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It Stopped Being A Calendar Problem A Long Time Ago (It’s Something Much Deeper) · Your Utmost Life

• 0:00
  Misty Celli: I don't have time for this right now.
• 0:02
  Misty Celli: I want you to notice something about that sentence.
• 0:04
  Misty Celli: You've probably said it more times than you can count without noticing.
• 0:08
  Misty Celli: You have said it about a workout, about a book you meant to read, the version of yourself you say you'll get back to one day once things calm down.
• 0:16
  Misty Celli: I'd bet good money you have never once said it about your daughter's orthodontist appointment, or your husband's work dinner, or your mom's follow-up scan.
• 0:24
  Misty Celli: Somehow the calendar always finds room for everyone else's 15 minutes.
• 0:29
  Misty Celli: You just can't seem to find yours.
• 0:31
  Misty Celli: So here's what I want to propose to you.
• 0:33
  Misty Celli: What if it was never actually about the 15 minutes?
• 0:37
  Misty Celli: If you are a woman who has looked at something, a book, a class, that walk you'd love to take, a version of your own life, and thought, I just don't have time for that right now.
• 0:50
  Misty Celli: While somehow still managing to remember your neighbor's dog sitting schedule, this episode is for you because I don't think you have a time problem.
• 0:58
  Misty Celli: I think it's something much deeper.
• 1:00
  Misty Celli: I think you have a problem that's wearing a time costume, and it's gotten so good at the disguise that even you believe it.
• 1:07
  Misty Celli: If you're an ambitious mother who feels like you're living for everyone else and catch yourself thinking, is this all there is?
• 1:13
  Misty Celli: You were in the right place.
• 1:14
  Misty Celli: You were never meant to disappear into your roles, but somewhere between everyone else's needs and expectations, you became invisible, disconnected, and living on autopilot.
• 1:22
  Misty Celli: Feel present, self-led and decisive in six weeks, seeing exactly where you are and how you got there.
• 1:28
  Misty Celli: By following this identity reset feel like yourself again six weeks series.
• 1:32
  Misty Celli: Reclaim who you are, design a life that's fully and intentionally yours and show up every day as the utmost woman you've always been.
• 1:38
  Misty Celli: Not just for everyone else, but finally fully for yourself.
• 1:41
  Misty Celli: This is where you begin the process of returning to your utmost self, not by accident, not by obligation, but by design.
• 1:47
  Misty Celli: Welcome to your Utmost Life Podcast.
• 1:48
  Misty Celli: I am Misty, Identity and Self Leadership Coach for Ambitious Mothers.
• 1:52
  Misty Celli: Before we get into it, if you have been listening along with this series, thank you.
• 1:55
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• 2:02
  Misty Celli: Okay, let's talk about time.
• 2:04
  Misty Celli: Last week we talked about how you didn't lose yourself, you lost access to hearing yourself, and we discussed the three patterns that do the erasing roll rush, calendar creep, and permission loop.
• 2:14
  Misty Celli: Did you catch yourself in any of them this week?
• 2:17
  Misty Celli: I bet you did.
• 2:18
  Misty Celli: Maybe mid-morning three requests deep before your coffee's even gone cold.
• 2:22
  Misty Celli: Maybe just moving your own thing to next week again, and if you're honest, it felt like the next week for about 40 weeks now.
• 2:28
  Misty Celli: And somewhere in that noticing, I'm guessing a thought showed up.
• 2:32
  Misty Celli: Something like, okay, Misty, this is all making sense, but I genuinely don't have time for this right now.
• 2:39
  Misty Celli: Can we just sit with that for one second?
• 2:41
  Misty Celli: Because I don't think it's a cop-out.
• 2:43
  Misty Celli: I don't believe you're lazy or half committed.
• 2:46
  Misty Celli: I actually think it's one of the most honest sentences you've said to yourself all week.
• 2:50
  Misty Celli: But here's the thing, it's not what you think it is.
• 2:53
  Misty Celli: You think it's about minutes and about the fact that your week is legitimately, genuinely full with the things that matter, people who need you and a life that doesn't leave a lot of open space.
• 3:03
  Misty Celli: And you're not wrong about that.
• 3:04
  Misty Celli: Your week is full.
• 3:06
  Misty Celli: But I don't have time for this, and I don't have time for anything that's just mine.
• 3:11
  Misty Celli: Those are not the same sentence, even though they come out of your mouth sounding identical.
• 3:16
  Misty Celli: If we actually hold up your calendar together right now, coffee in hand, and went line by line, I don't think we'd find a woman with no time.
• 3:24
  Misty Celli: I think we'd find a woman with time for everyone else except herself.
• 3:28
  Misty Celli: And that's not a scheduling issue.
• 3:29
  Misty Celli: That's something else wearing a scheduling issue's clothing.
• 3:32
  Misty Celli: Here's why this belief is so sticky, because you didn't make it up out of nowhere.
• 3:37
  Misty Celli: You've got actual evidence sitting right there to back it up.
• 3:40
  Misty Celli: You found time to rearrange your whole Tuesday when your mom's cardiologist could only see her at 11.
• 3:45
  Misty Celli: You found time to sit on the phone with your son for 45 minutes while he talked about a job offer that he was nervous about, even though you had your own deadline sitting open on the laptop.
• 3:54
  Misty Celli: You found time to handle the cater, the guest list, and the three vendor calls for your friend's parents' surprise anniversary party on top of everything else already on your plate that week.
• 4:03
  Misty Celli: None of that went on a list titled If I Have Time.
• 4:07
  Misty Celli: It just happened.
• 4:09
  Misty Celli: You made it happen the way you make everything happen because that's who you are for the people you love.
• 4:15
  Misty Celli: That's calendar creep, the pattern I named last week.
• 4:18
  Misty Celli: You fill your time with everyone else's needs before your own ever make it onto the page.
• 4:23
  Misty Celli: But here's the part that we haven't talked about yet.
• 4:25
  Misty Celli: Calendar creep isn't really about your calendar being too full to add one more thing.
• 4:30
  Misty Celli: It's that when something is just for you, it never even gets entered as a candidate.
• 4:36
  Misty Celli: It doesn't lose the competition for space.
• 4:38
  Misty Celli: It's not even in the running at all.
• 4:41
  Misty Celli: Think about it with me for a second.
• 4:43
  Misty Celli: If a friend called and said her mom needed a ride to scan next Tuesday at 11, would you check whether you had time?
• 4:49
  Misty Celli: Of course not.
• 4:50
  Misty Celli: You just go.
• 4:51
  Misty Celli: The second you heard it, it would be non-negotiable and your whole day would rearrange around it without you even deliberating.
• 4:58
  Misty Celli: Now, when's the last time something just for you got that same treatment?
• 5:03
  Misty Celli: A walk, a phone call with an old friend, 15 minutes with the door shut and nobody knocking?
• 5:09
  Misty Celli: Did it get protected like that?
• 5:11
  Misty Celli: Or did it end up in the if there's time pile, which, let's be honest, is really just the pile where things go to disappear.
• 5:19
  Misty Celli: That's not a discipline problem.
• 5:21
  Misty Celli: You are not bad at time management.
• 5:24
  Misty Celli: If anything, you are excellent at it for everyone whose name isn't yours.
• 5:29
  Misty Celli: So it's not a question of whether you're capable of protecting time.
• 5:32
  Misty Celli: You prove you are every single day.
• 5:35
  Misty Celli: The real question is just why doesn't your own name make the list of people worth protecting it for?
• 5:40
  Misty Celli: Here's the thing I think you already know somewhere underneath the busyness.
• 5:44
  Misty Celli: I bet if you were given 20 extra unclaimed minutes right now, genuinely free, nothing pulling at you, be honest with me, would you actually spin them on you?
• 5:55
  Misty Celli: Or would you fold the laundry, answer that email you've been putting off, scroll, which doesn't even really feel like rest, just numbness with a screen attached.
• 6:03
  Misty Celli: I think you'd fill the space with something almost immediately.
• 6:06
  Misty Celli: Because an empty 20 minutes with nothing productive in it and not doing something for someone else doesn't feel like relief.
• 6:14
  Misty Celli: It feels like laziness or added pressure.
• 6:17
  Misty Celli: And that's the confession underneath.
• 6:19
  Misty Celli: I don't have time.
• 6:20
  Misty Celli: It's not really the time, or that the time doesn't exist.
• 6:25
  Misty Celli: It's that when it does show up unclaimed, you don't know what to do with a version of it that's just for you.
• 6:31
  Misty Celli: Because somewhere along the way, giving yourself something with no other justification attached started to feel wasteful or even a little selfish.
• 6:40
  Misty Celli: I don't have time is a much easier sentence to say out loud than the one underneath it.
• 6:45
  Misty Celli: I'm not really worth the time.
• 6:47
  Misty Celli: And nobody handed you that belief in one moment.
• 6:50
  Misty Celli: You built it the same way you built everything else.
• 6:54
  Misty Celli: One reasonable, loving choice at a time.
• 6:57
  Misty Celli: Every time you put down your own thing so someone else's thing could happen, you weren't doing anything wrong.
• 7:03
  Misty Celli: You were being a good mother, a good wife, friend, and daughter.
• 7:07
  Misty Celli: But each of those choices was also quietly confirming something underneath that when it comes down to it, you're the one who moves.
• 7:15
  Misty Celli: You're the flexible one.
• 7:17
  Misty Celli: You're the one whose time is negotiable because you're always the one who says it's fine.
• 7:22
  Misty Celli: I've been in this moment myself, burnt out, invisible, running ragged, so needed by everyone that you think I'd feel valuable, but then I'd find tears running down my face in some quiet moment because I genuinely did not have time for one single thing that was just mine.
• 7:38
  Misty Celli: So I need you to hear this because I think it changes how you hear every I don't have time thought from here on out.
• 7:44
  Misty Celli: This is not a scheduling problem.
• 7:46
  Misty Celli: It's a worth problem wearing scheduling clothing.
• 7:49
  Misty Celli: Time doesn't organize itself around what's logically possible.
• 7:52
  Misty Celli: It organizes itself around what you've decided is worth protecting.
• 7:56
  Misty Celli: You've proven that a hundred times over with everyone else's needs.
• 8:00
  Misty Celli: The calendar bends every time for what you believe truly matters.
• 8:04
  Misty Celli: So when your own name can't seem to find a spot on it, that's not a full week talking.
• 8:09
  Misty Celli: That's an old belief about your own worth dressed up in a much more socially acceptable outfit.
• 8:14
  Misty Celli: Think about this for a second.
• 8:16
  Misty Celli: How many times in the last year can you recall some big event where a million things needed to happen?
• 8:22
  Misty Celli: And somehow you pulled it all off like an absolute wizard.
• 8:25
  Misty Celli: People were genuinely blown away with what you managed to accomplish in such a short window, but it was all for someone else.
• 8:32
  Misty Celli: All to make sure everything else was taken care of.
• 8:35
  Misty Celli: Everyone else was happy.
• 8:37
  Misty Celli: You stretched time for the important things, and I bet you haven't yet managed to stretch it for yourself the same way.
• 8:43
  Misty Celli: This week, right now, the words I don't have time are costing you the version of yourself that exists outside of logistics.
• 8:51
  Misty Celli: The one with an opinion about the book on the nightstand, the one who used to have somewhere she wanted to go, a version of you that shows up in the room instead of just running it.
• 9:01
  Misty Celli: Underneath that, at a quieter level, it's costing your husband and your kids the chance to know a version of you that isn't managing something.
• 9:09
  Misty Celli: It's costing you connection moments with your parents instead of logistics about what's happening and when for their next appointment.
• 9:16
  Misty Celli: They're getting your competence.
• 9:18
  Misty Celli: They're not getting your presence if you're honest.
• 9:20
  Misty Celli: Presence takes a woman who believes she's allowed to take up space that isn't in service of somebody else.
• 9:26
  Misty Celli: And if this doesn't shift, if I don't have time keeps doing its job as the polite stand-in for the real sentence, the cost isn't dramatic, it's quiet, but it's very high priced.
• 9:39
  Misty Celli: It is another decade of a calendar that runs life beautifully, but never once asks what you wanted.
• 9:45
  Misty Celli: It's looking up one day, kids grown and gone, husband, perhaps if the disconnection hasn't quietly killed the passion, still right there beside you, and realizing the woman who managed it all so well never got scheduled into her own life.
• 10:00
  Misty Celli: I'm not trying to be hurtful.
• 10:01
  Misty Celli: I just want you to see the actual cost clearly so you get to choose the outcome you actually want.
• 10:07
  Misty Celli: You don't need more time, my friend.
• 10:10
  Misty Celli: You need to believe that you're worth putting on the calendar.
• 10:13
  Misty Celli: Once that shifts, the time has a way of showing up that it never seemed to have before.
• 10:19
  Misty Celli: I want to tell you about a conversation with my husband that I still think about.
• 10:22
  Misty Celli: We were talking about the things that needed to get done that week, and he asked me when my doctor's appointment was.
• 10:27
  Misty Celli: I told him I wasn't sure I had canceled it because I just didn't have time to go.
• 10:31
  Misty Celli: This was the third time we had some version of this exact conversation.
• 10:36
  Misty Celli: Me saying the same thing every time.
• 10:38
  Misty Celli: But this time he wasn't accepting it.
• 10:40
  Misty Celli: He stressed to me that I needed to go, that it was important, that I might not care about my own health, but he did, and I couldn't keep putting it off.
• 10:47
  Misty Celli: I tried explaining all the reasons I genuinely could not squeeze it in.
• 10:52
  Misty Celli: But it felt like he wasn't hearing me, like he didn't understand what it actually took to keep everything important running.
• 10:58
  Misty Celli: Then he started listing things, how many appointments I'd missed over the years, how many times I let my own medication lapse because there just wasn't a window for it, how many complications I had come from all of that missing and lapsing.
• 11:11
  Misty Celli: And I kept saying, I understand, I hear you, but I just don't have time.
• 11:17
  Misty Celli: Here's the thing that actually got me.
• 11:19
  Misty Celli: Sitting there, listening to him, list it all back to me like that.
• 11:22
  Misty Celli: It wasn't the appointments themselves.
• 11:24
  Misty Celli: It was hearing out loud in his voice how long I don't have time had been my answer.
• 11:30
  Misty Celli: Not just for the doctor, but for almost everything that was only mine.
• 11:34
  Misty Celli: Fueling my body before dinner.
• 11:36
  Misty Celli: Oh my goodness, the number of times I hadn't eaten anything all day, moving my body instead of just moving through the day, finishing a project during daylight hours instead of cramming it in after midnight.
• 11:49
  Misty Celli: I could find hours to make some tiny detail of somebody else's event absolutely perfect, a detail nobody but me would ever notice.
• 11:57
  Misty Celli: But I could not find 45 minutes for my own body, the one that has to carry me through every single one of those other things.
• 12:05
  Misty Celli: I wasn't actually out of time.
• 12:07
  Misty Celli: I had proven that over and over every time something else mattered enough.
• 12:11
  Misty Celli: I had just never once let my own name be the reason the calendar moved.
• 12:15
  Misty Celli: That's the moment I don't have time stopped sounding like a fact to me and started sounding like a habit, a very old, very well-practiced habit of putting myself dead last on a list that I was the only one making.
• 12:28
  Misty Celli: It didn't fix itself that day.
• 12:30
  Misty Celli: I didn't reschedule the appointment in some triumphant cinematic moment right there at the table, but something did shift.
• 12:36
  Misty Celli: The next time something came up that was just for me, nothing urgent, nothing anyone else asked about, just something I wanted, I didn't automatically wave it off the way I always had.
• 12:47
  Misty Celli: I paused.
• 12:48
  Misty Celli: I let myself actually consider it, the same way I'd consider anyone else's request.
• 12:53
  Misty Celli: That was the whole beginning.
• 12:54
  Misty Celli: Not a transformation, just one pause where an automatic no used to live.
• 12:59
  Misty Celli: To be honest, I started small, five minutes that turned to 10, and then 15.
• 13:04
  Misty Celli: And now my calendar has me actually on it.
• 13:07
  Misty Celli: I know, I know, I can hear it now before you even say it out loud.
• 13:11
  Misty Celli: Misty, I really am busy.
• 13:13
  Misty Celli: This isn't a worth thing.
• 13:15
  Misty Celli: My week is genuinely full.
• 13:17
  Misty Celli: I believe you.
• 13:18
  Misty Celli: I have been there.
• 13:19
  Misty Celli: My calendar schedule to the minute completely crazy full.
• 13:22
  Misty Celli: I have no doubt that yours is too.
• 13:24
  Misty Celli: But full and impossible are not the same thing, and I think you already know that.
• 13:28
  Misty Celli: Because you make room for the truly non-negotiable all the time.
• 13:32
  Misty Celli: This isn't about finding four extra hours.
• 13:35
  Misty Celli: It's about deciding that you belong on the list of things that get protected the same way everyone else on your list already does.
• 13:41
  Misty Celli: But let's be honest with each other.
• 13:43
  Misty Celli: There's something else running underneath it.
• 13:45
  Misty Celli: If I actually start treating myself as non-negotiable, what happens to everyone who's used to me being the flexible one?
• 13:52
  Misty Celli: I get it.
• 13:53
  Misty Celli: That's a fair question and an important one because we don't want anyone to feel like they don't matter.
• 13:58
  Misty Celli: We don't want to be the reason someone else struggles.
• 14:01
  Misty Celli: We don't want to let anyone down.
• 14:03
  Misty Celli: And if we're really honest, we want to solve the problem because we're the fixer.
• 14:07
  Misty Celli: That's how we've always known we were valuable.
• 14:10
  Misty Celli: But let me ask you something.
• 14:11
  Misty Celli: What's the long-term cost to the people you love?
• 14:14
  Misty Celli: They love you, the whole person, the whole version of you.
• 14:17
  Misty Celli: They love that you help them, but they don't love you for the logistical brain that you have.
• 14:22
  Misty Celli: They don't want a version of you that's only present for logistics and absent from herself, and in the real moments, absent from them too.
• 14:30
  Misty Celli: Laughing together, talking about life, not the tasks inside of it, building real connection, not a well-run schedule.
• 14:38
  Misty Celli: And too much doing for the people you love can actually rob them of doing for themselves.
• 14:43
  Misty Celli: It can leave them feeling incapable, like you don't quite trust them to handle their own lives.
• 14:48
  Misty Celli: Now, I am not saying stop helping them.
• 14:51
  Misty Celli: I am not saying stop giving yourself to the people you love.
• 14:54
  Misty Celli: But what I am saying is you're important too.
• 14:57
  Misty Celli: You deserve a spot on your own calendar.
• 15:00
  Misty Celli: And honestly, the people who love you need you on it also.
• 15:03
  Misty Celli: They need the version of you that's refueled, the version who is choosing what actually matters instead of just filling every slot with what's urgent.
• 15:12
  Misty Celli: The version who isn't slowly worn down to nothing by a calendar that never once asked what she wanted.
• 15:19
  Misty Celli: I don't think they need you more depleted.
• 15:21
  Misty Celli: I think they need you more whole.
• 15:23
  Misty Celli: And those two things were never actually in competition, even though right now I know it feels like they are.
• 15:30
  Misty Celli: Imagine a Tuesday, not a Tuesday with fewer obligations.
• 15:34
  Misty Celli: You still have your mom's appointment, that form from your son's tuition, the grocery store pickup, the suit you need to grab from the dry cleaners, the full weight of a real day.
• 15:43
  Misty Celli: But as you scan the schedule, there's a line with your name on it.
• 15:47
  Misty Celli: In pin right there next to an actual moment in time, holding the same weight as everything else on the page.
• 15:53
  Misty Celli: And for a split second, that old voice tries to creep into the space.
• 15:57
  Misty Celli: The old reflex to just move it, same as always.
• 16:00
  Misty Celli: But this time it doesn't win.
• 16:02
  Misty Celli: You don't delete you because you're not negotiating from, I guess I could give this up.
• 16:07
  Misty Celli: You're protecting something you've already decided matters.
• 16:11
  Misty Celli: And when that block of time actually shows up, even if it's only 30 minutes, instead of immediately filling it with a task or a to-do that has to get done for so-and-so, you let it be what it actually is for.
• 16:22
  Misty Celli: Maybe you read or you go for a walk around the block.
• 16:25
  Misty Celli: Maybe you just sit outside with a cup of coffee that's still hot watching the sun come up.
• 16:30
  Misty Celli: Not because nobody needs anything from you, but because you need this for you and you've decided you're worth the moment to reconnect with yourself, worth the intentional refill so you can show up fully inside the day that you've designed.
• 16:43
  Misty Celli: It felt strange at first, like a muscle remembering it exists, but it doesn't feel strange anymore.
• 16:49
  Misty Celli: It just feels like Tuesday.
• 16:50
  Misty Celli: Your husbands notice the difference, how you're more lit up, more alive, more present in conversation about Y'all's day.
• 16:57
  Misty Celli: Your kids notice it too and how you talk with them.
• 17:00
  Misty Celli: You're more engaged, asking more questions, actually listening to what they say instead of already thinking about the next thing.
• 17:07
  Misty Celli: Your mom notices you're actually looking at her now instead of through her when she's telling you what the doctor said.
• 17:12
  Misty Celli: You didn't announce any of this.
• 17:14
  Misty Celli: Nobody had to sacrifice anything for it to happen.
• 17:17
  Misty Celli: You just finally put your own name on the list of things worth protecting.
• 17:21
  Misty Celli: And the calendar, which has always been for what you decided matters, bends for you too.
• 17:26
  Misty Celli: Here's what I want you to carry out of this episode.
• 17:28
  Misty Celli: I don't have time was never really about the minutes.
• 17:31
  Misty Celli: It's always actually been a worth problem wearing scheduling clothes.
• 17:35
  Misty Celli: And it's been convincing enough to talk you out of the one thing you need most for yourself and for the people you love.
• 17:41
  Misty Celli: Time that's actually yours.
• 17:43
  Misty Celli: You don't need a more efficient calendar.
• 17:45
  Misty Celli: You need to see yourself as someone worth scheduling.
• 17:48
  Misty Celli: And that starts in the same place we've been building this whole series, knowing who you are clearly enough that protecting her stops feeling stressful or optional.
• 17:57
  Misty Celli: And because I've been exactly where you are, I put together the identity reset starter toolkit so your own name can finally earn a real permanent line on that calendar, the same way everyone else already does.
• 18:10
  Misty Celli: Go to yourutmost.com forward slash starter and get immediate access.
• 18:15
  Misty Celli: In about seven minutes, you will know three things that are true about who you are as a woman underneath every role you play.
• 18:22
  Misty Celli: From there, over the next several minutes, you'll start building your identity blueprint.
• 18:26
  Misty Celli: Not the whole thing today, just the beginning of it.
• 18:29
  Misty Celli: Because you can't protect time for a woman you haven't fully reconnected to yet.
• 18:34
  Misty Celli: If you were sitting here with me, I would grab your hands, look you in the eye, and ask you to hear me fully and repeat after me.
• 18:41
  Misty Celli: I am not too busy for my own life.
• 18:43
  Misty Celli: I am worth putting on the calendar.
• 18:45
  Misty Celli: If this episode shifted something for you, please leave a review.
• 18:49
  Misty Celli: It is how other women who feel like they've lost themselves find this show.
• 18:53
  Misty Celli: And if a friend came to mind, one who said, I just don't have time more times than either of you can count, send her this episode.
• 19:01
  Misty Celli: Let her see she's worth so much more than running herself ragged in the name of being too busy.
• 19:08
  Misty Celli: Let her know she's worth being on her own calendar too.
• 19:10
  Misty Celli: Next week, we're diving into the four things that help you feel like yourself again, without threatening the life you've built or the relationships that matter most.
• 19:19
  Misty Celli: These four things don't create chaos.
• 19:21
  Misty Celli: They create clarity, emotional steadiness, and a life that finally feels like it fits.
• 19:26
  Misty Celli: We'll start with the part of you that's been waiting the longest to come back.
• 19:30
  Misty Celli: Then we'll look at what actually happens to the people who love you when she does.
• 19:34
  Misty Celli: We'll name the real thing you've been protecting yourself from this whole time.
• 19:38
  Misty Celli: The thing hiding underneath I might lose people because I don't think that's ever really been the fear.
• 19:44
  Misty Celli: And we'll end with the truth that changes everything once you actually believe it.
• 19:48
  Misty Celli: The right people aren't going to flinch when you come back.
• 19:51
  Misty Celli: They've been waiting for her to.
• 19:53
  Misty Celli: If you have ever lain awake wondering whether becoming more fully yourself would cost you the very people you've been trying to protect by staying small, next week is for you.
• 20:03
  Misty Celli: Until then, go to yourutmost.com forward slash starter and put your own name on the calendar first, just once and see what happens.
• 20:11
  Misty Celli: You are more than everyone's everything.
• 20:14
  Misty Celli: You are someone.