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part three: pull the plug, coming to america · faafo with courtney

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Go hydrate. Hi, I'm back for part three. So when
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I went to go take a break, because I still have
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more notes, I heard, well, I didn't, I did hear
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pull the plug, but I was like, what does that,
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it resonated with me, like my, as my friend says,
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my spidey senses went off, right? Because when
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I went to go take a break, I was wondering what
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collective global scale a worldwide scale does
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what i'm having what i'm picking up have to do
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with the macro and i couldn't figure it out until
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i heard pull the plug so i'm going to get back
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into my notes but just stay with me as i ramble
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and get through the energies right now right
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some of you may be feeling right now some of
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you may be feeling right now that You are, no,
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let me back up, rephrase this. Some of you right
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now may be realizing or recognizing that there
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are people around you who are envious of your
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ability to be able to move freely. And that might
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mean without restrictions because you're not
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tied to a job, you're not tied to children, you're
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not tied to a partner, you're not tied to something
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that restricts your movement. This might even
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apply to able -bodied people, right? It's going
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to look different for different people. It might
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also look like some of you are realizing that
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you have people around you who have been envious
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of Your ability to think independently or differently
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than how you've been raised or conditioned or
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that even that you are happy. Some people may
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also be you may also be finding out that there
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are people around you who do not like the fact
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that you have access to different people than
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what. you were born into conditioned into communities
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that you were in or whatever right the reasons
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why they may be envious or jealous are going
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to vary and how that looks for you is going to
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vary so again it may be some that can travel
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it might be some that are self -employed or whatever
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right how their envy and jealousy might be showing
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up differently It may not even be showing up
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in the 3D everyday life, but it might be showing
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up in dreams and visions or word of mouth through
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gossip, hearsay or whatever. You might be becoming
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aware of it or you may also have been given a
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small nudge or a hint. So I was wondering, why
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is that coming up now? How might this tie into
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2016, 2026? What does all of that have to do
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with pulling the plug? So as I was reflecting
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back on what happened in my life after 2016,
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my near -death experience and the chaos, just
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the absolute mayhem that happened because of
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that, I was very much... still trying to be in
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control and hold on to certain things right at
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that point in my life I mean I had I was I was
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pretty good at detachment and letting go of like
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material things but I still needed to be in control
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of the outcome of things that were happening
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around me I hadn't yet awoken to the fact that
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oh I can be the magician and I can manipulate
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how things are going which essentially just kind
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of comes down to how we respond to things, right?
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So if I look back, let me just say this first.
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Hi, my name is Courtney. Today is Sunday, October
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18th, 2026. This is part three of I don't know
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how many videos because they're not going to
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make sense for many right now, but I need to
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set this up because I need these videos available
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to me later on. Some of you will see this now.
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It will not make sense. but it's going to click
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to you one day and you'll be like, oh, I understand
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what she was saying now. So anywho, I had notes,
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but the more I talk, the more downloads I get.
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So I'm getting downloads so people, some people
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can get some uploads. So 2016, 2016 was the opening,
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the opening scene, right? 2017 was the theatrics,
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the complete theatrics, right? That unfolded
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like a telenovela. And then late 2017, but 2017
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was like, like there were things that were happening
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in the public eye with me and others that, were
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overshadowed for my life personally because of
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what was happening in my life on an intimate
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level and just me being able to find space to
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be alone and to think and it was just so like
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2017 there was chaos just stay with me for a
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second like there was so much chaos happening
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in my life in 2017 like I said publicly and even
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legally but I was able to kind of like be in
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my own space and my own energy, kind of like
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for the first time in my life in that way, where
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there were like so many magical things that were
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happening in my life. I was living in a very
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magical city. So I don't, this is coming up.
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The city that I was living in at the time, I
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had left New York. I had moved to Brooklyn at
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that point. I mean, I'm sorry. I had left Brooklyn
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and I had moved to Detroit at that point. What
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I didn't know about Detroit at that point until
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I went for a walk one day because I had a house.
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Wow. Very similar to here in Brazil. Brazil,
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I have two apartments, one in the city, one in
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the country in Brazil. I'm so spoiled. And so
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in Detroit, I had a house and I had an apartment.
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I was working on the house. I was living in my
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apartment. I love my apartment. I love my house,
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too, but it wasn't livable. but i love the things
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that happened in the apartment so much this is
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so so juicy i hope somebody is catching all of
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this oh so i loved my apartment my apartment
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was across the street from an island i was by
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the water i didn't know anything about the city
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just like here i moved sight unseen didn't know
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anything about the place just went here i am
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bought the house online whatever Very much like
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here in Brazil. So all of this is, I hadn't pieced
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all of this together, but I'm piecing all of
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this together right now. So I went for a walk
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one day shortly after I moved there. And along
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the boardwalk in Detroit, there are little historical
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markers or whatever. One of the historical markers
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called, oh, this is so beautiful. One of the
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historical markers was called, was about Detroit
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and the history of enslavement, right? Black
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people and freedom. And Detroit is also known
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as the gateway to freedom. I never heard that.
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I didn't know that the history of Detroit had
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anything to do with like all of that or whatever,
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right? So I read the marker, then I went and
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did some more research. The reason why it was
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known as the gateway to freedom, it was Detroit
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is part of the Underground Railroad. Not a lot
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of people are aware of that. I'm sorry. Things
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are coming to me right now. I'm thinking about
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my friend in Canada right now. Somehow this has
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something to do with her. I don't know what yet,
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but I'm going to find out. What time is it? Anywho,
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so basically, Black people in America, I need
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to interrupt myself for right now. Because this
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has something to do with Brazil. The question
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would be, what would be or is going to be the
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gateway to freedom for Brazilians? I don't know.
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This is something I'm going to have to sit on
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for the rest of the day. Either way, back to
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Detroit. The reason that it was known as, the
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reason why Black people moved from the South,
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something is about to happen worldwide. I don't
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know what. But somehow it's tied into like even
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the Rona, right? When the world shut down in
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2020 because of the thing. Back to Detroit. There's
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an island that sits between a part of Detroit
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and Canada. And Black people would travel to
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Detroit, but it's the smallest riverway distance
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from... Detroit, part of the United States, to
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the island to get to Canada. Or some people had
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allies that would help them get on the steamboat
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and get to Canada to, quote unquote, freedom.
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I pause at the allies part because one of the
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things that I wanted to talk about when I came
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back on here is the fact that And I've said it
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before, but I need to emphasize it again because
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something happened last night when I was having
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dinner with a friend. I've said before that a
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lot of times we get wrapped up in the fact that
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our allies don't look like us. Right. My allies,
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my greatest supporters, my greatest fighters
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don't look like me, meaning they are not black
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women. They are white women. So last night, something
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interesting happened where. a friend of mine
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who happens to be white grabbed my phone and
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did something with my phone or whatever. What
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she did with it doesn't matter. I didn't really
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think of it. I just kind of laughed when it happened
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last night. But when I got up this morning and
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I was in the bathroom, I had to start laughing
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out loud because I was like, damn, she's bossy.
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I was just like, she's so damn bossy. So she
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sent me a message this morning. And so I had
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to laugh and tell her how bossy she is. And so
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she's very... And I had to laugh because sometimes
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I have to see certain traits in other people
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to be able to see that in what people say about
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me or whatever, right? Because when I'm going
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about my life and I'm doing my thing, I don't
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think of myself as fearless. I don't think of
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myself as bossy. I don't think of myself as stubborn
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or whatever until like the reflection, the mirror
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shows up. If you're watching this, I need for
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you to understand I'm sharing my stories so that
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some of you can resonate and see the similarities
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that may be unfolding in your life right now.
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So she and I laughed about that. Then she shared
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something with me and I was like, yo, thank you
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so much for the confirmation about what I'm getting
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ready to talk about because I got these downloads
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this morning and I'm getting ready to do some
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videos to talk about it. So what she shared with
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me was basically in alignment energetically to
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what has happened and been happening to me and
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putting pieces together. And that's the other
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part. A lot of times we don't communicate with
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enough diverse people to get the pieces of the
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puzzle. If you know me, you've done work with
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me, you had a reading with me, you've been on
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the porch, you know, the peer -to -peer support
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group, you know that I often talk about spiritual
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collaboration and how important that is because
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Not one person is given all the information.
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God does not give one person all the answers
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because God knows that human beings are easily
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corruptible and they will abuse their power.
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They may think that they're in power, but if
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they're not collaborating with other people that
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are kind of on their energetic level or tapped
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in or in the same alignment, whatever that may
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be, they're not getting the full picture. And
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then they can't really help their people, right?
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And for those of you watching this, be careful
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who you're listening to as like the definitive
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answer if they're not learning from other people.
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Back to allies. We're going to use the word allies
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or whatever, right? So the two bravest women
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that I know in my life don't look anything like
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me. And they're white and they're women. My mother
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is very brave. I didn't add her to the two, but...
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She doesn't look the way that someone would think.
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And she ended up in rural America being a city
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girl and being in that environment showed her
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just how strong and resilient she is, but she
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didn't know that she was. But she had to be put
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in what initially looked like an uncomfortable
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scenario or situation to find out her true power
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and then to be able to basically kind of like,
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I guess you can say, take the throne of the matriarch
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of the family, right? It wasn't just handed to
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her by depot. Like she had to earn that shit,
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right? And I don't mean earn in a way, but to
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be able to maintain it and secure it for the
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legacy for generation after generation after
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generation so that many people have a safe place
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to land and go back to. Many of you are following,
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listening to people who have not established
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some land or legacy or safe spaces for your people
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because you're not diversifying your portfolio.
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And I don't mean that in any matrix corporate
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America kind of way or whatever. What I'm saying
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right now, it feels like it's important right
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now because when I look back onto what happened
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in 2017, 2018 through 2024 or whatever, Like
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I had some of the most intense, intimate battles
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with one particular person in my family that
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I never would have imagined or whatever, right?
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And when the smoke cleared, it was just like,
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oh my God, it's like peace. So some of you may
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be experiencing like a big fallout or some chaos,
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or you feel like something's falling apart. But
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those years, I call it the compound, our family
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land. Those years on our compound, our family
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land, were some of the most liberating, fun,
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wild, carefree. It was just everything my soul
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desired and I still desire. Like I was just able
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to just be wild, run around barefoot, brawlers,
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dirty, tinker, play with things or whatever.
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Right. It taught me resilience and I didn't have
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a lot of money, but I was able to like take things
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and make things and make money off of make money,
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make something out of nothing or whatever. Right.
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It also taught me not to be dependent on things
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and people. So that way, if someone took something
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away from me, I wasn't dependent on them to survive.
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Meaning when they said jump, I had to jump. I
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had to jump. It's making me think of that. It's
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making me think of that Eddie Murphy movie. I
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can't remember or whatever, but you know, the
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scene where he says jump and was that coming
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to America? I think that was, yo, another symbolism
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here coming to America, the movie coming to America
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where he's like, jump, hop on one foot or whatever.
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And she jumps and she hops on one foot. And some
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people will be thinking like, if I do this for
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this person, if I do everything that they tell
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me. I'm actually going to change the title of
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this and I'm going to label this coming to America.
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But some people think that if I do all of this
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and I jump through these hoops, this person is
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going to love me and they're going to want me
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because I'm being obedient to what it is that
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they're telling me to do. And it's not really
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a lot of people that they might tolerate that
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for a little bit, but that's not that like deep
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soul satisfying love connection that. thing like
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that ride or die energy, right? So some of you
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watching or listening to this may be the one
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that's telling someone to jump, or you may be
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the one that's jumping for someone and can't
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figure out why they're not loving on you or respecting
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you or treating you the way that you expect while
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you're doing everything that you think they want
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or need. I have a saying. I give people what
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they need, not what they want. That doesn't.
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And because I'm like that, I don't always keep
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friends or lovers or whatever. Right. And I feel
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like a true teacher or true healer gives people
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what they need, not what they want. Even at the
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risk of them leaving your life, being mad at
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you, trying to attack you or whatever. Doesn't
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matter. My job is done. Let me get my blessings
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and move on. So back to. the people the the the
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bravest women that i know right now in my life
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personally are two white women and how i would
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have overlooked how i would have not been able
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to experience them in all of their essence and
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craziness and wildness the wild thorn berries
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if i had just said oh only this type of person
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can be strong and brave and amazing and wild
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and whatever. Some of you right now are being
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shown certain sides of people that don't look
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or fit the aesthetic. They don't fit the mold
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of what you have been told to believe. is someone
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of a certain status or power or fearlessness
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or whatever. I'm going to keep this one short.
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So my advice and suggestion would be don't miss
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out on some opportunities for growth or abundance
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or whatever because it doesn't look like what
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you expected. So back to pulling the plug. During
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that time when I was in rural America on the
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compound, on the family land or whatever, rona
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happened and the plug was pulled on a lot of
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people's lives financially you know not being
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able to move around the country neighborhood
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homes or whatever the way that they had done
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before and it sent a lot of people into like
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mental meltdown um a lot of people were a lot
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of people at that time were in situations and
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living situations with people that they didn't
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truly like or love or respect people were in
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situations where they were not loved were not
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respected but it was okay because yo this is
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deep but a lot of people ignored it and didn't
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do what they needed to do for themselves to move
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themselves out of a situation that was comfortable
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at the time because of fear because of laziness
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or whatever different reasons but they knew that
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they needed to learn how to stand on their own
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two feet they still didn't do it so then when
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the lockdown happened people found themselves
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in toxic environments that they couldn't escape
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from and domestic violence and increased like
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so many different unfortunate things happened
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when the lockdown happened and people had not
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moved themselves out of environments where they
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couldn't move right so when i was snatched from
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brooklyn thrown into detroit then on from detroit
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to phoenix and then phoenix to the family land
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and rural america or whatever i was angry i was
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devastated i was pissed off i was upset turns
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out it was the best protection for me i'm a free
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spirit i would have lost my mind If I had to
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have been locked in an apartment in Brooklyn
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during the lockdown, I would not have survived.
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So the universe, God, my ancestors snatched me
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out of that environment and was like, you get
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to be in the middle of nowhere, unbothered. The
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best time of my life. I tell you the best. It
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was like being an adult child all over again.
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I was free. Yo, I'm thinking of my friend Antoine.
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I'm going to have to call him Antoine. and so
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antoine is the brother that i told some of y
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'all about where he knocked on my door he's an
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american but he lives in colombia he because
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of the earthquake in colombia he came to brazil
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and we met and hooked up and got to know each
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other not hooked up but whatever became friends
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got to know each other whatever and i interviewed
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him but in the interview he talks about i think
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he talks about this in the interview but he talks
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about where he was during the lockdown And he
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was like, he ended up being in the countryside,
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either in Mexico or Colombia in the middle of
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nowhere. And he was like, that was like the best
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time of his life, right? Just in the country,
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just doing nothing while everybody else is locked
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in tight spaces or whatever. Now this is making
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me think about someone else that lives in the
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building with me, an American. One of the recent
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conversations we had had to do with solitude
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and going out in nature or whatever. And that
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is one of his goals when he returns back to Brazil.
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And I gave him a nickname that's very similar
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to a hashtag that I used to always use, which
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was stay dirty. And I say stay dirty because
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I meant like stay. It's like a double entendre,
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right? Like a play on words. me being able to
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play in the dirt and things like that was like
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so healing and I always like look at the movie
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Wakanda that everybody loved they buried them
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in the dirt to read for rebirth and renewal and
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anyway so I'm thinking about the two American
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men I have them in my notes that I'm gonna talk
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about later on but I'm so grateful for them showing
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up at my door literally when they showed up at
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the time that they showed up here for me in Brazil
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literally the universe brought me protection
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brought me reminder of that energy and when I
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say that energy like I'm not going to get into
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it too much maybe later or maybe in a private
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video about the energy of like American Black
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men how I can spot them on the street and it's
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not the way they dress or anything but there's
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an energy about them that I'll get into at another
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point anywho With all of that being said, I feel
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as if, and I don't know if it's going to happen
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or if it's happening right now in a way that's
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identical to another lockdown or if this is more
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energetically. My spirit is telling me that it
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feels more like it is going to be something physical,
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like global or whatever. another lockdown or
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something like that or whatever where people
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are really going to start travel movement freedom
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is going to be limited how that's going to show
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up let's i was going to say let's hope that that
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doesn't happen but everything i mean fate is
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going to be fake or whatever right either way
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if you're experiencing this energy of feeling
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like you're being confined you're you're being
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locked down Or whatever. Or it's getting more
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uncomfortable for you to be in a space that you're
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in with people that you are not comfortable with
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or you don't feel like. If you're in a space
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right now with people that you wouldn't want
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to be in lockdown with, fucking move. Do whatever
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the fuck you need to do to move. Take the opportunity
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to quote unquote move out of a situation. That
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you may be in right now or getting ready to move
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in and you do not want to be locked down within
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people. If you were in a scenario or a situation
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right now where you wouldn't want to be locked
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in an environment with someone or people for
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a month straight, a week straight, get out. Go
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somewhere else. There's an opportunity in front
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of you that you have not taken, you avoided or
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something. I don't know why the worm might be
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relevant. Earthworm, earthworm regeneration is
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relevant. Earth is a big thing right now. All
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I know is if there's another lockdown coming,
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however that might look, I know where I want
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to be. I know who I want to be around. I'm very
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clear on that, right? And back to pulling the
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plug. So I had to laugh when I actually wrote
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it down because if you know what the plug is,
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you know what the plug is. But I'm thinking like
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the plug in the sink and you pull the plug and
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the water goes down or like someone wipes you,
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swipes you off your feet. I can put it that way,
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right? Like something unexpected happens where
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something is being dangled in front of you or
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you're being pacified or the community or collective
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or people. being pacified and becoming dependent
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on something or someone so that way the power
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that has caused dependency is planning on pulling
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the plug or may have already pulled the plug
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and if you are currently experiencing that where
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you feel like you might be a victim to what has
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happened You can look at it a couple of ways.
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You can look at it as preparation for something
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that's about to happen. Or you can look at it
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as a lesson learned. That's all I have for that
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one.