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Healing Ancient Trauma · Giving Pain Purpose with Lyndsay Soprano

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This is Your Pain Game podcast where we talk about the game of living in
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and with chronic pain and trauma get into the heart of how to heal.
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I am your host, Lindsay Soprano. On the show, I plan on
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discussing with doctors, chronic pain patients, ballistic practitioners, loved ones, and
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anybody that is interested in having their voice heard in the chronic pain and trauma
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world that we live in. So human suffering right, pretty much what we
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talk about here on this show, don't we We also talk about pulling ourselves
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out of suffering and into healing and into thriving. And we all need a
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little bit of help from time to time with our souls and our bods and
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how to heal from past traumas, which we talk about at Infinum on this
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show. And I know that I need massive two nuts in the suffering department.
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I am definitely not perfect, and I know please don't crash your car
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with that information if you're driving, because me not being perfect maybe a huge
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surprise to all of you. My suffering is different though, than it once
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was, because I've now given my pain purpose which I didn't have before.
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I was feeling sorry for myself. All of the time, I was drinking
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like crazy, I was doing drugs, I was taking all the pills,
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I was doing all the things right that Western medicine was having me do it.
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Well. I think they gave me a prescription for wine. Some doctor
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adwb along the way. But I know that I have a lot of work,
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more work to do on myself and on my spirit. Helped me continue
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to do the work that I love so very much, which is this,
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which is talking to you guys, talking to my guests, and trying to
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help as many people as I possibly can on the daily. And you know,
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today i'd like to talk with my guests. They wait until see me
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so cuteh Wait, you guys don't get to see him, only me.
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Sorry, guys, another almost worving off the road situation. But we're going
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to talk about how healing doesn't have to be so challenging, right, There
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is a simplicity to healing, and that our mind is the most significant hurdle.
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And I believe in that wholeheartedly. The power of our brains and our
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mind and the ability to make shifts. So anyway, we're going to talk
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a little bit about fear and safety as well, especially fear sitting in the
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body, because I am one hundred percent the bumper sticker girl for fear and
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safety issues sitting in your body. That is me to a tea and we're
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working on it. So, without further ado, I'd like to introduce you
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to my guest today, Paul Clinton. Hi, Paul, Hello. I
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was literally just gonna say it's lovely to have you, so thanks for being
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here with me. I know it's late there in London. Paul is the
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owner of Alignment Modality. He is a teacher of transformation and esoteric knowledge.
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He's going to talk about what that even means. A healer, teacher,
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channeler, fighter. I mean, this guy does so many things for our
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spirits and for the healing of our globe. He practices out of London and
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works internationally via Skype, which is really cool. He's worked with many celebrities.
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He's phone all over the world to many countries as a healer and a
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mentor teaching through his healing workshops. He's trained on so many different healing modalities.
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Your mind's going to spin another driving off the road, maybe we should
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just have everybody park for this episode. But he says that his greatest teacher
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has been spirits. So let's talk about it. Rolling out the red carpet
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for you. So let's talk real quick about how you got into being essentially
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being a medium and being part of the spiritual and psychic world, because I
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know that you grew up like that with your family, and then we'll take
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it from there. Yeah, well, exactly, yes, I grew up
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in a spiritual psychic family. So for me, it was a sort of
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day to day normality. Really, you know, my first introduction into the
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sort of the essence of it was doing salences at seatings. So we do
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that during the week. We do an evening a week and different family members
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and we'd have friends that are close to the family, so we we talked
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to, you know, more astral entities and spirits and sort of get information
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and it was sort for a sort of guide in teaching, but also helping
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lost souls they've got sort of stuck when it passed over. So that was
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my sort of first introduction really a nose smell spirit and you know see that
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I was quite fairborn obviously when I was younger, and really it was sort
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of it just became my norm and it was my sort of go to.
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It is my safety net, and it was my understanding of something beyond here,
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you know. And and I think for me really the only sort of
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down well, it wasn't a down pard because obviously we learned and Broke was
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just facing that sort of fear of that sort of shadow you know, from
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a young age. That was a little bit challenging. So it was sort
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of sort of thrown in the deep end. But really that was sort of
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you know, obviously understanding the shadow energy part of this work as well.
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And we'll talk about that as we go along. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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And like I said, so I grew up and that that was my
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day to day. It sort of gifted me to get into this work.
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Really, I sort of became a teenager, did my normal stuff, moved
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to Australia for fifteen years. I worked in a military for six years.
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I was traveling on ships for a couple of years, and sort of during
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those periods I was learning and growing and sort of developing. It is only
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when the military about twenty three years ago now I sort of got into this
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full time. And so that was sort of process. And in my twenties
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I did a lot of sort of development side of this work, and that's
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when I really went and sort of faced the shadow energy and that was quite
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challenging, but also it was something that gave me an understanding of what clarity
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is. You know, there's nothing to fear, and fear just the belief
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in fear is the problem that we should fear fear itself, you know,
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and that sort of general understanding and talking to some of these shadow beings,
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you start to understand that there's there's an intelligence and consciousness there as well.
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It's not how sort of people portray it would, this sort of duality on
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this planet, like through the movies and stuff, and it creates a lot
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of fear and panic around it. And really when you sort of come out
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to a general the standing of what conscious disease, it allows you to spend
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your sort of awareness and so that's natural. We don't actually fear that in
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our soul body, you know, out of this physical body. It's only
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because we're stuck in the three D body at the moment experiencing separation. So
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it's sort of it's just when you can sort of transcend yourself out of that
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place and you start you integrate clarity and then you get a general understanding and
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it sort of takes away a lot of that panic of fear and stress.
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Although you know, we've all gone our lists to learn, so my bucket
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and I have so many lessons sword it's ridiculous. And just when I think
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I've learned one again, I'm like, oh, well, she did that
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one again, didn't she. So when you're talking about the shadows, and
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because there are, for me, that means a couple different things. Like
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for me, my brain automatically is going like can he tell do I?
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Like, like I don't know if you guys remember the movie Ghosts, but
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whenever like the ghost, the guy would come in and there would be like
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this weird shadow of arms that would like come do I have like black shadowy
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people behind me? Because sometimes I feel like I do drink more wine?
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Lindsay do it? Do it? We dare you? But so there's that
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part of it, like hidden, like when you're talking about lost souls,
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but can you talk a little bit more about the shadow part? Because I
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know for me, like I go into some pretty dark places when my pain
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is out of control, and I can I call myself that I'm in the
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I'm in the darkness or I'm in the shadows of that pain. But what
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I'm feeling at that point is absolute fear that I won't get any better.
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And this pain that I'm feeling at its worst right now, that it's been
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in a very long time, is this it? Am I stuck? Am
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I stuck in this? And then it's just this vicious cycle loop in my
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brain and in my skull that keeps me up. It's hard to sleep when
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you're in pain, too, but when I can fall asleep, sometimes I'm
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unable to because I am literally playing this fear based narrative in my brain every
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night. Yeah, absolutely, you know, and this is a good point,
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you know what we want to talk about. Then that sort of the
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conversation went straight into that was all sort of sort of explaining that was growing
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up at the fear come up. And it's actually very apt for now because
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this year is a year of its really the querying age kickoff, is that
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the feminine energy really starting to introduce itself and ground itself here permanently now.
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And what's happening is all the denied, repressed ancient trauma that all human beings
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carried, and COVID was really a big trigger for that as well, and
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we'll talk about it afterwards. But all of this denial and emotional energies coming
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up, and a lot of people are in fear and despair now. And
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the thing is, and like you said, I believe it's going to happen,
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but realistically, what it is is this your human mind attaching to that
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ancient pain because it needs a story, it needs to understand it. And
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what we do now is then we sort of relate that to this life,
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and so we project that fear into this life as through our imagination. But
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really what it's looking for is just acknowledge. When you acknowledge an emotional energy,
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then it will start to transform itself. Because this is the problem now
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with lot people, especially people that are waking up and starting to work on
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themselves, and it's coming up and people that are unconscious. It's again despair,
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panic, fear, and of course it's manifested physically, you know,
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and there's obviously a lot of more natural deaths now and or failures and all
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the rest of it. You know, it's been augmented for the last couple
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of years, and it's really about when you can go into fear and acknowledge
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it. And actually when you go into the archetype of fear, you actually
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see it as a sort of lonely scared energy of consciousness because we've been playing
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in that energy for so long now, you know, and we don't actually
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have to be in this three D separation any longer. You know, as
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Spirit said many times, you know this is we actually thought of going backwards
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in some ways now because we keep repeating the same old things. It's it's
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really sad because I experience that that loop so often, and my fear is
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of my legs being appretated. So I have these horrible because like I'm in
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my wheelchair. I'm in it right now, and I'm in it this past
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couple of weeks, I've been like almost living in it. Unfortunately. It's
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just something is going on, and like every woman in my life right now
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has all kinds of crazy. Like every day all of my girlfriends are like
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what the f is wrong with me today? Like they're either we're either too
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tired, or they're unable to eat, or they can't sleep or there's dadda
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their stomachs upset. Like every woman I know right now is going through something
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funky and we're not even sure what that is, which is interesting that you
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brought that up. But so what do we do when we're stuck in these
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spaces? And how do you come in and help us heal from some of
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this duckness, these lost souls? Can you talk of it? Because I
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know what you do is is fairly complicated, and I know we don't have
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three hours to talk about it, so I want to give you a fair
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amount of time to talk about because you are You're so robust and what you
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do and how you do things. I kind of I'm just so interested in
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how you do things, and obviously I want to know what's happening with my
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soul right now. So if you could tell me at the end, that'd
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be great. He's like, no, no, no, Lindsay, I
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don't want to do that. Yeah. So, I mean how I teach
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is basically universal law. No, I do spiritual, energetic work when I
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want to get away from any new age hippie hype stuff. There's a lot
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of misinformation in a new age and people are attaching to that still, and
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it's still and they're still stuffing that polarization. It's not finding the real answers,
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so we sort of we dial it back a bit and we change the
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world. I don't even use the world hit healer anymore because I just used
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transformation. I don't really have a name for myself because it's really hard to
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define. I know, it's hard to define me trying to put this together.
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And there I was like, I don't know how I'm going to define
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him. That that is your job today, and soon strikes back. Yeah,
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so yeah, so basically I'll get the universal laws we work with.
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His imagination is based off what's what's science was introduced by Frank Einstein. He
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really sort of brought forward the the science of imagination and he was the first
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one to really open the door to it, you know. And obviously,
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and this is the difference between looking for the facts, because the fact is
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imagination is what creates science, but scientists don't see it that way. So
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it's sort of a process of understanding that. And he's the one that sort
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of brought through the magnetics of the planet. Okay, and he understood and
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he explained, and that's what they said. He was going mad in the
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last ten years and he was talking about love instead of science, like being
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the only consciousness to work. So really we work off that because that consciousness
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is real. Imagination is are most powerful. It's shut down in our school
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system, is shut down in our science siety generally. That there's reasons for
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that, and we'll get hold and get into all that side of the stuff
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now. But what this is is it's the doorway into the unconscious. So
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it's not even about visualizing because you just imagine what you're visualizing and it's just
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there instantaneously, and it's that intention alone. So we work with intention because
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intention is the foundation of all album Okay, observation, and this is where
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I'm not a scientist anyway, but this is where quantum physics explains. There's
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a there's a test that they do where they don't observe particles or wave or
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lights, waves or something, and as they go through they change their their
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frequency, so they go you know, they go messy, they go all
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around, and when you observe it, it comes back to its natural state.
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And it explains that when you observe something, it creates a connection,
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and that connection that it connects consciousness and then depending on the intention with that
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what you're looking at, it will transform itself. So it's the same as
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emotional energy. When emotional energy is in your present, in your body,
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if you acknowledge it through those universal laws, which is very very simple,
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it will remove itself because the emotions do not want to be inside you either.
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They're actually pure consciousness. And this is the ancient knowledge that's been kept
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from us that we haven't awoken back up to. And this simplicity in consciousness
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and healing is so simple because we come into this society and its left brain,
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left brain, too many facts figures, this stimulation of all of this.
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To be honest, a lot of it is misinformation in many ways because
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we cut off from unconsciousness. So and it becomes a game of left brain
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who's got more inadequacy, starts competition, and what it does is good in
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many ways, but it actually diverts us from our true self. So when
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you can understand the universal laws, healing is very simple. And like they
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say, you know, you can never no one can actually heal you.
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You can guide someone to heal themselves, because no one can take away your
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own pain. You have to acknowledge it through through emotion. Do you have
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to feel the emotions we don't even work with belief systems anymore because obviously,
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when you have an accident or altercation with someone, you're going to create a
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belief system about that that experience, and then you're gonna have an emotional response
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to it. So they go hand in hand. Beliefs and emotions manifest at
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the same time. So when we do a lot of the old therapies would
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work a lot with belief systems. What happened is though, the energy would
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then come back because the emotional energy that was created at the same time as
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that belief is still stuck in the first and that will erupt. And it's
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because if the chill emotion is actually felt, you can't you can't transform itself.
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So when you observe something, you also create space. Now, when
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the space between you and not an observing point, that's when conscious or divine
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current can move in, create oscillation and it starts to break up your your
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attachment to it. Because everything's magnetic, so everything comes into this planet's magnetic.
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So if you've got a belief system of you know, I'm no good
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or money's evil, you're always going to have a level of poverty conscious or
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you're going to have you know, you're gonna be on the breadline, hands
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and mouth, you know, or you'll get money and lose money very quick.
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Yeah, And it's that. But it won't it won't you won't you
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won't you blend with the frequency of because money is consciousness, well, it's
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energy, so it's also about understanding how the energy works within money too.
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So the point is is that. Yeah, so when we get back to
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coming into alignment with yourself, you know, that frequency it's really really important
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because when we divert out of our of our and our understanding of consciousness.
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And I'm getting a little bit headier, but when we when we when we
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see ourselves as a physical being, when we wake up in the morning and
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look in the mirror and go, that's what I look like, That's who
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I am. These are my belief systems, and that's my narrative. It's
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that mental connection that we casually caught in now. And so I'm sitting here
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as I'm thinking, and I totally believe in and what you're talking about,
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especially in relation to our energy and our soul. And you know, and
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I love how you talk about the three D because I'm super visual. So
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for me, I like want this to be a visual experience. So when
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you're talking and you're so when you go and you you meet with whoever you
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do you have a new client, do you work in groups, do you
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work on one on one? Do you do both? Okay, yes,
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I'd always take an initial call before we decide to work together, make sure
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it's the right fit, that's normal standard, and then we'll go into session.
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I normally do like a ten week package. People can work with me
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one on one by tend to do that because they get a lot more time,
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they get more mentoring, coaching. It's a bit more bespoken. So
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one basically doesn't matter how to do it, but the one on one.
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So you come in, we have we have this conversation and then basically we
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just talk a little bit on the first session just to get a rough idea
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year of what's going on your paint points. And it also allows me to
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read how much of your shadows still in the way, because depending on how
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you answer certain things, Oh no, what but that's okay, that's for
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me and it's not to to you know, makes you you know you're going
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to stand out already, got you know earth isn't going to explode after you
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start looking at these shadows over here. I'm never pretty on the spot as
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what I was going to say. Ye anyway, Yeah, so they we're
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going there, and basically what I'll do is I work with your soul sometimes
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give essences sometimes which planet essences their frequency, and they will release certain things
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in the body, for like ancient deep trauma that's still stuck that can't come
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up, and they basically work in your subconscious twenty four seven. So it's
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a process depending on the person and what we need to do, that that
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can come in as well. But that's the only sort of thing that I
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give out. The rest of it's all done with directly energy and working with
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the soul. We go into lives. I start talking, I start to
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see pictures of what's going on. Soult talks pictures generally, I sometimes get
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words. There's very dry and basically what will happen is then they'll start to
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feel things, the start to move. Then other lives will come through what
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we call partialize. A lot of them are happening right now because there's no
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linear time, so that presence will come through. They'll talk to it and
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then they release it and generally you'll have a physical reaction. There's a lot
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of things going on in the body. Holy moly, no kidding, I'm
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like world because am I going to need to go to the hospital afterward?
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Especially with this one? A right yere? Absolutely? Well, that's that's
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what we teach when sort of the modality that I teach is generally four modules
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plus practitioner level, and basically we take you through the free minds. At
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each level you get different essences. There's a lot of activations. We give
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you healing, astrology, there's this deep healing on there. Anyone that comes
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on the group has all been together in other lives, so it's very very
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interesting group. It's different, and we do group healings as well. We
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work on psychic development, psychic skills, intuitive skills. A lot of it
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is really about reintroducing back into your life conscious preparing you for this new Earth
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shift that we're going. But we take you through and teach you all these
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universal laws how to deal with yourself in the moment. Because it's all good
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having one on ones and being on the workshop and everything's great and you're healing
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you, but two days later you're on your own that despair. It comes
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up, you're going to freak out what you're attached to it. So we
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teach you how to let go of that attachment to your pain and to the
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fear and emotions. And it's so so simple. The hardest thing is getting
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your ego mind out of the way, because the ego mind goes, that's
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too simple, How does that work? And exactly I've spent all this money
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and all this time to do all of these things to feel better and none
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of it is worked. How could it be easy? And that's going to
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abs I'm glad that you said that, because that's the first thing. When
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I was looking through all of your stuff again and to prep for us today,
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when I just saw the word simplicity of healing, I laughed because I'm
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like, ah, sure it is, but I like that you say it
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that way because it is our it is our ego. We need to get
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out of our own way to say that all the time. I need to
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get out of my own way. And my know, for me, the
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fear thing is so intense. And one thing that I'm working with the gall
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right now, name is Katie Brigley. She does something called cogno movement and
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it's really interesting with the brain. Anyway, she was talking about how asking
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some questions to me before we began about are you willing to let go of
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your pain? Is something to this extent, it's not verbatim, but are
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you willing to let go of your pain? And what does what do you
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look like? And what does your life look like without being in pain anymore?
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And she's like, I need you to start visualizing that person, not
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the person that's right now here kicking it in the wheelchair, but to visualize
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this healthy person again that is out of the wheelchair, that's skiing, that's
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hiking, that's biking, that's walking my dogs, all the stuff I used
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to do. And it was a scary thought because I was like, all
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I know now is pain. That's my whole life revolves around it, you
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know, and it sucks, man, I mean it sucks. And so
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when you think about letting go of the pain, it's scary. It's like
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legitimately scary because now I'm like, well, who's that person going to be?
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And that is all my ego? You like, nailed it. I'm
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like, and I'm tearing up of course over here, guys, because that's
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what I do here. I laughed through my tears. Oh well, I
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hope. So something's gotta be going on good over here. I tell you,
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thank you, I did. I'm gonna do the other shoulder too while
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I'm at it. No, but it's just it's it's refreshing to hear that
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it's not so hard, because all we hear, especially in the chronic pain
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department community, is just so much worker. I'm so tired, and we're
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all all tired. We're tired of going to doctors. We're tired of telling
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our story over and over and over again, expecting different results. And all
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it is is like, great, we'll take all these tests and we'll see
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and then you have all these results and then nothing to do with nowhere to
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go with all of it. It's a real frustrating process. So thank you
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for using the word simplicity and anything that is in relation to pain, because
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it's not a word that's used. Very odd. Yeah, and it's also
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yeah, we get that, you get the healing side, but it's also
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getting you to understand that you're the creator of your own reality. So what's
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going on in you is the physical world. No one goes no one go
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gets to your wheel, even your worst enemy. You've agreed that on the
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soule level, because they're there to reflect something you need to learn yourself.
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They're there to shadow your energy. And so when you when you come into
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that. This is why we teach it because when you understand that everything is
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surmountable through life, and you understand why things are happening and you can stop
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them before they happen, you all know how to deal with things and to
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be honest your lessons. You invite the lessoning. You see, it's a
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gift. Our normal consciousness is to to hide and run away from it's too
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painful. I don't want to deal with that, you know. And the
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problem is what you were just saying, it's misinformation. The water full of
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misinformation around health and also our consciousness. So we're plugged into these professionals,
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like you said, the same old stories that I hear that I've been hearing
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that for thirty years. It's it's it's everywhere, it's worldwide, and I'm
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talking worldwide people, and so it's you know, that's enough to understand consciousness.
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And we know this in the spirit world anyway. But like I said,
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coming back to simplicity. When we were channeling it, they said,
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you have to teach it this way. So I'm teaching exactly this is nothing.
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This is what they told me to teach in this way. And they
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said, the last thing human beings need now is another full set of rules
23:34
and procedures to awaken themselves because they're already exhausted. Everyone is exhausted. Like
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you said, all your friends are ringing up. They exhausted. That's the
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ancient consciousness coming up. If they taught us that, we'd be able to
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deal with it. So this is why you know, people like me and
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other great professionals are coming through and there's many as people speaking now, and
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there's sort of putting that frequency back on the plane and hoping channeling because we're
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channels really for the spirit conscious. So really every time we talk to someone
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that information, if you're ready to hear it, your cell awakens to that
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information. And the cells is how we pass light on the planet. It's
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all done through the cellular and subatomic level. And that's what we're really introducing.
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Now. We're coming back into the frequency of using algorithms. We're get
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into algorithms as well. On the workshop, so is it really interesting by
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masking, by feminine consciousness threads, how they create you know, and how
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to bring the receptor cells in to draw in light consciousness back on the planet
24:30
because it's all down the seat. And we also do oscillation in the two
24:33
brain hemispheres to create a magnet to hold source energy in the body. Because
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what we've been trying to do is awaken you while you're still in human body.
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It's not about as sending anywhere. You're already ascending your multidimensional there's nowhere
24:44
to go. What we're not being is human. We need to be New
24:47
age movie has is running around trying to ascend to someplace that they've never even
24:51
seen or heard of. And because it's quite mad, people are literally co
24:56
made. They're trying to get off the planet. We're trying to get off.
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The find of all of the forty five year olds here in Los Angeles
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women are losing their minds our our mid forties. I guess that's it.
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It's funny, but because yeah, it's true. Yeah I know, I'm
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like, great, if I make it to ninety, that would be an
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a slute miracle in my mind. I don't even know if I'll make it
25:23
to seventy who knows, But they don't put that out in the universals.
25:27
You don't do that. But there's my fear talking because guess where that Wow,
25:33
I just caught myself in it. That was my fear narrative that because
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the RPS is called the suicide disease, that I'm either going to kill myself
25:41
because I'm in so much pain, or my legs are gonna have to be
25:45
amputated, or I'm not gonna make I'm not going to be able to live
25:48
in this body because it hurts so much that I won't make it too that
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old of an age. That is the narrative. Pretty healthy. Huh sounds
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like a great plan, lindsay, Oh my god, but that is how
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scary it is. I need to talk to you because it's about understanding your
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attachments when you can turn to That's what I'm trying to I'm trying to explain
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that it's attached with your mental attachment to it. That will we just had
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a very good job of showing us I am attached to it. I am,
26:19
and it's not because I don't want to not be in pain anymore.
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I do this sucks, but I'm really I feel I feel stuck, right
26:29
I just feel stuck, and my body feels stuck, and my personality is
26:33
trapped in this body right now. That's just it's driving me crazy because I
26:37
have so much energy and I have no idea how I do when I don't
26:41
sleep MUDs and I hurt the way I do. It's just how I was
26:44
built to just like keep on trucking. But to keep on trucking thing has
26:48
also been hard because I pushed through pain like nobody's business, to the point
26:52
that I'm exhausted and I can't go on anymore because I want to make sure
26:56
I get as much accomplished as I possibly can as a human in a day.
26:59
It's ridiculous because it's not helping my body out either, and I'm starting
27:04
to get better about it catching myself like running haggard, you know, and
27:10
not doing as much self care as I need to. Anyways, I'm going
27:12
I'm going down on the tangent and I'm needing to catch myself. But that
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was a good catch on my side because that narrative is so loud. It's
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it's screaming at me all the time, and I gotta let go of it.
27:26
So obviously we're going to be working on that. So can you real
27:29
quick before we jam talk a little bit about, you know, the length
27:33
of time, just making sure that everybody understands what you do and then where
27:34
to find you. Yes, I work one on one like I said,
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they could just do by the hour. The package is more for someone that
27:40
really wants to do a deep diving to themselves and what's a little bit more
27:42
personal touch. And then obviously ill do I give them certain things at work.
27:45
We're hypnosis for the rest of it. Yes, and then I do
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the tech like I said, one on one, ten by week package and
27:52
then the alignment reality really is like I said, it's four modules. Generally
27:56
that those four modules would be done over about eighteen months roughly, because he
28:00
needs time to integrate and each group is different, so always tune in and
28:03
we have a catch up afterwards. We do a lot of healing work as
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well, and also there's a lot of fruit work where they work in pairs,
28:11
and that's really to develop things so they get a whole brand new set
28:14
of symbols to work with. Like I said, the ancient the activations alone
28:18
takes three months of everything to process just from the activations, and of course
28:25
it's really about getting people to understand their consciousness, their ego and be able
28:29
to separate themselves from that. Then we can go into the shadow work,
28:33
and then we start to go more into the non physical. We go into
28:36
deeper aspects the pineal and hypothalamus, the mariading system, and we start to
28:41
work with the algorithms. We start to introduce spirits and they start to come
28:44
into the room as well. People feel them, they have interactions, and
28:48
if they don't see them, it's not freaky. Don't worry. Nothing on
28:52
my face. I'm like, I've seen that'd be fun. Ironically, when
28:56
we sleep, we go and see them anyway, because we jump sprot other
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our bodies. Oh man, I hope that's what starts to happen for me
29:03
because I don't sleep so good. So yeah, that's four models and then
29:08
and then there's a practitioner level. So the practitioner level is done later as
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probably it's over about three months at the moment. I'm changing things around at
29:15
the moment, and that's really about what becoming practitioners. So it's insured patented
29:18
now thirty five countries ain't thirty thirty five or forty countries. It's insured in
29:22
now, so it's all acreditted, so they get insurance, they get all
29:26
that stuff if they become practitioner. That's all the technical side, but basically
29:30
we take them into a real developing the psychic centers and that the intuition are
29:37
really sharpening it. So when you work with a client that can see straight
29:40
away and it's dynamic and see in the moment and be able to go into
29:44
and sort of start to have talk to people's souls directly, and that's it's
29:48
a wonderful skill because when you can actually master that's fantastic as if you want
29:52
to be a practitioner. But level four anyone and everyone should do it because
29:57
everyone is human, everyone's going through the s mob stuff. So that's really
30:00
about for the man on the street. As they say. The practitioner level
30:04
is if you want to become a practitioner base and if you want to develop
30:07
yourself a bit more as well. So that's that's the journey. Well that's
30:11
awesome. So not only can we get ourselves fixed a little bit, you
30:14
also have a potential new career and ahead of you, guys, the world
30:18
needs its near Well, is there anything else that you'd like to leave our
30:26
listeners with before we jam out of here? Oh good, that was great,
30:30
great talk. Just remember, you know, when you get a simple
30:33
technique, if you've got the emotion that's there, don't define yourself by it.
30:37
If it's coming up now, especially now, it's just looking for acknowledgement
30:41
to close your eyes, give it a color, give it a shape,
30:44
and create space, subserve it at a distance and just thank it, give
30:48
it granted, and just observe for a couple of minutes till it dies down,
30:52
and then you'll start. It might come up in waves. It's the
30:53
difference between be onle to get rid of it in five minutes or it's lingering
30:56
all day. You know. Sometimes you get those you wake up with an
30:59
emotion. It seeks when you will day. Yeah, we can boy pass
31:02
all that. But also using the power and then you go, I know
31:04
how I'm in control of this. When people know they're in control, power
31:08
comes because they feel good about themselves, and you're talking to a control freak.
31:12
So yeah, that's very very sexy. Well, thank you so much
31:18
for your time with me and my listeners today. This has been very interesting
31:22
and like I opening in so many ways, and I believe wholeheartedly and all
31:26
of this kind of stuff. And so for all of you people that might
31:29
be a little bit like this is a little too woo woo for me,
31:32
why don't you just give him a call because there's nothing wooo going on with
31:34
this man. Thank you again so much for your time with us today.
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