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INTERVIEW: Yung Miami Talks new Album 'Watch Dis,' Going Platinum, City Girls Split , Motherhood + More · The Breakfast Club

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  Speaker 1: Hold up. Every day I wake up. Wake your ass up.
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  Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club. You all finished or you all done?
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  Speaker 1: Morning, everybody.
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  Speaker 3: It's DJ Envy, Jess Hilarious, Charlamagne Tha God. We are
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  Speaker 3: The Breakfast Club.
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  Speaker 4: Lola Rosa is here as well.
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  Speaker 1: We got a special guest in the building. The bell
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  Speaker 1: of the ball. Her album is out today.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, indeed.
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  Speaker 1: Ladies and gentlemen, Young Miami.
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  Speaker 5: Welcome.
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  Speaker 2: What's happening, Young Miami? Karisha.
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  Speaker 1: What's up, girl? Breakfast Club.
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  Speaker 6: I couldn't wait to come here. Yes, we couldn't wait
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  Speaker 6: to see you. Y'all know I love y'all.
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  Speaker 2: How you feeling? Album release day?
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  Speaker 6: I feel good. I feel great. I'm so excited. I'm
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  Speaker 6: so excited. Watch this. It's here, baby.
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  Speaker 1: Congratulations.
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  Speaker 6: Thank you.
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  Speaker 3: It's been so difficult not to play your records because
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  Speaker 3: I call every morning.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, can I play? And the team was like,
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  Speaker 1: let me ask Arisha. Let me ask Lake. Let me
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  Speaker 1: ask this one.
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  Speaker 4: But you put together a good body of work.
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  Speaker 6: Thank you.
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  Speaker 3: Now, Charlamagne said when he heard the album, there was
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  Speaker 3: a lot of songs not there. So what made you say,
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  Speaker 3: you know what, I want to go back in and
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  Speaker 3: fix some things?
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  Speaker 2: Spin That. Spin That took off. Bigger budget.
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  Speaker 6: I'm not going to lie.
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  Speaker 5: Like, When Spin It came out, I was like, it's good,
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  Speaker 5: but it could be better. I could challenge myself more.
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  Speaker 5: I could go back in and I could really push myself.
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  Speaker 5: So I felt like, let me go back in. I
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  Speaker 5: went to the label and I'm like, look, I need
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  Speaker 5: three more weeks. The album was supposed to be coming out.
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  Speaker 5: I think that Monday was like, what? I'm like, yeah,
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  Speaker 5: I need to go back in because it's giving watch this.
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  Speaker 5: So I went back in. And when I went back in,
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  Speaker 5: I was like, yeah, okay, I'm ready now. So when
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  Speaker 5: you went back in, that's when you got the title
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  Speaker 5: of the project?
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  Speaker 1: Nah.
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  Speaker 6: You didn't even have the title then? I haven't even
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  Speaker 6: got the title.
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  Speaker 5: It was called Yams at first, and I felt like
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  Speaker 5: that was just so lazy.
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  Speaker 7: I do remember.
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  Speaker 6: It wasn't creative.
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  Speaker 8: You were doing photo shoots and stuff, dropping, and you
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  Speaker 8: had the Yams summer and stuff.
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  Speaker 2: I remember.
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  Speaker 6: I remember all of that wild. Yeah, it was yams.
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  Speaker 5: And I just felt like, I was like, you know,
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  Speaker 5: that shit's so lazy. I just felt like it wasn't
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  Speaker 5: creative enough. Like, I just felt like that was just
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  Speaker 5: like yams.
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  Speaker 6: That's it.
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  Speaker 2: When you say watch this, who are you talking to?
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  Speaker 2: You talking to people who doubted you, the industry? Who
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  Speaker 2: are you talking to?
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  Speaker 1: People like Lauren.
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  Speaker 6: I did not doubt you. Why y'all keep doing that
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  Speaker 6: to Lauren?
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  Speaker 7: She listened to the show.
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  Speaker 1: You was doing the promo.
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  Speaker 7: Karisha, do you feel like I doubted you or did
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  Speaker 7: I just.
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  Speaker 1: Brought a conversation to the room? You doubted her.
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  Speaker 5: I mean, I just feel like, Lauren, did you call
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  Speaker 5: my mom and ask her if I was going to
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  Speaker 5: be here today?
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  Speaker 6: Because you always, I had to call this person.
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  Speaker 1: Did you call my mom and ask her was I going.
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  Speaker 6: To be here today?
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  Speaker 8: I didn't, but if you try and give me a contact,
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  Speaker 8: I would love to be able to reach out to
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  Speaker 8: her as I need to.
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  Speaker 7: I think we follow each other on Instagram.
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  Speaker 1: I love your mom.
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  Speaker 8: But I don't think it was a doubt thing. I
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  Speaker 8: think that there was conversation around you. And I feel
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  Speaker 8: like you talked about it. Like, you saw it and
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  Speaker 8: it motivated you.
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  Speaker 2: I don't like how you backtracking right now.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not backtracking. Whatever you stood on. Whatever you used
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  Speaker 1: in the promo. What did you use in the promo?
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  Speaker 7: She used us talking about it.
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  Speaker 2: No, it wasn't no us.
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  Speaker 6: No, she said.
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  Speaker 1: I literally said.
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  Speaker 7: And the fans.
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  Speaker 8: The fans are saying, go get your CDLs because they
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  Speaker 8: didn't like T-Time.
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  Speaker 7: And they didn't like Newsflash. And we had a conversation
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  Speaker 7: about it. I mean, now she saying, watch this.
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  Speaker 8: That's what matters now is where she started, where she
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  Speaker 8: got to.
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  Speaker 7: That's the conversation we had. And I think that's what matters.
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  Speaker 6: Two fingers touching.
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  Speaker 2: Was there ever a moment when you stopped believing in yourself?
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  Speaker 5: I won't say that I stopped believing in myself, but
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  Speaker 5: it was a moment where I was just like, man,
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  Speaker 5: I don't know. It wasn't like not believing in myself,
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  Speaker 5: but I was just more of like, this shit too much.
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  Speaker 6: Like, fuck these people.
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  Speaker 7: Fuck this shit.
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  Speaker 6: And I was like, hell no.
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  Speaker 7: You weren't going to do music?
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  Speaker 2: Like, what were you.
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  Speaker 7: What was the effort?
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  Speaker 5: I wasn't saying I wasn't going to do music. I
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  Speaker 5: was just like, I don't feel like that right now.
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  Speaker 7: Okay.
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  Speaker 5: That's what I was on. But I was like, you
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  Speaker 5: know what?
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  Speaker 2: Nah.
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  Speaker 5: Because I know there was a time that you were
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  Speaker 5: more into like TV. Like being in front of the camera,
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  Speaker 5: but like acting. Is that what you were trying to
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  Speaker 5: take a moment to do? Like expand your filmography? Y'all
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  Speaker 5: saw me say Taiwan. Now, at one point I was
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  Speaker 5: focused on my podcast and then I felt like, When
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  Speaker 5: I did my last season, it was more of, you know,
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  Speaker 5: I'm an artist, so sometimes just getting it to the
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  Speaker 5: T sometimes, I like it, but I'm just like, you
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  Speaker 5: know what, I want to get back in my music bag.
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  Speaker 6: I want to pop my shit. I want to go perform.
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  Speaker 5: I don't want to have to sit and interview people
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  Speaker 5: and be in their business because that shit is like
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  Speaker 5: pulling teeth sometimes.
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  Speaker 4: But what's success for you when you say something didn't work, right?
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  Speaker 4: Because you talk about the T-Time record. But then I
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  Speaker 4: seen a video of you, I think you were at Spellman.
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  Speaker 4: And it was thousands of.
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  Speaker 3: Kids line for line rapping it. So it's like, Because
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  Speaker 3: some people didn't feel it, but when I seen the
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  Speaker 3: video of Spelman, I'm like, these niggas fuck with the shit, happy.
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  Speaker 3: So when you look at success or what works for you,
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  Speaker 3: what's the gauge for you?
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  Speaker 5: I think success is, I feel like there's no limit
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  Speaker 5: to success, but I think success, you just know when
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  Speaker 5: you reach that level of success. Like when you go out,
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  Speaker 5: like what you're saying, and you feel the love outside,
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  Speaker 5: and people rap your shit, they know who you is.
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  Speaker 5: It's a difference when you go outside, and they be like,
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  Speaker 5: what the hell was that? you need an introduction and
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  Speaker 5: nobody don't know your shit. I never feel that. Whenever
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  Speaker 5: I go outside, like the love really be outside. Like
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  Speaker 5: people be like, oh my God, you're Miami Keegan. We
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  Speaker 5: fuck with you.
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  Speaker 6: We love you. Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da.
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  Speaker 5: But it's like success is when you don't need no introduction.
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  Speaker 3: When the old to Jeezy, right? The old to the
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  Speaker 3: 2008 record. What made you want to do that record?
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  Speaker 5: Cause I'm not gonna lie. Like I grew up under
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  Speaker 5: hustlers and my stepdad used to love Jeezy. He used
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  Speaker 5: to take me to school at one point in time
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  Speaker 5: when my mom was in prison and that's all he
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  Speaker 5: used to listen to.
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  Speaker 6: And I remember like, Miami people love Jeezy. Like, Jeezy
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  Speaker 6: got Miami on lock.
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  Speaker 5: Like, when it come to Jeezy, he used to sell out, like, KOD, and.
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  Speaker 6: People just love Jeezy.
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  Speaker 2: The South Period.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, and I just remember, like, that when I used
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  Speaker 5: to hear Jeezy as a kid, I didn't even know
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  Speaker 5: what the fuck he was talking about, but I just
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  Speaker 5: felt like, like, I just wanted to go and get
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  Speaker 5: some money. Like, I wanted to be a motherfucking thug.
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  Speaker 2: What is it about 2008, that era of Southern hip-hop,
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  Speaker 2: that you feel like is missing from music today?
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  Speaker 5: I think music was just fun. It was just like,
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  Speaker 5: it was just get money music. Like everybody was just
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  Speaker 5: wanting to get money. Everybody was outside. Everybody was hustling.
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  Speaker 5: I think like now, people just too focused on like
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  Speaker 5: the topic of music. What you say in the music
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  Speaker 5: versus the music that made you want to get money
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  Speaker 5: and you just like having fun with the music and
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  Speaker 5: you want to trap you in a club and you
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  Speaker 5: rapping that shit word for word. Now, Everybody just too cool.
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  Speaker 5: They don't want to dance to a song. They worrying
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  Speaker 5: about the lyrics. It's just too much with music. Like,
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  Speaker 5: when music ain't fun no more? Why music so serious now?
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  Speaker 7: Did you play for Jeezy?
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  Speaker 6: I ain't play for him, but he heard it.
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  Speaker 2: Why you saying like that?
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  Speaker 1: He heard it. Did you perform with him?
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  Speaker 5: Nah, because I was trying to get Jeezy on the song.
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  Speaker 2: I said that when we started.
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  Speaker 6: I said, look, I can hear Jeezy on it.
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  Speaker 5: I was trying to get him on the song, and
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  Speaker 5: I saw him at a concert, and I'm like, Jeezy,
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  Speaker 5: I need you on this song. And he was just
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  Speaker 5: more of like, nah, I feel like we need to
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  Speaker 5: do something. You know, we need to create something new. Like,
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  Speaker 5: we need to do a song where we going, like,
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  Speaker 5: back and forth. Like, you know, people, certain artists have, like, a.
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  Speaker 6: That would have been fire, too.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, so I was like, but I want this right now.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah. We can get to that later, but I want
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  Speaker 6: this right now.
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  Speaker 2: You know, you came out at the.
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  Speaker 4: One of his shows.
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  Speaker 7: The residency in Vegas.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, fuck that shit up.
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  Speaker 7: I can see him on the... I mean, I know
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  Speaker 7: it's yours right now, but the letter to my... Pussy?
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  Speaker 4: He could.
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  Speaker 7: Y'all could do, like, a.
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  Speaker 6: Let it to my.
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  Speaker 1: Why the hell would you want Jeezy on there?
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  Speaker 8: I mean, it would be, like, because from her vantage point,
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  Speaker 8: she's talking about the things that it make you do and, like,
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  Speaker 8: how you talk it to her, like, you know, get
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  Speaker 8: myself back together. I shouldn't be doing this stuff, but
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  Speaker 8: I'm always... You know, I get turned on, so I
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  Speaker 8: want to go do it for him.
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  Speaker 2: Jeezy ain't that... That's not Jeezy. He ain't that type of.
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  Speaker 7: No, y'all remember when he did.
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  Speaker 6: I'm going to say that pussy, yeah.
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  Speaker 7: That and... Yeah, that. But there was also... I got
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  Speaker 7: that from West Side. She go from the West Side.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, oh, oh.
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  Speaker 8: He had those records where he's talking you through certain things.
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  Speaker 6: That's how I would envision it. But then that's a
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  Speaker 6: letter to my... Oh, no, that's Smoke and Fuck.
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  Speaker 2: That's Smoke and Fuck.
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  Speaker 1: All we do is Smoke and Fuck.
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  Speaker 8: But to your point, you wouldn't do that because people
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  Speaker 8: would take it literal. But I think I could see
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  Speaker 8: that type of vibe on there, but I get it.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 8: She like, people want to take it too long.
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  Speaker 6: Out of all the songs, you're going to pick that one.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know.
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  Speaker 5: I just feel like what he said, maybe we could
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  Speaker 5: do a song and we could go back and forth.
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  Speaker 6: Like, he want to make a new sound.
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  Speaker 4: He don't want to do no old Jeezy shit.
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  Speaker 5: And I get that because sometimes it be hard for
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  Speaker 5: people to do another big record that they already had
• 8:20
  Speaker 5: that was so big because it's like, now people going
• 8:21
  Speaker 5: to be on your head about it.
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  Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying? It's like, God, you can't
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  Speaker 6: please people these days. So I get it.
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  Speaker 8: But you seem like you in that like trap get
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  Speaker 8: money but like I'm the girl version of do it
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  Speaker 8: back right now anyway though so what what would it
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  Speaker 8: be like what would his record be with you.
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  Speaker 5: If I can do a song with Jeezy I love
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  Speaker 5: all I probably don't want to do I'm a T-R-A-P-S-T-R
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  Speaker 5: I like hood music I like trap music I'm not
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  Speaker 5: gonna lie like I always say my top three rappers
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  Speaker 5: is Future Lil Baby and Jeezy love top three yeah
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  Speaker 5: I want to.
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  Speaker 2: Ask you about that moment when you you had you
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  Speaker 2: had in the car with your son Was that a
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  Speaker 2: pivotal moment for you more personally or professionally?
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  Speaker 6: I would say personally. It was both.
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  Speaker 5: I remember I was just like, it was one of
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  Speaker 5: them heavy, like heavy, heavy weeks. And I was going
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  Speaker 5: to pick him up. And I was just driving to college.
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  Speaker 5: He was just like, my son don't.
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  Speaker 6: Never really say anything.
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  Speaker 5: Like he real shy. He just, he a cancer. He's
• 9:17
  Speaker 5: very shy and he don't really.
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  Speaker 2: I'm a cancer. I'm a cancer.
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  Speaker 6: But a clown.
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  Speaker 4: I am shy. You are not fucking shy.
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  Speaker 1: Y'all emotional.
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  Speaker 2: I am shy.
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  Speaker 4: You are not shy.
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  Speaker 2: Continue.
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  Speaker 5: And he just, I don't know if he could just
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  Speaker 5: feel my energy. And that was the first time I
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  Speaker 5: was like, at that moment, I was like, I have
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  Speaker 5: to be real with him. Like, I have to talk
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  Speaker 5: to him and let him know what's going on. Because,
• 9:34
  Speaker 5: you know, his dad here, I'm the only parent. So
• 9:37
  Speaker 5: I got to like, let him know. And he is
• 9:39
  Speaker 5: old enough to be online. So I was just like,
• 9:43
  Speaker 5: I was crying. I started crying.
• 9:44
  Speaker 6: I'm like, damn, I'm about to cry. Talk about it.
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  Speaker 6: I was like, Jay, I'm depressed.
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  Speaker 5: He was just like. I was just like, it's a
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  Speaker 5: lot going on. I'm trying to get myself together.
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  Speaker 6: Oh my God. I know how to do lashes.
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  Speaker 2: I was like, I'm trying to get myself together.
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  Speaker 6: Myself together. It's a lot going on. But I was like,
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  Speaker 6: I'm going to get it together.
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  Speaker 5: Baby, this is going to be the last time you
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  Speaker 5: see me like this.
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  Speaker 6: And I feel like this. And that was the last time.
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  Speaker 2: What was weighing on you? Do you remember what was
• 10:12
  Speaker 2: weighing on you that week?
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  Speaker 6: Um, hold on.
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  Speaker 5: Everything that I was going through, like, I swear to God,
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  Speaker 5: I went through three things at once, right? I went
• 10:26
  Speaker 5: through three things at one time. This shit happened in
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  Speaker 5: the relationship. Then the group broke up. Then I ended
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  Speaker 5: up getting dropped from QC. So it's like I'm going
• 10:36
  Speaker 5: through all these things at one time. You know what
• 10:39
  Speaker 5: I'm saying? Like everything at one time. And in the
• 10:41
  Speaker 5: midst of going through everything at one time, other shit
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  Speaker 5: is still going on. Like the internet is going on.
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  Speaker 6: Just.
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  Speaker 5: I feel like a lot was riding on my back.
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  Speaker 5: And I feel like everybody was using that moment to
• 10:53
  Speaker 5: really put everything on me. Like, you the reason why,
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  Speaker 5: you the reason why, you the reason why, you the
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  Speaker 5: reason why. And I'm not the type of person that's
• 11:01
  Speaker 5: going to clear up anything. Because I feel like every
• 11:03
  Speaker 5: time you try to clear up something, you make it worse.
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  Speaker 5: Because you can have the truth right here. This is
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  Speaker 5: the truth I would hear this day.
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  Speaker 6: It was AI.
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  Speaker 5: Or your publicist. You could just never win. So I
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  Speaker 5: just be like, I'm more of like, fuck it. Like,
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  Speaker 5: I ain't got nothing to prove. Like, I'm not clearing
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  Speaker 5: nothing up to nobody. So it was just like, all
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  Speaker 5: this going on. I'm the reason for everything now. Like, everything.
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  Speaker 6: This, that. I'm this. I'm in this. I did this.
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  Speaker 6: I did that. And that's a lot.
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  Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.
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  Speaker 6: You get what I'm saying?
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  Speaker 5: Like, that's a lot to go through with your friend.
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  Speaker 5: That's a lot to go through with somebody that you
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  Speaker 5: really love. You know, like this label that I've been
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  Speaker 5: signed to that, you know, I'm the reason.
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  Speaker 6: Why I'm here. And it just was like, God damn,
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  Speaker 6: I feel like I ain't have nobody.
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  Speaker 4: I didn't know you got dropped.
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  Speaker 1: I thought you just left.
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  Speaker 7: Not there, but that was my first time hearing you
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  Speaker 7: say you got dropped.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: But you have all your masks. I heard you say
• 11:53
  Speaker 4: in a recent interview, you own all your masks. So
• 11:56
  Speaker 4: it was actually a good thing.
• 11:57
  Speaker 1: It was.
• 11:58
  Speaker 2: Why did they drop y'all? Because y'all broke up?
• 12:01
  Speaker 6: Nah, it was just, it was a lot.
• 12:03
  Speaker 5: It was like a lot behind closed doors. It was just,
• 12:06
  Speaker 5: it was really a lot. Like for real, for real,
• 12:08
  Speaker 5: for real. Like the group wasn't seeing eye to eye.
• 12:10
  Speaker 5: She had her own solo project. I'm trying to drop
• 12:13
  Speaker 5: my shit, the shit that I'm bringing.
• 12:15
  Speaker 6: They ain't believing in it.
• 12:16
  Speaker 5: So I'm just like, well, what the fuck we doing?
• 12:17
  Speaker 5: Because I'm not feeling that child.
• 12:19
  Speaker 6: Tell me.
• 12:20
  Speaker 5: What I can't do, y'all not finna hold me back.
• 12:21
  Speaker 5: And it's just like, it's a lot of emotions for me.
• 12:24
  Speaker 5: And then on top of that, I got all this
• 12:26
  Speaker 5: shit going on.
• 12:27
  Speaker 6: So it's just like.
• 12:28
  Speaker 3: So that's part of the watch this. Watch what I
• 12:30
  Speaker 3: do on my own. Y'all didn't believe, not just QC,
• 12:32
  Speaker 3: but the fans and everybody else.
• 12:34
  Speaker 4: Watch this. That's where that whole thing comes from.
• 12:36
  Speaker 5: It just comes from, I just felt like, watch this.
• 12:39
  Speaker 5: Everybody put their own narrative out there. Everybody threw all
• 12:42
  Speaker 5: type of shit on me. Everybody just made their own narrative.
• 12:46
  Speaker 5: so it's my turn and you let them do that
• 12:48
  Speaker 5: you stood quiet for months and months who was there
• 12:50
  Speaker 5: for you in that moment Santana was there for me
• 12:53
  Speaker 5: my mom was there for me but I'm not the
• 12:55
  Speaker 5: type of person like I don't like to call and
• 12:57
  Speaker 5: put what I'm going through on nobody because especially my
• 13:00
  Speaker 5: mom my mom is like she don't play about her
• 13:03
  Speaker 5: kids she would have been crying with me and I
• 13:05
  Speaker 5: need her to get my kids so I was just
• 13:08
  Speaker 5: like she'll have to call like somebody that she feel
• 13:12
  Speaker 5: like I was venting to and be like is she
• 13:13
  Speaker 5: okay or she'll like Like, my friend Dee, Santana, they'll
• 13:18
  Speaker 5: just call me.
• 13:18
  Speaker 6: We'll sit on the phone, but, like, Santana, that's a
• 13:21
  Speaker 6: real nigga. Yeah, I know. That's a gay nigga, but that's.
• 13:24
  Speaker 1: A real nigga.
• 13:27
  Speaker 7: I'm telling you.
• 13:29
  Speaker 5: That's one person that I feel like we all need
• 13:32
  Speaker 5: somebody like that in your life because he don't give
• 13:36
  Speaker 5: a fuck.
• 13:36
  Speaker 6: He love you, too.
• 13:37
  Speaker 2: He do not play with you.
• 13:38
  Speaker 7: And if he birth gonna burn, he riding.
• 13:41
  Speaker 6: Fuck you.
• 13:41
  Speaker 5: Yeah.
• 13:42
  Speaker 3: What was the shift? Was spending that the shift? With
• 13:44
  Speaker 3: things you could see people changing and everybody changing?
• 13:48
  Speaker 4: What was the shift?
• 13:49
  Speaker 6: Y'all saw that intro to that documentary, right?
• 13:50
  Speaker 1: It was Lauren in it.
• 13:52
  Speaker 4: It was Lauren in it, yeah.
• 13:53
  Speaker 2: I seen it. I seen Lauren.
• 13:54
  Speaker 6: All the darlings like Lauren.
• 13:55
  Speaker 1: But I was like, damn, you was so harsh.
• 13:56
  Speaker 5: I was like, you would think that I personally did
• 13:59
  Speaker 5: something to these people.
• 14:00
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 14:01
  Speaker 5: And then to Charlamagne's point, because I saw, you know,
• 14:03
  Speaker 5: you said something about when I went to the radio station,
• 14:06
  Speaker 5: I said something to the girl.
• 14:07
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 14:08
  Speaker 6: And I felt like, to Lauren's point, you couldn't.
• 14:11
  Speaker 5: Report on stuff Because that's y'all job I don't take
• 14:13
  Speaker 5: shit Like that personal I always I come from a
• 14:16
  Speaker 5: place of love A person could say Some shit to
• 14:17
  Speaker 5: me And they be like Well why you repost That
• 14:19
  Speaker 5: hating ass bitch She said something about you And I
• 14:21
  Speaker 5: just be like Cause I know that shit Just be
• 14:23
  Speaker 5: noise at the end of the day.
• 14:25
  Speaker 6: But I just be feeling like, some of that shit
• 14:27
  Speaker 6: be feeling personal.
• 14:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 14:28
  Speaker 6: Like, you thought you was bigger than the program.
• 14:30
  Speaker 5: Like, you don't know why I had to make this decision.
• 14:32
  Speaker 5: I ain't thinking I'm bigger than shit. If you really
• 14:34
  Speaker 5: meet me and you really know me, you know that's
• 14:35
  Speaker 5: not my character. But if I, this is my program though.
• 14:40
  Speaker 5: My career is my motherfucker program. So, what you mean
• 14:42
  Speaker 5: I think I'm bigger than the program? This is my program.
• 14:44
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 14:45
  Speaker 5: So, if I don't want to do something because I
• 14:47
  Speaker 5: feel like it's not time for me, because guess what?
• 14:48
  Speaker 6: If I went and went on.
• 14:49
  Speaker 5: That tour, everybody would be like, she only got to
• 14:51
  Speaker 5: be in there. She singing that one song, City Girls.
• 14:52
  Speaker 6: She washed up.
• 14:54
  Speaker 5: I felt like, let me take this time to finish
• 14:55
  Speaker 5: my album. This is what I want to do for me.
• 14:58
  Speaker 5: I'm signed to this label. I believe in myself. I'm
• 15:01
  Speaker 5: in my bag. I'm feeling myself. This is the most
• 15:03
  Speaker 5: confident I ever been. I'm in a good space. Let
• 15:06
  Speaker 5: me keep that rhythm going. When you go to tour,
• 15:08
  Speaker 5: it's a lot that come with that. I'm not going
• 15:10
  Speaker 5: to go on stage and then y'all going to say, oh,
• 15:11
  Speaker 5: she's just standing there.
• 15:12
  Speaker 6: She can't perform.
• 15:13
  Speaker 5: And that shit costs a lot of fucking money. So
• 15:17
  Speaker 5: I'm trying, I'm smart. I'm a business woman. Like, let
• 15:20
  Speaker 5: me get my shit together. Let me put out my album.
• 15:22
  Speaker 5: Let me get a couple of songs going so y'all
• 15:23
  Speaker 5: can come and enjoy y'all stuff. Because y'all not looking
• 15:26
  Speaker 5: to do nothing but tear me down again.
• 15:28
  Speaker 1: But does the noise bother you?
• 15:29
  Speaker 4: Because we look at Spin That, right? And Spin That
• 15:31
  Speaker 4: was successful, right?
• 15:31
  Speaker 6: Took off.
• 15:33
  Speaker 4: Me and Charlamagne say all the time, it's probably the
• 15:34
  Speaker 4: biggest record of the summer, right? I think so. But
• 15:37
  Speaker 4: then you also got the haters. Oh, Spin That is
• 15:39
  Speaker 4: talking about this.
• 15:40
  Speaker 1: Does that noise bother you?
• 15:42
  Speaker 4: Or is this like, F them?
• 15:44
  Speaker 5: Fuck him And that's why I made that song Fuck
• 15:46
  Speaker 5: him Cause I feel like At the end of the
• 15:49
  Speaker 5: day How I look at Spin That When they ask
• 15:51
  Speaker 5: me about it I feel like Spin That was It
• 15:54
  Speaker 5: was such a good moment for me And I feel
• 15:56
  Speaker 5: like That was just like a blessing From God to
• 15:58
  Speaker 5: me Because that song I saw nothing but positivity Mm
• 16:02
  Speaker 5: I saw Cat Star, people, A.I., everybody dancing to that
• 16:05
  Speaker 5: motherfucking song.
• 16:06
  Speaker 6: Like, people was enjoying.
• 16:08
  Speaker 5: Themselves, whether it was, like, at a wedding, graduation, A.I., like,
• 16:11
  Speaker 5: whatever it was, like, it was nothing but, like, a
• 16:13
  Speaker 5: celebration moment.
• 16:14
  Speaker 6: Like, even with the New York Knicks. Like, I'm at
• 16:16
  Speaker 6: the parade. I saw them. I'm like, oh, my God. Like,
• 16:18
  Speaker 6: this feels so good.
• 16:19
  Speaker 5: So, why y'all making this a negative thing when hip-hop,
• 16:23
  Speaker 5: That's not bringing about what the fuck they was seeing.
• 16:25
  Speaker 5: Why y'all got to do it to me every single time?
• 16:28
  Speaker 5: And I be feeling like it's so personal, but I
• 16:30
  Speaker 5: never did nothing to nobody.
• 16:32
  Speaker 2: Did you see what D1 said when he said that
• 16:34
  Speaker 2: he felt like the song promoted destructive, discreet lifestyles that
• 16:38
  Speaker 2: lead people to jail time and that you might be
• 16:40
  Speaker 2: being spiritually misled?
• 16:43
  Speaker 6: What I just said.
• 16:44
  Speaker 5: When I was listening to Jeezy as a child, what
• 16:46
  Speaker 5: I wanted to do, go get me some motherfucking money.
• 16:49
  Speaker 5: But that type of shit build character in you, even
• 16:51
  Speaker 5: if it's not to do nothing. You know, do nothing illegal.
• 16:55
  Speaker 5: It just builds you up to want to be somebody. Like,
• 16:57
  Speaker 5: this is music that inspire people. Like, a lot of
• 16:59
  Speaker 5: people come up to me about, oh, my God, you
• 17:01
  Speaker 5: inspiring me. They're not saying that I inspired them to
• 17:04
  Speaker 5: go steal or go scam. Like, nah, we just love
• 17:07
  Speaker 5: the way that you keep putting out your shit. You
• 17:09
  Speaker 5: don't care. So it's like, why I got to make
• 17:11
  Speaker 5: a song? They still go scam without saying a lot.
• 17:13
  Speaker 6: They're going to put that shit on and go do
• 17:16
  Speaker 6: it on their way there. But they're going to do it.
• 17:17
  Speaker 6: You're already doing it.
• 17:19
  Speaker 5: And it's people that don't understand. It's a small group
• 17:22
  Speaker 5: of people. Actually, bigger than you think.
• 17:23
  Speaker 6: It's a group of people that Look, that's like, because
• 17:26
  Speaker 6: I was a booster back in the day. Me too.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: Still are.
• 17:28
  Speaker 6: I used to steal everything. First of all, no.
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: Wasn't that time you stole something? Wasn't that time you
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: stole something?
• 17:33
  Speaker 6: Like a few months ago, but I just wanted to
• 17:34
  Speaker 6: see if I still had it. Don't do me like
• 17:35
  Speaker 6: that because it was a pack of gum.
• 17:36
  Speaker 2: You and Karisha are bonding right now. Yeah, she said
• 17:39
  Speaker 2: she used to steal everything.
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: But she still does it.
• 17:41
  Speaker 2: Yeah, right.
• 17:41
  Speaker 6: But no, I don't. It was just to see if
• 17:43
  Speaker 6: I could.
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: Anyway.
• 17:43
  Speaker 2: You told me you stole that jacket just because you
• 17:45
  Speaker 2: put it.
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: No, I didn't have my husband put this for me.
• 17:47
  Speaker 6: Look, chill out.
• 17:48
  Speaker 7: Are you married, Jazz?
• 17:49
  Speaker 6: Yes, I'm married, girl.
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: Mexican. Mexican.
• 17:52
  Speaker 1: Shut up.
• 17:54
  Speaker 2: Shut up.
• 17:55
  Speaker 6: But no, listen, I used to, yeah, I used to boost, right?
• 17:58
  Speaker 6: But it wasn't all negativity. Yeah, it's a crime. Yeah,
• 18:01
  Speaker 6: all of that.
• 18:01
  Speaker 5: But girl, them people in my hood cannot, they couldn't
• 18:05
  Speaker 5: afford Nordstrom. They couldn't afford Hat Company. They couldn't afford
• 18:08
  Speaker 5: Macy's and all that. I would go steal it, bring
• 18:10
  Speaker 5: people shit. Back in the hood, selling the kids for school.
• 18:14
  Speaker 6: I'm talking about, like.
• 18:16
  Speaker 5: I would bring that shit back to the hood and
• 18:17
  Speaker 5: sell it for the mothers who could not go and
• 18:19
  Speaker 5: afford that shit for the kids to go back to.
• 18:21
  Speaker 6: School or work clothes.
• 18:22
  Speaker 5: I used to steal scrubs for the nurses who couldn't
• 18:24
  Speaker 5: fucking afford it. Like, whatever you need, I'm going to
• 18:27
  Speaker 5: go get it.
• 18:28
  Speaker 7: You know what I mean?
• 18:29
  Speaker 5: Yes, it's a crime, but it's like a small group
• 18:32
  Speaker 5: of people that do not understand that that was the
• 18:35
  Speaker 5: way in the hood.
• 18:36
  Speaker 6: You couldn't afford it. That's one of the biggest scammers.
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: Nigerians.
• 18:39
  Speaker 6: And them rich motherfuckers them being.
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: Ass oh yeah white collar crimes that's crazy you just.
• 18:44
  Speaker 5: Threw the Nigerians out there white people on wall street
• 18:55
  Speaker 5: doing the white collar crimes is the biggest one you're
• 18:57
  Speaker 5: absolutely right you care.
• 18:58
  Speaker 3: About numbers because you know nowadays it's like everybody I
• 19:01
  Speaker 3: feel like they look at numbers what my first week's
• 19:02
  Speaker 3: gonna do what my second week's gonna do but do
• 19:04
  Speaker 3: you care about that at all I'm not going to lie.
• 19:07
  Speaker 5: I've been on my label head about it because I
• 19:09
  Speaker 5: feel like I don't, but it's a thing now. I
• 19:12
  Speaker 5: think they use numbers to level your success when it
• 19:14
  Speaker 5: should be more about the music. Because you can have
• 19:17
  Speaker 5: those numbers in the music trash as fuck.
• 19:21
  Speaker 6: But you can have a great body of work.
• 19:23
  Speaker 5: And I feel like sometimes people got to catch on
• 19:25
  Speaker 5: to it. But I'm going to put this out there
• 19:26
  Speaker 5: since y'all always be saying I'm a new artist, right?
• 19:28
  Speaker 6: I'm a new artist. I was in a group, but
• 19:30
  Speaker 6: this is my first solo.
• 19:31
  Speaker 7: Your debut album.
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: New artist.
• 19:33
  Speaker 5: So we're going to focus on the music. We'll get
• 19:35
  Speaker 5: to the numbers later, but we're going to focus on
• 19:37
  Speaker 5: the music.
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: I love the fact what made me feel good is
• 19:39
  Speaker 3: when we played your record. I know we wasn't supposed to,
• 19:42
  Speaker 3: but we played your record.
• 19:43
  Speaker 7: Did you blame him for that?
• 19:45
  Speaker 6: Nah, I'm not going to lie.
• 19:46
  Speaker 5: When I woke up the next morning, I'm telling y'all,
• 19:48
  Speaker 5: if you're talking about kids, I'm like, yeah!
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: Kids.
• 19:53
  Speaker 7: I'm like, yeah! I got nervous.
• 19:56
  Speaker 5: I felt so good. I was so happy. I was
• 19:58
  Speaker 5: just like, it just felt good. That was a good
• 20:01
  Speaker 5: moment for me.
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: It felt good.
• 20:03
  Speaker 3: It felt good that all this... felt good hearing their
• 20:06
  Speaker 3: record on radio again. Like we can tell you was
• 20:08
  Speaker 3: in the car. I don't know if you was taking
• 20:09
  Speaker 3: your son to school or whatever, but we just, the
• 20:11
  Speaker 3: energy was like, oh shit, but I'm like, this is Carisha.
• 20:13
  Speaker 3: Her record's always on the fucking radio. But it just
• 20:15
  Speaker 3: felt good that an artist was excited about music again.
• 20:18
  Speaker 4: And I think that's a great thing.
• 20:19
  Speaker 6: Yeah, I am.
• 20:21
  Speaker 2: And that's been that publishing check is going to be
• 20:23
  Speaker 2: way bigger than the streaming check you ever got. I
• 20:26
  Speaker 2: do want to ask you about the criticism though. Like
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: what's something you've been criticized for publicly? that you can
• 20:33
  Speaker 2: look back at now and admit people might have actually
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: had a point?
• 20:37
  Speaker 6: Nothing.
• 20:38
  Speaker 2: Damn.
• 20:39
  Speaker 5: Because I feel like people be talking about shit they
• 20:41
  Speaker 5: don't know nothing about. I'm with you when you write.
• 20:45
  Speaker 5: When you write, I'm going to say that you write.
• 20:47
  Speaker 5: But I don't feel like it's been a moment where
• 20:52
  Speaker 5: I can agree.
• 20:54
  Speaker 6: Seriously.
• 20:55
  Speaker 2: And I'm glad you did the Tupac record over.
• 20:58
  Speaker 6: When I did that interview I did He's talking about
• 21:15
  Speaker 6: you sound like Tupac and everything in there. Like, shut up.
• 21:19
  Speaker 3: I was going to play the record that day, too,
• 21:20
  Speaker 3: but they told me you play with Young Miami a
• 21:22
  Speaker 3: little too.
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: Much and you should put hands on you. I had
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: the record, because I just let them go.
• 21:25
  Speaker 4: He said dead mama.
• 21:26
  Speaker 3: She thought it was dead who you think it was.
• 21:28
  Speaker 7: I knew what it was, because I talked to Charlamagne
• 21:30
  Speaker 7: about it when you did it.
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: I know. You already know what it was. Oh, my God.
• 21:33
  Speaker 6: I played around, though.
• 21:35
  Speaker 5: I played along. If a headlight come out, go to
• 21:39
  Speaker 5: the Breakfast Club.
• 21:40
  Speaker 6: The first day, yeah, I reached out to the team.
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: I reached out to them.
• 21:47
  Speaker 8: Why do you think it was necessary to do the
• 21:53
  Speaker 8: Dare JT record?
• 21:53
  Speaker 4: And did she hear it before you put it out?
• 21:55
  Speaker 6: No, she haven't heard it.
• 21:57
  Speaker 5: Like I said, I think that this is what I
• 22:00
  Speaker 5: was going through in real time. And when I was
• 22:02
  Speaker 5: making my music, I wanted to just put all of
• 22:04
  Speaker 5: my emotions and my feelings into my music because I
• 22:07
  Speaker 5: think music is therapy. And I feel like I needed
• 22:10
  Speaker 5: to write a letter to my sister. At the end
• 22:12
  Speaker 5: of the day, we grew up together. At the end
• 22:14
  Speaker 5: of the day, she's going to always be my sister.
• 22:16
  Speaker 5: That's why I never went there with her. That's why
• 22:19
  Speaker 5: every time we went online, I'd be like, girl. It's
• 22:22
  Speaker 5: always like, girl, because we really grew up together. This
• 22:25
  Speaker 5: shit is deeper than rap for me and with me.
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: That shows a lot of emotional intelligence.
• 22:31
  Speaker 5: From your part. I'm a real person at the end
• 22:34
  Speaker 5: of the day.
• 22:35
  Speaker 6: I can't... Who we was as kids....
• 22:39
  Speaker 5: Meant the most to me to where we are now.
• 22:41
  Speaker 5: Because that was the real us. Before everything, before... Titties, ass,
• 22:46
  Speaker 5: whatever it is. Before the fucking world knew us, like,
• 22:49
  Speaker 5: we was real friends. We used to dress alike. Like,
• 22:51
  Speaker 5: we used to fucking sleep in a bed together.
• 22:53
  Speaker 6: Like, that's real friends. Like, money came out of that.
• 22:56
  Speaker 2: Got your parents at the same time.
• 22:58
  Speaker 6: Exactly.
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: Dude, hello.
• 23:01
  Speaker 6: You got a pen.
• 23:02
  Speaker 7: I saw you.
• 23:03
  Speaker 6: You got a telephone.
• 23:04
  Speaker 7: I said that, yeah.
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: I saw you. No shit came out yet. You got
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: a pen. Your pen came out.
• 23:09
  Speaker 7: We synced up.
• 23:10
  Speaker 6: Your pen came out. Your pen came out, yeah.
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 23:13
  Speaker 7: I saw you say y'all haven't spoken in two years.
• 23:15
  Speaker 2: Mm-mm.
• 23:16
  Speaker 8: So when she hears this record if it does invoke
• 23:19
  Speaker 8: any emotion in her y'all get a chance to get
• 23:21
  Speaker 8: on the phone and like really remove all the.
• 23:23
  Speaker 6: Lauren Lauren go on she.
• 23:25
  Speaker 2: Already reached out to JT she reached out to JT
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: you have.
• 23:31
  Speaker 8: A comment JT I reached out to QC they said
• 23:35
  Speaker 8: no comment what would y'all what would the conversation be
• 23:40
  Speaker 8: right now y'all could remove all the stuff and she
• 23:42
  Speaker 8: really feel you through this record though like what would
• 23:44
  Speaker 8: what would you want to say to her.
• 23:45
  Speaker 5: Like I told Charlamagne, I think that we both have to, like,
• 23:49
  Speaker 5: I think that we need a mediator. We need somebody
• 23:52
  Speaker 5: that can come in between us and say, this is
• 23:54
  Speaker 5: how she feel, and this is how you feel, and
• 23:57
  Speaker 5: this is what y'all need to do. Because it's like,
• 24:00
  Speaker 5: she could tell me how she, we could sit on
• 24:02
  Speaker 5: the phone, and it's like, she gonna tell me how
• 24:03
  Speaker 5: she feel, but I'm gonna feel like, no, but I
• 24:05
  Speaker 5: feel like you did this, but you feel like you, like,
• 24:07
  Speaker 5: we feel like we both did something. So it's like,
• 24:09
  Speaker 5: if we both don't see any wrong in what we,
• 24:11
  Speaker 5: what either one of us did, it's like, Talk it
• 24:14
  Speaker 5: to a wall.
• 24:14
  Speaker 4: Who's that person that could be in between y'all?
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: Ayan Lavonza. Special episode of Carisha, please. Ayan Lavonza, I'm.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: Mediating, JT.
• 24:23
  Speaker 7: It has to be somebody that knew them before all
• 24:25
  Speaker 7: the stuff.
• 24:25
  Speaker 5: It has to be somebody who loves both of y'all
• 24:27
  Speaker 5: equally or somebody who don't know y'all at all. It
• 24:31
  Speaker 5: can't be somebody that favors you more. It can't be
• 24:33
  Speaker 5: somebody that favors her more but know you equally. It
• 24:35
  Speaker 5: has to be somebody who loves y'all both equally or
• 24:38
  Speaker 5: somebody who don't know y'all at all. I'd rather somebody
• 24:40
  Speaker 5: that just don't know us at all. Because I'm going
• 24:42
  Speaker 5: to be like, we too lying.
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: Would you rather do it privately or publicly?
• 24:47
  Speaker 6: Oh, I'm private. I'm not going to lie. Let me
• 24:50
  Speaker 6: ask y'all a question.
• 24:51
  Speaker 5: If somebody was to propose to y'all, would y'all want
• 24:53
  Speaker 5: it done privately or publicly?
• 24:55
  Speaker 7: Honestly, no.
• 24:56
  Speaker 6: Honestly, privately. My husband proposed to me privately. Okay, do you.
• 25:01
  Speaker 7: Really got a husband?
• 25:02
  Speaker 1: Yeah, she's really like married. She's really married.
• 25:06
  Speaker 6: Show her your ring.
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: I showed her.
• 25:08
  Speaker 6: I did show her a little something. But yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 25:10
  Speaker 6: I joke up here too much.
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: But no, I am really married.
• 25:13
  Speaker 5: And the reason why is because the internet ain't the
• 25:16
  Speaker 5: same internet that it was before, right? It used to
• 25:19
  Speaker 5: be fun going viral. We used to be fun on
• 25:21
  Speaker 5: the blog.
• 25:21
  Speaker 6: Oh my God, I don't want a blog. It's just
• 25:22
  Speaker 6: like hearing a song on the radio. But now it's
• 25:24
  Speaker 6: so hateful.
• 25:27
  Speaker 5: If I would have posted how my husband proposed to me,
• 25:30
  Speaker 5: it would have been like, oh, why wasn't that some
• 25:31
  Speaker 5: big extravagant event?
• 25:33
  Speaker 6: Because it was on Christmas and it was just us,
• 25:35
  Speaker 6: our kids, and my parents.
• 25:36
  Speaker 7: Yeah, it meant something.
• 25:38
  Speaker 5: And I'll remember it for the rest of my life.
• 25:40
  Speaker 5: And that's not for the internet. That's for me and
• 25:42
  Speaker 5: my husband.
• 25:43
  Speaker 7: You didn't even talk about it, though, for a long time.
• 25:45
  Speaker 6: I sure didn't.
• 25:46
  Speaker 7: You started, like, mentioning marriage. Let me see that picture.
• 25:48
  Speaker 6: Yeah, I played so much up here. Let me see.
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: I feel the same way.
• 25:52
  Speaker 8: I always be like, if I got proposed to and
• 25:55
  Speaker 8: it was publicly, I would be so mad.
• 25:58
  Speaker 5: I want my moments for myself and I want to
• 26:01
  Speaker 5: be able to digest it, look at it over and over.
• 26:17
  Speaker 5: I don't want it in the public eye where they
• 26:18
  Speaker 5: feel like, oh, this is not, it's like, shut the
• 26:20
  Speaker 5: fuck up.
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 26:21
  Speaker 6: I don't even know my man.
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: It is not Britney.
• 26:23
  Speaker 6: Ooh, Jessie.
• 26:25
  Speaker 2: Now you can't unsee it. Now you see Britney, right?
• 26:27
  Speaker 8: I mean, he look like he can be our brother,
• 26:29
  Speaker 8: but that is not, that's not her.
• 26:32
  Speaker 6: It's not giving Britney.
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: Right?
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: No.
• 26:35
  Speaker 6: Okay. That's giving a man.
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: Thank you.
• 26:37
  Speaker 6: Stop playing with me.
• 26:38
  Speaker 4: He's Mexican.
• 26:38
  Speaker 5: He's not.
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: Is he Mexican?
• 26:39
  Speaker 5: He don't look Mexican.
• 26:41
  Speaker 7: He Mexican.
• 26:42
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 26:42
  Speaker 6: He black and Mexican.
• 26:43
  Speaker 7: He got Mexican.
• 26:44
  Speaker 6: His mom in her side is Mexican. His father is black.
• 26:47
  Speaker 2: And Vic. Sorry.
• 26:49
  Speaker 4: So the reason you asked that, are you about to
• 26:50
  Speaker 4: get proposed to?
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: Are you in a relationship?
• 26:52
  Speaker 6: No, I was just saying like.
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: She just wants to know. Oh, okay.
• 26:54
  Speaker 5: That's a big moment for people and I went on that.
• 26:56
  Speaker 4: It is.
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: It is.
• 26:57
  Speaker 6: Publicly.
• 26:58
  Speaker 2: I do like the fact that whatever happened between you
• 26:59
  Speaker 2: and JT is not irreparable. Clearly.
• 27:02
  Speaker 4: Hopefully.
• 27:03
  Speaker 5: Yeah.
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: And it's not too often that you hear people grieving
• 27:06
  Speaker 2: their friends. You don't talk about the grief of losing
• 27:08
  Speaker 2: a friend. And that's what the Dear JT record is.
• 27:11
  Speaker 2: It's a record about grieving the loss of a friend.
• 27:13
  Speaker 5: Yeah, especially somebody that's still here. Y'all don't talk at all.
• 27:16
  Speaker 5: Y'all still be like this.
• 27:18
  Speaker 6: Yeah.
• 27:18
  Speaker 4: I love how you played with it, though.
• 27:20
  Speaker 3: You put a little thing over there that said Dear,
• 27:21
  Speaker 3: so people would assume it's Dear, everybody else but actually JT.
• 27:25
  Speaker 5: Yeah, because, you know, the fans trying to make it
• 27:27
  Speaker 5: seem like, oh, you using her as a rollout. And
• 27:30
  Speaker 5: it's not, Jimmy, you know, it's like, I didn't want
• 27:32
  Speaker 5: to do that because I didn't want it to come
• 27:33
  Speaker 5: off as that. It's like, that's not that. You hear
• 27:35
  Speaker 5: me trying to say that? It's not like what I'm
• 27:36
  Speaker 5: trying to make the focus. That is like something that's
• 27:39
  Speaker 5: pure from my heart that I wanted to put on there.
• 27:41
  Speaker 5: So even if the world hit, she got it too. Like,
• 27:44
  Speaker 5: I'm coming from a place of love. Ain't no hate
• 27:46
  Speaker 5: in my heart. Like, I'm not here.
• 27:47
  Speaker 6: Like, yeah, I'm going to get my lip back on this. Like,
• 27:49
  Speaker 6: you know. That's not my intentions at all.
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: I'm looking forward to her reaction. I know we live
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: in this world now where it's not just about music.
• 27:56
  Speaker 2: People are looking to see what people say about things.
• 27:59
  Speaker 2: I'm looking forward to seeing what JT says about the record. Yeah.
• 28:03
  Speaker 5: And I know there are so, well, are there certain moments, right,
• 28:06
  Speaker 5: where you go somewhere and you're like, damn, my bitch
• 28:08
  Speaker 5: would love this.
• 28:08
  Speaker 2: Or like, it reminds.
• 28:09
  Speaker 6: You of her.
• 28:10
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
• 28:11
  Speaker 5: Or a memory that y'all created. Like, do you get
• 28:14
  Speaker 5: emotional over the, like?
• 28:15
  Speaker 6: In those times?
• 28:16
  Speaker 5: When I be seeing like the little City Girls shuffle,
• 28:17
  Speaker 5: I always laugh. I be like, damn, that was the
• 28:20
  Speaker 5: best part of the show when we did like the little, period.
• 28:24
  Speaker 2: And she should have been on Spin That Remix. Don't
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: think about all the good music that y'all missing not making.
• 28:30
  Speaker 5: I feel like I needed my moment for Spin It.
• 28:32
  Speaker 5: I feel like because nobody said that I can do it,
• 28:35
  Speaker 5: so I needed to do it.
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: I said the remix.
• 28:38
  Speaker 5: Yeah, and the remix, why y'all on my ass about
• 28:40
  Speaker 5: the remix?
• 28:40
  Speaker 6: What's up? Because I love the remix.
• 28:42
  Speaker 2: Right. I love it. Why? I don't know. I didn't
• 28:47
  Speaker 2: like Little Baby part at all. Kodak always slides.
• 28:50
  Speaker 6: I love that.
• 28:52
  Speaker 2: I'm cool with that. But I felt like it should
• 28:53
  Speaker 2: have been a woman's empowerment record. That's what I felt like.
• 28:55
  Speaker 2: It should have been like you and a couple other
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: dope female rappers.
• 29:00
  Speaker 5: Okay, this is another. I like the reference because it's
• 29:03
  Speaker 5: a good conversation, right?
• 29:04
  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.
• 29:05
  Speaker 5: I feel like when it comes to the whole female
• 29:07
  Speaker 5: rap and female artists collaborating with each other.
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.
• 29:12
  Speaker 6: The fans be like, oh my God.
• 29:13
  Speaker 5: Y'all always want to get the same female artists. Y'all
• 29:16
  Speaker 5: keep recycling the same females. It's so boring. People don't
• 29:18
  Speaker 5: do nothing differently. And then you do something differently and
• 29:21
  Speaker 5: it's like, well, you should have did this. But then
• 29:22
  Speaker 5: when you do it, it's like, well, why you ain't
• 29:24
  Speaker 5: do something different? You get what I'm saying? I feel
• 29:26
  Speaker 5: like at the end of the day, like I'm a
• 29:28
  Speaker 5: girl's girl and I support everybody, but I just feel
• 29:30
  Speaker 5: like nobody never really like reached out to me to
• 29:32
  Speaker 5: be on their record or like fuck with me or
• 29:34
  Speaker 5: like really try to give me a moment or really
• 29:36
  Speaker 5: try to like check on me or nothing like that.
• 29:38
  Speaker 5: So it's like at the end of the day, I
• 29:40
  Speaker 5: want my moment and I'm the type of person, like
• 29:42
  Speaker 5: I said, I really like to fuck with who fuck
• 29:44
  Speaker 5: with me because I'm not in an industry to just
• 29:47
  Speaker 5: be an industry friend. Like, you don't know me, I
• 29:49
  Speaker 5: don't know you, we cool, but if you fuck with me,
• 29:51
  Speaker 5: I fuck with you. So I think that I, I
• 29:53
  Speaker 5: am open to open with, I am open to working
• 29:56
  Speaker 5: with female artists, but I'm not like a, for the.
• 29:58
  Speaker 6: City to be like, oh yeah, I'm just a careerist girl. Like,
• 30:00
  Speaker 6: I fuck with everybody. Yeah.
• 30:01
  Speaker 3: So none of the female rappers, I'm trying to think now,
• 30:04
  Speaker 3: have reached out to you to be on any of
• 30:05
  Speaker 3: their records or nothing?
• 30:06
  Speaker 5: I mean, I have done some, a lot of, I think, like,
• 30:10
  Speaker 5: it's no... I'm not trying to sit here and make
• 30:13
  Speaker 5: it seem like it's an issue or it's a problem or, like,
• 30:15
  Speaker 5: you know, nothing like that. But what I'm saying is, like,
• 30:19
  Speaker 5: it's not what people make it to be.
• 30:21
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 30:21
  Speaker 5: Where people always just try to be like, oh, why
• 30:22
  Speaker 5: you don't do this? Because it's not really like that.
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.
• 30:25
  Speaker 4: No, you don't fake it.
• 30:26
  Speaker 3: Like, we not click it. There's clicks of them, but
• 30:28
  Speaker 3: you not in that click, so fuck it.
• 30:29
  Speaker 4: I just do it my own thing.
• 30:30
  Speaker 5: I mean, I fuck with everybody. Like, you know, I
• 30:32
  Speaker 5: think that, like, Gorilla, we did the remix with DaBaby.
• 30:34
  Speaker 8: We met.
• 30:35
  Speaker 6: The energy was good. Like, we vibe with each other.
• 30:37
  Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying?
• 30:37
  Speaker 5: Like, I actually had fun. Like, when we was on set,
• 30:39
  Speaker 5: we was all fucking with each other. But I'm just saying, like,
• 30:41
  Speaker 5: when it comes to really working together and just being
• 30:44
  Speaker 5: this gross, gross that everybody want everybody to be, it's
• 30:47
  Speaker 5: not that.
• 30:48
  Speaker 2: Yeah. And I can't tell if y'all be taking shots
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: at each other. Like, on Lotto, on that procedure record,
• 30:51
  Speaker 2: she said, talk about taking spots, Carisha, please. And I
• 30:54
  Speaker 2: still don't know what that means.
• 30:55
  Speaker 6: Yeah, me neither.
• 30:56
  Speaker 7: You told her people ask her.
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, me neither.
• 30:58
  Speaker 2: You told her people ask her.
• 31:00
  Speaker 7: Nobody asked her.
• 31:01
  Speaker 6: Right, because me neither.
• 31:02
  Speaker 5: But again, I didn't take it personally because I don't fuck,
• 31:06
  Speaker 5: like I don't been in a lot of parties before.
• 31:07
  Speaker 5: I'm on a record with her and Lotto is a
• 31:09
  Speaker 5: rapper that I actually fuck with.
• 31:11
  Speaker 6: Yeah. You get what I'm saying?
• 31:11
  Speaker 5: But then when I did hit a record, I'm like, well, bitch,
• 31:13
  Speaker 5: what the fuck that mean? But I didn't take it
• 31:15
  Speaker 5: as like, she dissed me, let me da-da-da-da. But I
• 31:18
  Speaker 5: am the type of person that I'll call you and say, hey.
• 31:19
  Speaker 2: What's up? What that mean?
• 31:22
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 31:22
  Speaker 4: Did you go alone though?
• 31:23
  Speaker 5: I didn't call her because at the end of the day,
• 31:26
  Speaker 5: I do, a lot of times, the internet, that's what
• 31:28
  Speaker 5: I'm saying, they will create beef.
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 31:30
  Speaker 5: I did, at one point, let them start getting in
• 31:32
  Speaker 5: my head, but I was like, nah, I don't think
• 31:34
  Speaker 5: a lot of it will come from that.
• 31:35
  Speaker 6: Like, you know, that was kind of like the situation
• 31:36
  Speaker 6: with her and Corey DeRay.
• 31:37
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 31:38
  Speaker 5: I don't see her just being shady if I don't
• 31:41
  Speaker 5: been to her parties before. She don't invite me to it. Like,
• 31:43
  Speaker 5: even when she just had her little shit, like, with
• 31:45
  Speaker 5: her album, she invited me, so... I ain't take it personal.
• 31:48
  Speaker 5: I didn't really feel like it was a jab at
• 31:49
  Speaker 5: me because we don't got a problem with each other.
• 31:51
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 31:51
  Speaker 6: Yeah.
• 31:52
  Speaker 2: You feel like people have already decided who Carisha is
• 31:55
  Speaker 2: without actually knowing you. Yeah.
• 31:57
  Speaker 5: But I would say when people meet me, they always
• 31:59
  Speaker 5: feel like I was wrong about you.
• 32:00
  Speaker 2: Word up.
• 32:01
  Speaker 6: Mm-hmm.
• 32:01
  Speaker 8: I don't think that, well, not I don't think, but
• 32:04
  Speaker 8: when I got to see you in person and see
• 32:07
  Speaker 8: your energy, I was like, she is so sweet. The
• 32:09
  Speaker 8: things that happened to her, it made me feel for
• 32:12
  Speaker 8: you a bit more. The Black Effect Podcast Festival, We
• 32:15
  Speaker 8: didn't even really talk for too long, but you were there.
• 32:16
  Speaker 8: You were so quiet.
• 32:17
  Speaker 7: When you spoke, you were so sweet.
• 32:18
  Speaker 8: I'm like, damn, I hate that people come for her
• 32:20
  Speaker 8: as hard as they do because she seems like such
• 32:22
  Speaker 8: a sweetheart.
• 32:23
  Speaker 6: I'll be out of the way. For the most part,
• 32:25
  Speaker 6: I'm out of the way.
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 32:27
  Speaker 8: Yeah.
• 32:27
  Speaker 2: With all the criticism you've experienced over the last few years,
• 32:29
  Speaker 2: what's something that happened during that time that genuinely changed
• 32:33
  Speaker 2: you as a person? Like, you're like, I'm not the
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: same motherfucker.
• 32:35
  Speaker 5: Mm-hmm. Ooh, just all the narratives that they put out
• 32:39
  Speaker 5: about me out there.
• 32:40
  Speaker 6: I was like, you know what?
• 32:41
  Speaker 5: I never give these people my personality and just the
• 32:43
  Speaker 5: real me.
• 32:43
  Speaker 6: Cause I, you know, like early on, I used to
• 32:45
  Speaker 6: be on live. A lot of people see me and
• 32:48
  Speaker 6: be like, you all right?
• 32:48
  Speaker 4: I'm like, yeah.
• 32:49
  Speaker 6: I'm good. Cause we miss them lives. But I get
• 32:52
  Speaker 6: what you're saying.
• 32:53
  Speaker 5: Before me and Santana be on that bitch clowning or
• 32:55
  Speaker 5: even me.
• 32:56
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 32:57
  Speaker 6: Like, I was like, what's big, sweetie? Now they be like, oh,
• 32:59
  Speaker 6: she fat shaming that.
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: It's just always.
• 33:01
  Speaker 5: It's just like, now I got to get on there
• 33:05
  Speaker 5: and say, I ain't mean it like that.
• 33:07
  Speaker 6: It's like, babe, y'all got it.
• 33:09
  Speaker 2: I know.
• 33:09
  Speaker 6: Y'all have it.
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: Run with it.
• 33:12
  Speaker 5: And I'm just here to, at this point, that's what
• 33:15
  Speaker 5: I'm saying.
• 33:16
  Speaker 6: However y'all feel.
• 33:17
  Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.
• 33:17
  Speaker 6: Fuck it.
• 33:18
  Speaker 3: Do you think, you know, with all the business moves
• 33:20
  Speaker 3: that you made, right, with the podcast, with your album,
• 33:23
  Speaker 3: you getting your master's, which a lot of artists right
• 33:25
  Speaker 3: now that's been signed for years.
• 33:26
  Speaker 1: Don't have their master's.
• 33:28
  Speaker 6: I'm so thankful.
• 33:29
  Speaker 5: I feel like God have just kept his hands on me. Like,
• 33:33
  Speaker 5: when I look back at what I was in, such
• 33:36
  Speaker 5: as now.
• 33:37
  Speaker 2: How'd you get your master's? Uptown.
• 33:39
  Speaker 4: Ooh. Uptown records, okay.
• 33:42
  Speaker 5: Yeah, it's just like, you know, I feel like now
• 33:44
  Speaker 5: people are... doing contracts the right way. People are really there. Artists,
• 33:48
  Speaker 5: you know, ownership is very important. I think like, you
• 33:51
  Speaker 5: got good people behind you. And a lot of times
• 33:53
  Speaker 5: when you get signed into new artists.
• 33:54
  Speaker 4: I don't know why you fuck with that nigga. You
• 33:55
  Speaker 4: see a nigga walk out, don't say nothing, but go, hey,
• 33:56
  Speaker 4: I'm sorry. Nigga asshole, but go ahead.
• 33:58
  Speaker 6: It probably was an emergency. He had got a text. Yeah,
• 34:00
  Speaker 6: probably so.
• 34:01
  Speaker 7: You got good people behind you too, though.
• 34:03
  Speaker 5: Yeah, and I think that like, now labels are doing
• 34:05
  Speaker 5: the right thing.
• 34:06
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 34:07
  Speaker 5: You know, I think that like, everybody's story when they
• 34:09
  Speaker 5: first come on was like, I ain't know nothing.
• 34:11
  Speaker 6: I had a bullshit lawyer. I just da-da-da-da-da-da.
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 34:13
  Speaker 5: I think like, you know, Labels now are, you know,
• 34:16
  Speaker 5: they're artists on their shit.
• 34:19
  Speaker 4: Do they think they respect your business moves?
• 34:21
  Speaker 3: Because outside of being an artist, you have a lot
• 34:23
  Speaker 3: of business moves that people respect.
• 34:24
  Speaker 6: You had a fart?
• 34:25
  Speaker 2: I thought I had the shit, and I don't be
• 34:27
  Speaker 2: farting in my crew. I think I had a good one.
• 34:29
  Speaker 6: You're not even drinking out in the seat.
• 34:31
  Speaker 1: What the shawty, man? What you ate?
• 34:34
  Speaker 6: Is it this? You got the metal crew.
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: Certified platinum.
• 34:42
  Speaker 5: Certified.
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: That's certified platinum. Certified. Generation Now. Uptown Records. Drop a bomb. Congratulations.
• 34:57
  Speaker 1: That's certified.
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: This is your certified platinum plaque as a solo artist.
• 35:02
  Speaker 1: That's right.
• 35:05
  Speaker 2: Salute to Uptown, Generation Now.
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: That's right. Congratulations. How does that feel?
• 35:09
  Speaker 6: Wow. Feel fucking great.
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: Talk that talk.
• 35:15
  Speaker 2: Did you know you was platinum?
• 35:16
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 35:17
  Speaker 1: Cheers to you, Carisha.
• 35:19
  Speaker 6: Congratulations. Congratulations.
• 35:21
  Speaker 5: 305.
• 35:21
  Speaker 6: Oh, my God.
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: As big as that. I thought they was coming in.
• 35:39
  Speaker 7: I thought she found some.
• 35:40
  Speaker 3: Scamming in it.
• 35:41
  Speaker 6: I'm like, wait.
• 35:42
  Speaker 1: Hold on, hold on.
• 35:43
  Speaker 7: Jess, you got to turn this up.
• 35:45
  Speaker 1: A little bit. Congratulations.
• 35:47
  Speaker 2: Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers.
• 35:50
  Speaker 1: So now we're going to play some records off this album.
• 35:51
  Speaker 1: What you want to hear? We're going to play three records.
• 35:53
  Speaker 1: What three records you want to hear? Oh, that's good.
• 35:55
  Speaker 1: Not the ones we played already. We done the interview? No,
• 35:57
  Speaker 1: we still have it.
• 35:58
  Speaker 6: I wanted to ask her about Summer.
• 36:00
  Speaker 7: We still have it. Her daughter.
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: Her baby.
• 36:08
  Speaker 5: I would like to hear for Old Town. I mean,
• 36:11
  Speaker 5: Old Town State with Bryson Tiller.
• 36:12
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 36:13
  Speaker 4: We got that one.
• 36:14
  Speaker 3: What else?
• 36:15
  Speaker 6: I want to hear Take Me to Chanel.
• 36:17
  Speaker 4: Take Me to Chanel.
• 36:18
  Speaker 6: Okay.
• 36:19
  Speaker 5: And I want to hear put together.
• 36:23
  Speaker 4: We got you.
• 36:23
  Speaker 2: You kept Freaky Tales on the album, right? No. Oh,
• 36:25
  Speaker 2: you didn't keep it?
• 36:26
  Speaker 6: Oh, okay.
• 36:28
  Speaker 1: Okay, Lori, you said you had a question?
• 36:31
  Speaker 7: Oh, what were we talking about? Oh, your business moves.
• 36:33
  Speaker 2: Hold on, why you didn't put Freaky Tales? Why you
• 36:36
  Speaker 2: took it off? She already did Too Short Freaky Tales. Really?
• 36:40
  Speaker 6: Yeah.
• 36:41
  Speaker 7: He was defending you behind.
• 36:42
  Speaker 4: That, too.
• 36:43
  Speaker 2: I know. Yeah.
• 36:45
  Speaker 6: Okay, I need, y'all already, okay.
• 36:47
  Speaker 5: The reason why I took Freaky Tales off of that
• 36:50
  Speaker 5: is just because I just felt.
• 36:51
  Speaker 6: Like I ain't want to do that.
• 36:53
  Speaker 5: I just felt like, let me just really get in
• 36:55
  Speaker 5: my bed musically because I felt like that's what's expected
• 36:57
  Speaker 5: of me.
• 36:58
  Speaker 2: Oh, you want people to talk about sex and stuff
• 37:00
  Speaker 2: like that. Yeah.
• 37:01
  Speaker 5: But I mean, I did do that a tour, but
• 37:04
  Speaker 5: that was more of, I felt like girls could relate
• 37:06
  Speaker 5: to that.
• 37:06
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 37:07
  Speaker 5: Yeah, so I just, you know, I just wanted to
• 37:09
  Speaker 5: do something else. Maybe I'll put it on the deluxe.
• 37:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, please do.
• 37:13
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 37:14
  Speaker 4: Please do. You got a question? I'll cut you off.
• 37:17
  Speaker 8: Oh, we were talking about the business part of it.
• 37:19
  Speaker 8: I'd heard Santana talk about you and how much of
• 37:21
  Speaker 8: a businesswoman you are.
• 37:22
  Speaker 7: Why don't you put that out there more?
• 37:23
  Speaker 8: Like, when you talked about your masters, I was like, oh, shoot,
• 37:26
  Speaker 8: I've never heard you talk about that type of stuff.
• 37:28
  Speaker 2: Why not?
• 37:29
  Speaker 6: Because people don't ask me stuff like that. They always
• 37:31
  Speaker 6: want to know, why you want to date a nigga
• 37:32
  Speaker 6: with $ 100 million? Come on, man. God damn. Yeah. You
• 37:36
  Speaker 6: know why.
• 37:36
  Speaker 8: Mm-hmm.
• 37:43
  Speaker 5: And that's what gets me, because it's like, people are like,
• 37:47
  Speaker 5: she's so, no, I'm not. Like, those are the questions
• 37:49
  Speaker 5: that I get asked. Nobody cares about that. They don't
• 37:53
  Speaker 5: see me as that, even though I am that. You
• 37:55
  Speaker 5: get what I'm saying?
• 37:56
  Speaker 4: But would you date a regular dude that you.
• 37:58
  Speaker 1: Got to get a checkup on? No, no, no.
• 38:00
  Speaker 7: And on the album, she said she's still standing on
• 38:02
  Speaker 7: everything she said.
• 38:03
  Speaker 2: It is.
• 38:04
  Speaker 1: Poor regular niggas.
• 38:04
  Speaker 2: You also, on... What? Poor regular niggas.
• 38:08
  Speaker 1: Poor regular niggas. Poor regular niggas.
• 38:11
  Speaker 6: Okay, Emi, would you date if you wasn't married?
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: I'm married.
• 38:14
  Speaker 6: I said if you wasn't.
• 38:14
  Speaker 7: If you weren't.
• 38:15
  Speaker 1: But I'd date a what? Yes, you would.
• 38:16
  Speaker 2: It has.
• 38:17
  Speaker 1: Would you date a broke bitch? Yes, you would.
• 38:21
  Speaker 2: Yes, you would.
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: Y'all ain't shit. Would you tell her that?
• 38:26
  Speaker 2: Yes, I would.
• 38:26
  Speaker 1: I'm done chatting. Shut the fuck up. Somebody say, I'm
• 38:30
  Speaker 1: done chatting. It's different from them, though. I'm getting hot
• 38:36
  Speaker 1: in here.
• 38:36
  Speaker 7: I'm sweating now.
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: What about you?
• 38:38
  Speaker 5: Would you date a man that got a regular 9-to-5
• 38:39
  Speaker 5: or you want you and your man with a 9-to-5?
• 38:41
  Speaker 7: Yes, she has.
• 38:42
  Speaker 1: Charlamagne has video.
• 38:43
  Speaker 7: I have before, but I want somebody that can meet
• 38:45
  Speaker 7: me where I'm at. Definitely.
• 38:46
  Speaker 5: But why would you? Because I get asked these questions.
• 38:49
  Speaker 8: I wouldn't write... Well, first of all, wait. 9-to-5s are
• 38:53
  Speaker 8: not traditional anymore. People don't just have regular 9-to-5 jobs.
• 38:55
  Speaker 1: She's talking a 9-to-5.
• 38:58
  Speaker 7: For me, it's not like what hours you work.
• 39:00
  Speaker 8: I do want someone, though, that can financially and mentally
• 39:04
  Speaker 8: meet me where I'm at. Because if not, you are
• 39:06
  Speaker 8: fighting for your life as a woman trying to explain
• 39:08
  Speaker 8: why you pulling up the way you pulling up, why
• 39:10
  Speaker 8: you buying what you buying, why you around men that
• 39:12
  Speaker 8: do certain things. Like, it's a lot to have to
• 39:13
  Speaker 8: deal with already. So to have a man who is
• 39:16
  Speaker 8: challenged by your financial status or just your platform or whatever,
• 39:19
  Speaker 8: it makes it even worse.
• 39:20
  Speaker 7: The thing is, your.
• 39:21
  Speaker 4: Question, the real way, I wouldn't care. I can't more.
• 39:24
  Speaker 6: Because you a man, though.
• 39:25
  Speaker 1: I can't more about.
• 39:26
  Speaker 4: Somebody wanting me for me than the finances.
• 39:28
  Speaker 3: Because finances come and go, looks come and go, but
• 39:30
  Speaker 3: somebody who loves me for me will last for.
• 39:32
  Speaker 6: Y'all can build a woman. Y'all can... Niggas always build
• 39:37
  Speaker 6: a woman. I kind of build a bell. Yes, they
• 39:39
  Speaker 6: do that.
• 39:40
  Speaker 1: You can stay building them a bitch. Yes, they do.
• 39:42
  Speaker 4: Yes, they do.
• 39:42
  Speaker 6: And then they want everything back when they leave. But
• 39:44
  Speaker 6: then you're not getting it back. So, bye.
• 39:46
  Speaker 2: Thank you. It is different for women because you could
• 39:48
  Speaker 2: work at Burger King looking the way you look and still... Bag.
• 39:52
  Speaker 5: No, that's what I'm saying because men don't care about that.
• 39:56
  Speaker 5: But to Lauren's point, as a woman, men are so insecure.
• 40:00
  Speaker 7: Yes.
• 40:01
  Speaker 6: Like, there is. Like, I look good.
• 40:03
  Speaker 5: Now you feel like one of these niggas could take
• 40:05
  Speaker 5: me because you know what they got.
• 40:06
  Speaker 6: And now you want to come too. And it's like,
• 40:08
  Speaker 6: you're not coming... Because I don't want you to, but.
• 40:19
  Speaker 7: Can we talk about Ride For You on the project?
• 40:22
  Speaker 8: So on this song, you say that somebody changed. He
• 40:26
  Speaker 8: said his name was Love and I fell in it.
• 40:28
  Speaker 8: You taught me how to shine so I can help
• 40:30
  Speaker 8: you when it's dark. So obviously I'm thinking you're talking
• 40:33
  Speaker 8: about Diddy on that song. Talk to me a bit
• 40:35
  Speaker 8: about what you learned in that situation just on the
• 40:38
  Speaker 8: business side of it. You talk about he taught you
• 40:41
  Speaker 8: how to shine so that you could help him when
• 40:43
  Speaker 8: it was dark. What did you pick up in that
• 40:45
  Speaker 8: situation as a businesswoman that sticks with you today?
• 40:47
  Speaker 6: Oh, everything.
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: Everything. Mm-hmm.
• 40:51
  Speaker 5: How to conduct calls. Like, how to just show up
• 40:55
  Speaker 5: to me when I want.
• 40:56
  Speaker 6: Don't say no.
• 40:57
  Speaker 5: They may always say anything can get done. No is, like,
• 41:01
  Speaker 5: it's impossible. Like, nothing cannot get done. Like, if you
• 41:04
  Speaker 5: really want something, get it done.
• 41:05
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 41:06
  Speaker 6: And if they can't do it, do it yourself.
• 41:09
  Speaker 4: Mm-hmm.
• 41:10
  Speaker 8: The songs sound a little bit like, though, like he
• 41:13
  Speaker 8: didn't realize how much you was riding for him or like.
• 41:16
  Speaker 6: You wanted him to know that.
• 41:17
  Speaker 7: Lord, who said that?
• 41:18
  Speaker 6: I mean, it does.
• 41:19
  Speaker 8: You said you hid your pain behind Chanel. You said
• 41:23
  Speaker 8: what happened to all them other hoes. Summer Walker's hook
• 41:26
  Speaker 8: literally is about somebody making sure they realize that this
• 41:29
  Speaker 8: woman is riding for them and really riding hard.
• 41:31
  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.
• 41:32
  Speaker 7: That's why I said it.
• 41:33
  Speaker 2: Someone could have been talking about her. Why don't you
• 41:35
  Speaker 2: call someone and ask someone for.
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: Because it's Carisha.
• 41:38
  Speaker 6: What's the question?
• 41:38
  Speaker 8: The question is, do you feel like all the writing
• 41:42
  Speaker 8: that you were doing for him, whether it's now or
• 41:44
  Speaker 8: prior to when we saw all the stuff unfold with
• 41:46
  Speaker 8: the relationship, was your love taken for granted?
• 41:49
  Speaker 2: No.
• 41:50
  Speaker 5: I don't feel like that. I feel like at the
• 41:54
  Speaker 5: end of the day, I feel like we showed up
• 41:55
  Speaker 5: for each other. I think that I never met nobody
• 41:58
  Speaker 5: that kind of met me where I was, if that
• 42:00
  Speaker 5: makes sense. Like, I never had nobody, like, celebrate me.
• 42:03
  Speaker 5: I'm always the one that's celebrating people, throwing parties, doing
• 42:06
  Speaker 5: things for people. I never had nobody really just come
• 42:08
  Speaker 5: and do something for me or make me feel good,
• 42:10
  Speaker 5: make me feel loved, make me feel seen, noticed, like
• 42:12
  Speaker 5: nothing like that. Like, I mean, I feel like, you know,
• 42:15
  Speaker 5: dating somebody like that, it was just a different experience.
• 42:18
  Speaker 5: So it's like whenever somebody tried to show up for me,
• 42:21
  Speaker 5: I just be like, damn, like, it's just. I never
• 42:24
  Speaker 5: had nobody show up for me that way when it
• 42:27
  Speaker 5: came to support. Even nobody to just teach me things
• 42:30
  Speaker 5: and tell me, you need to do this, you should
• 42:31
  Speaker 5: be operating this way, you need to fix this, you
• 42:33
  Speaker 5: need to do this, you need to do that. Like,
• 42:35
  Speaker 5: a lot of times, and I could get it, like,
• 42:38
  Speaker 5: sometimes it be the way that he say things, but
• 42:40
  Speaker 5: it come from a good place with me.
• 42:42
  Speaker 6: You know?
• 42:42
  Speaker 5: So I just feel like when it came to him...
• 42:45
  Speaker 5: what I always said, there wasn't a person that I
• 42:47
  Speaker 5: met and I always felt like he did nothing but
• 42:49
  Speaker 5: built me up. He took me from where I was
• 42:51
  Speaker 5: and just put me on a different pedestal and I
• 42:53
  Speaker 5: was just like, you a queen. I used to hate
• 42:55
  Speaker 5: that queen shit at first, like for real.
• 42:59
  Speaker 6: All that queen shit, but I didn't.
• 43:01
  Speaker 5: I was like, because I'm from the hood, you know,
• 43:03
  Speaker 5: like all that queen shit, it's like, I'm the king
• 43:07
  Speaker 5: and you're the queen and all that.
• 43:09
  Speaker 6: Now I get it. I'm like, bitch, I'm a queen.
• 43:11
  Speaker 5: But it's just like somebody instilling that into you and
• 43:14
  Speaker 5: making you feel good. And that's not to take away
• 43:16
  Speaker 5: nobody else's experience. I'm just talking about me.
• 43:19
  Speaker 6: You get what I'm saying?
• 43:19
  Speaker 5: So I always just felt like when it came to him,
• 43:22
  Speaker 5: I was never defending him, but I'm just talking about
• 43:25
  Speaker 5: a person that I met that made me feel good.
• 43:27
  Speaker 5: I never had nobody show up for me the way
• 43:30
  Speaker 5: that he showed up for me ever in my life.
• 43:32
  Speaker 2: Have you ever confused being loved with being taken care
• 43:34
  Speaker 2: of financially?
• 43:38
  Speaker 6: I know the difference. Because guess what?
• 43:39
  Speaker 5: A nigga going to love me and he going to
• 43:41
  Speaker 5: take care of me financially. Because I'm very, I'm a
• 43:44
  Speaker 5: woman at the end of the day. And I feel like,
• 43:46
  Speaker 5: I like, my love language is not receiving gifts. It's
• 43:49
  Speaker 5: quality time. And we did a lot of quality time.
• 43:52
  Speaker 5: And I think that like, you know, he did a
• 43:54
  Speaker 5: lot of shit for me. But at the end of
• 43:56
  Speaker 5: the day, we spent a lot of time together. You
• 43:58
  Speaker 5: saw when he was smiling.
• 43:59
  Speaker 6: Up at y'all. It's like, damn, she got you. Yes, yes.
• 44:01
  Speaker 1: Like.
• 44:03
  Speaker 6: For real, y'all should know me by now.
• 44:04
  Speaker 2: No, I do.
• 44:05
  Speaker 5: And that's why I love even going back to when
• 44:06
  Speaker 5: you sat down with Wallo and Gilly. Shout out to
• 44:09
  Speaker 5: the Million Dollars Worth of Game podcast. They asked you,
• 44:12
  Speaker 5: and so many people in the comments, they were so
• 44:15
  Speaker 5: surprised that you said that. Wallo was asking you, would
• 44:18
  Speaker 5: you rather go here or go there? He was like, man,
• 44:20
  Speaker 5: I could be anywhere. We can go to McDonald's as
• 44:22
  Speaker 5: long as I'm with my man.
• 44:23
  Speaker 4: Anywhere.
• 44:24
  Speaker 5: As long as I'm spending time with you. It's not
• 44:26
  Speaker 5: about giving gifts. How much you going to spend on
• 44:28
  Speaker 5: me today? Where you going to take me shopping? as
• 44:30
  Speaker 5: long as I'm spending time with you and we loving
• 44:32
  Speaker 5: on each other, it don't matter.
• 44:34
  Speaker 6: They was in the comments like, oh, she lying.
• 44:36
  Speaker 4: You know why?
• 44:37
  Speaker 5: Because men think that like, I'm going to just give
• 44:39
  Speaker 5: her this gift and she going to be cool with it.
• 44:42
  Speaker 5: Because a lot of women just want that. That's their
• 44:46
  Speaker 5: security for them. They feel like, okay, as long as
• 44:48
  Speaker 5: he taking care of me. And it's like, he taking
• 44:50
  Speaker 5: care of you, but he ain't spending no time with you.
• 44:52
  Speaker 5: He don't even know what the fuck to get you
• 44:53
  Speaker 5: on your birthday or what.
• 44:54
  Speaker 6: You really like. Something that can make you cry because
• 44:56
  Speaker 6: he's not paying attention to you.
• 44:57
  Speaker 5: He just buying you things. He just buying you over.
• 44:59
  Speaker 5: And it's like, I don't want love like that. Like, nigga,
• 45:02
  Speaker 5: you need to know what the fuck gonna make me cry.
• 45:03
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 45:04
  Speaker 3: How do you look at people in this industry? Because
• 45:05
  Speaker 3: we've seen people turn on him. We've seen people turn
• 45:07
  Speaker 3: on you. How do you look at people in the
• 45:09
  Speaker 3: industry seeing that? Because you've seen people.
• 45:10
  Speaker 4: That was, everybody was cool. We was chilling. We was
• 45:12
  Speaker 4: all together. But then when shit hits the fan, it's like,
• 45:15
  Speaker 4: you see niggas do the wildest shit.
• 45:17
  Speaker 6: I think.
• 45:19
  Speaker 2: Why you laughing?
• 45:20
  Speaker 6: Because.
• 45:21
  Speaker 2: Because some of this shit funny. And it's okay to admit.
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: It is.
• 45:24
  Speaker 5: Because so many people be like, You still talk to him?
• 45:28
  Speaker 6: You talk to him? Tell him I said, what's up?
• 45:29
  Speaker 7: No, you say it.
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: Say it.
• 45:31
  Speaker 6: Don't actually say it.
• 45:33
  Speaker 1: Don't actually.
• 45:33
  Speaker 6: They be like, yeah, you know. It's like, huh? And
• 45:36
  Speaker 6: I just be like, well, why you? I mean, it's
• 45:38
  Speaker 6: just so.
• 45:38
  Speaker 3: Because you seeing people up close, like people close and
• 45:41
  Speaker 3: chilling and when everything is fine, everybody cool.
• 45:43
  Speaker 5: I would say this and I'm not cutting this part
• 45:45
  Speaker 5: out of the interview because I feel like at the
• 45:46
  Speaker 5: end of the day, like some shit just needs to
• 45:48
  Speaker 5: be said. I feel like it was so much that
• 45:50
  Speaker 5: was just, I was lying on.
• 45:52
  Speaker 6: Like I did.
• 45:53
  Speaker 5: This and I transported and none all of that shit
• 45:55
  Speaker 5: was fake so I know what it's like for people
• 45:57
  Speaker 5: to like what I said when he put something on
• 45:59
  Speaker 5: you and it's thick and it's like when it comes
• 46:03
  Speaker 5: to the truth nobody's reporting it nobody's not saying well
• 46:07
  Speaker 5: well we was wrong or I apologize it's like we
• 46:09
  Speaker 5: just gonna sweep it under the rug and we're gonna
• 46:11
  Speaker 5: move on that's not cool so that's why I know
• 46:13
  Speaker 5: it's like for me that's why I always say like
• 46:15
  Speaker 5: I have to judge a person on, like, what I know,
• 46:19
  Speaker 5: because I know that people can really just make up
• 46:21
  Speaker 5: a lie and it will stick to you, like, no
• 46:23
  Speaker 5: matter what.
• 46:24
  Speaker 6: Because I'm like, damn, me too see support. Trans bitch who?
• 46:28
  Speaker 5: I would never do no shit like that. I won't
• 46:30
  Speaker 5: even let a nigga put me in position to do
• 46:32
  Speaker 5: no shit like that.
• 46:33
  Speaker 6: You get what I'm saying?
• 46:34
  Speaker 5: It's like, I hate that people just so blind to
• 46:36
  Speaker 5: the fact of, like, one minute everybody was saying, like,
• 46:39
  Speaker 5: he didn't like you, he didn't like you, he didn't
• 46:41
  Speaker 5: like you. But then when he was, like, forefronting me
• 46:43
  Speaker 5: and just, like, doing everything for me, taking me to
• 46:45
  Speaker 5: the Met Gala, like showing up with, just when I
• 46:47
  Speaker 5: had my go poppy sign, everybody was laughing. But when
• 46:50
  Speaker 5: he came to Coachella and he had the whole row
• 46:52
  Speaker 5: with these big ass go short, nobody reported that. So
• 46:55
  Speaker 5: it just seemed like it was a one-way street. And
• 46:57
  Speaker 5: it's like, I don't like that because it's like, why
• 46:59
  Speaker 5: when it comes to me, I'm less than or I
• 47:02
  Speaker 5: get played, like you ain't this.
• 47:03
  Speaker 6: Or you ain't that. It's like, no. Mm-hmm.
• 47:06
  Speaker 5: I'm not no dumbass bitch or I'm not just no
• 47:09
  Speaker 5: city girl. I'm a motherfucking business woman and that's why
• 47:11
  Speaker 5: a nigga came to me and did business with me.
• 47:13
  Speaker 5: And that's why I was able to be the number
• 47:15
  Speaker 5: one podcast on Revolt. You know, like, I am a
• 47:18
  Speaker 5: good mom. It was at one point like, oh, she
• 47:20
  Speaker 5: always with him.
• 47:20
  Speaker 6: No, I'm not.
• 47:21
  Speaker 5: I'm a fucking great mom. I take care of my household.
• 47:24
  Speaker 5: I take care of my family.
• 47:25
  Speaker 6: I do what I got to do.
• 47:26
  Speaker 5: I'm a good person. I'm a good friend. I'm a
• 47:29
  Speaker 5: ride for you. Like, I don't never come from a
• 47:31
  Speaker 5: place of hate. Like, you not seeing me on my
• 47:32
  Speaker 5: album cussing a person out, like, that's not me. And
• 47:35
  Speaker 5: it's like, I'm not going to let nobody bully me
• 47:37
  Speaker 5: out of nothing. I'm not going to let nobody tell me,
• 47:39
  Speaker 5: you should do this. I'm going to do what the
• 47:40
  Speaker 5: fuck I want to do.
• 47:41
  Speaker 2: Yeah. Period. So how come you didn't know y'all go
• 47:42
  Speaker 2: together then?
• 47:43
  Speaker 4: He did know, nigga.
• 47:44
  Speaker 2: He didn't know?
• 47:45
  Speaker 6: Because it wasn't like a title thing. It's not like,
• 47:48
  Speaker 6: we go together.
• 47:49
  Speaker 4: We just cool.
• 47:50
  Speaker 2: It was real bad. You told him. You said y'all
• 47:53
  Speaker 2: go together.
• 47:54
  Speaker 5: What I said was is when we're together, we go together.
• 47:58
  Speaker 5: And when we're not together, I don't know what you do.
• 48:00
  Speaker 5: I don't care what you do because we're not together.
• 48:01
  Speaker 2: That's fine.
• 48:02
  Speaker 5: And that was an understanding that we had. When you
• 48:05
  Speaker 5: have somebody that's telling you the truth, it's either I'm
• 48:08
  Speaker 5: going to get with it or I'm not.
• 48:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 48:10
  Speaker 6: When we was together, when you saw us together, you
• 48:11
  Speaker 6: saw our 32 teeth, right?
• 48:13
  Speaker 5: Even in that moment when you said that, when he
• 48:16
  Speaker 5: was doing your podcast, he was blushing like a motherfucker.
• 48:19
  Speaker 4: He was like, put her together real bad.
• 48:20
  Speaker 6: And then when he went and did whatever he did,
• 48:23
  Speaker 6: we saw the teeth and the gums.
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: Okay.
• 48:25
  Speaker 5: Like who, I mean, that's, I don't, I mean, at
• 48:28
  Speaker 5: the end of the day, all these niggas in real life,
• 48:31
  Speaker 5: like I don't try dating, right? And they all, I
• 48:35
  Speaker 5: don't try dating and they all think the same. Either
• 48:39
  Speaker 5: they're going to do it in your face or they're
• 48:40
  Speaker 5: going to do it behind your back. A lot of
• 48:42
  Speaker 5: them not mad enough to say it, but it's like,
• 48:44
  Speaker 5: these YNs, they getting money.
• 48:46
  Speaker 6: It's a lot of bad bitches. It's a lot of temptation.
• 48:48
  Speaker 6: Niggas fucking. Jigging them balls. Fill them.
• 48:54
  Speaker 5: You need to make you can smell certain things and
• 48:57
  Speaker 5: if that.
• 48:57
  Speaker 2: Check ain't coming in that Your grandma will tell you that.
• 49:11
  Speaker 1: Your grandma.
• 49:12
  Speaker 3: Your grandma said jiggle the balls.
• 49:15
  Speaker 1: Jiggle.
• 49:16
  Speaker 8: You need to make, you can smell certain things. And
• 49:18
  Speaker 8: if that check ain't coming in that household, something is off.
• 49:21
  Speaker 8: Something is wrong.
• 49:21
  Speaker 2: I gotta ask my mom if grandma ever said that.
• 49:24
  Speaker 2: Jiggle the balls.
• 49:25
  Speaker 3: Grandma said jiggle the balls.
• 49:27
  Speaker 5: Yeah, so it's like, I'd rather, I'm not gonna lie,
• 49:29
  Speaker 5: I'd rather a man just let me know what it
• 49:31
  Speaker 5: is and give me that option so I can know
• 49:33
  Speaker 5: because That's why a lot of women be out here
• 49:36
  Speaker 5: crashing out, hurt, because it's like, bitch, you got a baby.
• 49:39
  Speaker 5: Niggas be having four, five kids, you don't know, because
• 49:41
  Speaker 5: he got you thinking y'all on a honeymoon stage the
• 49:43
  Speaker 5: whole time. He fucking, baby, just let me know what
• 49:46
  Speaker 5: it is so when you doing you, I can be
• 49:47
  Speaker 5: doing me too.
• 49:48
  Speaker 6: Thank you.
• 49:50
  Speaker 2: Does it piss you off when people question your judgment
• 49:54
  Speaker 2: because of your relationships?
• 49:56
  Speaker 6: What you mean?
• 49:57
  Speaker 2: I've seen people publicly question your judgment. They act like
• 50:01
  Speaker 2: you stupid because of who you choose to deal with.
• 50:04
  Speaker 5: I think, like, I think that when people at home,
• 50:07
  Speaker 5: they get it. I think that people are real people
• 50:09
  Speaker 5: when they get home. Like, when you get home with your,
• 50:11
  Speaker 5: like what I said, behind closed doors, people.
• 50:13
  Speaker 6: Be like, yeah, tell him, they be real people.
• 50:15
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 50:15
  Speaker 5: But, like, the industry is so fake that everybody has
• 50:18
  Speaker 5: to just act like they don't agree with whatever it is.
• 50:21
  Speaker 5: It's like, we need real people to stand on morals
• 50:23
  Speaker 5: or stand on what they believe in or you don't
• 50:25
  Speaker 5: have to agree to everything, but it's like.
• 50:28
  Speaker 6: Be truthful.
• 50:29
  Speaker 4: Be who you are.
• 50:30
  Speaker 5: Like, it's just this shit of like, no, no, no, no.
• 50:33
  Speaker 5: It's like, well, where the fuck the real people at?
• 50:34
  Speaker 5: Because I want to be where the real people at.
• 50:36
  Speaker 6: Like, for real, for real, for real.
• 50:37
  Speaker 5: Like, I need to be where the real people at
• 50:39
  Speaker 5: because this is the real world.
• 50:41
  Speaker 6: Shout out to you, Envy. Because you always be like,
• 50:44
  Speaker 6: you know, you speak your piece. You ain't on green.
• 50:46
  Speaker 4: I mean, I don't care.
• 50:48
  Speaker 3: I mean, I've been through my ups and downs. Charlamagne knows,
• 50:50
  Speaker 3: but I don't give a fuck no more. But what
• 50:52
  Speaker 3: you realize is your family's everything.
• 50:54
  Speaker 6: Right?
• 50:54
  Speaker 4: And my piece is them six kids I got and
• 50:56
  Speaker 4: my wife.
• 50:57
  Speaker 2: No, she's talking about you still representing Ciroc, being a
• 50:59
  Speaker 2: Ciroc boy.
• 50:59
  Speaker 4: No, she didn't say that at all.
• 51:00
  Speaker 1: She did not say that about Ciroc.
• 51:01
  Speaker 3: She told my mom, she told my mom, she said,
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: I do what the fuck I want.
• 51:06
  Speaker 1: That's what she said. Go back and do your ball.
• 51:08
  Speaker 7: Can he go out with his mic off? You still
• 51:10
  Speaker 7: talking to him, telling him I said what's up?
• 51:12
  Speaker 6: No, I'm not.
• 51:13
  Speaker 1: That's what she's talking about. I'm not.
• 51:17
  Speaker 6: I'm not saying that.
• 51:18
  Speaker 2: I told y'all. That's right.
• 51:19
  Speaker 6: I'm not saying that. I'm not saying that. I'm not
• 51:21
  Speaker 6: saying that. I'm just saying that when people.
• 51:24
  Speaker 5: report on the situation, he don't never stay away from it.
• 51:27
  Speaker 5: He'll say it's peace and move on because it's like
• 51:29
  Speaker 5: at the end of the day, like he's not agreeing
• 51:31
  Speaker 5: to nothing.
• 51:31
  Speaker 6: He's just saying like whatever it is. You know what
• 51:33
  Speaker 6: I'm trying to say?
• 51:34
  Speaker 5: And I just feel like we need, I'm not trying
• 51:37
  Speaker 5: to say shit, but what I'm saying is I just
• 51:39
  Speaker 5: respect real people.
• 51:40
  Speaker 2: Is what I'm saying.
• 51:41
  Speaker 5: I'm in the industry and I see what it is now.
• 51:43
  Speaker 2: This is the only one thing I find really funny
• 51:45
  Speaker 2: about that whole situation.
• 51:46
  Speaker 6: What?
• 51:48
  Speaker 7: Yo, relax, yo.
• 51:50
  Speaker 6: Shut up, man. I don't know nothing about it.
• 51:51
  Speaker 2: There you go.
• 51:51
  Speaker 1: I was going to ask you.
• 51:53
  Speaker 6: I'm telling you I don't.
• 51:54
  Speaker 4: With the fame, with the music.
• 51:56
  Speaker 3: With you being a mother, because I've seen you at
• 51:58
  Speaker 3: a bunch of fashion shows with your son. I was
• 52:01
  Speaker 3: going to ask you, we watched that trailer and you
• 52:03
  Speaker 3: didn't look happy in that trailer. Now, looking in the
• 52:05
  Speaker 3: mirror now, are you happy? Is Carisha happy now?
• 52:08
  Speaker 6: I look good, don't I? Yeah, you do. I got
• 52:11
  Speaker 6: my makeup done right. That dress is beautiful.
• 52:13
  Speaker 1: It's shaking.
• 52:14
  Speaker 6: Thank you. That's one thing about fur.
• 52:16
  Speaker 1: That's one thing about fur. Fur is going to happen. Yes,
• 52:21
  Speaker 1: it's going to shit.
• 52:26
  Speaker 5: That's why I don't do all that first shit, but
• 52:27
  Speaker 5: this is Valentino had to turn, you know.
• 52:29
  Speaker 2: Hello.
• 52:30
  Speaker 1: Yes, ma'am.
• 52:31
  Speaker 5: This is another thing I want to put out there.
• 52:33
  Speaker 5: Don't nobody sell products like black people. Y'all see how
• 52:36
  Speaker 5: that girl did that TikTok with the Cheesecake Factory and
• 52:38
  Speaker 5: all them black people went to the Cheesecake Factory and did.
• 52:41
  Speaker 5: You ain't see that girl with the mashed potatoes, the chicken.
• 52:44
  Speaker 2: No.
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: But you're right, though.
• 52:46
  Speaker 6: Don't nobody sell nothing like us. Don't nobody sell nothing
• 52:48
  Speaker 6: like black people.
• 52:48
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 52:49
  Speaker 6: Like, when the black people get on it, baby, you
• 52:51
  Speaker 6: see Goyard.
• 52:52
  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 52:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 52:53
  Speaker 5: Everybody got a Goyard.
• 52:56
  Speaker 1: Girl, my pastor.
• 52:57
  Speaker 6: I need people to sell me.
• 52:58
  Speaker 2: I didn't know what it was, though. Crazy.
• 52:59
  Speaker 7: Well, you was a different type. Yes, you did.
• 53:01
  Speaker 2: I did not know.
• 53:02
  Speaker 7: He's so rich, but he don't care.
• 53:03
  Speaker 2: I ain't got no money.
• 53:04
  Speaker 6: Man, shut up. I ain't full.
• 53:05
  Speaker 1: I ain't got that money.
• 53:07
  Speaker 7: It's over $ 300. million publicly.
• 53:09
  Speaker 6: Charlamagne got that money.
• 53:11
  Speaker 1: But guess what?
• 53:11
  Speaker 6: Charlamagne, he a businessman.
• 53:13
  Speaker 5: And you know, one thing I like about Charlamagne too,
• 53:16
  Speaker 5: he stand on business with everybody.
• 53:17
  Speaker 6: He gonna say his piece. He gonna say what he
• 53:19
  Speaker 6: don't agree with. He gonna interview you.
• 53:21
  Speaker 5: And I feel like that's why I always love the
• 53:23
  Speaker 5: Breakfast Club. So shout out to Charlamagne because it's him.
• 53:27
  Speaker 5: I feel like ain't no Breakfast Club without Charlamagne.
• 53:29
  Speaker 6: Shout out to Jamie.
• 53:29
  Speaker 5: But I'm just saying, you stand on what you believe
• 53:33
  Speaker 5: in in front of your face. However you gonna report it,
• 53:35
  Speaker 5: they gonna come.
• 53:35
  Speaker 4: You gonna be like, what?
• 53:38
  Speaker 7: And I just feel.
• 53:40
  Speaker 5: Like we need more stand up people like that you
• 53:42
  Speaker 5: know like shout out to Boosie too I just think
• 53:44
  Speaker 5: that we need more people that just really stand on
• 53:46
  Speaker 5: what they believe in I think this industry will break
• 53:48
  Speaker 5: you we so afraid of like losing deals and saying
• 53:51
  Speaker 5: the wrong thing and it's like that's why it's very
• 53:53
  Speaker 5: important to have our own shit like we can't get
• 53:55
  Speaker 5: washed away AI coming like we ain't gonna be able
• 53:58
  Speaker 5: to say shit do shit stand for nothing because it's
• 54:00
  Speaker 5: like our voices it's just it's just so hard to
• 54:03
  Speaker 5: just stand on what you believe in and I want
• 54:05
  Speaker 5: to know this person like That's why I'm so grateful
• 54:08
  Speaker 5: for coming from where I come from, because it's like, man,
• 54:12
  Speaker 5: we had to get it out the mud.
• 54:13
  Speaker 6: We had to fight. We had to figure it out.
• 54:15
  Speaker 5: I done, like, bitch, you ever heard you got a
• 54:16
  Speaker 5: crack at your mama? It used to be crack at
• 54:19
  Speaker 5: your mama.
• 54:19
  Speaker 6: Your bald-headed-ass mama. Like, we had to fight. Like, this
• 54:23
  Speaker 6: shit here is just, like, in the industry I'm already
• 54:25
  Speaker 6: built for.
• 54:26
  Speaker 5: What's up? You know, but it's like, I can't crack
• 54:28
  Speaker 5: at your mama, too, because if I say what I
• 54:30
  Speaker 5: want to say.
• 54:32
  Speaker 2: Gotcha i think the social media shit is frustrating because
• 54:35
  Speaker 2: of what you just said when you used to doing
• 54:37
  Speaker 2: that type of stuff in person then whatever it's gonna
• 54:40
  Speaker 2: be it's gonna be but on the internet it's like
• 54:41
  Speaker 2: you wouldn't say.
• 54:42
  Speaker 6: All of that right yeah yeah.
• 54:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah now listen what if this album comes out watch
• 54:47
  Speaker 2: this it's out what if everybody loves it would you
• 54:50
  Speaker 2: even know how to receive that I'm going to cry.
• 54:53
  Speaker 6: I ain't going to lie.
• 54:55
  Speaker 2: Everybody loves it.
• 54:57
  Speaker 5: I don't even care if they hate it. I just
• 54:59
  Speaker 5: think that it's a great body of work. I think
• 55:01
  Speaker 5: that I did a good job. I put a lot
• 55:03
  Speaker 5: of time in my marketing. I think that I have
• 55:07
  Speaker 5: to give myself grace. I don't care what people think.
• 55:10
  Speaker 5: I would love to receive the love. I would love
• 55:12
  Speaker 5: for people to just say that, like, we doubted you.
• 55:14
  Speaker 6: Congratulations.
• 55:15
  Speaker 5: I would love to receive that because it's like, at
• 55:17
  Speaker 5: the end of the day, like, we shouldn't look for
• 55:20
  Speaker 5: love from people, but it feels good when people say congratulations.
• 55:23
  Speaker 5: It do feel good when people say, you look nice today. Like,
• 55:25
  Speaker 5: you could be having a bad day and somebody say,
• 55:27
  Speaker 5: oh my God, you look so nice. But they don't
• 55:29
  Speaker 5: know what you're going through at home. So it's like,
• 55:31
  Speaker 5: y'all can feel how y'all feel about me. But at
• 55:33
  Speaker 5: the end of the day, if I did a good job,
• 55:34
  Speaker 5: tell me I did a good job.
• 55:35
  Speaker 6: And you did a good job.
• 55:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 55:37
  Speaker 7: Even as a mommy.
• 55:38
  Speaker 6: Because how was little Summer? Oh, my God.
• 55:40
  Speaker 5: Summer just turned seven on October 16th. That's my baby girl.
• 55:43
  Speaker 5: And I feel like God plays people, people placing things
• 55:47
  Speaker 5: in your life.
• 55:48
  Speaker 6: And I needed that little girl.
• 55:49
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 55:50
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 55:50
  Speaker 6: I needed that little girl.
• 55:52
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 55:53
  Speaker 6: Real bad. Yeah.
• 55:54
  Speaker 2: Let's get into some of this music, man. That's right.
• 55:56
  Speaker 4: What you want to start with?
• 55:57
  Speaker 6: I want to start with.
• 55:59
  Speaker 5: So we got a DJ here. I want you to pick.
• 56:02
  Speaker 5: As a DJ, what songs you want to go with?
• 56:04
  Speaker 5: You got the album.
• 56:05
  Speaker 6: You heard it.
• 56:06
  Speaker 2: She picked three already.
• 56:07
  Speaker 1: You picked three already? So which one you.
• 56:08
  Speaker 6: Want to start with? I want to get put together.
• 56:10
  Speaker 4: I like Fuck You because I like the meaning of
• 56:12
  Speaker 4: Fuck You. And it's like fuck all haters.
• 56:13
  Speaker 2: That's why I like that.
• 56:14
  Speaker 4: But I hate that clean version.
• 56:15
  Speaker 2: What's the Miami Baseline one? I can never remember the
• 56:17
  Speaker 2: name of it.
• 56:18
  Speaker 1: Let me see.
• 56:19
  Speaker 6: Okay, Charlamagne, what's your favorite? Okay, Lauren, we're going to
• 56:21
  Speaker 6: go on the road. Lauren, what's your favorite song?
• 56:23
  Speaker 2: I like... One?
• 56:24
  Speaker 4: No, Jesus.
• 56:25
  Speaker 7: Oh, put together. I like the letter to my.
• 56:27
  Speaker 8: And I like the.
• 56:31
  Speaker 7: F shit up.
• 56:32
  Speaker 5: Okay.
• 56:32
  Speaker 6: Ooh, you got an intro.
• 56:34
  Speaker 7: I do. I think in the movie. And why I
• 56:36
  Speaker 7: like the F shit up is because.
• 56:38
  Speaker 8: Listening to you rap, you know how people be having
• 56:40
  Speaker 8: a conversation about you rapping or not? I'm like, oh,
• 56:42
  Speaker 8: she's been working on the flow and the delivery of
• 56:45
  Speaker 8: her rap. And I was listening to it like, yes, bitch. Like,
• 56:48
  Speaker 8: this is how you start off like some watch this. Like,
• 56:51
  Speaker 8: y'all was playing with me.
• 56:52
  Speaker 6: This is how you started.
• 56:53
  Speaker 7: So I like that. That's one of my favorites too.
• 56:54
  Speaker 2: It's F-Shit Up, but there was another one on there
• 56:56
  Speaker 2: that was.
• 56:56
  Speaker 6: Okay, Charlamagne, what's yours?
• 56:57
  Speaker 7: The one with Trick and Trina, you're talking about?
• 56:59
  Speaker 2: I like the one with Trick and Trina. Well, they
• 57:01
  Speaker 2: put together.
• 57:01
  Speaker 6: Trina did her one.
• 57:02
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 57:02
  Speaker 6: On Dade County.
• 57:04
  Speaker 1: Yes.
• 57:04
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 57:05
  Speaker 7: You talking about, there's like a.
• 57:08
  Speaker 6: Lord, please say the right thing.
• 57:10
  Speaker 4: What is it called?
• 57:12
  Speaker 6: I don't know.
• 57:13
  Speaker 7: I'm going to have it on here, but maybe I do.
• 57:16
  Speaker 6: Freak Lightning. You ain't never had a Freak Lightning?
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 57:19
  Speaker 2: I like Blink Twice, too. I like DJ T.
• 57:21
  Speaker 7: Girl, who Blink it twice right now?
• 57:24
  Speaker 6: What? Higgle Lauren.
• 57:26
  Speaker 2: She know what I'm talking about.
• 57:28
  Speaker 6: Where she fucking go, y'all?
• 57:29
  Speaker 5: Yes, she know what you said.
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: I said, Lauren, please.
• 57:33
  Speaker 2: You know she called Lisa Rae, too.
• 57:35
  Speaker 1: No, I did not.
• 57:36
  Speaker 6: Oh, and what Lisa said. Hold on a second.
• 57:42
  Speaker 7: I can figure it out.
• 57:44
  Speaker 6: But I didn't call her.
• 57:47
  Speaker 5: Since we on the topic, what I was saying was like,
• 57:50
  Speaker 5: If you like the song, you like the song.
• 57:53
  Speaker 6: That's what I'm saying.
• 57:53
  Speaker 5: You let people bully you and pressure you to have
• 57:56
  Speaker 5: to make a statement.
• 57:57
  Speaker 6: It's like, I just like the song.
• 57:59
  Speaker 1: What do you like?
• 58:00
  Speaker 6: It's like, who the fuck? Like, why did you let
• 58:02
  Speaker 6: these people bully you?
• 58:04
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 58:04
  Speaker 5: They gonna cancel your motherfucking own membership.
• 58:06
  Speaker 6: Would you like to spend that?
• 58:07
  Speaker 5: Because one thing about it, Lisa Rae, a real bitch too,
• 58:10
  Speaker 5: like she is a real.
• 58:11
  Speaker 6: I really like Lisa Rae. I always thought she was
• 58:13
  Speaker 6: a beautiful woman.
• 58:14
  Speaker 8: So she called you to like talk through would you
• 58:16
  Speaker 8: be down or you feel like it gotta be public?
• 58:17
  Speaker 5: I come from a place of love. I don't do
• 58:20
  Speaker 5: things for the public.
• 58:21
  Speaker 6: I ain't gonna lie.
• 58:22
  Speaker 5: Like if you know me, I'm more of like I
• 58:24
  Speaker 5: really hate second pictures. I hate all of this shit. Like,
• 58:26
  Speaker 5: I do it because this is my job, but like,
• 58:28
  Speaker 5: I like my privacy.
• 58:29
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 58:30
  Speaker 6: Like, I really like chilling.
• 58:31
  Speaker 2: Yeah. This is an interesting conversation because I would just
• 58:33
  Speaker 2: say to Lisa Rae, well, like, I created art, right?
• 58:35
  Speaker 2: Which has been that. you were in art with Players Club.
• 58:38
  Speaker 4: Right.
• 58:39
  Speaker 2: Players Club influenced women to goddamn be strippers and things
• 58:41
  Speaker 2: of that nature.
• 58:42
  Speaker 7: You did a visual dedicated to her.
• 58:43
  Speaker 6: And so many people recreate that.
• 58:45
  Speaker 5: Yep.
• 58:45
  Speaker 6: They having that pink thing every.
• 58:47
  Speaker 1: Year on Halloween.
• 58:48
  Speaker 6: Like, we about to see a bunch of diamonds walking around.
• 58:51
  Speaker 2: It was.
• 58:51
  Speaker 6: And that's what I'm saying. Like, when I thought about it,
• 58:53
  Speaker 6: I was like, oh, I want to do Players Club.
• 58:55
  Speaker 6: You know, but I'm not thinking about.
• 58:58
  Speaker 5: Farmers coming to the house trying to get in. I
• 59:00
  Speaker 5: was just thinking of like the, you know, the music.
• 59:03
  Speaker 6: Like, I remember Diamond. Like, everybody know Lisa Rae as Diamond.
• 59:05
  Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying? Like, you Lisa Rae, but
• 59:07
  Speaker 6: we know you as Diamond from the play. No disrespect.
• 59:10
  Speaker 5: Like that's what we know you for. If I judge
• 59:12
  Speaker 5: you off being a stripper, no. That's one of my
• 59:14
  Speaker 5: favorite movies.
• 59:14
  Speaker 2: Why?
• 59:14
  Speaker 6: Because you played the hell out of that role.
• 59:16
  Speaker 7: Exactly.
• 59:16
  Speaker 6: I was a little girl when that movie came out.
• 59:18
  Speaker 5: I don't know, but that was like my favorite movie
• 59:20
  Speaker 5: next to Belly. We supposed to be watching Pearl Family, bitch.
• 59:22
  Speaker 1: We was watching fucking... Right, so it's just like.
• 59:25
  Speaker 8: We watched both of them, to be honest, though.
• 59:28
  Speaker 1: That's still my favorite one.
• 59:29
  Speaker 5: That's not me coming up and saying like, back then
• 59:31
  Speaker 5: she was doing this and a man tried to come
• 59:33
  Speaker 5: to her house.
• 59:33
  Speaker 6: It's like, no, that was my favorite movie. I love
• 59:35
  Speaker 6: the movie. Like, I'm not going to make it something
• 59:37
  Speaker 6: that it's not. It's my turn.
• 59:39
  Speaker 7: Side A.
• 59:40
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 59:41
  Speaker 5: I do like, of course, yeah, spin that, but I
• 59:44
  Speaker 5: like put together and then side B, blink twice.
• 59:46
  Speaker 2: Ooh.
• 59:46
  Speaker 6: Yeah, so.
• 59:47
  Speaker 2: Blink twice.
• 59:48
  Speaker 1: What you gonna play? We gonna play like three, four
• 59:50
  Speaker 1: of them today.
• 59:51
  Speaker 6: Okay.
• 59:51
  Speaker 2: Why not?
• 59:51
  Speaker 1: It's Young Miami Day, man.
• 59:52
  Speaker 2: It's Young Miami Day, man.
• 59:53
  Speaker 4: We gonna play three, four of them.
• 59:54
  Speaker 6: I do wanna play Dear JT, though.
• 59:55
  Speaker 4: We're going to play that too. We're going to play
• 59:58
  Speaker 4: that too.
• 59:58
  Speaker 6: Yeah.
• 59:59
  Speaker 5: All right.
• 59:59
  Speaker 1: Well, we appreciate you for joining us.
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 6: Thank you.
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 1: Alvin's out today.
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 2: We love you. And we hope you see a private
• 1:00:03
  Speaker 2: plaque for Watch This. That's what we want.
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 4: That's what we want.
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 7: I love you, my Aquarius sister, period.
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 1: Late.
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 4: Latina, you heard her.
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 1: She said she don't care if I play her records early. No,
• 1:00:11
  Speaker 1: I didn't say that. This tomorrow. Next time. You asked
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 1: for forgiveness, not permission, right?
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 5: All right.
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 1: Watch This is Young Miami. It's the Breakfast Club.
• 1:00:21
  Speaker 4: Good morning.
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 6: That's messed up, man.
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 1: You all finished or you all done?