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Do Narcissists Ever Think About You? · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  So do narcissists ever think about you when a relationship
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  ends? Like when it's over and done
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  with? Do narcissistic people ever?
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  Like, do you ever cross their mind?
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  Do they ever miss you or regret what they did to you?
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  Does that ever happen? That's what we're talking about
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  today, y'all. If you're new here, my name is
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  Lee Hammock. I'm a diagnosed narcissist.
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  Here to give you an inside look at the mind of a narcissist and
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  a bunch of other things as well, y'all.
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  Yeah, we going to hop right into it.
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  I saw this question in my comment section and this is
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  somebody responding to somebody else.
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  It's like, I just want to know, do do they ever think about you?
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  Do they ever miss you when it's all said and done?
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  Like I I miss mine greatly. I just wanted to do narcissists
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  ever miss you and things like that.
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  I'm just like, look, I know so me, so me personally, I know
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  that at the end of the day, most people want to know that they
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  mattered, right? You want to know that you
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  mattered to this narcissist or to to this toxic person.
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  I completely understand that. Or just anybody.
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  Most people want to know that they mattered just in general,
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  right. So I that's an understandable
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  question for me that to get right.
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  Don't don't feel bad about leaving a question like that.
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  There's are you still healing? Yeah, but that's going to come.
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  That's going to come me as a narcissist y'all, I will tell
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  you OK, let me back up real quick.
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  Let me preface this. Let me.
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  So let me leave with this right here.
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  If they do happen to think about you, if I say they do miss you
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  or maybe they regret what they did a little bit or they do
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  think about you from time to time, it does not mean that you
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  should go back to them or reach out to them or break no contact
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  or try to ask somebody how they're doing This is that y'all
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  do not this. If you're looking for a sign,
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  this ain't it. OK, now that now that we're
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  clear on that, do narcissists everything about you?
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  A lot of them do y'all Most, I would say most narcissists do
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  think about you when the relationship ends.
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  That's just the truth. And this is not me trying to get
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  no brownie points will Italy. You're just trying to just make
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  us feel better. No, no, I'm just being truthful
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  to you. And look, that's why I said in
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  the beginning, that's why I LED with the point.
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  Just because they think about you does not mean that you
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  should reach out to them, does not mean that they care about
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  you or that they will treat you better or that you should give
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  them another chance. You see how that goes right
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  there, though? That's not what that means right
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  there. You got it.
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  Good. So it's just like a lot of
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  narcissists, including myself, right?
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  We do think about our exes or the old supply.
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  Even when we seem to be happy with the new supply, even when
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  we move on quickly, we'll leave. They moved on super quickly.
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  And I just don't know, like it just about like they, it just
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  seemed like they moved on so fast and they're so happy and
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  they're living their life to the fullest extent.
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  They're doing everything that they wanted me to do that I
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  wanted them to do. They're giving the next person
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  everything that I cried and begged for and pleaded for.
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  They just, there's no way that they're thinking about me.
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  What if y'all, what if they're doing all of this other stuff
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  for the new person because they're thinking about you think
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  about like this, y'all? In order to give the next person
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  everything that you wanted, I have to think about what you
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  wanted. Like, I can't just give them
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  stuff off top of my head if I know it's exactly what you
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  wanted. So let's just say my, my ex's
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  name is, let's just say Ashley, right?
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  Ashley's universal name. Let's just say Ashley wanted me
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  to take her to Carowinds, and I think it's in Charlotte.
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  Charlotte. Enough, Connor.
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  Yeah, I haven't been to a theme park ever.
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  Carowinds. Disney, Disney.
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  You know, Disney in Florida. Let's say we're on a Disneyland
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  trip. Disney World, whatever.
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  Y'all in Florida actually wanted to go to Disneyland forever.
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  And I was just like, no, we don't have the time, we don't
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  have the money. I don't want to go.
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  I hate being around people. I hate Disney.
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  Da, da, da. I know you love it.
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  I know you. You dress like the You dressed
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  like Elsa every night before you go to sleep.
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  I get that right? I get that.
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  But I just don't want to go. I'm never going to Disney.
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  Two weeks after we break up, I got my new Boo Shannon at
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  Disney. Now, do you think I'm just
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  thinking of Disney World for no reason?
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  You think you think Disney World just crossed the cross?
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  Just crossed my mind. What would make this new?
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  What would make Shannon happy? Oh, Disney World?
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  Who wanted to go to Disney World?
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  You see what I'm saying? If I'm love bombing the new
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  supply with the stuff that you asked for, am I not thinking
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  about you? You see, they're like a person
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  right there, don't they? I'm like, wait a minute, there's
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  a tree. Who back there?
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  I started watching Stranger Things here recently.
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  I'm like, who back there? Who was that?
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  Identify yourself. But seriously, just like I said,
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  just because they they have to think about you sometimes, y'all
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  you don't like, if y'all spend any amount of time together,
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  they're going to think about you.
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  If y'all spend any amount of time together, any, any
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  discernible amount of time together, they're absolutely
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  going to think about you, right? They have to.
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  Yo, they don't forget you just don't forget people.
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  Do narcissists ever forget? No, yo, they remember what you
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  they remember what you did to them 1011 years ago when they do
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  something wrong to you and they're trying to they're trying
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  to blame deflect. They remember where they were
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  and where you were and what you did 11 years ago, but somehow
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  they forgot about you overnight. Come on now think about that
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  narcissist. Don't forget in like in order to
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  try to heal. And this is my, my true belief
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  about a lot of narcissist, right?
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  And before we try to heal, like we don't heal the way non
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  narcissists do, right, the way non narcissistic people do, we
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  don't heal that way. We, we can't, we don't go to
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  therapy. We don't like sitting with the
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  pain or the shame or the regret or the remote.
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  We don't like sitting with that stuff.
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  So we start to, in order to avoid those feelings, we throw
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  ourselves into a new relationship.
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  This is why we start love bombing the new supply.
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  This is why we give them the things that you wanted, right?
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  You know, another time, another reason they give the the new
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  supplier what you wanted is because they know you wanted it.
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  And a lot of times they assume that you're watching or they're
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  assume they're assuming that you're going to figure out about
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  it and they're going to this is going to mess with you.
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  This is what happens a lot of time child just get just let you
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  know a lot of times they're assuming that you're watching
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  anyway, so they're giving a new person what you wanted, assuming
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  that you're going to be watching it and assuming that it's going
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  to hurt your feelings to make you feel worth less, not
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  worthless, worth less. Well, it may be worthless, but
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  worth less 2 words, not worthless like one word, but
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  this was this is what happens. This is what you have to deal
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  with when you have a narcissistic person right here,
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  y'all Yes, they do think about you sometimes when the
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  relationship ends, but ask yourself this question right
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  here before you start swooning and falling like oh Lisa, they
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  thought about me. No, ask yourself what they're
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  thinking about. Are they thinking about how how
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  good they were to you and how good you were?
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  Are they just missing just amazing relationship they that
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  y'all had together or or or do they think about the best that
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  they've done and got away with? What are they thinking about
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  you? What are they missing about you?
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  You see, that's things that you have to ask.
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  That's the question you have to ask yourself before you reach
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  out to them. Are they thinking about me
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  because they know they treated me badly and they wish they
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  could have did things differently?
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  Or are they thinking about me because they madly got caught
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  and their life blew up? Those are questions right there
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  that you have to answer, right? That's a question that you have
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  to answer your for yourself before you decide to reach out
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  to this person, right? Because are they thinking about
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  you? You said, what are they thinking
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  about? It's very rarely the, the, the
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  good. Of course narcissists are going
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  to be thinking about the good times and they're not going to
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  be thinking about how they got to the point where you are right
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  now, right? Of course, if they're thinking
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  about you, sometimes they're not thinking about you under the
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  good under good terms, right? They're thinking about you
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  moving on and clapping cheeks with somebody else.
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  They're thinking about you loving and living your life
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  happily ever after with someone else.
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  They're thinking about you having other people and raising
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  a family with somebody else. They're thinking about those
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  thoughts as well, which could make them become obsessive.
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  We could make them come become crazy.
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  Let's be let's keep it hot and ready.
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  Some of them could become crazy because they're thinking that
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  you with somebody else and they don't want to a they can't
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  handle it. They don't want to live this.
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  So they come back into your life and they try to wreak havoc.
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  They try to wreak havoc in your life because they're thinking
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  about this type of stuff right here.
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  Y'all, you know, if you've dealt with a narcissist before, you've
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  experienced this right here. So are they thinking about you?
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  Yeah, they very well may be thinking about you, but what are
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  they thinking about is, like I said, they could be plotting on
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  you. They could be thinking about you
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  to plot on you and come back into your life.
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  They could be thinking about who you replaced them with, right?
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  They could be thinking about whether the fact whether you're
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  going to expose them to the world or not.
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  Those are also thoughts that a narcissist could have right
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  there. I'm thinking about you exposing
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  me because you absolutely could. Could you not expose me?
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  Yeah, you absolutely could expose me to the world because
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  of what I've been doing, because of how I've handled the
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  situation, because of what has went down.
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  You absolutely could. So do they miss you or they
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  thinking about you? Yeah, they possibly could.
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  But sometimes, like I say y'all, that could turn into a crazy ass
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  obsession and this can go a completely different way that
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  you don't want it to go. You don't want y'all.
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  You don't want an obsessed narcissist.
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  I know some people when I hear, when they hear me say that you
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  might just be like, well, Lee, is something wrong with me?
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  Because I kind of do want my narcissist to be obsessed.
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  It might be kind of go talk to a therapist, right, or talk, come
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  talk to me. I do.
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  like the the link dot me link. You'll see all my stuff on
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  there. But yeah, if you thinking about
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  I want them to be obsessed with me, Lee.
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  I just want them to miss me because I want them to come
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  back. Come on now, we got some healing
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  to do. There's still, there's still
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  more healing to do. We, we, we're still healing over
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  here because that's what you want to work on because we need
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  to work on that type of stuff right there.
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  Y'all seriously, Just because they're thinking about you, just
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  because they may be missing you, does not mean that they will
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  treat you better if they came back into your life.
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  You know what I'm saying? This is what goes on with a lot
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  of narcissists and a lot of toxic people in these scenarios.
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  They might think about you, but they're not thinking about you
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  under good terms. Anyway, y'all thank y'all for
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  making it to the end of this video.
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  and I'm out. Peace.