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Ep 49 - Breaking Free: The Lie of Self-Reliance · UNMASKED with Wesley Farnsworth

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  Strength is one of the most misunderstood words in our
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  culture. We celebrate the person who
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  figures it out, the one who doesn't need help, the one who
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  pushes through, keeps going and somehow manages to hold
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  everything together no matter what's happening underneath the
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  surface. We admire independence.
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  We respect self-sufficiency. We look to the person who never
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  seems to crack. But let me ask you something.
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  What if the strength that we admire is actually the very
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  thing that's keeping us stuck? What if the belief that you
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  should be able to handle life on your own isn't maturity, but a
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  lie? A lie that sounds responsible.
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  A lie that feels safe. A lie that slowly disconnects
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  you from the very things that would actually help you heal.
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  Because here's the truth. Most people, they don't say this
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  out loud. And that is that a lot of people
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  who look strong on the outside are carrying things alone that
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  are quietly breaking them on the inside.
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  Let me say that again. A lot of people who look strong
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  on the outside are carrying things alone that are quietly
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  breaking them on the inside. Today we're talking about that
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  lie, the lie of self-reliance. Welcome to Unmasked, where we
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  take off the filters and we get real about faith, failure and
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  finding freedom. I'm your host, Wesley
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  Farnsworth, and today we're going to start a brand new mini
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  series called Breaking Free, and over the next 4 episodes we're
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  going to walk through something that impacts far more people
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  than we realize, and that is the belief that we're supposed to
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  carry life on our own. We're going to talk about why
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  self-reliance feels strong but isn't, how isolation slowly
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  damages us, and why real brotherhood is so powerful, and
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  what it actually looks like to build a life that supports
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  lasting freedom. But before we talk about
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  isolation, before we talk about community, we have to start at
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  the root, the belief that you should be able to do this alone.
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  So take a breath, pull up a chair, and let's get real.
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  This is unmasked. See the the Lie of
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  self-reliance? It doesn't usually show up all
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  at once. It's something that builds over
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  time. It forms through experiences,
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  through moments where trust was broken, where vulnerability
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  didn't go well, where opening up felt like a mistake.
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  Maybe you shared something once and it was dismissed.
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  Maybe you trusted somebody and they let you down.
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  Maybe you learned early that showing weakness wasn't safe,
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  and so you adapted. You told yourself, I'll just
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  handle it. And at first, this decision felt
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  very wise. It felt like you were in
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  control. It felt like maturity.
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  Maybe it even felt like strength.
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  You stop depending on people. You stop risking vulnerability.
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  You learn how to manage your life in a way that protects you.
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  And the crazy part is, it works, at least for a while.
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  You become more capable, more independent, more
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  self-sufficient. You figure things out, you push
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  through, you get things done. And people around you, they
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  start to notice, they respect you, they trust you, they even
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  depend on you. And without realizing it, you
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  begin to build your identity around being the one who has it
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  together, the one who doesn't need help, the one who carries
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  things quietly. But no one sees the cost because
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  the cost is hidden. The same mindset that makes you
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  look strong externally really starts isolating you internally.
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  You stop sharing honestly, not because you're trying to deceive
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  anyone, but because it doesn't feel necessary anymore.
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  You've learned how to handle things on your own, so why bring
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  anyone else into it? You start giving safe answers.
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  You say I'm good, I'm just busy. It's been a week, but I'm fine.
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  And technically none of that is a lie.
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  You may be good, you may be busy, it may have been a week.
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  But if you're being honest, it's also not the truth.
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  Because over time you get really good at managing what people
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  see. You share enough to stay
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  connected but not enough to really be known.
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  And that is where the shift happens.
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  You're no longer responsible, you're isolated.
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  And isolation doesn't always look like being alone.
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  You can be surrounded by people and still feel completely on
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  your own. I know that I have been there.
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  Have you? Self-reliance, though, can feel
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  like strength. One of the reasons that this lie
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  is so dangerous is because it feels right.
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  It feels responsible to carry your own weight.
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  It feels mature to not burden other people.
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  It feels strong to push through without needing help.
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  But there's a difference between responsibility and
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  self-reliance. Responsibility says I'll do my
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  part. self-reliance says I'm on my own.
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  Responsibility is healthy. self-reliance, when taken too
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  far, slowly cuts you off from the very relationships that God
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  designed to support you. Because from the very beginning,
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  independence was never the goal. In Genesis 218, God says it is
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  not good for man to be alone. That's not a statement about
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  weakness, that's a statement about design.
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  You were not created to carry life by yourself.
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  But see, there's a spiritual impact that no one talks about.
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  So we're going to get even deeper because self-reliance
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  doesn't just affect your relationships with people, it
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  affects your relationship with God.
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  Because when you believe that you have a handle on everything
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  on your own, you stop depending. You still believe in God, you
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  still show up, you still pray, but the honesty begins to fade.
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  Your prayers become more controlled, more filtered, and
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  less raw. You stop bringing him the full
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  weight of what you're carrying, because somewhere along the way
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  you started believing that you should have already handled it.
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  And slowly, without realizing it, your faith shifts from
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  dependence to management, from surrender to control.
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  But Jesus makes it clear in John 15, five.
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  And he says, apart from me, you can do nothing.
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  That's not meant to discourage you.
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  It's meant to be a reminder to you that real strength doesn't
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  come from independence, it comes from connection.
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  He wants you to connect with him and give him everything.
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  If you've ever tried to carry everything by yourself, you know
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  how it plays out. It's exhausting At first.
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  You manage and then you push, and then you start to feel it.
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  The pressure builds, the weight increases, and eventually
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  something inside you gets tired. Not physically deeper than that.
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  You get tired of always being the strong one.
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  The one is always holding it together.
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  You get tired of not having a place where you can just be
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  honest. And that kind of tired, my
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  friends, does not go away with rest because it is not a
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  schedule issue. It's a load issue.
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  You're carrying something that you were never meant to carry
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  alone, and no amount of strength can fix that.
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  At some point, every single person has to have a moment
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  where they realize that what they're doing isn't working
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  anymore. It might not be a dramatic
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  moment, It might just be a quiet thought.
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  I can't keep doing it like this. And that moment when it happens,
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  it matters because it's the beginning of breaking the lie.
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  Not fixing everything, not solving everything, just
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  recognizing that something isn't right, that maybe strength isn't
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  what you thought it was, that maybe asking for help isn't
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  weakness. That maybe the life that you've
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  built around independence isn't actually leading you to freedom.
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  So what's the first step towards freedom?
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  Breaking the lie of self-reliance doesn't mean
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  become dependent on everyone. It means that you become honest.
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  It means that you start letting the right people into the right
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  places. It means acknowledging that you
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  were never designed to carry life alone.
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  And that step, that step is simple.
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  It's not easy, but it is simple. You tell the truth, maybe for
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  the first time in a long time, not to everyone, but to someone.
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  And at that moment, that moment everything changes because it's
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  in that moment that you stopped carrying it alone, and the
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  weight that you had been carrying starts to shift.
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  So let me ask you something. Where in your life have you been
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  trying to handle things on your own?
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  What have you convinced yourself that you should be able to
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  carry? What have you kept to yourself
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  because it felt easier than letting someone in?
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  And what would it look like for you to stop doing that?
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  Not all at once, but just enough to take one step towards
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  honesty. Because breaking free does not
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  start with a big moment. It starts with telling the
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  truth. Next time on Unmask, we're going
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  to go a little bit deeper and we're going to take the next
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  step in this journey and we're going to talk about the cost of
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  isolation. Because self-reliance doesn't
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  just keep you busy, it slowly pulls you away from the very
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  relationships that help you grow.
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  We'll talk about why isolation is so dangerous and how stepping
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  out of it begins to restore connection, clarity, and hope.
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  If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone that
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  came to mind. And remember this.
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  You don't have to carry life alone.
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  You were never meant to. And grace, Grace is greater than
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  your past. And real freedom, real freedom
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  begins the moment that you choose to live unmasked.
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  God bless you.