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How my spiritual awakening ruined my life · The Spirit Nomad: Spiritual Awakening + Life Purpose

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  Have you gone through a spiritual awakening and now feel
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  lost. Confused.
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  Lonely. And unmotivated today, I will
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  share my story on how my Spiritual Awakening, ruined my
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  life, why it happens. And three steps on how to get
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  back that zest for life, and be happier than you were even
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  before your spiritual awakening. Before my Spiritual Awakening, I
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  was super excited to go to UNI climb the corporate ladder.
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  My dream was to get a job at Google.
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  I had a decent amount of friends and I was very trusting of the
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  government's, the media and politicians.
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  As I believed, they all had our best interest at heart.
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  Now, when I was around, 24 years old, that all started crumbling
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  down as I had my Spiritual Awakening, and this can happen,
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  you know, overnight or it can happen over a long time.
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  For me, it was really three steps that happened in around
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  two years. The first step is that I got The
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  Google job that I always wanted and I was, of course, it's super
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  excited as I started out, but then I started to feel like Neo
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  in The Matrix movies where yes, like this steak is really good
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  but he feel like there's more to it and it's not fulfilling his
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  soul. There was amazing.
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  Food parties, amazing benefits and it felt great and this job
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  had a great reputation. So I felt good about myself but
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  it wasn't making my soul. Happy.
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  I was feeling how I was feeding my energy to the most powerful
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  Corporation in the world, but I wasn't making any difference in
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  the world. And I started wondering, wow, is
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  this all there is to life, have I really reached the ultimate
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  goal because my soul wasn't happy.
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  So I quit and I became a digital Nomad step, two of my Spiritual
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  Awakening was when I quit that job, I went to backpack South
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  That and I attended in Ayahuasca Retreat.
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  So I took this psychedelic and I had this profound experience
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  that I could really, really feel that we Are Spiritual Beings
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  having a human experience. This is very temporary.
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  You know, this body could could die and Decay any day and same
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  with my wealth. My friends, they could just all
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  be gone in one second. So this is just a very tiny.
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  Part of our experience as Spiritual Beings, our souls.
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  So I was questioning like why does society in school teaches
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  us to focus on just getting more and more and more Shiva Shiva,
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  Shiva. And the final step of my
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  Spiritual Awakening was reading the book fingerprints by the
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  gods of Graham Hancock. And he was talking about how
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  there are signs that these this world wonders are older than you
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  think. Many of these Holes and pyramids
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  all around the world. Like, for example, at the Sphinx
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  of Giza experts have analyzed the base of it, and they are
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  certain that this pattern is flooding, which can't be true
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  because it was a desert when the historian says that this Sphinx
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  was built. So, the suggest that it is a
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  thousands years older when they were still forests.
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  So that made me think what else are we not being told?
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  Old and I noticed the media censoring starting new points
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  and we even with science which I always believed like of course
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  science is the most trustworthy Source.
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  But then I saw for example, with diet that egg company's funds
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  egg studies. So it's not really the most
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  unbiased studies. Most of them most studies are
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  funded by companies who are biased.
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  So, of course that it's going to sway the outcome.
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  So, all my old views, Values were shattered at this point, my
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  friends and family are like what's going on with you.
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  They got triggered by my new values and Views I get triggered
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  by. There's I lost almost all my
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  friends. I couldn't stand a normal job.
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  I was questioning everything Society told me even small
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  things like it's okay to drink straight from the tap and I even
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  stopped wearing bras because I mean what's the point what
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  purpose does that actually? Serve.
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  I stopped drinking alcohol. Stopped eating meat stopped
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  wearing jeans. My old life was gone.
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  I was lonely. Frustrated, hopeless and
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  confused. Now, everybody's Spiritual
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  Awakening looks different. You might, for example, love
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  your office jobs or you love your jeans or your love, your
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  alcohol. But for you, it might have been
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  other triggers like social media that you had to quit.
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  All your social media or the decrease fast fashion.
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  And now you only buy ethically, sourced clothes.
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  So now that you've had your spiritual, awakening, your life
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  is ruined. What do you do?
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  Do you go back to your old self your old life?
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  Well, I tried. After this South America trip, I
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  did get a normal 9 to 5 office job.
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  Again, I was mixer Bowl. I went on these friends apps to
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  find new friends, normal friends.
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  And I had tried having surface-level conversations, but
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  like I couldn't I'd rather be nature, were having a deep
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  conversation with someone who also have had a spiritual
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  awakening. The More.
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  I try to go back to my old life, the more suffering I received.
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  So, I simply surrender and listen to the signs from the
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  universe. Listen to my intuition.
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  Why am I feeling what? Feels good to me.
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  And not what Society thinks I should do for my friends and
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  family things. I should do, what feels good to
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  me and a few years later, I thought that my transition was
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  complete, it's all good, you know, I just like a Pokemon,
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  I've been upgraded to the highest level and there you will
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  stay, but Out what I realized is that the transition never really
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  stops, it keeps going. So even now that I've been an
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  entrepreneur with My Soul LED business, I have spiritual
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  friends, a nice Clean Diet, clothes, I feel comfortable in.
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  There are still things happening, still transitions,
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  for example, and feeling the urge more.
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  Now, to cook from scratch instead of buying prepackaged,
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  I'm feeling the urge to make My own beauty product, so they're
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  hundred percent natural. I felt the urge to wear more
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  flowy, clothes like a dress. I'm wearing now with more
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  feminine colors rather than just like black, which I used to
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  wear, which really helps me stack more into my feminine
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  energy which I love. So now let's get into the five
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  steps on how to get your happiness back, post Spiritual
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  Awakening. So the first step we already
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  talked about and that is you need to really surrender To the
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  change, because the more you resist, the more suffering, you
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  will experience. Step two is to dare to say no,
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  you will need more alone. Time the further long, your
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  special waking Journey, you go. So if a friend or family member
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  invites you somewhere and you don't feel like going you can
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  say no and you can also be found with why like it doesn't have to
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  be awkward if it is that you just want some more alone time
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  say that. So I've had so much we work this
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  week I just I feel like I need some more alone time this week,
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  but I'd love to meet up next month or next week, this
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  happened to me recently. Actually my friend wanted me to
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  come over to her this week but I'm doing a medical medium
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  cleanse right now. So I'm feeling quite weak and I
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  just want to relax and recharge at home.
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  So I told her that and there was no hard feelings.
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  Step three is to meditate daily, which I talk about loads on many
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  more videos. And the reason why this is so
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  important is because it will make you come more into your
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  soul rather than your ego and that will create so much less
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  sufferings because your ego is not trying to like change.
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  They already said path. That you set, pre-birth and
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  meditating. Daily also helps you on your
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  path towards Enlightenment and helps you focus gives you
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  energy. I mean it's just like this super
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  pill. So I do recommend step four is
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  to spend time in nature every single day.
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  If you can the Wilder, The nature the better.
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  But if the park is all you have access to nearby then just go to
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  the park and try to drive out to a forest once a week or so and
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  make sure to really grounds be barefoot because being in nature
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  is how we recharge with life worse and I think kids know this
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  better than adults. You see how excited they are
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  splashing in water, puddles climbing trees, they love nature
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  and they really see the benefit of nature step.
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  Five is to find your purpose that will make make you feel
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  less confused and lost in life and like you actually
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  contributing to society and making the world a better place
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  and I know most of you listening or watching this, you are old
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  souls and your purpose is simply not to just be be here and
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  experience Our Lives because you've had many lives here.
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  And yes, that is part of life but you also have a mission to
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  help other people as well. So if you're not sure what your
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  purpose is and I have a free Guide link in the description on
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  how to find your purpose in quite simple steps.
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  Have you had a spiritual awakening and what triggered it?
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  I'd love to hear in the comments.
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  I love you so much and have a beautiful day.
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  Guide link in the description on how to find your purpose in
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  quite simple steps. Have you had a spiritual
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  awakening and what triggered it? I'd love to hear in the
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  comments. I love you so much and have a
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  beautiful day.