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Losing My Brother Broke Me, But God Saved My Life | Nathan Davis Jr x Willie Moore Jr · Love You Moore with Willie Moore Jr.

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[SPEAKER_01]: Greatest family, Willie Moe, Jr. here.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Can I be honest with you?
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[SPEAKER_01]: We about to have a show with a young man, who goes by the name of Nathan Davis.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He actually has millions of followers on social media.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He's a young man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Many of you are known from the song.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Don't it feel good when you're getting in this presence?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I even went viral messing with that young man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Come on, I'm playing with you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But listen, today will be a little different.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's not so much relationship driven, but it is a relationship that I think needs to be reconciled.
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[SPEAKER_01]: The relationship with your son, your grandson, your nephew.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So many mothers that want the best for their child, but sometimes they say all the wrong thing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And most of the time, you don't even know that you're saying the wrong thing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So today you'll get an opportunity to witness a young man who not only loves this
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[SPEAKER_01]: But his mom sacrificed a lot for him and he actually noticed what she sacrificed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And to my men who are watching right now, maybe you didn't get an opportunity to do a right with your son or your child.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You didn't get a chance to be there like you wanted it, wanted to be.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, no matter what that thing is, you get an opportunity to hear a young man who forgave his father.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's so dope man, it's amazing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So do me a favor, subscribe to the channel, get ready for an amazing show.
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[SPEAKER_01]: We are on location in Atlanta, Georgia, so we're outside of the studio, but the conversation is fruitful.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm glad you took the time to watch.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Please watch until the end of the show because I got an amazing announcement for young men ages 12 to 18 that I think is gonna be beneficial to all my parents, my grandparents, my ATs and uncles who have young men that you care about.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So that's time for the show.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Flat out.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Next on the love of your worship.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I lost my little brother to suicide in 2023.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I lost 14 family members after that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Then my mom was in a hospital.
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[SPEAKER_03]: a year ago around this time, finding for her life for a month.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Then, mom got the hospital, we started working on Wokote's morning, and we was about to lose our house too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like our finances was trash.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It was low, we'd like to lose our courage on the fine people to buy, but nobody was buying our house.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So we just as an studio, making a record, I'll go and nurse, sing it, write it, go in, put the medicine in my mom's IV.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And we did that every day.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I remember I was in my room and I didn't understand the relationship part with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I wasn't really taught relationship.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was just kind of taught God, double, go back, you go here, do good, you go over here.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's how I was taught and understand the whole walking with God and giving them my life and all that stuff like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I was in my room and I was like, you all good.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Hey, I need you, like, you know, I need your help.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Some like, I'm going through it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like I need you, and God came my room and said, He loved me, and he hugged me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That was my first spiritual encounter that I had with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: One of my favorite scriptures was when Jesus told him that disciples like, give me the bread and the fish.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And the disciples was like, but we don't have, like, enough to like feed these people.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And Jesus was like, nah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: just give me what you have and he took their food and he multiplied it and he was able to feel like I think one time four thousand, another time five thousand and what God was telling me was don't worry about the little things that you have, focus on the hand that you're putting it into because I'm going to be the one to multiply it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is what loving yourself more looks like.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Hey family, what do you want to do?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're just real quick.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Have you ever had a dream of gold and a vision?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And the truth is, you realize that it's going to come to pass, but it may come to pass in a different city.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I know many of you all have been thinking about moving.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You've been through heartbreak hangups and different things, and you're saying, maybe there's a new land out there that God may want to use me and cannot be very honest with you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You may be right.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But there may be a journey to discovery that you need to discover before you launch out into the deep.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Today I get an opportunity to hang out with a gentleman who literally, you know, decided at a very young age what he was going to be.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He realized that he had a very special gift of music.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But he also understood that in order for it to grow, that was another land that he had to go to.
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[SPEAKER_01]: to be able to sprout this thing out.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And now he's expanded all across the world.
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[SPEAKER_01]: There's not a person that I have met in the last week that when I show him, show them the video, there's like, oh yeah, I know him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Well, ladies and gentlemen, I got an opportunity to experience him this weekend during an amazing event.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm so blessed to have him here with me today.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Been talking about him on social media and radio, the one and only Nathan Davis Jr.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just hanging out with you now for you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: What's going on, champ?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Man, cool man, how you feeling, man?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I never had a disco.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I appreciate it, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It was just good vibes, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Good energy, you know, I'm in Atlanta.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I had some good food out here, so I'm just cool man, right?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, exactly.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Man, what's been the biggest difference since you've had this amazing musical breakdown in these last 12 months?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Um, I would say...
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[SPEAKER_03]: Having everybody do like a dance and kind of just, I would say feel the vibe that I felt when I was making this song.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And that's God's presence, feeling happy, feeling good, being reminded of like, wow God loves me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I think that's kind of like something that's different for me to see.
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[SPEAKER_03]: People feel that same emotion that I made because that song was written.
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[SPEAKER_03]: and chaos and storm and for everybody to be smiling and dancing with their families, different cultures, different foreign countries like everybody is just coming together.
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[SPEAKER_03]: They're all dancing, we're all doing the same dance, we're all worshiping the same guy and we're all just having fun.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I think that's kind of cool that is bringing a world together for me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So you talked a little bit about KS and you coming up with this song in the Mr. KS.
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[SPEAKER_01]: What did the KS look like?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I lost my little brother to suicide in 2023 and I lost 14 family members at that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Then my mom was in a hospital.
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[SPEAKER_03]: year go around this time and find it for her life for a month.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So doing all that, I kind of just stopped acting, my social media videos, I kind of wasn't posting videos, I was going to crazy depression, crazy suicidal grieving, I was just kind of lost and was just trying to find anything to help this temporary like holding my heart and
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[SPEAKER_03]: I remember I was in my room and I didn't understand the relationship part with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I wasn't really taught relationship.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was just kind of taught God devil, go back, you go here, do good, you go over here.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's how I was taught.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I didn't understand the whole walking with God and giving them my life and all that stuff like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I was in my room and was like, you're a God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Hey, I need you, like, you know, I need your help.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Some, like, I'm going through it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, I need you and God came my room and said, he loved me and he hugged me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That was my first spiritual encounter that I had with God and told me, hey, I want you to start making music for me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I'm like, okay, cool.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I just finished like a crazy, secular R&V album, you know, that was gonna be knocking at Chris Brown and story lanes door like, look, what's up, what are we doing, Brody?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I let out that go.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I started doing my remixes to like a million dollar baby expression, which is like two of the biggest remixes to those songs.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Our Christian remixes, so I was doing my remixes, and then my mom got the hospital.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We started working on Walker this morning, and Louis was about to lose our house too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like our finances was trash.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It was low.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We were about to lose our courage on the fine people to buy, but nobody was buying our house.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So we just as an astudio making a record.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'll go and nurse seeing it right at going and put the medicine in my mom's IV.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And we did that every day and then after we finished the studio with Paco the house and leave our house for like hours with people to walk around and try to buy it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So we kept doing it and
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[SPEAKER_03]: Went to Beverly Hills, guy gave me the idea for the dance and the choreography to put it all together.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And when it came to drop the video, God was like, don't worry about the views.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I got you, I'm like, I'm a social media influencer.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Dude, we're on the views.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Everything's about the views.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I just stood out there, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And it just went crazy.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Bro, 30 videos in a day.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's like 2 million, 3 million views.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And then what is insane was that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: When I was reading a word, one of my favorite scriptures was when Jesus was telling disciples like, give me the bread and the fish.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And the disciples was like, but we don't have like enough to like feed these people.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And Jesus was like, nah, just give me what you have.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And he took their food and he multiplied it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He was able to feed, like I think one time four thousand, another time, five thousand.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And what God was telling me was,
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[SPEAKER_03]: Don't worry about the little things that you have, focus on the hand that you're putting it into, because I'm gonna be the one to multiply it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So even now I was in the middle of that storm, in the middle of that chaos I was going on, I was focused on God's hand, and knowing that if I did, well, God told me to do, be obedient, and just,
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[SPEAKER_03]: lean on him and give it to him.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I put him his hand and like, I'm here.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You're filming me in this world that's coming together and they're all blessed off of that obedience and off of just God's mercy and grace for my life because you're gonna easily be like, bro, you've been doing your own thing, you've been selfish, you've been ego, you've been feeling like you've been doing things and he just gave me another chance of life and I'm just like, look, I'm dedicated to you and what you're not even to do, what are we doing?
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[SPEAKER_03]: He's filming me so yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Hey family, Willie Mojoon, you're here, listen, do me a favor, subscribe to this channel, leave a comment and share this with at least 10 people.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You say, why?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Because I need you, too.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's all it is.
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[SPEAKER_01]: If I ask, it's because I need you, too.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I wouldn't ask you to do nothing that I wouldn't want you to do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So do it right now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'll wait.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Thank you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now back to the show.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Fly.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So you talked a little bit about your brother and who went on the glory differently.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that's something that you know, I'm so grateful that you did share.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, my family was hit with suicide.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I guess now 10, 11 years ago.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it rocked our family and it was something early that we were so, it was kind of like a hush thing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And now my cousin, she's like this big advocate for suicide prevention and she's really worked really, really hard with the 98 number.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I really do appreciate you sharing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I do want to actually this man as you sit there.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And you are watching your mom go through this, your family going through all of this, all these different holes in your heart.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Did you ever get an opportunity to have companionship with this somebody poured into you?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like, how were you introduced to the Lord?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Because I'm beyond what you sometimes would be like, you know, a baby took me to church and then it was just it was just on from there.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like, how did you, how did you connect with the Lord and such a such a way?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So for me, like, my mom and my grandmother they came from, like, you know, Kojik about these all different things like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So they always gave me, like, the instructions and the morals and the teachings, you know, from the Bible.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I learned a lot as far as, like, the foundation of, like, you know, don't do this, despite this is good.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But I would say, like, I have my best friends, they'll be talking about God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, I'll be ready to go to the club and go tell you now.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Everybody, man, you got a way to you, Mary, you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man, you got a way to you, man
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[SPEAKER_03]: I got six TV followers, I'll take so I'll get up and go into the club and turn it up.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'll care about what y'all it's about, but they poured into me, man, and like, you know, just like I said, friends, my ex-girlfriend, she was a big on guard, and he still is big.
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[SPEAKER_03]: She'll be like, you know what I was studying like, man, look.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm trying to say, yo, I'm trying to do something.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You will be like, we're gonna have an out of me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: No, I'll get it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But I will be, you know, but we are just pouring a lot into me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I'm saying, and like, playing in the seed.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I feel like it's not really people that like,
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[SPEAKER_03]: Changes you, it's really like, God changed you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: They plant the seed, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: And like, it's up to God to water.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I feel like, for me, I just kind of like I said, I had that moment and it was like, what else can I do?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like I'm over here at the club.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm telling you, no one doing these things, but these are like temporary fulfillments and I make it, they're not like lasting lonely.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I just was like, I'm gonna try it out.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like everybody keep talking about I'm gonna try it and I try it out and when I tell you,
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's been a journey and I go to the mountains every morning bro to pray for like hour and hour or two hours and God was feeding me the Bible and I didn't even know like I'll go home but like you're a mom.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So there's like a breastplate and she'll do these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: She was like that's in a word or like certain things you'll tell me there will be scriptures.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I didn't realize it was scriptures.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He was feeding me the word but in my way.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He'll speak to me through cartoons, to movies, Instagram calls.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's her son, all these biblical, Instagram calls, podcasts, pop it up, all these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But he was speaking to me through all of these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And he was like, kind of like, how you went to Peter?
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[SPEAKER_03]: He was like, yo, let's go fish for people.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It was like he was speaking to me in a very language for me to understand what was going on.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And like,
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[SPEAKER_03]: Ever since then, I just been grown and just growing and surrender in myself and just eating his word man every day as much as I can.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm human, you feel like I'm not perfect, but I just try every day, bro, to just be the best version that he created me to be for us.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so now, when I think about relationship and you're a young man, you fly, you got influence and you talk a little bit about former relationship, do you think this version of Nathan,
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[SPEAKER_01]: Would that have been the right version for this woman or you like, hey, you know what just moving forward on this version I'm looking forward to something I feel like Yo Like, yo, baby, yo, what were you doing?
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[SPEAKER_03]: That was a good question.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I ain't gonna lie.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Can I be telling my homies?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I kinda wanna get very broad like you feel me cause, you know, my people, I got both of us, I got to homies, I be cool, I'm here, I got to homies, I'm here, I got to homies, I'm still a little weird, and I still don't know if you don't understand, but, I just be chillin' I'm like man, like,
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was dating my eggs like hell today.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like the relationship with the rest moved it because now I understand as a man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like we're supposed to be cordon.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We can't have no one leg in one leg.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like we're supposed to be tough then with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like I can't lead this woman.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like nurture her and take care of her.
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[SPEAKER_03]: If I don't have a relationship with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So like God really taught me what real love is.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I found real love by receiving his love, you know?
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[SPEAKER_03]: And him just breaking me and destroying who I was and killing me and rebuilding me up
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[SPEAKER_03]: the man I got, he created me to be, so I feel like, I'm not going to say I'm the best yet, but I feel like I have a lot of grace, I know about forgiveness, I know about just going to God and having those private conversations with him, because if you, I feel like if you're a relationship a sinner on God and you're all getting like a disputed son, I feel like God can whisper to your woman here and say, like, you're a apologize son, you use a little too hard to him.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It should come
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[SPEAKER_03]: the foundation, who's the glue that he is like, you know what I'm saying, the instruction manual.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like I've been dope in a relationship.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I ain't gonna lie, and I wanna get married one day.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I do wanna, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: But, you know, I feel like it would be a little bit smoother.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And where everything wasn't like a bad relationship, is we both needed two breakups, so we can both get close to God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And she's getting close to God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I don't get close to God too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I feel like yeah, I feel like we both will be great
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, as you grow, you know, the one thing I understand about a campaign ship when I be thinking about the word is like, he who finds the wife and the good thing in a tiny favor from the Lord.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like my brother, Jamal Brown, we said that before he got married, he was like, man, I'm living off telling the loan.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just living off my give.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just living off my give.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just living.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I ain't even seeing that, that super-duper favor.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I was like, man, you can get it without it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And then I seen his life just expand so much when he connected with Dr. Kerry.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like, when you sit back and you look at where your life is going because ultimately without a vision, the people perish.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And of course, if you don't have a vision for yourself, the people that you bring in, they also perish as well.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So what type of woman would be able to really lock in with you?
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[SPEAKER_01]: What type of support would a man like you need?
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[SPEAKER_01]: considering that, you know, it's 21 plus million people on Instagram.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You got to hit stage.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're traveling the world.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Your mom is, is, is your heart.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And here's the thing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I love it because my mom is my heart.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My mom adopted me when I was three months old.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I talked to her five times a day.
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[SPEAKER_01]: She 84 years old.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Look, guys, they are custom to be.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I still be on the phone.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I love my mom, and I think the man who loves their mom is a better candidate for to be a husband.
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[SPEAKER_01]: They're me who, like, only rock with my mom.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm gonna be like, well, I don't know how you gonna rock with your wife for six, seven, six, seven, years.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I was like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So what is the gap that a woman could feel for Nathan?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, I feel like I want a woman like Moses's wife, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like that was a moment where Moses was about to get taken out by God and his wife stepped in and like say this life.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So it's like I want a woman like that where
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[SPEAKER_03]: For me, my lowest, like, she can be like, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo,
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[SPEAKER_03]: I know how to step back and like support you like I do social media I make music I write songs I record videos like I love it when people would be like can you record a video for me Like I like helping you know saying and like I want to support it so I will I will love a woman That has her own thing going on so I can be like baby what we doing
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[SPEAKER_03]: let's help you today, let's support because we're a team, you know, and when you have your thing going on, cool, what you need, when I have my thing going, cool, if you want to help that's awesome.
17:51
[SPEAKER_03]: So, I'm not selfish.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Some relationships is like, I gotta be the star, and I'm the one, and all lights on me as I look the same, check it's coming to the career.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You feel me as I'm coming to the out, no for real.
18:02
[SPEAKER_03]: So, I feel like just, woman, I got her own thing going on.
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[SPEAKER_03]: She got gotten a center of her life, you know, and somebody
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[SPEAKER_03]: Walk with me and leave with guys loving his heart like a partnership of God, like just that partnership because I feel like Adam and Eve could have made it If out of it, it would have been like, look, Lord, ain't no lie.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I won't faith the apple with Jesus.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Please forgive us, you know, because he's been more time with God and Eve.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So, you know, hey, can you help us or if he, you know, when he ate it.
18:32
[SPEAKER_03]: Look, Laura, we ate the apple together, but we kind of used together, you know, to help us out at a loss.
18:37
[SPEAKER_03]: So I want that type of relationship where she falls.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I got you, baby, if I fall, she got me.
18:42
[SPEAKER_03]: We've both fall, God got us.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I'm saying?
18:45
[SPEAKER_03]: And we kind of gathered a guy.
18:46
[SPEAKER_03]: So there's no competition.
18:47
[SPEAKER_03]: There's always about unity and being a teammate.
18:51
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm a fan of superheroes, and when it's two superheroes going against one of them, they'll two always wins.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So let's go.
18:58
[SPEAKER_01]: It's a agreement.
18:59
[SPEAKER_01]: Do me a favor, put teammate in the comments if you don't mind.
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[SPEAKER_01]: If you say, listen, I need a teammate, not somebody that just fine and just cute, but I need a teammate, somebody who's going to help feel the gaps in my life and vice versa.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So put teammate in the comments, you know, you know, I always like to build a bridge.
19:15
[SPEAKER_01]: I believe in the word heart, H-E-A-R-T.
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[SPEAKER_01]: There is an ear in the middle of heart, E-A-R, and that ear in the middle of heart is speaks to each other through testimony.
19:25
[SPEAKER_01]: And so for me, growing up adopted, growing up with two older parents, my daddy 94 years old, my mom, 84 years old.
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[SPEAKER_01]: They adopted me when I was three months old.
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[SPEAKER_01]: They still live in loving God and doing what they're supposed to do.
19:36
[SPEAKER_01]: I think they're still alive because they took care of the orphan, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: You think?
19:41
[SPEAKER_01]: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You can just carry on with it.
19:44
[SPEAKER_01]: And that was like, yeah, I still live in and working and living good, right?
19:49
[SPEAKER_01]: But I want to just kind of talk to you because you celebrate my, was there a male influence of father in the home?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like, how was that, what type of male figures did you see because you're such a, like, in my opinion, a great young man doing some great things?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Was there an example that you saw at home?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Hang on a lot, man.
20:07
[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like my meal example was Michael Jackson.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We were like, I was at the crew.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was like, I can judge the everyday.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I least could go to watch Michael Jackson.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But my mom ain't gonna lie.
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[SPEAKER_03]: She took on the amount of my dad and my mom, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So she really,
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like she really stepped in as a dad and had to be like stern and couldn't be as emotional as a, you know, a mom could be.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So she had to kind of sacrifice more to emotional side of things for more of the discipline and like you look, you're a black man in America.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, you can't go at the school and say it's your dad's fault.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, nah, we got to correct that.
20:43
[SPEAKER_03]: So I wasn't raised with excuses like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It wasn't all because your dad and I here, there's no, you did that and we gonna give that go.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I kind of, she kind of taught more of the,
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[SPEAKER_03]: You know what I'm saying, being a man-side, but I'm meant my dad, we were real cool, that's my daughter, that's my bro, you feel me, and when my brother passed, we actually got a really, really close end.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I love it because I can now see his emotional soft side.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And then as kids, we're thinking like, damn, I don't love me or he ain't there and that it out, but we got to combo a real good combo where I told him like, bro, I thought you didn't want me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You ain't short to my graduation, like you ain't seen me in a bread, my mom will pay.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Her and my grandmother will team up, pay for me to go to Houston, and I ain't even live it to a career, so the whole time, I kind of resenting my dad, because in my mind, I was like, all right, better I'm gonna get more money to you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm gonna get so famous and big to where make the day was junior because number one, not even senior.
21:35
[SPEAKER_03]: So I had that resentment of I'm a prudio and everybody else that I'm worthy and I'm valuable because I'm tired of y'all, seeping on me.
21:42
[SPEAKER_03]: And for so long, that was my mindset and like,
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[SPEAKER_03]: When my brother passed, we just had that combo, and I told him like, bro, I thought you ain't love me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I thought you ain't want me like that.
21:51
[SPEAKER_03]: And he was like, nah man, I had you when I was 19, and I was going to the East End.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So then it became one of those stands arose like, let me research who raised you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm my grandfather dealt with, meant to hug.
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[SPEAKER_03]: My grandfather dealt with these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Your mom dealt with these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, you 19, you got a kid, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm thinking, what was I in 19?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I started putting the piece together, even more in my mom, I'm like, mom, you didn't teach me how to be emotionally intelligent that I'm like, dang, how would I would have felt if I was a single guy with a kid, but I'm myself.
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[SPEAKER_03]: at that age trying to follow my career, but I got to start my career now because I have a child now.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I start sitting back and trying to like read them and how her mom is like, you don't send it like a human eyes on you because you're raised to
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[SPEAKER_03]: to look at them as God, like that's God to me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: My mom is God, my dad is God, but then you start saying the human and the human, you start saying the flaws and I'm like, oh my gosh, you guys were my parents as long as I was your old children.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So we both figured out how to be a child, how to be a mom-a-parent.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I started realizing that, but in my dad, we cool, man, we talk every day and I tell him on the time I said, bro, don't try to make up for not being in my life
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[SPEAKER_03]: I said, he's gone now, work on our relationship.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Be a reflection of who he was, my brother was kind, who was nice, he was helpful, he was sweet, that was his wife, we never argued.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I said, so he's gone because I can tell my dad was like, dang, this was my second win, my second start.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I can beat her for this kid because he spends most time, I can beat her and I was like, you know,
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[SPEAKER_03]: What happened to my life, happened for a reason?
23:31
[SPEAKER_03]: What happened to your life, happened for a reason?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Now we don't come together and show people how fathers and sons get coming together, how we can arise and pass all the, you know, I'm sending mistakes in the past, so now that's my brother, and we call it talk and we pray a guy, I talk to him about God and stuff, and I give him a different perspective of the word, and yeah, so we close.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I saw a ton of my parents, man.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Nobody's perfect, man.
23:54
[SPEAKER_03]: We gotta stop putting so much pressure on our parents.
23:57
[SPEAKER_03]: Nobody's perfect.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So we all gotta grow together.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We gotta always be open for growth for us, evolution, you feel me?
24:04
[SPEAKER_01]: No, Doug.
24:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, heckin' out with Nathan Davis, June, you'll let me be honest with you, man.
24:08
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm so inspired.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And let me tell you why.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Because ultimately, you know, of course, I know you represent LA to the fullest as love.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But you just have roots in that soft and miffles.
24:17
[SPEAKER_01]: And you know, I just have a special love for the people that's from the South and people who take good care that mother and family.
24:24
[SPEAKER_01]: And I remember watching you on stage and you were talking about the moment when this song really broke.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And then you brought your mom on stage.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it was like, y'all want to introduce you to mom.
24:34
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, for me being adopted, I can really relate to when you said, I'm gonna be a star and show them everything that he missed out on.
24:42
[SPEAKER_01]: That's how I was when my body was like family.
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[SPEAKER_01]: and then I get there, I saw him in one of the brothers, a sign with you in the verse one.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I got the biggest records and I'm doing all this good stuff and I realized I was still empty.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm just so grateful that you found God, whether Lord put his hand on you and really blew you up in a way where you like, yo, like, I can forgive and my heart ain't got no calories on it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So everybody can come and a lot of people thought I was faking when I met my biological family.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I love them, I don't have no, no, I don't know, for giving this because I'm in Christ now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I know that all things are working together for the good for those who love the Lord and the call to call into his purpose.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So it's all working good for me, bro.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.
25:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Like I love her.
25:19
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm here to help and I'm here to serve talk a little bit about like people that you get an opportunity to love your music, but they still walk around with his unforgiveness because of what happened to him.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, yeah, I deal with a lot of people that go through those things, what like I said, we gotta, I try to meet people where they're at, and I try not to force my views on others, so if people wanna understand my perspective and how I do things and I share with them if they're like, no, I'm not trying to rock with that.
25:52
[SPEAKER_03]: Cool, I almost still love you because I feel like,
25:54
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't change what the atmosphere, that atmosphere changes to me.
25:58
[SPEAKER_03]: So I just walk in a room and I be, I be what I might want to tell you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'll just show you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'll show you what I, you know what I'm saying, like how I do things and how God does things in me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I think with those people, my spirit and just how I carry myself kind of just helps others in transforming.
26:15
[SPEAKER_03]: Like I have homies that are like Muslims and I have one of my boys was like pro-angular.
26:20
[SPEAKER_03]: I've been losing my life, but just seeing your testimony, you know, journey like I've like converted to Christianity, like I believe in Jesus and now, and he was like, basically, like, bro wasn't trying to convert me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Bro wasn't like, three, two, three.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Because like, bro, just hearing you talk and you talk like me, bro, I like you talk God, and he was like,
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I tried it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He was like, bro, and it was the best decision in life.
26:40
[SPEAKER_03]: He was like, I've been blessed.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I've been having a relationship with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He's not even long after a personal relationship with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And he was like, and I've been trying it out.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And like, all great things have happened.
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[SPEAKER_03]: He was like, my mom, my girl, like, I got them on to it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So yeah, I just, I just try to beat the example, beat a result, and just meet people where they're at, because we're not here to save, we're here to plant seeds.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I plant seeds.
27:02
[SPEAKER_03]: If you water, it is going to grow.
27:03
[SPEAKER_03]: And if I'm not the messenger for you, then you might be the messenger for everyone.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That person might be the messenger, but I'm always going to love you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm always going to have grace.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm going to forgive you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: If I make mistakes, I'm always going to take accountability.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm like the accountability man.
27:18
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm always going to take accountability.
27:20
[SPEAKER_03]: My bad, my apologies.
27:21
[SPEAKER_03]: I messed up.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And so,
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[SPEAKER_03]: Realins, bro.
27:25
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
27:26
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I like the system that you created with your mom.
27:30
[SPEAKER_01]: She's always going to be the watchman on the wall for you.
27:33
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
27:33
[SPEAKER_01]: I was talking to her offline and the scripture kind of my mind like what greater love than a man or woman who lays down their life.
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[SPEAKER_01]: for their brother or their son, and she's laid down a lot.
27:48
[SPEAKER_01]: And I just thank God that you keep her and your life build around her in terms of like 10.
27:53
[SPEAKER_01]: Because it begins to grow.
27:54
[SPEAKER_01]: There'll be some things that you don't know, she don't know.
27:57
[SPEAKER_01]: But if you keep that nucleus tight, and you guys make those decisions in agreement, like this is who we're gonna bring into our stuff, because ultimately,
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[SPEAKER_01]: They can't fire what God did, they can't take away what God did.
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[SPEAKER_01]: All they can do is add in the hands to the expansion of God's kingdom because he always multiplies.
28:14
[SPEAKER_01]: And so I thank the Lord that you are smarter enough to put somebody in your corner than not only is a student business, but also has a special love for the core man that you're becoming.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And of course you'll have a wife and you'll have babies and you'll do all that.
28:27
[SPEAKER_01]: But I say, plural, families.
28:28
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh yeah, you'll have multiple babies.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, thank you.
28:30
[SPEAKER_01]: You won't take it like, no, you won't take it like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
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[SPEAKER_01]: We'll do our best to connect with you soon.
29:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Now back to the episode for that out I'm right before you man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Just real quick traditionally.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I do the inspirational moment at the end and then power people But I wrap up after you there are people on the other side of that camera who are literally wanting their dreams to come true They want to see things happen for them and maybe they're just one moment away They may be in the darkest time of their life But not knowing that God is about to erupt and expand their territory like they did you could you encourage them?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Those people real quick.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Look, believe in yourself more than everybody that's around you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Know that you got those dreams, those visions, those goals for a reason, because God planted it and you to let you know this one by the take you.
29:45
[SPEAKER_03]: You just gotta keep going first.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And what I mean by keeping going first, I'm not saying you have to do rituals and you gotta do all these things.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It starts with you just going to the same father.
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[SPEAKER_03]: What do you want me to do?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Who am I?
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[SPEAKER_03]: What do you want me to go?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I have these desires guy, but if they are your desires, give me the tools, give me the resources, give me the people, I'm telling you, I am very successful, I have a great career, but the core is guy, and I go to God for everything.
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[SPEAKER_03]: You guys, my mom, I don't care if it's a decision about whatever it is, I'm gonna go to God and be like, Lord, what you want me to do.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And if I don't get it, or if I don't understand, or am I not here right away,
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[SPEAKER_03]: I just say, God, take away this opportunity if it's not for me, give me opportunities as for me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I always say, keep God first and just believe in yourself, have you some great people around you that love you, not the things that you bring to the table, but that loves who you are, whether you got money or you don't got money, but they love you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So have good people around and just keep going for real, like, keep going.
30:47
[SPEAKER_03]: Cause it's going to happen, like, I told you, I made it woke up this morning.
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[SPEAKER_03]: with no finances by the lose my career.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Just lost one of my best friends, my little brother, 14 family members passed away.
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[SPEAKER_03]: My mom, who usually handles my business, handles my relationship with God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: She's in a hospital, fight it for her life out of it, and I'm just alone, and by myself.
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[SPEAKER_03]: but I surrender and I gave it to God and look how God has elevated my life.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I'm not signing a label, I haven't paid no money in my stuff.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like this is literally just God showing you, I'm your label, I'm your marketing team, I'm your manager, I'm all things, you have access to all things that I created.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I would just say, key God first, you know, I got to set out all my supporters too because
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[SPEAKER_03]: y'all show love to the song y'all show love to me y'all pushing it y'all dancing to it singing to it doing all those things so I want to say thank you to y'all thank you to all the radio stations thank you to you bro for having me on your show thank you to all the interviewers all the podcasts because y'all didn't have to put me on y'all show you know I'm saying so I'm extremely grateful I thank y'all for being obedient it means the world to me for me to even be here because
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[SPEAKER_03]: I almost did my life and go live, that was suicide, that was the pressure stuff for you guys.
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[SPEAKER_03]: To see you guys lighten me and to push me forward, without the politics and stuff, I want you to appreciate it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And y'all keep dancing to it, singing to a vibe and to it and tagging me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And it's all love from here.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Elevation in y'all like to and I want to be able to talk to y'all.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Y'all go crazy.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So, yeah, Tada.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Believe me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I broke out so much joy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I hope y'all feel that joy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is what loving yourself more looks like being able to literally look past all the things that you've gone through and see the silver beautiful golden line lining that God puts in your life.
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[SPEAKER_01]: family, do me a favor, make sure you subscribe to this channel, make sure that you leave a comment.
32:44
[SPEAKER_01]: Then of course, just share this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I know that there are a lot of parents who listen.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And here's a guy whose young he's fly, he's safe, he's doing what he's supposed to do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And maybe it's an opportunity this time for you to just run an episode back, maybe sit with your son and his 20s, 18, 30 whatever it may be.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And just see a son who's doing what he's supposed to do to the best of his ability, not perfect but in process, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Do me a favor, make sure you subscribe and make sure that you love yourself.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Woo!
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[SPEAKER_01]: What an amazing episode.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My prayer is that you are encouraged the way I was encouraged when I was having the conversation.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'll tell you at the end of this conversation that I had some special for you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: To young men who are ages 12 to 18,
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[SPEAKER_01]: I believe it's two ways to learn information mentors on the state.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So mama, dad, grandma, granddad, T.T.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Uncle, um, if you have a young man age 12 to 18, I want to tell you a small story and I'm not going to take much of your time, but I remember when my son was 17 years old, he was about to graduate high school and I realized that I didn't have all the tools that I needed for him to be successful in college.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Of course, I was a student athlete, so I didn't know all the stuff that was going on behind the scenes.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was just, you know, commission to go run, be a great student, do what I had to do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I put them on the phone with CEOs and multiple companies.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I put them on the phone with athletes, coaches, and just amazing people who I felt like could add value to him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And because of that mentorship, I believed through Jesus Christ and the mentorship that he was able to receive.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He graduated in three and a half years with his bachelor's degree and now he's at the University of Mississippi and the recruiting office for the football team recruiting young men all across the world to be a part of the University of Mississippi's football team.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I say all that not to impress you, but to impress a point upon you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That is two ways to learn information, mentors or mistakes.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I want to encourage you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: to allow a young man that you know ages 12 to 18 to join our mentorship program, it starts in January, but I need you to sign up ASAP.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I don't know how many slots I'm going to keep open, so you need to do this fast.
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[SPEAKER_01]: What they're going to get an opportunity to do is to be around myself and so many other successful men just to get a bird's eye view on the options they have as young men.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So make sure you log on to more mentorship.com.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I can't
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[SPEAKER_01]: to pour into your sun, your nephew, your neighbor, your grandson because it's time for me in a stepbook.
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[SPEAKER_01]: All right, let's get them early.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Flat out.