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KYLIE THE LESBIAN VIRGIN - POPPED THAT CHERRY! PART 2 · CALL ME MISTRESS

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  Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Call Me Mistress.
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  I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia, and today I have with me Kylie.
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  Kylie and I did an interview and it was a good three hours long
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  and when I thought I was going to do was actually split it into
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  three different segments, I went ahead and just split it into
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  two. So here it goes.
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  We're going to be talking about sex, blowjobs and her again
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  losing her virginity. It was quite the episode, quite
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  fun. And then she gets into her
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  lactation fetish. So until then, I hope you all
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  enjoy it and have a happy happy Monday.
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  So did you like doggy? Was that a good position for
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  you? Prefer.
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  Honestly, the on top of me was probably my preferred.
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  OK, You like that, You like heavyweight on top of?
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  You. I do.
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  I do. It's.
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  Yeah. It's part of the reason that
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  like I like like like heavier women is because like this, it's
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  more of like a weight on you when they lay on you.
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  Sure. And so it makes sense that I
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  like that net more. And also my ex did doggy a lot.
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  She she was big into ass and I'm just not.
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  And so it was like, I just didn't really get much wrong
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  because it's like, yeah, you're looking at it, but also it the
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  whole the interesting hole is below that.
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  So it you know, but no, I I definitely did for a living.
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  I like the weight. Yeah, OK.
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  I do like the weight. I actually have a weighted
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  blanket that I sleep with, like that's like 15 or 20 lbs or
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  something like that that, you know, pulls over me.
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  So it's very. It's autism, guys.
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  It's autism. That's OK.
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  Now did he eat pussy for like 2 seconds?
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  OK, all right, well, see, this isn't this is another gear
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  towards why you date a submissive man or you go out
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  with a submissive man because submissive men, they will be
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  good little boys and eat your pussy.
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  I've. Had I've had dominant women just
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  go to town on eating me out, like just, I mean go to town on
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  it like past the point of like it's pleasure.
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  Like it's just more pleasure for them at that point.
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  I think it would be interesting with a man, but I don't know.
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  Yeah, I see. When you talk about this, it's
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  just like boom, pops in my head. Oh yeah.
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  Oh God, yeah, yeah, OK, now me is like to me.
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  I'm sorry, Kylie. I'm sorry, you know.
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  I watched video the other day. You were doing the review of
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  that toy on YouTube. Oh yes, and this toy sounds
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  you're making. I was just like, OK.
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  I'm talking about my fucking Sissy and fucking him with that
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  toy. Yeah, I know.
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  And you're. Sticking in his little pussy
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  hole and expanding it. Listen, sissies, their asshole
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  are pussy holes. That is my little man pussy, and
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  I'm going to put in his little pussy patch and squeeze it up.
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  You know, it was really funny because I bought it from Amazon,
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  and you think Amazon would be a little cool about this?
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  But I posted that review on Amazon and they're like, yeah,
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  no. I think it would have been OK if
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  it wouldn't, you know? This is going to hurt him so
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  much more than it hurts me moaning on camera like this is
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  some kind of like porn review. And honestly like I almost
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  typed. I was like, could I think I did
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  type on there something I think I did comment on there, but I
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  almost was like, can I have all my product reviews like this?
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  Thank you. Thank you.
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  Can I just have me just just do all of them?
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  I'm just telling you, I'm telling you now you want to know
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  something interesting too? Yeah, absolutely.
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  I'm telling you this girlfriend, I'm going to show you his Dick
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  and then you're going to be like, yes, look at this.
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  This doesn't it's not even pull all the way out of his pants.
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  His this it is beautiful. God, Oh my, it's more.
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  Defined head than the last minute.
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  Oh, it is a defined head. And that's that's not even half
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  of it. Like, Oh my God.
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  I don't know that I'm as enthused as Mia is, but it.
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  Is gorgeous hands you see how the hands and.
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  OK, listen, the hands, hands are going to get me every time, Mia,
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  I have a big hand fetish. I keep massage oil on me for
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  that purpose. God, I love hands.
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  Women hands are are amazing, though, because when they have
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  the soft skin, the delicate fingers and they're, they're
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  just very like comforting and they're soft and a lot of them
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  aren't callous. Some of them have calluses, but
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  like it's not as calloused. Many hands are a little bit more
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  rougher. I mean, I love the manhandle.
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  Being manhandled by a man was different.
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  Yeah, I can. Bet.
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  Yeah, it was, it was different. I was like, oh, this actually
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  has some strength to it. Like, okay, because like man
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  handling with women is is nice. Like, don't get me wrong, it's
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  nice to be thrown on a bed, but with a man it's it is literally
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  like he's picking your ass up and throwing you like you're not
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  just being led and pushed like you're, you're literally being
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  picked up. And I was like, OK, that's this
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  is different because there's some strength behind that.
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  Women don't not all, I mean, women don't really have strength
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  like that. Like no women I've been with at
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  the very least have been able to like pick me up and do like what
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  he did. I was like, damn, like the move
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  in my legs the way he wanted to. Like they were just freaking
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  rubber. Like that was ain't no woman
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  done that before, right? It was definitely different.
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  The manhandling is definitely different.
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  It's good both ways. I'm not saying like, please
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  don't let the women in my life stop and manhandling me because
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  that would suck, but it was different.
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  All right, so did you like the way kissed?
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  I don't kiss. Oh, OK.
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  I don't, I have texture problems with my mouth.
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  Like it's fine when it's like on different parts of body, like
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  you want to kiss down my chest, whatever.
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  But like when it comes to like mouth on mouth action, I can't
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  even with a woman, even with women.
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  I, I will. I mean, I kissed my ex because
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  we were together for nine months and I felt, you know, that was
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  part of it. And my play partner every once
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  in a while. And if I really wanted to get
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  her turned on, I would kiss her because I was like, what turned
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  her on really good? But I mean, I've only ever
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  wanted to actually kiss one woman.
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  Like there's only ever one woman.
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  I looked at like 10. I don't want to kiss her, but
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  usually I don't like, I don't even have the urge.
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  I'm just not a kissy person. And if you put your tongue down
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  my mouth, you're relieving. I do not know.
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  Tongues go down my throat. My ex did it and I didn't sleep
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  in the bed with her for two nights.
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  So in this process of being intimate with the opposite sex,
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  did you at some point? This is a change of conversation
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  because usually this is the conversation you have with
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  someone who's tried the same sex for the first time.
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  Yeah, like having to change her whole like so okay, but so
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  heterosexual is the opposite. Look, I know the fuck what I'm
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  talking about, Kylie, but no, gosh, I'm not laughing.
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  Did you discover new Roger Stones with yourself where
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  you're being intimate with a whole new partner?
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  Did you feel differently at different areas of your body?
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  Did he touch? I will say something that is
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  very different. My boobs are very, very
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  sensitive because I don't play with them very often.
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  Like I never touch my own boobs. But and women, some of you know,
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  real lesbian lesbians will will a lot of times play with boobs
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  pretty good. But bisexual women, which is
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  what I primarily have, you know, experiences with, don't really
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  mess with boobs as much. And so I don't have a whole lot
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  of experience my boobs being messed with.
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  So they're very sensitive because of that.
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  They only played with it all the time.
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  But when he played with them, completely different.
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  Like usually when a boob, when someone puts puts my boob in
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  their mouth, it hurts almost instantly.
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  I didn't feel that with him at all until he bit it.
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  Like until he bit it was fine. Like I didn't have the paint.
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  That was definitely new. That was interesting.
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  I was like, OK, that's different.
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  But for the most part, I wouldn't say there was really
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  many differences as far as like how I felt during it.
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  More mental than anything else. There was a lot more mental
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  struggle than anything else. OK.
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  Were you just trying tell yourself this is a normal
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  situation? I was trying to be like.
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  You, you know him, you trust him.
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  You know him, you trust him. We know.
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  Don't freak out. Don't run away.
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  Don't run. I almost didn't meet him.
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  Like, like I got up to drive to, to where we were meeting and I
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  was just like, I'm not, I'm not going.
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  I'm not going. I got up and I was like, OK, I
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  got dressed. It's like, all right, I'm gonna
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  go like down because I'm not doing it.
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  I'm not going. I did end up going, luckily.
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  But I mean, I almost talked myself out of it 10 times
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  because it's just the fear of light.
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  Having fast trial with men makes you scared of men internally.
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  And so when you're faced with like, I mean, I've been a
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  lesbian for six years, Gold Star lesbian for six years.
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  I haven't so much as dated a man even back in like elementary
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  school. Like, never even dated a boy
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  growing up and growing up, like it was always girls surrounded
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  by female friends. I had, you know, not a whole lot
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  of male connections in my life. So having a male connection was
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  already kind of like my brains going, OK, what does this mean?
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  Does this mean, does this mean something?
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  Are we still lesbian? Are we still, are we, what, what
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  are we? What is this?
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  What is this? And there was a lot of fear.
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  There was a lot of like, I had to really internally trust that
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  I knew what I was doing and that he wasn't going to hurt me.
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  Like it was. It was just a really big mental
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  struggle of like, getting over that fear of men enough to be
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  alone with one because that was really the first time that I'd
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  ever been alone with one in a sexual sense at all.
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  Like, yeah, even in passing, like, I mean, yeah, there have
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  been men like the events that you go that you know, your
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  events that I've been to where there have been men that are
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  sexual towards me. Obviously.
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  I mean, I'm 24 and I mean, a lot of people find me hot.
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  So I mean, obviously that's going to be something a lot of
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  men are going to go for, but never actually like went off
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  alone with one. I stuck to women.
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  I mean, I tend to stick to you or Liv or one of y'all.
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  Like I kind of like glued to y'all side as much as possible
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  at those events and and I know I'm sorry, I bug y'all a lot.
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  I'm sorry, but no it. You know, I encourage that with
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  single women that come to the parties.
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  I want them to be safe as kittens.
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  That's what I would say. Yeah.
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  I want you to feel safe. That's the point until until I'm
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  like on hour 3 of standing next to me by the tree and she's just
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  like and talking to five other people.
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  You know how it is because all these people come to sit.
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  They do they. Do I just have to see people
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  like, it's like they block the entrance a lot because they're
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  just sitting there talking to you?
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  Yeah. And I love, you know me.
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  I yeah, people. I love them.
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  All Yeah, I know yeah, I know you're always enthused every
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  time someone knew wants to come talk to you Yeah, I was like,
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  yeah, the last part I was like, do you want to look at my tattoo
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  because I'm showing it off because I'd had it I'd just
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  gotten it and so I was showing it off and I was like, you want
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  to see my tattoo and you're like, I was like among other
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  people and you're like yeah, it's cool and I stood there for
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  like an hour and you were like, OK, at some point you just like
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  OK, that was. Probably 2:00 AM at that point
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  because I'm like fuck. Yeah, it was funny.
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  OK, But no, I mean, I have a tendency to stick to women as
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  much as possible, but it was a lot of like mental struggle.
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  But I got there. I did it.
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  We not originally planned for the actual fucking.
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  We planned for just like a BDSM session, which is gonna be like
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  a little session, but then we were like, suck it might as
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  well, you know, it's probably the last time we'll ever do
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  anything. So why?
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  Why not go all the way? But yeah, that's.
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  Right. Yeah, Yeah.
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  Great. You enjoyed it.
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  That's what counts. And you know he respected your
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  boundaries. Right.
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  Yeah, You know, that's huge. Yeah, it was.
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  It was pretty good. And like I said, definitely
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  gonna expand my horizon. I don't know so much about
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  playing with men. I'm still iffy on like the
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  topping aspect of like he does really good, but there's a lot
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  of men that are very, very rough with it and it's just still a
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  lot of fear there when it comes to being like dominated by men
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  and and and dominating men. Like there's a lot of fear
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  there. Still not as bad as it was.
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  And at least I'm not scared to look at a Dick anymore.
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  Like now I'm like now I think if one whipped out in front of me
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  every day. All right.
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  You know, the concept about dominating men is, you know, to
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  think about how long I've done it.
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  Yeah, you know, 30 plus years. I treat men like their little
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  frail puppies and when they come in, a lot of them, they don't
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  know what they want, or they've never experienced it and they
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  want to, or there's men that know exactly what they want,
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  exactly what they like. So it boils down to listening to
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  them. That's all it does.
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  It's all about communication, all about listening to them
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  because they're the ones giving me the power to do what I do to
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  them. Right.
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  Yeah. That's, you know, that's my
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  understanding and how I've always done things.
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  But see, men want to be doms. A lot of them are just one of
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  these. And you know, there's a lot of
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  women that are like that too. They're just want to be doms
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  because they're not listening to what the person wants, right?
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  They can automatically just jump in there and be like OK fucker,
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  let me see what I see, what we got here.
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  Yeah, let me. See what I can do to you.
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  Right, Yeah, no, I've never been like that.
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  I've always been more of a service top.
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  So it's always been, we do what you want.
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  It's always been that way because like I don't mind
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  getting on top, like and I like certain aspects of it.
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  I love certain aspects of it. Sensation play, watching them
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  jump when nothing's happened. It's amazing because I'll play
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  with knives. Knives is like my big thing that
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  I play with and it's really good for sensation play, especially
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  when you start adding heat and stuff and they'll jump when like
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  there's nothing like, because you'll have that like heat metal
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  that's hot run across and then you'll have that have that one
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  that's been in ice for 10 minutes, run across them
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  directly behind it and it'll cause them to jump and stuff.
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  And it's just, it's, it doesn't hurt them.
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  It's not hurting them at all, but it they think it is.
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  There's just moments of sections where they think it is.
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  And I'm not big into hitting like I don't particularly care
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  to hit people. I will have asked, but it's not
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  really my thing. So what I'll do a lot of times
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  is I'll hit my own leg because I'm a masochist obviously.
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  And I'll, if you haven't told once or twice, I'll hit my leg
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  really hard to make junk my legs red, but they're fine.
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  You know, I know when I do a lot of impact with different people,
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  I will flog myself at the same time I'm flogging them.
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  So I hit myself, hit them, hit myself, hit them, you know, and
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  it's just to me, it's cathartic for me.
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  I enjoy doing it. Yeah.
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  So I can see that. I can see why you'd like it.
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  Yeah, I mean I get off on pain in general.
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  So like even self-inflicted, like, you know, with paddles and
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  shit, and but that making that really loud sound because I
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  mean, I have a good pain tolerance so I can hit the shit
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  out of myself. And it makes that loud pop.
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  And especially if you run it across them for a couple of
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  seconds and then you hit that really loud pop and you like
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  just like lightly sprinkle with your hands the same time, it
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  confuses the hell out of them and they will jump like they
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  just got hurt. And and I'm like, and I'm just
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  like, you're fine. You, you're jumping around like
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  you just got hurt and I ain't touch you.
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  Yeah, it's like the, I don't know if you've ever seen this,
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  how they've done these tests with people.
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  It's the psychological fuck, mind fuck.
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  Yeah. They'll put the fake hand there
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  and then they'll have, you know, had you get your hand down here
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  and then you cut into the fake hand.
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  Yes, there was another thing that was like, there was
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  somebody. There was a movie.
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  Daredevil. No, not Daredevil.
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  Punisher. The Punisher was doing a
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  torture, torture interrogation scene, and they had a blowtorch
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  in one hand and a popsicle in the other.
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  And he had a piece of steak, and he would blowtorch the steak,
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  and he would run the ice against the guy's back.
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  And he would. And then that guy, he squealed
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  like, you know, he gave all the information to make it stop
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  because he thought his skin was burning.
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  Yeah, I found. Yeah, I do that a lot.
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  I do that a lot. That's my favorite thing.
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  Scare the shit out of them. I'm not hurting them.
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  I'm not, I'm not hurting you. Like you can jump around and
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  scream and cry, but you're not hurt.
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  I hadn't touched you. I love it.
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  That's awesome. And my legs red over here.
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  My ex, I did a scene impact scene with her and she did not
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  have a high pain tolerance, but she wanted to.
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  So I tricked her to make her think she had one.
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  You know, it lasted until she came out so space and she's
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  like, why is your leg red? But I had like marks on my legs
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  from the belt and a little riding crop, like imprints on my
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  leg where I was just beating the shadow.
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  My leg. She was barely pink, you know,
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  and it was like she wasn't hopping around like like
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  wiggling and like screaming like it was hurting her.
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  And I'm like, it's not. I'm not even touching you.
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  Like I'm barely hitting you right now.
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  My legs red. Like, I mean, my leg was red.
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  It was marked up. You could tell she was fine.
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  Right, OK. Which is a fun aspect of being a
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  masochist when in in a dominant headspace because you can do
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  things like that because you're not going to be like jumping
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  yourself, like you're not going to scream, you know, Which is
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  nice, is nice. But now, yeah, definitely
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  something I'm going to start exploring is definitely more of
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  the dominant stuff for sure. Good.
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  So you said earlier, though, that you started off as BDSM
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  with them. And then, yeah, I'm just like,
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  yeah, I'm gonna, I'm gonna go ahead and take that leap.
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  Yeah, he was. It was like he was spanking me
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  and then it was just some light Spanx and then I was like he
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  fingered me. Apparently I was tight.
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  Too much information. I'm sorry.
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  But anyways, we're. On the podcast, you could be, I
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  mean, we were talking about bad, James says 30 minutes ago.
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  God, He. Was like, it was tight.
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  It was like, he was like, do you want me to fuck you?
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  And I was like, no. And he was like, Are you sure?
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  And like, no, I'm not sure. He's like, you want think about
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  it? And I was like, yeah.
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  So we stopped and thought about it for a couple minutes and he's
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  like, you're gonna have to ask me because I'm not gonna just do
• 17:28
  it, you know, 'cause he knew was a Gold Star.
• 17:29
  And I was like, yeah. And he was.
• 17:32
  I was like, yeah, please. Like, yeah, let's go for it.
• 17:36
  And you know, so it ended up turning into more like that
• 17:38
  would just kind of ended up being the night.
• 17:39
  But it was originally supposed to be just like some light
• 17:42
  impact and like just talking because like I have a degree in
• 17:45
  psychology and pillow talk is one of the easiest ways to get
• 17:48
  information out of people. And you could use your like
• 17:51
  psychology brain to be like, OK, so this is maybe a way we could
• 17:54
  resolve this. Meanwhile, your butt ass naked
• 17:57
  laying on his lap. But you know, yeah, because
• 17:59
  there's like physical touch. There's physical reassurance
• 18:01
  there too. It was.
• 18:02
  Physical reassurance, I'm sure, because I mean, you obviously
• 18:06
  had a good friendship with them. You started.
• 18:08
  Yeah, yeah, we've been friends for a good bit, Yeah.
• 18:11
  Met him online, met up with him in person.
• 18:13
  Yeah. And like I said, it makes a
• 18:14
  difference when you form a connection.
• 18:16
  Yeah. And you feel safe with the
• 18:18
  individual. You know, and a lot of men and
• 18:21
  they a lot of men who really, they don't understand this is
• 18:24
  that you, you talk about being comfortable, you talk about
• 18:26
  safety. And women are always at risk.
• 18:30
  Men don't think about it like that, especially if they're
• 18:32
  single men or men who are, you know, over 40 and have never
• 18:36
  been married. A lot of men just don't get
• 18:38
  that. And it's like you have to make a
• 18:40
  woman feel safe, you know? That's what a woman is drawn to
• 18:44
  feel. Yeah, Yeah, they are.
• 18:46
  They are very drawn to that. And it's harder with women who
• 18:48
  have been hurt by men before in different aspects.
• 18:51
  It's it's a lot harder to make them feel safe like it is.
• 18:53
  So the ones who actually put in the effort to to do it are like,
• 18:57
  you know, yeah. They they score up on your on
• 18:59
  your scoreboard. They do, yeah.
• 19:01
  And that's what's important, you know, to me, sex, BDSM, those
• 19:06
  types of things. When you're sharing the intimacy
• 19:09
  with someone, it's all about connection to me.
• 19:12
  That's what it boils down to. And if you develop a connection,
• 19:15
  it's just like when I have people write me, I, you know, I
• 19:17
  have this real cute little guy, he's in Clearwater, 7 hours
• 19:21
  apart. He tells me he wants to be my
• 19:23
  slave. And I'm like, sure, you know,
• 19:25
  let's talk about it. And, you know, he's like, he, he
• 19:31
  said something about how he saw what I like as far as, you know,
• 19:34
  different fetishes and kinks on my profile.
• 19:37
  And sissies. Yeah, it is Sissy.
• 19:40
  I love fucking sissies. And, you know, I love my latex
• 19:42
  skimp, but I only have one latex skimp.
• 19:44
  And that's the way I want to keep it.
• 19:45
  He's my one and only. But you know, I'll have plenty
• 19:48
  of Sissy slaves. I'll I'll have you know, anyone
• 19:52
  who wants to play, I'm OK with. However, they don't realize that
• 19:56
  I want to like them as an individual.
• 19:58
  Yeah, you know, I'm not just going to say, Oh yeah, I want to
• 20:02
  be your Yeah, you can be myself shit for me.
• 20:05
  Let's clean my house. You know I don't.
• 20:07
  Some of the house is always clean.
• 20:12
  You know, it could be cleaner, but I need to get my Sissy bitch
• 20:17
  over here to do it. But point of this it it really
• 20:22
  is, it boils down to connection. And honestly, you were with a
• 20:25
  man who respected your boundaries, who made you feel
• 20:28
  safe and you'll feel comfortable.
• 20:31
  And so an A plus for him that he can do.
• 20:34
  And so hopefully in your future, you'll meet other men that you
• 20:38
  find attractive and that you consider playing with, and they
• 20:43
  too will make you feel good. Yeah, I will say that I'm always
• 20:47
  been more even with women. I'm more drawn to personalities
• 20:49
  then like I mean, I can appreciate beauty of both, but
• 20:53
  I'm always been more drawn to personalities than like physical
• 20:57
  appearance. Yeah, I mean, I'm always happy
• 21:02
  when a drop dead gorgeous. Just like do you want to you
• 21:04
  want to you want to play? I'm just like fuck this.
• 21:07
  But you know, sometimes you do. But you know, personality can
• 21:10
  sometimes. I get.
• 21:12
  It, trust me, just absolutely like the.
• 21:16
  Sometimes I have fucked ugly because you've got great
• 21:19
  personalities. Personalities, yes, yeah, you
• 21:22
  know, the personality can can outweigh the the beauty.
• 21:26
  I will say though OK and I'm I'm telling you this because
• 21:30
  obviously your one time you know pass of having heterosexual sex
• 21:35
  is great, but in the future don't fuck a guy with a hairy
• 21:40
  back, OK because it will ruin you.
• 21:44
  I'm just saying I fucked a guy who had a great personality but
• 21:48
  he had a bear rug on his back and the sweat did not beat off.
• 21:54
  It was just like flying off and it was like soaking everywhere
• 21:59
  and I don't know if he had hyperhidrosis.
• 22:02
  However it was gross so. I swear every time I see me I
• 22:09
  learn something new. You're going to learn something
• 22:12
  new. OK, just just gonna have to talk
• 22:13
  to her every day, be like, all right, so I need my life science
• 22:16
  lesson today. What?
• 22:17
  What you got for me? Don't fuck a man with a hairy
• 22:20
  back. Don't fuck a man with a back.
• 22:22
  All right, So nothing lower than 9.
• 22:26
  No hairy. Backs, No.
• 22:28
  You can fuck a guy that has an average sized Dick, it's totally
• 22:32
  fine. They're, they're great because
• 22:33
  usually they can eat pussy really well and that's great.
• 22:39
  But anyway, there's, there's certain Dicks that you will come
• 22:41
  across in your life and you'll be like, Oh yeah.
• 22:44
  I don't know how many Dicks I'm going to come across, but we'll
• 22:46
  see. Oh, I'm telling you, you know
• 22:49
  why not? You're 20.
• 22:50
  Four. I am, yeah.
• 22:51
  I'll be 25 in a couple months. Until that thing is worn out.
• 22:55
  But because let me check, mine's a lot worn out, I've got some
• 22:57
  mileage left to me OK, because. Like I still got some mileage
• 23:01
  here, but. It still looks great and I don't
• 23:03
  have ladies hanging out so it looks great.
• 23:06
  You know what I'm saying? I'm just saying a lot of women
• 23:10
  shit start falling out and mine does not.
• 23:12
  I'm just saying. I know so many things personally
• 23:17
  about me and telling you, telling you.
• 23:19
  I don't want to know the things I know about this woman
• 23:21
  sometimes. They do.
• 23:23
  They want to know it all. They want to know they're
• 23:25
  perverts. But you know, you think about so
• 23:29
  grossed out with porn and guys are starting to like suck on
• 23:32
  like open labias. It's like it's like you're
• 23:35
  feeling of fucking squid coming out of your vagina that just
• 23:39
  came and showed its ink in there.
• 23:41
  It's like. It was so gross.
• 23:44
  How do women do that? Like it did that and then my
• 23:46
  brain just went immediately to how do women do this all time?
• 23:49
  Like I just could. I'm just like, I feel bad for
• 23:51
  them and I, I was like, it's gross.
• 23:54
  I don't get it. You're like, yeah, nut in my
• 23:56
  mouth, don't nut in my pussy. Exactly.
• 23:58
  Yeah, I get it. Mouth all day long because that
• 24:01
  chip was great. But that's what you got to tell
• 24:03
  a dude. You know now you know a little
• 24:05
  bit, Yeah, since you fucked. Like you can, you could thrust
• 24:10
  it in there, but you don't, don't come in there.
• 24:12
  You pull it out and put it in my mouth because we ain't second to
• 24:15
  Dick. Something I'm definitely going
• 24:16
  to do again, probably going to branch out, try a different one,
• 24:20
  Which is really funny because I've always been told in my
• 24:22
  whole life, like second Dick is gross.
• 24:24
  Don't do that. You don't want to do that.
• 24:26
  You don't want to Dick in your mouth.
• 24:27
  You don't, no, don't do that. So gross.
• 24:30
  And then I meet Mia and she's like, what do you mean?
• 24:33
  That's like the best part. It is.
• 24:35
  And then he was like, do you want to suck it?
• 24:37
  And I'm like, I suck dildos. Sure.
• 24:41
  Not the same, not the same, completely different and about
• 24:43
  10 times better. Not gonna lie, I may never suck
• 24:45
  another dildo because. I know it's not the same.
• 24:49
  I may never suck another dildo like that.
• 24:51
  Might just have to be taken off the the the list.
• 24:55
  And you know what's great? I know that you started, you
• 24:59
  know, at some point. And you said he was soft, and
• 25:01
  then you got him hard again. Yeah.
• 25:03
  But to me, I know you said it feels weird.
• 25:05
  But trust me, when you find a submissive man and I'm just
• 25:11
  saying future reference and he's like up against a wall or he's
• 25:15
  in bed lying down and you start doing your thing, it's the fact
• 25:20
  that you have the power to make it hard, that you can control
• 25:25
  anything about that. Yeah, he mentioned something
• 25:28
  about that when we're talking like, like the power.
• 25:30
  And I'm like, I didn't really feel it but OK.
• 25:32
  Yeah. I don't really feel that, but I
• 25:35
  know I don't really feel that power because like I get women
• 25:38
  wet. Like the fact that I can not
• 25:40
  touch a woman and the fact that they'll be like completely
• 25:43
  drenched from playing with me is like, I'm so used to it that
• 25:47
  it's like, you know. And see, you're against the
• 25:50
  whole thing of putting balls in your mouth.
• 25:52
  I'm not doing that. OK, that's good.
• 25:54
  That's fine. Although.
• 25:55
  Then again, then again. I said I wasn't going to put a
• 25:57
  Dick in my mouth either. Three month.
• 25:59
  What was it 5-5 months ago? Four months ago?
• 26:01
  Yeah. Four months ago means, like you
• 26:03
  said, that you weren't going to put a Dick in you at all.
• 26:05
  Yeah. There was no men possible.
• 26:07
  And now I'm sitting, now you're sitting in my house saying that
• 26:10
  you suck, that you like sucking Dick now.
• 26:12
  See, I told you and I said to you, you will enjoy it.
• 26:18
  You will enjoy it. And here we are at this
• 26:21
  juncture. We're talking about it.
• 26:24
  But to me it's just like, OK, the balls.
• 26:28
  So you can grab the base of the balls right under his shaft and
• 26:34
  it's like you can pull a little bit and you're going to prevent
• 26:38
  him from having an orgasm. Oh yeah, because there's a yeah,
• 26:41
  I've read about that and the heart.
• 26:42
  You read about it? Isn't that cute?
• 26:44
  Oh. My.
• 26:45
  God, I love it. Yeah, I read about that.
• 26:47
  I asked chat GBP. You just hold his balls there.
• 26:54
  And the harder he gets and the closer he wants to come, you can
• 26:58
  watch those testicles go tighter and tighter and tighter up
• 27:02
  towards a shaft. I'm just telling you, think
• 27:04
  about a woman with a clit and how her clit enlarges.
• 27:08
  Yeah. When she gets horny or.
• 27:09
  Yeah, Yeah. But you know, with men, you
• 27:12
  know, they're closer to orgasm. Watch their toes.
• 27:14
  If they're laying down, watch their toes.
• 27:17
  Their toes give it away because their toes will clench when
• 27:21
  they're getting ready to come. And the closer they get, you see
• 27:24
  their toes clench and they're like, I'm right there, I'm right
• 27:27
  there. Oh, my God.
• 27:28
  Oh yeah, like, yeah, you ask permission, you little bitch,
• 27:36
  because if they come too soon, you squeeze their fucking balls.
• 27:40
  So see, I fun fact, I left there and I'm going, OK, so if I had a
• 27:46
  submissive man, I could suck his Dick the way I want to, yes.
• 27:52
  And then if I had one that had the right fetishes, I could bend
• 27:56
  him over and fuck him in the ass because like, I know how to work
• 27:58
  a damn strap on him. A lesbian.
• 28:00
  I work a damn strap on him and I'm like, man, that's like the
• 28:03
  Holy Grail. Like get him, get him wet and
• 28:06
  then fuck him in the ass. Sounds like a fun time.
• 28:10
  Honestly. Sounds like such a fun time.
• 28:13
  Probably never happened because I'm a chicken, but you know.
• 28:17
  So with women, have you had that experience before fucking women?
• 28:20
  Oh, well, yeah, OK, well. Yeah, just to clarify, because
• 28:24
  my point of it is with you always saying, hey, six years
• 28:27
  lesbian boom, boom, boom. Yeah, just don't ever be
• 28:30
  deterred if a man ruins it for you because there'll be a point.
• 28:34
  Well, you'll meet a man and it's like, oh, he'll be a premature
• 28:38
  ejaculator, OK, Don't hold it against him.
• 28:41
  Shit happens. Yeah, you know, or you know, he
• 28:45
  doesn't know how to eat pussy. The thing of it is if you get a
• 28:48
  submissive man. How do you not know how to eat
• 28:50
  pussy? It's the easiest thing in the
• 28:51
  world to. Do men, a lot of times they
• 28:53
  don't know where the clit is. They think that they get
• 28:56
  stimulation from the lips. They don't know that you can
• 29:00
  lick and suck a clit at the same time you're fingering her.
• 29:04
  They don't. A lot of men just don't get it.
• 29:06
  They don't understand because the right women have never
• 29:09
  taught them. To teach mine be like exactly.
• 29:12
  And that's the goal. You need to go in there.
• 29:14
  Yeah, that's the goal. Because if you're.
• 29:16
  Yeah, exactly. I know how to do it.
• 29:18
  So I mean, I can give visual exactly.
• 29:20
  I can give you visual, man. Yes, You're like, let's find a
• 29:23
  woman. Let me eat her out real quick
• 29:25
  and I'll show you exactly how to do it because I've been doing
• 29:28
  this shit for years. Exactly.
• 29:31
  See, and that's the mindset you need to go in with.
• 29:33
  You know that you're going to teach a man.
• 29:35
  And yes, you need to find a submissive man.
• 29:37
  I do want to, like I said, I had one or two like that offer.
• 29:42
  I had one that was very boldly offering and then I had one that
• 29:44
  was like, you know, come sit on my face.
• 29:46
  He didn't want to eat me out. He wanted to.
• 29:48
  It was actually a new kink I've never heard of.
• 29:50
  He wanted to do like face sitting, but as like a form of
• 29:54
  breath play, almost like he didn't want me to have.
• 29:57
  We want to keep all of our clothes on and he wanted me to
• 29:59
  literally just sit on his face and watch TV like a chair.
• 30:01
  Like it like like that was a new I'd I'd like never heard that
• 30:04
  one. I was not the weirdest one I've
• 30:06
  heard of, but it was a different one.
• 30:09
  He was a submissive man. Very submissive.
• 30:11
  And then I had a Sissy reach out to me.
• 30:16
  The whole time talking to him, he's saying more and more things
• 30:18
  and I'm like, I just need you to talk to me real quick.
• 30:20
  I just need you to go over there.
• 30:21
  Probably know him, probably just show him to me and I'll.
• 30:24
  Tell you, I've liked him, but yeah, probably.
• 30:27
  But no, he was until he started talking weird.
• 30:31
  He was a real, like I was going to meet up with him, but then he
• 30:34
  kind of got like a little weird with the way he was talking.
• 30:35
  I was just like, no, but at some point I'll find a submissive man
• 30:39
  that I can like that has the right, you know.
• 30:43
  Fetishes, yeah. I mean, I'm willing to do, I
• 30:45
  mean, you know, that I'm almost willing to do almost anything.
• 30:47
  Like there's very little I'm not willing to do.
• 30:49
  And I'm not. I'm like that on top too.
• 30:50
  Like there's very little I'm not willing to do.
• 30:53
  Pretty much just keeping our bodily fluids in our own bodies
• 30:57
  aside from comments, but it's pretty much the only rule.
• 30:59
  And listen, I'm I'm you talked about this guy saying weird
• 31:03
  things. Yeah, OK.
• 31:04
  You don't have to tell me specifics unless you want to.
• 31:08
  But I mean, bottom line, you have to say to yourself, most
• 31:11
  men are stupid. They can be a fucking doctor or
• 31:14
  a lawyer. It doesn't matter.
• 31:16
  It doesn't matter. All men are stupid.
• 31:18
  When they start thinking with their.
• 31:19
  Dicks. They're all thinking with their
• 31:21
  Dicks and it's OK. And I love men, men, I love you.
• 31:25
  But you know you're dumb. They're dumb, you know, because
• 31:29
  you're like, I am caveman. Who can I fuck?
• 31:33
  Where can I put my Dick? Because you and I, both psych
• 31:37
  majors, what are the first things men can think?
• 31:39
  We think as humans. Can we fuck it?
• 31:42
  Can we eat it? That's what they think.
• 31:44
  And that's how men are. Yeah.
• 31:46
  And so, So this guy, if he's saying stupid shit and I'm
• 31:50
  telling you guys, tell me stupid shit all the.
• 31:52
  Time I imagine right, I had a guy the.
• 31:55
  Other day he called me. He's like, so is this dungeon?
• 31:59
  Do you have other people there or you alone?
• 32:02
  I'm like, why the fuck you ask me this?
• 32:04
  Don't ask me if I'm alone. No, I've got somebody here.
• 32:07
  Trust me, You know there's. Somebody here somewhere.
• 32:10
  Yes, you know I did. This house is full of people,
• 32:13
  it. Is but it's like they ask stupid
• 32:16
  questions because men are stupid and they say stupid things.
• 32:20
  So what did he say that really just kind of like.
• 32:22
  So like I, The thing is, is like it don't matter if I'm on top,
• 32:25
  it's listen to what I'm saying, because if you disobey me, I'm
• 32:29
  I'll, I'll stop. Like, because I don't have to, I
• 32:32
  don't have to do anything for you.
• 32:34
  And so like, you're going to listen or you're not going to
• 32:36
  play. It's how it is.
• 32:37
  And it's not really necessarily like the orgasm stuff because
• 32:39
  shit like that happens. But I mean, like if I blatantly
• 32:41
  give you a role and you just go, I'm not going to do that.
• 32:44
  Well, then we're not playing. I'll withhold that pleasure.
• 32:46
  I don't care. I can go put, I can go sit on
• 32:50
  the vibrator for a couple minutes and get the same thing,
• 32:52
  you know, So when I'm on top, it's very you're going to listen
• 32:56
  to what I say. And I kind of told him this.
• 32:59
  I was like, you know, these are like, I don't have rules outside
• 33:02
  because I'm only a scene player. Like I don't do it outside of
• 33:05
  scenes. But I was like, you know, when
• 33:08
  I, if I tell you do something, you do it.
• 33:10
  There is no room for arguing unless it's just like a, unless
• 33:14
  I cross a boundary, obviously. But like, I thought you do
• 33:16
  something, you do it. And he was like, well, what if I
• 33:21
  tried to, what if I fucked you anyways?
• 33:23
  How much trouble would I get in that we get with you on that?
• 33:25
  And I was like, no, no, no, we're not doing the what kind of
• 33:28
  punishment would you get to be but disobeyed a direct boundary.
• 33:31
  Yeah, because this is before I had slept to the man.
• 33:33
  So I was like, absolutely fucking not.
• 33:35
  Like, I'm not looking at a Dick. You're going to keep your
• 33:37
  underwear on 'cause like, I'm not looking at a Dick.
• 33:38
  So that's assault. It is assault, Yeah.
• 33:41
  I was like, it was like the weird thing.
• 33:43
  That's exactly what it's called. Like part of the like cops.
• 33:47
  That's that's the punishment you get the cops called.
• 33:49
  Yeah. Because it was, it was very
• 33:51
  like, but I mean, he had been really sweet and like very
• 33:53
  submissive up to that point. And you your response should
• 33:56
  have said, well what if I bring in my male friend and he fucks
• 33:59
  your asshole until you bleed right?
• 34:01
  Yeah, that be OK with you. Right.
• 34:03
  What kind of punishment would I get, you know?
• 34:05
  Yeah. What punishment?
• 34:06
  Yeah. I'm like, thank me.
• 34:08
  Yeah. Yeah, my friend can come in here
• 34:11
  and rape you. Yeah, so you get like that.
• 34:14
  Yeah. God fuck.
• 34:16
  I hope I don't know him. Probably not.
• 34:19
  You never know. You probably know and probably
• 34:21
  kicked him out. Probably.
• 34:23
  But. You know, I've blocked more
• 34:26
  women than I have men, I'll tell you that from parties.
• 34:30
  I will say this, I've now been to two of your party, two of
• 34:33
  your events, and I'm going to the third one.
• 34:34
  Yeah, which I need to ask you about, but that's off the
• 34:39
  podcast. But I've been to and what I've
• 34:43
  noticed that the men are almost more respectful than the women
• 34:47
  that come to the parties, which amazes me.
• 34:50
  Like they're some women are respectful and like your
• 34:52
  dummies, of course, are amazing freaking women.
• 34:54
  I love them each one I know well, I know most of them
• 34:57
  personally and they're amazing women.
• 34:59
  But some of the bill either like visitors, a lot of the women
• 35:03
  that come in that are, you know, either new timers or even been
• 35:06
  there before. A lot of them are very rude,
• 35:08
  very cuts themselves and like some of them are married to
• 35:12
  their spouses. And I mean, you're bringing your
• 35:14
  spouse to a BDSM event. There's going to be people
• 35:18
  looking, there's going to be people asking, there's going to
• 35:20
  be, you know, and you kind of have to be somewhat OK with the
• 35:23
  understanding that there's going to be other women looking at
• 35:25
  your man, whether it's in the dominant or submissive mindset.
• 35:30
  They're probably going to be like, hey, you're hot, you know,
• 35:35
  And I've a lot of the women that, you know, were very cousin
• 35:38
  cells. I've met some good women too.
• 35:40
  Don't get me wrong. There's a lot of good women that
• 35:41
  come in, but. But they're not respecting the.
• 35:44
  But they're not respecting. They don't respect.
• 35:46
  Yes, trust me and I I have banned more women than I have
• 35:49
  men. It's it's true.
• 35:51
  It's so sad. I've.
• 35:52
  Been. I've made the guy guys.
• 35:54
  That was the nice stuff. I won, yeah.
• 35:57
  You know, some of the women, they think it's cool if they
• 35:58
  want to come in drunk. No, they're they're not coming
• 36:01
  to another party. Absolutely not.
• 36:03
  Yeah, there's there's women who've caused scenes.
• 36:05
  There's women who have really fucking caused scenes over just
• 36:10
  themselves and their man. Yeah, you know, it's, it's
• 36:13
  ludicrous. It is.
• 36:15
  You don't act like a fucking, you know, untamed wild fucking
• 36:18
  animal. Yeah.
• 36:20
  Events. We're all adults.
• 36:21
  Behave yourself. Right, like it was.
• 36:23
  Yeah, Kindercare. I.
• 36:25
  Mean yeah, the the last party had a girl that was going off
• 36:29
  about one of the trans people that were there and I'm just
• 36:31
  like, keep it to yourself or leave like that was just not
• 36:36
  yeah, just leave like no one wants you here.
• 36:38
  Get me? Because I mean I.
• 36:39
  Do not tolerate that. The only reason I did is because
• 36:42
  the person who told me asked was like I don't want them kicked
• 36:44
  out and like it's not that bad just wanted someone to be aware
• 36:46
  and I was like. Oh no, you could have told me
• 36:48
  They. Do something else.
• 36:49
  I probably, I probably would have, but yeah, you tell me they
• 36:52
  were. I was just like, leave.
• 36:53
  Like there's no point in that. Like we don't tolerate that.
• 36:56
  This is a lifestyle event, it is not for just heterosexual
• 36:59
  females, right? They can go fuck themselves,
• 37:01
  right? Piss poor attitude.
• 37:03
  I don't tolerate that shit. No, I mean, and the point is
• 37:07
  like, no one there should have. Oh God no.
• 37:09
  Right. Luckily the woman who said
• 37:12
  something did leave early. But yeah, to fuck the trans
• 37:15
  person, probably it was being a Dick about it because yeah,
• 37:18
  probably, probably cunt. Whoever you are, fuck you cunt.
• 37:23
  You know who you are. Yes, you know who you are, you a
• 37:26
  little bitch. Yeah.
• 37:28
  You know, I, I had a situation I talked about this on one of my
• 37:32
  recent episodes because this pitch told me she wanted she
• 37:35
  her, she was here with her husband.
• 37:37
  She wanted to fuck a guy with a big Dick.
• 37:39
  So I was like, hey, big Dick Tom.
• 37:41
  I've taken pictures with this beautiful cock of his.
• 37:44
  This man's like 7374 years old at the time.
• 37:46
  He's coming with parties, beautiful Dick.
• 37:49
  He we even put Donuts on his Dick and he stayed hard for like
• 37:53
  an hour through the party. This man has stamina.
• 37:56
  He's got this gorgeous 10 inch Dick.
• 37:58
  I mean, and thick, beautiful. And like I said, he has stamina.
• 38:04
  He can get it hard. And I introduced her and the man
• 38:08
  has, I mean, he's 7273, whatever, but he has thinning
• 38:13
  hair. He's white hair, but he has a
• 38:15
  nice body for an older gentleman.
• 38:17
  He's slam tall. And she was like, uh, like now I
• 38:21
  don't want to fuck a grandpa. I'm like, bitch, you in your
• 38:24
  50s, OK, You in your 50s, you got sagging titties and a droopy
• 38:29
  pussy. You know you don't like it.
• 38:31
  Go fuck yourself. I'm telling you, an uptight
• 38:36
  bitch. This is not the first time you
• 38:38
  said something about droopy titties, I'm telling.
• 38:40
  You. I'm not like the.
• 38:42
  Titty. No.
• 38:44
  Look, I've lost weight and my titties are going to start
• 38:46
  drooping these shit. I'm telling you, I have a droopy
• 38:50
  titties. These shit are going to be
• 38:52
  perky. I'm getting a titty job once I
• 38:55
  lose all my weight. No, I want my perfect titties.
• 38:59
  They've always been nice teardrop titties.
• 39:01
  No, but for a woman to tell me and this woman had like Milky
• 39:07
  sacks left of droopy titties over her belly.
• 39:12
  Shut the fuck up, bitch, you fugly.
• 39:15
  You lucky if he sticks that Dick at you.
• 39:17
  You know I'm like, this man could have given you an orgasm
• 39:21
  and we all want to fucking hurt it.
• 39:24
  Don't talk shit about grandpa with his big Dick.
• 39:28
  I told Tom. I can't tell you how many times
• 39:30
  I'm like Tom, if I wasn't in a monogamist relationship, I'd
• 39:33
  have been riding that Dick when I first met you.
• 39:35
  He came in for a session and I was like, oh, my God, the
• 39:39
  heavens opened up. You know, it's like glory stick.
• 39:42
  I'm like, whoa, how many spit on it?
• 39:45
  And I stroke it. Kylie, you're trying.
• 39:51
  Have you spit on a Dick? Yeah.
• 39:53
  Oh fuck yeah. Fuck, I don't spit on anything.
• 39:56
  Oh my. God, Kylie, come on, baby.
• 39:58
  You gotta work on it. You gotta work on it.
• 40:02
  You spit on it because. OK.
• 40:04
  No, no, no, no. No, we're not saying no, we're
• 40:09
  talking. We're talking sexy saliva
• 40:13
  dripping from your mouth as it's getting think about it, you
• 40:17
  start sucking a Dick, you're stroking it in your mouth and
• 40:20
  and you the more saliva you have there, you can develop this
• 40:25
  suction and it feels incredible for a man.
• 40:28
  And then you don't. Drool very I don't, I don't
• 40:31
  drool a whole lot. So there's not a whole lot of
• 40:32
  saliva like like there and. I'm telling you guys like to see
• 40:35
  that spit just kind of like slide down your lips and it's.
• 40:39
  You it's your spit. Yeah.
• 40:41
  Look, I mean, I'm not saying I'm against spit.
• 40:43
  I like, I mean one of my biggest kinks is having a woman spit in
• 40:47
  my mouth and like maybe hold it like that is my biggest kink,
• 40:50
  but like it's just why would you?
• 40:54
  I just it's spit on a date like that just.
• 40:56
  It's, I'm telling you, it's say hi, people spit.
• 40:59
  On people spit on assholes too. I don't get that either.
• 41:01
  OK, well, that doesn't look sexy when it's just like tool, you
• 41:04
  know? No, no.
• 41:06
  But man's perfected the art of. Spitting I have.
• 41:10
  I perfected the art of spitting on people too, because I have
• 41:13
  guys that come in and want to be spit on and I'll spit on them
• 41:16
  and slap their face like, yeah, you like that?
• 41:18
  Open your mouth, you little fucking whore.
• 41:20
  You know they fucking love. It, it's great.
• 41:22
  It's great. It's fantastic.
• 41:25
  Women do that. It's fantastic.
• 41:28
  But exactly, I don't know. We'll see.
• 41:30
  When a man is laying down, I'm telling you and you just start
• 41:33
  stroking that Dick and it's getting harder and you see the
• 41:36
  saliva and it's sexy. I'm just saying, you know?
• 41:41
  We'll, we'll see, yeah. He's like, you're making me very
• 41:47
  uncomfortable, I. Learned new things every time I
• 41:52
  turn this room. I have had my ex.
• 41:56
  I'm having my ex always tell me things.
• 42:01
  They have they my ex of six years contacted me and he
• 42:06
  contacts me every year or two. Hey, can't I just call you every
• 42:11
  day? Hey, can't we talk about, you
• 42:13
  know, what we used to do sexually?
• 42:16
  I wish you would show my wife how to suck Dick.
• 42:19
  I'm like, yeah, I'm not going to do that.
• 42:23
  I can do. That, Yeah, no.
• 42:25
  But I mean, I've always had my exes say, hey, can you show my
• 42:29
  girlfriend? Can you show my wife?
• 42:31
  No, no, I'm not going to do that.
• 42:33
  You lost that privilege. Yeah, yeah.
• 42:36
  Now my husband enjoys it thoroughly, you know what I'm
• 42:38
  saying? So, yeah, yeah.
• 42:39
  He enjoys your talent. Yes, suck those Dicks.
• 42:43
  Stop them. Hi, the the IT in the hand.
• 42:48
  Oh my God, that felt weird. That was weird, that skin, like
• 42:50
  that skin that well, because it feels like you're like, it's not
• 42:54
  like, does he? Have a cut Dick.
• 42:55
  Yeah, OK. I don't think I could have done
• 42:57
  it. I've seen, I've seen uncut
• 42:59
  Dicks. Those things are.
• 43:00
  It's difficult. Sometimes they're a little
• 43:02
  tedious. I I don't even know where to
• 43:05
  begin. Like I'd have to have like
• 43:06
  someone be like, OK, this is how you do this.
• 43:09
  Because like, honestly, like this is my first time learning
• 43:11
  how a lot of these Dicks work because like I, I never learned
• 43:14
  how to do any of this because why would I?
• 43:17
  I suck clit, OK, I have clits vibrate on my tongue on a daily
• 43:21
  basis. If I can manage it all right,
• 43:23
  it's I don't know anything about Dicks.
• 43:25
  Like I don't know how to get them hard.
• 43:26
  I don't know how to do any of this.
• 43:28
  So it's like I'm like rookie at this.
• 43:31
  I mean, the second the Dick I kind of already knew the aspect
• 43:34
  of because I suck dildos. Yeah, I'm pretty, you know, and
• 43:37
  the thing about sucking dildos is that you I love.
• 43:41
  You like, Yeah, think about sucking dildos.
• 43:43
  It's plastic, but go ahead. Listen to just the story.
• 43:47
  Mia, I Will I? Will cheer me out.
• 43:50
  OK. The thing about sucking dildos
• 43:52
  is, is like the point of sucking dildos is more for the show than
• 43:57
  the feeling because they're not getting anything from it.
• 44:01
  Like the woman who I mean, you, you pig men.
• 44:04
  So you know that you're not actually feeling your Dick going
• 44:07
  in a man's ass. So like it's the same kind of
• 44:09
  idea of going in a woman's mouth.
• 44:11
  Like it's the same thing. You don't actually feel it.
• 44:13
  So it's more for show. So you had to really put on a
• 44:15
  show when you're, you know, down there.
• 44:17
  So when you went on a real one, it was kind of the same idea of
• 44:21
  like, OK, it's a show, but they can actually feel this, you
• 44:25
  know? So it was, it was it definitely
• 44:28
  better. And dildo, Yeah.
• 44:29
  Second, dildos may no longer be a thing.
• 44:31
  Yeah. Not a thing anymore, are they?
• 44:33
  Maybe not. Well, maybe a woman was like,
• 44:36
  really like, man, I really just want to see your mouth down
• 44:38
  there. Might be like OK, but it's not
• 44:40
  as I'm not going to ask for it at the end of that.
• 44:48
  You know, yeah, I think, you know, once you cross that
• 44:53
  threshold, at this point, now you just wanna experience more.
• 44:57
  And I, you know, experience is a great thing, obviously, as long
• 45:00
  as you're doing it safe, you know, staying consensual,
• 45:03
  obviously, but you're gonna have a great time.
• 45:07
  Yeah, you really are. Gonna have to find some a
• 45:09
  submissive man at some point. I, you know, and I know several.
• 45:13
  I have a lot of great men locally that I can set you up
• 45:17
  with. Yeah, you know, and you can meet
• 45:19
  him here in the dungeon, you know, I mean, I'm just going to
• 45:22
  tell you how their personalities are.
• 45:24
  And you, if you think you'll mesh, by all means, yeah.
• 45:27
  That'd be, yeah, because it, yeah, it is harder too, because
• 45:31
  I'm going to places where there's mostly male like DOMS.
• 45:35
  And so in meeting people online has never really been something
• 45:39
  I've been good at doing. So I mean, it would be more
• 45:43
  interesting to do it kind of like with people who know them.
• 45:46
  But it is something definitely that I'm going to explore for
• 45:49
  sure. Because I think fucking a man in
• 45:52
  the ass after giving a blowjob is is going to be an experience.
• 45:54
  And then I just really want to do that.
• 45:56
  And it is both, like, interesting for me to say that,
• 46:00
  but it's also like the progression in my mental, like,
• 46:06
  kind of thing to be able to be to a point where I'm like, yeah,
• 46:09
  I could put a man on his knees, You know, Like, that's five
• 46:12
  months ago. I wouldn't even look at a man.
• 46:14
  You know, I was talking to a friend the other day, she's one
• 46:17
  of my Doms, and she said to me, there's a difference when you
• 46:21
  have a male sub that comes in and he's he's to the point where
• 46:27
  he's more or less femme. He's very feminine and he
• 46:31
  kneels. It's because he wants that
• 46:33
  submission. But she's more turned on by a
• 46:36
  man who is masculine in all these ways in real life, but
• 46:43
  that when he comes into the dungeon and he wants to kneel
• 46:48
  out of respect. Yeah, there's a difference.
• 46:51
  See, this is a. There's a different see, I like
• 46:57
  when I'm in the dominant headspace.
• 46:58
  You have those, you know, your pronouns, like yours is
• 47:00
  mistress, and then you have, you know, different, different ones
• 47:03
  for different people. Master daddy, that kind of
• 47:05
  thing. Mine has always been queen
• 47:08
  because I don't have them necessarily kneel to me, but
• 47:15
  have them bow to me. So it's, you know, they're on
• 47:19
  their knees, but their heads are bowed too because like, I don't,
• 47:22
  you don't, you're not going to look at me unless I tell you to.
• 47:24
  And it's like a very queen aspect and that's what I've kind
• 47:27
  of always like went with. OK.
• 47:29
  And that's great. That's great.
• 47:31
  You know, I think that honestly, with male Subs, you have to put
• 47:35
  things in perspective too, because it's so much harder for
• 47:38
  a man to find a dominant woman. Yeah.
• 47:41
  And it's so hard for a man to find a woman that they don't
• 47:45
  come off as creepy or, you know, incompatible.
• 47:48
  Yeah, you know what I'm saying? It's so easy for women.
• 47:51
  It is. It is extremely easy for women.
• 47:53
  How? Easy it is.
• 47:54
  I mean, us as women can go up to basically any dude.
• 47:57
  We want to be like, hey, single. Yeah, OK.
• 48:00
  You want to have sex? Sure.
• 48:02
  Right. Yeah, so fucking even if they're
• 48:03
  not single, it's. Yeah, I'm sorry for men, but
• 48:06
  yeah, you know, it's just like. It is insanely easy.
• 48:09
  I mean I could be getting laid by a man every night of the week
• 48:12
  if I wanted. Like insanely easy. 100% easy
• 48:16
  peasy. Easy.
• 48:17
  It's nothing. Nothing.
• 48:19
  Yeah, I mean, I tend to have good luck with women too.
• 48:21
  But it is harder when you're dating women to as a woman to,
• 48:24
  you know, get women because women just aren't because women
• 48:26
  can get it very easily. So it's not you have to really.
• 48:29
  Which mean I don't have a problem doing, but it it does
• 48:32
  take a bit and it could be harder to find them.
• 48:36
  Yeah, I tend to. I mean, most of the ones I met
• 48:39
  have met by chance. Like, it's been like one met in
• 48:42
  college and he just had to be friends with someone I was
• 48:44
  friends with. The last one was at your party.
• 48:46
  The one after that I was went to a rope event, you know, and it
• 48:49
  just, you know, happens, you know, not really bad.
• 48:53
  Like chance, yeah, just kind of happened.
• 48:57
  But I also don't actually seek out relationships either because
• 49:01
  I don't right now. I don't want one.
• 49:03
  But like just in general, even when I am kind of like I want to
• 49:06
  be in a relationship, I don't usually seek them out.
• 49:08
  I kind of just let them happen naturally.
• 49:09
  Like I'm not on dating websites. I don't do the whole like trying
• 49:13
  to actively find someone like that.
• 49:15
  If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't.
• 49:17
  I just kind of let it happen. You know, I meet people and if I
• 49:21
  meet one that's interested, then hey, we'll see where it goes.
• 49:24
  If I'm in the, you know, mindset to be in a relationship, then
• 49:27
  we'll see how it goes. I'm a single whatever, but I've
• 49:31
  just never been like the type person like actively seek that
• 49:33
  kind of stuff out. So Speaking of submissive men,
• 49:36
  there's this one gentleman and I swear, if he is single still, he
• 49:41
  would be one of those guys where you'd be like, Oh my God, this
• 49:44
  man's name is Travis. Travis, you know, Mr. Smia loves
• 49:47
  you. He is 33.
• 49:50
  He is, oh goodness, probably 5-9, not super tall.
• 49:57
  He has some tattoos. Long beautiful thick dark blonde
• 50:01
  hair and he has this beautiful 10 inch car.
• 50:06
  It is gorgeous. He has such a fucking sexy body.
• 50:10
  He's on my fat on one of my pictures I'll show you.
• 50:14
  But he is the one gentleman that came to the dungeon.
• 50:18
  It's been a few years now. When this first happened it was
• 50:22
  probably like 7-8 years ago. I've known him for quite some
• 50:25
  time. I've known him for almost 10
• 50:26
  years, but he was so insistent on putting a cock cage on.
• 50:30
  I'm like Travis, baby, you're already hard.
• 50:33
  It's not going to work. But we'll put what's called the
• 50:35
  bird cage on you. It literally looks like a bird
• 50:38
  cage, but it's it's kind of like fatter at the bottom and slimmer
• 50:41
  at the top. And but we put the cock ring on
• 50:46
  and it's steel, you know, and he was semi hard then.
• 50:52
  And I'm like, look, we put this on.
• 50:56
  You're going to either have to have an orgasm, like ASAP, or
• 51:01
  it's going to constrict everything.
• 51:03
  Your balls are going to be blue, then black, and then you're
• 51:06
  going to have to get a cut off. You know, it's one of those.
• 51:09
  And so basically we had to take them up to the Home Depot before
• 51:12
  they closed with the bolt cutters to get it cut off.
• 51:15
  Oh. My God.
• 51:17
  Yeah, because the birdcage wouldn't go on, because he
• 51:21
  wouldn't soften his Dick. It was his fault.
• 51:24
  It was his fault touching his Dick, you know, he's looking at
• 51:28
  all these things and you know, but he's a Sissy.
• 51:32
  I'm telling you, I'm telling you, but he's a Sissy.
• 51:35
  He's so fucking hot, adorable. He's sweet.
• 51:39
  But I tell you, when you, I know you're not looking for a partner
• 51:42
  in life. No, I get this.
• 51:44
  But it's interesting because we're always drawn to people
• 51:47
  that look like ourselves. Yeah, You know, you said this
• 51:51
  the other day and it, it, I think sometimes we do find
• 51:55
  people who look for ourselves. But I've also noticed that I
• 51:58
  have a tendency in women especially that look or are
• 52:04
  closer like in appearance to my mother.
• 52:06
  Yes, we we know that because that's what that's.
• 52:11
  What we talked about before, this is a real, so this is a
• 52:18
  real thing that happened the other day.
• 52:20
  I was, oh man, I can't remember. I was doing my mom.
• 52:25
  My mom came over and she's being my mom and she left and I was
• 52:29
  feeling disappointed and. Hold on now, is your mom like
• 52:32
  what, like 554? My mom is shorter than me, she's
• 52:37
  411. She's got darker hair than me,
• 52:39
  which is I have like a light brown hair.
• 52:41
  I'm actually the only one in the household with light brown hair.
• 52:43
  The other three all have like, almost black hair.
• 52:48
  And then she has really dark hair and she's, you know, she's
• 52:53
  chubby. She's she's she's thick. 411,
• 52:55
  Yeah. 411 thick. You know, she's not like over
• 52:58
  necessarily over overweight, but she's, you know, thicker.
• 53:01
  And I mean, if you look at my dating history and it's pretty
• 53:04
  much same thing. The only difference is I tend to
• 53:07
  go for curly hair and my mom has straight hair.
• 53:09
  It's really the only like, big difference.
• 53:11
  Yeah. No one of those people.
• 53:17
  What I said, I know one of those.
• 53:19
  People who dated. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 53:21
  You know what? Just described her.
• 53:22
  OK, Got it kind of verbatim, just described that woman.
• 53:27
  But that's my mother. That's what she looks like.
• 53:29
  She's very like that. And.
• 53:30
  But anyways, my mother came over the other day and she was being
• 53:35
  herself and she left and I was disappointed and I called the my
• 53:38
  play partner at the time and I'm talking to her.
• 53:41
  And I started feeling better. And there was just this voice in
• 53:43
  my head that went mommy issues. Is that that that phrase?
• 53:48
  What was it? What was the phrase that you
• 53:50
  said, Mama? Why did you ruin?
• 53:53
  Me No, you said something the other day.
• 53:55
  Oh my God, I forgot it now, but it wait, whatever that phrase
• 53:58
  was that you used the last podcast, I can listen to it.
• 54:00
  I remember what it was, but seeking Mama's love and
• 54:03
  approval, yes that phrase went through my head and I was like
• 54:07
  Dang 'cause I felt better talking to someone at what?
• 54:10
  Yes. And she looks a lot like her.
• 54:11
  Like yes, I'm the guy that was with I was similar to my dad.
• 54:16
  Not gonna lie, he was a lot bigger than my dad, my dad, the
• 54:19
  stick. But other than that, like he's
• 54:22
  he's very similar to my dad. Not the attributes better
• 54:26
  personality than my dad for sure, but 10 times better.
• 54:28
  But, and I mean the women I date, well, some of them have
• 54:32
  better attributes than my mother, though.
• 54:36
  It was funny is like the one that I was with the longest.
• 54:38
  I was with my ex for bachelor were coming up on a year since
• 54:41
  we broke up but we were together almost a year.
• 54:45
  We're like 2 weeks away from a year and she is 511 almost 6
• 54:52
  foot tall, red hair, curly short.
• 54:56
  She's thicker because I don't date any women that are skinny
• 54:59
  sorry but she's thicker. And I was just like I'm looking
• 55:04
  at her and I'm looking at all the others and I'm like I don't
• 55:06
  know where you came into the line but then I really got to
• 55:08
  thinking about it. She acts like my mother.
• 55:11
  Yeah, she's got almost all of my mother.
• 55:13
  Well, not all of them, but she's got a some of the personality
• 55:15
  traits she has are very similar to my mother.
• 55:18
  Controlling. I was.
• 55:20
  I wasn't going to say it, say it.
• 55:23
  Say it. This is why you're submissive,
• 55:26
  controlling, needing mommy's approval, yes.
• 55:30
  I'm submissive because I have a fear of disappointing others.
• 55:33
  Because Mommy did not give you her approval, I had.
• 55:39
  Approval just sometimes sometimes it was when I was
• 55:43
  doing what she wanted me to do is put that way exactly exactly
• 55:47
  yeah no judgment yeah me I'm this judgment for example Oh
• 55:51
  yeah I get it but now yeah I try not to think about the reasons I
• 55:56
  submissive me I know you got me thinking about.
• 55:58
  Him. No one does.
• 55:59
  No one wants to know. They really don't.
• 56:02
  Unfortunately, I studied psychology, so I know exactly
• 56:05
  why. It's like, you do know I know
• 56:07
  exactly why I like this. Yeah, I know why.
• 56:09
  I don't want to admit it, but I know why.
• 56:12
  And you know what's interesting, even being psych majors, there's
• 56:16
  going to be times in our life where we stop start talking to
• 56:19
  other people about their issues and what to have you and and
• 56:24
  then a light will go off. Like you said, you heard that.
• 56:27
  Piece of what I said. Yeah, You know, and it's like,
• 56:31
  after all these years, I figured something out about myself the
• 56:33
  other day and I was like, holy shit.
• 56:36
  Wow. Yeah.
• 56:37
  It's like slapped me in the face because I didn't put two and
• 56:42
  two. Together, right?
• 56:43
  Yeah, you don't, you don't put it together until and people
• 56:45
  will point things out and you're just like, and your brain will
• 56:47
  be like, I don't know, yeah, but you're just like yeah, because
• 56:53
  like what you said that was like, I don't think my mom is
• 56:54
  love at approval. And then my mom disappointed me.
• 56:56
  I went and talked to G and she was giving me and I felt better
• 56:59
  in like 5 minutes and I'm like OK so maybe I seek mommy's
• 57:03
  loving approval just a little bit.
• 57:04
  Like that phrase ran through my head and I'm like Mia called
• 57:07
  this shit. I did.
• 57:08
  Don't you remember? We were talking.
• 57:09
  I barely even knew you. Was that dance of the?
• 57:11
  Party. Yeah, you'd only met me twice.
• 57:13
  Yes, I'm out there talking to you.
• 57:15
  I'm like, Oh yeah, Mommy this mommy said.
• 57:16
  Oh yeah, OK girl, I got you. Like why?
• 57:21
  I'm like, you're lesbian. You still want to satisfy mommy,
• 57:25
  make her happy. They do it through the vagina.
• 57:29
  That's why you do it. You know what also does it?
• 57:32
  Feeding them. Yes, yeah.
• 57:34
  And feeding a woman, yes, all the problem would go away.
• 57:37
  I told my mom that I cut that. I cut it off my play party.
• 57:40
  And she's like, yeah, it seems like you would throw that one
• 57:45
  away. And I was like, what are you
• 57:46
  talking about? And she goes, well, that one
• 57:48
  actually took care of you and you're used to, and you want to
• 57:50
  be used. And I'm like, all right, all
• 57:53
  right, I'm going to get off the phone now.
• 57:55
  Yeah, right. That.
• 57:57
  Doesn't have anything to do with this.
• 58:01
  Yeah, well, you know, the best advice for this situation at
• 58:05
  some point when you're ready to do it, is to actually have a
• 58:09
  conversation with your mom and find peace with it.
• 58:13
  And we, we, we, we've established the best way is to
• 58:16
  avoid communication when it comes to these topics.
• 58:18
  Yeah, but that's not the way to do it for your life, you know?
• 58:21
  Yeah, but it works out. It works out.
• 58:24
  You know we. We have, we have, we have
• 58:27
  boundaries. We have you saying.
• 58:28
  That. Little new voice.
• 58:31
  It's fine, Mia. It's.
• 58:32
  OK, Mia, I understand. It's it's as good as it's gonna
• 58:36
  get and it's fine. It's OK, but.
• 58:39
  I think mommies, I have other mommies now, yeah.
• 58:41
  I know you suck on their titties and eat their pussies.
• 58:44
  Too. I sure do.
• 58:46
  Sure do. And I do it again 100%.
• 58:48
  Mommy milkers all day long, honey.
• 58:53
  I got no problem with that. Right.
• 58:56
  Yeah. So do you like women that
• 58:58
  breastfeed? I've never had.
• 59:00
  One do it never had the opportunity, but I mean I am a
• 59:05
  little so I mean that does obviously that would play a
• 59:08
  really big part. I mean I do bottles if I found
• 59:10
  one that was breastfeeding like that would be like absolutely
• 59:12
  heaven. That'd be like my, my, my, all,
• 59:14
  you know? You know, there's a woman here
• 59:17
  locally who's in the ABDL group that still nurses.
• 59:21
  OK, what is that? What does that stand?
• 59:23
  For, oh, adult baby diaper lovers, OK, or just adult babies
• 59:27
  that you can bring them up or just diaper lovers you can break
• 59:30
  that, you know, division up. And I've, I've heard you heard
• 59:33
  say it a bunch of times and I've seen it written, but I've never
• 59:35
  actually knew what it stood. For yeah, yeah, there's Gulf
• 59:37
  Coast of my friend EMS Ninja. He has the group, it's age
• 59:43
  players. Yeah, yeah, I'll show you that
• 59:46
  group on fat and you can go on there and they go to little
• 59:49
  munches and that kind of thing. And yeah, she still like offers
• 59:54
  breast milk. If I'm, if I've understood this
• 59:56
  correctly from other people in the community, they've said
• 59:59
  that. Yeah, I've wanted to try, I've
• 1:00:01
  wanted to try breast milk for a while, but I'm like, I won't
• 1:00:04
  take it from it. Like people sell it, but I'm not
• 1:00:06
  like willing to take it from an infant, you know?
• 1:00:08
  So I was like, I worked in daycare for four years.
• 1:00:11
  I've seen like the the horror stories with breastfeeding when
• 1:00:14
  it comes to babies and. Like, there's no way that I
• 1:00:16
  would ever take, you know, from a woman who's donating it to
• 1:00:19
  babies or selling it to babies, but for A1 who's doing it in
• 1:00:23
  kink, I think would be amazing to one day be able to do.
• 1:00:27
  I, I think that I will try to find this woman on, on that
• 1:00:32
  group or you can pursue it as well.
• 1:00:34
  I'll show you what it is, but I mean, why not fulfill your
• 1:00:37
  fantasies that you want? Yeah, yeah, that would be a good
• 1:00:40
  one. We had an adorable woman here
• 1:00:42
  and she was still nursing and she came to just a small little
• 1:00:45
  event. It was kind of like almost like
• 1:00:47
  a little little party. There was probably maybe 12 or
• 1:00:51
  15 of us and we were just doing a few little like BDSM games and
• 1:00:55
  that kind of thing in the dungeon.
• 1:00:57
  I think it was her birthday at the time.
• 1:00:59
  But she's like, yeah, she needs to express her milk because she
• 1:01:03
  had been with us for like 5 hours.
• 1:01:05
  And at that point I, I was like 11:00.
• 1:01:08
  I had, I adjourned to bed at this point.
• 1:01:11
  And the next morning my friends were like, Oh yeah, you know,
• 1:01:13
  such and such. She broke out her breast milk
• 1:01:17
  and gave us all shots of it in like cups, in the fucking solo
• 1:01:21
  cups. And he's like, Oh my God, it was
• 1:01:23
  amazing, you know? And I'm like, that's really
• 1:01:25
  cool. I don't think I would have done
• 1:01:27
  it because it's not my thing. Yeah, but I think.
• 1:01:30
  That was awesome. Yeah.
• 1:01:31
  You know that she would do it with other people.
• 1:01:34
  I think, you know, they have another group and I haven't
• 1:01:36
  found it on FAT, but I know there's an actual website and
• 1:01:40
  it's for, and I'm trying to think of the acronym, but it's
• 1:01:43
  basically, oh, it's ANR and our relationships, adult nursing
• 1:01:47
  relationships. And so men, women, husband,
• 1:01:50
  wives, all that, they're all on this group on this website all
• 1:01:54
  over the world. And they basically talk about
• 1:01:57
  how they form this amazing bond and how to induce lactation in
• 1:02:01
  the younger, an older age, you know, women who've never had
• 1:02:05
  children or whatever, and how they have that capability.
• 1:02:08
  Yeah, it's badass. Yeah, we, me and my ex had
• 1:02:12
  looked into it because it was like, it is something that I
• 1:02:15
  really want to do, even if it's just expressed in in bottles,
• 1:02:18
  like you don't have to be necessarily from the source.
• 1:02:20
  And so she was going to actually start lactating and stuff.
• 1:02:22
  We had like looked into it. It's very tedious process.
• 1:02:24
  It's very tedious process. But yeah, well.
• 1:02:27
  You know they have, you can take the route of getting like the
• 1:02:31
  actual breast pumps, you know. Yeah, but those.
• 1:02:34
  Those are very powerful. No, but if you do like a lot,
• 1:02:37
  like if you do it like hours the day or you have like, like if it
• 1:02:42
  was with my ex, I would be there to physically be able to second,
• 1:02:46
  you know, to induce it constantly.
• 1:02:50
  You know, and people who are around babies a lot, like women
• 1:02:52
  are around babies a lot, can sometimes accidentally lactate
• 1:02:55
  too in daycare. Like I had a baby that sucked in
• 1:02:58
  my arm a lot and like my nipples almost started.
• 1:03:01
  Like I almost started to get to the point where I was lactating
• 1:03:03
  and he wasn't anywhere on my boobs.
• 1:03:04
  But my. But the instincts in your brain
• 1:03:07
  when you're kind of when an infant, you know, yeah, he
• 1:03:12
  stopped doing that and it slowed down.
• 1:03:13
  But I was like, damn, I might start.
• 1:03:15
  This is not, you know. Well, you know, there's, there's
• 1:03:18
  things on Amazon obviously you can buy, you can actually take
• 1:03:21
  like certain herbs and that kind of thing.
• 1:03:23
  Yeah, but someone was telling me they used a goat milker than an
• 1:03:26
  actual like breast pump. Yeah.
• 1:03:29
  And they said that stimulated immensely and they started
• 1:03:32
  quicker. I know a lot of like MBDS and
• 1:03:34
  there's there's actual milk like machines for women that they
• 1:03:38
  like will hook up for like the point of pain and pleasure kind
• 1:03:40
  of aspect. And I bet those would work for
• 1:03:42
  helping with lactation too. Absolutely.
• 1:03:45
  Yeah. Absolutely.
• 1:03:46
  Yeah. I told my Sissy at one point I
• 1:03:48
  was like, you know, I want to do like some Sissy animalistic type
• 1:03:53
  porn clips where I thought it would be fun to do like a
• 1:03:57
  makeshift stable and have him as my little Hoo cow and hook his
• 1:04:01
  titties up to the fucking milker.
• 1:04:03
  And I was like, yeah, you gonna be my little Hoo cow.
• 1:04:07
  Sounds like a fun time. Sounds like a fun time.
• 1:04:09
  Exactly. Oh goodness, this is too fun.
• 1:04:13
  We could honestly, we could talk four days, honestly, because our
• 1:04:17
  conversation's just so fluid. So it's.
• 1:04:19
  Higher Yes, I love talking to you.
• 1:04:22
  Thank you same. Yeah, I try not to bug you, but
• 1:04:24
  I love talking to you. You.
• 1:04:26
  You're not bugging me ever, I promise.
• 1:04:28
  I never text you unless you text me first like ever.
• 1:04:31
  Like like I wait for you to text me first about anything you
• 1:04:33
  need. I'm like, OK, then once you open
• 1:04:36
  that Walmart, I might ask, like, a question or two.
• 1:04:39
  Like, I never want to text you how things like, what if she's
• 1:04:42
  busy? Although I didn't send you a
• 1:04:43
  picture of the puppy, right? I sent that.
• 1:04:46
  I was like, my mom had gotten the puppy a month or so ago.
• 1:04:49
  She got in January, and I had a key picture of it.
• 1:04:51
  And I'm like, Mia loves dogs. I'm gonna send this picture to
• 1:04:54
  someone. This picture to Mia.
• 1:04:55
  Yes. And I was like.
• 1:04:57
  And I think I put like a whole message, like I interrupt your
• 1:04:58
  morning, just send you pictures of my mom's dog.
• 1:05:01
  No, no, I trust me. I love dogs.
• 1:05:04
  Yes, I will see pictures of them anytime.
• 1:05:07
  I've got nothing but photo albums of my dogs.
• 1:05:11
  But you know, it's Speaking of dogs.
• 1:05:16
  I did an interview yesterday with this great guy.
• 1:05:19
  He is his name is D Rock, He does a podcast called The After
• 1:05:24
  Hour Sessions and he actually is a client of DOMS and Amazonian
• 1:05:32
  women who do wrestling as a fetish.
• 1:05:35
  Yeah. Oh yeah, I do it, yeah.
• 1:05:37
  And so he's a client. He gets on his podcast and he
• 1:05:40
  talks all about it. Well, I had him on my podcast
• 1:05:42
  the other day and my poor little baby over here, she kept
• 1:05:45
  coughing, coughing, gagging, gagging.
• 1:05:46
  I was like, Oh my God, I'm like D rock, this never happens.
• 1:05:51
  Hold on. I gotta pause it.
• 1:05:52
  Hold on. It's chaos.
• 1:05:55
  But anyway, I think, I think we need to journey into some
• 1:06:02
  heterosexual fun with you, expose you to some sissies.
• 1:06:06
  And I'm telling you, if your work schedule is one of those,
• 1:06:09
  it doesn't always mesh with mine.
• 1:06:11
  But we'll have to figure out a day where there's somebody on
• 1:06:15
  your day off that is cool with you watching how we can
• 1:06:19
  dominate. Because I, you know, that's what
• 1:06:22
  I do. I love dominating men.
• 1:06:23
  And there's, I mean, so many cool guys that come into the
• 1:06:26
  dungeon and we do all sorts of impact is a bigger thing, but
• 1:06:30
  it's about them. It's because it's the best
• 1:06:32
  thing. It is.
• 1:06:33
  It's so fun, right? So, Solicitor.
• 1:06:36
  Yeah. Is that important?
• 1:06:37
  Yeah, fuck it. This is Robo Baller.
• 1:06:39
  I'm like an answer that. Yeah, we live in the BDSM
• 1:06:44
  community and lifestyle. People have some weird as names,
• 1:06:47
  okay. They have to do what name they
• 1:06:48
  have some. Weird ass names they.
• 1:06:50
  Do have some weird? Ass names your phone your your
• 1:06:52
  number saved to my phone to Mia. OK, you know, and I've got I've
• 1:06:55
  I've met some that like are saved to my phone is like
• 1:06:58
  naughty little and and this thin than that girlfriend.
• 1:07:01
  OK, let me tell you about mine right here.
• 1:07:04
  Oh, yes, please. OK, please.
• 1:07:10
  All right. So a lot of my clients that call
• 1:07:14
  me I always put a lot of times specific attribute about them.
• 1:07:19
  OK so I have my Sissy Justine in my phone.
• 1:07:23
  Oh yes, I've heard of him. My.
• 1:07:24
  Sweet little Justin. Yes, I have Charles Cupcake.
• 1:07:28
  He knows who he is. I have Robbie Hooker in here.
• 1:07:35
  He likes to be a hooker. Hey, I have relate to him.
• 1:07:39
  Yes, I have Brian Hillbilly cock sucker in here.
• 1:07:48
  What am I under I need to know? I actually have your name in
• 1:07:51
  here. OK, Dang it.
• 1:07:54
  Yes, I. Should put you in as Kylie the.
• 1:07:57
  Lesbian. I should put that one in there.
• 1:07:58
  Should be virgin lesbian just in the phone.
• 1:08:01
  Here's Andrew diaper boy sexy Greg.
• 1:08:07
  This is Crystal. I love this.
• 1:08:09
  This is great. I have big tits, Crystal.
• 1:08:12
  I have tickle Tampa. Just have kink.
• 1:08:19
  My Stormy in here. I have a lot of different
• 1:08:24
  things. And you know, what's really
• 1:08:25
  funny is I had to drop my phone off at the phone store
• 1:08:30
  yesterday. Yeah.
• 1:08:32
  And I know that they had to turn that.
• 1:08:34
  Shit off right away because her phone, my God, your phone bugs
• 1:08:40
  the hell out of me. I was here on the day after the
• 1:08:43
  party and it went off and it went off and it went off and it
• 1:08:45
  went off and went off and you caught me staring at it like I'm
• 1:08:48
  going to throw it out the window after like the 5th or 6th buzz
• 1:08:51
  and I'm like, I'm good. That's another reason I don't
• 1:08:53
  want to text you all the time because like you never stop,
• 1:08:56
  never stop, never stops. And I'm just like you need like
• 1:08:59
  a receptionist. Just go through all your emails
• 1:09:00
  and just like a list them. It's crazy.
• 1:09:03
  It's crazy, It's insane. Like I see your phone go off all
• 1:09:05
  the time and I'm just like, I would throw it out the window.
• 1:09:07
  I mean, my phone's practically paperweight because I have no
• 1:09:09
  friends, but you know. It's OK.
• 1:09:13
  It's OK because, I mean, a lot of these people are clients or
• 1:09:16
  people in the life. Yeah, I have a lot of friends.
• 1:09:18
  It's great. I'm happy with that.
• 1:09:20
  But it's funny because when I picked up my phone the other
• 1:09:23
  day, they're like, you know, you're a busy lady.
• 1:09:25
  Yeah. They're like, yeah, we had to
• 1:09:27
  shut your phone off. And I'm like.
• 1:09:29
  I know, I know. I mean, all I went back on the
• 1:09:32
  call log and I saw ABDL, Mama's boy.
• 1:09:37
  I mean, all these things. I'm like, yeah, they called,
• 1:09:40
  didn't they? Yeah.
• 1:09:42
  And then I had a strap on his name.
• 1:09:49
  Another one I had big Dick and I'm like, Oh my God, yeah, this
• 1:09:52
  is great. It's funny shit.
• 1:09:54
  It is. It's great.
• 1:09:55
  I love that people and people like you, they'll ask things.
• 1:09:58
  What's my name in your phone? Yeah.
• 1:10:00
  Should have the virgin lesbian. A little sad it's just the name.
• 1:10:03
  I'm. I need to, I need to have that
• 1:10:06
  because you're going to have, I mean, other ones.
• 1:10:08
  I bet everyone there's virgin lesbian.
• 1:10:09
  And I understand that technically I've lost my
• 1:10:11
  virginity, but I don't want to lose my nickname, OK?
• 1:10:13
  You will not lose. I love my little nickname that
• 1:10:15
  I've gotten at the Manor and I love it right.
• 1:10:20
  My little interning is my friend calls.
• 1:10:23
  It that's too fun, that's what she calls it.
• 1:10:25
  She says I intern at the Manor. Well, yeah, more.
• 1:10:29
  Adventures so we can talk. Definitely.
• 1:10:31
  Yeah. Let me just hold on.
• 1:10:32
  Let me just go suck a couple more Dicks and I'll come back to
• 1:10:34
  you in a month. I've been holding on to this
• 1:10:36
  information for a couple days because I was like, I'm going to
• 1:10:39
  wait till I see me. I'm going to wait till I see me
• 1:10:40
  on because I'm like, I'm not going to bug her.
• 1:10:41
  I'm going to wait till I see Mia and then you're patient.
• 1:10:44
  I am very, I'm very patient. I am very patient, but I
• 1:10:47
  actually lost my patience because I didn't I wasn't
• 1:10:49
  supposed to see you today, but I finally was like, we're just
• 1:10:52
  going to send this. We're just going to see what
• 1:10:55
  happens. At first I was like for half a
• 1:10:56
  second I was like, I don't know how she's going to respond, but
• 1:10:58
  I did not expect the phone call like that was I?
• 1:11:01
  When I saw that, I was like, whoa, what?
• 1:11:04
  I get no way before I started to type like yeah, as of and then
• 1:11:07
  before I could even get it typed, I get his phone starts
• 1:11:11
  ringing. I'm like, oh, mom wants to see
• 1:11:12
  me, this me and I'm like, oh, I just start laughing so hard.
• 1:11:17
  Not great. It was great.
• 1:11:18
  It was hilarious. I loved it.
• 1:11:19
  I was like, she's like, no, I'd have a phone call for this.
• 1:11:21
  And then the first thing was like, did you actually have a
• 1:11:23
  Dick in you? I was like, yes.
• 1:11:26
  And then I thought you were going to fall out of chair it.
• 1:11:28
  Was an actual man's Dick. Actually, I think you said
• 1:11:31
  penis. I think you didn't have a penis
• 1:11:34
  in you. And I was like, yes, I just go.
• 1:11:37
  I know. I know.
• 1:11:39
  It's exciting. You know, what is it?
• 1:11:40
  Your facial expressions when I told you, But I was like, you
• 1:11:42
  know what? It was still this.
• 1:11:43
  I was like, no, no. And I was like, what?
• 1:11:47
  I called you like. Oh my gosh, really?
• 1:11:51
  That's a replay? Shit.
• 1:11:53
  I was like God damn. I was really exciting because I
• 1:11:57
  found out about it and I was like, me would want to know this
• 1:12:00
  information, yes. I I wanted to know that shit.
• 1:12:04
  Yeah. Now you know what?
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  What? I'm reeling in my mind at this
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  point when we're doing the podcast, I'm thinking, OK, who
• 1:12:10
  can I get her to fuck? And I want to know if we can
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  film it. Let's make some.
• 1:12:16
  Porn, we all know I like it. Yes, I love watching.
• 1:12:21
  I love this is a true thing that we said the other day, a friend,
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  I had a friend the other day she told me she came she came to one
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  of my videos. She videos me and she said she
• 1:12:30
  came to one of my videos. She fucked one of those is what
• 1:12:32
  she said. Yeah.
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  And I was like, OK, the later I'm like, you mean you fucked
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  yourself to one of my videos, right?
• 1:12:37
  And she was like, yeah. And I was like, you know what,
• 1:12:39
  Now I think about it, I don't care.
• 1:12:40
  You need to fuck someone else. My videos actually, now I think
• 1:12:43
  about it. And then I was, she was like,
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  yeah, we could just host an orgy and just have your videos
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  playing in the background. You would be living it up like a
• 1:12:49
  fucking queen. And I would, I would, that would
• 1:12:51
  be like, I just feel like hell yeah, cuz all these people
• 1:12:54
  fucking while I'm getting fucked.
• 1:12:55
  Half some fucking. Well, let me tell you, I can top
• 1:12:57
  that. We'll make some fucking sex
• 1:12:59
  videos of you and then when we have our party we'll put it on
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  the fucking projector hell. Yes, that's it.
• 1:13:07
  Hell. Yes, memory stick in there.
• 1:13:09
  Boom, we got Kylie on fucking porn hell.
• 1:13:12
  Yes, we have one already. Yes, yes, hell yes.
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  Nothing. That's like, you know, that's a
• 1:13:18
  level 2, Yeah. You know, compared to a level
• 1:13:21
  10, yeah. You know, we need to shoot it up
• 1:13:23
  there. And I'll find a man would be
• 1:13:24
  willing to get recorded and just have me suck his Dick on camera
• 1:13:27
  and play that shit. Yes, great.
• 1:13:30
  Yes. OK, on that note, this has been
• 1:13:36
  two hours now. Yes, it.
• 1:13:37
  Has it has been over 2 hours 2 1/2 actually that.
• 1:13:42
  Great, that's too fun. Because we get along so well, I.
• 1:13:46
  Know I know. And now I'm going to turn you
• 1:13:48
  into a heterosexual war. OK, listen part time.
• 1:13:52
  When I'm at the dungeon, yes, and less time unless I'm doing
• 1:13:56
  demos and then all right. Let's go.
• 1:13:59
  We ready. Yes.
• 1:14:00
  OK, do you want to do the? Closing now you do it.
• 1:14:02
  All right, Kylie, thank you so much for coming on the show.
• 1:14:06
  It has been so much fun. So Kylie the lesbian virgin is
• 1:14:11
  no longer a virgin.