Latest / Broken Record with Rick Rubin, Malcolm Gladwell, Bruce Headlam and Justin Richmond / Stevie Van Zandt
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- 0:15Speaker 1: Pushkin. Hey, I'm really excited about today's guest. About a
- 0:23Speaker 1: year ago we had the boss on and today we
- 0:26Speaker 1: have the ultimate underboss, Stevie Van zanne. His first big
- 0:30Speaker 1: break came in the mid seventies as Bruce Springsteen's right
- 0:33Speaker 1: hand man, guitarist and occasional co producer in the E
- 0:36Speaker 1: Street Band. Later, he seamlessly made the jump to acting
- 0:39Speaker 1: as one of Tony Soprano's key consiglieri's sill on The Sopranos. Recently,
- 0:45Speaker 1: van Zandt released his memoir Unrequited Infatuations, which details his
- 0:50Speaker 1: career over the past fifty years Delvin, of course in
- 0:53Speaker 1: the Street Band, but also in his endeavors as a producer, actor,
- 0:57Speaker 1: solo artist and activist, including his nineteen eighty five stand
- 1:02Speaker 1: against South Africa's oppressive regime when he created Artists United
- 1:06Speaker 1: Against apartheide and recorded the protest songs on City, which
- 1:09Speaker 1: includes cameos from a slew of artists like You Two,
- 1:13Speaker 1: Mellie mel Run DMC, and Miles Davis. On today's episode,
- 1:18Speaker 1: Bruce Headlam talks to Van Zant about the budding New
- 1:20Speaker 1: Jersey rock and roll scene in the sixties and what
- 1:23Speaker 1: it was like recording with legendary R and B singers
- 1:26Speaker 1: like Ronnie Spector and Darlene Love. He also reminisces about
- 1:30Speaker 1: first meeting Springsteen, who Van Zandt says he saw go
- 1:33Speaker 1: from a shy kid who was too timid to speak
- 1:35Speaker 1: to one of the greatest entertainers of our time. This
- 1:40Speaker 1: is broken round minor notes for the digital age. I'm
- 1:43Speaker 1: justin Richard. Here's Bruce Headlam with Stevie Van Zane. Well,
- 1:49Speaker 1: thank you, first of all so much for doing this
- 1:51Speaker 1: my pleasure. You're singer, songwriter, arranger, producer, award winning actor,
- 1:58Speaker 1: a creator of and I didn't realize this, the two
- 2:00Speaker 1: best channels on satellite radio. You also created an outlaw
- 2:04Speaker 1: country as well as Underground Garage, member of the Street Band,
- 2:09Speaker 1: and now you're an author. You're the author of a
- 2:12Speaker 1: new book, Unrequited Infatuations. And there's a lot of requited
- 2:17Speaker 1: infatuations in the book and some unrequited. We're going to
- 2:20Speaker 1: talk about them both because it's a theme that runs
- 2:23Speaker 1: through the book. And you call yourself a consigulary that
- 2:27Speaker 1: so many times in your life you seem to be
- 2:30Speaker 1: in this position of having to say something to somebody
- 2:35Speaker 1: that is so obviously in their self interest and they
- 2:38Speaker 1: can't quite see it. Were you always that kind of guy?
- 2:41Speaker 1: Were you always the guy that wasn't afraid to give advice?
- 2:47Speaker 1: It's certainly I feel part of the obligation of being
- 2:50Speaker 1: somebody's friend, you know, So it certainly starts there. But
- 2:55Speaker 1: as you suggest, I have done that with people who
- 2:57Speaker 1: are not friends. Yeah. And I didn't know this part
- 3:02Speaker 1: of my brain existed, and I talked about that in
- 3:04Speaker 1: the book. I mean, I went through the sixties not
- 3:07Speaker 1: a political thought in my head. Now could you imagine
- 3:10Speaker 1: such a thing? You know. There was a few things
- 3:12Speaker 1: going on in the sixties, you know, and I ignored
- 3:17Speaker 1: all of it. It didn't hit me till the eighties,
- 3:20Speaker 1: all right, which so I'm already what am I by then?
- 3:23Speaker 1: I'm in my thirties, And suddenly I just discovered this
- 3:29Speaker 1: other part of my brain that has the ability to
- 3:33Speaker 1: reason and and and see logical solutions to complicated problems,
- 3:41Speaker 1: which was a big surprise to me because I live
- 3:44Speaker 1: in chaos all the time and in my head, and
- 3:48Speaker 1: I think every artist does. I think that's partly why
- 3:51Speaker 1: an artist becomes an artist. I believe to try and
- 3:54Speaker 1: make some order out of the chaos. You know, something tangible,
- 3:58Speaker 1: you can see it, touch it, you know. That's so
- 4:02Speaker 1: that's such a relief, you know, when you walk around
- 4:04Speaker 1: with all this crazy shit in your head, to actually
- 4:06Speaker 1: be able to see your work and you that you exist,
- 4:10Speaker 1: you know, some proof of your existence. You know. So
- 4:12Speaker 1: I guess, to quote Hyman Roth or to misquote them,
- 4:16Speaker 1: this is not the business you chose, The business chose you.
- 4:20Speaker 1: This is this is a role you figured out for yourself. Yeah,
- 4:24Speaker 1: and and and you know, growing up in a renaissance
- 4:26Speaker 1: as I did, you really had to have a distinct
- 4:28Speaker 1: identity as an artist. And that would change come the seventies,
- 4:33Speaker 1: you know, the hybrids would begin. We no longer were
- 4:35Speaker 1: a mono culture, and we were very much a mono
- 4:38Speaker 1: culture in the sixties. Surprisingly or musically, um, I would say,
- 4:44Speaker 1: even artistically, you know, possibly you could make an argument
- 4:47Speaker 1: for that that we're you know, we all kind of
- 4:49Speaker 1: like the same art, you know, in a way. You
- 4:53Speaker 1: bring up a good point. I wanted to ask you.
- 4:55Speaker 1: So many musicians I've talked to talk about seeing the
- 4:58Speaker 1: Beatles for the first time on The Ed Sullivan Show,
- 5:02Speaker 1: but you had to take that I've never I've never
- 5:05Speaker 1: heard anybody else have. When you saw them, there was
- 5:07Speaker 1: something that you saw that you loved. Well, I don't
- 5:11Speaker 1: know how different it was from everybody else, but I saw,
- 5:14Speaker 1: you know, hope from my life, which had not been
- 5:18Speaker 1: very clear at that point. I just was rejecting everything
- 5:22Speaker 1: society was offering me as options, and suddenly it was
- 5:26Speaker 1: this really new world. You know, I've never seen a
- 5:32Speaker 1: band before. You didn't see four or five guys playing
- 5:36Speaker 1: and singing. I mean, you just didn't exist. Band is uh,
- 5:41Speaker 1: it's communicating. It's not it's not me, it's us. It's
- 5:45Speaker 1: the gang, it's the it's the posse, it's it's the family,
- 5:48Speaker 1: it's the it's friendship. And they do ultimately communicate community,
- 5:54Speaker 1: and that's what attracted me and I and I and
- 5:57Speaker 1: I always combined it with the Rolling Stones coming four
- 6:00Speaker 1: months later, because the Beatles were so good and so different.
- 6:05Speaker 1: You know, they just were perfect, perfect harmony. You know, everything,
- 6:09Speaker 1: the hair, the clothes, it was all new, all new,
- 6:13Speaker 1: and never see anything like it, but I'm sure it
- 6:16Speaker 1: was exciting. But then four months later, here comes the
- 6:19Speaker 1: Rolling Stones and they're dressing like whatever they feel like.
- 6:22Speaker 1: The hair is not perfect except for Brian Jones. Uh,
- 6:26Speaker 1: you know, there's no harmony to speak of. And they
- 6:29Speaker 1: make it look easier than it is, you know, they're
- 6:31Speaker 1: they're very casual about it. The most impressive thing to me,
- 6:34Speaker 1: and I think the biggest moment was seeing that Mick
- 6:39Speaker 1: Jagger did not smile. And this was another another epiphany,
- 6:46Speaker 1: you know, that that said, this isn't show business because
- 6:50Speaker 1: I wasn't interested in show business then. I like it now,
- 6:55Speaker 1: but I didn't back then. You know, you're building your
- 6:57Speaker 1: identity and you are what you like, you know, and
- 7:02Speaker 1: so the fact that he didn't smile said this is
- 7:06Speaker 1: not show business. This is uh, this is the lifestyle.
- 7:10Speaker 1: And I and I said, I want, I want, I
- 7:12Speaker 1: want that lifestyle. It's interesting. The Stones made it seem
- 7:16Speaker 1: like more of a possibility though. Yeah. They were really
- 7:18Speaker 1: the first punk band. They did exactly what the punks
- 7:21Speaker 1: did in the seventies, which was make it look easy.
- 7:25Speaker 1: Learned three chords and and and you know, make a record, yeah,
- 7:29Speaker 1: forget about all that. Yes, and Rush you know, and
- 7:33Speaker 1: Emerson Lake and Palmer stuff. You know, just play a
- 7:36Speaker 1: couple of chords and turn it up. You know. She
- 7:39Speaker 1: se that was the stuff I was exposed to when
- 7:41Speaker 1: I was a kid, and I never became a musician
- 7:43Speaker 1: because I thought that's too hard, and that was extremely
- 7:46Speaker 1: you know, evolved, sophisticated, you know, part of the business,
- 7:49Speaker 1: you know. But the Stones were, you know, they they
- 7:53Speaker 1: were missionaries for the blues and an early R and B.
- 7:57Speaker 1: And they're great accomplishment which nobody ever gives them credit for.
- 8:02Speaker 1: They were never a pop band, and the fact that
- 8:05Speaker 1: they crossed over to the pop charts, you know, for
- 8:07Speaker 1: fifty years, there's a rather remarkable achievement. Yeah. Was it
- 8:13Speaker 1: through those British artists than you learned more about American music? Yeah,
- 8:18Speaker 1: forget it. I never heard of Chuck Berry. I never
- 8:20Speaker 1: heard about the Muddy Waters. No, why why would I?
- 8:24Speaker 1: How would I? They weren't on a radio, not when
- 8:26Speaker 1: I was not when I was a teenager. All the
- 8:28Speaker 1: pioneers had come and gone blues. Well you never heard it.
- 8:33Speaker 1: Where would you hear blues? You know? So all that
- 8:36Speaker 1: stuff was brand new to me. We didn't know who
- 8:39Speaker 1: who was writing what. I didn't even think about that,
- 8:42Speaker 1: you know, until later, untill they till they started talking
- 8:46Speaker 1: about those guys, you know, and they were they were
- 8:50Speaker 1: putting their influences right on their sleeves, and and uh
- 8:54Speaker 1: and and really promoting those artists and and and thankfully
- 8:58Speaker 1: they did and uh we got a chance to learn
- 9:02Speaker 1: all about our own music. Then when did the band
- 9:05Speaker 1: start for you? When did you start playing in a band? Um?
- 9:09Speaker 1: I remember exactly because I started as a singer with
- 9:13Speaker 1: a neighbor's band called the Shadows. And I remember the
- 9:18Speaker 1: first thing I did on stage was singing like a
- 9:19Speaker 1: rolling stone. So it would have been sixty five, And
- 9:24Speaker 1: then I started learning to play a guitar and I
- 9:27Speaker 1: got pretty good. I think I started my own band
- 9:31Speaker 1: would have been maybe sixty six into sixty seven. I
- 9:36Speaker 1: started my band The Source, at which point I was,
- 9:41Speaker 1: you know, lead guitar and singer. But I started off
- 9:43Speaker 1: as just a singer. We hear now so much about
- 9:47Speaker 1: that Jersey scene and all the musicians that came out
- 9:50Speaker 1: of it. Can you tell me what was it like
- 9:52Speaker 1: when you started, when you were looking around for clubs
- 9:55Speaker 1: places to play. There's like three stages of the rock life.
- 10:01Speaker 1: You know. There's the teenage years, which is the most fun,
- 10:06Speaker 1: especially in those days because it was just being invented,
- 10:13Speaker 1: which meant The adults had no idea what you were
- 10:17Speaker 1: doing and would not think to try and tell you
- 10:22Speaker 1: what to do, So you had complete freedom, which was
- 10:26Speaker 1: a lot of fun and that and that lasted until
- 10:29Speaker 1: you got to the bar. The bar years, which is
- 10:31Speaker 1: a second stage, and that's a whole different story. They
- 10:37Speaker 1: told you exactly what to play. You had to play
- 10:39Speaker 1: top forty, and you had to look a certain way,
- 10:42Speaker 1: and there were these show bands that were all very popular.
- 10:47Speaker 1: You had to be extremely good at copying records and
- 10:51Speaker 1: make sure you did it exactly right before you got
- 10:54Speaker 1: to the bar scene. Were there like clubs that kids
- 10:56Speaker 1: could go to because the drinking age was still twenty
- 10:59Speaker 1: one in New Jersey back when you were doing it,
- 11:01Speaker 1: So was there a place like an eighteen year old
- 11:03Speaker 1: could go and hear a band? Well, it was better
- 11:05Speaker 1: than that. We had teenage nightclubs. You might have had
- 11:08Speaker 1: to be I don't know, well, Latin devous. I don't
- 11:13Speaker 1: know if there was a minimum age to get into
- 11:15Speaker 1: La teen Devous. Anyway, it was there were teenage clubs
- 11:20Speaker 1: and upstage in Asbury Park was up a little different
- 11:23Speaker 1: because it was open from eight o'clock at night till
- 11:25Speaker 1: five in the morning. So I think you had to
- 11:27Speaker 1: be You might have had to be sixteen to get
- 11:29Speaker 1: in that one. But there were clubs and all kinds
- 11:32Speaker 1: of places to play. We were we were working like
- 11:35Speaker 1: crazy all the time. I mean high school dances, the
- 11:39Speaker 1: VFW halls, the beach clubs. I mean Bruce used to
- 11:44Speaker 1: joke about these, you know. Uh, you know, if you
- 11:49Speaker 1: wanted if you wanted this new thing called rock and
- 11:52Speaker 1: hall in your club, you had to go to the kids,
- 11:57Speaker 1: you know, because the older bands that were the show
- 12:01Speaker 1: bands or the the wedding bands, they didn't get it yet.
- 12:07Speaker 1: They weren't they weren't playing this rock stuff yet. So
- 12:11Speaker 1: you know, if you want to hire a you know,
- 12:13Speaker 1: rock and roll band, you had to hire fifteen year
- 12:16Speaker 1: olds because they're the only one's doing it. It's a
- 12:19Speaker 1: fascinating thing to think about, you know. Can I ask
- 12:22Speaker 1: you just for a minute to talk about Ronnie Specter,
- 12:25Speaker 1: who was an important, really important person in your life,
- 12:29Speaker 1: and you are an important person in hers. Yeah, yeah,
- 12:32Speaker 1: we we um. Of course. You know, everybody had fallen
- 12:36Speaker 1: in love with with her voice, and and and in
- 12:40Speaker 1: that late sixteenth early seventies period really became reacquainted with
- 12:46Speaker 1: all that, all of those oldies, you know that we're
- 12:50Speaker 1: just you know, seventy seven years earlier or whatever. You know,
- 12:54Speaker 1: things were happening very quickly in those days. Uh so,
- 12:58Speaker 1: you know, become reacquainted with with all that, all of
- 13:00Speaker 1: that pioneer stuff, and just I fell in love with
- 13:04Speaker 1: the whole girl group thing. What was she like in
- 13:07Speaker 1: the studio? What was she like to be in that
- 13:09Speaker 1: studio with that voice? You're a little nervous because you
- 13:12Speaker 1: know it had been a while and she and she.
- 13:16Speaker 1: I mean the thing about every all the fifties and
- 13:20Speaker 1: sixties artists that I've worked with, and I worked with
- 13:22Speaker 1: quite a few, it's always a joy because they're just better.
- 13:29Speaker 1: You know, they're better because they had to be better.
- 13:33Speaker 1: You know, there's no auto tune in those days, and
- 13:36Speaker 1: it was not even that much editing. I mean, they
- 13:39Speaker 1: did a little bit, but you basically had to sing
- 13:42Speaker 1: a song from beginning to end and sing it in
- 13:44Speaker 1: tune and sing the right melody. You know, you know
- 13:46Speaker 1: what I mean. You had to be great. It was
- 13:48Speaker 1: just that was just the standard. All of those artists.
- 13:52Speaker 1: You know, when you work with them, it's like, oh
- 13:54Speaker 1: my god, what a joy. This is you know, can
- 13:58Speaker 1: you think of particular people who sort of surprised you
- 14:01Speaker 1: that way. It's always a surprise in a way because
- 14:04Speaker 1: you're not used to it. In her case, it was
- 14:06Speaker 1: a little bit shy about what she was doing. Me
- 14:09Speaker 1: and Bruce were like, something, something's not quite you know, right,
- 14:13Speaker 1: what is it? And we realized, well, she's not using
- 14:15Speaker 1: the vibrato like she used to, so we reminded her,
- 14:20Speaker 1: you know, you know this vibrato thing that he used
- 14:23Speaker 1: to do, you know, and then it kind of came
- 14:26Speaker 1: back to her, you know, oh yeah, yeah, yeah. But
- 14:29Speaker 1: the the other big surprise to me, I mean, I
- 14:32Speaker 1: mean was Gary was Bonds, who you know. Bruce said,
- 14:38Speaker 1: let's do a record with Gary Gary Bonds, And I
- 14:41Speaker 1: loved Gary's records and I had met him on the
- 14:44Speaker 1: on the oldies circuit. Just a great guy. But I
- 14:48Speaker 1: was like, you know, when you listen to Gary's records,
- 14:50Speaker 1: you know quarter to three and New Orleans, you know,
- 14:54Speaker 1: they literally like he invented the party, the party record.
- 14:59Speaker 1: They sound like a party. They sound like they recorded
- 15:01Speaker 1: in his garage. You know, He's just not the kind
- 15:05Speaker 1: of guy you would think, you know, of the great
- 15:07Speaker 1: voices of the Pioneer years. You just never would think
- 15:10Speaker 1: of Gary Bonds. I'm sorry, you know, And I said
- 15:13Speaker 1: to Bruce, I said, you know, Benny King's around, Chuck
- 15:16Speaker 1: Jackson's around, Wilson Pickets around. You know, at that point,
- 15:22Speaker 1: David Ruffin it was still around, you know, Smokey Robinson,
- 15:26Speaker 1: you know, you know, I think Curtis Mayfield was still around.
- 15:30Speaker 1: I mean I gave him a list of like fifty
- 15:32Speaker 1: of the most incredible singers in all of all time,
- 15:35Speaker 1: and he says, no, no, I want to work with Gary.
- 15:37Speaker 1: You know, I really like him, and so we get
- 15:40Speaker 1: in a studio with him, and a guy is just
- 15:43Speaker 1: one of the greatest soul singers of all time. And
- 15:47Speaker 1: I mean you would never know it from his records.
- 15:50Speaker 1: And I don't know how Bruce knew it. He went
- 15:52Speaker 1: and saw him live and maybe he got the indication
- 15:55Speaker 1: from from the live show. But he's great on the
- 15:59Speaker 1: album we did. Then we did a second album, which
- 16:01Speaker 1: nobody heard. You know, we had a hit single on
- 16:04Speaker 1: the first album which was incredible, So people heard that
- 16:08Speaker 1: first album, but most people never heard the second album,
- 16:11Speaker 1: which Bruce wrote the whole thing. You know, After all
- 16:14Speaker 1: knew Bruce Springstein songs and Gary is singing like you
- 16:19Speaker 1: cannot believe incredible. It's one of my favorite productions that
- 16:23Speaker 1: I've ever done. And I'm not even sure it's available.
- 16:26Speaker 1: I'm gonna see what's available these days. But anyway, Gary,
- 16:29Speaker 1: I think Gary was a was a big surprise to me.
- 16:32Speaker 1: And that wasn't the case with Ronnie, and that wasn't
- 16:34Speaker 1: the case with you know, Darlie Love. You know when
- 16:37Speaker 1: I when I finally produced Darlene Love, I mean I
- 16:40Speaker 1: knew she was the greatest singer in the world, and
- 16:44Speaker 1: and she was and is right now, you know, at
- 16:48Speaker 1: the age of eighty. We have to take a break,
- 16:51Speaker 1: but we'll be back with more of Bruce Adlam's conversation
- 16:53Speaker 1: with Stevie Van Zanne. We're back with more of Stevie
- 16:59Speaker 1: van Zan and Bruce Hadlam. Let's go back a bit
- 17:02Speaker 1: and talk about your relationship with Bruce Springsteen. When did
- 17:05Speaker 1: you guys first meet? We met on the circuit, you know, um,
- 17:10Speaker 1: the day before the Beatles played at Sullivan. There was
- 17:13Speaker 1: no bands in America. The day after everyone everyone had
- 17:16Speaker 1: a band and they most of mostly mercifully stayed in
- 17:24Speaker 1: the garage. But but but a dozen of us got
- 17:27Speaker 1: out and we all knew each other because it was
- 17:29Speaker 1: only literally a dozen bands if that in our area.
- 17:34Speaker 1: So we all knew each other. And then, um, I
- 17:37Speaker 1: started going to the village. Was about an hour on
- 17:40Speaker 1: the bus, but it was you know, exotic, you know,
- 17:43Speaker 1: it was it was unusual thing to do. I don't
- 17:47Speaker 1: even know what would have occurred to me to do that.
- 17:49Speaker 1: I never thought about this before, but anyway, I started
- 17:52Speaker 1: doing it and going to the cafe wa and and
- 17:56Speaker 1: and and you'd see bands all afternoon, and then I'd
- 17:59Speaker 1: come home Saturday night. Um and you would, you know,
- 18:04Speaker 1: see things that were a year ahead of where New
- 18:08Speaker 1: Jersey was, so I would, you know, steal what I
- 18:10Speaker 1: could steal and use it with my band, you know.
- 18:13Speaker 1: And I started running into Bruce doing the same thing.
- 18:18Speaker 1: You thinking about it now, it's pretty weird. You know,
- 18:23Speaker 1: We're not only going to the same part of town
- 18:27Speaker 1: in New York City, but we're going the same club.
- 18:30Speaker 1: There's dozens of clubs. So we got friendlier because of
- 18:36Speaker 1: that and started coming up to the city together. And
- 18:38Speaker 1: I go over to his house and he started playing
- 18:42Speaker 1: the songs he was writing. He was that far ahead,
- 18:45Speaker 1: he was he was writing even then. You describe him
- 18:49Speaker 1: as being very focused. Yeah, he was the most focused
- 18:52Speaker 1: guy ever. He just knew exactly where he was going.
- 18:57Speaker 1: He knew and nothing was gonna stop him, nothing because
- 19:02Speaker 1: there was no other There really was no plan B
- 19:05Speaker 1: for people like us. I mean I was a little
- 19:08Speaker 1: bit more, uh, you know, I was a little bit
- 19:11Speaker 1: more social than he was. You know, I took a
- 19:13Speaker 1: bunch of jobs. You wears construction. He never did that. Yeah, yeah, no, no,
- 19:18Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know if he ever had any
- 19:20Speaker 1: other job. He managed to somehow make a living playing
- 19:23Speaker 1: rock and roll from the very beginning, and let me
- 19:26Speaker 1: tell you, it wasn't easy. He just was very very
- 19:29Speaker 1: focused on it because I think, like me, it was
- 19:32Speaker 1: it was this incredible gift of a new world where
- 19:38Speaker 1: we finally could imagine fitting in. Because as freaky as
- 19:42Speaker 1: I was, he was even freakier. I was a little
- 19:46Speaker 1: bit more social. He didn't say two words, you know.
- 19:49Speaker 1: I mean, if you picture the grunge guys with hair
- 19:54Speaker 1: down to their knees and just staring down playing and
- 19:59Speaker 1: and and not saying a word, that's him and h
- 20:04Speaker 1: watching this very very shy guy turn into the world's
- 20:09Speaker 1: greatest entertainer was quite a front row seat to a
- 20:14Speaker 1: remarkable transformation. You had this beautiful quote, which I think
- 20:18Speaker 1: people who've seen him will of course recognize, which is
- 20:21Speaker 1: you said in concert he wanted to provide irrefutable proof
- 20:25Speaker 1: that life had meaning. Yeah. Is that a quality you
- 20:29Speaker 1: saw from the beginning in him or is that something
- 20:32Speaker 1: he developed over time? Well? Yeah, but but it was
- 20:36Speaker 1: rock and roll was giving us life. So we're passing
- 20:41Speaker 1: it along, you know, we're passing the life force that
- 20:45Speaker 1: that is and was passing it through us, you know,
- 20:51Speaker 1: in an exchange of energy with audiences. You know, when
- 20:55Speaker 1: when when he became conscious, which was the darkness era,
- 21:02Speaker 1: you know, suddenly everything changed. He found his identity, he
- 21:07Speaker 1: found an identity for what he was going to be
- 21:10Speaker 1: as a performer, and Ash and the and the show
- 21:16Speaker 1: from that moment on. You know, it's very different through
- 21:19Speaker 1: Born to Run. It's just an entirely different identity, an
- 21:23Speaker 1: entirely different justification for existence. You know, at that point,
- 21:28Speaker 1: it became very conscious we are going to do a
- 21:31Speaker 1: show with substance. Basically, substance became a thing. You know. No,
- 21:37Speaker 1: this is fascinating to me because I'll bet you, every
- 21:40Speaker 1: Springsteen fan down to the last one thinks of his
- 21:44Speaker 1: career in terms of the first two albums, and then
- 21:48Speaker 1: he emerges with Born to Run. But you believe that
- 21:52Speaker 1: Darkness was really his first fully realized album. Why why
- 21:57Speaker 1: do you feel that way? Yeah, the fans and even journalists,
- 22:02Speaker 1: they're not wrong as far as the Born to Rue
- 22:04Speaker 1: being sort of a birth of the moment when people
- 22:09Speaker 1: discovered him. But what was fascinating to me, and something
- 22:15Speaker 1: I didn't really think about until I wrote the book, Well,
- 22:18Speaker 1: you know, when you finally get discovered by the world,
- 22:22Speaker 1: it's a miracle and you better embrace it with both arms,
- 22:26Speaker 1: you know. So in this case, he there's a whole
- 22:32Speaker 1: transformation of himself from those first two albums to becoming
- 22:36Speaker 1: this front guy. You know, that's why I joined the band,
- 22:41Speaker 1: and the whole identity change at that point to this
- 22:46Speaker 1: character that you know inhabits the entire Born to Run album.
- 22:53Speaker 1: And it wasn't the big hit people think it was,
- 22:57Speaker 1: but it but it certainly was substantial. And what's fascinating
- 23:01Speaker 1: is instead of embracing it with both arms and being thankful,
- 23:06Speaker 1: he realized somewhere here somewhere in the in the touring
- 23:11Speaker 1: of Born to Run, or into the writing of Darkness
- 23:15Speaker 1: on the Edge of the Town. Somewhere in that period
- 23:18Speaker 1: he just realized that wasn't going to be him. He
- 23:22Speaker 1: just wasn't that guy, and he wasn't going to be
- 23:26Speaker 1: that guy the rest of his life. So it was like, sorry, folks,
- 23:31Speaker 1: I know I asked you to fall in love with me,
- 23:35Speaker 1: and you did, and I really appreciate that. But I'm
- 23:40Speaker 1: gonna go one hundred and eighty degrees here and revealed
- 23:45Speaker 1: to you that I'm actually a whole different guy. And
- 23:49Speaker 1: it was a very courageous thing to do, and hours
- 23:54Speaker 1: and hours of discussion that he had with John Landau,
- 23:58Speaker 1: I think confirmed that the guy that we're running at.
- 24:04Speaker 1: It was the line, we're leaving his town. It's a
- 24:08Speaker 1: town full of losers, so we're getting out of here
- 24:11Speaker 1: to win, right. I do love that you're asking me
- 24:14Speaker 1: the lyric I think you've probably heard you may have
- 24:18Speaker 1: heard it a couple of times more than me. But
- 24:21Speaker 1: that but that that thing, that identity of you know,
- 24:25Speaker 1: grab the chick out of the you know, from the
- 24:29Speaker 1: tough town, put the chick on the motorcycle, and ride
- 24:33Speaker 1: out of town into the into the sunset and you know,
- 24:36Speaker 1: let's let's go to another world thing, which was extremely
- 24:42Speaker 1: attractive and then wonderful. It's a Chuck Berry had the word,
- 24:47Speaker 1: it's he's motivating and by the way, and in that
- 24:52Speaker 1: this generation gap of really a tough relationship with his
- 24:58Speaker 1: father as part of that whole thing, very adversarial. That
- 25:04Speaker 1: was the vibe. Well boom, he says on dar I'm
- 25:10Speaker 1: not leaving. I'm staying. And not only that, I'm gonna
- 25:16Speaker 1: defend my father and I might become my father, you
- 25:20Speaker 1: know in some ways. You know, I'm gonna I'm gonna
- 25:23Speaker 1: accept the fact that I'm I'm his son and all
- 25:28Speaker 1: that goes with it, which means we're gonna make this
- 25:31Speaker 1: work from where I am. We're not running away. We're
- 25:35Speaker 1: gonna stay and fight huge difference. And he had the
- 25:41Speaker 1: talent and the balls and you know, the band to
- 25:46Speaker 1: back it up and pull that off and and take
- 25:50Speaker 1: the audience with him, you know, which not not not
- 25:53Speaker 1: a given man, not a given. You know, they might
- 25:56Speaker 1: have loved they might have liked that other guy too much.
- 25:58Speaker 1: You know, they liked that guy on the motorcycle. You
- 26:01Speaker 1: know what I mean, all of a sudden, here's a guy. Uh,
- 26:05Speaker 1: I was gonna work in the factory. And you know
- 26:07Speaker 1: though you know all that, and uh, it was a big,
- 26:11Speaker 1: big difference. But he had something else, which is he
- 26:14Speaker 1: had you, and you know you came in. There's a
- 26:19Speaker 1: very I think it's a very telling scene. I think
- 26:22Speaker 1: you're talking about tenth Avenue freeze out. I might be
- 26:25Speaker 1: wrong because you didn't like the horns. Yeah, and and
- 26:28Speaker 1: and he says we'll do something about it with a
- 26:31Speaker 1: few expletives, and you say, you know, he says it loudly,
- 26:35Speaker 1: so everybody pretending to be the boss, and I pretend
- 26:40Speaker 1: to do it, so everybody thinks he's the boss. And
- 26:43Speaker 1: it's just very it's this very interesting little play you
- 26:47Speaker 1: guys were doing. Yeah, it was, you know. At first
- 26:50Speaker 1: he started calling himself the boss in Adsbury Park and
- 26:53Speaker 1: it was kind of a joke, you know, because kind
- 26:54Speaker 1: of a play on Frank Sinatra, you know, right. And
- 26:58Speaker 1: I was very strong locally. I was very very strong
- 27:01Speaker 1: boss in my own world, very strong, as strong as
- 27:05Speaker 1: as he was. Some would say stronger in some ways,
- 27:10Speaker 1: you know. But I saw something in him that was
- 27:12Speaker 1: special and I and I thought, you know, I could
- 27:15Speaker 1: see my gifts complimenting his gifts. You know. So when
- 27:20Speaker 1: I joined his band, people were shocked. And when I
- 27:24Speaker 1: started calling him the boss, uh, suddenly it became a
- 27:27Speaker 1: little bit different because here's a boss calling him the boss.
- 27:31Speaker 1: You know. So it wasn't just some affectation. It wasn't
- 27:34Speaker 1: some kind of joke anymore. He's a serious guy who
- 27:38Speaker 1: was saying, no, no, I'm not the boss. He's the boss.
- 27:41Speaker 1: You know. Did you like being a boss when you're
- 27:45Speaker 1: the boss? Yes? And no. You know, I I do
- 27:48Speaker 1: like being in control to a large extent, But I don't.
- 27:54Speaker 1: I don't need the spotlight. I don't. I don't crave it.
- 27:58Speaker 1: You know, I don't really like it. You know, I can,
- 28:01Speaker 1: I can tolerate it. You know when I got quite
- 28:03Speaker 1: good at it, you know, in the eighties, I really
- 28:05Speaker 1: became quite a good front man. But um, I don't
- 28:10Speaker 1: like it. I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't
- 28:11Speaker 1: like being in a spotlight. I really don't. I recognize
- 28:15Speaker 1: you know, a lot of a lot of good goals
- 28:18Speaker 1: with that. You Oh, like I got a constelia or
- 28:21Speaker 1: anunder boss or a producer. I mean, if I had
- 28:24Speaker 1: to identify myself, I would identify myself as a writer, producer.
- 28:29Speaker 1: You know. That's what counts to me, is the creativity.
- 28:33Speaker 1: I mean, it's fun, you know, it's fun being a
- 28:37Speaker 1: rock star, you know, and it's fun being an actor.
- 28:41Speaker 1: But that's not how I That's not my uh most
- 28:45Speaker 1: satisfying part of my being. You know, that's that's sort
- 28:49Speaker 1: of the vacation, that's the that's the reward, you know,
- 28:53Speaker 1: you know what I mean, that's that's the fun part.
- 28:56Speaker 1: But again, in this I guess if I had to
- 28:57Speaker 1: sum it up, I'm sure Bruce Springsteen had a lot
- 29:00Speaker 1: of people telling him what he wanted to hear. You're great,
- 29:04Speaker 1: You're this, You're that. You seem to be the one
- 29:07Speaker 1: that can tell him what he needs needed to hear.
- 29:11Speaker 1: You don't want this arrangement. Nebraska is not an album
- 29:14Speaker 1: for the band. But that's a tough position to be
- 29:16Speaker 1: in because you know, he can start to resent you
- 29:18Speaker 1: if you're right too often. He can be like, uh, yeah,
- 29:22Speaker 1: I'm a little sick of you being right. Well, the
- 29:24Speaker 1: three fights we've had I put in a book in
- 29:26Speaker 1: great detail because of that, exactly what you're saying. You know,
- 29:31Speaker 1: nobody wants to really hear it, you know, But as
- 29:35Speaker 1: I said, I felt it was an obligation as a
- 29:37Speaker 1: friend to do that. And what am I getting from it?
- 29:42Speaker 1: Nothing but kicked out of the house, kicked out of
- 29:46Speaker 1: a band, you know, well, and you you did, You
- 29:50Speaker 1: did say at eighty three, you just you felt he
- 29:52Speaker 1: had stopped listening, and so you left the band. That
- 29:56Speaker 1: was the occasion when I left. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I left.
- 29:58Speaker 1: I left. I left myself at that point, and it
- 30:02Speaker 1: was it was hard. You you said, you felt like
- 30:04Speaker 1: you were being written out of history, even though it
- 30:06Speaker 1: was your own choice. Yeah, it was. It was a
- 30:10Speaker 1: kind of a spontaneous move that I felt compelled to
- 30:15Speaker 1: do at the time. I'm not sure I really weighed
- 30:19Speaker 1: the consequences of it. I just felt like, you know,
- 30:24Speaker 1: I need to leave in order to preserve the friendship.
- 30:27Speaker 1: The friendship was more important to me at that moment
- 30:30Speaker 1: than my own career, so to speak, because I never really,
- 30:35Speaker 1: I never really separated any of these things. I don't
- 30:37Speaker 1: separate career from the art, you know what I mean,
- 30:42Speaker 1: from the friendship, from the band. I mean, it's all
- 30:46Speaker 1: it's all one thing, you know. I didn't quite realize
- 30:49Speaker 1: that at that moment until it hit me on a
- 30:53Speaker 1: plane flight to South Africa that I didn't just change jobs,
- 30:59Speaker 1: I just ended my life and I would become a
- 31:03Speaker 1: different person at that moment. I would become fearless in
- 31:08Speaker 1: a way, which I think helped me in my research
- 31:12Speaker 1: for South Africa and made me go a little bit
- 31:14Speaker 1: deeper than I probably would have normally, because I didn't
- 31:17Speaker 1: care whether I lived or died. So when you when
- 31:20Speaker 1: you stopped caring about living, it has a funny liberating
- 31:24Speaker 1: effect on you. Sorry, was that related to you leaving
- 31:28Speaker 1: the band? You stopped caring what you lived or died?
- 31:30Speaker 1: Or did you just feel you're in a moral I
- 31:32Speaker 1: realized I worked for fifteen years to get to that point.
- 31:37Speaker 1: We just start making money, We just got We just successful,
- 31:41Speaker 1: you know for two years at that point. In a
- 31:44Speaker 1: River was the first success I produced, most of Born
- 31:47Speaker 1: in the USA in eighty two. And I leave, So
- 31:54Speaker 1: we had only been successful for a year or two
- 31:56Speaker 1: after fifteen years of work, and I walked away. And
- 32:01Speaker 1: now what you can start all over again, which is yes,
- 32:04Speaker 1: that's what I had to do. I start all over
- 32:06Speaker 1: again and never never, never even approached the level of
- 32:10Speaker 1: success that I walked away from We'll be back after
- 32:14Speaker 1: a quick break with more from Stevie Van Zanne. We're
- 32:21Speaker 1: back with the rest of Bruce Hellum's conversation with Stevie
- 32:24Speaker 1: Van Zan. You started doing your own albums, and I
- 32:28Speaker 1: want to ask a bit about those. I want to
- 32:31Speaker 1: ask about the song Checkpoint Charlie. Can you tell me
- 32:34Speaker 1: a bit about that writing? Yeah, that was you know,
- 32:37Speaker 1: I had Each album was had a theme, and that
- 32:41Speaker 1: particular album, the second album of Voice of America, the
- 32:44Speaker 1: theme was how the government affects families and that was
- 32:48Speaker 1: the ultimate perfect metaphor. What was the Berlin Wall? You know, literally,
- 32:53Speaker 1: you know, politics separating families. Me and Bruce had gone
- 32:57Speaker 1: through Checkpoint Charlie into East Berlin, and man was a
- 33:02Speaker 1: scary I mean, it was the twilight zone for real. Well,
- 33:08Speaker 1: I don't think we stayed too long, hour or two maybe,
- 33:11Speaker 1: but uh, and I wrote a song about it, you know,
- 33:14Speaker 1: which was we're punishing these people for their father's crimes
- 33:19Speaker 1: and all that. It was a perfect metaphor. Can you
- 33:23Speaker 1: talk a bit about another really memorable song on those albums,
- 33:26Speaker 1: which is Saint Valentine's Day. Yeah, that's one of my favorites.
- 33:30Speaker 1: That's a recent recent song. I was gonna work with
- 33:34Speaker 1: Nancy Sinatra and I wrote this song for her and
- 33:37Speaker 1: and uh, I still hope to do it with her.
- 33:40Speaker 1: I don't. I'm not sure what went wrong at the time,
- 33:45Speaker 1: but I ended up doing with the cocktail Slippers and
- 33:48Speaker 1: and then it became the song in David Chase's first
- 33:51Speaker 1: movie that his fictitious band was writing. And then I
- 33:55Speaker 1: just did it on my last tour on the Soulfire album.
- 33:59Speaker 1: We should talk a bit about sun City and how
- 34:01Speaker 1: you brought people together. One thing I had forgotten was
- 34:05Speaker 1: that it was it was a year before run DMC
- 34:10Speaker 1: did Walk This Way. It was kind of the first
- 34:11Speaker 1: metal rap song. Yeah, not metal but but but rock
- 34:15Speaker 1: rock rock rap. Yeah. It was a very big issue
- 34:18Speaker 1: at the time because, you know, me and Danny first
- 34:22Speaker 1: started talking. I said, I want to put this new
- 34:24Speaker 1: thing called rap on the record, and he was totally
- 34:27Speaker 1: into it. It was one of those things that I
- 34:30Speaker 1: had I had been very very aware of black artists
- 34:32Speaker 1: not being able to express themselves as opposed to white artists.
- 34:38Speaker 1: We were expected to express ourselves. That was part of
- 34:41Speaker 1: a part of being an artist. But h Marvin Gay
- 34:45Speaker 1: had a you know, fight with Barry Gordy and uh,
- 34:48Speaker 1: you know, and then Stevie Wonder had a you know
- 34:51Speaker 1: kind of fight for his freedom, and Sly and family Stone,
- 34:55Speaker 1: you know, got into a little bit. But it was
- 34:58Speaker 1: it was unusual, and it was not encouraged, and I thought, well,
- 35:02Speaker 1: this rap thing, this is interesting, man. This is the
- 35:06Speaker 1: first time that you know, I'm here in black artists
- 35:09Speaker 1: expressed themselves and I want to encourage it. And so,
- 35:14Speaker 1: uh well, I mean, the whole, the whole, the whole
- 35:16Speaker 1: Sun City album is basically Arthur Baker's phone book, you know.
- 35:22Speaker 1: And I always, you know, I always make sure I
- 35:24Speaker 1: mentioned all four of us because it literally was all
- 35:27Speaker 1: four of us doing it. I mean, without Danny Scheckter,
- 35:30Speaker 1: nobody would have ever heard of it. Arthur Baker, it's his,
- 35:33Speaker 1: it's his phone book on the record, and Hart Perry,
- 35:38Speaker 1: if he hadn't videotaped it, nobody would have ever heard
- 35:41Speaker 1: of it because it wasn't a big hit on the charts, right,
- 35:43Speaker 1: it was a big hit on TV. Radio wouldn't play it.
- 35:46Speaker 1: Radio said it was too black for white radio, and
- 35:48Speaker 1: two white for black radio. Was I. I had a
- 35:51Speaker 1: big meeting with MTV because they were having big problems
- 35:54Speaker 1: at the time. They weren't playing any black artists, you know,
- 35:57Speaker 1: and I said, well, here's a here's a solution to that.
- 36:00Speaker 1: You know, we got more black artists in his video
- 36:04Speaker 1: He'll take care of your whole quota for the year.
- 36:07Speaker 1: Ye and b Et of course also played it extensively
- 36:14Speaker 1: in a Black Entertainment but but that was it radio.
- 36:17Speaker 1: I wouldn't't play it. You sort of say how the
- 36:20Speaker 1: nineties were lost to you a little bit, but then
- 36:23Speaker 1: you did a lot of stop during the nineties, which
- 36:26Speaker 1: I was reminded of writing the book, because you're like, huh,
- 36:30Speaker 1: so it's a blank spot in my head. Really, you're
- 36:33Speaker 1: doing these projects you're doing. You did You're Born Against
- 36:36Speaker 1: Savage album, you put together a Demolition twenty three, you
- 36:39Speaker 1: did the Darling Love album, and there's this there's this refrain,
- 36:42Speaker 1: and you actually mentioned it earlier in the conversation. You
- 36:45Speaker 1: would talk about how this is some of your best work,
- 36:49Speaker 1: and then the section would always end with nobody heard
- 36:52Speaker 1: it for business reasons, for whatever popularity reason. You just
- 36:59Speaker 1: had this feeling that no one was hearing you in
- 37:02Speaker 1: a way. What was that like, Well, it was frustrating.
- 37:06Speaker 1: You know, it was a little frustrating. You know. I
- 37:09Speaker 1: attribute that to not having a manager. And uh, you know,
- 37:14Speaker 1: the creative process is two things. You know, it's the
- 37:19Speaker 1: content and it's the marketing of that content, and they're
- 37:23Speaker 1: kind of not two different things, they're kind of two
- 37:25Speaker 1: halves of the same thing. And you can create all
- 37:28Speaker 1: day long, and I don't know, you know, but you
- 37:30Speaker 1: got to have somebody out there selling it. It's a
- 37:33Speaker 1: big It was a big, a big flaw, you know,
- 37:37Speaker 1: in my life, and and I just, uh I tried,
- 37:40Speaker 1: I tried. I tried to find find somebody, and uh,
- 37:45Speaker 1: it just it just never worked out. So I ended
- 37:48Speaker 1: up doing a lot of good work. I think that
- 37:50Speaker 1: that nobody heard. You had a conversation with Bruce Springsteen
- 37:56Speaker 1: at one point because you were going to play at
- 37:58Speaker 1: a festival. You hadn't headlined for a while, and you
- 38:01Speaker 1: lost your voice, and he said something to me that
- 38:04Speaker 1: I thought was kind of fascinating. You said, well, you
- 38:07Speaker 1: can tell he's been in Freudian an analysis time. Do
- 38:11Speaker 1: you remember what he said to you. I had not
- 38:14Speaker 1: sung or performed my own music for thirty years at
- 38:19Speaker 1: that point, so I'm re experiencing them for the first time,
- 38:24Speaker 1: and I couldn't get through a lot of the songs
- 38:28Speaker 1: without crying. And when you cry, you your voice tightens up.
- 38:33Speaker 1: And it was just an odd phenomenon that I had
- 38:35Speaker 1: never experienced before because you realize that you didn't have
- 38:39Speaker 1: the buffer, you know, the buffer of you know, doing
- 38:43Speaker 1: things over and over, you know, the repetition and the redundancy,
- 38:46Speaker 1: and and you put away the that raw emotion that
- 38:52Speaker 1: creates the song. You get a little distance from it.
- 38:56Speaker 1: And what happened was suddenly I was I'm thinking about
- 39:01Speaker 1: the words that I'm that I'm singing, and feeling that
- 39:04Speaker 1: that interaction with those chord changes and the melodies, and
- 39:10Speaker 1: it was just pure emotion, you know, in that in
- 39:14Speaker 1: a way that you don't usually experience it because you
- 39:17Speaker 1: have that little little bit of distance from doing it.
- 39:21Speaker 1: And yeah, Bruce and Bruce had a had a psycholo
- 39:25Speaker 1: a psychoanalytical thing on it, which was yeah, which by
- 39:30Speaker 1: what he said, or was it koop be trow coopy
- 39:34Speaker 1: trow You know. Yeah, you run one of the only
- 39:36Speaker 1: channels that a breaks new bands and b plays new
- 39:40Speaker 1: music by older artists, So you seem to be the
- 39:43Speaker 1: person who might know this. What is next for rock music,
- 39:47Speaker 1: the music you love? H I don't know, it's it's
- 39:50Speaker 1: it's uh. I've been spent I spent the last twenty
- 39:53Speaker 1: years trying to rebuild an infrastructure for it which has gone.
- 39:57Speaker 1: We now have returned to being the cult where we started,
- 40:01Speaker 1: you know, we returned to nineteen fifty five. So the
- 40:05Speaker 1: job right now, I think it is for us to
- 40:08Speaker 1: try rebuild an infrastructure that can can at least create
- 40:13Speaker 1: a healthy cult it. We're never going to be mainstream again.
- 40:17Speaker 1: That was a blip in a radar, an anomaly in history,
- 40:21Speaker 1: that thirty year period where rock ruled. We probably belong
- 40:26Speaker 1: in a cult, the truth is, but let's we're trying
- 40:30Speaker 1: to make it a healthy cult where people can make
- 40:32Speaker 1: a living doing it. And that's been that's been a challenge.
- 40:35Speaker 1: And what's next for your music? I don't know, you know,
- 40:40Speaker 1: every record could be the last. I write with purpose,
- 40:43Speaker 1: so I don't, I don't, I don't, you know, write
- 40:46Speaker 1: all day long. I write when I have a reason
- 40:49Speaker 1: to write, and you know that usually involves a record,
- 40:55Speaker 1: and it usually involves a tour, unless it's something for
- 40:58Speaker 1: a movie, you know, which is possible, you know, but
- 41:02Speaker 1: it was very difficult touring these last two tours seventeen
- 41:05Speaker 1: eighteen and nineteen the busiest I've ever been. Six album packages,
- 41:11Speaker 1: two new albums Soul Fire and Summer of Sorcery, and
- 41:14Speaker 1: two world tours. But it was very difficult taking around
- 41:18Speaker 1: fifteen piece band and you know, thirty five person touring
- 41:23Speaker 1: party with you know, I'm sure that's the only time
- 41:28Speaker 1: that's ever happened with an artist with no hits. You
- 41:33Speaker 1: you're the only guy who writes a book to unwind. Yeah,
- 41:36Speaker 1: thank you so much for talking. It's been just fabulous
- 41:39Speaker 1: talking to you, and it's great reading your book. Thank you,
- 41:41Speaker 1: my friend. Good talking to you. Thank you to Stevie
- 41:46Speaker 1: van Zant for taking us through his history as an
- 41:48Speaker 1: artist and sharing insight into his new memoir, Unrequited Infatuations.
- 41:53Speaker 1: You can check out a playlist with all of our
- 41:55Speaker 1: favorite Stevie songs at Broken Record podcast dot com, and
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