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- 0:03Right. Hello and welcome to another
- 0:07episode of the Christian Reeve podcast.
- 0:10And today I have a very special guest.
- 0:12My guest goes by the name, John John Lannan, the boy who was so
- 0:18nice, they named him twice. I just wanted to say that to be
- 0:21honest. Now John John Lennon is a
- 0:24podcaster YouTube. A children's book author twitch
- 0:30streamer although that's mostly for his podcast but still I
- 0:33can't that twitch streamer and A TV presenter hailing all the way
- 0:38from the United States of America.
- 0:41Welcome to the show. How you doing?
- 0:45Hi. Oh my God, I'm so good
- 0:47Christian. I am so thrilled to be on the
- 0:49show. Thank you again for having this
- 0:50is wicked. Cool, look at we're going global
- 0:53over here, we're all over the world.
- 0:55He's pretty amazing. Actually, to be honest.
- 0:57Because so far, I've interviewed people in a see, South Africa,
- 1:04Estonia, Germany, Poland and not an America.
- 1:11It's it would International baby, like Pitbull.
- 1:17I want to see a guest from Azerbaijan, mainly because I
- 1:20love saying that time trees named Alger by just simple.
- 1:24I'm, I actually do have a Russian guests coming up soon,
- 1:27so you never know. It's possible all da the music,
- 1:33I know you, okay? Before I get into proper
- 1:35questions, I know that you can speak a little bit off.
- 1:38Or, you know. Okay, so I guess my first
- 1:40question. Yeah, is, you were born in
- 1:43America, but your family is German.
- 1:45Is that correct? So actually, I was born and
- 1:49raised in Germany, and my mom is American and my dad is Turkish.
- 1:54So I actually have no German blood, technically speaking, but
- 1:58I speak fluent German and most of my biological father's our
- 2:02relatives, married into Germans. So, a lot of my cousins are very
- 2:06blond German looking children and my siblings are much more
- 2:10Olive toned. They really had that more.
- 2:11That Turkish complexion. And then we moved here, when I
- 2:15was 9, 10 years old. And, you know, now I'm here.
- 2:18Now, I have a new accent I suppose so bad because you have
- 2:24explained this before to me, and for those who don't know,
- 2:27listening on, you know, on Spotify on YouTube where ever
- 2:30else, you consume the question, we've podcast me and John John
- 2:33have actually colored before. We did a wrestling podcast on
- 2:39Jon Jones podcast. We also Did a show.
- 2:44So basically, John John does like this variety, show, I
- 2:49guess, you could say on his podcast, sometimes on Twitch and
- 2:53he invited me very graciously to do sort of an acting peace or to
- 2:57do some acting pieces on there and he showcased a bunch of
- 2:59other creators and put it all together and it made for a good
- 3:02show. So, we've done some stuff
- 3:04together. Basically, it's my point and I
- 3:06remember possibly, in that podcast you said about being The
- 3:12the connection to Germany. And I guess my memory is all
- 3:15over the place, because sometimes I have a really good
- 3:17memory and sometimes it's really bad.
- 3:19And I always feel bad because it's like, I'm a good guy, I
- 3:23will care. I'll make the effort for you as
- 3:24a friend, but at the same time, it's like I remember.
- 3:26I just, it's, especially bad if I have like, a girlfriend or
- 3:29something and I forget something.
- 3:30And they're like, how could you forget?
- 3:32And it's like it's not you. It's just that I'm terrible with
- 3:35him. I totally hear that and think
- 3:40about it. How many people you interact
- 3:42with all around the world different stories?
- 3:44So yeah, you are all good. Not to worry.
- 3:47I'm the same way with memory. I'm like, I think I attribute to
- 3:50my OCD and a TD. Very hyperactive brain.
- 3:52That's like, you know, if someone talks for a couple
- 3:54minutes, I might only be able to answer one or two things.
- 3:56Go my goal. You know, how my brain went
- 3:59about 50 pieces, you just mentioned that it was that like
- 4:06a joke or do you. You actually have ADD or
- 4:08something like that. Is that a real thing that you
- 4:10have? Yeah, true story.
- 4:12I have ADD. I'm very open about my mental
- 4:15illness and mental health. I also have obsessive-compulsive
- 4:18disorder and those two things, really lends itself really well
- 4:23for being a neurotic Creator. But there are some struggles
- 4:27with that, right? But yeah, I know I struggle with
- 4:29OCD and avd every single day of my life but that's why I think
- 4:33creating is so great for me. I'm able to jump into all Those
- 4:37different Avenues. Not get bored with it certain
- 4:39thing. And when I do, you know, I've
- 4:41shipped over here but it's it's really interesting because of
- 4:44the combination of ADD and OCD, right?
- 4:48You, you lose focus quickly but OCD really hyper focuses you on
- 4:54a specific thing very compulsive, right?
- 4:56So it's really interesting, I go really hard, I'm all of my
- 4:59things and move along which is why I think I've been so
- 5:02successful with my Ventures. So in that sense I think my
- 5:05mental is just put it as a perspective.
- 5:07Obviously, a lot of us struggle with, you know, is our mental
- 5:10health and I think it's very important to take care of but
- 5:13also be aware of, right, because that's how you take care of
- 5:17completely agree. Although I will say this is, I
- 5:20think the first time I've ever some heard someone describe, ADD
- 5:23and ADHD as being under the umbrella term of mental illness,
- 5:27like that. And I guess my work, most of the
- 5:29time when people refer to mental illness, they mean, like, you
- 5:32know, dealing with depression or psychosis or schizophrenia,
- 5:37Friend or something like that. So I guess it, you know, it does
- 5:39come under that umbrella because it is a lot of different things.
- 5:44But yeah, I just thought that was kind of interesting.
- 5:47And you think about yeah, the ADD and OCD really lend itself
- 5:51to to exactly what you said. Often leads to depressive States
- 5:54and very a lot of anxiety states do so yeah I hear what you're
- 5:58saying. Absolutely.
- 5:58It's I guess it's a byproduct of but I'm pretty pretty aware of.
- 6:04I'm like if it wasn't a struggle, I die, you know.
- 6:07I wouldn't try to try to overcome it but yes, I agree.
- 6:11Just going back to what you were saying about sort of like using
- 6:14it for good for positive because I've interviewed other of a pod
- 6:20YouTubers on here that have suffered with, you know, things
- 6:22like ADHD and they do the same thing and they said, you know,
- 6:26for instance I had a YouTube one here called project Zeb, who
- 6:29sort of made a similar point about because he has is more to
- 6:33do with struggling to kind of regain attention.
- 6:37So he could be really focused and doing everything and that
- 6:40has attention, just snap stuff. Something else.
- 6:43So I suppose we've YouTube, It's kind of useful in the sense that
- 6:46you, if you're doing, like short videos, then it's fine.
- 6:48If he was doing something more long, long form like say like a
- 6:52twitch stream, that would be more of a challenge and also
- 6:56again just putting a line under that point and you making one of
- 7:01my youngest Brothers I believe has ADHD.
- 7:07I do always get confused. There's so many variants, it's
- 7:10whatever. But, you know, basically he has
- 7:13a lot of energy and all over the place but he's very clever kid
- 7:21and was really interesting. I remember before I saw him
- 7:24actually just before lockdown because they're my that part of
- 7:29my family's in London and I've moved up north and I luckily got
- 7:33to see him doing some like ice skating and it's funny. like you
- 7:39got this kid, he just like porn star token, as got a million
- 7:42miles an hour and then you put him in this completely different
- 7:45scenario where he's got focus and put all of his energy into
- 7:48one thing and suddenly he's like a machine, he's like You know,
- 7:54and it works. And I guess that that is kind of
- 7:57the whole point is. It's all about how you look at
- 8:00these things and how you approach these things.
- 8:01Because, like, one of the things, I remember my dad saying
- 8:05about that situation was the kind of because I think he's
- 8:10going to a particular school. Now that is better equipped for
- 8:12that but like before he was going to just a standard school
- 8:15where office teachers were kind of useless and didn't really
- 8:18know sort of like I guess how to approach that how to how to make
- 8:23the bet that the best of that, and really like encourage
- 8:27someone to kind of use that, you know what I mean?
- 8:30Like, bring it back to you actually.
- 8:32Did you have like a sort of a similar experience at school
- 8:35where your teachers, you know? Did they Foster that in you and
- 8:39kind of sort of push you in the right direction?
- 8:42Or is it kind of a bit push back?
- 8:44And you had to fight it or like, what was your experience of that
- 8:47growing up? So overall I think it was
- 8:50embraced it. You know, as the chubby funny
- 8:53kid growing up. I think that's always a con,
- 8:55some level embraced. But one thing I will say about
- 8:58my, my brain is. I often say too much, right?
- 9:02And that's what got me in trouble in school.
- 9:04It was that I was saying, horrible things.
- 9:07I would just say to me. That's right.
- 9:09I would stand up in front of the class and maybe talk about my,
- 9:13what my mom does, for a living and how much he makes and how
- 9:15much he pays in taxes. It's like you don't need to say
- 9:17a hold of that. And so I would often, you know,
- 9:20Kiki, That a classroom for things like that, but never
- 9:23anything in a negative sense. It's exactly your point with
- 9:27your brother. I think that's so beautiful,
- 9:29because when I am able to hone in on my passion and there's a
- 9:35few things, I'm wildly passionate about when I can hone
- 9:38in on those things. It is a laser hyper-focus and
- 9:42the distractions almost don't happen.
- 9:45The closest analogy I heard is like people who play sports, you
- 9:47know, when they're in the field, all they see is colored like the
- 9:50colors of the Jersey. Um, you don't really know the
- 9:52play-by-play and I think that's very true.
- 9:54When you're doing something that you're passionate about, you're
- 9:58driving that you don't see any of the distractions, but you're
- 10:00going so, laser-focused fast on the thing you're passionate
- 10:03about, and I think that's why people with ADD and ADHD Thrive
- 10:08and things like that because they don't get that shot often
- 10:11because there are a lot of distractions in the day-to-day.
- 10:14But yeah, like I said if you focus on something with passion
- 10:17and can boom it's that's when you know you're doing something
- 10:20right? And you're probably following,
- 10:22you know, your life's work, you know.
- 10:24That's a really good point actually.
- 10:25Especially in this day and age, where you know, you've got all
- 10:28this access to false moving kind of technology.
- 10:31And also, to be honest with you, I think there's a wider issue.
- 10:37Just in society, in general with this kind of fat, is that a fat
- 10:40joke? in terms of like, instant
- 10:58gratification culture and, you know, like people kind of having
- 11:04a very short attention span and I think that, you know, it's all
- 11:10even Or challenging for someone who's got like you know, ADHD or
- 11:14something like that. But same time I mean yeah
- 11:18there's a lot of different Avenues.
- 11:20Now to kind of put that into and I think, yeah, content creation
- 11:23is perfect with that, especially with the energy thing.
- 11:26I mean, from my brother, you know, he's often being told
- 11:29like, you need to calm it down. You need to slow down and it's
- 11:31like, there's something like this.
- 11:32It's like, there are no limits go nuts.
- 11:35So yeah, I hope he does that in the future, but anyway, it's
- 11:38we're bringing it back to you. I just thought that was
- 11:40interesting. Mention that I didn't know that.
- 11:43So I've learned something new, but in my research, obviously, I
- 11:47learn that you like you write children's books and I saw this
- 11:50on your website and several other places.
- 11:52I wanted to ask you, what prompted you to actually start
- 11:55writing children's books. So, the story is actually really
- 12:00wild how it all happened. I was actually in, this is going
- 12:05to take a turn, I'm gonna check in the hospital with congestive
- 12:08heart failure, and my heart was pumping.
- 12:11Being at 66%. It was a condition called Mi
- 12:15pericarditis and I remember sitting in that hospital bed,
- 12:19frankly, terrified not knowing how to make it out like
- 12:22genuinely my last rites were let you read to me.
- 12:25I had friends, you know, visiting it was very very
- 12:28bizarre time in my life and I remember saying to God or the
- 12:32universe, whatever is out there and I don't know.
- 12:36And I'm clearly like in a very vulnerable scared scared state,
- 12:40If I get out of this hospital, I have to spread my message to me
- 12:45far more people than I have in the way that I have.
- 12:48And before that meant, much of my time was spent touring and
- 12:52onstage, and I knew I had have to shift my medium.
- 12:56If I want to reach more people, let's say I had a year left or a
- 12:59couple months left and frankly, at that time, you know, when
- 13:02things were getting diagnosed, I have no idea what my future
- 13:05held. How do you get that?
- 13:13Taught me is to remain in the moment and appreciate the now.
- 13:18That's such an important thing. Especially when you're dealing
- 13:21with a health scare or your day-to-day life is be grateful
- 13:25for the now. No matter how crummy it is, or
- 13:27how great it is being grateful for down.
- 13:29And I remember saying, if I get out, I have to spread that
- 13:32message and I think it's going to be a kids book about improv
- 13:36and the funny thing is that had never been done before.
- 13:38No one had written a kids book about this thing.
- 13:40We call improv comedy, of course, theater and comedy books
- 13:44are out there, but nothing tailored to this thing and so
- 13:46that was kind of the idea. Yeah, the first one did a really
- 13:50really well, so I decided, you know what, there's other avenues
- 13:52to go. So of course, there's the draft
- 13:54that taught me how to laugh, which is all about improv on
- 13:56Comedy. The giraffe and cheetah taught
- 13:58me Theta, which is of course about theater.
- 14:01And of course, the draft on bunny taught me how to be funny
- 14:04and that was all about stand-up in comedy, so I figured listen.
- 14:07If I knew earlier on that, this could be my Avenue, it's exactly
- 14:11your point, your brother. Like if people knew that these
- 14:15Avenues were out there for each other, at a young age, Gosh, we
- 14:18could flourish some cool things because me experimenting in
- 14:21football was fun but it just wasn't my passion.
- 14:26So when did that actually happen to you about how old are you?
- 14:29And when that happened? December 2009.
- 14:35And I was early 20s and I like to the youngest patient on the
- 14:39heart, floor at the time, which is just, which was wild and you
- 14:43loved as a hallway. Deciding, you know, there's some
- 14:44comedy and it to, you know, one of my friends came to visit me
- 14:48and there's in the state there's something called the VA Hospital
- 14:51right which houses and helps veterans from the present and
- 14:55retired, right? And so one of my friends had
- 14:57gotten lost and walk through the VA hospital and so She saw
- 15:01horrendous things, I mean just I mean left and right and then she
- 15:05finally gets to me. She goes you look fine.
- 15:26Sounds like you're willing to talk about this was there ever
- 15:31kind of Cumin. Like where you were like because
- 15:37when you first said that it kind of sounded like maybe you were
- 15:39like a child or something but like early 20s that's you know
- 15:42you're a man and you know I can imagine what would be going on?
- 15:48I remember my mindset when I was 21.
- 15:52Like what were you? What were you thinking?
- 15:54Like we were you thinking was there a point where you're like?
- 15:56Okay this is it like shit. This this might be here or was
- 15:59it kind of like every day is different or like I don't know.
- 16:03Where was your mindset at generally speaking?
- 16:08I don't often say this piece when I share this story but
- 16:12there was a nanosecond that I really thought it was the end in
- 16:19a genuine State and that was when my doctor walked in and
- 16:24provided the results and she said, John John.
- 16:29You are in congestive, heart failure and your hearts only
- 16:32pumping at this. This percent.
- 16:35And all I could think about is the words congestive which I was
- 16:38like that sounds kind of like a cold.
- 16:40Okay. Harp that seems like a very
- 16:42important muscle failure. That that the only goes one way.
- 16:46Right? Like the other times when things
- 16:48fail like your engine they don't come back.
- 16:51That's what I was like. Oh shit.
- 16:54Like this might be Jon Jon's time which was a really amazing.
- 17:01Caterpillar butterfly moment as well because I knew it couldn't
- 17:04be over and I knew if I believed it was over it would be over.
- 17:08And so I be a I was insane. I knew I was going to get out.
- 17:11I knew for whatever reason I was going to beat the stupid virus
- 17:16and get out and essentially with the virus data was attacked, the
- 17:19the heart wall in the heart muscle itself has moved past the
- 17:22wall and into the muscle and it was it was a lot to find but
- 17:26that's that's been my whole belief about life and if I can
- 17:30go on a quick additional piece that I learned watching my heart
- 17:36rate in the hospital bed made me realize what life is supposed to
- 17:41be. And what I mean by that is all
- 17:43of our those start here and there's time that things get
- 17:47better and the best best best and he hit a peak and we don't
- 17:50think it could get any better than that Peak.
- 17:52And guess what? It can.
- 17:54Then, things started going downhill, like shit.
- 17:56And only go past the point where we started.
- 17:58We hit even further. At my God, this is a really bums
- 18:01day, you know what, then it goes up a little bit, then it stays
- 18:04stagnant and then it does it again.
- 18:07And that is literally what our heart is telling us to do.
- 18:11That is a heartbeat. It's literally what we should be
- 18:14experiencing, we needed the Peaks and The Valleys to
- 18:18experience, life literally with our heart.
- 18:22So why would we enjoy those moments of high and low in life?
- 18:26And I'm getting chills all over because that's what But I left
- 18:28that hospital bed, but I knew I experienced this and this and
- 18:33I'm going to for the rest of my life as I want to live.
- 18:37Thanks. Thanks for sharing some
- 18:39credible. I will say, just yet tagging on
- 18:42to that. I have to set a similar, kind of
- 18:46suppose Outlook was life in terms of the, you know, you have
- 18:48to embrace the highs and the lows, but I've never actually
- 18:50drawn the actual literal analogy that you've just made, and to
- 18:54me, it just sounds so obvious and simple, but yeah, it's
- 18:58Anyway, I mean when you're watching it for weeks right on
- 19:01the computer screen, you have to make something with the guy the
- 19:04universe or God is putting this in front of my face every day
- 19:08for what reason, hopefully, I'm learning something from it,
- 19:11right? And then I realized what will
- 19:14you get if you go, if you go flat line, that's a no way to
- 19:17live and be, you know, that is in terms of like the the kind of
- 19:22positivity that you have. Because something like that, you
- 19:27know, it's life changing. It changes how you think, I
- 19:30don't like in my own personal life.
- 19:31I have these shifts, sometimes it's every couple of years.
- 19:34Sometimes it can be in the space of a couple of months.
- 19:36It really depends. I'm not going to ask like where
- 19:41you're the same person, but did you have the same kind of level
- 19:44of positivity then that you have now or was that something that
- 19:47you kind of? You know, you came out hospital
- 19:49and like, okay, you know, chapter 2, chapter 3, like tell
- 19:54us a little bit about that. I always had the power.
- 19:59I just didn't know how to harness it if that makes sense.
- 20:01I always had all of this energy and inside positivity that I
- 20:07just didn't know how to execute a radiate in the proper way.
- 20:10And often times, especially in my younger years, it came off as
- 20:13annoying, right? Or we're not very pleasant.
- 20:17And As I Grew Older, especially after that experience.
- 20:19It was like, you have to be very clear with what your intention
- 20:23is, and what your intent for the world, is with your message, and
- 20:27that That. But it's a two-point.
- 20:28Yes, I was the same person, but it's like, when a, which finally
- 20:31knows her powers, you're like, now I know what to do with them
- 20:34and that's really fun. But now, I know I use my powers
- 20:38for good as much as possible. I know that any powerful being
- 20:42in the world has the ability to use their powers for good, or
- 20:45for evil, and I really believe that.
- 20:46That's why I'm here to Spread spread the lights.
- 20:49Grab the positivity, spread the joy.
- 20:52And it really went into overdrive after heart failure.
- 20:53No Doubt. The unjust I'm taking the exact
- 21:20same thing, you know. Add to that person again this
- 21:27upon things. Okay, well hopefully this this
- 21:32meeting can continue after the interview.
- 21:38Yeah, I mean if something else John John and his sense of humor
- 21:43or reason alone sometimes this sometimes this I've never seen
- 21:51you like this, this is always been oh thank you.
- 21:56Okay, let's bring it back to your children's books.
- 21:58Again, this might sound like a silly question but I was kind of
- 22:03intrigued because you do actually write adult books as
- 22:06well. I believe you wrote a book on
- 22:09stand up but in terms of the children's books, is it
- 22:16difficult to write books for children?
- 22:17I mean, you know, do you have to kind of Did I speak speak to
- 22:24kids or like try and put yourself in a different mindset?
- 22:26Like what's the process? You go through to try and to try
- 22:29and do that like talk to me about that?
- 22:33Yeah, it's kind of the opposite of what we were just talking
- 22:35about being. So, in tune with your intention,
- 22:39that you have to be able to convey your intention and
- 22:41message in the most simplest of terms, which is often times of
- 22:45struggle for me, right? Because I, you know, I tend to
- 22:48go on and on I may use too many words, big words, little words,
- 22:51whatever. And so to convey a message.
- 22:54So pure that, not only a child understands that but but really
- 22:58resonates with them and then rhyming because all my books are
- 23:01rhyming, I just love it. Okay.
- 23:04That was one thing. I wouldn't say it was a
- 23:06struggle. I just thought it was really an
- 23:07interesting exercise for an adult because how often are you
- 23:13told speak with as little words as possible and try to convey
- 23:16your message? And it's like oh not very often.
- 23:21So if you're just trying to convey what, this art form is in
- 23:23the purest form in 20 Pages, how can you do that?
- 23:27And that was fun for me, but I, but I do think there's a place
- 23:32for both. I think I don't know that I
- 23:33could speak in Rhymes and children terms every day.
- 23:40That's right on a side note, before I ask you another
- 23:47question on that that whole concept of you're trying to do
- 23:51things in a simple terms as possible.
- 23:54Like, I always find that frustrating like, for some
- 23:56reason that just brought up this memory of when I was Universe,
- 23:59he and this has happened a few times throughout my life but you
- 24:02know, you get that. Scenario where you've just met a
- 24:03bunch of people, right? And yeah, I'm pretty easygoing.
- 24:07I can get on with a group of people and stuff.
- 24:09It's, you know, I don't like I care.
- 24:11Less now, back in the day, I was like kind of nervous but now I'm
- 24:14just like whatever like, who cares.
- 24:16But I will always hate this scenario of where you walk into
- 24:19the classroom or whatever and it's like stand-up.
- 24:24Tell us a fact about yourself and a lie about yourself and
- 24:28like talk about yourself and I don't know use one word to sum
- 24:32yourself. Up and it's like without
- 24:34sounding eat egotistical. That is literally impossible to
- 24:39do like to know me and its sole fact.
- 24:42I'm kind of elaborate. Why are you kind of?
- 24:47Well, I don't know. Anyway, it's true.
- 25:02I'm John John, I have two parrots and they know how to say
- 25:06my entire is family's names. The teacher, my mom would pick
- 25:09me up and said that is so wonderful.
- 25:11John told us about the two parents you have and on the we
- 25:14don't have parents but you have to make it interesting.
- 25:17I mean, he's boring to me as a child.
- 25:29I've often had these scenarios in life People ask me like tell
- 25:34me about yourself and I'm like my mind just goes blank and I'm
- 25:37my shit man. I must just be a really boring
- 25:40person. Like and then, and then, and
- 25:43then I start like, when I go away, I look at everything I'm
- 25:45into, and I'm like, oh, I could have said, like this, and this,
- 25:48this and this. But in those scenarios, I'm
- 25:52like, ah, I mean, all I really do is like YouTube and stuff.
- 25:57That's not really interesting, is it?
- 25:58That's because I expect that you're supposed to just talk
- 26:00about extravagant Hobbies, like, Like, who?
- 26:03I don't know, skiing in the Alps and, you know, I do this.
- 26:07And I don't know. Just everything I do.
- 26:09Sounds kind of wherever, I don't know.
- 26:12I just get like weird in those situations.
- 26:18You think it's funny because there is no doubt about it.
- 27:01Look at this bad boy. This is the first reveal of my
- 27:03Ceramics coffee mug. Welcome her.
- 27:10Well, signature there. Are you going to speak in to
- 27:13sell these on your store this much or something?
- 27:18That would be hilarious. Now, that would be this.
- 27:20Thank you for the plug. That would be this charge on
- 27:22merch here available at John. I got to tell you you should you
- 27:39should definitely consider selling them because I think
- 27:41that's actually a really good little like I would buy one of
- 27:45those looks good. It's nice color, you know it's
- 27:48simple but like nice you know I it kind of reminds me of
- 27:51something I've seen before possibly that kind of like
- 27:55Australian patent thing you get sometimes, I don't know what I'm
- 27:58saying but the pattern kind of looks like reminds me of
- 28:02something also. Those who are listening.
- 28:14I would recommend, you just watch on YouTube, but swiftly
- 28:19on. I don't feel like I can return
- 28:22to the kids books at this point. The last one, final question,
- 28:29what would you say that? Like the main differences
- 28:31between writing books for kids and writing books for adults?
- 28:34Like what What's the main differences between the two?
- 28:38I think the biggest thing like we were just saying that I think
- 28:41is just simply known that your words have to be simple enough
- 28:46and powerful enough to still have the same message, but the
- 28:49same is also true when you're writing adult books, right?
- 28:51You can be there already but the similarities you still have to
- 28:55be true with your intention. What, what do you want people to
- 28:58gain after reading your book, listening to your podcast,
- 29:02watching a video? What, what is it that people
- 29:04want to gain? That's the most important
- 29:06message. We are writing.
- 29:08Anything is carries that book medium particles, any sort of
- 29:12Journalism like that or creating content online.
- 29:15The you knowing what you want, people, what do you want to make
- 29:18people feel? And hopefully it's goodness, you
- 29:20know? Thanks for.
- 29:23Thanks for sharing though. So according to various sources
- 29:26online. I think I found this even on
- 29:28your Amazon, or your website. I can't remember which one it
- 29:31was. But basically, it says that
- 29:33you're currently working on your sixth book, six books out.
- 29:38Tell us about the process and what the book will actually be
- 29:43about. Perfect.
- 29:46So you had the book I'm really really excited about.
- 29:48It's going to highlight some of my room.
- 29:51The one thing I can share this going to highlight a lot of my
- 29:53passions. There's elements of professional
- 29:55wrestling in it, there's an element of spirituality in it
- 29:59and of course a lot of self in it.
- 30:01This is not even my first full fiction novel and I'm really
- 30:07excited about it. I don't know where it will go
- 30:10and I'm currently in the planning stages from as far as
- 30:13character development along with them.
- 30:15No storyline. And then once kind of that's
- 30:18broken down, I kind of have a backwards way of working for the
- 30:22book. I always think about the biggest
- 30:24piece to, you know, the P. What's what is the thing in the
- 30:28book and kind of trailing off and this side and this side for
- 30:32the peak but it's a lot of fun. And recently, you know, I took a
- 30:35break from YouTube being in podcasting and its really being
- 30:38able to reset me too. Did you get back into that?
- 30:41Because you know, as you know, if you're creating constantly,
- 30:43it's really tough to add new New to it, you know, especially with
- 30:48other things are going well, you know, such of the podcasts and
- 30:50YouTube and things like that. Absolutely.
- 30:54Just on that point as well about approaching stories, kind of
- 30:58reminds me of what Eric Bischoff.
- 30:59Always says about writing stories.
- 31:01For those who don't know. Eric Bischoff famously was.
- 31:05I believe the chief Executive officer of WCW.
- 31:11So that's world championship wrestling head honcho, at WCW.
- 31:16And basically, he worked there for many years and then you
- 31:19obviously work for the WWF WWE as a character and also behind
- 31:23the scenes guy. Anyway, he's also worked in TV
- 31:26and a bunch of other mediums and he always talks about when
- 31:29you're approaching a story goes on and on, and on about this but
- 31:32like that you should have your beginning middle and end which
- 31:36sounds like a really obvious thing to say.
- 31:37But he always says You should kind of like have your ending in
- 31:40mind first and kind of work your way backwards and it kind of
- 31:43sounds like you're sort of saying the same thing and sense
- 31:45of like you have to have that main main point that you want to
- 31:48hammer home and then everything else kind of like unravels
- 31:51slowly. Just interesting.
- 31:54And yeah, yeah, it's so true. It's like you have to think
- 31:57about what it is. That's that's intriguing.
- 32:00Exactly, right. Is this kind of that that ending
- 32:02ending to beginning? Because you have to because that
- 32:05also assists in build up, and you can use that analogy.
- 32:08G for anything, right? If you, if they create a movie,
- 32:12right there, are certain media that happens two weeks prior
- 32:15right? A month prior they might be
- 32:17doing press junkets and things like that months before that it
- 32:19be social media posting. So you're building up to exactly
- 32:22your parent. The grand poobah.
- 32:24The grand finale here at the end.
- 32:26So yeah, it's pretty cool. So just moving on, you're the
- 32:31owner of John, John & Co which your website describes as being
- 32:36a firm specializing in coach. In comedy and Consulting.
- 32:41I was going to Define it myself, but I figured I'd just take your
- 32:44words because that kind of puts it across better.
- 32:48So, talk to us about the services that you offer and sort
- 32:51of how you got into this. Perfect Day, open jobs on a
- 32:56code, 10 years ago, when I wanted to create more improv
- 32:59programs in high schools and middle schools.
- 33:02And so what happens, oftentimes is there was a time of the
- 33:05recession. When I began that a line of our
- 33:07feet, our funding was getting cut in the states.
- 33:10So there wasn't an outlet for theater classes anymore.
- 33:14So what I did is I pray really smoothie.
- 33:16We go into schools and say, Hey listen, I'll put either a
- 33:18theater program in here or an improper.
- 33:21I'm here and we'll just do after school stuff.
- 33:24Kids can do it and we'll just jump in.
- 33:25Here's this nominal fee for the school to pay, which was
- 33:28substantially less than having a program teacher, Etc.
- 33:32And then it grew, right? We started with one school
- 33:34through two schools and we have five schools and repeat over 20
- 33:38school. So I had to hire a whole staff
- 33:40of teachers to go teach these classes and so that was really
- 33:44really wild. So that really is that really is
- 33:49what it entails for as far as our comedy division.
- 33:51The other thing is obviously we do live shows and things like
- 33:53that. The coaching side of my business
- 33:57is mainly life coaching, so I'm a certified professional life
- 34:00coach in a CPC as well. And so, I do offer life coaching
- 34:04services for those who are interested.
- 34:06It's not my primary source of income or business, but I am
- 34:09passionate and I, of course, had a few private clients that I
- 34:11work with today. And then if the course, the
- 34:15Consulting is some of my favorite work and that's
- 34:18Consulting. Assisting people with book
- 34:19publishing production and of course, comedy Consulting.
- 34:22So I love coming in. Watching a comedy show, for
- 34:25example, and just giving some feedback and some coaching on
- 34:28kind of the Sciences of Comedy. I've been the comedy industry
- 34:32for 15 plus years. And there are certain things
- 34:35that I've learned throughout the years.
- 34:37And I've talked about this a little bit there there, certain
- 34:38Sciences to Comedy, literal. Things like, you can flexion
- 34:42letters, how you end a sentence. Those things lately make people
- 34:46laugh. So I often times go in and try
- 34:48to add those small factors and people shows and that's one of
- 34:52my favorite things to do through John John ago.
- 34:55Totes us a little bit about this life coaching thing because I'll
- 34:58be honest, I've heard people joke about this and for some
- 35:02reason, I don't know if you're familiar with the English TV,
- 35:05show Peep Show by any chance of doing if you seen that.
- 35:08I guess there's a funny part in that episode in that, where
- 35:12Jeremy for those who don't know. It's two guys living in a flat
- 35:16together and they're basically both imbeciles for different
- 35:20reasons, but Jeremy is kind of the younger more.
- 35:25I guess you could say, cooler one, sort of anyway.
- 35:28He decides that he will become a life coach, which is actually
- 35:32ridiculous because his life is just a mess.
- 35:35So, it's like, why the hell is he giving coaching on life
- 35:38skills? But like, I don't know.
- 35:41I kind of thought, like, at the time I was like, okay, that
- 35:43sounds a bit silly, but I guess they're, yeah, that must
- 35:46actually be a proper profession. So, talk to me a little bit
- 35:48about, like, what is involved in that how you help people and
- 35:52such now, I think the biggest piece to being a help in any any
- 35:58day to day, life is the ability to listen.
- 36:01And I think that's often what we need in this world.
- 36:03So I think that's one of the primary functions when I work
- 36:05for people with this coaching is listening.
- 36:08And the other thing that is really interesting is a really
- 36:10common misconception and don't get me wrong.
- 36:13I've done a lot of life coach characters on stage, kind of
- 36:16poking. Fun at the motivational speaker
- 36:17in this, that and the other. But one thing to keep in mind, a
- 36:20lot of life coaching is actually helping the You'll navigate
- 36:24themselves, the number one rule, when you get your certification,
- 36:29you're actually not providing any advice to anyone, right?
- 36:33It's not like a therapist or a psychiatrist, there is no direct
- 36:37advice that you're providing. People are the life coach.
- 36:40You are asking the questions? I mean, I'll give you an
- 36:42example, right? What is something that you're
- 36:45struggling with today? And you might provide me an
- 36:47answer, right? And then I may ask you something
- 36:49very simple, like, what could you do more of And you're
- 36:52literally telling me your plan of action, all right?
- 36:56And that situation, what could you do?
- 36:57Less of and you're literally answering.
- 36:59So it's my role to help you navigate the answers.
- 37:03You already have because I have no idea how to navigate your
- 37:06life, right. I can help and Add additional
- 37:12tidbits that the key is answering questions with your
- 37:14client so they can pave the way, right?
- 37:17Because we all know rationally, what we could do less of in a
- 37:19situation or more of. And of course, those questions
- 37:21become a little bit more advanced into our details.
- 37:24When we set goals and things like that, I just think it's
- 37:27accountability, right? Not everyone has a friend who
- 37:30can hold them accountable and especially in this time.
- 37:34Some people do not phone call to call someone to hold them
- 37:36accountable. And I think that's one thing
- 37:38that's really been helpful in this, in this Time has been this
- 37:41this coaching. So yeah, that's kind of a
- 37:43coaching in a nutshell but it's funny.
- 37:45You say that because I hear that very often, like I'm, I do very
- 37:48little speaking, really, in most of my sessions, I really help
- 37:51people navigate where are you going with it?
- 37:53And what what do you want to accomplish with your goals
- 37:57because they're your goals? I don't want to tell you.
- 37:59If you're if you're interested in going down the YouTube path
- 38:02is by no means when the deter you to tell you to join the
- 38:04Army, right? I mean there's why would you
- 38:07let's figure out this path better for you, right?
- 38:11So thanks for sharing that money.
- 38:14Well, justjust on a final note on that, like what's like your
- 38:18kind of best-case scenario worst-case scenario, best
- 38:21experience. Worst.
- 38:22Experience with life coaching trap will try and have it
- 38:25balanced Deliverance. It's like he's something I did a
- 38:28succeeded at. Here's something that not so
- 38:29good. Yeah, that was almost
- 38:33challenging. Yeah.
- 38:35I think the most challenging thing that was tough to overcome
- 38:39and we did over sometime. We we were working with a client
- 38:42who just was in their own way and what I mean by that and
- 38:47those questions I asked you earlier, what can you do?
- 38:49More of or what you can do, less of in any situation, no matter
- 38:53how right or wrong you are. You can be reflective and figure
- 38:56that out when you're unable to just jump that hurdle, it's
- 39:00going to be really tough to dive into anything else.
- 39:02And that's why it's a is just being being open with yourself.
- 39:05If you're not a fool yourself, there's no one who can help you.
- 39:07Not even the most professional professionals.
- 39:09Do you name it? Do you mean like when you say
- 39:14that? Like if you're not able to sort
- 39:16of sit there and be real to yourself like they're okay.
- 39:20So like if it, let's say you ask me that and I say, oh, there is
- 39:23nothing I can do to change then it's like me not being
- 39:26realistic. Is that kind of what you mean by
- 39:28that? Yeah.
- 39:29In a sense for sure and my job is to help get you to a point
- 39:33and that examples, like, okay, now at the surface level, it
- 39:37seems like there's nothing else could be done, right?
- 39:40You were late. Because of traffic at the
- 39:42surface level. That seems like there's nothing
- 39:45else that could be done in the situation and yes, I know.
- 39:47That's exactly what I'm saying. But people who aren't able to
- 39:49attend take that next step. Those are tough, but those who
- 39:52are, right? It's all right.
- 39:53Well, I could have made you thought about traffic and left
- 39:56even earlier than I ever have now that's just, that's, that's,
- 40:01that's working in a place of solution.
- 40:03I think that's really helpful. And the flip side, of course,
- 40:07seeing people navigate and Soaring with their life and
- 40:12their passion, there is nothing more cool and I had a client who
- 40:16published a book and that was. So so cool for me to see, it was
- 40:20a dream, a person, she was 16, right?
- 40:22And so, we work together on having goals holding ourselves
- 40:26accountable and getting it published, whether you go
- 40:29through an independent publishing agency whether you do
- 40:31it's called robe as I call it, or if you go through a
- 40:33traditional agency, you have three Outlets, but here's the
- 40:36deal, you can do it. Now, let's go down those paths.
- 40:39And that's one thing that I think is helpful It's my life
- 40:42coaching Services, specifically is my knowledge of some of these
- 40:46avenues that most of my clients are into podcasting YouTube,
- 40:50and, of course publishing. So I think that definitely
- 40:53helps, but I would say that's probably the most gratifying is
- 40:56knowing you were a small stepping stone in.
- 40:59Someone achieving their life's goal.
- 41:01That is so cool. You know, if we could all work
- 41:03like Bob The world would be a much much better place.
- 41:06I'd say. Couldn't agree more.
- 41:09I tried to do that as much as I can, as well.
- 41:12Yeah. Also, just bring it back to
- 41:16John. John & Co for a second.
- 41:17Now, I'm like, you, I'm very, very active on social media.
- 41:24You'll often see me posting loads, and loads, and loads.
- 41:26And, yes, it is all me. One thing I do to get around
- 41:29that, though is to schedule everything ahead of time.
- 41:32So that, you know, I could be Playing basketball or something
- 41:36in my latest video drops and Bob I did.
- 41:38Anyway it's like sensible. It helps it saves Time by blah
- 41:41blah but the principal point being that I'm doing everything.
- 41:45I'm still spending that time doing it and I've kind of been
- 41:49confused about this, right? Because you've got your own
- 41:51personal brand and then you've got such as John John Lennon.
- 41:55And then you've got John John & Co which I Now understand is is
- 41:58like fully independent. Okay, I'll explain so on if you
- 42:02take like Twitter as an example, you've got your John John & Co
- 42:05and then you've got a thing called boom, boom promotions
- 42:09that right? We got that right, yeah, right.
- 42:11So I understand booming promotions is kind of just like
- 42:15networking and as it sounds promotions, trying to increase
- 42:19awareness connect promote other people, so on, and so forth,
- 42:23right? And then John, John & Co is
- 42:26slightly different. In the sense that yeah, that's
- 42:27actually a company where you're offering services and its own
- 42:32entity but you do promote with that as well.
- 42:35And the interesting thing it took me a little bit of a while
- 42:37to fully get my head around this.
- 42:39But we've your two YouTube channels, one.
- 42:42Is the John John & Co one? It's kind of like it sounds you
- 42:46know, you pass other people doing things like podcast and
- 42:50such together and then your own personal channel is for things
- 42:54like the unboxing that you mentioned and and I guess Vlogs
- 42:57and other things that you're doing in your life.
- 43:00So basically, the point being that you're very, and I've said
- 43:04this to you before that, you know, very professional with how
- 43:06you approach these things. Clearly very business minded and
- 43:10orientated with that. Do you actually have like a team
- 43:14working for you? In terms of, like, for the
- 43:17Social Media stuff? Or is that all you talk to us
- 43:20about that? Yeah, so I am, I have different
- 43:23teams. A lot of what I do is Consulting
- 43:25with other businesses, if I have a.
- 43:28Yeah. So there are a lot of posts that
- 43:30I take control over, but there are organization that handles,
- 43:33some of the marketing forming, some of the imagery, especially
- 43:36the scheduling of posts that I definitely have helped with now,
- 43:42That's John's on ago. I do.
- 43:44Run that ship primarily myself now, boom.
- 43:47Boom. Promos is actually me and four
- 43:49other creators who are promoting and helping.
- 43:51I just started that as your point just a networking piece to
- 43:55help help out. I knew I had a following of some
- 43:57sort so I figured, hey, let me jump in and see if I can help
- 44:00promote my friends. People, I love other streamers
- 44:02and things like that, but in a nutshell, here's probably the
- 44:05easiest way for me to describe it.
- 44:07John, John & Co is all of my business stuff, anything
- 44:10associated with my business and gerund Land and is any of my
- 44:13personal stuff. So, to your point, my Vlogs and
- 44:17unboxing. I just, you know what, I've
- 44:19started that channel little over a year and a half ago, I just
- 44:22didn't feel like it was suited for John, John McCone, you know,
- 44:24there was people who may have no paid me to take improv classes
- 44:28that this just made no sense to post on John ago.
- 44:31That great. What?
- 44:32Yeah, but everything that kind of falls under that umbrella
- 44:36like the podcast and anything like that is typically under
- 44:38John John & Co. And I really like to try to keep
- 44:41John John Lannan. All my personal fun stuff,
- 44:44especially on my YouTube. You know, it's that's my passion
- 44:47project. I don't really, you know, if
- 44:49that picks up great but I truly do that YouTube channel for my
- 44:53own soul. I have the exact same problem
- 44:55with my branding right? Because if you go and let my
- 44:58LinkedIn right it's like I'm a different person.
- 45:01It's all because that my my specialism I suppose that my
- 45:05wife studied at University was marketing, right?
- 45:08So it's all business marketing, all that stuff, all the day jobs
- 45:11I've ever had and there's In no mention at all of anything that
- 45:14I do online. And I thought about it, I
- 45:17thought about like just putting like content creator or stuff,
- 45:19because I do a lot of stuff there, and I could write it in a
- 45:22way that's compelling. I mean, you know, I do lots of
- 45:25social media, marketing, and all of this stuff and I'm sure many
- 45:28of us could do the same thing, but it's like like you said, it
- 45:31doesn't feel like appropriate. And the only way I've been able
- 45:35to come up with a way to have everything on the same platform
- 45:38is to have my own website and then you know it's by category
- 45:42and But even there, the it's different.
- 45:44It's like the greater amount of time is in terms of information
- 45:50is spent on on explaining that the services that I offer, but
- 45:53then when it comes to like YouTube podcast, it's very
- 45:57little information. It's to the point.
- 46:00It's different, I don't know, the vibe is different, but
- 46:03basically in the reason I bring that up, is that I get what you
- 46:06mean, it, you have to kind of establish these things
- 46:08differently and to give the right kind of perception.
- 46:12As well, the way it works in that sense so I think that's a
- 46:17very smart move on your point. Just just briefly before we move
- 46:20on like who or what inspired you in terms of that kind of
- 46:25business mindedness? Because a lot of the way that
- 46:28you approach things is exactly the way that I've learnt both
- 46:31through my studies and just through experience of stuff.
- 46:35But like I don't often see that because a lot of the people that
- 46:37I talk to that, I know, you know, they'll have a very basic
- 46:41level of how to promote themselves.
- 46:42Ourselves. But not necessarily that
- 46:44understanding of how to present themselves professionally even
- 46:48the way that they talk, you know, if you drop into a John
- 46:50John Lannan podcast or a twitch stream, you every single time,
- 46:55doesn't matter if there's like one person in.
- 46:56Now, 50 people in there, like, you always, you have this very
- 47:00professional tone the whole time.
- 47:02So, talk to me a little bit about, you know, where that
- 47:06comes from. Yeah, I think that comes from a
- 47:09myriad of different places and Inspirations the the one that
- 47:14always sticks. So true to me is studying on
- 47:18Comedy studies in Chicago at college or as you guys say
- 47:21overseas at University. I love that by the way and I had
- 47:28a dance teacher. Yes, I wasn't dance class
- 47:30because it's part of the prerequisite.
- 47:31However, I do this dance class and a professor named Dennis
- 47:34wise. He actually told us on the first
- 47:37day of class because I want you all to go out there and get
- 47:40business cards. And then he asked, he goes now,
- 47:43what would you put on your business card?
- 47:44We asked a student and she said her name, and I would say
- 47:49student underneath he goes back, right there.
- 47:53Is what I need to change here as they were like.
- 47:55What is he talking? We're all students.
- 47:57Here he goes. You all need to leave here
- 47:58today. Vistaprint, those 500 free
- 48:01business cards with shipping and I want you to do a business
- 48:05course pose pose yet, right? I'm sorry.
- 48:09But that company, right? I'm sick options when companies
- 48:13do this. Yeah, I agree. 500 free business
- 48:17cards. Yeah.
- 48:18Shipping $15. Yeah.
- 48:21What is the fucking freezer? It's not at all right, actually
- 48:30put their vistaprint.com on the back so pay for it, people,
- 48:33okay? But my students.
- 48:38I want y'all to go to Vistaprint or whatever business card story
- 48:43like to go to, is that what you put your names on there and I
- 48:47want you to put what you're going to be underneath it.
- 48:51That's cool. So John John Landon you're going
- 48:53to be actor, Michelle, you're going to be dancer, Robert
- 48:58you're going to be singer and that was the first time, it made
- 49:01sense to me. I'm going to be a student
- 49:03forever, but I have to Define what my craft is now.
- 49:08And so, of course, I put comedian and it's interesting
- 49:11that that is really shaped my entire life and even business,
- 49:15right? Comedy is the Forefront of every
- 49:18other 10 of the company. I'm comedy to the Forefront of
- 49:20all my passion projects, comedies of the Forefront when
- 49:23I'm talking to people just in general.
- 49:26And so that was really impactful in my life.
- 49:27And I remember saying, and a lot of people didn't get the message
- 49:30right on that level. I'm like, he's saying you need
- 49:34to be who you be? Andrew Paul says it perfectly.
- 49:38Be yourself and deliver it all times.
- 49:40That's what people want, just be yourself and try to deliver that
- 49:43at all costs. Yeah, it's kind of like that
- 49:48saying of, you know where the clothes for the I'm butchering
- 49:54the saying but like you know, where the clothes for the job,
- 49:56you want the similar mindset, you know, but I think it does
- 49:59kind of hold true that your attitude needs to be that.
- 50:02I mean certainly ever since I started taking YouTube properly
- 50:06in seriously last year my Approach and I guess the vibe
- 50:12and everything has been different.
- 50:13I would this podcast Most professional thing I've ever
- 50:18created and I guess I do takes of inspiration from certain
- 50:24people because I thought about different ways I could do it.
- 50:27I could just say do it with no research and just talk and that
- 50:30is possible. But I feel like I prefer to do
- 50:33like proper interviews at least initially the first time, you
- 50:36know, just to kind of showcase someone and get an idea, but the
- 50:38point being that, that kind of approach is not something that I
- 50:44envisioned, like, I thought to myself, like I Have done this
- 50:46earlier. You know what I mean?
- 50:47Like a year ago or two years ago and it's like no, I wouldn't
- 50:50have worked because I wouldn't have had that kind of I guess
- 50:54that realization point that you use spoken about throughout this
- 50:57conversation. So far that you I feel like you
- 50:59have to go through certain hurdles in life and realize
- 51:02certain things. And also, you know, I wrote one
- 51:06of these bullshit quotes on my white on my Facebook or Twitter
- 51:10or whatever it was earlier basically saying that, you know,
- 51:15sometimes in life you got, you gotta like 10, just outright,
- 51:21you should realize, once you realize, you know, your
- 51:24potential then, that's where the success begins.
- 51:28But I think a lot of people kind of give up too easily and as you
- 51:32said you know you know they're not kind of consistent with it,
- 51:36you know. They kind of they don't always
- 51:39show up like he's something like really simple right?
- 51:43Every time I do this I go make the effort and like do my hair
- 51:47and look presentable. Right, which sounds like
- 51:51something really obvious. But you know what?
- 51:54When I was doing the tcj podcast, I was looking back like
- 51:58today, just randomly and I was looking at, like, how many
- 52:00videos of myself where I look like shit?
- 52:02As I was no wonder that no one wanted to like watch this
- 52:05because it's just the why would you want to watch some guy who
- 52:07looks like homeless and half and I'll try to be me but you get my
- 52:11point. Like just not presentable and it
- 52:13kind of if you're trying to present a certain image and a
- 52:17certain thing to Them. And you try to be taken.
- 52:19Seriously, you've got to present yourself in that in that way and
- 52:23it's not just like the actual look of something.
- 52:26But also, the format and and the tone and and like what people
- 52:31can expect, and it goes back to everything that you were saying
- 52:34before about, you know, dividing up and having certain things
- 52:38that people expect on certain channels and so on and so forth.
- 52:44Yeah. Actually just before we move on,
- 52:46you mentioned about unboxing and this was Like a thing that I
- 52:49wasn't gonna fix out onto for too long, but I am kind of
- 52:52intrigued about this because it's not something I've ever
- 52:55particularly been interested in. Like I get the appeal in the
- 53:00sense that if it's like a collector's item or something,
- 53:02interesting that not many people going to get access to then,
- 53:05it's pretty cool. But talk to us about the appeal
- 53:07of this, because you do this consistently.
- 53:09So, obviously, there is something that you enjoy about
- 53:12it, otherwise you wouldn't keep doing it.
- 53:14So what's the appeal of unboxing videos?
- 53:18I think if you like Christmas or birthdays unboxing is for you
- 53:34at all until I am so stoked like it's Christmas.
- 53:37I will. It's just sitting there and I
- 53:39know I need to do it. I will not record it because
- 53:42it's exactly your point. What we were saying earlier that
- 53:44intentionally reads it, it feels like work, people are going to
- 53:47read Right? If I have any ounce of thought
- 53:50that this feels like, oh God, I got to do this, someone can have
- 53:53an ounce of that and feel that and maybe have an opinion about
- 53:56look. Now that that's my big appeal
- 53:59with the actual doing it, I want to get excited, it's really,
- 54:02really fun and positive but I love surprises that I can
- 54:06control. So I don't love surprises that
- 54:09are you know, surprise parties might not be my thing and things
- 54:12like that. Right?
- 54:13But surprises in a box, literally is so appealing.
- 54:17Ealing to me so I have no idea what I'm going to get week in
- 54:20and week out and to exactly your point some of the stuff, you
- 54:23know, sitting on my bookshelf here next to me and some of it
- 54:26is in my storage unit that we're going to be doing some really
- 54:28cool projects with at the end of this year but it's really going
- 54:33to be utilized again. But the joy, it brings me and
- 54:36frankly all the different different people and different
- 54:40walks of life. That's been the coolest thing.
- 54:43And the one thing that's been really gratifying and really
- 54:45rewarding has been my UWE unboxings, right?
- 54:50My WWE and atw and wrestling videos have done really well on
- 54:53that channel. It's some of the best content as
- 54:56far as viewership is and it's enabled me to meet some really
- 55:00cool people around the world just to know that they're also
- 55:03passionate about wrestling, you know.
- 55:05And so that's one thing that's been really really cool as well
- 55:07and then, you know, like I do wrestling boxes Avengers.
- 55:10I do you know, Golden Girls, Bob Ross and the Myriad of different
- 55:14things and so people come in and tune in, you know, did Current
- 55:17people come in to tune in and it's really, you know, it always
- 55:21blows me away that people watch these videos and sit there and
- 55:26enjoy these videos. It like words can't express what
- 55:29joy? That gives my heart.
- 55:30You know, just that people are laughing with me on a Saturday
- 55:33morning, like, if that's, that's all I want.
- 55:35Just one person to enjoy one piece of content, I put out and
- 55:39these unboxings have done that and the unboxings have done,
- 55:42that more for me than any other of my projects I've done.
- 55:46And I think it's because We talked about earlier it's the
- 55:48one thing I didn't do for business and I could have I
- 55:51could have done it with the you know the John John It Go page
- 55:53which already had a thousand subscribers data data data, but
- 55:57I started spatch, I started with the 50-something subscribers.
- 56:00I've had from 2010-2011 and I said, you know this, I'm going
- 56:05to do this and ironically that's the one that's doing the best
- 56:08and I think it's back to what we were saying earlier.
- 56:10If you you're passionate about it and your intent is pure Okay,
- 56:14not succeed. You know, I think your point
- 56:16actually about having that right energy in that mindset is so so
- 56:22important. You know, it's funny actually
- 56:25I'm gonna go on a bit of a serious Point actually because I
- 56:30always do this anyway with everything that I do.
- 56:33You know. I just won't record if I feel
- 56:36that way but occasionally I will have like a bad mental health
- 56:41day and I actually started today As a bad mental health day and
- 56:45my first thought was, oh shit, I have a podcast with John-John
- 56:49and I was like I don't I can't like do the podcast with a bad
- 56:53attitude because a wouldn't work be it was just rude and see it's
- 56:58like ways and it just wouldn't be acceptable professional.
- 57:05So the thought did kind of crossed my mind of like
- 57:08rescheduling all of this. And like I know you would
- 57:11understand and stuff but like at the same time, I'm I really
- 57:14wanted to do it and I think about obviously mental health is
- 57:17that like you don't always have a control over it.
- 57:20Like for me I'm positive like pretty much 90% of the time
- 57:25where I get like this one day, where it's like and today was
- 57:32one of those days and unfortunately about an hour
- 57:34before I felt like, okay, I'm on my way I'm going to do this, but
- 57:40Like, I would say, that's the only time that I ever feel like
- 57:42I don't sort of can't do it, but that's actually more of a
- 57:45physical thing as well. Like physically, not physically,
- 57:48and mentally, but yeah, there are some days when it's just
- 57:51like you. Like you said, you just don't
- 57:53feel kind of interested. And I think a lot of the people
- 57:57that do YouTube that are trying to pursue it, get caught up in
- 58:02that making content, just trying to get the views, trying to get
- 58:05the attention. And that's one of the reasons
- 58:07that I don't produce certain things on my Channel anymore.
- 58:10Like you won't see me doing reaction videos anymore because
- 58:14it's a lot of effort for something that I'm not really.
- 58:16That interested in the only one that I did actually enjoy, was
- 58:21looking at like old band videos that I did because that was
- 58:25something I did. And it was actually funny, but
- 58:27everything else was just like, you know, actually the 11.
- 58:31Why did reactor wrestling thing was?
- 58:33Kind of cool, but at the same time, I'd already seen that
- 58:36video before. It's not like it was fake but it
- 58:39Like my first genuine reaction. As I don't ever want to do fake
- 58:42stuff, either on it to be 100% real.
- 58:46But yeah, basically, just I really dig that point.
- 58:50I couldn't agree more that point, but yeah, let's move it
- 58:54on. Let's talk about podcasts
- 58:57because that's a big part of what you do.
- 59:00I actually, like, I already knew that you did podcast but when I
- 59:02did my research I found out you did way more than I thought you
- 59:05did last. Like, how does this guy have
- 59:07time? Like this is so Let's start with
- 59:10you have a podcast called that podcast.
- 59:12So talk to me about sort of what you guys discussed generally
- 59:16and, you know, like how you kind of got into that in terms of
- 59:19deciding to do that particular podcast, for sure.
- 59:23So on that podcast is with me and my co-host L, pity L, pity
- 59:28is a really good friend of mine. We've been besties now ten plus
- 59:30years, we actually were receptionist together at a job
- 59:34eons ago. That's all we got a kindred
- 59:37spirit. I got really you know, make Tell
- 59:39my friends that work, but she was one of the people I made
- 59:41friends with we began hanging outside of work.
- 59:44She started helping me with some Jon, a co-production.
- 59:47She was my executive producer and, and Lori has been one of
- 59:49the most instrumental people with the John-John opposed
- 59:52staff, for eons. I mean, like I said, eight plus
- 59:55years and actually the working with us and she's really helped
- 59:57executive produce all of the initial John.
- 59:59John happy hours live shows and some other improv ensembles we
- 1:00:04had. Anyway so we decided one bow.
- 1:00:07Listen we should create something And she has a
- 1:00:10background in the radio. She actually comes from a radio
- 1:00:13background. So I think, why don't we do a
- 1:00:15podcast and radio is always been sort of a goal, but I never felt
- 1:00:20like I had a radio voice. And what's really interesting
- 1:00:24is, so I just disagree with that entirely, by the way, what you
- 1:00:27have, which is your waist exactly my point.
- 1:00:39Think about a radio voice. I'm like, I don't how the radio
- 1:00:42Gaga's to be fed that but that's, that's that I know what
- 1:00:46you mean, but that's that. That's the thing we used to that
- 1:00:52but that doesn't necessarily mean that that's good.
- 1:00:54That's just what we do. Go at, you think there's so many
- 1:00:58radio hosts that don't do that, great.
- 1:01:00I'll it be great. If someone like yourself went
- 1:01:02and did that because then we wouldn't have to hear other
- 1:01:05people going. Hello.
- 1:01:06It's w45 on the west. Network and it's like cares, 74
- 1:01:13degrees and traffic is lives but no you're exactly right that we
- 1:01:17just started up the podcast and then before you knew it we had
- 1:01:19listenership. And then you before you knew it,
- 1:01:22people were sending this PR. Then before you knew it, we were
- 1:01:24traveling across the country to go interview Queens from
- 1:01:27RuPaul's Drag Race some Queens in New York.
- 1:01:30I mean it just it was really crazy.
- 1:01:32We started that now about two and a half years ago, we're
- 1:01:37going to be revamping with some new shows but really it.
- 1:01:40We always say, it's three topics to post and one good time.
- 1:01:44So we never know what we're going to talk about.
- 1:01:45But the one thing that we do, which is unique in a lot of my
- 1:01:50Productions. As we do one take, that's it
- 1:01:53that gets published no matter what, no matter who, no matter
- 1:01:57how we're recording for anywhere between 30 minutes to an hour
- 1:02:01and a half, when it's done, we published, you know, there was
- 1:02:06time that we You know, we're talking about a certain subject
- 1:02:09or going online and you know, maybe an audio thing happened or
- 1:02:12we weren't recording, we don't go back to that.
- 1:02:15We're not going to just do it again because it's exactly what
- 1:02:17you're saying. Yeah, although it does it's not
- 1:02:20just doesn't feel authentic. My brain will remember that Joe
- 1:02:42moving on with podcasts. You're also a host on San
- 1:02:46Diego's, what it do podcast. How does this podcast differ
- 1:02:51from that podcast? And would you discuss on that
- 1:02:55perfect? So I'm I was one of the comedic
- 1:02:57relief and I had kind of like a game segment on what to do.
- 1:03:01Unfortunately what did you that bios probably know today.
- 1:03:03Come on in I had a really good time working with them for about
- 1:03:10a year and I was one of four co-hosts on the show, they were
- 1:03:14going to San Diego. I of course, I'm in Denver
- 1:03:16Colorado. So I called in a remote right?
- 1:03:19And that was a really, really good time for the time that I
- 1:03:21was a part of podcasts. Of course I'm grateful for that
- 1:03:25because that was one of the first long-term positions I had
- 1:03:29in a podcast that wasn't myself or that I had produced or had it
- 1:03:34would likely words a lot of creative control over We're one
- 1:03:38of two people, that's a lot of creative control, but was really
- 1:03:41cool to work under a producer knowing what my guidelines were
- 1:03:45doing, what I had to deliver in doing that.
- 1:03:47I've always wanted this. Like I've alike one of the
- 1:03:51frustrating things about doing my own podcast was that like I
- 1:03:54didn't want the tcga to podcast to end even though it was a lot
- 1:03:56of work and we were all doing it ourselves.
- 1:03:59What I really wanted was I wanted my own podcast and
- 1:04:02eventually I want a team that works for me so I can do it a
- 1:04:05ladder Reuben or something like that, right?
- 1:04:07But I also always really liked the idea of being a guest on
- 1:04:10someone else's podcast and not having to do anything except
- 1:04:14just show up. Because one thing I can do and
- 1:04:17again I'm not trying to toot my own horn.
- 1:04:19I'm just saying that I can talk forever which not everyone can
- 1:04:25do. I think I've learned over the
- 1:04:27years now that it's such a. Sometimes you have to push
- 1:04:30someone to get something out of them other times, you know, you
- 1:04:33just show up and do it and you don't need any prep or anything.
- 1:04:38And where is I do a lot of prep for my own podcast because
- 1:04:40that's the nature of it. And it's a one-man show showing
- 1:04:44up on someone else's podcast is easy.
- 1:04:46You just sit there and do what you do, right?
- 1:04:50So I completely get where you're coming from with that.
- 1:04:52Like, it's nice, especially, I mean, obviously what you're
- 1:04:54talking about is as more of a professional approach, like
- 1:04:57actually having being produced and having like, clear
- 1:05:01guidelines of what's going on and stuff and being Just
- 1:05:05informed. It's nice to be informed really,
- 1:05:06isn't it? Yeah for sure.
- 1:05:09And it's a cool different like they said earlier like I'm a
- 1:05:12student forever so it's cool to learn those other traits of
- 1:05:16produced thing for a different Vision maybe or things like
- 1:05:19that. So, yeah, that that's been a
- 1:05:21really good time and all those podcasts have truly helped, you
- 1:05:25know, my own podcast. You know, we started, of course,
- 1:05:29you know, I'm sure we'll get into a package on happy hour and
- 1:05:31then, of course, now the daily cup of John.
- 1:05:33John, it's all those projects have really helped guide me.
- 1:05:37To where I am today and I like you love guesting on podcast.
- 1:05:41I think it's one of the fun things because there is on one
- 1:05:46end. A total lack of control for the
- 1:05:48other side of that is just so wonderful that there's a total
- 1:05:51lack of control rights. If to be able to respond and
- 1:05:54react in the moment is really fun and gratifying to, so he's
- 1:05:58funny as well, different peoples approaches, because I remember
- 1:06:02when I came on your podcast, like I legit sat down maybe the
- 1:06:06week before. And I actually watched the whole
- 1:06:09pay-per-view and I've seen it before but I watched the whole
- 1:06:11thing, I sat down writing my notes and then when it came to
- 1:06:15the day I mean it did it did work out fine be it kind of went
- 1:06:18differently to how I thought it would go.
- 1:06:20I thought we were going to go sort of very in-depth like to
- 1:06:24the match itself but we kind of spoke more I guess kind of like
- 1:06:29how Conrad Thompson does his podcasts when he's kind of
- 1:06:35picking like a pay-per-view and he kind of talks about the time
- 1:06:37and the stuff that's going on at that particular time and sort of
- 1:06:40paints a picture for people of like what's going on in the
- 1:06:43industry at that point and it was similar were on your episode
- 1:06:46as well. And I was kind of like sit there
- 1:06:48thinking like I wonder if any of these guys just did like nothing
- 1:06:51they just showed up and like they're just able to do it
- 1:06:54because I would personally like I think I could do that but I
- 1:07:00would feel a bit like I wouldn't want to get caught off guard.
- 1:07:02Right. And the same time I also kind of
- 1:07:05felt like Isuzu This feeling of like guilt.
- 1:07:08If you don't do the prep, like I've had podcasts, it's only
- 1:07:12happened, a couple of times. There was one interview that I
- 1:07:15did, where I knew the guy well enough that we pulled it off
- 1:07:19anyway. And I just was worrying over
- 1:07:21nothing but I didn't do any prep and that was weird, but it was
- 1:07:24okay. And then I've had more recent
- 1:07:27episodes where people have returned to the show and we did
- 1:07:31no prep on purpose because we'd already introduced the person.
- 1:07:34So it was just kind of like, let's just see what happens.
- 1:07:37And that is dangerous. I think because it depends on
- 1:07:41the person you're talking to because some people you can chat
- 1:07:45have fun. It works other people.
- 1:07:49You really gotta push for the conversation and maybe they
- 1:07:53don't always want to give it to you.
- 1:07:55I don't know it's dangerous but here that I absolutely hear
- 1:08:02that. Yeah, and I think that's the
- 1:08:04cool thing. It just it exercises, a
- 1:08:09different muscle in your brain, right?
- 1:08:10There's you know, because again, there's times that I improvised
- 1:08:13an entire show with that podcast.
- 1:08:15Whereas I might be reproduced and another show but I'm with
- 1:08:21you. There is that?
- 1:08:21That internal guilt I have irrational or not that I don't
- 1:08:24do proud, I watch that paper. He probably three or four times
- 1:08:27a week of which I know is a neurotic crazy decision.
- 1:08:30But it's a thing. It's like your moderate in the
- 1:08:31show about the entire Pay-Per-View, you should
- 1:08:35probably know what the fuck you're talking about.
- 1:08:38So guys, that was a great, great episode.
- 1:08:42I really enjoyed that. Oh no.
- 1:08:43It's my pleasure. I'd love to do it again.
- 1:08:45To be honest. It's a lot of fun because it was
- 1:08:48my first opportunity to talk about wrestling.
- 1:08:50And I've actually in the past when I was at Uni years ago, I
- 1:08:54thought about just doing a wrestling podcast and I'm not
- 1:08:58completely still against that idea.
- 1:09:00But I think I would, if I was going to do that, I'd want to be
- 1:09:03on someone else's show. Just I wouldn't want to run it
- 1:09:05myself because it's a lot of work.
- 1:09:08And you really have to, especially if you're doing like
- 1:09:09week to week, I think it's easier to do stuff.
- 1:09:12That's bygone. I think that's why Conrad
- 1:09:15Thompson's podcast works so well, like all the ones he does
- 1:09:18because they go back, they do their research and they talk
- 1:09:23about something that's already happened.
- 1:09:24Whereas, if you're talking about something that's happened, like,
- 1:09:26I don't know how these people do these regular podcasts, now,
- 1:09:29where they review everything, because I tell you what, I only
- 1:09:33watched the moment like aw and the Major WWE pay-per-view spit
- 1:09:39if I would watch like all the weekly programming just just W
- 1:09:42WAW that already takes up like a massive chunk of time and I like
- 1:09:47there's so many promotions as well.
- 1:09:51It would just be a lot to get into to do like a regular
- 1:09:53podcast. But there's so many things you
- 1:09:58can to worry about, no doubt but we'll get back to resting
- 1:10:01because I want to this desert desert.
- 1:10:05That's a few things I want to ask you about unrelated and then
- 1:10:08we'll come back to wrestling because that could go on for a
- 1:10:11while. Yeah.
- 1:10:13Just just to kind of close it on podcast, that's a good one.
- 1:10:18So obviously we know that you produce regular podcast that
- 1:10:21appear on Twitch and as I understand it always kind of
- 1:10:26appears. On Twitch first and then it is
- 1:10:28posted sort of later on YouTube. Pretty much straight afterwards
- 1:10:32and on podcast in platforms, such as Apple podcast and such.
- 1:10:37So obviously, you've always got already kind of laid out how the
- 1:10:41podcasts are actually. I didn't you get you didn't get
- 1:10:44much of a chance to properly, talk to us about that, talk to
- 1:10:47us a little bit about, you know, the setup for a cup of Jon Jon
- 1:10:52and Jon, Jon's happy hour just you know, like what Typically do
- 1:10:57like, I know what you do but like just pretend, like, none of
- 1:11:00us know. And it's, you know, people for
- 1:11:02those who don't know you, what do you do on that?
- 1:11:05And also just kind of like how you got into the mindset of
- 1:11:10like, you know, producing those because I'm one of them is as it
- 1:11:14sounds a morning kind of show. And then the other one is is
- 1:11:19just like a standard kind of podcast.
- 1:11:22So there's a Time differential there.
- 1:11:25So talk to us about Why? That that's the case and also
- 1:11:29the bigger question that I have for you is what are your kind of
- 1:11:31future goals and aspirations for these podcasts.
- 1:11:34That what's the ultimate thing that you're kind of building
- 1:11:37towards with this? Nice.
- 1:11:41Yeah, I know. So I think the two, the two
- 1:11:43primary podcast that I'm on today and are the probably the
- 1:11:46most regular that I am participating in this to your
- 1:11:48point, the John John happy hour. Now the John John happy hours
- 1:11:51the podcast that to your point Publishers on Twitch and it's
- 1:11:54usually a live video show then later publishes to the
- 1:11:58platform's the John John happy hour actually started through
- 1:12:01John's Island. Koulouri was one of the first
- 1:12:03producers on the show and they live variety show in Denver
- 1:12:07Colorado. So we actually use put on live
- 1:12:09shows to sold-out audiences. So, that's how it all started
- 1:12:12and then I realized, you know what, a couple different things
- 1:12:15may, I have the brand, the I have all of the logo in
- 1:12:18marketing, there's no reason to come up with a brand-new Grand
- 1:12:22concept for a podcast. Yeah, so I'll just continue the
- 1:12:26John John happy hour and so I got some really funny criticism
- 1:12:31so I was posting a lot more regularly and as you know as you
- 1:12:34post regularly your content length tends to go down.
- 1:12:38It is tough to put out an hour podcast, Cast every single day.
- 1:12:42Oh yeah at least for myself right, I probably can't execute
- 1:12:45and the reason I say an hour specifically is because the show
- 1:12:48is called the John John happy hour and so that's what the show
- 1:12:54was when it was a live show was 60 Minutes on the dot over and
- 1:12:58so I had a couple show that produced that were in the
- 1:13:0040-minute Mark, 50 minute Mark. And my brother actually said
- 1:13:04okay if you're going to call the John John happy hour, you got to
- 1:13:06have an hour or you should call the John John happy half hour.
- 1:13:10I said, you know, as much as I think that was as much as I
- 1:13:13could take that criticism saying, all kind of people
- 1:13:16understand it's around the happy hour time frame I realized, you
- 1:13:20know, that's good advice so I decided the Johnson happy hour
- 1:13:23is going to continue to be produced but it's a full-length
- 1:13:26hour-long show which includes variety segments and games and
- 1:13:30so that will happen a little bit less regular throughout the
- 1:13:32year. Similar to the old John, John
- 1:13:34happy, then I realize I still wanted a daily outlet for a
- 1:13:37couple different reasons to a inspire people.
- 1:13:41But what I say when I inspire people, oftentimes I'm saying
- 1:13:45the words so that I can be reminded of that myself, right?
- 1:13:48When I'm giving good advice. Ice universally.
- 1:13:51I actually need to hear that message again here.
- 1:13:54Still, I can execute it. So that's really what the cup of
- 1:13:57John John is it's 8 a.m. any day that I'm feeling up for it and
- 1:14:01so I get ready in the morning. You know anywhere between 5 and
- 1:14:046 a.m. talk about my morning have my cup of John-John and my
- 1:14:08coffee and I just did just I usually have some sort of
- 1:14:12inspirational quote that might have us found the morning and
- 1:14:15those of them publishing and it's wild because we were we're
- 1:14:20approaching episode number 50 which is kind of my internal
- 1:14:23goal at the start of the year. And so we're just keep keep that
- 1:14:27going and answer your final question.
- 1:14:29I think the end goal. Especially when I was younger,
- 1:14:35the end goal was so much more important to me and it's really
- 1:14:38funny. I was experiencing a little bit
- 1:14:42of this just trying to get to episode number. 50, what I mean
- 1:14:45by that is I sup focusing on how good the content and how much I
- 1:14:48love doing. This was just to get to a
- 1:14:50number. Yeah.
- 1:14:51And I realized you loved doing this.
- 1:14:54Why do you wake up and do a podcast?
- 1:14:56Because it's like something you actually enjoy.
- 1:14:58So don't forget to enjoy that moment.
- 1:15:01And so I think that's the end goal.
- 1:15:02I want to enjoy them and I want to enjoy the things around
- 1:15:09feeling and I think, Ultimate do that on a financial level that I
- 1:15:14think is the end all be all right, to be able to truly do
- 1:15:19what you want when you want. Because you've worked your apps
- 1:15:22to get there that I think is my end goal.
- 1:15:24And lastly, I've never heard anyone in Hollywood who has made
- 1:15:28it big say this person has worked their ass off in the
- 1:15:32industry for 50 years and didn't make it.
- 1:15:36Everyone knows everyone, so if you keep working your ass off,
- 1:15:41it might be 50 years for me, might be 10 years for.
- 1:15:44You might be one year for me might be six months for you
- 1:15:47right? But but don't work your ass off
- 1:15:50and it'll be noticed. I really believe that in my
- 1:15:52heart and soul you know and I think there's going to be some
- 1:15:54cool things on the horizon for me and these projects you have
- 1:15:58that but that's it is just enjoying it and staying in the
- 1:16:01moment to continue to enjoy. Absolutely.
- 1:16:05So just You, I'm also available involved in a sort of a variety
- 1:16:09of different projects largely. That's Kind of just because I
- 1:16:14like to create what I like to create it's just kind of happen
- 1:16:17like that have a lot of interests and it's the same for
- 1:16:20you. When did you realize that you
- 1:16:23wanted to pursue all these different paths rather than just
- 1:16:26like one thing? It All Happened, very
- 1:16:33organically, growing up. I also had a lot of different
- 1:16:38jobs are like I'd work but they work at the amusement and again,
- 1:16:51Act nicely to what we have at the beginning as I think that's
- 1:16:55mental health, right? That's really all these projects
- 1:17:00kind of got into the publishing world and then I realized, you
- 1:17:03know, I should probably be on the line with this stuff.
- 1:17:05So I started podcasting, then the other stuff started picking
- 1:17:09up a little bit stronger and I have to make sure that gets
- 1:17:11cultivated. And how I view all of my
- 1:17:13projects is our life is kind of like the soil like a little
- 1:17:16garden and all these projects I do.
- 1:17:20Little seeds that I plant all over the place.
- 1:17:22Here's YouTube. Here's podcasting.
- 1:17:24Here's my books. Here's Live Comedy.
- 1:17:26Here's some other stuff I do. Because a, I'm a nurse, I mean,
- 1:17:32of give them enough water, but the other things as you've
- 1:17:35talked about the books to the beautiful Bush over here.
- 1:17:38The podcast is managed to grow into tomato plants and YouTube
- 1:17:42is starting to really formulate, and it's really about how we
- 1:17:44cultivate those things. And so that's really been it.
- 1:17:48I just I I kind of just do what I really want to do and and and
- 1:17:52bringing it back to John. John & Co, that's one of the
- 1:17:55primary reasons we started and because there was an Avenue is
- 1:17:58for me to do this, show at that. Either with that owner so I'm
- 1:18:01like screw it. Start your company of
- 1:18:03do-it-yourself. There's not a cast that starts
- 1:18:09at 8:00 a.m. and gives people a real nice.
- 1:18:11Screw it started, do it yourself.
- 1:18:12There's different improv book about improv for kids, doing
- 1:18:16yourself, you know, in that sense I think that's kind of,
- 1:18:21like just DIY my friends. Couldn't agree more.
- 1:18:25So we have a very similar mindset.
- 1:18:27I must say it's good to know. I think that's why we get along.
- 1:18:32To be honest. Probably there's a lot of
- 1:18:35similarities. Well, I like the I like your
- 1:18:39work ethic. I think I can, I can really
- 1:18:41respect that. I just like that.
- 1:18:44When someone someone works hard, especially when you're working
- 1:18:48with them. Because a lot of the time when I
- 1:18:51come in to think like okay. Thing pisses me off more when I
- 1:18:55oh I turn up to something especially if I've had to like
- 1:18:59physically turn up to something and I've made the effort and the
- 1:19:02people there like don't know what the fuck they're doing like
- 1:19:05that, it just really gets to me it I hate to be a dick but like
- 1:19:12be prepared. Do your work, put the work in,
- 1:19:16don't waste people's time and usually leads to preparedness.
- 1:19:19Do you know it's like but I move them right?
- 1:19:22I mean I knew that today we Talked about this is going to be
- 1:19:24a video podcast. So what did I do?
- 1:19:27I make sure that my morning will start.
- 1:19:28I showered I have my very cool button-down WrestleMania shirt
- 1:19:32on for you. It's a great show.
- 1:19:36Thank you. I wish I got paid for telling
- 1:19:38you that but it's still a nice. Lighting of the sound value,
- 1:19:54isn't there? It's like Hello.
- 1:19:56Can we get our shit together, man?
- 1:19:58And for me, that's really my OCD right?
- 1:20:00Like I can't, I have to have the stuff in line for me to feel at
- 1:20:06peace to be able to create a show and nothing particular
- 1:20:09erotic Nest. It's going to read when I used
- 1:20:11to, like, dig back in the day with the metal bands.
- 1:20:14I was in back in the day like there was one point where I was
- 1:20:18touring for about regular regular cooking for about three
- 1:20:21years in a row. All around London and the
- 1:20:24surrounding areas. And there would be so many times
- 1:20:28when we show up, and like, I don't know, sound engineer, is
- 1:20:32just terrible. And I saw those, they do this
- 1:20:36really, okay? There's this really awkward
- 1:20:37thing they were do sometimes which it will just give you an
- 1:20:41example of something. That's ridiculous, right?
- 1:20:42You turn up way ahead of time and give the show is that like I
- 1:20:47know doors open at nine. Yeah, you'll probably there at
- 1:20:503:00 or 4:00 in the afternoon. That's the reality of the
- 1:20:53situation. And so you got all this time to
- 1:20:58prepare to do sound checks, right?
- 1:21:01And some sometimes they look they like to do sound checks for
- 1:21:04whatever reason where you play a whole song, right?
- 1:21:07I don't know why it's really weird but they like to do.
- 1:21:10That depends on the sound engineer, but there is these
- 1:21:13times, when it's so awkward, right?
- 1:21:16So let's say, you're the first band on, right?
- 1:21:19You do your soundtrack but like, people have a right?
- 1:21:23Five Doors have opened. So together, those people know
- 1:21:27this all too well, and they think that that's the gig and
- 1:21:31then they're clapping and then but that's a song from your set,
- 1:21:36right? So it's just awkward because you
- 1:21:41stopped playing, you just walk off and you go sit somewhere,
- 1:21:44and then nothing happens for like, 45 minutes.
- 1:21:47And everyone's kind of looking around a last word and then the
- 1:21:50gig starts and you get back on stage and then maybe you play
- 1:21:53that song, It's like, yeah, that's the worst.
- 1:22:00It happens in comedy to write like you're like doing your
- 1:22:03opening bit or your opening number because we doing the
- 1:22:06sound check in like people are walking in your like this is
- 1:22:08like the gold that no one needs to see if we did this hours ago.
- 1:22:12No one would have saw this you know right over here.
- 1:22:15That that's why I suppose we company.
- 1:22:17That's why you got a but have a set where you just walk around
- 1:22:20ripping like everyone in the audience because then It doesn't
- 1:22:24matter so much if like all your material that you got planned
- 1:22:27material because you can just freestyle and just rip the shit
- 1:22:29out of everyone in the crown. That is true.
- 1:22:33The one thing I will tell you, so I tend to improvise most of
- 1:22:36my shows but I tend to not go to the audience and here's why I
- 1:22:41say that a lot of comedians go that route.
- 1:22:44And now I tend to not really why I say that unless they're
- 1:22:47assholes, right, that's easy. But these are the people on your
- 1:22:50side, right? If you had these people laughing
- 1:22:52at you. Yes, they got to be Your side.
- 1:22:54So you got to make sure to. If you're going to go down that
- 1:22:56Route, 22 what you're saying is go down the route of the guy
- 1:22:59who's heckling you, but I love taking, take, 1/4 down.
- 1:23:04This is what talking about comedy, actually.
- 1:23:06I was going to ask you about this later but let's, let's talk
- 1:23:08about it. Now, I've seen comedians bomb
- 1:23:12and I think I was always kind of Fair to this because I've seen
- 1:23:20you know, bands have a bad gig, you know, I've had a bad show,
- 1:23:24everyone's had a bad show so you appreciate it in a different
- 1:23:27way. When when you've kind of
- 1:23:29experience, something similar but bombing in the comedy show
- 1:23:32is kind of unique because while with a band if you have a bad
- 1:23:38song or a bad gig you walk off no one cares.
- 1:23:41You know you just it's a bad show and the next time you do
- 1:23:44better, right? But we've comedy it's like It's
- 1:23:47just you. It's a quiet room.
- 1:23:52Did I make like a for instance if I would fuck up in like a
- 1:23:55metal song for instance, I could hide that with like let's not
- 1:23:58forget her lyric. I could just like scream or
- 1:24:00something and it works, right? But you can't do that with
- 1:24:02comedy. You I mean you could try and
- 1:24:04free star, you can see something works.
- 1:24:06But if you're bomb in your bombing, right?
- 1:24:10Like before I get to my question for you, I just want to quickly
- 1:24:13tell this because I don't know if I've ever told this before
- 1:24:15this story. I was at a comedy show back in
- 1:24:192013 or something, it was part of a work thing.
- 1:24:23We got to see a bunch of comedians, didn't know any of
- 1:24:25them. One of them actually was an
- 1:24:28up-and-coming comedian who then went on to like TV shows and
- 1:24:31stuff so it was kind of cool but the first guy that came on He
- 1:24:40quite, he was Scottish, and normally Scottish and comedy go
- 1:24:45together like bread and bar. It's just so many feet.
- 1:24:49But for whatever reason, this gentleman was not funny, it
- 1:24:54started off kind of like light humor.
- 1:24:58And this is the thing, right? So he wasn't actually the first
- 1:25:01comedian. The first comedian that came on
- 1:25:03did bombed as well, but it was a different kind of bomb.
- 1:25:07Um because it kind of he did that thing that people do when
- 1:25:11they run on stage and they're like, hey I like everyone's kind
- 1:25:15of like clapping and laughing for like a minute and then it
- 1:25:19gets like silent and they're still trying to do that and
- 1:25:21you're like, fuck one even during like people can't read
- 1:25:25the room and he just after that, he just died a death and then
- 1:25:31we'll add a few light laughs here and there.
- 1:25:33And that's why I say it didn't completely bomb because it was
- 1:25:35like, Like polite clap afterwards, no one hates him.
- 1:25:40Where is the guy? That that came on?
- 1:25:45That did bomb. He made the whole crowd.
- 1:25:48Turn on him and bear. In mind, we all know each other.
- 1:25:50We're a work group, right? And this is this is for us.
- 1:25:56Specifically, there's no one from the street, it's just us
- 1:25:59private show. So if you attack someone in the
- 1:26:03audience, like this guy does, we're going to defend each
- 1:26:07Below? What the fuck's your problem,
- 1:26:08mate, and this is what happened. This guy kept telling this
- 1:26:11really awful. It was Dennis bit about Hitler
- 1:26:14which normally would be true. Yeah, it's like here's a dark
- 1:26:19humor. There's lots to be if you do it.
- 1:26:21Well, it's funny. Right?
- 1:26:23But for whatever reason, he just kept saying, I'm not going to
- 1:26:27say the word, but he kept sort of saying about how Hitler was
- 1:26:31like a, you know, a see you next Tuesday.
- 1:26:34And for whatever reason, I think it Was a combination of his
- 1:26:38delivery and the fact that there was like a light laugh initially
- 1:26:41but he kept pushing it, trying to elicit, a certain reaction.
- 1:26:44I think because I think he wanted to kind of go into
- 1:26:46something else with it but because it didn't work the first
- 1:26:49time and he kept pushing it, we were just getting restless.
- 1:26:53Is that what you're trying to do?
- 1:26:54My it's not funny and someone in the crowd just kind of said,
- 1:26:57like he was one of my assistant managers at the time.
- 1:27:00It was like it's not funny, right?
- 1:27:03And so he starts attacking this guy that, oh, you bought sweater
- 1:27:07Wrong with you burner. And this the guy is just sit in
- 1:27:10the audience. Decide what you're not funny.
- 1:27:13Like you could tap me all you want, but you just you're
- 1:27:16terrible and so it turns into this thing where the comedian
- 1:27:20starts having a go at us and like go, all you're the worst
- 1:27:24crowd of over play too and you're all for Bubba black.
- 1:27:27And we just booed him off stage and it was, it was bad, it was
- 1:27:32brutal, but he really did deserve it and I don't normally
- 1:27:37I say that because with bombing normally in comedy, you know,
- 1:27:39just happens. It happens even to the very best
- 1:27:42comedians and you get through it and you go over it.
- 1:27:45But sometimes in these unique situations you do deserve it if
- 1:27:50you're an ass. So on that note, did you ever
- 1:27:55bomb and if so talk us through what happens?
- 1:28:01Cheer. Cheer, your first performer,
- 1:28:08you've probably bombed on some level.
- 1:28:10Yes. And for me, a lot of my shows
- 1:28:12like I said, is improvised. So one thing, especially in my
- 1:28:16early days, I'm doing comedy. There was this immense pressure
- 1:28:21to get a laugh. There was this immense pressure
- 1:28:23to get that instant gratification for the audience,
- 1:28:26but what thought did for me was took me out of the moment. what
- 1:28:31I mean by that is I'm in an improv scene, you know,
- 1:28:33traditional scene and someone says a line of dialogue to me
- 1:28:36and I may respond to that line of dialogue as an example, if I
- 1:28:40think for one second, as opposed to answering the dialogue, Is
- 1:28:45this going to be funny? Hmm.
- 1:28:47Is the audience going to laugh? If they don't, am I going to be
- 1:28:51a fool? Now I'm taking myself one, two,
- 1:28:54three, four steps away from the moment of just responding and
- 1:28:58that happens in stand up to right?
- 1:29:00We get so shell-shocked by a Moment of that you lose track,
- 1:29:08right? Looks like oh my God, they're
- 1:29:09attacking me. Oh my goodness this oh my
- 1:29:11goodness. This and I have taken yourself
- 1:29:13for moments out of the moment as opposed to just laugh.
- 1:29:15Thing in one thing I do when I bomb, it's really speaks to who
- 1:29:18I am. I'll say it.
- 1:29:20Yeah, you may have seen it on my life Twitches to.
- 1:29:23I'm like, well, this is a fucking shit show, is it?
- 1:29:24At least we can all agree on that.
- 1:29:45A lot of bad jokes that I may have made or things like that,
- 1:29:49which actually I was thinking about earlier, when you were
- 1:29:53speaking is kind of the timing in which we are doing our
- 1:29:57creativity now, right. I think about if I had a YouTube
- 1:30:01channel or a podcast, even 10 years ago, I would not be
- 1:30:05performing on the level that I am today, right?
- 1:30:09And I think that's all the lessons we've learned.
- 1:30:11And I thank my lucky stars for that but I was in front of a
- 1:30:13live audience for some of my shitty.
- 1:30:15Folks as opposed to online. You know?
- 1:30:17Because I think that it's a different thing, right?
- 1:30:20There's knocks it's 60 to 150 people when I was doing those
- 1:30:25shows who remember that one show.
- 1:30:27If you're not big-time enough, people are going to forgive you
- 1:30:30and see you next time. But that's one thing you hit
- 1:30:34uncommon. Look, I think it's really
- 1:30:35fascinating because it's one of the few Arts we have, but the
- 1:30:39audience sits Myself included. Well, comedian jumps on stage.
- 1:30:43What do we do? We say make me laugh.
- 1:30:47Like that's literally what we make them do and think about
- 1:30:50that immense pressure in comparison to any other art,
- 1:30:54music is similar right entertaining, but that's
- 1:30:58different than make me laugh. Like, living, your job is to
- 1:31:01make me haha. That is because comedy is
- 1:31:03subjective. So that's also a really
- 1:31:06interesting science. But you know what, I will say on
- 1:31:09this, I agree with you but I do think.
- 1:31:13That people's I don't know. I think it's somehow different
- 1:31:16to let things like music because I've seen live shows, right?
- 1:31:23And this is this is actually this is bizarre.
- 1:31:25Okay. So I've seen plenty of gigs over
- 1:31:26my over my years, of my time, listening to music.
- 1:31:31And when I became a musician I started listening to music
- 1:31:34differently and now I can never see a live show without looking
- 1:31:39at it through this lens because of being a musician.
- 1:31:41It's kind of ruined it but it's Me.
- 1:31:43But it's great. The same times weird if I see a
- 1:31:45band bomb, I can tell and I look at the rest of the crowd who
- 1:31:51probably mostly aren't musicians and they seem to love it and I'm
- 1:31:54like, okay. But then as you said with
- 1:31:59comedy, It's different like yeah.
- 1:32:03It's like everyone kind of comes in with seemingly with this
- 1:32:07attitude of like, well yeah made me laugh.
- 1:32:08Like who are you? How can you make me laugh?
- 1:32:10Kind of thing, which suggests implies that, you know, there's
- 1:32:13like a highbrow audience. There's like a high expectation
- 1:32:16already but then sometimes you have a crowd, you know.
- 1:32:19Like I've seen so many comedians where what they're saying is it
- 1:32:23to me, is just not funny, it's like, not bad.
- 1:32:26It's just, I don't know if you've got a very basic humor,
- 1:32:30then it's like, Huh, you know like if you just come on and do
- 1:32:34like fart jokes for instance, I mean me I think fart jokes can
- 1:32:37be funny if they're clever and told well, but ultimately if it
- 1:32:41is just like a standard fart joke, I don't know.
- 1:32:46I like my humor a bit more complex but then again, that
- 1:32:50speaks to you before about different tastes being
- 1:32:53subjective. Doesn't mean if I don't find it,
- 1:32:55funny, that isn't funny. And then so on.
- 1:32:57So that's why I think the comedy kind of stands alone and is
- 1:33:01different. to other mediums because it's like, And this
- 1:33:05other thing of like with music because it's so loud, right?
- 1:33:11Even if a few people are screaming shouting and like
- 1:33:14maybe not the whole venue, you can still hear that, right?
- 1:33:16And if not you can just drown out with the music, right?
- 1:33:20But of Comedy, you can't do that.
- 1:33:22So and that's the thing. Like you could have everyone
- 1:33:26laughing or only a few people, laughing or no one laughing.
- 1:33:31This is like just extreme after Extreme.
- 1:33:34I'd like each of them like largely the crowd yet,
- 1:33:38determines the show, you could have just done the best comedy
- 1:33:41set ever, but if the cloud a more often then I guess it's
- 1:33:46yeah, that's right. Yeah, I think it's, you're
- 1:33:49right, setting the right expectation for the audience to
- 1:33:53there's different types of Comedy, right?
- 1:33:55Mine is very similar to Whoopi Goldberg sin.
- 1:33:57It's very storytelling, right? Cool.
- 1:34:00And so, my kind of ours going. You're with that is my initial
- 1:34:05goal in comedy was to get people to laugh.
- 1:34:07That was my only intention I want you to laugh.
- 1:34:11But you know what? I actually love when I have an
- 1:34:13audience member who's like this, who tell me tell me more about
- 1:34:18that or so disgusted. At a way, something was
- 1:34:23perceived or like it. Oh, did he just?
- 1:34:26He couldn't have just said that. And I really love reactions
- 1:34:30because I don't think laughter is Is fun for 30 minutes
- 1:34:36straight. Yes, I think it is but I really
- 1:34:38love captain in people. In a story of making people feel
- 1:34:41stuff that's fun. You know?
- 1:34:42We were in my storytelling a very similar to when we talk
- 1:34:45about heart failure, right? It's a very serious subject but
- 1:34:47there's also a lot of humor in what we do, right?
- 1:34:49I mean there's a lot of really funny moments and I was going
- 1:34:51through in our failure, you know?
- 1:34:54And so I think that's kind of the key to Comedy.
- 1:34:56But yeah, it's all about a subjective and I think, Yeah, I
- 1:35:02think you just got to do what you love and do what you're
- 1:35:04passionate about and I don't I go to City.
- 1:35:06Totally, I couldn't agree with you more.
- 1:35:08Like, for me personally, I think the greatest of all time.
- 1:35:12All right, I still there's quite a few still, but I for me right
- 1:35:17now, it's got to be Dave Chappelle.
- 1:35:20And the reason I say that is that he does exactly what you're
- 1:35:23saying where he goes out and he doesn't even necessarily like do
- 1:35:28jokes or whatever. Like, he'll just talk.
- 1:35:31He would like. This is what I am amazed by him
- 1:35:33because my so much more than comedy.
- 1:35:35Like I'm just fascinated by the concept of like he can just go
- 1:35:38out and talk. Like I sometimes look at that
- 1:35:42and think like I could do that like I think I could do that and
- 1:35:46the thing is like you know, that he's worked on that long time.
- 1:35:49But now he's in like this kind of God likes and I know this is
- 1:35:53crazy for that. I'm saying this, but if you
- 1:35:56watch his comedy, now you'll see what I mean.
- 1:35:59Like if you haven't, if you're not familiar with Dave,
- 1:36:01Chappelle go check his stuff out in particular.
- 1:36:03Watch the show that he did recently that was sort of the
- 1:36:06first I think official show in the states.
- 1:36:10Post coffee. While I know we're still in
- 1:36:12covid-19 right now, but it's like the first probably show
- 1:36:15that's happened with an audience, but obviously measures
- 1:36:18were taken by blah. But this was directly after
- 1:36:20everything that happened with with, with George Floyd.
- 1:36:25And I was immediately intrigued because I write this is very
- 1:36:30serious subject. How's it going to make this
- 1:36:33funny? Like you can't.
- 1:36:35Yeah, it's funny but he found a way but he did exactly what you
- 1:36:41were saying. He came on and he spoke at
- 1:36:43length. He told stories, he got serious
- 1:36:45like really serious made you think and then he flips it and
- 1:36:51makes you laugh. And and but I think crucially as
- 1:36:54well, he doesn't make you feel bad for laughing evil.
- 1:36:56Like it's that sort of like clever humor where He drops it
- 1:37:01here and there and like yeah every comedian has their own
- 1:37:03style but like what you said like you never have a show where
- 1:37:07you're just laughing continuously for 30 minutes and
- 1:37:09I've seen shows like that but that's just TV and editing
- 1:37:14that's not actually real life like real life show.
- 1:37:18It's like haha and then no laughing for like five minutes
- 1:37:22and then more, ha ha. And then, but sometimes it does
- 1:37:24escalate. I don't know.
- 1:37:25But again, Estonia funnily enough, I saw a lot of
- 1:37:29excellent. Comedians.
- 1:37:30And there were some that I could not, I got it like, you know,
- 1:37:33you get that sort of laughing where it laughs so much that
- 1:37:36your face hurts and you like, please, stop making me laugh.
- 1:37:38It's painful. But yeah, anyway, I didn't
- 1:37:44actually on that topic because I want to bring it back to you.
- 1:37:47I try not to go off and too many times.
- 1:37:48It's who are your main Inspirations as a comedian.
- 1:37:53Who do you look to, or who kind of inspired you to become a
- 1:37:57comedian? Without question Whoopi
- 1:38:03Goldberg. I mean Whoopi Goldberg who I
- 1:38:05actually had the honor of meeting a little over a year and
- 1:38:08a half ago, in New York City for a press junket, such an amazing
- 1:38:12experience meeting her, but Whoopi Goldberg is one of my
- 1:38:15butt. Okay, so I've just learned this
- 1:38:18time recently, press junket, that's for those who don't know.
- 1:38:20It's essentially like a little interview you ask them about
- 1:38:22their latest project or whatever, how did that come to
- 1:38:27be? You know, what was the situation
- 1:38:31there that interviewing her for So, I was actually working with
- 1:38:35my friend, Chris, as a producer for one of his segments.
- 1:38:38He's a TV personality out here in the states, and so, he
- 1:38:41actually knows what B is an idol of mine.
- 1:38:43And so, he tapped into me and said, Hey, listen, we have this
- 1:38:46junket, this weekend. I was informed on a Thursday
- 1:38:50that the junk, it was happening on the side of Sunday.
- 1:38:53And so, keep in mind, this is a flight from Denver to New York
- 1:38:56City. This was, this was a big
- 1:38:59undertaking to get there and sure enough I left at a midnight
- 1:39:02flight from Day arrived in New York City about 6:00 a.m. the
- 1:39:07junk was that 10 a.m. Holi.
- 1:39:12Its Holi cool pictures. You know little plug on my
- 1:39:14Instagram if you got a Johns Island yeah it was wild and so
- 1:39:17that morning we went to the Press junket.
- 1:39:18I had the privilege of meeting its wild.
- 1:39:21Tiffany haddish Mark Wahlberg, Tyler Perry Amber Riley, Whoopi
- 1:39:26Goldberg. I'm just book who's who of these
- 1:39:29two films and I got to be Whoopi and I meant I think Gonna be
- 1:39:34doing a video about that inner encounter because it was such an
- 1:39:38impactful experience in my life. And it's one of the few times
- 1:39:41that I left, I mean, I was pushing.
- 1:39:43I was sobbing, I met her and I was just sobbing.
- 1:39:46I'll go into the story a little bit as well, but I remember
- 1:39:51leaving and saying, I'm okay if I die now, don't that, and that
- 1:39:55is not something that It was one of these bucket list things.
- 1:40:00I'd be very honest with you, and I don't want this to sound
- 1:40:03crazy, but I am very grateful to be able to accomplish a lot of
- 1:40:06the goals I set out to do in this, right?
- 1:40:08Yeah. And a lot of that stuff is stuff
- 1:40:10we've ever done, but meeting Whoopi was something.
- 1:40:13So I never in a million years thought was humanly possible and
- 1:40:17to think that we manifested that and one thing unique about the
- 1:40:22Press junket, but you're not allowed to take pictures in a
- 1:40:24press junket for a lot of different reasons.
- 1:40:27We're not. Poster.
- 1:40:28So anyway, I'm sitting on the wall and it will be kind of
- 1:40:30season at the corner of her eye. She was hunting.
- 1:40:32Do you want a picture and begun star of Glee?
- 1:40:37She said, well baby, why don't you sit next to Whoopi?
- 1:40:40I want you to have your whoopee moment.
- 1:40:41And so, there's a picture of me right next to a being, and just
- 1:40:45tears streaming down my face in the Press junket chanting,
- 1:40:47chills in the Press junket chair, where she's being
- 1:40:49interviewed for the film. Not on the repair order side on
- 1:40:54the side where the actors are. It was such a So that picture is
- 1:40:58actually on Instagram. It was one of the greatest
- 1:41:01moments of my life. I'm gonna hunt this down off to,
- 1:41:03it's right. They say not to meet your Idols,
- 1:41:15but I got to tell you. This was a great experience to
- 1:41:20be so heavy. Oh yeah, because you never know,
- 1:41:25you might catch them on a rough morning.
- 1:41:27You know, at the end of the day, this is their job right there.
- 1:41:29Just pounding through interview, you know, I'm sorry, I don't, I
- 1:41:32don't, I don't agree with that. I will say like, yeah, we all
- 1:41:36have bad days and stuff but how you treat other human beings
- 1:41:40that that has nothing to do with being famous or not.
- 1:41:46Like I've met a lot of celebrities over the years and I
- 1:41:49can tell you the majority of them.
- 1:41:53Have been stuck up assholes holier-than-thou attitudes.
- 1:41:57I've said this as well, like, if I ever become famous, you'll
- 1:42:00never catch me like that. And I would say this again.
- 1:42:02Like if, if I ever do that, you have free rein to slap me in the
- 1:42:07face, if you see me because I just can't imagine being that
- 1:42:10person and I've met so many people that made me feel like
- 1:42:13this small book just because they were famous for sure.
- 1:42:18And like I can't wait for the day when I do eventually become
- 1:42:22famous and I run into these people for again and like
- 1:42:25they're all Pally because I just have a feeling because life is
- 1:42:28like that and I know it will, you know, to me because people
- 1:42:31change when They know who you are or what you can give them.
- 1:42:38I've noticed. Because I've had this like not
- 1:42:42even to do with like being a celebrity or anything but like
- 1:42:44you know, when people will know that you you are of used to them
- 1:42:48in some way and their attitude changes if they realize you're
- 1:42:51not and so on and I just find that as a very interesting
- 1:42:54thing. So it's really cool to hear that
- 1:42:56when a celebrity is decent and nice.
- 1:42:58Like I recently interviewed an Estonian celebrity which for
- 1:43:03international people that might not be a big deal.
- 1:43:05Me, it was a very big deal. I was very extremely nervous
- 1:43:08beforehand. The guy was a total gentleman,
- 1:43:11really nice and it went perfectly and I said to quite a
- 1:43:16few other people that, you know, Estonian celebrities are very
- 1:43:20nice. And I think the reason is that
- 1:43:21it's such a small country, it's not very well known.
- 1:43:24So this is kind of different but when you meet, like some of the
- 1:43:29world's biggest people like I guess they're getting that into
- 1:43:32that mindset of like well. You know who you I don't need to
- 1:43:36treat you like a normal human being and I met Bruce Dickinson
- 1:43:40one time and he was just that's why lat unfortunately.
- 1:43:46And that was really hard for me because I was a right in the
- 1:43:50middle of a band. Basically, I was working
- 1:43:52full-time at supermarket like 50 plus hours a week trying to make
- 1:43:57ends meet plus pushing this band.
- 1:43:58I was really young, like, 18, 19.
- 1:44:01I see my hero in the store. I want to talk to him, I Like
- 1:44:06fanboying or anything, but I just wanted to ask him a few
- 1:44:08questions and be like you know, thank you and all that.
- 1:44:11And he just couldn't be more off fish.
- 1:44:15If he tried and it's like, okay, fine.
- 1:44:17I get it. But like, come on, man.
- 1:44:19Like, do you have to be like that?
- 1:44:23Really. I mean, you chose that courage
- 1:44:25and I mean like, I don't know. I just that's that's just one
- 1:44:30thing I disagree with personally I just I feel like it's never
- 1:44:34acceptable and like, yeah, sure, we're all human.
- 1:44:36We do have these moments where maybe we don't want to talk to
- 1:44:39people, but be honest just say, hey, look listen, whoever person
- 1:44:44you are. I need say five minutes to
- 1:44:46myself. Maybe I'll come back or maybe
- 1:44:49now is not the right time, but be polite, be decent.
- 1:44:53Be Humane about it. Don't be a dick because Could
- 1:44:57ruin that person's day. I can't tell you how many times
- 1:45:00that has ruined my day and giving me a bad sound.
- 1:45:03Like a lot of the times. I've had other opportunities to
- 1:45:05meet celebrities and I might because of that I'm at now.
- 1:45:07Fuck it. They'll just be horrible like
- 1:45:09everyone else. It's really nice to hear that
- 1:45:12just going back to you. Sorry.
- 1:45:14That would be was nice and that you had like your own personal
- 1:45:17moment and it was it was good. You normally tell can't you with
- 1:45:22certain people, though? Like Whoopi seems very
- 1:45:24down-to-earth. Obviously you can vouch for that
- 1:45:29but like you know, like we're certain people, it's like that.
- 1:45:34Ok, for instance, all this stuff that's coming out about Ellen
- 1:45:36DeGeneres at the moment I won't go into too much detail but what
- 1:45:39I will say is when it sort of came out that she had this toxic
- 1:45:42work environment and she's like a certain way.
- 1:45:44I wasn't surprised because you can kind of tell in a way it's
- 1:45:50like that whole Hollywood thing of like here's what we're
- 1:45:54traying and then here's the reality.
- 1:45:57Tea. And when I heard the stories
- 1:45:59about, like the staff behind the scenes and like not being spoken
- 1:46:02to very nicely, I've seen that in real life, I've seen that
- 1:46:05happen behind the scenes on sets and stuff and it's like, I mean,
- 1:46:12you don't have to be like that because there's so many
- 1:46:14celebrities aren't like that. But anyway, enough of this,
- 1:46:44I suppose you have got to meet Robin before.
- 1:46:46Did you? Unfortunately not know that that
- 1:46:49was one on the bucket list. But unfortunately, never got to
- 1:46:53be Robin Williams. But was it they'll still such an
- 1:46:55inspiration to my core? I mean, why was it was it 2013
- 1:46:59that he passed away. I did just how just an
- 1:47:04anniversary was like, yeah. The years are all a blur.
- 1:47:08I want to say it was for Sarah to 2011 is resonating with me
- 1:47:12and I'm not sure why, but I'm not positive at all.
- 1:47:15Yeah no an incredible artist lost of course to you again
- 1:47:19mental illness and I think that's what's important.
- 1:47:21You know you got to take care of you, not to bring it back full
- 1:47:24circle but it's true. You know, if you don't take care
- 1:47:26of you no one else will. That is the true for the bring
- 1:47:31it back to a comedy. What did you get into comedy?
- 1:47:37Like talk to me about this sort of the process of deciding like
- 1:47:43This this right here is the thing that I like we obviously I
- 1:47:46asked you about like your choice to kind of to do it and pursue
- 1:47:49it but like was there a particular the say like a moment
- 1:47:54where you realize like this is what I want to do.
- 1:47:56Or was it like It's like it, as you've said earlier, in the
- 1:48:00podcast, like a series of kind of, I guess things that led you
- 1:48:05to that, like what was the thing, like?
- 1:48:06Okay, this is this is it, this is the thing, we have reserved.
- 1:48:11I think, for me, it is. So the first year my, my high
- 1:48:17school had a comedy group. And in my sophomore year, that's
- 1:48:1910th grade in the states, they had auditions, and I went to an
- 1:48:23audition and I absolutely bombed bombed by bombed.
- 1:48:29Didn't get cast nothing and that was because they actually did, I
- 1:48:33was very involved in our Marketing Group called Deca
- 1:48:36anyway, I didn't go to the two workshops prior to the audition.
- 1:48:41So I didn't really know what they were looking for.
- 1:48:44And so this kind of, so I go to the audition, I don't get cast
- 1:48:47and I'm crushed because I know I'm a funny person.
- 1:48:50I know I'd be a great asset to this.
- 1:48:51I'm just crushed. The other thing I'm embarrassed
- 1:48:54about is kind of looking like a fool.
- 1:48:56He had kind of what you said earlier.
- 1:48:57I don't want this reputation of being now Not a funny person
- 1:49:00because I bombed this audition. So, a year passes I go to every
- 1:49:04single show. I really just digest it.
- 1:49:08And again, this is a lot of who I am is Overcoming the odds.
- 1:49:13And so I decide I was harnessing in on what was starting the
- 1:49:16keywords next year they held auditions, I went to both
- 1:49:20workshops went to an audition. I was not asked to the
- 1:49:27callbacks. I was crushed.
- 1:49:31I asked the president of the club.
- 1:49:33Hey, can I just watch the callbacks?
- 1:49:34At least they again, no problems ice at first row, in the
- 1:49:37auditorium watching these, callbacks knowing that was my
- 1:49:40shot while. Tire group was behind me,
- 1:49:42looking and I later found out I was cast and I was later found
- 1:49:47out that I was not in the Callback because there was a
- 1:49:50group of 23 people that they've already selected to be on the
- 1:49:52cast, prior to a call back. So, I had my shot, I was in the
- 1:49:58in, but I still went to the callbacks because again, this is
- 1:50:02how bad I wanted it. And I point to saying all that
- 1:50:05is they saw that they saw the dry.
- 1:50:07They saw showed up, they I was there wanting it so bad.
- 1:50:11I got cast and that was the first improv comedy group I was
- 1:50:14ever on. And again, the highs and lows, I
- 1:50:16wasn't cast my first year. I could have given up on my
- 1:50:18dream, like it just think like my whole life has now been
- 1:50:23translated because of that. But I have people from high
- 1:50:25school, who bow and yang, we did improv together in high school.
- 1:50:28He's on a Saturday Night Live now.
- 1:50:31Well, I have my friend who I went to college with Shay
- 1:50:34Kool-Aid. She would.
- 1:50:35She just one RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars.
- 1:50:37So it's really interesting to see this art.
- 1:50:41Manifest in so many different forms and it all happen from a
- 1:50:45failed audition. What does it feel like?
- 1:50:47Because I've kind of got some friends who I guess I kind of
- 1:50:52famous. Like, not really.
- 1:50:54They're going that way, sort of but right there.
- 1:50:57Okay. Root anything that RuPaul does
- 1:50:58is like, huge. That guy's got like a huge
- 1:51:00Empire and such. So what does it feel like kind
- 1:51:03of having friends that have sort of already made that success and
- 1:51:08you're building it? I mean, we'll get to some of the
- 1:51:11The successes that you've already had, but you're very
- 1:51:14much in the building process, but I think that we view.
- 1:51:18The key difference is you're building your own brand and your
- 1:51:20own thing was those people have gone on to that particular shows
- 1:51:24and have sort of the Mast Fame through that.
- 1:51:26And you know, success is kind of relative to be fair as well
- 1:51:29because there is a big difference between being known
- 1:51:32and being famous and being successful.
- 1:51:34And I think this is the issue that a lot of people Miss
- 1:51:36sometimes as well. So just talk very briefly about
- 1:51:41Was, is it weird that they still speak to?
- 1:51:43You talk to me about that? Yes.
- 1:51:47I mean when we talk about ego, right?
- 1:51:50There's always an element of your ego that is bruised by the
- 1:51:55success of others. If you are a passionate Creator,
- 1:51:59there's other people who don't give a fuck.
- 1:52:01But here was the thing that I wish I was like that, by the
- 1:52:03way, but every one of my friends who made it and, and you get on
- 1:52:09earlier, you know, I would question that.
- 1:52:11The famous relative. There's always going to be
- 1:52:12someone who doesn't know you, right?
- 1:52:14Oh yeah one example right. When I publish 60 to be
- 1:52:18published and sold, 64 thousand copies of my initial book,
- 1:52:2116,000 kids and parents are holding my book so on one level
- 1:52:25your egos like I'm kind of famous.
- 1:52:28That's amazing. It's absolutely amazing.
- 1:52:31But the flip side is you can also be told you can walk down
- 1:52:36the street and not have one. You could sneeze and no one
- 1:52:39would even tell you bless you. So that's my point.
- 1:52:41Famous so relative, but get any kids, or I'm probably going to
- 1:52:44be recognized if I'm going. You know, the street, probably
- 1:52:47not. And so, anyway, the biggest
- 1:52:51piece for me, was realizing, I'm allowed to be envious and still
- 1:52:56happy for people where, that shift is when I become jealous.
- 1:53:01Yeah. Right.
- 1:53:02I can be envious of someone's success.
- 1:53:04That doesn't necessarily mean that I want their success, but I
- 1:53:07want to taste of it. And that's one thing as you get
- 1:53:09older and like, we all are Experience.
- 1:53:11Like once I hit my 30s it was like the path.
- 1:53:14I'm supposed to be on, is the path.
- 1:53:16I'm on and that's going to be different than any of my friends
- 1:53:19who are amazing at have made it and just like I was saying to
- 1:53:22you earlier. Some people make it in six
- 1:53:24months, some people like RuPaul. That you mentioned didn't become
- 1:53:27famous until their 40s. I mean, think about that, she
- 1:53:31was hustling as a drag queen and now he has an Empire but that
- 1:53:34took years decades of work. My point is we all have
- 1:53:37different paths and I think you reach it when you're able or
- 1:53:40mentally, I can handle it five ten years ago.
- 1:53:44I certainly shouldn't have even had the level of Fame I have
- 1:53:48today. That was in quotes for the
- 1:53:49people listening to audio. I would never want.
- 1:53:52I would have never wanted this kind of visibility for the
- 1:53:54things that I was saying. Then I'm sure the same thing.
- 1:53:56Will occurr 10 years from now, right?
- 1:53:58I can't believe that I wasn't on TV.
- 1:54:00I'm glad I only had podcast instead of being on TV saying
- 1:54:03this as an example. Yeah, no.
- 1:54:05Yeah, I agree with you on this point.
- 1:54:08I feel exactly the same way because I Together that, you
- 1:54:12know, I still get a little bit envious now.
- 1:54:13And again, you know, I have friends that are doing well on
- 1:54:15YouTube and such but it's true, like everyone's path is
- 1:54:18different. Everyone's time is different and
- 1:54:21it works out when it works out. And in a way I guess it is
- 1:54:24better to have a slow build rather than just sudden things
- 1:54:28happening, you know, especially with what we're doing as well.
- 1:54:33I feel that you know, it's better to grow an audience over
- 1:54:36time rather than rather than because the difficulty was just
- 1:54:39suddenly getting known In is that, you know you've got a like
- 1:54:46convince those people to stay whereas if you've had a growing
- 1:54:49audience to I've gotten to know you over time, I guess they're
- 1:54:52more tolerant more likely to stick around, you know, I feel
- 1:54:55like that's the difference there.
- 1:54:57Be is largely to do with your attitude.
- 1:54:59I feel like that's a very positive mindset to have and
- 1:55:02that's definitely the attitude. I have to to just kind of
- 1:55:07wrapping it up on the comedy side of things.
- 1:55:11You're a book called The Dollar pocket guide to improve so talk
- 1:55:18to us about this book. And I mean I guess it's kind of
- 1:55:24obvious like why you wrote it but Did you just tell us about
- 1:55:28what initially LED you to decide to wear that?
- 1:55:30Because it's a small kind of little book that's kind of got
- 1:55:32like tips and tricks and stuff but like yeah it took us to us
- 1:55:36about this book real quick. Yeah you know honestly it was a
- 1:55:40the reason I did that little book was just a supplement to
- 1:55:44what I was teaching with my school comedy because I
- 1:55:46realized, you know, I'm saying a lot of things and there's
- 1:55:50certain things that resonate with people but maybe we need a
- 1:55:52just a little finger reference, you know, I'm a visual learner.
- 1:55:55So having something tangible and be Look at I thought was
- 1:55:58beneficial. So that was the sole purpose of
- 1:56:01it and it was a buck so people really cool.
- 1:56:06Yeah, I mean, nothing too crazy on that one.
- 1:56:08Just kind of having a supplement for, for teaching, just a visual
- 1:56:11guide. So I mentioned before that, you
- 1:56:15know, you've kind of had successes on, you know, in your
- 1:56:18career as a TV presenter, which is what I mentioned at the
- 1:56:22beginning of this, this podcast episode.
- 1:56:24So I don't know the scale of this.
- 1:56:27This, I just know so far based on my research, but I know that
- 1:56:30you're a co-host for the televised Denver Pride, Parade.
- 1:56:35So talk to us about your experiences here and also just
- 1:56:38your experiences in general, being a TV presenter because
- 1:56:42it's not something that we're all accustomed to.
- 1:56:45I'm sure it differs to to YouTube and podcasting, talk to
- 1:56:49us about how you got that opportunity in your work with
- 1:56:52that and just fill us in on what it's like to be a TV presenter.
- 1:56:58Yeah, it working in TV is very, very cool.
- 1:57:01I've had a couple different opportunities and the biggest to
- 1:57:03your point was the televised broadcast of the pride parade.
- 1:57:07Now, this Pride Parade brings half a million people to the
- 1:57:10city millions of dollars in revenue and is aired on most of
- 1:57:14the channels that you can get here.
- 1:57:17Now that in itself was really, really, really cool to just be
- 1:57:22asked and the reason I think that honor is probably the most
- 1:57:25important to me is because it's a Entity that I'm very close to,
- 1:57:28of course, the lgbtqia community which I'm a part of, it was so
- 1:57:33cool to feel to be handed the torch to say, we trust you
- 1:57:39enough to do this, parade and announce this parade.
- 1:57:43And this parade is only been around, right?
- 1:57:45And it's relatively new night in 17 1975 Pride, parades as a
- 1:57:51whole came about in the 1960s, 1950s 1960s.
- 1:57:55I learned how many people televised that I learned that
- 1:57:59fruit so okay, I should explain. So when we were doing your
- 1:58:02variety show and you included your your clip from this, I
- 1:58:06didn't know that. Like I had no idea that the
- 1:58:10pride parades were that long ago.
- 1:58:13Like I thought it was something that I guess came around in the
- 1:58:162000s or something. Cause that's when I started to
- 1:58:18hear about it more and more but it's kind of fascinating,
- 1:58:20there's been around for a while and it's been slowly building to
- 1:58:24the point it is today that's interested.
- 1:58:30The front yard. What we're talking about is the
- 1:58:31Stonewall riots of New York City which spawned protests and riots
- 1:58:36similar to what we're seeing today in this country.
- 1:58:38And a year later Pride was formed as a way to celebrate
- 1:58:42that and kind of those inequalities that we need to
- 1:58:45fight for and do your plant is grown amazingly.
- 1:58:47I mean, to think we have people like Wells, Fargo Bank walking
- 1:58:50in the parade Chase Bank, any grocery chain, the police force.
- 1:58:54It's just wild to me to think I want to see if I'm supporting
- 1:58:58being that you're part of Community.
- 1:59:01You're probably the best person to ask about this whenever I see
- 1:59:03these companies, right? It's pride and they're all
- 1:59:08suddenly like, you know. Yeah, you know, we support
- 1:59:12lgbtq, you know, we're for this and they change their logos and
- 1:59:15stuff. Like the cynic in me is like,
- 1:59:19yeah, BS. I don't believe for a second
- 1:59:22that you support this because from a business background, I
- 1:59:25explain why I have this attitude, right?
- 1:59:28A of Worked in a lot of companies.
- 1:59:30So I've seen the behind-the-scenes of how they
- 1:59:32actually treat people. Not saying every company is
- 1:59:34like, this depends how Progressive they are, how new
- 1:59:36they are, but the more established ones that you
- 1:59:38mentioned Wells Fargo's, that's company has been around for a
- 1:59:40while, right? I feel like they, they kind of
- 1:59:45do these things just so that they're kind of because it okay.
- 1:59:48Firstly, if they didn't, then it would give off the wrong
- 1:59:53impression. People would ask questions.
- 1:59:55Why don't you support this, what's wrong with you?
- 1:59:57So that's number one. Number two, Transfer PR and they
- 2:00:04companies, businesses are businesses, that's what they do,
- 2:00:07but I kind of group it in the same category as again.
- 2:00:11And I'm just being cynical, I'm not trying to be a dick.
- 2:00:14I'm just saying, how I see it right now?
- 2:00:17A lot of people with this opinion, it's great.
- 2:00:19Yeah, right. Because I'm a big supporter of
- 2:00:21lgbtq always have been, but I really don't like seeing
- 2:00:26anything fake or anything. That's like.
- 2:00:29Why? Not genuine.
- 2:00:33And when I see this, I kind of liken it to when companies do
- 2:00:37CSR and they're like, yeah, you know, we really care about, you
- 2:00:41know, she Assam we do all this and I'm like, well, you know,
- 2:00:44there's a lot of companies that do this so that they can offset
- 2:00:47tax. And it's will well known fact.
- 2:00:49That if you make enough donations, you can avoid a
- 2:00:51certain amount of tax, right? So I kind of group it in that
- 2:00:53same category of like they're doing it for the similar reason,
- 2:00:56but not so much for money, more to kind of like Get brownie
- 2:00:59points. And A improve, their overall
- 2:01:03reputation. You know, like let's say that
- 2:01:05you have a bad reputation as a company, you can instantly
- 2:01:09improve it by supporting a particular cause.
- 2:01:12All right? So that's true to a point,
- 2:01:15right? Because you're always going to
- 2:01:16have opposition no matter what stay and do you think, right?
- 2:01:19And so I think that's a good point.
- 2:01:21Yeah, you you're going to get all the lgbtqia people who are
- 2:01:24like heck, yeah. But you're also ostracizing an
- 2:01:26element and segment of people who might not agree, which I
- 2:01:29clearly disagree with But I do think it's interesting that you
- 2:01:32hit on that many people in the community have expressed concern
- 2:01:37about exactly what you said and here's my take on it.
- 2:01:41The reality is It's about visibility and awareness and
- 2:01:45when companies change their logo to be a rainbow that is
- 2:01:50awareness, whether we want to believe it or not, the secondary
- 2:01:53piece to that is the funding that's required.
- 2:01:56It costs a lot of money to be a sponsor as part of a Pride Fest
- 2:01:59and those sponsorships in those financial contributions which
- 2:02:03yes to your pet, get a benefit on the backend actually help a
- 2:02:06lot of at-risk lgbtqia people through organizations like the
- 2:02:10center. So it's really interesting.
- 2:02:12Ting. You say that I totally
- 2:02:13understand the side of it being a PR tactic, but we would be
- 2:02:18remiss to say, it's not benefiting people tremendously,
- 2:02:21including the business has no doubt about that, but these
- 2:02:24sponsorships in these huge corporate ties are what makes
- 2:02:28Pride happen, right? Are what's fund a lot of these
- 2:02:31lgbtqia centers for the homeless, transgender youth to
- 2:02:35have free testing for folks in on the poverty level?
- 2:02:39So yes, I hear what you're saying but I think awareness is
- 2:02:42key. And money is key.
- 2:02:44And if that if the only by-product is people feeling,
- 2:02:47it's fake, I'll take it any day. Yeah, I mean my issue more is
- 2:02:52that, you know, they don't actually do anything like I like
- 2:02:55to kind of see companies that actively do.
- 2:02:58So it's really good to hear that they're actually putting money
- 2:03:01into it and supporting the course like that to me is the
- 2:03:05definition of supporting like to me just changing your image is
- 2:03:10no different to like when some shit happens.
- 2:03:12In the world and you change your profile picture like in
- 2:03:15solidarity. It's like, okay, but what you
- 2:03:18actually doing so that's positive 2 here.
- 2:03:20I'm glad to hear that, and I'm a little less cynical now, so
- 2:03:23thank you. I appreciate that point.
- 2:03:27Because, like I said, it's like, Now, you can, multiply that
- 2:03:43times 50. That's a lot of money.
- 2:03:45They're putting towards the cause oftentimes more than some
- 2:03:52other communities, right? But I, but I think it's a really
- 2:03:54important thing is that you're pointing money makes the world
- 2:03:56go around and yes, unfortunately, they need some
- 2:03:59benefits to donate. Like I said, that's the
- 2:04:01byproduct. I think the funding is far more
- 2:04:04important than, than that, for me personally.
- 2:04:07Yeah, I agree. Just there was one question, I
- 2:04:11didn't ask you about comedy, which Going to leave it in ask
- 2:04:14because it's only fair. What's your best show today as a
- 2:04:17comedian? You know, we talked about
- 2:04:18bombing but what was like your S shoulder comes to memory like I
- 2:04:23don't know. Best reaction talk to us about
- 2:04:26that. Oh yeah, the my best show today
- 2:04:30to had to have happen in June of 2018, and that was actually the
- 2:04:35first year, I was the primary co-host for the pride parade and
- 2:04:41we actually did a comedy show. I have this really fun show
- 2:04:43called lipstick for your laugh. And basically what we do is we
- 2:04:46team three comedians against three, drag queens.
- 2:04:48We find out who's funnier and lip-syncing and laughs that's
- 2:04:51Julio. So we did this show it.
- 2:04:53Ran for two years and we did this Pride show and we had Six,
- 2:04:59seven thousand people watching the show and I I have never
- 2:05:06experienced that electricity. I'm the host for the show, so I
- 2:05:09really set the tone. I introduce everyone.
- 2:05:11I'm this that the other way would they would change that?
- 2:05:14They were watching in a venue, so giant nightclub.
- 2:05:20They do a lot of weddings and receptions there, but because
- 2:05:22the pride is so huge. Like I said the trucks 50,000
- 2:05:25visitors, Just for the pride parade.
- 2:05:28So now all of those people are coming to watch a show and they,
- 2:05:30of course, I'm limit stars who can come in ones around the
- 2:05:34building and I remember just seeing a sea of people, it was
- 2:05:38the first time I probably felt like this is probably what rock
- 2:05:40stars feel like yeah and the show was received because it was
- 2:05:46a nightclub sometimes these shows aren't the primary focus
- 2:05:49right there to party and you're just kind of the Bible in the
- 2:05:52background. Yeah we had captivated everyone
- 2:05:57in that building. Building to watch this show and
- 2:06:00we had seven of us on stage and it was probably the best show I
- 2:06:03had ever done. The performers killed it, the
- 2:06:07audience loved it, which in turn made me just like Thrive about
- 2:06:10energy, but that today was the best, show the lip sync for your
- 2:06:13life of June, 2018. I dream about chose like that.
- 2:06:17I mean, that was. And now, you know, especially
- 2:06:20being in the midst of the pandemic.
- 2:06:22I can't even fathom to 5,000 people, 6,000 people, 7,000
- 2:06:26people in a room. Jimmy, right?
- 2:06:29I mean it's it was really something special and then of
- 2:06:32course, it being deprived show because it was the night.
- 2:06:36Before I had gone on television, was really just really close.
- 2:06:40It was one of those years that I'm like, all right, I'm going
- 2:06:43the right direction. You know, congratulations on.
- 2:06:46That sounds amazing. I got to say is Awesome, it was
- 2:06:51cool. And then the performers to to
- 2:06:53give the performers that kind of venue because for a lot of us
- 2:06:56were low, you know, local or small time performers to give
- 2:07:00everyone that opportunity was so cool.
- 2:07:03I mean, just yeah. Three drag queens.
- 2:07:06Had probably one of our biggest shows.
- 2:07:07Three comedians on the biggest show, I did like Emily.
- 2:07:11It just it was very cool. So there's some took about
- 2:07:15wrestling. Finally, when did you get into
- 2:07:18professional wrestling and why do you love it so much?
- 2:07:25I think we were hitting on earlier, I love wrestling so
- 2:07:27much because of its innate ability to story.
- 2:07:32It's storytelling at some, of its finest when it's got doing
- 2:07:36well, I found wrestling as a young child primarily because my
- 2:07:43older brother loved something that had captivated me on a deep
- 2:07:46deep level. You know, you'll Kazuma Yokozuna
- 2:07:48and Bret Hart and then Razor Ramon for Shawn Michaels in the
- 2:07:50first ladder match for the eyes. Champ.
- 2:07:53I was captivated and then as I started getting a little bit
- 2:07:57dull older people like Edge just like Stone Cold, Jeff Hardy.
- 2:08:03China were so instrumental in taking me out of the place I was
- 2:08:10in which good bad or ugly and to be able to live through them.
- 2:08:16God it was so it was it was it was like when you get into a
- 2:08:20good book or a good movie, that's what wrestling good to
- 2:08:23me. So what it was and I think we
- 2:08:25all kind of okay I was just going to say so you make it kind
- 2:08:30of sound like you were going through something.
- 2:08:33Maybe not so nice and it was a form of escapism for you.
- 2:08:37Is that right? No doubt.
- 2:08:40Yeah, wrestling was a big form of escapism for me, dealing with
- 2:08:46a lot of different things from my childhood, obviously parents
- 2:08:49becoming separated, moving to a brand new country learning the
- 2:08:52language. A lot of things that were really
- 2:08:54tough for me, okay, as a wee little one, but wrestling was
- 2:08:58great for me and then I really lost touch.
- 2:09:01As you get older, right? It's is this judgment?
- 2:09:03That comes with wrestling? I used to watch wrestling.
- 2:09:05My God, it took me a lot of you. You know, I would watch it
- 2:09:09intermittently and most recently.
- 2:09:12The main event with Becky Lynch, Charlotte Flair Ronda Rousey at
- 2:09:16WrestleMania. I was hooked right back.
- 2:09:20Interesting. And it was a fascinating because
- 2:09:23it was, it was real. Casual I was watching it here
- 2:09:26and there. Yeah, not like I do now, you
- 2:09:30know, I was watching every pay-per-view.
- 2:09:31I wasn't watching most of the show's atw Etc without that was
- 2:09:37that really re cultivated. I love for it.
- 2:09:39And now I'm of course, right back in the swing of things.
- 2:09:43And I think the YouTube peace really helps, you know, and it's
- 2:09:47also cool to see. I know you can relate to this.
- 2:09:50Well, it's really cool to see people.
- 2:09:51We love this childhood Heroes, go through things, right?
- 2:09:54Whether it be health issues, like I bring it up.
- 2:09:58Try or even though it's another turmoil, like Jeff Hardy.
- 2:10:01It's really cool to see them kind of Triumph and returned in
- 2:10:04similar to us, right? Like we've all grown up, we know
- 2:10:07different things and now now let's present it to the world.
- 2:10:11So I'm going to say on that topic when I saw that edge
- 2:10:13documentary, as I, oh my God, man, because I was blown away
- 2:10:18seeing him at the Royal Rumble. Like, obviously they were, he
- 2:10:22was dropping, he's dropping hints for ages and it was like,
- 2:10:26I don't know. They do.
- 2:10:26Actually, it's kept saying, it's bollocks, but then every now and
- 2:10:29again, they be like, oh, he's at the PC, or who, you know, was
- 2:10:32getting checked out of the medical facility, or he was
- 2:10:34training in a ring. And it's like, it's gonna
- 2:10:36happen, it's gonna happen. And then when you see it happen.
- 2:10:40Oh my God, man. That was, that was incredible.
- 2:10:44Yeah, yeah. I'm incredibly our, I had a very
- 2:10:48similar experience to you, actually.
- 2:10:49We've wrestling discovered it when I was a kid randomly and
- 2:10:56also, I had a childhood friend, Christopher shot Christopher who
- 2:11:01got me into it properly? Like he kind of made me, see it
- 2:11:04sort of in the lens that I see it now because when I first saw
- 2:11:06it, it was all, I could churches who hurt this hurts wearing, you
- 2:11:09know, I was very young and then I got bit older and he kind of
- 2:11:13introduced me to the, you know, like Brock Hogan at WrestleMania
- 2:11:17or Stone Cold Steve Austin or cane.
- 2:11:20And I guess I kind of got into the theatrics and characters
- 2:11:25through him and then I I think the video games after that were
- 2:11:29kept me in the loop for a while. I do good.
- 2:11:33Good call back. Yeah, the video games were
- 2:11:36really back in the day, there were really good things like
- 2:11:38SmackDown vs. Raw, Here Comes pain, will those
- 2:11:41ones plus? I don't know.
- 2:11:43I would watch like Roman Smackdown in the early 2000s
- 2:11:47mid-2000s and they're kind of like you, I just, you know, life
- 2:11:50happens, you drop off and then I got a back into it.
- 2:11:57About 2016. I think I was at University and
- 2:12:02I don't know why I got back into it.
- 2:12:03I think I'd it just kind of happened somehow and then I
- 2:12:09started speaking to people and I was all these characters I
- 2:12:11didn't know about and I just got back into it and then before you
- 2:12:14know it you're back in the loop, right?
- 2:12:16And I caught up with a bunch of stuff but yeah, it's totally
- 2:12:19changed now from what we were discussing their those
- 2:12:22larger-than-life characters. It's dare, I say it's more.
- 2:12:27Spore orientated, which kind of back in the day was what it was
- 2:12:33about. But it goes it's a cyclical
- 2:12:36business in many, in many respects and the in-ring product
- 2:12:40is changing all the time. But yeah, that attitudes towards
- 2:12:46wrestling has never changed and on that topic - topic.
- 2:12:54I mean, I can't believe that. I actually wrote this question
- 2:12:57down because this I'm reading this back now and it looks done.
- 2:12:59I'm just going to say the question and we can laugh and
- 2:13:02then I'll rephrase it. So, I wrote down here.
- 2:13:05Have you ever received hate for liking wrestling?
- 2:13:09If so how did you, how did you come by it?
- 2:13:11Now, of course you have. I know, I have.
- 2:13:15So, my revised question. Is when those people would kind
- 2:13:21of give you crap for. It is one thing obviously, when
- 2:13:24we were kids, you know, it was the whole it's fake.
- 2:13:27Don't, you know, it's fake baba. But but as an adult man, it's
- 2:13:31different, I know when I was in a Estonia, one point about a
- 2:13:34year or two back. I was filming a commercial
- 2:13:37randomly and I got talking to someone about my hobbies.
- 2:13:40I don't know why. And I mentioned, I like
- 2:13:42wrestling and he just his face was stunned.
- 2:13:44It was like, you like wrestling. And I really nonchalantly went
- 2:13:48like, Yeah, like sort of like, and like, kind of waiting for
- 2:13:52him to say something and he was just like, okay?
- 2:13:56And then it's like, all right. So like yeah, as another man
- 2:14:01like to be about, The comments, you get now and how you deal
- 2:14:07with that. Yeah, you know, it's funny.
- 2:14:10I was with a family friend, a couple weeks ago, I said, you
- 2:14:13know, I love wrestling and she said, oh, we know, you know, I
- 2:14:19think there is this stigma that comes across with wrestling.
- 2:14:22But, you know, I think it's, it's back to what you were
- 2:14:24saying earlier. Like, if you just kind to one
- 2:14:26another who fucking cares, what your favorite thing is, right?
- 2:14:30Yeah, I think there's a pigeon's just to cut you in there real
- 2:14:32quick. Like that works with most
- 2:14:34things, but for some reason, people love to just attack
- 2:14:38wrestling, okay? One thing.
- 2:14:39If you said, like, all my favorite friend is like, I don't
- 2:14:42know. Imagine Dragons.
- 2:14:43Everyone's like, oh, your taste is shit but then that's the end
- 2:14:47of the conversation. Where's your wrestling?
- 2:14:48It's like a fucking half an hour conversation of what.
- 2:14:51But why would you watch that? And don't, you know that it's
- 2:14:54not real and what about this? And it's almost like like you're
- 2:14:59a kid and your parents have found out you doing drugs and
- 2:15:02then like we could have to have a intervention and talk about
- 2:15:07why this is an issue like somehow.
- 2:15:09Now, I feel like it's different, you know.
- 2:15:11For sure, I think you hit on a really interesting subject which
- 2:15:15is people's view of wrestling ring being an elementary form of
- 2:15:21art. When I think it's twofold
- 2:15:24because I don't think and I think it gets so much shit
- 2:15:26because it can't fall into each category cleanly.
- 2:15:29And what I mean by that is it doesn't fit into sports cleanly.
- 2:15:33Yeah. But I could tell you it's
- 2:15:35exactly like a drag show or even a theater production but it
- 2:15:38doesn't fit into theater. Equally as nicely as it does
- 2:15:44Sports. It's in this very weird Middle
- 2:15:46Ground of sports entertainment, which is what they Brandon.
- 2:15:50And I think when you can't put yourself into it, people will
- 2:15:54watch soap operas, which is bullshit, right there.
- 2:15:56Those things are hilariously nonsensical, right?
- 2:15:59But we don't really and we there's an error when people
- 2:16:02watch it but there's not that same stigma like when you watch
- 2:16:04wrestling, right? I think it's really interesting
- 2:16:06because Days of Our Lives is so specifically TV.
- 2:16:11Reese and with wrestling, we know that there's elements of
- 2:16:14it, that's absolutely staged and written and things like that.
- 2:16:18But there's also this marketing of it being a real sport.
- 2:16:21Yeah. So I you know, I can't answer
- 2:16:23that question. Cleanly, to be honest, it's such
- 2:16:25a muddied, even you kind of hit on a very important point there
- 2:16:30because if I do enough, I made a video about TV.
- 2:16:33Oh, can you hear me? I can still hear you.
- 2:16:37Yes, excellent. I'm just going here for a while.
- 2:16:40Yes, for these. Yeah, so hit on a really good
- 2:16:44point. Like, I made a video recently
- 2:16:46about soap, operas funnily enough, and I'd said how
- 2:16:51nonsensical they are and how it's crazy that they continue.
- 2:16:54And one of the things I said life is like, okay.
- 2:16:56If you're talking about the ridiculous root of it, then it's
- 2:16:59kind of funny. How, you know, why would they
- 2:17:01live on the same street? And like, why would, why would
- 2:17:04they continue to live in this horrible?
- 2:17:06Sweat, all these horrible things happen.
- 2:17:07And that for instance, in England, we have this particular
- 2:17:11one called EastEnders, right? And basically it's just a bunch
- 2:17:15of people living in the fictional part of London, right?
- 2:17:18And there's a really funny thing that if anything really goes bad
- 2:17:20and they can't be there for some reason, they always go to Spain,
- 2:17:25it's like oh we're going to Spain or he went away to Spain
- 2:17:29and it's like this, it's ridiculous.
- 2:17:32And with wrestling There. Yeah, there were plenty of
- 2:17:36things in it that because the whole point of the conversation
- 2:17:39is being able to suspend your disbelief.
- 2:17:41And that's why I always get, I always defend it because I don't
- 2:17:45see it any different to like watching a movie watching a
- 2:17:49theater production, you could just sit there and be like, it's
- 2:17:51not real and it's like, well, it's not, of course, it's not
- 2:17:53real, its story and that's what racing is.
- 2:17:56I think people fixate too much on the sport element, but the
- 2:17:59thing is to say, it's sport is not incorrect because there is a
- 2:18:02sports element to it and Entertainment is a good way of
- 2:18:08describing I known as a lot of people against that term, but if
- 2:18:11you look at what wrestling is at its core at least today, that is
- 2:18:16kind of an accurate representation.
- 2:18:19I think the only toys but I will challenge that part in what
- 2:18:23other sport or entertainment falls under the same category as
- 2:18:28Sports entertainment. Right?
- 2:18:30And what I mean by that is you can Define Sports as a myriad of
- 2:18:32different sports entertainment. And I think when you pigeonhole
- 2:18:36yourself, I think you're exactly right.
- 2:18:38I think it makes sense to me, Sports entertainment.
- 2:18:41But is there anything other than wrestling that we passports
- 2:18:43entertainment? I don't know of anything, right?
- 2:18:47So it's nothing to compare to. So I think that's a really good
- 2:18:49point. You hit on like it the name
- 2:18:51makes sense. But in the same respect yet, for
- 2:18:54me ever monopolized. It's only, it's only good as a
- 2:18:57label really, to be honest to, to properly, Define it, but I
- 2:19:00agree with your point for me. The only issues with wrestling.
- 2:19:05If like nonsensical nurse is this little things, like when
- 2:19:10they do like an Irish Whip or Janine, or like, if there's this
- 2:19:15thing that really fucking irritates me, right where you
- 2:19:18have like one guy or a couple of guys standing outside the ring
- 2:19:22and there's a guy waiting to jump off like the top rope or
- 2:19:26like over the ring ropes and like they're all just standing
- 2:19:29waiting there little lady, right?
- 2:19:32It really fucks me off and like, I know it, I know it.
- 2:19:35Stayed. I know it's not real but if it's
- 2:19:36supposed to be a simulated fight and this is the medium with
- 2:19:40which they choose to fight, right?
- 2:19:42Sometimes they do it really well, like, if you have a good
- 2:19:45guy versus a bad guy, right? Like, MJ f is really good at
- 2:19:49this. The, aw wrestler right here.
- 2:19:51Uh, he fights like a bad guy, but he does it logically, right?
- 2:19:54So he go wrestle a little bit, but also be a decade and, and
- 2:19:59treated like a proper fight and try to win by cheating, because
- 2:20:01he's a bad guy, and that's what you do, right?
- 2:20:05And if you look at it like like that then yeah the good guy
- 2:20:10fights the wrestling style because he wants to win nobly
- 2:20:13and skillfully but bad guy doesn't give a fuck and we'll
- 2:20:17just just do whatever to win, right?
- 2:20:20And I think that's like how it should be there shouldn't be too
- 2:20:25much of this kind of I don't know how to put it like
- 2:20:29nonsensical stuff. I've had some of the industry
- 2:20:32Guy saying you know because we're just fans at the The very
- 2:20:35but I've heard people like Jim Ross, say like you know what,
- 2:20:37why they doing the whole standing awaiting thing and the
- 2:20:40thing is I think there's also ways you can do it to make it
- 2:20:45like not kind of fake. Like for example not fake last
- 2:20:50among work to make it like logical to keep to continue.
- 2:20:54Okay? If the point is to continue to
- 2:20:57hook people on the idea of it being real or being able to
- 2:20:59suspend their disbelief, then you need to kind of make sure
- 2:21:02everything is logical. So if you have a guy standing
- 2:21:05out Wait, yeah, right. I think there's two ways you can
- 2:21:08do that evil one. He's bewildered is like and at
- 2:21:14the last minute, he sees the guy jumping and he's like, and then,
- 2:21:18you know, because I know they have to catch the guy.
- 2:21:20I know that's the whole point, like, but they can still do that
- 2:21:23and make it look like convincing, right?
- 2:21:26So that's one way you can do it. Or number two, You do.
- 2:21:30I saw this actually recently on an episode of aw there was Jake
- 2:21:35Hagar formerly Jack, Swagger from WWE.
- 2:21:39He now this wasn't him waiting to to be hit.
- 2:21:44He actually turned it into our kapow ER slam right?
- 2:21:47But he you could tell that he was going to do that.
- 2:21:49He wasn't waiting. He was like well I'm gonna get
- 2:21:51this guy and that's how it should be.
- 2:21:53Like, if you're gonna do getting hit it should be like a surprise
- 2:21:57at the last minute kind of thing.
- 2:21:59Don't mean totally. Yeah, I don't know.
- 2:22:02I just don't agree. You have some acting chops that
- 2:22:05I think, lack for sure because it that, that acting continues
- 2:22:09into the sports sports element. So you're pointing right?
- 2:22:12It's yes, I know that. The next step is to wait there,
- 2:22:15till someone falls on you, but the acting component is
- 2:22:19remaining in character that you're in a fight, you know, I
- 2:22:23think it's really, really fascinating.
- 2:22:24But overall, I love professional wrestling and I said, yeah, I
- 2:22:28just think it's a Even better live.
- 2:22:30You might think it's a really cool.
- 2:22:31Yes. Cool.
- 2:22:32Mediums to experience and I can't wait for it to be back
- 2:22:36when you say that me too, which of your favorite shows and
- 2:22:40promotions. I like, I really I mean, the two
- 2:22:45big ones right now are really wonderful.
- 2:22:46You never want. So I get into impact of things
- 2:22:48like that but I really am enjoying a ews inclusivity with
- 2:22:53those things and it looks like my phone is dying.
- 2:22:56Now. Choose so both the so we're
- 2:22:58going to probably have to wrap this up here soon.
- 2:23:00That's fine. All right, cool VI.
- 2:23:04Now definitely say ew in WWE. Fair enough and on a final kind
- 2:23:09of question actually because this is good timing.
- 2:23:11Do you have any kind of like upcoming projects that you want
- 2:23:14to share with us any final thoughts?
- 2:23:16You know, this is your time to kind of really plug your final
- 2:23:20kind of upcoming things and then everyone know what's coming from
- 2:23:23John John Lennon. Perfect.
- 2:23:26Now there's always, you know, me, there's always stuff for
- 2:23:28cooking both on the podcast. I things and YouTube course.
- 2:23:32The book is also being worked on.
- 2:23:34But one thing, you know, I'm going to speak a little bit of
- 2:23:36ambiguity because I have to, but if everyone could, please put
- 2:23:40some real good energy and Good Vibes out.
- 2:23:42There's a very cool project that I am very strongly being
- 2:23:45considered for which I want more than I've wanted anything in my
- 2:23:49life, that makes any sense at all.
- 2:23:52So all I ask is, if you guys are supportive of me on, Any level
- 2:23:55if you could just put some good Juju out to this thing
- 2:23:58happening. And I think it's going to, I
- 2:24:01really do in my heart believe, but that's kind of my big Focus
- 2:24:05right now. I might afford through a lot of
- 2:24:07the steps and I can't speak too much about it which I know is
- 2:24:10like, I hate doing that but I promise I'll be able to speak to
- 2:24:13it soon. Let's just keep putting Good
- 2:24:15Vibes out. It'll happen.
- 2:24:17Well definitely send us a link or something when you have that
- 2:24:20obviously also include all the links to your projects or at
- 2:24:23least on YouTube. Those listening on Spotify or
- 2:24:26podcast Google podcasts or wherever else you listen to the
- 2:24:29Christian we've podcast, like I said you is very easy age.
- 2:24:33If you type in John John Lannan on Google.
- 2:24:36He's done very good marketing for himself so you can find
- 2:24:39everything on there but yeah, if you can't find it there, look on
- 2:24:42my social medias and you'll find it there on the John, John
- 2:24:46Lennon episode of the podcast. I want to say a big thank you,
- 2:24:50John, John for appearing on here.
- 2:24:52It's been a real pleasure and I did it justice?
- 2:24:57Yes. No, it was wonderful.
- 2:24:58I thank you again. You know, I love working with
- 2:25:00you. And it's true.
- 2:25:01We can only talk for hours. My friends dying my hair, but
- 2:25:05it's really like you so much and thank you.
- 2:25:24Everyone listening to the Christian we've pulled cost, you
- 2:25:28know, like I said on Spotify, Apple podcast, Google podcasts
- 2:25:30and YouTube. If you want to appear on the
- 2:25:33Christian roof podcast, please get in touch.
- 2:25:36I would love to have you on the show.
- 2:25:38I love to meet people. I love to do this.
- 2:25:40I think interviews are the best part of it for me.
- 2:25:43And yeah until next time all the best and I see you in the next
- 2:25:48one. Peace out.
- 2:25:49One love Joe.