Latest / Live Free Ride Free with Rupert Isaacson / Ep 6: Lisa Diersen - Equus Film Festival
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- 0:05Rupert Isaacson: Welcome to Live Free Ride Free, where we talk to people who
- 0:09have lived self-actualized lives on their own terms, and find out how they
- 0:14got there, what they do, how we can get there, what we can learn from them.
- 0:19How to live our best lives, find our own definition of success,
- 0:24and most importantly, find joy.
- 0:27I'm your host, Rupert Isaacson.
- 0:29New York Times bestselling author of the Horse Boy.
- 0:32Founder of New Trails Learning Systems and long ride home.com.
- 0:36You can find details of all our programs and shows on Rupert isaacson.com.
- 0:42Welcome back to Live Free, ride Free.
- 0:44where we talk to people who are living self-actualized lives, people who
- 0:49are effectively living the dream, , how have they managed to do it?
- 0:54What does it mean for them, their dream?
- 0:56, what can we learn from them?
- 0:58, how can mentorship from them help us?
- 1:02To achieve our dreams too, , and to live free and ride free in
- 1:06the way that's right for us.
- 1:08So, , today I've got, Lisa Dison.
- 1:11, Lisa Deon runs something rather unique called the Equus Film Festival.
- 1:17That's right.
- 1:18It's a film festival dedicated to telling stories, through the medium of the horse.
- 1:23And, , people might think, well, that's a bit niche.
- 1:26That's a bit, you know, but actually, no.
- 1:27It's one of those worlds that crosses over into so many other worlds because
- 1:33there's so many people that like horses, and yet there's so many people that
- 1:36like film and there's so many people that like story, and there's so many
- 1:39people that are either on the fringe of that or right in the middle of it.
- 1:44You, if you, if you look up any list of Hollywood as you'll see that at least
- 1:49half of them are into horses in some way.
- 1:52And if you like, the horse represents, I think, to humans, an idea of dream,
- 2:03an idea of allegory, an idea of a lot of people think about horses, , and
- 2:08use terminology around horses.
- 2:10Oh, she's a real stallion.
- 2:12Oh, you know, he, he's a bit of a wild stallion.
- 2:14Oh, you know, rain reign in that thought.
- 2:17Curb your enthusiasm.
- 2:18, you know, all of these things actually come from horses and.
- 2:22Something like Equus Film Festival sits square in the middle of, I think what
- 2:26horses mean is a metaphor for humans.
- 2:30But Lisa Tierson's made an absolute success out of this.
- 2:34, Lisa, thank you for coming on the show.
- 2:37Hi Rupert.
- 2:38Thank you for having me.
- 2:39Oh, it's, it's, it's, it's such a treat.
- 2:42Lisa, I've known you for quite a while, 15 years or something like that.
- 2:48Something like, I remember when, we were meeting at horse shows, both of us are
- 2:54enthusiasts of the Lucit horse breed.
- 2:57and then I remember you saying, oh yeah, I've got this idea.
- 3:00I, I think I wanna do this film festival, and yeah, it won't be, it
- 3:03won't be, you know, anything big.
- 3:05It's just, yeah, I just kind of wanna give it a go.
- 3:06And now it's huge and it's international.
- 3:09So tell us how you got there.
- 3:12Why, why, why, why did you come up with this idea?
- 3:16Lisa Diersen: You simply put, you and your documentary about your son were the
- 3:23reason that this film festival got started and, and yeah, going back and thinking
- 3:29back at, the Andalusian show in Texas and seeing your film the first time, and
- 3:37I remember being so moved because it, it lit me up literally because I felt that.
- 3:46Wow.
- 3:47Here's what's missing in, in the world.
- 3:52People don't feel enough empathy for what someone else is going
- 3:58through, whether it's the family unit, what you all went through.
- 4:02, now with us, with Josh, because I have a Down syndrome grandson who we've made
- 4:09a documentary about as well, the general public doesn't, doesn't have that empathy.
- 4:16When they see a family with this crying screaming child, they automatically think,
- 4:21oh, something's wrong with those parents.
- 4:22Or get that kid in line.
- 4:23And when I saw your documentary and I saw the struggle, which it truly was at
- 4:30that time, a, a struggle because it's a journey that's led you so many places.
- 4:35I went, oh my gosh, I want everybody I know to see this film.
- 4:41Because it, it, the story is so important and not because it was a horse story,
- 4:46because of course I love it cuz it's a horse story, but mainly because of
- 4:52the, the deeper felt message and kind of what you were talking about earlier.
- 4:57You know, I, how many films we've had in the festival that center around
- 5:03mental health issues, physical limitations, veterans who, who
- 5:09contemplate committing suicide.
- 5:13Youth in Crisis, all of these, this general public encompassing
- 5:20our world of people in crisis.
- 5:23And what's the thing that's out there to help all of them?
- 5:26It's the horse and it's telling those stories with the horses and, and we've
- 5:31had so many of those documentaries in the festival and they're so powerful.
- 5:36No matter where I show 'em or when I show 'em, people leave in tears
- 5:41because of the power of that.
- 5:43So that's, that was the catalyst that made the whole festival start Simply put you,
- 5:51Rupert Isaacson: well, you're very kind.
- 5:52and you know, it was amazing of you to, to have us there with the Horse
- 6:00Boy movie at the, at the first, at the first film festival, in New York.
- 6:07But there must have always been in your mind, oh, , since you were a little girl.
- 6:14Something around Story and Horse.
- 6:16Take us back to when you were small.
- 6:20What, did you have an idea like this was something cooking or was it
- 6:24an am Amal gum of, of other ideas?
- 6:26What, what, what, what started it all off?
- 6:29Lisa Diersen: Oh, I, well, I've always, always been around horses.
- 6:34My grandmother had horses, a pony.
- 6:36I always had a little pony spark plug was my first Pony's name.
- 6:39And where did you grow
- 6:40Rupert Isaacson: up, by the way,
- 6:41Lisa Diersen: Lisa?
- 6:41I grew up outside of Chicago in a, in a suburb called La Grange.
- 6:46But my parents' family lived down in Kentucky.
- 6:49So on my grandmother's farm, every summer we'd go down and spend time
- 6:52with the, with her at the farm and the horses and, and the pony
- 6:57and you know, always being around.
- 6:59And we would always take this pony out and create games and tell stories and, create
- 7:06little alternate, towns and things to do.
- 7:09And we were different people with those, with the pony.
- 7:12And to tell st tell storytelling, I think somewhere in the back of my mind
- 7:17always wanting to tell, tell stories or at least share stories, has something
- 7:25that's, I've always kind of always wanted to, always had back there, percolating
- 7:32then kind of life gets in the way and I ended up in the engineering field of
- 7:38all things, for, for quite a while.
- 7:40And then building houses and the horses were always the constant.
- 7:45I always either had a horse or was riding or involved with horses, involved with
- 7:50teaching young people with pony club.
- 7:53I went through many years of being, Un mounted pony club instructor for all
- 7:58the D level, for very, oh, there's the Jack Russell for a, for a long time.
- 8:03And then, , it's just always has been there bringing
- 8:06people together around horses.
- 8:10Rupert Isaacson: What do you think it is about the horse that serves as
- 8:13this, , catalytic factor, with humans?
- 8:17Because it does, it seems that people don't even need to ride
- 8:22to have a fascination, right,
- 8:24Lisa Diersen: right.
- 8:24With the horse.
- 8:24And I, what is it, do you think?
- 8:28Well, first of all, I believe that it's a 1200 pound electromagnetic field drawing
- 8:33us in, and it's also a 1200 pound metaphor for everything that's in our life.
- 8:41but I, even with my friends, I had, and I have quite a few friends that just have
- 8:48a horse to have that horses, they, they go and they'll brush the horse at night.
- 8:53They'll do stuff with the horse.
- 8:55They'll long line, they'll, they'll do everything but ride the
- 8:58horse and that's okay for them.
- 9:00There's entire Facebook groups dedicated to people who are just the
- 9:05non ridden horse and everybody thinks that it, you have to be in the horse
- 9:10to, you have to ride the horse to be into horses, and that's so wrong.
- 9:15One of the things with the film festival is people thought, well, you know,
- 9:20the, the non, there's only so many non or out there horse people riding
- 9:24and they don't have hours in the day.
- 9:26There's so many non-writing horse people that are moved by these stories and
- 9:30that magnetism of the horse that just draws them in, , from watching Misty
- 9:36of Shin Tea when we were kids and all of those stories, there's just, we
- 9:43talk, this is funny that you say that cuz we talk about this all the time.
- 9:46It's a, it's part of our con general conversation when we have, our Mustang
- 9:51summits or whatever, there's just something about these horses and when
- 9:57we use horses in the mental health field and you see the results that
- 10:01you can't get anywhere else with any other metaphor tool or just even simple
- 10:09talk therapy, you can't get there where you can get there with a horse.
- 10:14Rupert Isaacson: Talk to me about this business of being
- 10:16in the electromagnetic field.
- 10:18That's fascinating.
- 10:18Okay, so you say the horse is a 1200 pound electromagnetic field.
- 10:24How so and how does that benefit people?
- 10:27Lisa Diersen: So when we're around another human, basically you're, you're equal.
- 10:34We're bo we're, you know, you're, whether it's a big person or a little person,
- 10:38basically your weights are 120 hundred.
- 10:4230 pounds to each other.
- 10:44You bring a horse in, it's 10 times what energy and, and feeling that we are.
- 10:53So I think that they, I, I just think they help balance us that way.
- 10:59It's, you can't, what, what
- 11:00Rupert Isaacson: is, what is throwing out that electromagnetic field that you're
- 11:03Lisa Diersen: referring to?
- 11:05What do I, I, well, I just think it's an e I just think it's pure energy.
- 11:09I think I, I can watch a horse across an arena at a horse.
- 11:14You can do this at a horse show.
- 11:16Watch a horse.
- 11:18One horse goes crazy.
- 11:20Everybody around it feels it.
- 11:22And if you're a, a, a more sensitive person, temple Grandin comes to mind.
- 11:27People who are really sensitive can feel that.
- 11:30when you get, when you're working with horses a lot, you can feel when a horse is
- 11:35un uncomfortable, you can feel that kind of wave, that a mare standing in a field
- 11:41with a bunch of other mares and babies.
- 11:44When that coyote is out across, at, at the corner of the field,
- 11:48that one mare turns up looks.
- 11:50And everyone can feel that just by her, her simple head, bring your head up.
- 11:56It's just the, it's very forceful.
- 12:00Well, the energy of the horse.
- 12:01Yeah.
- 12:02What
- 12:02Rupert Isaacson: I'm, what I'm wondering about is, I,
- 12:03you're probably aware of this.
- 12:05I, I know that there's a, an organization.
- 12:07Research in institute called the Heart Math Institute.
- 12:10Mm-hmm.
- 12:10Which has been doing, yep.
- 12:12Research into the electromagnetic fields thrown out by hearts of one kind or
- 12:17another, and finding that the sort of, the larger the heart, the greater the
- 12:20electromagnetic field it throws out.
- 12:22Mm-hmm.
- 12:22So if our heart, if our relatively small hearts throughout a certain
- 12:27electromagnetic field, this huge heart throws out a much bigger one.
- 12:32Yes.
- 12:32How, how, how do you feel that that benefits a human to be in the
- 12:36presence of a greater electromagnetic field coming from a larger heart?
- 12:41Lisa Diersen: Well, I think it's, especially with animals because, and we,
- 12:46the bigger, the electromagnetic field is gonna be the bigger animal, definitely.
- 12:51But if they're sentient animals like a horse or an elephant or a, a peaceful,
- 12:58a peaceful animal, they're gonna bring that peaceful energy to you.
- 13:03And I see it from when I used to do work in the equine assisted therapy field.
- 13:10You what would happen when a horse would be around someone in crisis.
- 13:14It, it's undeniable.
- 13:16You can't, you can't work with someone and, and be in a equine assisted,
- 13:23whether it's psychotherapy or just general therapy situation, and deny what
- 13:30happens between a person and a horse.
- 13:32And I think it's just because the horses are just.
- 13:35You can't go into an arena working with a horse in a, equine-assisted
- 13:41therapy setting with a bad attitude because the horse is gonna just
- 13:47turn around and blow you off.
- 13:48It will just ignore you.
- 13:50I mean, I've seen so many amazing things happen in therapy sessions
- 13:53that, I mean, they've, you know, there are books and films about it.
- 13:58They're, it's just undeniable.
- 14:01I mean, what happened with your son?
- 14:03It's How do explain that?
- 14:04Well,
- 14:05Rupert Isaacson: sure.
- 14:05And you know, when, when my son, in the early days would just lie on
- 14:10Betsy, that was the mayor he became close to, he would lie on her back.
- 14:13this is before we even started riding together.
- 14:16And he would use her body like a big old couch and all of his agitated
- 14:20behaviors would just disappear.
- 14:22And I had no idea why until, some years later, even after we had been practicing,
- 14:27you know, horse boy method and so on.
- 14:28Then I, I think it was Linda Ton Jones who, who came along and said,
- 14:32oh yes, the HeartMath Institute.
- 14:33you, you put your heart into the close range, heart to heart
- 14:39with a much greater electro.
- 14:41And it's interesting that you said for peaceful animal, cuz of course,
- 14:44I guess you could say, you know, an angry polar bear might not be
- 14:47quite so, you know, good for us.
- 14:48Yeah.
- 14:48and, different type of hug.
- 14:50and, This seems to bring our hearts into what they call coherence.
- 14:57Meaning that the, the way in which, the rhythms of the ventricles
- 15:01as they're pumping, become much more, stable, slow, down, slow.
- 15:07And that seems to bring our brainwaves down at the same time, because of
- 15:11course, hearts are composed of neurons.
- 15:13The gut is composed of neurons and the brain is composed of neurons.
- 15:15So it seems to then bring one from that sort of busy brain, the
- 15:20basic, you know, to, to more of an alpha, meditative brain state.
- 15:24Cause I didn't know any of this at the time.
- 15:25I just, you know, observed it.
- 15:26But it was very interesting when it was explained to me.
- 15:28You, you said something else though, about horses metaphor, which I really like.
- 15:32and I presume that to understand the horse as a metaphor, you don't necessarily
- 15:36even have to be a horse person.
- 15:38What, what do you feel horse are as a metaphor
- 15:40Lisa Diersen: for humans?
- 15:42I think it depends on the human and what the human is going through.
- 15:46whether for me, the, the horse is, gosh, I think a metaphor of I
- 15:56can do it, you know, possibility.
- 15:58Like nothing's too big.
- 16:01Yeah.
- 16:01Possibility.
- 16:02Possibility.
- 16:02Perfect word.
- 16:04For a veteran who's.
- 16:08Just handed a, a letter to a therapist that said, in, before I
- 16:12got into the equine program, I was thinking about committing suicide.
- 16:17That horse could be a metaphor for, for living and for life
- 16:21and for, you know, surviving.
- 16:25we're doing, it's so funny, and I love, I've watched in the last 30 years how
- 16:31all of these, these people who were considered fringe before, but now that the
- 16:39science is balancing with the knowledge and, and it's all coming together.
- 16:45even when, e equ I, when e Equine assisted Growth and Learning Association
- 16:49started, it was not considered what it is now, which is a, a gold
- 16:54standard for, the equine therapy field and in the psychology field.
- 17:01So I've watched all of this kind of, these pieces come together and, and now the,
- 17:08the general public and even non horse people are getting an understanding.
- 17:13You know, when, when I ha have a conversation with someone who works
- 17:16for, the veterans and administration in their, recreational therapy
- 17:22department, because that's what equine assisted therapy is generally considered
- 17:26with the va, it's still considered recreational therapy until there's enough.
- 17:31Research and data and study that comes in through accredited resources that
- 17:39they'll be able to actually bring it in as a therapeutic use with veterans.
- 17:44But we all know everyone who's been out there, and especially now with the
- 17:49Mustangs, because we're doing so much more with Mustang horses, watching how,
- 17:54because of the PTs d that the Mustang horse goes through, balancing with the
- 17:59ps, PTs d that veterans go through, whether it's an accredited program or not.
- 18:05Those programs
- 18:07Rupert Isaacson: work.
- 18:08You're talking about the work, the, the, the, the trauma that, Mustang
- 18:12goes through in being captured Yes.
- 18:13Filed and brought
- 18:14Lisa Diersen: into pen.
- 18:15Yes.
- 18:15Or even being separated because they're family based.
- 18:18Mm-hmm.
- 18:18The herds are, I mean, there's a huge, movement going on right now
- 18:24to stop the helicopter around if there's actually a bill in Congress.
- 18:28Colorado is the first state that passed legislature to, they have an
- 18:34entire organiza or group now that's, and funding that's gonna be dedicated
- 18:38to, taking care of the, what the Mustang issue is going on in Colorado.
- 18:44So, and these horses form family bands, so they're going through traumas, they're
- 18:49getting torn apart and the mares and fos are getting separated and all of that.
- 18:52But that balance is what the veterans go through and that.
- 18:56That works.
- 18:58And it doesn't have to be a path or a, a gala certified
- 19:03program with, with veterans.
- 19:05It seems to be that as long as a group of veterans have gotten together with
- 19:10their horses and they work with each other, if you are stopping someone from
- 19:16committing suicide, something is working.
- 19:19Absolutely.
- 19:20And, and something is working with the horse.
- 19:23But, when you talk about the heart math, that's, and that's another
- 19:28thing that was considered kind of fringe until just recently.
- 19:33We're doing a lot of, in fact, next week we'll be filming in Indiana, or the first,
- 19:38first week of July, we'll be filming in Indiana for a, where we're using
- 19:42brain-based neuro pathway release work with Mustangs and for our, our documentary
- 19:48series, the Mustang story documentary series that we started to years ago.
- 19:54And it works when you watch these horses in this program, it, it's
- 20:00just amazing how well it works.
- 20:04Waiting for those dopamine and serotonin hits and teaching the
- 20:08horses how to give themselves those dopamine and serotonin hits.
- 20:14Which changes the, which changes the whole training.
- 20:17You know, there's people out there doing amazing work, which
- 20:20is one of the, I I feel that.
- 20:23With the film festival or with what I do just in general is I kind of
- 20:28act as a connector for all of these stories and things out there that
- 20:36either are, are brought to me or we find or we help get those stories out
- 20:42to everybody else who has no idea.
- 20:45There's still people who I refer your documentary to that sit after
- 20:52they watch it and go, I had no idea.
- 20:54I had no idea.
- 20:56And now they know, and once you see, you can't unsee.
- 20:59So now you know that horses can do this.
- 21:01So it's your move to continue to tell that, tell people about all
- 21:07the things that horses can do.
- 21:09Rupert Isaacson: So what you're really talking about with, with,
- 21:11the film festival of course is, is the healing power of story.
- 21:15In, in your case, the stories happen to be about horses.
- 21:18but I guess story, you know, people talk about us as, or, or, or, the
- 21:24name for our species is, homo sapien sapiens, the Thinking Ape.
- 21:29But I've always thought that was a rather asinine, title for us
- 21:32because everything thinks right.
- 21:34If you have a brain, you think there's nothing special
- 21:36about our species that way.
- 21:38But we do have a larynx.
- 21:42we speak with a speaking aid.
- 21:44Other animals vocalize and they can vocalize obviously in a very
- 21:47complex way, but they don't, write rap or, you know, Shakespeare or,
- 21:52you know, epic poetry or whatever.
- 21:54That's us with the storytelling app.
- 21:55And it seems, you know, the time I've spent in indigenous communities,
- 22:01with shamans and healers and that sort of thing, that story seems to
- 22:04also be very tied up with healing.
- 22:06in that it seems to be the original form of medicine in that even, even actually
- 22:11in modern medicine, what happens, you go to see the doctor with a story.
- 22:15You say, this is happening, this did happen, this has
- 22:18happened, this is happening now.
- 22:20what's the story?
- 22:21You know, and the doctor goes off, the shaman would go into the spirit
- 22:26world, you know, the doctor goes into their notes and their research, and
- 22:29then they come back with a set of instructions and sort of create a new
- 22:34story, which could be done through drugs.
- 22:36It could be done through, you know, a, a psychic medium.
- 22:39It could be not a medium in terms of connecting with the dead,
- 22:41but in terms of, a channel, it could be done through many ways.
- 22:44It could be both.
- 22:45It could be all, but nonetheless, that seems to be what happens.
- 22:47It's a storytelling process.
- 22:49Where did storytelling begin for you, as a girl?
- 22:53Were you always an a of story?
- 22:57Lisa Diersen: Oh yeah.
- 22:57I was an avid reader.
- 22:59my mother was, Al was very ill while I was growing up, and so reading I.
- 23:05Reading was a great escape for me.
- 23:07And of course it was reading every horse book that was, was ever written.
- 23:13and now seeing those, some of those horse books that have come in, been
- 23:16turned into movies and that you're, if you're a little girl and you read all
- 23:20the whole Black Stallion series and then you can watch the Black Stallion
- 23:24movie, that was, that was my escape.
- 23:27So reading horse horse books, I have shelves full of all the horse books
- 23:34that I've read as a, when I was a kid I was able to find those books.
- 23:38But, that's the other, one of the other things with Equus is we have
- 23:41all the literate, we have books.
- 23:44We have usually 60 or so books that get entered every year.
- 23:48Oh.
- 23:48So, you know,
- 23:49Rupert Isaacson: a literary festival as well as a film festival.
- 23:51We're
- 23:51Lisa Diersen: a literary, we're art, we're podcast.
- 23:54Okay.
- 23:55any form of storytelling in the equine world.
- 24:00Okay.
- 24:00We, we award that.
- 24:03Rupert Isaacson: so for listeners, if you've got a book, and you get
- 24:06writing, you might be able to submit it.
- 24:09what was your mother sick with?
- 24:10what was, what was the issue with her?
- 24:13Lisa Diersen: Oh, my mother had giant bone cell cancer, which back and when I was
- 24:17growing up, we didn't have even anywhere near the, the medicine that we have now.
- 24:23But, she had bone cell cancer.
- 24:24She had lost a leg.
- 24:26To that.
- 24:27and then at what
- 24:28Rupert Isaacson: age was she when that really kicked in?
- 24:30And what age were you?
- 24:31Lisa Diersen: I was, well, okay, so I remember on my 13th birthday was
- 24:35when they told, told us as a family that they were going to amputate her
- 24:39leg, but she was, okay, we go back.
- 24:43My brother died when I was, my mom was five months pregnant with me in
- 24:48a tragic accident in our basement.
- 24:51he fell off of a pogo stick.
- 24:53My older sister was bouncing him on, hit a tool and my dad's workshop, and
- 25:00it went into his ear and punctured his eardrum and went into his brain.
- 25:04And he lived maybe three days.
- 25:06So they didn't think that my, I, they thought my mom was gonna lose me.
- 25:11She didn't.
- 25:13But she really never recovered, I think, don't think from that point
- 25:18on, I think until she passed away.
- 25:22And she was, I, I believe 64, 65 when she passed away a actually, and it
- 25:29was diabetes related and her body.
- 25:32She just, with that moment with my brother, I just think she just, I
- 25:39don't rem I don't have any other memories of, as a child of her not
- 25:44being sad, I guess you not being
- 25:47Rupert Isaacson: so she, she was sick and sad all through
- 25:48Lisa Diersen: your childhood.
- 25:49Sick and sad all through my tub and my little sister should say that again.
- 25:54And my little sister, I had a sister that came a couple years after I
- 25:58was born, but she was never, my mom was never, never, well, so between
- 26:04being physically or mentally, she was never, never really Well.
- 26:08Rupert Isaacson: And your older sister who, had been bouncing your
- 26:11brother on the Perga six, she must have of course, suffered terribly,
- 26:14Lisa Diersen: guilt and so forth.
- 26:15Yes.
- 26:17Yeah.
- 26:17And it wasn't until probably 30 years later, and it was after my mother
- 26:22passed away that, I had an uncle who was a, a priest and he had a long talk
- 26:29with my sister where she, and then you talk about how people carry stuff.
- 26:33She really finally opened up and let loose and house, you know,
- 26:38it had affected her entire life.
- 26:40yeah.
- 26:41So, you know, you watched Yeah.
- 26:43And you, and so you, I grew up very acutely aware of how
- 26:47one action affects everything.
- 26:52And so you have to be, you have to consciously make decisions in your life to
- 26:59not, to not fall into, you know, conscious decisions in your life all the way along.
- 27:09Not to fall into any, you know, doing things that negatively.
- 27:13You need to work on positivity.
- 27:17Rupert Isaacson: What, tell me about your father.
- 27:18where was he in all this?
- 27:21Lisa Diersen: Oh, he was my dad.
- 27:22My dad.
- 27:22I love my dad.
- 27:23My dad was great.
- 27:24He was always there.
- 27:26He was, always took care of my mother.
- 27:29and she was not, she was not a happy person to take care of.
- 27:33he wa he worked all the time.
- 27:35So What did he do?
- 27:36he was a plant manager for a big aluminum rolling mill.
- 27:40He was a mechanical manager for that.
- 27:42my earl earlier, I kind, my brother who passed, I kind of
- 27:47took his place with my dad.
- 27:49So I was always kind of doing, I don't wanna call 'em boy things, but I was
- 27:55all my dad, there wasn't anything my dad ever told me I couldn't do.
- 28:00So if, if he was up fixing shingles on a roof, I was up
- 28:05fixing shingles on a roof with him.
- 28:07changing tires, I mean, learning how to change the oil in a car there if he did
- 28:13it, he wanted me to know how to do it.
- 28:16Did he teach
- 28:17Rupert Isaacson: all the kids?
- 28:18, and you just ha happened to have more of a, of an aptitude for that
- 28:22sort of practical stuff, or did you
- 28:24Lisa Diersen: all In fact, there was a, there was a big difference.
- 28:27my brother, my older sister was 13 years older, so I, I don't
- 28:32have much of a memory of her.
- 28:34It, she had, she got.
- 28:38So her youngest, her oldest daughter's the same age as my sister.
- 28:42So it, I don't have that memory of my older sister with
- 28:46my dad and my little sister.
- 28:49My mom was so ill at that point that, my dad spent more time taking
- 28:56care of that end of my mother then.
- 28:59So it was, no, I didn't, so I got, I was kind of always referred
- 29:03to as my dad's sidekick, so.
- 29:07Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 29:08Because you, you had a much older one, a much younger one.
- 29:10Mm-hmm.
- 29:11You were sort of in the middle and Yep.
- 29:13Able to middle child syndrome.
- 29:15Okay.
- 29:16Interesting.
- 29:17So, so you, you are, you are, you have a positive dad, but a mom who is basically
- 29:23sick with sadness, and grief, and you find story and you find horse stories
- 29:30as, as, as, as a way to escape happiness.
- 29:33what were the stories that really stood out for you at that age?
- 29:40Lisa Diersen: Black beauty?
- 29:41the Billy, I loved the Billy and Blaze stories.
- 29:44I loved the Black stallion stories.
- 29:47Mis misty of hin tea, you know, just always like horse hero stories.
- 29:53I love
- 29:53Rupert Isaacson: those kinds of stories.
- 29:54Horse hero stories.
- 29:55So horses that were somewhat against the odds.
- 29:59Yes.
- 29:59Like, like the black beauty story, you know, sold to bad people surviving.
- 30:05And that, I guess you were taking as back to the idea of the horses as a metaphor.
- 30:10Would you think it, it was clear to say that even if it was unconscious, you
- 30:14were putting yourself perhaps in the shoes, the horseshoe of, of, I was just
- 30:20gonna say underdog horse characters that were, that were suffering.
- 30:23Would, would that be correct to say, to say?
- 30:26Lisa Diersen: Probably, probably dead on, probably.
- 30:29Rupert Isaacson: Did you at some point want to tell story?
- 30:31Did you at some point say, well, I want to write, I want to create
- 30:34story or, was it different somehow?
- 30:40Lisa Diersen: You know, I, I like telling stories through, through,
- 30:46pictures and film versus writing.
- 30:50, and that's evolved.
- 30:51That's really evolved in the last 20 years with doing that.
- 30:55I love that having bred the lucit horses, the horses that I, I think
- 31:02every baby that we've had that's hit the ground is part of a story.
- 31:06And so following every one of our foals as they grow up and what they're
- 31:11doing, you know, it's, that's just more of the way to tell those stories.
- 31:18So sort
- 31:19Rupert Isaacson: of living stories really.
- 31:20Lisa Diersen: Mm-hmm.
- 31:21Living stories like the, like Josh's story, kind of like your son's story.
- 31:25I, I like those stories where they can still continue because people still
- 31:31want to know what's going on with Rowan.
- 31:33They still, Josh still loves the fact that now we can take pictures of him
- 31:39four or five years later and he's now writing his mom's Lucit mayor
- 31:43and taking writing classes with her.
- 31:46And, you know, it's, it's continuation.
- 31:49It's not something that has an ending.
- 31:53It has, it just continues.
- 31:55Rupert Isaacson: You, you get into story, partly to assuage this, you know, to,
- 32:00to, to survive really, or to thrive in this, in, in this house full of grief.
- 32:05as, as well as of course your relationship with your dad and so on.
- 32:08you say that living stories and it naturally film, were you, did you,
- 32:14had you always sort of wanted to be a filmmaker, did you, were there films
- 32:17that you watched that, was there always this little bit of you, I wanna do that,
- 32:22but I just dunno how I'm gonna do that?
- 32:26Lisa Diersen: You know, I, I don't know if it was something consciously that I had.
- 32:31I've always been a creator, so when I worked.
- 32:38When I was in engineering at General Motors, you're, you're creating, you're
- 32:41taking, blueprints and creating a, something that will grow into being
- 32:47a part in a, in a truck or a car that evolved into, building houses and,
- 32:54and building, developing subdivisions.
- 32:57Just, I love the creative process.
- 33:00I love taking something that is just an, an idea and turning it
- 33:06into something, whatever it is.
- 33:10Whether it's a story or a house or a barn.
- 33:14I'm working right now on a friend's barn, so it's like, you
- 33:18can't, can't get away from it.
- 33:20Rupert Isaacson: No.
- 33:20Sure.
- 33:21And, and I think, you know, creative people will always, it's very interesting
- 33:24to, to hear you say actually that the creative process of, of an auto
- 33:29part is as, because of course it is, it's as, creative as a movie
- 33:35or a book and or a piece of art.
- 33:37We often don't think of it that way until, of course we see them.
- 33:40They say it was a Roman artifact or an Egyptian artifact, which is just a tool on
- 33:45display in the Met or something like that.
- 33:47Oh, wow, it's beautiful, amazing.
- 33:48Look at that technology.
- 33:49It's incredible.
- 33:50What's the story behind that?
- 33:51But of course, if we see, you know, that because the, the, the
- 33:53junk, the, the junk of today is tomorrow's archeology, as they say.
- 33:57So everything has that creative process.
- 33:59It's good to be reminded.
- 34:02Yes, you're right.
- 34:02A button does, a button does the creative process.
- 34:04Yeah.
- 34:05You as that little girl with story.
- 34:08Did, was there a part of you that said, I want to tell
- 34:10stories, or was it not conscious?
- 34:13Lisa Diersen: I think it was always conscious.
- 34:15Tell stories or create something.
- 34:17Just, just do something.
- 34:19I mean, I was always doing something, you know, whether it was cooking,
- 34:23cooking, cooking, gar gardening.
- 34:27Maybe I did write a few, few little stories when I was a kid, or I
- 34:31was never, like drawing like I could, it's still a stick horse.
- 34:36Okay.
- 34:36Like, thank God for Adobe, because now I can really get kind of creative.
- 34:42But, with Photoshop.
- 34:44But, writing and, and, and film, you know, film photo has always
- 34:50been a great, you know, a good way for me to put a story together.
- 34:55Did you pick up a camera?
- 34:56Young?
- 34:59I, yeah, I think I had one of those that you clicked and the, the, the picture
- 35:04came out of, but yeah, I always had, I've always had a camera, I always
- 35:07had, when video cameras first came out, even, you know, with, even just with
- 35:13doing stuff, with trips or whatever, I was always the one taking the pictures.
- 35:19Capturing, capturing the moments to tell the story.
- 35:24Rupert Isaacson: Would you say primarily then you, you, you.
- 35:30You, instinctively, realized very young that the way to heal was through
- 35:39positive creative action, basically.
- 35:41Oh, yes.
- 35:42Yes.
- 35:42And did somebody tell you that?
- 35:43Like, did your dad tell you that?
- 35:45Or did a mentor tell you that?
- 35:47Or did you just come to that?
- 35:48Was it, was it not?
- 35:49Was it, was it one of those households where it wasn't openly discussed or
- 35:53did your dad say, actually listen, this is the way, or was it Yeah.
- 35:56Was it intuitive?
- 35:58Lisa Diersen: I don't think he ever said as much.
- 36:02So, listen, this is the way, I, I, I remember, with him never telling
- 36:08me I couldn't, I remember talk with, very distinctly with him one time,
- 36:14one of the facilities he worked at, they had a, a, a metal cooling,
- 36:18a problem on how to cool metals.
- 36:20And I, I drew him up a littles little schematic, and, and he
- 36:26didn't, he didn't downplay it.
- 36:29He was like, oh, that's great.
- 36:30You know, you know, it's good to think about that and problem solve and, and
- 36:34try to try to work out the problems.
- 36:37I was never told I couldn't, if I wanted to do something, I couldn't,
- 36:42you know, you can't do that.
- 36:44You, you can't do that cuz you're a girl.
- 36:46So I, I was never put down, put that way, but, and nowadays, well, they
- 36:53still have, and it's gonna, we're gonna have to go back so many light years now
- 36:58between o v, Wade and Barbie out for girls with getting back to where they had
- 37:07told they can do something.
- 37:08You're lucky yet.
- 37:08Well, no, now you've got girls though, or a girl.
- 37:11But no, being able to, to just create if I wanted to.
- 37:18So
- 37:18Rupert Isaacson: and so you, would you think it was just more that you just,
- 37:20you, you yourself, realized that staying creative was the way to find healing?
- 37:26Yes.
- 37:26Rather than somebody specifically saying, this is how to find healing.
- 37:32Lisa Diersen: Yes.
- 37:33Yes, I would say that.
- 37:35Rupert Isaacson: And now of course, here you are with a festival that's
- 37:38primarily about healing, under the masquerading as a, as a, as
- 37:43a as a festival about, horses.
- 37:45what made you think festival, have you always liked the idea of groups of
- 37:52people coming together, to celebrate creativity in that sort of way?
- 37:56Like Yeah.
- 37:56What, at what point did festival creep
- 37:58Lisa Diersen: in the festival creeped in when, , we were breeding.
- 38:03The horses.
- 38:04Horses and horses.
- 38:06You, , with your documentary, we were doing, the town I was in there,
- 38:12there was no horse event around.
- 38:15So I had the bright idea of let's try to do, with some friends,
- 38:23let's try to do a festival that addresses equine assisted therapy
- 38:28that addresses the African-American community with their horses.
- 38:33Because in Chicago there's a lot of, there's some bunch of guys who are
- 38:37Buffalo soldiers, plus there's also a big black cowboy community in Chicago.
- 38:44We have a wonderful Hispanic community in the area that
- 38:48does, EscaRosa a lot of the,
- 38:51Rupert Isaacson: beautiful dancer, by the way, for those who don't know
- 38:54what that is, that's the, female side saddle, mounted displays
- 38:58right in the Mexican tradition.
- 39:00Lisa Diersen: Beautiful.
- 39:01It's absolutely beautiful.
- 39:02and then we have classical writing and, and along with, art and literature.
- 39:07So we were going to create a festival that kind of addressed things that
- 39:13aren't at your average horse show.
- 39:14Oh, we had Native Americans too.
- 39:16We had a, a big Native American, Component to the festival.
- 39:20We, it was called Festival of the Horse and Drum.
- 39:23And it, that was when we did the very first film festival.
- 39:26And I have a friend who owns a theater in town, and I asked him if I could show
- 39:31your film because you had just broken your leg, so you were not gonna be
- 39:36able to come, but you were gonna Skype in, which I broke my leg last year,
- 39:42so I had to follow in your footsteps.
- 39:44, but we did, we had that and I, and so I asked Ron, I said, can we show
- 39:50some film or show this documentary?
- 39:52He goes, yeah, as you can show it, and it's a beautiful little theater.
- 39:56And so he's, after he said Yes, I said, well, what if I got a few more?
- 39:59Because you know how I am, Robert.
- 40:01I can't, I can't just stop.
- 40:04And so I had 30 films the first year and that kind of let me know that
- 40:11this is something that is out there.
- 40:13All of these films are out there because for every, oh, we had Jousts too.
- 40:18So for every aspect of what we had at that festival, there was a documentary
- 40:24that existed in the world that was a counterpart, a, a compliment to that.
- 40:29So the therapy part, we had yours, we had.
- 40:32and a Nakota horse stories.
- 40:34We had a documentary about Esam, beautiful Es Moosa documentary.
- 40:40We had a jousting documentary.
- 40:42We had the Black Rodeo, which was, Thero held in Harlem back in the
- 40:46seventies, a documentary on that.
- 40:48So there were so many stories out there before we even tried to, to put out a
- 40:55call for, for equine theme documentaries that it just kinda let me know that this
- 41:02might, there might be something to this.
- 41:04Rupert Isaacson: And then I guess your, background with engineering
- 41:09must have come in handy in terms of the logistics and the organization
- 41:13and the sort of nuts and bolts
- 41:15Lisa Diersen: side.
- 41:15Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 41:17It just, it's, it's just piecing the puzzle together.
- 41:21So
- 41:21Rupert Isaacson: what are o over the, it's been quite a few years now that
- 41:24you've been running this, festival.
- 41:27What are the stories that really, really stand out for you, that
- 41:31we should all be aware of?
- 41:32Because, there'll be people who are driving their cars listening to this.
- 41:35So I want to, I want to tell you guys at this point, pull
- 41:39over and get the notebook out.
- 41:41Lisa Diersen: or we can put it in your show notes.
- 41:43Rupert Isaacson: Exactly.
- 41:44And of course you can also listen to this, you know, later on.
- 41:46But what are the must sees and the must reads.
- 41:51That you've come across over the years that you're like, whoa, this one
- 41:55changed my life, this one changed my life, that we might not know about.
- 41:58What, what are the stories that, that we should know?
- 42:00I'm gonna, I'm getting my notebook out too.
- 42:03Lisa Diersen: Well, you know, , this is the 11th season with this back, with
- 42:06this film festival, and we've had over 600 films submitted into this festival,
- 42:14which is kind of mind blowing, when I, when you sit back and think of it.
- 42:19But there's one that, that actually, there's two that really stick
- 42:23out in my mind, but one is called Healing Horses, and there these are
- 42:28short, these are under 20 minute
- 42:32Rupert Isaacson: so tell us about Healing Horses.
- 42:34The Healing Horses doc,
- 42:36Lisa Diersen: the, the Healing Horses documentary is about a young lady who
- 42:39has a car accident on the 4th of July.
- 42:43So immediately you must think it's a teenager out drinking and
- 42:46driving, which it totally wasn't.
- 42:49But she learns how to walk again with the therapeutic use of this big draft
- 42:55horse, which happens to also be an, a world equestrian level draft horse that
- 43:02teams that come into the United States.
- 43:04Karen is the lady who runs the program, is also a coach
- 43:08for, a lot of the, the teams.
- 43:11And so she'll use this, this draft horse who is on his side gig is
- 43:16being used as a therapy horse.
- 43:19And the other one was an early on documentary called Riding My Way
- 43:23Back, and it was about a veteran who got into a program, just met this
- 43:31horse, kind of standoffish for a great part of it, but then got into a real
- 43:38one-on-one relationship with the horse.
- 43:40And when he was about four weeks into the program, Maybe it was four months,
- 43:46turned around and gave his therapist a letter, and the letter had said how he was
- 43:54g going to commit suicide the night that he called to say goodbye to the horse.
- 44:00And because of this horse, he didn't do that.
- 44:04And now he is mentoring other veterans and he's part of the program and he's
- 44:10engaged to this beautiful young girl.
- 44:13And, you know, it's, it's just such a, it's such a feel good, amazing story,
- 44:19but it's what horses can do for us.
- 44:23Riding my way back.
- 44:25Yeah.
- 44:25Robin Rosenthal was a filmmaker on that Beautiful Doctor
- 44:28Robin
- 44:29Rupert Isaacson: Rosenthal.
- 44:30Okay.
- 44:31And healing horses.
- 44:32heal.
- 44:34Who was the, who was the,
- 44:35Lisa Diersen: I would have, that was way back in the beginning.
- 44:38I have to, I'd have to look up who that filmmaker was, but
- 44:41there's just so many amazing ones.
- 44:45We're working on a, on a project right now, that kind of goes
- 44:49back to the Mustang Pro, series we're working on called The Must.
- 44:54The whole project is called the Mustang Discovery Ride Project,
- 44:58but I had a young girl, Mustang girl, the Mustang Discovery ride.
- 45:01Yes.
- 45:02So two years ago, actually, it's funny, two years ago
- 45:06today, I met a young lady in.
- 45:10Montana, Bozeman, Montana at Art of the Cowgirl, who they were looking for someone
- 45:16to help them pull together their project and they were starting in Delaware.
- 45:23So logistically them coming outta Montana, Wyoming and getting 'em to
- 45:27Delaware was a, was a project and a half.
- 45:30But they rode from Delaware to California all the way across the
- 45:35United States, almost 5,000 miles with four Mustangs and a mule mule stang,
- 45:43and all the way across the country.
- 45:46We set up meetings and, seminars and clinics at different veterans
- 45:54or youth programs across the country for her to speak at as she wrote.
- 45:59And finding all of these places non-connected, through
- 46:04to different associations.
- 46:05These are just kind of standalone places where the horses are healing people.
- 46:11Mostly Mustangs, but it, that was, that's just amazing.
- 46:15So that documentary is Julianne Neal is working on getting that finished out.
- 46:20I know I, you met her years ago and she's been a important part
- 46:26of Equus, but she's the, was the chief filmmaker on that documentary,
- 46:31so that hopefully will be ready.
- 46:34Gosh, by sometime next year, cuz there's a ton of, there's a year's
- 46:38worth of a year and a half's worth of footage cuz we wrapped that last
- 46:41November on the beach in California.
- 46:45Rupert Isaacson: Tell me, I mean, as a filmmaker myself, I immediately
- 46:48think, oh, that sounds expensive.
- 46:50How, did she, financed that ride?
- 46:53That's not a cheap thing to do.
- 46:54And then to get a, a documentary around it.
- 46:57what, what were the
- 46:58Lisa Diersen: mechanisms there?
- 47:00So we had, because it was Mustangs, we had some support from the Mustang
- 47:05Heritage Foundation, which supported until about halfway through, and
- 47:11then they ran out of their support.
- 47:13And we had to, we had to really scramble, but because I have some
- 47:18amazing filmmakers all the way across the country and Julianne was willing
- 47:25to, to kind of oversee the main part of the putting everything together.
- 47:33I had different filmmakers who came in and rode with Anne and
- 47:38would film and do some writing.
- 47:40And Rhonda Gregorio, who's working on the Mustang book project, she came in
- 47:44and rode in, in Washington DC with us.
- 47:49We rode all the way down out of, oh gosh, I can't remember
- 47:52the name of the park, but.
- 47:54Through this park all the way along through, so into downtown
- 47:58DC up to the Washington Monument with these mustangs, which was one
- 48:04of the, well, nerve wracking, but exciting things that I've ever done.
- 48:10And but I had, I have had an amazing group of filmmakers, cross country
- 48:15who were willing to just come on and ride for a couple of weeks with her
- 48:20or, or drive along or do whatever or follow or ride in the chase car and
- 48:25film and get parts of this story.
- 48:28So from that point of view, I mean, it's gonna be a little rougher, but we just
- 48:35screened one of the best documentaries I've seen called The Long Rider,
- 48:39which was about Felipe Long Rider, the long, the long Rider that came out.
- 48:45That was part of the festival last year.
- 48:47That's a 90 minute documentary.
- 48:50Felipe Road from Canada to Brazil.
- 48:54Felipe who?
- 48:54He did all Alte Ale.
- 48:57How do I spell that?
- 48:59I think it's l e t i e.
- 49:02I will get you that because I think he needs to be on your show.
- 49:06Rupert Isaacson: Felipe Letti.
- 49:06Okay.
- 49:07Brazilian.
- 49:08He's back guy.
- 49:10Lisa Diersen: Pardon me?
- 49:11Brazilian guy.
- 49:12Yes.
- 49:13And he lives in Canada now.
- 49:15but his family, it's an amazing story and so.
- 49:21he did most of his own filming with a hand, you know, with
- 49:24his phone or with a, a GoPro.
- 49:26And, you know, when you're telling a story of riding across the country, it, you
- 49:32wanna see it from the seat of the rider.
- 49:35You want, you want that bird's eye view as you're going across.
- 49:38Kind of like what Ben Masters did with unbranded, that was one of
- 49:41our first documentaries we had in the, in the festival was unbranded.
- 49:47And that you still, that still stands up.
- 49:50It's beautiful and breathtaking.
- 49:53And, but Felipe wrote from Canada to Brazil, then from Brazil to the
- 49:59furthest, most southern tip you can ride, I think in Argentina.
- 50:03Then they went back up, he went up to Alaska and rode from Alaska
- 50:08back down to Calgary, Canada.
- 50:10So that's an amazing, amazing,
- 50:12Rupert Isaacson: and what was he, what was he trying to achieve with this?
- 50:14Why did he do this crazy ride?
- 50:16Lisa Diersen: He, to ride the three at with Schley's book
- 50:20about writing the Americas.
- 50:22He wanted to follow Schley's story.
- 50:26And so, and, and he's, he's a cha, you'll love him.
- 50:30He's a character.
- 50:31He's a great interview.
- 50:32He's just such an amazing young man.
- 50:36Rupert Isaacson: What, what, what was he trying to bring attention to any cause or
- 50:41what, what was the, what was the capital?
- 50:43No, not
- 50:43Lisa Diersen: really to any cause.
- 50:44This was, it was more that he could do this.
- 50:49You know, long riders are.
- 50:50with Lasan it was different because we were riding, we
- 50:56were doing the Mustang horses.
- 50:58Were the whole focus of this to bring awareness to all the horses
- 51:01that are standing in b l m Holding, which is right now close to 70,000
- 51:06horses that they've rounded up.
- 51:08They're standing and holding.
- 51:09We can use them in veterans programs, we can use them in
- 51:12mental health programs with youth.
- 51:14We can use them.
- 51:15They're, they're wonderful riding horses.
- 51:17They're great all around horses.
- 51:20So that was what our project was about, bringing awareness
- 51:23to these horses and holding.
- 51:26Rupert was a long rider and Felipe in the world, there's an organiz, pardon me?
- 51:33Rupert Isaacson: Felipe was a Felipe.
- 51:34Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 51:35What, when you say a long rider, what does that mean?
- 51:37What's
- 51:37Lisa Diersen: a long rider?
- 51:40So there's an organization called the Long Riders Guild.
- 51:44I think there're, they're based out of either Ireland, Ireland, I think it's
- 51:47Ireland, the, the, the, the main, rider or the, the organization is out of.
- 51:53But it's an organization that if you ride more than a thousand miles in
- 51:58your ride from start to get, you know, for the ride to end, you be,
- 52:03you qualified to be a long rider and you can join the Long Riders Guild.
- 52:07Then, Bernice, who we had the documentary a couple of years
- 52:11ago about Lady Long Rider, she.
- 52:15She passed away a year and a half ago, but she rode 30,000
- 52:19miles across the United States.
- 52:22There's, there's all of these people out there that do this, that
- 52:26Rupert Isaacson: go out.
- 52:27They're not doing it for any, any specific, cause they're
- 52:29doing it as a personal odyssey.
- 52:31No, no.
- 52:33Lisa Diersen: Yep.
- 52:34Yep.
- 52:34Niece got divorced and when she got divorced, she got on her
- 52:38horses and just started riding.
- 52:40She was gonna ride to go visit her sister, and she just kept riding and she kept
- 52:44riding until she, she, her last long ride was two months before she died of cancer.
- 52:52She just kept riding.
- 52:54There's just people who, it's like a runner.
- 52:57It's like anybody else that wants to get out there in their sport and
- 53:01achieve it for their personal best.
- 53:04Rupert Isaacson: Well, what what your, what immediately springs to mind when
- 53:07you talk about these rides is, you said, and she just kept riding.
- 53:12Remember Forrest Gump?
- 53:13And he starts running and then he just keeps running.
- 53:15And of course he builds his following, but of course what he's
- 53:19really doing it for is healing.
- 53:21Do you think that Yes.
- 53:24Clearly this lady who, who, who, who died of cancer with her 30,000
- 53:29miles was after her divorce.
- 53:32That seems to be a healing journey she's trying to heal.
- 53:34Is, is, is Felipe with his, Canada to tear going back up.
- 53:39Is, is he looking for healing as well?
- 53:42Lisa Diersen: He talks completely and openly about his search for healing and
- 53:48how the horses for his mental health.
- 53:52One of the organizations that we're working with now is Horses for Mental
- 53:57Health, horses for Mental Health, two year, two year old organization.
- 54:02Lynn Thomas, who's the founder of I, is now the director
- 54:09for Horses for Mental Health.
- 54:11Okay.
- 54:12And Felipe was just on her.
- 54:14they had in May, they had their big mental health awareness month with the
- 54:19horse campaign and Felipe was one of the guests on there and talks about,
- 54:25you know, the depression and, and how horses and what horses have done for him.
- 54:31Rupert Isaacson: So really he was doing, he was riding.
- 54:33Yes.
- 54:33He was riding his away, away from and through depression.
- 54:36Feeling.
- 54:37Okay.
- 54:38So this is interesting.
- 54:39I mean, we talked, you talked earlier about the idea of horses as metaphor,
- 54:43and I was asking you, what do you feel horses are a metaphor for?
- 54:47And I do think that, I think everybody, would you not agree,
- 54:51who, whether, whether they're, whether they're horse people or not.
- 54:55When people think of horses, they think freedom, don't they?
- 54:58You think?
- 54:59Mm-hmm.
- 54:59Freedom.
- 54:59You think that's a free animal?
- 55:01If I sit on the back of this horse, it will take me to freedom.
- 55:04You think about the image of the cowboy, you think about riding the ranch, it's,
- 55:08it, it's about freedom, in a world that seems to be less and less free.
- 55:13do, do you feel that with the Equus Film Festival, you can give people
- 55:21a sense that they can find freedom through, through the, whether it's by
- 55:27actually sort of doing these things that these people are doing, these
- 55:29sort of pilgrimages people are doing?
- 55:30Or, or just through the stories themselves?
- 55:34Lisa Diersen: I think, I think that's a yes to both.
- 55:40One of, one of the films we had a couple of years ago was, about called the
- 55:45Gobi Gallup and my friend Julie Vlu, who runs the, the Vlu Foundation, she
- 55:54started this ride in Mongolia in her sixties to, and she didn't even start
- 56:05writing till her mid to late fifties.
- 56:07She started this ride now to help build, build schools and, libraries
- 56:16for the children in the village, in the Mongolian Village where she
- 56:20first went to do a, a horseback ride because she saw these children.
- 56:25Scrounging for food and clothing and everything else on a garbage dump.
- 56:31And she thought, my God, I got, I, I have to be able, able
- 56:36to do something about this.
- 56:38And so since then we've showed her documentary and we've had people who,
- 56:44after they've seen their document, her documentary have gone and ridden with her.
- 56:49every year she do, they do an annual ride now, and she ac they actually have five or
- 56:53six different rides they do in Mongolia.
- 56:55And it's, it's completely changed her life.
- 56:59Getting into to what she's doing now.
- 57:02It's like a, a, another whole phase of her life happening.
- 57:07I, I've seen this happen time and time again with so many people, with the
- 57:12horses, when the horse is just, when it's their time to be part of your life, you
- 57:18can't, there's nothing you can do to, to, to stop 'em from coming on and driving
- 57:27and, and taking you where you're going.
- 57:29The, the people
- 57:30Rupert Isaacson: who come to your festival, I should imagine they're
- 57:32primarily horse people, but are you getting the general public?
- 57:36Are there people who are showing up to the festival with no horse background?
- 57:40People?
- 57:42Lisa Diersen: A little bit, but they usually come as guest with
- 57:46someone with that has horses.
- 57:51A, a good partnership would, would be with something like say, being a little
- 57:57off, kind of like what I wanna call off Broadway, but when, when Sundance
- 58:02does their big festival, they'll have like rooms that Doy cat films or very
- 58:08specific genre of films that would probably get a, a broader audience.
- 58:15But I think, and the sad thing is, is that no matter how good a horse
- 58:21documentary is, it's still a horse documentary and the industry as far as,
- 58:30the other film festivals and that they tend to not show horse horse theme films.
- 58:35I have no idea why it, it, it doesn't make sense why they wouldn't show and amazes
- 58:42me because some of these are some of the best movies I've ever seen just from the
- 58:49Rupert Isaacson: pure emotion.
- 58:49Sure.
- 58:50And cinematic.
- 58:51But, in terms of, of the audiences that that show up to your festival,
- 58:55do you get non horsey people?
- 58:59Lisa Diersen: Only from 90% if they come with other people, like with a
- 59:04horse, horse lover, so it's like a, then they get kind of drop, they have to be
- 59:07initiated and then they don't properly.
- 59:10Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 59:10So, so, so for example, with the, the, the horses for mental health or.
- 59:18With the Mustang issue in, America, I, I happen to know that it's costing
- 59:23the taxpayer, I think it's 150 million a year to keep these horses in these
- 59:27holding pens, which are not, not very nice if they don't end up going down
- 59:32shit down to Mexico to solve the meat.
- 59:34and these are issues which of course don't get into the mainstream unless
- 59:39people find out about them somehow.
- 59:41Obviously, therapeutic riding, you know, and, and working
- 59:44with horses in mental health.
- 59:45This now is edging its way into the mainstream.
- 59:47obviously I work, people are starting to be referred to us,
- 59:51but it's a slow, slow process.
- 59:54What do you feel, you could do, I mean, you are, you're obviously already doing
- 59:58it, but what do you feel you could, the, the, the film fe the, the festival
- 1:00:01could do more, to bring the idea that horses are integral to human mental
- 1:00:08health, , into the wider mainstream so that they, they don't have to
- 1:00:12stumble upon your, your, your festival.
- 1:00:14Right.
- 1:00:15, with a, with a horsey person.
- 1:00:17How, how can we move it further into the mainstream, do you think?
- 1:00:20This message?
- 1:00:21Lisa Diersen: well, we're, we're in the horse world to reach
- 1:00:26further, to get to more people.
- 1:00:28We've started a, what we call the Mustang Summit because part of what,
- 1:00:35and, and it's kind of a different layered answer, but the Mustang Summit.
- 1:00:40Has been developed to be an educational platform where we talk only about off
- 1:00:46range issues after the horses have been rounded up in those 60, 70,000 horses.
- 1:00:52What can we do with them?
- 1:00:54There's two really distinct camps in the wild horse world and there's,
- 1:01:00there's kind of the WildHorse extremists that think they should just stay out
- 1:01:05on the planes and nothing should be done with them and let them be wild.
- 1:01:11And then there's the people that have, have Mustangs and love them and realize
- 1:01:20that the Bureau of Land Management, which the other camp thinks is the evil overlord
- 1:01:28ha, has been tasked in 1971 when the WildHorse and Bureau Act passed, they were
- 1:01:34tasked with managing these wild horses.
- 1:01:38They're just like, I don't want to be in a country where we have an open season
- 1:01:45on hunting where we give a hunter a license to go out and pull 20,000 horses.
- 1:01:53That happened, that was called How Kennel Ration got started.
- 1:01:58So in order to stay out of that, we have to have roundups and a
- 1:02:04certain amount of those horses have to be rounded up every year.
- 1:02:08Well, when you bring that certain amount of horses in the we, in,
- 1:02:14in the US we have the hin ponies.
- 1:02:17I think everybody knows what the hin ponies are, where they round
- 1:02:22Rupert Isaacson: them up.
- 1:02:22Let, just for those listeners outside of, of the USA Chin is an
- 1:02:27island, off of the coast of Virginia.
- 1:02:30and there's actually a few of these islands are called barrier
- 1:02:32islands, where horses washed up from shipwrecks, hundreds of years ago and
- 1:02:37have established feral populations, some of which are quite famous.
- 1:02:40Sti Okay, I'll shut up now.
- 1:02:42Back, back, back to that.
- 1:02:44Lisa Diersen: Well, well, the Chin Kati model works because the, the
- 1:02:49fire department for the last 70 years and in Chin Kati has kind
- 1:02:53of overseen the pony population.
- 1:02:56They round them up every year.
- 1:02:58They swim them across a channel.
- 1:03:02They take, give them their shots.
- 1:03:06They keep a record of who's who.
- 1:03:09They take the, the younger horses, the babies, and the yearlings,
- 1:03:13and they auction them off.
- 1:03:15And the older breeding stock gets taken back to the island
- 1:03:19to to, to start a new crop.
- 1:03:23And the, that model works, we have, we have all different kinds of what's called
- 1:03:29hmas out west horse management areas.
- 1:03:32Where people love, say sand washed basin.
- 1:03:35There's beautiful, very colorful mustangs that come out of that area.
- 1:03:40People love them.
- 1:03:42If we started to do, like with the Shin Kati model, where you are cultivating
- 1:03:48a group of people who want those very specific Mustang horses, then you've got
- 1:03:55your, you've got your buyers, and every year you have people who are waiting in
- 1:03:59line for that roundup to happen to bring those horses in and so they can auction
- 1:04:06or pick their horse out of an auction.
- 1:04:07And so that's years away creating that.
- 1:04:10So in the meantime, we still have 70,000 horses, 65, or whatever the number is.
- 1:04:16It changes that we have to find homes for.
- 1:04:22So with the Mustang Summit, our goal is to educate people about the prison programs,
- 1:04:27the veteran programs, the youth program.
- 1:04:29There's a youth program in Utah that turns out 50 to 60 horses a year through
- 1:04:36their tip training program with their kids who have gone through the adoption,
- 1:04:41the, welfare system with the kids and the kids who are going through all of
- 1:04:46the, the Foster, it's Youth at risk.
- 1:04:48It's a, it's a youth at risk program.
- 1:04:50Mm-hmm.
- 1:04:51They, those kids are the ones doing the gling of the Mustang.
- 1:04:56And it's called three-Point Center.
- 1:04:58They do an amazing job.
- 1:05:01So the, the Mustangs work with Youth at Risk.
- 1:05:03They work with SueAnn Wells, who has her program in Chattanooga, Tennessee,
- 1:05:09with her Inner City Girls program who are doing dressage with Mustangs.
- 1:05:14And then they, they work with all of the other programs that are out there.
- 1:05:19So that's what we try to do with the, , the Mustang Summit is
- 1:05:22to at least educate that part.
- 1:05:25But in my heart of hearts, I, I genuinely believe and feel that 130 years ago
- 1:05:35or so, maybe even 140 pe everybody at some point was around a horse.
- 1:05:42Whether it was a horse pulling, the milk wagon or delivery
- 1:05:47wagons or horse were by humans.
- 1:05:52Still in other parts of the world, horses are by humans all the time.
- 1:05:56And, you know, you wanna get deeper into the conversation.
- 1:05:59You don't see youth committing suicide in those countries at the rate that they're
- 1:06:03committing suicide in this country.
- 1:06:05W we had daily interaction with, this, with sentient
- 1:06:10beings, horse or cow or whatever.
- 1:06:12Now we are removed from that because nobody's around horses on a daily basis,
- 1:06:20except for those of us that have horses.
- 1:06:23And know what they do.
- 1:06:24And I think that horses are here for their next part of, of their, of their
- 1:06:33journey with the humans to heal us.
- 1:06:37That more importantly, not to be a riding instrument, which is it's, I would not
- 1:06:43give up my give up riding horses, period.
- 1:06:46I love getting on my horse and riding.
- 1:06:49But to, to whether they're people are riding, whether they're doing
- 1:06:55therapy with them or whatever, that horses are here to heal us.
- 1:06:59Horses are here to bring people back to what they're missing in life.
- 1:07:05And that's, that, that connection, that call it HeartMath, that, that finding
- 1:07:11your center again, finding your peace.
- 1:07:14And you, you can do that when you're with your horse or a horse, any horse.
- 1:07:23Rupert Isaacson: Well, I, I like what you said just now also about
- 1:07:26that it, it wasn't just horses.
- 1:07:29It was being around sentient beings.
- 1:07:32Obviously we, we have pets.
- 1:07:34Mm-hmm.
- 1:07:34But I think that, our relationship with our pets can be different
- 1:07:37because, What does a horse do?
- 1:07:39It carries you or it, you rely on it.
- 1:07:42You know, what did a cow do?
- 1:07:43You, you relied on it.
- 1:07:45If you have a hunting dog, I suppose, or a guide dog, a seeing eye dog or a
- 1:07:49sheep dog or something, you rely on it.
- 1:07:51But of course, the vast majority of people with pets, I have pets too.
- 1:07:54, we don't, we, we just have them as a, as a feel good factor
- 1:07:59for our mental health, really.
- 1:08:02That's why we have pets.
- 1:08:03Yeah.
- 1:08:03But it is true what you say, I think.
- 1:08:06And something I hadn't considered though is that yes, the, the, the malaise
- 1:08:11that you see through the youth of the western world, and I think probably
- 1:08:19the industrialized world everywhere.
- 1:08:22Yes.
- 1:08:22Yes.
- 1:08:23It seems that mental health is deteriorating that, that, depression's on
- 1:08:27the rise and rapidly despite the fact that life has materially never been better.
- 1:08:32and it's interesting that you say in the countries where people are,
- 1:08:37around sensient beings all the time, in a way that they're around them.
- 1:08:40You, you have better mental health.
- 1:08:41It's, it would seem that suicide, for example and that sort of thing,
- 1:08:45not so much of a factor that I think you've just answered my question for
- 1:08:51what's in it for the mainstream person.
- 1:08:52Because let's say you're listening to this podcast say, well, why should
- 1:08:55I listen to a podcast about a, a a a festival around art and film with horses?
- 1:09:01I mean, I, I live in.
- 1:09:03An apartment in London or Queens or Buenos Aires or Cape Town,
- 1:09:07it, it makes no difference to me or I don't care from horses.
- 1:09:10But I think your, the point that you're making about being around sentient
- 1:09:13beings back to where we went to with HeartMath earlier is, is, is important.
- 1:09:19And it seems that you are somewhat of a profit of this.
- 1:09:23where would you like this to go?
- 1:09:27You, you've, you've, you've established now a very successful festival.
- 1:09:31you, you could say yourself actualized with it.
- 1:09:33You're, you're kind of making a living from it.
- 1:09:35You've, you've taken this idea that everyone said was just this silly little
- 1:09:38niche idea for people that like ponies.
- 1:09:41And you've put the light to that.
- 1:09:44Obviously, you, you, you, you, you are educating people about the Mustang issue.
- 1:09:48Obviously you're educating people about horses and mental health and
- 1:09:51so on, but where would you like to go back to yourself as a little girl?
- 1:09:56Where would you like to really go with this festival?
- 1:09:59What would you like to see it do?
- 1:10:03Lisa Diersen: I'd like to see more people, non horse people
- 1:10:09coming and seeing this magic.
- 1:10:11Cause it's magic.
- 1:10:12I mean, it's, it's so powerful and, and I don't care whether I'm showing
- 1:10:21films and I still do this, three times a year at a library by us.
- 1:10:26I'll take a, a group of our documentaries and we do a little
- 1:10:30movie night at a library, and you see people walking out in tears just
- 1:10:36because they, they, they're so moved.
- 1:10:40They're just, they, they're just so moved because they simply had people
- 1:10:46go, just keep saying, I had no idea.
- 1:10:49I had no idea.
- 1:10:50That's, that seems to be the chant of people who've seen the seen horse
- 1:10:56movies that are about mental health or veterans or kids, therapeutic uses.
- 1:11:04They walk out and they just go, I just, I just had no idea.
- 1:11:09And I'd like that to be, , more, more people to be experiencing that because
- 1:11:15these people, these filmmakers work so hard to pull these stories together and
- 1:11:21to share them with, with people and to, to let someone experience, to have the
- 1:11:27experience that I had the first time I saw your film, to want to make, to want
- 1:11:35to make it everybody, to, to see that.
- 1:11:39I think everybody who, who takes the time to make a documentary about horses or.
- 1:11:46You know, what, what is going on?
- 1:11:48Whether it's a good one or a bad one, they've still put their heart and
- 1:11:51soul into, into that storytelling.
- 1:11:55Rupert Isaacson: You know, it, it's really interesting.
- 1:11:57As you were doing this, I I, I was inspired to just jump on Google because,
- 1:12:01it, it, reminded me of something I read a few months ago, which was that for
- 1:12:09people who are stuck in cities, and I think this came out of lockdown, , that
- 1:12:13watching nature documentaries, for example, wildlife documentaries and
- 1:12:16nature documentaries, turned out to be incredibly good for people's health.
- 1:12:20Not just their mental health, but actually their physical health too.
- 1:12:23Mm-hmm.
- 1:12:24And of course, what is a horse, but nature and where do mm-hmm.
- 1:12:28Horse documentaries take place.
- 1:12:29And I was just thinking, well, what's in it for me if I, I don't
- 1:12:32care from horses, but, and I've, I, I've just got something here.
- 1:12:36It says, in a new study published by Oxford University Press, , experts
- 1:12:40describe how television shows can ultimately not benefit, not
- 1:12:43just the planet, , by making people, more interested in, in
- 1:12:47nature and the causes of nature.
- 1:12:48But it backed up something which had come out from the University of, of
- 1:12:52California Berkeley, where, watching nature documentaries of any kind was
- 1:12:59shown to be one of the best ways to boost your mental health and decrease stress.
- 1:13:05And of course, we know that stress is a physical thing.
- 1:13:08It, it's not just a.
- 1:13:09Something that happens because the amygdala in the brain signals
- 1:13:13your body to produce cortisol.
- 1:13:14The stress hormone, that stress hormone we know is a neurotoxin.
- 1:13:17So people who are stressed all the time, which is most people in our culture,
- 1:13:23are suffering, you know, health, physical health, degradation from it.
- 1:13:28Would you posit that, by producing this documentary and sort of putting th th
- 1:13:32this festival and putting all of these documentaries out there for people to
- 1:13:35watch, and giving them a, a platform where they get to television and that sort
- 1:13:41of thing, you are actually benefiting people's physical as, as well as mental
- 1:13:45health way outside of the horse world.
- 1:13:49Well, I would love to think
- 1:13:50Lisa Diersen: that that would happen.
- 1:13:53Rupert Isaacson: It seems, well, it seems the academics think it, it,
- 1:13:55it's, it's, it's, it's very interesting to, to, to hop onto, to Google.
- 1:13:59It seems to be a hot topic right now.
- 1:14:00I just did one, one little search here.
- 1:14:04and it seems that it does come down to reducing stress, which
- 1:14:08makes perfect sense if you think about it, I guess because mm-hmm.
- 1:14:11If, if planet Earth is where our organism, because humans are organisms, is pro
- 1:14:18pre-programmed to, to be in, and of course we, we divorce ourselves from that.
- 1:14:24then to beam something into a living room, to beam something into a
- 1:14:28cell phone, Surely must connect one, reconnect one, even if it's
- 1:14:35in a metaphorical or virtual way.
- 1:14:38Mm-hmm.
- 1:14:38Something in our organism must respond to that.
- 1:14:41Would you not think?
- 1:14:43Lisa Diersen: Oh, I think for sure, because we're, we are, we're mammals.
- 1:14:47I mean, we are the same type of being that, that the horse says.
- 1:14:55We just have the ability to think of it more.
- 1:14:58But, and some there that could be questionable at
- 1:15:00some time with some people.
- 1:15:02But, I noticed you me, when you, that's where comes from.
- 1:15:07But, there was a, one of our, we also do commercials, have commercials in
- 1:15:12the festival and equine productions, who happens to be based in, the UK
- 1:15:18did a really nice piece, a little commercial on, for the mental health.
- 1:15:24there's a mental health group that takes care of the jockeys and
- 1:15:28people who work at the racetracks.
- 1:15:31And, when you were talking, you were talking a little bit about people in their
- 1:15:35apartment or this and that, but I'll bet you there's a bunch of people who are
- 1:15:38gamblers and or race horses and Oh, yes.
- 1:15:42Yeah.
- 1:15:42That kind of thing.
- 1:15:43I mean, the dark side of horse industry affects them that way too.
- 1:15:47Yes.
- 1:15:47The dark side of the racing world, but still a horse world, but.
- 1:15:52They did a beautiful little piece, and it was more, it just kind of scanned.
- 1:15:56I wanna think, I think it was at Ascot, Royal Ascot, and they would zoom in
- 1:16:01on a, on someone in the crowd and they would say, has body issues, you
- 1:16:06know, just, maybe it's the, maybe it's a jockey or one of the ladies
- 1:16:10serving, and then the other one would say, dealing with, dealing with grief.
- 1:16:14And it would just keep zooming in on, on different people.
- 1:16:19And it made you stop and think everybody's got a story.
- 1:16:23Everyone has something going on.
- 1:16:26You know, everyone needs what the horse has to give them at
- 1:16:33some level because everybody has something going on in their life.
- 1:16:38It goes to that little, I, I have a little sign in the kitchen that
- 1:16:41says, be nice because you don't know what the other person's going through.
- 1:16:48You know?
- 1:16:49Always be nice because you don't know what the other person's going through.
- 1:16:52You don't know what kind of day they're having.
- 1:16:54You don't know what their home life is.
- 1:16:55You don't know whether they're going through a, a, a parent dying or something.
- 1:16:59I mean, you just never know.
- 1:17:00So never take it personally.
- 1:17:05Rupert Isaacson: What would it's, to me, this goes beyond horses.
- 1:17:09and it goes back to the human car of story, right?
- 1:17:12So there you are as a little girl and.
- 1:17:15You are growing up in a household where you are, you are seeing
- 1:17:19your mother die slowly from grief, basically in front of your eyes.
- 1:17:23It manifests as cancer, but mm-hmm.
- 1:17:25Effectively that, and you see your older sister, functional, but walking
- 1:17:31dead to some degree because of this terrible guilt, of what happened to your
- 1:17:34brother, even though I'm sure it wasn't her fault, it was just a freak thing.
- 1:17:38Mm-hmm.
- 1:17:39and then you fortunately have this creative dynamic father who includes you
- 1:17:46in everything and, shows you, encourages you to, to be creative in every way,
- 1:17:50and shows you the creative power of what people often don't think of as creative.
- 1:17:55Things like the engineering side, the building side, that, that
- 1:17:58actually pointing out to machine tooling, that sort of thing.
- 1:18:01That, that is actually as creative as riding a novel or,
- 1:18:04or producing a piece of art.
- 1:18:06Then you get into, obviously horses and horse breeding, and suddenly you want to
- 1:18:10run a horse festival to promote stuff that you wouldn't normally see in your regular
- 1:18:16horse show, and that leads you into this, , very successful, Equus festival.
- 1:18:22but really it seems to me what you've done through the whole thing is you've, you've,
- 1:18:26you've identified the healing power of story and you've created a nexus whereby
- 1:18:32people can be healed through story.
- 1:18:35It happens to be about, primarily about horses, but it.
- 1:18:39Obviously could be pretty much any story if story is at the root of healing
- 1:18:46for humans and festivals are where we find out about and celebrate and give
- 1:18:57our attention to this type of healing.
- 1:19:00I, I think everyone who goes to a festival of one kind always comes
- 1:19:05away feeling uplifted, inspired.
- 1:19:08I know there's a lot of people out there probably listening
- 1:19:09who would like to do a festival.
- 1:19:12It's certainly always been in the back of mind.
- 1:19:14Oh God, I like to do a festival someday.
- 1:19:16But, I think a lot of people have this idea what, give us your nuts and bolts
- 1:19:21as a, as a the engineering side of you.
- 1:19:25How do you put a festival together and how do you make it work?
- 1:19:29Cuz most festivals don't work.
- 1:19:30How do you make a festival work?
- 1:19:33How do you do it?
- 1:19:34Lisa Diersen: Team, a great team having, having a great support team,
- 1:19:41people really good people helping.
- 1:19:44I've learned with, especially with the EQU component of this festival, with the film
- 1:19:51component that we partner now with next or the middle of July, I'll be at Briar
- 1:19:58Fest at the Kentucky Horse Park, which.
- 1:20:01For those out there that don't know what Briar Fest is.
- 1:20:05everyone I think globally knows what Briar horses are.
- 1:20:09They're the little model horses that come in a come in a yellow
- 1:20:14box, and every little girl usually has at least one of them.
- 1:20:18But Briar Fest gets about 40,000 people every year in at the horse park.
- 1:20:25We show, I go down there and we'll do a day of film screening.
- 1:20:29The films I've learned to partner with other festivals.
- 1:20:34We come in as a, as a component.
- 1:20:37two, two festivals now with the Mustang Summit where we have the
- 1:20:42film festival and the Mustang Summit kind of running simultaneously.
- 1:20:48one because there's some overlap between the documentaries and the, the
- 1:20:51storytellers of those documentaries, which happened to be horse people who then in
- 1:20:58the morning they can go watch a seminar with that horse person and then go in the
- 1:21:02evening and watch a documentary and sit through a q and a with the filmmaker who
- 1:21:07made a the film about that horse person.
- 1:21:10so I've learned that, oh, throughout the years, COVID was killer for two
- 1:21:15years, but we learned how to go virtual.
- 1:21:18We learned how to do a lot of stuff online.
- 1:21:21We have a film channel, EQU Films channel where people can go and
- 1:21:26watch, I think it's $7 a month, they can watch some of our horse
- 1:21:31documentaries and films on demand.
- 1:21:34The EQU film channel,
- 1:21:35Rupert Isaacson: it's taught us.
- 1:21:36How do, is that run by you or is that, is that, run by a larger,
- 1:21:40Lisa Diersen: we have, i, I, it's, it's under, film festival.
- 1:21:44Flix is who we are.
- 1:21:46Their, we are their horse channel.
- 1:21:49So it's a company out of, LA that I work with and, we are their,
- 1:21:54we are their horse content.
- 1:21:56So it's a whole dedicated channel, called the EQU Film Channel.
- 1:22:01there's an app that, that we have that's film Festival flicks.
- 1:22:05And then you we're on that app.
- 1:22:08you know what we, you learn, when before Covid, we were doing quite a
- 1:22:13few tour stops around the country.
- 1:22:15Every month we would be in a different location.
- 1:22:17Canada, you, I remember sitting down with you one time, we were
- 1:22:22at, the Abilities Expo in for the, the therapeutic expo where people
- 1:22:31could come and get their stuff.
- 1:22:32And you and I were talking, you were talking about at one day this,
- 1:22:36this film festival, you could, would be able to carry it in a suitcase.
- 1:22:40Well, we've gone from being in a suitcase to now it goes on a hard
- 1:22:44drive, so we can go anywhere with the film festival and screen these films.
- 1:22:49So if, if a little goal I have, I'd love to be doing something
- 1:22:54with, next week is the five schools.
- 1:22:59The five writing schools are doing a big presentation in Spain.
- 1:23:04And I did not know until a friend of mine is going to see this, that Abu
- 1:23:08Dhabi now has a classical writing school.
- 1:23:13Did you
- 1:23:13Rupert Isaacson: know that?
- 1:23:14I did not know that.
- 1:23:16We're talking about classical dressage in the, in the vein of, the Spanish
- 1:23:20Writing School of Vienna, that
- 1:23:22Lisa Diersen: France.
- 1:23:22Yes.
- 1:23:22So the, the Spanish Writing School is, is there, the Portuguese School is
- 1:23:27there, the Andalusian school is there.
- 1:23:30the school from France.
- 1:23:32France is there.
- 1:23:33And then the Saudi Arabian, I mean, the school for Abu Dhabi is there.
- 1:23:37So the five schools are coming together to do a big presentation in Spain.
- 1:23:42So I would love to take the festival to Abu Dhabi.
- 1:23:45I think that would be really cool to take the film festival there, to do a weekend
- 1:23:51screening or whatever, maybe Germany.
- 1:23:55And we, we did a little short one in France and we're talking
- 1:23:58to some people in the uk.
- 1:23:59So now that we're all past the Covid fear, I think, I think
- 1:24:04we'll be moving a little bit.
- 1:24:07Things have loosened up since January of this year.
- 1:24:11So since this January we've been in, i almost every month I've been
- 1:24:15somewhere else with the film festival.
- 1:24:17So it's finally shaking
- 1:24:21Rupert Isaacson: after.
- 1:24:22At what point would you say, let's talk about money?
- 1:24:25I think when people get an idea for a festival of any kind, there's an
- 1:24:31initial rush of enthusiasm and then they say, oh, but shit, we need sponsors.
- 1:24:36how do we do that?
- 1:24:37And everyone sort of scratches their head, no, we need to,
- 1:24:38looks, looks the other way.
- 1:24:40How do you get the money to run a festival?
- 1:24:43Talk to us.
- 1:24:44Let's say everyone's listening now wants to run a festival.
- 1:24:47What are the, what's the A, B, C, and D of how'd you get the money to
- 1:24:51Lisa Diersen: run a festival?
- 1:24:52We still need sponsors, but we, we take the money that we get from sponsors and
- 1:24:58you make the ends meet at that event and you do the best you can and you pray for
- 1:25:04a little bit of a turnout with people and you then plan for the next one.
- 1:25:09And
- 1:25:09Rupert Isaacson: what do you do to get it off the ground though?
- 1:25:11Do you have to just put in your own money?
- 1:25:13At first?
- 1:25:14You put in
- 1:25:14Lisa Diersen: your own money.
- 1:25:15You either put in your own money or you have people who are willing to
- 1:25:18put money in and that's your sponsors.
- 1:25:20And, I, equi has been very lucky because we have a couple
- 1:25:25of, people who really believe in what the mission is that have that.
- 1:25:31Regularly make a, a nice donation to keep the mission going.
- 1:25:36but you know, it's, it's, don't do it.
- 1:25:40If you think you're gonna make a fortune, but do it.
- 1:25:44I do it because I'm passionate.
- 1:25:46I, I believe that this is, that every time I say, dammit, I'm not doing this again.
- 1:25:55Somebody sends me a really great film and I'm like, dammit, I
- 1:25:58want everybody to see that film.
- 1:26:01And so, as long as the creators keep creating good horse stories, I think
- 1:26:09there needs to be someone out there reviewing and patting them on the back
- 1:26:16and, and maybe giving them an award for taking the time to, to make that content.
- 1:26:23And before we were in existence, before EQU was here, and to any big sponsors out
- 1:26:31there that might be listening, this is why I think it's a responsibility of a Purina
- 1:26:35or a, your bigger people who, who exist on horses, their, their business exists
- 1:26:43because of the horse they should be the ones really carrying the, carrying it on
- 1:26:50this because without those people telling, getting those stories to us, And us being
- 1:26:58there to say, wow, you did a great job.
- 1:27:00Or, here, let's have an audience that will actually see it.
- 1:27:04Then that little film will get made, and it might go on YouTube.
- 1:27:09Somebody might see it on YouTube, but only per chance.
- 1:27:14And then it just is out there in the internet world.
- 1:27:18So at least with us, someone sends us a film and it gets shown to the
- 1:27:25different audiences, and we help help get these stories out because
- 1:27:30otherwise how are they gonna get out?
- 1:27:32Rupert Isaacson: So Purina and the big, , feed companies and that's,
- 1:27:35they're not yet sponsoring you?
- 1:27:37Lisa Diersen: Not yet.
- 1:27:37Not yet.
- 1:27:38Okay.
- 1:27:38Okay.
- 1:27:38No, and that's after, that's after 11
- 1:27:40Rupert Isaacson: years, so, okay.
- 1:27:41Are you actively going after them saying, Hey,
- 1:27:44Lisa Diersen: we, yeah, we are knocking a little.
- 1:27:47we, we, it's, it's after the 10th year, things are changing a little.
- 1:27:51Like people, people go, oh, it's, you're not going away.
- 1:27:54Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 1:27:54So longevity is an important thing.
- 1:27:56You've got, you've gotta stick around.
- 1:27:57Oh, yes.
- 1:27:58Ok.
- 1:27:58Yes.
- 1:27:58Yes.
- 1:27:58talk to me about the, the, the structures.
- 1:28:00You said donations, are you what you'd call in America, a five
- 1:28:04oh one C three, or a nonprofit?
- 1:28:05What people in England will call charity?
- 1:28:08You're, you are a, a for-profit or a non-for-profit
- 1:28:10Lisa Diersen: organization or llc.
- 1:28:12what I've found, and again, this is in, in this country, I know a
- 1:28:18lot of people who've had some really great, nonprofits going and eg.
- 1:28:25Gala is the classic example.
- 1:28:28You, Lynn Thomas and Greg Kirsten started that organization and their
- 1:28:33boards voted them out, got rid of them.
- 1:28:37Mm-hmm.
- 1:28:38Which, you know, once they wanted to, I mean they just, once it was
- 1:28:44successful, the boards got rid of them.
- 1:28:46So,
- 1:28:47Rupert Isaacson: palace cos in a little bit the, the,
- 1:28:49Lisa Diersen: yeah.
- 1:28:49Yes.
- 1:28:50So the, I just think that this mission, we've really been able to stay true to
- 1:28:55the mission of what EQU is, and that's being the home to the storytellers of
- 1:29:01the horse world, whether it's through film or art or literature that we've
- 1:29:05been able to stay true to that because I don't have a board saying, well, we
- 1:29:10don't like this film, so I don't, I don't, you know, we're not, we're we
- 1:29:15don't have that the, the heavy hand of you're a nonprofit, you can't do this.
- 1:29:21So, but presumably though, no, we're
- 1:29:22Rupert Isaacson: for-profits.
- 1:29:23So in, in the American climate though, people obviously can give
- 1:29:27money to a not-for-profit, and get a tax deductible donation from that.
- 1:29:31and that allows people with nonprofits, to.
- 1:29:36To fundraise, quite effectively.
- 1:29:37You, you are saying you right to some degree denies yourself that mechanism.
- 1:29:41Do you, do you think that it would be easier if you were a nonprofit
- 1:29:45to get sponsors and funding?
- 1:29:47Lisa Diersen: it, it's a, it's a half and half because right now sponsor
- 1:29:51dollars are so tight everywhere.
- 1:29:53Even people who are nonprofits sponsor dollars are, are tough to come across.
- 1:30:00it just, we haven't, we haven't done gone after that yet, that part of it
- 1:30:06yet, because it is with c when Covid hit, I wasn't sure whether we were
- 1:30:11going to be able to keep it going.
- 1:30:15And then when we were able to, to keep plugging along through having,
- 1:30:20we, I mean we had two virtual festivals with Covid, had to do it
- 1:30:25completely online, wor it worked.
- 1:30:29It, it was, I don't know how we did it, but we did it.
- 1:30:33And, I mean, people had fun and people won awards and it,
- 1:30:38you know, we pulled through it.
- 1:30:40But, , you know, this has been a year to regroup this, this year.
- 1:30:45This is the first year since Covid that we've really, you know, gotten really
- 1:30:51back into things a hundred percent.
- 1:30:53Rupert Isaacson: So, But basically you're saying then that the, the EQU
- 1:30:56Film Festival runs as a business, like any other business, and it has
- 1:31:00to sink or swim, depending on Yes.
- 1:31:04so people that, so, so the people who donate, who, who become
- 1:31:08sponsors, what they're doing is they're investing in a business.
- 1:31:11Are they investing, investing in, are they investing in it looking for a return or
- 1:31:15are they investing in it, in it as angels?
- 1:31:18Lisa Diersen: They're investing as investor angels.
- 1:31:20Yeah.
- 1:31:21So what would you looking to keep the, keep it going.
- 1:31:24Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 1:31:24So if, if you are somebody out there, and I'm sure there will be people out there,
- 1:31:29and one of my goals with this podcast, is to help people who want to make a
- 1:31:37living doing the quote unquote impossible.
- 1:31:40as you have, as I have and so on.
- 1:31:43I want them to know what the mechanisms are because when, when I was younger, I
- 1:31:47couldn't really find people to mentor me and, and answer those questions for me.
- 1:31:52And I had to sort of piece it together Over years, let's say
- 1:31:56someone decides to go your route.
- 1:31:58They say, okay, I want to do a festival.
- 1:31:59I've been listening to this Lisa Dison lady.
- 1:32:01, she says, okay, that the, the danger of going the nonprofit
- 1:32:05route is that you could end up getting voted off your own board.
- 1:32:08Okay, copy that.
- 1:32:09so now I've got to find angel investors because my, it's not
- 1:32:12a purely commercial enterprise.
- 1:32:15I can't offer people a, you know, a.
- 1:32:18Shareholder thing or something.
- 1:32:19Not, at least not for the first hundred years.
- 1:32:21how do you go about finding angel investors?
- 1:32:25What's the ABC of that?
- 1:32:28Well,
- 1:32:29Lisa Diersen: one of our, one of our, our bigger and investors is someone
- 1:32:35who fully believes in what we're doing mission wise with connecting the veterans
- 1:32:43programs up with horses and, and horses up with the veterans programs and getting
- 1:32:49that message out across the country and that they feel that that work.
- 1:32:54Just, that just simply being able to get that message out there is as important as,
- 1:33:01you know, if it, if they were giving to a nonprofit that was, was running a program,
- 1:33:07just educating people that these programs are out there is really important.
- 1:33:11And that's, and we do that just simply by doing what we do, being who we are,
- 1:33:17tell being, telling these stories.
- 1:33:20another believes in get, making sure that the message on the
- 1:33:24Mustang Steep keeps getting told.
- 1:33:27And we do, we do that all the time because that's just part of
- 1:33:33Rupert Isaacson: a lot of our stories.
- 1:33:34So there people out there who, who are willing to invest, who share
- 1:33:37the same concerns and passions.
- 1:33:40Horses for mental health.
- 1:33:42As you, how do you find these people?
- 1:33:44Do?
- 1:33:44Would you say that someone who is, they've found us.
- 1:33:48Right?
- 1:33:49That's what I was gonna ask you.
- 1:33:50So if, if someone, again is listening to this and says, oh gosh, all
- 1:33:54right, I'd like to do this thing.
- 1:33:56I, I have this cause I would like to do a festival around this.
- 1:33:59Cause how do I find, do I go knock on doors or is it more, you just gotta start
- 1:34:03doing it and then people notice, just
- 1:34:06Lisa Diersen: do it.
- 1:34:06one of somebody asked me about this in an, in an interview and, because when we
- 1:34:13started this, I, I, all I wanted to do was to have people see your documentary.
- 1:34:20I didn't care how I was going to do it.
- 1:34:22I didn't care what it took.
- 1:34:24I wanted people to see.
- 1:34:26So I was lucky.
- 1:34:28I had a friend who owned a theater, but unless I ask him, your, your film
- 1:34:34isn't gonna magically appear there, I, I had to go talk to him and, and
- 1:34:38get him to let me use that theater.
- 1:34:41Thank God Ron was as gracious as he was because that's how the first festival
- 1:34:46got off the ground it and ran for a whole weekend in a, in a beautiful
- 1:34:50theater with an amazing technician running the films and me not knowing.
- 1:34:58Anything at all about how to run a film festival except for, okay, here's the
- 1:35:02movies, here's where they're gonna start.
- 1:35:04And the poor guy, I, I wasn't even putting breaks in between the, the films, but,
- 1:35:09you know, only by the grace of God have I learned how to run a film festival now.
- 1:35:13But, the first, the first year in New York, we did it in Harlem and
- 1:35:20did it in a theater where I had three screens and a hundred plus movies.
- 1:35:25And I thought, oh, this will be fun.
- 1:35:26And I, I literally ran myself ragged trying to help the projectionist
- 1:35:32make sure that everything was starting when it was supposed to.
- 1:35:35But, you just have to do it.
- 1:35:38You just don't sit back and go, oh, well I can't do it because of this.
- 1:35:41I can't do it because of that.
- 1:35:43If you believe in what you're doing and what, what your mission is, I hate to use
- 1:35:49that word, but it's, I fully believe, I mean, I was so passionate about, these
- 1:35:57are great stories, people need to see 'em, I'm gonna do it just so I just did it.
- 1:36:04Rupert Isaacson: And you had, but the reason you, you wanted people to see them
- 1:36:08was you had already a passion for how the horse can heal, which I presume, yeah.
- 1:36:14I him
- 1:36:14Lisa Diersen: for horses, period addiction.
- 1:36:16Right.
- 1:36:16Rupert Isaacson: But you, you yourself, have been healed by stories of horses
- 1:36:21as a girl, as well as by actual horses.
- 1:36:24Yes, but had you not had access to an actual horse and you'd been in that
- 1:36:29household watching your mother die of sadness, those stories about horses still
- 1:36:33would've carried you a long way through.
- 1:36:36No.
- 1:36:36so yes, from that early, early experience to now you fostered a, a knowledge that
- 1:36:45story can heal and story about these healing animals can heal it even more.
- 1:36:50what are the biggest mistakes you've made, putting all this together would you say?
- 1:36:57Lisa Diersen: Oh my gosh, biggest mistakes and what?
- 1:36:59It's just not having enough money ever to do it the way I wanted to do it.
- 1:37:04And, and I'm not even sure that's a mistake because that's caused,
- 1:37:09that's created another learning opportunity, that's taught me
- 1:37:13another way to get something done.
- 1:37:17So, you know, that maybe ha having, partnering with some people that I, you
- 1:37:24know, you partner with because you're at you, you need to have that extra
- 1:37:30money and to make, to make it go, you know, to, to make the film festival go.
- 1:37:35And it's not exactly who you, you'd wanna partner with.
- 1:37:40Maybe that, and I don't think those were mistakes because through
- 1:37:43those mistakes, through that, that.
- 1:37:48Having that happen, I learned how to deal with other, other parts of it.
- 1:37:53So, you know, I learned a lot about the WildHorse people through different things.
- 1:37:59You know, I, I went into it like Pollyanna thinking that if everybody loved Mustangs,
- 1:38:05they were all, you know, everybody was in this la la world loving mustangs.
- 1:38:09Not knowing that there were completely one radical group on one side and another
- 1:38:15rabid radical group on another side.
- 1:38:18You know, it's, it's right.
- 1:38:19And you find yourself in middle.
- 1:38:21Every issue is
- 1:38:21Rupert Isaacson: that way.
- 1:38:22I basically is the message there that there are no mistakes.
- 1:38:25It's just all learning curve.
- 1:38:27Yes.
- 1:38:29Lisa Diersen: But isn't that life?
- 1:38:31Rupert Isaacson: I would say so.
- 1:38:32Yes.
- 1:38:33you know, sometimes one can say, does it, does it have to
- 1:38:36happen, with a baseball bat?
- 1:38:38You know, could we not have it happen with a polite cup of tea
- 1:38:41and a and a blank check, please.
- 1:38:43Lisa Diersen: but would we learn that much, Rupert?
- 1:38:45Would we really learn?
- 1:38:46Would we be where we're at right
- 1:38:48Rupert Isaacson: now?
- 1:38:48I'm willing, I'm willing to, to find out.
- 1:38:53I'm ready.
- 1:38:55Well, I think what also happens too is that when it, when it does go smoothly,
- 1:38:58of course, and it does actually quite a lot of the time, more, more,
- 1:39:01more than we, we give it credit for.
- 1:39:03I, I think what happens is, of course, because of the negative bias in the
- 1:39:07human brain, you know, you remember your close encounter with the elephant.
- 1:39:11More than you remember, or your peaceful encounters with the elephant, because that
- 1:39:15was the one that made a big impression.
- 1:39:18But that also Yeah, where you learned probably the most about elephants.
- 1:39:21you know, I'm just saying if, if, if you're sort of a bushman in the wild, so
- 1:39:25I, I, but I very much agree with you that when it seems that one has made terrible
- 1:39:32mistakes in retrospect, generally one looks back at those and go, oh, that
- 1:39:37was actually where, I learned the most about how to make this thing really work.
- 1:39:42I just had to see that extreme of not working in order to understand
- 1:39:47where the middle point of working was.
- 1:39:49but at the time I couldn't quite see that because there
- 1:39:52was a lot of stress going on.
- 1:39:53but yeah, I, I, I think, I think for listeners, you know, I grew
- 1:39:59up always being told, oh, Rupert, those things you want to do, you
- 1:40:03can't make a living doing that.
- 1:40:04You know, you can't make a living through horses.
- 1:40:06And I remember thinking, but there's this thing called the equine industry.
- 1:40:09I mean, some, someone out there is making a living at it.
- 1:40:11You know, why, why, why not me?
- 1:40:13Oh, Rupert, you can't make a living, you writing books.
- 1:40:16Well, but there's this thing called the publishing industry.
- 1:40:17I mean, someone is out there fueling that.
- 1:40:21Right?
- 1:40:21it's not just.
- 1:40:23publishing aristocrats or something?
- 1:40:25No, there's, there's people out there making a living.
- 1:40:26I mean, films the same thing.
- 1:40:28Why you can't do that, you know, you got, but, and I, what I realized was that
- 1:40:31people meant they felt that they couldn't do it, and that if you did it, it would
- 1:40:38make 'em feel bad about themselves.
- 1:40:39So they would try to discourage you.
- 1:40:41And so what you had to do was not listen to that.
- 1:40:44And I, I was discouraged earlier in my life and there were a few things
- 1:40:47I didn't do because people talked me out of it, which I later realized
- 1:40:51actually, I, I could totally have done.
- 1:40:53And, and maybe will at some point.
- 1:40:55you seem to have been somebody who also has made your living.
- 1:41:00You've made your living through horses, you've made your living.
- 1:41:02I know, I know your breeding has been successful with the lucit as
- 1:41:05you've, you've shown successfully.
- 1:41:07You, you've made a great success of the Quis Festival and you say, okay, maybe
- 1:41:12it's not as much money as you would've wanted, but the fact that you even have
- 1:41:15made it into this 11th year and it's still running and it's carrying you, it, it's,
- 1:41:18it's, that's an extraordinary achievement.
- 1:41:20I mean, it's, we, we know that that's not anything to be sniffed at.
- 1:41:26but a lot of people out there do feel that they can't live
- 1:41:29free and ride free as you have.
- 1:41:32And of course, you are making a festival that shows people living
- 1:41:36free and riding free, literally.
- 1:41:39what do you think people can do to unlock.
- 1:41:43Themselves from that little nagging voice that says they can't,
- 1:41:49Lisa Diersen: well, don't you think saying I can't is just your fear?
- 1:41:54Rupert Isaacson: Well, sure, but I mean, fear is a real thing.
- 1:41:56So what is people's
- 1:41:58Lisa Diersen: Right?
- 1:41:58Rupert Isaacson: Right.
- 1:41:58It is a real thing.
- 1:41:59What what is what?
- 1:42:01How, how in, in, in, in your, do you feel people can create a practice
- 1:42:06where they can begin to just climb
- 1:42:08Lisa Diersen: out of that hole?
- 1:42:09You, you, you got, you've got to, I, I just went through this last year and I
- 1:42:15know you went through the same thing too when you went, and I, and I didn't get a
- 1:42:19chance to ask you before, but like when I, when I broke my leg last year, that
- 1:42:27first time, well, first of all, ha having to go almost a month before I could go
- 1:42:34back into even maybe a month and a half before I could even go back into a barn
- 1:42:38and see my horse was like the worst part of my life that I can remember.
- 1:42:44But, that the first time I sat back on my horse after I, I had got my boot off
- 1:42:51and I could put, I mean the, the cast boot and could put my, even, I, I had,
- 1:42:57I didn't even have a riding boot on yet.
- 1:42:59I was able to wear my barn clog to sit back on my horse.
- 1:43:04I, I don't wanna say it was terrifying, but it was, I was like, oh my God,
- 1:43:09am I really gonna do this again?
- 1:43:11Because the, going through the, the, the pain I had mine was a compound
- 1:43:17spiral fracture completely out my ankle.
- 1:43:19So it was a, it was pretty painful.
- 1:43:22So I, your mind is saying, don't I, you don't wanna go back through that again.
- 1:43:26But my, I, I was just saying I'm gonna do this.
- 1:43:30I'm just gonna do it.
- 1:43:31I need, I cannot go the rest of my life not riding my horse.
- 1:43:37I can't do that.
- 1:43:38It's too much of a part of me.
- 1:43:40And so I just did it.
- 1:43:42And even if the first time was just going and walking around the indoor arena and
- 1:43:48getting back off of that horse again, and this was my white stallion who I had just
- 1:43:55gelded maybe three, four months before, a couple months before I had my accident.
- 1:44:02So he was still feeling all testosterone.
- 1:44:06Still a lot of horse.
- 1:44:07Yeah.
- 1:44:08Still a lot of horse.
- 1:44:09And he, even though he's 22 now and he's still a lot of horse.
- 1:44:13Yeah.
- 1:44:13but I sat on him and I did it and I, and I accomplished that and we
- 1:44:18came out of Covid and I went, are we gonna do the festival again Live?
- 1:44:21But we went ahead and we just did it.
- 1:44:24And I had that last year when we, cuz we did it in Sacramento, California,
- 1:44:31because that's where we ended the ride.
- 1:44:33And, and I, and everybody was in California.
- 1:44:36I had a, an author come in from, oh my God, oh my gosh.
- 1:44:41fin not Finland, nor Norway, I think came in, no, Sweden.
- 1:44:45She came in from Sweden who came all the way there, lost her luggage
- 1:44:50at the thing, but she just did it.
- 1:44:52She just came to the festival cause she was so excited about
- 1:44:56coming and being part of it.
- 1:44:58If you ha if you just do it, just take that first step and just do it.
- 1:45:04It makes doing it easier every time.
- 1:45:06The next time you do
- 1:45:07Rupert Isaacson: something is, is what it comes down to.
- 1:45:10I mean, one could say feel the fear and do it anyway, but does it
- 1:45:12come down to basically small steps?
- 1:45:15The idea that steps and, and what can seem like a small step to one person
- 1:45:20feels like a giant step for somebody else.
- 1:45:22I I remember when I was younger having less patience.
- 1:45:27I was like, oh, you know, someone's just get over themselves.
- 1:45:29And, and then someone said, well, Ru for example, you're terrified of eggs.
- 1:45:34I know that it, you will rather leap out of a first floor window than first
- 1:45:39floor European sense, than a third floor window, than than eat an egg.
- 1:45:43That yes, someone pulls an egg on you.
- 1:45:45You know, you, you, you, you have, you have achilles heels
- 1:45:48that you don't think you have.
- 1:45:50well, if, if I said to just get over it and just eat that egg and
- 1:45:54you're sitting there overcome with nausea and suddenly you're like a.
- 1:45:57Little autistic child going, I, I actually really am afraid of this even though
- 1:46:00it's just an egg, you know, this is not sitting in a riot in South Africa.
- 1:46:04Or, you know, other things that have happened to me that I
- 1:46:08find I find the egg more scary.
- 1:46:10I do.
- 1:46:11And, someone pointed that out to me and said, what would it
- 1:46:14take for you to eat that egg?
- 1:46:16And I was like, you know, actually that's a really good question.
- 1:46:18because it's become like a phobia.
- 1:46:20and I suppose if I had to see what it'd probably take is, you know, extreme
- 1:46:23hunger, but let's say it wasn't that.
- 1:46:26It would be somehow making friends with the idea of egg, you know what I mean?
- 1:46:30And somehow, runny texture and the stink and all the things that
- 1:46:34nauseate me about them, what would I need to do to get over them?
- 1:46:37And I realized, ah, yes, to many people, that seems completely absurd.
- 1:46:43and they'd say, Rupert, just get over it.
- 1:46:45And to me that seems like this huge thing.
- 1:46:48even though one has faced things in one's life that are obviously much more real.
- 1:46:53And, so I thought, well, what would it take?
- 1:46:55And I thought, well, I suppose it would, it would take breaking what looks like
- 1:47:01one step for somebody else down into as many steps as it would take for each
- 1:47:09one of those steps to not feel like a big step, which could probably be
- 1:47:13a hundred or a thousand steps, which somebody else would roll their eyes at.
- 1:47:18But for me or someone with a phobia about spiders or somebody which can't
- 1:47:23get out of bed because of depression, you know, and I've been there, I
- 1:47:25know you've probably been there.
- 1:47:27it, it's that first half step, that quarter step, that eighth of a step,
- 1:47:31that 16th of a step, that what's the fraction that's doable now today
- 1:47:42And can that I, cause I, I, I, I, I think what happens is that we all
- 1:47:45judge ourselves by other people and we think, let's say we wanna write a
- 1:47:50book where you want to do a festival.
- 1:47:51We say, well, there's Lisa Dyson, she's done a festival,
- 1:47:53or this person never there.
- 1:47:54They've written a book and you've already projected yourself in your mind to the
- 1:47:59finished festival, the finished book.
- 1:48:01And then there's that moment of euphoria and then there's that.
- 1:48:04Ah, but I can't do that cuz I dunno how to do that.
- 1:48:07I don't understand the mechanisms.
- 1:48:08And then you would say, just do it.
- 1:48:10Or just take, but really then you said, just take the first step.
- 1:48:13You know?
- 1:48:14So is it about finding that first step or that first half step or
- 1:48:21that first fraction of a step?
- 1:48:23Is that really what it is, do you think?
- 1:48:27Lisa Diersen: yeah, I think yes.
- 1:48:29For me it would be eating bugs.
- 1:48:30But
- 1:48:32Rupert Isaacson: see, no problem with that.
- 1:48:33For me, it munch bugs all day.
- 1:48:35Yeah, totally.
- 1:48:35Oh, as long as they don't got, as they're not presented today, eat eggs all
- 1:48:41Lisa Diersen: Yeah, no, I, yeah, you just have to.
- 1:48:44It doesn't matter how big the step, it's just as long as the step is forward.
- 1:48:49Rupert Isaacson: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 1:48:51I, I, I forget which, is it lasu or is it Confucius or, it's one of those, it's ne
- 1:48:57never mock somebody who is engaged in an endeavor in which they're moving forward,
- 1:49:03no matter how incrementally or in, no matter how tiny a, a fashion, they are
- 1:49:08more courageous than you, your mockery.
- 1:49:12and they'll probably get there, and or they'll set into process, into motion
- 1:49:16a process where even after their death, that thing will probably be achieved.
- 1:49:21I guess would you say that, by showcasing these stories about people
- 1:49:28taking these journeys, cuz it's, it, it seems that the, the films that
- 1:49:32you've listed as the sort of masses, that they're all seem to be journeys,
- 1:49:35pilgrimages, really, to wellness.
- 1:49:39Would you say that really what you're doing is you're showing
- 1:49:43people taking those steps?
- 1:49:44There's a first step, isn't there?
- 1:49:46The first they mount the horse and they take a step,
- 1:49:51Lisa Diersen: right?
- 1:49:51Right.
- 1:49:52Yes, yes.
- 1:49:55Rupert Isaacson: The, the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
- 1:49:59Mm-hmm.
- 1:50:02Single, single hoof print.
- 1:50:06I guess we can then follow the traces of the hoof prints of
- 1:50:10those who've gone before us.
- 1:50:12Right.
- 1:50:12And find our way.
- 1:50:13You, okay.
- 1:50:14So I just want to, to go back over some of these films that you've said
- 1:50:19that other masses, you, you, you mentioned, riding my way back mm-hmm.
- 1:50:26You mentioned healing horses.
- 1:50:28Mm-hmm.
- 1:50:29You mentioned the long rider.
- 1:50:32Yes.
- 1:50:33And you mentioned unbranded.
- 1:50:35Lisa Diersen: Unbranded is available pretty much so globally.
- 1:50:39I think I have Healing Horse up on the EQU Film Festival YouTube channel
- 1:50:45or on our, on the EQU Film channel.
- 1:50:50How
- 1:50:50Rupert Isaacson: do people access the EQU film channel?
- 1:50:52Lisa Diersen: Again?
- 1:50:53You can, there's a link right on the front of our, it's equ film
- 1:50:58festival.net, which is our website.
- 1:51:01There's a, a link right on the front page
- 1:51:04Rupert Isaacson: at Chris Film Festival net.
- 1:51:07Yeah.
- 1:51:07Yep.
- 1:51:08Lisa Diersen: And that takes you right to the, to the, film
- 1:51:11channel and people can subscribe.
- 1:51:14And then, the Felipe's film, the long writer is under, it's out for distribution
- 1:51:20right now, so I'm not sure if they've got their, distribution in place.
- 1:51:26So the only place that anybody can see that is when it we're doing one of our
- 1:51:31tour stops with e with the film festival.
- 1:51:34So we, I think we will be screening that in, dur or
- 1:51:38Westcliffe Colorado in September.
- 1:51:41But the other film that we were talking about too was Lady Long
- 1:51:45Rider, which is the story about Bernice Endy Lady Long Rider.
- 1:51:51Right?
- 1:51:51Yeah.
- 1:51:52And, and that film, that filmmaker has available.
- 1:51:58I think if you just type in Lady Long Rider Bernice Endy, it'll pop
- 1:52:02up where to, to go to see that.
- 1:52:05Cuz that's available pay-per-view on her, on the, the filmmaker's own channel.
- 1:52:10Okay.
- 1:52:10And that's a, it's a beautiful documentary.
- 1:52:12It's, it's very well done.
- 1:52:14It's, at that time when she filmed that Bernice was down riding two halfling
- 1:52:20horses across the, around the country, up and down the, the continent, so to speak.
- 1:52:28And so we had, we had a documentary, A Man, a Mule America,
- 1:52:33Rupert Isaacson: A Man Which, A mule?
- 1:52:35A Mule, A America.
- 1:52:38Lisa Diersen: And how do people see that?
- 1:52:40Pardon me?
- 1:52:41I'm just, I'm trying to remember the name of these are, this film was
- 1:52:45probably eight, seven or eight years ago.
- 1:52:47But he wrote, he followed, because at one point before the continent of the
- 1:52:54United States was actually a continent.
- 1:52:55It was a lost C, there was a lost C in the middle.
- 1:52:58And Bernie Hubbert is the, is the filmmaker's name.
- 1:53:02And Bernie had a mule in a, in a little wa with a little wagon.
- 1:53:09Like the wagon was only big enough that he could sleep in.
- 1:53:12And he followed that whole trail all the way down from Canada to Mexico
- 1:53:20to the Mexico border with his, he a man and a mule across America.
- 1:53:26Just the stories
- 1:53:27Rupert Isaacson: and exploring the Lost Ocean.
- 1:53:28The lost prehistoric ocean.
- 1:53:30Mm-hmm.
- 1:53:30Yes.
- 1:53:31People Did you just look it, people find that on what, what can, can people
- 1:53:34find that on, Chris film festival
- 1:53:36Lisa Diersen: net?
- 1:53:36I I, no, he hasn't, he hasn't got that back out yet.
- 1:53:41It's getting re-released this year into the film festival.
- 1:53:45It was on PBS a few times.
- 1:53:47Okay.
- 1:53:47But it, he's, he's updating it and it'll be in this year's film festival again.
- 1:53:53Fantastic.
- 1:53:53Rupert Isaacson: Now, you, you said that the film festival is happening
- 1:53:56live in Westcliffe, Colorado.
- 1:53:58Well,
- 1:53:58Lisa Diersen: we have one that'll be in Westcliffe, Colorado.
- 1:54:02That it will be a big Mustang summit, along That's the Mustang Summit.
- 1:54:06Okay.
- 1:54:06Yeah.
- 1:54:07And, and we will be screening films there.
- 1:54:10So that's When is that?
- 1:54:12Yeah.
- 1:54:12September 29th and 30th, and then October 1st, and then our main
- 1:54:18festival is in Sacramento, California.
- 1:54:21November 17th, 18th, and 19th.
- 1:54:25Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 1:54:26Um, where is Westcliffe Colorado?
- 1:54:30Lisa Diersen: Westcliffe is on the south east side of the Rocky Mountains.
- 1:54:36So it's, south, directly south, about two and a half
- 1:54:41hour drive from Denver, so maybe
- 1:54:43Rupert Isaacson: three hours.
- 1:54:44Denver, around Pueblo area, would you
- 1:54:46Lisa Diersen: say?
- 1:54:46Pueblo, Colorado Springs area.
- 1:54:48Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 1:54:49Okay.
- 1:54:50that's the Mustang Summit.
- 1:54:51Summit south of Colorado.
- 1:54:52So Mustang Summit the 27th.
- 1:54:55Be 27th.
- 1:54:56September to October 1st, basically.
- 1:54:59Yep.
- 1:54:59In Westcliffe, Colorado.
- 1:55:01And then the, film festival itself and the General Arts Festival
- 1:55:05will be in Sacramento, November.
- 1:55:07Again.
- 1:55:08Give us the dates.
- 1:55:09Lisa Diersen: 17th, 18th,
- 1:55:10Rupert Isaacson: and 19th.
- 1:55:1117th, 18th and 19th.
- 1:55:13And they can get all this information on equ film festival.net.
- 1:55:18Yes.
- 1:55:18On the website.
- 1:55:20Okay.
- 1:55:20if somebody has a, a equine arts project, how do they submit to your festival?
- 1:55:29Lisa Diersen: They can reach out to.
- 1:55:31To me, via email, or they can go to the website or reach out on our Facebook page.
- 1:55:38But our website has applications for the artist.
- 1:55:42It has applications for filmmakers.
- 1:55:43It has applications for the podcasters and for the authors.
- 1:55:49Perfect.
- 1:55:49So all of those applications are available right on the front page of the
- 1:55:53Rupert Isaacson: website.
- 1:55:54What is the email address that people want to get through to
- 1:55:56Lisa Diersen: you?
- 1:55:57It's Lisa Equ film Festival net.
- 1:56:02Rupert Isaacson: L i s a.
- 1:56:03Lisa?
- 1:56:05Yes.
- 1:56:07Lisa Diersen: EQ uu.
- 1:56:10S F I.
- 1:56:12LM festival.
- 1:56:14S festival T ia l net
- 1:56:17Rupert Isaacson: net.
- 1:56:18Lisa equ festival net.
- 1:56:21Well, hopefully, some of the listeners will be submitting some of their stuff.
- 1:56:24You guys should, , remember, take that step.
- 1:56:27If you've got a, if you've got a project, Lisa's one of the
- 1:56:31nicest people in the world.
- 1:56:32She's not gonna write your letter back saying You suck.
- 1:56:34so, and if it doesn't make it in into the festival, she'll have
- 1:56:38advice for you about what to do.
- 1:56:41So, and
- 1:56:42Lisa Diersen: if I look behind me, there's at least 300 books in the festival
- 1:56:48that I have on shelves just behind me.
- 1:56:52So that have been entered over the past couple of years.
- 1:56:56Rupert Isaacson: And, E even if something doesn't make it in, , what are
- 1:57:01your words of encouragement to people?
- 1:57:03Because, you know, th this happened to me, you know, when I was submitting
- 1:57:06stuff, submitting books, submitting films, it wasn't always successful.
- 1:57:10People didn't always take it.
- 1:57:11but it didn't me, I didn't take that as meaning that I should stop submitting.
- 1:57:17Right, right.
- 1:57:18What's, what's your word of advice for people who are going through
- 1:57:22that process where they're sort of laying their baby, their work on the
- 1:57:25line for acceptance or rejection?
- 1:57:28Lisa Diersen: Well, I do that every single time.
- 1:57:31I put a start, have another festival.
- 1:57:33I'm putting it out there for people to either like it or dislike it.
- 1:57:37But the, , what I can tell people is, first of all, if you've written
- 1:57:43something or made a piece of artwork or created a film about something
- 1:57:48that you're passionate about, somebody out there is going to acknowledge it.
- 1:57:54And it maybe you're just sending it to somebody who doesn't understand
- 1:57:58what you're trying to tell 'em.
- 1:57:59And that mean doesn't mean anything.
- 1:58:01That means that just simply the person you sent it to wasn't the right person
- 1:58:05to just keep trying, keep sending it.
- 1:58:08I mean, you know what it's like to keep sending in a manuscript
- 1:58:13and, and being told no.
- 1:58:15Yeah.
- 1:58:15So you just keep trying keep and keep at it
- 1:58:18Rupert Isaacson: most, by the way, most good books, most good films, so.
- 1:58:23Were turned down Yes.
- 1:58:24By quite a few people before they found their homes.
- 1:58:27and it's easy to forget that, you know, music too, you know, bands that seem to
- 1:58:31come out of nowhere, you know, and then they get interviewed and like, actually
- 1:58:33no, we were gigging for about 20 years.
- 1:58:35It's just that we started in middle school.
- 1:58:37Yes, exactly.
- 1:58:39Before we had any kind of break.
- 1:58:41I, I agree with you.
- 1:58:42It's, it's to keep putting one foot in front of the other thing.
- 1:58:45don't give up.
- 1:58:46whether your dream is to have the festival or whether your dream is to
- 1:58:49put together pieces of art that get shown in festivals or both, the art
- 1:58:54of story and the, and, and the world.
- 1:58:55It's interesting.
- 1:58:56I feel that the world never runs out of the need for story.
- 1:58:59Lisa Diersen: Oh my gosh.
- 1:59:00No, there's always another story.
- 1:59:03There's al someone, every single living human being has a story.
- 1:59:10Everybody has their story.
- 1:59:12Everyone has a story.
- 1:59:16Yeah.
- 1:59:17Everybody does.
- 1:59:19It's, it's, and, and I think you become an adult when you realize that everybody
- 1:59:27has a story and you need to give everybody kind of time to tell their story.
- 1:59:34You know, when it j when you figure out, oh wow.
- 1:59:36It's not just about I'm not special, I'm just one more story.
- 1:59:41Yeah.
- 1:59:42Rupert Isaacson: Yeah.
- 1:59:42And yet each story is completely unique.
- 1:59:44Yeah.
- 1:59:46It's, and your story is healing, if it's given the chance to be.
- 1:59:49I agree.
- 1:59:50. well, Lisa, thank you for coming on and turning us on to the Healing Power Story.
- 1:59:56Thank you for letting the listeners know, that Equus Film Festival exists.
- 2:00:02I would thank you, encourage you, if you're listening and you're not into
- 2:00:06horses, check it out anyway, because you don't need to be horsey to appreciate
- 2:00:12a good story, and you don't need to be horsey to appreciate a story about,
- 2:00:19what was it that you said sentient?
- 2:00:21That sentient beings, the human relationship with sentient beings
- 2:00:25is important for human health.
- 2:00:27maybe there'll be something to be learned.
- 2:00:29I hope to catch up with you at one of the festivals.
- 2:00:32It's been a long time since I was there, and it's sort of given me a
- 2:00:35bit of a kick in the pants to, to, to to, to get to it again, actually.
- 2:00:40So I, I, I would love to.
- 2:00:41So maybe we'll see some of the listeners there.
- 2:00:44any, any parting words before we, before we close Lisa?
- 2:00:49Lisa Diersen: Oh, anybody who wants to, to do it and has a dream to
- 2:00:53do it, get out there and do it.
- 2:00:57Okay.
- 2:00:57Everybody want, the world is waiting for your story.
- 2:01:01Rupert Isaacson: It's very true.
- 2:01:02And it doesn't matter.
- 2:01:03I, I, you know, people say, well, who'd be interested in my story?
- 2:01:06It doesn't matter if it's only one person.
- 2:01:07I remember right when I was first, trying to raise money for the human
- 2:01:11rights work that I used to do, and it started with an event I put together
- 2:01:19to which five people showed up.
- 2:01:22Lisa Diersen: Yeah, but you changed those five people saw it Uber.
- 2:01:26Well,
- 2:01:26Rupert Isaacson: what happened was one of those five people
- 2:01:28went and spoke to someone, right?
- 2:01:30And I, I got a phone call three months later from someone saying, you don't
- 2:01:33know who I am, but I've been researching this thing that you're talking about.
- 2:01:37And yes, I see this is a good cause and I'm gonna back it.
- 2:01:42And so never think that it's wasted time.
- 2:01:46Never think that any audience is too small.
- 2:01:48I agree with you.
- 2:01:49Lisa, get out there and do it.
- 2:01:50Get out there and tell the story.
- 2:01:52Tell the story.
- 2:01:53Lisa Diersen: Look at what happened because of your story.
- 2:01:58You know, that, I mean, this is why, this is why this festival exists.
- 2:02:02Why?
- 2:02:02You're, because I was motivated by your story.
- 2:02:05Rupert Isaacson: Well, you're very kind.
- 2:02:06it seems to me though, that really what happened was perhaps
- 2:02:10my story was a catalyst for yes.
- 2:02:13That that little girl who had had discovered the healing power of
- 2:02:17story decades before where she needed that healing, in that house
- 2:02:23with, that had had that tragedy.
- 2:02:26And so I'm honored if my story was a catalyst in that.
- 2:02:30But I do know from what you said that you'd have done it anyway.
- 2:02:37And that's, and that's a wonderful thing.
- 2:02:40So I'm honored to be the catalyst in what would've in an avalanche
- 2:02:46that would've happened regardless.
- 2:02:48cuz you're, you're, you're, you're, you're a pa a force of nature, Lisa.
- 2:02:52And by the way, if you're interested in the lucit tarno horse and you
- 2:02:55jolly well should be cuz they're the best riding horse on the planet.
- 2:02:58I'm sorry, but they're, you should check out Lisa Di as a, as a breeder.
- 2:03:02She, the horses she's producing are, are wonderful.
- 2:03:05but I'll, I'll let you find that through Google, Lisa Dis
- 2:03:10Lisa Diersen: and, and any of those people out there that wanna find that, that don't
- 2:03:15have pockets full of money and want an amazing horse, the American Mustang horse
- 2:03:21because of the Siberian, that's very true.
- 2:03:23Ties or the lusitano horse to the Mustang horse's, Iberian ties because
- 2:03:28now we found through all the d n a research that every horse on the planet,
- 2:03:35originated on the North American plateau.
- 2:03:37So actually our ano horse are descendants of the original Mustang horses.
- 2:03:43And when those horses went.
- 2:03:46Over the bearing straits and came back around and went to
- 2:03:49the Andalusian and, and Iberian Peninsula and became Spanish horses.
- 2:03:56They were reintroduced when the Spaniards came to Mexico and
- 2:04:00Con tried to conquer Mexico.
- 2:04:02That's how the American Mustang horse got or reintroduced with the Spanish blood.
- 2:04:09And that's why they thrive on the North American Plateau cause they're back home.
- 2:04:14I mean, there's an amazing documentary called Return of the
- 2:04:17Horse, and I'll send you the name.
- 2:04:19Sharon Ila Sha was that filmmaker and that is on the EQU Film Channel.
- 2:04:26It's probably one of the return of the horse.
- 2:04:28Return of the horse.
- 2:04:29Mm-hmm.
- 2:04:30Everybody that's a horse person should watch that.
- 2:04:33It's very, very, very good.
- 2:04:34It was financed by the Spanish Horse Foundation and, or the
- 2:04:39Spanish Mustang Foundation.
- 2:04:40And it's, it's a beautifully well-made documentary about the origin through
- 2:04:47d n a research of Quis Cabales.
- 2:04:52Rupert Isaacson: I'm just Googling it now.
- 2:04:54Return of the Horse
- 2:04:56Lisa Diersen: and Sharon, I think it's s h a r r o n or l Shar was the filmmaker.
- 2:05:03Rupert Isaacson: Oh, okay.
- 2:05:04So I'm on idb.com.
- 2:05:07return of the Horse is a highly researched, scientific and
- 2:05:09historical documentary about.
- 2:05:13The North American native horse spanning over 57 million years.
- 2:05:17This documentary explores the science and history of the modern horse, its
- 2:05:20evolution in prehistoric America, and then return in the historical period with the
- 2:05:25Spaniards in the 15th century, the impact on Native Americans, and finally, the Euro
- 2:05:30American relationship with the wild horse from establishment in America till today.
- 2:05:35That sounds like a must watch.
- 2:05:37Lisa Diersen: It is, and you can watch it on the EQU Film Channel.
- 2:05:40Rupert Isaacson: Okay.
- 2:05:41I will be there.
- 2:05:42also what you say about Mustangs is true.
- 2:05:44my son, Rowan, I still maintain a horse for him, and that horse is a Mustang.
- 2:05:49Lisa Diersen: oh, Rupert, we, you and I need to talk further about that Okay.
- 2:05:53Rupert Isaacson: After this.
- 2:05:54Okay.
- 2:05:54Okay.
- 2:05:54Yeah, no, I'm, I'm, I'm absolutely sold on the Mustang as a, as a therapeutic, as
- 2:05:58well as a riding horse, because there's a, there's a level of intelligence in
- 2:06:02there that is, it's not that all horses aren't, but Yes, you and I both know that
- 2:06:06there's, there's something extra there.
- 2:06:07yep.
- 2:06:07And them solving abilities and so on.
- 2:06:10Okay.
- 2:06:10Well, Lisa, it's been, it's been a treat.
- 2:06:13Thank you.
- 2:06:14, it's, it's okay.
- 2:06:15Thank you.
- 2:06:16It's been an inspiration.
- 2:06:17Those of you who don't know now that Equi who didn't know that EQU
- 2:06:21Film Festival exists, now you do.
- 2:06:23So get online or go to it.
- 2:06:26thank you for creating it, Lisa.
- 2:06:29Lisa Diersen: Thank you for being part of it and having me on your show,
- 2:06:32Rupert Isaacson: Rupert.
- 2:06:33Oh, well, I hope you'll come on again.
- 2:06:35And, I will, whenever
- 2:06:36Lisa Diersen: you need me.
- 2:06:37Rupert Isaacson: I'm, well, maybe what we could do, maybe what we
- 2:06:38should do is we should do a podcast from, that's what we should do.
- 2:06:41We should do a podcast That would be fun from from the film
- 2:06:43Lisa Diersen: festival.
- 2:06:44Yes.
- 2:06:44And then we can interview and then you could meet a whole bunch
- 2:06:46of interesting people who would be there in podcasts with them.
- 2:06:49That
- 2:06:50Rupert Isaacson: would be a very good thing.
- 2:06:51We could interview them right there.
- 2:06:52Okay.
- 2:06:52Yes.
- 2:06:53Let's talk about that right there.
- 2:06:54Something to look forward to.
- 2:06:56Yep.
- 2:06:56Alright.
- 2:06:57Lot fun.
- 2:06:57We'll talk.
- 2:06:58Lisa Diersen: Okay.
- 2:06:59Nice seeing you again.
- 2:07:03Rupert Isaacson: Thank you for joining us.
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