
- 1:53:00worst
- 1:53:01news
- 1:53:01of
- 1:53:01their
- 1:53:01life?
- 1:53:03Who
- 1:53:03wants
- 1:53:03to
- 1:53:03be
- 1:53:03responsible
- 1:53:04for
- 1:53:04that?
- 1:53:04Even
- 1:53:05outside
- 1:53:05of
- 1:53:05the
- 1:53:05bucket
- 1:53:06Eddie
- 1:53:06and
- 1:53:06the
- 1:53:06body
- 1:53:07of
- 1:53:07it
- 1:53:07all,
- 1:53:08like,
- 1:53:08who
- 1:53:09wants
- 1:53:09to
- 1:53:09be
- 1:53:09the
- 1:53:09person
- 1:53:10who
- 1:53:10has
- 1:53:10to
- 1:53:10give
- 1:53:11that.
- 1:53:12That
- 1:53:13news
- 1:53:13to
- 1:53:14anybody?
- 1:53:15Like.
- 1:53:15And
- 1:53:15we've
- 1:53:15seen
- 1:53:16that
- 1:53:16before
- 1:53:17in
- 1:53:17the
- 1:53:17show.
- 1:53:17I
- 1:53:18think
- 1:53:18there
- 1:53:18was.
- 1:53:18There
- 1:53:19were
- 1:53:19a
- 1:53:19couple
- 1:53:20episodes,
- 1:53:22namely,
- 1:53:22I
- 1:53:22think
- 1:53:23I'm
- 1:53:23thinking
- 1:53:23of
- 1:53:24Haunted207,
- 1:53:26where
- 1:53:26one
- 1:53:26of
- 1:53:27the
- 1:53:27themes
- 1:53:27was,
- 1:53:27like,
- 1:53:28next
- 1:53:28of
- 1:53:28kin
- 1:53:28sort
- 1:53:29of
- 1:53:29thing.
- 1:53:29So,
- 1:53:29like,
- 1:53:30Athena
- 1:53:30went
- 1:53:31over
- 1:53:31and
- 1:53:32told
- 1:53:32the.
- 1:53:33The
- 1:53:33wife
- 1:53:34that
- 1:53:34the
- 1:53:34hiker
- 1:53:35had
- 1:53:35actually
- 1:53:36passed
- 1:53:36away.
- 1:53:37And.
- 1:53:37And
- 1:53:37I
- 1:53:38think
- 1:53:38that
- 1:53:38was
- 1:53:38the
- 1:53:38one
- 1:53:38also
- 1:53:39where
- 1:53:39hen
- 1:53:39was
- 1:53:39dealing
- 1:53:40with
- 1:53:40her
- 1:53:40dad.
- 1:53:42So
- 1:53:42a
- 1:53:42bunch
- 1:53:42of
- 1:53:42that
- 1:53:42stuff.
- 1:53:43So
- 1:53:43like,
- 1:53:43we've
- 1:53:43seen
- 1:53:43that
- 1:53:44in
- 1:53:44the
- 1:53:44show
- 1:53:44and
- 1:53:44it's.
- 1:53:45It's
- 1:53:46tough.
- 1:53:48That's
- 1:53:48so,
- 1:53:48like,
- 1:53:50not
- 1:53:50even
- 1:53:50covering
- 1:53:51it.
- 1:53:51Yeah,
- 1:53:51but
- 1:53:53those
- 1:53:53were
- 1:53:54people
- 1:53:54that
- 1:53:54they
- 1:53:54didn't
- 1:53:54really,
- 1:53:55like,
- 1:53:55know.
- 1:53:56So
- 1:53:56then,
- 1:53:56you
- 1:53:56know,
- 1:53:57Eddie
- 1:53:58sees
- 1:53:58Christopher.
- 1:53:58He
- 1:53:59goes
- 1:53:59over
- 1:53:59there,
- 1:53:59and
- 1:54:00then
- 1:54:00Buck
- 1:54:00finally
- 1:54:01sees
- 1:54:01Christopher
- 1:54:02and
- 1:54:03like,
- 1:54:03like
- 1:54:04the.
- 1:54:04The
- 1:54:05rest
- 1:54:05of
- 1:54:05the
- 1:54:05118
- 1:54:06see
- 1:54:06Buck
- 1:54:06and
- 1:54:06he's
- 1:54:07just
- 1:54:07like.
- 1:54:07He
- 1:54:08doesn't
- 1:54:08hear
- 1:54:08or
- 1:54:08see
- 1:54:08them.
- 1:54:10Not
- 1:54:10at
- 1:54:11all.
- 1:54:11No.
- 1:54:11Like,
- 1:54:11Christopher
- 1:54:12is
- 1:54:12the
- 1:54:12only
- 1:54:12thing
- 1:54:13that
- 1:54:13exists
- 1:54:13in
- 1:54:13that
- 1:54:14moment.
- 1:54:14And
- 1:54:14he
- 1:54:14just
- 1:54:14like
- 1:54:15the
- 1:54:15pure
- 1:54:16relief
- 1:54:16and
- 1:54:16amazement
- 1:54:17and
- 1:54:17like,
- 1:54:17astonishment
- 1:54:18like,
- 1:54:19flooding
- 1:54:19his
- 1:54:20face
- 1:54:20is
- 1:54:21insane.
- 1:54:22And
- 1:54:23I
- 1:54:23think
- 1:54:23that's
- 1:54:23really
- 1:54:24when
- 1:54:24he
- 1:54:25allowed
- 1:54:26himself
- 1:54:26to
- 1:54:27examine
- 1:54:29once,
- 1:54:29knowing
- 1:54:30that
- 1:54:30Christopher
- 1:54:30was
- 1:54:31safe,
- 1:54:32allowing
- 1:54:32himself
- 1:54:33to
- 1:54:33examine
- 1:54:35and
- 1:54:36look
- 1:54:36at
- 1:54:36Christopher
- 1:54:37not
- 1:54:37being.
- 1:54:38Potentially
- 1:54:38not
- 1:54:38being
- 1:54:39safe.
- 1:54:39Because
- 1:54:40I
- 1:54:40think
- 1:54:40that's
- 1:54:40something
- 1:54:41that
- 1:54:41he
- 1:54:41couldn't
- 1:54:41even
- 1:54:41really
- 1:54:42look
- 1:54:42at.
- 1:54:42Yeah.
- 1:54:43That
- 1:54:44whole
- 1:54:44time.
- 1:54:44Because,
- 1:54:46like,
- 1:54:46we
- 1:54:46talk
- 1:54:46about
- 1:54:46this
- 1:54:47manifesting
- 1:54:47and
- 1:54:48not
- 1:54:48wanting
- 1:54:48to
- 1:54:48speak
- 1:54:49it
- 1:54:49into
- 1:54:49existence
- 1:54:50and
- 1:54:50stuff
- 1:54:50like
- 1:54:50that.
- 1:54:52Yeah.
- 1:54:52But
- 1:54:53that
- 1:54:55horror
- 1:54:55of
- 1:54:55the.
- 1:54:56What
- 1:54:56if?
- 1:54:57In
- 1:54:57the
- 1:54:57immediate
- 1:54:57afterlife
- 1:54:58aftermath
- 1:54:59of
- 1:54:59the
- 1:55:00relief,
- 1:55:00I
- 1:55:00think.
- 1:55:01And
- 1:55:01like,
- 1:55:02he
- 1:55:02just.
- 1:55:02Like
- 1:55:02I
- 1:55:03said,
- 1:55:03it's
- 1:55:03like
- 1:55:03his.
- 1:55:03His
- 1:55:03strings
- 1:55:04are
- 1:55:04cut.
- 1:55:04He
- 1:55:04just
- 1:55:04completely
- 1:55:05collapses.
- 1:55:06And
- 1:55:06I
- 1:55:07love
- 1:55:07the
- 1:55:07fact
- 1:55:07that
- 1:55:07he
- 1:55:08doesn't
- 1:55:08need
- 1:55:08to
- 1:55:08explain
- 1:55:09anything
- 1:55:09to
- 1:55:10anyone
- 1:55:10at
- 1:55:11the
- 1:55:11118.
- 1:55:12They
- 1:55:12see
- 1:55:13Eddie
- 1:55:13hugging
- 1:55:13Christopher.
- 1:55:14They
- 1:55:15see
- 1:55:15this
- 1:55:16disaster
- 1:55:16of
- 1:55:16a
- 1:55:17man
- 1:55:19named
- 1:55:19Bob.
- 1:55:20No.
- 1:55:21And
- 1:55:21they.
- 1:55:21And,
- 1:55:22And
- 1:55:22I
- 1:55:22think
- 1:55:23they.
- 1:55:23They
- 1:55:23can
- 1:55:24infer
- 1:55:25what
- 1:55:25happened.
- 1:55:26Yeah.
- 1:55:27In
- 1:55:27that
- 1:55:27situation.
- 1:55:27I'm
- 1:55:28sure
- 1:55:28they
- 1:55:28talk
- 1:55:28about
- 1:55:28it
- 1:55:29later
- 1:55:29and
- 1:55:29stuff
- 1:55:29like
- 1:55:30that.
- 1:55:31But
- 1:55:32they
- 1:55:33did
- 1:55:33know
- 1:55:33that,
- 1:55:33like,
- 1:55:34Buck
- 1:55:35was
- 1:55:35hanging
- 1:55:35out
- 1:55:35with
- 1:55:35Christopher.
- 1:55:36That's
- 1:55:37what
- 1:55:37I
- 1:55:37mean,
- 1:55:37though.
- 1:55:38They
- 1:55:38knew
- 1:55:39that.
- 1:55:39They
- 1:55:39just
- 1:55:40like,
- 1:55:40Bobby
- 1:55:40just
- 1:55:40asks,
- 1:55:41are
- 1:55:41you
- 1:55:41two
- 1:55:41okay?
- 1:55:43Yeah.
- 1:55:44And
- 1:55:44then
- 1:55:44just.
- 1:55:45Yeah.
- 1:55:46Yeah.
- 1:55:46And
- 1:55:47Jim's
- 1:55:47the
- 1:55:47one
- 1:55:47who
- 1:55:47has
- 1:55:47to
- 1:55:48try
- 1:55:48and
- 1:55:48catch
- 1:55:48this,
- 1:55:49like,
- 1:55:49hunk
- 1:55:49of
- 1:55:49muscle
- 1:55:50of.
- 1:55:52He's
- 1:55:53like,
- 1:55:53yeah,
- 1:55:53we're
- 1:55:53great.
- 1:55:54And
- 1:55:54then
- 1:55:54he
- 1:55:54just
- 1:55:54like,
- 1:55:55yeah,
- 1:55:56it's
- 1:55:56like,
- 1:55:57I'm
- 1:55:57great.
- 1:55:57I
- 1:55:57can.
- 1:55:58I
- 1:55:58can
- 1:55:58die
- 1:55:58now.
- 1:56:00Pretty
- 1:56:00much.
- 1:56:01Pretty
- 1:56:01much.
- 1:56:02I
- 1:56:02don't
- 1:56:02blame
- 1:56:02him.
- 1:56:03Yeah.
- 1:56:03Yeah.
- 1:56:05Like,
- 1:56:06I.
- 1:56:06I
- 1:56:06think
- 1:56:06you're
- 1:56:06absolutely
- 1:56:07right,
- 1:56:07Meg.
- 1:56:07I
- 1:56:08think
- 1:56:08he
- 1:56:08kind
- 1:56:08of
- 1:56:09collapses
- 1:56:10as
- 1:56:10much
- 1:56:10in
- 1:56:11exhaustion,
- 1:56:13injury,
- 1:56:13slash,
- 1:56:14blood
- 1:56:14loss,
- 1:56:15relief.
- 1:56:16But
- 1:56:16also
- 1:56:17like
- 1:56:18just
- 1:56:19the
- 1:56:19terror.
- 1:56:20Like
- 1:56:21letting
- 1:56:21the
- 1:56:21terror
- 1:56:22of
- 1:56:22everything
- 1:56:23that
- 1:56:23kind
- 1:56:24of
- 1:56:24just
- 1:56:24occurred
- 1:56:25kind
- 1:56:25of
- 1:56:25like
- 1:56:25wash
- 1:56:26over
- 1:56:26him.
- 1:56:27So
- 1:56:27that
- 1:56:27trauma.
- 1:56:28Yeah.
- 1:56:30Oh,
- 1:56:30man.
- 1:56:31And
- 1:56:32like,
- 1:56:32also,
- 1:56:33can
- 1:56:33we
- 1:56:33just
- 1:56:34say
- 1:56:34the
- 1:56:35acting
- 1:56:36in
- 1:56:36this
- 1:56:36scene.
- 1:56:38I
- 1:56:38mean,
- 1:56:38the
- 1:56:38acting
- 1:56:39for
- 1:56:39the
- 1:56:39whole.
- 1:56:39For
- 1:56:39the
- 1:56:40whole
- 1:56:40thing.
- 1:56:41But,
- 1:56:41like,
- 1:56:42particularly
- 1:56:44the
- 1:56:44scene
- 1:56:45between
- 1:56:45Buck
- 1:56:45and
- 1:56:46Eddie
- 1:56:47is
- 1:56:48so
- 1:56:49good.
- 1:56:50Like
- 1:56:52the
- 1:56:52way
- 1:56:52Buck
- 1:56:53is
- 1:56:54stuttering
- 1:56:55and
- 1:56:55stumbling
- 1:56:55and
- 1:56:56can't
- 1:56:56get
- 1:56:56the
- 1:56:56words
- 1:56:56out
- 1:56:56and
- 1:56:57the
- 1:56:57way
- 1:56:57Eddie
- 1:56:58is
- 1:56:58just
- 1:56:58kind
- 1:56:58of
- 1:56:58like,
- 1:56:58letting
- 1:56:58those
- 1:56:59words
- 1:56:59like,
- 1:57:00start
- 1:57:00to
- 1:57:00wash
- 1:57:00over
- 1:57:00him
- 1:57:00while
- 1:57:01also
- 1:57:01trying
- 1:57:02to
- 1:57:02maintain
- 1:57:03any
- 1:57:03semblance
- 1:57:04of
- 1:57:04composure,
- 1:57:04which
- 1:57:05is
- 1:57:05like,
- 1:57:05rapidly
- 1:57:07deteriorating
- 1:57:08with
- 1:57:08like
- 1:57:09the
- 1:57:09tears
- 1:57:09in
- 1:57:09his
- 1:57:09eyes
- 1:57:10and
- 1:57:10just.
- 1:57:11It's.
- 1:57:11Yeah.
- 1:57:12The
- 1:57:12amount
- 1:57:12of.
- 1:57:13The
- 1:57:13amount
- 1:57:13of
- 1:57:14things
- 1:57:14conveyed
- 1:57:14with
- 1:57:14like.
- 1:57:15Like
- 1:57:15very
- 1:57:15little
- 1:57:16words
- 1:57:17and
- 1:57:17just
- 1:57:18the
- 1:57:18really
- 1:57:18small
- 1:57:18nods
- 1:57:19that
- 1:57:19Eddie's
- 1:57:20doing
- 1:57:20and
- 1:57:21like
- 1:57:21bringing
- 1:57:22expressions.
- 1:57:23Yeah.
- 1:57:23His
- 1:57:24lips
- 1:57:24and
- 1:57:24like
- 1:57:24the
- 1:57:25whole.
- 1:57:26The
- 1:57:27whole
- 1:57:27thing
- 1:57:27of
- 1:57:27him.
- 1:57:28They're
- 1:57:28both
- 1:57:29trying
- 1:57:29to
- 1:57:29just
- 1:57:29hold
- 1:57:30their
- 1:57:30lives
- 1:57:30together
- 1:57:30with
- 1:57:31a
- 1:57:31really
- 1:57:31frayed
- 1:57:32strain.
- 1:57:32Like
- 1:57:33rope
- 1:57:33in
- 1:57:33that
- 1:57:34moment.
- 1:57:34And
- 1:57:34it's.
- 1:57:35Yeah.
- 1:57:36So
- 1:57:37good.
- 1:57:37I
- 1:57:37live
- 1:57:37for
- 1:57:38it.
- 1:57:38This
- 1:57:38is
- 1:57:38the
- 1:57:38angst
- 1:57:39I
- 1:57:39live
- 1:57:39for.
- 1:57:42So
- 1:57:43the
- 1:57:43next
- 1:57:43time
- 1:57:43we
- 1:57:44see
- 1:57:44bugs,
- 1:57:46he's
- 1:57:46sitting.
- 1:57:47He's
- 1:57:47sitting
- 1:57:48at
- 1:57:48his
- 1:57:48dining
- 1:57:48room
- 1:57:49table.
- 1:57:50Doing
- 1:57:50something,
- 1:57:51I
- 1:57:51don't
- 1:57:51know,
- 1:57:52with
- 1:57:52the
- 1:57:52corona.
- 1:57:53He's
- 1:57:53like,
- 1:57:54dissociating,
- 1:57:55but
- 1:57:55also,
- 1:57:56like,
- 1:57:56looks
- 1:57:56very
- 1:57:57contemplative,
- 1:57:58but,
- 1:57:58like,
- 1:57:59I
- 1:58:00don't
- 1:58:00know.
- 1:58:01I
- 1:58:01don't
- 1:58:01know,
- 1:58:01like,
- 1:58:01what's
- 1:58:02going
- 1:58:02through
- 1:58:02his
- 1:58:03head?
- 1:58:03Like,
- 1:58:03I
- 1:58:03watched
- 1:58:03that.
- 1:58:04I
- 1:58:04was
- 1:58:04wondering,
- 1:58:05trying
- 1:58:05to
- 1:58:06think
- 1:58:06about
- 1:58:06it.
- 1:58:06I
- 1:58:06was
- 1:58:06like,
- 1:58:07is
- 1:58:07the.
- 1:58:07Is
- 1:58:08the.
- 1:58:08The
- 1:58:09voiceover
- 1:58:09literally
- 1:58:10what's
- 1:58:10going
- 1:58:10through
- 1:58:10his
- 1:58:11head?
- 1:58:11Head.
- 1:58:12Is
- 1:58:12that
- 1:58:12what's
- 1:58:13actually
- 1:58:13going
- 1:58:13through
- 1:58:13his
- 1:58:14head
- 1:58:14right
- 1:58:14now?
- 1:58:15I
- 1:58:15think
- 1:58:15that's
- 1:58:15too
- 1:58:16self
- 1:58:16aware
- 1:58:16for
- 1:58:16him
- 1:58:17right
- 1:58:17now.
- 1:58:18I
- 1:58:18know
- 1:58:18we
- 1:58:18rag
- 1:58:19on
- 1:58:19him
- 1:58:19for
- 1:58:19not
- 1:58:19being
- 1:58:19self
- 1:58:20aware.
- 1:58:20I
- 1:58:20think
- 1:58:20he's
- 1:58:21pretty
- 1:58:21self
- 1:58:21aware.
- 1:58:22He's
- 1:58:22not
- 1:58:22self
- 1:58:22aware.
- 1:58:22Self
- 1:58:23aware.
- 1:58:23He's
- 1:58:23not
- 1:58:23self
- 1:58:24reflective.
- 1:58:25He's
- 1:58:26never.
- 1:58:26I
- 1:58:26am
- 1:58:27reflect.
- 1:58:28He's
- 1:58:28not
- 1:58:28self
- 1:58:29reflective
- 1:58:29on
- 1:58:30feelings
- 1:58:31on
- 1:58:31him.
- 1:58:31Yeah.
- 1:58:33Eddie.
- 1:58:36I
- 1:58:36think
- 1:58:36it's
- 1:58:36one
- 1:58:36of
- 1:58:36those
- 1:58:37things
- 1:58:37where
- 1:58:37I
- 1:58:37think
- 1:58:38he
- 1:58:38got
- 1:58:38home,
- 1:58:39took
- 1:58:39a
- 1:58:39shower,
- 1:58:40had
- 1:58:41tried
- 1:58:41to
- 1:58:41have
- 1:58:41a
- 1:58:41beer.
- 1:58:42Because
- 1:58:42we
- 1:58:42see
- 1:58:42the.
- 1:58:42We
- 1:58:43see
- 1:58:43a
- 1:58:43beer
- 1:58:43next
- 1:58:43to
- 1:58:43him
- 1:58:44and
- 1:58:44it's
- 1:58:44the
- 1:58:44morning.
- 1:58:45So
- 1:58:45my
- 1:58:45guess
- 1:58:45is
- 1:58:45he
- 1:58:45sat
- 1:58:46down
- 1:58:46to
- 1:58:46have
- 1:58:46that
- 1:58:46beer
- 1:58:47and
- 1:58:47started
- 1:58:48thinking
- 1:58:49about
- 1:58:50everything
- 1:58:51that
- 1:58:51happened.
- 1:58:52Because
- 1:58:52he
- 1:58:52didn't
- 1:58:52process
- 1:58:53any
- 1:58:53of
- 1:58:53it.
- 1:58:54No.
- 1:58:55While
- 1:58:55he
- 1:58:55was
- 1:58:55going
- 1:58:55through
- 1:58:56it.
- 1:58:56And
- 1:58:57I
- 1:58:57think
- 1:58:57he's
- 1:58:58just
- 1:58:58running
- 1:58:58through
- 1:58:59scenarios
- 1:58:59probably
- 1:59:00in
- 1:59:00his
- 1:59:00brain
- 1:59:02in
- 1:59:02a
- 1:59:02lot
- 1:59:02of
- 1:59:03ways
- 1:59:03and
- 1:59:03just
- 1:59:03kind
- 1:59:04of
- 1:59:04of
- 1:59:05trying
- 1:59:05to
- 1:59:05wrap
- 1:59:05his
- 1:59:06head
- 1:59:06around
- 1:59:07what
- 1:59:07happened.
- 1:59:08Like,
- 1:59:08not
- 1:59:08just
- 1:59:08what
- 1:59:09happened
- 1:59:09to
- 1:59:09him,
- 1:59:10but
- 1:59:10what
- 1:59:10happened
- 1:59:11in
- 1:59:11general.
- 1:59:12And
- 1:59:13I
- 1:59:13don't
- 1:59:14think
- 1:59:14that
- 1:59:14man
- 1:59:14slept.
- 1:59:15That's
- 1:59:15my
- 1:59:16process.
- 1:59:17I
- 1:59:17think
- 1:59:17he
- 1:59:17sat
- 1:59:17on
- 1:59:18that
- 1:59:18chair
- 1:59:18and
- 1:59:18he
- 1:59:18was
- 1:59:18just
- 1:59:18like,
- 1:59:19I'm
- 1:59:19gonna
- 1:59:19have
- 1:59:19a
- 1:59:19beer
- 1:59:19and
- 1:59:19I'm
- 1:59:20gonna
- 1:59:20decompress
- 1:59:20a
- 1:59:21little
- 1:59:21bit
- 1:59:21after
- 1:59:21this,
- 1:59:22after
- 1:59:22they
- 1:59:23let
- 1:59:23me
- 1:59:23out
- 1:59:23of
- 1:59:23the
- 1:59:23hospital.
- 1:59:25Okay.
- 1:59:26Now
- 1:59:26that
- 1:59:26you
- 1:59:27said
- 1:59:27that,
- 1:59:27maybe
- 1:59:27he's
- 1:59:28thinking
- 1:59:28about
- 1:59:28all
- 1:59:29of
- 1:59:29the
- 1:59:30waste,
- 1:59:30that
- 1:59:30this
- 1:59:31is
- 1:59:31what
- 1:59:31I
- 1:59:31would
- 1:59:31do.
- 1:59:31Think
- 1:59:32about
- 1:59:32all
- 1:59:32the
- 1:59:32ways
- 1:59:33that
- 1:59:33he
- 1:59:33could
- 1:59:33have
- 1:59:33have
- 1:59:34correctly
- 1:59:35gone
- 1:59:35about
- 1:59:35yesterday.
- 1:59:37Oh,
- 1:59:38yeah,
- 1:59:39it's
- 1:59:40having
- 1:59:40the
- 1:59:40argument
- 1:59:41with
- 1:59:41Your,
- 1:59:41like,
- 1:59:41in
- 1:59:42your
- 1:59:42head
- 1:59:42after
- 1:59:42it's
- 1:59:43already
- 1:59:43happened,
- 1:59:43like,
- 1:59:44this
- 1:59:44is
- 1:59:44the
- 1:59:44right
- 1:59:44answer.
- 1:59:45And
- 1:59:45him
- 1:59:46thinking
- 1:59:46about
- 1:59:46all
- 1:59:46the
- 1:59:46different
- 1:59:47ways
- 1:59:47that
- 1:59:48he
- 1:59:48could
- 1:59:48have.
- 1:59:48And
- 1:59:48he
- 1:59:49still
- 1:59:49sees
- 1:59:49himself
- 1:59:49as
- 1:59:50a
- 1:59:50failure
- 1:59:50at
- 1:59:50this
- 1:59:50point.
- 1:59:51Yeah.
- 1:59:51He
- 1:59:51still
- 1:59:52thinks
- 1:59:52he's.
- 1:59:52Chris
- 1:59:52is
- 1:59:52alive.
- 1:59:53But
- 1:59:53he.
- 1:59:54Yes,
- 1:59:54but
- 1:59:54he
- 1:59:55failed.
- 1:59:55Yes.
- 1:59:56And
- 1:59:56Chris
- 1:59:56is
- 1:59:57alive
- 1:59:58in
- 1:59:58spite
- 1:59:58of
- 1:59:59Buck,
- 1:59:59not
- 2:00:00because
- 2:00:00of
- 2:00:00Buck.
- 2:00:00Buck
- 2:00:01in
- 2:00:01his
- 2:00:01head.
- 2:00:02And
- 2:00:02I
- 2:00:03think
- 2:00:03that's
- 2:00:03the
- 2:00:03kind
- 2:00:04of
- 2:00:04stuff
- 2:00:04that
- 2:00:05would.
- 2:00:06For.
- 2:00:06That's
- 2:00:06the.
- 2:00:07That
- 2:00:07would
- 2:00:07keep
- 2:00:07me
- 2:00:07up
- 2:00:07at
- 2:00:08night.
- 2:00:08And
- 2:00:08I'm
- 2:00:08not
- 2:00:09as,
- 2:00:09like,
- 2:00:09the
- 2:00:09same
- 2:00:10person
- 2:00:10as
- 2:00:11Buck
- 2:00:11as
- 2:00:11some
- 2:00:12people
- 2:00:12on
- 2:00:12this
- 2:00:12podcast
- 2:00:13are.
- 2:00:16You
- 2:00:16mean
- 2:00:16at
- 2:00:16the
- 2:00:17beginning
- 2:00:17of
- 2:00:17the
- 2:00:17podcast
- 2:00:18when
- 2:00:18I
- 2:00:18said
- 2:00:18we're
- 2:00:1880%
- 2:00:19the
- 2:00:19same
- 2:00:19person?
- 2:00:20I
- 2:00:20know.
- 2:00:21Yeah.
- 2:00:21That's
- 2:00:21what
- 2:00:22I
- 2:00:22was
- 2:00:22bringing
- 2:00:22it
- 2:00:22up.
- 2:00:23I'm
- 2:00:23bringing
- 2:00:23it
- 2:00:23back
- 2:00:24around
- 2:00:25full
- 2:00:25circle.
- 2:00:26Oh.
- 2:00:26But
- 2:00:27that's
- 2:00:27the
- 2:00:27kind
- 2:00:28of
- 2:00:28spiral
- 2:00:28that,
- 2:00:29That
- 2:00:29I
- 2:00:30would
- 2:00:30also
- 2:00:30be
- 2:00:30going
- 2:00:31through
- 2:00:31as
- 2:00:31a
- 2:00:31fellow
- 2:00:32cancer.
- 2:00:35That
- 2:00:36makes
- 2:00:36sense
- 2:00:36to
- 2:00:36me.
- 2:00:36I.
- 2:00:37I
- 2:00:37kind
- 2:00:38of
- 2:00:38think
- 2:00:38it
- 2:00:38would
- 2:00:39probably
- 2:00:39be
- 2:00:39thinking
- 2:00:40as.
- 2:00:40As
- 2:00:41much
- 2:00:41of
- 2:00:41like,
- 2:00:42well,
- 2:00:42what
- 2:00:43could
- 2:00:43I
- 2:00:43have
- 2:00:44done
- 2:00:44in
- 2:00:44that
- 2:00:44situation?
- 2:00:45As
- 2:00:45much
- 2:00:46as
- 2:00:46he's
- 2:00:46probably
- 2:00:47thinking,
- 2:00:48what
- 2:00:48if
- 2:00:48I
- 2:00:49actually
- 2:00:49took
- 2:00:50Chris
- 2:00:50to
- 2:00:51the
- 2:00:51movies?
- 2:00:52What
- 2:00:52if
- 2:00:52we
- 2:00:52went
- 2:00:52to
- 2:00:53the
- 2:00:53zoo?
- 2:00:53Do.
- 2:00:53What
- 2:00:54if
- 2:00:54we
- 2:00:54did
- 2:00:54literally
- 2:00:55anything
- 2:00:56else
- 2:00:56and
- 2:00:56it
- 2:00:57was
- 2:00:57just
- 2:00:57like
- 2:00:57they
- 2:00:57had
- 2:00:58to
- 2:00:58go
- 2:00:58to
- 2:00:58the
- 2:00:58pier.
- 2:00:58So
- 2:00:58I
- 2:00:59think
- 2:00:59he's
- 2:00:59also
- 2:00:59like,
- 2:01:00churning
- 2:01:00that.
- 2:01:01Yeah,
- 2:01:02that
- 2:01:02over
- 2:01:02and
- 2:01:02over
- 2:01:02again.
- 2:01:03And
- 2:01:03like,
- 2:01:03that's
- 2:01:04just
- 2:01:05so
- 2:01:06self
- 2:01:06destructive.
- 2:01:07He's
- 2:01:07writing
- 2:01:07fiction
- 2:01:08in
- 2:01:08his
- 2:01:08head
- 2:01:08of
- 2:01:08all
- 2:01:09of
- 2:01:09the
- 2:01:09different
- 2:01:09scenarios
- 2:01:10and
- 2:01:10like,
- 2:01:10how
- 2:01:10they
- 2:01:11would
- 2:01:11have
- 2:01:11played
- 2:01:11out.
- 2:01:12And
- 2:01:12he's
- 2:01:12not
- 2:01:12doing
- 2:01:13it
- 2:01:13in
- 2:01:13a
- 2:01:13way
- 2:01:13to,
- 2:01:14like,
- 2:01:14escape.
- 2:01:14He's
- 2:01:14doing
- 2:01:15in
- 2:01:15a
- 2:01:15way
- 2:01:15to,
- 2:01:15like,
- 2:01:16self
- 2:01:17further.
- 2:01:17Yes.
- 2:01:17Further
- 2:01:18blame
- 2:01:18himself.
- 2:01:19Yes.
- 2:01:19All
- 2:01:20of
- 2:01:20it
- 2:01:20is
- 2:01:20his
- 2:01:20fault.
- 2:01:20Fault.
- 2:01:21He
- 2:01:21didn't
- 2:01:21take
- 2:01:22Christopher
- 2:01:22somewhere
- 2:01:22else.
- 2:01:23Yeah,
- 2:01:23he
- 2:01:23did.
- 2:01:24Like,
- 2:01:24he
- 2:01:24doesn't
- 2:01:24deserve
- 2:01:25to
- 2:01:25feel
- 2:01:25good.
- 2:01:26About
- 2:01:26the
- 2:01:26fact
- 2:01:26that
- 2:01:27Chris
- 2:01:27is
- 2:01:27okay.
- 2:01:28Right.
- 2:01:29Yeah.
- 2:01:30Until
- 2:01:31finally
- 2:01:32Eddie.
- 2:01:35Which
- 2:01:36I
- 2:01:36can't
- 2:01:37talk
- 2:01:37about
- 2:01:38most
- 2:01:38of
- 2:01:38that.
- 2:01:39I
- 2:01:39can't
- 2:01:39talk
- 2:01:39about
- 2:01:39most
- 2:01:39of
- 2:01:40that
- 2:01:40until.
- 2:01:40Slow
- 2:01:40burn
- 2:01:41in
- 2:01:41a
- 2:01:41couple
- 2:01:41minutes.
- 2:01:42I
- 2:01:42did
- 2:01:42really
- 2:01:43just
- 2:01:43want
- 2:01:43to
- 2:01:43point
- 2:01:43out.
- 2:01:45I'm
- 2:01:45sorry,
- 2:01:46it's
- 2:01:46insane.
- 2:01:47No,
- 2:01:47no.
- 2:01:47There
- 2:01:47is
- 2:01:48almost
- 2:01:48no
- 2:01:48way
- 2:01:48you
- 2:01:49can
- 2:01:49talk
- 2:01:49about
- 2:01:49that
- 2:01:49outside
- 2:01:50of
- 2:01:50like,
- 2:01:50like,
- 2:01:51yeah,
- 2:01:51the
- 2:01:51slippers.
- 2:01:52I
- 2:01:52did
- 2:01:52just
- 2:01:52want
- 2:01:52to
- 2:01:52point
- 2:01:53out
- 2:01:53one
- 2:01:54thing,
- 2:01:54which
- 2:01:54is
- 2:01:54the
- 2:01:54very
- 2:01:54last
- 2:01:54thing
- 2:01:55that
- 2:01:55Eddie
- 2:01:55says
- 2:01:55to
- 2:01:55him
- 2:01:56before
- 2:01:56he,
- 2:01:57like,
- 2:01:58closes
- 2:01:59the
- 2:01:59door,
- 2:01:59which
- 2:02:00is
- 2:02:00thank
- 2:02:00you
- 2:02:01for
- 2:02:01not
- 2:02:01giving
- 2:02:02up.
- 2:02:03Because
- 2:02:04that's.
- 2:02:05That's
- 2:02:05Buck.
- 2:02:06Right.
- 2:02:07Which
- 2:02:07I.
- 2:02:07I
- 2:02:07felt
- 2:02:08very
- 2:02:08much
- 2:02:08was
- 2:02:08a
- 2:02:08thank
- 2:02:09you
- 2:02:09for
- 2:02:09being
- 2:02:09Buck.
- 2:02:10And
- 2:02:10then
- 2:02:10my
- 2:02:10brain
- 2:02:11was
- 2:02:11like,
- 2:02:11oh,
- 2:02:12it's
- 2:02:13Buck
- 2:02:13begins
- 2:02:15when,
- 2:02:15you
- 2:02:16know,
- 2:02:16I'm
- 2:02:17sure
- 2:02:17whoever
- 2:02:17they
- 2:02:17were,
- 2:02:18they
- 2:02:18were
- 2:02:18glad
- 2:02:18that
- 2:02:18you
- 2:02:19were
- 2:02:19being
- 2:02:19Buck
- 2:02:20and
- 2:02:20he's
- 2:02:20like,
- 2:02:20I
- 2:02:20don't
- 2:02:20even
- 2:02:20know
- 2:02:21what
- 2:02:21that
- 2:02:21means.
- 2:02:22She
- 2:02:22says,
- 2:02:22you
- 2:02:23never
- 2:02:23give
- 2:02:23up.
- 2:02:23That's
- 2:02:24what
- 2:02:24Buck.
- 2:02:25That's
- 2:02:25what
- 2:02:26being
- 2:02:26Buck
- 2:02:26means
- 2:02:26to
- 2:02:27me.
- 2:02:27But
- 2:02:27whatever
- 2:02:27you
- 2:02:28do,
- 2:02:28don't
- 2:02:28stop.
- 2:02:29Don't
- 2:02:29stop.
- 2:02:30Like,
- 2:02:30don't
- 2:02:30stop
- 2:02:30being
- 2:02:31you.
- 2:02:32Yeah.
- 2:02:32Look
- 2:02:33at
- 2:02:33that
- 2:02:33growth
- 2:02:33from
- 2:02:33the
- 2:02:34first
- 2:02:34episode.
- 2:02:35I
- 2:02:36love
- 2:02:36how
- 2:02:36I
- 2:02:36just
- 2:02:36got
- 2:02:36like
- 2:02:37goosebumps
- 2:02:37while
- 2:02:37we
- 2:02:38were
- 2:02:38saying
- 2:02:38that.
- 2:02:39I'm
- 2:02:40fine.
- 2:02:40I'm
- 2:02:40fine.
- 2:02:43I'm
- 2:02:43fine.
- 2:02:43Wipes
- 2:02:44tears.
- 2:02:44I'm
- 2:02:45fine.
- 2:02:48It's
- 2:02:48fine.
- 2:02:49I
- 2:02:49cried
- 2:02:49the
- 2:02:50four
- 2:02:50times
- 2:02:50today
- 2:02:50that
- 2:02:51I
- 2:02:51played
- 2:02:51back
- 2:02:51at
- 2:02:52the
- 2:02:52end
- 2:02:52of
- 2:02:52that
- 2:02:52scene.
- 2:02:53I'm
- 2:02:53fine.
- 2:02:54I'm
- 2:02:54totally
- 2:02:54normal
- 2:02:55when
- 2:02:55I
- 2:02:55watch
- 2:02:55this
- 2:02:55episode,
- 2:02:56guys.
- 2:02:56Totally
- 2:02:57normal.
- 2:02:58Same.
- 2:03:01I'm
- 2:03:01fine.
- 2:03:02It's
- 2:03:02okay.
- 2:03:03Anything
- 2:03:03else
- 2:03:04to
- 2:03:04say
- 2:03:04about
- 2:03:05book
- 2:03:05that
- 2:03:06doesn't
- 2:03:07go
- 2:03:07in
- 2:03:08our
- 2:03:08Frankenstein
- 2:03:10section?
- 2:03:11I
- 2:03:12don't
- 2:03:12think
- 2:03:12it's
- 2:03:12possible
- 2:03:13for
- 2:03:13us
- 2:03:13with
- 2:03:14the
- 2:03:14way
- 2:03:14that
- 2:03:14we
- 2:03:14have
- 2:03:15structured
- 2:03:15our
- 2:03:16own
- 2:03:16show.
- 2:03:17Yes.
- 2:03:17So
- 2:03:18anyway,
- 2:03:19I
- 2:03:19know
- 2:03:19normally
- 2:03:19we
- 2:03:20do
- 2:03:20a
- 2:03:20scene
- 2:03:20dissection
- 2:03:21and
- 2:03:21you
- 2:03:21would
- 2:03:22think
- 2:03:22the
- 2:03:22scene
- 2:03:22dissection
- 2:03:23should
- 2:03:23be
- 2:03:23the
- 2:03:24ending
- 2:03:24scene
- 2:03:24with
- 2:03:24Buck
- 2:03:25and
- 2:03:25Eddie.
- 2:03:25And
- 2:03:25you're
- 2:03:25correct.
- 2:03:26But
- 2:03:26guess
- 2:03:26what?
- 2:03:26That
- 2:03:26shit
- 2:03:27is
- 2:03:27gay.
- 2:03:28There's
- 2:03:28no
- 2:03:29way
- 2:03:29for
- 2:03:29us
- 2:03:29to
- 2:03:29do
- 2:03:30si
- 2:03:30do
- 2:03:30around
- 2:03:30that.
- 2:03:31So
- 2:03:31we
- 2:03:31are
- 2:03:31having
- 2:03:31a
- 2:03:32special
- 2:03:33edition
- 2:03:34of
- 2:03:35scene
- 2:03:35dissection
- 2:03:37and
- 2:03:38Slow
- 2:03:38Burn
- 2:03:38combined.
- 2:03:39There
- 2:03:39will
- 2:03:39still
- 2:03:40be
- 2:03:40a
- 2:03:40couple
- 2:03:40other
- 2:03:40things
- 2:03:40in
- 2:03:40Slow
- 2:03:41Burn,
- 2:03:41but
- 2:03:41I
- 2:03:41guess
- 2:03:41we're
- 2:03:41calling
- 2:03:42this
- 2:03:42like,
- 2:03:42where's
- 2:03:42the
- 2:03:42slow
- 2:03:43burn?
- 2:03:44Yeah,
- 2:03:45I
- 2:03:46like
- 2:03:46that.
- 2:03:46Where's
- 2:03:46the
- 2:03:46slow
- 2:03:46burn?
- 2:03:47It's
- 2:03:47in
- 2:03:47front
- 2:03:47of
- 2:03:47your
- 2:03:48eyes.
- 2:03:48Yeah,
- 2:03:49right
- 2:03:50there.
- 2:03:50It.
- 2:03:50It's
- 2:03:51here.
- 2:03:51It's
- 2:03:52here,
- 2:03:52it's
- 2:03:53here.
- 2:03:57Hey.
- 2:03:59Where'S
- 2:04:00the.
- 2:04:07All
- 2:04:07right,
- 2:04:07well.
- 2:04:08Well,
- 2:04:08first
- 2:04:08and
- 2:04:08foremost,
- 2:04:11because
- 2:04:11I
- 2:04:11couldn't
- 2:04:12talk
- 2:04:12about
- 2:04:12this
- 2:04:12where
- 2:04:13I
- 2:04:13would
- 2:04:13normally
- 2:04:13talk
- 2:04:13about
- 2:04:14Needle
- 2:04:14drops
- 2:04:14up
- 2:04:14because
- 2:04:15it's.
- 2:04:15Gay.
- 2:04:19Is
- 2:04:20Sil's
- 2:04:20favorite
- 2:04:20song.
- 2:04:23Number
- 2:04:24one
- 2:04:24photograph
- 2:04:25lover.
- 2:04:28Photographed
- 2:04:28by
- 2:04:28Ed
- 2:04:29Sheeran.
- 2:04:29And
- 2:04:30I'm
- 2:04:30sure
- 2:04:30that
- 2:04:31if
- 2:04:31you're
- 2:04:31listening
- 2:04:32to
- 2:04:32this
- 2:04:32podcast,
- 2:04:32you've
- 2:04:33like
- 2:04:34heard
- 2:04:34that.
- 2:04:35That
- 2:04:35song.
- 2:04:36But
- 2:04:36like,
- 2:04:37just.
- 2:04:38Just.
- 2:04:38Cuz
- 2:04:38we're
- 2:04:39gonna
- 2:04:39go
- 2:04:39over
- 2:04:40a
- 2:04:40few
- 2:04:40of
- 2:04:40the
- 2:04:40choice
- 2:04:41lines
- 2:04:41and
- 2:04:41specifically
- 2:04:42the
- 2:04:42ones
- 2:04:42that
- 2:04:42are
- 2:04:42playing
- 2:04:45when
- 2:04:45we
- 2:04:45start
- 2:04:46looking
- 2:04:46at
- 2:04:46Buck
- 2:04:46because
- 2:04:47it
- 2:04:47starts
- 2:04:47playing
- 2:04:48when
- 2:04:49we
- 2:04:49start
- 2:04:49hearing
- 2:04:49Buck's
- 2:04:50voiceover.
- 2:04:50But
- 2:04:51we
- 2:04:51don't
- 2:04:51get
- 2:04:51to
- 2:04:51Buck
- 2:04:52until
- 2:04:53the
- 2:04:53scene
- 2:04:54in
- 2:04:54his
- 2:04:55loft
- 2:04:55and
- 2:04:56start.
- 2:04:56Playing
- 2:04:57when
- 2:04:57Maddie
- 2:04:58and
- 2:04:58Charlie
- 2:04:59are
- 2:04:59at
- 2:04:59like
- 2:04:59the
- 2:04:59memorial,
- 2:05:00I
- 2:05:00think,
- 2:05:01right?
- 2:05:01Yes.
- 2:05:02So
- 2:05:03it's
- 2:05:03like
- 2:05:03plative
- 2:05:04already
- 2:05:04and
- 2:05:04just
- 2:05:04kind
- 2:05:05of
- 2:05:05like,
- 2:05:05okay,
- 2:05:06let's
- 2:05:06heal,
- 2:05:07huh?
- 2:05:08To
- 2:05:08wrap
- 2:05:09this
- 2:05:09sucker
- 2:05:09up.
- 2:05:11All
- 2:05:11of
- 2:05:11these
- 2:05:11lyrics
- 2:05:12so
- 2:05:13fucking
- 2:05:13applicable
- 2:05:14to
- 2:05:14Buck
- 2:05:14and
- 2:05:14Eddie.
- 2:05:16So
- 2:05:16applicable.
- 2:05:17There's
- 2:05:18no
- 2:05:18way
- 2:05:18that
- 2:05:18this
- 2:05:18can't
- 2:05:19be
- 2:05:19on
- 2:05:19purpose,
- 2:05:19man.
- 2:05:20I'm
- 2:05:20so
- 2:05:20sorry.
- 2:05:21I
- 2:05:21know
- 2:05:22that
- 2:05:22you.
- 2:05:22You.
- 2:05:23You
- 2:05:24guys
- 2:05:24earlier
- 2:05:24were
- 2:05:24like,
- 2:05:25this
- 2:05:25stuff
- 2:05:25wasn't
- 2:05:25on
- 2:05:25purpose.
- 2:05:27Okay,
- 2:05:28explain.
- 2:05:29Phonograph
- 2:05:30here.
- 2:05:31Explain.
- 2:05:32Explain.
- 2:05:32This
- 2:05:33photograph
- 2:05:34happening
- 2:05:35right
- 2:05:35here
- 2:05:36while
- 2:05:36this
- 2:05:36part
- 2:05:36of
- 2:05:37the
- 2:05:37monologue
- 2:05:37is
- 2:05:37happening.
- 2:05:38When
- 2:05:38we
- 2:05:39get
- 2:05:39to
- 2:05:39book,
- 2:05:40the
- 2:05:40lyrics
- 2:05:40are,
- 2:05:40when
- 2:05:41I'm
- 2:05:41away,
- 2:05:41I
- 2:05:41will
- 2:05:42remember
- 2:05:42how
- 2:05:42you
- 2:05:42kissed
- 2:05:43me
- 2:05:43under
- 2:05:43the
- 2:05:43lamppost
- 2:05:44back
- 2:05:44on
- 2:05:456th
- 2:05:45Street.
- 2:05:45Hearing
- 2:05:46you
- 2:05:46whisper
- 2:05:46through
- 2:05:46the
- 2:05:47phone
- 2:05:47wait
- 2:05:47for
- 2:05:48me
- 2:05:48to
- 2:05:48come
- 2:05:48home,
- 2:05:49and
- 2:05:49then
- 2:05:49Eddie
- 2:05:49knocks
- 2:05:50on
- 2:05:50the
- 2:05:50fucking
- 2:05:50door.
- 2:05:51I
- 2:05:51love
- 2:05:52it.
- 2:05:53To
- 2:05:53be
- 2:05:53clear,
- 2:05:54I
- 2:05:54said
- 2:05:55Bosco
- 2:05:56wasn't.
- 2:06:01Bosco.
- 2:06:02Wait,
- 2:06:02what?
- 2:06:03Lena
- 2:06:03wasn't.
- 2:06:04The
- 2:06:04part
- 2:06:04where
- 2:06:04they're
- 2:06:04like
- 2:06:05that.
- 2:06:05Never
- 2:06:05mind.
- 2:06:05Fine.
- 2:06:06What?
- 2:06:06I'm
- 2:06:07just.
- 2:06:07I'm
- 2:06:08defending
- 2:06:08my
- 2:06:08honor.
- 2:06:09Oh,
- 2:06:09the.
- 2:06:10Lena
- 2:06:10wasn't
- 2:06:11intentionally,
- 2:06:12like,
- 2:06:13there
- 2:06:13to
- 2:06:13highlight
- 2:06:13the,
- 2:06:14like.
- 2:06:14Oh,
- 2:06:15the
- 2:06:15differences
- 2:06:15between
- 2:06:15the
- 2:06:16weird.
- 2:06:16The
- 2:06:17weird.
- 2:06:17Okay,
- 2:06:17okay.
- 2:06:18All
- 2:06:18right.
- 2:06:20This
- 2:06:20one.
- 2:06:21This
- 2:06:21is
- 2:06:21very
- 2:06:22intentional.
- 2:06:23Yeah.
- 2:06:23Okay.
- 2:06:25We're
- 2:06:25all
- 2:06:25very
- 2:06:25aware
- 2:06:26that
- 2:06:26this
- 2:06:26is
- 2:06:27intentional
- 2:06:28because
- 2:06:29every
- 2:06:29part.
- 2:06:29Every
- 2:06:30part
- 2:06:30of
- 2:06:30making
- 2:06:30TV
- 2:06:30is
- 2:06:31intentional
- 2:06:32just
- 2:06:33by
- 2:06:33nature.
- 2:06:33But,
- 2:06:34like,
- 2:06:34when
- 2:06:34you're
- 2:06:34in
- 2:06:34post
- 2:06:35production,
- 2:06:35that
- 2:06:36becomes
- 2:06:36even
- 2:06:36more
- 2:06:37so
- 2:06:37when
- 2:06:38you.
- 2:06:38Have
- 2:06:38the
- 2:06:38music
- 2:06:39playing
- 2:06:39certain
- 2:06:39lines
- 2:06:40and
- 2:06:40then
- 2:06:40it
- 2:06:40stops.
- 2:06:41This
- 2:06:42specific
- 2:06:43part
- 2:06:43of
- 2:06:44where
- 2:06:44a
- 2:06:44song
- 2:06:45is
- 2:06:45playing
- 2:06:45when
- 2:06:46a
- 2:06:46specific
- 2:06:47part
- 2:06:47of
- 2:06:47a
- 2:06:48scene
- 2:06:48is
- 2:06:48happening.
- 2:06:49Super
- 2:06:50intentional.
- 2:06:51Now,
- 2:06:51it
- 2:06:52definitely
- 2:06:52pinged
- 2:06:53with
- 2:06:53me
- 2:06:54when.
- 2:06:54The
- 2:06:54first
- 2:06:54time
- 2:06:54I
- 2:06:55ever
- 2:06:55saw
- 2:06:55it
- 2:06:55when
- 2:06:55it
- 2:06:55first
- 2:06:56aired,
- 2:06:56and
- 2:06:56I
- 2:06:56was
- 2:06:56just
- 2:06:56like.
- 2:06:57Like,
- 2:06:58especially
- 2:06:58the
- 2:06:59wait
- 2:06:59for
- 2:06:59me
- 2:06:59to
- 2:06:59come
- 2:06:59home
- 2:07:00and
- 2:07:00then
- 2:07:00Eddie,
- 2:07:01like,
- 2:07:01then
- 2:07:01the
- 2:07:01knock
- 2:07:02at
- 2:07:02the
- 2:07:02door,
- 2:07:03and
- 2:07:03I
- 2:07:03didn't
- 2:07:04know
- 2:07:04who
- 2:07:04it
- 2:07:04was
- 2:07:04going
- 2:07:04to
- 2:07:04be
- 2:07:04at
- 2:07:05the
- 2:07:05time.
- 2:07:05Yes.
- 2:07:06But
- 2:07:06then
- 2:07:06when
- 2:07:06it
- 2:07:06was
- 2:07:06Eddie,
- 2:07:06I
- 2:07:07was
- 2:07:07like,
- 2:07:07ooh,
- 2:07:08ooh,
- 2:07:09ooh,
- 2:07:10ooh.
- 2:07:11Yeah.
- 2:07:12So.
- 2:07:13So
- 2:07:13I
- 2:07:13will
- 2:07:13say
- 2:07:14two
- 2:07:14things.
- 2:07:15The
- 2:07:15first
- 2:07:15one
- 2:07:16is
- 2:07:16that,
- 2:07:16like,
- 2:07:17almost
- 2:07:18the
- 2:07:18rest
- 2:07:18of
- 2:07:18this
- 2:07:19song,
- 2:07:20I
- 2:07:20think,
- 2:07:20specifically
- 2:07:21the
- 2:07:21verses.
- 2:07:21Yeah.
- 2:07:21All
- 2:07:22the
- 2:07:22verses
- 2:07:22contain
- 2:07:23the
- 2:07:23word
- 2:07:23love
- 2:07:23or
- 2:07:24lovin.
- 2:07:24The
- 2:07:25outro.
- 2:07:26And
- 2:07:26the
- 2:07:26chorus
- 2:07:27doesn't.
- 2:07:27So
- 2:07:28what
- 2:07:28we
- 2:07:28get
- 2:07:28is
- 2:07:29the
- 2:07:30outro,
- 2:07:30which
- 2:07:30is
- 2:07:30like
- 2:07:31a
- 2:07:31little.
- 2:07:32A
- 2:07:32little
- 2:07:33combo
- 2:07:33of,
- 2:07:33like,
- 2:07:34what
- 2:07:34the
- 2:07:35chorus
- 2:07:35would
- 2:07:35be.
- 2:07:35They
- 2:07:36could
- 2:07:36have
- 2:07:36gone
- 2:07:36with
- 2:07:36the
- 2:07:36word
- 2:07:37lovin,
- 2:07:37which
- 2:07:37they
- 2:07:37did
- 2:07:38actually
- 2:07:38know
- 2:07:39the
- 2:07:39rest
- 2:07:39of
- 2:07:40the
- 2:07:40rest
- 2:07:40of
- 2:07:40the
- 2:07:41shots
- 2:07:41that
- 2:07:41we
- 2:07:41were
- 2:07:41getting,
- 2:07:42other
- 2:07:42than
- 2:07:43big
- 2:07:43sister
- 2:07:43Maddie
- 2:07:44with
- 2:07:44not
- 2:07:44her
- 2:07:45actual
- 2:07:45brother
- 2:07:45who
- 2:07:45almost
- 2:07:46bled
- 2:07:47out.
- 2:07:48So
- 2:07:48this
- 2:07:48was
- 2:07:49a
- 2:07:49choice.
- 2:07:51This
- 2:07:51was
- 2:07:51a
- 2:07:51choice
- 2:07:51voice.
- 2:07:52Where
- 2:07:52was
- 2:07:52I
- 2:07:53going
- 2:07:53with
- 2:07:53this?
- 2:07:53Oh.
- 2:07:54Would
- 2:07:54have
- 2:07:54been
- 2:07:54romantic.
- 2:07:55So,
- 2:07:55like,
- 2:07:56I
- 2:07:57think
- 2:07:57it's
- 2:07:58worse,
- 2:07:58though,
- 2:07:58because
- 2:07:59they
- 2:07:59picked
- 2:07:59the
- 2:07:59only
- 2:08:00part
- 2:08:00of
- 2:08:00the
- 2:08:00song
- 2:08:01that
- 2:08:01mentions
- 2:08:01kissing.
- 2:08:04It's
- 2:08:04just.
- 2:08:05It's
- 2:08:05a
- 2:08:05very
- 2:08:05romantic
- 2:08:06song.
- 2:08:07It
- 2:08:07is
- 2:08:07a
- 2:08:07romantic
- 2:08:08song.
- 2:08:08But,
- 2:08:08yeah.
- 2:08:09So
- 2:08:10the.
- 2:08:11I
- 2:08:11know
- 2:08:11it
- 2:08:11says
- 2:08:12wait
- 2:08:12for
- 2:08:12me.
- 2:08:12To
- 2:08:12come
- 2:08:12home
- 2:08:12a
- 2:08:13lot
- 2:08:13in
- 2:08:13the.
- 2:08:13Song,
- 2:08:13but,
- 2:08:14like,
- 2:08:15just.
- 2:08:16Just
- 2:08:16the
- 2:08:16way
- 2:08:17that
- 2:08:17they
- 2:08:17had
- 2:08:17it.
- 2:08:17It
- 2:08:19specifically
- 2:08:19With.
- 2:08:20With
- 2:08:20this
- 2:08:20verse
- 2:08:21where
- 2:08:21it's
- 2:08:21like,
- 2:08:21I
- 2:08:21remember
- 2:08:22how
- 2:08:22you
- 2:08:23wait
- 2:08:24for
- 2:08:24me
- 2:08:24to
- 2:08:24come
- 2:08:24home.
- 2:08:25It's
- 2:08:25like,
- 2:08:25it's
- 2:08:26that
- 2:08:26explicit,
- 2:08:29bringing
- 2:08:29in,
- 2:08:30like,
- 2:08:31actionable,
- 2:08:32romantic
- 2:08:34things
- 2:08:35rather
- 2:08:35than,
- 2:08:36like,
- 2:08:37familial
- 2:08:38love,
- 2:08:38platonic
- 2:08:39love,
- 2:08:39you
- 2:08:39know,
- 2:08:40because,
- 2:08:41like,
- 2:08:41you
- 2:08:41can
- 2:08:42talk
- 2:08:42about
- 2:08:42love
- 2:08:42in
- 2:08:43the
- 2:08:43other
- 2:08:44person
- 2:08:44in,
- 2:08:44like,
- 2:08:44any
- 2:08:44way,
- 2:08:44but
- 2:08:45this
- 2:08:45is,
- 2:08:45like,
- 2:08:46how
- 2:08:46else
- 2:08:46are
- 2:08:46you
- 2:08:47gonna
- 2:08:47take
- 2:08:47that?
- 2:08:48Exactly.
- 2:08:49It's
- 2:08:49also
- 2:08:50just,
- 2:08:50like,
- 2:08:50setting
- 2:08:51up
- 2:08:51what
- 2:08:51we
- 2:08:51already
- 2:08:51knew,
- 2:08:52which
- 2:08:52is
- 2:08:53that,
- 2:08:53like,
- 2:08:53Eddie
- 2:08:54and
- 2:08:54Christopher
- 2:08:54are
- 2:08:55Buck's
- 2:08:55home.
- 2:08:56They're
- 2:08:57his
- 2:08:57home.
- 2:08:58And
- 2:08:58then
- 2:08:59this
- 2:09:00was
- 2:09:00just
- 2:09:00insane
- 2:09:01work
- 2:09:02because
- 2:09:02not
- 2:09:03only
- 2:09:03was
- 2:09:04that
- 2:09:04the
- 2:09:04part
- 2:09:04of
- 2:09:04the
- 2:09:04song
- 2:09:05they
- 2:09:05were
- 2:09:05playing,
- 2:09:05but
- 2:09:06the
- 2:09:06part
- 2:09:06of
- 2:09:07the
- 2:09:07voiceover,
- 2:09:08the
- 2:09:08monologue
- 2:09:09that
- 2:09:09Buck
- 2:09:09is
- 2:09:09saying
- 2:09:10that
- 2:09:10happens
- 2:09:11during
- 2:09:11that
- 2:09:12is
- 2:09:13sometimes
- 2:09:14being
- 2:09:15lost
- 2:09:15is
- 2:09:15not
- 2:09:15knowing
- 2:09:15how
- 2:09:16to
- 2:09:16get
- 2:09:16from
- 2:09:16where
- 2:09:16we
- 2:09:17are
- 2:09:17to
- 2:09:17where
- 2:09:17we
- 2:09:17want
- 2:09:17to
- 2:09:18be,
- 2:09:18where
- 2:09:18we
- 2:09:19need
- 2:09:19to
- 2:09:19be.
- 2:09:20This
- 2:09:20monologue
- 2:09:21is
- 2:09:21so
- 2:09:22wild.
- 2:09:23It's
- 2:09:23not.
- 2:09:23Eddie
- 2:09:23and
- 2:09:24Chris
- 2:09:24are
- 2:09:24not
- 2:09:24a
- 2:09:24want,
- 2:09:24it's
- 2:09:25a
- 2:09:25need.
- 2:09:26Sounds
- 2:09:26pretty
- 2:09:27straight
- 2:09:27to
- 2:09:27me,
- 2:09:27guys.
- 2:09:31I
- 2:09:31think
- 2:09:31you
- 2:09:31mean
- 2:09:32straightforwardly.
- 2:09:33Hey,
- 2:09:34I
- 2:09:34don't.
- 2:09:34I
- 2:09:34don't
- 2:09:35see
- 2:09:35what
- 2:09:35you
- 2:09:35guys
- 2:09:35are
- 2:09:36talking
- 2:09:36about
- 2:09:36with
- 2:09:37these
- 2:09:37two.
- 2:09:37I
- 2:09:38don't
- 2:09:38understand
- 2:09:38it.
- 2:09:41What's
- 2:09:41this
- 2:09:41podcast
- 2:09:42called?
- 2:09:46That's
- 2:09:46just
- 2:09:46insane.
- 2:09:47That's
- 2:09:48insane.
- 2:09:50So,
- 2:09:50so
- 2:09:51much
- 2:09:51of
- 2:09:51this
- 2:09:51monologue
- 2:09:52is
- 2:09:53so
- 2:09:54interesting
- 2:09:56because
- 2:09:56it
- 2:09:56covers
- 2:09:56a
- 2:09:57lot.
- 2:09:57But,
- 2:09:57like,
- 2:09:57the
- 2:09:58way.
- 2:09:58The
- 2:09:58way
- 2:09:59they
- 2:09:59decided
- 2:09:59to
- 2:10:00break
- 2:10:00it
- 2:10:00up,
- 2:10:00the
- 2:10:01way
- 2:10:01they
- 2:10:01decided
- 2:10:01to
- 2:10:02parse
- 2:10:02out
- 2:10:03that
- 2:10:03entire
- 2:10:03speech
- 2:10:04and
- 2:10:04is
- 2:10:05one.
- 2:10:06I
- 2:10:06mean,
- 2:10:06that's
- 2:10:06100%
- 2:10:07intentional.
- 2:10:08Yeah.
- 2:10:09So
- 2:10:09it's
- 2:10:09connecting
- 2:10:10where
- 2:10:11we
- 2:10:12want
- 2:10:12to
- 2:10:12be,
- 2:10:12where
- 2:10:12we
- 2:10:13need
- 2:10:13to
- 2:10:13be,
- 2:10:14and
- 2:10:14that
- 2:10:14is
- 2:10:15home.
- 2:10:15Which
- 2:10:16for
- 2:10:17all
- 2:10:17three
- 2:10:17of
- 2:10:17them
- 2:10:18means
- 2:10:18the
- 2:10:18same
- 2:10:18thing.
- 2:10:19That,
- 2:10:19like,
- 2:10:20together
- 2:10:21is
- 2:10:21where
- 2:10:22Chris
- 2:10:22and
- 2:10:23Eddie
- 2:10:23and
- 2:10:23Buck
- 2:10:24need
- 2:10:24to
- 2:10:24be,
- 2:10:24because
- 2:10:25together
- 2:10:26is
- 2:10:26their
- 2:10:27home.
- 2:10:27Yeah.
- 2:10:27Like,
- 2:10:28for
- 2:10:29all
- 2:10:29of
- 2:10:29them.
- 2:10:32Then
- 2:10:32you
- 2:10:32pair
- 2:10:32it
- 2:10:33with
- 2:10:33Ed
- 2:10:33Sheeran,
- 2:10:33and
- 2:10:34it's
- 2:10:34just.
- 2:10:34The
- 2:10:35only
- 2:10:35thing
- 2:10:35they
- 2:10:35don't
- 2:10:35do
- 2:10:36is.
- 2:10:36The
- 2:10:36kissing,
- 2:10:37like,
- 2:10:37clawing
- 2:10:37up
- 2:10:38the
- 2:10:38walls.
- 2:10:38I
- 2:10:39would
- 2:10:39argue
- 2:10:40kissing
- 2:10:41would
- 2:10:41be
- 2:10:41less
- 2:10:41gay
- 2:10:42than
- 2:10:42whatever
- 2:10:42the.
- 2:10:43They
- 2:10:43did
- 2:10:44100.
- 2:10:45It's
- 2:10:45giving
- 2:10:45profound
- 2:10:46bond.
- 2:10:47The
- 2:10:47gaze.
- 2:10:48Yeah,
- 2:10:48absolutely.
- 2:10:49The
- 2:10:49fucking
- 2:10:49gazing
- 2:10:50into
- 2:10:50each
- 2:10:51other's
- 2:10:51eyes.
- 2:10:52Why
- 2:10:53are
- 2:10:53they
- 2:10:53so.
- 2:10:53They're
- 2:10:54always
- 2:10:54so
- 2:10:55close,
- 2:10:55but
- 2:10:56it's
- 2:10:56so,
- 2:10:56like,
- 2:10:57when
- 2:10:57they're
- 2:10:57having
- 2:10:57these
- 2:10:58literal,
- 2:10:58like.
- 2:10:58Like,
- 2:10:59the
- 2:10:59way
- 2:10:59they
- 2:11:00hold
- 2:11:00eye
- 2:11:00contact
- 2:11:00with
- 2:11:01each
- 2:11:01other
- 2:11:01is,
- 2:11:02like,
- 2:11:03actually
- 2:11:03criminal.
- 2:11:05Well,
- 2:11:05and
- 2:11:06if
- 2:11:06I
- 2:11:06remember
- 2:11:06correctly,
- 2:11:07Eddie
- 2:11:07does
- 2:11:07the
- 2:11:07little,
- 2:11:08like,
- 2:11:08catch
- 2:11:09your
- 2:11:09eye.
- 2:11:09Yeah.
- 2:11:10Oh.
- 2:11:10When
- 2:11:10he
- 2:11:10tells
- 2:11:11him
- 2:11:11the
- 2:11:12line.
- 2:11:12Yeah,
- 2:11:12yeah,
- 2:11:13yeah.
- 2:11:13That
- 2:11:13is,
- 2:11:13like.
- 2:11:14You're
- 2:11:14gonna
- 2:11:14listen
- 2:11:14to
- 2:11:14me
- 2:11:15while
- 2:11:15I
- 2:11:15say
- 2:11:15this.
- 2:11:16Like,
- 2:11:17that's
- 2:11:17so.
- 2:11:17That's
- 2:11:18so
- 2:11:19romantic.
- 2:11:20That
- 2:11:20is
- 2:11:20one
- 2:11:20of
- 2:11:21my
- 2:11:21favorite
- 2:11:21things
- 2:11:22about
- 2:11:22this
- 2:11:22entire
- 2:11:23scene
- 2:11:23and
- 2:11:23this
- 2:11:24entire
- 2:11:24Scene
- 2:11:24is
- 2:11:24like.
- 2:11:24Like
- 2:11:25insanely
- 2:11:26amazing
- 2:11:27and
- 2:11:27enjoyable
- 2:11:28to
- 2:11:28watch.
- 2:11:28But
- 2:11:28like,
- 2:11:29that
- 2:11:30moving
- 2:11:30to
- 2:11:31maintain
- 2:11:31the
- 2:11:31eye
- 2:11:31contact.
- 2:11:32We
- 2:11:32already
- 2:11:32saw
- 2:11:33when
- 2:11:34Buck
- 2:11:34was
- 2:11:35trying
- 2:11:35to
- 2:11:35tell
- 2:11:35Eddie
- 2:11:36that
- 2:11:36he
- 2:11:36lost
- 2:11:37Christopher.
- 2:11:37I
- 2:11:38mean,
- 2:11:38Eddie
- 2:11:38was,
- 2:11:38like,
- 2:11:39direct
- 2:11:39eye
- 2:11:40contact.
- 2:11:40I
- 2:11:40forget
- 2:11:41if
- 2:11:41Buck
- 2:11:41was,
- 2:11:41like,
- 2:11:42directly
- 2:11:43contact
- 2:11:43eye
- 2:11:43contact
- 2:11:44or
- 2:11:44if
- 2:11:44he
- 2:11:44was.
- 2:11:44Like,
- 2:11:45looking
- 2:11:45around
- 2:11:45and,
- 2:11:45like,
- 2:11:46Eddie
- 2:11:46was
- 2:11:46avoiding
- 2:11:47eye
- 2:11:47contact.
- 2:11:47Yeah.
- 2:11:48Oh,
- 2:11:48that's
- 2:11:48right.
- 2:11:49When.
- 2:11:49When
- 2:11:49Buck
- 2:11:50was
- 2:11:50trying
- 2:11:50to
- 2:11:50tell
- 2:11:50him
- 2:11:50about
- 2:11:51Christopher,
- 2:11:51he
- 2:11:51was
- 2:11:51looking
- 2:11:52anywhere
- 2:11:53and.
- 2:11:53That'S
- 2:11:53why
- 2:11:53he
- 2:11:53saw
- 2:11:53Chris.
- 2:11:54He
- 2:11:54was,
- 2:11:54like,
- 2:11:54looking
- 2:11:54at
- 2:11:55him
- 2:11:55and
- 2:11:55then
- 2:11:55nodding
- 2:11:55and
- 2:11:56looking
- 2:11:56away
- 2:11:57and
- 2:11:57then,
- 2:11:57like,
- 2:11:57would
- 2:11:57look
- 2:11:57back
- 2:11:58up
- 2:11:58at
- 2:11:58him
- 2:11:58like
- 2:11:58his
- 2:11:58eyes
- 2:11:58were
- 2:11:59flitting
- 2:11:59all
- 2:11:59over
- 2:11:59the
- 2:12:00place.
- 2:12:00Yeah.
- 2:12:01And
- 2:12:01that's.
- 2:12:01But
- 2:12:01you're
- 2:12:01right.
- 2:12:01That's
- 2:12:02why
- 2:12:02he
- 2:12:02saw
- 2:12:02Chris.
- 2:12:03So.
- 2:12:03So
- 2:12:03it
- 2:12:04is
- 2:12:04interesting
- 2:12:05that
- 2:12:05there's
- 2:12:05such
- 2:12:06a.
- 2:12:06An
- 2:12:06emphasis
- 2:12:07on
- 2:12:08maintained
- 2:12:08eye
- 2:12:09contact
- 2:12:09even
- 2:12:10when
- 2:12:11the
- 2:12:11other
- 2:12:11one
- 2:12:11looks
- 2:12:12away,
- 2:12:12Even
- 2:12:12when
- 2:12:12Buck
- 2:12:13is
- 2:12:13trying
- 2:12:13to
- 2:12:14escape
- 2:12:15that.
- 2:12:16That,
- 2:12:17like,
- 2:12:18zoning
- 2:12:18in,
- 2:12:19like,
- 2:12:19the
- 2:12:19focus.
- 2:12:21The
- 2:12:21thing
- 2:12:21Buck
- 2:12:22wants
- 2:12:22most
- 2:12:22is
- 2:12:22to
- 2:12:22be
- 2:12:23seen,
- 2:12:23but
- 2:12:23he
- 2:12:23doesn't
- 2:12:23want
- 2:12:24to
- 2:12:24be
- 2:12:24seen
- 2:12:24because
- 2:12:25he's
- 2:12:25like,
- 2:12:25Eddie
- 2:12:26is
- 2:12:26going
- 2:12:26to
- 2:12:26look
- 2:12:26at
- 2:12:27me
- 2:12:27like
- 2:12:27I'm
- 2:12:27a
- 2:12:27failure.
- 2:12:28Because
- 2:12:28that's
- 2:12:28what
- 2:12:28he
- 2:12:28feels
- 2:12:29like.
- 2:12:29I
- 2:12:29think.
- 2:12:29I
- 2:12:30think
- 2:12:30he
- 2:12:30wants
- 2:12:30to
- 2:12:30be
- 2:12:30punished.
- 2:12:32Yeah.
- 2:12:32Feels
- 2:12:32like
- 2:12:32he
- 2:12:33should
- 2:12:33be.
- 2:12:34He
- 2:12:34feels.
- 2:12:34Yeah.
- 2:12:35And
- 2:12:35I
- 2:12:35think
- 2:12:35the
- 2:12:35last.
- 2:12:36Like
- 2:12:36he's
- 2:12:36trying
- 2:12:36to.
- 2:12:36He
- 2:12:37doesn't
- 2:12:37want
- 2:12:37to
- 2:12:37look
- 2:12:37at
- 2:12:37Eddie
- 2:12:37because
- 2:12:38he
- 2:12:38doesn't
- 2:12:38want
- 2:12:38to
- 2:12:38hear
- 2:12:39Eddie
- 2:12:39say
- 2:12:39thank
- 2:12:39you
- 2:12:40for,
- 2:12:40in
- 2:12:41Buck's
- 2:12:41mind,
- 2:12:42failing
- 2:12:42him.
- 2:12:43Yeah.
- 2:12:44He
- 2:12:44doesn't
- 2:12:44want
- 2:12:45Eddie's
- 2:12:45thanks
- 2:12:46for
- 2:12:47losing
- 2:12:48his
- 2:12:48kid.
- 2:12:48He
- 2:12:49doesn't
- 2:12:49want
- 2:12:50to
- 2:12:50be
- 2:12:51seen
- 2:12:51because
- 2:12:52he.
- 2:12:52He
- 2:12:52knows
- 2:12:52Eddie
- 2:12:53sees
- 2:12:53him.
- 2:12:53Him
- 2:12:54pretty
- 2:12:54much
- 2:12:54more
- 2:12:54than
- 2:12:55anybody
- 2:12:55else.
- 2:12:56But
- 2:12:56he
- 2:12:56doesn't
- 2:12:56want
- 2:12:56to
- 2:12:57be
- 2:12:57seen
- 2:12:57for
- 2:12:58who
- 2:12:58he
- 2:12:58thinks
- 2:12:59he
- 2:12:59is.
- 2:12:59Yeah.
- 2:13:00Yeah.
- 2:13:01Which
- 2:13:01is
- 2:13:01a
- 2:13:02failure.
- 2:13:02Which
- 2:13:02is,
- 2:13:03you
- 2:13:03know,
- 2:13:04the
- 2:13:04worst.
- 2:13:05I
- 2:13:05think.
- 2:13:06I
- 2:13:06think
- 2:13:07this
- 2:13:08dialogue
- 2:13:09right
- 2:13:09here
- 2:13:09shows
- 2:13:11how
- 2:13:12well
- 2:13:13Eddie
- 2:13:13gets
- 2:13:14Buck
- 2:13:14more
- 2:13:14than
- 2:13:15Almost
- 2:13:15any
- 2:13:15other
- 2:13:161000
- 2:13:17thing
- 2:13:17that
- 2:13:18I
- 2:13:18can
- 2:13:18point
- 2:13:18to.
- 2:13:19And
- 2:13:19knows
- 2:13:19him
- 2:13:19better
- 2:13:19than
- 2:13:20anyone
- 2:13:20else.
- 2:13:21Anyone
- 2:13:21else.
- 2:13:22Including
- 2:13:22his
- 2:13:22sister.
- 2:13:23Including
- 2:13:23Buck.
- 2:13:24Well,
- 2:13:24yeah,
- 2:13:26especially
- 2:13:27Buck.
- 2:13:27Yeah.
- 2:13:28Yeah.
- 2:13:29But.
- 2:13:29But.
- 2:13:30So
- 2:13:30I'm
- 2:13:30just
- 2:13:30gonna
- 2:13:31read
- 2:13:31it
- 2:13:31because
- 2:13:31it's
- 2:13:31not
- 2:13:32long
- 2:13:33and
- 2:13:33then
- 2:13:34just
- 2:13:34interrupt
- 2:13:34as
- 2:13:35you
- 2:13:35want
- 2:13:35to
- 2:13:35say
- 2:13:35things.
- 2:13:36So
- 2:13:36Buck
- 2:13:37says,
- 2:13:38you
- 2:13:38want
- 2:13:38me
- 2:13:39to
- 2:13:40watch
- 2:13:40Christopher?
- 2:13:41It's
- 2:13:42easy.
- 2:13:42He's
- 2:13:42not
- 2:13:43very
- 2:13:43fast.
- 2:13:44Oh,
- 2:13:44my
- 2:13:44God,
- 2:13:45I
- 2:13:45love
- 2:13:45it
- 2:13:46so
- 2:13:46much.
- 2:13:47He's
- 2:13:47so
- 2:13:47funny.
- 2:13:48Between
- 2:13:48the
- 2:13:48two
- 2:13:49of
- 2:13:49us,
- 2:13:49he's
- 2:13:49never
- 2:13:49built
- 2:13:49anything
- 2:13:50that
- 2:13:50really
- 2:13:50looks
- 2:13:50like
- 2:13:50anything.
- 2:13:50He's
- 2:13:51gonna.
- 2:13:51He's
- 2:13:52such
- 2:13:52a.
- 2:13:54And
- 2:13:54I
- 2:13:54love
- 2:13:54it.
- 2:13:55His
- 2:13:55ears
- 2:13:56work
- 2:13:56perfectly
- 2:13:56right
- 2:13:57there.
- 2:13:59It's
- 2:14:00right
- 2:14:00there.
- 2:14:01I
- 2:14:01could
- 2:14:01just
- 2:14:01hear
- 2:14:01Christopher
- 2:14:02if
- 2:14:02he
- 2:14:02was
- 2:14:02a
- 2:14:03little
- 2:14:03older,
- 2:14:03being
- 2:14:03like.
- 2:14:03Yeah,
- 2:14:04you
- 2:14:04don't
- 2:14:04really
- 2:14:04cook
- 2:14:04anything
- 2:14:05that
- 2:14:05looks
- 2:14:05like
- 2:14:05anything.
- 2:14:06You
- 2:14:06just,
- 2:14:06like,
- 2:14:06just
- 2:14:07stand
- 2:14:07in
- 2:14:07the
- 2:14:07kitchen.
- 2:14:12That's
- 2:14:12like,
- 2:14:12teen
- 2:14:13crap.
- 2:14:13Chris,
- 2:14:13right
- 2:14:14there.
- 2:14:14Yeah.
- 2:14:15Oh,
- 2:14:15that
- 2:14:15would
- 2:14:15be
- 2:14:15a
- 2:14:16fantastic
- 2:14:16parallel.
- 2:14:17Oh,
- 2:14:18that
- 2:14:18would
- 2:14:18be
- 2:14:18funny.
- 2:14:19Eddie
- 2:14:19gets
- 2:14:19hurt,
- 2:14:20and
- 2:14:20Chris
- 2:14:20drops
- 2:14:21Eddie
- 2:14:21off
- 2:14:21with
- 2:14:21Buck.
- 2:14:23He
- 2:14:23doesn't
- 2:14:23really
- 2:14:24cook
- 2:14:24anything
- 2:14:24that
- 2:14:25looks
- 2:14:25like
- 2:14:25anything.
- 2:14:26He
- 2:14:27just
- 2:14:27likes
- 2:14:27to
- 2:14:28stand
- 2:14:28in
- 2:14:28the
- 2:14:28kitchen.
- 2:14:34So
- 2:14:35Buck
- 2:14:35is
- 2:14:35avoiding
- 2:14:36any
- 2:14:36of
- 2:14:36the
- 2:14:36funny
- 2:14:36things
- 2:14:37that
- 2:14:37he
- 2:14:37has
- 2:14:37said,
- 2:14:37which
- 2:14:38are
- 2:14:38actively
- 2:14:39hilarious.
- 2:14:39They're
- 2:14:39actively
- 2:14:40hilarious.
- 2:14:41But
- 2:14:42he
- 2:14:42goes
- 2:14:42after
- 2:14:42everything
- 2:14:43that
- 2:14:43happened.
- 2:14:44And
- 2:14:44Eddie's
- 2:14:44like,
- 2:14:44a
- 2:14:44natural
- 2:14:45disaster
- 2:14:45happened.
- 2:14:46Buck,
- 2:14:46thank
- 2:14:46God.
- 2:14:47And
- 2:14:47Buck's
- 2:14:47like,
- 2:14:47that's
- 2:14:47no
- 2:14:48excuse.
- 2:14:48And
- 2:14:48his
- 2:14:48head.
- 2:14:49He's
- 2:14:49like,
- 2:14:49that's
- 2:14:49no
- 2:14:49excuse.
- 2:14:50I
- 2:14:50lost
- 2:14:50him.
- 2:14:51Eddie
- 2:14:51gonna
- 2:14:52circle
- 2:14:52back
- 2:14:52to
- 2:14:52the
- 2:14:52part
- 2:14:52where
- 2:14:53Eddie
- 2:14:53said
- 2:14:53it
- 2:14:53was
- 2:14:53a
- 2:14:54natural
- 2:14:54disaster.
- 2:14:55Like
- 2:14:55the.
- 2:14:56The
- 2:14:57audacity
- 2:14:58of
- 2:14:59Buck
- 2:15:00Buckley.
- 2:15:01And
- 2:15:01people
- 2:15:02like
- 2:15:02him,
- 2:15:03definitely
- 2:15:04not
- 2:15:04me.
- 2:15:04To
- 2:15:05think
- 2:15:05that
- 2:15:06they're
- 2:15:06responsible
- 2:15:07for
- 2:15:07things
- 2:15:07that,
- 2:15:07like.
- 2:15:07Like
- 2:15:08literally
- 2:15:08no
- 2:15:09person
- 2:15:09could
- 2:15:09control.
- 2:15:10But
- 2:15:10I
- 2:15:10think
- 2:15:11it
- 2:15:11says
- 2:15:11so
- 2:15:11much
- 2:15:11about
- 2:15:12Eddie
- 2:15:12because
- 2:15:13it'd
- 2:15:13be
- 2:15:13so
- 2:15:13easy
- 2:15:14for
- 2:15:14Eddie
- 2:15:15to
- 2:15:15hold
- 2:15:15on
- 2:15:16to
- 2:15:16that.
- 2:15:17Oh,
- 2:15:17yeah.
- 2:15:18To.
- 2:15:18To
- 2:15:18hold
- 2:15:19on
- 2:15:19to
- 2:15:19resentment
- 2:15:20or
- 2:15:20to
- 2:15:21feel
- 2:15:21the
- 2:15:22same
- 2:15:22way
- 2:15:22that
- 2:15:22Buck
- 2:15:23is
- 2:15:23feeling.
- 2:15:24Or
- 2:15:24even
- 2:15:24in
- 2:15:25a.
- 2:15:25Like,
- 2:15:25and
- 2:15:25not
- 2:15:26even
- 2:15:26intentionally
- 2:15:26place
- 2:15:27some
- 2:15:27blame
- 2:15:28on
- 2:15:28Christopher
- 2:15:29being
- 2:15:29in
- 2:15:29so
- 2:15:29much
- 2:15:30danger
- 2:15:30when
- 2:15:31he
- 2:15:31was
- 2:15:31with
- 2:15:31Buck.
- 2:15:31I
- 2:15:31mean,
- 2:15:32parents
- 2:15:32who
- 2:15:32lose.
- 2:15:33Parents
- 2:15:33who
- 2:15:33lose
- 2:15:33kids.
- 2:15:34Kids
- 2:15:34blame
- 2:15:34each
- 2:15:34other
- 2:15:35in
- 2:15:35a
- 2:15:35lot
- 2:15:35of
- 2:15:35ways,
- 2:15:36and
- 2:15:36few
- 2:15:36marriages
- 2:15:36ever
- 2:15:37survive
- 2:15:37it.
- 2:15:37And
- 2:15:38obviously
- 2:15:38they're
- 2:15:38not
- 2:15:38married
- 2:15:39yet.
- 2:15:40Yet.
- 2:15:41Yet.
- 2:15:41I
- 2:15:41said
- 2:15:42it.
- 2:15:45We're
- 2:15:45gonna
- 2:15:45stand
- 2:15:46by
- 2:15:46this,
- 2:15:46too.
- 2:15:46Yeah.
- 2:15:47But
- 2:15:48his
- 2:15:49ability
- 2:15:50to
- 2:15:50come
- 2:15:51in
- 2:15:51there
- 2:15:51and
- 2:15:52not
- 2:15:52only
- 2:15:52make
- 2:15:52light
- 2:15:53and
- 2:15:53make
- 2:15:53jokes
- 2:15:53and
- 2:15:54stuff
- 2:15:54like
- 2:15:54that,
- 2:15:54to
- 2:15:54try
- 2:15:55and
- 2:15:55help
- 2:15:55Buck,
- 2:15:56help
- 2:15:56stop
- 2:15:57Buck's
- 2:15:57spiral,
- 2:15:58but
- 2:15:59to,
- 2:15:59in
- 2:15:59his
- 2:16:00own
- 2:16:00brain,
- 2:16:01believe
- 2:16:01it.
- 2:16:02Like,
- 2:16:03he's
- 2:16:03not
- 2:16:03just
- 2:16:04saying
- 2:16:04this
- 2:16:05to
- 2:16:05make
- 2:16:05Buck
- 2:16:06feel
- 2:16:06better.
- 2:16:07He
- 2:16:07feels
- 2:16:07it
- 2:16:08and
- 2:16:08he
- 2:16:08believes
- 2:16:09it.
- 2:16:09And
- 2:16:09that's
- 2:16:09what
- 2:16:10makes
- 2:16:10Buck
- 2:16:10able
- 2:16:11to
- 2:16:11even
- 2:16:12try
- 2:16:12to
- 2:16:13move
- 2:16:13on.
- 2:16:13And
- 2:16:14I
- 2:16:14think
- 2:16:15that
- 2:16:15says
- 2:16:15a
- 2:16:15lot
- 2:16:15about
- 2:16:16Eddie's
- 2:16:16character
- 2:16:17as
- 2:16:18just
- 2:16:18a
- 2:16:18person,
- 2:16:19because
- 2:16:20I
- 2:16:20think
- 2:16:20I
- 2:16:20know
- 2:16:20myself
- 2:16:21well
- 2:16:21enough
- 2:16:21to
- 2:16:21know
- 2:16:21that
- 2:16:22that
- 2:16:22would
- 2:16:22be
- 2:16:22really
- 2:16:22difficult
- 2:16:23for
- 2:16:23me
- 2:16:23to
- 2:16:24do.
- 2:16:25And
- 2:16:25just
- 2:16:26able
- 2:16:26to.
- 2:16:27First
- 2:16:27of
- 2:16:27all,
- 2:16:27I
- 2:16:27cannot
- 2:16:28believe
- 2:16:28this
- 2:16:28man
- 2:16:28is
- 2:16:28able
- 2:16:28to
- 2:16:29leave
- 2:16:29his
- 2:16:29child
- 2:16:29the
- 2:16:29next
- 2:16:30day.
- 2:16:30Like,
- 2:16:30I
- 2:16:30would
- 2:16:31call
- 2:16:31in
- 2:16:31sick,
- 2:16:32but
- 2:16:32I
- 2:16:32understand.
- 2:16:36But
- 2:16:36I
- 2:16:36think
- 2:16:37the
- 2:16:37fact
- 2:16:38that
- 2:16:38he
- 2:16:38believes
- 2:16:38it
- 2:16:39is
- 2:16:39what's
- 2:16:39the
- 2:16:39most
- 2:16:39important
- 2:16:40part
- 2:16:40of
- 2:16:40it.
- 2:16:41And
- 2:16:42it's.
- 2:16:43Like
- 2:16:43I
- 2:16:43said,
- 2:16:43it
- 2:16:44just.
- 2:16:44It
- 2:16:44speaks
- 2:16:44a
- 2:16:44lot
- 2:16:44to
- 2:16:45who
- 2:16:45Eddie
- 2:16:45is
- 2:16:45as
- 2:16:46a
- 2:16:46person
- 2:16:46that
- 2:16:47he's
- 2:16:47able
- 2:16:47to
- 2:16:48reassure
- 2:16:49Buck
- 2:16:50that
- 2:16:51was
- 2:16:51a
- 2:16:51natural
- 2:16:52disaster.
- 2:16:52And,
- 2:16:53Buck,
- 2:16:53you're
- 2:16:53not
- 2:16:53gone
- 2:16:53bad.
- 2:16:55Yeah,
- 2:16:56exactly.
- 2:16:57Yeah.
- 2:16:58And.
- 2:16:58And
- 2:16:58like,
- 2:16:59Eddie.
- 2:16:59Eddie
- 2:17:00is
- 2:17:00the
- 2:17:00type
- 2:17:00of
- 2:17:00person
- 2:17:01who
- 2:17:01also,
- 2:17:01like,
- 2:17:02treats
- 2:17:02him
- 2:17:03with
- 2:17:03grace
- 2:17:04and
- 2:17:04Gentleness.
- 2:17:05Because
- 2:17:05he
- 2:17:06knows
- 2:17:06that
- 2:17:06book,
- 2:17:07like,
- 2:17:07internally.
- 2:17:08He's,
- 2:17:08like,
- 2:17:08literally
- 2:17:09beating
- 2:17:09himself
- 2:17:09up
- 2:17:10for
- 2:17:11what
- 2:17:11has
- 2:17:12happened.
- 2:17:12That
- 2:17:14he,
- 2:17:14like,
- 2:17:15he
- 2:17:15just
- 2:17:16needs
- 2:17:16to
- 2:17:16make
- 2:17:16sure,
- 2:17:16like,
- 2:17:17he's
- 2:17:17made
- 2:17:17that
- 2:17:17connection.
- 2:17:18That
- 2:17:18one.
- 2:17:18It's
- 2:17:19not.
- 2:17:19It
- 2:17:19wasn't
- 2:17:19your
- 2:17:19fault.
- 2:17:20Fault.
- 2:17:20And.
- 2:17:21And
- 2:17:21to
- 2:17:22reassure
- 2:17:22him
- 2:17:22that.
- 2:17:23Well,
- 2:17:23yeah,
- 2:17:23that
- 2:17:24he.
- 2:17:24That
- 2:17:24there's
- 2:17:24no
- 2:17:24one
- 2:17:24else
- 2:17:25that.
- 2:17:25That
- 2:17:25he
- 2:17:26would
- 2:17:26trust.
- 2:17:26Trust
- 2:17:27his
- 2:17:27son
- 2:17:28with
- 2:17:28more
- 2:17:28than
- 2:17:29Buck.
- 2:17:30Which
- 2:17:30is.
- 2:17:31It's.
- 2:17:31It's
- 2:17:31wild
- 2:17:32that,
- 2:17:32like,
- 2:17:33even
- 2:17:33for
- 2:17:33knowing
- 2:17:34each
- 2:17:34other
- 2:17:34for,
- 2:17:34like,
- 2:17:35a
- 2:17:35year.
- 2:17:36Ish.
- 2:17:36Eddie
- 2:17:37knows
- 2:17:37exactly
- 2:17:38how
- 2:17:38to
- 2:17:38get
- 2:17:39through
- 2:17:39to
- 2:17:39Buck
- 2:17:40in
- 2:17:40a
- 2:17:40way
- 2:17:41that,
- 2:17:41like,
- 2:17:41is
- 2:17:42going
- 2:17:42to
- 2:17:42be
- 2:17:43heard
- 2:17:45and
- 2:17:46how
- 2:17:46to.
- 2:17:46How
- 2:17:46to
- 2:17:47really,
- 2:17:47truly,
- 2:17:47like,
- 2:17:47like,
- 2:17:48ground
- 2:17:48him.
- 2:17:49And
- 2:17:50because
- 2:17:51Buck
- 2:17:51is,
- 2:17:51like,
- 2:17:52basically
- 2:17:52blaming
- 2:17:53himself
- 2:17:53for
- 2:17:53a
- 2:17:53tsunami,
- 2:17:54which.
- 2:17:55Which,
- 2:17:55like,
- 2:17:56if
- 2:17:56he
- 2:17:56hadn't
- 2:17:56been
- 2:17:57at
- 2:17:57the
- 2:17:57pier,
- 2:17:57the
- 2:17:58tsunami
- 2:17:58wouldn't
- 2:17:58have
- 2:17:58happened.
- 2:17:58Wouldn't
- 2:17:59have
- 2:17:59happened.
- 2:17:59Obviously,
- 2:18:00it's
- 2:18:00because
- 2:18:01he
- 2:18:01was
- 2:18:01there.
- 2:18:03Like,
- 2:18:04the
- 2:18:04tsunami
- 2:18:04was
- 2:18:04after
- 2:18:05him.
- 2:18:05I
- 2:18:06mean,
- 2:18:06a
- 2:18:06lot
- 2:18:06of
- 2:18:07things
- 2:18:07are
- 2:18:07after
- 2:18:07him.
- 2:18:08I
- 2:18:08mean,
- 2:18:13and
- 2:18:13also,
- 2:18:14like,
- 2:18:14you
- 2:18:15know,
- 2:18:15acts
- 2:18:15of
- 2:18:15God
- 2:18:16a
- 2:18:17little
- 2:18:17bit.
- 2:18:18So
- 2:18:18Buck
- 2:18:19says,
- 2:18:19I
- 2:18:19lost
- 2:18:19him.
- 2:18:19Eddie.
- 2:18:20Eddie
- 2:18:20says,
- 2:18:21no,
- 2:18:21you
- 2:18:21saved
- 2:18:22him.
- 2:18:22That's
- 2:18:22how
- 2:18:22he
- 2:18:23remembers
- 2:18:23it.
- 2:18:23Which
- 2:18:23I
- 2:18:23think
- 2:18:24is
- 2:18:24the
- 2:18:24beginning
- 2:18:25of
- 2:18:25him
- 2:18:26starting
- 2:18:26to
- 2:18:27get
- 2:18:27through.
- 2:18:28Right?
- 2:18:28Because
- 2:18:28it's
- 2:18:29not
- 2:18:29even
- 2:18:29Eddie
- 2:18:29being
- 2:18:30like,
- 2:18:30that's
- 2:18:31not
- 2:18:31how
- 2:18:31I
- 2:18:31see
- 2:18:31it.
- 2:18:32That's
- 2:18:32not.
- 2:18:33That's
- 2:18:33not
- 2:18:34the
- 2:18:34reality.
- 2:18:34Like,
- 2:18:35he's
- 2:18:35not
- 2:18:35even
- 2:18:35using
- 2:18:36logic.
- 2:18:37He's
- 2:18:37using.
- 2:18:37He's
- 2:18:38using
- 2:18:38Buck
- 2:18:38logic.
- 2:18:39Right.
- 2:18:40I
- 2:18:41could
- 2:18:41just.
- 2:18:41It's
- 2:18:41so
- 2:18:42clear,
- 2:18:42like,
- 2:18:42with
- 2:18:42the
- 2:18:42way
- 2:18:42he's
- 2:18:43talking
- 2:18:43in
- 2:18:44here.
- 2:18:44Because
- 2:18:44this
- 2:18:44is
- 2:18:44not
- 2:18:44how
- 2:18:44you
- 2:18:45logic
- 2:18:45with,
- 2:18:45like,
- 2:18:45a
- 2:18:45logical
- 2:18:46person,
- 2:18:48how
- 2:18:48you.
- 2:18:49Logic
- 2:18:49with
- 2:18:49an
- 2:18:49illogical
- 2:18:50person.
- 2:18:50Yes,
- 2:18:50exactly.
- 2:18:51So
- 2:18:52Buck
- 2:18:52says,
- 2:18:53I
- 2:18:53lost
- 2:18:53him
- 2:18:53at
- 2:18:54Eddie.
- 2:18:54No,
- 2:18:54you
- 2:18:55saved
- 2:18:55him.
- 2:18:55That's
- 2:18:55how
- 2:18:56he
- 2:18:56remembers
- 2:18:56it.
- 2:18:56Then
- 2:18:57tender
- 2:18:57music
- 2:18:58starts
- 2:18:58playing.
- 2:18:58And
- 2:18:58do
- 2:18:59you
- 2:18:59know
- 2:18:59how
- 2:18:59I
- 2:18:59know
- 2:18:59that?
- 2:19:00Because
- 2:19:00the
- 2:19:00transcript
- 2:19:01of
- 2:19:02the
- 2:19:02captions,
- 2:19:05so
- 2:19:05interesting.
- 2:19:06You
- 2:19:06still
- 2:19:07tender.
- 2:19:08And.
- 2:19:08And
- 2:19:09he
- 2:19:09says,
- 2:19:09and
- 2:19:09now
- 2:19:09it's
- 2:19:09his
- 2:19:10turn
- 2:19:10to
- 2:19:10do
- 2:19:10the
- 2:19:10same
- 2:19:10for
- 2:19:11you.
- 2:19:11And
- 2:19:11Buck
- 2:19:11says,
- 2:19:12I
- 2:19:12was
- 2:19:12supposed
- 2:19:12to
- 2:19:12look
- 2:19:13out
- 2:19:13for
- 2:19:13him.
- 2:19:14And
- 2:19:14he
- 2:19:14says,
- 2:19:14and
- 2:19:15what,
- 2:19:15you
- 2:19:15think
- 2:19:15you
- 2:19:15failed?
- 2:19:16I
- 2:19:17failed
- 2:19:17that
- 2:19:17kid
- 2:19:17more
- 2:19:17times
- 2:19:17than
- 2:19:18I
- 2:19:18care
- 2:19:18to
- 2:19:18count.
- 2:19:18And
- 2:19:18I'm
- 2:19:19his
- 2:19:19father,
- 2:19:19but
- 2:19:20I
- 2:19:20love
- 2:19:20him
- 2:19:20enough
- 2:19:20to
- 2:19:21never
- 2:19:21stop
- 2:19:21trying.
- 2:19:21And
- 2:19:22I
- 2:19:22know
- 2:19:22you
- 2:19:22do,
- 2:19:22too.
- 2:19:23These
- 2:19:23are
- 2:19:23not
- 2:19:23light
- 2:19:24words.
- 2:19:25They
- 2:19:25are
- 2:19:26not.
- 2:19:26No.
- 2:19:28That's
- 2:19:28everything.
- 2:19:29Right?
- 2:19:30And
- 2:19:30it's.
- 2:19:30It's
- 2:19:31interesting,
- 2:19:31too
- 2:19:31now
- 2:19:32that,
- 2:19:32like
- 2:19:33when
- 2:19:33we
- 2:19:33talked
- 2:19:33about,
- 2:19:34you
- 2:19:34know,
- 2:19:35when
- 2:19:35we
- 2:19:36think
- 2:19:36Eddie
- 2:19:37decided
- 2:19:37that
- 2:19:38Buck
- 2:19:38would
- 2:19:39do
- 2:19:39anything
- 2:19:39for
- 2:19:40Christopher,
- 2:19:40and
- 2:19:41it's
- 2:19:41when.
- 2:19:41When
- 2:19:42Christopher
- 2:19:42said
- 2:19:43that
- 2:19:43he
- 2:19:43was
- 2:19:43looking
- 2:19:43for
- 2:19:43Buck
- 2:19:44or.
- 2:19:44Or
- 2:19:44the
- 2:19:44lady
- 2:19:45said
- 2:19:45that
- 2:19:45Christopher
- 2:19:46was
- 2:19:46looking
- 2:19:46for
- 2:19:46Buck.
- 2:19:47It's
- 2:19:47interesting
- 2:19:48then
- 2:19:48that
- 2:19:48that's
- 2:19:49what
- 2:19:49changes
- 2:19:50for
- 2:19:50Eddie
- 2:19:50or
- 2:19:51what
- 2:19:51we're
- 2:19:51going
- 2:19:52with.
- 2:19:53And
- 2:19:53it's
- 2:19:53interesting
- 2:19:54then,
- 2:19:54that
- 2:19:54it's
- 2:19:55basically
- 2:19:55the
- 2:19:56same
- 2:19:56thing
- 2:19:56for
- 2:19:56Buck
- 2:19:57because
- 2:19:57Christopher
- 2:19:59thinks
- 2:19:59that
- 2:20:00Buck
- 2:20:00saved
- 2:20:00him.
- 2:20:00Him.
- 2:20:01So
- 2:20:01that's
- 2:20:02when
- 2:20:02that
- 2:20:03perspective
- 2:20:03changes
- 2:20:04for
- 2:20:05both
- 2:20:05of
- 2:20:05them.
- 2:20:06And
- 2:20:06it
- 2:20:06just
- 2:20:06really
- 2:20:07aligns
- 2:20:08how,
- 2:20:09like,
- 2:20:10united
- 2:20:10they
- 2:20:11are
- 2:20:11about
- 2:20:12their
- 2:20:13love
- 2:20:13for
- 2:20:13Christopher.
- 2:20:14Yeah.
- 2:20:15Right.
- 2:20:15And.
- 2:20:16And
- 2:20:16that's
- 2:20:16definitely
- 2:20:17not
- 2:20:17going
- 2:20:17to
- 2:20:17tell
- 2:20:17Christopher
- 2:20:18that
- 2:20:18Christopher's
- 2:20:18wrong.
- 2:20:19No.
- 2:20:19Because
- 2:20:20Christopher
- 2:20:20is
- 2:20:20always
- 2:20:21right.
- 2:20:21But.
- 2:20:22Exactly.
- 2:20:22So
- 2:20:23it's
- 2:20:23one
- 2:20:23of
- 2:20:23those
- 2:20:23things
- 2:20:23where
- 2:20:24it's
- 2:20:24like
- 2:20:24he
- 2:20:24has
- 2:20:24to
- 2:20:24kind
- 2:20:25of
- 2:20:25like,
- 2:20:25fine,
- 2:20:25I
- 2:20:25accept
- 2:20:26it.
- 2:20:26It.
- 2:20:26Because
- 2:20:27of
- 2:20:27Christopher
- 2:20:27and
- 2:20:28because.
- 2:20:28Yeah.
- 2:20:28He's
- 2:20:28not
- 2:20:28going
- 2:20:29to
- 2:20:29tell
- 2:20:29Christopher
- 2:20:29that
- 2:20:29he's
- 2:20:30wrong
- 2:20:30and
- 2:20:30he's
- 2:20:31not
- 2:20:31going
- 2:20:31to
- 2:20:31put
- 2:20:32any
- 2:20:32more
- 2:20:32trauma
- 2:20:32on
- 2:20:33his
- 2:20:33poor
- 2:20:33boy.
- 2:20:34Yeah.
- 2:20:37Who's
- 2:20:37so
- 2:20:37resilient
- 2:20:38like
- 2:20:39Nemo,
- 2:20:39he'd
- 2:20:40rather.
- 2:20:40Get
- 2:20:40crushed
- 2:20:40by
- 2:20:41another
- 2:20:41fire
- 2:20:41truck
- 2:20:41than
- 2:20:42invalidate
- 2:20:42Christopher's
- 2:20:43feelings.
- 2:20:43For
- 2:20:44sure.
- 2:20:45Especially
- 2:20:46given
- 2:20:46what
- 2:20:46we
- 2:20:47know
- 2:20:47about
- 2:20:47Buck's
- 2:20:48own
- 2:20:48upbringing.
- 2:20:49Yeah.
- 2:20:49Huh.
- 2:20:51So.
- 2:20:52Oh,
- 2:20:53that's
- 2:20:53a
- 2:20:53whole
- 2:20:53other
- 2:20:53conversation.
- 2:20:54I
- 2:20:54just
- 2:20:54think
- 2:20:54it's
- 2:20:55insane
- 2:20:56because
- 2:20:56this
- 2:20:57is
- 2:20:57literally.
- 2:20:58I
- 2:20:58mean,
- 2:20:59first
- 2:20:59of
- 2:20:59all,
- 2:20:59again,
- 2:21:00it's.
- 2:21:00It's
- 2:21:00just
- 2:21:00like.
- 2:21:01Like
- 2:21:02the
- 2:21:02Horse
- 2:21:02whisperer,
- 2:21:02but
- 2:21:03the
- 2:21:03Buckwhisperer.
- 2:21:04That's
- 2:21:04what
- 2:21:04he
- 2:21:04is,
- 2:21:05though.
- 2:21:05It
- 2:21:05is.
- 2:21:06He
- 2:21:06is
- 2:21:06the
- 2:21:06Buckwhisperer.
- 2:21:07But
- 2:21:07it's
- 2:21:07also
- 2:21:08just
- 2:21:08insane
- 2:21:08because
- 2:21:09is
- 2:21:09the.
- 2:21:09The
- 2:21:10writers
- 2:21:11literally
- 2:21:11being,
- 2:21:12like,
- 2:21:12having
- 2:21:13Eddie
- 2:21:13say,
- 2:21:14I
- 2:21:14know
- 2:21:14that
- 2:21:15you
- 2:21:15care
- 2:21:15about
- 2:21:16my
- 2:21:16son
- 2:21:16the
- 2:21:16same
- 2:21:17way
- 2:21:17I
- 2:21:17do
- 2:21:18do.
- 2:21:19Same
- 2:21:20way.
- 2:21:20They're
- 2:21:21literally.
- 2:21:21And
- 2:21:21we
- 2:21:22knew
- 2:21:23that
- 2:21:23they
- 2:21:23were
- 2:21:23setting
- 2:21:24him
- 2:21:24up
- 2:21:24as.
- 2:21:25As
- 2:21:25Eddie,
- 2:21:26as.
- 2:21:27As
- 2:21:27Christopher's
- 2:21:28dad.
- 2:21:28We
- 2:21:29knew
- 2:21:29that
- 2:21:29they
- 2:21:29were
- 2:21:29doing
- 2:21:29that
- 2:21:30already
- 2:21:30because
- 2:21:30of
- 2:21:31the
- 2:21:31first
- 2:21:31episode.
- 2:21:33This
- 2:21:33whole
- 2:21:33season
- 2:21:34is
- 2:21:34about.
- 2:21:34Season
- 2:21:35is
- 2:21:35about
- 2:21:36relationship.
- 2:21:36Exactly.
- 2:21:38But
- 2:21:38it's
- 2:21:38just.
- 2:21:38So
- 2:21:39then
- 2:21:39Eddie
- 2:21:39says,
- 2:21:40says
- 2:21:40Buck,
- 2:21:41and
- 2:21:41then
- 2:21:41he
- 2:21:41pauses
- 2:21:41and
- 2:21:42he
- 2:21:42waits
- 2:21:42until
- 2:21:43Buck
- 2:21:43makes
- 2:21:43eye
- 2:21:44contact
- 2:21:44with
- 2:21:44him.
- 2:21:44Him
- 2:21:45with
- 2:21:45the
- 2:21:45hand
- 2:21:45on
- 2:21:46his
- 2:21:46shoulder
- 2:21:46with
- 2:21:46the,
- 2:21:47like,
- 2:21:47thumb
- 2:21:47on
- 2:21:48his.
- 2:21:50When
- 2:21:50we
- 2:21:50were
- 2:21:51done
- 2:21:51watching
- 2:21:51that
- 2:21:51episode,
- 2:21:52I,
- 2:21:52like,
- 2:21:52I
- 2:21:52got
- 2:21:52as
- 2:21:53close
- 2:21:53as
- 2:21:53they
- 2:21:53are
- 2:21:53to
- 2:21:54each
- 2:21:54other,
- 2:21:54and
- 2:21:54I
- 2:21:54did
- 2:21:54that.
- 2:21:55I
- 2:21:55was
- 2:21:55like,
- 2:21:55this
- 2:21:56is
- 2:21:56how
- 2:21:56you
- 2:21:56stand
- 2:21:57normally
- 2:21:57with
- 2:21:57your
- 2:21:57friends
- 2:21:58and
- 2:21:58talk
- 2:21:58to
- 2:21:58them.
- 2:21:58Right.
- 2:22:00And
- 2:22:00he
- 2:22:00was
- 2:22:00like,
- 2:22:00oh,
- 2:22:01yeah,
- 2:22:01totally.
- 2:22:05Right
- 2:22:06answer.
- 2:22:07Yeah.
- 2:22:07If
- 2:22:07we.
- 2:22:08If
- 2:22:08we
- 2:22:08had
- 2:22:08a
- 2:22:09nickel
- 2:22:09for
- 2:22:09every
- 2:22:11significant,
- 2:22:11like,
- 2:22:12shoulder
- 2:22:12touch
- 2:22:13we
- 2:22:13had
- 2:22:13in
- 2:22:14our
- 2:22:14fandom.
- 2:22:15An
- 2:22:15eye
- 2:22:15catching.
- 2:22:16Like,
- 2:22:16it
- 2:22:17immediately
- 2:22:17made
- 2:22:17me
- 2:22:17think
- 2:22:18of
- 2:22:18Dean
- 2:22:18and
- 2:22:18Cass.
- 2:22:19Yeah.
- 2:22:19In
- 2:22:19the
- 2:22:20green
- 2:22:20room.
- 2:22:20Like,
- 2:22:21just.
- 2:22:21That
- 2:22:21was
- 2:22:21the
- 2:22:21first.
- 2:22:22Is
- 2:22:22it
- 2:22:22the
- 2:22:22same
- 2:22:22goddamn
- 2:22:23shoulder?
- 2:22:23Yes.
- 2:22:24Yes.
- 2:22:24Yeah.
- 2:22:25Same
- 2:22:25shoulder.
- 2:22:26Same
- 2:22:27move
- 2:22:27to
- 2:22:27catch
- 2:22:27the
- 2:22:28eye.
- 2:22:28Like,
- 2:22:28I
- 2:22:28like
- 2:22:28how
- 2:22:28I'm
- 2:22:29just
- 2:22:29gonna
- 2:22:29move
- 2:22:29my
- 2:22:29head
- 2:22:29around
- 2:22:30like
- 2:22:30a
- 2:22:30snake.
- 2:22:34Now
- 2:22:34we're
- 2:22:34all
- 2:22:34doing
- 2:22:34it
- 2:22:35except
- 2:22:35for
- 2:22:35the
- 2:22:36snake.
- 2:22:38She's
- 2:22:39like,
- 2:22:39you
- 2:22:39all
- 2:22:39are
- 2:22:39too
- 2:22:40much.
- 2:22:41She's.
- 2:22:41He's
- 2:22:41waiting
- 2:22:42to
- 2:22:42strike.
- 2:22:42It's
- 2:22:42fine.
- 2:22:43Okay.
- 2:22:43So
- 2:22:44then
- 2:22:44he
- 2:22:44finally
- 2:22:44catches
- 2:22:45his
- 2:22:45eye
- 2:22:45and
- 2:22:46says,
- 2:22:46there's
- 2:22:46nobody
- 2:22:47in
- 2:22:47this
- 2:22:47world
- 2:22:47I
- 2:22:48trust
- 2:22:48with
- 2:22:48my
- 2:22:48son
- 2:22:49more
- 2:22:49than
- 2:22:49you,
- 2:22:50bro.
- 2:22:50What?
- 2:22:51That's
- 2:22:52huge,
- 2:22:53bro.
- 2:22:53What?
- 2:22:53I
- 2:22:54know
- 2:22:54that
- 2:22:54your
- 2:22:54parents
- 2:22:54are
- 2:22:54terrible,
- 2:22:55but,
- 2:22:56like,
- 2:22:56Peppa,
- 2:22:57Abuela,
- 2:22:58Carla,
- 2:22:59and
- 2:22:59you
- 2:22:59just.
- 2:22:59And
- 2:22:59you
- 2:23:00just
- 2:23:00mentioned
- 2:23:00Abuela
- 2:23:01and
- 2:23:01Carla.
- 2:23:02You're
- 2:23:03like,
- 2:23:03you're
- 2:23:03no
- 2:23:03car.
- 2:23:04Like,
- 2:23:04you're
- 2:23:04no
- 2:23:04Abuela,
- 2:23:05and
- 2:23:05you're
- 2:23:05half
- 2:23:05a
- 2:23:05Carla.
- 2:23:06But
- 2:23:06there's
- 2:23:06no
- 2:23:06one.
- 2:23:06I
- 2:23:07treated
- 2:23:07trust
- 2:23:07with
- 2:23:08my
- 2:23:08son
- 2:23:08more
- 2:23:08than
- 2:23:08you.
- 2:23:09What?
- 2:23:09In
- 2:23:09the
- 2:23:09homosexual
- 2:23:10audacity
- 2:23:11I
- 2:23:11know,
- 2:23:11it.
- 2:23:12Keeps
- 2:23:12saying,
- 2:23:13like,
- 2:23:13no
- 2:23:13one
- 2:23:14else
- 2:23:14could.
- 2:23:15Could
- 2:23:15put
- 2:23:15themselves
- 2:23:16through
- 2:23:17what
- 2:23:18Buck
- 2:23:18did
- 2:23:19during
- 2:23:19all
- 2:23:19of
- 2:23:20this.
- 2:23:21So
- 2:23:21literally,
- 2:23:22like,
- 2:23:22Buck
- 2:23:22would
- 2:23:22do
- 2:23:23anything.
- 2:23:23Which
- 2:23:24is
- 2:23:24actually
- 2:23:24kind
- 2:23:24of
- 2:23:24funny
- 2:23:25when
- 2:23:25you
- 2:23:25think
- 2:23:25about
- 2:23:25it.
- 2:23:26No,
- 2:23:27because,
- 2:23:27like.
- 2:23:28No,
- 2:23:28it's
- 2:23:28kind
- 2:23:28of
- 2:23:28funny
- 2:23:29because
- 2:23:29I.
- 2:23:29I
- 2:23:29was.
- 2:23:30I.
- 2:23:30I
- 2:23:30just
- 2:23:31had
- 2:23:32one
- 2:23:32of
- 2:23:32those,
- 2:23:32like,
- 2:23:32little,
- 2:23:33like,
- 2:23:33flashbacks
- 2:23:34to
- 2:23:34809
- 2:23:35and
- 2:23:35where
- 2:23:36Eddie's
- 2:23:36like,
- 2:23:36oh,
- 2:23:36you
- 2:23:37would
- 2:23:37do
- 2:23:37that
- 2:23:37for
- 2:23:38me?
- 2:23:38Oh,
- 2:23:39my
- 2:23:39God.
- 2:23:40Do
- 2:23:40you
- 2:23:40not.
- 2:23:41Do
- 2:23:41you
- 2:23:41not
- 2:23:41see?
- 2:23:42Do
- 2:23:42you
- 2:23:42want
- 2:23:42a
- 2:23:42laundry
- 2:23:43list
- 2:23:43of
- 2:23:43the
- 2:23:44this
- 2:23:44guy
- 2:23:44has
- 2:23:44done
- 2:23:45for
- 2:23:45you?
- 2:23:45Real?
- 2:23:46Like,
- 2:23:47he
- 2:23:47saw
- 2:23:47you
- 2:23:48and
- 2:23:48decided,
- 2:23:49that
- 2:23:49one's
- 2:23:50mine.
- 2:23:50I'm
- 2:23:51going
- 2:23:51to
- 2:23:53insert
- 2:23:53myself
- 2:23:54so
- 2:23:54deeply
- 2:23:54in
- 2:23:54this
- 2:23:55man's
- 2:23:55life
- 2:23:56that
- 2:23:56he
- 2:23:57can't.
- 2:23:58He
- 2:23:58can't
- 2:23:58leave
- 2:23:59me.
- 2:23:59And
- 2:23:59I
- 2:23:59feel
- 2:23:59like
- 2:23:59that's
- 2:24:00what
- 2:24:00Buck.
- 2:24:00His
- 2:24:01whole
- 2:24:01thing
- 2:24:01was
- 2:24:02like,
- 2:24:02he
- 2:24:02got
- 2:24:03so
- 2:24:03close
- 2:24:03because
- 2:24:03he's
- 2:24:03like,
- 2:24:04he
- 2:24:04can't.
- 2:24:04I
- 2:24:04can't.
- 2:24:05If
- 2:24:05I'm
- 2:24:06so
- 2:24:06intertwined
- 2:24:07in
- 2:24:07their
- 2:24:07life,
- 2:24:07he
- 2:24:08can't
- 2:24:08leave.
- 2:24:09Oh,
- 2:24:09now
- 2:24:09I
- 2:24:09made
- 2:24:10myself
- 2:24:10sad.
- 2:24:12And
- 2:24:12then
- 2:24:13again,
- 2:24:14he
- 2:24:14says,
- 2:24:14thank
- 2:24:14you
- 2:24:14for
- 2:24:15not
- 2:24:15giving
- 2:24:15up
- 2:24:15when
- 2:24:15he
- 2:24:15leaves.
- 2:24:16That's.
- 2:24:16That's
- 2:24:16the
- 2:24:17dialogue.
- 2:24:17But
- 2:24:17then.
- 2:24:18But
- 2:24:18then.
- 2:24:18But
- 2:24:18then.
- 2:24:18But
- 2:24:19then
- 2:24:19we
- 2:24:19get
- 2:24:20the
- 2:24:20last
- 2:24:20line
- 2:24:20of
- 2:24:20the
- 2:24:21voiceover.
- 2:24:22Because
- 2:24:22there
- 2:24:22wasn't
- 2:24:22enough
- 2:24:23before
- 2:24:23this.
- 2:24:24No,
- 2:24:25no,
- 2:24:25there
- 2:24:25wasn't.
- 2:24:26The
- 2:24:26last
- 2:24:26line
- 2:24:27is
- 2:24:27after
- 2:24:28Eddie
- 2:24:28said
- 2:24:29all
- 2:24:29of
- 2:24:29this.
- 2:24:29A
- 2:24:29few
- 2:24:30choice
- 2:24:30words
- 2:24:30can
- 2:24:31sometimes
- 2:24:31be
- 2:24:31the
- 2:24:31life
- 2:24:32raft
- 2:24:32that
- 2:24:32gets
- 2:24:32you
- 2:24:32home.
- 2:24:33Home
- 2:24:33to
- 2:24:34be
- 2:24:34seen,
- 2:24:35to
- 2:24:35be
- 2:24:35found.
- 2:24:36Isn't
- 2:24:37that
- 2:24:37what
- 2:24:37we're
- 2:24:37all
- 2:24:37searching
- 2:24:38for?
- 2:24:41Best
- 2:24:41friends?
- 2:24:43Oh,
- 2:24:44my
- 2:24:44God.
- 2:24:45I
- 2:24:45mean,
- 2:24:45what
- 2:24:46do
- 2:24:46you
- 2:24:46mean?
- 2:24:48What
- 2:24:48does
- 2:24:48it
- 2:24:48mean?
- 2:24:49It's
- 2:24:49like
- 2:24:49a
- 2:24:49double
- 2:24:49rainbow.
- 2:24:50What
- 2:24:50does
- 2:24:50it
- 2:24:51mean.
- 2:24:53That
- 2:24:54gets
- 2:24:54you
- 2:24:54home
- 2:24:55to
- 2:24:55be
- 2:24:55seen?
- 2:24:56Which
- 2:24:56we
- 2:24:56keep
- 2:24:56saying
- 2:24:57is
- 2:24:57all
- 2:24:57Buck
- 2:24:58has
- 2:24:58ever
- 2:24:58wanted.
- 2:24:58And
- 2:24:59I.
- 2:24:59I
- 2:25:00started
- 2:25:00this
- 2:25:00whole
- 2:25:01section
- 2:25:01saying
- 2:25:02Eddie
- 2:25:02sees
- 2:25:02him
- 2:25:03more
- 2:25:03than
- 2:25:03anyone
- 2:25:03else
- 2:25:04does.
- 2:25:04And
- 2:25:04Buck,
- 2:25:05we've
- 2:25:05said
- 2:25:05that
- 2:25:05since
- 2:25:06last
- 2:25:06se.
- 2:25:06Since
- 2:25:07season
- 2:25:07one.
- 2:25:08Yeah,
- 2:25:08we've
- 2:25:08been
- 2:25:08saying
- 2:25:08that.
- 2:25:08But,
- 2:25:08like,
- 2:25:09I
- 2:25:09meant
- 2:25:09just
- 2:25:09specifically
- 2:25:10here,
- 2:25:10like,
- 2:25:11in
- 2:25:11the
- 2:25:11context
- 2:25:11of
- 2:25:12the
- 2:25:12voiceover
- 2:25:12in
- 2:25:12this
- 2:25:13this
- 2:25:13episode.
- 2:25:13But
- 2:25:13yeah,
- 2:25:14we've
- 2:25:14been
- 2:25:14saying
- 2:25:14that
- 2:25:14forever.
- 2:25:19Because
- 2:25:19he
- 2:25:20felt
- 2:25:20lost.
- 2:25:21Because
- 2:25:21he's
- 2:25:22been
- 2:25:22feeling
- 2:25:22lost
- 2:25:23his
- 2:25:24whole
- 2:25:24life.
- 2:25:24Yes.
- 2:25:25Yes.
- 2:25:26Especially
- 2:25:26with
- 2:25:27what
- 2:25:27we
- 2:25:27know
- 2:25:27now
- 2:25:27of
- 2:25:28how
- 2:25:28like,
- 2:25:28transient
- 2:25:29he
- 2:25:29was.
- 2:25:30Yeah.
- 2:25:31Looking
- 2:25:31for
- 2:25:31that
- 2:25:32home.
- 2:25:32And
- 2:25:33additionally
- 2:25:34the.
- 2:25:35The
- 2:25:35mention
- 2:25:35of
- 2:25:36the
- 2:25:36life
- 2:25:36raft
- 2:25:37right
- 2:25:37after
- 2:25:38he
- 2:25:38and
- 2:25:38Chris.
- 2:25:39He
- 2:25:39and
- 2:25:39Christopher
- 2:25:40were
- 2:25:41clinging
- 2:25:41on
- 2:25:42to
- 2:25:42that
- 2:25:42fire
- 2:25:43engine
- 2:25:44in
- 2:25:45that
- 2:25:46literal
- 2:25:46and
- 2:25:46meta.
- 2:25:47Metaphorical
- 2:25:48sense.
- 2:25:48But
- 2:25:48it's
- 2:25:49like
- 2:25:49it
- 2:25:49wasn't
- 2:25:50just
- 2:25:51the
- 2:25:51fire
- 2:25:51engine
- 2:25:52or
- 2:25:52the
- 2:25:52idea
- 2:25:52of
- 2:25:52firefighting
- 2:25:53that
- 2:25:53is
- 2:25:53the
- 2:25:54life
- 2:25:54raft.
- 2:25:55It
- 2:25:55is
- 2:25:55Christopher
- 2:25:56and
- 2:25:56Eddie
- 2:25:57that
- 2:25:58are
- 2:25:59his
- 2:25:59life
- 2:25:59raft
- 2:26:01because
- 2:26:01they
- 2:26:02are
- 2:26:02his
- 2:26:02home.
- 2:26:03So
- 2:26:03like,
- 2:26:03by
- 2:26:03clinging
- 2:26:04on
- 2:26:04to
- 2:26:04one
- 2:26:04of
- 2:26:04them,
- 2:26:05he
- 2:26:05finds
- 2:26:06his
- 2:26:06way
- 2:26:06back
- 2:26:06home
- 2:26:07and
- 2:26:07vice
- 2:26:08versa.
- 2:26:08Yeah.
- 2:26:08So
- 2:26:09it's
- 2:26:09like
- 2:26:09all
- 2:26:09of
- 2:26:10that
- 2:26:10tied
- 2:26:11together
- 2:26:11the.
- 2:26:11The
- 2:26:12life
- 2:26:12raft
- 2:26:12which
- 2:26:12was
- 2:26:13him
- 2:26:13and
- 2:26:13Christopher
- 2:26:14waiting
- 2:26:15for
- 2:26:15them
- 2:26:16to
- 2:26:16come
- 2:26:16home.
- 2:26:17With
- 2:26:17the
- 2:26:18song
- 2:26:18with
- 2:26:19Eddie
- 2:26:19and
- 2:26:19Christopher
- 2:26:20again,
- 2:26:20like,
- 2:26:21well,
- 2:26:21and
- 2:26:22I
- 2:26:22don't
- 2:26:22know
- 2:26:23how
- 2:26:23they.
- 2:26:24How
- 2:26:24they
- 2:26:24wanted
- 2:26:25us
- 2:26:25to
- 2:26:25take
- 2:26:25this
- 2:26:25otherwise.
- 2:26:26Well.
- 2:26:26And
- 2:26:27then
- 2:26:27with.
- 2:26:27With
- 2:26:27the
- 2:26:28Christopher
- 2:26:28like.
- 2:26:29But
- 2:26:29that
- 2:26:29monologue
- 2:26:30can
- 2:26:30apply
- 2:26:30to
- 2:26:30Christopher
- 2:26:30too.
- 2:26:31Like
- 2:26:31Christopher
- 2:26:32being
- 2:26:32found,
- 2:26:32Christopher
- 2:26:33finding
- 2:26:33his
- 2:26:33home.
- 2:26:34Christopher
- 2:26:34seeing
- 2:26:35Buck
- 2:26:35as.
- 2:26:36As
- 2:26:36home.
- 2:26:36Because
- 2:26:36that
- 2:26:37kid
- 2:26:37walked
- 2:26:37in
- 2:26:37and
- 2:26:37just
- 2:26:38got
- 2:26:38back
- 2:26:38and
- 2:26:38it
- 2:26:38just.
- 2:26:39He
- 2:26:39just
- 2:26:39walked
- 2:26:39into
- 2:26:39the
- 2:26:40house,
- 2:26:40got
- 2:26:40comfortable,
- 2:26:41and
- 2:26:41he
- 2:26:41just
- 2:26:41started
- 2:26:42playing
- 2:26:42video
- 2:26:42games
- 2:26:43while
- 2:26:43his
- 2:26:43dad's
- 2:26:45making
- 2:26:45fun
- 2:26:45of
- 2:26:45him
- 2:26:46and
- 2:26:46his
- 2:26:46Lego
- 2:26:47abilities.
- 2:26:49But.
- 2:26:50But
- 2:26:50it.
- 2:26:51It
- 2:26:51does
- 2:26:51bring
- 2:26:52in
- 2:26:52that
- 2:26:53they
- 2:26:53are
- 2:26:53all
- 2:26:53a
- 2:26:54family
- 2:26:55and
- 2:26:55they're
- 2:26:55all
- 2:26:56interconnected
- 2:26:56with
- 2:26:57each
- 2:26:57other.
- 2:26:58Even
- 2:26:58beyond
- 2:26:58how
- 2:26:59buck
- 2:26:59views
- 2:26:59the
- 2:26:59118
- 2:27:01as
- 2:27:01his
- 2:27:01family.
- 2:27:02They
- 2:27:02are
- 2:27:02separate.
- 2:27:03A
- 2:27:03separate
- 2:27:04entity.
- 2:27:05Yep.
- 2:27:06It's
- 2:27:06not
- 2:27:06just
- 2:27:07the
- 2:27:07118
- 2:27:07family.
- 2:27:08It.
- 2:27:09Eddie
- 2:27:09and
- 2:27:09Christopher
- 2:27:10in
- 2:27:11the
- 2:27:11118.
- 2:27:12So
- 2:27:12I'd
- 2:27:12like
- 2:27:13to
- 2:27:13draw
- 2:27:13some
- 2:27:14very
- 2:27:14quick
- 2:27:14parallels
- 2:27:15to
- 2:27:15that.
- 2:27:15That
- 2:27:16last
- 2:27:16line,
- 2:27:17specifically
- 2:27:18in
- 2:27:185:18.
- 2:27:19Oh.
- 2:27:20Ravi
- 2:27:21says,
- 2:27:21isn't
- 2:27:22that
- 2:27:22all
- 2:27:22we
- 2:27:22want
- 2:27:22in
- 2:27:22a
- 2:27:23partner?
- 2:27:23Knowing
- 2:27:23that
- 2:27:23they
- 2:27:24have
- 2:27:24your
- 2:27:24back?
- 2:27:26Huh.
- 2:27:27And
- 2:27:27I
- 2:27:27think
- 2:27:27it's
- 2:27:27later
- 2:27:28in
- 2:27:28the
- 2:27:28episode.
- 2:27:29Or
- 2:27:29is
- 2:27:29it
- 2:27:29earlier?
- 2:27:30I
- 2:27:30haven't
- 2:27:30watched
- 2:27:30it
- 2:27:30in
- 2:27:30a
- 2:27:30while.
- 2:27:31Buck
- 2:27:31says,
- 2:27:32so
- 2:27:32every
- 2:27:32day
- 2:27:33is
- 2:27:33the
- 2:27:33best
- 2:27:33day
- 2:27:33ever.
- 2:27:34Is
- 2:27:34that
- 2:27:34really
- 2:27:34love
- 2:27:35he's
- 2:27:35talking
- 2:27:35to
- 2:27:36Maddie
- 2:27:36about,
- 2:27:37like
- 2:27:37her
- 2:27:37and
- 2:27:38him
- 2:27:39dating.
- 2:27:40Yeah.
- 2:27:40Right,
- 2:27:41Right.
- 2:27:42Shouldn't
- 2:27:42it
- 2:27:43be
- 2:27:43when
- 2:27:43you're
- 2:27:43at
- 2:27:43your
- 2:27:44worst
- 2:27:44and
- 2:27:44they're
- 2:27:44at
- 2:27:45their
- 2:27:45worst,
- 2:27:45you
- 2:27:45have
- 2:27:46every
- 2:27:46reason
- 2:27:46to
- 2:27:46give
- 2:27:46up
- 2:27:47and
- 2:27:47you
- 2:27:47still
- 2:27:47decide
- 2:27:48you
- 2:27:48want
- 2:27:48to
- 2:27:48try
- 2:27:48again.
- 2:27:49Yeah.
- 2:27:50This
- 2:27:51is.
- 2:27:51You
- 2:27:52don't
- 2:27:52find
- 2:27:52it.
- 2:27:53You
- 2:27:53make
- 2:27:54is
- 2:27:55absolutely
- 2:27:56these.
- 2:27:58And
- 2:27:59this
- 2:27:59is
- 2:27:59how
- 2:27:59I
- 2:27:59know
- 2:27:59that
- 2:28:00Buck
- 2:28:00never
- 2:28:00self
- 2:28:00reflects
- 2:28:01because
- 2:28:01he's
- 2:28:02literally
- 2:28:02saying,
- 2:28:02this
- 2:28:03is
- 2:28:03what
- 2:28:03I
- 2:28:03think
- 2:28:04love
- 2:28:04is.
- 2:28:05This
- 2:28:06is
- 2:28:06what
- 2:28:06I
- 2:28:06think
- 2:28:06love
- 2:28:07is.
- 2:28:07And
- 2:28:07then
- 2:28:07that
- 2:28:08monologue
- 2:28:09voiceover,
- 2:28:10which,
- 2:28:11like,
- 2:28:11I
- 2:28:11think
- 2:28:12is.
- 2:28:12I
- 2:28:12don't
- 2:28:13know.
- 2:28:13I
- 2:28:13don't
- 2:28:13know
- 2:28:13if
- 2:28:14everyone
- 2:28:14thinks
- 2:28:14this,
- 2:28:14but
- 2:28:14I
- 2:28:15think
- 2:28:15in
- 2:28:15this
- 2:28:16show
- 2:28:16that
- 2:28:17the
- 2:28:17voiceover
- 2:28:17monologues
- 2:28:18are
- 2:28:19the
- 2:28:19character's
- 2:28:20internal
- 2:28:20monologue
- 2:28:22that
- 2:28:22they're
- 2:28:22saying.
- 2:28:24So
- 2:28:24for
- 2:28:24sure.
- 2:28:25Kind
- 2:28:25of
- 2:28:25like
- 2:28:25you're
- 2:28:25reading
- 2:28:26a
- 2:28:26book.
- 2:28:26That
- 2:28:27kind
- 2:28:27of
- 2:28:27internal
- 2:28:27monologue.
- 2:28:28Yeah,
- 2:28:28exactly.
- 2:28:30So
- 2:28:30the
- 2:28:30fact
- 2:28:31that,
- 2:28:31like,
- 2:28:31he
- 2:28:31thought.
- 2:28:32In
- 2:28:32my
- 2:28:32head,
- 2:28:33he
- 2:28:33thought
- 2:28:33this.
- 2:28:34Yeah.
- 2:28:35In
- 2:28:35season
- 2:28:36three
- 2:28:37about.
- 2:28:38And
- 2:28:38doesn't.
- 2:28:39About
- 2:28:39Eddie
- 2:28:40and
- 2:28:40Chris.
- 2:28:40And
- 2:28:40then
- 2:28:40says
- 2:28:41this,
- 2:28:41like,
- 2:28:42two
- 2:28:42years
- 2:28:42later,
- 2:28:42and
- 2:28:43there's
- 2:28:43just,
- 2:28:43like.
- 2:28:43No
- 2:28:44dots
- 2:28:44are.
- 2:28:44No
- 2:28:44dots
- 2:28:45are
- 2:28:45connecting.
- 2:28:46Well,
- 2:28:46between
- 2:28:46the.
- 2:28:47You
- 2:28:47don't
- 2:28:48find
- 2:28:48it.
- 2:28:48You
- 2:28:48make
- 2:28:48it.
- 2:28:49And
- 2:28:49then
- 2:28:49this
- 2:28:50and
- 2:28:50then.
- 2:28:50That's
- 2:28:51insane.
- 2:28:51It's
- 2:28:52like,
- 2:28:52no,
- 2:28:52he
- 2:28:53really
- 2:28:53didn't
- 2:28:53connect.
- 2:28:54And
- 2:28:55he's.
- 2:28:55I
- 2:28:56think
- 2:28:56he's
- 2:28:57like,
- 2:28:57the
- 2:28:57universe
- 2:28:58is
- 2:28:58screaming
- 2:28:58at
- 2:28:59you,
- 2:28:59and
- 2:28:59you
- 2:28:59refuse
- 2:28:59to
- 2:28:59listen.
- 2:29:00Bro,
- 2:29:01I'm
- 2:29:01gonna
- 2:29:01need
- 2:29:01you
- 2:29:01to
- 2:29:01look
- 2:29:02in
- 2:29:02the
- 2:29:02mirror
- 2:29:02advice.
- 2:29:03Look
- 2:29:03in
- 2:29:03the
- 2:29:03mirror.
- 2:29:05I
- 2:29:05think
- 2:29:05that's
- 2:29:05a
- 2:29:05thing
- 2:29:06that
- 2:29:06he's
- 2:29:06just
- 2:29:06never
- 2:29:06let
- 2:29:07himself
- 2:29:07examine.
- 2:29:07I
- 2:29:07know.
- 2:29:08I
- 2:29:08know.
- 2:29:09You
- 2:29:09know,
- 2:29:09like,
- 2:29:10no,
- 2:29:10he
- 2:29:10doesn't
- 2:29:11let
- 2:29:11himself
- 2:29:11examine
- 2:29:12that.
- 2:29:12And,
- 2:29:12like,
- 2:29:13in
- 2:29:13a
- 2:29:13different
- 2:29:13way
- 2:29:13that
- 2:29:14Eddie
- 2:29:14doesn't
- 2:29:14let
- 2:29:14himself
- 2:29:15examine
- 2:29:15certain
- 2:29:16things.
- 2:29:17That's
- 2:29:17too
- 2:29:17risky
- 2:29:18for
- 2:29:18Buck
- 2:29:19until
- 2:29:19I
- 2:29:19think
- 2:29:20we
- 2:29:20get
- 2:29:20to
- 2:29:21now
- 2:29:21abouts
- 2:29:22where.
- 2:29:23I
- 2:29:23don't
- 2:29:23think
- 2:29:24he
- 2:29:24can
- 2:29:24avoid
- 2:29:24it
- 2:29:25anymore.
- 2:29:25No.
- 2:29:27But.
- 2:29:28Yeah,
- 2:29:28I
- 2:29:28think.
- 2:29:29Think.
- 2:29:29I
- 2:29:29don't
- 2:29:29think
- 2:29:29any
- 2:29:30of
- 2:29:30us
- 2:29:30can
- 2:29:30avoid
- 2:29:30it
- 2:29:30anymore.
- 2:29:31I
- 2:29:31don't
- 2:29:31under.
- 2:29:31Like,
- 2:29:35I
- 2:29:35don't
- 2:29:35understand
- 2:29:36how
- 2:29:36anyone
- 2:29:36is
- 2:29:37closing.
- 2:29:37I
- 2:29:38don't
- 2:29:38understand
- 2:29:40anyway.
- 2:29:41Truly.
- 2:29:42So
- 2:29:42close,
- 2:29:42y'all.
- 2:29:43Yeah.
- 2:29:43And
- 2:29:44I
- 2:29:44mean,
- 2:29:44that's
- 2:29:44just
- 2:29:45like.
- 2:29:45Come
- 2:29:45on.
- 2:29:46It's.
- 2:29:47And
- 2:29:47we'll
- 2:29:47talk
- 2:29:48about
- 2:29:48it
- 2:29:48when
- 2:29:48we
- 2:29:48get
- 2:29:48to,
- 2:29:48like,
- 2:29:495.
- 2:29:4918.
- 2:29:49But.
- 2:29:50But
- 2:29:50that
- 2:29:50whole
- 2:29:50quote
- 2:29:50about,
- 2:29:51like,
- 2:29:51you
- 2:29:51know,
- 2:29:52having
- 2:29:53knowing
- 2:29:53someone
- 2:29:54has
- 2:29:54your
- 2:29:54back.
- 2:29:54Like,
- 2:29:55literally
- 2:29:55what
- 2:29:56Buck
- 2:29:56and
- 2:29:56Eddie
- 2:29:56have
- 2:29:56been
- 2:29:57doing
- 2:29:57since
- 2:29:57Eddie
- 2:29:58showed
- 2:29:58up
- 2:29:58and.
- 2:29:59Buck
- 2:29:59has
- 2:30:00showed
- 2:30:01up.
- 2:30:02Yeah.
- 2:30:02He
- 2:30:03had
- 2:30:03to
- 2:30:03throw
- 2:30:03a
- 2:30:03fit
- 2:30:03for,
- 2:30:04like.
- 2:30:04Yeah.
- 2:30:05A
- 2:30:05teeny
- 2:30:05tiny
- 2:30:06bit.
- 2:30:06But
- 2:30:07after
- 2:30:07that,
- 2:30:07it's
- 2:30:07just
- 2:30:08like,
- 2:30:08Buck
- 2:30:08has
- 2:30:08been
- 2:30:08showing
- 2:30:09up
- 2:30:09for
- 2:30:10Eddie
- 2:30:10and
- 2:30:11for
- 2:30:11Christopher
- 2:30:12in
- 2:30:12every
- 2:30:13single
- 2:30:13way
- 2:30:13imaginable
- 2:30:15and,
- 2:30:15like,
- 2:30:15in
- 2:30:16every
- 2:30:16way
- 2:30:16in.
- 2:30:17Even
- 2:30:17in
- 2:30:17ways
- 2:30:18that,
- 2:30:18like,
- 2:30:18neither
- 2:30:18of
- 2:30:19them
- 2:30:19could
- 2:30:19have
- 2:30:19imagined.
- 2:30:20Because,
- 2:30:20like,
- 2:30:20who
- 2:30:21could
- 2:30:21have
- 2:30:21imagined
- 2:30:22a
- 2:30:22tsunami?
- 2:30:23Nobody.
- 2:30:25And
- 2:30:25I
- 2:30:25think
- 2:30:26that's
- 2:30:26so
- 2:30:26well
- 2:30:26paralleled
- 2:30:27with
- 2:30:27Bobby
- 2:30:28and
- 2:30:28Athena
- 2:30:28and
- 2:30:28how
- 2:30:29Bobby
- 2:30:29and
- 2:30:29Athena
- 2:30:30are
- 2:30:30always
- 2:30:31showing
- 2:30:32up
- 2:30:32for
- 2:30:33each
- 2:30:33other.
- 2:30:33And
- 2:30:34I
- 2:30:34think
- 2:30:34it's.
- 2:30:34It's
- 2:30:34less
- 2:30:35so
- 2:30:35with
- 2:30:35Hen
- 2:30:36and
- 2:30:36Karen
- 2:30:36and
- 2:30:36Maddie
- 2:30:37and.
- 2:30:37And
- 2:30:37Jim
- 2:30:38just
- 2:30:38because
- 2:30:39they're
- 2:30:40not
- 2:30:40both
- 2:30:40first
- 2:30:41responders.
- 2:30:41I
- 2:30:41know.
- 2:30:42Like,
- 2:30:42dispatchers.
- 2:30:43First
- 2:30:43responder.
- 2:30:44But
- 2:30:45it's.
- 2:30:45It's
- 2:30:45different.
- 2:30:46It's
- 2:30:46different.
- 2:30:46Yeah.
- 2:30:48I
- 2:30:48think
- 2:30:48the
- 2:30:49dynamic
- 2:30:49of
- 2:30:49their
- 2:30:50relationship
- 2:30:51professionally
- 2:30:52as
- 2:30:52well
- 2:30:52as
- 2:30:52personally,
- 2:30:53the
- 2:30:53parallel
- 2:30:54between
- 2:30:54Athena
- 2:30:55and
- 2:30:55Bobby
- 2:30:55will
- 2:30:56do
- 2:30:56anything
- 2:30:56for
- 2:30:57each
- 2:30:57other.
- 2:30:57They
- 2:30:58will
- 2:30:58kill.
- 2:30:58They
- 2:30:58will
- 2:30:58die
- 2:30:59for
- 2:30:59each
- 2:30:59other.
- 2:30:59And
- 2:30:59that's
- 2:31:00been
- 2:31:00established.
- 2:31:01And
- 2:31:01it's
- 2:31:01always
- 2:31:02next
- 2:31:02to
- 2:31:03Bucket.
- 2:31:04Eddie
- 2:31:04will
- 2:31:05do
- 2:31:05anything
- 2:31:05for
- 2:31:06each
- 2:31:06other.
- 2:31:06They
- 2:31:06will
- 2:31:06kill
- 2:31:07for
- 2:31:07each
- 2:31:07other.
- 2:31:07They
- 2:31:07will
- 2:31:08die
- 2:31:08for
- 2:31:08each
- 2:31:08other.
- 2:31:09And
- 2:31:09it's
- 2:31:09not
- 2:31:09to
- 2:31:10say
- 2:31:10the
- 2:31:10others
- 2:31:10won't,
- 2:31:12but
- 2:31:12I
- 2:31:12think.
- 2:31:13But
- 2:31:13it's
- 2:31:13different.
- 2:31:14The
- 2:31:14easiest
- 2:31:14parallel
- 2:31:15that
- 2:31:15we
- 2:31:15can
- 2:31:15see
- 2:31:15with
- 2:31:16so
- 2:31:16much
- 2:31:16of
- 2:31:16that,
- 2:31:16like,
- 2:31:16always
- 2:31:17having
- 2:31:17your
- 2:31:17back
- 2:31:17back
- 2:31:18is.
- 2:31:18Yeah.
- 2:31:19Athena
- 2:31:20and
- 2:31:20Bobby,
- 2:31:20especially
- 2:31:21when
- 2:31:21it
- 2:31:21comes
- 2:31:21to,
- 2:31:21like,
- 2:31:21dangerous
- 2:31:22situations.
- 2:31:23Yeah.
- 2:31:24Because
- 2:31:24it
- 2:31:24translates
- 2:31:25so
- 2:31:25easily
- 2:31:26from
- 2:31:27on
- 2:31:27the
- 2:31:27field
- 2:31:27to
- 2:31:28their
- 2:31:28personal
- 2:31:28lives,
- 2:31:29which
- 2:31:30we
- 2:31:30don't
- 2:31:30get
- 2:31:30as
- 2:31:30much
- 2:31:31of
- 2:31:31with
- 2:31:32Maddie
- 2:31:32and
- 2:31:33Chimney.
- 2:31:34We
- 2:31:34get
- 2:31:35that
- 2:31:35with
- 2:31:35them
- 2:31:35in
- 2:31:36a
- 2:31:36different
- 2:31:36way.
- 2:31:36But.
- 2:31:37But
- 2:31:37it's
- 2:31:37not
- 2:31:37exactly
- 2:31:38like
- 2:31:38Maddie
- 2:31:39is
- 2:31:39not
- 2:31:39usually
- 2:31:40able
- 2:31:40to
- 2:31:40be
- 2:31:40out
- 2:31:40in
- 2:31:41the
- 2:31:41field.
- 2:31:42She
- 2:31:42can't
- 2:31:43for
- 2:31:43Chim
- 2:31:44the
- 2:31:44same
- 2:31:44way
- 2:31:44Chim
- 2:31:45can
- 2:31:45for
- 2:31:45her.
- 2:31:45And
- 2:31:45that's
- 2:31:46not
- 2:31:46like
- 2:31:46a
- 2:31:46dig
- 2:31:46at
- 2:31:46them.
- 2:31:47It's
- 2:31:47just.
- 2:31:47Just,
- 2:31:48you
- 2:31:48know.
- 2:31:49Yeah.
- 2:31:51Where
- 2:31:51Chim
- 2:31:52had
- 2:31:52to
- 2:31:52show
- 2:31:52up
- 2:31:52for
- 2:31:53her
- 2:31:53because
- 2:31:53she
- 2:31:53got
- 2:31:53herself
- 2:31:54into
- 2:31:54some.
- 2:31:54Through
- 2:31:55dispatch.
- 2:31:55But
- 2:31:55it's
- 2:31:56not.
- 2:31:56She's.
- 2:31:56She's
- 2:31:57not
- 2:31:57in
- 2:31:57the
- 2:31:57field.
- 2:31:58No.
- 2:31:58Like,
- 2:31:58I.
- 2:31:59And
- 2:31:59I
- 2:31:59think
- 2:31:59that's
- 2:32:00kind
- 2:32:00of
- 2:32:00where
- 2:32:01the.
- 2:32:01The
- 2:32:02big.
- 2:32:02Yeah.
- 2:32:03Changes.
- 2:32:04Not
- 2:32:04to
- 2:32:04say
- 2:32:05that
- 2:32:05there
- 2:32:05aren't
- 2:32:05plenty
- 2:32:06of
- 2:32:06parallels
- 2:32:07with
- 2:32:07Maddie
- 2:32:07too,
- 2:32:07but.
- 2:32:08There
- 2:32:08are.
- 2:32:09But
- 2:32:09I'm,
- 2:32:09like,
- 2:32:09specifically
- 2:32:10thinking
- 2:32:10about,
- 2:32:11like.
- 2:32:11In
- 2:32:11the
- 2:32:11friend
- 2:32:11to
- 2:32:12lovers
- 2:32:12way.
- 2:32:13Yeah.
- 2:32:13I'm
- 2:32:14thinking
- 2:32:14about
- 2:32:14the
- 2:32:15episode
- 2:32:15where.
- 2:32:16Is
- 2:32:16it
- 2:32:16the
- 2:32:16same
- 2:32:17episode?
- 2:32:17I
- 2:32:18think
- 2:32:18it's
- 2:32:18the
- 2:32:18same
- 2:32:18episode.
- 2:32:19Right.
- 2:32:20Like,
- 2:32:20Eddie
- 2:32:20gets
- 2:32:21shot,
- 2:32:21Bobby
- 2:32:21gets
- 2:32:21shot,
- 2:32:22and
- 2:32:23Buck
- 2:32:23puts
- 2:32:23himself
- 2:32:24in
- 2:32:24the
- 2:32:25line
- 2:32:25of
- 2:32:25fire
- 2:32:26under
- 2:32:26a
- 2:32:26truck
- 2:32:27that
- 2:32:27he
- 2:32:27got
- 2:32:27crushed
- 2:32:28under.
- 2:32:29Yeah.
- 2:32:29To
- 2:32:29save
- 2:32:30him.
- 2:32:30And
- 2:32:30then
- 2:32:30Athena
- 2:32:31is
- 2:32:31like,
- 2:32:31give
- 2:32:32me
- 2:32:32turnouts
- 2:32:33and
- 2:32:33I'm
- 2:32:33gonna
- 2:32:34walk
- 2:32:34into
- 2:32:35this
- 2:32:35fire
- 2:32:35with
- 2:32:36a
- 2:32:36man
- 2:32:36who's,
- 2:32:37like,
- 2:32:37waving
- 2:32:37a
- 2:32:37gun
- 2:32:38around.
- 2:32:39It's
- 2:32:39the
- 2:32:39same
- 2:32:39thing.
- 2:32:40Yeah.
- 2:32:40Freak
- 2:32:41for
- 2:32:41freak.
- 2:32:45Masochist
- 2:32:46for
- 2:32:46masochist.
- 2:32:46Kissed.
- 2:32:47Yeah.
- 2:32:47Oh,
- 2:32:47that's
- 2:32:48it.
- 2:32:49That's
- 2:32:50the
- 2:32:50list.
- 2:32:51Deranged
- 2:32:52for
- 2:32:52deranged.
- 2:32:53Honestly,
- 2:32:53like,
- 2:32:54that's
- 2:32:54the
- 2:32:54thing
- 2:32:54that
- 2:32:55really
- 2:32:55popped
- 2:32:55to
- 2:32:55mind
- 2:32:56with.
- 2:32:56With
- 2:32:57the.
- 2:32:57Buck
- 2:32:57and.
- 2:32:58Or
- 2:32:58Bobby
- 2:32:58and
- 2:32:58Athena.
- 2:32:59Yeah.
- 2:33:00With
- 2:33:00the
- 2:33:00fire
- 2:33:01stuff
- 2:33:01too.
- 2:33:02And
- 2:33:02Bobby
- 2:33:02listening
- 2:33:03to
- 2:33:03Bobby
- 2:33:03listening
- 2:33:04to
- 2:33:04Athena
- 2:33:04get
- 2:33:04beat.
- 2:33:05There's
- 2:33:06so
- 2:33:06much.
- 2:33:07Okay,
- 2:33:08what
- 2:33:08else
- 2:33:09do
- 2:33:09I
- 2:33:09have
- 2:33:09here?
- 2:33:10Oh,
- 2:33:11I
- 2:33:11have
- 2:33:11missing
- 2:33:12personal
- 2:33:12space.
- 2:33:12I
- 2:33:12think
- 2:33:13I
- 2:33:13already
- 2:33:13mentioned
- 2:33:13that.
- 2:33:13The
- 2:33:14gazing
- 2:33:14into
- 2:33:14each
- 2:33:14other's
- 2:33:14eyes.
- 2:33:15I.
- 2:33:16They're
- 2:33:16just.
- 2:33:18The
- 2:33:18look
- 2:33:18on
- 2:33:18Buck's
- 2:33:19face
- 2:33:21after
- 2:33:22Eddie
- 2:33:22says
- 2:33:22this.
- 2:33:23It
- 2:33:23takes
- 2:33:23him
- 2:33:24two
- 2:33:24to
- 2:33:24four
- 2:33:24business
- 2:33:25days
- 2:33:26to
- 2:33:26get
- 2:33:26through
- 2:33:26that
- 2:33:27face
- 2:33:27journey.
- 2:33:27You
- 2:33:28see.
- 2:33:28You
- 2:33:28see
- 2:33:28him
- 2:33:29buffering
- 2:33:29Buck,
- 2:33:30Buckfering
- 2:33:31for
- 2:33:31English.
- 2:33:35Full
- 2:33:36circle.
- 2:33:37He's
- 2:33:37insane.
- 2:33:38I
- 2:33:38also,
- 2:33:39like.
- 2:33:40Can
- 2:33:40I
- 2:33:40just
- 2:33:41say
- 2:33:41the,
- 2:33:41the,
- 2:33:43like
- 2:33:43that
- 2:33:43entire
- 2:33:44scene,
- 2:33:44obviously,
- 2:33:45but
- 2:33:45the
- 2:33:46blocking
- 2:33:46and
- 2:33:47the
- 2:33:47lighting
- 2:33:47for
- 2:33:48that
- 2:33:48scene,
- 2:33:49it's
- 2:33:50so
- 2:33:51gorgeously
- 2:33:52lit.
- 2:33:52I
- 2:33:52mean,
- 2:33:52I
- 2:33:53think
- 2:33:53the
- 2:33:53loft
- 2:33:53just
- 2:33:54like
- 2:33:54lends
- 2:33:55itself
- 2:33:55very
- 2:33:56well
- 2:33:56to
- 2:33:57really
- 2:33:58lovely
- 2:33:58lighting
- 2:33:59to
- 2:33:59set
- 2:33:59the
- 2:33:59scenes.
- 2:34:00And
- 2:34:00we've
- 2:34:00seen
- 2:34:00this,
- 2:34:01we
- 2:34:01see
- 2:34:01it
- 2:34:02time
- 2:34:02and
- 2:34:02time
- 2:34:02again,
- 2:34:03but
- 2:34:03like
- 2:34:03the
- 2:34:03way
- 2:34:03the
- 2:34:04sun
- 2:34:04is
- 2:34:04coming
- 2:34:04in
- 2:34:05and
- 2:34:05like
- 2:34:05illuminating
- 2:34:06Buck's
- 2:34:06face
- 2:34:07and
- 2:34:07his
- 2:34:07eyes.
- 2:34:08But
- 2:34:08you
- 2:34:08also
- 2:34:09like
- 2:34:09again
- 2:34:10with
- 2:34:10the
- 2:34:10makeup
- 2:34:11department,
- 2:34:11you
- 2:34:11see
- 2:34:11like
- 2:34:12all
- 2:34:12of
- 2:34:12the.
- 2:34:13That
- 2:34:13he's
- 2:34:13gone
- 2:34:14through,
- 2:34:14like
- 2:34:15all
- 2:34:15of
- 2:34:15the
- 2:34:15injury
- 2:34:16that
- 2:34:16he
- 2:34:16sustained,
- 2:34:18you
- 2:34:18know,
- 2:34:19killing
- 2:34:19himself
- 2:34:20over
- 2:34:20to.
- 2:34:21To
- 2:34:21try
- 2:34:21to
- 2:34:21find
- 2:34:22Christopher
- 2:34:23and
- 2:34:24to
- 2:34:24just
- 2:34:24like
- 2:34:25have
- 2:34:25Eddie
- 2:34:27like
- 2:34:29direct
- 2:34:29eye
- 2:34:30contact
- 2:34:30with
- 2:34:30that
- 2:34:30as
- 2:34:31the
- 2:34:31light
- 2:34:31is
- 2:34:31streaming.
- 2:34:32I
- 2:34:32don't
- 2:34:32know.
- 2:34:32I
- 2:34:32think,
- 2:34:33I
- 2:34:33think
- 2:34:33the
- 2:34:33lighting
- 2:34:34is
- 2:34:34beautiful
- 2:34:35in
- 2:34:35that
- 2:34:35scene.
- 2:34:36Yeah.
- 2:34:37I
- 2:34:37don't
- 2:34:37know
- 2:34:37what
- 2:34:38else
- 2:34:38to
- 2:34:38say
- 2:34:38other
- 2:34:38than
- 2:34:38like,
- 2:34:39wow,
- 2:34:40pretty.
- 2:34:41It's
- 2:34:41so
- 2:34:41soft.
- 2:34:42And
- 2:34:43it's
- 2:34:43so
- 2:34:44different
- 2:34:44than
- 2:34:44the
- 2:34:44lighting
- 2:34:45we've
- 2:34:45seen
- 2:34:46throughout
- 2:34:46the
- 2:34:46rest
- 2:34:47of
- 2:34:47the
- 2:34:47episode
- 2:34:48too.
- 2:34:49It's
- 2:34:49that
- 2:34:50calm
- 2:34:51after
- 2:34:51the
- 2:34:51storm
- 2:34:52kind
- 2:34:52of.
- 2:34:54It's
- 2:34:54very
- 2:34:55romantic
- 2:34:55lighting.
- 2:34:56And
- 2:34:56just
- 2:34:56having.
- 2:34:56I
- 2:34:57wasn't
- 2:34:57kidding.
- 2:34:57That's
- 2:34:58literally
- 2:34:58romantic
- 2:34:58lighting.
- 2:34:59Yeah.
- 2:35:00And
- 2:35:00like,
- 2:35:00just
- 2:35:01like
- 2:35:01you
- 2:35:01said,
- 2:35:01shining
- 2:35:01on
- 2:35:02Buck's
- 2:35:02face
- 2:35:02and
- 2:35:02everything
- 2:35:03like
- 2:35:03that.
- 2:35:03But.
- 2:35:04And
- 2:35:04I
- 2:35:04think
- 2:35:04just
- 2:35:04when
- 2:35:05you
- 2:35:05look
- 2:35:05at
- 2:35:05the.
- 2:35:06We
- 2:35:06talk
- 2:35:07about
- 2:35:07feeling
- 2:35:07like
- 2:35:08he's
- 2:35:08home
- 2:35:08and
- 2:35:09the
- 2:35:09warmth
- 2:35:10and
- 2:35:10all
- 2:35:10of
- 2:35:10that.
- 2:35:10And
- 2:35:10that
- 2:35:11lighting
- 2:35:11in
- 2:35:11that
- 2:35:12scene
- 2:35:12really
- 2:35:12reflects
- 2:35:13golden
- 2:35:14and
- 2:35:14compared
- 2:35:14to
- 2:35:15the
- 2:35:15starkness
- 2:35:16of
- 2:35:17all
- 2:35:18of
- 2:35:18the
- 2:35:18other
- 2:35:18scenes,
- 2:35:19even
- 2:35:19the
- 2:35:19daytime
- 2:35:19scenes
- 2:35:20that
- 2:35:20we
- 2:35:20see
- 2:35:20Buck
- 2:35:21in.
- 2:35:21Yeah,
- 2:35:22and
- 2:35:22it's
- 2:35:23a
- 2:35:23lot
- 2:35:23harsher
- 2:35:23than.
- 2:35:24Than
- 2:35:24kind
- 2:35:25of
- 2:35:25what
- 2:35:25we're
- 2:35:25seeing,
- 2:35:26I
- 2:35:26guess.
- 2:35:27Also
- 2:35:28too,
- 2:35:28like,
- 2:35:30it's
- 2:35:30really
- 2:35:32like
- 2:35:32visually
- 2:35:33bringing
- 2:35:33Buck
- 2:35:34back
- 2:35:34into
- 2:35:34the
- 2:35:34light
- 2:35:35because
- 2:35:35he
- 2:35:36has
- 2:35:36been
- 2:35:36in
- 2:35:36such
- 2:35:36a
- 2:35:37dark
- 2:35:37place
- 2:35:38mentally.
- 2:35:39I
- 2:35:39mean,
- 2:35:39he
- 2:35:39still
- 2:35:39kind
- 2:35:40of
- 2:35:40will
- 2:35:40be,
- 2:35:41but
- 2:35:41like.
- 2:35:43But
- 2:35:44there's
- 2:35:44only
- 2:35:45so
- 2:35:45much
- 2:35:45an
- 2:35:458
- 2:35:45year
- 2:35:45old
- 2:35:46can
- 2:35:46do.
- 2:35:47I
- 2:35:47know,
- 2:35:48but
- 2:35:48with
- 2:35:49like
- 2:35:49the
- 2:35:49whole
- 2:35:50him
- 2:35:50being
- 2:35:50in
- 2:35:50like
- 2:35:51this
- 2:35:51really
- 2:35:51depressive
- 2:35:52state
- 2:35:52after
- 2:35:53his
- 2:35:53injuries
- 2:35:54and
- 2:35:54not
- 2:35:54being
- 2:35:54able
- 2:35:55to
- 2:35:55go
- 2:35:55back
- 2:35:55to
- 2:35:55firefighting.
- 2:35:57And
- 2:35:57then
- 2:35:57it's
- 2:35:58like,
- 2:35:58I
- 2:35:58guess
- 2:35:59we
- 2:35:59could
- 2:35:59say
- 2:35:59like
- 2:35:59the
- 2:36:00darkest
- 2:36:00before
- 2:36:00the
- 2:36:01dawn
- 2:36:01sort
- 2:36:01of
- 2:36:01thing
- 2:36:02with
- 2:36:03Buck
- 2:36:03and
- 2:36:04Eddie
- 2:36:04finding
- 2:36:04each
- 2:36:05other
- 2:36:05at
- 2:36:05the.
- 2:36:05At
- 2:36:05the
- 2:36:06field
- 2:36:06hospital
- 2:36:07and
- 2:36:07like
- 2:36:08having
- 2:36:08to
- 2:36:09almost
- 2:36:09say
- 2:36:10the
- 2:36:10worst
- 2:36:10thing
- 2:36:10imaginable.
- 2:36:11And
- 2:36:11then
- 2:36:12it's
- 2:36:12light
- 2:36:12again.
- 2:36:13So
- 2:36:13it's
- 2:36:13like,
- 2:36:13it
- 2:36:14really
- 2:36:14is,
- 2:36:14I
- 2:36:14think,
- 2:36:15like
- 2:36:15you
- 2:36:15said,
- 2:36:16Meg,
- 2:36:16the,
- 2:36:17The
- 2:36:17calm
- 2:36:17after
- 2:36:18the
- 2:36:18storm
- 2:36:18sort
- 2:36:18of
- 2:36:19thing.
- 2:36:19And
- 2:36:19it's.
- 2:36:19It's
- 2:36:20Buck
- 2:36:20being
- 2:36:21enlightened
- 2:36:22to
- 2:36:24one
- 2:36:24of
- 2:36:24his.
- 2:36:25One
- 2:36:25of
- 2:36:25his
- 2:36:26life.
- 2:36:26Life's
- 2:36:27purposes,
- 2:36:28which
- 2:36:29is
- 2:36:30the
- 2:36:30home
- 2:36:31that
- 2:36:31he's
- 2:36:32created
- 2:36:33between
- 2:36:33himself
- 2:36:34and
- 2:36:34Eddie
- 2:36:34and
- 2:36:35Christopher.
- 2:36:37Just
- 2:36:37good
- 2:36:38lighting.
- 2:36:39I'm
- 2:36:39a
- 2:36:39Sucker
- 2:36:39for
- 2:36:39good
- 2:36:40lighting,
- 2:36:41especially.
- 2:36:42Because
- 2:36:42shows
- 2:36:42are
- 2:36:42so
- 2:36:43dark
- 2:36:43now.
- 2:36:46Need
- 2:36:46more
- 2:36:46color.
- 2:36:47I
- 2:36:48know.
- 2:36:48Right,
- 2:36:48right.
- 2:36:49We
- 2:36:49could
- 2:36:49go
- 2:36:49back
- 2:36:50to
- 2:36:50my.
- 2:36:51I.
- 2:36:51I
- 2:36:52think
- 2:36:52I
- 2:36:52said
- 2:36:52this,
- 2:36:52like,
- 2:36:54very
- 2:36:54early
- 2:36:54on
- 2:36:55in
- 2:36:55the
- 2:36:55beginning.
- 2:36:55The
- 2:36:56stuff
- 2:36:56about
- 2:36:56the
- 2:36:57full
- 2:36:58circle
- 2:36:58theme
- 2:37:00with.
- 2:37:01I
- 2:37:01think
- 2:37:01it
- 2:37:02was
- 2:37:03Max
- 2:37:03and
- 2:37:04Stacy,
- 2:37:04the.
- 2:37:04The
- 2:37:05divorce
- 2:37:05couple,
- 2:37:05talking
- 2:37:06about,
- 2:37:06like,
- 2:37:06we're
- 2:37:06coming
- 2:37:07full
- 2:37:07circle
- 2:37:07sort
- 2:37:07of
- 2:37:07thing.
- 2:37:08So
- 2:37:09I.
- 2:37:10Ferris
- 2:37:10wheel.
- 2:37:11On
- 2:37:11a
- 2:37:11Ferris
- 2:37:12wheel.
- 2:37:12I
- 2:37:12know.
- 2:37:12I
- 2:37:13love
- 2:37:13that.
- 2:37:13Kind
- 2:37:13of,
- 2:37:13like,
- 2:37:15that
- 2:37:15moves
- 2:37:15and
- 2:37:16doesn't
- 2:37:16go
- 2:37:16anywhere.
- 2:37:17Huh?
- 2:37:18It's
- 2:37:18like
- 2:37:18a
- 2:37:18hamster
- 2:37:18wheel.
- 2:37:20Oh,
- 2:37:21interesting.
- 2:37:22So
- 2:37:22I
- 2:37:23kind
- 2:37:23of
- 2:37:23thought
- 2:37:23it
- 2:37:24was
- 2:37:24really
- 2:37:25interesting.
- 2:37:26I
- 2:37:26need
- 2:37:26to
- 2:37:26come
- 2:37:27up
- 2:37:27with
- 2:37:27a
- 2:37:27better
- 2:37:27word
- 2:37:27than
- 2:37:28interesting.
- 2:37:29I
- 2:37:29liked
- 2:37:31in
- 2:37:31my
- 2:37:31head
- 2:37:31tying
- 2:37:32Eddie
- 2:37:33dropping
- 2:37:34Chris
- 2:37:34off
- 2:37:34with
- 2:37:34Buck
- 2:37:35at
- 2:37:35the
- 2:37:35end
- 2:37:35of
- 2:37:35this
- 2:37:35episode
- 2:37:36to
- 2:37:38the
- 2:37:38very
- 2:37:38beginning
- 2:37:39of.
- 2:37:40What
- 2:37:41was
- 2:37:41it?
- 2:37:42301.
- 2:37:42302.
- 2:37:43301.
- 2:37:44Yeah.
- 2:37:451.
- 2:37:45Thank
- 2:37:45you
- 2:37:46to
- 2:37:46Eddie
- 2:37:47dropping
- 2:37:47Chris
- 2:37:48off
- 2:37:48at
- 2:37:48301.
- 2:37:50Because
- 2:37:50this
- 2:37:51is
- 2:37:51very
- 2:37:52full
- 2:37:53circle.
- 2:37:54Right.
- 2:37:55So
- 2:37:55Eddie
- 2:37:56drops
- 2:37:56him
- 2:37:56off
- 2:37:57to
- 2:37:57get
- 2:37:57Buck
- 2:37:58out
- 2:37:58of
- 2:37:58his
- 2:37:58head
- 2:37:59in.
- 2:37:59In
- 2:37:59301.
- 2:38:00He
- 2:38:01brings
- 2:38:01Chris
- 2:38:01over
- 2:38:01to
- 2:38:01get
- 2:38:02Buck
- 2:38:02out
- 2:38:02of
- 2:38:02his
- 2:38:02head
- 2:38:03to
- 2:38:03get
- 2:38:03him
- 2:38:03out
- 2:38:03of
- 2:38:03that,
- 2:38:03like,
- 2:38:04depressive
- 2:38:04episode
- 2:38:05about
- 2:38:06being
- 2:38:06a
- 2:38:06failure
- 2:38:07because
- 2:38:08he
- 2:38:08can
- 2:38:08no
- 2:38:09longer
- 2:38:09or
- 2:38:09right
- 2:38:10now
- 2:38:10be
- 2:38:10a
- 2:38:10firefighter.
- 2:38:11So
- 2:38:12he
- 2:38:12feel.
- 2:38:12So
- 2:38:13he's
- 2:38:13trying
- 2:38:13to
- 2:38:13get
- 2:38:14Buck
- 2:38:14to
- 2:38:14feel
- 2:38:14like.
- 2:38:15Not
- 2:38:15like
- 2:38:15a
- 2:38:15failure
- 2:38:16professionally.
- 2:38:17Right.
- 2:38:18And
- 2:38:19then
- 2:38:20he
- 2:38:21brings
- 2:38:21him
- 2:38:21over
- 2:38:21again
- 2:38:22in
- 2:38:22this
- 2:38:22episode
- 2:38:23to
- 2:38:24get
- 2:38:24Buck
- 2:38:24out
- 2:38:24of
- 2:38:25his
- 2:38:25head
- 2:38:25again
- 2:38:26to
- 2:38:26try
- 2:38:27to
- 2:38:27stem
- 2:38:27that
- 2:38:28spiraling
- 2:38:29about
- 2:38:30Buck
- 2:38:31feeling
- 2:38:31like
- 2:38:31a
- 2:38:31failure
- 2:38:32personally.
- 2:38:33For
- 2:38:33sure.
- 2:38:33Sure.
- 2:38:34Yeah.
- 2:38:34Because
- 2:38:34of
- 2:38:35Christopher.
- 2:38:36And
- 2:38:37it.
- 2:38:37It
- 2:38:38works
- 2:38:38both
- 2:38:39times.
- 2:38:40But
- 2:38:40spec.
- 2:38:40So
- 2:38:41there's
- 2:38:41that
- 2:38:41full
- 2:38:42circle
- 2:38:42in
- 2:38:43that
- 2:38:43way.
- 2:38:43But
- 2:38:43also
- 2:38:44what
- 2:38:44Max
- 2:38:44and
- 2:38:45Stacy
- 2:38:45say
- 2:38:46on
- 2:38:46the
- 2:38:46Ferris
- 2:38:47wheel
- 2:38:47where,
- 2:38:49you
- 2:38:49know,
- 2:38:49the
- 2:38:49husband
- 2:38:50is
- 2:38:50like,
- 2:38:50everything
- 2:38:50comes
- 2:38:51full
- 2:38:51circle.
- 2:38:52The.
- 2:38:53Everything
- 2:38:53looks
- 2:38:53the
- 2:38:54same.
- 2:38:54The
- 2:38:54places
- 2:38:54are
- 2:38:54the
- 2:38:54same,
- 2:38:55but
- 2:38:55the
- 2:38:55wife
- 2:38:55says.
- 2:38:56But
- 2:38:57they
- 2:38:57changed.
- 2:38:58The
- 2:38:58people
- 2:38:58changed.
- 2:38:59And
- 2:38:59I
- 2:39:00just.
- 2:39:00Just
- 2:39:01something
- 2:39:01about
- 2:39:02that.
- 2:39:02I'm
- 2:39:02like,
- 2:39:03this
- 2:39:03feels
- 2:39:04like
- 2:39:05I
- 2:39:05just
- 2:39:06wrote,
- 2:39:06like,
- 2:39:06something.
- 2:39:06Something
- 2:39:07buddy,
- 2:39:07relationship,
- 2:39:08breadcrumbs
- 2:39:09leading
- 2:39:09to,
- 2:39:10like,
- 2:39:10leading
- 2:39:10into
- 2:39:10ab.
- 2:39:11I
- 2:39:11don't
- 2:39:11know.
- 2:39:11It
- 2:39:11was
- 2:39:11like.
- 2:39:12I
- 2:39:12don't
- 2:39:12even
- 2:39:12know.
- 2:39:13I
- 2:39:13don't
- 2:39:13even
- 2:39:13know
- 2:39:13what
- 2:39:13to
- 2:39:14do
- 2:39:14with
- 2:39:14this.
- 2:39:14Like.
- 2:39:14Like
- 2:39:15something
- 2:39:15about
- 2:39:16how,
- 2:39:17you
- 2:39:18know,
- 2:39:18things
- 2:39:18come.
- 2:39:19Things
- 2:39:19come
- 2:39:19full
- 2:39:19circle
- 2:39:20with
- 2:39:20Buck
- 2:39:21and
- 2:39:21Christopher
- 2:39:22and,
- 2:39:22like,
- 2:39:22finding
- 2:39:24Buck
- 2:39:24and.
- 2:39:25And
- 2:39:25incorporating
- 2:39:26them
- 2:39:26as,
- 2:39:27like,
- 2:39:27this
- 2:39:28family
- 2:39:28unit.
- 2:39:29And
- 2:39:29I
- 2:39:29think
- 2:39:30what
- 2:39:30we
- 2:39:30were.
- 2:39:30What
- 2:39:31we
- 2:39:31mentioned
- 2:39:31a
- 2:39:31little
- 2:39:32earlier
- 2:39:32about
- 2:39:33this
- 2:39:33is
- 2:39:33basically
- 2:39:34Christopher
- 2:39:35choosing
- 2:39:35Buck.
- 2:39:36You
- 2:39:36know,
- 2:39:36like,
- 2:39:37Eddie
- 2:39:37thinks
- 2:39:38that
- 2:39:39he
- 2:39:39needs
- 2:39:39to
- 2:39:40provide
- 2:39:40a
- 2:39:40mother
- 2:39:40for
- 2:39:41Christopher,
- 2:39:41but
- 2:39:41Christopher
- 2:39:42never
- 2:39:42asked
- 2:39:42for
- 2:39:43that.
- 2:39:43Christopher
- 2:39:44has
- 2:39:44already
- 2:39:45kind
- 2:39:45of
- 2:39:45chosen
- 2:39:45Buck
- 2:39:46here.
- 2:39:46So.
- 2:39:46Yeah,
- 2:39:46I
- 2:39:47don't
- 2:39:47know.
- 2:39:47I
- 2:39:47kind
- 2:39:47of.
- 2:39:49The
- 2:39:49threads
- 2:39:49are
- 2:39:50loose,
- 2:39:50but
- 2:39:50I'm
- 2:39:51kind
- 2:39:51of
- 2:39:51trying
- 2:39:52to
- 2:39:52connect
- 2:39:52those
- 2:39:53together
- 2:39:53where
- 2:39:53it's
- 2:39:54like.
- 2:39:54Like
- 2:39:55the.
- 2:39:55The
- 2:39:56places
- 2:39:56are
- 2:39:56the
- 2:39:56same,
- 2:39:57the
- 2:39:57environment's
- 2:39:57kind
- 2:39:58of
- 2:39:58the
- 2:39:58same,
- 2:39:58but
- 2:39:58the
- 2:39:58people
- 2:39:58have
- 2:39:59changed.
- 2:40:00So
- 2:40:01like,
- 2:40:01are
- 2:40:02you
- 2:40:02talking
- 2:40:02about
- 2:40:03now.
- 2:40:04And
- 2:40:04where
- 2:40:04we
- 2:40:04are
- 2:40:04right
- 2:40:05now
- 2:40:05or
- 2:40:05currently
- 2:40:07in
- 2:40:07season
- 2:40:07eight?
- 2:40:09Both.
- 2:40:09A
- 2:40:10little
- 2:40:10both.
- 2:40:10But.
- 2:40:11But
- 2:40:11I
- 2:40:11think
- 2:40:12it's.
- 2:40:12I
- 2:40:12think
- 2:40:12I
- 2:40:12said
- 2:40:13especially
- 2:40:13leading
- 2:40:13into.
- 2:40:14Eight,
- 2:40:14I
- 2:40:14was
- 2:40:14like.
- 2:40:14Cuz
- 2:40:15eight's
- 2:40:15pretty
- 2:40:15obvious.
- 2:40:16Yeah.
- 2:40:19Especially
- 2:40:19with
- 2:40:20all
- 2:40:20of
- 2:40:20the
- 2:40:20parallels
- 2:40:21that
- 2:40:21we've
- 2:40:22been.
- 2:40:22Yes.
- 2:40:23So
- 2:40:23I
- 2:40:23think.
- 2:40:23I
- 2:40:23think
- 2:40:24that's
- 2:40:24what
- 2:40:24I
- 2:40:24was
- 2:40:24thinking.
- 2:40:25Leading
- 2:40:25into
- 2:40:258B,
- 2:40:26with
- 2:40:26all
- 2:40:26of
- 2:40:26the
- 2:40:26parallels
- 2:40:27that
- 2:40:27we
- 2:40:27have
- 2:40:27been
- 2:40:28given.
- 2:40:28All
- 2:40:28of
- 2:40:28the
- 2:40:29Eddie
- 2:40:29and
- 2:40:30Tommy
- 2:40:30parallels,
- 2:40:31all
- 2:40:31of
- 2:40:31the
- 2:40:32Eddie
- 2:40:32and
- 2:40:33Abby
- 2:40:33parallels,
- 2:40:34the.
- 2:40:36Everything
- 2:40:36around
- 2:40:36them
- 2:40:37is
- 2:40:37the
- 2:40:37same,
- 2:40:37but
- 2:40:38the
- 2:40:38people
- 2:40:38are
- 2:40:38different.
- 2:40:39So
- 2:40:39switch
- 2:40:40out
- 2:40:40one
- 2:40:40of
- 2:40:40them.
- 2:40:41Or
- 2:40:41the.
- 2:40:42Even
- 2:40:42the
- 2:40:42Buck
- 2:40:42and
- 2:40:43Shannon
- 2:40:43parallels.
- 2:40:45All
- 2:40:46of
- 2:40:46that
- 2:40:46kind
- 2:40:46of
- 2:40:46outside
- 2:40:47stuff
- 2:40:47is
- 2:40:47the
- 2:40:47same.
- 2:40:47Just
- 2:40:48switch
- 2:40:48out.
- 2:40:48Out
- 2:40:49the.
- 2:40:49The
- 2:40:50players.
- 2:40:50So
- 2:40:50the
- 2:40:51people
- 2:40:51have
- 2:40:51changed.
- 2:40:51And
- 2:40:52also
- 2:40:52inherently,
- 2:40:52Buck
- 2:40:53and
- 2:40:53Eddie
- 2:40:53have
- 2:40:53changed
- 2:40:54enough
- 2:40:55in
- 2:40:55themselves.
- 2:40:57Yeah,
- 2:40:57they've.
- 2:40:58I
- 2:40:58mean,
- 2:40:58they've
- 2:40:59completely
- 2:40:59changed,
- 2:40:59I
- 2:40:59think.
- 2:40:59And
- 2:41:00it's
- 2:41:00a
- 2:41:00very
- 2:41:00easy
- 2:41:01like
- 2:41:02comparison
- 2:41:02to
- 2:41:02make.
- 2:41:03Especially
- 2:41:03at
- 2:41:03the
- 2:41:03end
- 2:41:04of
- 2:41:04episode
- 2:41:0510
- 2:41:05when
- 2:41:06you're
- 2:41:06visually
- 2:41:06comparing
- 2:41:08them
- 2:41:08to
- 2:41:09how
- 2:41:09they
- 2:41:09looked
- 2:41:10in
- 2:41:10the
- 2:41:10first
- 2:41:11episode
- 2:41:11they're
- 2:41:11seen
- 2:41:11together,
- 2:41:12which
- 2:41:12is
- 2:41:12Eddie
- 2:41:12in
- 2:41:13a
- 2:41:13black
- 2:41:13tank
- 2:41:13top
- 2:41:14and
- 2:41:14Buck
- 2:41:14in
- 2:41:15a
- 2:41:15gray
- 2:41:15shirt.
- 2:41:15Hurt.
- 2:41:16Right.
- 2:41:16So
- 2:41:17that's
- 2:41:17like
- 2:41:17their
- 2:41:17very
- 2:41:18first
- 2:41:18confrontation.
- 2:41:19And
- 2:41:20this
- 2:41:20is
- 2:41:20their
- 2:41:21last,
- 2:41:21most
- 2:41:22recent
- 2:41:22confrontation
- 2:41:23to
- 2:41:23us,
- 2:41:23because
- 2:41:24we
- 2:41:24just
- 2:41:24watched
- 2:41:24that
- 2:41:24a
- 2:41:25couple
- 2:41:25days
- 2:41:25ago
- 2:41:25and
- 2:41:25they're
- 2:41:26different
- 2:41:26people.
- 2:41:26They're
- 2:41:27both
- 2:41:27different
- 2:41:27people
- 2:41:28than
- 2:41:28they
- 2:41:29were
- 2:41:29when
- 2:41:30they
- 2:41:30met.
- 2:41:30Yeah.
- 2:41:31But
- 2:41:31it's
- 2:41:31full
- 2:41:31circle.
- 2:41:32Exactly.
- 2:41:33Thank
- 2:41:34you.
- 2:41:34This
- 2:41:34is
- 2:41:35what
- 2:41:35I
- 2:41:35was.
- 2:41:35Yeah.
- 2:41:36This
- 2:41:36is
- 2:41:36how
- 2:41:37somehow
- 2:41:37I
- 2:41:37was
- 2:41:37trying.
- 2:41:38To
- 2:41:38get
- 2:41:38there,
- 2:41:39but
- 2:41:40it's
- 2:41:40full
- 2:41:40circle.
- 2:41:41You
- 2:41:41know.
- 2:41:41Why?
- 2:41:42Why?
- 2:41:43Because
- 2:41:44when
- 2:41:44they
- 2:41:44met,
- 2:41:45Buck
- 2:41:45had
- 2:41:46just
- 2:41:46been
- 2:41:46left
- 2:41:47and
- 2:41:48Eddie
- 2:41:49had
- 2:41:50just
- 2:41:50left.
- 2:41:51Yeah.
- 2:41:52Yeah.
- 2:41:54I
- 2:41:54just
- 2:41:54like,
- 2:41:54for.
- 2:41:55He
- 2:41:55left.
- 2:41:55For
- 2:41:55Christopher,
- 2:41:56like,
- 2:41:56he
- 2:41:56left
- 2:41:57because
- 2:41:58he
- 2:41:58was
- 2:41:58like,
- 2:41:58I
- 2:41:58need
- 2:41:58to
- 2:41:59get
- 2:41:59Chris
- 2:41:59away
- 2:42:00from
- 2:42:00Christopher.
- 2:42:00I
- 2:42:00need
- 2:42:01to
- 2:42:01get
- 2:42:01Chris
- 2:42:01away
- 2:42:01from
- 2:42:02my
- 2:42:02parents.
- 2:42:03Because
- 2:42:03that's
- 2:42:03what's
- 2:42:03best
- 2:42:04for
- 2:42:04him.
- 2:42:05Yeah.
- 2:42:06Had
- 2:42:06a
- 2:42:06job
- 2:42:06opportunity.
- 2:42:08So
- 2:42:08he
- 2:42:08was.
- 2:42:09He
- 2:42:09was
- 2:42:09running
- 2:42:09away.
- 2:42:10He
- 2:42:10was
- 2:42:10leaving
- 2:42:11for
- 2:42:11Christopher
- 2:42:12and
- 2:42:14Buck
- 2:42:14had
- 2:42:14just
- 2:42:15been
- 2:42:15left
- 2:42:15by
- 2:42:17the
- 2:42:18most
- 2:42:19significant
- 2:42:20relationship.
- 2:42:21Yeah.
- 2:42:22The
- 2:42:22most
- 2:42:23transformative
- 2:42:24relationship
- 2:42:25he
- 2:42:25had
- 2:42:26had
- 2:42:27until
- 2:42:27now.
- 2:42:29Yeah.
- 2:42:30So
- 2:42:30it's
- 2:42:31like
- 2:42:31all
- 2:42:31of.
- 2:42:32All
- 2:42:32of
- 2:42:32this
- 2:42:32stuff,
- 2:42:32like
- 2:42:34going
- 2:42:34back
- 2:42:35to
- 2:42:35season
- 2:42:36three
- 2:42:36with
- 2:42:37this
- 2:42:37kind
- 2:42:37of
- 2:42:37stuff,
- 2:42:38like
- 2:42:41gestures
- 2:42:41to
- 2:42:41the
- 2:42:42evidence
- 2:42:42before
- 2:42:43you.
- 2:42:43Like.
- 2:42:44I
- 2:42:45don't
- 2:42:45know.
- 2:42:46Words.
- 2:42:46Words
- 2:42:46are
- 2:42:47hard.
- 2:42:47I.
- 2:42:47That
- 2:42:48was.
- 2:42:48That's
- 2:42:48like
- 2:42:48a
- 2:42:49very
- 2:42:50abstract
- 2:42:51concept
- 2:42:51that
- 2:42:51I
- 2:42:51was
- 2:42:52trying
- 2:42:52to
- 2:42:52like
- 2:42:53relate
- 2:42:53it
- 2:42:53to
- 2:42:53on
- 2:42:54multiple
- 2:42:54levels
- 2:42:54there.
- 2:42:55Well,
- 2:42:55think
- 2:42:55about
- 2:42:55where
- 2:42:56we
- 2:42:56end.
- 2:42:56Even
- 2:42:56just
- 2:42:57this
- 2:42:57season.
- 2:42:58Look
- 2:42:59at
- 2:42:59where
- 2:42:59we
- 2:42:59are.
- 2:43:00Look
- 2:43:00at
- 2:43:00where
- 2:43:01we
- 2:43:01started.
- 2:43:02Yeah.
- 2:43:03The
- 2:43:03fact
- 2:43:03that
- 2:43:03they're
- 2:43:03alive
- 2:43:04is
- 2:43:04a
- 2:43:04miracle.
- 2:43:08The
- 2:43:08end
- 2:43:08of
- 2:43:09season
- 2:43:09three
- 2:43:10ends
- 2:43:11with
- 2:43:11Eddie
- 2:43:12on.
- 2:43:13With
- 2:43:13Eddie
- 2:43:14watching
- 2:43:15Christopher
- 2:43:16and
- 2:43:16Buck
- 2:43:16on
- 2:43:17his
- 2:43:17couch.
- 2:43:18Yeah.
- 2:43:19Saying,
- 2:43:20this
- 2:43:20is
- 2:43:20the
- 2:43:20family
- 2:43:21we
- 2:43:21choose.
- 2:43:23This
- 2:43:23is
- 2:43:23the
- 2:43:23family
- 2:43:24we
- 2:43:24chose.
- 2:43:25Right.
- 2:43:25If
- 2:43:26you're
- 2:43:26doing
- 2:43:26full
- 2:43:27circle,
- 2:43:27just
- 2:43:27like
- 2:43:27this
- 2:43:28season,
- 2:43:28and
- 2:43:29yeah,
- 2:43:29if
- 2:43:29you
- 2:43:30look
- 2:43:30at
- 2:43:30where
- 2:43:30they
- 2:43:30started
- 2:43:31and
- 2:43:31where
- 2:43:31they
- 2:43:31end
- 2:43:31up,
- 2:43:32it's
- 2:43:32them
- 2:43:33choosing
- 2:43:33each
- 2:43:34other
- 2:43:34as
- 2:43:34a
- 2:43:34family.
- 2:43:35Yes.
- 2:43:37Yeah.
- 2:43:38I
- 2:43:38love
- 2:43:39full
- 2:43:39circle
- 2:43:39stuff.
- 2:43:40Like
- 2:43:40Ouroboros
- 2:43:41says,
- 2:43:43whatever
- 2:43:44the.
- 2:43:44The
- 2:43:45plural
- 2:43:45of
- 2:43:45that
- 2:43:45is.
- 2:43:46I
- 2:43:46think
- 2:43:47you
- 2:43:47just.
- 2:43:47Yeah,
- 2:43:47that's
- 2:43:47like
- 2:43:47one
- 2:43:48of
- 2:43:48my
- 2:43:49favorite,
- 2:43:49like,
- 2:43:50metaphorical,
- 2:43:51like,
- 2:43:51narrative
- 2:43:51thing
- 2:43:52is,
- 2:43:52especially
- 2:43:52when
- 2:43:53it's
- 2:43:53like
- 2:43:54you
- 2:43:54kind
- 2:43:54of
- 2:43:54end
- 2:43:54up
- 2:43:55in
- 2:43:55a
- 2:43:55similar
- 2:43:55place,
- 2:43:56but
- 2:43:56like,
- 2:43:56the.
- 2:43:57The.
- 2:43:57The
- 2:43:58journey
- 2:43:58has
- 2:43:59changed
- 2:43:59you
- 2:43:59inherently.
- 2:44:00Right.
- 2:44:02So,
- 2:44:02like,
- 2:44:02it
- 2:44:02looks
- 2:44:03like
- 2:44:03it's
- 2:44:03the.
- 2:44:03Like
- 2:44:04you're.
- 2:44:04Like
- 2:44:04you
- 2:44:04haven't
- 2:44:05had
- 2:44:06any
- 2:44:06movement
- 2:44:06there,
- 2:44:06but
- 2:44:07it's
- 2:44:07like.
- 2:44:07It's
- 2:44:07all
- 2:44:08that
- 2:44:08internal
- 2:44:09growth
- 2:44:10sort
- 2:44:11of
- 2:44:11thing.
- 2:44:12I
- 2:44:12love
- 2:44:12that
- 2:44:12stuff.
- 2:44:13Yeah.
- 2:44:14That's
- 2:44:14a
- 2:44:14good.
- 2:44:15Thank
- 2:44:15you.
- 2:44:16I'm
- 2:44:16good.
- 2:44:17Good.
- 2:44:18I'm
- 2:44:19good.
- 2:44:22I
- 2:44:22just
- 2:44:22feel
- 2:44:22like
- 2:44:22we
- 2:44:22just
- 2:44:23feel
- 2:44:23even
- 2:44:24more
- 2:44:24insane
- 2:44:24about
- 2:44:25all
- 2:44:25of
- 2:44:25this.
- 2:44:26Oh,
- 2:44:26for
- 2:44:26sure.
- 2:44:27Because
- 2:44:28this
- 2:44:28is
- 2:44:29worse.
- 2:44:29This
- 2:44:29is
- 2:44:30worse
- 2:44:30than
- 2:44:31post
- 2:44:3274
- 2:44:33or.
- 2:44:33No.
- 2:44:34I
- 2:44:34was
- 2:44:34trying
- 2:44:34to
- 2:44:35make
- 2:44:35a
- 2:44:35Supernatural
- 2:44:36comparison.
- 2:44:36I
- 2:44:36was
- 2:44:36like,
- 2:44:37wow,
- 2:44:37I
- 2:44:37have
- 2:44:38divorced
- 2:44:38myself
- 2:44:39from
- 2:44:39that
- 2:44:39so
- 2:44:39much
- 2:44:40that
- 2:44:40I'm
- 2:44:40like,
- 2:44:40what's
- 2:44:41the
- 2:44:41episode?
- 2:44:42Yes.
- 2:44:43Thank
- 2:44:43you.
- 2:44:43Despair.
- 2:44:4415.
- 2:44:4515
- 2:44:4518.
- 2:44:46Thank
- 2:44:46you.
- 2:44:46I
- 2:44:46was
- 2:44:47trying
- 2:44:47to
- 2:44:47remember
- 2:44:47the
- 2:44:47episode
- 2:44:48number.
- 2:44:48It's
- 2:44:49worse
- 2:44:49than
- 2:44:491518.
- 2:44:50Do
- 2:44:51you
- 2:44:51know
- 2:44:51why?
- 2:44:51Because
- 2:44:52we
- 2:44:52were
- 2:44:52going
- 2:44:52insane.
- 2:44:53Being
- 2:44:53like
- 2:44:53we're
- 2:44:53clowning
- 2:44:54right.
- 2:44:55With
- 2:44:55despair,
- 2:44:56but
- 2:44:56with
- 2:44:56this,
- 2:44:56I'm
- 2:44:56just
- 2:44:57like,
- 2:44:57I'm
- 2:44:57going
- 2:44:57insane
- 2:44:58because,
- 2:44:58like,
- 2:44:59it's
- 2:44:59happening.
- 2:44:59But
- 2:45:00how
- 2:45:00is
- 2:45:00it
- 2:45:00happening?
- 2:45:00How
- 2:45:00are
- 2:45:01we
- 2:45:01getting
- 2:45:01there?
- 2:45:02Yeah.
- 2:45:03I'm
- 2:45:03not
- 2:45:03gonna
- 2:45:03lie.
- 2:45:04809
- 2:45:06made
- 2:45:06me
- 2:45:06feel
- 2:45:08almost
- 2:45:08like,
- 2:45:09not
- 2:45:09totally
- 2:45:10insane
- 2:45:11as
- 2:45:11I
- 2:45:11did
- 2:45:12that
- 2:45:12night,
- 2:45:12but,
- 2:45:12like,
- 2:45:13it
- 2:45:13was
- 2:45:13pretty
- 2:45:13close.
- 2:45:14Yeah.
- 2:45:15Yeah.
- 2:45:15Wait,
- 2:45:15809.
- 2:45:16Yeah.
- 2:45:16Yeah.
- 2:45:17Because
- 2:45:17I
- 2:45:17was
- 2:45:18just,
- 2:45:18like,
- 2:45:19I
- 2:45:19was
- 2:45:19awake.
- 2:45:20I
- 2:45:20was
- 2:45:21looking
- 2:45:21for
- 2:45:21things.
- 2:45:22I
- 2:45:22was.
- 2:45:23I
- 2:45:24need
- 2:45:24more.
- 2:45:25And
- 2:45:25then.
- 2:45:26Yeah.
- 2:45:28But
- 2:45:281518,
- 2:45:29I
- 2:45:29mean,
- 2:45:29we
- 2:45:29didn't
- 2:45:30sleep.
- 2:45:30We
- 2:45:30didn't
- 2:45:30eat.
- 2:45:30We
- 2:45:30didn't.
- 2:45:31I
- 2:45:31don't
- 2:45:31even
- 2:45:31know
- 2:45:31what
- 2:45:31the.
- 2:45:32No.
- 2:45:32What
- 2:45:33happened
- 2:45:33that
- 2:45:33week
- 2:45:34of
- 2:45:34an
- 2:45:34absolute.
- 2:45:35It
- 2:45:35was
- 2:45:36two
- 2:45:36weeks
- 2:45:36of
- 2:45:36an
- 2:45:36absolute
- 2:45:37fugue
- 2:45:37state.
- 2:45:38So
- 2:45:38are
- 2:45:38all
- 2:45:38of
- 2:45:38us.
- 2:45:39Imagine.
- 2:45:40It's
- 2:45:41gonna
- 2:45:41be
- 2:45:41like
- 2:45:41a
- 2:45:42month
- 2:45:42at
- 2:45:43least.
- 2:45:44All
- 2:45:44I'm
- 2:45:44saying
- 2:45:45is
- 2:45:45when.
- 2:45:46When
- 2:45:46it
- 2:45:47goes
- 2:45:47canon
- 2:45:47and
- 2:45:48they
- 2:45:48kiss.
- 2:45:48Guys,
- 2:45:49do
- 2:45:49your
- 2:45:49live
- 2:45:49stream
- 2:45:50afterwards.
- 2:45:51I
- 2:45:51will
- 2:45:51be
- 2:45:52hunting
- 2:45:52down
- 2:45:52your.
- 2:45:53Your
- 2:45:53link
- 2:45:53to
- 2:45:54join
- 2:45:54you
- 2:45:55to
- 2:45:55just
- 2:45:55lose
- 2:45:56my
- 2:45:56mind.
- 2:45:58You
- 2:45:58can
- 2:45:58come
- 2:45:58on
- 2:45:58the
- 2:45:58live
- 2:45:59stream.
- 2:45:59We
- 2:45:59might.
- 2:46:01I
- 2:46:01will
- 2:46:01find
- 2:46:01You.
- 2:46:02Because
- 2:46:02I
- 2:46:03think
- 2:46:03we'll
- 2:46:03be
- 2:46:03like,
- 2:46:03we'll.
- 2:46:04Need
- 2:46:05you
- 2:46:05support
- 2:46:06person.
- 2:46:07Oh,
- 2:46:08you
- 2:46:08think
- 2:46:08I'll
- 2:46:09be
- 2:46:09a
- 2:46:09normal
- 2:46:09human.
- 2:46:10That's
- 2:46:10adorable.
- 2:46:11Well,
- 2:46:11Rachel
- 2:46:12does
- 2:46:12this
- 2:46:12thing
- 2:46:12that
- 2:46:12I
- 2:46:13just
- 2:46:13discovered
- 2:46:13recently
- 2:46:14where
- 2:46:14she
- 2:46:14just
- 2:46:14goes
- 2:46:14non
- 2:46:14verbal.
- 2:46:17I've
- 2:46:18never
- 2:46:18had
- 2:46:18that
- 2:46:19problem.
- 2:46:19Non
- 2:46:20verbal.
- 2:46:20I
- 2:46:20know
- 2:46:20I
- 2:46:20don't
- 2:46:21usually.
- 2:46:22Do
- 2:46:23you
- 2:46:23remember
- 2:46:23when
- 2:46:23we
- 2:46:23were
- 2:46:23watching
- 2:46:24this.
- 2:46:25This
- 2:46:25week's
- 2:46:25episode,
- 2:46:27she
- 2:46:27just
- 2:46:27literally.
- 2:46:28You
- 2:46:28know
- 2:46:28how
- 2:46:29normally
- 2:46:29you
- 2:46:29and
- 2:46:29I
- 2:46:29are
- 2:46:30like,
- 2:46:30like
- 2:46:30stoic
- 2:46:31faced
- 2:46:31ones?
- 2:46:32Yeah.
- 2:46:32And
- 2:46:32I
- 2:46:33always,
- 2:46:33like.
- 2:46:33She
- 2:46:34literally
- 2:46:34went
- 2:46:34into
- 2:46:35a
- 2:46:35state
- 2:46:35of
- 2:46:35shock.
- 2:46:36Oh,
- 2:46:36you
- 2:46:37mean
- 2:46:37when
- 2:46:37she
- 2:46:37was
- 2:46:37watching.
- 2:46:37The
- 2:46:38reaction
- 2:46:38video
- 2:46:38and
- 2:46:39she
- 2:46:39literally
- 2:46:39watched
- 2:46:40it.
- 2:46:40The
- 2:46:40blink,
- 2:46:41blink.
- 2:46:41The
- 2:46:41blink,
- 2:46:41blink,
- 2:46:41blink,
- 2:46:42blink,
- 2:46:42blink.
- 2:46:43Yeah,
- 2:46:44no,
- 2:46:45I.
- 2:46:45I
- 2:46:45rewatched
- 2:46:46it
- 2:46:46too.
- 2:46:46And
- 2:46:46I
- 2:46:46was
- 2:46:47like,
- 2:46:48I
- 2:46:48need
- 2:46:48to
- 2:46:48see
- 2:46:49what
- 2:46:49just
- 2:46:49happened
- 2:46:50because
- 2:46:50I
- 2:46:50was
- 2:46:50having,
- 2:46:51like,
- 2:46:51an
- 2:46:51outof
- 2:46:51body
- 2:46:52experience.
- 2:46:56No,
- 2:46:57I.
- 2:46:57I
- 2:46:57legitimately.
- 2:46:59I
- 2:46:59think
- 2:46:59I
- 2:46:59legitimately
- 2:47:00went
- 2:47:00into
- 2:47:01actual
- 2:47:02shock
- 2:47:03because
- 2:47:04I,
- 2:47:04like,
- 2:47:04did
- 2:47:04not
- 2:47:04breathe.
- 2:47:05I
- 2:47:05just,
- 2:47:06like,
- 2:47:06didn't
- 2:47:06breathe.
- 2:47:07And
- 2:47:07then
- 2:47:07she
- 2:47:07started
- 2:47:07giggling
- 2:47:08like
- 2:47:08an
- 2:47:08insane
- 2:47:09person
- 2:47:10that
- 2:47:10she
- 2:47:10wasn't
- 2:47:11giggling.
- 2:47:11Was
- 2:47:12it
- 2:47:12my
- 2:47:12fault?
- 2:47:12It
- 2:47:12was.
- 2:47:13Did
- 2:47:13I
- 2:47:13set
- 2:47:13you
- 2:47:13off?
- 2:47:14No,
- 2:47:15we
- 2:47:15actually
- 2:47:15started
- 2:47:16at
- 2:47:16the
- 2:47:16exact
- 2:47:17same
- 2:47:17time.
- 2:47:17She
- 2:47:17was
- 2:47:18cry.
- 2:47:18She
- 2:47:18was
- 2:47:19criggling.
- 2:47:22I
- 2:47:22think
- 2:47:22it's
- 2:47:23because
- 2:47:23I
- 2:47:23think
- 2:47:24we
- 2:47:24both
- 2:47:24started,
- 2:47:24like,
- 2:47:24going,
- 2:47:25hey,
- 2:47:25hey,
- 2:47:25hey.
- 2:47:26Because,
- 2:47:26like,
- 2:47:26we
- 2:47:26were
- 2:47:26all
- 2:47:27just
- 2:47:27so
- 2:47:27silent,
- 2:47:28and
- 2:47:29I
- 2:47:29was,
- 2:47:29like,
- 2:47:30trying
- 2:47:30to
- 2:47:30regain
- 2:47:31some
- 2:47:32fully.
- 2:47:33I
- 2:47:33was
- 2:47:33just
- 2:47:33like,
- 2:47:34yeah.
- 2:47:34And
- 2:47:34I
- 2:47:34looked
- 2:47:35up
- 2:47:35and
- 2:47:35you
- 2:47:35were
- 2:47:35both
- 2:47:36kidding.
- 2:47:36We
- 2:47:37were.
- 2:47:37We
- 2:47:37were
- 2:47:37all
- 2:47:38silent.
- 2:47:38So
- 2:47:38I
- 2:47:38think
- 2:47:39Sil
- 2:47:39and
- 2:47:39I
- 2:47:39just
- 2:47:39started
- 2:47:40doing
- 2:47:40like,
- 2:47:40the
- 2:47:40awkward
- 2:47:41laughter
- 2:47:41when
- 2:47:41there
- 2:47:41is
- 2:47:42silence.
- 2:47:42But
- 2:47:43also
- 2:47:43I
- 2:47:43was
- 2:47:43trying
- 2:47:44to,
- 2:47:44like,
- 2:47:44regain
- 2:47:46some
- 2:47:46sense
- 2:47:46of,
- 2:47:47like,
- 2:47:48higher
- 2:47:49mental
- 2:47:50functioning
- 2:47:51because
- 2:47:51I
- 2:47:51swear
- 2:47:52to
- 2:47:52you,
- 2:47:52and
- 2:47:53I.
- 2:47:53And
- 2:47:53I
- 2:47:53looked
- 2:47:53at
- 2:47:53the
- 2:47:53timestamp.
- 2:47:54It
- 2:47:54was
- 2:47:54a
- 2:47:54full
- 2:47:55minute.
- 2:47:55I
- 2:47:56didn't
- 2:47:56move.
- 2:47:57The
- 2:47:58only
- 2:47:58thing
- 2:47:58I
- 2:47:58was
- 2:47:58doing
- 2:47:59was
- 2:47:59going
- 2:48:00like
- 2:48:00this.
- 2:48:00The
- 2:48:01rapid
- 2:48:01blinking.
- 2:48:02We
- 2:48:02should
- 2:48:02turn
- 2:48:02that
- 2:48:02into
- 2:48:02a
- 2:48:02gift.
- 2:48:05It
- 2:48:06only
- 2:48:06sounds
- 2:48:07like.
- 2:48:07And
- 2:48:08it
- 2:48:08was
- 2:48:08kind
- 2:48:08of
- 2:48:08really
- 2:48:09interesting.
- 2:48:09And
- 2:48:10I
- 2:48:10love
- 2:48:10that
- 2:48:10we
- 2:48:11record
- 2:48:11ourselves
- 2:48:11now
- 2:48:11because
- 2:48:12I'm
- 2:48:12like.
- 2:48:12I've
- 2:48:13never
- 2:48:13seen
- 2:48:13me
- 2:48:15react
- 2:48:15that
- 2:48:16way.
- 2:48:16Yeah.
- 2:48:17To
- 2:48:18something.
- 2:48:18No,
- 2:48:19the
- 2:48:20other.
- 2:48:20The,
- 2:48:20like,
- 2:48:21also
- 2:48:21the
- 2:48:21thing
- 2:48:21that
- 2:48:21I.
- 2:48:22The
- 2:48:22thing
- 2:48:23that
- 2:48:23I
- 2:48:23do.
- 2:48:23It's
- 2:48:23like
- 2:48:23I
- 2:48:23feel
- 2:48:24like
- 2:48:24I'm
- 2:48:24mentally
- 2:48:24in
- 2:48:25that
- 2:48:25character's
- 2:48:25head
- 2:48:25and
- 2:48:26it's
- 2:48:26like
- 2:48:26happening
- 2:48:27to
- 2:48:27me.
- 2:48:27The
- 2:48:27thing.
- 2:48:28Just
- 2:48:28like
- 2:48:29you
- 2:48:29did
- 2:48:29the
- 2:48:29thing
- 2:48:31you
- 2:48:32did.
- 2:48:32You.
- 2:48:32You
- 2:48:33had
- 2:48:33physical
- 2:48:34reaction.
- 2:48:37Meanwhile,
- 2:48:37I
- 2:48:37don't
- 2:48:37know
- 2:48:38what
- 2:48:38I
- 2:48:38would
- 2:48:38have
- 2:48:38done
- 2:48:38had
- 2:48:38I
- 2:48:39not
- 2:48:39remembered
- 2:48:39Oliver
- 2:48:40Stark
- 2:48:40dropping
- 2:48:40the
- 2:48:40spoilers.
- 2:48:41Killer.
- 2:48:42Because
- 2:48:42I
- 2:48:42was.
- 2:48:43Because
- 2:48:43I
- 2:48:43went,
- 2:48:44no,
- 2:48:45no.
- 2:48:46What?
- 2:48:46No,
- 2:48:46no,
- 2:48:47no.
- 2:48:47And
- 2:48:47then
- 2:48:48I
- 2:48:48stared
- 2:48:48for
- 2:48:48a
- 2:48:48minute,
- 2:48:49and
- 2:48:49then
- 2:48:49I
- 2:48:49was
- 2:48:49like,
- 2:48:49oh,
- 2:48:50he
- 2:48:50said
- 2:48:50he
- 2:48:50has
- 2:48:50a
- 2:48:51Maddie.
- 2:48:51He
- 2:48:51said
- 2:48:51he
- 2:48:52has
- 2:48:52a
- 2:48:52scene.
- 2:48:52With
- 2:48:52Maddie.
- 2:48:53He's.
- 2:48:53She's
- 2:48:53fine.
- 2:48:54She's
- 2:48:54fine.
- 2:48:55Did
- 2:48:55not
- 2:48:55even
- 2:48:56enter.
- 2:48:56I
- 2:48:57know.
- 2:48:57Like
- 2:48:57the
- 2:48:57brain
- 2:48:58space.
- 2:48:58And.
- 2:48:59And
- 2:49:00I
- 2:49:00thought
- 2:49:00that
- 2:49:00was
- 2:49:00really
- 2:49:01funny
- 2:49:01because,
- 2:49:01like,
- 2:49:01Han,
- 2:49:02you
- 2:49:02were
- 2:49:03being,
- 2:49:03like,
- 2:49:03really
- 2:49:03expressive.
- 2:49:04And
- 2:49:04then
- 2:49:05I
- 2:49:05was
- 2:49:05just
- 2:49:05like.
- 2:49:06I
- 2:49:06was
- 2:49:06just
- 2:49:06like.
- 2:49:07I
- 2:49:07enjoyed
- 2:49:07watching
- 2:49:07you
- 2:49:08guys
- 2:49:08be
- 2:49:08annoyed
- 2:49:08that
- 2:49:09it
- 2:49:09might
- 2:49:09be
- 2:49:09dragged
- 2:49:10into
- 2:49:10a
- 2:49:10third
- 2:49:10episode.
- 2:49:11And
- 2:49:11then.
- 2:49:11Then
- 2:49:12because
- 2:49:12you're
- 2:49:12like,
- 2:49:12there's
- 2:49:12only
- 2:49:13five
- 2:49:13minutes
- 2:49:13left.
- 2:49:14What's
- 2:49:14happening?
- 2:49:16We
- 2:49:16were
- 2:49:16like,
- 2:49:16right?
- 2:49:17And
- 2:49:17then
- 2:49:17no.
- 2:49:17And
- 2:49:18then
- 2:49:18silence.
- 2:49:21I
- 2:49:21was
- 2:49:22telling
- 2:49:22me
- 2:49:22to
- 2:49:22shut
- 2:49:22up.
- 2:49:23Really.
- 2:49:23Not
- 2:49:24in
- 2:49:24the
- 2:49:24mental
- 2:49:24state
- 2:49:24to,
- 2:49:25like,
- 2:49:25Eddie.
- 2:49:26The
- 2:49:26spirit
- 2:49:26of
- 2:49:27Eddie
- 2:49:27Diaz
- 2:49:27was
- 2:49:27there
- 2:49:28telling
- 2:49:28you
- 2:49:28guys
- 2:49:28to
- 2:49:28be
- 2:49:29quiet.
- 2:49:29A
- 2:49:29buddy
- 2:49:30scene.
- 2:49:30That
- 2:49:31expressionless.
- 2:49:32I
- 2:49:33know.
- 2:49:33I
- 2:49:33just
- 2:49:34was
- 2:49:34not
- 2:49:34absorbing
- 2:49:35anything
- 2:49:35that
- 2:49:35was
- 2:49:35happening
- 2:49:36in
- 2:49:36front
- 2:49:36of
- 2:49:36me.
- 2:49:37I
- 2:49:37think
- 2:49:37the
- 2:49:37only
- 2:49:38reason
- 2:49:38I
- 2:49:39was
- 2:49:39able
- 2:49:40to,
- 2:49:40like,
- 2:49:41process.
- 2:49:41I
- 2:49:41was
- 2:49:42crying.
- 2:49:42Yeah,
- 2:49:44I.
- 2:49:44We
- 2:49:45all
- 2:49:45cried.
- 2:49:45But
- 2:49:46I
- 2:49:46think
- 2:49:46the
- 2:49:46only
- 2:49:47reason,
- 2:49:47like,
- 2:49:47I
- 2:49:48was
- 2:49:48able
- 2:49:48to
- 2:49:49process
- 2:49:49any
- 2:49:49of
- 2:49:49that
- 2:49:50and
- 2:49:50like,
- 2:49:50that
- 2:49:51is
- 2:49:51not
- 2:49:51saying
- 2:49:51a
- 2:49:51lot
- 2:49:52was
- 2:49:52because
- 2:49:52of
- 2:49:53the
- 2:49:53leaks.
- 2:49:54So,
- 2:49:54like,
- 2:49:54I.
- 2:49:55Yeah.
- 2:49:56Knew
- 2:49:56what
- 2:49:57kind
- 2:49:57of
- 2:49:57to
- 2:49:57expect
- 2:49:58without
- 2:49:59like,
- 2:49:59the
- 2:49:59dialogue
- 2:50:00or
- 2:50:00anything
- 2:50:00like
- 2:50:00that.
- 2:50:01But
- 2:50:01I
- 2:50:01think,
- 2:50:01like,
- 2:50:01if
- 2:50:03I
- 2:50:03don't.
- 2:50:03I
- 2:50:03don't
- 2:50:04even
- 2:50:04know.
- 2:50:04It
- 2:50:04was
- 2:50:04just
- 2:50:05like.
- 2:50:05That
- 2:50:05was
- 2:50:05emotional
- 2:50:06whiplash.
- 2:50:07Just
- 2:50:07like
- 2:50:08it's
- 2:50:08been
- 2:50:09so
- 2:50:09long
- 2:50:09since
- 2:50:09I
- 2:50:09think
- 2:50:10we
- 2:50:10were
- 2:50:10shocked
- 2:50:10like
- 2:50:10that
- 2:50:11than
- 2:50:11like,
- 2:50:11they
- 2:50:12ever
- 2:50:12do
- 2:50:12normally.
- 2:50:13So,
- 2:50:13like,
- 2:50:13someone's
- 2:50:14gonna
- 2:50:14maybe
- 2:50:14come
- 2:50:14and
- 2:50:15rob
- 2:50:15it.
- 2:50:15Athena
- 2:50:16Grant,
- 2:50:16the
- 2:50:16only
- 2:50:17police
- 2:50:17officer
- 2:50:18in.
- 2:50:18LA
- 2:50:19and
- 2:50:20in
- 2:50:20the
- 2:50:20ocean.
- 2:50:20And
- 2:50:21the
- 2:50:21ocean.
- 2:50:22Her
- 2:50:23jurisdiction
- 2:50:23is
- 2:50:23just
- 2:50:24like,
- 2:50:24there's
- 2:50:24nowhere.
- 2:50:27Casinos
- 2:50:28do
- 2:50:28not
- 2:50:29depend
- 2:50:29on
- 2:50:29police
- 2:50:30officers
- 2:50:30as
- 2:50:30their
- 2:50:30security.
- 2:50:31What
- 2:50:31is
- 2:50:31it?
- 2:50:32Why
- 2:50:32get
- 2:50:33your
- 2:50:33own
- 2:50:33security
- 2:50:34firm?
- 2:50:34For
- 2:50:34real?
- 2:50:35So
- 2:50:36I'm
- 2:50:36thinking
- 2:50:36it's
- 2:50:36probably
- 2:50:37like
- 2:50:37a
- 2:50:37criminal
- 2:50:38that
- 2:50:38is
- 2:50:38known.
- 2:50:40Oh,
- 2:50:40so
- 2:50:41it's
- 2:50:41next
- 2:50:41week's
- 2:50:41episode.
- 2:50:42Yeah.
- 2:50:43So
- 2:50:43it
- 2:50:43was
- 2:50:43like,
- 2:50:44should
- 2:50:44we
- 2:50:44stay.
- 2:50:44On
- 2:50:44and
- 2:50:45watch
- 2:50:45that
- 2:50:45since
- 2:50:45it's
- 2:50:45the
- 2:50:46crossover
- 2:50:46and
- 2:50:47do
- 2:50:47a
- 2:50:47reaction?
- 2:50:48And
- 2:50:48I
- 2:50:48was
- 2:50:48like,
- 2:50:48I
- 2:50:49think
- 2:50:49we're
- 2:50:49gonna
- 2:50:49be
- 2:50:50busy
- 2:50:50crashing
- 2:50:50out.
- 2:50:51Like
- 2:50:51I
- 2:50:51said,
- 2:50:51we'll
- 2:50:52see
- 2:50:52the
- 2:50:52vibes.
- 2:50:52Although
- 2:50:53I
- 2:50:53think
- 2:50:53the
- 2:50:53vibes
- 2:50:54are
- 2:50:54going
- 2:50:55to
- 2:50:55be
- 2:50:55pretty
- 2:50:55immaculate.
- 2:50:56I
- 2:50:57can't
- 2:50:57wait
- 2:50:57to
- 2:50:57see
- 2:50:58out
- 2:50:58about
- 2:50:58Bobby's
- 2:50:59mom's
- 2:51:00doing.
- 2:51:00Potentially.
- 2:51:01I
- 2:51:01can't
- 2:51:01wait.
- 2:51:02Bobby's
- 2:51:02mom
- 2:51:03and
- 2:51:03Buck's
- 2:51:03expanding
- 2:51:04social
- 2:51:04circle
- 2:51:06again.
- 2:51:07From
- 2:51:071.
- 2:51:08From
- 2:51:081.
- 2:51:082
- 2:51:09if
- 2:51:09you
- 2:51:09count
- 2:51:09Christopher.
- 2:51:10But
- 2:51:11Christopher's
- 2:51:11been
- 2:51:11gone
- 2:51:12for
- 2:51:12a
- 2:51:12while.
- 2:51:12Has
- 2:51:13been
- 2:51:13gone
- 2:51:13for.
- 2:51:14Okay,
- 2:51:14we
- 2:51:14have
- 2:51:15to
- 2:51:15get
- 2:51:15back
- 2:51:15to
- 2:51:15this.
- 2:51:16We
- 2:51:16got
- 2:51:16it.
- 2:51:16Yeah.
- 2:51:16We
- 2:51:16gotta
- 2:51:17make
- 2:51:17this
- 2:51:17up.
- 2:51:19I
- 2:51:19think
- 2:51:19we
- 2:51:19were
- 2:51:20done
- 2:51:20with
- 2:51:20Slow
- 2:51:20Burn.
- 2:51:21Were
- 2:51:21we
- 2:51:21done
- 2:51:21with
- 2:51:21Slow
- 2:51:21Burn?
- 2:51:22I
- 2:51:22think
- 2:51:22so.
- 2:51:23I
- 2:51:23think
- 2:51:23so.
- 2:51:23Yeah.
- 2:51:24Something.
- 2:51:24Something
- 2:51:24about
- 2:51:25buddy
- 2:51:25relationship
- 2:51:25sign
- 2:51:26off,
- 2:51:26which
- 2:51:26I
- 2:51:26did.
- 2:51:26Just
- 2:51:28talking
- 2:51:28about
- 2:51:29random.
- 2:51:29Random.
- 2:51:31So
- 2:51:32that.
- 2:51:32So
- 2:51:32we
- 2:51:32did
- 2:51:32that
- 2:51:33we
- 2:51:33did
- 2:51:33sign
- 2:51:34off,
- 2:51:36so.
- 2:51:37So
- 2:51:37if
- 2:51:37you
- 2:51:38haven't
- 2:51:39already,
- 2:51:40please
- 2:51:40listen
- 2:51:41and
- 2:51:41or
- 2:51:42watch
- 2:51:42our
- 2:51:43book
- 2:51:43actually
- 2:51:44episode
- 2:51:44to
- 2:51:44see
- 2:51:45more
- 2:51:45of
- 2:51:45Meg,
- 2:51:46our
- 2:51:46guest
- 2:51:47star.
- 2:51:47Guest
- 2:51:48star.
- 2:51:51It's
- 2:51:51a
- 2:51:51really
- 2:51:52good
- 2:51:52episode.
- 2:51:52I
- 2:51:52won't
- 2:51:53let
- 2:51:53it
- 2:51:53go
- 2:51:53to
- 2:51:53my
- 2:51:53head.
- 2:51:54I'm
- 2:51:54so
- 2:51:54short.
- 2:51:54You
- 2:51:55should.
- 2:51:57So
- 2:51:57sure.
- 2:51:58I'm
- 2:51:58so
- 2:51:59humble
- 2:52:01and
- 2:52:01modest.
- 2:52:02I
- 2:52:03was
- 2:52:03gonna
- 2:52:03be
- 2:52:03like,
- 2:52:03oh,
- 2:52:04come
- 2:52:04watch
- 2:52:04Meg
- 2:52:04do
- 2:52:04a
- 2:52:04live
- 2:52:05reaction
- 2:52:05with
- 2:52:05us.
- 2:52:05But
- 2:52:05this
- 2:52:05is
- 2:52:06gonna
- 2:52:06be
- 2:52:06like
- 2:52:06way
- 2:52:06after
- 2:52:06that
- 2:52:07comes
- 2:52:07out.
- 2:52:08Yeah.
- 2:52:09What
- 2:52:09else,
- 2:52:10Meg?
- 2:52:11Where
- 2:52:11can
- 2:52:11they
- 2:52:11find
- 2:52:11you?
- 2:52:12Not
- 2:52:13many
- 2:52:13places
- 2:52:14anymore
- 2:52:14because
- 2:52:15I'm
- 2:52:15afraid
- 2:52:15to
- 2:52:15go
- 2:52:16on
- 2:52:16social
- 2:52:16media
- 2:52:17because
- 2:52:17it's
- 2:52:18depressing.
- 2:52:19But
- 2:52:19you
- 2:52:19can
- 2:52:20find
- 2:52:20me
- 2:52:20on
- 2:52:21Blue
- 2:52:21skies
- 2:52:22at
- 2:52:22Wisconsin
- 2:52:23act.
- 2:52:24You
- 2:52:24can
- 2:52:25find
- 2:52:25me
- 2:52:25on
- 2:52:26the
- 2:52:26Buddy
- 2:52:26System
- 2:52:27Discord
- 2:52:28server
- 2:52:29being
- 2:52:30super
- 2:52:30normal.
- 2:52:33At
- 2:52:33all
- 2:52:33times.
- 2:52:34We
- 2:52:34love
- 2:52:34how
- 2:52:34normal
- 2:52:35you
- 2:52:35are.
- 2:52:36Definitely
- 2:52:36not
- 2:52:37saying
- 2:52:38weird
- 2:52:38stuff
- 2:52:39specifically
- 2:52:39to
- 2:52:39provoke
- 2:52:40reactions
- 2:52:41from
- 2:52:41people
- 2:52:41from
- 2:52:41time
- 2:52:42to
- 2:52:42time.
- 2:52:44Just
- 2:52:44being
- 2:52:44cool.
- 2:52:45And
- 2:52:45if
- 2:52:45you
- 2:52:45want
- 2:52:45to
- 2:52:46see
- 2:52:46my
- 2:52:46weird
- 2:52:46reposts
- 2:52:47on
- 2:52:47TikTok
- 2:52:48because
- 2:52:48I
- 2:52:48still
- 2:52:48don't
- 2:52:48know
- 2:52:49how
- 2:52:49TikTok
- 2:52:49tock
- 2:52:50works
- 2:52:51with
- 2:52:51recording.
- 2:52:52Like
- 2:52:53I
- 2:52:53can
- 2:52:53record
- 2:52:54myself.
- 2:52:55I
- 2:52:56don't
- 2:52:56know
- 2:52:56how
- 2:52:57editing
- 2:52:57works
- 2:52:58on
- 2:52:59the
- 2:52:59Tik
- 2:52:59Tok.
- 2:53:00I.
- 2:53:01I
- 2:53:01know
- 2:53:01nothing.
- 2:53:02I
- 2:53:03know
- 2:53:03nothing.
- 2:53:03So
- 2:53:03if
- 2:53:03you
- 2:53:04want
- 2:53:04to
- 2:53:04like,
- 2:53:05I
- 2:53:05guess
- 2:53:05follow
- 2:53:05me
- 2:53:05on
- 2:53:05TikTok
- 2:53:06to
- 2:53:06see
- 2:53:06my
- 2:53:06reposts
- 2:53:08because
- 2:53:08that's
- 2:53:08all
- 2:53:08you're
- 2:53:09going
- 2:53:09to
- 2:53:09see.
- 2:53:10If
- 2:53:10you
- 2:53:10want
- 2:53:11someone
- 2:53:11who
- 2:53:11will
- 2:53:12send
- 2:53:12you
- 2:53:12TikToks
- 2:53:13every
- 2:53:13day.
- 2:53:148
- 2:53:14million.
- 2:53:15If
- 2:53:15you're
- 2:53:15like,
- 2:53:16you
- 2:53:16know
- 2:53:16what?
- 2:53:16I
- 2:53:16want
- 2:53:17to
- 2:53:17see
- 2:53:17how
- 2:53:17long
- 2:53:17I
- 2:53:18can
- 2:53:18have
- 2:53:18a
- 2:53:18streak
- 2:53:18going
- 2:53:19doing
- 2:53:19I'm
- 2:53:20your
- 2:53:20girl.
- 2:53:21My
- 2:53:21longest
- 2:53:22one
- 2:53:22so
- 2:53:22far
- 2:53:22is
- 2:53:22178
- 2:53:23days.
- 2:53:24My
- 2:53:24God.
- 2:53:26Incredible.
- 2:53:27The
- 2:53:27band
- 2:53:27really
- 2:53:28upset
- 2:53:28me
- 2:53:28because
- 2:53:28I
- 2:53:28thought
- 2:53:29I
- 2:53:29might
- 2:53:29miss
- 2:53:29my.
- 2:53:30I
- 2:53:30might
- 2:53:31lose
- 2:53:31my
- 2:53:31streak
- 2:53:32specifically
- 2:53:33for
- 2:53:33that
- 2:53:33reason.
- 2:53:34That
- 2:53:34was
- 2:53:34it.
- 2:53:35I
- 2:53:35was
- 2:53:35just
- 2:53:35like,
- 2:53:35I
- 2:53:35don't
- 2:53:36know.
- 2:53:36I
- 2:53:36don't
- 2:53:37know
- 2:53:37what
- 2:53:37I'm
- 2:53:37gonna
- 2:53:37do
- 2:53:38if
- 2:53:38I
- 2:53:39can't
- 2:53:39communate.
- 2:53:40I
- 2:53:40told.
- 2:53:40I
- 2:53:41told
- 2:53:41the
- 2:53:41person
- 2:53:41who
- 2:53:42this
- 2:53:42is
- 2:53:42with
- 2:53:42is
- 2:53:42my
- 2:53:43cousin's
- 2:53:43wife
- 2:53:43who
- 2:53:43I
- 2:53:44finally
- 2:53:44got
- 2:53:44to
- 2:53:44watch
- 2:53:44911
- 2:53:451.
- 2:53:46I
- 2:53:46was
- 2:53:46like,
- 2:53:47I
- 2:53:47hope
- 2:53:47you
- 2:53:47realize
- 2:53:48how
- 2:53:48much
- 2:53:48of
- 2:53:49my
- 2:53:49mental
- 2:53:49health
- 2:53:49is
- 2:53:50tied
- 2:53:50to
- 2:53:50this
- 2:53:51streak
- 2:53:51maintenance.
- 2:53:52So
- 2:53:53I
- 2:53:53guess
- 2:53:53I'm
- 2:53:54a
- 2:53:54little
- 2:53:54like
- 2:53:54Buck
- 2:53:55too.
- 2:53:59But
- 2:54:00you
- 2:54:00can
- 2:54:00find
- 2:54:00me
- 2:54:00on
- 2:54:00TikTok
- 2:54:01if
- 2:54:01you
- 2:54:01want
- 2:54:02a
- 2:54:02bunch
- 2:54:02of
- 2:54:02reposts.
- 2:54:03But
- 2:54:03my
- 2:54:04main
- 2:54:04place
- 2:54:04of
- 2:54:04of
- 2:54:05doing
- 2:54:05stuff
- 2:54:05and
- 2:54:05talking
- 2:54:07is
- 2:54:07going
- 2:54:07to
- 2:54:07be
- 2:54:07Discord
- 2:54:08or
- 2:54:09Blue
- 2:54:10Sky.
- 2:54:10And
- 2:54:11my.
- 2:54:11My
- 2:54:11user
- 2:54:12handle
- 2:54:12is
- 2:54:12W
- 2:54:12I
- 2:54:13S
- 2:54:13C
- 2:54:13O
- 2:54:13N
- 2:54:14S
- 2:54:14E
- 2:54:14N
- 2:54:15N
- 2:54:15A
- 2:54:15C
- 2:54:15H.
- 2:54:16Yeah.
- 2:54:16And
- 2:54:17I
- 2:54:17also
- 2:54:17have
- 2:54:17a
- 2:54:17podcast
- 2:54:18that
- 2:54:18I
- 2:54:18haven't
- 2:54:18recorded
- 2:54:19in
- 2:54:19three
- 2:54:19years.
- 2:54:20But
- 2:54:20it's
- 2:54:20funny,
- 2:54:21but
- 2:54:21it's
- 2:54:21fun
- 2:54:21and
- 2:54:21it's
- 2:54:21Good
- 2:54:21and
- 2:54:22funny.
- 2:54:23I'm
- 2:54:23on
- 2:54:23a
- 2:54:23couple
- 2:54:24episodes.
- 2:54:24Yep.
- 2:54:25Hands
- 2:54:25on
- 2:54:25some.
- 2:54:26We
- 2:54:26do
- 2:54:26talk
- 2:54:26about
- 2:54:2691
- 2:54:26one
- 2:54:27way,
- 2:54:27way
- 2:54:28back
- 2:54:28in,
- 2:54:28like
- 2:54:282020,
- 2:54:29I
- 2:54:29think
- 2:54:29it
- 2:54:29was.
- 2:54:29Season
- 2:54:30two
- 2:54:30or
- 2:54:30three
- 2:54:30was
- 2:54:31the
- 2:54:31last
- 2:54:31time
- 2:54:32we
- 2:54:32did
- 2:54:32it.
- 2:54:32It's
- 2:54:32called
- 2:54:33Bedwetter,
- 2:54:33Behead,
- 2:54:34and
- 2:54:34it's
- 2:54:34me
- 2:54:34and
- 2:54:34my
- 2:54:34best
- 2:54:35friend
- 2:54:35drinking
- 2:54:36and
- 2:54:36playing
- 2:54:36fuck,
- 2:54:37marry,
- 2:54:37kill
- 2:54:37with
- 2:54:38fictional
- 2:54:38characters.
- 2:54:39And
- 2:54:40it
- 2:54:40does
- 2:54:40some
- 2:54:40character
- 2:54:41analysis.
- 2:54:41And
- 2:54:42you
- 2:54:42can
- 2:54:42get
- 2:54:42really,
- 2:54:43really
- 2:54:43mad
- 2:54:43when
- 2:54:44you
- 2:54:44listen
- 2:54:44to
- 2:54:44some
- 2:54:44of
- 2:54:45them,
- 2:54:45as
- 2:54:46many
- 2:54:46of
- 2:54:46my
- 2:54:46friends
- 2:54:47have.
- 2:54:49If
- 2:54:49you
- 2:54:49want
- 2:54:50to
- 2:54:50get
- 2:54:50real
- 2:54:50mad,
- 2:54:51listen
- 2:54:51to
- 2:54:51the
- 2:54:51supernatural
- 2:54:52ones.
- 2:54:55I'm
- 2:54:56still
- 2:54:56mad
- 2:54:56at
- 2:54:56myself.
- 2:54:57Oh,
- 2:54:58man.
- 2:54:59And
- 2:54:59I
- 2:55:00have
- 2:55:00never
- 2:55:00forgiven
- 2:55:01myself
- 2:55:01or
- 2:55:02Carla.
- 2:55:06Wow.
- 2:55:07But
- 2:55:07that's
- 2:55:07an
- 2:55:07endorsement.
- 2:55:09I
- 2:55:09know.
- 2:55:10Hey,
- 2:55:10so
- 2:55:11this
- 2:55:11episode
- 2:55:11is
- 2:55:12releasing
- 2:55:13either
- 2:55:13the
- 2:55:13week
- 2:55:13or
- 2:55:14two
- 2:55:14weeks
- 2:55:14before
- 2:55:15the
- 2:55:15season
- 2:55:16eight
- 2:55:16finale.
- 2:55:17Would
- 2:55:17you
- 2:55:17like
- 2:55:17to
- 2:55:17make
- 2:55:18any
- 2:55:18predictions?
- 2:55:19Oh,
- 2:55:19God.
- 2:55:21Oh,
- 2:55:21God.
- 2:55:22Well,
- 2:55:23Christopher
- 2:55:23is
- 2:55:23back.
- 2:55:24Yeah.
- 2:55:25Comes
- 2:55:25out
- 2:55:25May
- 2:55:258th.
- 2:55:26And
- 2:55:26the
- 2:55:26finale's
- 2:55:27probably
- 2:55:27going
- 2:55:27to
- 2:55:27be
- 2:55:27the
- 2:55:2715th
- 2:55:28or
- 2:55:28the
- 2:55:2822nd.
- 2:55:29My
- 2:55:29prediction
- 2:55:30is
- 2:55:31Christopher
- 2:55:32comes
- 2:55:32back
- 2:55:33or
- 2:55:33we
- 2:55:34finally
- 2:55:34get
- 2:55:34to
- 2:55:34see
- 2:55:34him
- 2:55:35back
- 2:55:35in
- 2:55:35LA
- 2:55:36at
- 2:55:36the
- 2:55:36last
- 2:55:36episode.
- 2:55:37Buck,
- 2:55:37Eddie,
- 2:55:38feelings,
- 2:55:38realization.
- 2:55:39But
- 2:55:39they'll
- 2:55:40never
- 2:55:40admit
- 2:55:40to
- 2:55:40it.
- 2:55:41That's
- 2:55:41a
- 2:55:41season
- 2:55:41nine
- 2:55:42thing.
- 2:55:43That's
- 2:55:43it.
- 2:55:43I
- 2:55:43don't
- 2:55:43have
- 2:55:44really
- 2:55:44anything.
- 2:55:44I'm
- 2:55:45just
- 2:55:45like,
- 2:55:45I'm
- 2:55:45here
- 2:55:45for
- 2:55:45a
- 2:55:46ride.
- 2:55:47Sometimes
- 2:55:47I
- 2:55:48really
- 2:55:48can't
- 2:55:48think
- 2:55:49it
- 2:55:49too
- 2:55:49much.
- 2:55:50It'll
- 2:55:50hurt
- 2:55:50my
- 2:55:50brain.
- 2:55:53Mood.
- 2:55:54Well,
- 2:55:55guys,
- 2:55:56I
- 2:55:56mean,
- 2:55:57I
- 2:55:57think
- 2:55:57Chris
- 2:55:57will
- 2:55:57definitely
- 2:55:58be
- 2:55:58back
- 2:55:58by
- 2:55:58then.
- 2:55:59He
- 2:56:00might
- 2:56:00be
- 2:56:00back
- 2:56:00before
- 2:56:00then.
- 2:56:01Maybe
- 2:56:02it
- 2:56:02would
- 2:56:02only
- 2:56:02make
- 2:56:02sense
- 2:56:03for
- 2:56:03him
- 2:56:03to
- 2:56:03be
- 2:56:03back,
- 2:56:04like,
- 2:56:04logically
- 2:56:05in
- 2:56:05the
- 2:56:05finale,
- 2:56:06like,
- 2:56:06once
- 2:56:06his
- 2:56:06school
- 2:56:07year's
- 2:56:07over.
- 2:56:08But
- 2:56:08they
- 2:56:08don't
- 2:56:08always
- 2:56:09follow
- 2:56:09logic.
- 2:56:09So
- 2:56:09he
- 2:56:10could
- 2:56:10be
- 2:56:10back
- 2:56:10when
- 2:56:10Eddie
- 2:56:11is
- 2:56:11back.
- 2:56:12It
- 2:56:12depends.
- 2:56:13But,
- 2:56:13yeah,
- 2:56:13definitely
- 2:56:14by
- 2:56:14the
- 2:56:14finale.
- 2:56:16So,
- 2:56:16yeah,
- 2:56:17Buck,
- 2:56:17Feelings,
- 2:56:17realization.
- 2:56:18Eddie
- 2:56:19realizing
- 2:56:20he's
- 2:56:20queer,
- 2:56:21hopefully
- 2:56:22also
- 2:56:22feelings,
- 2:56:22realization.
- 2:56:24I
- 2:56:24kind
- 2:56:24of
- 2:56:24want
- 2:56:24it
- 2:56:25to
- 2:56:25be.
- 2:56:25Be
- 2:56:26like
- 2:56:26the
- 2:56:26last
- 2:56:26thing
- 2:56:27that
- 2:56:28happens
- 2:56:28in
- 2:56:28the
- 2:56:28finale
- 2:56:30and
- 2:56:30that
- 2:56:30be
- 2:56:30the
- 2:56:30cliffhanger.
- 2:56:32He
- 2:56:32sees.
- 2:56:33He
- 2:56:33sees
- 2:56:34Buck
- 2:56:34holding
- 2:56:34Maddie's
- 2:56:35new
- 2:56:36baby
- 2:56:36boy,
- 2:56:36and
- 2:56:36he's
- 2:56:37like,
- 2:56:37I
- 2:56:38want
- 2:56:38to
- 2:56:38get
- 2:56:38that
- 2:56:38man
- 2:56:38pregnant.
- 2:56:43That
- 2:56:44is
- 2:56:44my
- 2:56:44prediction
- 2:56:45right
- 2:56:46there.
- 2:56:4825.
- 2:56:49Let's
- 2:56:49go.
- 2:56:50Let
- 2:56:50me
- 2:56:50get
- 2:56:50some
- 2:56:50AVO
- 2:56:51in
- 2:56:51there.
- 2:56:52Like,
- 2:56:53listen,
- 2:56:54if
- 2:56:54any
- 2:56:54show
- 2:56:54could
- 2:56:55do
- 2:56:55it
- 2:56:56100%.
- 2:56:57Well,
- 2:56:58I
- 2:56:58just
- 2:56:58read
- 2:56:58a
- 2:56:59thing.
- 2:57:00No,
- 2:57:01I
- 2:57:01think
- 2:57:01Maddie's
- 2:57:02baby
- 2:57:02is
- 2:57:02going
- 2:57:02to
- 2:57:02be
- 2:57:02here.
- 2:57:03I
- 2:57:03think
- 2:57:03it's
- 2:57:03going
- 2:57:03to
- 2:57:03be
- 2:57:04a
- 2:57:04baby
- 2:57:05finale.
- 2:57:06I
- 2:57:06think
- 2:57:06there's
- 2:57:07going
- 2:57:07to
- 2:57:07be
- 2:57:07some
- 2:57:07weird
- 2:57:07shit,
- 2:57:08though.
- 2:57:08Not
- 2:57:09dangerous,
- 2:57:09but
- 2:57:09just
- 2:57:10weird.
- 2:57:10Probably
- 2:57:11because
- 2:57:11they
- 2:57:12can't
- 2:57:12leave
- 2:57:12these
- 2:57:12two
- 2:57:12alone.
- 2:57:13No.
- 2:57:13Give
- 2:57:14them
- 2:57:14a
- 2:57:14break.
- 2:57:15And
- 2:57:15I.
- 2:57:15And
- 2:57:16I
- 2:57:16think
- 2:57:16Eddie
- 2:57:16will
- 2:57:17have
- 2:57:17a
- 2:57:17moment.
- 2:57:18Are
- 2:57:18we
- 2:57:19still
- 2:57:19thinking
- 2:57:19that
- 2:57:20he
- 2:57:20just
- 2:57:20doesn't
- 2:57:21know
- 2:57:21that
- 2:57:21he's
- 2:57:22gay
- 2:57:22or
- 2:57:22that.
- 2:57:23That
- 2:57:24maybe
- 2:57:24he
- 2:57:25knows
- 2:57:26something
- 2:57:26but
- 2:57:27is
- 2:57:27repressing
- 2:57:28the
- 2:57:28fuck
- 2:57:28out
- 2:57:28of
- 2:57:28it
- 2:57:29and
- 2:57:29doesn't
- 2:57:29want
- 2:57:29to
- 2:57:29look
- 2:57:30at
- 2:57:30it.
- 2:57:30I
- 2:57:30imagine
- 2:57:31that
- 2:57:31there
- 2:57:31is
- 2:57:31a
- 2:57:32box
- 2:57:32in
- 2:57:32Eddie's
- 2:57:32brain
- 2:57:33that
- 2:57:33he
- 2:57:33puts
- 2:57:33stuff
- 2:57:34that
- 2:57:34he
- 2:57:34doesn't
- 2:57:34want.
- 2:57:35He
- 2:57:35doesn't
- 2:57:35think
- 2:57:35he
- 2:57:36can
- 2:57:36examine
- 2:57:37or
- 2:57:37look
- 2:57:37at.
- 2:57:37That's
- 2:57:38where
- 2:57:38I'm
- 2:57:38at.
- 2:57:39And
- 2:57:39he
- 2:57:40puts
- 2:57:40all
- 2:57:40that
- 2:57:40stuff
- 2:57:40in
- 2:57:40that
- 2:57:41box.
- 2:57:41And
- 2:57:41it
- 2:57:41doesn't.
- 2:57:42It's
- 2:57:42not
- 2:57:42just
- 2:57:42his
- 2:57:43sexuality.
- 2:57:43It's
- 2:57:44not.
- 2:57:44There's
- 2:57:45a
- 2:57:45lot
- 2:57:45of
- 2:57:45stuff
- 2:57:45in
- 2:57:45there
- 2:57:46that
- 2:57:46he
- 2:57:47doesn't
- 2:57:47look
- 2:57:47at.
- 2:57:48And
- 2:57:48I
- 2:57:48think
- 2:57:49something
- 2:57:49will
- 2:57:49be
- 2:57:49going
- 2:57:49on
- 2:57:50while
- 2:57:50he's
- 2:57:50in
- 2:57:50Texas
- 2:57:50that
- 2:57:51will
- 2:57:51force
- 2:57:51that.
- 2:57:52That.
- 2:57:52Yeah.
- 2:57:53Some
- 2:57:54examination
- 2:57:54of
- 2:57:55that.
- 2:57:55And
- 2:57:55I
- 2:57:55think
- 2:57:55it's
- 2:57:55like
- 2:57:55a
- 2:57:56Pandora's
- 2:57:56box.
- 2:57:57I
- 2:57:57think
- 2:57:57once
- 2:57:57it's
- 2:57:57open,
- 2:57:58he's
- 2:57:58not
- 2:57:59going
- 2:57:59to
- 2:57:59be
- 2:57:59able
- 2:58:00to.
- 2:58:00I
- 2:58:00mean,
- 2:58:01back
- 2:58:01in.
- 2:58:02This
- 2:58:02isn't
- 2:58:02like
- 2:58:02a
- 2:58:03prediction.
- 2:58:03This
- 2:58:03is
- 2:58:03just
- 2:58:04how
- 2:58:04I've
- 2:58:04always
- 2:58:04kind
- 2:58:04of
- 2:58:05felt
- 2:58:05about
- 2:58:05Eddie.
- 2:58:06And
- 2:58:06this
- 2:58:06is
- 2:58:06like
- 2:58:06maybe
- 2:58:07somewhat
- 2:58:08projection,
- 2:58:10but
- 2:58:10I've
- 2:58:10always
- 2:58:11felt
- 2:58:11like
- 2:58:12he
- 2:58:12may
- 2:58:13be.
- 2:58:15He
- 2:58:15may
- 2:58:15be
- 2:58:16when
- 2:58:16he
- 2:58:16was
- 2:58:16young,
- 2:58:17like
- 2:58:18really
- 2:58:18young.
- 2:58:18Young,
- 2:58:20maybe
- 2:58:20new
- 2:58:21or
- 2:58:22like.
- 2:58:22Like
- 2:58:22the
- 2:58:22way
- 2:58:23when
- 2:58:23you're
- 2:58:23a
- 2:58:23kid
- 2:58:25can
- 2:58:25look
- 2:58:25at
- 2:58:26someone
- 2:58:26and
- 2:58:26just
- 2:58:26think
- 2:58:26they're
- 2:58:27cute
- 2:58:27and
- 2:58:27you,
- 2:58:27like,
- 2:58:27aren't
- 2:58:28aware
- 2:58:28yet,
- 2:58:28hopefully
- 2:58:29that,
- 2:58:30like,
- 2:58:30some
- 2:58:30people
- 2:58:30think
- 2:58:31it's
- 2:58:31wrong
- 2:58:31to
- 2:58:31like,
- 2:58:32think
- 2:58:32that
- 2:58:32someone
- 2:58:33of
- 2:58:33the
- 2:58:33same
- 2:58:33sex
- 2:58:33is
- 2:58:34cute
- 2:58:34or
- 2:58:34have
- 2:58:34a
- 2:58:34crush
- 2:58:35on
- 2:58:35them,
- 2:58:35whatever.
- 2:58:36So
- 2:58:37I
- 2:58:37think
- 2:58:37maybe
- 2:58:38something
- 2:58:38like
- 2:58:39that
- 2:58:39happened
- 2:58:40and
- 2:58:40he
- 2:58:40said
- 2:58:40something
- 2:58:41for
- 2:58:41sure
- 2:58:42to.
- 2:58:42Around
- 2:58:43his
- 2:58:43parents,
- 2:58:44I
- 2:58:45think.
- 2:58:45Yeah,
- 2:58:45that's.
- 2:58:46Or
- 2:58:47something
- 2:58:47happened
- 2:58:47and
- 2:58:48they
- 2:58:49put
- 2:58:49like
- 2:58:49the
- 2:58:49fear
- 2:58:50of
- 2:58:50God
- 2:58:50in
- 2:58:50him,
- 2:58:51like
- 2:58:51verbally
- 2:58:51or
- 2:58:52otherwise,
- 2:58:53and
- 2:58:53then
- 2:58:53he
- 2:58:53repressed
- 2:58:54the.
- 2:58:54Out
- 2:58:55of
- 2:58:55that.
- 2:58:55Well,
- 2:58:55and
- 2:58:55he
- 2:58:56was
- 2:58:56an
- 2:58:56altar
- 2:58:56boy,
- 2:58:56wasn't
- 2:58:57he?
- 2:58:57Do
- 2:58:57I.
- 2:58:58Am
- 2:58:58I
- 2:58:58misremembering
- 2:58:59that?
- 2:58:59That's.
- 2:59:00Is
- 2:59:00that
- 2:59:01Ryan?
- 2:59:01Is
- 2:59:01that
- 2:59:02Ryan?
- 2:59:02That
- 2:59:02was
- 2:59:03Ryan.
- 2:59:04So
- 2:59:04it's
- 2:59:04also
- 2:59:04Eddie.
- 2:59:05So
- 2:59:05it's
- 2:59:05also
- 2:59:06Eddie.
- 2:59:07Come
- 2:59:07into
- 2:59:07the
- 2:59:07lore.
- 2:59:08Yeah,
- 2:59:09we'll
- 2:59:10find
- 2:59:10you.
- 2:59:10We'll
- 2:59:11do
- 2:59:11that.
- 2:59:11Hey,
- 2:59:12and
- 2:59:12say
- 2:59:12we'll
- 2:59:12find
- 2:59:12out
- 2:59:13in
- 2:59:13episode
- 2:59:1312.
- 2:59:14We'll
- 2:59:14find
- 2:59:15out
- 2:59:15episode
- 2:59:1512
- 2:59:16that
- 2:59:16Eddie
- 2:59:16was
- 2:59:17an
- 2:59:17alter.
- 2:59:18I
- 2:59:18couldn't
- 2:59:18remember
- 2:59:18if
- 2:59:18it
- 2:59:18was
- 2:59:19Headcanon
- 2:59:19or
- 2:59:19Fanon,
- 2:59:20but
- 2:59:20I
- 2:59:20totally
- 2:59:20see
- 2:59:21that
- 2:59:21being
- 2:59:21the
- 2:59:21thing.
- 2:59:22I
- 2:59:22see
- 2:59:22him
- 2:59:23when
- 2:59:23he
- 2:59:23was
- 2:59:23younger
- 2:59:24making
- 2:59:24an
- 2:59:25offhand
- 2:59:25comment
- 2:59:26about
- 2:59:26something
- 2:59:27that
- 2:59:27was
- 2:59:28maybe
- 2:59:28too
- 2:59:29effeminate
- 2:59:29for
- 2:59:30like
- 2:59:30Ramon
- 2:59:31and
- 2:59:32Helena
- 2:59:33or
- 2:59:34something
- 2:59:34that
- 2:59:34was
- 2:59:35queer
- 2:59:36or
- 2:59:36not
- 2:59:37even.
- 2:59:37It
- 2:59:37doesn't
- 2:59:37even
- 2:59:37have
- 2:59:37to
- 2:59:38be
- 2:59:38queer.
- 2:59:38It's
- 2:59:38just
- 2:59:38not.
- 2:59:39Not
- 2:59:39macho,
- 2:59:40just
- 2:59:40not
- 2:59:41right.
- 2:59:41Super
- 2:59:42hyper
- 2:59:42masculine.
- 2:59:43And
- 2:59:44they
- 2:59:45shut
- 2:59:45that
- 2:59:46down
- 2:59:46and
- 2:59:46it
- 2:59:46was
- 2:59:46just.
- 2:59:47And
- 2:59:47it
- 2:59:47could
- 2:59:47end
- 2:59:47with
- 2:59:48kids,
- 2:59:48with
- 2:59:48little
- 2:59:48kids.
- 2:59:49It's
- 2:59:49so
- 2:59:49easy.
- 2:59:49It's
- 2:59:49like,
- 2:59:50boys
- 2:59:50don't
- 2:59:50do
- 2:59:50that
- 2:59:52well.
- 2:59:52Yeah.
- 2:59:53And
- 2:59:53then
- 2:59:54that's
- 2:59:54why
- 2:59:54it's
- 2:59:55like,
- 2:59:55projection
- 2:59:55on
- 2:59:55my
- 2:59:56part
- 2:59:56because,
- 2:59:56like,
- 2:59:56I
- 2:59:56was
- 2:59:56raised
- 2:59:57super.
- 2:59:58In
- 2:59:58a
- 2:59:58super,
- 2:59:58like,
- 2:59:59conservative
- 2:59:59religious
- 2:59:59household
- 3:00:00and
- 3:00:01I
- 3:00:01am
- 3:00:02bisexual.
- 3:00:02And
- 3:00:03like,
- 3:00:03when
- 3:00:03I
- 3:00:03was
- 3:00:03younger,
- 3:00:04I
- 3:00:04had
- 3:00:04crushes
- 3:00:04on
- 3:00:05my.
- 3:00:05On
- 3:00:05my.
- 3:00:05My
- 3:00:06female
- 3:00:06friends.
- 3:00:07And
- 3:00:08I,
- 3:00:08like,
- 3:00:08thought
- 3:00:08that
- 3:00:09was
- 3:00:09normal
- 3:00:09until
- 3:00:10I
- 3:00:10was
- 3:00:10like,
- 3:00:10in
- 3:00:11a
- 3:00:11sermon
- 3:00:12where
- 3:00:12they
- 3:00:12were
- 3:00:12like,
- 3:00:12gay
- 3:00:12people
- 3:00:13are
- 3:00:13going
- 3:00:13to
- 3:00:13hell.
- 3:00:14So
- 3:00:15then
- 3:00:15I
- 3:00:15was
- 3:00:16like,
- 3:00:16repress
- 3:00:17that
- 3:00:17until
- 3:00:17I
- 3:00:18was
- 3:00:1827.
- 3:00:19I
- 3:00:20would
- 3:00:20also
- 3:00:20be
- 3:00:21okay,
- 3:00:21though,
- 3:00:21with.
- 3:00:22Because
- 3:00:23the
- 3:00:24only
- 3:00:24thing
- 3:00:24I
- 3:00:24have
- 3:00:25with,
- 3:00:25like,
- 3:00:25that
- 3:00:26idea
- 3:00:26or
- 3:00:26theory
- 3:00:27is
- 3:00:27like.
- 3:00:28Because
- 3:00:28then
- 3:00:29Ramon
- 3:00:30and.
- 3:00:30Or
- 3:00:30Helena
- 3:00:31are
- 3:00:32privy
- 3:00:32to
- 3:00:32it.
- 3:00:33Right.
- 3:00:33And
- 3:00:34I
- 3:00:34don't.
- 3:00:34I
- 3:00:35don't
- 3:00:35know
- 3:00:35how
- 3:00:35I
- 3:00:35feel
- 3:00:35about
- 3:00:35that.
- 3:00:36I
- 3:00:36don't,
- 3:00:36like,
- 3:00:36I
- 3:00:36don't
- 3:00:36even
- 3:00:37think
- 3:00:37that
- 3:00:37because
- 3:00:37I
- 3:00:38don't
- 3:00:38think
- 3:00:38so.
- 3:00:38Because
- 3:00:39it
- 3:00:40can
- 3:00:40be
- 3:00:40something
- 3:00:40that's
- 3:00:40so
- 3:00:41offhand
- 3:00:41and
- 3:00:42it's
- 3:00:42something
- 3:00:42like.
- 3:00:43Like,
- 3:00:43parents
- 3:00:43are
- 3:00:43generally
- 3:00:44just
- 3:00:44not
- 3:00:44really
- 3:00:44very
- 3:00:45conscious
- 3:00:45about
- 3:00:45how
- 3:00:46they
- 3:00:46sometimes
- 3:00:46talk
- 3:00:47to
- 3:00:47their
- 3:00:47kids
- 3:00:48and,
- 3:00:48and
- 3:00:48how
- 3:00:48their
- 3:00:49kids
- 3:00:49absorb
- 3:00:50it.
- 3:00:50It
- 3:00:50could,
- 3:00:51like
- 3:00:51I
- 3:00:51said,
- 3:00:51be
- 3:00:52just,
- 3:00:53boys
- 3:00:53don't
- 3:00:54do
- 3:00:54that.
- 3:00:55And
- 3:00:55to
- 3:00:55them,
- 3:00:56okay,
- 3:00:56that's
- 3:00:56innocuous.
- 3:00:57Talking
- 3:00:58about
- 3:00:58him
- 3:00:58being
- 3:00:58very
- 3:00:59young.
- 3:00:59Like,
- 3:00:59it
- 3:00:59wouldn't
- 3:00:59be
- 3:01:00something
- 3:01:00that
- 3:01:01I
- 3:01:01know.
- 3:01:02I.
- 3:01:02I
- 3:01:02was
- 3:01:02just.
- 3:01:02I
- 3:01:03was
- 3:01:03just
- 3:01:03gonna
- 3:01:03say
- 3:01:03I
- 3:01:03would
- 3:01:04also
- 3:01:04be
- 3:01:04okay.
- 3:01:05This
- 3:01:05makes
- 3:01:05more
- 3:01:05sense.
- 3:01:06Then
- 3:01:06I
- 3:01:06would
- 3:01:06also
- 3:01:06be
- 3:01:07okay
- 3:01:07if
- 3:01:07it
- 3:01:07were
- 3:01:08like,
- 3:01:09Eddie
- 3:01:09seeing
- 3:01:10someone
- 3:01:11else
- 3:01:11act
- 3:01:11in
- 3:01:11a
- 3:01:11certain
- 3:01:12way
- 3:01:12or
- 3:01:12make
- 3:01:12an
- 3:01:12offhand
- 3:01:13comment.
- 3:01:13And
- 3:01:13then
- 3:01:14his
- 3:01:14parents
- 3:01:14say,
- 3:01:14like,
- 3:01:15oh,
- 3:01:16they
- 3:01:16don't
- 3:01:17do
- 3:01:17that.
- 3:01:17And
- 3:01:17not
- 3:01:17necessarily
- 3:01:18on,
- 3:01:19like,
- 3:01:19talking
- 3:01:19about
- 3:01:20Eddie
- 3:01:20himself.
- 3:01:22Yeah,
- 3:01:22yeah,
- 3:01:23but
- 3:01:23just
- 3:01:23like,
- 3:01:23seeing
- 3:01:24that.
- 3:01:24And
- 3:01:25like,
- 3:01:25if
- 3:01:25he
- 3:01:25had.
- 3:01:27He
- 3:01:27had
- 3:01:27a
- 3:01:27friend
- 3:01:27that
- 3:01:27his
- 3:01:28parents
- 3:01:28thought
- 3:01:28were
- 3:01:28gay
- 3:01:28or
- 3:01:28a
- 3:01:28friend
- 3:01:29who
- 3:01:29had
- 3:01:30two.
- 3:01:31Two
- 3:01:31dads,
- 3:01:32or
- 3:01:32if
- 3:01:34my
- 3:01:34favorite
- 3:01:34thing
- 3:01:35that
- 3:01:35people
- 3:01:35do
- 3:01:35and
- 3:01:36fix
- 3:01:36sometimes
- 3:01:36is
- 3:01:37give
- 3:01:37him
- 3:01:37a
- 3:01:37gay
- 3:01:37uncle
- 3:01:38who,
- 3:01:38like,
- 3:01:39he
- 3:01:39loved
- 3:01:39as
- 3:01:39a
- 3:01:39kid,
- 3:01:40but
- 3:01:40then
- 3:01:40when,
- 3:01:40like,
- 3:01:40when
- 3:01:41he
- 3:01:41came
- 3:01:41out,
- 3:01:41he
- 3:01:42never
- 3:01:42saw
- 3:01:42again.
- 3:01:43No
- 3:01:43contact.
- 3:01:43Yeah.
- 3:01:44And,
- 3:01:44like,
- 3:01:44heard
- 3:01:44his
- 3:01:45parents
- 3:01:45saying
- 3:01:46terrible
- 3:01:46things
- 3:01:47about
- 3:01:47him.
- 3:01:47And
- 3:01:47then
- 3:01:47he
- 3:01:48internalized
- 3:01:48all
- 3:01:49of
- 3:01:49that.
- 3:01:49But,
- 3:01:50I
- 3:01:50mean.
- 3:01:50And
- 3:01:50like,
- 3:01:50all
- 3:01:51of
- 3:01:51that
- 3:01:51can
- 3:01:51happen
- 3:01:51even,
- 3:01:52like,
- 3:01:52I
- 3:01:52know
- 3:01:52this
- 3:01:52is.
- 3:01:53I
- 3:01:53am
- 3:01:54a
- 3:01:54Ramonan
- 3:01:54Helena
- 3:01:55hater
- 3:01:55until
- 3:01:55the
- 3:01:56day
- 3:01:56I
- 3:01:56die.
- 3:01:57Welcome
- 3:01:57to
- 3:01:57the
- 3:01:57club.
- 3:01:58If
- 3:01:58they
- 3:01:58have
- 3:01:58no
- 3:01:59hitters,
- 3:01:59we're
- 3:01:59all
- 3:01:59dead.
- 3:02:00Yeah,
- 3:02:00but
- 3:02:01in
- 3:02:02this
- 3:02:02particular
- 3:02:02thing,
- 3:02:02it
- 3:02:03doesn't
- 3:02:03even
- 3:02:03have
- 3:02:03to
- 3:02:03be,
- 3:02:04like,
- 3:02:04a
- 3:02:04heinous,
- 3:02:04horrible
- 3:02:05thing
- 3:02:05that
- 3:02:05they're
- 3:02:05saying.
- 3:02:06No,
- 3:02:06it
- 3:02:07can
- 3:02:07just
- 3:02:07be
- 3:02:08something
- 3:02:08that's
- 3:02:08innocuous.
- 3:02:09But
- 3:02:10the
- 3:02:10way
- 3:02:10Eddie
- 3:02:11internalizes
- 3:02:11it
- 3:02:12would
- 3:02:13make
- 3:02:13him
- 3:02:14think,
- 3:02:14okay,
- 3:02:15that's
- 3:02:15bad.
- 3:02:15And
- 3:02:15the
- 3:02:15younger
- 3:02:16he
- 3:02:16is
- 3:02:16when
- 3:02:16he
- 3:02:16hears
- 3:02:16it,
- 3:02:17it.
- 3:02:18The.
- 3:02:18The
- 3:02:18deeper
- 3:02:19he's
- 3:02:19gonna
- 3:02:19take
- 3:02:19it.
- 3:02:19Because
- 3:02:20when
- 3:02:20they're,
- 3:02:20like,
- 3:02:20when
- 3:02:21kids
- 3:02:21are.
- 3:02:21When
- 3:02:21kids
- 3:02:22are
- 3:02:22little,
- 3:02:22their
- 3:02:23parents
- 3:02:23are.
- 3:02:23They
- 3:02:23know
- 3:02:23everything.
- 3:02:24Like,
- 3:02:25he
- 3:02:25may
- 3:02:25not
- 3:02:25even
- 3:02:25really
- 3:02:26like,
- 3:02:26fully
- 3:02:26understand
- 3:02:27the
- 3:02:27implications
- 3:02:28of
- 3:02:28whatever
- 3:02:29that
- 3:02:29is.
- 3:02:29He
- 3:02:29just
- 3:02:29knows
- 3:02:30that
- 3:02:30has
- 3:02:31to
- 3:02:31go
- 3:02:31in
- 3:02:31the
- 3:02:31box.
- 3:02:31That's
- 3:02:32kind
- 3:02:32of
- 3:02:32the
- 3:02:32way
- 3:02:32that.
- 3:02:32I've
- 3:02:33been
- 3:02:33thinking
- 3:02:34about
- 3:02:35it
- 3:02:35as
- 3:02:35well.
- 3:02:35He
- 3:02:35was.
- 3:02:36When
- 3:02:36he
- 3:02:36was
- 3:02:36younger,
- 3:02:36but
- 3:02:37then
- 3:02:37it
- 3:02:37was
- 3:02:37just
- 3:02:38like,
- 3:02:38confirmation.
- 3:02:39The
- 3:02:39more
- 3:02:39he
- 3:02:40heard,
- 3:02:40the
- 3:02:40more
- 3:02:41he.
- 3:02:41As
- 3:02:41he
- 3:02:41got
- 3:02:41older.
- 3:02:44Reinforcement.
- 3:02:45And
- 3:02:45he
- 3:02:45just,
- 3:02:46like,
- 3:02:46shoveled
- 3:02:46more
- 3:02:46and
- 3:02:46more
- 3:02:47dirt
- 3:02:47on
- 3:02:47it.
- 3:02:48And
- 3:02:48I.
- 3:02:48And
- 3:02:48I
- 3:02:49feel
- 3:02:49like
- 3:02:49that's
- 3:02:49the
- 3:02:49thing
- 3:02:50that
- 3:02:50Eddie.
- 3:02:51That
- 3:02:51runs
- 3:02:51through
- 3:02:52Eddie's
- 3:02:52head
- 3:02:52if
- 3:02:53he's
- 3:02:53doing,
- 3:02:53like.
- 3:02:54If
- 3:02:54he's
- 3:02:54doing
- 3:02:54something
- 3:02:55not
- 3:02:55like
- 3:02:55the
- 3:02:55same
- 3:02:56with
- 3:02:56the
- 3:02:56water
- 3:02:56and
- 3:02:56the
- 3:02:56juice,
- 3:02:57but
- 3:02:57the
- 3:02:57same
- 3:02:57kind
- 3:02:57of
- 3:02:57thing
- 3:02:58where
- 3:02:58he's
- 3:02:58doing
- 3:02:58something
- 3:02:59that's
- 3:02:59not
- 3:02:59strictly
- 3:02:59masculine.
- 3:03:00And
- 3:03:00in
- 3:03:00his
- 3:03:01bed,
- 3:03:01in
- 3:03:01his
- 3:03:02brain,
- 3:03:02he
- 3:03:02just
- 3:03:02hears,
- 3:03:03boys
- 3:03:03don't
- 3:03:03do
- 3:03:04that.
- 3:03:04And
- 3:03:04then
- 3:03:05he.
- 3:03:05And
- 3:03:05then
- 3:03:06he
- 3:03:07veers
- 3:03:07off
- 3:03:07talking
- 3:03:08about
- 3:03:08his
- 3:03:08feelings,
- 3:03:08things,
- 3:03:09therapy,
- 3:03:10any.
- 3:03:11Any
- 3:03:11of
- 3:03:11these
- 3:03:11little
- 3:03:11things
- 3:03:12where
- 3:03:12we
- 3:03:12see
- 3:03:12and
- 3:03:12just.
- 3:03:13And
- 3:03:14I
- 3:03:14think
- 3:03:14he's
- 3:03:14really
- 3:03:15conscious
- 3:03:15of
- 3:03:15that
- 3:03:16because
- 3:03:16he's
- 3:03:17trying
- 3:03:17so
- 3:03:17hard
- 3:03:17to
- 3:03:18not
- 3:03:18raise
- 3:03:18Christopher
- 3:03:19that
- 3:03:19way.
- 3:03:20Yeah.
- 3:03:20But
- 3:03:20I
- 3:03:21don't.
- 3:03:21Generally,
- 3:03:21he's
- 3:03:22doing
- 3:03:22a
- 3:03:22good
- 3:03:22job,
- 3:03:22but,
- 3:03:23like,
- 3:03:23to
- 3:03:24his
- 3:03:24own
- 3:03:24detriment.
- 3:03:25Sometimes
- 3:03:25parents
- 3:03:26traumatize
- 3:03:27their
- 3:03:27kids
- 3:03:27in
- 3:03:27their
- 3:03:27own
- 3:03:28special
- 3:03:28ways.
- 3:03:29Yeah.
- 3:03:29Yeah.
- 3:03:30I
- 3:03:30also
- 3:03:30think
- 3:03:30just,
- 3:03:31like,
- 3:03:31random,
- 3:03:32but,
- 3:03:32like,
- 3:03:32the
- 3:03:32thing
- 3:03:33that
- 3:03:33kind
- 3:03:33of,
- 3:03:33like,
- 3:03:33can,
- 3:03:34I
- 3:03:35guess,
- 3:03:35not
- 3:03:35confirmed.
- 3:03:36Because,
- 3:03:36like,
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