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- You know that specific kind of silence that falls over a room when someone says, 'I have a rare disease'? It’s not empty. It’s heavy. And sometimes, it’s the only thing that makes you feel truly seen. Let’s sit with that for a second. The word 'rare' does a lot of work. On one hand, it tells you that you are unique, that your experience is singular and perhaps even precious. On the other hand, it tells you that you are alone. That no one else in this town, or maybe this state, understands the particular texture of your pain. I remember sitting in my classroom years ago, watching a student who seemed to carry the weight of the world on her small shoulders. She never complained, but she was always tired. Not just sleepy-tired, but soul-tired. I didn’t know then what she was going through. I don’t think she told me. But I saw how she isolated herself, how she built walls out of politeness because she assumed no one could possibly understand the bricks she was laying. That assumption—that isolation is the price of being different—is what we need to talk about today. Specifically, the strange alchemy that happens when people with rare diseases find each other. We often think of support groups as places of shared misery, which they can be. But they are also something else entirely. They are laboratories of belonging. When you walk into a room where everyone has a diagnosis that doesn’t appear in the common medical textbooks, the social contract changes. You don’t have to explain why you’re exhausted after a light lunch. You don’t have to justify why you canceled plans last minute because your body decided to go on strike. The explanation is already written on the wall. Or rather, it’s written in the air between you. What does loyalty look like when you’ve spent decades explaining your existence to people who treat it like a inconvenience? In these spaces, loyalty isn’t tested by grand gestures. It’s tested by the mundane, daily act of showing up. I want you to imagine a Tuesday night Zoom call. Maybe it’s shaky Wi-Fi, maybe it’s a host who is too tired to speak clearly. But there they are. Faces lit by the blue glow of screens, nodding in recognition. This is where the magic happens. Not in the big moments of crisis, though those matter deeply, but in the quiet accumulation of being understood without effort. In regular friendships, we often perform. We curate our lives to make them palatable for others. We leave out the messy parts, the scary parts, the parts that make us vulnerable. But in a rare disease support group, the performance drops. You can say, 'My joints are screaming,' and instead of getting advice on ice packs or gentle yoga, you get a sigh of recognition. You get someone saying, 'Me too.' That simple phrase, 'Me too,' is a lifeline. It’s not just empathy; it’s evidence. It proves that you are not crazy. It proves that your reality is valid. And for someone who has been gaslit by doctors, by family, by well-meaning friends who say, 'Have you tried drinking more water?', that validation is everything. Tell me more about the cost of that. The cost of hiding. The cost of pretending you’re fine when you’re fighting a war inside your own body. How much energy do you spend managing other people’s discomfort? How much of yourself do you leave behind at the door of every social gathering? There is a profound shift that happens in these groups. For years, many of us were defined by our pathology. We were 'the cystic fibrosis girl,' 'the lupus patient,' 'the ME/CFS sufferer.' Our identities were consumed by our symptoms. We became experts in our own decline, tracking every fluctuation, every lab result, every side effect. But in these rooms, something different emerges. We start to see each other not as collections of symptoms, but as whole human beings. I recall a woman named Sarah from an old community organizing meeting I attended. She had a condition that made her sensitive to light and sound, so she wore sunglasses indoors and avoided crowded events. People thought she was aloof, maybe even rude. But in that circle, we learned that her sunglasses weren’t a fashion statement; they were survival gear. And once we knew that, her 'rudeness' transformed into resilience. We stopped seeing the barrier and started seeing the person behind it. That’s what happens in these support groups. We strip away the labels and see the humanity underneath. This matters because it restores agency. When you’re sick, you often feel like you’ve lost control. Your body betrays you. Your plans fall apart. But in these groups, you regain a sense of purpose. You help others navigate the system. You share tips on which specialists actually listen. You offer hope, not because you’re ignoring the reality of the disease, but because you’ve survived it before. You become a guide. And in guiding others, you find your own way forward. It’s a beautiful paradox. In caring for each other, we care for ourselves. But we must also be honest about the fragility of these connections. They are intense, yes. They are deep. But they are also built on a foundation of loss. Many of these groups have high turnover. People move. Their conditions worsen. Some pass away. This creates a unique kind of grief, one that is layered and complex. You mourn not just the person, but the shared future you imagined with them. You mourn the potential for recovery that slipped away. You mourn the version of yourself that existed before the diagnosis. It’s okay to feel afraid of getting too attached. It’s okay to feel protective of your heart. I’ve seen friendships form in these circles that are stronger than marriages. They are forged in fire. But fire consumes. So when someone leaves, or fades, or dies, the impact is seismic. It reminds us of our own mortality. It reminds us that time is short. And that can be terrifying. Yet, despite the risk, we keep showing up. Why? Because the alternative is loneliness. And loneliness, especially in illness, is a poison. It accelerates decline. It deepens despair. So we choose connection. We choose the risk of pain over the certainty of isolation. We choose to believe that even if it ends badly, the middle part—the part where we laugh together, cry together, hold hands together—is worth it. What does loyalty look like in the face of inevitable loss? It looks like staying present until the very end. It looks like remembering their name when they’re gone. It looks like carrying their story forward. Now, I know not everyone finds their tribe in a formal support group. Some find it online. Some find it in niche hobby forums where the commonality isn’t a diagnosis, but a shared passion. Some find it in unexpected places, like a pottery class or a hiking trail. The point isn’t the setting. The point is the quality of the connection. It’s about finding people who get it. Who don’t require you to shrink yourself to fit into their comfort zone. If you’re currently navigating a health challenge, I encourage you to look for these spaces. They might be local. They might be virtual. They might be informal. Look for the people who ask questions with kindness. Look for the ones who listen more than they speak. Look for the ones who don’t try to fix you, but who simply witness you. And if you haven’t found them yet, don’t give up. It takes time. It takes courage. But they are out there. And if you’re the friend of someone with a rare disease, consider this: you don’t need to have all the answers. You don’t need to understand the science. You just need to show up. Ask permission to help. Listen without judgment. Remember that their illness is a part of them, but it’s not all of them. Celebrate the parts of them that remain unchanged. The humor. The love. The resilience. Be the safe harbor in their storm. Tell me more about how you show up for the people you love. Do you bring dinner? Do you sit in silence? Do you send a text just to say, 'I’m thinking of you'? There is a quiet power in witnessing. It’s understated. It’s unglamorous. But it is transformative. When someone shares their story with you, and you hold it gently, you are giving them a gift. You are saying, 'Your pain matters. Your life matters. You are not invisible.' In a world that often overlooks the sick, the disabled, the chronic, this act of witnessing is revolutionary. It asserts their humanity. I think back to that student of mine. Years later, she reached out. She told me she had finally found a community where she felt safe. Where she didn’t have to explain herself. She said it saved her. Not cured her—she’s still dealing with the aftermath—but saved her spirit. That’s what these connections do. They save our spirits. They remind us that we are worthy of love, not despite our struggles, but including them. That we are not broken goods. We are whole, complex, beautiful humans navigating difficult terrain. So let’s commit to being better witnesses. Let’s listen for the silence between words. Let’s notice who is left out of the conversation. Let’s invite them in. Let’s create spaces where people can be themselves, fully and freely. Whether it’s in a support group, a family dinner, or a casual coffee date, let’s make sure everyone feels seen. Let’s make sure everyone feels known. Because knowing someone is the greatest gift we can give. And being known is the greatest gift we can receive. Thank you for spending this time with me. I hope you feel a little less alone today. Until next time, take care of yourself, and take care of each other. Bye for now.