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- ToShae Germaine: Let's see if I can get some clarification in this thing. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy, fantastic, and fabulous. Faith in Flow Fri A. We end this thing. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful you were here. And if you was an old T but good T, welcome back. Y'all, we don't do this very often, but we got to pray because I got to go ahead and get this prayer out. I was in the middle of starting and I said, Man, let me make sure that I said this one more again. So, Heavenly Father, give me the strength, the wisdom, the courage, the knowledge, the insight, and the understanding to do the things you put me here to do. Help me, Lord God, to lead, guide, and serve in a way that pleases you. Archangel Michael, bless, protect, anoint, and shield us from all traps, tricks, schemes, deceptions, and deceits of the enemy. Protect us from all negativity, negative energy, low vibrational energy, sin intentionally or unintentionally from those known and unknown. Archangel Gabriel, remove me and allow me to be a clear and open channel, vessel, and messenger in love of love, light, and healing energy for all who need to receive it today. Archangel Uriel, put me in the divine flow, put me in divine alignment with truth, clarity, wisdom, guidance, insight, knowledge, and understanding from the Most High God. Archangel Raphael, open our hearts, our eyes, our ears, and our minds to the truth, clarity, wisdom, and guidance of our Father God who art in heaven. May I only speak the words to God's people that elevate, empower, uplift, and encourage them every day and in every way. And in Jesus' name we pray. Amen. And it is so. Great morning, and so it is, and so it is. Great morning, y'all. Great morning. I had to pray this morning. I was in the middle of the prayer and I had already clicked live. Of course, I didn't already prayed and stuff, but that's the prayer I say before I come on here and I had to get that out. So Oilet do it. great morning, y'all. Great morning. Welcome to the message. I hope y'all are having a fantastic start to your morning. Y'all, when I tell y'all a lot didn't happen in the last couple days. Great morning, Aisha. Great morning, fam. What a dooski booski. Good morning, Pam, checking in on the YouTube side of the street. good morning, Admirs Love One. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning, y'all. Good morning, Alchemist, checking in on the tip tick tock side of the street. Y'all know what the doosky. If you new, welcome. Y'all old T's, but good T's. Y'all come in and show the new people with them what to do. Come in, like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that's grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance. Y'all do my mic check over here on this side of the street. Okay, good morning, honey oney. Let me know how it sounds over here. I'm still working on trying to make it get a get the adjustment and thing. Is the light turning, y'all? I don't know. I wasn't supposed to have it turning. We are in Faith and Flow Friday on this good morning tink. Okay, this good morning tink. y'all, I got to tell y'all something. I'm finna true like one time for the one time. Let's go ahead and get God in the space in the place, okay, besides prayer, because we already did that. Can we just say thank you, Lord? Man, the Lord be showing out. The Lord gave me a whole message based on a receipt. Receipts. I'm gonna tell y'all about it because it's Faith and Flow Friday. So y'all know we don't do Bible clarity on not the official Bible clarity on Faith and Flow Friday. We just go with the flow. Y'all, I got me some, I got some new energy for the cars. I'm gonna show y'all in a second. But the Lord ended up giving me a whole word. based on a receipt that I ended up getting yesterday. So I have an announcement, something fantastic that has happened in my life. Okay. Like, can we talk? Can I share the good news? so y'all, y'all know that I recently transitioned. Y'all sip y'all favorite dope beverage. Y'all know today we get to talk and chill. Child, I got on my very first t-shirt that I ever had made and created and stuff. Y'all, this is my very first t-shirt. And I still it ain't been through with don't come. It I know I it might be some, yeah, I know some stuff missing on the side. Why you act like I ain't know? But it's I cause because it's a memorabilia. Is that the word? Child, I ain't throw ain't. This is my very first t-shirt I had ever created. I'm keeping it. I know this the letters in the writing is missing and stuff. Y'all thought I was just coming on here raggedy. Ain't okay, ain't hold on, y'all. I got to do something. Y'all, I don't know how to do this. Over here on the TikTok side of the street. Let me see some, y'all. Y'all hold on. I got the because y'all know I be experimenting with stuff. And so I'm finna pin something over here. I know what I'm a pin because somebody finna do this with me. You ain't finna you ain't finna. I'm not finna be over here by myself. Y'all need somebody go get you a kettlebell right now. I got some stuff y'all gonna have to do with me in this next month. It's two things. Y'all need to go get y'all a kettlebell. Okay, I had ordered me a kettlebell on yesterday and stuff. So somebody go get you a kettlebell. And y'all, we got the fast. Y'all gonna fast with me. Y'all know my birthday coming up, Lord, chapter 46, volume 46 in the book of Touche. Anyway, the Lord didn't instructed me that I got the fast. Y'all, wait a minute. If you knew, if y'all, I'm I don't know if I can show if you see me pick up this spray. Just know it's one little gnat that came in my I'ma get him. My bad, y'all. I'm having I have a thing. Anyway, if you knew, welcome. We're so happy and so grateful that you were here. man, so much has happened. I had got distracted. I sent that gnat out the corner of my eye. Anyway, the Lord instructed me, he gave me a couple instructions. So, number one, I needed to get me a kettlebell. So I went on ahead, did that. So y'all make sure y'all get you a kettlebell. Y'all help y'all join with me, okay. because we're gonna start doing some some different exercising. And number two, I got to fast. And Lord have mercy. I don't think I fasted since last year. Don't be judging me. But the Lord didn't call me to fast. And so I'm fasting. Message. I'm fasting starting on the 19th. And then leading up to my birthday, which is on the 26th of July. Big Leo energy. Okay, I'm back. good morning, dearest one. Good morning. Thank you so much. You have an amazing day as well. I appreciate you. You're special as well. So good morning, Kay. Good morning. So y'all, we ain't doing traditional Bible clarity on the day, but I do got some Bible clarity for today. We gonna get what? What that say? Welcome to what? I don't even know what that is, honey. But we receive it okay. I might I might know what that is. Okay, I'm back. The Lord had gave me. Can I share some with several with with y'all? Good morning, Morgan. Good morning. Y'all welcome the new people, Nim. I used to say her birthday, child, you just missed it. But happy birthday, cancer Nim, because you was on the cusp. you just man, you just missed it. I ain't nothing like being a Leo. Team Leo. I got any Leos in the building on today. Team Leo. We here we come. Here we here we come now. All right, here we we on the way. Cancel y'all go ahead and have your moment because it's almost Leo season. Love a Leo today. Okay, love Leo today. So a lot of stuff I got to tell y'all. it's Faith the Flow Friday. Y'all, y'all know we be chilling. We just got time today. Okay, we got time today. So we got time every day because that's the blessing that the Lord has given us, right? so I but I got I do have some Bible clarity that the Lord gave me, and it came from this receipt. Let me tell y'all about it. Y'all ready? Sip y'all favorite adult beverage. We're gonna get a little scripture on today. Cause let me tell y'all how the Lord had blessed me. And what's crazy is I didn't go back and look at this, but I'm pretty sure I mentioned this number on the other day. I know I did, I just don't know what I said it for. Let me see if I wrote it down. Because surely I did. If because I remember mentioning it. man, the Lord be talking, don't it? He'll tell you what you need to know. So let's talk. Let's first things first. Let me see if I can find this number, y'all. it was the number 833. Now I didn't pay attention to the fact that it was the number 833 till this morning, but I'm pretty sure I mentioned that number the other day. because I kind of laugh anytime I see that number. It's a specific reason why I laugh about it. I know I mentioned the number 833 on the other day, but let me just tell y'all what the Lord then did for me, okay. don't come for me because I told y'all this is a work in process, right? So, you know, when the Lord says that you're gonna go full time in business, and he has said you got the got you got to have all the I's and the T's, the I's and the T's, you got to have them all. Well, one of the things that the Lord, when He told me that I was going full time in business, entrepreneurship, school, ministry, all this stuff that I'm over here doing now, right? Y'all, I don't know where it's at. Anyway. He said, now make sure that you have all the things done pertaining to your business. I say, okay, Lord, what I need to do. here go right here. I found it, y'all. I can't even make it up. So anyway, good morning, Monica. Good morning, y'all. good morning, Jazzy. So good morning, Chris Curls. So good morning, Kay, if I ain't say hey to y'all. So one of the things that the Lord instructed me to do that I had not done, y'all, was to get my business licenses. Right. Because you know how you be play. Shoot. My bad. I think I done sprayed my computer. I hope I didn't. Y'all, it's finna be smelling like rosemary in here. Y'all, don't judge me, okay? I can't I can't take the nap. Get him. Somebody helped. Anyway, I had I had stopped the whole message, didn't it? Okay, I'm back. I'm probably gonna do it. I'm gonna do it. It doesn't till I get him. Okay, I got to get him. Sorry, Lord, but he ain't gonna make it. Okay, today is his last day. You let him know. So The Lord said, get all your stuff, get official, make sure you got everything you supposed to got. I say, okay. So true story.com, I mentioned this on the message the other day. Wasn't even thinking about it. So now I can talk about it, right? So the other day, one day I went somewhere. I had something that I had to do. And this a woman that I had to interact with, she mentioned it. And it made me start thinking about it. I was like, I really got to get this step done. But I ain't think nothing else about it. At the time, I was still working. So fast forward to last week, Pam ended up saying something in the chat about a license. And I was just like, dang, y'all. but I'm there's another reason that it may it triggered me to think about two things, and I'll tell y'all more about this second thing in a second. So I was like, man, I really got to get this done. When the Lord tell me something twice, I know he's like, hey, pay attention, because this is important. So needless to say, it came back in my spirituals on the other day. And I was like, Lord, I was like, well, I ain't got the resources to do this, right? I was like, I know I got to get it because he wants me to get, you know, be official, make sure I have everything. Cause it's certain things. It's like I had, it's almost like having certain steps, but he's just like, nah, those are good and you need those, but I need you to have this as well. So cool. So long story short, y'all, I did not have the resources to get this done. You understand this can we just one time for the one time give God some glory and say God is good? Y'all, the Lord will really show out in your life. I was like, okay, Lord, well, I need it. You know, I need it. I was like, so you're gonna have to provide the resources for it because I'm over here in the manna season, okay? Like I'm in the man of season, like Lord, help help me. Okay, because mind you, transitioning out of Full-time employment to full time entrepreneurship. So I'm at the Lord, it's all you. Everything in my life is on you. The Lord confirmed this for this this morning. Cool. So resources end up showing up for me, y'all. The Lord showed me something to do. I did it. Resources end up showing up for me. So then I had the money to go and get my my business license, right? I'm all excited. I'm like, yeah, look, I did it. And I get home and I'm chilling, and something in my spirituals was still nagging me. And I was like, it's something else. And I ain't know what it was. I was like, it's something else, Lord. I was like, mm-mm, something ain't something in. I was like, I got something else to do. It's I felt like I had missed a step. And I don't know what made me think about it, y'all. But I'm sitting, I'm sitting here that night. This is maybe two days ago. So Wednesday, I'm sitting and I was just like, mm-mm, Lord. I was like, I'm not settled in my spirituals. I was like, something's missing. The Lord popped it into my spirituals and said, You need another license. I say, huh? Now, mind you, for those of you who are new to the message, the Lord is allowing me to show you the journey of entrepreneurship in real life, in real time, building a business from zero dollars, zero cents, zero. I'm talking about nothing. No mentors, no guides, no coaches, no nothing. Okay. I say another license. I say, Lord, what you mean? I say, okay, research. Y'all, why I had to have a city and a county. Business license. I say what I mean. I say that I had you you mean I got the so now. So this why I had the moment. Now I told y'all that I had a moment on yesterday, but I didn't tell you why I had the moment. Remember, I told y'all Wednesday night, I laid in the bed and I told the Lord, I was just like, Man, it's almost always one more thing. It's like it's never just do this and be done. It's always one more thing. And so that's why I had the moment because I was like, Lord, you know what I'm saying? I was like, because I'm learning as I go. Good morning, Marianne. Good morning, honey one. And so I was like, man, Lord. So that's why I end up having the moment. But then I told y'all yesterday, I was like, just one more, one more step. One more step. So cool. I get off the get off the live yesterday and I was like, let me call. And mind you, I was like, I'm doing the research, and I'm like, okay, well, I don't really it you just can't make this kind of stuff up, y'all. So in my head, I had already said to self. And based on my research, I was like, man, I'm gonna have to have at least $100 for this license, right? So I was just like, okay, cool. I was like, well, Lord, that's gonna take the rest of, you know, the resources that I have, but it's cool. I was like, it's not a big deal, you know, you'll you'll provide something else, and it's not a big deal. And so I said, I was like, well, Lord, I say, you know, whatever I don't have, you're gonna provide it. So I call the people. Yes, the I call I call the office. And then she's just like, yeah, first of all, it's down the street from me, so not a big deal. I'm like, okay. So then she didn't know how which which code that I needed to use, which crazy thing about it, I had just learned about these codes in my marketing class, right? So I was just like, huh? So she transfers, she gives me another number to call. I called a lady. Y'all, why'd a ladies say the license cost two dollars? I say what? And she say, Yeah, it's only two dollars. These codes, shout out to Amber. I'm not going to just shout out to her. She was like, Yeah, it's only two dollars. I say, You mean like total or tax? She's like, a year. I'm like, huh? It I say nah that can't be right. She was No, it's two dollars a year. But let me tell you how good God is. So I was like, I'm on the way. So I shoot down to the to the tag to the to the probate office, right? So when I get in the line, the fella's so helpful. He gives me this number, and immediately now, mind you, I didn't look at the time, right? I didn't even look at the time until this morning. True story. But it immediately when I looked at this and it gives its number S 24. I immediately heard Psalm 24. I know Psalms don't start with a S. Good morning, morning star. But I immediately heard Psalm 274. But I ain't think nothing else about it. So I, you know, I get to the wind, they I feel the application out. I get to the window. and so I'm talking to this lady. Wonderful lady, great customer service. She loves frogs. And so me and her talking. And so, y'all, why I don't know what I was thinking. I only told the lady about one license that I needed, which was pertaining to the podcast, social media, all the things. I wasn't thinking nothing about Spirit and Glam. This is a true story.com. So I'm standing there and she didn't feel I didn't feel she's putting the stuff in the computer. And then all of a sudden I heard Spirit N say, hello. I was like, huh? They say, Don't you got physical products? I was like, yeah. And so I tell the lady, I don't know what, don't judge me. So I was just like, you know, hey, I do sell physical products. Like, I'm sure, can I add that onto this license? She said, Yeah, absolutely. And so I'm like, man, there go. I was like, you know, there go the there go the money, right? The hundred dollars that I have set aside for this. Y'all. Why the lady say, Your total is ten dollars? I say, what? She said, yeah, it's only $10. So I didn't got in the last two days my county license, my business, my city license, all the licenses that I need. And so the Lord said, didn't I say that I was gonna make it easier than you thought? Other day I said this, I said, make it easy for me, Lord, because you don't know what you don't know. That lady said $10. She said it's gonna be like a I don't never keep cash. What was what was what was funnier was the fact that I live don't even know where the four dollars came from. I have four dollars in my wallet, y'all. I don't never even go in my wallet, I don't ever have cash. But I would have had the two dollars because I was gonna use my card, and she was like, Well, it's gonna charge you like a dollar and fifty cent to use the card. I was like, it's fine. I was like, I don't never have cash anyway. But sometimes just look in your wallet. I look in the wallet. I actually have four dollars in my wallet, wherever that came from. I was just like, wow, I actually had it in there. Still ended up having to use the card. But when I tell you it was $10, I was like, For real, Lord. For real. He said, Yeah, that's it. So I say all that to say that when the Lord tells you to do something. He could he will make stuff where you anticipating it to be the worst thing. He will make it so good morning, dear Swan. Good morning. He will make things so easy. You think that it's going to be this long, drawn out, difficult process. When I went to get my city license the other day, y'all, entrepreneurship 101. I'm I'm giving you something. Okay. I'm telling somebody something who finna start a business. This is not me charging you. A million dollars for this, I'm telling you, so you can write this down so you know that you can have some steps. Okay. This is a seed. Check your city and county requirements. Okay. City and county requirements. You may not need both. I happen to need both. Okay. All right. Entrepreneurship 101. So anyway, I say, okay, Lord. So now where I thought I was gonna have to come out the pocket. hundreds, hundreds, hundreds of dollars. The Lord literally, I got all of this for $75. Now it's a it's a yearly renewal. Okay. But I had a moment when I was driving home yesterday and I was just like, man, Lord, I was like, man, you know, I was like, this is I was like, this, this is so it made it was so much easier. When I went in to get my city license, y'all, no line, no waiting. I was the first one there. I was there and I was in there literally 15 minutes and I was like, okay. When I pulled up, I it was so crazy. I thought they were closed because wasn't nobody in the parking lot. I'm looking to see it's like, where everybody at? Wasn't nobody there. Walked right in, walked right out, had my license. Boom. Walk right in, walk right out, had my license. Okay. So I hope this I that the Lord's wanted me to start off with that story because This is understanding, like when the Lord wants you to do something, He will make a way out of no way. I I'm I only can tell y'all what I'm living, not what I think, right? So fast forward, I say, okay, Lord, I get I knew this morning that I was coming back to Psalm to this to this ticket. I've been I it's been sitting on my table. I was like, I just knew that this is what I had to study. So I wake up this morning, get in Bible study. And before I even started, the first thing that I heard was Philippians 4 and 19, right? And I was like, you know what, Lord, you right. I was like, you right. You will supply all of our needs. So in this order, I'm telling you, I'm right. This is how I wrote this down. So I'm going to tell y'all how this happened. So the first thing, Lord, the first thing I heard was Philippians 4 and 19. And this was at 311 this morning. Okay. And then my left ear started ringing. I was like, okay, so now I'm paying attention because I was like, the Lord finna say something. So Matthew 4, I look at my phone. Matthew 4 and 23 was on my phone. And so at that moment, y'all, I picked this up because I'm like, huh. And I don't even know why I picked it up. But when I picked it up, y'all, why I got this ticket at 8 33. 8 33 a.m. Right 833 and three seconds, as a matter of fact. So I'm like, huh. I say, Lord, now mind you, I didn't do this at this point, y'all. I'm doing this while I'm on here with y'all. I knew, and let me just because so y'all know I'm not telling you no stories. Not that y'all would think that anyway. But can we just talk about the fact? I just looked over here and I waited to do this until now, right? On the 14th. Of this month of June, the 14th of June was when the Lord gave me the number 833, and it's written up under supernatural provision. Now, this part I'm just seeing right now because I just turned this, darn turn to this while I was on here with y'all. I just knew that I was going to that I had that the nut I had gotten that number before, but I was just like, I ain't gonna really look it up, so I'm just looking it up here with y'all. Supernatural provision. When I tell you that God will provide supernatural provision, what else is over here? This on the 14th, because I got somewhere else I'm going with this. On the 14th, this is also I got the number 808. The it talk, I talk it looks like the Lord had a message about the widow's oil and also Nehemiah building the wall. God takes poverty personally, it's a disgrace to his kingdom. And then I have a note that says, I have never seen the righteous forsaken. Shout out to Kaylin Carr, commonwealth, wealth for everyone in the kingdom. wealth is your birthright. Drop that in the chat. Wealth is my birthright. Okay, wealth is my birthright. So that's I don't know what else I'll have to look through this because I clearly I have a lot of notes on that day. But anyway, so moving back to today. So on the 23rd. so I go to so what what made me go to the twenty third? On 623, let me see how I ended up on 623. Hold on, let me go to 623 real quick. Because there was a reason the Lord, I don't remember how he got me there or took me back there. I ended up looking up the number. No, I know what it was. Thank you, Lord. So when I go to do my Bible study this morning, y'all, I had gotten Psalm 27, okay, on June the 23rd. And y'all know that whenever I get a particular scripture, I write the date in my Bible. So when I saw that I had just read Psalm 27 on the 23rd, I say, huh? Let me go look at the 23rd. I'm going somewhere with this. Stay tracking with me. Y'all like the last year, last year, love. Okay. Imagine my shock when I get to the 23rd. And we're going to talk about Psalm 27 in just a second. Imagine my shock when I get to the 23rd, and the card that I had gotten on the 23rd was the God card and the moon. Not only did I get the God card and the moon, and I had Psalm 27 13, the Lord had also said Philippians 4 and 19 on that day. Right? Cool. He'd also, we had the chariot. He'd also talked about Acts 18, 9 through 10. Y'all write these down. These may be important for you. hidden knowledge. John 4 and 14 on that day as well. he just briefly, because I didn't have a lot of notes on this day, but transformation is a process. But don't think for one minute that your transformation is unrecognizable. God is teaching us how to live in his kingdom. It's a different world over here. Okay, it's different over here. Capricorn Moon came up on that day, the number 465 or Psalm 46 and 5. And then also I had a note about ants, which I told y'all these little builder ants been coming into the house. First of all, Lord, let me just tell y'all that I don't think that I didn't have none of these problems in California. The South is something different, y'all. It's different down here. Y'all, we got all the critters. Now I ain't had I don't play with them. I'm talking about a gnat. Every time I look up, it's a gnat. It's a mosquito. It's a builder at Lord. Daddy help. You gave them all. We got to have all of them. Anyway, I'm back. Matthew 25 and 34. and then Matthew 11 and 12. So as I'm reading this, now we're going to the next part of this. So as I turn to the 23rd. And I hope this is making sense to somebody because the Lord is trying to take you through something. Okay. So as I'm looking over here, I happen to look on this other page the day be from the day before. And the what the Lord pointed out on that day was Paul had to leave one identity before he could walk into another. We were talking about these identity shifts that the Lord is taking us through. And so the Lord ended up, then He put some check me in my spirituals. And so I was just like, Man, Lord, He ain't have to do me like that, right? So I say, Okay, Lord, I'm tracking. So this is part one for somebody. What the Lord told you to leave behind, He's showing you everything possible to go in that direction. But you still, we talked about this on yesterday, and this is how I knew it was a confirmation from yesterday. Because he he show me he showed me the two king cars, the two king of swords cars looking straight at me. No, no play play. No I'm I'm talking about straight no chaser. It was no play play in his spirituals when he said it this morning. I was like, dang Lord, some of you on the verge of making a really big decision. and but it's on it's like a surrender. And y'all know these this week we've been talking about surrender and truly deciding to step into What it is that God is calling you into. Now I don't know what He's calling you into. I know what the decision was for me because He checked me in my spirituals on this morning. So, yeah, all of that to say, I do I read Psalm 27 for I'm starting to do my Bible study. But before I could even get to that, he said this. Good morning, y'all. Good morning. God gives us a choice. God gives us the choice. He said, You choose. I don't know who else this is for, but I received it on. This good day, the answer to the question has been given to you. If you want it, choose it. You prayed. We talked about this yesterday. You prayed and God already answered. Stop asking and choose. Okay. and then I wrote this in my journal, man. That's that check me in my spirituals. The Lord said, I'm I'm not going now. I don't want to hear not nay another prayer about this prayer because I already answered it. So I need some and let me because I guess I can this is not gonna make sense to some people, but I can talk about this now because it was a decision that I had to make. And I have not talked about it up until this point until the Lord has given me permission to talk about it on this day. So, little backstory. Y'all sip your favorite adult beverage for those of you who don't know this. For 20 years of my life, I was a nurse. I was first an LPN and then I was a registered nurse, right? So back in 2017, my license was revoked. so I wasn't practicing all the things, right? Cool. Have not been in practice since 2017. Went to California, out there in Egypt, trying to just had to do whatever I could to make it. Could not work in healthcare at all, couldn't do any of the things. Okay. So fast forward right to last year, the Lord brings me back to California. I mean, from California, back to Alabama. Okay, cool. When I got here, the Lord said. Move in this direction. And the direction was reinstatement of my nursing license. Right. So for the past year, I have been working towards reinstatement of my registered nursing license, right? Unbeknownst to in my family, everybody, my the people around me know this. But what did this require? What does what does this require of me? My God. This requires me to wake up six days a week and check in in the event that I have to go do drug testing, go go pee, right? so I check in six days a week, Monday through Saturday. I have to check in to see if there's they selected me for a random to go drug test. Now, mind you, this is based on something. Man, come on, Lord. This is based on something that happened in my life in 2012. Do you understand? I'm going somewhere with it. So stay tracking with me. This is based on a time of my life that happened in 2012. Right? So every morning I have to I had alarms set for 4.05 because you can't check in till 4. At 4 05, I have an alarm. At 4 30, I have an alarm. Just in case I didn't do I was busy or didn't do the 4 05 check in. Every morning, first thing I do, boom, check in. Every Monday through Saturday, check in, see if I gotta go pee. If I gotta go pee, then I go pee. later when I was at work, I could just go when I was at work. But by the grace of God, I have not had to go pee since the Lord took me out of working. Are you tracking with me? Cool. Because why? I didn't have any resources. Do you understand? I had no money. So I had already given it over to God because Daddy, if they told me to come pee, how I'm gonna go. I ain't got no money to pay for it. Why? Because when I stopped working, the resources had already dried up that were allowing me to pay for the drug testing. So now I don't have it anymore. So now I'm like, well, Lord, how am I gonna pay for this if I don't have the resources? Right? But they had not I ever ever checked in since I stopped working. Last day was the 26th. I hadn't had to go. Cool. So I've been praying, y'all. In addition to that, let me back up. In addition to that, I have had to do testing, psychological testing. I have had in an in reinstatement, right? I would then have five years of this continued testing that I would have to do. I would have. More fines to pay, more money to pay, in addition to the the cost of the application, plus more fingerprinting, plus y'all, the money part of it is just crazy. You got the pay to be monitored. All of these things, right? Cool. And here I was. Say I'm willing, because you know, why not? Whatever. Lord, this is what you told me to do. But then the Lord said, that's good. Because he knew that I was willing to do it. He said, But I got something better. And I'm telling this story for number one for somebody who's at the on the verge of choosing to walk away from security to trust God because of obedience. So when I tell y'all, I'm not telling you anything from a place of what I think. I literally am walking away from what I know would be secure to go full-time into business with God. So for the past. Six months. It just wasn't resonating in my spirituals, y'all. I kept on now, mind you, this is the going on the third time that I have attempted reinstatement of my nursing license, right? And as I got back in, because I got back into healthcare, y'all know I worked as a CNA for the last year up until two weeks ago. What I realized, y'all, it's not who I am anymore. It was my old identity. And the old identity doesn't fit into the new version of who I am. So over the past, so that's the last six months, I just kept saying to self, good morning, Zen. Like, man, this ain't me. Like working 12 hour shifts, tired. And it didn't hit me until yesterday that the Lord was talking to me. I did not go back and watch the message, but I knew in that moment that he was answering something that I had just told him that morning. The Lord say you choose because I was still trying to hold on to security. And safety in the world instead of safety in God, right? So, mind you, in the last, let me tell you how how do I say that, Lord? How I knew that God was transitioning me out of that season, because everything in my life has been growing in business. I'm in school for business. My business is growing. Everything on this side. On the let's just call it the touche side versus the La Toya side. Everything on the touche side is prospering, it's elevating everything. Now, mind you, y'all, the Lord paid for everything that I could that I needed in order to get this nursing license. You understand? He paid for hotel rooms, he paid for the testing, he paid for everything. I didn't At everything, right? I may have had I had gas, it's all his money anyway. I had gas, I had to travel, I had to do all these things, but God paid for everything. And then he put the choice before me and he said, Hey, this is good, and I'm going somewhere with this, but this is great. Some of you are getting ready to choose freedom. And other people ain't gonna understand your choice, right? Because what this would have required of me is five years of my life of check ins, of not being able to build the way that God is calling me to build. Not being able to grow, feeling depleted, worn out. Look, shout out respect to all my healthcare workers. Because a lot of people don't know just how much it takes to be in healthcare, y'all. Most of the time you're overworked and underpaid. You're working hours that are devastating to your body. Mind you, I did this for 20 years already. So it's not what I'm what I think, this what I know. I sacrificed time with my children because I was always at work. Everything, if I was always tired when I wasn't at work. So I kept on praying and saying, Lord, is it time for me to give this up? I don't want to give it up because you didn't pay for all of this. And no, it ain't no way that you brought me this far for me to just give this up. And the Lord had me sit down and write the pros and the cons. From then from then and from this path and this path. So some of y'all need to do this. Sit down and and and say, okay, if I choose to stay in the world, how am I sacrificing? What am I giving up for that? For me, it was freedom, time. I when I was in when I was in the world doing the worldly work. I didn't have time for business. I was too tired to come home and make eyeshadow and lip gloss and pour into the business that the Lord had blessed me with. Some of you are getting ready to choose freedom. But nobody can tell you what to choose. So the Lord finally allowed me to share this moment. Why? Because I made a decision on this day to choose God. Maybe it's just me. And I'm grateful that the Lord finally allowed me to share this because I hadn't been able to really talk about this for over a year. My family don't even know that this decision has been made, but I'm not doing what I'm doing for my family. I'm doing it for God. Right? Some of you. Are gonna choose God, and I don't know how to make that make sense to anybody, but today I chose God. You can drop that in the chat if that resonates with you. That's why I named this this. Today I chose God. And this morning, it was at 3 33. All of this happened. I picked up this phone, I t I took these alarms off. Cause in addition to my God. In addition to having to check in every day, I gotta go to meetings three days a week, y'all. I'ma say this, and you can feel how you want to feel. Thank you, Lord, for the people that attend these meetings, and I'm not gonna go into details, and that it helps them to stay away from addictions or issues that they struggle with. Well, let me tell you what I know. If you keep calling yourself something, you are creating an identity around that thing. Do you understand? If I keep telling myself that I'm unworthy, then guess what your mind is and your spirit, your your your mind is gonna tell you that you're unworthy. If every s Y'all, can I tell y'all that I struggled trying to go to these these meetings because again, this is three days a week. So I had alarms set to go to these meetings, y'all. And every day you're sitting there and you're listening to people. And thank you, Lord, for the people that it helps, but I think different. And if I keep telling myself I am something, then I am that thing. So I'm creating that identity. I don't know. Maybe that don't make sense to somebody. I can't call myself something that I'm not. Because I feel like if you do that, then you're you're telling yourself that you are. So it's almost y'all. When I take, I hope this makes sense to somebody. Every time you open your mouth, you got the lead with I'm this, I'm this, I'm this. What? You're telling yourself that. So you're conditioning yourself to be it. Which means you're conditioning yourself to have to continue to fight against it. Does that make sense to some? Anyway, maybe it's just me. I'm back. Cause that was a whole thing for me. Do you understand? Like that was a whole thing for me. Okay. And so that was another thing that I kept on saying, Lord, I felt like, and this is not for listen. Again, respect to the people that it helps. But I feel like it creates an internal battle with self if I'm constantly having to, because it's like your spirit is telling you, no, you're not that. But you keep telling yourself, yes, I am. Yes, I am. Yes, I am. So you are. Anyway, y'all, I would have to turn the volume all the way down and just sit, sit. Usually I try to do it on my iPad. Y'all, I can't know. Because I just have a different belief, right? So that was another thing that I would have had to do for up to five years, y'all. On this day. I choose God. And the Lord has said, who the sun sets free is free indeed. That's what my dad is saying. He said, Who the sun sets free is free indeed. This was a season of my life where I was just being reckless as hell. I was doing stuff that did y'all have no idea. I was wilding out. Why? Because I had never wild out before. I got I became a nurse at 19 years old. I was married at 19. I was a mama. At 17, three days after I turned 17, I had my baby, my first baby. Y'all, I did everything in reverse. So when I got divorced, baby, I wild out because I had never experienced that life. Do you understand? I had never experienced that life. So, with all that being said, today I chose God and I picked up my phone and I turned off every alarm, I turned off everything that was connected. To me having to walk that path and I say, Lord, I'm done. That's it. Today I chose God. So is that so? As that happened, y'all, it was 333. I cannot make this up. And I wrote it in my journal. At that very moment, it was 333. I deleted my check-in alarms. I removed the meetings from my calendar, from my phone. I just I turned the alarms off and decided to fully step into my new life. And at that moment, y'all. It started raining. I should have recorded it so I could tell y'all. And I started crying because we this just this week, let me find it. And I'm finna cry again because people don't understand how serious this was for me to truly say, okay, Lord, because I surrendered it before. And then the Lord gave me the opportunity to do it again. And I struggled because I felt like I wanted it back because of pride. Do you understand? I wanted it back simply to be able to say that I could. But guess what the Lord showed me in that moment? He said, You can. And if that's what you want, you can. But y'all, it's not what I want anymore. Deuteronomy 28.12 The Lord will send rain at the proper time. Some of y'all already been on the message this week, so you saw that we had this card. And I'm pretty sure we might have had it twice. In that moment, I knew that the Lord said, Okay. So Heard the rain, rain came out of nowhere, y'all. Like it's it just came out of nowhere. And then that's when the Lord said, the choice was always mine to make. Okay. And this morning I chose God. Okay. This morning I chose God. So I I the Lord allowed me to share that story because for some of you, there are going to be these are pivotal moments, right? Where you're going to realize that. You're actually choosing, you're you're choosing to put something on the altar as we're in Leviticus. You're choosing to put something on the altar and say, you know what, Lord, I recognize that it's not who I am anymore, anyway. Right. It was me having to realize, like, Lord, you were really trying to tell me through the Holy Spirit that I had to make a choice as well. And so the Lord said, the choice is always yours. then the Lord said, now watch how good life is about to get. And this part was not was was for me, but not just for me. He said, You're getting ready to have some of y'all getting ready to travel because you're gonna choose God. You're gonna choose the new life that He's trying to create for you. One of the things that I know, y'all, everything on this side was elevating. Everything on the touche side was elevating. Everything on the La Toya side has been stuck. Stagnant, y'all. I'm waiting. I done went in in April and June and had these tests done. I ain't got results from that yet. Every it's been like it's like everything over here is just sitting out in the ethers in limbo. And I say, Lord, why would I choose to be back in bondage? Man, I hope this makes sense to somebody. Some of you are gonna choose between your freedom and bondage. And one thing that I have always said is, I'm not gonna, you're not gonna make me feel some type of way about something that the Lord has already forgiven me for. Man, that was a season of my life over a decade ago. Do you understand? And now here I am having to experience. See, what people don't understand is that baby, you done been through trials and tribulations and fires. People really have no idea how hard it was for me in California. It was the hardest thing I'd ever did in life. I'm coming, I'm I'm I don't I can't work in healthcare, and healthcare was all I had ever done. I couldn't even clean toilets in a hospital because I had been reported to the office of the inspector general. Do you understand? There was I couldn't do up until 2022. I couldn't do nothing healthcare related. The one job when I first got a job, I was working in a the healthcare. facility didn't know and ended up in 2018 getting fired from that job and from then until I stopped the Lord took me out of working I took whatever job I could get y'all California was a struggle for me it was a struggle okay so I said so here I am finna be back and it's one of the things that's just been nagging like man I I I can't go back I've been free and once you know freedom It's hard to get freedom up. Can I do it? Sure. Do I want to do it? No. Because I like free. Right? Hold on, y'all. I see him. Back. I'ma get him. So anyway, the Lord said, You've finna have now that you've chosen God, you're getting ready to have a whole new life, new experiences. Because maybe you didn't even know that that was what was keeping you from experiencing what God truly has for you. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. So At this point, y'all, I hadn't even done my Bible study on Psalm 27.4, right? So let me we finna get into that, then we finna get into the cards for this morning. I choose God, Psalm 27.4. So after all this didn't happen, I say, okay, Lord, let me go ahead and do my Bible study, right? So when I imagine my shock when I go and read Psalm 27:4, and it says, The one thing I ask of the Lord, the thing I seek most. Is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord's perfections and meditating in his temple. For he will conceal me where mean conceal me there when troubles come up, he will hide me in his sanctuary sanctuary, he will place me out of reach on a high rock. I say, Man, here we are talking about the tabernacle we didn't build all of that, right? Chris Curl says, I literally just had someone from my past try to bring up something from forever ago and try to bring me back down. Get thee behind me, Satan. No, man. Because it's not who I am. And it's not who Chris is as well. Like, listen, y'all. The Lord says, baby, we just not even that person anymore. Okay. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. Not everyone has unrestricted access to the throne room, but drop this in the chat. I do. Unrestricted access. I do. Being invited into the king's presence, we just talked about the invitation on yesterday. The whole point of Leviticus 3 was the invitation, an invitation to the king's table. Now we have an invitation to the throne. Man, I hope that may man. When I was reading this this morning, y'all, I was just like, Wow, Lord, I it the Lord was just blowing my mind with this. The greatest blessing isn't the palace, it's the presence. The house of the Lord represents communion with God. You inquire, the Lord is going to ask, or He's going to answer, right? So moving on from that, turn to clear vision. I saw that on my phone this morning. Acts 1, 6 through 8. Then the Lord kept pointing out the number 26. Okay. He gave me Proverbs 2 and 6 this morning. Then, when I pulled the cards, y'all, look at the freedom. Eight of Swords, I didn't even know it was up under that. When I pulled the cards this morning, I ended up getting the high priestess and then the six of pentacles. Hey, sis, love you. And then she happens to be a Taurus, right? I ended up getting the number 26 this morning. And the Lord just kept on. So something may be important or pivotal about the 26th as well. it's about doing what's best for you. So let me say this to somebody else. It's like closing a chapter. Because when there was a one of the it was on the the widgets on my phone, y'all, is what it was. And so Proverbs two and six. And so that's my number two, unapologetically. that's my number two. That's my birthday, right? But anyway, so pro let me just let me finish reading this. So Proverbs two and six was on was one of the digital downloads, y'all, on my widget. And so I was like, okay, but let me just find it so I can show y'all. Cause it's I'm sure it's not on here anymore. What deck is it in, y'all? Man, I think it's in prosperity clarity. Y'all, I got 16 decks. I don't be remembering half the time. Hold on. That sounds right though. Prosperity clarity. wait, wrong one. I'm pretty sure. Wait a minute, nah. Come on. Albums? here we go. Hold on, y'all. yeah, here go. Hold on, hold on. Or let's do it. Wait a minute. Let me find it. Message. Thank y'all for the confirmation. I done found the chow. I just gotta find the card. Hold on, y'all. Look, wait a minute. Where is that? I done skipped it. Hold on. It might not be in this deck. Wait a minute. And be gracious. yes, it is. There it is. Okay. so on the number 26 card in the prosperity to know, yeah, pro no, what did I say? Preparation for the promise. For the Lord gives wisdom from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. Proverbs two and six. But the point that I was trying to show y'all is the picture that I used on this is a picture of the Bible, right? Good morning, Jared. Good morning. And so As I was looking at this this morning, what the Lord made me pay attention to was the fact that where this Bible in on this on the picture that I used, the in the background, it literally is like Psalm, it's like Psalm 149, 148 and Psalm 149, and then it transitions into Proverbs. And so when I saw that, I said, huh, that's funny. And so the Lord said it's like closing a chapter. So for some of you, you're getting it's like you're closing a chapter. And I recognize that as a confirmation from the Lord for myself as well. I know what I said, but God has given me. Okay, so then this is also understanding that it's not going to make sense to other people, okay, what you're doing. It's not going to make sense, but it's not about doing, it's about doing what's best for you. And not feeling guilty about not living up to somebody else's or others other people's expectations. Okay. Because God is going to tell you, and I say, Well, I done been here before, honey. I done did this plenty of times. I go against what anybody else, other people might think is crazy, but the Lord be like, I ain't worried about that. Like, I ain't worried about, you know, who you know, don't worry about that. You do what I tell you to do, and God's got you covered. I know what I said, but God has given me something better. The nursing. I wrote this for myself. him. I didn't say business, I didn't say, you know, platforms, podcasts. I said God is giving me something better. And my better is Him, okay? Which is freedom, peace, joy, fruitfulness, health. I feel better. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. We finna get into the cars and see what else is coming in. The freedom. Is real, y'all. Y'all like the live, share the live, share the love. man, the freedom is real, y'all. I had that moment where I was just like, Man, it feels so good not to, you know, not to have that to worry about. Like, I can't even explain that to y'all, but freedom is a real thing, and once you know free, it is very hard to go back to not being free, okay. It is hard, y'all. It is so. I hope that makes sense to somebody. I haven't once you experience freedom, Lord. I started sweating and made a little nervous. Once you know freedom, it's hard to ever sacrifice that, y'all. And who and it's true when the who the sun sets free is free indeed. Okay. So let's see what else, Lord. Want to about y'all want to see the new hotness? On yesterday. I got a new box, y'all, for the cards. So I'm finna shuffle them every day. I'm shuffling, shuffling. That other box wasn't big enough. So I had to go. Now y'all, this ain't wait a minute. This ain't the card. But now I can see the cards. I'm finna shuffle them. But if I ever see the Lord, if I ever see him, and I think I wrote this on somewhere. If I ever see the Lord, I'm always going to pull him out of the box every time. Right. And what's crazier is I can see the Elijah card as well. And we ended up getting that the other day. If I ever see the Lord, there are multiple God cards in this deck. But let me just tip hold on. I see I'm I'm showing y'all, but I'm finna shuffle these up a little bit. Hold on, y'all, because I got to say I got to show y'all the significance of something. I don't know what that is, but since it acts like it wanted to come out, let's just get it. Let me just show y'all something. Let me just tell you how the Lord be so specific and particular about stuff. This is the new wisdom is wealth deck. This ain't same God. Who this? But this is the last deck that I created, y'all. This I just put these cards in here, but I specifically added their two God cards. There's one that's kind of that's like this, which is like dark, but not God as in darkness, God as in power. And it let me just let me give somebody a confirmation. Y'all be thinking I. Let me let me get ready. This the card that has first chronicles 29 and 11 on it. You know what? Let me shuffle. Let me just shuffle. I said this on yesterday. Okay. This was the what's the what's today? The tenth. On yesterday. First Chronicles 29 and 11. We ended up getting the number 29 message. We ended up getting the number 2911 on yesterday. So this is the Lord. Comp. I think I wrote this somewhere that the Lord told me he was gonna show up. He and I also wrote this multiple versions, multiple ways. I ain't know why I wrote it. The Lord said it. I said okay. But didn't I tell y'all that we got the God card on? The day we just looked at on the 23rd as well. Anyway, you ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. Somewhere in my notes, I have where it's like the Lord said that he was going to show up in some way. I wrote that this morning. He was gonna if you want, I don't know where I wrote that at y'all, but he literally said it. He was just like, he was like, I'm gonna show up. And for me, it's the rain is right as well. Man, where did I write that, y'all? Anyway, I don't know. Lord just be showing up, but dad, if you had just wanted to show up in the message, just say that. Okay. So this is actually one of the cards. It's on another card, the yellow, the yellow, like the sunshine card of this, the light card. first chronicles 29 and 11. Okay, so whenever the Lord show up, thank you, Lord, for the confirmation. We receive it. 1033 wanted to step out. so we're taking that. This is it talks about manna from heaven. This is purity as well. What else, Lord? We're gonna get to cards out here and see what the Lord wants to talk about. here we go. Eight of Wands. You just can't make it up. Yesterday it was Jared. Jared's not on the eight of wands in this version of the deck, right? But we had the eight of wands on yesterday. it was the eight of wands, and I think the devil card is what we you can go watch yesterday's message for that. Watch how things finna start moving forward for somebody. When the Lord comes in and start confirmation in I said what I said, and he had meant it, things are getting ready to start moving forward. Why? Because you're going to take a step that is going to catapult you. Into this next season. This ain't even got multiple wands. This has a rocket on it. Okay. This is movement, a lot of things happening at once. so just be be ready. 26, of course, also equals to the number eight. So the number eight may be significant. a lot of moving parts, gaining momentum, picking up speed. Things are about to get better for you than what you expected them to get, and it's probably gonna happen a lot faster as well. What else, Lord? I am a powerful creator of my own reality. Okay. So what are you journaling? What are you writing? I feel like how many seven? Okay, so what's coming in the middle? I feel like some of you pay attention because there may be look, come on, the keys. Look at the keys. There's three keys on there as well, y'all. We've been in light, a light bulb. It's like gears turning. This is ideas. This could be wisdom. Some of you may be, you may have a lot of thoughts. So making sure that you're writing things down. The Lord may be. Giving you some clarity on some things as well. divine insight. Okay, divine insight and revelation. What else, Lord? Y'all, I promise I'ma get them. Y'all better get them. Count you, count your minutes, little honey oney. We have the sturgeon moon. abundance. This is August, the month of August is coming in. This is fishing. Come on, fishing, strength, generosity, knowledge, prosperity, hard working. So full moons may be important. We're going to clarity these and see what the what the Lord, what else the Lord wants to talk about. So some of you may be right in the middle. It's like abundance all around you. We receive that, Lord. Abundance all around you. Opportunities around you, relaxation, recreation. So let's see what else. One, two, three, four. We got three more cards, and then we'll clarity it. 1215 growth, gain, profit, increase, Psalm 121 and 5. The Lord watches over you, the Lord is your shade at your right hand. December 15th may be, of course, an important day for you. I feel like somebody you're getting ready to start seeing growth increase in some area of your life. We're gonna clarity and see what else. But this is like seeds planted, right? Because we have the soil there, but it's gonna be noticeable. Progression. Some of you are no longer moving backwards. And as a result of that, because you're not moving backwards, things can start elevating. Was it, I don't even know, I don't know how to explain this, but the way the Lord is showing me is that it's like some of you, there are things that you have done in the past that are getting ready to start producing for you. And maybe that's something you've been waiting on or asking the Lord for, but it's like you're getting ready to start seeing things move in the right direction. Okay. Y'all. I got to get, Lord, I'm finna cry message. But I got to show you so you know that I'm not making this up. Where did I write it? Where did I write it? Hold on. the Lord gave me this. here it is. This is in today's notes, right? I'm gonna show y'all. So at the top of the page, I wrote on 622, the Lord showed me about Paul converting from Saul, the road to Damascus. Can y'all see that? I hope y'all can see that I wrote that. I'm trying to put it in the camera because I want y'all to be able to see that I wrote the road to Damascus. The Knight of Swords and the Bible Clarity deck. Saul on the road to Damascus. Okay, Lord, we talked about it. I just told y'all that on the 22nd, when I went back to the 23rd, on the 22nd, the Lord had talked about Saul. And Paul. Saul, that's why I wrote this the road to Damascus. Okay. Saul, later known as Paul, was a devout Jewish Pharisee who actively persecuted early Christians. He traveled to Damascus with authority to arrest more followers of Jesus. However, on the road there, he experienced a dramatic conversion. When a blinding light from heaven appeared and he heard the voice of Jesus asking, Why are you persecuting me? This encounter left Saul temporarily blind, and he was led to Damascus, where he was later visited by Ananias, who restored his sight and baptized him, marking a complete transformation in Saul's life as he became a fervent preacher of the Christian faith. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. Okay. You're about to you're going to travel and have speaking engagements. That was the next thing that the Lord said after I wrote the road to Damascus. And here is the road to Damascus card. One, two, three, four. Let's get one more and see what else. And then we're gonna clarity it. here we go. Isaiah Isaiah 61 and 1. The spirit of the sovereign Lord is on me because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim. Good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captive and release them from darkness and release from darkness the prisoners. Okay, so 611 may be an important number for some of you as well. Let's clarity this. I feel like we ended on something like that on yesterday. Y'all like the lies, share the life, share the love. I tell y'all the Lord be blowing my mind, y'all. It it never ceases me ceases to amaze me how the Lord just show up and be like, Yeah, I said what I said, and I I think I wrote that as the Lord was talking to me this morning. He literally ended a sentence and he said, I the Lord have spoken, and he said, and I wrote it just that way I the Lord have spoken. So for some of you, what is what is transitioning here? Purity. Didn't we say something? Did somebody in the chat say something about rain? Like the cleansing way, the cleansing rain. so I don't the purity, manna from heaven. I told y'all I've been in a manna season anyway, because the Lord had me transition out of one thing into full-time work for him. So for some of you, this is a progression that is happening. You be be mindful of the things that you're writing down, right? write down the things that the Lord tells you to write down. It's going to, it's important, right? It's important for you to understand the transition that the Lord is. Making in your life. Okay. October the 3rd may be an important day. October the 6th may be an important day. Let's clarity it and see what the manna disowns impurity is about. Jared said this week has been confirmation after confirmation. I'm talking about what baby T, you just can't even hardly make it up. The winter card, I feel like you're coming out of the cold. Thank y'all. cold calculated hibernation. It's like things are somebody's the Lord is getting ready to pick up speed in some way. I'm telling you, you're gonna make one decision. Now, I don't often claim messages and what Lord, what's for me is for me, and I receive it. But I tell you what, you have may maybe you have felt like you've been in that season where things just have not been moving forward for you. But this is also a growth season. You don't plant in the wintertime, but you do still mind. 10 the things that you have planted, right? This is stillness, this is intuition, high priestess energy. The Lord's finna bless somebody with something. This is also clarity and illumination, right? Sometimes that still the stillness is so important, y'all, because you have to be able to hear God. So this is where it's like if you don't know, and that's me. I don't turn nothing on. I just be like, Lord, sometimes you just got to wait on the answer. So for some of you, it's like that answer is going to come in the stillness. It's also like maybe the Lord slowed you down for a season, but you can get ready because you finna rock and not rock and roll. You finna move forward. Okay. Things are getting ready to start moving forward for you, and it's going to happen a lot quicker than you thought, but it's based upon the fact that you're choosing God. Okay, once again, I choose God. Okay, I choose God. Jared Sandy says, Yes, Jared, I've had so many confirmations and looking forward to the unexpected opportunities indeed. And amen. here we go. Man, this is crazy. Ain't we talking about Psalm 27? On the ain't that ain't didn't we just have Psalm 20? Psalm 27, one. Okay, now for one message: the Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid? Okay, so some of y'all, the Lord wants you to go read Psalm 27. Okay. I read it on the 23rd today, and now go read it again. Okay, because apparently it's very important for you to know it's something in there for you, it's something the Lord needs to express for you or to you or talk to you about, or something you need to understand. If if it came up again, it came up in 274, it came up in 27 23, I think it is. The Lord, somebody need to go read that. Okay. The Lord is trying to give you an answer, a confirmation, some wisdom, some understanding, some something in Psalm 27. It's important. Okay. and then the Lord also saying, like, child, don't you ain't got to be scared. You ain't got to be scared. The Lord is on your side. Okay. He and it's understandable, y'all, because whenever we're getting ready to make a move. And do something different. And it's like total dependence to complete obedience. Man, come on, 333. You it you can't even make you just be like, man, Lord, it'd be scary, right? But this is that moment where you're gonna have to trust the Lord and know that everything's gonna be provided, the resources gonna come at the time when you need them, okay? so just knowing that, know that, okay. Psalm 27 is another Psalm of protection as well. We receive that, okay. We receive it. so just go read Psalm 271 and see what the Lord wants to tell you in that. Okay. Eight of Wands, because I feel like both of those were for this 1033 card. who you got to be scared of, right? Who you got to be scared of? If the Lord said he got you, he got you. Everything I want is manifesting in my life, okay. this is and look another card of writing things down. Write the vision, child, and make it plain. Write the vision and make it plain. I feel like there's an abundance of blessings, opportunities. maybe you're writing down the things. We have the journal that's over here as well. You creating, you co creating your life with the Lord, what you want your life to look like. Y'all, I'm gonna have to stand up in a minute. Lord, please send the chair. Please send the chair, Lord, have mercy. y'all, this stool. Give me a second. Look, if you knew to the message, welcome. We're so happy, so grateful you're here. hopefully y'all can still hear me good. But baby, I got to give these credentials a rest, honey, because y'all just somebody go get go get Amazon. Where they at? Somebody go talk to them. Cause baby, this little stool two hours later, it ain't working out. And I well, you're right. I got credentials now. I got them. Don't I got them. But that don't mean they want to sit on this hard wood. anyway, I'm back. You're starting to some of you are gonna be receiving a lot of things at the same time, right? You're gonna be receiving a lot of blessings. It's almost like so much going on, so many things coming in at one time. It's the the you're gonna be like, Man, Lord, this is more than what I asked for. So for many of you, be mindful, go back and look at the things that you've been asking the Lord for, right? What have you been praying about? What have you been expecting the Lord to do? Because He's getting ready to do those things that you have been expecting him to do. the Lord ain't playing out here in this season, child. He finna give you what you prayed for. Okay. So some of you are getting ready to manifest some things in your life. Acts 2, 17, and 19. In the last days, God said, In the y'all, I see him. Y'all see him. A monitoring spirit, probably in the last days, God says, I will pour out my spirit on all people. You, your sons, and your daughters will prophesy. Your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Even on my servants, both men and women, I will pour out my spirit in those days, and they will prophesy. I will show wonders in the heavens above and signs on the earth below. Blood and fire and billows of smoke. Okay. So for some of you, the Lord mentioned the book of Acts again today. I don't think it was specifically Acts 2, but let me double check, y'all. It could have been. I could have written that down. Hold on. He says something about the book of Acts, or maybe it I don't think it was Acts 17 or Acts 2, but he did mention it on this morning. So for some of you, there may be something in that that you need to read. I'm not giving you scriptures. I'm not telling you what look. The Lord says, Come ask me. If you haven't, if you need an answer, come ask me. So for some of you, there's something that's getting ready to come to pass. Eight of Wands, this manifesting card, something manifesting in your life. There's something that's getting ready to come to pass for you. But this is a promise. This is something that the Lord has already told you belongs to you. Okay. This is something, this is write it down. Okay, something that you've been writing down, or something that you maybe come on, kingdom seed. Maybe it's a kingdom seed. Maybe you maybe it's multiple kingdom seeds that are getting ready to manifest in your life. But the Lord is getting ready to bring something to fruition. That's all I can say. Something to fruition. And this is something, maybe this is somebody something somebody else spoke into your life, or maybe it triggered you into. Thinking about something or believing for something, and you're getting ready to actually see it happen in your life. Like the Lord ain't out here on no play play, y'all. He ain't out here just telling you stuff and making you think that you know he's gonna he said he's he's not a man that he should lie, right? So he's going to give you what he said he's going to give you. He's going to do what he said he's going to do. So many of you are getting ready to start experiencing that. It's a different life, it's an understanding that. When God orders a thing, He's going to do what's necessary. I I just heard a scripture, but I don't know the scripture, child. where it's just like what he he he look, his word will not return unto him void. If he said it, then he meant it. So some of you are getting ready to see that put that display of power and authority in your life. Cause he wasn't playing about it when he said it, right? He told you what he wanted. You have made you making moves, and now You're getting ready to start seeing those things. I got a card. Some of you, this is healing. This is something about some of you, maybe there was some some illness, some disease, sickness, headaches, understanding because I ended up getting the sick card and it had a different scripture on it. Man, and I didn't write down, I don't know which one it was. It may have been Isaiah. 263. Some of y'all might need to go read Isaiah 26 3. That was another time that the number 26 came up for me as well. It's like three times this morning that the that the number 26 came up. But for some of you, it's like I don't know, maybe that's a gift that you're going to have to be able to heal others, heal yourself. This is also paying attention to your body, right? paying attention to your health, make sure that this is not health advice. But it's like maybe if it's your body may be alerting you that something is off or something is wrong. Okay. making sure you're taking care of yourself as well, making sure you're drinking enough water, hydrating your soul, okay. pay attention to how your body feels because and for some of you, this also is like the Lord, don't make the Lord set you down. If He tells you to rest, then make sure that you're resting, okay? make sure that you're resting because it's like you don't want to one thing about it, the Lord will set you down if you're doing too much. And this eight of wands can be a card of doing too much. So if you're overexerting and you feel the need to rest, then make sure that you're doing that. because it it it could be a rest before run season, but sometimes your body just ain't feeling it. Okay. So just make sure that if you don't feel good, rest, go get your checkups, all the things, because your body may be trying to alert you of something. That's two cards of illness. And so it feels it's it it's something, it's it's almost like And this ain't everybody's message, but it may be something that you need to take care of so that it doesn't get worse. So pay attention to what your body's telling you because it may be alerting you to something. Okay. Oop, we have a six of cups. Okay. Joseph forgives his brother, reconciliation, forgiveness. this is in the Bible clarity day. Joseph, after being sold into slavery by his jealous brothers, rises to a powerful position in Egypt. Drop this in the chat. I'm on the rise. Okay. some of you, this is a card of nostalgia as well. So you may have to take a moment and grieve something that you have lost. Okay. You may have to take a moment and just acknowledge, like, man, I feel something about this because it's not always easy to give up the things that we thought were the best for us. So take the time that you need to grieve this. take as long as you need, but just understand that what's coming after this. Baby, this over here is gonna make this. It's almost like this is gonna put this to shame. Whatever this is, like you just and that's why the Lord said this morning, like you just watch. Watch how good things finna get. Now, now watch how good life is about to get for you because of the fact that you're choosing to move on, you're choosing not to embrace the past. I hope that makes sense for somebody. anyway, good job, right decision, right? You made the right decision. And that is a blessing. SOS. Second Chronicles 15, 4. I feel like I had this card the other day. But whenever they were in trouble and turned to the Lord, the God of Israel, and sought him out, they found him. I heard you was looking for me. Here I go. So says the Lord. Okay. So he's not hard to find. But remember, everybody don't have the same level of access because everybody ain't trying to get as close as you're trying to get. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Some of you is like looking for abundance and the Lord say, Here come. The Lord's you looking for opportunities and Lord say, Okay, Lord, I need help. Him already knowing everything that we need. Okay. And him already, him already having provisions set up for you. Okay. Set up to receive what it is that you need. So whenever that, whenever you're in trouble, go talk to God about it, right? Some of y'all may get some emergency assistance. This may be like an emergency bailout. Baby, you better get Jesus on the main line. Honey, and tell them what you need. Tell them what you want. Okay. It may be something that you need like expeditiously. And you actually may be receiving this, which is a blessing. this is this could be this could be financial for some of you. It doesn't have to be, but this could be financial for some of you. It could be a resource, a person. This could be anything. Okay. This may be, I don't know, honey. Take how it resonates in your spirituals. But this is the Lord saying, I know you need it, and I'm coming in and I'm bringing you. Everything that you need, okay. I hope that made sense to somebody. What else, Lord? Whoo chow. You have meant it in your spirituals. You can't make it up, y'all. Alignment. Okay. And this is claritying the August card, Matthew 6 and 33, which y'all know is the foundational scripture. But seek first the kingdom. seek first the kingdom, the kingdom of God, righteousness, creating wealth and abundance. And this is claritying this card. so for some of you, what the Lord is going, thank you, Lord. Let me just tell somebody this a confirmation for me. I'ma get this tattoo. I don't know when I'm gonna get it. I'm gonna get it though. For some of you, this is going to be a confirmation, right? This is going to be an understanding of alignment. And this may be what the Lord, and for me personally, right? I just told y'all this story of how I chose God on this day, choosing this kingdom assignment versus the worldly assignment, right? So I hope this makes sense to somebody. it's like the Lord is going to confirm for me, confirm for you, because he's confirming for me the alignment. The right decision, choosing, choosing the right path. You see, this is a there's still this there's a path on here, right? He's going to confirm your decision, your choice. He gives you a choice. So you choose, right? But he's going to confirm your choice. And he's going to confirm it in multiple ways, multiple ways that the Lord is going to show up, multiple ways that He's going to show, He's going to let you know, like, okay, now that you've made this choice. It's not that for some, and I need to be very clear, it's not that the other path was bad, but the other path was not great. It was good versus great. Some of you are getting ready to choose great, and the Lord is going to confirm for you that that was the right choice. Remember, I choose God, the kingdom of God, right? Kingdom life. Okay. I used to just say I always write in my journal, God, show me how good it can get for me. Period. Show me how show me how good it can get. Show me how good it can get, right? Drop that in the chat. Lord, show me how good it can get. Now that you are choosing the Lord, now that you are choosing God, now that you're choosing God's plan for you instead of your plan for you, now that you're choosing that, Lord, show me. Show me, show me what you can do now that I'm not trying to do it. Let me get out my own way, right? Let me get out my own way. Show me. How good it can get. And again, y'all, let me be very clear to the people in the back. This is a process. This is stuff that you it's not like you just all of a sudden, I don't know, maybe it's just me, honey. Cause I it be a process. I be bad. This is me. What's the word that y'all just used? I be wrestling, wrestling, like man, okay, Lord. I'm gonna, I'm not gonna let you go till you bless me. Like this is nothing that happens overnight, y'all. You learn these things through going forward. Good morning, Kelly. Good morning. you learn these things through going through these processes. So don't let nobody tell you that they just got, I just know. No, you don't know everything because the Lord make you go through some stuff to learn some stuff. You don't just use you still got to go through these experiences, y'all. I don't care what nobody says. You still got to go through these experiences to understand why you had to go through them. You had to learn something, something. So don't let nobody try to tell you that no, my life is perfect. You're a liar and a truth ain't in you. The Lord requires us to go through this. He he makes you go through these things to make sure that you have the understanding so you don't keep messing up and doing the same things, making the same mistakes. I hope that makes sense. But baby, once you get in alignment, once you get in alignment, honey, let me tell you something about alignment. You're gonna know because all of a sudden, it's like the floodgates be opening, y'all. Like, I'm telling you, you you just be like, man. If I you mean and and this me, I be maybe it's just me. Daddy, you mean you did you mean this meet spell it M-E-E-N-T. You meant this all I had to do? What? You know what, Lord, let me just get out my own way. Okay, so I hope that made sense to somebody. Now y'all, I'm only pulling this card out because I looked down and saw it. I don't know. I d I just I sometimes like I don't know. Maybe it makes sense to maybe it's just makes sense to me. the number 511 has been coming up for me quite a bit. Okay. I don't know if I mentioned it or not. I could have, maybe not. I don't know. You can go back to May 11th in your journal. It's a lot of the the 1 1 numbers 711 811 211, those numbers have been coming up for me as well. But the number 511 for sure has been coming up for me quite a bit. And I just happened to look over and see that card, y'all. God is helping somebody to create something. Man, I wish I could find. I wish I I knew where it was. God is helping somebody. He's helping you create. When else did he I man, I don't know. I have to well, y'all, hold on. Let me look. If I if I don't find it too soon, y'all know I'll stop looking for it. But the Lord was he's been talking to me about what he's finna get ready to. Help you to create 1111, 1143. here it is. Found it on the 24th. Man, come on, progression. on the 24th, I ended up getting the number 511, and it was speaking to man, you just can't make this up. The answer is no, work changes. Okay, work changes. God is teaching, God is tearing down and removing what doesn't or isn't working. And giving this divine strategy for building. God, what are you asking me to build on that day? Something about May 19th was important as well. unexpected revelation. And there's a the answer is no. I don't know. The answer is no. James 1 and 17. Y'all. Did I say the number 333? This was page 330. Anyway, this was page 333 in the book of Touche as well. So this is talking about time to level up. You are on the right path. That's confirming a lot. Didn't I just say like the Lord gonna give you confirmations to let you know like you chose the right path? You you chose you made the best this the best decision for you. I hope that makes sense to somebody. It literally says you are on the right path. So the Lord again, the Lord is going to confirmation for you, like, yes. That's exactly okay. You chose God, you chose great instead of good, you know. And the other reason, I don't even know. The other reason I mentioned the number 333, because I told y'all that on here I was at the pro the probate office at 83303. And so the Lord mentioned the number 333 to me this morning as well. So somebody again, it's almost like if you've been wrestling with a decision, right? You've been you've been going back and forth, and me, I know I've been going through this. The Lord is going to send multiple confirmations back to back to back to back. He's gonna be like, okay, here I go. I was said yesterday, I'm here today, I'm gonna be there tomorrow. I said it yesterday, I'm saying it today, I'm gonna say it tomorrow if you don't choose. Right. And then once you choose, he's gonna be like, Okay, good job. You now that you got now we got that out the way, now we can move forward. Now we can start seeing growth. Now we can truly focus on. what God wants you to focus on versus focusing on something that was what you were deciding to do. I hope that made sense for somebody. I'm trying to get some different cars, y'all. So I'm reaching inside. Daddy, if you had just wanted to show up in the message. Just say that. Okay. Now I said the Lord say I said I this ain't too shade. The Lord said I said what I said. First word. Thank you, Lord. Just somebody just say thank you, Lord, in the chat. Cause you true story, give God the glory. Yeet. Yeet. Got to believe me. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. First word on here, God. The hierophant is the God card. God alignment. God is helping you create. I heard you was looking for me. Didn't I say back to back to back to back to back to back? The Lord say, I'm I'm I never left. He meant it in him spiritual. He never left. Okay. So thank you, Lord. That's one of them moments where you be like, Yes. Good morning, KFK. Good morning. Like, ooh, I chose right. Now maybe it's just me that gets excited about that because it's just like, man, the Lord finna show up and show out. I don't need much know how, Lord. But that's one of them that just make you feel like, man, I finally got it right. That's how I feel in my spirituals, y'all. Like, man, Lord, listen at me. I'm I'm talking about what? Jared said, Well Jared said he said he ain't changed the message. He said what he said. I told y'all that yesterday. He tell me that's that check me. Told y'all check me good in my spirituals on this morning. He said, I ain't I meant it in my spirituals, meant it. So however you need him to confirm confirmation it and clarification it for you. Okay, we receive it. What else, Lord? Child, sometimes I don't even I don't even know if I need to go no further, Lord, because omg. Throw it in the bag. Okay. Prioritizing responsibilities, responsible spending, unnecessary purchases. be mindful because some of y'all got some money coming in, okay? So the Lord's telling you now what your money finna grow. Okay. That don't mean be respon irresponsible with your money. Remember the lessons. y'all. That rap was trying. Lord, have mercy. My God. Wrap too tight. Literally. Cause that was that little one little spot. It was trying to take me out. Okay, I'm back. Your money finna grow. How do we know this? Because the Lord is showing you what's coming. You're finna start seeing increase. But this is why he took you through a stewarding season. This is why he took you through a season of making sure that you were going to steward well. Okay. He would you now, yeah, yes, you're gonna be able to do something nice for yourself. Let me be very clear. Something the Lord has told me. just because you know, we the the Lord loves luxury, we live in a kingdom, the kingdom of God. The Lord ain't po. He ain't broke and he ain't struggling. So he wants us to be a reflection of him, which means, yeah, you can some of you, your lifestyle is getting ready to upgrade and you ain't even know it. But it's like the Lord also saying, like, hey, make sure that you're responsible. First of all, make sure that you're giving him giving to God first. By giving, I mean find somebody to be a blessing to. Do you understand? When the Lord blesses you with these resources, you guys salvation army, somebody. You is somebody the Lord was going to tell you to bless bless. Make sure that you're doing that. Okay. That's going to keep your own blessings coming in. So the Lord is showing someone that you're increasing, you're getting ready to, He's getting ready to increase your finances. He can trust you with it. He knows you ain't gonna do too much. But yeah, you can get a few nice things for yourself. Like you don't have to just sit there and be like, I can't spend a dime. Like the Lord has had to talk to me about that because you can be so focused in. On and it's almost like hoarding your riches on earth. The Lord say, I ain't telling you that you can't do nothing nice for yourself. Okay, treat yourself to dinner sometimes. I know when the Lord blessed me with some resources. I listen, it's stuff that I hadn't been able to do in years that I'm gonna be able to do again because when He blessed me with this apartment, I was so focused on getting the things that I needed in my apartment that that that me wasn't a big deal. I literally told the Lord, I was Dad, I need some new wraps, I want some new head wraps. I hadn't bought a wrap. In pr in probably two years, y'all, because it I stopped ended up not rapping as much. So please don't think that you're supposed to just be there and be like, no, I can't spend a dime. The Lord says that's not a reflection of me. That's that's not a reflection of me. He wants us to have nice things. He lives in luxury, so he wants that for us. I hope that makes sense. But be responsible. Don't go spending stuff when you know you got bills to pay. I can't what I can't wait to pay a bill. If you got a bill and you grateful to be able to pay it, tell the Lord thank you. Thank you, Lord, for every bill that I have. Everyone, I be excited. Right now, I got stuff right now that I'm like, Lord, I just want to pay what I owe. I just want to pay my bills, Lord. Thank you, Lord. Because it was day if you got to pay rent, right? You should be in this right now. If you have rent to pay, say thank you, Lord. Because understand this, it was days I begged the Lord to be able to pay rent. When I was out there homeless and living in the car for them two and a half years, I was begging to pay rent. Begging. Okay. Look, me, myself, and I says, be pension, feeling like I don't do nothing but pay bills in the house. Baby, we this kingdom life. We're not supposed to live like that. Thank y'all for the blessings. Thank y'all for the gifts. Y'all send me some diamonds. I'm trying to see something for real on TikTok. Y'all send me some diamonds on TikTok. baby, let me tell you something. When I didn't, when I couldn't pay rent because I didn't have a rent to pay, I was begging the Lord to pay rent. Right? And y'all tap the screen, share the life, share the love. And now I'll be so I'll be so ready. Thank you, Lord, for letting me help. Thank you, Lord. Thank you for the I love to pay rent because that means that the Lord is continuing to put keep a roof over my head. Okay. Chaplain Dr. White, good morning. I don't pay any type of overhead. That's favor. Listen, let me talk. The Lord mentioned that word to me on yesterday, right? In regards to business. Five most of the expenses that I have, y'all, are business expenses. It's my streaming platforms and internet. It's not like like I don't have no whole lot of bills. But I also want somebody, thank y'all. I want somebody to be encouraged as well. Because even when I wasn't officially in business like I am now, period. You know, the Lord still made sure that I had all of the things that I needed. And this was when I was in the car, right? My phone never got cut off because I was using my phone. To go live every day. He paid for my streaming platform every day. Jared, thank you, Jared, ended up blessing me. And I in the same laptop, same little Chromebook I'm on right now, y'all. Same Chromebook I'm on. When I needed to go to school, he blessed me with that. So the Lord will pay for what the Lord orders. I need some man, I need somebody to be encouraged. So yesterday I was going through and trying to, you know, as I'm adding my business licenses to my expenses, I literally looked at the fact that most of my expenses are business expenses, right? Like five, little, maybe about $600 a month. And I was just like, man, Lord, that's such a blessing. Because I know that it's going to be more than that at some point. can I tell that story? I got to tell it because I don't even understand it. I don't understand, man, cause because that ain't even my business, but I got to talk about it. Anyway, okay, I'm coming back to that. When I tell you that, but I I had to think about the fact that even when I was in the car, the Lord still paid for all of that. All of it. Everything that I needed to do this work, He paid for. And I didn't go without it one time. As many times as they told me that that car was gonna get repossessed, guess what? It never did. The Lord, He He kept it. It was times where I did the wrong thing, prioritized the wrong thing. I'm trying to get my nursing license back, right? And he still, and I'm talking and I'm talking about baby. And he still allowed me to keep it even when I messed up. So when the Lord give you something to do, He gonna make sure that you have everything you need to pay for it. It don't make sense to some people, but that's that trust, man. You you can't even it you don't. Understand it, but that's when them resources that manna is real. Man, the Lord, I just be like, Thank you, Lord. Just thank you. Okay. I hope that made sense to somebody. Like, stop worrying about where the money's gonna come from in order to do the things. I didn't have money to make cosmetics when I was living in the car, but some one some kind of way the Lord ended up giving me resources to create makeup in the car. Like in the car, if he'll do it for me, he'll do it for you. who am I? Right? I'm just a messenger. I, you know, I'm just out here trying to do my best to be obedient and follow the path. Okay, so I hope that made sense to somebody. Be responsible because the Lord is getting ready to increase somebody's resources. Okay, so just know you should every dollar. I heard this, shout out Dave Ramsey. I'm pretty sure he said it. Every dollar should have a destination, okay. Every dollar should have a destination. Okay. indeed and amen. That is a true story. Here we go. Sands of time. Okay. Something reaching an end. I feel like, listen, it's some, I'm telling y'all, that was that closing of the cycle. Thank you, Lord. This is the chat. It's like something is over with. If you you making a decision, maybe for some, let me just say this. And this is a blessing because Lord, we receive it. For some of you, your poverty season, your lack season is over. Maybe I'm the only one. I receive it, Lord. Maybe somebody need to drop that in the chat. Message. Man, that season's over with. It's over. It's over with. And that's what the Lord is saying. Like, yeah, that's over. The the not seeing the resources, the robbing Peter to PayPal, it's over with. Why? Because you're operating under different laws and different principles. It's over. That season's done. Okay. And so he's letting you know that he's like, Look, you you have chosen me. And remember, before you chose him, he chose you. Thank you, Lord. Before you chose him, he chose you. So this was always the plan. It was never not the plan. It was simply you coming into agreement. Come on, agreement and alignment with the plan. Anyway, God said, This was always what I wanted. But now that you're ready. let's do it. Let go. Okay, let go. So I hope that made sense to somebody. And something, and I'm telling y'all, this is something coming in quickly. Right? Here we go. We have our I just wrote this star power, Archangel Orion that's coming in. this is rising star. Hold on, y'all. Because somebody got something, there's something over here for somebody. Let me see. The Lord told me this the other day something about star power, star. I don't know, honey. Where I wrote it at y'all. Like y'all gonna know, huh? I don't know. But I know he said it the other day. Your star is rising, a star on the rise, something about a star. Now I got to try to find it. Don't know, maybe it's in the other one. wait a minute, y'all. I ain't got my journal together. Don't be judging me. Okay, don't be judging me. Hold on. I got to go back the right way. Wait a minute. Let me find it. Let me try it again. no momento. Okay. Let's see. He said it. I don't think it was. a star is born. Thank y'all. So in this on this particular day, he didn't give me this card, but I did write this. I don't think I told nobody. he gave me the number 4029 and then John 16, 13. And then he said, a star is born. Okay. So for some of you unto us, a child is born. But this is like, so for some of you, you may be excelling in some way. Okay. You may be excelling in some way. alignment with your higher self. Okay, this is Galactic Angel of Manifestation, which we already talked about out here with the everything I want is manifesting in my life. wisdom, clarity, and strength, three bright stars. Okay, so that may be something that you relate to as well. I feel like so, like for some of you, the Lord may be elevating you. We've been talking about this as well, and this ain't everybody message, but it's almost like the Lord, whatever, whatever you're in, whatever whatever field you're in, or whatever, like whatever you do, let's say you have a job. It's like a promotion that's coming, and this could also be visibility because we know stars are very visible. It's like there could be increasing him bringing you out of obscurity in some way, allowing you to be more seen. Pam Pam just says something about visibility on the other day as well. So this may be like the Lord allowing you to be seen in a different way. I hope that makes sense to somebody. conscious manifestation, powers of the universe, enlarging your territory. Something is moving in, it's coming in, it's coming in really quickly for you. Again, this feels like if you have felt like you've been in the pit, this the Lord lifting you out. Okay. He's lifting you out in some way, right? If it's financial, this could be a blessing. If it's a a job or It is if it's wisdom, if it's something that you need, there's something that he's giving you that's going to help you come out of a situation where you have felt stuck. It may just be maybe you have the courage, like me, right? You had the courage to just let something go and fully step into what God is calling you to step into, no longer holding on for fear, for it out of fear or you know, just feeling like man, out of pride, because sometimes. We don't want to let go because of pride, right? But this is the Lord saying, like, watch me work. Come on, period. Like, watch me work. He's getting ready to do something for you. And it's on something only he could do. But it's something, it's he's getting ready to give you an answer in some way. The Knight of Swords is a card of communication. so this could be like wisdom that you receive. This could be an answer that you receive. This is speaking to transformation, but whatever it is. It's moving quickly. It's like you make a decision and then all of a sudden it's like boom. You speak to the mountain. Crazy thing. I saw a mountain when I was at the probate office yesterday. I saw a mountain on this lady. She literally, and I should have taken a picture of it. I started to, but I didn't. Where it was like she had a little thing, a little thing up there, and on it was a mountain. And the remember we said yesterday, for some of you, maybe you have spoken to the mountain. Okay. And you've been like, Release it like move, get out the way. Okay, shout out ludicrous. Like move, and it's almost like immediately, maybe it triggers something for you to make you understand that you could be creating the mountain yourself. And so you speaking to it, I hope that made sense. It's almost like maybe we don't look at it like that. Sometimes we create the mountains because we trying to go, we're trying to go down a path that the Lord never really designed for us anyway. So it's like maybe the Lord giving you that wisdom, that understanding of saying, like, this, you know, this ain't even what I got you to do. Right. Chaplin says I command the blessing, period. Okay. So for some of you, maybe learning how to do that. And understand this, y'all. I'm still learning. I'll never tell anybody. I don't be knowing. I'll be like, Daddy, when I don't know, Daddy, help me. I don't know. I'm not that person to try to tell you that I got it all figured out. I don't. The blessing the Lord has given me is to allow y'all to see the work in progress, not the finished product. Does that make sense? For some people we want to see, and half the time, the people that we looking at, they got their own work going on. They're just not allowing you to see it. My blessing has always been the Lord allowing you to see this journey, whether it was when I was in California. And homelessness, now what is the Lord allowing you to see the work in progress? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Like it's I baby, and and I'm probably still be telling this thing. I'm be talking to y'all 15 years from now. Time, man. Y'all remember when y'all I was doing this in the car? Y'all remember when I was waking up every morning giving messages in the car in the front seat? Man, look, when then it was like, Man, I need a I need a thing. It was so hot, man. It was so hot in Dallas. My God. It was so hot. And I'm trying to, man, y'all just had no idea. And y'all gonna be able to look at your own lives as the Lord elevates you and be like, man, you remember when we was doing this from the from the lowest place from the pit? Man, look, man, ain't nothing, ain't nothing like I saw I posted a video and it's crazy, y'all. I posted a video on TikTok. That came up from I want to say it was 2024. And it literally had Luke 6 and 38. It was a Leo video. It literally had Luke and 66 and 38 as the as the look when since since YouTube does give. My sister asked me that same thing the other day, honey. I don't know. Message. I don't know, child. I don't know. I'll never be on there like that. Anyway, I'm back. My bad. But we just talked about Luke 6 and 38 this week as well, right? Give, let me make sure I know I ain't tripping because when I saw it yesterday, I was just like, man, I can't believe it. We just had that scripture this week, right? So it's crazy for me to be able when I see these videos, y'all. When these videos come back up and I look at them, I can always be like, People don't even realize, like, man, I was I was in I was living in the car at that time, right? Getting up every day, recording these videos. Doing the best I could to try to get the messages out there. working on limited Wi-Fi. I didn't have Wi-Fi, I had just internet, right? Using my hotspot on my phone. Man, look, you be able you're gonna be able to see how the Lord has transitioned you and brought you out, how he brought you out of that season. And some people, you know, now so many people record in the car, right? So many people record in the car now that you don't know, you know, you wouldn't think that. You people wouldn't think that I was homeless, but it's like I know, and those of you who've been with me since that time, y'all know that man, I was literally living in that car. I've I worked in the front seat but slept in the back, you know. So anyway, I think we I'm look, I'm looking for Luke 6 and 38 because I thought we had that this week. We did. Luke 6 and 38 came up on that video, right? we never came up. look, my bad. And it it came up this week and it came up on the Leo video. That I ended up posting. So y'all go check that out on you on TikTok as well. We're finna close this out, y'all. We're finna close this out. Isaiah 61 and 1. I'm I think of all the one one numbers, I think this the only one that I really can't remember getting over the last however long. but this is a foundational scripture for me as well. this is one of my commissioning, I don't know if that's the right word to say, like one of my commissioning scriptures. It was one of the scripture, first scriptures that the Lord gave me when He first told me to start doing these messages. So this was many, many, many, many moons ago, right? Many moons ago. that the Lord gave me this scripture. So let's see, y'all. Here we go. We have come on, karma. We received this, Lord. fate being derived from the effect of an action cycle of cause and effect, as above. So below, as within, so without, right? so this is good, positive, karmic return. different from the rest. New love, compatible partnerships, a breath of fresh air is the other card. I don't know if we've ever even pulled this deck. Look at the freedom. You can't see the little person on there, but they got their arms outstretched, and I just barely got their hand, man. The freedom, right? So for some of you, this is the Lord saying, like, listen, You've been to have an experience. It's gonna be such a different experience than what you're used to. And this is all good energy, y'all. This is all good energy. This is like a a new beginning. Some of you, if you and maybe you, if you anything like me, you feel like you finally gonna be able to take a breath. It's gonna be an experience for me, not checking in, not building my life around, mm. All these things that I was having to that I was required to do, right? Again, this is freedom. Some of you are getting ready to experience that. You're getting ready to start seeing just how good it's going to get. This is speaking to a boomerang. It's like starting to receive back the good things. I think somebody mentioned that. Starting to receive back the good things that you have that you've res that you have put out there. And you may not think when you out there sewing. Okay, because this is a card of sewing. You may not think that any of that was going to come to anything, but the Lord is just like, no, I'm finna show you. I'm finna show you just what all that positivity and positive energy that you've been putting out there. I'm getting ready to show you that you weren't doing that for nothing. Okay, you you it was for purpose. Okay, it was for purpose. Even if you couldn't see it then, somebody it's almost like being able to just take a breath and finally, I don't know. I feel like the Lord finna give somebody a moment. This is the difference, y'all. I hope y'all can see this. It's going from one season to the next. If this, if y'all can see this, the transition, us starting down here. This feels like a wilderness card. This feels like stagnation. This feels like no growth. You know, it feels like things just being stuck solid, frozen, and all of a sudden you move into this. I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's like things thawing out all of a sudden. It's like just a transition of seasons, man. And look, there's a mountain on here as well. And it's a it's also perspective. See how you it's like how you're gonna see things as well. You're not always in a season of grow, grow, grow. Okay. That's not always what we're doing. I hope that makes sense to somebody because don't know. I don't want nobody to think that you always in a everything is all good all the time season. It don't be like that. Some seasons you're climbing, some peaks, some seasons. I've heard this somewhere. Shout out once again. heard Tyler Perry say something like this like sometimes you're you're moving up, you plateau. Then you move up again, you plateau again. It's constantly our cycle, y'all. You're not always, everything is not always on and on and on. It's not, you're not, you're always moving up in some way. But it's at those times where you feel like things are you're just kind of leveling out that the Lord may be calling you to advance, to elevate, to grow in some way. I hope that makes sense for somebody. So for some of you, if you're feeling stagnant, you're feeling stuck. This is that time where you're gonna be like, okay, Lord, it's it's almost like it gets it's when you start to get uncomfortable, right? When you feel when you start to get too comfortable, it's grow time. I hope that made sense. but for some of you, this is like the Lord, you finally gonna it's like you're getting ready to release or let out the breath that you've been holding. I hope that makes sense to somebody. You finna you it's it, man, that freedom, I can't even begin to tell y'all. The freedom, the freedom, baby, that comes with real surrender, honey. It's something different. I'm trying to tell the freedom of surrender. Maybe I should have called that, man. The freedom, the peace, the finally being like it's a it's a it's it's almost, man, it feels like a control tactic, right? Where you maybe didn't even realize that something had you in a chokehold. Like, man, had you in a chokehold and you didn't even know it. And you finally look, that's a true story.com. We talked about that already as well. Not doing things because of ex other people's expectations. Mm-mm, babe. I can't do what you because they can't live your life. They're not gonna understand. But guess what? The reason you don't have to worry about how because guess what? They're not gonna make their decisions based on what you want to do or what you want them to do. They out there living their own life. How somebody gonna tell you what how to live your life, but you can't tell them how to live how try by. I don't know who's dealing with that, baby. Not I got to do what's best for me. Cause can't nobody else do this for me or live this life for me. Okay, so anyway, that's it. Look, I see an ace of swords over there. That's all that's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Can I just tell y'all the freedom? I done told this story. I didn't, I didn't finally been able to just say, because you know what? I thought that I was gonna be able to come on here and tell y'all, look, y'all, I done got my license back. And that was it was a pride thing, right? It was pride. And I was gonna be, and it was, I feel like it was prideful for me because it was just gonna be able for me to be able to like, yeah, I I did it, y'all. I I did it. And guess what? I still can because the process ain't even completely finished. It's just me choosing to finish the process. Does that make sense? It's just like, yeah, I'm good. Yeah, I'm good. You know, and so what freedom is me just being like, man, I ain't got to carry that anymore. You know what I'm saying? Like some of you are gonna have that moment where something you've been carrying, something you've been holding on to, you just don't. And you're gonna feel free. Hallelujah. I'm free. Fill the room, Lord. I'm free. Anyway, that's it. That's all. Man, I pray freedom in somebody's life today because I know I got it in mind. Y'all need a message. Y'all need much understand how much I got freedom in my life on this good day. Like, man, y'all. When I tell y'all that's been a weight that I've been struggling with, and people see, people don't know. What you be struggling with for real, because the Lord have you in them move in silence seasons. Okay. He be having you in them seasons where you can't say nothing, message. He be having you in them seasons where you can't, it's like you can't do you just be like, and you just got to carry it. Can't you can't even tell nobody. But that weight be heavy. Man, I'm finna cry. That weight be heavy, y'all. Because people really don't understand. Like the Lord will require some stuff of you. And people don't know what you really having to do every day. You just be all you you don't understand when I when I come on here and tell y'all, man, sometimes you don't, you I ain't even got no pro no other prayer. I just be like, help Lord. Like help. Like, man, Lord, this weight heavy today. Like I really be praying that y'all. Because some of these days, I'm trying to, man, I got to come on here and do the message. I'm going to work eight to twelve hours a day. That was mentally draining, spiritually draining because it's a light in a dark place. I'm trying to get this together. I got the children's stuff. I got the all these things. And then all of a sudden, the Lord say, You can release it. And you, it's like you can literally feel some weight. Just be like, man, Lord. Can't make that make sense to somebody. But even right now, and don't and mind you, mind you, I still got stuff that I'm carrying. It's stuff right now that I need the Lord to do for me right now, today. Today, Lord. But that weight. Made me just be like, Lorda, I can wait. It's cool because people have no idea that was me going to do something that was going to make everybody else happy. But they didn't even realize how unhappy it was making me. Man, y'all listen. So when I tell you that I realized I wanted people, man, who need this part of the message. I wanted people to be proud. I wanted my family to be proud of me. I wanted them to be like, you know, my good job. I wanted my children to be able to say, you know, I'm so proud of you because I knew what I did to lose my license. So now it's one of them things where it's just like, man, now I gotta tell them I ain't even studying the license anymore. Like, I don't even want it. God is giving me something better. And once again, they don't. They're not gonna understand it because they can't see what God has shown me. And that's your vision. When the Lord has given you something, people can't understand it. But something the Lord said to me on yesterday, and I pray this encourages somebody. Most people ain't gonna see that you're actually better. Message construction, right? Look, the trash man. You're actually better without the thing that they're wanting you to get back. Does that make sense? My life is better, my energy is better, my health is better, my mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, financially, I'm better without the thing that I was pursuing. Man, I and I ain't talking about being rich. I'm talking about look, I just ain't worried about the resources. They gonna come when they come. Man, listen. And so, but they'll they'll see it, but it's gonna take them a lot longer to see it than it is for you to see it. I hope that makes sense to somebody anyway. That wait, I release it, Lord. Like I release it. That's it. That's all. Right. Some things and people have to be pruned away. This is true. And people ain't gonna understand it. They're not gonna understand it until they see the fruit. Right. They're not gonna understand it until they see the fruit. When they actually because you're not, you know, you're not out here flaunting the things that God is doing. And most people will unlike others. We are receiving it because we believe it, but they may not be at that level yet to where They see it because they believe it. Look, my ear just started ringing. I hope that makes sense to somebody. For lack of a better best example, they're not going to believe it until they know you're a multimillionaire. You already know it. Because God has told you. You're not just making it up. You're not bragging. You don't even know how you're going to get there. Right? But you already know that you're a multimillionaire. Don't even know. Right? But they not gonna believe it until you can show them. Then I'm a multimillionaire. They gonna believe it when you can say, you can get your phone if you have that much trust with them and be like, man, look. Look, y'all, like this is what the Lord did. Thank you so much for the blessing, dearest one. May it be returned to you, multiplied. thank you so much. They gonna be able to see it. But you don't have to see it, you just already know it's done. I don't know how else to explain it. Like, it's just like, no. They'll believe it when they see it. You'll see it because you believe it. That's just it. Anyway, they will. They'll see the transformation. Lisa said I release it and do and did. It's and and it's done. That it is done. Okay. And it is done. I hope, man. I hope this blessed somebody today. It blessed me. Thank y'all for just listening to my little story. Cause who did just a story? Y'all just allow me to come up here and share y'all stay share this story, this testimony with y'all. Because that's what that's really all I be doing, right? It's just saying, like, hey y'all, let me tell you what God did. Let me show you what God did, you know. I'm grateful. I'm grateful. Thank y'all for listening to my story because that's all it is. I'm just telling the story. Okay. So anyway, and pray that it be a blessing to somebody. And pray that it be a blessing to somebody, to encourage you in your own journey. Okay. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. It's time to be great, amazing, great amazing things. It's time to get to the work. thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. that's it, y'all. Man, may the Lord bless you and bless the work of your hands, and may you be prosperous in everything that you do this day. I will see y'all on Monday, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. Y'all, do me a favor, make sure you go to my website, two shadejermain.com, subscribe to the Kingdom Clarity newsletter. I'm trying to get the word of God out to as many people as possible, and that is a daily newsletter. Well, It's a weekday newsletter because I'm not doing one on the weekend. Tomorrow is the Sabbath. So make sure that you're giving the Lord some time. Tomorrow is my residue, baby. And I be ready. Okay. I be ready for the rest. Ready for the rest, honey, because let me tell y'all, the Lord got just because I look the it's the you can my my website is in my bio. you can only do my my it's my name, two shadejermain.com. That is in my bio because you can only add so many things, y'all. So if you go to my website, and as soon as you go to my website, all you got to do is scroll, scroll down to the middle, and you will see subscribe. I put the subscribe button two times. Okay. It's right around right up under the message. I have three things that are on my website. 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It is on Apple, Amazon, iHeartRadio. Like, man, the Lord is putting YouTube podcasts, which thank y'all for those of y'all who are who are checking the message out over there because That is really that's doing numbers for me right now. it'll be the thing that you least think is the thing where the you'd be Wait a minute, Lord, what you doing over there? So you can listen to the message wherever you podcast, okay, wherever you podcast. the Lord is everywhere. The message, the kingdom is the message, and he's putting the message out to as many people as possible. I don't even know what's coming like coming next. You can get it in email, you can get it a a newsletter, podcast, video. Child, I don't know, but I'm grateful for wherever he sends us next, whatever the next thing is. That's it. That's all. Thank y'all again. I'm so grateful for y'all. I will see y'all on Monday. Make sure you give the Lord some time on this weekend. He deserves that and so much more. Thank y'all for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. Thank you for the blessing as well, dearest one. May it be returned to you multiplied. I will see y'all on Monday, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time for the message. y'all be great and amazing, great and amazing things. Hydrate your soul. Drink your water. Say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing weekend. In purpose, on purpose. I will see y'all. Substack as well. Y'all give me a follow on Substack. I forgot about that. Y'all, can I just tell y'all I had to create a checklist for myself? Every social media platform. Substack. I love Substack by the way. It's new for me, so I'm just getting on there. But y'all make sure y'all subscribe on Substack as well. man, y'all, the look the Lord is putting the message everywhere. Let me just say that. Okay. It's just like the Lord is putting the message everywhere. And when I tell y'all this week has been transformational, last week I was like, yeah, y'all listen to the message on Spotify. And we was on the message, and the Lord says, Spotify, we not just going to Spotify. And by the end of that day, it may have been Thursday or Friday. The end of that day, y'all, the Lord had the message on Spotify, I I Apple podcast, iHeartRadio message. it was one more. He had it on four places. I was like. Okay, Lord, y'all. The Lord will just blow your mind. By the end last week, I said, Lord, I need a microphone. The same day I had a microphone. Like, when I tell you that you you just got to trust him. You just got to trust him. And and this the other thing. The Lord, I don't know nothing. Now, mind you, I took a few media classes last year, right? But I just begin up here talking. And I just come show up at look, ragged the t shirt, missing letters, and there I don't care. Cause I ain't here for that. C1T ain't okay. So message it literally, not the message club. Hashtag drop chuck, y'all. Y'all gonna get me in trouble. Like for real, y'all. Like the you one deal think that you're gonna do one thing, and the Lord say, Hold my crown, hold my crown, and all of a sudden. Everything starts to look and I because I told Lord the I was like, Man, Lord, I don't have a backdrop. Y'all looking at the the window. He says, All right. He said, I don't care about that. Go give the message. Help people get into the kingdom. Okay. So think it not strange when all of a sudden you you just be like, Man, Lord, this is more than I imagined. This is more than I could ask, hope, think, wish, dream. You When the Lord tell you to do something, it really is. It's a suddenly kind of moment, y'all. Thank you for the follow, Steph. So when the Lord tell you to do something, it ain't gonna make sense. Just do it anyway. Okay. Just do it anyway. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Look, that I like the message club. Hashtag the message club. I like that. I don't know. Can I use it? I ain't gonna get in trouble, is it? Channel, I don't be knowing. No, y'all gonna have the Breakfast Club mad at me? Shout out to the Breakfast Club. the message club for real. Kingdom Club. Anyway, I'm back. Thank you so much. Yes, let me say this. Thank you, Chaplin, so much for the love in the chat. I am so truly, truly grateful. Thank you for your support. Thank y'all for rocking with me on this good day. that's it. That's all. That's the message. Y'all gonna be great and amazing. I'll see y'all on Monday. Man, y'all. I feel like I gotta check my phone. My phone will be like ding ding ding ding. So I gotta go see what's happening. Y'all make sure y'all go subscribe. I'll see y'all on Monday. Thank y'all, love y'all, bye y'all, child. And I got to get this net because he's trying to take me out. I'm not finna let him. I'm not finna let him. Y'all know y'all be getting the background music over here. I love y'all in real life. Look, well, they took it from a movie. No, child. What movie they took it from? they did. The Breakfast Club, don't you forget about me. I like that movie. That's a good movie. Child, this gonna be the after party over here. People don't be like, y'all got to be on the YouTube or the Facebook side of the street, baby. This where I don't know. Maybe it's gonna this gonna be the backstage. This backstage. Y'all got to call it something else though. Backstage, backstage with spirit nym. Backstage with spirit nim. I don't know, honey. Child. I don't know. We're gonna figure it out though. It's gonna be like, who? I'm be meeting y'all backstage. We we got to call it something else. Uh-uh, we got to is we we got to do something else. We call I don't want the after party. We didn't already use that. It got to be something. Y'all come up with something and let me know what you come up with. Okay. Look, I'm talking about that's the song, child. I love the Breakfast Club. That was a good movie. I'm so glad they ended up together and everything. I ain't seen it in a month of Sundays, but I think when I was little bitty. look y'all come up with something to call the after party back here. When it cause see the people on TikTok, if you don't if you ain't subscribe over here, you don't see this portion of the show. And look, I might end up because I this the second time, third time, how many times I did it? About four. It's been about four times. So now we're gonna have to figure out. I don't know. We're gonna do something over here on this side of the street. Child, this will be on the live for a month of Sundays. Anyway, I'm gonna I'm gonna ask the Lord on tomorrow in the business meeting because y'all know this is a business meeting every Saturday with the Lord on the Sabbath. I'll be having a meet with the Lord like Danny, what you want me to do? It ain't gonna be about 30 minutes now. It's only about to be about 30 minutes, but it's gonna be something over here. So it's like you can you the the after after I don't know, we're gonna come up with something. Y'all put some tea in it. I don't know, it's got to have some tea in it now. I don't know. I'ma have to think on it. I don't know. It might no, I don't know. It might still be the after party. I don't know, honey. We're gonna figure that. But this gonna be the backstage. This gonna be the the what's it called when you do like you go behind the scenes that you want to get on the behind the scenes anyway. I don't know, honey. I don't know. This is where I'm gonna have people come up and be like, child, tell me, look, I knew. Tell me what you had thought about the message. This is where I'm gonna have somebody come on. I'm eating invited you. Don't make me do it. I'll practice it right now. How I do it. Somebody help. Let me see. Can I invite somebody to the screen? To the or somebody. Somebody finna add an in-person. Get wait a minute. Let me see. Y'all, I'm finna practice something. Somebody gonna practice with me. Hold on. Let me practice. Let me see something. Invite. What to do? Copy. I need an email address. Wait a minute. I know one. I know. I know who's gonna do it. I love y'all. Y'all be letting me practice stuff. Hold on. Somebody click this link. Let me try something. Let me see. I need to see something. Let me see if it do it. I nominate Sandy. I don't know. I don't know one of y'all gonna do it. Did it do it? I don't know, y'all. Backstage business boogie. Okay, somebody click this link. Yeah. Cause I need, I'm trying to see something. Somebody click that link. Y'all know this record retrograde time. We just be at we just be doing stuff. Let me see what happened. Because I need to see what happened when somebody click it. Come on, Chris Curls. Somebody click it. I need this because I'm finna find out. I ain't never, y'all know my streaming platform knew. So I don't know how this works. Let me see. Studio chat. No, it's not that. Lord, somebody didn't it didn't show me. Hold on, y'all. Let me figure it out. Wait a minute. Hold on. People, I just seen that. Okay, some click it again. People join on stage by default. I don't know how to do this. This is why I got to have somebody helping me to test it out. I seen somebody, but then I didn't see them anymore. Let me see what happened. Mm-hmm. Did it print? Here we go. Let me see what to do. I love y'all. Sandy: Canal. to download the app. ToShae Germaine: Girl, what you us doing? Sandy: They made me I was in the refrigerator eating some watermelon. I had to download the app. They made me download the app in order to get on here. ToShae Germaine: Listen, I knew one of the OTs. Come on, OT's. I knew one of y'all was gonna come through. Hey girl, what you was doing? Sandy: No, and Jared n Jared nominated me. I say he lucky I got on my cute pajamas. ToShae Germaine: Look, I had to try it out. Look, I had to feel well, I appreciate you. I had to see how I was gonna how somebody was gonna be able to get on here. Child, not him nominated you. Okay. So, okay, so you do have to download the app. Okay, okay, okay. Well, and this is also the setup for for something else too. For we're gonna be using this for the 8 8 conference. So I had to see how it was gonna work, child. Sandy: Ha ha ha. ToShae Germaine: So you got to download the app. But it's a good little app though. It's a good little app. I ain't even gonna hold you. It's a good little app. Sandy: I guess I needed the app anyway. It is. I done downloaded. You know, over the last year I have bought camera. ToShae Germaine: This whole platform is actually really good. You wait. Sandy: I bought the camera equipment. Over the last year I bought camera equipment that follow you around the room and all kinda stuff. I'm like, what am I using this stuff for? ToShae Germaine: Well why you ain't using it, child? Sandy: I don't know what to use it for. I guess I'm gonna figure that out. I guess it's gonna come. Right. ToShae Germaine: Come on now. We got to get this together. It is. And I tell you what, this this is a shout out, Riverside, because this is so much better than the app I was using before. The streaming platform, y'all. I literally do everything from here. what is that? Okay. I you I literally do everything from here. So I'm I'm a fan and I'm still in my free trial. So I hope if you gonna go, go which way no nah. Sandy: Yeah. Look, the idea somebody gotta look, I d I ain't even gonna say somebody. It gotta come to me. I I need to know what I'm filming. I can't just start filming any old thing. ToShae Germaine: Yes, you can. That's what all of us start off doing. Do we have a panel? I don't know. Try to click on it and see. Probably. I don't know. Let me see. I think so. Try to click on the link and see. Child, I don't know. This is my first time practicing with this part of the experience. So I'm not sure. but we finna see, honey. I don't know. I did child. I'm still trying to. Sandy: You're right. Right. ToShae Germaine: Man, look, this ain't this has been great for me for this week. So use this, get that stuff set up and record something. I don't know what to tell you to record, but you got to record something. Cause that's how we all started off to say, Well, I'ma do something. Anyway, I don't know. But anyway, that's it. We're gonna figure that out. Come on, 222. We're gonna figure that out. I don't know. I don't know what you be doing. Sandy: Damn figure it out. Right. That number been hounding me. ToShae Germaine: Child people be feeling all filming all kind of stuff. I don't know, just do it anyway. Sandy: Right. Yeah. I gotta think of something outside of work. ToShae Germaine: Okay. Well that's it, y'all. So now I know I can do it. Huh? Sandy: I have to think of something outside of work. ToShae Germaine: What'd you say? Child, whoo, the struggle. My goodness. Just film yourself. People don't be doing nothing and they still just be filming whatever they want to film. Like just man, I'm wait a minute. We got a panel. Sandy: Right. Hey. Look at that. ToShae Germaine: Thank y'all. Look, I be I be needing to know these things. I be needing to know. Hey J Cowsy, what you was doing? Sandy: Right. JayCausey: Mm, I'm setting up taking medicine 'cause I'm looking at you laughing when you say it's God been telling you about health. And I've been three things done happen with my health ever since. Nothing bad. But three things done happen it's like, well that's telling me I gotta take care of my body. ToShae Germaine: No child. OMG. Yes. This morning I ended up getting the sync card on there and I feel great. So well I didn't go to the gym like I was supposed to yesterday, but what else? And maybe I okay, so I so what? I ate about 27 MMs. That wasn't even nobody's business. Sandy: yeah. Ha ToShae Germaine: Why y'all in my business? Anyway, so maybe I didn't eat the best. But that card came up. And then the other card that came up. So okay, somebody got something going on with their health. So take care of yourself, honey Wayne. So Sandy: Right. JayCausey: Yeah. care of yourself. So I better think I got about to have three things going on. Well I'm about to work seven days a week, non stop. It's like and do dendro school. ToShae Germaine: What? How you gonna do all it? Sandy: Yeah. JayCausey: A ske a disciplined schedule. Sandy: Very disciplined. ToShae Germaine: Seven days a week though. JayCausey: Mm. Monday through Friday teaching the little kitties. And Saturday and Sunday doing the counseling. ToShae Germaine: For every day for how long? JayCausey: Every I haven't thought about how long. ToShae Germaine: okay. Well, I'm I can't say nothing because I've been there, I was in that season last year. Sometimes you got to go through your season of working really, really hard. But that season also gets really, really old. I'm I know one thing I worked it until the Lord told me I didn't have to work it no more. And once I didn't have to work it no more, I said thank you, Lord. Cause and then of course now this transition. So you have to do what you have to do, but just take care of yourself. Sandy: Right. Yeah, you don't know when to stop. ToShae Germaine: Baby, that's a depleting schedule. That's a lot. Just saying. But I understand. But take care of yourself. Cause you get woe out, tired. And when you get tired, take a break. I'm just saying. JayCausey: Don't trust me, I take a break when I get tired. Mm-hmm. But luckily the school has holidays, so there's always gonna be those breaks in between. That's true. So it's like doing that, but everything is just the way everything just lined up. It's like, okay, so I know what I have to do but not that that schedule. ToShae Germaine: That's true. That's true. Yeah. Mm-hmm. chall, I feel that. You can do it. We send you prayers. Sandy: It's hectic. I th I can yeah, you can do it. You can do it. Just make sure when you got time to rest, you rest. ToShae Germaine: You can do it. Please and thank you. I'm telling you. And it's I I really feel like when the Lord sends us through those types of seasons, it's temporary. It it is temporary for us to have to go through those seasons in that way. so you know, do it until the Lord tells you that you don't have to, until you or until you feel like, okay, this is this is more, this isn't is this enough. Cause I tell you, whoo my God. It's Sandy: Mm-hmm. ToShae Germaine: So just do it until and and I think the best the best thing I could say is just pay attention to when your body tells you that enough is enough. Like that's the thing. We do it when we have to, but then I think sometimes we keep doing it until and go past the point. Sandy: Until we burn out. ToShae Germaine: until we burn out. Because that's I it it's a real thing. 'Cause just what you do, my goodness. The little chill. JayCausey: I had Sandy: Yeah. JayCausey: learned that throughout the school years that I would give so much to school because I no I care about the kids. I care about the kids. And then it's to a point where it's like, but you tired. You're exhausted. ToShae Germaine: Mm-hmm. Mm. And so you're not giving your Sandy: Right. ToShae Germaine: best, right? So because you be worn out. So you're not even giving your best to the children. And hard lessons learned, right? Lessons learned that we we have to experience sometimes. But you got it. You got it. You you you got it. We're sending you much, much, much, much prayers, many prayers. Yeah. Just pay attention to your body. When your body tells you that's enough, enough, enough is enough. Sandy: Right. Yeah. You can do it, yes. ToShae Germaine: Okay, so make sure that you're resting when you need to. So yeah, Charles. Well, thank y'all for helping me test out the panel. I ain't know I ain't been on, y'all know I'm new to this app. So man, I feel I'm it's so hot in here, y'all. I feel like I'm sweaty. I gotta go take another shower anyway. I'm back. Sandy: Okay. JayCausey: Well say this may be the new zoom this may be the new conference zone for you. ToShae Germaine: It is. This is actually going to be the conference zoom. So I'm glad I got a chance to check to check it. I knew it was I was able to do it. I may have to adjust the settings a little bit because it automatically adds y'all in versus like allowing people to be let in, which I guess it don't really make a difference because you can only get in if I give you the link, but it's it definitely y'all. This little platform is everything I need it to be. Like it it is everything I needed to be. So I'm grateful for it. Sandy: Right, yeah. ToShae Germaine: the one I was using before it served its purpose, and I used it through many seasons. But shout out to Riverside because baby, they doing it like they and every day it seems like they're adding something else, adding another feature. And so I'm grateful for that. It's everything I need it to be. So if y'all decide when I don't have a link, a referral link, but baby, this is the one right now. This the one, two, and three. Okay, this is giving me everything, it makes a lot of the things that I have to do. Sandy: Good. ToShae Germaine: very streamlined. So yeah. I advocate for it until and look, that's how I also know I have to I'm finna move my Wi-Fi box. I'm waiting on I got I'm waiting on Amazon them right now. I got to move my Wi-Fi box. Cause I think that be affecting me anyway. I was just looking at like the upload stuff. I'm gonna have to check I'm gonna have to check my Wi-Fi settings. Anyway, that's it y'all. Let me go do the rest of my work. We got y'all come up with a name for this. I don't know what we're gonna call this part of the show. but it's like the backstage. JayCausey: Chris Carl has one. I forgot she put it in YouTube, Chris Carl's had one. ToShae Germaine: What she said, I don't. I saw something. She we're gonna come up with it. I'm gonna do a poll. What should it be called? I don't know. I'ma think over it. I'm gonna have to see child. I'm gonna have to go talk to Chai and see. We'll figure it out. But that's it. Y'all gonna be great and amazing. Have a great amazing weekend. Child, I got to go do the rest of the work. Look, I'm gonna have to add this part into my because I'm supposed to be in post production. Sandy: Right. Right. ToShae Germaine: I'm supposed to be in post right now. And I'm not in post-production right now. I'm still on a little, so I'm gonna have to add this little 30-minute segment in and shift my schedule that way a few minutes, 30 minutes, because I'm supposed to be in post production right now and ain't come on, show. Anyway, that's it. Thank y'all for helping me test this. I will see y'all on Monday. Feel better, get yourself together, Jay Cosby. Sandy: Right. JayCausey: Okay. Sandy: Yes, feel better, Jerry. JayCausey: Mm. I wouldn't I have to 'cause I have to go to work tomorrow either way. ToShae Germaine: Fix Jesus. I feel that no tomorrow's Sabbath. Sandy: Right. JayCausey: But I was all I was off all this week, so it was fine. ToShae Germaine: Well, that's a blessing. At least you got some rest. That's a blessing. So I'm this the look, I'm the opposite. I guess I can't wait to rest tomorrow. Thank you, Lord. I ain't got to do nothing. Nothing. I ain't even got to cook. I already cooked for the whole week. I had the meal prepped on yesterday. I ain't even got to cook. Take care of yourself. I will see y'all on Monday. Y'all gonna be great, amazing. Thank y'all again. Sandy: Yeah. Right. I need to do that. ToShae Germaine: let me see how to end it for everybody. Thank y'all for helping me test it. I will see y'all on Monday. Okay. Love y'all in real life. Thank y'all. Love y'all. Bye y'all. Okay. There we go. I think I got it. Deuces. Sandy: All right. JayCausey: Yeah, yeah. Sandy: Bye bye.