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LIFE BEING BLIND LATELY · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode of the Blonde by
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  Speaker 1: nine Seat Show. I give your host FOBC on the hood,
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  Speaker 1: Ray Charles Blonde Poppy if you Nasty, the voice of
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  Speaker 1: the Disabls, the official Blonde Stepper, and I reached five
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  Speaker 1: hundred subscribers on YouTube finally. Then it was a long
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  Speaker 1: time running. It was a long way, yo, it was
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  Speaker 1: a battle. But then I got to thank that engineering
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  Speaker 1: producer with them clips rolled in a lot of them
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  Speaker 1: subscribers work, yo, And the views is going the vius
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  Speaker 1: is even going up on YouTube now, oh for sure.
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  Speaker 1: Like I'm looking at I'm like, damn, Like hour I
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  Speaker 1: had seventeen views. I'm like, damn, I never used to
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  Speaker 1: have this shit before. So now I really see like
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  Speaker 1: people is really tapping into the content now, even though
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  Speaker 1: on the rails on Instagram, people is really liking this shit.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, when I'm seeing the same names coming back
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  Speaker 1: to back, back to back, I'm like, all, we're building
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  Speaker 1: the community here, Oh for sure, Yeah, definitely building the community.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out, Weazy, shoutout Alex You know I'm bringing magic here.
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  Speaker 1: I'm bringing people. See I set your text out your
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  Speaker 1: look shure. They talked about booking. I'm like, yo, book
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  Speaker 1: That's what That's why I used Yeah you know what
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  Speaker 1: I mean, Come on, the work show.
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  Speaker 2: Has it all if you feel me.
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  Speaker 1: But this episode is one of those episodes we just
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  Speaker 1: we're just thankful.
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  Speaker 2: For being here.
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  Speaker 1: We thank y'all for riding this wave out. Well. We
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  Speaker 1: got some things coming up soon. For the love of
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  Speaker 1: blind Poppy live shows. Shout out Billy the bad Guy.
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  Speaker 2: We got some ship.
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  Speaker 1: You got some ship in the works, and you know
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  Speaker 1: I'm dragging with along with me.
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  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, absolutely, Man, that's been a great journey man.
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  Speaker 3: You know, I was going through your YouTube earlier. Sometimes
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  Speaker 3: I go through your YouTube to see what you've already done,
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  Speaker 3: the inspiration for what we could do and maybe like
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  Speaker 3: if we missed the spot and I was looking back
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  Speaker 3: and I was like, damn, like six months ago, we
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  Speaker 3: were still.
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  Speaker 2: Rocking, bro.
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  Speaker 1: Six months ago.
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  Speaker 2: Six months ago, Bro, we started this ship in February,
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  Speaker 2: Like the first day was with Frenchie. That was the
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  Speaker 2: first one. That's the first one. You we locked in.
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  Speaker 2: We was talking about it. You was hesitated.
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  Speaker 1: You I don't know, I said, yeah, I said for
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  Speaker 1: him that even that mean he's thinking about it, like
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  Speaker 1: i'ma I'm gonna keep applying pressure.
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  Speaker 2: I left out that ship. I got that voice though,
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  Speaker 2: I said. We locked in? Oh yeah, for sure, we
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  Speaker 2: locked in. You know why God put great people together
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  Speaker 2: for a reason.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, Bro, it's one hundred and it's been one hundred
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  Speaker 3: we've been We've been recording for one hundred and eighty
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  Speaker 3: six days. That's essentially like from what we started to
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  Speaker 3: hear now it's been like one hundred.
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  Speaker 2: And eighty six days.
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  Speaker 3: A lot of good work has been done in a
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  Speaker 3: smaller lot of great it's six months, bro.
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  Speaker 1: Suit Even before that, you did my episode with Weezy
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  Speaker 1: that got this, that got destroyed.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, we're gonna run that one back, Bro, Noah.
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  Speaker 2: We got a lot more to run back. Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, we're doing We're doing Ship the right way,
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  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, all the way the right way.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Like the catalog, like I just go through, like I said,
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  Speaker 3: sometimes I just go through your catalog and I just
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  Speaker 3: look not for the views because I know that that's
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  Speaker 3: like it's subjective, like it doesn't really reflect the actual
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  Speaker 3: quality of the product. The product is super quality, but
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  Speaker 3: it's just not enough. It's not a big enough microscope
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  Speaker 3: or something. Look at the titles, the titles and things
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  Speaker 3: that's being spoke about.
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  Speaker 2: This is good work right here. Bro. It's a long
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  Speaker 2: time coming because.
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  Speaker 3: You want at some point, you want like you're really
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  Speaker 3: trying to be like you're really trying to go out
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  Speaker 3: into these systems and change things. And it's like imagine
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  Speaker 3: like a like a professor seeing the titles and then
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  Speaker 3: listening to the context of your episodes.
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  Speaker 2: Like you lift that ship into a course for schools,
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  Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like they see that and
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  Speaker 2: they'd be like, oh, he good money, he can come here,
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  Speaker 2: he can come talk.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's crazy because a lot of people are starting
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  Speaker 1: to notice me now.
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  Speaker 2: Like he was like, Yo, I need you to come
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  Speaker 2: talk to my kids.
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  Speaker 1: Let me just set the date up, and he like,
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  Speaker 1: it's just a group of kids you want me to
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  Speaker 1: talk to. I said that what if I couldn't reach
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  Speaker 1: out to every high school and tell them to pull
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  Speaker 1: out the kids that give y'all the most trouble, the
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  Speaker 1: kids that's in gangs and all that, and put them
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  Speaker 1: in a classroom and just let me have my way
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  Speaker 1: with them once a week, once a week, talking to them,
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  Speaker 1: telling them like, I'm not a teacher, I'm not a principal,
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  Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not your parents. I'm gonna give it
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  Speaker 1: to y'all royal polls, right, like no Diddy, but I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna give it to y'all row and all like, and
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna let y'all know, like.
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  Speaker 2: Maybe like it wrong.
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  Speaker 1: Recipes O DV, but real, but just giving them that, like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: this ain't the right way, and trust me, like, ain't
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  Speaker 1: no pension from this gang shit. It ain't no retirement
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  Speaker 1: from this gang ship. It ain't no prouds. At the
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  Speaker 1: end of that road. It's either dead or in, y'all. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and I escape both of them.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like I'm not telling y'all because oh, I'm
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  Speaker 1: in the house watching TV and say, oh no, this
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  Speaker 1: is what happened. And I lived this shit, what y'all did,
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  Speaker 1: I've done it probably ten times worse.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, you lived it, and you were fortunate enough
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  Speaker 3: to have survived it. Because a lot of black men,
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  Speaker 3: a lot of brown melanated people. They don't survive it
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  Speaker 3: like they either in jail. Well, my nigga now said,
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  Speaker 3: where from one going the grave and one going? He said,
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  Speaker 3: where from one going the grave or going the cage?
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  Speaker 3: Like that that be the options for this. You know,
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  Speaker 3: it's not a lot of niggas like we sensationalize like
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  Speaker 3: Scarface and like the story of jay Z for sure,
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  Speaker 3: But there a lot of people don't got the like
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  Speaker 3: the discipline to know when to step away.
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  Speaker 2: When that shit is just entertainment purposes.
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  Speaker 3: You know what I mean, Like you're supposed to if
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  Speaker 3: you're gonna be in it. It's like, okay, you allow
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  Speaker 3: it to be your investor and out versus people, just
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  Speaker 3: like it becomes it's supposed to be a phase and
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  Speaker 3: it becomes a lifestyle.
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  Speaker 2: Just like that.
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  Speaker 1: Feel like jay z lyrics is, it's a story taking
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  Speaker 1: you along because when you go from reasonable doubt, then
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  Speaker 1: you go from four for four, you see the growth
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  Speaker 1: and that story. So it's not I can't be speaking
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  Speaker 1: about this drug shit when I'm not in it no more.
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  Speaker 2: But when I'm speaking about the drug shit.
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  Speaker 1: Like I'm letting you know that what I've really been through,
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  Speaker 1: Like Jay Z one of my favorite artists. Like I
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  Speaker 1: could listen to Jay Z and see the growth in
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  Speaker 1: every album that he put out. The ship he was
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  Speaker 1: talking it was like, damn, I could really relate to
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  Speaker 1: that shit. And listen to the Four for four. I
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  Speaker 1: could see he's really talking business like that four for
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  Speaker 1: four album is not for a person that's not yet.
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  Speaker 1: They're gonna miss all the message in that's in that album.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, well it's funny, like if they're not mature for it.
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  Speaker 3: Sometimes I don't think people realize that sometimes, like the
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  Speaker 3: entertainment part of our culture, sometimes they keep us stuck, Broy,
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  Speaker 3: Sometimes they keep us stuck. Like sometimes you gotta ask yourself, like,
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  Speaker 3: as long as I've been watching YouTube, and as long
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  Speaker 3: as I've been watching like whatever the fuck I've been
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  Speaker 3: watching Netflix or whatever, you gotta ask yourself, how much
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  Speaker 3: time if I given to these platforms that these white
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  Speaker 3: people own? And then you got to ask yourself how
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  Speaker 3: much money has these things made me or helped me make?
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  Speaker 2: Nothing?
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  Speaker 3: All they really do is help you feel. All they
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  Speaker 3: really help you do is just kill a little time.
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  Speaker 2: No, that's.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to Boosy the best of it, Like he's
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  Speaker 1: self made self paid.
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  Speaker 2: Oh for sure, pay per view. You gotta go to
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  Speaker 2: boosy dot.
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  Speaker 1: Com right to watch his movies, you gotta go to
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  Speaker 1: boosy but dot com. He drinks his own booty juice
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  Speaker 1: right like own Tip's own booty was the noodles. It's like,
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  Speaker 1: come on, bro, that's that's the mind frame and mindset
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  Speaker 1: we're supposed to have. Bro, I think about a lot
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  Speaker 1: of ship, like something a big celebrity. I would say,
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  Speaker 1: I consider him a celebrity. He has his own book
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  Speaker 1: publishing company. Who does he got his own book publishing company. Nah, definitely,
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  Speaker 1: you want to say his name, matter of fact, Charlamage,
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  Speaker 1: I can say charlam Mane. He gave me his email.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to Charlamagne. Gave me his email, and he's like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: just send me a book over that's all. And I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: all right, cool, but like me is hesitating to do
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  Speaker 1: it though you hesitating the sense Charlamagne a book, my book?
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  Speaker 2: Where the fuck are you doing that?
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  Speaker 1: It's like, all right, I know Charlame can take my
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  Speaker 1: book to a whole another level. But then when I
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  Speaker 1: think about it's like, I want to start my own
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  Speaker 1: book publishing company and it's like I can own but
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  Speaker 1: it's like it was like I'm on both sides of
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  Speaker 1: the fence because it's like one hundred only one hundred
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  Speaker 1: percent of every of something is nothing because if that
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  Speaker 1: sh ain't going nowhere, then it's not going. But then
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  Speaker 1: when I look at this book, daddy, can you see
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  Speaker 1: me now coming out twenty twenty five, I know for
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  Speaker 1: a fact I could work this book because it's the
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  Speaker 1: only thing I do is just I got I gotta
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  Speaker 1: reach out to my audience, and that's the that's the
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  Speaker 1: blind audience.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, we gotta we gotta build the audience first.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, we definitely got to build the audience. So I
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  Speaker 1: said this, say, yeah, Charlamagne got that broad audience, he
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  Speaker 1: got that voice, he got that radio that can help
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  Speaker 1: me out. So when I'm thinking about both, I say, yo,
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  Speaker 1: helping me is like we can be helping each other
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  Speaker 1: because I'm bringing him a whole different like, uh, the
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  Speaker 1: whole different category of what he got in his.
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  Speaker 2: Book collection, for sure. I mean a whole different audience,
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  Speaker 2: like a.
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  Speaker 1: Whole different I'm playing on bringing his book to Brow Audio,
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  Speaker 1: Like I'm I've never seen a brow book, Like I
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  Speaker 1: never touched that barrow Book in my life?
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  Speaker 2: How many?
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  Speaker 3: I mean, I'm sure the Block community love to read too.
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  Speaker 3: That's probably like one of the only ways they really
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  Speaker 3: see bro.
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  Speaker 1: Yeoh Bro, I know I put down all the ratchet
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  Speaker 1: shit and I started listening to audio books et.
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  Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying, BRO.
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  Speaker 3: Like, how many Like Bro, we be watching YouTube for hours,
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  Speaker 3: watching Netflix for hours, and we don't get nothing out
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  Speaker 3: of it. But you don't get nothing out of it.
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  Speaker 3: It's just like it just keep you satisfied for a
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  Speaker 3: moment and then it gets boring and then you just
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  Speaker 3: waiting for them to hopefully produce some more shit. But
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  Speaker 3: it's like, like you saying, I started, I started lessening
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  Speaker 3: my time with the ratss shit.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, because like every Sunday I get a notification telling
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  Speaker 1: me how long I've been on my phone six hours
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  Speaker 1: a day. That's tough, bro, screen time, right, and I'm
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  Speaker 1: like six hours and that's on TikTok, just strolling, that's
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  Speaker 1: on YouTube, just watching really a bunch of nothing, you
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  Speaker 1: feel me? But now I listen to every time it's
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  Speaker 1: and I'm listening to his story and I'm like every
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  Speaker 1: powerful speaker got a story, and it's like that story
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  Speaker 1: go down, oh the homeless lane and everything else. And
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, I got a story of really being shot.
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  Speaker 1: Like it's people that I knew my whole life, never
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  Speaker 1: said nothing to me.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah. But then I'm walking out he grandma and he's like, yo, bro.
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  Speaker 1: You're losing your eyesight. I'm looking like losing my eyesight.
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  Speaker 1: I said, brother, been blown for twelve years. Now you
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  Speaker 1: want to hug me? Why you Me and this person
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  Speaker 1: ever talked before? Like I'm not perfect.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't fuck with him.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, And we walked past each other. It wasn't really
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  Speaker 1: tight like now, we didn't say ship to each other.
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  Speaker 1: We walked past he grandma. Army said it the first thing,
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  Speaker 1: like it snapped like the hood slapped back into me,
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  Speaker 1: like like what are you touching me for?
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  Speaker 2: Bro? So he was like, yo, bro, you're losing Yo,
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  Speaker 2: you're losing your sight. Bro.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, brother, been blow for twelve years, Bro, what
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  Speaker 1: are you talking about?
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  Speaker 2: And then he like damn bro, and he hugged me,
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  Speaker 2: like y'all love you.
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  Speaker 1: Bro, And I'm like, kind that's kind of you know me,
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  Speaker 1: it's different like y'all love yo, yo, bro, Like but
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  Speaker 1: then again it's like I had to separate that hood
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  Speaker 1: out of me, and like, yo, yoll understand this man.
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  Speaker 1: He probably looked at me for twelve years, see how
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  Speaker 1: I was navigating moving, and like damn, like he shit
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  Speaker 1: stop him because I'm quite sure he.
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  Speaker 2: Knew I was blind. I'm pretty sure, like, yo, damn,
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  Speaker 2: hen let nothing stop him.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm on this call the fucked up, Like maybe
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  Speaker 1: hugging me might give you that nigga some some hope,
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  Speaker 1: rub some lucky some lucky juice on him.
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  Speaker 3: Or sometimes niggas want to get close to something they
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  Speaker 3: see in motion, you know, like oh this, niggas don't
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  Speaker 3: take off because when you're at the bottom, bro, let's
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  Speaker 3: just keep let's just call it spec spec let's keep
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  Speaker 3: it a stack. When you're at the bottom. It's not
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  Speaker 3: a lot of people that got ambition. I don't know,
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  Speaker 3: it's not a lot of people.
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  Speaker 2: So you look around.
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  Speaker 3: Everybody cool, it's getting high, drinking, watching TV, going to
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  Speaker 3: work until you become old as fuck.
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  Speaker 1: People don't believe in the abition. Not a word, no one,
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  Speaker 1: addictionary for people. No more dreams is not an addiction
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  Speaker 1: to goals is not addictionary no more for people.
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  Speaker 2: And I really had.
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  Speaker 1: To like like talking to kids, they don't dream no more.
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  Speaker 1: Growing up, everybody wanted to be a basketball player, a
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  Speaker 1: football player, lawyer, nurse.
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  Speaker 2: These kids don't know what they want to be now.
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  Speaker 3: Bro, when the kids look around, it's like you gotta think.
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  Speaker 3: Like I was just with the last podcast I was
• 12:02
  Speaker 3: recording before we started your session. We were talking about
• 12:04
  Speaker 3: kind of everything be the parents fault to some degree.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think parents need to be perfect.
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  Speaker 3: Nobody needs to be perfect, but it's like some of
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  Speaker 3: these kids is growing up in environments where like, if
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  Speaker 3: you broke, you broke. That's just what when we're black,
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  Speaker 3: that's just some shit that come with being black sometimes,
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  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, we impoverished, We at the bottom.
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  Speaker 3: But it's like it don't mean like like what my
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  Speaker 3: nigga Luther Vandros say, a house is not a home,
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  Speaker 3: you know, so it's like, what what's the love like
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  Speaker 3: inside the house? Kids looking around and it's like, well, no,
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  Speaker 3: I'm not ambitious because my uncles sleep on the couch
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  Speaker 3: every fucking day. He high out of his mind off
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  Speaker 3: of who knows what all he do is all he
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  Speaker 3: do is running around New York City all day and
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  Speaker 3: then come back home. He does nothing, So no encouragement
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  Speaker 3: to these kids in these households, Like do I know
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  Speaker 3: my father? Maybe maybe not? The males in my life,
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  Speaker 3: are they in positive influence?
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  Speaker 4: My mom?
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  Speaker 2: Four jobs, you know what I mean?
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  Speaker 1: Like my father, my father still want to be working
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  Speaker 1: the corners and doing this Like it's no. Like my son,
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, do you want to be when you grow up?
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  Speaker 2: Like?
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  Speaker 1: What do you want to because now we doing high
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  Speaker 1: school applications? Shout out to dallars Man High School? High
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  Speaker 1: school next year, try out to dollars Paul card beautiful
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  Speaker 1: good remarks. And it's like I sat there and say,
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  Speaker 1: I have down days. I wake up down.
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  Speaker 2: I definitely do. But he gives me my motivation. My son.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, So being in open school night, I'm like, all right,
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  Speaker 1: must know I don't play when they come to school.
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  Speaker 2: His teacher said, I see him do something I never
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  Speaker 2: see no other kid do. I'm like, what is that?
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  Speaker 1: He was in the front of the classroom, he was focused,
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  Speaker 1: she said, So I shifted cheers and he ended up
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  Speaker 1: in the middle. He came to me and asked me,
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  Speaker 1: can I move my chick because'm being distracted That ship
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  Speaker 1: warmed my heart because it's like, I know what path
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  Speaker 1: my son is going down.
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  Speaker 2: That's amazing, bro, I know what path.
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  Speaker 1: And then when I look at and I see that,
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  Speaker 1: I say and say, I got a pat me and
• 13:57
  Speaker 1: his mother on the back because it's like.
• 13:58
  Speaker 2: We raised him. That's a fact. So I know he's
• 14:00
  Speaker 2: not a follower type shit. Damn I give him. I'm like,
• 14:03
  Speaker 2: in history, I've never seen a kid do no shit
• 14:05
  Speaker 2: like that. Bro, ain't no kids doing shit like that.
• 14:07
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 14:07
  Speaker 1: Went to the teacher and pull it to the side,
• 14:09
  Speaker 1: like I'm being distracted. He moved my chair.
• 14:11
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, so you've seen when your fuck up was
• 14:14
  Speaker 2: at Yeah.
• 14:14
  Speaker 3: And it's like he didn't allow because a distraction just
• 14:18
  Speaker 3: means fun, somebody somebody having fun, They cracking jokes, they
• 14:22
  Speaker 3: doing that or that. But he like, no, that ain't
• 14:23
  Speaker 3: fun of me, or it's fun. But I can't I
• 14:26
  Speaker 3: understand the big picture.
• 14:27
  Speaker 1: And the teacher said she's seen him getting distracted, but
• 14:30
  Speaker 1: for him to come she said, I commend him for that.
• 14:33
  Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. BRO.
• 14:34
  Speaker 3: Like, with you being his dad, it's like you're so
• 14:36
  Speaker 3: focused you literally, I mean, first of all, podcasting is relentless.
• 14:39
  Speaker 3: It's an every day grind, you know what I mean,
• 14:41
  Speaker 3: you can't never really, it's even if bro, it's every day.
• 14:44
  Speaker 1: So he see you like living in it. A lot
• 14:47
  Speaker 1: of people are seeing me. He's deal with me posting
• 14:50
  Speaker 1: clips on YouTube and all that, subscribers, this, that, and
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: the third he's he's going through this journey with me.
• 14:56
  Speaker 1: So it's like he's maturing quicker than most kids.
• 15:00
  Speaker 2: Is hey.
• 15:01
  Speaker 3: At the same you know what too, whole time, you're
• 15:03
  Speaker 3: giving him important experience in the world because, like you know,
• 15:07
  Speaker 3: a lot of parents they don't really understand social media,
• 15:10
  Speaker 3: right but like Nigga, this whole building that we're in
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: right now, this whole podcast studio is based off of content.
• 15:15
  Speaker 3: So you're teaching your son how to postshit. It might
• 15:18
  Speaker 3: not seem like much, but it's it's important though. It's fundamentals.
• 15:21
  Speaker 3: And this week I pulled him my niece and my nephew.
• 15:24
  Speaker 3: I said, what do you want to be? My niece like,
• 15:27
  Speaker 3: I want to be a lawyer, I want to be
• 15:28
  Speaker 3: a dancer. I'm yo, you got to go to school
• 15:30
  Speaker 3: for that. She like, And I was like, you ain't
• 15:33
  Speaker 3: doing the best right now, So how you expect to
• 15:35
  Speaker 3: be this they having overnight.
• 15:37
  Speaker 1: My nephew like, I want to play football, I said,
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: but I don't see a football in your hand. You
• 15:40
  Speaker 1: got to sleep with that shit. You gotta dream football,
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: you gotta eat sleep shit football.
• 15:45
  Speaker 2: I said. My son.
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: He's like, I don't know. I got so much stuff
• 15:49
  Speaker 1: things I want to do. And then I pulled up
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: a video like look at constantat he turned down fifty
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: million dollars on live. I said, he, my son, like,
• 16:00
  Speaker 1: fifty million dolls did it myself for twelve He took
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: twelve million.
• 16:03
  Speaker 2: You're like, why would he take the equity? Yeah, that's forever.
• 16:07
  Speaker 1: That fifty million gonna be taxed like a motherfucker for one.
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: But when you got equity in something that's forever, you're
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: thinking generations.
• 16:16
  Speaker 2: Now, you're not thinking for now. You think about generations.
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: I said, so you gotta learn shit like this, and
• 16:21
  Speaker 1: they just they're thinking myself, like, y'all want to I
• 16:22
  Speaker 1: want to learn how to design websites and ship I'm like,
• 16:27
  Speaker 1: that's money. But then you gotta you gotta really think
• 16:31
  Speaker 1: about you competing against AI.
• 16:33
  Speaker 2: Now it's a AI world.
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: You're competing with them niggas you're a cool ass, bro,
• 16:38
  Speaker 1: So I keep I keep it real. I'm not gonna
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: sugarcoat with him. Something that the AI can't take over
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: is a trade plumbing. Learn the trade, like you can
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: kill a game with this ship.
• 16:49
  Speaker 2: Listen.
• 16:49
  Speaker 3: It's important to have a skill, bro, have a skill.
• 16:53
  Speaker 3: The only way, the only way I got to this
• 16:55
  Speaker 3: seat here is because I had a skill.
• 16:57
  Speaker 2: Like I came from Dallas.
• 16:58
  Speaker 3: I had my camera and I was offering to my
• 17:01
  Speaker 3: services for whatever you might need a camera person for,
• 17:03
  Speaker 3: that's it. But I had I had when I first
• 17:05
  Speaker 3: picked up that camera, I had no idea just how
• 17:07
  Speaker 3: useful that would really be. Powerful that you like, it
• 17:10
  Speaker 3: really helped me move around places. So you gotta like
• 17:13
  Speaker 3: when you say trade, it's like you got to have
• 17:15
  Speaker 3: one of them skills, Like what do people need?
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: How can you fulfill that?
• 17:19
  Speaker 3: And it doesn't mean that they got to be your purpose,
• 17:21
  Speaker 3: Like me shooting music videos and me shooting content. I
• 17:23
  Speaker 3: wouldn't say it necessarily my purpose, but it helped me
• 17:26
  Speaker 3: get a step closer to it though.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: Yeah one thousand saying so like the parents on the
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: other side of that camera, man, like we gotta really
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: push our kids to dream, to set goals like long
• 17:41
  Speaker 1: term goals, short term goals, goals for the day, because like,
• 17:45
  Speaker 1: you don't want our kids to be lost out here
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: on these corners, banging for money, being like in the
• 17:51
  Speaker 1: systems and everything else.
• 17:52
  Speaker 2: Like I look at my child, I sit there and say,
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: you would not be one of those. Yeah, for sure,
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: you would not be one of those.
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: I may be hard on you, but it's going to
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: pay off when you get older. You're gonna be like, Damn,
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: my father did this shit for a reason. Yeah, for sure,
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: my father did this ship for a reason. It's like
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: clearly he clearly he get it, asking the teacher to
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: move and shit.
• 18:11
  Speaker 2: That report card showed it all.
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: And hearing the different teachers talk about him, and I'm like, damn,
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: eighties and nineties. They're like, I mean supposed to have
• 18:18
  Speaker 1: nineties across the board. So I'm like, damn, bro, it's
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: another level inside of you that you didn't un lock yet.
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: I'unna lock that ship. Don't hold back. And then my
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: son is different cause he don't care to hang out
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: with the cool kids.
• 18:32
  Speaker 2: He is the cool kid. He's a trend setter. He
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: still walking around with.
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: Sot his pants and his socks and my mother like, yo,
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: he got his own style, but he gets dreads that
• 18:44
  Speaker 1: everybody else get dreads. My son got a friend that's
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: in special education, and I'm like, back in the days,
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: I would look down on that, but he's different, and
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: like I'm learning shit from him to like it's okay
• 18:57
  Speaker 1: to be different, It's okay to move like this different ways.
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: Like shit is amazing how you can learn from your kids,
• 19:03
  Speaker 2: Like you don't got to be a certain kind of
• 19:05
  Speaker 2: way because of you grew up.
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: You don't got to dress a certain way. You don't
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: got to have the top of the line to do
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: what you're doing, or.
• 19:12
  Speaker 3: You ain't gotta act like so you don't got to
• 19:13
  Speaker 3: have this like what are they like an over compensation
• 19:17
  Speaker 3: for your masculinity. It's like, bro, I.
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: Am who I am one thousand and that's more than enough.
• 19:24
  Speaker 2: Yeah. But then let's go back and touch on this subject.
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: How people separate these blonde the blonde from the normal
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: the regular. Yeah, man, and I ain't gone that shit
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: bust my head every time though I get it. Though
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: I don't get me wrong, Like somebody told me, yo,
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: you make it look good like you walk like your
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: life is just easy. And I sat there and tell
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: her you don't know. You don't know what I do.
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: Like you're looking in my eyes. You don't know what
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: goes on behind these eyes, like the darkness. It's real,
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: Like a lot of people don't know. A lot of
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: shit is because I I bottle it like I don't
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: express it to though. But I come out with a
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: smile on walk with my emotions because it's like I'm living.
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: So it's like that is the ship I'm going through it.
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: That's minus ship I'm living. That's the bigger picture of
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: it all.
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: Like a lot of people don't know.
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: I went on the date one time, right, somebody I
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: knew I'm blind now before I went blind.
• 20:19
  Speaker 2: This person was on my body, heavy on it. I
• 20:22
  Speaker 2: love to see you.
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: Note why you don't call or you're not responding this,
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: that and the third, whatever the case may be. So
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: he goes on a date. She asked me about my
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: whole situation. It tells me we going out fool. She's like, oh,
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: I'm coming back. I used the bag. I'm like all right, cool.
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: I sat there in the waiter. Came to me like, yo, homie,
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: surety coming back. I'm like, what I know you're lying.
• 20:43
  Speaker 1: He like, she left out the door.
• 20:45
  Speaker 2: I know you're lying. I'm like, damn, she did? I know? Bro?
• 20:50
  Speaker 2: When was this? This was before you lost your vision? Yeah?
• 20:53
  Speaker 2: After I lost my vision. I know.
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: You fucking people don't understand a lot of shit I've
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: been through, Bro, so set back and I'm just like
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: trying to process this ship.
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: Like what the fuck?
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: Like this is my life now?
• 21:07
  Speaker 2: I said there.
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: He like, yo, you woman to cancel the fool. I'm like, yea,
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: you can to the fool. He like, Yo, just take
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: the drink, niggas on me something.
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: I respect it.
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: I'm drinking whatever the case may be. You want to
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: help you to the front, went to the front to
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: sit down. He and Bbq's bro downtown and I called
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: the homies and always picked me up.
• 21:25
  Speaker 2: That ship bust my head, bro, Bro, I'm trying so
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: hard not to say some fla flagrant.
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: At that moment, I said it all, Bro, I'm trying
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: so hard and I'm not perfect.
• 21:34
  Speaker 2: I said this. I want to ride run over her
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: face with the call.
• 21:38
  Speaker 3: Oh were you talking like that that? I'm gonna say
• 21:39
  Speaker 3: what I got you, goofy bitch?
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: Are you crazy? Are you crazy?
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: Block me and everything, bro, block me on social media,
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: blocked my number. When I called, she answered the phone.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: It's like that ship is.
• 21:51
  Speaker 2: Calling, and it's not like I asked you to go out.
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: You asked me to go out. She's a fucking scumbag.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: Asked me to go out. Then when I seen her
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: years later, she gonna say say, it was just too
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: hard for.
• 22:00
  Speaker 2: It's too awful way. If you gotta leave, just tell me.
• 22:02
  Speaker 2: You're gonna know I drove here with you. Oh hell,
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: we drove down town together. What was hard? That's on
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: your jacket for life, shorty. And I know you're listening
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: getting lit. There's nothing of us to talk about that.
• 22:15
  Speaker 2: And I know you listening because my nigga getting lit
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: out here.
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: Everybody that left me on right broach, they reach out
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: to me. Now it's females, bro that I hit them up.
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: The oh you can see now that's so I'm like,
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: I can't get I'm like, no, I can't see, and
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: then go quiet.
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: You mean I can see now that's not how blond
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: shit work. I hit him up. They're like, oh ship,
• 22:41
  Speaker 2: what you You're good? But you can see that's not
• 22:44
  Speaker 2: how this ship works.
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: I'm like can I take you out? You can talk
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: with you.
• 22:49
  Speaker 2: You see, I'm like no.
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: Then next you know, they got their red re seats
• 22:54
  Speaker 1: on this ship. Just saying ray, So you you dubbing me.
• 22:58
  Speaker 3: But you know what it's like, everybody not a quality
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: human being, bro, And the kind of go back to
• 23:03
  Speaker 3: like I'm saying, like everything that'd be wrong with the kid,
• 23:05
  Speaker 3: it would be the parents fault. Like these these people
• 23:09
  Speaker 3: like no integrity, no morals, no values. That shit matter
• 23:14
  Speaker 3: like it's it's it's human beings out here. They don't
• 23:16
  Speaker 3: even Bro, no integrity, nothing, no morals.
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: No values. You need these. You need these three things
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: just to be great.
• 23:24
  Speaker 3: You could mean, you could be good, you could be
• 23:26
  Speaker 3: a good person maybe maybe, but you need these three
• 23:29
  Speaker 3: things to be great.
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: That's life and.
• 23:31
  Speaker 3: You don't even have that. You ain't going nowhere. That's
• 23:34
  Speaker 3: why certain people stay exactly where they are for the
• 23:35
  Speaker 3: rest of their life.
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: But then it's crazy though, I'm saying, people, but I
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: dropped the drop a picture, charl Mane and I dropped
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: a picture maynographic game, and they see my podcast and
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: now I get them big Head.
• 23:46
  Speaker 2: Bully and the Beasts all that ship, Hey, big oh
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: that bullying b shit. Oh you know such and such? Yeah,
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: Oh are y'all hurt? That was hate? Big head?
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: A horrible decision with the Biggest One though, come on,
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: biggest One.
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: Though, I don't know you know them? Don bro. Then
• 24:02
  Speaker 2: they see me with Gilly and Wallow.
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: Come on, you've seen Gilly sent me a video for
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: my birthdays? Like damn this are you really fucking with
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: these niggas? Come on now you want to get that?
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy that the mistress Molly Ship too, my girl, like, yo,
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: you know how I'm like a podcast flexing. I already
• 24:22
  Speaker 1: know what it is next. Oh I would love to
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: get to meet them. And this done the third I'm
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: just looking like what.
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: Was this energy? When I would just regular, hey, how
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: you doing? Whatever the case may be.
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: It's like people blind people like, yeah, we lost our
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: vision being that disabled category and everything else, but we
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: don't got to be looked upon as charity. We don't
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: got to be looked upon as like people.
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: Like like a baby.
• 24:47
  Speaker 3: Well, you know the thing is like I think it's
• 24:49
  Speaker 3: it's beyond just blind people, because you like disabled people know,
• 24:54
  Speaker 3: it's beyond what's beyond that too? Like if they would
• 24:56
  Speaker 3: do that to somebody who is disabled. Did they would
• 25:00
  Speaker 3: absolutely do it to something old on What is that sound?
• 25:03
  Speaker 3: Sorry bad? If they would do that to somebody who's disabled,
• 25:06
  Speaker 3: then they would easily do it to somebody who's able body.
• 25:10
  Speaker 3: You know, it's again it's about character, bro. I mean
• 25:13
  Speaker 3: like it's it's beneath it is like it's within your
• 25:16
  Speaker 3: character to walk away from somebody at a meal.
• 25:19
  Speaker 2: That's so distasteful.
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: But when I say that, meaning like we are we
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: are regular people, so you don't have to oh hey,
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: let me help you sit down. And it's like trying
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: to pamper me. Don't pamp like yesterday we be in
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: the club yesterday. You know, these have R and B
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: Fridays each and every Fridays. My son really like glad
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: dance and she's like, no, he's blind. He said, what
• 25:42
  Speaker 1: the fuck they gotta do anything? Yeah, She's like no,
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: he said, Yo, you see this party is going on,
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: this ship put together because this nigga, right yeah. So
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: she's looking like what ya yo, I'm telling you sleeping
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: on him and you're sleeping on him. You don't even
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: get you don't know him, You sleeping on him, Like
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: oh damn, just saying you meet me, just separate me
• 26:02
  Speaker 1: the blonde for me being a man.
• 26:04
  Speaker 2: Yeah, just coming me correct specially.
• 26:06
  Speaker 3: Oh, you're so regular, like I'm really outside of me,
• 26:09
  Speaker 3: not having like my eyes Like I'm really regular.
• 26:11
  Speaker 2: That's all. That's all. I want to be treated regular.
• 26:13
  Speaker 3: I do the same ship you do. I listen to music,
• 26:15
  Speaker 3: I have conversations. I go to work, I got a job.
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: I do everything everything, and a lot of people like
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: I don't understand why people move like that towards you.
• 26:24
  Speaker 2: I said, maybe they're not mature enough.
• 26:28
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I just think that they just maybe maybe they
• 26:31
  Speaker 3: just feel like it's it's it's something that is really
• 26:33
  Speaker 3: not It's like, yo, I just can't see that's it.
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: That's that's all.
• 26:37
  Speaker 3: You're gonna get a fucking do you think this ship contagious?
• 26:39
  Speaker 3: So I'm like, what the.
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: Fu you want to drink? Oh my, I got a
• 26:44
  Speaker 2: bottle of water. Let me take the top off, the
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: top off. I can take the top off the top.
• 26:52
  Speaker 2: I'm picking the water up. She want to help me
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: pick the water up too.
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, you don't have to do all of
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: this ship like I have not been like I have
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: not been blinde my whole life.
• 27:01
  Speaker 2: I know what I'm doing. You don't have to do this,
• 27:03
  Speaker 2: It's okay.
• 27:04
  Speaker 1: Then once she started getting a dunk holding on her
• 27:06
  Speaker 1: system and she started opening up. Now she dancing. Now
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: she want to hug on me. Now she want to
• 27:11
  Speaker 1: do this, she want to do that. I'm like, that's
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: what I'm just asking. You'll just be rightful you you
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: could change the whole person attitude about moving a certain
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: way with them.
• 27:21
  Speaker 2: And I'm telling y'all because I'm one.
• 27:23
  Speaker 1: Of those people like yo, I know, disrespect, bro, but
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: this is I don't get disrespect when people ask me
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: questions about me being blind, because it's like you, while
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: you asking me questions, you want to get educated about it.
• 27:36
  Speaker 2: I like that.
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: So now it's like, you're not gonna move towards me
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: different if I'm educating you about my problem. I love
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: those conversations because now next time you see me, you're
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: not gonna treat me staying do official.
• 27:48
  Speaker 2: Damn, I gotta help you. None of the d like
• 27:50
  Speaker 2: nah he talked to me, and see how you moved
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: this stand? And the third because the number one questions
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: people always ask you where your stick at?
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: I said, youve seen a stick before you don't go
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: with my clothes do it here? Like damn, what the fuck?
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: Niggas like, yo, yo, you be fucking me up.
• 28:04
  Speaker 2: Bro. I'm like what I do?
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: Nigga said, Yo, you looking down at your money counting it.
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: I'm like yeah, they like you can't see this ship though?
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: See No start acting blind? I'm like, how do a
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: blind Niggas want the egg?
• 28:15
  Speaker 2: Bro? I'm confused behind this ship.
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: But it's like it's a learning process for people, and
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: it's like I just want to I just want you.
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: I just want the people to.
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: Like accept to learn it and not just be lost
• 28:29
  Speaker 1: and moving lost.
• 28:30
  Speaker 3: While hey, you do be fucking me up sometimes though, bro,
• 28:33
  Speaker 3: because like your your reference, Like you'll be like like
• 28:37
  Speaker 3: so and so was looking at me and I'm like,
• 28:39
  Speaker 3: how the fuck.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: Yesterday Big Will say you watch the port? I said,
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: I see it? He said, wait, how the fuck you
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: see the boat?
• 28:46
  Speaker 2: Bro? You know what I'm saying.
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: We walk in here like, yo, how the fuck you
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: know what the card?
• 28:51
  Speaker 2: Like?
• 28:52
  Speaker 3: One time I was editing one of the clips and
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: you was talking about like, I know my son looking
• 28:56
  Speaker 3: at me like I know when I come in the room,
• 28:58
  Speaker 3: like he looking at me I'm like, how you know that.
• 29:00
  Speaker 2: Ship is rare? It's like, I don't. I don't know.
• 29:03
  Speaker 2: It's like I feel like I'm one of them gifted disables.
• 29:06
  Speaker 3: Is it like another sense almost, because obviously you cannot
• 29:09
  Speaker 3: actually see that he's seeing you, but you feel.
• 29:11
  Speaker 2: His present night.
• 29:12
  Speaker 3: I can feel people looking at me. I get what
• 29:14
  Speaker 3: you're saying, though I can feel that ship. I think
• 29:16
  Speaker 3: some of us that's in tune, we can understand what
• 29:18
  Speaker 3: you like.
• 29:19
  Speaker 2: I'm walking around.
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: I know I know people looking at me because in
• 29:22
  Speaker 1: the first thing, they're like, what's wrong. It's like it's
• 29:24
  Speaker 1: not wrong with him. He drunk or something this that
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: I get to feel like. But then it's like, all right, damn,
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: he can't see and it's like, all right, cool. But
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: then when they see me moving all that ship and
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: one girl like, you can I show a course?
• 29:37
  Speaker 2: I said what she said, how you know what money
• 29:40
  Speaker 2: is going in your hand?
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: I'm like, for one hundred dollars just sticking than this
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: this that educated I said, besides all these niggas around me,
• 29:48
  Speaker 1: I trust him, so I know they're not gonna put
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: bullshit money in my hands. She's like wow and walked
• 29:55
  Speaker 1: away and I'm just like, damn, like this black shit
• 29:57
  Speaker 1: really amazing to a lot of people. Because it's like,
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: even on a horrible decision when I was talking to
• 30:02
  Speaker 1: Mandy and she's like, Yo, like when you turn blind,
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: do you feel like you see you start running to
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: more blond people, Like when you see a pt cruiser,
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: you see now everybody got a pet cruiser type shit.
• 30:13
  Speaker 2: I might not. It's not like that.
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: It's not like I ain't met more blond people now
• 30:16
  Speaker 1: that I like Russia, I haven't run into a lot
• 30:18
  Speaker 1: of blonde people. Bro Yeah, Like in my life, of
• 30:21
  Speaker 1: my twelve years of being blonde, honestly, since I made it,
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: met like none blonde people.
• 30:27
  Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying.
• 30:28
  Speaker 3: Like when you when people don't understand blind people, it's
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: not a lot of blind people to understand learn from
• 30:35
  Speaker 3: in the first person. I think that's what makes what
• 30:37
  Speaker 3: you do and your brands so important because you literally
• 30:40
  Speaker 3: have the capacity to bring a level of normalizing to it,
• 30:45
  Speaker 3: Like you cool, you fly, you look good, you work hard,
• 30:49
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean. You can really raise this
• 30:51
  Speaker 3: up to it because it's content. It's like the great equalizer.
• 30:53
  Speaker 3: You could drop a piece of content that does really
• 30:55
  Speaker 3: really well and people just like the content and they
• 30:58
  Speaker 3: might not it might realize afterwards like oh.
• 31:01
  Speaker 2: This stick of blind.
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: No Bro, I'm telling people to dream. Thirty four years,
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: I still dream. I still got goals. One of my
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: goals right now is how can I deliver its content
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: and put it in a.
• 31:14
  Speaker 2: Blind people and in the blond community.
• 31:17
  Speaker 1: Hends just the question like I say it, and I'm
• 31:19
  Speaker 1: on chat GBT. I'm asking all these questions because it's
• 31:23
  Speaker 1: like I can said an ad the run Yeah, doesn't
• 31:27
  Speaker 1: mean it's going to drop in the hands of my community,
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: because that's that's she's gonna go past them. So I'm like, damn,
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: how can I fucking do this? I start looking at
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: blonde schools. Now, if I go there and make my
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: presence known, now I'm learning because then I'm in a
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: blond school. So I'm learning from them because it's a
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: lot of stuff that I haven't learned. I don't I'm
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: a blind I've been blind for twelve years.
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: I don't know how to rebrow crazy I refuse. I
• 31:53
  Speaker 2: refuse to do it.
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: You refuse to learn how to rebro bro, I'm today,
• 31:57
  Speaker 1: Oh and I just accept my say my disability.
• 32:02
  Speaker 2: Man, you can learn that ship.
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: One day, I'm gonna learn it because now I'm determined to, Like,
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna start walking with my stick.
• 32:08
  Speaker 2: Don't be surprised. You're like, yo, bro, who you here with?
• 32:10
  Speaker 2: And I'm come up to by myself.
• 32:11
  Speaker 1: It's just me because I felt like like we had
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: this conversation in the car and I said, there, you're
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: about to start using that stick and you're like yeah,
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: And I'm like, do you you like do you feel
• 32:23
  Speaker 1: like And I'm like it's needed. Yeah, Like I can't
• 32:27
  Speaker 1: call myself the disabled when I'm really running from it.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: The voice of the disabled one. I'm really running from
• 32:31
  Speaker 1: it because I'm really like I've seen a little kid
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: he's walking with it. He's talking to his father and
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: they walking past with the stick, and like we had
• 32:40
  Speaker 1: a conversation that was me, my aunt and his father
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: and I'm like, I said, ya, you strong. He's like, yeah,
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: you're strong to I said, no, you're stronger than me.
• 32:47
  Speaker 1: He said, how, I said, you using your stick? I'm
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: still fighting it.
• 32:50
  Speaker 2: M M. He said, it's it's easy. You just you
• 32:52
  Speaker 2: got You're gonna get used to it. But I'm like, damn,
• 32:56
  Speaker 2: this little kid motivating me. I said, now I gotta
• 32:59
  Speaker 2: use this sticks. Want to teach one man.
• 33:01
  Speaker 1: I got it because you never know how many other
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: people that's going through like this same situation where they
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: don't they're not comfortable using the stick.
• 33:12
  Speaker 2: I gotta do it.
• 33:13
  Speaker 1: When I use the stick, I just be like, damn,
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: everybody looking at me. That's how you feel, Yeah, everybody
• 33:20
  Speaker 1: looking at me. I was never the center of attention.
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: So when I walk, I feel like I'm even more
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: handicapped with the stick. Bring a lot more people looking
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: at me. People want to help me, And then I
• 33:34
  Speaker 1: be having a problem with that ship. Like when I
• 33:36
  Speaker 1: walk in the hole onto people, I don't feel disable
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: because a lot of people don't know.
• 33:41
  Speaker 2: I'm just walking. A lot of people don't realize it.
• 33:43
  Speaker 2: Bro A lot of people don't.
• 33:45
  Speaker 1: I ain't an lie bro Well. I ran from the
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: disabled ship for like ten years. It's just now like
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: I'm accepting it all that what you mean you ran
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: from it, meaning like the stick and the services that
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: they provide in it and everything else. I turned to
• 34:01
  Speaker 1: that because I'm like, I'm not getting used to this
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: shit because this is not my life.
• 34:06
  Speaker 2: But now it's like twelve years like, cool, this is
• 34:08
  Speaker 2: my life. What's the next? How I'm a move with
• 34:11
  Speaker 2: this shit?
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: Like people don't say I have dark days and people like, yo,
• 34:15
  Speaker 1: you look, you make it look good. I make it
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: look good because I can't let my son see this
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: see me like this, can't let my nieces and my nephew,
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: my daughter, I can't let them see me like this.
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: So it's like and then it's like my down days,
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: I fuck up everybody else's day cause now yourbody got
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: to keep calling the checkup, but make sure I'm good.
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so now you're aware of your power, yo. Powerful. Powerful.
• 34:38
  Speaker 2: At one point, I was saying there, I say yo.
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: I just saying say yo my mother and my family,
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: and I'm y'all selfish and like the way I thought,
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: it is like y'all happy that I'm alive.
• 34:49
  Speaker 2: So it's like I'm alive because of y'all.
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: It makes y'all feel good, But it don't make me
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: feel good because I'm suffering. But when I really think
• 34:57
  Speaker 1: about it, it's like, no, I'm just happy just to
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: be alive. I see how valuable my life is, how
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: important my life is to a lot of people, because
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: if I would have went my mother first born, where
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: where she would live in or people died from breaking
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: broken hearts. I would have my son could have been
• 35:16
  Speaker 1: in the streets, like running around, not having that farther presence.
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: It's so much like I could have left behind and
• 35:24
  Speaker 1: really broken, like left a lot of shit broken and
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: hurt people by me leaving this world. So I just
• 35:30
  Speaker 1: start accepting that shit, and it's like, all right, cool,
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: let me move on and move forward. It's like, let me,
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: let me mature, Let me mature. Like I can't keep
• 35:37
  Speaker 1: doing the same shit I've known me do, like sitting
• 35:40
  Speaker 1: up there just waiting for the days just to go by.
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: I ain't a part of this.
• 35:45
  Speaker 1: I gotta thank you the outlines, the topics keeping me
• 35:49
  Speaker 1: motivated to keep coming to the podcast studio doing all
• 35:54
  Speaker 1: that shit. It's like I dealt with a lot of producers,
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: a lot of engineers, and I've never motivated.
• 35:58
  Speaker 2: I used to.
• 35:59
  Speaker 1: I started this ship three years ago. Yeah, I do
• 36:02
  Speaker 1: ten episodes. I go missing for a couple of months. Yeah, Oh,
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: I get drunk and then I think about my podcast
• 36:07
  Speaker 1: and it's like all right cool.
• 36:09
  Speaker 2: Then I go back out for another six months.
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: Then it's like somebody like you're damn, bro, when you
• 36:13
  Speaker 1: go start the podcast, Bro, we need that. Then I
• 36:15
  Speaker 1: get back in the studio, then I get I'm not.
• 36:17
  Speaker 2: Motivated no more. Yeah I have for these past six months,
• 36:21
  Speaker 2: I've been motivated.
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: You've been on it, Bro, I've been motivated. Boo get
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: two hours at a time doing different shiit.
• 36:28
  Speaker 4: Bro.
• 36:28
  Speaker 2: I feel like it's well needed.
• 36:29
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you've been on it. You've been doing a great job, bro,
• 36:31
  Speaker 3: And I gotta I gotta let you know that. Like
• 36:33
  Speaker 3: you've been super consistent, you've been committed, you've been diligent,
• 36:36
  Speaker 3: you've been disciplined with it. Literally, like you just you've
• 36:41
  Speaker 3: really done a great job, bro. Cause it's like, obviously
• 36:43
  Speaker 3: none of this stuff is free. On top of that,
• 36:45
  Speaker 3: so it's so easy to.
• 36:47
  Speaker 2: Doing this ship with a disabled check bro. Yeah, a
• 36:51
  Speaker 2: disability check.
• 36:53
  Speaker 1: Yeah, three dishes bronin one hundred a month.
• 36:57
  Speaker 2: But I make this shit look good. Yeah.
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: And every week I'm coming to you with some ship off. Yeah,
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: come with some ship off. It's nigga trying to figure
• 37:04
  Speaker 1: out how to fuck he do it. But yo, Bro,
• 37:07
  Speaker 1: I worked. I work too hard. Bro, I get up.
• 37:10
  Speaker 1: I'm not comfortable when I'm back. I pay for courses bro,
• 37:15
  Speaker 1: I really pay for courses five hundred, six hundred, eight hundred,
• 37:19
  Speaker 1: but I was about to pay two thousand dollars for
• 37:21
  Speaker 1: a book publishing course. My call my son was putting
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: a car through. It didn't go through. I feel like
• 37:30
  Speaker 1: that was cad. We got some time in that car.
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: My bank denied did They was like this a large purchase,
• 37:38
  Speaker 1: just normally don't is that you accept accepted?
• 37:41
  Speaker 2: Boom?
• 37:42
  Speaker 1: I said, put it through again. He put it through.
• 37:44
  Speaker 1: He says it's not working, saying something frequency. I'm like
• 37:47
  Speaker 1: like that.
• 37:47
  Speaker 2: Then I'm like, damn, maybe God telling me this is
• 37:50
  Speaker 2: not it or it's right now. Yeah.
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: Then I went to the I went to her page
• 37:56
  Speaker 1: and then I see it like I got my followers.
• 37:59
  Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, But the way she presented the court,
• 38:01
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I felt she knows her ship because my
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: own personal research she got number one, number one sellers.
• 38:08
  Speaker 1: So I'm like, Okay, she know her ship. But God
• 38:11
  Speaker 1: telling me take that money and put into your podcast.
• 38:14
  Speaker 3: She charging two thousand two grand bro. Yeah, let me
• 38:18
  Speaker 3: let me take a look at that. Let me take
• 38:19
  Speaker 3: a look at that before you, before you revisit that.
• 38:23
  Speaker 1: Getting you the outlines and this that and the third.
• 38:24
  Speaker 1: But then I really looked at it. I'm like, yeah, cool.
• 38:27
  Speaker 1: Did my sister come and she said, what send me
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: some skills? She said, look, they teach you all the
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: shit that she's teaching. I'm like, damn, I'm like, how
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: about you pay for this seventy I was like for
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: the year. I said, Damn, I feel dumb. I'm like,
• 38:41
  Speaker 1: all right, I think about I said, I could win
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: the own one hundred percent of this book, this content,
• 38:48
  Speaker 1: but let me put this book in Charlotte Maage Hans.
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: We work on this shit together right now. I'm using
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: his platform. He could get me into places that I
• 38:57
  Speaker 1: can normally get myself into.
• 38:59
  Speaker 3: Absolute and even even furthermore, like he got a whole
• 39:03
  Speaker 3: podcast network, Brome on Bro that would be amazing.
• 39:06
  Speaker 2: Hand over hand Bro, I mean Bro.
• 39:09
  Speaker 3: Because like a moment ago, you was kind of speaking
• 39:11
  Speaker 3: towards like I could work with charlat may or, I could, like,
• 39:14
  Speaker 3: you know, create my own platform. And I understand that
• 39:16
  Speaker 3: I'm missing I went on it all, but also at
• 39:19
  Speaker 3: the same time, like it's okay to like get experienced
• 39:22
  Speaker 3: from Giant.
• 39:23
  Speaker 2: Be a partner. Let's be yeah, my boss, be a partner.
• 39:26
  Speaker 2: Because you can always own your ship.
• 39:28
  Speaker 1: And I find that's why I like about charlam Mane
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: when he talked, I'm not your boss, your partner, right,
• 39:33
  Speaker 1: So I like how he speak with the people that
• 39:37
  Speaker 1: he had under.
• 39:37
  Speaker 2: His brand and all that.
• 39:38
  Speaker 1: It's like, that's a goal for me to be signed
• 39:42
  Speaker 1: to Black Effect. I feel like that's a real tangible goal.
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: That's what That's a goal for me. And now look
• 39:48
  Speaker 1: at all the content that they got over there.
• 39:50
  Speaker 2: They got they got the.
• 39:53
  Speaker 1: Ratchet sex, shit, got the herbal decisions, that's the sex.
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: You got the spiritual ship that's Michelle Willlliams. You got
• 40:01
  Speaker 1: the financial ship and all that. But you don't got
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: nobody speaking to the disabls. You don't have nobody speaking
• 40:08
  Speaker 1: for that. You got loan lonely like the Halfway Up,
• 40:11
  Speaker 1: I mean all the Way Up podcast.
• 40:12
  Speaker 2: But it's like I'm.
• 40:14
  Speaker 1: Really living and ship in real life, Like today, I'm
• 40:18
  Speaker 1: facing this shit every day, like going outside, don't know
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: what I'm expecting, what God has planned for me. I
• 40:24
  Speaker 1: always asking aud yo, just bring me back home. Before
• 40:28
  Speaker 1: I was just living life like whatever's going to happen, happens,
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: I'm prepared for it, not to say yo, just bring
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: me back home God, because I'm not finished yet. There's
• 40:37
  Speaker 1: so much I got to touch. I'm not finished yet.
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: And the Black Effect is is on the goal.
• 40:43
  Speaker 2: I think.
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: Black black privilege publishing is a goal for me, and
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: then we can do a partnership. So it's like the
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: blind but I see network is partnership with Black Effect
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: because I'm like that blond step of networking.
• 41:00
  Speaker 2: That's me.
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: It represents me. So it's like I gotta bring that
• 41:03
  Speaker 1: to life, cooking with blond poppy. It's a lot of
• 41:07
  Speaker 1: shit that the world want to know. It's like I
• 41:09
  Speaker 1: gotta give it to them. I can't short change them,
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: like daddy, can you see me now?
• 41:15
  Speaker 2: One book? Okay? Cool?
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: And I'm I'm every business. My son gonna read the audio,
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: but this is his life, right cool? Blind, But I
• 41:24
  Speaker 1: see a thin line between fob C Note and Christopher m.
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: Christopher is different from see note. People want to saying,
• 41:35
  Speaker 1: Sino gotta portray this person. I'm walking tough. Nothing bothers me,
• 41:40
  Speaker 1: Bullets bounce off me. That's why I seen no moves.
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: You see see no smell. I'm alwaysn't good spirits, but
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: SEENO in the house is the one that's thinking like
• 41:49
  Speaker 1: what could I have did different that day? Like me
• 41:53
  Speaker 1: having a gun on me would have made a difference
• 41:56
  Speaker 1: different shit like contemplating second guessing that day. And I
• 42:01
  Speaker 1: want to put that shit in the book for the
• 42:02
  Speaker 1: people to like, people to really read that ship.
• 42:05
  Speaker 2: Like the way I got the ideas I got this.
• 42:07
  Speaker 1: I ain't even want to say it on came because
• 42:08
  Speaker 1: I don't want people to steal it.
• 42:09
  Speaker 2: But it's wicked.
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: My mother's like, Yo, where did you hear this from?
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: I said, you sit up just thinking in the dark.
• 42:18
  Speaker 1: Said damn, yeah, yeah, yeah, your mind is crazy. Now
• 42:21
  Speaker 1: said sometimes you just gotta.
• 42:22
  Speaker 2: Turn it off. I don't. I don't want to turn
• 42:24
  Speaker 2: it off. Keep that bitch running. Yeah, receives from the head.
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: I'll go to see that. Ten o'clock, twelve o'clock, I
• 42:32
  Speaker 1: wake up. I'm pacing the credit.
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: Anybody's sleep.
• 42:35
  Speaker 1: But I did just pop in my dream that I
• 42:37
  Speaker 1: can't wait to get my eight hours in.
• 42:38
  Speaker 2: I gotta fucking get up. Yeah, I gotta make sure this.
• 42:41
  Speaker 2: I gotta capitalize and.
• 42:43
  Speaker 1: Just taking what you learn every day and just putting
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: into place, and you'll see things that get better. Like
• 42:48
  Speaker 1: last time we're saying here, You're like, yo, bro, you
• 42:49
  Speaker 1: you ain't giving me a hundred. You tie it if
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: you tell you gotta slow down the way you're eating.
• 42:53
  Speaker 2: This, that and the third. Today I feel good, Yeah,
• 42:56
  Speaker 2: I feel good to the and then the crazy. This
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: whole week I said this, said, don't think I need
• 43:00
  Speaker 2: an outline.
• 43:01
  Speaker 1: I just need a freestyle so people could really understand,
• 43:04
  Speaker 1: like me being blind.
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: I make it look good. It's not good. It's not good.
• 43:09
  Speaker 1: It's hard every day. Like yeah, I smell, I move
• 43:13
  Speaker 1: with aggression it, but this ship is hard every day.
• 43:15
  Speaker 1: Waking up every morning, I hit my feet at the flow.
• 43:18
  Speaker 1: I thank God for it, but I said, damn, God's
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: another battle being in the dog.
• 43:22
  Speaker 2: Then I got to go in the room.
• 43:24
  Speaker 1: Wake my son up, dollars, wake up, And for that moment, damn,
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: I wish I could see my son here, get up.
• 43:30
  Speaker 2: But I go back in the front.
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: Now it's like I'm getting my thoughts together to like
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: to get back to that I'm feeling good and jolly shit,
• 43:37
  Speaker 1: I'm still downing for these moments. Then I'm like, all right, cool.
• 43:40
  Speaker 1: Then it's all right. My daughter she'll text me, I'm
• 43:43
  Speaker 1: at school.
• 43:44
  Speaker 2: I love you, I love you.
• 43:46
  Speaker 1: Too now, like all this shit still processing. Oh my
• 43:49
  Speaker 1: little sister kids come run in there.
• 43:50
  Speaker 2: Hey uncle Chris.
• 43:52
  Speaker 1: Hearing their voice, it's like like, fuck, this is the
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: reason why I'm living, iright. Let me get back to
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: it now, I'm feeling good. Now they'll put the audiobook
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: for me. Let me listen to every Thomas, let me
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: listen to talk.
• 44:03
  Speaker 2: And you did an outline.
• 44:08
  Speaker 1: Turn your mess into a message. That shit stuck with me, bro,
• 44:12
  Speaker 1: because I'm like, I'm really real life turning my me
• 44:18
  Speaker 1: getting shot into a fucking message to touch the world.
• 44:23
  Speaker 1: My story alone going and create billions.
• 44:25
  Speaker 2: I mean, that's what I mean. The Wallow is a
• 44:27
  Speaker 2: great example. Come on, he killing the game right now. Bro,
• 44:31
  Speaker 2: that that's my role model.
• 44:34
  Speaker 1: Guy, I Wallow Like, I look up to Wallow. I
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: see the twenty years he did and how he came home.
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: He made the best out of it. He don't let
• 44:44
  Speaker 1: nothing stop.
• 44:45
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, damn. I sit back and I see
• 44:47
  Speaker 2: I look at his videos.
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: I'm like, damn that that's a powerful message. Boy, my son,
• 44:52
  Speaker 1: come in here, come in hoad. Let me do this
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: video and I take that same message. Just put that
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: shit among words and throw it out there. One time
• 44:59
  Speaker 1: one of my way more rightful than wallow shit. And
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: it's the same messages, but I just said it different,
• 45:06
  Speaker 1: and it's like, damn, I see what it is. I
• 45:08
  Speaker 1: look at et and I'm like, okay, cool, mm hmm.
• 45:11
  Speaker 1: Let me take that, Let me pull this for let
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: me pull out, let me pull out, let me say.
• 45:14
  Speaker 2: These is some my own words and start doing my videos.
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: I'm about to get back into it, order a selfie
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: stick and everything, like, I gotta do the work if
• 45:21
  Speaker 1: I want people to believe in me. I just can't
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: come here record this episode. Let you chop it up,
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: do whatever you do, throw it up there, and just
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: like all right, let me just move on to the
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: next one. Now, I just realize I really gotta work
• 45:33
  Speaker 1: these episodes. I gotta be visual, I gotta go live.
• 45:37
  Speaker 1: I gotta really let people see me, not just in
• 45:40
  Speaker 1: these clips. Not let people see the ups, the down,
• 45:43
  Speaker 1: the ugly and everything else of me.
• 45:46
  Speaker 2: That'll make my audience come in even more.
• 45:49
  Speaker 1: Like, come on, bro, if I'm working work, I don't
• 45:52
  Speaker 1: start working. People get tired of me accent them to
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: do shit. My son plays sleep sometimes cause I come
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: keep coming to the room too much. Actually, do this for.
• 45:58
  Speaker 2: Me, do that for me.
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: He going to shower and just sit there. I'm like, Yo,
• 46:01
  Speaker 1: I know this niggain't in the shower this long and
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: I'm waiting for him to do something for me. It's like, yo,
• 46:06
  Speaker 1: But people understand. It's like I can't sleep because I'm
• 46:09
  Speaker 1: not done yet.
• 46:10
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I got more work to do.
• 46:11
  Speaker 1: I gotta work ten times harder. But being that I
• 46:14
  Speaker 1: am an adult, I feel like I'm lost. Like the
• 46:18
  Speaker 1: Mallia mare in March, I feel like I'm in the
• 46:21
  Speaker 1: middle of that and I'm like, I'm not noticeable. So
• 46:25
  Speaker 1: what I got to do to make myself noticeable? What
• 46:27
  Speaker 1: I got to do to make myself get in front
• 46:28
  Speaker 1: of that line. I'm working hard. I'm navigating through all
• 46:31
  Speaker 1: these people. Yeah, I'm not done yet. This ain't I'm
• 46:34
  Speaker 1: just getting started. No, it's a lot of work not
• 46:37
  Speaker 1: done yet.
• 46:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 46:38
  Speaker 3: Speaking of which, man, I think before we get out
• 46:41
  Speaker 3: of here, I think it's important that we do a
• 46:43
  Speaker 3: little car to action about for the love of Blind Pop, For.
• 46:46
  Speaker 2: The love of mother fucking blind Poppy.
• 46:49
  Speaker 3: So, ladies, we've been talking about behind the scenes, about
• 46:54
  Speaker 3: creating creating a piece of content on the side, about
• 46:59
  Speaker 3: the love a blind Poppy for the love of blonde pop?
• 47:02
  Speaker 3: What exactly is that? Because I want to like I
• 47:04
  Speaker 3: want people to hear this and kind of get an idea.
• 47:06
  Speaker 3: So this is like the first time we kind of
• 47:08
  Speaker 3: really them, so like I want them to get an idea,
• 47:11
  Speaker 3: like what what is that for.
• 47:12
  Speaker 1: The love of blind Poppy? It's like for the love
• 47:16
  Speaker 1: like for flake, like flavor Flavor Show, but.
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: Just the blond version of it. It's like, I ain't flave,
• 47:23
  Speaker 2: I'm blind Poppy. And it's like I'm allow. I'm a fetish.
• 47:28
  Speaker 2: I'm a fetish. I'm a fetish.
• 47:30
  Speaker 1: No lies like a lot of people like, damn, I
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: want to see how feel the blind person? Yo, No,
• 47:34
  Speaker 1: I swear to God this ship that people say.
• 47:37
  Speaker 2: Like some people that might have been on this podcast.
• 47:40
  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, shout out to see Randa, I love you.
• 47:44
  Speaker 1: See Randa, shout out and shout out to Drill Fairy,
• 47:48
  Speaker 1: I love you too, Kelly. But yeah, like, let's see
• 47:52
  Speaker 1: if I can really find love. I've been single for
• 47:55
  Speaker 1: the past ten years. Let me see if I could
• 47:56
  Speaker 1: really fall in love. Let's see if you know the
• 47:58
  Speaker 1: way to blinde men's heart.
• 48:00
  Speaker 3: So you're trying to sort of love a blind poppy
• 48:02
  Speaker 3: is to really find love.
• 48:04
  Speaker 2: Yeah, let's see what happens. Like you're trying to find
• 48:06
  Speaker 2: a girlfriend at the end of this. We never know
• 48:07
  Speaker 2: what can come out of it. Yeah, never know what
• 48:10
  Speaker 2: could come out of it.
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: Blind probably looking for his mom blind.
• 48:13
  Speaker 2: Mommy gotta be blind, got to be blind. You don't
• 48:18
  Speaker 2: gotta be blind.
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: But baby, when people say the BLINDI and the blind,
• 48:21
  Speaker 1: I take that to the offensive, do you Yeah, why
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: this blond nigga is lead in the world and a
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: good play the blinde Like, I don't take it offensive,
• 48:31
  Speaker 1: but the saying the blinding and the blind was never
• 48:33
  Speaker 1: nothing good. Yeah, it was just like, yo, y'all lost,
• 48:36
  Speaker 1: You don't know, y'all don't nowhere. But it's like when
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: you say the blinding and the blind, it's like I
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: take that and I turned into positive because it's like
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: I got a whole staff for the people in the
• 48:44
  Speaker 1: club that depend on me.
• 48:46
  Speaker 3: Well, you know, when they say it, I think they mean,
• 48:48
  Speaker 3: but are people who like blind their third eye is blind?
• 48:51
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean? Like they out here just
• 48:52
  Speaker 2: not doing.
• 48:53
  Speaker 3: Ship for their life, not living within their potential, not
• 48:57
  Speaker 3: not ambitious, you know what I mean? Blind you know
• 49:01
  Speaker 3: what I mean, or people who just involved with a
• 49:03
  Speaker 3: bunch of fucked up ship. And then it's other people
• 49:06
  Speaker 3: who don't got the vision either following they ass not understanding.
• 49:09
  Speaker 2: They no, they're not taking you nowhere? Yeah, what's up?
• 49:12
  Speaker 2: You know?
• 49:13
  Speaker 3: But you know so you want the girls, so like,
• 49:16
  Speaker 3: help me understand it visually, Like you you can be told.
• 49:19
  Speaker 2: You could be big, you could be shun.
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: You could be brown, you could be black, you could
• 49:24
  Speaker 1: be white, you could be Puerto Rican, you could be
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: I love it all.
• 49:28
  Speaker 2: So you want people to sit down at the table with.
• 49:30
  Speaker 3: You, talk to me, talk to you in a conversation,
• 49:35
  Speaker 3: and what you want to choose, like depending on like this,
• 49:37
  Speaker 3: say you talk to four girls, talk to four girls,
• 49:40
  Speaker 3: and then you see which one you vibe with the most.
• 49:42
  Speaker 2: I like you can see. I like that. I'm just
• 49:45
  Speaker 2: trying to figure it out, like I'm trying to help
• 49:46
  Speaker 2: the people that's listening, Like show me why you for
• 49:49
  Speaker 2: me right? What I like you?
• 49:51
  Speaker 1: If you really locked in with me? You know the
• 49:54
  Speaker 1: episode is when I talk my talk and I talk
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: my ship. Let me see if you've really been listening,
• 49:59
  Speaker 1: Like show me, like, uh, treat I don't know if
• 50:08
  Speaker 1: I want to say it like, you know, treat your
• 50:10
  Speaker 1: body like brow like.
• 50:13
  Speaker 2: But no, I can rebody yeah, but yeah, it just
• 50:23
  Speaker 2: no Show me why you're the one for me?
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: Like how like what how they showed me that I
• 50:29
  Speaker 1: have a future with you, that we're gonna go places.
• 50:32
  Speaker 1: Let me know that you you leading me to great places,
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: like that's what I want. Show me that you're not
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: intimidated by me staying on this couch and talking to talk.
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: Show me that you could be a partner with me,
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: that you can help me with that you can help
• 50:48
  Speaker 1: me with this ship, like you don't gotta believe in
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: my dreams, but you are. You're willing to help me
• 50:53
  Speaker 1: with my dreams. Like that's that's all I want.
• 50:56
  Speaker 2: And let me know if it's you. So this is
• 50:59
  Speaker 2: a casting call you. I like them all.
• 51:02
  Speaker 1: I like them bbw's, I like them all. Like, I
• 51:04
  Speaker 1: don't discriminate, I don't.
• 51:07
  Speaker 2: I think.
• 51:07
  Speaker 3: I think we need to feel this, flush this idea
• 51:10
  Speaker 3: out just a little bit more. But for the most part, ladies,
• 51:12
  Speaker 3: this is the line of blood. The love I can't
• 51:17
  Speaker 3: talk clearly. This is the love of Blonde Poppy. It
• 51:20
  Speaker 3: is a series a show. If you will that we
• 51:23
  Speaker 3: are going to be introducing pretty soon. We're going to
• 51:26
  Speaker 3: be reaching out to some ladies.
• 51:27
  Speaker 1: I love ratchet women too. If you ratchet, you can
• 51:30
  Speaker 1: reach out. I love my sexy rads, I love my
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: little London's ladies. Of all consis.
• 51:34
  Speaker 2: I don't discriminate.
• 51:35
  Speaker 3: Yeah, we will be reaching out to you will be,
• 51:37
  Speaker 3: We'll be. We'll be hopefully you find us. If not,
• 51:40
  Speaker 3: we'll be out there searching and we'll hint. We'll get
• 51:43
  Speaker 3: a group of women and we'll hand select a few,
• 51:46
  Speaker 3: maybe like four or five.
• 51:48
  Speaker 2: We could do an audition. My sister know me best,
• 51:51
  Speaker 2: my aunts know me best. So if you could do
• 51:52
  Speaker 2: an audition, like, okay, cool, what they gotta do. What
• 51:55
  Speaker 2: they gotta do in the audition, they can ask them questions.
• 51:59
  Speaker 2: Let's see how they respond.
• 52:01
  Speaker 3: So you're gonna be like Ray Charles, like you're touching
• 52:03
  Speaker 3: people's hands, touched in the back of the arms like that,
• 52:05
  Speaker 3: You're doing all that, everything, doing audition.
• 52:07
  Speaker 1: Everything you're gonna be records could have been records, but
• 52:11
  Speaker 1: it's blind blindst blind.
• 52:14
  Speaker 2: Step production you know about could have been records. Uh
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: huh that is nuts. Drisky Yeah, Drew Sky, fuck you,
• 52:20
  Speaker 2: Juiceky funny is nuts five in the morning. I'm telling
• 52:26
  Speaker 2: you I'm on it, Yo, great things.
• 52:29
  Speaker 1: I'm telling you. People understand know what it is. And
• 52:31
  Speaker 1: then that person that that camera, that woman, that lady,
• 52:33
  Speaker 1: that beautiful one.
• 52:34
  Speaker 2: I'm talking to you. I'm a whole fucking vibe.
• 52:38
  Speaker 1: You don't believe it. You could go on no shout
• 52:40
  Speaker 1: out to Dirty Street Confession. I'm a whole Yo, I
• 52:42
  Speaker 1: ain't gonna lie. That ship is crazy, bro. I could
• 52:44
  Speaker 1: walk the streets and be like YO was in Dirty
• 52:46
  Speaker 1: Street Confessions. I'm like the number one line they said,
• 52:49
  Speaker 1: I can't even see myself.
• 52:52
  Speaker 2: I'm like, Yo. Somebody was like, YO, ask my mother, YO,
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: do you watch it? Yes? Son?
• 52:56
  Speaker 1: She said no, I don't because he's an asshole. And
• 52:59
  Speaker 1: it's like, Yo, I feel good because it's like, damn
• 53:02
  Speaker 1: the word. Getting to see who I'm really is, Oh for.
• 53:04
  Speaker 2: Sure, bro. And just listen.
• 53:06
  Speaker 3: In just six months you were putting your face out there. Broo,
• 53:10
  Speaker 3: you've been really letting the people hear your voice.
• 53:12
  Speaker 2: I'm about to be on some small ship. I'm about
• 53:13
  Speaker 2: to be anybody podcast. You've been doing a great job.
• 53:16
  Speaker 5: Bro.
• 53:16
  Speaker 3: You've been on people's pods, you traveled people that have
• 53:19
  Speaker 3: been on your pod, dropped plenty of episodes, You've had
• 53:22
  Speaker 3: clips you bro.
• 53:25
  Speaker 2: It even been a four years since we've been rocking.
• 53:27
  Speaker 2: You've done a great job. Come on, bro, look at me.
• 53:29
  Speaker 2: People visit our page. I couldn't do this without your dog,
• 53:33
  Speaker 2: my dog, my dog.
• 53:34
  Speaker 1: And like your te podcast, the locals, I ain't gonna
• 53:39
  Speaker 1: lie that episode right there, Tea.
• 53:41
  Speaker 2: Really got it out of me. I ain't gonna hold you.
• 53:43
  Speaker 2: You got it out.
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: Like people call me like, damn bro, I didn't notice
• 53:46
  Speaker 1: shout out the team like I didn't damn bro. Like
• 53:49
  Speaker 1: this podcast makes me look at you different cause it's
• 53:52
  Speaker 1: like that that podcast is not polished.
• 53:55
  Speaker 2: It's the real version of you. Oh for sure, I
• 53:57
  Speaker 2: said there.
• 53:57
  Speaker 1: I said, yeah, it's more like people want that real
• 54:00
  Speaker 1: documentary and me really talking about it, really getting deep
• 54:03
  Speaker 1: in depth into it, said but you need somebody powerful
• 54:05
  Speaker 1: that's gonna bring it out of you, that's not gonna
• 54:07
  Speaker 1: be scared to ask these questions and not okay, we're
• 54:10
  Speaker 1: gonna cut this out.
• 54:11
  Speaker 2: We're gonna cut that out.
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: Now, give them that real said. I want the people
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: to know because it's like this is not no easy walk.
• 54:18
  Speaker 1: There's not no easy walk and you know, I'm still
• 54:21
  Speaker 1: waiting on a halfway interview halfway up podcast.
• 54:23
  Speaker 2: Interview though, Oh yeah, that's something that gotta happen.
• 54:26
  Speaker 1: So I'm just saying, I'm just the person that's hosting
• 54:28
  Speaker 1: the I'm just waiting for him to, you know, shoot
• 54:30
  Speaker 1: me that text.
• 54:31
  Speaker 2: I don't know who I gotta talk to.
• 54:34
  Speaker 1: You gotta talk to, but you know, I mean your
• 54:38
  Speaker 1: clips definitely be motivation, and I'm like, okay, yeah man,
• 54:42
  Speaker 1: yeah man, I'm just waiting for the whole line to
• 54:45
  Speaker 1: come through the mail and sign the text message.
• 54:47
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. See several messages from WILF. I
• 54:52
  Speaker 2: don't know, did it comes you know, let me know
• 54:55
  Speaker 2: they come through.
• 54:56
  Speaker 1: But nah, I know the people you bought around, the
• 55:00
  Speaker 1: people I sat on this couch due from you, I
• 55:03
  Speaker 1: learned a lot. I studied them. I sat there and said, okay, cool,
• 55:07
  Speaker 1: I gotta do this smart as one of them.
• 55:10
  Speaker 2: Oh for sure. You've been talking about him for months
• 55:12
  Speaker 2: and it's like, yeah, I see what he's doing.
• 55:14
  Speaker 1: It's small going on every podcast that I'm like, why
• 55:16
  Speaker 1: the fuck he's on this podcast?
• 55:18
  Speaker 2: But then I see what he's doing. Okay, knock the
• 55:20
  Speaker 2: hustle man. You gotta see the vision because they dropping
• 55:22
  Speaker 2: back to back, back to back. You got no choice
• 55:24
  Speaker 2: but to keep seeing it.
• 55:25
  Speaker 3: Smart bro, you got no choice. You see him everywhere,
• 55:28
  Speaker 3: and in degrees of separation. He wouldn't even be in.
• 55:32
  Speaker 2: So I learned.
• 55:33
  Speaker 1: I typed his name and looked up all the podcasts
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: and I said, okay, cool, I'm right them. Yeah me,
• 55:37
  Speaker 1: come on there, you far ocase I can't get the
• 55:40
  Speaker 1: right name.
• 55:40
  Speaker 2: We can do it. We can do his own.
• 55:41
  Speaker 1: But one way or other, my message is going to
• 55:43
  Speaker 1: get across. My story gonna get across. That's the most
• 55:45
  Speaker 1: important thing. It's getting that story out there.
• 55:48
  Speaker 2: Absolutely, And who did it better than me?
• 55:51
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Ray Charles, I appreciate you. Stevie Wonder.
• 55:55
  Speaker 2: I appreciate you. Not too much on Ray, but not
• 55:59
  Speaker 2: too much on whatever. Gotta pay respects. Oh no, I do.
• 56:05
  Speaker 2: I'm the Ray Charles. I said that ship. I respect them.
• 56:09
  Speaker 2: Go ahead because what you were saying, you said.
• 56:13
  Speaker 1: To Stevie Wonder, But I could say, well rest in
• 56:16
  Speaker 1: peace for Stevie Wonder. You can sit down, kick your
• 56:19
  Speaker 1: feet up. I'm taking over. I'm carrying the torch for
• 56:21
  Speaker 1: the blond people. Now, no that's my like my idols,
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: because it's like, what what other blind people you can
• 56:31
  Speaker 1: put in that category?
• 56:32
  Speaker 2: That really? That did it?
• 56:34
  Speaker 1: Like Ray turned down money because he they told me,
• 56:38
  Speaker 1: because Georgia. I look at that and I take it.
• 56:40
  Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, cool, there's nothing that we can't do.
• 56:44
  Speaker 1: We are power, We are powerful messages, even though we're
• 56:47
  Speaker 1: delivering our message in different ways.
• 56:49
  Speaker 2: That's true.
• 56:50
  Speaker 1: He got music, I got my I got the podcast
• 56:53
  Speaker 1: Stevie wonder Ship that niggat mad kids.
• 56:55
  Speaker 2: He's stroking still. So that motivates me. You like, who
• 57:01
  Speaker 2: all doing it better than us? Hey? Man, y'all got it? Man.
• 57:04
  Speaker 3: I think the world can learn a lot from your community.
• 57:07
  Speaker 3: Your world can learn a lot because the things that
• 57:09
  Speaker 3: you guys have.
• 57:10
  Speaker 2: Been forced to forced to learn, you know what I mean.
• 57:15
  Speaker 3: We had to break down walls, you had to break
• 57:17
  Speaker 3: down force to deal with you know, it was like
• 57:19
  Speaker 3: there's no way around it.
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: You got to learn how to travel, no gps, you
• 57:23
  Speaker 1: just you really get out there. They when they say
• 57:27
  Speaker 1: walk by faith, not by sight, Oh.
• 57:28
  Speaker 2: Absolutely is real.
• 57:30
  Speaker 3: But you know, I'm looking at it and I'm thinking
• 57:32
  Speaker 3: about it strictly from a perspective of like not necessarily.
• 57:35
  Speaker 3: Like I know it's difficult to do certain things like travel,
• 57:37
  Speaker 3: like walk, like go somewhere without somebody, But I mean
• 57:40
  Speaker 3: like the internal work, because like where do you really live?
• 57:43
  Speaker 2: Like again Luther Vandro, the house is not a home?
• 57:46
  Speaker 3: Like you let your spirit rest in this thing we
• 57:49
  Speaker 3: call a body, but like how do you feel inside
• 57:52
  Speaker 3: of it?
• 57:52
  Speaker 2: Though?
• 57:52
  Speaker 3: And like you don't have a choice but to do
• 57:54
  Speaker 3: the work. And the work is not easy, but the
• 57:55
  Speaker 3: work's being done. Man, You've done it.
• 57:57
  Speaker 2: You've done. This is my last thing I'm gonna say.
• 57:59
  Speaker 3: You've done internal work that people have been avoiding for
• 58:02
  Speaker 3: forty fifty years.
• 58:04
  Speaker 2: It ain't easy, it's not easy, but you but you
• 58:07
  Speaker 2: further than them. I need it.
• 58:09
  Speaker 1: I'm here, Yeah, and I'm glad to say to say
• 58:13
  Speaker 1: then yeah, I'm on your asses. A lot of people
• 58:18
  Speaker 1: don't want to go blind when they see the moves
• 58:19
  Speaker 1: I'm about to make.
• 58:21
  Speaker 2: I made this shit look good. Well yeah, no, you're
• 58:24
  Speaker 2: doing it, bro. Proud of you. Bro. Another episode of
• 58:26
  Speaker 2: The Blond But Motherfucking I See podcast? Yeah?
• 58:29
  Speaker 1: Another one like subscribe comment, Tell a friend, tell a
• 58:33
  Speaker 1: friend that Blond Poppy is in town?
• 58:38
  Speaker 2: Is anything else we gotta tell? The people. I think
• 58:41
  Speaker 2: that's it, man, I think this is a great episode. Again.
• 58:44
  Speaker 3: We're gonna be working on the Love of Blond Poppy show.
• 58:48
  Speaker 3: We're gonna be reaching out to some women, maybe even
• 58:50
  Speaker 3: reaching out to some people that maybe want to help,
• 58:52
  Speaker 3: maybe get a little production credit or something like that.
• 58:55
  Speaker 2: Drill.
• 58:55
  Speaker 3: I mean, we're gonna, were gonna, were gonna get it going. Man,
• 58:57
  Speaker 3: it's gonna be nice. I got an idea of how
• 58:59
  Speaker 3: we murder.
• 59:00
  Speaker 2: I wanted to be.
• 59:02
  Speaker 3: I wanted to feel like you're in a low lit
• 59:04
  Speaker 3: Italian restaurant, like I wanted to feel like it's low
• 59:06
  Speaker 3: as lit, it's a candle fire. I wanted to be
• 59:09
  Speaker 3: like like actual food being served. I want you to
• 59:12
  Speaker 3: hear like knives and ship clinking, you know what I mean.
• 59:15
  Speaker 2: And I want it to be fun. You know. I
• 59:16
  Speaker 2: wanted to really be like some heat.
• 59:17
  Speaker 3: I want to have a camera showing Shorty rubbing her
• 59:20
  Speaker 3: leg on yours underneath the table. I'm just saying, you
• 59:24
  Speaker 3: know what I mean, Like I don't got a map
• 59:25
  Speaker 3: but your red dress.
• 59:30
  Speaker 2: And then we'll have him in the other studio.
• 59:32
  Speaker 4: Like waiting that sweet perfume and what have a camera
• 59:35
  Speaker 4: on them and ladies blond people love to smell to
• 59:39
  Speaker 4: make sure you got that good perfume on ladies blond
• 59:45
  Speaker 4: people use they hands to see what they make sure
• 59:48
  Speaker 4: you got.
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: That ship on.
• 59:50
  Speaker 2: Catch your case now, nigga ship.
• 59:54
  Speaker 5: Oh we signed, nay, we signed because you ain't gonna
• 59:59
  Speaker 5: not get picked and didn't want to sue me. Oh no,
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 5: we signed the NBA's I ain't stupid, I'm ahead of
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 5: the game, but the fact let me write that in
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 5: the notes. You have to sign a permission slip for
• 1:00:11
  Speaker 5: show for show and we out blind stepper.
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 3: Yo.