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Episode #178: The Rise of Emotional Sensitivity-Being Affected by the Collective Feminine Energy Shift · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Hi, Welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev. Good day, my
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friend, good day. How are you doing. I feel like I'm taking
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a breath of fresh air. Nice, It's all good. And you are
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you announcing your celebration my new grand baby? Yeah, my I don't even
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I haven't even figured out how many hours. And I was awake because I
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was awake for a few days, what's only like maybe an hour and a
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half asleep in between. So you probably doesn't function as well when you want
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to do that stuff. But now my grandson arrived on Thursday at six twenty
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one in the morning, so it was a long night, you know.
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And they kept telling me, mom, you could go to sleep, and
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I'm like no, because you know, this is our second baby. Anything
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that happens so fast, so it's so amazing. So mister Chucks Lee James
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was born six twenty one on nine twenty one, so it's kind of crazy.
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It's kind of crazy how times have changed so much. Because when I
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had kids, and probably when you had kids, they didn't they make such
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a fuss about some things because they were up. Her doctor was a little
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peeved that the doctor that she had seen the week before he had seen her
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allowed her to go without doing certain things because they say that once you go
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over do date, once you go over that forty weeks, your placenta starts
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to deteriorate, it starts to degree, so that means the baby is not
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getting what it needs and then you're looking at potential problems down the road.
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So it was kind of kind of made like a big deal for this to
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all happen. Kind of how it happened. I mean, she went in
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for an appointment that morning at ten forty five, thinking nothing, and then
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they talked about doing the thing the induction the following morning at four o'clock in
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the morning, and then it turned out to be that afternoon four thirty.
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He's like, no, we want to get this, we want to do
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it now. So in the sights, he was going on vacation. So
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it just kind of worked out pretty amazing. The steck when you set your
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intentions and when you get to know people, it's it's phenomenal because I have
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met a lot of the nurses at the gym where I go to. A
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couple of the nurses that are there top the top dogs right for ob gyn,
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and it's like they were phenomenal. It's like without them, you know,
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it's they made it. They made the difference, even to the point
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where the following morning, one of the gifts that they had given her was
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a onesie that had his name, date of birth, the time he was
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born, how much he weighed, like all this stuff was all printed out
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on the front of it. Just freaking amazing, right, It just blows
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my mind. But that's the kind of when we set ourselves up for things
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like that, and not with expectation that those things would happen, but just
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going in and just being positive and knowing things we're going to work out for
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the greatest good, and asking for the angels to surround and uplift. And
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I'm telling Frem and I'm like, I'm going to call in like ten thousand
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angels, And he's like, why are you gonna make the room so crowded?
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Nobody's got to know, nobody's got to know. But it just keeps
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it the space, right. So it's just all those thoughts that we create
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because in my past, and not to say that I didn't have worries and
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concerns, because if the heartbeat started to change a little bit, I'd get
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a little bit more alert to it, or if Mama was hurting, I
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get a little bit more alert to it and just kept calling in, you
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know, whatever I could do at that time to help her and to help
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me because she was doing great, honestly. So it was just a wonderful
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experience. Dad was there. It was just to witness the love between the
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two of them, and to be in that space where I start to cry
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and I look over at Dad and dat's like his eyes are all teared up
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and we're both kind of crying, and then he goes to cut the court,
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you know, all this stuff because that's their second baby. So it's
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like it was just a It was a pretty amazing to be in that space.
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It really was, and it carries on. That's cool. It's so
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amazing. And he's such a peaceful, just peace this baby's piece, he
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really is. So it'd be interesting to see how the energy of him comes
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in and affects everybody around. Yeah, true meant affects his older brother.
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The connection and such opportunities there was. Dad and I had lots of deep
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conversations about a lot of stuff, like some of his experiences in his life
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that he just kind of. I didn't ask questions. It was just was
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a comfortable, safe environment right to have these conversations. And it's I'm just
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I'm blown away by humanity these days. It makes me want to cry emotionally,
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but because it's because it feels good, but it's there is such a
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there's a shift, such a shift going on, and of course it's worth
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you direct your attention. And I've listened to this lady this morning and she
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is channeling, and she's talking about how we we ourselves that are going through
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a spiritual shift and we're on this higher vibration. I could say it like
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that, I suppose, and when we see ourselves different or separate from someone
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else that hasn't gone through that path, we are creating separation at that moment.
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And it's not to create that separation at all. It's just to be
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there in that space of love which we've been talking about. It's just being
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that that love space where we're not seeing where somebody's at or where they're not
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at, do you know what I mean? Where we're we can still have
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conversations with them. And it's this has been a growth process because for me,
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it was like I couldn't be around people that were low vibing for a
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long time, and sometimes that can feel that way. But when I start
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gaining these different perspectives, it helps to lift me up. And it's almost
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like those labels that I've kind of laid upon my shoulders have been have been
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lifted. I don't have to think that way or feel that way, because
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when you think about it, when you have that it's almost what words coming
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to my head is almost like an agenda, Like an agenda, but expectation
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of how everyone should be on this journey, you know, or they're not.
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They're not. Why can't they just freak and shift up? It'll make
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things so much better. Well, it's if we're the ones that are shifting,
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we have to make it better by acknowledging that they're perfect just of where
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they're at right now, and that there is no we're not better than another
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and they're not better than us. However we perceive things just like I mean,
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I can go into the politics of things, but I think just saying
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that out loud kind of gives people in a general idea where there's that separation
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and it's to love each other regardless of what our opinions and thoughts are of
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course, you know, it's it's everything has its purpose because there's growth to
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come from everything. There's there's always all this amazing growth. And I've and
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I've witnessed it. I've witnessed it with the losses that I've had in my
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life. I've witnessed it you helping be supportive with people that are losing people
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around you. I've witnessed it after other people who have lost their kids and
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other things, and how they've shifted and and changed and grown so much.
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And sometimes we don't grow without those kind of things that happen in our life.
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So it's just it's just I'm blown away these days, that's all.
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Well. I just had a pretty lengthy conversation with somebody yesterday who said,
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there they think they're experiencing pre menopause, but she's been super emotional lately and
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and just not wanting to people. And I told her, I said,
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I said, listen, how long have we been talking about the aquarian age?
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We know that's a major shift and we have entered it. And and
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she mentioned to me about the feminine energy, and I said, yes,
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I mean, if you think about how many teachers and people are out shifting
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from their old way of being into the healing, the natural, the power
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of our bodies, the power of our mind, believing in that, shifting
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to it utilizing more. You have all these podcasts, you have all these
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YouTube channels, you have all these people, like thousands, if not millions,
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of people talking about spirituality, the power that we have within us to
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tap into reincarnation, near death experience. Like all of that and more,
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people are leaning into that space of love and compassion instead of staying in the
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stuckness of the anger and all the lower vibrational energies, the emotions. I
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said, you have all these people, I said, it takes it takes
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one person. So it took one person to give Bev the idea of doing
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this podcast, and it took Bev one person to say yes. Now we
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have two people, and those two people have grown to how many people are
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watching. And those people who are implementing what they're learning and growing and changing
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and shifting and affecting the people in their environments home, work, their business,
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in the line of the grocery store, wherever they go. They're affecting
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people. So this collective feminine energy is getting stronger. And I believe I've
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mentioned it before in a different podcasts about we have been in the masculine energy
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for decades, great centuries. We've been in masculine energy because we needed to
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survive, and that has shifted, and we recognize we don't have to stay
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in that masculine energy, but to bring harmony to the sides of masculine and
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feminine, and that feminine side is our intuition first and foremost. We're learning
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what feels good, what doesn't feel good, what feels truth to our own
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being and what doesn't. We can tell when people are lying and when they
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are telling the truth. And the self care, the self nurturing, taking
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care of our mental wellness, taking care of our emotional state, taking care
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of our bodies in a different way, not completely relying on the medical and
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pharmaceutical industry, but utilizing them as a tool. This is what I do.
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I utilize them as a tool my doctors to help me know where I'm
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at with myself so then I can make the changes so my body can feel
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better. So people are shifting that and that is shifting into raising I'm not
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saying shifting into the feminine energy, but raising the feminine energy, and in
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feminine energy is emotional. So now we incorporate that, people are starting to
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feel that love, feel that compassion, feel that energetic shift, and it's
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allowing that deep buried emotions that they've been hanging onto to surface. And they're
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being emotionally emotionally sensitive and crying but not knowing why. And I'm like,
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listen, it's a release and you don't need to understand it. Just let
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it happen. Just let it happen. If you're feeling that need to cry,
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then freaking cry because something is being released from your body. And it's
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funny that I say that, because this morning I was listening to a segment
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of the Agape Spiritual Center with Michael Bernard Beckwith and he said, he goes,
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you take a piece of paper, because he's talking about releasing and letting
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go. He said, you take a piece of paper. I don't need
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to take this piece of paper and put it on the ground. I don't
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need to do that. What do I need to do? I need to
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let it go and it falls. It's gravity. You really open up and
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release it. Right. So that's what I feel like, that emotional sensitivity
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it's being felt. Is that opportunity to open up, let go release it
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so that some healing can take place within the self. And so I'm excited
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about it. I think it's amazing. I think it's wonderful. I think
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it's a blessing. I think it's a miracle. And I feel like,
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I mean, the more people that are doing this, just crying and releasing
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and not not they don't even need to understand it, but the fact that
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they're they're doing it is contributing to that shift, that energetic vibrational shift.
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And I'm like, I'm like, cry, cry, cry, cry,
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cry cry. But at the same time, it's important to have some sort
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of community. So whether you're watching us every week and you're implement implementing what
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we talk about and what you're learning from us, whether you're going to Bev's
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meet up, whether you're you know, watching a Goppy Spiritual Center and Michael
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Bernard back with it, have some sort of community where you feel like you're
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having that support. I have Bebb's Meetup, I have this that we do
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every week, and then I'm involved in two Mastermind groups because I need that
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to feed my spirit, to feed my soul. To feed my mind,
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to help me stay grounded within my belief system and help me stay focused on
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what feels good. So in those in those groups, we also talk about
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our what our struggles, and we are solution oriented. We get feedback about
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how to shift a mindset, shift different perspective so that we can keep moving
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forward instead of staying stuck in the muck and guck and stirring in it.
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And then that lowers our vibration, and then we wonder why we're attracting what
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we're attracting make life feet seems like it sucks. We want to move out
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of that. So get connected to some sort of a community or teacher,
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something that you can stay consistent with to help you do you're releasing, help
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you feel better, help you change your perspective about life. To me,
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and I have come to realize because I'm in BEV too, we grew up
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and we were independent people and we had to figure it out on our own,
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and we had to survive on our own, and we had to take
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care of things. While I have since since I am older and wiser,
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now I know you need a support group. You have to have a support
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group, and you think about addicts who want to stop using drugs. There's
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narcotics Anonymous, there's alcohol anonymous. There are support groups for you to stay
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on track, to help you heal and shift. So why wouldn't you do
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that for your spiritual side? Why wouldn't you Why wouldn't you have that support
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team to help you move forward instead of stay stuck. It's true you're talking
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about the just back to the emotions and stuff like that. Because of the
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last couple of weeks, I've had lots abouts where I just said, will
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cry and cry and cry, and it's not it's not like it's just like
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you said, it's just a release. I don't have to identify where it's
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coming from. And sometimes I feel like it's easier for us to do the
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crime because we can handle it and some people can't release that stuff yet.
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So if you think about it, you're collectively when you're having those releases and
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you can't identify, you're collectively releasing for people. It's not a bad thing,
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and we're releasing for ourselves too. But again, it's like that full
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conversation that we had earlier on in the conversation, it's just seeing things separate.
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We are all so connected. We're interconnected. And when we start recognizing
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that, whether you do or not, but when you start recognizing, you
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start seeing that things are a little bit more simpler than you thought they were,
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and it's so beneficial. You talk about the meet up, you talk
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about having the support, so I have one. There's so many amazing people
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that are coming from this meetup group. It blows my mind. But I
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have one of my friends and she sent me this video over and she's like,
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I don't know if you've watched this yet. It was from Alex Ferrari
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and her name was Anne Turner. Maybe I don't. I didn't look.
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I don't remember her last name because I'm listening it again to it again this
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morning, and she says, I feel like there's a lot of parallels with
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you and this person. So I start listening to it yesterday before I'm going
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to the group, and I hear she's talking about, you know, she
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sends out this email to all of her friends, let's get together, and
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she was doing like self help. She wasn't even putting it geared towards spirituality
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or anything like that. She said. Nobody responded. None of her friends,
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like nobody responded. So then she found which I heard it one way
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yesterday, Now I heard it the other way today. She created this meetup
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group, and I thought, what the hell, because why would I have
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put the group on there? Because at first it was like just a spiritual
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meetup group, right, that's what I would refer to it as. But
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I just put on the counter a meetup group, not knowing anything else beyond
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that. And then I listened to it again today and it wasn't just that
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she called it a meetup group. There is actually an app for meetup.
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It's a meetup group app, which I start exploring today because I'm going to
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put it on there for like bunding the people to come in. And she
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said she started out with a couple handful of people, and she said she'd
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done this monthly, and she said she's up to fifteen hundred people. Then
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she would fly back to this area to meet up with all these people each
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time. So that because that's how the group built, you know, how
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it was created. And then she had another group that she would stay with
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these people for six months at a time, and then once they would leave
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off the group and then other people will come on. She said, the
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people never left, and she said, I've built these huge relationships, so
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having this, having these people in your life, they really do help.
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So she sent me that information, which was a confirmation to me yesterday that
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I know that I'm on the right path. This is right. And then
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it doesn't matter the quantity. I say that so far, but I think
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there's a fear in me that it could get too big. And then I
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hear her fifteen hundred and I'm thinking, how does she operate it that way?
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So it's like it's now I have an opportunity to look and see how
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someone else is doing something. And I haven't looked into her that much,
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but there's so much there. And then one of the girls that were there,
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she says, I watch you and Amy on tea time all the time,
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and she says, you guys were talking about the meet up group and
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she says, I want to be a part of that group. Nobody told
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me about it or you know whatever about it. And so I had invited
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her and she had she shown up, had shown up this past Saturday,
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and she's like, you know, you could just mention it on the your
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Amy and BEV. You know, hey, if you're interested, you know,
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hit us up or whatever, come on in. And I don't have
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restrictions about who's going to show up and who doesn't show up, because I
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feel like spirit always guides it. Anyways, we have the best intentions going
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into it, and there's always the learning opportunity while we're in that space.
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It's just amazing. And then to see to receive the information like afterwards,
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like it was such a great group. You know, it's such an awesome
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thing. I'm so glad you're doing this and for it to be beneficial and
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it just blows my mind. And another girl that I hadn't invited before,
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but I had thought about inviting her numerous times, and then all of a
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sudden we were talking because she had just gone through some experience I thought.
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I told her, I said, hey, I have this group, and
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then we're in the class. And it's because you can be comfortable. It's
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just like you and I were able to talk to each other without having like
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an agenda with it. But we're open and it's a safe place and you
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can be vulnerable in this space. And she even looked over and she said,
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she said, I'm sitting here and I'm thinking how come, I haven't
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been to this group this. How come this is the first time hearing about
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it? Right? And she says, and then she answers herself because I
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wasn't ready, right, I wasn't ready for it. And and because she
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was going to other groups. She's gone through addictions and stuff like that,
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so she's been going to those groups, and all of a sudden, those
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groups aren't they aren't holding it for her. And she'd already stopped that group
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just before I had sent her this information for this group. So now one
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group just left for her to come into another group that we're so we meet
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a couple of times a month, and she really really enjoyed it. And
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so that's the awesome thing that people can And I was wasn't sure because you
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know some people that we like to we like to hold things within ourselves and
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not share that stuff. But then she was quiet for the majority of the
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class and then opened up at the end of the class, like just started
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sharing all this stuff. And it was just phenomenal because it's a safe place
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and it doesn't have to be just at MySpace, but it's just an opportunity
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for each person to reach out and start creating spaces, like when you're having
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those conversations with someone that it feels like a great conversation at you know,
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save something to them. Synchronicities like synchronicity. This one of the gals that
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was there, she had lost her son. She didn't lose them. He
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transitioned. It'll be two years next month in October, and she said that
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she had gone to on a vacation recently and they had hopefully don't mess the
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story up, but she was like their dog. They were at the beach
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and the dog had ran off and it was her son's dog, and she's
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yelling for Farah to come back or whatever. And then this girl taught her
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name was Sarah, and she thought that she was calling her. So they
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end up having this conversation and she said immediately she she heard this information,
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like tell them about my death or tell them about about me, and she's
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she's like, you know, arguing with herself in her head, like no,
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I talk about this way too much. She's like I'm not gonna she's
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ignoring it, right, and then they start having I don't know if they
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had the conversation right then or they're like, oh, hi, you know
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and then they went their separate ways. Well, they ran into each other
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again, because spirit is amazing, So they run into each other again,
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and one of them is talking, you know, talking about she says,
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oh, my son had died three years ago in a motorcycle accident and he
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was twenty one. And she says, oh, my son had transitioned.
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It's all it'll be two years in October. And when Tyler, you know,
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she said Tyler and she says the girl says what, and she says,
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yeah, Tyler, and she says, my son's name was Tyler.
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And it's like, how amazing is it? And then for her to even
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recognize the lady that was here in the group, for her to even recognize
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how amazing spirit is, and to know that the sun's got together and that's
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how they were able to communicate. Because it's those confirmations of synchronicities that kind
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of feed our soul and keep us going and moving forward. So it's like
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so much phenomenal stuff to sit back and to bear witness to. It's but
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that's the world. And the more that we sit back and bear witness to
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that and appreciate how people can be so vulnerable and share their stories and and
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and be in this place that it's so phenomenal that we don't get to see
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on a regular basis, and knowing that we all grieve in different ways and
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we see things in different ways, and it's just such a it's such a
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beautiful place that it's a creating, a create, it's a ground where we
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can create whatever we want to create. Right, we're in a space of
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creating abundance and beauty and appreciation and synchronicities. And then even in being in
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the group and then listening, one girl's talking talking about that the other girl
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is keeps acknowledging that the other girl has pink shoes on, pink this because
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she just got a pink coming bird feeder and she's just solved jazz about it
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because that brings a pink in the house because the sun reflects on it.
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And she's like, and you've got pink shoes on, and you've got a
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pink shirt. And then we lat blah blah lah talk some more, and
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then she looks, so, oh, and you have a pink notebook.
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And then she starts talking about how she had came about receiving this notebook and
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how she had found it. It was basically had been discarded, so she
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cleaned it up and it was barely even used, and then it had this
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saying on the front of it. And then she starts reading the saying,
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and then the girl across the room was like, that's from Proverbs or whatever,
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and she said, then she goes on to explain exactly what it means
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to the other girl, and it's like, it was just amazing the synchronicities
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that happened in our lives, but we don't if you don't have an awareness
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of it, if you're not taking the time to slow down and appreciate the
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things around you, then you miss out. And believe me, after Huxley
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was born, I wanted to I came home and tried this to nap,
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and I kind of dozed for a little bit, and I wanted to get
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back because I wanted to pick up Colton from school take him to the hospital
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so we can see his new brother. And then I thought, well,
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I'm gonna stay at my kid's house and I'll bring Colton. He can stay
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with me at their house, so he's at home. You know, it's
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where it's relaxing and stuff like that. For when Mom and Dad come home
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the next day with their brother baby brother, and so we cleaned right.
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So I kept myself so busy that I didn't do anything. And then once
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I sat still, once I sat still, I recognized my neck was hurting.
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There was other things. I was exhausted, there was other things that
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were going on, but I kept pushing it off and ignoring it. That's
24:26
what happens. That's the extreme of being. You know, I had good
24:30
intentions, but I wasn't listening to my body at all. And when we
24:33
get so busy, we don't hear the messages that are coming in, even
24:37
from our own physical body. Like I wasn't even recognizing And as soon as
24:40
I had that chance to take a breathen, sit still, I noticed that
24:42
I wasn't feeling are per. So it's just this has been such a learning
24:47
journey for me. I mean, you know, when he said, how
24:55
come I didn't come to that? How come I haven't heard about this?
24:56
Meeting absolutely has one hundred percent to do with divine timing and being ready.
25:03
Yes, and being ready because I was around somebody a week ago, sitting
25:11
with them, a small handful of people, and when I get into groups.
25:17
I'm very observant. I've been like that my entire life. That's what
25:21
being an introvert does for you, is you can sit and listen, right,
25:25
And because of my coaching and my training and stuff, I'm very aware
25:30
of people's emotions and words. And so I just sat and I listened,
25:36
listen to the conversations. They weren't uplifting by no means. They were more
25:41
complaining and you know what's wrong. So I sat and listened and it was
25:48
very quiet. And then a day or two later, I saw one of
25:52
the ladies who was participating in the conversation, and I said, and so
25:57
you know, I'm an emotional resiliency coach. And she goes. You know,
26:03
as I was sitting there talking, I remembered that, and I was
26:07
thinking to myself, Oh, this lady's probably dissecting me, and I said,
26:12
I shared her. I said, listen, I don't judge people.
26:17
I observe. I listen, and it allows me to be able to help
26:22
people. So I have things that I could share with you that could help
26:29
you. I said, I totally believe in energy. Everything's energy. And
26:33
she just popped up and she's like, oh my god, I do too.
26:34
I said, great, you already have that knowledge, so I feel
26:40
like I could help you in having a different perspective, in mindset shift.
26:45
If you are willing stop by my office, we'll have a conversation. And
26:52
her immediate response was, oh, yeah, when I have a minute.
26:56
And you know, because she's she's busy, she's got a lot of stuff
26:59
on her plate. Well, here's the thing. First of all, divine
27:03
timing, I offered it to her. I did my part. Her part
27:10
is to say yes. Her part is to recognize what she's doing is not
27:14
working or doesn't feel good, and so it's up to her to choose to
27:23
have that conversation with me or somebody else, somebody else she might resonate with
27:29
somebody else who might be able to share that similar information with her to help
27:34
her shift and change and grow. I did my part, and it's not
27:40
for me every time I see her to say are you ready? Are you
27:42
ready? Are you ready? No? Spirit, I know strongly, Spirit,
27:47
somebody in the spirit world, Spirit, guide, angels, God,
27:52
ascending Master, a loved one that's transitioned something is going to guide her into
28:00
us having a conversation, because at that moment is when she will be ready.
28:06
I've planned to the sea, I planted the seed. That was my
28:10
job. I don't And that's what this is. What people think about me,
28:14
is that I'm sitting there judging them because of the way they talk or
28:17
behave or whatever. No, I'm observant, which means what you're doing is
28:22
helping me grow, not only with myself, but being able to recognize what
28:30
you're doing or what you're saying, or being very tuned into your energy that
28:34
is helping me grow. I'm a judgment if that's where you want. I've
28:40
been there. I know what that feels like to be in that complaining space,
28:42
that angry space, that full of shame and guilt space. I get
28:47
that and stirring in it and staying in it and wanting people to tell me
28:52
that I was right and the perpetrator was wrong. I wanted all of that.
28:56
So I shared that victim story in every way, shape and form that
29:00
I could to get that empathy and assurance that I was right. That didn't
29:07
get me anywhere. That got me nowhere. What got me to move and
29:15
change my vibrational frequency, which is contributing to the collective feminine energy shift,
29:21
was doing my own mental and emotional healing. That's what made me change.
29:26
And so when you're ready is when you will say yes, yes I want
29:30
to attend Bev's meet up. Yes I want to listen to tea time with
29:34
Amien Bev. Yes I want to pay for coaching. Yes I'm going to
29:40
attend these classes. That's your job. That's as the audience. That's your
29:45
job is to say yes, I'm ready, Yes I'm finally it's time to
29:49
make a change because what I'm doing is not working and it doesn't feel good
29:56
mc I. I agree. And it's always an opportunity when someone asked,
30:02
when someone got does come in because to talk to you and then the information
30:06
that flows through you, because there's tidbits that are for us too that were
30:07
given that information and it's it's for our growth. So you're one hundred percents
30:12
like right on from from my perspective that I mean, that's from my perspective.
30:18
I do believe that should be true too. It's just such an opportunity
30:22
cetally An I wasn't recognizing that how the advice was beneficial for myself too.
30:26
Yeah, and just on Saturday, you know you've had this meet up for
30:30
a few months now, and I have I'm not kidding you, I'm not
30:37
exaggerating. I've thought who could I invite? And I can tell you nobody
30:47
was coming to mind? Gotcha on Saturday? Well this week I invited three
30:53
people. So there's that me feeling their energy of are they not for me?
31:03
Judging them of saying, oh, well, I don't know if they're
31:07
ready for It wasn't that. It was that energetic connection of is it time
31:11
to plant the seed? But that was totally spirit guided. It wasn't me
31:15
judging the situation or making that determination quote unquote determination of oh are they worthy
31:22
of coming? Are they ready to come? That was not any part of
31:26
my thought process. It was it was a gentleman showing up to my Reiki
31:33
one and two class and his desire to have and be around more like minded
31:38
people because he just moved here. Oh let me invite them to the meet
31:44
up. A lady that I saw on Saturday, we go have lunch and
31:51
we're talking about metaphysics and her desire to be around like minded people. Oh,
31:56
let me invite you. On Saturday the same day this having this conversation
32:01
with the lady who's feeling the collective feminine energy shift and being emotional but not
32:07
having a support system. Oh, let me invite you to this meet up.
32:10
It was that that spirit guided bringing us together, hearing those conversations,
32:17
feeling that desire of something different. Oh it is, I know you could
32:25
be that would be beneficial. Yeah, same same. So when you're saying
32:30
that, you're kind of putting words to kind of how I've been doing things,
32:34
because it's just like I'm looking I'm looking for spirit guidance. Because initially
32:38
the first time, if you remember, we talked about I'll just send out
32:40
a group text, right, Well, then I had gotten a couple of
32:44
people didn't like that group text, which I understand, I'm not a problem.
32:46
I don't have a problem with that at all, but also recognizing in
32:50
that moment, I wasn't listening to myself because I asked Spirit, who should
32:53
I who should I invite? And so when I get that inclination, like
32:57
what's the most recent one? I had gotten it a couple of times.
33:00
It was kind of there, like it was almost like it was planning a
33:01
seed in me, like Spirit was planning that seed for me. And then
33:05
recognizing then all of a sudden, I just knew. And then she tells
33:07
me that she left the other group and how this is beneficial for her,
33:10
and she talked about doing a sweat lodge and some other stuff. So it's
33:15
like it was such a there was such a huge benefit from it. And
33:20
it's man, I just am blown away by the people because it's like you
33:23
were saying early on it, everyone has all these when you join these kind
33:28
of groups or you create these kind of groups, it's it's got an energy
33:31
of itself. It's it's got a body of its own. It just kind
33:35
of flows and it moves, and it's so beneficial. I hear so much
33:38
different perspectives on things, and it gives me an idea, Like for one
33:42
of the things I said, because I was talking about my mom and I'm
33:45
like, I'm I'm never going to do chemotherapy or radiation. And then one
33:50
of the gals has gone through radiation and chemotherapy while she was in there,
33:52
and she says, you know, I never the whole time I felt like
33:55
I was I was being guided towards this. She gave me a different perspective,
34:00
so than I removed my limits on that space and that's very free.
34:06
It maybe one thing at a time that I'm removing those limits on, but
34:08
I'm able to witness it and see it and let it go and also know
34:13
I'm not going to limit if something came into my experience that way, because
34:15
before I always say, well, I'm only going to go natural path,
34:17
I'm only going to go I'm gonna go find spiritual healers. That's what I'm
34:21
going to do. But it doesn't necessarily mean that if my body tells me
34:25
that hey this, to go do this, then to go do this,
34:29
to go do it. And it's like she said, I never looked at
34:31
it as putting poison into my body because I didn't label it the way that
34:35
other people have labeled it. And then recognizing we hear stuff so much that
34:38
we start saying the same things, recycling that information, and it's we haven't
34:42
even checked in with ourselves. Does that resonate with us? That's where the
34:45
goosebumps are lining up for me all the time. I had so much goosebumps
34:49
this weekend. It was just ridiculous. I have them all the time.
34:52
When you and I have conversations, I look forward to those. But it's
34:55
also recognizing what rings true to me, and my recycling the information I'm coming
35:00
out because before I couldn't even looked at any of this stuff. I didn't
35:02
have the time to look at that kind of stuff. But now I'm looking
35:05
at all of it and checking out my response and why did I say it
35:07
like that? Then I'm realizing, you know, I tell the group,
35:10
I'm like, I'm learning just like all of you are. And so please
35:15
don't never taken offense to what I'm saying, because if I'm saying no to
35:19
something like that, I said, if you hadn't spoke up and said what
35:21
you had said, not that you were trying to sway me or shame me
35:24
because I had a belief that wasn't your belief. They gave me a different
35:30
perspective, which totally changed my perspective because there was no push. It was
35:32
just a neutral conversation that she brought forward with during this timeframe. So it's
35:37
like, it's just amazing these opportunities that we can give ourselves. And it's
35:42
each like you said, you're planning a seed and you are a great coach,
35:45
and now it's an opportunity for people to start flowing that direction. Towards
35:49
you. But you've totally shifted. We've talked about this. Your energy has
35:52
totally shifted as well. And I feel like I've been shifting too, because
35:57
even for this group, I wasn't holding. I didn't have I didn't try
36:00
to chastise myself or any thoughts or things that I might have said during the
36:05
group. I just kind of let it flow and then I would check it.
36:07
It was just totally different I'm and that's my gauge to let me know
36:12
that I'm changing, that I'm not being affected by my old beliefs like I
36:16
was. I'm more open and free with my thoughts, and then I'm I'm
36:21
open and listening to other perspectives because there's there's such so much to gain from
36:25
that. Because I don't know everything. There's no way that any of us
36:28
can know anything, know everything, but we can tune into the collective consciousness.
36:32
And even still sitting there in a group of people, where are the
36:36
collective consciousness? I mean, we're part of it. So even having those
36:38
conversations from that love space, it's just totally different. It totally it's totally
36:43
freeing. And then how are it reminds me of Esther Hicks, you know,
36:47
and we were listening to her because she'd say, you don't have to
36:50
go out and tell everybody what they need to do because it's been working for
36:53
you. But when they turn around and say, gosh, Amy, you
36:57
are just glowing these days. You just you're beamy and your energy is so
37:00
amazing. What are you doing differently? And it's like, then you can
37:04
start bringing forward that information because that then that's the opportunity. And then they
37:07
have an opportunity like, gosh, do I It's a choice, right do
37:10
I want to be? Do I want to be happy and glowing like amis
37:14
right now? Or do I want to stay in the space where I can't
37:16
I can't even barely see the sun peeking through the water that I'm so buried
37:21
underneath, so underneath this this this water, I'm looking up and I can't
37:24
even see barely to see it, to see the sun because I'm so deep
37:28
into this. And it's like, we don't have to be in those spaces
37:30
like that, but we can, and there's nothing wrong with it because collectively
37:35
you're still working through stuff too. For the collective consciousness, it's it's all
37:39
for one for sure. For all. Yeah, over the well, last
37:46
week I was sitting next to a lady and she's telling me about her physical
37:51
problems and then she's telling me how she's seen this. Uh, he wasn't
37:55
in Chinese, he was I think he was Japanese healer who did acupuncture and
38:04
he created healing teas and she's you know, he's in California, and so
38:10
she's telling me all about that, and she's telling me how it was beneficial
38:15
for her because she has back problems, and that the acupuncture was amazing and
38:19
she was just so surprised and shocked by how well it worked, and that,
38:24
you know, the practitioner suggested that she come back like three more visits,
38:31
but healers in California and she lives here, and it wasn't feasible for
38:37
her, And so I'm listening to her, and so of course, you
38:40
know, anytime somebody talks about their physical issues, my immediate thought is the
38:46
emotional state. What are you what are you hanging on to emotionally? What
38:50
are you bearing deep inside of your body and having the stronghold of that's deteriorating
38:58
or causing issues within your body. So that's where my head goes and so
39:04
she was talking about acupuncture and how amazing it was, and I said,
39:07
oh, well, have you ever had reiki done? She said, no,
39:12
it's against my religion. Now previously am earlier learning about it because I
39:17
think everybody should know about energy, and everybody should know about or at least
39:22
experience reiki or some sort of energy work, right, And so earlier in
39:29
my stages, I would have been offended. I would have been pissed.
39:30
I would have had an attitude about it. But I just sat there and
39:36
with compassion, and I'm like, Okay, that's where she's at. It
39:39
wasn't it wasn't a time and space to have a conversation and ask questions as
39:45
to what is it about your religion that's keeping you from understanding what reiki or
39:50
energy is? Wasn't the time? I know that again, in divine timing,
39:54
I will have that conversation with her, not to put her on the
39:58
spot, but for me to have a more of an under standing what is
40:00
it about energy? And knowing about energy is against your religion? So any
40:07
listeners, if if this is something that you resonate with, please put it
40:12
in the comments so I have some understanding. But I also know that you
40:15
know each religions as has their own way of putting it into words and how
40:22
they see it. So I just want to understanding. I'm in that space
40:27
of learning and growing as far as that's that topic goes, instead of pushing
40:36
against it or resisting that idea. So I'm just I'm offering up to be
40:42
open to learning because I think that's so important. And when we learn about
40:45
each other and understand each other, then again that is shifting the feminine energy.
40:52
It's bringing that vibration up instead of causing resistance or pushing against because as
41:00
you don't think the way I think. No, it's about understanding, because
41:05
I mean she's a herm. I would say, she's in her late fifties,
41:09
maybe early sixties. She has deep seated beliefs and programming from her childhood,
41:17
and she is doing what feels good to her. But I also on
41:22
the other side of that coin, I know she's not happy. She has
41:27
a lot of physical issues, she got bad attitude, she is short me
41:31
short tempered, short in she's reacted reactive instead of responsive. Right, she
41:40
don't take that. So I overflowing cup, like she's a cup that has
41:45
so much in her that it's overflowing and she can't. Yeah, yeah,
41:52
I mean, but it's the choice. It's working for her. But from
41:54
my perspective, I'm like, oh, it could be so much better.
41:58
That's the way I see it. I'm like, Okay, whatever's working right
42:00
now, you might feel like it's working for you well from my perspective because
42:07
I've done healing, because I understand a lot more about how we operate mentally
42:13
and emotionally and that spiritual connect. Like, seeing it from a different perspective,
42:17
I'm like, but it could be so much better. It could be
42:22
so much more amazing, it could be so much more freeing, it could
42:24
be so much more joy And that's that's what I desire for people, is
42:31
to get on that other side, that that area of we know it doesn't
42:37
feel good, Let's try something that does feel good. That's it, Like,
42:42
I just want people to feel I want people feel good, or you
42:46
know, when you're talking about it, I don't know who you're talking about.
42:49
But then I feel like this anxiety, this energy and my solar plexus
42:52
like I've got to do something. I also feel like that some of the
42:54
stuff that she's got right now dealing with us from a previous experience of previous
42:59
life. And it's funny that you're talking about this because during group, one
43:02
of the ladies is a nurse. She was a hospice nurse too, and
43:07
she said that she is a she's a ricky practitioner and she also teaches raiky
43:12
and she says, but during in the hospital settings, I think I believe
43:15
she called it care touch. She said that's where a care touch came from,
43:19
because it was frowned upon to say anything about raiki. You couldn't talk
43:22
about that because that was woo woo. But then care touch was the same
43:24
exact thing, just a different title. So that was one thing. And
43:28
it's interesting that you bring up acupuncture because acupuncture has really been in my space
43:32
and I've been wanting to do it and wanting to do it, and I
43:35
haven't done it. And then finally, when I was driving to group yesterday,
43:38
I'm listening to this lady, she brings up acupuncture. I get into
43:42
the group. They start talking about acupuncture and I'm like, Hey, there's
43:45
a gal that lives in Dolan that does acupuncture. And I said I was
43:49
gonna I said, I was so compelled to or contact her. I was
43:52
gonna start texting while I was on the highway and I'm like, no,
43:54
I'll wait till I get to the office before I do this. And I
43:58
contacted her yesterday afternoon to schedule an appointment because along with acupuncture, it's working
44:02
on your energy. It's it's it's no different from acupuncture, acupressure, and
44:07
then going into reiky, cranial sake, ral therapy. There's so many different
44:12
things that shift the energy without ship without so much of a doing, and
44:15
it will open up things. So for me, I keep having and I
44:19
know that there's a block I feel. To me, I feel like there's
44:22
a block at the back of my neck and it's almost as if someone I
44:24
have received a blow it sometime in a lifeline at the back of my neck
44:29
and it it's decapitated my head like it was that was it. And it's
44:32
really kind of been bothering me lately. And I know for me, my
44:37
knowing is that this will free up that energy, it will open it up
44:40
and release it. So then then I can even go and have more reiki,
44:45
I can have more acupuncture to keep to open up all that stuff.
44:50
Because it's not just that, it just it's another way to facilitate self.
44:54
And and how do we know, Listen, like if you keep getting guided
44:58
or you keep hearing over and over again about raiki and acupuncture and all these
45:01
different things, we know people people, Hey, contact us, let us,
45:06
you know, get in touch with us, or we'll find people because
45:08
they're out there. There's so many different people that are out there. And
45:12
I've seen, I have seen with my own eyes that benefits of raiky.
45:16
And I've also seen with my own eye because I when I was going through
45:20
a raiky class and not even knowing what the hell you're doing, even though
45:22
it's intention. But I had a hand on one area of a low back
45:25
while she's laying on her back, and I had a hand on a hip,
45:29
and then her leg keeps kind of making this weird movement, and the
45:31
teacher, the instructor comes over and says, you see what's going on here?
45:36
She said, you're unwinding the hip. And then the lady said afterward
45:37
that her hip felt great, like it never had felt so great. So
45:40
witnessing that cranial sakeral, I've had experience someone's doing a hold on your head
45:45
my jaws are chattering. I couldn't. I couldn't stop it. It kept
45:50
kind of kind of gnashing together, like over and over and overga, and
45:52
I tried to bite down and stop it, and it just it just kept
45:54
doing it. So I let go and just let it be, let it
45:58
until it stopped. I've seen the benefits of acupuncture. I've witnessed a person's
46:04
a person that I work on on a regular basis, and I've seen how
46:07
one side would be closed up. And I know why it was closed up
46:10
because energetically doing doing doing right side was all open wide, and the left
46:15
side was all closed up and short shortened. And it's because he was restricting
46:20
all that stuff on the side because he knew he had doing. He's got
46:22
all this doing to do before he can allow himself to step into this intuitive
46:27
side and relaxing side. But then once he started taking this step towards doing
46:30
the acupuncture, the energy work, then I started noticing the difference. It
46:35
was completely laid out. I'm like, what the hell did you do?
46:37
And he tells me. I'm like, wow, like I this was it
46:40
was amazing because I got to witness it was my eyes. So I tell
46:44
people this because there's so many ways to I've experienced it. I've seen it,
46:47
but that's been my experience. So the only way that you can have
46:50
the experiences to go out and start trying these things out and see what works
46:52
for you, because it is mind blowing. We have limited ourselves. And
46:58
I'm not saying that doctors aren't great, because doctor are great. Hey,
47:00
I had a doctor that was delivering my granddaughter or grandson, my granddaughter,
47:04
my grandson. It was awesome, you know, to see that energy and
47:08
to be in that space and to have all that love and empathy and you
47:13
know, just to be in that general feel of everything. It was just
47:17
wonderful. It's there's so many benefits to everything, and it's it's getting past
47:22
to pass the ideas of well, chemo's poison. You're putting poison in your
47:27
body. Radiology is going to do this. And if you go in with
47:29
an expectation that something bad's going to happen, something bad's probably gonna happen.
47:31
And if it doesn't happen, then eventually it's going to because you're you're telling
47:35
the universe, I want more of this. I want this is what I
47:37
want. This is what I'm thinking about, this is what I want in
47:38
my experience, and it doesn't have to be that way. But it's learning.
47:44
And how do we know by coming together in groups and we start recognizing
47:49
the words that we're saying, like I need to do this or I should
47:52
do this or these kind of things. And it's not going out there and
47:55
having someone constantly nick picking on you because I'm recognizing people are self correcting themselves.
48:01
They're hearing themselves say the words that they're staying in the group and then
48:05
they go in and correct it. And because I do it too, you
48:07
know. But it's also is helping me recognize what are my common conversations,
48:10
what common words am I using on a regular basis, But I don't realize
48:14
how much I'm creating from that space. So it's just I would not never
48:20
I would never have had these experiences if I would have stayed the independent person
48:23
that thought I had to do it all my own, ever or doing this,
48:28
if you would have said no, I'm not interested. Oh my god,
48:30
And You've had to talk, you had to you had to wear me
48:31
down to get me to do it. And I'm so grateful and thankful for
48:36
that because it helped me to open up gosh, even this group, and
48:39
it was one of our mutual friends because I had been thinking about, you
48:43
know, getting getting people together and then she brought it up and I was
48:45
like, that was the nudge that I needed to set up the group.
48:49
And it's like it's been for me personally, it's been I've been growing each
48:53
time. And that's that's phenomenal for me. You know, I think I'm
48:59
going to get growth from a book or a podcast, and I'm not saying
49:01
that I don't, because I do get it from all those places. But
49:04
it's also getting it from the group like that. It's just it's just amazing.
49:10
So thank you because well think myself, because I took I took the
49:15
chance to do it, you know what I mean? For Shure, Yeah,
49:22
it was it wasn't seed that was planted, and then there was patience
49:27
and there was nurturing and then there was a yes and here we are,
49:32
Here we are. It's so good, mind blowing. It's phenomenal. It's
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miraculous. It's there's so many different things you can say, right and it's
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talking about miracles, expect miracles. I hear about all the time. Expect
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miracles are happening all the time. Every breath we take is a miracle,
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you know, every just I don't know, I can I mean, I
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can probably go crazy with all that, but there's just a lot, a
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lot to be I was listening to Next Level Soul this morning and he was
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interviewing a gentleman who came from a religious background in like a small town mid
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like in the Midwest, east across the Mississippi. Let me put it that
50:20
way, And he said he didn't know anything different than what his upbringing provided
50:30
him until he went into the military. Oh, so he goes into the
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military and having different conversations, you know, getting different information. He was
50:44
learning about energy and energy waves. He said that he was he knows now
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because he had an NDE near death experience. He knows now that his his
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what he was learning about through the military with his career choice was grooming him
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and teaching him information for what was coming for his near death experience. And
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he said, of course, after he had that, then he started looking
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into other information and even learning more about energy and spirit. And he said
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he just started learning more about it or having conversations with other people like around
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January when he started doing podcasts interviews and he's having conversations and he said,
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I'm still learning, he said, I'm I'm still trying to understand what happened
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to me, and I'm learning new verbiage, new new information still today because
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I'm still trying to figure this out. So you don't know what you don't
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know. And all of us have been there, all of us, all
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of us has been there. I didn't know anything about any of these conversations
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that we're having until like my late twenties, and you don't know what you
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don't know. And I started learning about things that resonated with me, that
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felt good to me, that felt like truth to me, that I actually
52:27
was like, this makes so much more sense than what I was either being
52:30
taught or what I heard my friends were being taught through their religions or other
52:37
family members, right, And I was like, you don't know what you
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don't know. So when you start opening up and learning new variations again,
52:49
it may not all resonate with you. And that's okay, because I still
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I hear things and I'm like, hmm, I'm quite sure about that yet
52:55
maybe later, maybe never, I don't know, But us right now.
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It's it's it doesn't it's not fitting into my wheelhouse. So right now,
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I'll just set that aside, and then you know, I've had it happen.
53:08
Where later it starts coming up over and over and over. It's like
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Bed was talking about, if you you know, you start hearing something about
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the same topic over and over. Now, maybe it's time to look into
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it. Maybe it's time to open up to it. Maybe it's just time
53:23
to learn about it before you step into that space of it. And all
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of it's great. It's learning, it's growing, it's having an understanding.
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It's it's just having an awareness of things that you weren't aware of before that.
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And it doesn't mean it has to be part of your being or your
53:44
belief system. It's just having an understanding of it so that we don't create
53:49
that resistance towards each other or that being divided. Right, we want to
53:55
be united and in uniting we have an understand standing and compassion for each other
54:01
instead of the resistance, the pushing against which is wonderful. And one of
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the things that I've been doing lately is when someone and someone saying something that
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I'm like, before I push against it, like what, I don't believe
54:15
that? And you know what I mean, because sometimes I would hear stuff
54:16
and it's like I would ask myself, as this true. So some of
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the one of the things that I will I will definitely do, I'll ask
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if it's if it rings true for me because I think I feel like everything's
54:28
true. Honestly, it's everybody hasn't hasn't experience everything. Just because someone's saying
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something I haven't had an experience with doesn't mean that it's not true. Just
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hasn't been in my experience or it's not in my belief system. But it's
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being like you said, it's being open, so we're not pushing against the
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collective anymore. Which when you're not pushing against it, guess what flo That's
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what happens. Flow flow. Everything flows towards you, everything, all the
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greatest things that you've ever even thought of. And even then, more so,
54:59
it's like it's just being on this journey and that's how where I'm going
55:01
right now, that's where that's what feels good to me right now, and
55:05
it's just evolving in that space for my evolution. But I also know that
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whatever we do for ourselves in that space. We're doing for all, It's
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not just for us. So when we take the time to meditate or acupuncture
55:20
or ray ki or sit with your life coach and have different experiences, when
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you decide that you're tired of recycling the same old patterns, because let's face
55:30
it, that's all in the collective consciousness too. That's all because it's all
55:34
been experienced, and it's like, how can we make it better than that?
55:37
Like how can we experience more than that? And so again we talk
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about all this stuff. We whatever we ask, you know, when we
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experience things, it's creating an asking or a wanting for something else. Or
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when I'm in a space of gratitude, it's creating a space for more gratitude
55:54
to come in. It's more of a flow. And with all of us
55:58
being said this group that I'm learning to be more vulnerable too and just say
56:02
how I feel about things. You know, I was kind of taking some
56:05
things personal, even at the hospitals, like this you not want me to
56:07
hold the baby, you know, taking it from that space. But it
56:12
was that was my feelings and I wasn't going to quash them anymore. I'm
56:15
being vulnerable, and I'm learning to be my honest one hundred percent. This
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is me, and I'm gonna do whatever I can do, and I'm going
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to be the more that I shed those layers of trying to hold things back.
56:24
This morning, Freeman comes in, I'm like, look at my pants
56:28
are like getting loose on me, and he said something, and I pulled
56:30
my shirt up and I see my skin on my stomachs all kind of looking
56:34
all crinkly and stuff like that, and I immediately like covered it up,
56:37
and I'm like, what the fuck is your problem? Bev Seriously, this
56:42
is part of the body, this is part of the experience. If I'm
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gonna if I'm gonna hide anything, I'm hiding everything I'm not, I'm blocking
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the flow. So it's like I just told him myself, well, I
56:52
appreciate that you love me just the way that I am, I said,
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because this is where my body's at right now. Is it always going to
56:57
be that way? Who knows? I don't care. I love this body.
57:00
I'm going to honor this body, and I know that I haven't treated
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it very well always. But at that with that being said, I'm in
57:07
a different space now and I'm honoring it. And I just know that as
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soon as I went to hide, that was like hiding something thinking it was
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something wrong with me, that there was something bad about me and it's not
57:15
true. It's not true. And that immediately is that feminine energy popping up,
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going, wait, this is part of your vehicle, this is where
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your spirit lives, this is this is to love exactly. Instead of just
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covering it up and going about your day, you took a moment and said,
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wait a minute, what's going on here? Yeah? Yeah, because
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before I wouldn't have. Then I would have automatically gone into my victim's state
57:45
about how horrible things are. That doesn't feel good and I've done it enough,
57:49
thank you. I got the T shirt. And then the gym experience
57:52
becomes a half too because my body doesn't look good instead of a want to
57:57
because I want to feel good too, exactly. And then when, because
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when, and that determines whether you're going to show up or not show up,
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right, be whether it's a struggle or something you want to do.
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And I'm recognizing I'm going to the gym and I'm there's people that I haven't
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met before, and they're we're having conversations. She said, Oh, I
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love to decipher dreams. Oh really, So the next time I see her,
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I want to be like, hey, can I get your numbers so
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that way that I can share people with you to help decipher dreams. If
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this is something, this is your passion, there's a reason for it.
58:29
But this is a person I bumped into the gym and I'm getting goosebumps through
58:30
my whole body right now. So I know, and I know to have
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these conversations with her because she that's her passions. She loves to decipher dreams.
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Super cool. I don't know what her what her tools are. I
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don't know where she's coming from when she's deciphering those dreams, because that means
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a lot too. But how would I know until I start expressing myself with
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her and finding out what does that look like? What does that feel like?
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But it's just amazing. It's just another opportunity for more growth, right
58:57
to not be so limited. One of the things I recognized recently about dreams
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as when we have a dream of our and our structures in our walls,
59:05
like our loved ones and stuff like that are coming in and we might be
59:07
having an argument and stuff. It's not because they're doing something against you.
59:09
It's that's a reflection of you with yourself. You're but it's just showing up
59:15
as the other person. So's there's not anything. It just depends on how
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you want to look at it, because from that space there's a different growth.
59:21
And then even one of them was saying that she had had his dream
59:24
for a long time, her husband that had transitioned. Would she felt like
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he wasn't supportive or wasn't he was never there for her or whatever, so
59:32
he would show up and he would be like not, I think, I
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don't know if she was feeling rejected in the dreams, And all of a
59:37
sudden, she sends me a message this morning because I said, well,
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what if that's just another part of you that you're just rejecting yourself, or
59:45
you know that if that was him, you know, if that was you
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showing up in the dream, it was an opportunity. And then she said,
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we talked about that, and then she said today, all of a
59:52
sudden, the dream was totally on the opposite side. She said, don't
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know what all that means, but it was like he was accepting of her,
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and she was the most chose her over anybody else, and like all
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these things, but to me, that's still the same things, deciding to
1:00:04
choose myself over everybody else. And here you have people talking to you about
1:00:07
their dreams and you meet a lady who loves to decipher dreams, right,
1:00:13
one hundred percent. So it's like it's all these all these amazing things that
1:00:17
are happening. Yeah, but that's what happens when you get into that flow
1:00:21
of things. Right, we're not because it's not restricting anything. It's allowing
1:00:23
the flow. Right. It's so good, it's awesome. We can keep
1:00:29
talking and talking and talking. I know this has gone by fast, so
1:00:34
true if we just started, but we just started, all right, my
1:00:39
friends, I hope you got something out of today. There's so much energetically
1:00:44
happening. And again, if you're feeling that emotional sensitivity, take the time
1:00:51
to cry or to journal or do something to move that energy out of your
1:00:54
body and be super beneficial for you. And that's what matters first and foremost.
1:01:00
You know, we talk about collective energy, We talk about the masses
1:01:04
that what we do within ourselves affects thousands of people. It affects the collective
1:01:09
consciousness. Don't take that on as your responsibility. Take yourself on as responsibility,
1:01:15
and focus on yourself and nurture yourself more. And just by nurturing yourself,
1:01:20
you are contributing to that shift of the feminine energy, raising that vibration
1:01:24
and bringing more harmony into the masculine and feminine. And that's all. That's
1:01:30
your part. That's all you need to do is focus on you. So
1:01:34
be sure to take the time to do that. And whatever way that looks
1:01:37
like, just be sure it feels good. Whatever you're reading, what your
1:01:42
conversations, how you're taking care of yourself, that it feels good. That's
1:01:46
all we ask. Any final words made Step out of your comfort zone.
1:01:52
You know, I feel like a lot of people can make excuses and that
1:01:55
I was one of those persons. You know, it was easy to not
1:01:59
go to the class even though I know it would benefit me, or not
1:02:00
go to the coaching, or not go to the reiki session or whatever.
1:02:05
Those times that we can take for ourselves. Step out of the comfort zone
1:02:07
and just do it and see how you feel afterwards. Absolutely, thank you,
1:02:14
all right, my friends, thanks for hanging out allowing us to utilize
1:02:19
your time and energy and focus. I hope we've got you got something out
1:02:22
of it. We'll be back next week and making an amazing week. Yes,
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we'll see you later. Bye,