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Brett Keane Nightmare About God · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  None. Hello ladies and gentlemen, my
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  name is Brett Keene from GOD TV Radio.
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  I hope you're all having a blessed day out there.
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  I'm going to be putting a link in the comments letting you all
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  know that I've created a secondary YouTube channel.
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  It's at Brett D Keene D Keene D like in Dick Brett D Keene.
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  And the reason why I've opened up the account is so I can still
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  do live shows. All right, I'm still going to
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  use GOD TV Radio, but Brett D Keene is where I'll do live
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  shows. I have to wait for about 20
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  hours before it completely activates the live part of it.
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  I'll post some videos over there and all that, but it's mostly
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  going to be designated for that. So now that we got that out of
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  the way, make sure you check out my music, my books, my website,
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  all that kind of stuff. All right, so I wanted to talk
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  about a nightmare that I had. I had this nightmare about a
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  year and a half ago. It was weird.
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  I, it seems so real, almost like it was actually happening.
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  I could not tell the difference between reality and the dream.
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  In the nightmare, I stood before the cross and the sky was blood
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  red. I couldn't see Jesus's face but
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  it was like a dark silhouette with the cross and then that
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  blood red sky behind him is very spooky and I could hear the
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  laughter of demons. It was very inhuman sounding and
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  I remember wondering what is going on and why is this
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  happening for why? Why is there this like evil
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  sound going on and and why is Jesus blocked out?
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  I'm not a dream interpreter. They're according to the Bible.
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  There are dream interpreters and people who had the ability to be
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  able to see visions and all that.
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  I don't believe that I have that gift.
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  It is what it is. It was for me, it was a dream,
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  but what happened later in the dream was even more horrifying.
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  I dreamed that I walked out of this and walked through some
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  darkness. And then I found myself in like
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  the forest area. And while I was in the forest, I
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  fell to my knees and I began praying.
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  And I said, God, are you there? Are you listening?
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  God, are you, are you listening? It seems like the world has
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  gotten really dark. It's gotten very scary and I'm
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  frightened for my children, I'm fighting for my wife.
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  I'm I'm frightened for those I love out there because the world
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  seems to be getting more and more evil every sittinggle time
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  I go through social media and I see just terrible things.
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  I remember seeing a a video a while back where a father and
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  aunt were sitting in the like the waiting room of a police
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  station. Then the cops came out and it
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  was recorded on camera and the father keeps on asking why was
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  my son arrested, Why was my son arrested?
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  And the cops explained to him on camera they say your son is
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  being charged with yadda yadda yadda and and he goes why?
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  What is that? Apparently this man's son and
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  his friend went into a home of a 98 year old woman who died and
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  they decided to repeatedly have sex with their dead body.
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  Absolutely awful. And this actually, that story I
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  just told you happened in reality.
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  Now let's get back to the nightmare itself.
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  And the nightmare God finally spoke to me, and he had a very
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  powerful, authoritative but calming type of voice.
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  I don't know how to explain it. It seemed like whenever he
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  spoke, there was echoes of Thunder and I could hear running
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  water. I don't understand why these
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  strange, unusual noises that were coming from nature and they
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  seem to embody his very voice. It was as if nature around me
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  was talking. Well, it asked me if I was tired
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  of life, if I was tired of existence.
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  And I said, well, I love my kids and I love my wife and I love my
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  friends and, you know, some of my family members and all that.
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  And he goes, do you still believe that there's hope?
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  And I said, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I don't feel as though
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  there's anything to be hopeful for.
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  I worry that whenever I'm gone, I wonder how my kids and my wife
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  are going to make it. And I worry about my wife's
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  health all the time. I don't know what I would do
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  without her, and she doesn't know what she'd do without me.
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  And it was like things remained real still and real silent for a
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  while. And God said, well, I'm going to
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  give you the ability to do something and you won't
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  understand right now, but as time goes by, you'll understand
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  what I've given you and what what I've put upon you.
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  So I listened and paid attention.
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  And what he said was the day that you die, the day that your
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  heart stops beating will be the day that the entire world ends.
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  And that is when the end of the world will come into play.
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  Or the other option is, is that at any point while you're alive,
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  just simply say that you're ready for the world to end and
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  that humanity is not worth saving anymore.
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  And it freaked me out when I heard these words.
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  And I said, God, I, I don't think that I could ever just
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  give up on the entire world. There's still some good people
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  in it. And he goes, well, when you're
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  ready, just let me know. When you're ready for it all to
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  end everything, just let me know.
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  Of course, he didn't say it in that type of words.
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  He sounded very wise and intelligent.
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  I'm just kind of phrasing it and dialoguing it.
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  And I thought to myself, why? Why would God give me the
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  ability to make that kind of choice to just end humanity by
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  saying a simple sentence? You know that basically I would
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  have to say that I'm tired of the world and that humanity is
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  not worth saving. I would need to say that and I
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  would need to be sincere and authentic about it.
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  I mean, I'm saying it right now, but not really ready for the
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  world to end. I'm not ready for the existence
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  to go. So I don't feel nervous about
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  actually telling you what was said and and repeating it.
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  But I do have to be honest. As I awoke and time passed by
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  and I seen more and more treachery and more
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  disgustingness and more filth, there's been times where I
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  really, really thought about it, saying that humanity is not
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  worth saving anymore, to just take it all.
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  But there's something in me still, I guess.
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  As long as my wife is around. As long as my kids are around,
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  as long as I can still see a little bit of light at the end
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  of the tunnel while I'm actually alive, I may never utter those
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  words. But the other option was once
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  I'm dead anyway. Once my heart stops beating,
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  that will be when the when time's up for everything.
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  I have no idea why I had a dream like that for when I was a young
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  man I used to have very vivid dreams even whenever I was a non
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  believer I had extremely unusual dreams.
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  And I remember I used to talk to my cousin a long time ago when
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  we were younger, and I would tell her about my dreams and she
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  would get freaked out and she would say, Brett, you realize
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  that that is happening. This is actually happening, what
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  you're talking about, or And then my cousin remembered some
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  of the dreams I told her and people in our lives actually
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  passed that I had dreamed about that we're going to die.
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  I don't believe I have any kind of gift.
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  I always said to myself that it's a psychological thing.
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  It's where you know, you care about people and eventually,
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  inevitably, they're going to die whether you like it or not,
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  whether you try to stop it. When God is ready to take
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  someone, there's no, there's no going against the will of God.
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  Or when your biological clot stops.
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  Well, it's really odd. What do you guys think about
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  that? I've never been in some kind of,
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  you know, mental facility or anything like that, and I've
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  never desired to harm or cause any kind of violence or or do
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  anything crazy. I don't have conversations with
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  myself. I'm not insane obviously, but I
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  do have some really really fucked up dreams and I don't
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  understand what God was trying to tell me in that.
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  I once thought to myself that is this the choice that Adam and
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  Eve were given? They have a choice to obey God,
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  or they have a choice to choose for slow, miserable pain and
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  suffering for their descendants for the rest of however long God
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  allows it. But this was different.
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  This wasn't bringing sin into the world or making a choice to
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  disobey God. It was simply letting God know
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  that when I'm ready, I can simply speak the words.
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  Make a choice to speak words that could end all suffering and
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  all of existence by a simple sentence.
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  And I would have to be authentic and sincere in my heart about
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  it. What would you do if you had
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  that? You actually had that ability?
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  If God gave you the ability right now that all he had to do
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  is speak some words into existence and all of creation
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  would die, what would you do? How would you be able to live
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  with such a burden? Just curious.
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  But the more and more I look around me and the more I see the
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  world, especially what's on the news, I wonder to myself.
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  I wonder.