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INTERVIEW: Teyana Taylor Talks 'Escape Room' Album & Short Film, Vocal Cords, Aaron Pierre, Co-Parenting +More · The Breakfast Club

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  Speaker 1: Don't every day waiting click yours up the breakfast club.
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  Speaker 2: You don't finish for y'all done morning. Everybody is the
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  Speaker 2: j en Vy just hilarious.
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  Speaker 3: Charlamagne the guy. We are the breakfast club. Lawa Rose
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  Speaker 3: is here as well. We got a special guest in
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  Speaker 3: the building.
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  Speaker 1: Indeed, the bully is back period. She has to curse
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  Speaker 1: me out in about a month.
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  Speaker 4: By She is a very nice person who just knows
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  Speaker 4: what she wants. She came in the room and literally
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  Speaker 4: turns into Spiked and started to change the camera and
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  Speaker 4: camera that makes her bully makes your boss.
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  Speaker 2: But she hadn't curt you out.
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  Speaker 4: You can't talk. I thought you couldn't talk.
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  Speaker 5: I still can't. That's why she can't be that loud.
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  Speaker 5: See that's what I'm saying. I need we need all
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  Speaker 5: the tones to be down. You know, I wanted to
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  Speaker 5: see y'all. I feel bad seeing everybody else and not
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  Speaker 5: seeing y'all. Yeah, yeah, yeah, it would be so dry.
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  Speaker 5: Press because this is.
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  Speaker 2: The way you press up because you can't talk back.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, because y'all his want to be up at nine
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  Speaker 5: o'clock in the morning. And I just landed and I
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  Speaker 5: was like, okay, yeah, this is not gonna happen. But
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  Speaker 5: I wanted to be able to fully be able to,
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  Speaker 5: you know, just chill, hang with ya, because y'all like
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  Speaker 5: my family. So I didn't want to be anything that
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  Speaker 5: was rush yeah, and we happy escape room. I'm taking it.
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  Speaker 5: I'm taking it easy. My doctor said, I can talk
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  Speaker 5: because you don't have to do all my autograph signs
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  Speaker 5: and stuff. But she's just like, take it easy, you know.
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  Speaker 3: So for those that don't know, why did you need
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  Speaker 3: the surgery, what happened? Break that down of what it does.
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  Speaker 5: So I have polyps on my vocal cords, and it
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  Speaker 5: was actually really really bad. It looked like a pearl
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  Speaker 5: just sitting on my like my vocal cords didn't even close,
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  Speaker 5: so it was like air going down my vocal cords.
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  Speaker 5: And that was kind of like what it was. So
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  Speaker 5: if you notice even last week how gone my voice was,
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  Speaker 5: and it had been happening for a while, but I
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  Speaker 5: just thought, Okay, it's cold. I don't like being cold,
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  Speaker 5: So anytime it's like cold, I think, I'm like, maybe
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  Speaker 5: I'm just sick of something. But I don't really get
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  Speaker 5: sick like that. So when I was recording the album,
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  Speaker 5: I'm like, why is this so hard? Like maybe it's
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  Speaker 5: the pain, you know what I'm saying. It's like maybe
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  Speaker 5: I'm just singing my heart out and it's the pain.
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  Speaker 5: And it's like, no, bitch, my vocal cords. It's like
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  Speaker 5: really struggling, you know. And I think in the midst
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  Speaker 5: of like recording and then dealing with personal life and like,
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  Speaker 5: it's gonna be a lot of hurt, a lot of
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  Speaker 5: trauma to the vocal cords, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 5: So I think doing both at the same time was
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  Speaker 5: a lot.
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  Speaker 6: When you heard that from your doctor, how scared were
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  Speaker 6: you or like how nervous were you about like what's
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  Speaker 6: the coming next?
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  Speaker 5: I mean I was so scared because, you know, getting
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  Speaker 5: a surgery, you know, literally two weeks before your album
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  Speaker 5: drop is like okay, so really a week before the
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  Speaker 5: album drop, I'm like, Okay, what am I gonna do?
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  Speaker 5: First of all? Second of all, if I don't do
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  Speaker 5: it now, I'm not gonna be able to have to
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  Speaker 5: do it later and I'm not gonna be able to tour.
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  Speaker 5: So it's like, do I do it now and shut
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  Speaker 5: my ass up throughout this album and just get creative
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  Speaker 5: and do like silent promo or like wait and then
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  Speaker 5: not be able to go on tour, which I already
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  Speaker 5: knew once the album drop. My supporters wasn't rolling with
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  Speaker 5: me not going on tour, and you know, I have
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  Speaker 5: the movie one batle after another. Then I got all's fair,
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  Speaker 5: then I got ripped, you know ben in Matt. So
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  Speaker 5: it's just like I can't be on like a worldwide
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  Speaker 5: press tour for a movie and not be able to speak,
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  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. So I'm like, this is
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  Speaker 5: really the only real time the album is done. Let
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  Speaker 5: the album speak for itself and just do what I can.
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  Speaker 5: And that's why I rushed to New York. So, you know,
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  Speaker 5: doing all that press in New York that was in
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  Speaker 5: the span of a day and a half. And you know,
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  Speaker 5: I still had the listening parties with with my my
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  Speaker 5: my day one fan, so I had to knock out
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  Speaker 5: a lot in the day and a half.
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  Speaker 2: And what was the reason? Did they say what the
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  Speaker 2: reason was? Do they know?
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  Speaker 4: Was it?
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, just trauma to the vocal course. But that's something
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  Speaker 5: that it takes like that takes over time to build,
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  Speaker 5: you know. So they had to surgically go in and
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  Speaker 5: get that outcause she's like, I can give you steroids,
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  Speaker 5: but it's not gonna help. It's only gonna be thirty percent.
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  Speaker 4: You know, even when you're saying it's not like you
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  Speaker 4: like you.
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  Speaker 5: Vocal cord, because it's like you still have look at
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  Speaker 5: one thousand and one, Look at all the heavy rolls
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  Speaker 5: I have to do. You know what I'm saying, have
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  Speaker 5: to do heavy rolls and then you already know a bit,
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  Speaker 5: just gotta do your voice. So it's just like I
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  Speaker 5: gotta cry. But it's like, even though I don't yell,
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  Speaker 5: I do have a deep ass voice. And even just
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  Speaker 5: being from New York, we naturally talk loud. So imagine
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  Speaker 5: just being passionate and like being in an emotional state
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  Speaker 5: and crying out loud and just you know, it takes
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  Speaker 5: a lot of that. Look what I've been through and
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  Speaker 5: just even with the album and just with you know,
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  Speaker 5: my past experiences in music, I've had a lot to
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  Speaker 5: cry about. I've had a lot to scream about. Sits
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  Speaker 5: your head and what you're doing and shut out you
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  Speaker 5: know what's crazy. And I'm like Adam Zandler, like with
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  Speaker 5: my children, they don't take me serious. Yeah, Like im
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  Speaker 5: cause to see movies and then to have your own
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  Speaker 5: little people that do the things that you see in
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  Speaker 5: the movie when you was growing up. It's funny. I
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  Speaker 5: don't take nothing serious, so it's never really like I
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  Speaker 5: don't have that. That's not the dynamic me and my
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  Speaker 5: children have. And honestly, all I gotta do is make
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  Speaker 5: a face like I mean, they are so disappointed to
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  Speaker 5: know that they hurt my feelings, you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 5: So I don't even have to scream at them.
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  Speaker 4: That's why I undertand why y'all always telling me to
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  Speaker 4: grow up because you don't take nothing serious.
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  Speaker 5: You know why. I know why because I play a lot,
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  Speaker 5: but I'm also an impact. You play when it ain't
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  Speaker 5: the time.
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  Speaker 2: Sorry about it.
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  Speaker 5: You play when it ain't the time. You know why,
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  Speaker 5: because you are such an iconic voice. You have to
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  Speaker 5: understand that your joke. People don't know how you play.
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  Speaker 5: People don't know how you play, so then what you
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  Speaker 5: say is like yeah, because even Charlotte and it's just
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  Speaker 5: like Nigga, that's why your phone be getting called getting
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  Speaker 5: cursed the fuck out because yo ass. And it's crazy
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  Speaker 5: because even when we're on the phone personally, he plays
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  Speaker 5: like that, but it's like he's like, na, I feel you,
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  Speaker 5: but it's like the world don't know our dynamic. The
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  Speaker 5: world don't know his personality. And you got to know
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  Speaker 5: Charlottagne to know that he'll roast you all day, but
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  Speaker 5: like love you so hard. You feel what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 5: but it's just like everybody don't know that. So it's
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  Speaker 5: like when you are playing with people's lives and you know,
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  Speaker 5: ship not funny.
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  Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, knock at off. I really
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  Speaker 4: do love what your daughter said at the end of
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  Speaker 4: the album. And it's interesting because you never really know
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  Speaker 4: what somebody is going through, Like when was the moment
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  Speaker 4: that you that you bounced back from everything you was
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  Speaker 4: going through?
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  Speaker 5: Well, you know you back, honestly I did. If you notice,
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  Speaker 5: like you know the album is recorded in order, you know,
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  Speaker 5: like the first half, well, the first three songs is
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  Speaker 5: a song, then the next three songs is a song.
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  Speaker 5: You see, we go from like heartbreak to like you
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  Speaker 5: already know that after heartbreak that like rebound stage where
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  Speaker 5: it's like I just want to I don't want to
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  Speaker 5: be in love, I just want to feel. I always
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  Speaker 5: want to feel something make me forget all this shit.
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  Speaker 5: I don't want to talk about. I just want to
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  Speaker 5: feel something. Then that next stage of like hold on
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  Speaker 5: feel was just tingling a little bit bit. For going on.
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  Speaker 5: This wasn't my being go card, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 5: And then you know, you start to just say, okay,
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  Speaker 5: well we're here now, Okay, like let's let's let's throw
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  Speaker 5: the bricks away, not walking around with bricks to build
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  Speaker 5: the wall, Like I'm just gonna love fully allow myself
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  Speaker 5: to do that. And then it's just like once you
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  Speaker 5: find that person that helped you through that, now it's time.
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  Speaker 5: Of course, you always want to do self work. But
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  Speaker 5: like when you are being like handled a certain way,
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  Speaker 5: it just makes you look at everything. Like Junia said,
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  Speaker 5: you shine a little brighter, you know, the sparking your
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  Speaker 5: eyes back and different things like that. So sometimes you
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  Speaker 5: just need that inspiration to get back up. So I
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  Speaker 5: was recording in real time. Yeah, I was recording here,
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  Speaker 5: and the short film shows that. It shows it tells
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  Speaker 5: that story right like it starts off and shout out
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  Speaker 5: to Lakeith Stanfield. Oh my god, they killed that.
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  Speaker 4: I'm married.
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  Speaker 5: I can't be doing all that, but yeah, shout out
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  Speaker 5: to him and then also all the monologues, right did
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  Speaker 5: you right? Yeah, yeah, me and my partner Coco. You know,
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  Speaker 5: we got our production company to Auntie's production and we
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  Speaker 5: actually wrote this first, like in real time. I'm like,
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  Speaker 5: this is how I wanted to go. So I've seen
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  Speaker 5: a few people like complaining about the narrations, like oh,
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  Speaker 5: it's just too much. But it's also because my visual
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  Speaker 5: dropped late. So it's like it was this was always
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  Speaker 5: a visual album for me first. However, I'm not complaining.
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  Speaker 5: That's a good complaint to have because you know, people
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  Speaker 5: don't really give me a chance in the music space,
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  Speaker 5: you know, So it feels good to see people be like, oh,
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  Speaker 5: well the song is too short, or the narrations like
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  Speaker 5: it's just a but it even has some minority you
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  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, like the number one R and
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  Speaker 5: B right now like top ten overall, and it's just
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  Speaker 5: like it feels good to be seen and heard in
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  Speaker 5: that space, and you know, it feels good that people
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  Speaker 5: are appreciating the movie, Like people's like, you know what,
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  Speaker 5: I listened to the album first, and then when I
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  Speaker 5: went to see the movie, was like, oh wish I
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  Speaker 5: got to run this album back, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 5: So sometimes it's because it's an experience. It's it's a
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  Speaker 5: it's a cinematic album, and it was always meant to
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  Speaker 5: be that way.
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  Speaker 4: Back to life on the album, right, so what back
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  Speaker 4: to life? But there's something that said on that song,
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  Speaker 4: how does memories?
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  Speaker 5: It's she said, new Dick Memories is what I need?
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  Speaker 5: Because if you know, if you because if you notice, okay, no,
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  Speaker 5: because if you if you notice, y'all can't be making
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  Speaker 5: me laugh like this. But if you notice, the song
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  Speaker 5: starts out like you know, we're sad, and it's like, Nigga,
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  Speaker 5: I feel like Jack dragged me up on that door
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  Speaker 5: with you. You feel me like, nigga, you just gonna
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  Speaker 5: let Jack drown, you know what I'm saying. But then
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  Speaker 5: it's kind of like you you gotta get in that
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  Speaker 5: space of wait, fuck is wrong with you? You fe what
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  Speaker 5: I'm saying, like, because now this is dragging out a
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  Speaker 5: little bit too long. You feel what I'm saying, like,
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  Speaker 5: let's let's let's feed this up. So then Tasha Smith
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  Speaker 5: coming and that one was actually a freestyle. She left
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  Speaker 5: me a voice not I know that one was freestyle
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  Speaker 5: she left me a voice not and she called me,
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  Speaker 5: and it's just like, you know, these are all women
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  Speaker 5: that running into them after something so public and so
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  Speaker 5: humiliating and hurtful. You know, the woman that you ain't
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  Speaker 5: gonta say two words? That's that come here? Mm you good?
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  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying? And those are those are
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  Speaker 5: the women that I leaned on. So it's like these
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  Speaker 5: narrations are very special to me because these are the
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  Speaker 5: women that gave me those silent hugs. Didn't have to
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  Speaker 5: say a word, you know what I'm saying. So like
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  Speaker 5: this is my experience and you already know I'm a
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  Speaker 5: creative so I'm gonna overdo everything that I do and
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  Speaker 5: I want to always, you know, give my all.
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  Speaker 2: How difficult was it.
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  Speaker 3: Doing this project because you I've known you a long
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  Speaker 3: time and your personal life and outside of.
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  Speaker 2: Music is very quiet.
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  Speaker 3: You keep to yourself, but in the last couple of years,
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  Speaker 3: your life is bounced there.
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  Speaker 2: Now this album is your life. How difficult was that?
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  Speaker 2: I mean that part in your life with the world.
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  Speaker 5: Y'all know how difficult it was for me because you know,
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  Speaker 5: I am a quiet person and I'm private just because
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  Speaker 5: I've had shows and stuff like that. I mean, I'm
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  Speaker 5: not a private person. I share what I want to share.
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  Speaker 5: I've been up here a few times where you know,
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  Speaker 5: I was already dealing with what I was dealing with,
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  Speaker 5: and nobody ever even knew, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: So down because I came out like a week after
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  Speaker 2: and you was, yeah.
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  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. I held it down. And
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  Speaker 5: you know, people get tired. People get tired, especially when
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  Speaker 5: like others are being on your heart, when they know
• 11:01
  Speaker 5: your heart and they know the things that you know
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  Speaker 5: push you to is they're gonna keep poking at that,
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  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, And sometimes you bite the
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  Speaker 5: bait and it is what.
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  Speaker 2: It is, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 5: It's it's it's tough. You know what I'm saying, It's
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  Speaker 5: very tough. And that's why I try my best to,
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  Speaker 5: you know, just be as cordial as possible. Like I
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  Speaker 5: don't be wanting no smoke, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 5: These kids come first, and that's been the main reason
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  Speaker 5: why I've wanted to keep everything private, no matter how
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  Speaker 5: ugly or how sweet, keep it keep it private. You
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  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying. And so my job is to
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  Speaker 5: protect them no matter what. And I think that's where
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  Speaker 5: like I keep, you know, just trying to hold on
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  Speaker 5: and hold it down. But I think this album was
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  Speaker 5: a beautiful way to express myself. And yeah, just just
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  Speaker 5: move forward, just continue to move forward. What I know,
• 12:01
  Speaker 5: what I noticed was like, you've had a lot this year, right,
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  Speaker 5: four movies, an album, and then your visual and then
• 12:09
  Speaker 5: your performance at the BET Awards. It was a lot
• 12:12
  Speaker 5: of press surrounding you whenever I've seen you on this outlet,
• 12:15
  Speaker 5: this outlet, that outlet, right, And it just seems like
• 12:18
  Speaker 5: it's a pattern, right, every time something drops with Tiana
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  Speaker 5: is in the headline, so oh this movie, that movie, Right,
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  Speaker 5: it seems that it's always something that is dropped on
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  Speaker 5: Emand's side right where it's like, oh but this happened,
• 12:35
  Speaker 5: and it's something about the court or something about the divorce. Right.
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  Speaker 5: Almost every single time one of your every single time,
• 12:43
  Speaker 5: is celebrated for something. But that was a part of
• 12:45
  Speaker 5: debate that I bit and I hate to even have
• 12:48
  Speaker 5: to talk about this. I don't want to make this
• 12:51
  Speaker 5: a long thing. But you know, that's even why I
• 12:54
  Speaker 5: hopped on live because it's just like y'all know how
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  Speaker 5: quiet I am, and even when the other party be
• 13:00
  Speaker 5: dead ass wrong, I'm still defending, protecting all of the
• 13:03
  Speaker 5: things because we have a daughter on social media and
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  Speaker 5: I don't ever want to be anywhere speaking down on somebody.
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  Speaker 5: But people get tired at this point, JUNI, when you
• 13:12
  Speaker 5: get older and you want to ask that question, I'm
• 13:14
  Speaker 5: just gonna have to break it down, baby, because I'm
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  Speaker 5: not about to keep being played with. You know what
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  Speaker 5: I'm saying. I'm not about to keep doing that just
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  Speaker 5: on the strength of Oh, Tiana hate social media, so
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  Speaker 5: let me poke on social media because I know she's
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  Speaker 5: not gonna say nothing. I think that the live really
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  Speaker 5: like woke niggas up, like, oh, you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 5: because I would never do nothing like that, you feel me.
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  Speaker 5: So it's just like, come on, this is crazy because
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  Speaker 5: even with that, it's just like I'm sitting here defending
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  Speaker 5: some shit that came out a year ago. But when
• 13:42
  Speaker 5: it came out and by the Vogue world, that shit
• 13:44
  Speaker 5: was going crazy, so it didn't stick. Then I do
• 13:48
  Speaker 5: I post a picture on Oscar Weekend, the same rumor
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  Speaker 5: comes out, but now it's like really hitting differently because
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  Speaker 5: it's assumed that I moved on, like, oh, she moved on,
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  Speaker 5: but yo, she took this person for everything. And it's
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  Speaker 5: just like now I'm being called out my name, like
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  Speaker 5: I'm like wait what what? And then I took this,
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  Speaker 5: I took that. I'm like wait what, I'm confused. You know,
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  Speaker 5: it just seemed like you had to pay a seventy
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  Speaker 5: thousand dollar bill for you defending yourself and it was
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  Speaker 5: the best little coin I ever spent. I mean it.
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  Speaker 5: But when I say I want to get put through
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  Speaker 5: the batchere's peace as listen, people, it wasn't even the
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  Speaker 5: technical stuff. It wasn't even the technical stuff. Why do
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  Speaker 5: you try to talk softly? I just feel like.
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  Speaker 6: The energy right now what you mentioned Junior, what questions
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  Speaker 6: or how she asked you questions yet? Or like what
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  Speaker 6: questions did she beginning to ask?
• 14:49
  Speaker 5: I mean no, she had to ask questions because I've
• 14:51
  Speaker 5: been holding it down. What I was saying was like,
• 14:53
  Speaker 5: I feel like because the people in my life know
• 14:56
  Speaker 5: that my children come first and that I don't like
• 15:00
  Speaker 5: social media, Like my social media anxiety is through the roof.
• 15:04
  Speaker 5: Imagine like dragging it to the point where I'm like
• 15:07
  Speaker 5: forced to do the thing that scares me the most,
• 15:11
  Speaker 5: so even being alive, having to speak my truth, not
• 15:15
  Speaker 5: just my truth, but the truth. Really it hurt me
• 15:19
  Speaker 5: to have to do that, and it hurt me to
• 15:21
  Speaker 5: have to do that because I reached out to that
• 15:23
  Speaker 5: person before I even had to do that. You feel
• 15:26
  Speaker 5: what I'm saying. So it was the reason why I
• 15:30
  Speaker 5: went on love was because like, well, like I've been
• 15:33
  Speaker 5: protecting you by staying quiet, and I'm like, well, that's
• 15:37
  Speaker 5: what I.
• 15:37
  Speaker 4: Mean, like just talking about when you go to him
• 15:39
  Speaker 4: and you say, look, man, I guess I'm not accusing you.
• 15:43
  Speaker 4: But every time I got some good shit coming.
• 15:44
  Speaker 5: Up, oh no, I mean, do one even better. I
• 15:46
  Speaker 5: thought we were. We were on great terms. So I
• 15:49
  Speaker 5: was like, hey, baby daddy because we was going to
• 15:50
  Speaker 5: the baby Dad baby mom. So I'm like, hey, baby daddy.
• 15:52
  Speaker 5: So something's coming back to me that you know, you
• 15:55
  Speaker 5: and your people is sending out stuff. I said, but
• 15:58
  Speaker 5: it's really hard to believe that because we're in a
• 16:00
  Speaker 5: really great space. And I kept saying that, like, we're
• 16:03
  Speaker 5: in a really really great space. So I don't see
• 16:05
  Speaker 5: what your angle would be. On top of the fact
• 16:07
  Speaker 5: that you know that what's being put out is not true,
• 16:11
  Speaker 5: and he's like, oh, nah, I thought it was you.
• 16:14
  Speaker 5: So then that's when I was like, well, what would
• 16:16
  Speaker 5: I gain out of looking like I took a black
• 16:19
  Speaker 5: man for all he got when you know, I spent
• 16:21
  Speaker 5: my heart or money on the things that I have,
• 16:23
  Speaker 5: and you too, like you know what's up? And then
• 16:27
  Speaker 5: he brought up some breakup shit from like, well when
• 16:31
  Speaker 5: you did da Dad back in twenty huh, how did
• 16:34
  Speaker 5: we get here? You feel what I'm saying. So then
• 16:36
  Speaker 5: he was like the only part I'm mad about is
• 16:39
  Speaker 5: that they didn't show boom boom boom. And I'm like, oh, yeah, okay,
• 16:43
  Speaker 5: I know where we staying, because why are you mad
• 16:45
  Speaker 5: about what part they did and did not show, which
• 16:47
  Speaker 5: means that who sent it? But with all the movies
• 16:50
  Speaker 5: I got coming up, and it's just like even being
• 16:53
  Speaker 5: in this business where a divorce gets ugly, you think
• 16:55
  Speaker 5: I want to be working with a producer that's holding
• 16:57
  Speaker 5: a venetta against me because he's like, well my wife
• 16:59
  Speaker 5: did the same thing. Oh I'm I'm not doing that,
• 17:02
  Speaker 5: And especially when you got to see certain money leave
• 17:03
  Speaker 5: you at counts like you try to do exactly what
• 17:05
  Speaker 5: I paid for that could affect.
• 17:07
  Speaker 4: You in Hollywood too, because you know these film people
• 17:08
  Speaker 4: are like, this is always drama every time we announced something.
• 17:12
  Speaker 5: But what did I say when I went all up?
• 17:13
  Speaker 5: I just wanted to be left alone. So even with
• 17:15
  Speaker 5: the seventy thousand dollars thing, I didn't, I wasn't held
• 17:18
  Speaker 5: in contempt for what I did. So them saying, oh,
• 17:21
  Speaker 5: Ymon had direct evidence. The only evidence was me going live.
• 17:25
  Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying if we really keeping it
• 17:27
  Speaker 5: a being. They were very technical and this part is
• 17:29
  Speaker 5: not this last court day, it was not sealed. But
• 17:31
  Speaker 5: let's look at the at the pattern. We went to
• 17:34
  Speaker 5: court July twenty fifth. This thing about me paying him
• 17:40
  Speaker 5: seventy thousand dollars or his lawyer seventy thousand dollars came
• 17:42
  Speaker 5: out a week before my album drop. This is when
• 17:45
  Speaker 5: hard Park came out with Joe and Jada and the
• 17:48
  Speaker 5: song was going viral and everybody was like, yo, this
• 17:49
  Speaker 5: song is fire. Now five minutes later, Gianna is ordered
• 17:55
  Speaker 5: she's held in contempt DA. So now I was looking like, oh,
• 17:57
  Speaker 5: so she went on live and live and it's like no,
• 18:00
  Speaker 5: it was technicality. Keep in mind, I don't even allowed
• 18:03
  Speaker 5: to defend a skit that he did, So you did
• 18:07
  Speaker 5: a skit. But then they pretty much said in court, yeah,
• 18:10
  Speaker 5: this the skit was back in June. The skit was
• 18:13
  Speaker 5: it was a few weeks after the divorce. So then
• 18:16
  Speaker 5: it was kind of like his lawyers argued that, well,
• 18:19
  Speaker 5: the person in the video said it. First of all,
• 18:21
  Speaker 5: his lawyer didn't even want to admit that the person
• 18:23
  Speaker 5: in the video stated an amount of money that was
• 18:27
  Speaker 5: being paid, right, But then once he got caught up
• 18:30
  Speaker 5: in that and he mind admitted that the person did
• 18:31
  Speaker 5: say that, then he was like, what did come from
• 18:34
  Speaker 5: Emon's mouth directly? So your evidence pretty much is objected.
• 18:40
  Speaker 5: And then I had a witness who came with actual
• 18:43
  Speaker 5: receipts that they were being paid to have a smear
• 18:46
  Speaker 5: campaign against me. You feel me, This is not Seal.
• 18:51
  Speaker 5: This is not Seal. The only thing I got in
• 18:54
  Speaker 5: trouble for was when we went into details about yeah
• 18:59
  Speaker 5: and stuff like that. You feel what I'm saying. However, again,
• 19:03
  Speaker 5: would I stand on and you already know I do
• 19:05
  Speaker 5: have a strong male fan base as well, you know
• 19:08
  Speaker 5: what I'm saying, And there was a lot of men
• 19:10
  Speaker 5: that were really hurt thinking that I did this to
• 19:13
  Speaker 5: another black man. I'm not rolling with that, which I
• 19:16
  Speaker 5: had a majority of people that's like, yeah, she deserved
• 19:19
  Speaker 5: like she deserved it. Get your coinsis and it's like
• 19:21
  Speaker 5: I could have just rolled that wave, but I'm not
• 19:23
  Speaker 5: okay with that because that's not the kind of woman
• 19:24
  Speaker 5: that I am, you know what I'm saying. So it's
• 19:26
  Speaker 5: just like, no, I'm gonna speak my truth because this
• 19:29
  Speaker 5: is gonna what's gonna happen When a movie premiere come out,
• 19:31
  Speaker 5: this is going this is gonna releak that Ohianna had
• 19:34
  Speaker 5: to pay em on seventy thousand, and then when this
• 19:36
  Speaker 5: magazine come OUTA had to pay you mon it. It's
• 19:38
  Speaker 5: every single time something amazing is going on in my life,
• 19:42
  Speaker 5: it's something about this divorce. It don't be nothing else.
• 19:45
  Speaker 5: I'm never in nothing and keeping mind of divorces already
• 19:49
  Speaker 5: a year old when the rumor redropped, So it's kind
• 19:52
  Speaker 5: of like, yeah, but let's not make it seem like
• 19:55
  Speaker 5: Tianna went to court and if I was holding Katana,
• 19:59
  Speaker 5: I would have been fine and or I would have
• 20:00
  Speaker 5: been jailed. It literally says in the papers that like
• 20:04
  Speaker 5: I have movies coming up so I can pay it
• 20:07
  Speaker 5: because he pretty much was in court showing his financial
• 20:10
  Speaker 5: situation and stuff like that. So it's kind of like
• 20:13
  Speaker 5: to pretty much punish me because I have to push
• 20:16
  Speaker 5: me up because of my accoladeses is insane. However, if
• 20:20
  Speaker 5: it's gonna give me my peace and we can be
• 20:23
  Speaker 5: done with this for good, I've sent that Why You
• 20:26
  Speaker 5: So Fast? I sent that Why You So fucking Fast?
• 20:30
  Speaker 5: That was the best little coin I ever spent in
• 20:32
  Speaker 5: my life because I never have to deal with this again,
• 20:36
  Speaker 5: and I will never allow a person to silence me
• 20:39
  Speaker 5: because that's I'm not no, I'm.
• 20:41
  Speaker 4: Not gonna ask you what exactly are you trying to
• 20:42
  Speaker 4: escape from with this project?
• 20:44
  Speaker 5: But boy, I know now I just want my peas
• 20:48
  Speaker 5: like where I was in that last song with Junie
• 20:50
  Speaker 5: en Route is where I want to stay. However, I
• 20:53
  Speaker 5: don't want to keep doing this pattern of every single
• 20:56
  Speaker 5: time something's going on, something else is dropping, and then
• 20:59
  Speaker 5: it's redropping like its brand like it's brand new. You
• 21:02
  Speaker 5: feel what I'm saying. So let's be clear. My evidence
• 21:05
  Speaker 5: was objected and they considered it. It's technically hearsay, she say,
• 21:09
  Speaker 5: like if it didn't come from from his mouth direct
• 21:12
  Speaker 5: or his phone direct he didn't do it, and it's like,
• 21:13
  Speaker 5: who the fuck is gonna leak something directly from their phone,
• 21:18
  Speaker 5: So don't make it seem like Tianna didn't have evidence,
• 21:20
  Speaker 5: because Tiana came in with a whole witness that had
• 21:22
  Speaker 5: the text messages that this is what it was. And
• 21:26
  Speaker 5: then also the skit was all over, which he deleted
• 21:28
  Speaker 5: the skit a few days before court. But that man
• 21:31
  Speaker 5: took Repollman. You had to get that lady. You had
• 21:34
  Speaker 5: to get that lady. Boo boom boom, And he like, exactly,
• 21:38
  Speaker 5: So why is it that I'm going on live to
• 21:40
  Speaker 5: defend that, Like, if anything, you're confirming stuff and then
• 21:43
  Speaker 5: now is a hearsay. If I would have known that
• 21:45
  Speaker 5: I could have somebody sitting next to me and speak
• 21:47
  Speaker 5: my truth without getting in trouble with it, I would
• 21:50
  Speaker 5: have had somebody sit next to me and say, hey,
• 21:52
  Speaker 5: say that I did this, I pay for this, I
• 21:53
  Speaker 5: pay for this, I pay for that boom boom, and
• 21:55
  Speaker 5: let that be that you have that piece now though,
• 21:57
  Speaker 5: But yeah, I do, I absolutely and I had that
• 22:00
  Speaker 5: piece even up until a week before my album and
• 22:03
  Speaker 5: then the rumor dropped and I'm just like so it's
• 22:06
  Speaker 5: gonna be continue to be a pattern, which it has
• 22:08
  Speaker 5: been for the last two years. And that's another thing.
• 22:10
  Speaker 5: People think that this divorce is only a year old. Baby,
• 22:13
  Speaker 5: We've been divorced for two years. So even say, oh
• 22:16
  Speaker 5: she moving too bad, but boo boom, it's just like
• 22:18
  Speaker 5: what you what you want me to do?
• 22:20
  Speaker 4: It's life?
• 22:21
  Speaker 5: Yeah, yes, because you know I don't I don't bother
• 22:26
  Speaker 5: nobody and most importantly I'm an impath, so I do
• 22:30
  Speaker 5: be getting caught up in a lot of like the
• 22:32
  Speaker 5: moment I think we cool, I'm like, you know, because
• 22:36
  Speaker 5: my muscle memory is like, you're my best friend for
• 22:39
  Speaker 5: eleven years, we still was married. We're not gonna rewrite
• 22:42
  Speaker 5: history like this didn't happen, you know what I'm saying.
• 22:44
  Speaker 5: So it's like my muscle memories still always have love
• 22:47
  Speaker 5: for him, and I'm not in love with him, but
• 22:48
  Speaker 5: still got loved for him, and that's still my family.
• 22:51
  Speaker 5: So like I came to you on some like hey,
• 22:54
  Speaker 5: what's up, like this is and you made it an argument,
• 22:57
  Speaker 5: so it's like, oh, you're still mad. You feel what
• 22:59
  Speaker 5: I'm saying, And even in court he admitted on the stand,
• 23:02
  Speaker 5: like I don't care about Saty has nothing to do
• 23:04
  Speaker 5: with me. Like it was very very nasty and it
• 23:06
  Speaker 5: was very hurtful. You know what's crazy. I get that,
• 23:10
  Speaker 5: And guess what, even through that, I still don't understand
• 23:12
  Speaker 5: and that that's my family, that's my family. I understand that
• 23:16
  Speaker 5: you're hurt. But at the same time, if you're hurt
• 23:18
  Speaker 5: and you're going to act that way, then leak that too.
• 23:21
  Speaker 4: You know. The hardest thing for a man admit is
• 23:22
  Speaker 4: just simply my feelings hurt.
• 23:25
  Speaker 5: I mean, but you know what, you know, the hardest
• 23:27
  Speaker 5: thing to do is admit that, like I lost this
• 23:30
  Speaker 5: fear and square, I'm hurt that I allowed myself to
• 23:33
  Speaker 5: lose this. You get what I'm saying. I'm hurt that
• 23:37
  Speaker 5: this did not go my way up that's it.
• 23:41
  Speaker 4: And talking about you know, let me have my piece
• 23:44
  Speaker 4: and get my back blown out in peace. Man was like,
• 23:52
  Speaker 4: God damn, did you have to.
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: Say that.
• 23:57
  Speaker 5: Being blown And now that would sitting on stand someone
• 24:01
  Speaker 5: I don't care about, Ain't you a little line? Ain't
• 24:07
  Speaker 5: nothing compared to him still stand someone I don't care
• 24:09
  Speaker 5: about our safety? And I was very consed. And then
• 24:12
  Speaker 5: he did admit that it was that him fouling emotion.
• 24:14
  Speaker 5: His motion had nothing to do with me going live.
• 24:17
  Speaker 5: His motion was saying I took the kids from him,
• 24:19
  Speaker 5: all that stuffy. He admitted that it was just retaliation,
• 24:23
  Speaker 5: like oh he he he. He did his one in court.
• 24:27
  Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying, and it was just like, okay, cool.
• 24:29
  Speaker 5: But how it works is just because it's in the
• 24:32
  Speaker 5: court system, don't mean that it is true. The same
• 24:35
  Speaker 5: way when he found that motion, he found it on
• 24:36
  Speaker 5: met gala Monday when I was hosting a carpet. So
• 24:39
  Speaker 5: it's a thing where yes, technically anybody would feel like
• 24:43
  Speaker 5: it's you, because even the proof that I had were actual,
• 24:48
  Speaker 5: you know, like fouls of him, his proposed plan for
• 24:54
  Speaker 5: the whatever the situation was, that could have only come
• 24:57
  Speaker 5: from his side. I don't have what you proposed. You
• 25:01
  Speaker 5: feel what I'm saying. So of course when you when
• 25:02
  Speaker 5: shit is coming to you, it was like you would
• 25:04
  Speaker 5: think that, okay, cool, I'm about to just I just
• 25:06
  Speaker 5: want to be left alone. I even made it clear
• 25:08
  Speaker 5: in court. I'm like, I never said I wanted to
• 25:11
  Speaker 5: demanda jail. I didn't even want legal fees. But you know,
• 25:13
  Speaker 5: when lawyers go at it, they gotta they want to
• 25:15
  Speaker 5: ask for the most I sit on the stand. I
• 25:17
  Speaker 5: don't want legal fees. I don't even want to be here.
• 25:20
  Speaker 5: And for real, I remember you getting online telling us, well,
• 25:24
  Speaker 5: not not us, but like the internet, like, yo, don't
• 25:29
  Speaker 5: play with my best friend. You feel me like remember that,
• 25:32
  Speaker 5: like she don't play with my best friend. That's still
• 25:34
  Speaker 5: my family, that's still my gun. And even this we
• 25:36
  Speaker 5: was and even at that point when I made that post,
• 25:38
  Speaker 5: we weren't in the best space. It's just he was
• 25:41
  Speaker 5: caught up in some scandal and it was just like, Oh,
• 25:43
  Speaker 5: everybody's gonna be looking at me like do do Like
• 25:45
  Speaker 5: I'm just I'm like, listen, I'm gonna do this so
• 25:50
  Speaker 5: you can do you in peace. Like I don't want
• 25:55
  Speaker 5: no parts of this because I'm here at you know,
• 25:58
  Speaker 5: fashion week, and I got to be around press. You're
• 26:01
  Speaker 5: putting me in a position where somebody can potentially ask
• 26:03
  Speaker 5: me about why you in this bathroom with these half
• 26:07
  Speaker 5: naked girls, or you know whatever. You feel what I'm saying.
• 26:09
  Speaker 5: So it's just like I don't even pop on the
• 26:12
  Speaker 5: internet unless I'm on the internet, protecting my family, protecting
• 26:17
  Speaker 5: my home. So reaching out to you to tell you
• 26:20
  Speaker 5: to stand up for me as I've done for you.
• 26:22
  Speaker 5: The fact that you couldn't take five minutes to stand
• 26:25
  Speaker 5: up for me, but you could take five, six, seven,
• 26:27
  Speaker 5: eight pages to foul emotion tens and thousands of dollars
• 26:31
  Speaker 5: a foul motion when it took five seconds to say,
• 26:33
  Speaker 5: this is cap me and Tianna is having. You know
• 26:36
  Speaker 5: we are great with our co parenting. She walked away with, well,
• 26:40
  Speaker 5: she walked away with. I walked away with I walked
• 26:41
  Speaker 5: away with we both put a lot of time, love
• 26:43
  Speaker 5: and money into boom boom boom like that took that
• 26:46
  Speaker 5: was You're gonna have to use your voice for that.
• 26:49
  Speaker 5: So to go in court and say I demanded you
• 26:50
  Speaker 5: to stand up for me. I didn't demand you to
• 26:52
  Speaker 5: stand up for me. But where I take accountability as
• 26:54
  Speaker 5: I bit debate, you feel what I'm saying because I
• 26:56
  Speaker 5: got poked and poked and poked and poked and poked
• 26:59
  Speaker 5: into our road And then it was just like he
• 27:01
  Speaker 5: knows that because I remember even when y'all had to
• 27:04
  Speaker 5: show y'all reality show, he is said in a confessional
• 27:08
  Speaker 5: that I think he was asked like what gets under
• 27:11
  Speaker 5: your skin? And he said, oh, seann't like what I
• 27:13
  Speaker 5: messed with on Oh you get into with you in
• 27:16
  Speaker 5: social media? Yeah, like they was like, what gets under
• 27:19
  Speaker 5: my skin?
• 27:19
  Speaker 4: Oh?
• 27:19
  Speaker 5: It was the GQ Couple's quiz and it was like,
• 27:22
  Speaker 5: you know, what do you do to get under my skin?
• 27:24
  Speaker 5: And pissed me off? And he was just like, get
• 27:26
  Speaker 5: into with you on social media. I know how to
• 27:28
  Speaker 5: piss you off, Like he know my social Like even
• 27:31
  Speaker 5: sitting here, y'all know my exact even before I come
• 27:34
  Speaker 5: up be like, oh my gosh, I don't like this
• 27:35
  Speaker 5: kind of stuff. I don't like mess you feel me.
• 27:38
  Speaker 5: So it's just like if you're saying that while we
• 27:39
  Speaker 5: happily married, what you what is your behavior? When you
• 27:43
  Speaker 5: hate me? What is your behavior? And we're not in
• 27:46
  Speaker 5: the greatest space. And the thing about it is, I
• 27:48
  Speaker 5: haven't told one lie on that live you feel me.
• 27:52
  Speaker 5: But it's just sad because, like I said, we have
• 27:55
  Speaker 5: children that's on social media and you don't care how
• 27:57
  Speaker 5: it looked at the expense of nobody. All that matters
• 28:01
  Speaker 5: is you And that's the part that's said. And honestly,
• 28:04
  Speaker 5: it was just like my last straw, like we communicate
• 28:07
  Speaker 5: on a parent talking app that all that texting over
• 28:10
  Speaker 5: the phone is dead, we talk on the app. Have
• 28:13
  Speaker 5: to do anything with these kids, and that's that. And
• 28:15
  Speaker 5: if you know, Junior have questions and that's just I
• 28:18
  Speaker 5: can't avoid that. I'm gonna have to have an adult
• 28:21
  Speaker 5: conversation with her because exactly she's growing up and then
• 28:24
  Speaker 5: eventually she's gonna get to age where she's dating and
• 28:26
  Speaker 5: she needs to know, like, you know, the power of grace,
• 28:31
  Speaker 5: but not letting people abuse your grace, because people will
• 28:35
  Speaker 5: abuse and use your grace, and people will bank bank
• 28:38
  Speaker 5: on your heart and they will bank on all of
• 28:41
  Speaker 5: that because they never knew it would be you.
• 28:44
  Speaker 4: You know, it's interesting. But I'm listening to you talk
• 28:47
  Speaker 4: and I can hear the freedom, so it's like, damn,
• 28:50
  Speaker 4: you really did escape. Like this is like a whole
• 28:52
  Speaker 4: new chapter for you. You know, It's not a temporary chapter
• 28:55
  Speaker 4: that came from It's like.
• 28:56
  Speaker 5: A whole chapter. And that's why you see, like I
• 28:58
  Speaker 5: know people, cause it was a lot to take in.
• 29:00
  Speaker 5: People didn't some people from the few that I've seen,
• 29:03
  Speaker 5: didn't get the chance to finish the album. So they're like,
• 29:05
  Speaker 5: oh yeah, the album. Oh my god. It's like I
• 29:07
  Speaker 5: got to be in that space and it's like, no, baby,
• 29:09
  Speaker 5: you got to be in that space to be able
• 29:10
  Speaker 5: to receive it to move on to the next level.
• 29:12
  Speaker 5: Because the first what three songs you're in that you're
• 29:16
  Speaker 5: in that heartbreak. But then after that third song, after
• 29:19
  Speaker 5: after Tasha Smith coming here with the new Dick Memories,
• 29:21
  Speaker 5: the whole energy change felt like at that point you
• 29:26
  Speaker 5: had got to a point where you was like, I'm
• 29:27
  Speaker 5: not being sad no more imatly exactly. That's yes, That's
• 29:36
  Speaker 5: where that's where I was because again, even before it
• 29:39
  Speaker 5: was ever public, I was still protecting something that had
• 29:44
  Speaker 5: vanished a long time ago. You feel what I'm saying.
• 29:46
  Speaker 5: I was still holding it down and I was still
• 29:49
  Speaker 5: you know, doing that. So it's kind of like now
• 29:50
  Speaker 5: I was like, nah, like, oh, you're taking my kindness
• 29:53
  Speaker 5: for weakness, Like we can't, we can't do that. So
• 29:55
  Speaker 5: when you get to in your skin and always with Junie,
• 29:58
  Speaker 5: I'm in a whole nother space, you know what I'm saying.
• 30:00
  Speaker 5: And I never thought I'd be so excited to spend
• 30:02
  Speaker 5: seventy thousand dollars in my life, No, for real, But
• 30:06
  Speaker 5: it was a weight off my shoulders, you know what
• 30:08
  Speaker 5: I'm saying. It was like if here you go, baby,
• 30:11
  Speaker 5: here you go, and here you go because I'm gonna
• 30:14
  Speaker 5: get that back tenfold. You feel what I'm saying.
• 30:15
  Speaker 4: This album was also a love letter to air. Once
• 30:24
  Speaker 4: you get the buck, like you said, back to life,
• 30:26
  Speaker 4: it feels like you're giving yourself permission to love again.
• 30:29
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm giving myself a permission to love unarmored, you know.
• 30:34
  Speaker 4: But another thing, you can't just let the unarmored.
• 30:37
  Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I think that. You know, when we're guarded,
• 30:41
  Speaker 5: what do we guard ourselves with? We have all this gear,
• 30:44
  Speaker 5: we have all this army gear. We have we in
• 30:46
  Speaker 5: three hundred, we got the little shields and always on defense.
• 30:50
  Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying. And that's not like where
• 30:53
  Speaker 5: I am because I'm a lover, you know what I'm saying.
• 30:55
  Speaker 5: I love love, So I go into things like pridely
• 31:00
  Speaker 5: and ego lists and you know, like just full of
• 31:02
  Speaker 5: like I do want a fairy tale, and it's like
• 31:05
  Speaker 5: people joke on me because real and people joke on
• 31:08
  Speaker 5: me because yeah. But it's like you know, people, y'all
• 31:16
  Speaker 5: all have watched me grow up. So I think a
• 31:19
  Speaker 5: lot of times people get stuck with little Tiana. You
• 31:22
  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying and not realizing that I'm not
• 31:24
  Speaker 5: this aggressive person that people think that I am. You
• 31:28
  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, I wouldn't have been a wife
• 31:30
  Speaker 5: for ten years if I was that. Let's be clear,
• 31:32
  Speaker 5: you feel what I'm saying. So it's just like for me,
• 31:35
  Speaker 5: I love love, and I love to nurture and I
• 31:37
  Speaker 5: love to give. And as you can see with my
• 31:39
  Speaker 5: mom and my aunts, I've grown up around that's my
• 31:42
  Speaker 5: that's my muscle memory. I've watched the women in my
• 31:46
  Speaker 5: life take care of their men, protect their marriage, protect
• 31:50
  Speaker 5: their union, protect their tribe, protect their home. So that's
• 31:54
  Speaker 5: all I knew. So I don't know about pride and
• 31:56
  Speaker 5: ego and stuff like that. So it's just like, you know,
• 31:59
  Speaker 5: with me, the moment I was debting that I needed
• 32:03
  Speaker 5: that freedom to fully love again, but I knew that
• 32:06
  Speaker 5: when I started loving again that I wouldn't be guarded
• 32:08
  Speaker 5: me even trying to be tough. In the album where
• 32:10
  Speaker 5: I'm like she closed her heart and opened her legs,
• 32:12
  Speaker 5: it was just like, that's tell me you love me.
• 32:14
  Speaker 5: You don't have to meet it now and they can
• 32:15
  Speaker 5: tell me you love me. So it's like if y'all
• 32:17
  Speaker 5: really getting into Like what these interludes are saying. It's
• 32:20
  Speaker 5: telling the story of even when I tried to be guarded,
• 32:22
  Speaker 5: I still was a little I was a little yeah,
• 32:28
  Speaker 5: but because I don't know how to date. You know,
• 32:31
  Speaker 5: the majority of my career I've been married with you know, children,
• 32:34
  Speaker 5: I don't know how to date. So it's like all
• 32:35
  Speaker 5: of nothing for me. So it's like we all the
• 32:38
  Speaker 5: way go together. So how did that all away get there?
• 32:41
  Speaker 5: How did that happen? Because I know there had to
• 32:42
  Speaker 5: be a period of you healing first before you gave.
• 32:47
  Speaker 5: I mean I started the healing. I started the healing
• 32:51
  Speaker 5: before the divorce was even final. You know what I'm saying,
• 32:56
  Speaker 5: like that you have to start that. I knew that,
• 33:01
  Speaker 5: like with everything I had coming up, it was certain
• 33:04
  Speaker 5: things that I knew would take me out of character.
• 33:06
  Speaker 5: When I started biting the bait, I said, oh this
• 33:08
  Speaker 5: is I can't do this. I started praying more. When
• 33:12
  Speaker 5: I got heavy into my ministries is when life got heavier.
• 33:17
  Speaker 5: Because now your biggest enemy, you know, is the devil.
• 33:23
  Speaker 5: He gonna play, and he gonna play, and he gonna play.
• 33:26
  Speaker 5: So it was a faith walk. So I was like, okay,
• 33:29
  Speaker 5: let me give this another try and if this and
• 33:31
  Speaker 5: when I realized that, you know, you wanted me to
• 33:34
  Speaker 5: meet you at a certain level. If I'm up here
• 33:37
  Speaker 5: and you're trying to pull me down again, you're trying to,
• 33:39
  Speaker 5: like you know, like when you drowned somebody else, to
• 33:42
  Speaker 5: stay afloat. It's like I felt like I was in Titanic,
• 33:45
  Speaker 5: like I felt like I was in an asy So
• 33:46
  Speaker 5: you're gonna hold me down and stay afloat. I can't
• 33:49
  Speaker 5: do that. I can't do that. You know. I can't
• 33:53
  Speaker 5: do that to get up there. I don't know why,
• 33:56
  Speaker 5: but that's what I'm saying. You feel me. I did
• 33:58
  Speaker 5: see in a little recent video where they broke down
• 34:00
  Speaker 5: why they wouldn't have been able to both fit on
• 34:01
  Speaker 5: the thing. But let's let's forget that. Let's talk about
• 34:04
  Speaker 5: the iconic version of it. Baby, you let Jack drown?
• 34:07
  Speaker 4: Ever, why did you write them for your mom? I
• 34:10
  Speaker 4: feel like your mom should have been on this.
• 34:12
  Speaker 5: So what I was about to get into is this
• 34:14
  Speaker 5: album for me. Y'all know what I've been through, even
• 34:17
  Speaker 5: just in the music industry, I don't. I also don't
• 34:20
  Speaker 5: want to stay gun hold on. It's just being strictly
• 34:22
  Speaker 5: about relationships. I feel like this album is like a
• 34:25
  Speaker 5: universal charger. It's so many things that have wronged us
• 34:28
  Speaker 5: and have broke our hearts. You know, probably getting into
• 34:31
  Speaker 5: radio for you at a younger age, it's probably difficult.
• 34:34
  Speaker 5: Motherfuckers probably shut it on, you didn't believe in you. Like,
• 34:36
  Speaker 5: it's a lot of things that have We've all been heartbroken,
• 34:39
  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, and we've all had to
• 34:41
  Speaker 5: like navigate through that. And that's what this album is
• 34:44
  Speaker 5: is a universal charger, and you can plug it in
• 34:45
  Speaker 5: and you can customize it to what you've been through.
• 34:49
  Speaker 5: I've been in a lot of hands that has not
• 34:51
  Speaker 5: protected me, you know. So it's like whether this I
• 34:54
  Speaker 5: should have been walked up this deal, I should have
• 34:55
  Speaker 5: been walk away from this. I should have woke with
• 34:56
  Speaker 5: this relationship, this friendship, whatever, this circle is, fucking group
• 35:00
  Speaker 5: chat whatever. There's a lot of things we feel like
• 35:02
  Speaker 5: we should have been walked out from a long time ago.
• 35:05
  Speaker 5: I should have been jump hopped out this box. You know.
• 35:09
  Speaker 2: The most difficult song to do on the album and why.
• 35:12
  Speaker 5: Oh my oh, the most difficult song to do on
• 35:16
  Speaker 5: the album probably was hard part and it was and
• 35:24
  Speaker 5: it's so crazy because me and Brent was in the
• 35:26
  Speaker 5: studio and we did the hook. We did the hook,
• 35:30
  Speaker 5: and I left it. I never revisited it again. I
• 35:32
  Speaker 5: didn't revisit it. And then when it was time to
• 35:35
  Speaker 5: turn into album, they're like, yo, tee, you gotta throw
• 35:38
  Speaker 5: a verse on here, and I was just like, I'm
• 35:40
  Speaker 5: not ready. This is too much. I don't want to,
• 35:44
  Speaker 5: you know. And it's crazy because I wrote that verse
• 35:46
  Speaker 5: in like less than twenty minutes and I did it,
• 35:50
  Speaker 5: but then I didn't do no ad libs. So then
• 35:53
  Speaker 5: Lucky put his verse on there, and yeah, it took
• 35:56
  Speaker 5: me a long time to complete this song. You know,
• 35:58
  Speaker 5: it was very vulnus for me. Then I went in there,
• 36:01
  Speaker 5: and it's crazy because it was a very last song
• 36:03
  Speaker 5: I did before I completely lost my voice, which was
• 36:06
  Speaker 5: like the a libs and the runs and all that shit,
• 36:07
  Speaker 5: and then you know that was that it was hard,
• 36:10
  Speaker 5: and a lot of it was hard because in the
• 36:11
  Speaker 5: beginning when I did Long Time, we were dealing with
• 36:15
  Speaker 5: you know, mediation. You know, that's when it was real heavy,
• 36:20
  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. It was very heavy, and
• 36:22
  Speaker 5: it was very one sided with the pettiness, and it's
• 36:25
  Speaker 5: just like, I just want to be cool and because
• 36:28
  Speaker 5: of my muscle memory, we'll get into it real bad.
• 36:31
  Speaker 5: Then the next day I'm like, still like, what's up?
• 36:34
  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, I'm like, this is my family,
• 36:36
  Speaker 5: Like you see, even on a lot of I'm like, yo,
• 36:37
  Speaker 5: that's really gang Like stop playing on me.
• 36:40
  Speaker 4: The hard part. You know you started off by saying
• 36:42
  Speaker 4: I got a few questions for you. She is getting
• 36:43
  Speaker 4: real confusion. Do you want this or do you don't?
• 36:46
  Speaker 4: So was there a period where you thought about not
• 36:48
  Speaker 4: going through with a divorce maybe?
• 36:50
  Speaker 5: See, So the thing about it is I found for
• 36:53
  Speaker 5: separation and divorce a few times, but I kept I
• 36:57
  Speaker 5: kept withdrawing because he kept saying he wanted to fight
• 37:00
  Speaker 5: for his family. So if you're saying you want to
• 37:01
  Speaker 5: fight for your family and then you're getting caught up
• 37:03
  Speaker 5: in another scandal, it's like, Nigga, I got a few questions,
• 37:07
  Speaker 5: do you want to do it? Because the thing about
• 37:08
  Speaker 5: it is you're not You're not fighting, And because I'm
• 37:12
  Speaker 5: a lover, I'm like, I want through the world. I
• 37:15
  Speaker 5: want it. I'm thinking it's like a movie, He's gonna
• 37:17
  Speaker 5: fight for it. And then I realize that it's just
• 37:19
  Speaker 5: words that's not leaving the paper. You know, I needed
• 37:23
  Speaker 5: it to leave the paper. I needed the words to
• 37:25
  Speaker 5: become actions. Because once I decide to forgive you, I
• 37:28
  Speaker 5: give you a clean slate. I don't hold on to grudges.
• 37:31
  Speaker 5: I'm we'll hold on to a grudge. I'm as well leave.
• 37:33
  Speaker 5: So when you say I want to fight for my family,
• 37:35
  Speaker 5: this is what I want. I'm gonna give you an
• 37:38
  Speaker 5: opportunity to fight for your family. So when you're not
• 37:41
  Speaker 5: fighting for that, it's kind of like, okay, baby, what
• 37:44
  Speaker 5: what do you want to do? Because now it's just
• 37:46
  Speaker 5: kind of like you're hanging on to something. But then
• 37:50
  Speaker 5: you pillow talking like you going through something. You're not
• 37:52
  Speaker 5: going through nothing for real. You know what I'm saying,
• 37:55
  Speaker 5: Like you're not going through nothing for real. Life is
• 37:57
  Speaker 5: not bad. And it's like for you to even be
• 37:58
  Speaker 5: okay with people thinking that I talked to you crazy,
• 38:01
  Speaker 5: I treated you crazy, boom boom boom, like you would
• 38:04
  Speaker 5: have been you would have been dipped. Nobody was in
• 38:07
  Speaker 5: those shackles. I wasn't even in shackles. So it's kind
• 38:10
  Speaker 5: of like, but you know, in marriage, you don't just
• 38:13
  Speaker 5: walk away from something you know what I'm saying. You
• 38:15
  Speaker 5: got to exhaust all options. You got to put in
• 38:17
  Speaker 5: the work, you know, because honestly, even the court will
• 38:21
  Speaker 5: force you to go to counseling first and come back.
• 38:23
  Speaker 5: So before we even got to that, it's like okay,
• 38:25
  Speaker 5: let's you know. So he would try to avoid that
• 38:27
  Speaker 5: part and I'm like, listen, before we can move forward,
• 38:29
  Speaker 5: we really got to sit on a couch. You really
• 38:32
  Speaker 5: got to sit on a couch. He didn't want to
• 38:35
  Speaker 5: do that. That's when difficult. That's when an argument started,
• 38:38
  Speaker 5: Like if I would have just stayed, we would building
• 38:41
  Speaker 5: this relation to me and mom will still be together,
• 38:43
  Speaker 5: still going through all types of bullshit. I had to
• 38:47
  Speaker 5: really stand on business and say, listen, we either got
• 38:51
  Speaker 5: to sit on a couch or it's just not I
• 38:54
  Speaker 5: can't trust that this is going to work if we
• 38:57
  Speaker 5: don't get the proper help. That's not what he wanted
• 39:01
  Speaker 5: to hear. All hell broke lose.
• 39:06
  Speaker 4: Therapy. You gotta be will especially if you're trying to,
• 39:08
  Speaker 4: you know, fight for your marriage. You got to be
• 39:10
  Speaker 4: willing to do the work on yourself.
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: Never in this cycle.
• 39:12
  Speaker 5: You have to.
• 39:12
  Speaker 6: By the end the hard part, I felt like you
• 39:14
  Speaker 6: had finally got to that point where you was like,
• 39:16
  Speaker 6: you know what, Look, I can't do this. I'm numb
• 39:19
  Speaker 6: I And that's what it was for you.
• 39:22
  Speaker 5: I did not go to the it was. It was
• 39:25
  Speaker 5: more than that. Like and you know, like I said,
• 39:27
  Speaker 5: I'm a private person. I'm not. I'm not going to
• 39:29
  Speaker 5: get into detail. But when you are trying to elevate
• 39:32
  Speaker 5: and you are trying to move forward and grow, you
• 39:37
  Speaker 5: gotta be willing to grow with me. If you're going
• 39:39
  Speaker 5: to be stagnant, I can't sit there and be stagnant
• 39:42
  Speaker 5: with you. You know what I'm saying, because one thing
• 39:44
  Speaker 5: about it is misery loves company, and I was not
• 39:47
  Speaker 5: willing to be the company to that misery. I was
• 39:50
  Speaker 5: not willing. I have work to do. We all have
• 39:53
  Speaker 5: work to do. You feel what I'm saying. But my
• 39:56
  Speaker 5: work consists of me to walk into keep moving forward.
• 40:01
  Speaker 5: So it's either move forward with me or I got
• 40:03
  Speaker 5: to leave you behind. It's not serving me, it is
• 40:06
  Speaker 5: not loving me, is not seeing you have to go
• 40:08
  Speaker 5: where I'm serving love.
• 40:09
  Speaker 4: We spoken about this album. Yes, so hard part goes
• 40:13
  Speaker 4: in the back to life. You want some life. I'm
• 40:15
  Speaker 4: really trying not to.
• 40:19
  Speaker 6: What you can said girl, because that's how it talking to.
• 40:25
  Speaker 4: You go from a hard part to back to life,
• 40:27
  Speaker 4: and then it's like tis to kind of put the
• 40:29
  Speaker 4: battery in your back, like no, but.
• 40:30
  Speaker 5: Sometimes you need that, you know, but sometimes, but sometimes
• 40:34
  Speaker 5: it's also reminding yourself of who you are. And again,
• 40:37
  Speaker 5: I think a lot of the songs are double entendres.
• 40:39
  Speaker 5: Like when I wrote wrote that with Rico Love, we
• 40:41
  Speaker 5: weren't thinking about, oh yeah, I'm about to go fuck
• 40:44
  Speaker 5: on this nigga, that's not no. I'm just saying in general,
• 40:49
  Speaker 5: like because honestly, Rico had to convince me to do
• 40:52
  Speaker 5: that song. Y'all know, I'm a love girl. I don't
• 40:54
  Speaker 5: even make songs like that. And maybe I want to
• 40:56
  Speaker 5: say back to life in long Time was a hard
• 40:59
  Speaker 5: song for me to do because I'm like, no, that's
• 41:02
  Speaker 5: too mean, that's too I don't like that kind of stuff,
• 41:06
  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying. But then it's just like,
• 41:08
  Speaker 5: this is my life, what I'm going through, and He's
• 41:10
  Speaker 5: just like, no, like you can you can discuss your
• 41:13
  Speaker 5: life and have fun with it. So I wasn't even
• 41:15
  Speaker 5: thinking about you know, I hadn't even known, like I
• 41:20
  Speaker 5: I wasn't even like dating yet when I did long
• 41:23
  Speaker 5: time and back to like, but it took me a
• 41:26
  Speaker 5: long time to finally go back and re record them.
• 41:29
  Speaker 5: So a lot of songs I revisited when I actually
• 41:31
  Speaker 5: felt it.
• 41:32
  Speaker 3: You feel what I'm saying, How do you make sure
• 41:35
  Speaker 3: that the trauma from that relationship you don't bring into
• 41:38
  Speaker 3: the new relationship because.
• 41:39
  Speaker 2: It would make you guard it, like you would feel
• 41:41
  Speaker 2: like you have to keep.
• 41:42
  Speaker 3: Your eyes open because you know, at one time you
• 41:44
  Speaker 3: completely trusted, you completely, gave everything, you completely. This was
• 41:48
  Speaker 3: the guy that you made sure that was like now
• 41:50
  Speaker 3: he got me, but obviously it didn't. So how do
• 41:52
  Speaker 3: you make sure in your new relationship that you keep
• 41:55
  Speaker 3: your eye open or you do something?
• 41:57
  Speaker 5: That's a good question. How I look at it is
• 41:58
  Speaker 5: like I said, you know, by the time I walked
• 42:01
  Speaker 5: away from my marriage, I was already on my journey,
• 42:04
  Speaker 5: on my heeling journey. I was already you know, holding
• 42:07
  Speaker 5: myself accountable to show up for myself and because I
• 42:11
  Speaker 5: love love, the goal was this is not working because
• 42:16
  Speaker 5: it must be something bigger in store for me. You
• 42:18
  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, Like, clearly God is like okay, cool.
• 42:21
  Speaker 5: So this happened and you're still there, and I ain't
• 42:24
  Speaker 5: gonna do the work for you. Now, you got to
• 42:25
  Speaker 5: figure out when you're going. You know, a lot of prayer,
• 42:28
  Speaker 5: a lot of conversations. You get what I'm saying. So
• 42:30
  Speaker 5: it's like leaving. It was realizing that, you know, people
• 42:36
  Speaker 5: will say small things. It's the Monica Sandu up there,
• 42:38
  Speaker 5: I fuck you up. I'm like, wait what Yeah, it's
• 42:43
  Speaker 5: like crazy, iconic, iconic love my girl, Momo.
• 42:48
  Speaker 2: Got your sneakers up there because at the crib.
• 42:50
  Speaker 5: Okay, I got you. I'm my second sneaker about to
• 42:53
  Speaker 5: come out, so I got your no. But yeah, it's
• 42:56
  Speaker 5: like at that point one time I felt so low
• 43:00
  Speaker 5: that a person could just be like, oh my god,
• 43:03
  Speaker 5: your here looks really nice. I'm like, oh thank you,
• 43:08
  Speaker 5: oh my god. Yeah, because I'm a lover, like I don't.
• 43:11
  Speaker 5: I don't. I've never been a guarded person, like, never
• 43:15
  Speaker 5: been a guarded.
• 43:16
  Speaker 4: Person, sure person, at least from what you think about.
• 43:19
  Speaker 5: Insecure. It's when you give everything feels beautiful. Yeah, like
• 43:24
  Speaker 5: I know who I am, I know what I am,
• 43:26
  Speaker 5: but those small things, those small things mean the world.
• 43:30
  Speaker 5: When you're not receiving that, you get what I'm saying,
• 43:32
  Speaker 5: because at the end of the day, as a woman, yeah,
• 43:34
  Speaker 5: we know who we are. But when we love our
• 43:36
  Speaker 5: nigga like we love our man, like his praises means
• 43:41
  Speaker 5: the world. I got eighteen million followers that can tell
• 43:44
  Speaker 5: me I'm beautiful all day every day, But that's not
• 43:46
  Speaker 5: who I want to hear it from. You know what
• 43:47
  Speaker 5: I'm saying, Like, I honor my man. You know, I
• 43:50
  Speaker 5: serve my man. So it's a week who sees me
• 43:53
  Speaker 5: makeup and exactly the exactly, So imagine being like, yo,
• 43:58
  Speaker 5: I got my first big we rolle people gonna take
• 44:00
  Speaker 5: me serious? Da da da, and I'm arguing with you
• 44:04
  Speaker 5: every day. I got a five am call. No I'm not.
• 44:07
  Speaker 5: I'm not doing that.
• 44:08
  Speaker 4: I do love a long time. When you say you're
• 44:11
  Speaker 4: out here stressing your blessing, that's a powerful line like
• 44:14
  Speaker 4: don't scratch, don't be stretching your blessing.
• 44:16
  Speaker 5: Yeah, you know, like because they don't have to be
• 44:19
  Speaker 5: that way, you know what I'm saying, And we could
• 44:21
  Speaker 5: still very much be cool. Like you know, there's been
• 44:24
  Speaker 5: times were like y'all about to go for this job.
• 44:26
  Speaker 5: I'm like, you got this we claiming this shit, Like
• 44:28
  Speaker 5: I'm I don't know if people get upset with how
• 44:32
  Speaker 5: quickly you're able to still have love for them. It's
• 44:36
  Speaker 5: like people hate that. It's like, bitch, what you mean?
• 44:38
  Speaker 5: So fuck that? Now it's I don't lie. It's just
• 44:41
  Speaker 5: like I've never had smoke or beef with Eman, never, never,
• 44:46
  Speaker 5: Like the divorce would have never even been out if
• 44:49
  Speaker 5: he didn't foul the motion to use our full and
• 44:52
  Speaker 5: legal names. Remember we were separated for a whole year,
• 44:56
  Speaker 5: so the divorce was quiet for a whole year until
• 44:58
  Speaker 5: he did that, which he did that on Thanksgiving. You
• 45:00
  Speaker 5: feel what I'm saying. So it's like again the pattern
• 45:03
  Speaker 5: of just like it's too much and it's maniputive, and
• 45:06
  Speaker 5: it's not cool because you got me out here looking crazy,
• 45:08
  Speaker 5: like when I took you for everything, And now this
• 45:11
  Speaker 5: new thing is, oh she got caught up in the loss.
• 45:12
  Speaker 5: Now she pays seventy I'm not paying nobody. That was
• 45:15
  Speaker 5: all technicality. I did the live. The consequence is like,
• 45:19
  Speaker 5: clearly I'm aware of what can possibly happen, but I'm
• 45:23
  Speaker 5: gonna pay that to speak the truth. It's bigger than
• 45:27
  Speaker 5: just oh, speak my truth. I'm gonna pay that to
• 45:29
  Speaker 5: speak the truth. I want my peace and I want
• 45:31
  Speaker 5: to be left alone. And then hopefully after this is paid,
• 45:35
  Speaker 5: nothing else comes out. So my new movie come out,
• 45:37
  Speaker 5: my new Jordan come out. We won't have this problem again,
• 45:40
  Speaker 5: right because if we do, then we know exactly what's
• 45:42
  Speaker 5: going on after today. I'm never speaking on this again.
• 45:47
  Speaker 5: I don't care what rumor he put out. I don't
• 45:49
  Speaker 5: care what rumor anybody put out. I'm never speaking on
• 45:52
  Speaker 5: this again. So if I don't respond, consider me in
• 45:55
  Speaker 5: my Beyonce bag. Your silence is golden and I'm gonna
• 45:59
  Speaker 5: keep it. Put shit. But yeah, that was a heavy
• 46:01
  Speaker 5: one to take, especially within a lot of business that
• 46:03
  Speaker 5: I am. You know, these divorces are very ugly and
• 46:05
  Speaker 5: I don't want to be on set with no producer director.
• 46:07
  Speaker 5: That's like because my wife did this, dude, and no,
• 46:10
  Speaker 5: I don't want her in this role. I'm telling you
• 46:11
  Speaker 5: it's it's a dirty game.
• 46:13
  Speaker 4: If somebody considering you for a role, they'll be like,
• 46:15
  Speaker 4: what she did?
• 46:17
  Speaker 5: Bad headlines gonna come, not even just headlines if you
• 46:19
  Speaker 5: sign her on. Look and say, if a director wanted
• 46:22
  Speaker 5: me to do a movie and he went through a
• 46:23
  Speaker 5: nasty divorce and he like his wife took everything. It's like, oh, nah,
• 46:27
  Speaker 5: she one of those I can't want some man power
• 46:29
  Speaker 5: ship and it's just like, now I'm getting punished with
• 46:31
  Speaker 5: some ship that I didn't even do. So as a
• 46:34
  Speaker 5: business woman, it's like, nah, I'm not I'm not rolling
• 46:36
  Speaker 5: with that because seventy thousand dollars I can make that.
• 46:39
  Speaker 5: I can make that back on the Instagram post. You
• 46:42
  Speaker 5: feel what I'm saying. No, but I'm trying to. I'm
• 46:51
  Speaker 5: just I'm just trying to find the smallest thing because
• 46:54
  Speaker 5: I can't say I can get that in a brand
• 46:55
  Speaker 5: deal because that's the way my brand deals is insane. Yeah,
• 47:00
  Speaker 5: but it's insane. Would be evidence but one thing I
• 47:03
  Speaker 5: want to But I mean that's literally like and that,
• 47:08
  Speaker 5: like I said, Instagram, that's like a story post. You
• 47:11
  Speaker 5: fee what I'm saying. So I'm like, yeah, I'm like,
• 47:13
  Speaker 5: that's the best little money I ever spent. I like that.
• 47:16
  Speaker 5: What is This is my my last question on that topic.
• 47:19
  Speaker 5: How is cold parenting? I mean cold parenting it's a
• 47:26
  Speaker 5: little tough because when things are going too good and
• 47:30
  Speaker 5: then someone make that go real bad, and it's just
• 47:35
  Speaker 5: like I said, it's like, I don't know why we
• 47:39
  Speaker 5: don't want to be nice, like I don't want no smoke.
• 47:44
  Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying. So it's just like I mean,
• 47:46
  Speaker 5: now I have it to where like it's literally just
• 47:50
  Speaker 5: on a talking parent app. It controls your tone, it
• 47:53
  Speaker 5: controls whatever it is. And honestly, at this point, if
• 47:59
  Speaker 5: it hasn't, if it don't have anything to do with
• 48:00
  Speaker 5: the kids, we don't have nothing to talk about. You
• 48:03
  Speaker 5: feel what I'm saying. I always to you Mom, I'm like, yo,
• 48:05
  Speaker 5: I'm doing Junior's birthday. I'm doing rouse birthday. Would you
• 48:07
  Speaker 5: like to for us to do it together? But boom boom,
• 48:10
  Speaker 5: and he'd be like, nah, I'm good. I don't want
• 48:12
  Speaker 5: to be that's fine. Like I don't entertain the shots
• 48:15
  Speaker 5: that are being thrown at me. I don't entertain, and
• 48:17
  Speaker 5: that okay, cool, here's the invite, here's the acts. If
• 48:20
  Speaker 5: you want to pop in cool, that's up to you.
• 48:23
  Speaker 5: Whatever you want to do, you know what I'm saying,
• 48:25
  Speaker 5: Like the baby girls got activities, sports, you be practices,
• 48:30
  Speaker 5: you know, like I'm not. I'm not tripping. And even
• 48:33
  Speaker 5: to this day, like if he was like, yo, tea,
• 48:37
  Speaker 5: I want us to really stop being silly and like
• 48:40
  Speaker 5: let's really try and like healthily co parent. I would
• 48:44
  Speaker 5: absolutely be down. You know what I'm saying.
• 48:47
  Speaker 4: Why I got a couple of questions, Why why are
• 48:49
  Speaker 4: roles is so significant to your story? You got the
• 48:52
  Speaker 4: song better roses? You got a Rolls tattoo on your neck?
• 48:54
  Speaker 5: Like what about?
• 48:54
  Speaker 4: Yeah?
• 48:54
  Speaker 5: I mean I always say, you know them winds hit
• 48:57
  Speaker 5: different when you rose out the concrete. You know, and
• 48:59
  Speaker 5: be able to hear a rose rise of the concrete
• 49:01
  Speaker 5: is amazing and just the thorns and everything it's been through.
• 49:05
  Speaker 5: But I also feel like the thorns and the vines
• 49:07
  Speaker 5: is your tribe and the love that you're surrounded by.
• 49:10
  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying, There's so much, so many
• 49:12
  Speaker 5: moving parts. We see the rose and it's so beautiful,
• 49:15
  Speaker 5: but then it's like, what's keeping this rose alive? It's
• 49:17
  Speaker 5: the vines and you know, the thorns ready to grow
• 49:20
  Speaker 5: out new ones. So it's like it's always been special
• 49:22
  Speaker 5: to me, especially as I gotten older and really did
• 49:25
  Speaker 5: my research because you know, an album number one, album seven.
• 49:28
  Speaker 5: I used to hate roses because I wasn't mature enough.
• 49:31
  Speaker 5: I didn't I didn't understand what it felt like to
• 49:33
  Speaker 5: receive roses in a real way, you know, so like
• 49:37
  Speaker 5: really receiving them and understanding them. It's like, oh my god,
• 49:40
  Speaker 5: just named my daughter after the Rose. It was just like,
• 49:42
  Speaker 5: you know, to become a woman and to blossom, you know,
• 49:49
  Speaker 5: is what really made me like get into it really
• 49:52
  Speaker 5: really heavy.
• 49:54
  Speaker 6: I saw you say in an interview that what you
• 49:56
  Speaker 6: were going through before you retire it felt like punishment,
• 49:58
  Speaker 6: But now it feels.
• 49:59
  Speaker 5: Like it was the by timing. It was preparation. Wasn't punishment.
• 50:02
  Speaker 5: It was preparation for what was already written. Yeah, and
• 50:06
  Speaker 5: even through that, like dealing dealing with retiring and all
• 50:09
  Speaker 5: of those different things. I was dealing with a lot,
• 50:11
  Speaker 5: you know, postpartum you know, but also think that circumstances too,
• 50:20
  Speaker 5: because what got me out of retirement, you know what
• 50:22
  Speaker 5: I'm saying. I came back on my own terms, and
• 50:23
  Speaker 5: I came back happy, you know what I'm saying. So
• 50:26
  Speaker 5: it's like, what if I was in a space where
• 50:27
  Speaker 5: I was still stagnant in a certain space, I would
• 50:30
  Speaker 5: probably still be retired right now. You feel what I'm saying, Like,
• 50:33
  Speaker 5: because yeah, it's just that's just what it would be.
• 50:37
  Speaker 4: You know what. This is why I love art because
• 50:39
  Speaker 4: I don't feel like you'd be able to have this
• 50:41
  Speaker 4: conversation without this album and without this short film album,
• 50:46
  Speaker 4: to be able to come up here and have.
• 50:47
  Speaker 5: This conversation, absolutely, And you know that's what it was
• 50:51
  Speaker 5: for me, And that's why I kept telling Natina and
• 50:53
  Speaker 5: the mother of that label too, I'm like, listen, because
• 50:55
  Speaker 5: they begged for the album and I was like, listen,
• 50:57
  Speaker 5: this album is a soundtrack.
• 50:59
  Speaker 4: Is one of the only people up there that cares
• 51:01
  Speaker 4: about it?
• 51:01
  Speaker 5: Yeah, no, for sure, for sure, like she already know.
• 51:04
  Speaker 5: I know that. So for me, it's just like it's
• 51:07
  Speaker 5: more of a this album is the soundtrack, this visual,
• 51:12
  Speaker 5: this this this cinema that was always gonna happen. And
• 51:16
  Speaker 5: that's why I told them, like, I'm not willing to compromise.
• 51:19
  Speaker 5: You know, my narrations or my indus is my story.
• 51:23
  Speaker 5: This is like a fucking audio album, audio book, whatever
• 51:27
  Speaker 5: you want to call it. You never thought about or
• 51:29
  Speaker 5: have you and you probably have thought about doing that
• 51:32
  Speaker 5: on Broadway. It's so you know, it's crazy. I almost
• 51:35
  Speaker 5: I almost made a post today, but I'm like, let me,
• 51:37
  Speaker 5: let me find the right things to do that. But
• 51:40
  Speaker 5: you know, I also said a minute ago that my
• 51:43
  Speaker 5: dream was to turn my concerts into Broadway plays where
• 51:47
  Speaker 5: I wanted my dancers mic, I wanted my my band
• 51:50
  Speaker 5: MIC like I wanted everybody MIC and turned it into
• 51:51
  Speaker 5: a thing, which is the reason why we did this,
• 51:53
  Speaker 5: because I'm like, I see the bigger things for this.
• 51:56
  Speaker 4: You know, got a lion king.
• 52:00
  Speaker 5: It. But I'm proud of you're doing good. He's trying,
• 52:08
  Speaker 5: He's he's really trying. He's trying. I say, I said,
• 52:15
  Speaker 5: don't bring up the line, king, Can we play some
• 52:19
  Speaker 5: music please? No? But no, this Broadway thing is a
• 52:22
  Speaker 5: real thing. Because I'm actually happy that I didn't post
• 52:25
  Speaker 5: it on my story because I feel like this is
• 52:26
  Speaker 5: way better to actually talk about it. But yeah, I
• 52:28
  Speaker 5: definitely want to turn it into a Broadway play and
• 52:31
  Speaker 5: you know, even eventually like a real like long form
• 52:35
  Speaker 5: movie or like a show, because I love that it's like,
• 52:37
  Speaker 5: you know, post apocalyptic and you know, it has like
• 52:39
  Speaker 5: a little theme to it. So I'm interested to see
• 52:42
  Speaker 5: the character of fire Girl, the character of Gray lea greathouse.
• 52:45
  Speaker 5: Like you notice, I've created these characters that are unforgettable
• 52:49
  Speaker 5: even for when I go on tour. I'm gonna line
• 52:51
  Speaker 5: it up kind of like a Broadway where I'm going
• 52:53
  Speaker 5: to perform the album in order you feel what I'm saying.
• 52:56
  Speaker 5: So it's gonna be it's gonna be sick. You're in Chicago.
• 52:59
  Speaker 5: He had done you know period but look and uh
• 53:03
  Speaker 5: and the the your movie right was were you in Harlem?
• 53:07
  Speaker 5: When you were in the ray and you were on fire?
• 53:10
  Speaker 5: You was the had No, that was actually act. Was
• 53:13
  Speaker 5: that Warner Warner Brothers. Yeah, it was a lot, but
• 53:16
  Speaker 5: it was Warner Brothers of Universe. It was Warner brother
• 53:18
  Speaker 5: I think it was Warner Brothers. He was he was
• 53:20
  Speaker 5: on a live So it wasn't supposed to be like
• 53:21
  Speaker 5: set in like Harlem bas like where you're from. It
• 53:24
  Speaker 5: was just no, it was just yeah, it was just
• 53:26
  Speaker 5: a set because we had to do everything in la
• 53:29
  Speaker 5: and that was that was you know, where a majority
• 53:32
  Speaker 5: and my budget went. I'm like, I'd rather give the
• 53:34
  Speaker 5: world a movie than be trying to do you know,
• 53:36
  Speaker 5: everything else. And it's really made people taking the album
• 53:40
  Speaker 5: completely different. Like I'm seeing videos on TikTok like women
• 53:42
  Speaker 5: just crying and just thinking me and all like all
• 53:46
  Speaker 5: types of stuff. You know, that just feels amazing because
• 53:49
  Speaker 5: this is the most love I've gotten the music and
• 53:51
  Speaker 5: a lot out of all my projects, which.
• 53:53
  Speaker 4: You know every time though, you know what's crazy.
• 53:56
  Speaker 5: Because as many plaque as I got, it's so funny
• 53:59
  Speaker 5: how like still how like people still underappreciate thought like
• 54:03
  Speaker 5: they're appreciating it now, but you know, people never really
• 54:06
  Speaker 5: used to give me a chance when I dropped music,
• 54:08
  Speaker 5: got it for a time, like all of this that
• 54:11
  Speaker 5: you're doing right now, this has always been what you
• 54:13
  Speaker 5: use storytell. But now people I don't know why now
• 54:16
  Speaker 5: people are paying more attention. Maybe because you know everything's
• 54:18
  Speaker 5: out there. I think no, but don't even think because
• 54:21
  Speaker 5: of the bullshit. I think people's paying more attention because
• 54:23
  Speaker 5: taking that step back and helping everybody else was like,
• 54:26
  Speaker 5: all we got to see what she would do for herself.
• 54:28
  Speaker 5: She's doing this for Tom Dick and Harry Bingch. What's
• 54:30
  Speaker 5: she doing for herself? And yeah, I think I have
• 54:34
  Speaker 5: This is the most vulnerable work. You feel what I'm saying,
• 54:37
  Speaker 5: and it's it's very prideless and ego lists. You feel
• 54:42
  Speaker 5: what I'm saying again to be able to share that
• 54:44
  Speaker 5: and be so vulnerable. But again it's the creativity too,
• 54:49
  Speaker 5: and how you speak it because even once you listen
• 54:51
  Speaker 5: to the album. You see I'm still opening up dialogue
• 54:54
  Speaker 5: to create a safe space for men in general, Like
• 54:56
  Speaker 5: this could be the safest space. You just got to
• 54:59
  Speaker 5: be yo, like, fuck your pride, fuck you, Like, it's
• 55:03
  Speaker 5: not about pointing fingers. In the beginning, you just hear
• 55:06
  Speaker 5: women that's tired.
• 55:07
  Speaker 6: No, it's one somewhere She's literally like, maybe you deserve this,
• 55:09
  Speaker 6: you need this.
• 55:10
  Speaker 5: I'm destination. Yeah.
• 55:11
  Speaker 4: But once the poom poom jumping on once another man
• 55:14
  Speaker 4: making the poom poom jump, I don't know if I'm
• 55:16
  Speaker 4: be able to still be fighting for anything.
• 55:19
  Speaker 5: No, no, but poom poom jump was poom poom jump
• 55:21
  Speaker 5: was later on. At this point. By the time we
• 55:24
  Speaker 5: get the poom poom jump, I was already like another chapter.
• 55:27
  Speaker 5: I was in a whole nother Yeah, I was in
• 55:28
  Speaker 5: a whole another chapter. We had left that once she said,
• 55:31
  Speaker 5: fuck is wrong with you? Yeah, that's when you knew
• 55:34
  Speaker 5: it was done. It was nothing. The hard part was
• 55:37
  Speaker 5: over with at that point.
• 55:37
  Speaker 4: Let me about the movie. Right. In the movie, you're
• 55:40
  Speaker 4: you're kind of pleading to be loved back to life,
• 55:42
  Speaker 4: right and wishing your partner didn't give up on you.
• 55:44
  Speaker 4: So is that about your marriaginized that about the new
• 55:47
  Speaker 4: book because the new Boom might be like, look, man,
• 55:50
  Speaker 4: you got to get over that and then I'll be
• 55:52
  Speaker 4: I'll be here for you.
• 55:53
  Speaker 5: So in the movie it shows me. So you see,
• 55:56
  Speaker 5: after a long time, I I've I've run for so
• 55:59
  Speaker 5: long to where I've jumped to my death mentally and emotionally.
• 56:03
  Speaker 5: And as you see I land in a red dress,
• 56:05
  Speaker 5: which was supposed to be in that blood, you feel
• 56:10
  Speaker 5: that little red swirl was like you know in a
• 56:15
  Speaker 5: verse you see I say, where a bo fighting yo demon?
• 56:18
  Speaker 5: It's too many dark days, no peace up in here.
• 56:21
  Speaker 5: That wasn't about the new situation. That was like you
• 56:24
  Speaker 5: said that you would love me into but I guess
• 56:27
  Speaker 5: love must just be a lit Why didn't you love
• 56:29
  Speaker 5: me back to life? I was dying, nigga, You said
• 56:32
  Speaker 5: that you dieing me, but you won't even fight. That
• 56:34
  Speaker 5: had nothing to do with the new nigga.
• 56:36
  Speaker 4: He's the one that's loving you back to life in
• 56:38
  Speaker 4: the movie.
• 56:38
  Speaker 5: Basically, Yeah, but him loving me back to life, that
• 56:41
  Speaker 5: that hook wasn't toward him. You know what I'm saying.
• 56:46
  Speaker 5: This is him. I'm a crime scene right now. This
• 56:48
  Speaker 5: is him picking me up from the crime scene. That's
• 56:50
  Speaker 5: what takes me on to new dig memories is what
• 56:53
  Speaker 5: I need. So it could also be.
• 56:57
  Speaker 2: Whole morning gag, but it.
• 56:58
  Speaker 5: Is also like again like I said, everything's a double
• 57:01
  Speaker 5: on tan. Yeah, so the parts of it, because I've
• 57:03
  Speaker 5: listened to songs where I'm like, this part resonates so well,
• 57:06
  Speaker 5: but then his next part is a little shady. I
• 57:08
  Speaker 5: don't want you to see that part. I want you to
• 57:09
  Speaker 5: see this part. So saying love me back to life
• 57:11
  Speaker 5: could absolutely apply to him, but the other parts don't
• 57:16
  Speaker 5: apply to him.
• 57:17
  Speaker 6: Because after that, like even in their EASA's second skit,
• 57:20
  Speaker 6: you turn into like a little kid in the candy
• 57:22
  Speaker 6: store again, like she's like, let's just get on, and
• 57:25
  Speaker 6: then you put you at Mona on one of the songs,
• 57:29
  Speaker 6: so now you're not running from I think I might
• 57:31
  Speaker 6: be in love in this because now it's kind of
• 57:34
  Speaker 6: like we're both in this in this space where it's
• 57:36
  Speaker 6: like it wasn't on our being go cards, it wasn't.
• 57:39
  Speaker 5: Supposed to to be this. I mean, the energy was
• 57:41
  Speaker 5: always there, but when you are fresh out of something
• 57:45
  Speaker 5: and you are in that space, you're not thinking about
• 57:47
  Speaker 5: like jumping to the next person. You know what I'm saying. However, again,
• 57:51
  Speaker 5: you know, like Kerry Washington said, like two souls still
• 57:54
  Speaker 5: learning how to love without armor. You know what I'm saying.
• 57:56
  Speaker 5: It's just like we're just gonna go for it and
• 57:59
  Speaker 5: figure it out as we go, and it's all about
• 58:01
  Speaker 5: feeling safe. And once you out of survival mode, that
• 58:04
  Speaker 5: shit just hit different. It's like, I'm big on my
• 58:07
  Speaker 5: mind being occupied, which is the reason why I was
• 58:09
  Speaker 5: able to stay afloat within the industry because it's like, Okay, cool,
• 58:12
  Speaker 5: I'm not gonna be singing. I could be doing this.
• 58:14
  Speaker 5: I do everything. I do everything, and that's how I
• 58:17
  Speaker 5: am in love too. So I'm if I'm occupied mentally,
• 58:21
  Speaker 5: emotionally and I feel safe, I instantly melt into your arm.
• 58:24
  Speaker 5: So that's what I've been yearning for. When you're yearning
• 58:26
  Speaker 5: for something, you're never gonna be guarded because you're yearning
• 58:29
  Speaker 5: for that safety, especially because I haven't had it with
• 58:31
  Speaker 5: it even within the industry like that.
• 58:33
  Speaker 4: So who told you that fly ship when they was
• 58:35
  Speaker 4: like you said, you feel safe with Aaron because he
• 58:38
  Speaker 4: handles you with gentle care and you use the whole water.
• 58:44
  Speaker 5: That was all me. I ain't gonna front. I'll be
• 58:49
  Speaker 5: having bars. I was. I was talking to I was
• 58:52
  Speaker 5: talking to Joe, and I was like, Yo, we gotta
• 58:54
  Speaker 5: wear the same colored jersey. Whoever. He's like, who gave you?
• 58:56
  Speaker 5: That's like, nah, chill, I'll be really I'll be spitting,
• 59:00
  Speaker 5: spitt it. I'd be, I really be spitting. And I
• 59:02
  Speaker 5: think that that's why I am a great lover because
• 59:05
  Speaker 5: I understand what it needs to be. I understand that
• 59:09
  Speaker 5: we're not opponent. To understand that we were the same
• 59:12
  Speaker 5: color jersey. I understand that you don't have to talk
• 59:14
  Speaker 5: at me, you can just talk to me. I'm all
• 59:16
  Speaker 5: big on how you handle me. That's really big for
• 59:18
  Speaker 5: me because that's where I do it for like I
• 59:20
  Speaker 5: become a baby, you know. And it's kind of just
• 59:22
  Speaker 5: like if I know we on the same team, then
• 59:24
  Speaker 5: there's nothing. It's nothing to argue, it's nothing to combat,
• 59:27
  Speaker 5: it's nothing to I don't have to talk to you,
• 59:29
  Speaker 5: crazy would I'm too much of an impact to be like,
• 59:32
  Speaker 5: oh he was so sweet, and I just decided to
• 59:34
  Speaker 5: just still turn up and curse the nigga out. Like
• 59:36
  Speaker 5: if I'm screaming, yelling and hollering, it's well deserved, Like Nigga,
• 59:41
  Speaker 5: you don't push me to that point to do that.
• 59:43
  Speaker 5: I don't have to do that in this situation because
• 59:45
  Speaker 5: I feel so safe, and I think safety is what
• 59:47
  Speaker 5: I've been yearning more than anything. And I'm not seeking perfection.
• 59:52
  Speaker 5: I'm not seeking perfect because that would be conditional, you know,
• 59:55
  Speaker 5: and I'm an unconditional lover. I seek just under standing
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 5: at we wear the same color jersey and that we're
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 5: on the same team, you know.
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 4: And the only thing I've always said this about you,
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 4: people have you haven't even I still don't think you
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 4: scratched the surface. Like I think that one day we're
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 4: gonna look up and be like, God, Damniana just directed
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 4: that movie that made three hundred million dollars, Like I
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 4: really see that for you, Like you are a visionary
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  Speaker 4: and a whole lot of different ways.
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  Speaker 5: Just keep going so much, make things uh work that
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  Speaker 5: I never thought could work, because I never thought I
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  Speaker 5: would hear Tyler on the song with Jill Scott never.
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  Speaker 5: I never thought before.
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  Speaker 4: Less I was just talking. Yeah, but like.
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  Speaker 5: I hear talking right When when you hear the song
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  Speaker 5: about Tyler, you think like upbeat, the three little ass pumps,
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  Speaker 5: boom bom bom, and it was like it was a
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  Speaker 5: vibe that's not I could smoke a blunt and let
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  Speaker 5: him say this, but I think that that's like the
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  Speaker 5: direct me. You know what I'm saying, Like I could
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  Speaker 5: see the aesthetic of something to understand and the two
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  Speaker 5: voices together, you feel what I'm saying, understanding where Jill coming,
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  Speaker 5: Like I had the whole vision. This is what I need.
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  Speaker 5: This is what I said, Jill, I need you, I
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  Speaker 5: need you to talk that breakfast lunch dinner ship that
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  Speaker 5: she came with her her spoken word killed that. You
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  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying, Like she she wrote to herself,
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  Speaker 5: I just gave her guidance or what I wanted it
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  Speaker 5: to be talked about. I'm like, girl, I wanted breakfast
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  Speaker 5: lunch that I need and Jill just came and bited it.
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  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. He raised another one. I
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  Speaker 5: just like you could tell which one was like freestyle.
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  Speaker 5: So like the big ones are the ones like the
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  Speaker 5: actual like monologues are the ones that me and Coco wrote,
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  Speaker 5: but like Easa Tasha like the more freestyle ones was
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  Speaker 5: more so the ones of like me just giving them
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  Speaker 5: guidance and saying, hey, like this could this could be
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  Speaker 5: a safe space like that. Those took conversation.
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  Speaker 4: You feel what I'm saying, Smith whispering, Hell, nobody know.
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  Speaker 5: We're talking about the beach yafinite way to get over
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  Speaker 5: one niggas to get another one. Yeah, she definitely was.
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  Speaker 5: That was the soft as I heard her talk. But
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  Speaker 5: it's just like those other ones were important. And it's
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  Speaker 5: crazy because it was very intentional too. When I wrote
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  Speaker 5: that last poem for Regina, I knew that it was
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  Speaker 5: for Regina, You feel what I'm saying. When I wrote
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  Speaker 5: the one for Carrie, I knew that was for Carrie.
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  Speaker 5: Sarah Polson, I knew that was for Sarah Polsting like
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  Speaker 5: I knew what I wanted it to be like this,
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  Speaker 5: This tour is going to be so crazy. It's gonna
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  Speaker 5: be so crazy. Yeah, so I'm excited maybe my voice
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  Speaker 5: to make it on to the next album I got
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  Speaker 5: you. You know I'm doing a deluxe. It's getting crazy. You said,
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  Speaker 5: you know we woke got deep voices.
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  Speaker 2: I know.
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  Speaker 5: I like, yeah, I don't be talking No, I think
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  Speaker 5: I think just gonna be like, yo, did I make
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  Speaker 5: this poom poom jump The.
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  Speaker 4: Jumping what you want to.
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  Speaker 5: Well, since we keep talking about poop Pom jumps and
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  Speaker 5: we go to Poop Hard Part, caoth that that that
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  Speaker 5: album Hard Part with her and Lucky Day that reminds
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  Speaker 5: me of like a Brandy like something like the Little
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  Speaker 5: Runs with the It just gives me a bag in
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  Speaker 5: the day, Brandy. Feel like that's so fired to me.
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  Speaker 2: Let's get into it. Yeah, we appreciate you for joining us. Taylor,
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  Speaker 2: thank you so much.
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  Speaker 3: I wouldn't even fainy tithing because I feel like she's
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  Speaker 3: doing sound like they'll thank you. Album is out right now,
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  Speaker 3: Escape Room. Make sure you get it, make sure you
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  Speaker 3: download it, makes sure you.
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  Speaker 5: Streaming on YouTube and Amazon Prime already.
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  Speaker 2: It's The Breakfast Club.
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  Speaker 4: Do You're finisher yachdun