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- 0:19Speaker 1: South Carolina. The First Men in the Moon by H. G. Wells,
- 0:26Speaker 1: Chapter nineteen. Mister Bedford alone in a little while. It
- 0:33Speaker 1: seemed to me as though I had always been alone
- 0:35Speaker 1: on the moon. I hunted for a time with a
- 0:38Speaker 1: certain intentness, but the heat was still very great, and
- 0:42Speaker 1: the thinness of the air felt like a hoop about
- 0:45Speaker 1: one's chest. I came presently into a hollow basin bristling
- 0:49Speaker 1: with tall, brown, dry fronds about its edge, and I
- 0:53Speaker 1: sat down under these to rest and cool. I intended
- 0:57Speaker 1: to rest for only a little while. I put down
- 1:00Speaker 1: my clubs beside me, and sat resting my chin on
- 1:04Speaker 1: my hands. I saw with a sort of colorless interest,
- 1:08Speaker 1: that the rocks of the basin, where here and there
- 1:11Speaker 1: the crackling dry lichens had shrunk away to show them,
- 1:14Speaker 1: were all veined and spattered with gold, and that here
- 1:18Speaker 1: and there bosses of rounded and wrinkled gold projected from
- 1:22Speaker 1: among the litter. What did that matter? Now? A sort
- 1:26Speaker 1: of languor had possession of my limbs and mind. I
- 1:30Speaker 1: did not believe for a moment that we should ever
- 1:32Speaker 1: find the sphere in that vast, desiccated wilderness. I seemed
- 1:37Speaker 1: to lack a motive for effort until the Selenites should come. Then,
- 1:42Speaker 1: I supposed I should exert myself, obeying that unreasonable imperative
- 1:46Speaker 1: that urges a man, before all things, to preserve and
- 1:50Speaker 1: defend his life, albeit he may preserve it only to
- 1:53Speaker 1: die more painfully in a little while. Why had we
- 1:59Speaker 1: come to the moon. The thing presented itself to me
- 2:03Speaker 1: as a perplexing problem. What is this spirit in man
- 2:07Speaker 1: that urges him forever to depart from happiness and security,
- 2:11Speaker 1: to toil, to place himself in danger, to risk even
- 2:15Speaker 1: a reasonable certainty of death? It dawned upon me up
- 2:19Speaker 1: there in the moon as a thing. I ought always
- 2:22Speaker 1: to have known that man is not made simply to
- 2:25Speaker 1: go about being safe and comfortable and well fed and amused.
- 2:31Speaker 1: Almost any man, if you put the thing to him,
- 2:34Speaker 1: not in words, but in the shape of opportunities, will
- 2:38Speaker 1: show that he knows as much against his interests, against
- 2:42Speaker 1: his happiness. He is constantly being driven to do unreasonable things.
- 2:48Speaker 1: Some force, not himself, impels him, and go he must.
- 2:53Speaker 1: But why why sitting there in the midst of that
- 2:57Speaker 1: useless moon gold a man? It's the things of another world.
- 3:02Speaker 1: I took count of all my life, assuming I was
- 3:05Speaker 1: to die a castaway upon the moon. I failed altogether
- 3:09Speaker 1: to see what purpose I had served. I got no
- 3:13Speaker 1: light on that point. But at any rate, it was
- 3:15Speaker 1: clearer to me than it had ever been in my
- 3:17Speaker 1: life before that I was not serving my own purpose.
- 3:21Speaker 1: That all my life I had, in truth, never served
- 3:24Speaker 1: the purposes of my private life? Whose purposes? What purposes
- 3:29Speaker 1: was I serving? I ceased to speculate on why we
- 3:33Speaker 1: had come to the moon, and took a wider sweep.
- 3:37Speaker 1: Why had I come to the earth? Why had I
- 3:40Speaker 1: a private life at all? I lost myself at last
- 3:44Speaker 1: in bottomless speculations. My thoughts became vague and cloudy, no
- 3:50Speaker 1: longer leading in definite directions. I had not felt heavy
- 3:54Speaker 1: or weary. I cannot imagine one doing so upon the moon.
- 3:59Speaker 1: But I suppose I was greatly fatigued. At any rate,
- 4:03Speaker 1: I slept slumbering there, rested me greatly I think in
- 4:07Speaker 1: the sun was setting, and the violence of the heat
- 4:09Speaker 1: abating through all the time I slumbered. When at last
- 4:14Speaker 1: I was roused from my slumbers by a remote clamor.
- 4:17Speaker 1: I felt active and capable again. I rubbed my eyes
- 4:21Speaker 1: and stretched my arms. I rose to my feet. I
- 4:24Speaker 1: was a little stiff, and at once prepared to resume
- 4:28Speaker 1: my search. I shouldered my golden clubs, one on each shoulder,
- 4:33Speaker 1: and went on out of the ravine of the gold
- 4:35Speaker 1: veined rocks. The sun was certainly lower, much lower than
- 4:40Speaker 1: it had been, and the air was very much cooler.
- 4:44Speaker 1: I perceived I must have slept some time. It seemed
- 4:47Speaker 1: to me that a faint touch of misty blueness hung
- 4:50Speaker 1: about the western cliff. As I leapt to a little
- 4:53Speaker 1: boss of rock and surveyed the crater, I could see
- 4:56Speaker 1: no signs of moon calves or selenites, nor could I
- 5:00Speaker 1: see cavore. But I could see my handkerchief far off,
- 5:04Speaker 1: spread out on its thicket of thorns. I looked about me,
- 5:08Speaker 1: and then leaped forward to the next convenient viewpoint. I
- 5:12Speaker 1: beat my round in a semicircle, and back again in
- 5:15Speaker 1: a still remoter crescent. It was very fatiguing and hopeless.
- 5:21Speaker 1: The air was really very much cooler, and it seemed
- 5:23Speaker 1: to me that the shadow under the westward cliff was
- 5:26Speaker 1: growing broad. Ever and again I stopped and reconnoitered, but
- 5:31Speaker 1: there was no sign of Cavore, no sign of Selenites,
- 5:35Speaker 1: and it seemed to me the moon calves must have
- 5:37Speaker 1: been driven into the interior. Again I could see none
- 5:40Speaker 1: of them. I became more and more desirous of seeing Cavore.
- 5:45Speaker 1: The winged outline of the sun had sunk now until
- 5:48Speaker 1: it was scarcely the distance of its diameter from the
- 5:51Speaker 1: rim of the sky. I was oppressed by the idea
- 5:55Speaker 1: that the Selenites would presently close their lids in valves
- 5:59Speaker 1: and shut us out under the inexorable onrush of the
- 6:02Speaker 1: lunar night. It seemed to me high time that he
- 6:06Speaker 1: abandoned his search, and that we took counsel together. I
- 6:10Speaker 1: felt how urgent it was that we should decide soon
- 6:13Speaker 1: upon our course. We had failed to find the sphere.
- 6:17Speaker 1: We no longer had time to seek it, and once
- 6:20Speaker 1: these valves were closed, with us outside, we were lost men.
- 6:25Speaker 1: The great night of space would descend upon us, that
- 6:29Speaker 1: blackness of the void which is the only absolute death.
- 6:33Speaker 1: All my being shrank from that approach. We must get
- 6:36Speaker 1: into the moon again, though we were slain in doing it.
- 6:41Speaker 1: I was haunted by a vision of our freezing to death,
- 6:44Speaker 1: of our hammering with our last strength on the valve
- 6:46Speaker 1: of the great pit. I took no thought any more
- 6:51Speaker 1: of the Sphere. I thought only of finding Kvore again.
- 6:55Speaker 1: I was half inclined to go back into the moon
- 6:57Speaker 1: without him, rather than seek him until it was too late.
- 7:01Speaker 1: I was already half way back towards our handkerchief when
- 7:05Speaker 1: suddenly I saw the sphere. I did not find it
- 7:10Speaker 1: so much as it found me. It was lying much
- 7:14Speaker 1: farther to the westward than I had gone, and the
- 7:16Speaker 1: sloping rays of the sinking sun reflected from its glass
- 7:20Speaker 1: had suddenly proclaimed its presence in a dazzling beam. For
- 7:24Speaker 1: an instant I thought this was some new device of
- 7:27Speaker 1: the Selenites against us, And then I understood. I threw
- 7:31Speaker 1: up my arms, shouted a ghostly shout, and set off
- 7:35Speaker 1: in vast leaps towards it. I missed one of my
- 7:39Speaker 1: leaps and dropped into a deep ravine and twisted my ankle.
- 7:43Speaker 1: And after that I stumbled At almost every leap, I
- 7:46Speaker 1: was in a state of hysterical agitation, trembling violently and
- 7:51Speaker 1: quite breathless, long before I got to it. Three times
- 7:55Speaker 1: at least I had to stop with my hands resting
- 7:57Speaker 1: on my side, and in spite of the then dryness
- 8:00Speaker 1: of the air, the perspiration was wet upon my face.
- 8:05Speaker 1: I thought of nothing but the sphere. Until I reached it,
- 8:08Speaker 1: I forgot even my trouble of Kovoor's whereabouts. My last
- 8:12Speaker 1: leap flung me with my hands hard against its glass.
- 8:16Speaker 1: Then I lay against it, panting and trying vainly to shout, Cavore,
- 8:21Speaker 1: here is the sphere. When I had recovered a little,
- 8:24Speaker 1: I peered through the thick glass, and the things inside
- 8:28Speaker 1: seemed tumbled. I stooped to peer closer. Then I attempted
- 8:33Speaker 1: to get in. I had to hoist it over a
- 8:35Speaker 1: little to get my head through the manhole. The screw
- 8:39Speaker 1: stopper was inside, and I could see now that nothing
- 8:42Speaker 1: had been touched, nothing had suffered. It lay there as
- 8:46Speaker 1: we had left it when we had dropped out amidst
- 8:48Speaker 1: the snow. For a time I was wholly occupied in
- 8:51Speaker 1: making and remaking this inventory. I found. I was trembling violently.
- 8:57Speaker 1: It was good to see that familiar dark interior again.
- 9:00Speaker 1: I cannot tell you how good. Presently I crept inside
- 9:04Speaker 1: and sat down among the things. I looked through the
- 9:08Speaker 1: glass at the moon world and shivered. I placed my
- 9:12Speaker 1: gold clubs upon the table and sought out and took
- 9:15Speaker 1: a little food, not so much because I wanted it,
- 9:18Speaker 1: but because it was there. Then it occurred to me
- 9:21Speaker 1: that it was time to go out and signal for Cavore.
- 9:25Speaker 1: But I did not go out and signal for Cavore.
- 9:28Speaker 1: Forthwith something held me to the sphere. After all, everything
- 9:34Speaker 1: was coming right. There would be still time for us
- 9:37Speaker 1: to get more of the magic stone that gives one
- 9:40Speaker 1: mastery over men. Away there close handy was gold for
- 9:44Speaker 1: the picking up, and the sphere would travel as well,
- 9:47Speaker 1: half full of gold, as though it were empty. We
- 9:50Speaker 1: could go back now, masters of ourselves and our world.
- 9:54Speaker 1: And then I roused myself at last, and with an effort,
- 9:59Speaker 1: go myself out of the sphere. I shivered as I emerged,
- 10:04Speaker 1: for the evening air was growing very cold. I stood
- 10:07Speaker 1: in the hollows, staring about me. I scrutinized the bushes
- 10:11Speaker 1: round me very carefully, before I leaped to the rocky
- 10:14Speaker 1: shelf hard by and took once more what had been
- 10:17Speaker 1: my first leap in the moon. But now I made
- 10:20Speaker 1: it with no effort whatever. The growth and decay of
- 10:24Speaker 1: the vegetation had gone on apace, and the whole aspect
- 10:28Speaker 1: of the rocks had changed. But still it was possible
- 10:31Speaker 1: to make out the slope on which the seeds had germinated,
- 10:34Speaker 1: and the rocky mass from which we had taken our
- 10:36Speaker 1: first view of the crater. But the spiky shrub on
- 10:40Speaker 1: the slope stood brown and sear now and thirty feet
- 10:44Speaker 1: high and cast long shadows that stretched out of sight,
- 10:48Speaker 1: And the little seeds that clustered in its upper branches
- 10:51Speaker 1: were brown and ripe. Its work was done, and it
- 10:55Speaker 1: was brittle and ready to fall and crumple under the
- 10:58Speaker 1: freezing air as soon as the nightfall came. And the
- 11:02Speaker 1: huge cacti that had swollen as we watched them had
- 11:06Speaker 1: long since burst and scattered their spores to the four
- 11:09Speaker 1: quarters of the moon. Amazing little corner in the universe,
- 11:14Speaker 1: the landing place of men. Someday, thought I, I will
- 11:19Speaker 1: have an inscription standing there right in the midst of
- 11:21Speaker 1: the hollow. It came to me. If only this teeming
- 11:25Speaker 1: world within knew of the full import of the moment,
- 11:29Speaker 1: how furious its tumult would become. But as yet it
- 11:33Speaker 1: could scarcely be dreaming of the significance of our coming,
- 11:37Speaker 1: For if it did, the crater would surely be an
- 11:39Speaker 1: uproar of pursuit instead of its still as death. I
- 11:44Speaker 1: looked about for some place from which I might signal Cavore,
- 11:48Speaker 1: and saw that same patch of rock to which he
- 11:50Speaker 1: had leapt from my present standpoint, still bare and barren
- 11:54Speaker 1: in the sun. For a moment I hesitated it, going
- 11:57Speaker 1: so far from the sphere. Then, with a pang of
- 12:01Speaker 1: shame at that hesitation, I leaped from this vantage point.
- 12:05Speaker 1: I surveyed the crater again. Far away, at the top
- 12:09Speaker 1: of the enormous shadow I cast was the little white
- 12:12Speaker 1: handkerchief fluttering on the bushes. It was very little and
- 12:16Speaker 1: very far, and cavor was not in sight. It seemed
- 12:20Speaker 1: to me that by this time he ought to be
- 12:22Speaker 1: looking for me, that was the agreement, But he was
- 12:26Speaker 1: nowhere to be seen. I stood waiting and watching, hand
- 12:30Speaker 1: shading my eyes, expecting every moment to distinguish him. Very probably.
- 12:36Speaker 1: I stood there for quite a long time. I tried
- 12:39Speaker 1: to shout, and was reminded of the thinness of the air.
- 12:43Speaker 1: I made an undecided step back towards the sphere, but
- 12:48Speaker 1: a lurking dread of the Selenites made me hesitate to
- 12:50Speaker 1: signal my whereabouts by hoisting one of our sleeping blankets
- 12:54Speaker 1: on to the adjacent scrub. I searched the crater again.
- 13:00Speaker 1: It had an effect of emptiness that chilled me, and
- 13:03Speaker 1: it was still Any sound from the Selenites in the
- 13:06Speaker 1: world beneath had died away. It was as still as death,
- 13:11Speaker 1: save for the faint stir of the shrub about me,
- 13:14Speaker 1: and the little breeze that was rising. There was no sound,
- 13:18Speaker 1: nor shadow of a sound, and the breeze blew. Chill
- 13:23Speaker 1: confound Cavore. I took a deep breath. I put my
- 13:27Speaker 1: hands to the sides of my mouth. Cavore I bawled,
- 13:33Speaker 1: and the sound was like some mannekin shouting far away.
- 13:37Speaker 1: I looked at the handkerchief. I looked behind me at
- 13:40Speaker 1: the broadening shadow of the westward cliff. I looked under
- 13:44Speaker 1: my hand at the sun. It seemed to me that
- 13:46Speaker 1: almost visibly, it was creeping down the sky. I felt
- 13:50Speaker 1: I must act instantly if I were to save Cavore.
- 13:53Speaker 1: I whipped off my vest and flung it as a
- 13:55Speaker 1: mark on the sere bayonets of the shrubs behind me,
- 13:59Speaker 1: and then set off in a straight line towards the handkerchief.
- 14:03Speaker 1: Perhaps it was a couple of miles away, a matter
- 14:06Speaker 1: of a few hundred leaps and strides. I have already
- 14:09Speaker 1: told how one seemed to hang through those lunar leaps.
- 14:13Speaker 1: In each suspense, I sought cavour and marveled why he
- 14:17Speaker 1: should be hidden. In each leap, I could feel the
- 14:20Speaker 1: sun setting behind me. Each time I touched the ground.
- 14:24Speaker 1: I was tempted to go back a last leap, and
- 14:27Speaker 1: I was in the depression below our handkerchief a stride,
- 14:31Speaker 1: and I stood on our former vantage point, within arm's
- 14:34Speaker 1: reach of it. I stood up straight and scanned the
- 14:37Speaker 1: world about me. Between its lengthening bars of shadow. Far
- 14:42Speaker 1: away down a long declivity was the opening of the
- 14:45Speaker 1: tunnel up which we had fled, and my shadow reached
- 14:49Speaker 1: towards it, stretched towards it, and touched it like a
- 14:53Speaker 1: finger of the night. Not a sign of Cavore, not
- 14:57Speaker 1: a sound in all the stillness, only the stir and
- 15:00Speaker 1: waving of the scrub and of the shadows increased, and
- 15:04Speaker 1: suddenly and violently I shivered go I began and realized
- 15:10Speaker 1: once more the uselessness of the human voice in that
- 15:13Speaker 1: thin air silence, the silence of death. Then it was
- 15:20Speaker 1: my eye caught something, a little thing, lying perhaps fifty
- 15:24Speaker 1: yards away down the slope, amidst the litter of bent
- 15:27Speaker 1: and broken branches. What was it, I knew, and yet
- 15:32Speaker 1: for some reason I would not know. I went nearer
- 15:35Speaker 1: to it. It was the little cricket cap Cavore had warned.
- 15:40Speaker 1: I did not touch it. I stood looking at it.
- 15:44Speaker 1: I saw then that the scattered branches about it had
- 15:46Speaker 1: been forcibly smashed and trampled. I hesitated, stepped forward and
- 15:51Speaker 1: picked it up. I stood with Kavoor's cap in my hand,
- 15:55Speaker 1: staring at the trampled reeds and thorns about me. On
- 15:59Speaker 1: some of them were little smears of something dark, something
- 16:02Speaker 1: that I dared not touch. A dozen yards away. Perhaps
- 16:06Speaker 1: the rising breeze drags something into view, something small and
- 16:10Speaker 1: vividly white. It was a little piece of paper, crumpled tightly,
- 16:15Speaker 1: as though it had been clutched tightly. I picked it
- 16:18Speaker 1: up and on it were smears of red. My eye
- 16:22Speaker 1: caught faint pencil marks. I smoothed it out and saw
- 16:25Speaker 1: uneven and broken writing, ending at last in a crooked
- 16:29Speaker 1: streak up on the paper. I set myself to decipher this.
- 16:34Speaker 1: I have been injured about the knee. I think my
- 16:38Speaker 1: kneecap is hurt, and I cannot run or crawl. It
- 16:42Speaker 1: began pretty distinctly written, then less legibly. They have been
- 16:48Speaker 1: chasing me for some time, and is only a question
- 16:52Speaker 1: of the word time. Seemed to have been written here
- 16:55Speaker 1: and erased in favor of something illegible before they gain me.
- 17:00Speaker 1: They are beating all about me. Then the writing became convulsive.
- 17:06Speaker 1: I can hear them. I guessed the tracing meant, and
- 17:10Speaker 1: then it was quite unreadable for a space. Then came
- 17:13Speaker 1: a little string of words that were quite distinct, A
- 17:17Speaker 1: different sort of Selenite altogether, who appears to be directing
- 17:21Speaker 1: the The writing became a mere hasty confusion again. They
- 17:27Speaker 1: have larger brain cases, much larger and slenderer bodies, and
- 17:32Speaker 1: very short legs. They make gentle noises and move with
- 17:36Speaker 1: organized deliberation. And though I am wounded and helpless here
- 17:40Speaker 1: their appearance still gives me hope. That was like cavor.
- 17:46Speaker 1: They have not shot at me or attempted injury, I intend.
- 17:52Speaker 1: Then came the sudden streak of the pencil across the
- 17:55Speaker 1: paper and on the back and edges blood. And as
- 18:00Speaker 1: I stood there, stupid and perplexed with this dumbfounding relic
- 18:04Speaker 1: in my hand, something very soft and light and chill
- 18:09Speaker 1: touched my hand for a moment and ceased to be.
- 18:12Speaker 1: And then a thing, a little white speck, drifted athwart
- 18:15Speaker 1: a shadow. It was a tiny snowflake, the first snowflake,
- 18:21Speaker 1: the herald of the night. I looked up with a start,
- 18:24Speaker 1: and the sky had darkened almost to blackness, and was
- 18:27Speaker 1: thick with a gathering multitude of coldly watchful stars. I
- 18:32Speaker 1: looked eastward, and the light of that shriveled world was
- 18:35Speaker 1: touched with somber bronze westward, and the sun, robbed now
- 18:40Speaker 1: by a thickening white mist of half its heat and splendor,
- 18:44Speaker 1: was touching the crater rim was sinking out of sight,
- 18:48Speaker 1: and all the shrubs and jagged and tumbled rocks stood
- 18:51Speaker 1: out against it in a bristling disorder of black shapes,
- 18:55Speaker 1: into the great lake of darkness. Westward, a vast wreath
- 18:58Speaker 1: of mist was sinking. A cold wind set all the
- 19:02Speaker 1: crater shivering. Suddenly, for a moment I was in a
- 19:06Speaker 1: puff of falling snow, and all the world about me
- 19:09Speaker 1: gray and dim. And then it was I heard, not
- 19:14Speaker 1: loud and penetrating, as at first, but faint and dim,
- 19:17Speaker 1: like a dying voice, that tolling, that same tolling that
- 19:22Speaker 1: had welcomed the coming of the day. Boom boom, boom,
- 19:28Speaker 1: it echoed about the crater. It seemed to throb with
- 19:32Speaker 1: the throbbing of the greater stars. The blood red crescent
- 19:35Speaker 1: of the Sun's disc sank as it toiled out, boom
- 19:40Speaker 1: boom boom. What had happened to Cavore all through that tolling?
- 19:47Speaker 1: I stood there stupidly, and at last the tolling ceased,
- 19:51Speaker 1: and suddenly the open mouth of the tunnel down below
- 19:54Speaker 1: there shut like an eye and vanished out of sight.
- 20:00Speaker 1: Indeed was I alone, over me, around me, closing in
- 20:05Speaker 1: on me, embracing me. Ever nearer was the eternal, that
- 20:10Speaker 1: which was before the beginning, and that which triumphs over
- 20:14Speaker 1: the end, that enormous void in which all light and
- 20:17Speaker 1: life and being is but the thin and vanishing splendor
- 20:20Speaker 1: of a falling star, the cold, the stillness, the silence,
- 20:27Speaker 1: the infinite and final night of space. The sense of
- 20:32Speaker 1: solitude and desolation became the sense of an overwhelming presence
- 20:36Speaker 1: that stooped towards me, that almost touched me. No, I cried, no,
- 20:41Speaker 1: not yet, not yet. Wait, wait, oh wait. My voice
- 20:46Speaker 1: went up to a shriek. I flung the crumpled paper
- 20:49Speaker 1: from me, scrambled back to the crest to take my bearings,
- 20:53Speaker 1: and then, with all the will that was in me,
- 20:56Speaker 1: leaped out towards the mark I had left, dim and distant,
- 20:59Speaker 1: now in the very margin of the shadow. Leap, leap, leap,
- 21:04Speaker 1: and each leap was seven ages before me. The pale
- 21:08Speaker 1: serpent girdled section of the sun sank and sank, and
- 21:12Speaker 1: the advancing shadow swept to seize the sphere before I
- 21:15Speaker 1: could reach it. I was two miles away, a hundred
- 21:18Speaker 1: leaps or more, and the air about me was thinning
- 21:21Speaker 1: out as it thins under an air pump, and the
- 21:24Speaker 1: cold was gripping at my joints. But had I died,
- 21:28Speaker 1: I should have died. Leaping once and then again, my
- 21:31Speaker 1: foot slipped on the gathering snow. As I leaped and
- 21:34Speaker 1: shortened my leap, I fell short into bushes that crashed
- 21:38Speaker 1: and smashed into dusty chips and nothingness. And once I
- 21:42Speaker 1: stumbled as I dropped and rolled head over heels into
- 21:45Speaker 1: a gully, and rose bruised and bleeding and confused as
- 21:49Speaker 1: to my direction. But such incidents were as nothing to
- 21:52Speaker 1: the intervals, those awful pauses. When one drifted through the
- 21:56Speaker 1: air towards that pouring tide of night. My breathing made
- 22:01Speaker 1: of piping noise, and it was as though knives were
- 22:04Speaker 1: whirling in my lungs. My heart seemed to beat against
- 22:07Speaker 1: the top of my brain. Shall I reach it? Oh, Heaven,
- 22:12Speaker 1: shall I reach it? My whole being became anguish. Lie down,
- 22:18Speaker 1: screamed my pain and despair. Lie down. The nearer I struggled,
- 22:24Speaker 1: the more awfully remote it seemed. I was numb. I stumbled,
- 22:29Speaker 1: I bruised and cut myself and did not bleed. It
- 22:33Speaker 1: was in sight. I fell on all fours, and my
- 22:36Speaker 1: lungs whooped. I crawled. The frost gathered on my lips,
- 22:42Speaker 1: ey sickles hung from my mustache. I was white with
- 22:46Speaker 1: a freezing atmosphere. I was a dozen yards from it.
- 22:51Speaker 1: My eyes had become dim. Lie down, screamed despair, Lie down.
- 22:58Speaker 1: I touched it and halted too late, screamed despair, Lie down.
- 23:05Speaker 1: I fought stiffly with it. I was on the manhole lip,
- 23:09Speaker 1: a stupefied, half dead being. The snow was all about me.
- 23:14Speaker 1: I pulled myself in there lurked within a little warmer air,
- 23:20Speaker 1: the snowflakes, the air flakes danced in about me. As
- 23:24Speaker 1: I tried with chilling hands to thrust the valve in
- 23:27Speaker 1: and spun it tight and hard. I sobbed, I will
- 23:32Speaker 1: I chattered in my teeth, and then, with fingers that
- 23:36Speaker 1: quivered and felt brittle, I turned to the shutter studs.
- 23:41Speaker 1: As I fumbled with the switches, for I had never
- 23:43Speaker 1: controlled them before. I could see dimly through the steaming glass,
- 23:48Speaker 1: the blazing red streamers of the sinking sun dancing and
- 23:52Speaker 1: flickering through the snowstorm, and the black forms of the
- 23:55Speaker 1: scrub thickening and bending and breaking beneath the accumulating snow.
- 24:00Speaker 1: Thicker whirled the snow and thicker black against the light.
- 24:05Speaker 1: What if even now the switches overcame me. Then something
- 24:09Speaker 1: clicked under my hands, and in an instant, that last
- 24:13Speaker 1: vision of the Moon World was hidden from my eyes.
- 24:16Speaker 1: I was in the silence and darkness of the interplanetary sphere.
- 24:22Speaker 1: End of chapter