Latest / The Nerdy Photographer Podcast / 111 - Concrete Beat: Capturing the Essence of a City through Street Photography
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- 0:31portraits of Gothamist prime, a sentient city. On a related
- 0:36note, in this episode of the podcast, I'm talking with street
- 0:38photographer Phil Penman about how the cities he photographs
- 0:41have a unique character all their own. We talk about the
- 0:44differences between certain cities around the world and
- 0:46techniques that have served him well over the years for
- 0:49capturing amazing photos consistently. All of that after
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- 3:24and I'm here today with street photographer Phil Penman.
- 3:27Welcome Phil.
- 3:28Phil Penman: Hey, Casey, how you doing? Thanks for having me on,
- 3:28man,
- 3:29Casey Fatchett: you're very, very welcome. And we're going to
- 3:30start off before we get in deep into conversation with the dice
- 3:36breaker, which is just I roll a 20 sided die, and we get a topic
- 3:39of conversation to kind of get things going. It's a 12, all
- 3:45right, what's your dream dinner party? Who are you inviting?
- 3:51Anybody, dead or alive?
- 3:53Phil Penman: You can invite anyone. Wow, wow. Dream dinner
- 4:00party. That's pretty good. My gran for one, I'd like to see
- 4:09her again. Musk, I think he'd be pretty fascinating,
- 4:18Casey Fatchett: to be honest, to be in a conversation with him,
- 4:22Phil Penman: yeah, like, just because I always, I always love,
- 4:24believe it or not, I love watching all the CEO podcasts,
- 4:27because we're lucky now that we have, like, all these podcasts,
- 4:31they go on for like, two, two and a half hours, like, you
- 4:34there was a Bezos one with Lex Friedman recently, like, two and
- 4:37a half hours. Like, when did you ever get that before to, like,
- 4:41you know, start to get inside the mind of these people,
- 4:44Casey Fatchett: just to be like, to see what's really going on,
- 4:46as opposed to just newspaper articles back in the early 1900s
- 4:51when you just get, like, some newspaper thing about the
- 4:55Rockefellers or anybody like that, you don't really get the
- 4:59access. That you do.
- 5:01Phil Penman: It's, it's pretty amazing the access we get. So I
- 5:04he would definitely be one. I would love to, like, here's,
- 5:09here's some of his sports, like, the stuff will, you know, Bezos,
- 5:12obviously, he'd be fascinating. The one that everyone always
- 5:15goes for all the time is Adolf. He's done, yeah, yeah. That's
- 5:21like number one. That's not, definitely not mine. Yeah, no,
- 5:28I'm interested by the business guys. I'm always, I always, you
- 5:31know, if you put me, like, in a room with, like, you know, Bezos
- 5:35diamond, or the all the current ones, I want to say, Yeah, I
- 5:40like, I always find it fascinating whenever you watch
- 5:42things with him talking about how he does business, and then
- 5:45people that I know work for the company and like, the polar
- 5:48opposite of what he wants,
- 5:50Casey Fatchett: right? Yeah,
- 5:52Phil Penman: doesn't add up. But yeah, I'd like to know right,
- 5:56where we're going, not kind of where we've been,
- 5:59Casey Fatchett: yeah, I feel like where I understand what
- 6:02you're saying, like, kind of have a sense of which way the
- 6:05world is turning they what they're seeing, or, I don't
- 6:11know, yeah, I think that's what I'm blaming. Like, what their
- 6:15thoughts on things are, I don't know. Mine is there are creative
- 6:20minded people that I would love to just sit down and have a
- 6:23conversation with. I mean, I think Bourdain would be
- 6:28Phil Penman: oh good
- 6:29Casey Fatchett: or Frank Zappa was really super smart and way
- 6:34ahead of his time.
- 6:38Phil Penman: Yeah,
- 6:38Casey Fatchett: trying to think of who else there's creatively.
- 6:42I mean, I almost ran into him once when I was photographing a
- 6:48gig. David Lynch. Yeah, he'd be so like, David Lynch. David
- 6:53Byrne, John Waters, like those just to, like, sit and, like,
- 6:58listen to them talk about something just that sort of the
- 7:04the insight into their process, that's that sort of thing
- 7:09fascinates me, whereas, like Bourdain, we just talk about
- 7:14food and have a beer, and that'd be a lot of fun.
- 7:18Phil Penman: I got, I got to meet a lot of them because of my
- 7:21old job and working on Celebrity so I actually got to hang with
- 7:26quite a lot of them. And my wife's also, she's in the
- 7:29entertainment business as well. And hers was, she's she's
- 7:33interviewed everyone at this point. Hers was David Bowie.
- 7:37She's funny, funniest guy she's ever met in her life. She said
- 7:41Casey Fatchett: I had a friend who met him regularly through
- 7:47his job, and just said he was a the nicest guy, but also just
- 7:55super, super funny that he's definitely on my list as well.
- 8:00Yeah, I've had the I've done a lot of like, celebrity events
- 8:05and things where, like, you don't necessarily get to hang
- 8:07out with people, but like, you're around them, and you kind
- 8:10of see how they are. And it's, it's interesting. I always try
- 8:13to come up with a really random, deep cut reference if I
- 8:20actually, actually have to talk to somebody like, Oh, we're
- 8:22gonna pose everybody together for a photo, or something like
- 8:25that, I always try to, like, get something that's like, so, I
- 8:30don't know, people don't really think about, like, I had Salman
- 8:33Rushdie at an event, and like, there are all these VIPs that
- 8:36we're gonna get a picture with them. And I was like, Oh, Mr.
- 8:39Rushdie, I loved you in Seinfeld, yeah, he started
- 8:43cracking up. And everybody else is like, what's going on? He's
- 8:46like, Oh, that's my best word.
- 8:48Phil Penman: I I always say, pretend like you like each
- 8:51other.
- 8:51Casey Fatchett: Yes, that's, that's when I use a lot to the
- 8:56Phil Penman: that always works, the
- 8:59Casey Fatchett: just, I think also it's nice when you just
- 9:01like running. Run in New York you run into people on the
- 9:04streets. Because people don't, if you've never lived in New
- 9:08York City, you don't realize how small of a town it is. Sometimes
- 9:12you'll, like, run into people and, like, just funny, all
- 9:18right, speaking of running into people on the streets, street
- 9:21photography like what, you know, what was your impetus to get
- 9:26into street photography?
- 9:31Phil Penman: Well, I've been in the business a long, long time,
- 9:3430 years now for me, and it's always been working as well. So
- 9:40I, mean, I started very early, 15, and then I was freelancing
- 9:46for the agencies, probably about 1819, years old. That's a girl.
- 9:50So when? Yeah, so, so as a freelancer, and you're it's high
- 9:54pressure as well, because if you screw up, they're not going to
- 9:57call you again. Yep. So. Around, I started breaking down. I went
- 10:04into through the celebrity route as well, like I was doing
- 10:07celebrity portraiture and paparazzi work and everything.
- 10:09That was what brought me over to the states. And then I started a
- 10:13break, probably around 2005 and figured out where I better
- 10:19figure out some kind of solution to this, because otherwise, I'm
- 10:22really this is not going to be a good path, especially if you
- 10:25have a photography background as well. Yeah, so I picked up, you
- 10:30know, a camera that I always wanted, which was a liker I got
- 10:33managed to actually was making money. That's the nice thing.
- 10:37People forget about living over here. You can actually make
- 10:41money over here. When I left the you, when I left the UK, I was
- 10:44making 13 and a half 1000 pounds a year, and all of a sudden
- 10:49you're making like, 10 times that in your first year. So I
- 10:54was able to buy a Leica and put it in my bag. And that's that
- 10:57was my carry around camera in the day to kind of take me away
- 11:02from the celebrity stuff that I was doing, and just started
- 11:06building up a body of work. And 2015 was the moment I finally
- 11:12broke, like complete mental breakdown. Could not stand being
- 11:16out on the street anymore, and decided, right, I'm just going
- 11:19to go full hog with the sheet stuff and try to make a name for
- 11:23myself doing that. Here we are.
- 11:26Casey Fatchett: Here we are. It was a book and everything coming
- 11:28out. So to me, your style, in my humble opinion, is very
- 11:36recognizable. I'm scrolling through photos on Instagram or
- 11:40anything like, I know, even when it's somebody else posting one
- 11:43of your photos, which I had seen, like, for some reason,
- 11:46somewhere recently, I was like, oh, that's Phil's photo. Like,
- 11:49no, just there's something like, super recognizable. How did you
- 11:53develop your style for street photography, and were there any
- 11:58specific influences that like shaped your thoughts about how
- 12:02you were going to characterize.
- 12:06Phil Penman: It's the hardest thing, right? I think, to
- 12:08develop a style that you have yet. I always say whenever I'm
- 12:12working with anyone, like teaching anybody like the first
- 12:15thing is like, right? Well, most importantly, I'm not here to
- 12:19influence what you take pictures of business, then you just
- 12:23become a clone of somebody else. And I think photographers, more
- 12:28so than artists, have a horrible I don't know what it is, but
- 12:33they just seem to copy a lot. It's you don't see it as much. I
- 12:39was just chatting with my wife about it, and we were trying to
- 12:41we, we both can't get it like your whole thing is you need to
- 12:45stand out from everyone else. So if you all you're doing is
- 12:47copying somebody else, like you can be influenced by somebody
- 12:51else's work, but you're not going to just straight up copy.
- 12:56So for me, because I was doing the celebrity stuff, and I had a
- 12:59job, and I was making a living doing that, I was able to just
- 13:05create what made me happy and I didn't care, right? Which is, it
- 13:10takes a it takes away a lot of the pressure. And I think
- 13:14because social media wasn't a big thing when I was coming up
- 13:17like it didn't exist, right? It, you know, the the way that we
- 13:22all, everyone measured themselves was, or how much
- 13:25money did you make this month? That was how photographers
- 13:28measured themselves against each other. So, because we didn't
- 13:33have the social media, and now people are more interested in
- 13:37how many likes, how many followers can I get? I get it if
- 13:41you're trying to make a living, because that stuff, that stuff
- 13:45matters, like if you want to get brand endorsements, maybe, I
- 13:49think the scary thing is, when you ask people what they want to
- 13:52be, the majority of people say they want to become an
- 13:54influence, or whatever that means, right? But that it's
- 13:58whether we like it or not, that is the way people are swayed. So
- 14:01if they say, Well, hang on, I want to be, I want to be an
- 14:04influencer what is popular, they will just start copying each
- 14:09other and copying each other style, because they think that's
- 14:12what
- 14:13Casey Fatchett: people want, but that's what people react to.
- 14:16Phil Penman: But it's so short term, like I can, I can look at
- 14:21the way that social media algorithms work, right? You're
- 14:25never going to win that, you know, because you're not, you're
- 14:28not dealing with a person, you're dealing with a computer.
- 14:31It's better if you understand. You can't take any of it
- 14:35personally, which is very hard, because you have to realize it
- 14:40has nothing to do with your work or your content. Yeah, it's like
- 14:45nothing.
- 14:45Casey Fatchett: It's, it's like, I see people going, Oh, this is
- 14:50how you, like, beat the algorithm or whatever. And I was
- 14:53like, it's always some trick. It'll change in a week. And
- 14:57there are certain things like, we can see like that are just
- 14:59like it. Engagement, you know, like tricks to try to get people
- 15:04like, misspelling like words. It's so that people will be
- 15:08like, You spelled whatever wrong, and I'm just like, so
- 15:11they falsely get engagement.
- 15:13Phil Penman: I do. I do that because I'm dyslexic.
- 15:17Casey Fatchett: No, there are people who do it just like, on
- 15:19purpose. We'll just do it like, like in YouTube titles, like the
- 15:24titling their YouTube video with a misspelled word, so that
- 15:26they'll get people commenting on it, saying you didn't spell this
- 15:29correctly, just to, like, get that engagement, to try to,
- 15:32like, get more eyes on their stuff. And I'm like, come on.
- 15:35It's just I can see through that. Like, I can see through
- 15:38like, anybody with any like, sort of critical thinking. You
- 15:41can see through that sort of stuff. But you know, whatever I
- 15:46think that you you were talking about, like copying people I
- 15:49heard a long time ago, somebody else is like, you can imitate,
- 15:53you can emulate, or you can innovate. And I think that right
- 15:56now there's just a lot of imitation, because it's a lot of
- 15:59people who are untrained anyway, and they're just like, oh, what
- 16:04does this person do you see in, like, online photography forums
- 16:07where they're like, how do I take a picture like this? How do
- 16:09I how do I make this picture like in, be like, in somebody
- 16:13like, throw out some camera settings. And you're just like,
- 16:17What do you
- 16:18Phil Penman: Oh, yeah, that's always my favorite. That's
- 16:20always my favorite, it's, I try to figure it out, because it's
- 16:25so foreign from where we began. And, you know, we me and my
- 16:31buddy, we were doing a liker Academy. Charlie works for like
- 16:34UK, and we were, there's a Elliot Irwin exhibition that's
- 16:37currently going on in Mayfair, and we had the class of people
- 16:41in the room, and we would, you know, you get all these people
- 16:44that are obsessed with critical sharpness and edge to edge and
- 16:49the lenses and all this. And I said, Well, hey, look around the
- 16:51room. 15 of these images are out of focus, and five of them are
- 16:54setups. Now, I've just debunked all your theories in one
- 16:59exhibition, and they looked around and like, holy shit,
- 17:03yeah. I'm like, yeah, it's got nothing to do with critical
- 17:07sharpness. Is like, do you look at it? Do you feel something
- 17:10from it? Right? If you don't, then it hasn't done the job. It
- 17:14hasn't the photographer hasn't been able to convey in the
- 17:17picture what they wanted to you.
- 17:19Casey Fatchett: Yeah, I always tell people that emotional
- 17:22weight always counters technical perfection. Yeah, if you're not
- 17:30getting like, I will deliver images to my clients for certain
- 17:35types of jobs that are like, slightly out of focus. And
- 17:38that's become a big thing in the last couple years was out of
- 17:41focus photos, like, see that people doing it with no
- 17:44intention, like, I'm just going to take this, you know, it's
- 17:47going to be totally out of focus. Like, you're not getting
- 17:50the point of why the picture is out of focus. It's, you know,
- 17:55there's a reason for it's out of focus. Or, like, somebody did
- 17:57this was intention, or this moment was just happening, and
- 18:00there was not time to focus in, like, really sharply on it, like
- 18:05there was, like, there's, there's a lot of things going
- 18:07on. It's not just, I went out here and made sure that my
- 18:10subject didn't actually, wasn't actually in focus. That's not
- 18:15the reason, yeah, it's there's, there's a lot of things that go
- 18:18into it. And I think that there's a lot in a lot of people
- 18:24who are trying to be influential photographers, who don't see the
- 18:30intention behind why like these. Some of these great photos
- 18:35aren't in sharp focus, whatever like, there's just even when
- 18:38they like, admit to like, it doesn't have to be like,
- 18:44perfectly sharp. They don't necessarily see why you have to.
- 18:48Phil Penman: Well, not everyone can be one, though, right? Like
- 18:52we it's, you know, I don't, I don't pretend to understand tax
- 18:58law or being a lawyer, a copyright lawyer, or even a
- 19:04painter. So why would it be any different with photography?
- 19:09Yeah, like, you can't you, like, okay, you can understand a
- 19:13camera. You can understand the technical part of a camera, but
- 19:17you might not have had a hard upbringing. You might not have a
- 19:21certain perspective on life, like all the cameras capturing
- 19:25is what you've done, your past experiences, how you view the
- 19:29world. You're never going to be able to do what that person
- 19:32could do, because maybe you didn't have the same upbringing.
- 19:35So I if you are going to show me your pictures, show me who you
- 19:40are, right? I want to know. I want to know who you are. Not
- 19:44like, okay, a rip off of that guy, right?
- 19:48Casey Fatchett: You bring your own, you bring yourself into the
- 19:51picture. You can't just, like, go in there. It's the people
- 19:54that I see a lot of times, and except in forums, we're like,
- 19:57what are the oh, your picture is great. What are the camera
- 19:59settings? It's like, that's not gonna like you, like, you're
- 20:02gonna go out there and recreate this exact like, you
- 20:05Phil Penman: don't always say, if it brings them joy, like, if
- 20:09they have fun from it, great. Okay. Like, nothing wrong with
- 20:14that. Like, but if you are doing it just to chase likes or
- 20:19something like that, then you're probably, you're probably in the
- 20:21wrong thing and, and to be honest with you, you really
- 20:24should, we shouldn't be worried about them, because they're
- 20:26probably going to move on to the next thing within a year.
- 20:28Casey Fatchett: Anyway. Yeah, my, what I've noticed becoming
- 20:31more, my, like, sort of like, bird's eye view of the industry
- 20:35over the last 25 years is that he used to be, like, there were
- 20:40certain people who were, you know, like, did it on the
- 20:43weekend, who just, like, were like, I'm, this is my other job.
- 20:47There were hobbyists. There were pros. Now we've got this wave of
- 20:52people who, like, I'm going to do this for five years, make as
- 20:56much money as I can. Like, that's their sort of thought
- 21:00process. And then I'm going then I'm going to move.
- 21:03Phil Penman: Well, that's the, that's the mistake, right there,
- 21:06right it's you, you become driven by money. And like, we're
- 21:10all guilty of it. At some point in our career, we've probably
- 21:13been driven by the money. Like, when I was like, it's, it's
- 21:17almost a mute it makes me laugh. Now, when I was doing paparazzi
- 21:21work, we would complain if we were getting like 25 grand a
- 21:24month, because the money being made in the industry at that
- 21:28time was so astronomical. And you look back at me like, What
- 21:32an asshole that guy was. Me, like, you're complaining about
- 21:35making that kind of money because you knew you were
- 21:38getting robbed, but it was to what degree, like I whenever I
- 21:42want to check, yeah, to like, you knew you getting take, like
- 21:45you were just getting ripped off. But it was like, All right,
- 21:49well, how much? And I think that was one thing that would get us
- 21:53wound up. But it's like, with this, the work that I was doing,
- 21:57it was like, Okay, you you've taken away the money thing
- 22:00altogether, and it just became purely about enjoyment, because
- 22:04you've gone into it knowing that there's no money in this, right?
- 22:09Casey Fatchett: The only money is like, what happened? Like, if
- 22:13you turn it into something the I don't know they this is very
- 22:19specifically to your work. I and having lived in New York for 20
- 22:24years, the the feeling that I get from your photos is this
- 22:29very sort of timeless. It has a very to me. It has a 40s, like
- 22:35being a student of older like photography, like from
- 22:39throughout the years, it has a very 40s, 50s, 60s feel to me.
- 22:45But I think overall, it's a very timeless thing. I think it's
- 22:50maybe because it's all black and white, it also like there's
- 22:56nothing that gives away what era it's in, in in some way, like,
- 23:01you know, like colors can tend to give away, like, an era of
- 23:06photography. How much do you feel that when you go and you're
- 23:12doing like street photography, specifically New York, how much
- 23:17do you feel that the city itself is a character in the pictures,
- 23:23like something that's something you're interacting with.
- 23:31Phil Penman: So all depends on how you view New York, right?
- 23:35So, like I I'm hardcore New York. Have been since I was a
- 23:39kid. My wife, she's the same parkour New York, and said to
- 23:43me, which I totally agree with, is we both feel that New York is
- 23:47a person, and you can feel it when you go out on the streets
- 23:52in the day. You can feel if it's a bad day, yeah, like if there's
- 23:56a bad but if there's a bad energy in the day, in the air.
- 24:00You know, there is, you know, when it's a good day and it's
- 24:04not, everyone's going to have that same affinity like you
- 24:08remember that most people live into in New York for two years
- 24:13maximum, because it's either they couldn't hack it or it just
- 24:17became too expensive, which, for most is the biggest problem for
- 24:22me, because I just love the city that will come across in your
- 24:26pictures. Yeah, like you're not, you're not going out there to
- 24:30make it look bad. You're trying to capture the pulse of the city
- 24:35during a day, and also it's going to be, you know, who's
- 24:39interesting to you? Like, you know, the people that are
- 24:43interesting to me are the New Yorkers. Like, I think New
- 24:47Yorkers are some of the best people out there. Like, you
- 24:51know, you have a question, wait, you need to get someone
- 24:55somewhere. They'll take they'll take their phone out and show.
- 24:59You on Google Maps, yeah,
- 25:01Casey Fatchett: they'll just tell you, right, how to get
- 25:03there. They'll point it out to you. I think there's, you know,
- 25:06we New York. It's a bad rap, and I agree. I completely New York
- 25:10is alive. It is live. And you what you said about like,
- 25:13knowing whether it's a good or bad day, it's just a feeling
- 25:16that you get. And like, the longer you live there, like you,
- 25:20the more attuned do you get to it and just kind of like feeling
- 25:24how things are going. But yeah. I mean, I wasn't originally from
- 25:27New York, but like, there, and maybe that's why people always
- 25:30ask me for directions. They always assumed I knew where the
- 25:34things were. This was before Google Maps was the thing. They
- 25:37just, like, pull up to me, and they'd be driving on the street,
- 25:40and they pull up to me, they go, Hey, do you know how to get to
- 25:43whatever? And I'm like, Yeah, you just go up here. Take a left
- 25:45at the, you know, the CVS, the second CVS, not the first one,
- 25:50the second one. And then people ask, whatever, and like, but
- 25:54you'll see it on the subway when somebody's like, oh, you know,
- 25:57like a tourist will be like, I don't I'm trying to get to you
- 25:59can see they're trying to figure out how to get somewhere. And
- 26:02someone will say, someone will say, where you have to ask them,
- 26:04Where are you trying to go? And then they're like, I'm gonna go
- 26:06here. Like, somebody will look around, like, anybody go in
- 26:09there? And then, yeah, I'm going there. I'll stay, you know, I'll
- 26:13let you know when you need to get off. Yeah, it's,
- 26:16Phil Penman: it's, it's crazy. You don't, you wouldn't get that
- 26:18in a lot of cities. And so it's like, it's a great place we all
- 26:22have, like, you know, New York as you have a love, hate
- 26:25relationship with it as well. Like, there are moments where
- 26:28you like, it's kicking your ass, you know, yeah. But so I go out
- 26:33there, I want to photograph, I want to do it honestly, you
- 26:36know, depict New York as I see it, and it's just how I see it.
- 26:42So that's, that's the game plan. Whenever I go out there, I know
- 26:46it's,
- 26:47Casey Fatchett: I feel like New York has a very is very direct.
- 26:51She doesn't beat around the bush. It comes at you. It
- 26:54doesn't, it's, whereas you might have like, like Paris is more
- 26:59aloof in in some ways, it's just sort of like the My Favorite
- 27:04Things when my wife and I went to Paris, and one time we were
- 27:08like, listening to the Metro in New York, it's always like, this
- 27:13is the stop. It's 42nd street. Get off the street. Get off of
- 27:17this. You're getting into 42nd street. Whereas, like in Paris,
- 27:22it's like, in Paris, it's like, Saint Germain du Pre like, it's
- 27:27like, it's like, is this your stop? Is this your stop?
- 27:31Phil Penman: Yeah, yeah. Tokyo has an even lighter twist to it
- 27:36as well. When it's telling you this away, everything's so calm
- 27:39and fell out. You got the birds chirping. They, like, pump in
- 27:43these bird noises and stuff, yeah, here is just very
- 27:45aggressive. Like, get out the way, Second Street, yeah,
- 27:49Casey Fatchett: don't stand in the way, yeah.
- 27:52Phil Penman: But it's, um, yeah, it's, you know, it's why I
- 27:55wanted to be here. And it's also, like, coming from England
- 27:59as well, like, over there, you know, we have, we really have
- 28:02that class system, okay? Like, there's this, this thing of,
- 28:06like, if you, if you do well, a lot of people don't like that.
- 28:10They definitely don't want you to say that you're doing well.
- 28:13Like, I learned within the first, first year of going back
- 28:17to see my friends, I knew when they asked me, What am I up to?
- 28:21I knew not to say, just lie nothing, because if you said,
- 28:24hey, yeah, I was doing portraits of Christopher Reeve last week
- 28:28in his house. It's just like, Who the hell do you think you
- 28:32are like? But here is like people and people like you can
- 28:35succeed. Over here you can do really well if you're willing to
- 28:39work hard, because people don't realize how hard you have to
- 28:43work here. Yeah? Like, it's no joke. It's not just Americans
- 28:46coming here as people from all some of the best of the best
- 28:50from all over the world coming to New York to compete against
- 28:54each other,
- 28:55Casey Fatchett: yeah, and they you know, it's whether or not
- 28:57you can, can you hack it? Like, can you take it? Any of you
- 29:02willing to put in the work to survive? I had a good friend
- 29:07from high school who moved here to work for Marvel in the 90s,
- 29:13late 90s, this was before it was a yeah, they started making
- 29:17money off of movies. But he lived in Brooklyn for about six
- 29:22months. It was just like, can't do it. I can't, I can't do it.
- 29:27Like we were like, moved here at about about the same time, and
- 29:29he was like, yeah, it's too much for me. I can't, I can't do it.
- 29:33Nia, when we talk, I'll still be like, oh, you know, I wish, I
- 29:38wish. So I have a question. And yeah, looking at your photos,
- 29:46especially in New York, there are certain locations that you
- 29:50seem to frequent, how do you decide on looking like if you're
- 29:56going out for a shoot, just to go out, I don't know what's.
- 30:00Your process for, for deciding where you're going to go, or do
- 30:04you, do you decide on the location? Or do you decide on,
- 30:06like, what kind of moment that you're looking for when you're
- 30:10going out, or just is, yeah, What's that process like? Do you
- 30:16say, like, I'm a lot of,
- 30:18Phil Penman: a lot of it's influenced by the weather. So if
- 30:22it's really, you know, I do a lot of research on light and you
- 30:29know, if it's like, a bad day, like today, and I want to, like,
- 30:33it's pouring down outside, I know that, right? I probably
- 30:37want to be close to the rivers, because I want a little bit more
- 30:41atmosphere in the background. If I go into Midtown, it might be
- 30:46that I'm looking for. You know this? I know that when the when
- 30:49it's raining and it's cold, the steam pipes are going to be
- 30:52exploding like crazy. So I might say, You know what I know of a
- 30:55few steam pipes in Midtown that might be pretty good. Generally,
- 31:00I start pretty early in the morning as well when I go out
- 31:04for myself. So the weather will dictate, if it's snowing, right?
- 31:10It might be that going back to like your, you know, the 40s,
- 31:1350s, 60s, look that's because those are areas that I would
- 31:18have loved to have been around photographing in. So I figure,
- 31:21right? Well, what are areas of the town? If I want it to feel
- 31:25like those eras, the snow is going to instantly get rid of
- 31:29half the background things that's going to date an image,
- 31:32right? So I'll go, all right, maybe I'm going to go and hit
- 31:35Park Avenue in the 70s, because a lot of the buildings up there,
- 31:38if you shoot in the snow, and it's really thick blizzard.
- 31:42People are not going to
- 31:43Casey Fatchett: Right. You can't tell the difference, no.
- 31:46Phil Penman: So if it's like that, that's one thing, then you
- 31:51have like, all right, I know that at probably one week of the
- 31:55year, Grand Central is going to get hit with amazing sunlight
- 32:01coming through the windows. I have it marked down on my
- 32:04calendar when that week is and I'll start researching or at
- 32:08least one to two weeks before I know it's going to hit because,
- 32:13you know, I don't know if you ever look, but it's a tiny
- 32:16window, and it comes through there from that you've got the
- 32:20UN blocking the street at the end of the road. So if it's not
- 32:23in a specific place, I'll go right. I'm gonna, I know that
- 32:26I'm gonna shoot that. Or it could be the Oculus, like I go
- 32:29in the Oculus, I know that there's going to be 20 to 30
- 32:32minute windows where that light is going to come down through
- 32:36the top. And then the best ones are the ones that where it's
- 32:41like, you just stumble across something, or you see someone
- 32:46really interesting, like an interesting portrait or a quick,
- 32:50candid moment. But I can't go out thinking that way, just like
- 32:56I'm just going to capture moments. You know, I have no
- 33:00people feel that they can just point a picture at people and
- 33:03take a shot and that's a shot, and it's like, no, it's not.
- 33:06It's like, Okay, what else you know? What else do you have to
- 33:10add than just shooting from the hip of a person walking towards
- 33:13you, right? Like anyone, anyone can go do that. So what else do
- 33:18you have to add to that picture? So you're not setting stuff up,
- 33:23other than when you're, you're doing a portrait and you're
- 33:25chatting with people, but you're, you know, the I, those
- 33:31are the things I strive for, but I'm, I know enough that I'm just
- 33:35not going to bump into pictures like the, you know, the one that
- 33:38I have where you've got the dog looking in the window of a bunch
- 33:41of dogs. Yeah, but it's just not
- 33:44Casey Fatchett: You're not gonna go looking for that and find it.
- 33:46It's just gonna,
- 33:47Phil Penman: it's, it's gonna, you're gonna, you're setting
- 33:50yourself up for failure. And I'd rather go out there and shoot a
- 33:54bunch of steam pictures and have fun enjoying doing it. And then
- 33:57if I stumble across a really cool image, then great. But you
- 34:02know, I always tell people you're gonna see, and you can
- 34:07see it with like the greats, they might have five to 10 great
- 34:11images to their names. So if you go, if you think that you're
- 34:15going to go out there and just capture great images all the
- 34:17time, again, you're setting yourself up for massive failure.
- 34:20So figure out you better really enjoy what you're doing, right?
- 34:26Casey Fatchett: You know, what's the point? They're not all good.
- 34:29I think that's a big trap that people fall into. They're like,
- 34:33Oh, you know, I gotta, I gotta have so many, like, great photos
- 34:37from every shoot. No, you might go out there and not take
- 34:41anything good, like it might
- 34:43Phil Penman: Just get one good one. Yeah, just get one good
- 34:45one. When you go out, just think like that, I just need to get
- 34:49one good one. Not great, you know, I can honestly say to
- 34:53myself, like, I probably have two big ones in my collection,
- 34:56and from 30 years and now came down to the fact. The event that
- 35:00I was photographing, not their pictures themselves.
- 35:05Casey Fatchett: I think that it's really interesting that you
- 35:09the way you said about, like, researching the light and
- 35:13knowing when the light is going to be in certain places I happen
- 35:16to I know exactly, like, what week you're talking about with
- 35:18the light in Grand Central, because when I was first moved
- 35:22here, like, I just discovered it by accident. And I was like,
- 35:24wow, the light in here is great. And like, Oh, I'm back here. And
- 35:28then I was like, two weeks later, I'm like, huh, this sucks
- 35:32now, yeah, oh, it's because the shadows from the buildings and
- 35:36like, that's how I discovered it. But there are also shots in
- 35:39your portfolio, I think, very specifically, someone like, look
- 35:42like, not like an alley, but like a side street, but where
- 35:45there's just, like, this geometric shape of light that
- 35:50people sort of like walk into, like, you've got, like, right a
- 35:54shadow, and then just like people coming into this, these
- 35:56shapes. I'm like, Okay, this is why I asked that question to
- 36:00begin with. Was, I'm like, do you know that that light is
- 36:02going to be there?
- 36:05Phil Penman: And that's just chasing, like, that's something
- 36:08I do for myself, to keep my skills, to keep, like, pushing
- 36:13myself. So if I know it's gonna be a really sunny day, like,
- 36:17we're lucky. We have the canyons that kind of block things out. A
- 36:20good, a good way to just train yourself is just to walk around
- 36:24and just get used to Chasing Lights. So you see, like a
- 36:27pocket of light hitting a wall down the street, go towards it,
- 36:31practice shooting in that one spot, and then move on to the
- 36:35next spot. And then every time you do it, you keep learning
- 36:37something new. And then the thing is, you're trying to, you
- 36:42can't just take pictures of people, silhouettes of people in
- 36:45light, right? All right. It's gonna, it's gonna get really
- 36:48boring after a while. So then you have to start figuring out,
- 36:51or, you know, how can I use this pocket of light with an
- 36:54interesting background, with interesting looking people, and
- 36:58framing it some unique way, right,
- 37:01Casey Fatchett: and waiting for the moment where that all sort
- 37:03of corresponds and like comes together. It's not just like,
- 37:08you're just gonna walk up there and like, Oh, I'm gonna take
- 37:10this picture everything, because you have to, like, be patient. I
- 37:16think patience is a lost art form. Next photographers too.
- 37:21Like, like, okay, you know, I'm gonna have to sit here and I'm
- 37:25gonna have to, like, at least for a little while, like, look
- 37:28for the things that are interesting and wait for that.
- 37:32Phil Penman: Yeah. Well, I think, I think a lot of
- 37:36photographers as well, they kind of limit themselves. I It's,
- 37:41it's so foreign as well, like coming from a press background,
- 37:45you know, we, we were doing a job, different job every 30
- 37:48minutes, every hour, and every job was different, and you
- 37:51needed to be able to shoot each job differently. You had to
- 37:54become a different photographer each every 30 minutes. And so, I
- 38:00don't understand a lot of the time you'll get photographers
- 38:02who will, you know, they just shoot and move, shoot and move,
- 38:09and then you're, you know, the thing is, you need to learn how
- 38:12to be like, All right, I need to be patient on this one, like
- 38:15they always say, right? You're either a hunter or a fisherman,
- 38:18right? Right? Those, those, those are the two expressions.
- 38:22So why? Why do you want to listen to that? Why do you want
- 38:25to limit yourself to just one? Because you made it so easy for
- 38:29the rest of us, right? Because you need to be able to do both.
- 38:33Yeah, he's not just and know when and know when to do
- 38:36Casey Fatchett: it, right? Like being like, to know, to have the
- 38:39presence of mind to know what mode you should be in is a, I
- 38:48think determines average from good, yeah, great. I think
- 38:54that's a, that's a big thing so, so here's the thought with
- 39:02there's so much visual stimulation in New York. You
- 39:06were just mentioning Tokyo, how do you maintain that sense of
- 39:12observation and not sort of getting lost in all that's going
- 39:16on to when you're when you're hunting Yeah. Like, how do you
- 39:24maintain the feeling of, like, okay, you know, I'm looking for
- 39:28things when there's just so much going on. Is there like rituals
- 39:32you go through, or is it just like, sort of like a mindset
- 39:35that you get into before you you get into that mode?
- 39:41Phil Penman: Well, you're my old man. He told me. Said, whenever
- 39:44you travel somewhere, start shooting immediately, because
- 39:49your your eye will adjust to your environment. So you what
- 39:53you find interesting immediately is not going to be interesting
- 39:57to your eye two, three days from now. So. So it's a good practice
- 40:01to get in the habit of, as soon as you go anywhere, just get the
- 40:03camera out and stop, start shooting. So that's a good trip.
- 40:08Good tip, whenever you go anywhere. Another thing that I
- 40:11tend to do is I'm always trying to outdo myself, like I'm always
- 40:17trying to beat my last picture. You know, the old, famous
- 40:20expression is you're only as good as your last picture. Yeah,
- 40:25and my last picture wasn't very good, so if by that logic, you
- 40:30go, right, well, I'm going to go out and all I'm going to do
- 40:34today is practice things and forcing yourself this is like a
- 40:39newspaper trick as well. Is whenever you're hired to do
- 40:42anything, you have to figure out every single angle. Like if
- 40:46someone said to you, I need you to photograph this building, you
- 40:50would have to give them 20 different images of that
- 40:52building, right? So if you You're literally struggling to
- 40:57figure out all right, what else do I have around here that I
- 41:01could use to make this different. And I do that on
- 41:03everything I shoot. I'm always just trying to figure out, like,
- 41:06right, how can I make this better? How can I outdo the last
- 41:10picture? And it just forces you to see things,
- 41:12Casey Fatchett: yeah, see things differently, yeah, from like,
- 41:16assignments in print, whatever they think. We need a picture of
- 41:20this installation, I do a lot of stuff with, like, art
- 41:23publications, like a photo of this. I'm like, Okay, well,
- 41:25you're gonna need like, a dozen different photos of this,
- 41:29different angles, orientations, because, depending on how they
- 41:33lay out the page, like, and to have that in mind, like, oh,
- 41:37they might need a vertical image. They might need a
- 41:39horizontal image. They might need a couple
- 41:42Phil Penman: different get that. Yeah, people, it's newsflash to
- 41:46everyone. You do not get to dictate the paper or the
- 41:49newspaper or magazine that you're working for. Most of the
- 41:52time the page is already being pre laid out. Yep, and there is
- 41:56a box, and if your picture doesn't fit that box, you're in
- 41:59trouble.
- 42:00Casey Fatchett: Yeah, you the you are in a lot of trouble
- 42:04because they're not, re laying out the page because you got an
- 42:10awesome, like, landscape shot, but they need something that can
- 42:15fit in a square, or, like, that's, that's all you've got to
- 42:19go with. Yeah, interesting. Okay, so the minister using that
- 42:23myself to start immediately taking pictures once I get
- 42:26somewhere. So, okay, so let's get a little bit technical.
- 42:34Would you say that there are any
- 42:36Phil Penman: you lost me at aperture! Sorry
- 42:40Casey Fatchett: I didn't say it. I didn't say it. I was gonna
- 42:44say, Are there any specific techniques in street photography
- 42:48that you find when you get somewhere to, like, start with,
- 42:52like, get yourself going. I know you're just shooting what you
- 42:56said, what you're shooting, what you find interesting. But like,
- 43:01technically, are there any things that you do to, kind of,
- 43:05like, just to warm yourself up in that space, whatever, like,
- 43:09city that you're in? Are you, like, I'm just gonna you have a
- 43:13very distinct style, I think, personally. But like, there's,
- 43:18you have your long exposure stuff, and there's like, other
- 43:22things, like, do you start with things like that, and then bring
- 43:26it down to more, I guess, sharp things, like, after you kind of
- 43:31get a feel of where you're at.
- 43:34Phil Penman: Well, I try to get a feel for the place that I'm
- 43:37where I am. Like, when I was in Tokyo, it kind of, what I liked
- 43:42was like, there was this, it kind it felt like there was this
- 43:45constant flow of motion, but everything was just very
- 43:50peaceful. It's not like here, where people are erratic. There
- 43:55it was. Everything was very peaceful, but it was constantly
- 43:58flowing. So I in my brain, I'm like, you know, maybe that's a
- 44:02way that I could show something in pictures where I'm just doing
- 44:05a series of images, where it's just constantly moving motion,
- 44:09but you'll just have like, little like, so you're doing,
- 44:12like, panning on different on different shots. And then it
- 44:16might be, you know, I was in London, and it's like, they're
- 44:19really smart with the advertising billboards. So like,
- 44:22you know, they'll, there'll be a picture of a woman on a taxi
- 44:26door, and then you've got the driver, right? And then you, you
- 44:30think, you, you start seeing all these different shots
- 44:33everywhere, all these built amazing billboards with people.
- 44:36And you're like, all right, you know what? For London, for this
- 44:38trip, I'm going to home in on that, right?
- 44:42Casey Fatchett: I know you're talking about, like, how these
- 44:45the advertising sort of lines up with actual people in the space.
- 44:52Phil Penman: So I'll adjust based on the city. Like, you
- 44:55know, I go to Paris and it's like, I love the way that
- 44:58everyone dresses there. Classic looking. It lends very well to
- 45:03timeless images. Also the, you know, the lighting, the light
- 45:07there, you know, that might influence my trip as well, and
- 45:14then the next time I might see something else. So those, those
- 45:17are things I like. Again, it's like a feeling that a city gives
- 45:22me. I was just in like, two, three weeks ago. I was in Basel,
- 45:27Switzerland, doing something out there, and it was like very old
- 45:30and timeless feeling again. So I kind of gravitated to that. But
- 45:35then I also have like, these rituals of like, you know,
- 45:38again, from press where, all right. That's my background.
- 45:42That's my that's one layer I'm going to use these kinds of
- 45:46people in the shop, like, but are there reflective surfaces I
- 45:51can use? Is there something that I can use to frame the image?
- 45:54Maybe a car door, maybe it's a rear view mirror or something
- 45:59off of a side of a bike, like I'm looking for things actively
- 46:03looking at everything, kind of behind me to see what I can I,
- 46:08what can I use to capture what I'm seeing, rather than just
- 46:11shooting a very flat image,
- 46:13Casey Fatchett: looking for layers to put on top. The more
- 46:16layers you have on that. You don't need a million of them.
- 46:20But like, you know, layering creates more literally depth to
- 46:25the image than just sort of this, you know, flat shot. This
- 46:29kind of brings me to a question we had from our audience, from
- 46:33at JC, dot Kodak on Instagram, what's your favorite city to do
- 46:38street photography in?
- 46:43Phil Penman: I don't think I really have one.
- 46:45Casey Fatchett: He takes the easy way out. I know they're all
- 46:49different.
- 46:49Phil Penman: They're they're all They're all different one.
- 46:51They're all different each one. Yeah, no, it's not a it's, it's
- 46:59an adrenaline rush. Okay, so whether you've been fortunate
- 47:05enough to experience it, yet, there's a certain rush you get
- 47:08from taking certain kind of picture, and it's almost like a
- 47:12high. I've had it. I've had it maybe two or three times in my
- 47:16life where what you're seeing or what you're capturing, like you
- 47:21don't even need the camera, but what you're visually seeing is
- 47:24so overwhelming that it's like you almost well up. Yeah, right.
- 47:31And you're chasing that high. And it doesn't matter what city
- 47:36it's in, I'm chasing that high. So I've had a one or two in New
- 47:41York. I know I've had one in Paris. That's what I'm chasing.
- 47:50And that, again, that's like the paparazzi mindset. Like you were
- 47:53always, you were adrenaline, you're we're adrenaline chasers.
- 47:59That was the high. And then the biggest thing was getting the
- 48:02picture, and then knowing how much it just sold for.
- 48:05Casey Fatchett: Yeah, there's, that's, that's, that's a, yeah,
- 48:10a high for sure
- 48:12Phil Penman: It was, it was a huge high. You could make more,
- 48:16you could make more money on one day than some people make in
- 48:20their entire lives. And you, you can't take that for granted. So
- 48:24I'm not as far as, like, cities, obviously, New York. I love New York.
- 48:31Casey Fatchett: It's an impossible idea.
- 48:34Phil Penman: Yeah, it's I have, I'm very lucky in I have a very
- 48:39amazing lifestyle. Now I've, you know, worked 30 years to create
- 48:44doesn't happen overnight, but where I can travel every month
- 48:48to a different city around the world and meet great people and
- 48:53get to shoot in those cities, and
- 48:55Casey Fatchett: take the time to be able to go out and take
- 48:56pictures, it is one of those things like, I think that we, if
- 49:00we go back earlier in our conversation, people talking
- 49:03about wanting to be influencers, they're like, Oh, I'm gonna
- 49:06travel all over and I'm gonna take like, well, you there's a
- 49:09certain amount of like legwork involved in that you don't just
- 49:13like it just
- 49:14Phil Penman: they made it easy. They made it so easy for us
- 49:18after you have to remember that, like most people, it aren't
- 49:22prepared to work, or they don't know what work is, and they're,
- 49:29you know, don't get me wrong, there are, there are kids out
- 49:31there today who work their asses off. Oh yeah, and I, and I, I
- 49:35support that, but the majority, they don't want to work. And so
- 49:40if you have any kind of drive, or you you realize how much work
- 49:45is involved, your chance of success is a lot higher these
- 49:48days, like back when, when I was growing up, it was like there
- 49:52were other things that were keeping us back. You had, you
- 49:56had the gatekeepers, where you still have the gatekeepers now,
- 49:59right? Who decide who's going to make it or not, but a lot of us
- 50:04have bigger followings than they ever could have, right? Like you
- 50:08could, you can now create your own thing where no gatekeeper
- 50:13has any control. It's purely around. Do people like the work?
- 50:17Right? Not, not that you're the son of a billionaire, or the you
- 50:23have some you know you're within a certain circle. So if you're
- 50:27willing to work hard and you produce good work, you have as
- 50:32just as good as opportunity to be a success.
- 50:36Casey Fatchett: Speaking of not wanting to do the work, I
- 50:40recently got one of your one of your Instagram captions was
- 50:45said, AI, actual imagery, which I found very poignant. Because
- 50:53recently, I found two Instagram accounts that I was following
- 50:56because I was really like, found very interesting that we're both
- 51:01entirely AI, and I have a very critical eye. And I was like,
- 51:06oh, man, this is not good, because it's it only gets better
- 51:13from here. And being able to fool people like it's not good,
- 51:15the technology is not going to get worse. But there was this
- 51:19guy, and I'm not going to name names. Maybe I will at some
- 51:22point, but it's he. I'll send it to you afterwards. Okay, and
- 51:29see, yeah, but it was all this very avant garde looking fashion
- 51:33stuff, and I just kept looking at it, going, like, this guy's
- 51:37he's really like, doing stuff like, obviously, some of it
- 51:41looked like it was like, taking, like, cutouts of photos and
- 51:44like, painting over them, and some of them and other ones were
- 51:47just but then there were like, full body shots, and the limbs
- 51:50look correct, and the hands are right and everything, and you're
- 51:53sitting there going, like, Man, this guy's really, he's pretty
- 51:56good. And then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, there's, like,
- 51:59one that is so obviously AI, and you're just going, and you're
- 52:04shocked out of it going, like, what we're all and it's like,
- 52:07went back, and the captions are long, and there's a little,
- 52:11like, there's one hashtag at the bottom that says AI art, so you
- 52:16really have to dig in and like, see that. He's like, and you're
- 52:19gone. And then there was another one that was, which your comment
- 52:24about saying, like, get up off the couch and actually, like, go
- 52:28out and take a picture. Got me, because this was a landscape
- 52:34photographer, yeah, and he's, it's actual places. And I was
- 52:41like, Oh, these are really good. And then, like, I started, there
- 52:44were a lot of carousels, and I would only because I was, I
- 52:47don't try not to spend too much time on in the sea. What's that
- 52:52in the sea carousel? No, just a carousel of images. And I
- 52:57wasn't, like, swiping through all of them, yeah, because I
- 53:01just don't like to spend a lot of time on social media, yeah,
- 53:05but I look at a couple and be going, Oh, these are pretty
- 53:07good. And then one time I, like, started going through and, like,
- 53:10the last two were, like, this doesn't look real. What's going
- 53:15on here? There's something off about these. So I started going
- 53:18through, back through them, and, like, going to the end, and I'm
- 53:20like, these, like, the last two are always kind of off, like, as
- 53:24somebody, and I was like, what's going on? And then I started
- 53:27again. It was somebody who put in, like, these huge captions,
- 53:30and then at the very end saying, like, this is all created with,
- 53:35you know, AI software. It's a combination of my imaginings of
- 53:39what this location looks like, and whatever, but also, like,
- 53:42it's totally presented at the top of the caption, like, I went
- 53:46out and took this photos of this place, and then within the end,
- 53:50you're getting, like, this very like, you know, after like, it's
- 53:53like, yeah, 20 paragraphs. And then at the bottom, it's like,
- 53:56you know, I
- 53:57Phil Penman: Do you know? The scary thing is that caption was
- 54:00created with AI.
- 54:01Casey Fatchett: Yeah, I'm sure, and I'm sure it's huge. I'm sure
- 54:04it's huge to keep people from knowing, like he's saying, Oh,
- 54:07I'm telling you, it's AI, but at the you know,
- 54:12Phil Penman: give me a you know what it's like, if that's what
- 54:17you want to do, good on you. If that gives you kicks, good on
- 54:21you, but you're not a photographer.
- 54:22Casey Fatchett: Well, that's the problem I had with it was
- 54:24because people, other people who were fooled in in the comment
- 54:28section, were saying, like, this is a great photograph, and he'd
- 54:30be like, Oh, thank you.
- 54:33Phil Penman: Yeah, you're not, you're not a photographer,
- 54:35Casey Fatchett: you're not a photographer,
- 54:36Phil Penman: you're not a photographer, you you could be a
- 54:38you could be an artist. Yeah, you're you're more a creative
- 54:45curator that works for a creative gut, you know, an art
- 54:49agency. Yeah, that's, I would probably attest more to that,
- 54:53like, you know, obviously photography we're going to see.
- 54:56Well, not photography, but commercial marketing. That's
- 55:00going to go down that route, because they can save on their
- 55:02budgets, but it's you kind of missed the point. Man, yeah, you
- 55:08know, the whole point of it is being out there and meeting
- 55:11people and feeling what it feels like to be there. So, yeah, and
- 55:17there's like this, you know, I whatever. There's, there's lots
- 55:21of famous photographers that have done that themselves, where
- 55:25it's not AI, but it's like Photoshop, where they're
- 55:28manipulating, removing people from pictures to make the
- 55:32compositions. Like he used to piss me off, because I would be
- 55:35measuring myself by other people, growing up on by other
- 55:39photographers. And then you find out that none of it was real,
- 55:42like it was photoshopped and hacked. And you're like, you
- 55:46know, I was, I was measuring myself against something that
- 55:49never happened, right? And you just like, well, you know, I
- 55:53wouldn't have felt so bad. Like, kick knocking myself. Like,
- 55:57well, why? Why can't I do this? Why can I not be this good?
- 56:01Casey Fatchett: Why can't I find these moments, yeah,
- 56:05Phil Penman: yeah, why they're not either they're not that good
- 56:08either. And then problem is, once you know that about
- 56:13someone, then you everything they've done has been second
- 56:17guessed, like I know, with the World Press Photo like, I think
- 56:20every year, 1/3 of the entries get thrown out. But so i What
- 56:25are you doing it for? Again, for like, so then you find never,
- 56:30you're never going to be happy. You're never, personally, going
- 56:33to be happy. Anyway, if that's what you're doing it for, yeah.
- 56:35Casey Fatchett: And then you see the people who, like, will win
- 56:37these awards. And then somebody's like, is like,
- 56:39actually analyze this is horribly photoshopped. Like,
- 56:42somebody, like, they, you know, like, they did a lot of work on
- 56:45this, and they're like, Oh, well, we gotta rescind their
- 56:48win, or whatever, and, like, take it back. Like, well, it
- 56:52just encourages other people. It's like, how
- 56:55Phil Penman: you're, you're never gonna win it. You're never
- 56:57gonna win that battle, though, because you look at like, you
- 57:00know, you take it away from photography, right? What are
- 57:02people willing to do in the finance world to make money?
- 57:05What are people? What are people? What are people?
- 57:10Athletes like and I've been caught up in this myself. I use
- 57:13I was a professional cyclist, well, semi professional, let's
- 57:16say. But when I was racing some, you know, most people that I
- 57:21knew were busted doing drugs, yeah, and you're just like,
- 57:26well, you've missed the point. Like so in every, every kind of
- 57:32field of life, someone is going to be willing to to cheat, to
- 57:37try to get ahead, but it doesn't mean they're going to
- 57:39Casey Fatchett: Or that, you know, I think that a lot of
- 57:42things, something that photographers in general could
- 57:46benefit from, like the stop comparing yourself. Just Just
- 57:50stop. Like, there's, there's a like the not comparing, but
- 57:55judging yourself in comparison to other people. Everybody has a
- 57:59different journey. Everybody's trying to do their thing, and
- 58:04like, you need to find your thing. And like you're
- 58:07competing, like you said earlier, I'm trying to outdo my
- 58:11last picture. Like, stop thinking so much about like,
- 58:15looking at somebody else's work. You can look at and go, like,
- 58:20that's an amazing picture, whatever, like that that like
- 58:24inspires me to do something or whatever, but not sitting there
- 58:28going like my the value of my photography to me, depends on
- 58:33what someone else did, because I think if when you can get out of
- 58:37that mindset, there will be a lot less like you said. You're
- 58:42never going to stop people from, quote, unquote, cheating in some
- 58:47way to try to get a better picture or whatever. But if
- 58:50you're only competing against yourself, like there's no
- 58:56Phil Penman: it's only cheating if you are trying to portray
- 58:58yourself as something that you're not right, like you're
- 59:02you're saying you're a photographer, but then you're
- 59:04creating it with AI, and you're trying to hide that if you, if
- 59:08you are creating AI images, and it's your art piece, and you you
- 59:15full disclaimer about it, and it makes you happy, Good on you,
- 59:20but you're not a photographer, yeah, yeah.
- 59:23Casey Fatchett: The funny thing was, is, like, plain and simple
- 59:25with the the guy who was doing the fashion stuff, I was
- 59:31interested in, like, how he was doing it, because, like, the
- 59:33people look very real, the eyes looked real, like the and I was
- 59:37like, Oh, is he using his own images and doing something on
- 59:41top of it. Like, is there something going like, is Is this
- 59:44some combination? I reached out to him and said, Just curious,
- 59:48if you'd like to come out and discuss this, because people
- 59:50have a lot of feelings about AI, like, your stuff is really,
- 59:54really interesting, and I'm curious. He's like, I refuse to
- 59:57discuss my process with anyone. I. And I was just like, okay,
- 1:00:01that's your thing, man, go ahead. Like, if you're guarding
- 1:00:05that for whatever reason. But, you know, I was just like,
- 1:00:08wondering if you used your own photos. It's like, I refuse to
- 1:00:10answer that question.
- 1:00:12Phil Penman: Some people have some some people are fine with
- 1:00:14it. I remember I got asked to comment on it. There was a
- 1:00:18debate between two podcasters talking about it. And one of
- 1:00:21them was very, you know, it was like, the two sides, one was
- 1:00:25pro, one was one was not. And it was like, that it's not going to
- 1:00:28affect the industry. And I'm like, and this was going back a
- 1:00:31few months, and lots of my friends have lost their jobs
- 1:00:36because of this. They've so, you know, my point back then was we,
- 1:00:41you know, what do I think about it? And said, I can't really
- 1:00:45support anything that's gonna lose my friends their jobs,
- 1:00:48yeah. And it was, and the point was made that, oh, you're just,
- 1:00:52you know, you're just making it up, and this is not going to
- 1:00:55happen. It's like, Well, okay, I was right, yeah.
- 1:00:59Casey Fatchett: I mean, unfortunately, in my opinion,
- 1:01:01commercial product fashion are probably there's all going to
- 1:01:07be, like, huge impacts there, if you're not already feeling it,
- 1:01:11just because, like, you said, the expense people don't realize
- 1:01:14how expensive it is to put together some of these fashion
- 1:01:16shoots. Or, like, you know, like, Oh, I'm going to do
- 1:01:19products like Levi's like, I think it was two years ago,
- 1:01:23maybe, maybe not quite so long. But like, we're saying something
- 1:01:26about like, Oh, we're going to start using AI models and our
- 1:01:31advertising to help support diversity. And people were like,
- 1:01:37Oh, why don't you just hire diverse models? And like, that's
- 1:01:39that they're trying to save money, they're gonna sit there
- 1:01:43and like, oh, we need somebody like, we need more diversity of
- 1:01:46size. Like, different sizes of people, different shapes of
- 1:01:49people, the amount of time it would take them to do casting
- 1:01:53calls to get all the different sizes they want, the people they
- 1:01:56like, the look whatever like, I'm not saying it's right, but I
- 1:01:59get where it's kind of the mindset is coming from. It's
- 1:02:02easier for me to have people, a bunch of people of all
- 1:02:05ethnicities and sizes, whatever, if I don't have to actually go
- 1:02:09out and hire them. Like, well, think, think
- 1:02:11Phil Penman: about, think about it like, all of a sudden, you
- 1:02:14know, I, I've done shoots where it's like, you know, two, 300
- 1:02:19grand on the on the line, yeah, okay, for a pro commercial shoe
- 1:02:23where you've shut down city roads, you've got police
- 1:02:27involved to create a picture, right? That, you know, people
- 1:02:31don't realize the cost you're. Say you have a $300,000 job. The
- 1:02:36job might actually cost 200,000 to produce it. Yeah, all right,
- 1:02:40you're, you're paying for parking on the street that lost
- 1:02:44money, any parking lots that you've had to take over. You are
- 1:02:48now paying for that, all of this stuff, and now, all of a sudden,
- 1:02:53you could be some small company that doesn't have 200 300
- 1:02:57$400,000 budget, and create the same image for a fraction, right?
- 1:03:05Casey Fatchett: Yeah. And getting all the logistics
- 1:03:09together of getting all those, like, not just the the regular
- 1:03:11expenses, but all of the logistics involved, I get it. I
- 1:03:14understand why it's really appealing. Do I think it kind of
- 1:03:17sucks for people who are losing their jobs? Yeah. I definitely
- 1:03:20think it sucks for the photographers who are losing
- 1:03:23their jobs. I also think that, you know, other like
- 1:03:27photographers, need to understand the seriousness of it
- 1:03:32in the sense of how it's going to affect them, but they are
- 1:03:35there also, I think, like you said, there are places for it. I
- 1:03:38wish there was a
- 1:03:41Phil Penman: Look at the film industry. Yeah, right now,
- 1:03:44what's going on with the film industry there? Right now we're
- 1:03:49witnessing basically the battle going on between these people
- 1:03:53trying to save their industry versus studios, who know that
- 1:03:58all this technology is there where they don't need these
- 1:04:02crews, they don't need to even have sets anymore, and you
- 1:04:06you're effectively asking an entire industry to go under, right?
- 1:04:12Casey Fatchett: Well, the people don't understand when, when the
- 1:04:13actors were striking, and the you're like, well, what's the
- 1:04:16big deal? Like they want to scan their bodies and use their
- 1:04:22voices in perpetuity.
- 1:04:24Phil Penman: Sell them, yeah, in perpetuity the agencies were
- 1:04:28selling that like, and I don't know why certain stars were
- 1:04:32like, Yeah, I'm gonna sell my voice and my look,
- 1:04:36Casey Fatchett: yeah, you're It's over once they have control
- 1:04:40over it once you're giving it to somebody. The one that got me
- 1:04:43was I used to do voiceovers, and one of the things was for
- 1:04:48voiceover people, like people who do cartoons or anything
- 1:04:51they're like, once you record an episode or a season or whatever,
- 1:04:56we're going to own your voice, and we can make as many seasons
- 1:04:59of this. Show as we want to and use your AI, reproduce,
- 1:05:03reproduced voice, and never have to pay you another dime. Like,
- 1:05:08it's just like you are without any sort of repercussions, like
- 1:05:15it's just like they now own you as a performer and can, like, do
- 1:05:20whatever they want without compensating you I was like,
- 1:05:22that's what that's about. And I think that, you know, there's,
- 1:05:26to an extent we need to be concerned in our, you know, in
- 1:05:34our industry, about how it's going to affect, you know.
- 1:05:39Phil Penman: Well, I think, I think it to me, it's, you know,
- 1:05:43none of this is none of this is new, right? They've been using
- 1:05:46this in government for the last 1015, years. So, like anyone
- 1:05:49that thinks this stuff is new technology, sorry, it's not. You
- 1:05:54know, the biggest thing that I see is the copyright issue, and
- 1:06:00they all know it like the the lawsuits are coming. You know,
- 1:06:04if you ever searched on chat, GPT to create an image in the
- 1:06:10style of it means they can be sued, right? And I know for a
- 1:06:14fact, like the bigger companies are having to scrape the servers
- 1:06:18right now, because everything on there has to be,
- 1:06:23Casey Fatchett: they have to have the copyright license to
- 1:06:26use
- 1:06:26Phil Penman: it, which is like that's going on right now,
- 1:06:30Casey Fatchett: which is why all those people who like use AI
- 1:06:33filters and their Instagram or Tiktok or whatever you have
- 1:06:38given Given your license to use your image in future data sets.
- 1:06:44Just Adobe.
- 1:06:45Phil Penman: Try that. Recently,
- 1:06:46Casey Fatchett: Adobe has licensed images they use their
- 1:06:50like Adobe stock that was like what was used to train and also
- 1:06:54people were being compensated like the owners of the copyright
- 1:06:58for the images are being compensated for the use of their
- 1:07:03images. So that's more ethical when you think have things like,
- 1:07:08whatever dolly and mid journey, whatever things get do a way
- 1:07:13grayer area of like, how they source things, and like they
- 1:07:19were putting things in. And like, oh, surprisingly. Like,
- 1:07:21after an artist, I can't remember who it was, somebody
- 1:07:24passed away. And like, immediately the next day, there
- 1:07:27were over 200,000 queries in mid journey to, like, create art in
- 1:07:33the style of this artist who had just passed away the day before.
- 1:07:36So they're like, that's not everyday users. This is the
- 1:07:42developers of the AI, like, force feeding this person's
- 1:07:47images into this so that you can create images in their style.
- 1:07:51Because they're saying, like, Oh, this is gonna go up in
- 1:07:53popularity because they're dead now, they're not creating
- 1:07:56anything new. It was that was really disturbing. And that's
- 1:07:59part of, like, what the lawsuits that are going on now are about,
- 1:08:03about scraping those data sets and getting like on like
- 1:08:06retraining, but retraining those AI data sets and the models,
- 1:08:10whatever. But in the time being, all these people who are giving
- 1:08:16their faces, and I don't think realize it, whenever they use
- 1:08:19one of those AI filters. Part of the agreement there is that when
- 1:08:24you use those filters, you're allowing them to use your image
- 1:08:29for which is why I don't use them, not that people want my
- 1:08:33image of me, but like, I don't. I just don't, not giving away my
- 1:08:37my image for free, or my voice or anything like that. Like,
- 1:08:39that's not right. I'm sure somebody could this podcast is
- 1:08:43all over the place, and they can obviously take it if they want.
- 1:08:46Phil Penman: They actually did that years ago, the MIT
- 1:08:49commencement speech with Obama. Yes, where he did, he did a
- 1:08:53five, five minute monolog welcoming everyone to MIT. And
- 1:08:57then they said, Hey, that whole thing was fake. Yeah, it never
- 1:09:00happened.
- 1:09:01Casey Fatchett: I remember that it really scared me, in a way. I
- 1:09:05was like, oh, yeah, when they talk about a post truth society,
- 1:09:10that's, that's where I'm like, becomes more and more difficult
- 1:09:16to discern things. All right, we're kind of got enough topic.
- 1:09:21So how to finish up? Like, bring it back around. So for people
- 1:09:26who are aspiring street photographers, who are trying to
- 1:09:31find their place in that space, what advice do you have for them
- 1:09:37for sort of finding their voice, their eye, finding a direction
- 1:09:42to go into, not to like, copy someone, but like, I mean, what
- 1:09:47advice do you have? Like,
- 1:09:54Phil Penman: tough one, right? Because you kind of it. What's
- 1:10:00your end goal? First off, like, right? If you, if you think that
- 1:10:04you're going to come in and you're going to make a ton of
- 1:10:07money, okay? I was saying somewhere earlier, probably no
- 1:10:12point. No, no, no, no. 1% actually make it. Like, the
- 1:10:17chances, okay? So if we're very realistic and we go, Okay, I'm
- 1:10:22going to do this for fun, like I'm going to do this because I
- 1:10:25enjoy it. So that's the first thing. Do you enjoy what you're
- 1:10:28taking pictures of? And if you like shooting in the rain, go
- 1:10:34ahead, just shoot everything in the rain. But one got to be
- 1:10:37willing to work very hard, which I touched on earlier. But
- 1:10:44really, you, you have to show me you, and you have to figure,
- 1:10:52right, if everything is out there on Instagram, what? What
- 1:10:58is someone? What's going to make somebody stop on your image,
- 1:11:04right? So it's you have to define your not only your style
- 1:11:10of what you take pictures of, but also if you start thinking
- 1:11:14of yourself as like well, what's the look of my edit as well?
- 1:11:20Like? That's important. It might be your brand image. How do you
- 1:11:24present the work? Okay? Because to me, it's always like, it's
- 1:11:28not finished until it's presented. So there's the
- 1:11:32presentation, the shooting of the image, how you edit the
- 1:11:36image, the presentation of the image, all these things like you
- 1:11:40can you can influence someone the way that they look at your
- 1:11:44work. It could be the way that you do the carousel and come up
- 1:11:48with something, some something unique and creative. Like I
- 1:11:51realized when when Instagram went and turned around and said
- 1:11:56that we're not doing we're not promoting picture posts anymore.
- 1:11:59We're only going to do video, then it's like, Well, shit, how
- 1:12:01am I going to, I still need to be promote my work, right? And
- 1:12:05it's like, you know what I'm going to I'm going to take
- 1:12:07people on the journey of how I take the picture. I'm going to
- 1:12:09film the back of my camera when I'm taking the picture. And then
- 1:12:12all of a sudden that blew up, right? And then there was a
- 1:12:16million people cloning, copying that. So start thinking about,
- 1:12:21like, all right, what am I going to take pictures of? How am I
- 1:12:24going to edit it? How? What is a unique, fresh presentation? Way
- 1:12:28that I can do this as well, right? There are there? The
- 1:12:32thing is, there are people on social media where you can flick
- 1:12:36through the feed and you instantly know it's their
- 1:12:38picture.
- 1:12:39Casey Fatchett: Yeah, I feel that way about your photos. I
- 1:12:42like, instantly know, like, if i is the cover up, the names,
- 1:12:47whatever the captions, I feel like I can identify your style
- 1:12:52so in that, like you've accomplished that for yourself.
- 1:12:59I think that's
- 1:13:00Phil Penman: just to just just enjoy it though. Like, I think
- 1:13:02everyone puts so much pressure on themselves, you know, like, I
- 1:13:07didn't really start really shooting some good stuff until I
- 1:13:13really just started, like I didn't give a shit, like I
- 1:13:17wasn't trying to, I wasn't trying. I wasn't trying to
- 1:13:19please anyone. Like, you know, it took me, if we go by the
- 1:13:23follow account thing, right? Took me, like, six years before
- 1:13:26I hit 10k and I'm looking at the other workout and going looking
- 1:13:31at some of these accounts, they got five, 600,000 followers. And
- 1:13:34I'm, like, that works, really, not that good, yes. Like, well,
- 1:13:39hang on, I'm not bad, like, why can't I make it so don't get
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- 1:15:57Unknown: Hey, now for my favorite part of the show,
- 1:16:02what's that? Say? Useless information. This is always
- 1:16:07death.
- 1:16:09Casey Fatchett: Phil, did you know that Napoleon was not
- 1:16:12actually short?
- 1:16:15Phil Penman: Oh go on. Was it like six or four?
- 1:16:18Casey Fatchett: No, it was foreign propagandists, but
- 1:16:21basically his enemies in other countries who displayed him as a
- 1:16:24comic figure, as being very short. He was actually five
- 1:16:28seven, which, at the time, was taller than the average
- 1:16:33Frenchman. He was not a very, very short person.
- 1:16:40Phil Penman: Did you ever hear the one about him with the the
- 1:16:42tomb? No, to his deathbed. They claim he went in when they were
- 1:16:48doing archeological digs in the in Egypt, and they were going
- 1:16:52into the tombs. And he said that it was, it was, I can't remember
- 1:16:56the name of the king or the Pharaoh, but it was, he wanted
- 1:17:00to go in there on his own, without any of his troops. He
- 1:17:05they said, he came out, and he literally looked white as a
- 1:17:08ghost. And they were like, What did you see? And he went to say,
- 1:17:13and he basically said, I can't I can't tell you. And then
- 1:17:18apparently he was going to say, it on his deathbed, and he
- 1:17:21stopped himself again some context.
- 1:17:27Casey Fatchett: He feared whatever it was. He was afraid
- 1:17:30of it, whatever it was. Phil, thank you very much for being on
- 1:17:33the show. You're always welcome to come back. Let me know if
- 1:17:35there's anything you want to talk about. Where can people
- 1:17:37find you? Where can they find your book?
- 1:17:40Phil Penman: So done. Two books now, 2019 book called Street.
- 1:17:44The latest one brought out was called New York Street diaries.
- 1:17:48Both of them are available on Amazon, or you can get New York
- 1:17:52Street diaries signed on my website, Phil penman.com, and
- 1:17:56then I'm on every one of the 8 million social media platforms,
- 1:18:01but yeah, just I thank you so much for the time today. You
- 1:18:05know, great chatting with you
- 1:18:07Casey Fatchett: You're very welcome. People can find all of
- 1:18:10those links in the Episode Notes. I'll include all of those
- 1:18:13so that you can go directly find Go, go get Phil's books. They're
- 1:18:17really great again, Phil, thank you very much for coming on.
- 1:18:20Phil Penman: Thank you, Casey
- 1:18:27Casey Fatchett: you call those buildings teeth?
- 1:18:40Maybe show a little less teeth. Oh, hey, welcome back. I hope
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