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The Depth of Gratitude · Kollel Toras Chaim All Shiurim

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  Okay,
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  we're
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  gonna
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  get
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  started
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  here,
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  folks.
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  Welcome
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  back,
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  everybody.
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  I
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  just
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  want
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  to
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  remind
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  everybody
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  that
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  the
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  Shirim
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  for
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  the
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  month
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  of
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  Kiss
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  Tevis
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  are
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  sponsored
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  by
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  Sandra
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  Finkelstein
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  in
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  honor
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  of
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  the
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  wedding
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  anniversary.
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  61st
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  wedding
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  anniversary
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  of
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  her
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  parents,
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  I
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  think,
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  and
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  also
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  the
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  birthday
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  of
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  her
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  son
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  Isaac.
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  They
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  should
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  all
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  have
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  all
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  the
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  brachas
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  they're
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  looking
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  for
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  in
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  the
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  world,
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  God
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  willing.
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  And
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  a
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  special
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  mention
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  that
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  we
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  should
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  dedicate
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  the
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  learning
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  of
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  the
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  sh
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  today
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  for
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  refor
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  shlemah
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  for
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  our
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  friend
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  Yaakov,
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  Jeff
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  Darovsky's
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  mother
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  Mit
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  Hashem.
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  She
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  should
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  have
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  a
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  refur
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  Shlema
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  Bakarev
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  completely.
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  And
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  also
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  for.
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  For.
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  For
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  Tinuk
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  Ben
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  Masha
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  Malka.
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  Miriam
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  Basfreda
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  is.
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  Is
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  Yaakov's
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  mother.
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  She
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  should
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  have
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  her.
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  And
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  yeah,
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  and
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  thanks
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  to
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  Sandra
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  for
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  sponsoring
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  for
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  the
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  month.
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  Welcome
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  everybody,
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  in
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  person
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  and
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  online.
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  And
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  let's
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  get
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  going.
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  Here
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  we
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  go.
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  The
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  T
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  is
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  over
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  here,
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  by
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  the
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  way,
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  guys,
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  if
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  you
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  like.
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  Oh,
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  one
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  second.
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  No,
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  no,
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  no,
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  you
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  can
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  sit.
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  One
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  second.
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  I
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  just
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  forgot
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  to
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  get
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  the.
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  What's
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  going
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  on?
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  She's
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  not
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  good.
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  I'm
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  just
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  here.
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  I'm
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  just
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  listening
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  to
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  Rabbi.
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  That's
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  why
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  we're
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  here.
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  There
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  we
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  go.
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  That's
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  why
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  we're
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  here.
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  Okay,
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  anyway,
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  let's
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  get
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  to
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  it.
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  Welcome,
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  everybody.
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  So
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  I'm
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  sorry
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  I
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  started
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  right
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  before
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  everyone
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  walked
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  in,
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  but
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  here
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  we
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  go.
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  Okay,
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  so
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  please,
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  if
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  we
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  remember.
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  If
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  you
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  don't
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  mind,
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  hever,
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  let's
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  hold
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  the
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  questions
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  till
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  the
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  end
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  so
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  we
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  can
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  get
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  through
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  and
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  make
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  sure
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  that
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  we
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  are.
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  Make
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  sure
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  that
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  we
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  are.
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  That
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  the
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  recording
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  goes
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  well.
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  I'll
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  hopefully
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  take
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  this
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  stuff
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  out
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  of
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  the
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  recording.
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  Okay,
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  so
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  we
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  are.
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  We're
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  holding
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  now
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  and
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  see
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  if
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  Dalit
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  over
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  here.
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  And
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  we.
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  Oh,
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  we
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  got
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  into
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  some
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  good
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  stuff
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  the
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  last
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  few.
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  The
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  last
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  few
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  classes,
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  but.
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  But
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  we're
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  getting
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  into
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  some
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  complicated
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  stuff.
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  We're
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  gonna
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  do
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  our
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  best
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  to
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  hold
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  it
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  together,
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  to
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  try
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  and
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  keep
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  an
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  understanding
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  moving
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  throughout
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  everything
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  we're
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  doing.
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  But
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  of
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  course,
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  we
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  started
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  off
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  this
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  Torah
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  talking
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  about
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  the
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  concept
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  of
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  being
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  a
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  person
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  of
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  huidah
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  and
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  toida,
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  thankful
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  person,
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  a
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  person
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  of
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  gratitude,
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  how
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  this
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  leads
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  us
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  to
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  a
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  state
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  of
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  das,
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  which
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  means
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  a
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  state
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  of
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  awareness,
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  connection,
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  knowing,
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  living
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  with
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  hashem.
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  And
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  just
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  like
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  the
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  fish
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  in
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  the
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  sea,
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  how
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  everything
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  that
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  they
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  do,
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  they
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  are
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  swimming,
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  they're
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  eating,
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  they're
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  breathing,
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  everything
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  comes
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  from
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  the
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  water.
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  The
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  aspect
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  of
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  oilam
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  haba
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  is
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  going
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  to
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  be
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  a
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  complete
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  awareness.
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  Adas
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  that
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  everything
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  that
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  we
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  have
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  is.
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  Is
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  Hashem.
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  Just
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  like.
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  Just
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  like
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  that
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  water,
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  that
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  everything
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  that
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  we
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  get
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  everything
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  that
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  we
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  experience,
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  everything
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  that
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  comes
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  to
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  us
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  is
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  all
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  hashem.
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  And.
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  And
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  that
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  is
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  the
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  aspect
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  of
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  alam
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  haba
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  that
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  the
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  posse
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  says
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  is
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  malaha,
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  or
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  it's
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  deus
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  hashem
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  kamayim,
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  le
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  yamakasim.
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  Then
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  we
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  said
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  that
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  this
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  is
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  also
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  an
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  aspect
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  of
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  halacha,
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  Jewish
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  law,
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  which
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  is
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  the
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  way
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  that
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  we
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  live.
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  And
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  how,
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  how.
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  How
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  do
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  we
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  experience
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  in
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  this
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  world
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  where
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  we
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  don't
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  get
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  to
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  be
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  attached
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  to
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  hashem
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  in
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  a
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  physical
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  way,
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  how
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  do
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  we
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  experience
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  closeness
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  to
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  hashem
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  in
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  this
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  world
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  is
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  through
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  knowing
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  hashem,
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  right?
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  Knowing
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  hashem
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  das.
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  And
• 3:50
  how
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  do
• 3:51
  we
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  have
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  das
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  of
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  hashem?
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  How
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  do
• 3:52
  we
• 3:52
  live
• 3:52
  with
• 3:52
  hashem
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  in
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  this
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  world
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  is.
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  It's.
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  Everything
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  that
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  we
• 3:54
  do
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  is
• 3:55
  directed
• 3:55
  to
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  hashem.
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  So
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  halacha,
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  Jewish
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  law
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  in
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  this
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  sense
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  teaches
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  us
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  that
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  everything
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  that
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  we
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  do
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  from
• 4:02
  the
• 4:02
  moment
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  we
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  wake
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  up
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  in
• 4:03
  the
• 4:03
  morning
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  and
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  say,
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  and
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  put
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  our
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  right
• 4:05
  shoe
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  on
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  before
• 4:06
  our
• 4:06
  left,
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  and
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  eat
• 4:07
  only
• 4:07
  kosher
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  food
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  and
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  speak
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  nicely
• 4:09
  and
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  keep
• 4:09
  Shabbos
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  and
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  do
• 4:10
  all
• 4:10
  these
• 4:10
  things,
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  every
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  step
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  of
• 4:12
  my
• 4:12
  life,
• 4:12
  every
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  what,
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  every
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  breath
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  I
• 4:16
  take,
• 4:17
  every
• 4:17
  move
• 4:17
  I
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  make,
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  everything
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  is
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  with
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  hashem,
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  right?
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  That's
• 4:22
  das
• 4:23
  and
• 4:23
  that's
• 4:23
  halacha
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  on
• 4:25
  the
• 4:25
  one
• 4:25
  hand.
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  And
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  we
• 4:27
  also
• 4:27
  said
• 4:27
  that
• 4:27
  halacha
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  is
• 4:28
  an
• 4:28
  aspect
• 4:28
  of
• 4:29
  chesed,
• 4:31
  which
• 4:31
  is
• 4:32
  kindness
• 4:33
  and
• 4:33
  connected
• 4:34
  to
• 4:34
  David
• 4:34
  Hamelech.
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  And
• 4:35
  then
• 4:35
  we
• 4:35
  said
• 4:35
  these
• 4:36
  beautiful
• 4:36
  ideas
• 4:36
  that
• 4:36
  halachah
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  really
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  is.
• 4:38
  Not
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  only.
• 4:39
  Not
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  only
• 4:40
  does
• 4:40
  halachah
• 4:41
  teach
• 4:41
  us
• 4:41
  about
• 4:42
  knowing
• 4:42
  hashem
• 4:43
  through
• 4:43
  the
• 4:44
  way
• 4:44
  we
• 4:44
  behave,
• 4:45
  but
• 4:45
  there's
• 4:45
  also
• 4:45
  a
• 4:45
  pattern
• 4:46
  of
• 4:47
  halachah.
• 4:47
  And
• 4:48
  that
• 4:48
  pattern
• 4:48
  of
• 4:48
  halachah
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  is
• 4:49
  when
• 4:50
  I.
• 4:50
  When
• 4:50
  I
• 4:50
  go
• 4:51
  through
• 4:52
  a
• 4:52
  challenge,
• 4:53
  a
• 4:53
  tribulation.
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  And
• 4:55
  through
• 4:55
  that
• 4:55
  tribulation,
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  my
• 4:56
  heart
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  starts
• 4:57
  pumping
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  and
• 4:59
  I
• 4:59
  get
• 4:59
  stressed
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  and
• 5:00
  the
• 5:00
  blood
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  is
• 5:00
  all
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  flooding
• 5:01
  into
• 5:01
  my
• 5:01
  heart,
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  and
• 5:02
  things
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  are
• 5:03
  not.
• 5:03
  Things
• 5:03
  are
• 5:03
  Chas
• 5:04
  V
• 5:04
  shalom,
• 5:04
  right?
• 5:05
  And
• 5:05
  then
• 5:05
  when
• 5:05
  I
• 5:05
  get
• 5:06
  out
• 5:06
  of
• 5:06
  that
• 5:06
  place
• 5:07
  and
• 5:09
  the
• 5:10
  tribulation
• 5:10
  is
• 5:10
  over,
• 5:11
  I
• 5:11
  calm
• 5:12
  down
• 5:12
  and
• 5:12
  the
• 5:13
  blood
• 5:13
  flows
• 5:13
  back.
• 5:14
  The
• 5:15
  lashan
• 5:15
  that
• 5:15
  Rabbi
• 5:15
  Nachman
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  says
• 5:16
  is
• 5:16
  khoisrin
• 5:17
  hadamim
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  is
• 5:23
  that
• 5:23
  the
• 5:23
  blood
• 5:23
  goes
• 5:23
  back
• 5:24
  to
• 5:24
  its
• 5:24
  regular
• 5:25
  pathway,
• 5:26
  the
• 5:27
  flow,
• 5:27
  the
• 5:27
  walking,
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  the
• 5:28
  movement,
• 5:29
  right?
• 5:29
  Goes
• 5:30
  back
• 5:30
  to
• 5:30
  regular
• 5:30
  movement.
• 5:31
  That's
• 5:31
  also
• 5:31
  a
• 5:31
  concept
• 5:31
  of
• 5:32
  halacha,
• 5:32
  because
• 5:32
  the
• 5:32
  word
• 5:33
  is
• 5:33
  halacha.
• 5:33
  The
• 5:33
  movement
• 5:34
  of
• 5:34
  the
• 5:35
  regular
• 5:35
  movement
• 5:35
  of
• 5:36
  our
• 5:36
  life,
• 5:36
  the
• 5:36
  regular
• 5:36
  movement
• 5:37
  of
• 5:37
  our
• 5:37
  blood.
• 5:38
  It's
• 5:38
  called
• 5:38
  halakh
• 5:39
  also.
• 5:39
  And
• 5:39
  that
• 5:40
  place,
• 5:40
  when
• 5:40
  we
• 5:40
  come
• 5:40
  out
• 5:40
  of
• 5:41
  there
• 5:41
  is
• 5:41
  a
• 5:41
  time
• 5:41
  of
• 5:41
  thankfulness,
• 5:42
  of
• 5:42
  hoida,
• 5:43
  of
• 5:43
  thank
• 5:43
  you,
• 5:43
  Hashem.
• 5:44
  But
• 5:44
  then
• 5:44
  we
• 5:44
  said,
• 5:45
  that's
• 5:45
  all
• 5:46
  interesting,
• 5:47
  but
• 5:48
  we
• 5:48
  say,
• 5:48
  has
• 5:48
  v
• 5:48
  Sholom
• 5:49
  over
• 5:49
  there
• 5:49
  all
• 5:49
  the
• 5:49
  time,
• 5:49
  when
• 5:49
  the
• 5:50
  blood's
• 5:50
  pumping
• 5:50
  and
• 5:50
  we're
• 5:50
  stressed
• 5:51
  and
• 5:51
  we're
• 5:51
  worried.
• 5:52
  It's
• 5:52
  not
• 5:52
  supposed
• 5:52
  to
• 5:52
  be
• 5:52
  like
• 5:52
  that,
• 5:53
  right?
• 5:53
  Then
• 5:54
  in
• 5:54
  Sif
• 5:54
  Gimel,
• 5:54
  we
• 5:55
  said
• 5:55
  that
• 5:55
  there's
• 5:56
  another
• 5:56
  aspect
• 5:56
  to
• 5:56
  this
• 5:57
  and
• 5:57
  that
• 5:57
  is
• 5:57
  when
• 5:59
  we
• 5:59
  come
• 6:00
  out,
• 6:01
  before
• 6:01
  we
• 6:01
  get
• 6:02
  there.
• 6:02
  We
• 6:02
  also
• 6:02
  said
• 6:03
  that
• 6:03
  the
• 6:03
  Gemara
• 6:03
  tells
• 6:04
  us
• 6:04
  about
• 6:04
  Arbat,
• 6:04
  Srikhen,
• 6:05
  Lahore,
• 6:05
  the
• 6:05
  four
• 6:06
  aspects
• 6:08
  of
• 6:08
  experience
• 6:10
  that
• 6:10
  we
• 6:10
  have
• 6:11
  that
• 6:11
  causes
• 6:11
  us
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  be
• 6:12
  thankful.
• 6:12
  And
• 6:13
  we
• 6:13
  said
• 6:13
  that
• 6:13
  they
• 6:13
  correspond
• 6:14
  to
• 6:14
  these
• 6:14
  four
• 6:14
  experiences
• 6:15
  of
• 6:16
  one,
• 6:16
  going
• 6:17
  into
• 6:18
  the
• 6:18
  sea,
• 6:18
  the
• 6:18
  ocean,
• 6:19
  a
• 6:19
  seafarer
• 6:20
  going
• 6:20
  into
• 6:20
  the
• 6:21
  desert,
• 6:21
  traveling
• 6:22
  in
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  desert,
• 6:23
  someone
• 6:23
  who
• 6:24
  gets
• 6:24
  sick,
• 6:25
  really
• 6:25
  sick,
• 6:26
  right?
• 6:26
  And
• 6:26
  the
• 6:26
  last
• 6:27
  one
• 6:27
  was
• 6:27
  being
• 6:27
  in
• 6:27
  jail.
• 6:28
  And
• 6:28
  when
• 6:28
  we
• 6:29
  get
• 6:29
  saved
• 6:29
  from
• 6:29
  these
• 6:30
  things,
• 6:30
  that's
• 6:31
  when
• 6:31
  we.
• 6:31
  That's
• 6:31
  when
• 6:32
  we,
• 6:32
  when
• 6:32
  we.
• 6:32
  We're
• 6:32
  particularly
• 6:33
  thankful
• 6:33
  and
• 6:34
  we
• 6:34
  make
• 6:34
  this.
• 6:34
  This
• 6:35
  blessing
• 6:36
  of
• 6:37
  benching
• 6:38
  Goymo.
• 6:38
  That's
• 6:39
  when
• 6:39
  we
• 6:39
  thank
• 6:39
  Hashem,
• 6:40
  right?
• 6:40
  But
• 6:40
  we
• 6:40
  said,
• 6:41
  why
• 6:41
  do
• 6:41
  those
• 6:41
  things
• 6:42
  happen
• 6:42
  in
• 6:42
  the
• 6:42
  first
• 6:42
  place?
• 6:43
  Why
• 6:43
  do
• 6:44
  I
• 6:44
  have
• 6:44
  to
• 6:44
  go
• 6:44
  through
• 6:44
  this
• 6:44
  experience
• 6:45
  in
• 6:45
  the
• 6:45
  first
• 6:45
  place?
• 6:46
  Because
• 6:47
  I
• 6:47
  am
• 6:47
  a
• 6:47
  person
• 6:48
  who
• 6:48
  is
• 6:48
  Tzvichin
• 6:49
  Laho
• 6:49
  Dois
• 6:49
  I
• 6:49
  need
• 6:50
  to
• 6:50
  give
• 6:50
  thanks.
• 6:51
  Not
• 6:52
  that
• 6:52
  it
• 6:52
  happens
• 6:52
  that
• 6:53
  we
• 6:53
  experience
• 6:54
  a
• 6:54
  difficulty
• 6:55
  and
• 6:55
  we
• 6:55
  come
• 6:55
  out
• 6:55
  of
• 6:55
  it
• 6:56
  and
• 6:56
  then
• 6:56
  we
• 6:56
  need
• 6:56
  to
• 6:57
  thank.
• 6:57
  No,
• 6:58
  the
• 6:58
  thing
• 6:58
  happened
• 6:59
  to
• 6:59
  me
• 6:59
  in
• 6:59
  the
• 6:59
  first
• 6:59
  place
• 7:00
  because
• 7:00
  I
• 7:01
  wasn't
• 7:01
  with
• 7:01
  Hashem.
• 7:02
  I
• 7:02
  wasn't
• 7:02
  walking
• 7:03
  with
• 7:03
  Hashem,
• 7:04
  I
• 7:04
  wasn't
• 7:04
  living
• 7:04
  with
• 7:04
  Hashem.
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  wasn't
• 7:05
  thinking
• 7:05
  about
• 7:06
  God.
• 7:06
  I
• 7:06
  wasn't
• 7:07
  thinking.
• 7:08
  I
• 7:08
  took
• 7:08
  everything
• 7:09
  for
• 7:09
  granted,
• 7:10
  right?
• 7:11
  So
• 7:11
  therefore
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  was
• 7:12
  in
• 7:12
  a
• 7:12
  state
• 7:12
  of
• 7:12
  needing
• 7:12
  to
• 7:12
  be
• 7:13
  thankful,
• 7:13
  needing
• 7:14
  to
• 7:14
  be
• 7:14
  a
• 7:14
  person
• 7:14
  of
• 7:14
  gratitude.
• 7:15
  Tzrikin
• 7:15
  Lahoydais
• 7:16
  so
• 7:17
  that's
• 7:17
  where
• 7:17
  we
• 7:17
  come
• 7:17
  out
• 7:17
  from
• 7:17
  there.
• 7:18
  And
• 7:18
  this
• 7:18
  all
• 7:19
  patterned
• 7:19
  after
• 7:19
  the
• 7:19
  life
• 7:19
  of
• 7:20
  David
• 7:20
  Amalekh.
• 7:21
  David
• 7:21
  Amalekh
• 7:22
  who
• 7:22
  was
• 7:22
  the
• 7:22
  king
• 7:22
  of
• 7:23
  ups
• 7:23
  and
• 7:23
  the
• 7:23
  king
• 7:23
  literally,
• 7:24
  but
• 7:24
  the
• 7:24
  king
• 7:25
  of
• 7:25
  ups
• 7:25
  and
• 7:26
  downs.
• 7:27
  And
• 7:27
  what
• 7:27
  did
• 7:27
  he
• 7:27
  do
• 7:27
  through
• 7:27
  all
• 7:28
  of
• 7:28
  his
• 7:28
  ups
• 7:28
  and
• 7:28
  downs?
• 7:29
  He
• 7:29
  was
• 7:29
  always
• 7:30
  thanking
• 7:30
  Hashem.
• 7:31
  He
• 7:31
  was.
• 7:31
  He
• 7:31
  was
• 7:32
  writing.
• 7:32
  He's
• 7:32
  having
• 7:33
  his
• 7:33
  tough,
• 7:33
  difficult
• 7:33
  times
• 7:33
  with
• 7:34
  everything.
• 7:34
  His
• 7:34
  son
• 7:34
  is
• 7:34
  chasing
• 7:35
  after
• 7:35
  him
• 7:35
  to
• 7:35
  kill
• 7:36
  him.
• 7:36
  All
• 7:36
  these
• 7:37
  things
• 7:37
  are
• 7:37
  happening.
• 7:37
  And
• 7:37
  the
• 7:37
  whole
• 7:38
  time
• 7:38
  he's
• 7:38
  writing
• 7:38
  down,
• 7:38
  oh,
• 7:39
  to
• 7:39
  hill
• 7:39
  him.
• 7:40
  To
• 7:40
  hill
• 7:40
  him.
• 7:40
  Thank
• 7:40
  you,
• 7:40
  Hashem.
• 7:41
  Right?
• 7:42
  This
• 7:42
  is
• 7:42
  what
• 7:42
  he's
• 7:42
  all
• 7:42
  mism.
• 7:43
  Thank
• 7:44
  you,
• 7:44
  Hashem.
• 7:44
  This
• 7:44
  is
• 7:44
  what
• 7:45
  he
• 7:45
  did.
• 7:46
  So
• 7:46
  the
• 7:47
  Posseq
• 7:47
  says
• 7:47
  that
• 7:48
  the
• 7:48
  Gemara
• 7:49
  said
• 7:49
  that
• 7:49
  the
• 7:49
  halacha
• 7:50
  Kamoisay,
• 7:50
  the
• 7:50
  halacha
• 7:51
  is
• 7:51
  like
• 7:51
  David.
• 7:52
  Not
• 7:52
  only
• 7:53
  when
• 7:53
  he
• 7:53
  said
• 7:53
  what
• 7:53
  the
• 7:53
  law
• 7:54
  is,
• 7:54
  was
• 7:54
  he
• 7:54
  right,
• 7:55
  but
• 7:55
  the
• 7:55
  halacha
• 7:56
  is
• 7:56
  like
• 7:56
  him
• 7:56
  because
• 7:56
  his
• 7:57
  whole
• 7:57
  life
• 7:57
  is
• 7:57
  like
• 7:58
  this.
• 7:59
  He
• 7:59
  was
• 7:59
  the
• 7:59
  king
• 8:00
  of
• 8:01
  ups
• 8:01
  and
• 8:01
  downs.
• 8:02
  And
• 8:02
  coming
• 8:02
  out
• 8:02
  the
• 8:02
  other
• 8:02
  Side
• 8:03
  and
• 8:03
  the
• 8:03
  whole
• 8:03
  time
• 8:04
  thanking
• 8:04
  Hashem,
• 8:05
  beginning
• 8:05
  to
• 8:05
  end.
• 8:06
  He
• 8:07
  lived
• 8:07
  this.
• 8:07
  This
• 8:08
  is
• 8:08
  his
• 8:08
  life.
• 8:09
  And
• 8:09
  then
• 8:09
  we
• 8:10
  said,
• 8:10
  but
• 8:10
  there's
• 8:10
  another
• 8:11
  place
• 8:11
  where
• 8:11
  this
• 8:11
  happened.
• 8:12
  Something
• 8:12
  happens.
• 8:12
  There's
• 8:13
  another
• 8:13
  thing
• 8:13
  we
• 8:13
  have
• 8:13
  to
• 8:13
  learn
• 8:14
  of
• 8:14
  all
• 8:14
  those
• 8:14
  four
• 8:15
  Arbitz
• 8:15
  Richem
• 8:15
  Lahodays
• 8:16
  that
• 8:16
  go
• 8:16
  through
• 8:16
  difficult
• 8:17
  times.
• 8:17
  And
• 8:17
  then
• 8:18
  they
• 8:18
  come
• 8:18
  out
• 8:18
  at
• 8:18
  the
• 8:18
  end
• 8:18
  and
• 8:18
  then
• 8:18
  they
• 8:19
  thank
• 8:19
  Hashem.
• 8:21
  Where
• 8:21
  does
• 8:22
  the
• 8:22
  woman
• 8:22
  giving
• 8:22
  birth
• 8:23
  fit
• 8:23
  into
• 8:23
  there?
• 8:25
  Why
• 8:25
  does
• 8:25
  Rabbi
• 8:25
  Nachman
• 8:26
  use
• 8:27
  a
• 8:27
  woman
• 8:27
  giving
• 8:27
  birth
• 8:28
  as
• 8:28
  the
• 8:28
  main
• 8:29
  example
• 8:30
  of
• 8:30
  this?
• 8:31
  Why?
• 8:32
  We
• 8:32
  understood.
• 8:32
  We
• 8:33
  explained
• 8:33
  that.
• 8:33
  Because
• 8:35
  this
• 8:35
  is
• 8:35
  the
• 8:36
  case
• 8:36
  where
• 8:36
  you
• 8:36
  see
• 8:37
  a
• 8:37
  difference.
• 8:38
  The
• 8:38
  woman
• 8:39
  is
• 8:39
  the
• 8:39
  perfect
• 8:39
  example.
• 8:40
  Why?
• 8:40
  Because
• 8:41
  she's
• 8:41
  going
• 8:41
  through
• 8:42
  a
• 8:42
  very
• 8:43
  serious
• 8:44
  tribulation
• 8:45
  when
• 8:45
  she's
• 8:45
  giving
• 8:46
  birth.
• 8:46
  Or
• 8:46
  so
• 8:46
  I'm
• 8:46
  told.
• 8:48
  Right?
• 8:49
  And.
• 8:50
  And.
• 8:50
  And
• 8:51
  it's
• 8:51
  so
• 8:51
  powerful.
• 8:53
  How
• 8:53
  does
• 8:53
  she.
• 8:54
  But
• 8:54
  like
• 8:54
  we
• 8:54
  said,
• 8:55
  surprisingly,
• 8:56
  in
• 8:56
  a
• 8:56
  couple
• 8:57
  years
• 8:57
  later,
• 8:57
  she's
• 8:57
  gonna
• 8:57
  go
• 8:57
  through
• 8:57
  it
• 8:58
  again.
• 8:58
  And
• 8:59
  she's
• 8:59
  excited
• 8:59
  about
• 8:59
  it.
• 9:00
  Right?
• 9:01
  She
• 9:02
  went
• 9:02
  through
• 9:02
  such
• 9:02
  a.
• 9:03
  Such
• 9:03
  a
• 9:03
  Torah.
• 9:04
  Where
• 9:04
  does
• 9:04
  she
• 9:04
  get.
• 9:05
  Why
• 9:05
  does
• 9:05
  she
• 9:06
  go
• 9:06
  through
• 9:06
  this
• 9:06
  Torah?
• 9:06
  And
• 9:06
  why
• 9:07
  is
• 9:07
  she
• 9:07
  different
• 9:07
  from
• 9:07
  the
• 9:07
  other
• 9:08
  guys,
• 9:08
  the
• 9:08
  guys
• 9:08
  in
• 9:08
  the
• 9:09
  ocean,
• 9:09
  the
• 9:09
  guys
• 9:09
  in
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  desert,
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  guy
• 9:10
  in
• 9:11
  jail,
• 9:11
  the
• 9:11
  guy
• 9:12
  who
• 9:12
  got
• 9:12
  sick
• 9:12
  in
• 9:12
  government?
• 9:12
  Why?
• 9:13
  Why
• 9:13
  is
• 9:13
  she
• 9:13
  different?
• 9:14
  Because
• 9:14
  she
• 9:15
  has
• 9:15
  a
• 9:15
  certain
• 9:16
  aspect
• 9:16
  of
• 9:16
  DAs
• 9:17
  through
• 9:17
  the
• 9:18
  whole
• 9:18
  thing.
• 9:18
  She
• 9:19
  knows
• 9:19
  from
• 9:20
  the
• 9:20
  beginning
• 9:20
  that
• 9:21
  this
• 9:21
  whole
• 9:21
  thing
• 9:21
  is
• 9:21
  good.
• 9:23
  Right?
• 9:24
  Even
• 9:24
  though
• 9:24
  in
• 9:24
  the
• 9:24
  middle
• 9:25
  of
• 9:25
  it,
• 9:25
  she's
• 9:25
  struggling,
• 9:26
  and
• 9:27
  it's
• 9:27
  painful
• 9:27
  and
• 9:27
  it's
• 9:28
  hard
• 9:28
  and
• 9:28
  the
• 9:28
  blood
• 9:29
  is
• 9:29
  leaving
• 9:29
  the
• 9:29
  legs
• 9:30
  and
• 9:30
  it's
• 9:30
  going
• 9:30
  right?
• 9:31
  And
• 9:31
  it's
• 9:31
  pressure
• 9:32
  and
• 9:32
  it's
• 9:32
  pain
• 9:33
  and
• 9:33
  all
• 9:33
  this
• 9:33
  stuff.
• 9:34
  So
• 9:34
  I'm
• 9:34
  told.
• 9:37
  Right?
• 9:37
  But
• 9:38
  she
• 9:38
  does
• 9:38
  it
• 9:39
  and
• 9:39
  she
• 9:39
  goes
• 9:39
  through
• 9:40
  it
• 9:40
  willfully.
• 9:41
  Why?
• 9:42
  Because
• 9:43
  she
• 9:43
  has
• 9:44
  DAs.
• 9:44
  She
• 9:44
  knows
• 9:45
  that
• 9:45
  this
• 9:45
  is
• 9:45
  something
• 9:46
  that's
• 9:46
  going
• 9:46
  to
• 9:46
  lead
• 9:47
  to
• 9:47
  a
• 9:47
  new
• 9:47
  birth.
• 9:48
  This
• 9:48
  is
• 9:48
  something
• 9:49
  that's
• 9:49
  going
• 9:49
  to
• 9:49
  lead
• 9:49
  to
• 9:49
  a
• 9:49
  new
• 9:49
  existence,
• 9:50
  a
• 9:50
  new
• 9:50
  neshama,
• 9:51
  a
• 9:51
  new
• 9:51
  growth.
• 9:51
  Something's
• 9:52
  coming
• 9:52
  out
• 9:52
  of
• 9:52
  this,
• 9:53
  and
• 9:53
  she
• 9:53
  knows
• 9:53
  this
• 9:54
  from
• 9:54
  the
• 9:54
  beginning.
• 9:54
  Rabbi
• 9:55
  Nachman
• 9:55
  is
• 9:55
  telling
• 9:55
  us
• 9:57
  that
• 9:57
  this
• 9:57
  is
• 9:58
  where
• 9:58
  we
• 9:58
  want
• 9:58
  to
• 9:58
  be.
• 9:59
  She
• 9:59
  is
• 10:00
  the
• 10:00
  example
• 10:01
  for
• 10:01
  us
• 10:02
  lowly
• 10:02
  men,
• 10:03
  Right?
• 10:04
  That
• 10:05
  she.
• 10:05
  She
• 10:05
  is
• 10:05
  the
• 10:05
  example
• 10:06
  to
• 10:06
  tell
• 10:06
  us.
• 10:07
  Guys,
• 10:08
  you
• 10:08
  got
• 10:08
  to
• 10:09
  know
• 10:09
  from
• 10:09
  the
• 10:09
  beginning
• 10:10
  that
• 10:10
  the
• 10:11
  challenges
• 10:11
  you're
• 10:11
  going
• 10:12
  through
• 10:12
  are.
• 10:13
  Something
• 10:13
  amazing
• 10:13
  is
• 10:14
  going
• 10:14
  to
• 10:14
  come
• 10:14
  from
• 10:14
  them.
• 10:15
  This
• 10:16
  is
• 10:16
  what
• 10:16
  she's
• 10:16
  telling
• 10:16
  us.
• 10:17
  This
• 10:17
  is
• 10:17
  what
• 10:17
  Renachman
• 10:18
  is
• 10:18
  telling
• 10:18
  us
• 10:19
  through
• 10:19
  the
• 10:20
  ladies
• 10:20
  over
• 10:20
  here.
• 10:22
  And
• 10:22
  so
• 10:22
  this
• 10:22
  is
• 10:22
  what
• 10:23
  happens.
• 10:23
  The
• 10:23
  blood,
• 10:24
  she
• 10:25
  experiences
• 10:25
  difficulty.
• 10:26
  Her.
• 10:27
  Yaakov
• 10:27
  Seyeh
• 10:27
  Mitztana.
• 10:28
  The
• 10:28
  legs
• 10:28
  get
• 10:29
  cold
• 10:29
  because
• 10:30
  the
• 10:30
  blood
• 10:30
  is
• 10:30
  all
• 10:30
  being
• 10:30
  used
• 10:31
  to
• 10:31
  push
• 10:31
  out
• 10:31
  the
• 10:31
  baby.
• 10:32
  And
• 10:33
  then
• 10:33
  in
• 10:33
  the
• 10:33
  end,
• 10:33
  it
• 10:34
  goes
• 10:34
  back
• 10:35
  to
• 10:35
  once
• 10:35
  again.
• 10:37
  The
• 10:38
  blood
• 10:38
  goes
• 10:38
  back
• 10:38
  to
• 10:38
  its
• 10:39
  regular
• 10:39
  flow.
• 10:39
  And
• 10:40
  she's
• 10:40
  very
• 10:40
  thankful,
• 10:41
  Baruch
• 10:41
  Hashem.
• 10:42
  But
• 10:42
  she
• 10:42
  knew
• 10:42
  all
• 10:42
  along
• 10:43
  that
• 10:44
  it
• 10:44
  was
• 10:44
  important
• 10:44
  and
• 10:44
  that
• 10:45
  it
• 10:45
  was
• 10:45
  good
• 10:45
  and
• 10:46
  something
• 10:46
  is
• 10:46
  going
• 10:46
  to
• 10:46
  come
• 10:46
  from
• 10:46
  this,
• 10:47
  right?
• 10:48
  She
• 10:48
  knew
• 10:48
  very
• 10:48
  clearly.
• 10:49
  So
• 10:49
  Mizmor
• 10:50
  la
• 10:50
  Soydah,
• 10:50
  we
• 10:50
  said
• 10:51
  that
• 10:52
  the
• 10:52
  psalm
• 10:53
  that
• 10:53
  David
• 10:53
  Amalek
• 10:54
  wrote
• 10:54
  of
• 10:54
  thankfulness,
• 10:55
  Mizmor
• 10:55
  l
• 10:56
  toda
• 10:58
  is
• 10:58
  the
• 10:58
  same
• 10:58
  letters
• 10:59
  as.
• 11:00
  Literally,
• 11:01
  is
• 11:01
  the
• 11:01
  same
• 11:01
  letters
• 11:01
  as
• 11:02
  to
• 11:02
  Lada,
• 11:02
  the
• 11:03
  same
• 11:03
  letters
• 11:03
  as
• 11:03
  birth.
• 11:05
  It's
• 11:05
  the
• 11:05
  same
• 11:05
  thing.
• 11:06
  When,
• 11:06
  when
• 11:06
  we're
• 11:06
  thankful,
• 11:07
  then.
• 11:08
  Then
• 11:08
  we're.
• 11:09
  We.
• 11:09
  Why
• 11:10
  are
• 11:10
  we
• 11:10
  thankful?
• 11:10
  Even
• 11:11
  during
• 11:11
  the
• 11:11
  Tsar,
• 11:11
  even
• 11:12
  during
• 11:12
  the
• 11:12
  difficulty?
• 11:13
  Because
• 11:13
  we
• 11:13
  know
• 11:13
  there's
• 11:14
  going
• 11:14
  to
• 11:14
  be
• 11:14
  a
• 11:14
  birth.
• 11:15
  We
• 11:15
  know
• 11:15
  that
• 11:15
  something's
• 11:16
  going
• 11:16
  to
• 11:16
  come
• 11:16
  from
• 11:16
  this.
• 11:16
  That's.
• 11:18
  And
• 11:18
  of
• 11:18
  course.
• 11:19
  Okay,
• 11:20
  good.
• 11:21
  And
• 11:21
  that's
• 11:22
  where
• 11:22
  we
• 11:22
  find
• 11:22
  ourselves
• 11:22
  now.
• 11:23
  I'm
• 11:23
  sure
• 11:23
  we
• 11:23
  missed
• 11:23
  a
• 11:24
  few
• 11:24
  things,
• 11:25
  but
• 11:26
  that's
• 11:26
  where
• 11:26
  we're
• 11:26
  at
• 11:26
  now.
• 11:27
  So
• 11:27
  we're
• 11:27
  now
• 11:27
  on
• 11:28
  letter
• 11:28
  Dalit,
• 11:30
  which
• 11:31
  is
• 11:31
  in
• 11:31
  the
• 11:32
  BRI
• 11:33
  book
• 11:33
  on
• 11:33
  page
• 11:33
  116.
• 11:36
  And
• 11:36
  let's
• 11:36
  go,
• 11:37
  let's.
• 11:37
  Let's
• 11:37
  get.
• 11:38
  Let's
• 11:38
  get
• 11:38
  to
• 11:38
  where
• 11:38
  we
• 11:38
  need
• 11:38
  to
• 11:39
  go.
• 11:43
  When
• 11:44
  we
• 11:44
  merit
• 11:45
  to
• 11:45
  get
• 11:45
  into
• 11:45
  this
• 11:46
  headspace,
• 11:47
  I
• 11:47
  want
• 11:47
  to
• 11:47
  say
• 11:48
  this
• 11:48
  existence
• 11:49
  of
• 11:49
  Toydah,
• 11:50
  Halacha
• 11:51
  of
• 11:51
  gratitude
• 11:52
  and
• 11:53
  halacha,
• 11:53
  when
• 11:54
  we
• 11:54
  merit
• 11:54
  to
• 11:54
  get
• 11:54
  into
• 11:55
  this
• 11:55
  space,
• 11:56
  then.
• 11:59
  Or
• 12:02
  then
• 12:03
  the
• 12:04
  light
• 12:05
  of
• 12:05
  truth
• 12:06
  is
• 12:06
  revealed
• 12:08
  and
• 12:09
  it
• 12:09
  illuminates
• 12:10
  our
• 12:10
  speech.
• 12:13
  So
• 12:14
  in
• 12:14
  other
• 12:14
  words,
• 12:15
  when
• 12:15
  we
• 12:15
  do
• 12:15
  this,
• 12:15
  when
• 12:16
  we
• 12:16
  behave
• 12:16
  like
• 12:16
  this,
• 12:17
  when
• 12:17
  we
• 12:17
  get
• 12:17
  into
• 12:17
  this
• 12:18
  pattern,
• 12:18
  something
• 12:19
  changes
• 12:19
  in
• 12:19
  us
• 12:20
  and
• 12:20
  something.
• 12:22
  Notice
• 12:23
  the
• 12:23
  words
• 12:23
  he
• 12:23
  uses
• 12:24
  that
• 12:24
  the
• 12:24
  or
• 12:25
  Hamas
• 12:26
  is
• 12:26
  Nisgala
• 12:27
  is
• 12:27
  revealed
• 12:28
  to
• 12:28
  us
• 12:29
  once
• 12:29
  again.
• 12:29
  This
• 12:29
  is
• 12:29
  Chacham
• 12:30
  and
• 12:30
  Tom
• 12:30
  talk
• 12:30
  right
• 12:31
  over
• 12:31
  here,
• 12:31
  right?
• 12:31
  The
• 12:32
  Tom
• 12:32
  knows
• 12:32
  that
• 12:33
  it's
• 12:33
  not.
• 12:33
  He
• 12:34
  didn't
• 12:34
  figure
• 12:34
  it
• 12:34
  out.
• 12:35
  He
• 12:35
  didn't
• 12:35
  use
• 12:36
  his
• 12:36
  brains
• 12:36
  and
• 12:37
  his
• 12:38
  fancy
• 12:38
  shoes
• 12:39
  to
• 12:40
  figure
• 12:40
  this
• 12:40
  out.
• 12:41
  Rather,
• 12:42
  he
• 12:43
  became
• 12:43
  a
• 12:43
  vessel.
• 12:44
  He
• 12:44
  became
• 12:44
  a
• 12:44
  person
• 12:45
  of
• 12:45
  gratitude,
• 12:45
  a
• 12:46
  person
• 12:46
  who's
• 12:46
  thankful,
• 12:47
  connected
• 12:47
  to
• 12:47
  Hashem
• 12:48
  all
• 12:48
  the
• 12:48
  time,
• 12:48
  thanking
• 12:48
  Hashem,
• 12:49
  thinking
• 12:49
  about
• 12:49
  Hashem
• 12:49
  Das
• 12:50
  Toyda
• 12:51
  Halach.
• 12:51
  He
• 12:51
  became
• 12:52
  this
• 12:52
  person.
• 12:53
  Now
• 12:54
  he's
• 12:55
  become
• 12:55
  something
• 12:55
  different.
• 12:55
  Something's
• 12:56
  changed
• 12:56
  with
• 12:56
  this
• 12:56
  person,
• 12:57
  and
• 12:57
  now
• 12:57
  there's
• 12:57
  a
• 12:58
  new
• 12:58
  revelation.
• 12:58
  Something's
• 12:59
  revealed
• 12:59
  to
• 12:59
  that
• 12:59
  person.
• 13:00
  What's
• 13:00
  revealed
• 13:01
  is
• 13:01
  the
• 13:01
  Or
• 13:02
  Ha
• 13:02
  Emes
• 13:03
  happens
• 13:04
  to
• 13:04
  be
• 13:04
  the
• 13:04
  name
• 13:04
  of
• 13:04
  a
• 13:04
  Jewish
• 13:05
  school
• 13:05
  here
• 13:05
  in
• 13:05
  Toronto.
• 13:06
  Or
• 13:06
  Ha
• 13:06
  Emet
• 13:07
  Sardi
• 13:08
  School.
• 13:09
  But
• 13:09
  the
• 13:09
  light
• 13:09
  of
• 13:09
  truth
• 13:10
  is
• 13:10
  revealed,
• 13:10
  and
• 13:10
  then
• 13:10
  that
• 13:10
  truth,
• 13:11
  that
• 13:11
  or
• 13:11
  Hamas
• 13:12
  is
• 13:12
  going
• 13:12
  to
• 13:12
  be
• 13:13
  revealed
• 13:13
  in
• 13:13
  the
• 13:14
  speech
• 13:14
  of
• 13:14
  the
• 13:14
  person.
• 13:15
  Revealed
• 13:16
  in
• 13:16
  the
• 13:16
  speech
• 13:17
  of
• 13:17
  the
• 13:17
  person.
• 13:19
  Okay,
• 13:19
  let's
• 13:20
  keep
• 13:20
  going
• 13:20
  a
• 13:20
  little
• 13:20
  bit
• 13:20
  further,
• 13:25
  because
• 13:25
  in
• 13:25
  the
• 13:25
  beginning,
• 13:26
  when
• 13:27
  the
• 13:27
  blood
• 13:27
  is
• 13:28
  flooding
• 13:28
  the
• 13:28
  person's
• 13:29
  heart.
• 13:30
  That
• 13:30
  is
• 13:30
  called
• 13:31
  a
• 13:31
  blemish
• 13:32
  in
• 13:33
  truth.
• 13:34
  It's
• 13:35
  called
• 13:35
  a
• 13:35
  blemish
• 13:35
  in
• 13:36
  truth.
• 13:37
  Why?
• 13:37
  What's
• 13:37
  going
• 13:38
  on
• 13:38
  over
• 13:38
  there?
• 13:40
  So
• 13:41
  remember
• 13:41
  that
• 13:41
  paragraph
• 13:41
  was
• 13:42
  the
• 13:42
  Chas
• 13:42
  Hasholem
• 13:42
  paragraph.
• 13:43
  So
• 13:44
  when.
• 13:45
  When.
• 13:45
  When
• 13:45
  we
• 13:45
  get
• 13:46
  into
• 13:46
  a
• 13:46
  tribulation
• 13:48
  and
• 13:49
  the
• 13:49
  blood
• 13:49
  is
• 13:49
  flooding
• 13:50
  the
• 13:50
  heart
• 13:50
  and
• 13:51
  it's
• 13:51
  in
• 13:51
  that
• 13:51
  place
• 13:51
  where.
• 13:52
  Where
• 13:52
  we
• 13:52
  don't
• 13:52
  have
• 13:52
  an
• 13:53
  answer,
• 13:54
  and
• 13:55
  we
• 13:55
  are
• 13:55
  stressed
• 13:56
  and
• 13:56
  we're
• 13:56
  worried,
• 13:57
  and
• 13:57
  Rabbi
• 13:58
  Nachman
• 13:58
  kept
• 13:58
  saying
• 13:58
  chas
• 13:59
  v
• 13:59
  shalom,
• 13:59
  right?
• 14:00
  That's.
• 14:01
  That's
• 14:01
  a
• 14:01
  place.
• 14:01
  Why
• 14:02
  is
• 14:02
  it
• 14:02
  a
• 14:02
  pagam
• 14:02
  emes?
• 14:03
  Why
• 14:03
  is
• 14:03
  it
• 14:03
  a
• 14:03
  blemish
• 14:03
  in
• 14:03
  truth?
• 14:06
  Any
• 14:06
  ideas?
• 14:07
  I'm
• 14:07
  really
• 14:07
  asking.
• 14:11
  Doubt
• 14:12
  and
• 14:12
  worry,
• 14:12
  right?
• 14:13
  It
• 14:14
  means.
• 14:14
  It
• 14:14
  means
• 14:14
  that
• 14:15
  I'm
• 14:15
  not
• 14:15
  there.
• 14:16
  I'm
• 14:16
  not.
• 14:17
  I
• 14:17
  don't.
• 14:17
  I
• 14:17
  don't
• 14:17
  really.
• 14:18
  I
• 14:18
  don't
• 14:18
  see
• 14:18
  Hashem.
• 14:19
  I
• 14:19
  don't
• 14:19
  believe
• 14:19
  that
• 14:19
  Hashem's
• 14:20
  here.
• 14:20
  I
• 14:20
  don't
• 14:21
  believe
• 14:21
  God's
• 14:21
  taking
• 14:21
  care
• 14:21
  of
• 14:22
  me.
• 14:22
  I
• 14:22
  don't
• 14:22
  believe
• 14:23
  this
• 14:23
  is
• 14:23
  for
• 14:23
  me.
• 14:24
  It's
• 14:25
  a
• 14:25
  muna,
• 14:25
  for
• 14:25
  sure.
• 14:26
  I
• 14:26
  don't
• 14:26
  have
• 14:26
  a
• 14:27
  muna.
• 14:27
  I
• 14:27
  don't
• 14:28
  have.
• 14:28
  I
• 14:28
  don't
• 14:28
  have
• 14:29
  das.
• 14:29
  I
• 14:29
  don't
• 14:29
  have.
• 14:30
  So
• 14:30
  the
• 14:31
  ultimate
• 14:31
  truth,
• 14:32
  really,
• 14:32
  the
• 14:32
  ultimate
• 14:33
  emis
• 14:34
  is.
• 14:34
  Is
• 14:34
  that
• 14:35
  everything
• 14:35
  is
• 14:35
  Hashem.
• 14:36
  So
• 14:37
  when
• 14:37
  I
• 14:37
  don't
• 14:37
  have
• 14:37
  that
• 14:37
  truth,
• 14:38
  when.
• 14:39
  When.
• 14:39
  When
• 14:39
  I'm.
• 14:39
  When
• 14:39
  I'm
• 14:39
  scared
• 14:40
  and
• 14:40
  I'm
• 14:40
  worried
• 14:40
  and
• 14:40
  I
• 14:41
  think
• 14:41
  that
• 14:41
  stuff's
• 14:42
  going
• 14:42
  on,
• 14:42
  that
• 14:42
  I.
• 14:43
  That.
• 14:43
  That
• 14:43
  is
• 14:43
  beyond
• 14:44
  Hashem's
• 14:44
  control,
• 14:45
  God
• 14:45
  forbid,
• 14:46
  right?
• 14:46
  So
• 14:46
  that's
• 14:47
  a
• 14:47
  blemish
• 14:47
  in
• 14:47
  nemes.
• 14:48
  It's
• 14:48
  a
• 14:48
  begam
• 14:48
  and
• 14:48
  emes,
• 14:49
  right?
• 14:50
  As
• 14:50
  soon
• 14:50
  as
• 14:50
  I.
• 14:51
  As
• 14:51
  soon
• 14:51
  as
• 14:51
  I
• 14:51
  feel
• 14:52
  like
• 14:52
  Hashem's
• 14:53
  not
• 14:53
  with
• 14:53
  me,
• 14:54
  I've
• 14:54
  lost
• 14:54
  my
• 14:54
  connection
• 14:55
  to
• 14:55
  truth,
• 14:55
  to
• 14:56
  ems,
• 14:57
  right?
• 15:00
  That's
• 15:00
  how
• 15:00
  I
• 15:00
  understand
• 15:00
  it.
• 15:01
  Anyway.
• 15:01
  That's
• 15:01
  the
• 15:01
  pagamim
• 15:05
  yusna.
• 15:08
  So
• 15:08
  anshei
• 15:09
  damim.
• 15:10
  Usually
• 15:11
  we
• 15:11
  translate
• 15:11
  as
• 15:12
  bloodthirsty
• 15:13
  men,
• 15:14
  right?
• 15:16
  They
• 15:17
  hate
• 15:17
  innocence.
• 15:20
  So
• 15:20
  you
• 15:20
  can
• 15:20
  think
• 15:20
  about
• 15:21
  this
• 15:21
  and
• 15:21
  you
• 15:21
  can
• 15:21
  put
• 15:21
  it
• 15:22
  into
• 15:22
  a.
• 15:23
  A.
• 15:25
  A
• 15:25
  regular
• 15:25
  case,
• 15:26
  you
• 15:26
  know,
• 15:27
  bad,
• 15:27
  murderous
• 15:28
  people,
• 15:29
  right?
• 15:31
  The
• 15:31
  people
• 15:31
  of
• 15:32
  innocence
• 15:33
  are
• 15:34
  like,
• 15:35
  driving
• 15:35
  them
• 15:35
  crazy,
• 15:36
  right?
• 15:37
  Good,
• 15:37
  innocent
• 15:38
  people.
• 15:39
  It's
• 15:39
  not.
• 15:40
  It's
• 15:40
  something
• 15:40
  that
• 15:40
  they
• 15:40
  can't
• 15:41
  take.
• 15:42
  However,
• 15:43
  who
• 15:44
  is
• 15:44
  called
• 15:45
  Tom
• 15:46
  in
• 15:46
  the
• 15:46
  Torah
• 15:48
  is
• 15:49
  Yaakov
• 15:49
  Avino.
• 15:50
  Yaakov
• 15:50
  Avinu
• 15:51
  is
• 15:51
  called
• 15:52
  Ishtam
• 15:53
  Yolim.
• 15:55
  It's
• 15:55
  called
• 15:55
  a.
• 15:56
  A
• 15:56
  simple
• 15:56
  person,
• 15:57
  but
• 15:57
  a
• 15:57
  pure,
• 15:58
  pure,
• 15:58
  simple
• 15:59
  person
• 16:00
  who
• 16:00
  dwelled
• 16:00
  intense
• 16:01
  and
• 16:01
  learned
• 16:01
  Torah
• 16:01
  all
• 16:02
  the
• 16:02
  time.
• 16:02
  He's
• 16:02
  called
• 16:03
  a
• 16:03
  person
• 16:04
  of.
• 16:04
  Of
• 16:06
  Tom.
• 16:08
  And
• 16:09
  we'll
• 16:10
  explain
• 16:10
  something
• 16:10
  else
• 16:10
  in
• 16:10
  a
• 16:10
  minute.
• 16:11
  Let's
• 16:11
  go
• 16:11
  a
• 16:11
  little
• 16:11
  further.
• 16:15
  But
• 16:15
  afterwards
• 16:16
  when
• 16:16
  we
• 16:16
  get
• 16:16
  out
• 16:16
  of
• 16:16
  the
• 16:17
  tribulation
• 16:18
  and
• 16:18
  we.
• 16:18
  We're
• 16:19
  in
• 16:19
  this
• 16:19
  aspect
• 16:20
  of
• 16:20
  Toyda
• 16:20
  Halaka,
• 16:21
  of
• 16:21
  being
• 16:21
  thankful
• 16:22
  and
• 16:22
  being
• 16:22
  in
• 16:22
  this
• 16:23
  place
• 16:23
  of
• 16:23
  gratitude
• 16:24
  and
• 16:24
  Das
• 16:24
  and
• 16:24
  knowing
• 16:24
  Hashem,
• 16:27
  then
• 16:27
  the
• 16:27
  truth
• 16:28
  illuminates
• 16:29
  and
• 16:29
  lights
• 16:29
  me
• 16:30
  up,
• 16:34
  right?
• 16:35
  So
• 16:35
  the
• 16:35
  posse
• 16:35
  says
• 16:36
  in
• 16:36
  Mikha,
• 16:37
  and
• 16:37
  we
• 16:37
  say
• 16:37
  this
• 16:38
  in
• 16:38
  our
• 16:38
  teas
• 16:38
  also
• 16:43
  Hashem
• 16:44
  gives
• 16:44
  truth
• 16:45
  to
• 16:45
  Yaakov
• 16:46
  and
• 16:46
  Chesed
• 16:47
  to
• 16:47
  Avraham
• 16:47
  Avinu.
• 16:49
  So
• 16:49
  Yaakov
• 16:49
  Avinu
• 16:50
  is
• 16:51
  the
• 16:51
  person
• 16:52
  of
• 16:52
  Ms,
• 16:53
  just
• 16:54
  like
• 16:54
  we
• 16:54
  said.
• 16:54
  Yaakov
• 16:54
  Avinu
• 16:55
  is
• 16:55
  the.
• 16:55
  Is
• 16:55
  the
• 16:56
  Ishtam.
• 16:57
  He's
• 16:57
  the
• 16:58
  person
• 16:58
  of
• 16:58
  Tam.
• 16:58
  So
• 16:58
  Tam
• 16:59
  really
• 16:59
  has
• 16:59
  a
• 16:59
  connotation
• 17:00
  of
• 17:00
  truth,
• 17:01
  Ishtam.
• 17:02
  And
• 17:03
  he's
• 17:03
  also
• 17:03
  called
• 17:04
  Titian
• 17:04
  Emes,
• 17:04
  Yaakov.
• 17:05
  He's
• 17:06
  called
• 17:06
  the
• 17:06
  person
• 17:06
  of
• 17:06
  Emes,
• 17:06
  Yaakov,
• 17:07
  the
• 17:07
  Mida
• 17:08
  of
• 17:08
  Emes.
• 17:10
  So
• 17:11
  let's
• 17:11
  talk
• 17:11
  about
• 17:11
  this
• 17:12
  a
• 17:12
  little
• 17:12
  bit.
• 17:13
  Yaakov
• 17:13
  Avinu
• 17:13
  is
• 17:14
  called
• 17:14
  the
• 17:14
  person
• 17:14
  with
• 17:14
  the
• 17:14
  Mida
• 17:15
  of
• 17:15
  Ms,
• 17:16
  and
• 17:17
  the
• 17:17
  Mida
• 17:17
  of
• 17:18
  Yaakov
• 17:18
  Avinu
• 17:18
  is
• 17:19
  also
• 17:19
  the
• 17:19
  Mida
• 17:19
  of
• 17:19
  Tiferas,
• 17:21
  right?
• 17:21
  And
• 17:22
  if
• 17:22
  we
• 17:22
  know
• 17:22
  a
• 17:22
  little
• 17:22
  bit
• 17:22
  of
• 17:23
  Kabbalah,
• 17:23
  then
• 17:23
  we
• 17:24
  know
• 17:24
  that
• 17:25
  we
• 17:25
  have
• 17:26
  chesed
• 17:27
  and
• 17:27
  gevurah
• 17:28
  are
• 17:28
  the.
• 17:29
  Are
• 17:29
  the
• 17:29
  two
• 17:29
  siras
• 17:30
  of
• 17:31
  the
• 17:31
  top
• 17:31
  two
• 17:32
  siras
• 17:32
  of
• 17:32
  the
• 17:32
  lower
• 17:33
  seven
• 17:33
  sirs.
• 17:34
  And
• 17:35
  in
• 17:36
  the
• 17:36
  middle
• 17:37
  is
• 17:38
  kindness.
• 17:38
  Chesed
• 17:39
  is
• 17:39
  a
• 17:39
  flow,
• 17:39
  Gevurah
• 17:40
  is
• 17:40
  restraint
• 17:41
  is
• 17:42
  the
• 17:42
  opposite.
• 17:43
  And
• 17:43
  Tiferis
• 17:45
  smack
• 17:45
  in
• 17:45
  the
• 17:45
  middle
• 17:46
  is
• 17:46
  a
• 17:46
  balance
• 17:46
  of
• 17:47
  those
• 17:47
  two
• 17:48
  in
• 17:48
  the
• 17:48
  most
• 17:48
  simple
• 17:49
  way.
• 17:49
  So
• 17:50
  it's
• 17:50
  a
• 17:50
  balance.
• 17:51
  It's
• 17:51
  not
• 17:52
  full
• 17:52
  on
• 17:52
  Chesed,
• 17:53
  which
• 17:53
  is
• 17:54
  not
• 17:54
  always
• 17:54
  right.
• 17:55
  It's
• 17:55
  not
• 17:55
  full
• 17:56
  on
• 17:56
  Gevurah,
• 17:56
  which
• 17:56
  is
• 17:57
  not
• 17:57
  always
• 17:57
  right.
• 17:58
  Rather,
• 17:59
  it's
• 17:59
  the
• 17:59
  two
• 17:59
  of
• 17:59
  them
• 18:00
  together
• 18:00
  in
• 18:00
  the
• 18:00
  right
• 18:00
  balance.
• 18:01
  There's
• 18:01
  an
• 18:02
  aspect
• 18:02
  of
• 18:02
  that
• 18:03
  which
• 18:03
  speaks
• 18:04
  to
• 18:04
  the
• 18:04
  concept
• 18:04
  of
• 18:05
  truth
• 18:05
  as
• 18:05
  well.
• 18:06
  It's
• 18:06
  not
• 18:07
  too
• 18:07
  much
• 18:07
  of
• 18:07
  this,
• 18:07
  too
• 18:07
  much
• 18:08
  of
• 18:08
  that.
• 18:08
  It's
• 18:08
  exactly
• 18:08
  what
• 18:09
  it
• 18:09
  should
• 18:09
  be,
• 18:10
  right?
• 18:10
  It's
• 18:10
  exactly
• 18:11
  where
• 18:11
  it's
• 18:11
  supposed
• 18:11
  to
• 18:11
  be.
• 18:12
  So
• 18:13
  this
• 18:13
  is
• 18:13
  Yaakov
• 18:13
  Avinu,
• 18:14
  the
• 18:14
  middle
• 18:14
  of
• 18:14
  Tiferas
• 18:15
  and
• 18:16
  the
• 18:16
  middle
• 18:16
  of
• 18:16
  truth.
• 18:18
  So
• 18:18
  let's
• 18:19
  step
• 18:19
  back
• 18:19
  for
• 18:19
  a
• 18:20
  bit.
• 18:21
  So
• 18:22
  this,
• 18:25
  I
• 18:26
  think
• 18:26
  it's
• 18:26
  a
• 18:26
  medrash
• 18:26
  over
• 18:26
  there,
• 18:27
  I
• 18:27
  can't
• 18:27
  remember
• 18:27
  exactly,
• 18:28
  says
• 18:29
  that
• 18:29
  this
• 18:29
  Pasak,
• 18:30
  this
• 18:30
  verse,
• 18:30
  is
• 18:31
  referring
• 18:31
  to
• 18:31
  the
• 18:31
  Anim,
• 18:32
  the
• 18:33
  people,
• 18:34
  bloodthirsty
• 18:34
  people,
• 18:35
  or
• 18:35
  people
• 18:36
  of
• 18:36
  blood,
• 18:38
  is
• 18:38
  referring
• 18:38
  to
• 18:39
  two
• 18:39
  people
• 18:40
  in
• 18:41
  the
• 18:41
  Torah
• 18:42
  who
• 18:42
  are
• 18:42
  connected
• 18:42
  to
• 18:42
  this
• 18:43
  concept
• 18:43
  of
• 18:43
  blood.
• 18:44
  The
• 18:45
  two
• 18:45
  people
• 18:45
  are
• 18:46
  Esav
• 18:47
  and
• 18:47
  Ishmael.
• 18:49
  Son
• 18:50
  Rabnasen
• 18:51
  brings
• 18:51
  this
• 18:51
  over
• 18:52
  and,
• 18:52
  and
• 18:53
  so
• 18:53
  so
• 18:54
  Esav,
• 18:55
  first
• 18:55
  of
• 18:55
  all,
• 18:56
  he
• 18:56
  was
• 18:56
  born,
• 18:57
  he
• 18:58
  came
• 18:58
  out
• 18:58
  red,
• 18:59
  right?
• 19:00
  And
• 19:00
  that
• 19:00
  Signifies
• 19:01
  a.
• 19:01
  His
• 19:02
  gabrisa
• 19:02
  dinim,
• 19:03
  an
• 19:03
  overpowering
• 19:04
  sense
• 19:04
  of
• 19:05
  din,
• 19:06
  of
• 19:06
  strict
• 19:07
  judgment,
• 19:08
  right?
• 19:09
  And
• 19:09
  he
• 19:09
  was,
• 19:10
  you
• 19:10
  know,
• 19:10
  one
• 19:10
  of
• 19:10
  the
• 19:11
  most.
• 19:12
  The.
• 19:12
  The
• 19:13
  strongest
• 19:13
  aspect
• 19:14
  of.
• 19:14
  Of
• 19:15
  gavura
• 19:15
  in
• 19:16
  the
• 19:16
  sense
• 19:16
  of
• 19:17
  judgment
• 19:17
  and,
• 19:18
  and
• 19:18
  strength
• 19:20
  is
• 19:20
  in
• 19:21
  a
• 19:21
  negative
• 19:21
  way
• 19:21
  is
• 19:22
  when
• 19:22
  you,
• 19:22
  You,
• 19:23
  You.
• 19:23
  You
• 19:23
  control
• 19:24
  a
• 19:24
  person.
• 19:25
  Use.
• 19:25
  Use
• 19:25
  absolute
• 19:26
  control
• 19:26
  over
• 19:26
  somebody,
• 19:27
  right?
• 19:28
  And
• 19:29
  what's
• 19:29
  the
• 19:29
  way.
• 19:30
  What's
• 19:30
  the,
• 19:30
  the
• 19:30
  biggest
• 19:31
  way
• 19:31
  that
• 19:31
  you
• 19:31
  can
• 19:32
  have
• 19:32
  control
• 19:32
  over
• 19:32
  a
• 19:33
  person
• 19:33
  in
• 19:33
  the
• 19:33
  big.
• 19:33
  In
• 19:33
  the
• 19:33
  most
• 19:34
  possible,
• 19:34
  strongest
• 19:35
  way
• 19:35
  is
• 19:36
  by
• 19:36
  killing
• 19:36
  them,
• 19:37
  right?
• 19:37
  You've.
• 19:38
  You've
• 19:38
  murdered
• 19:38
  them.
• 19:38
  You've.
• 19:39
  You've.
• 19:39
  You've
• 19:39
  completely.
• 19:40
  You
• 19:40
  don't
• 19:40
  like
• 19:40
  them.
• 19:41
  You
• 19:41
  don't
• 19:41
  like
• 19:41
  what
• 19:41
  they're
• 19:41
  doing.
• 19:42
  They're
• 19:42
  gone.
• 19:43
  Done,
• 19:43
  right?
• 19:44
  So
• 19:45
  it's
• 19:45
  an
• 19:45
  aspect
• 19:46
  of
• 19:46
  this
• 19:46
  mida
• 19:47
  in
• 19:47
  a
• 19:48
  very,
• 19:48
  very
• 19:48
  powerful
• 19:49
  negative
• 19:49
  way.
• 19:50
  That's
• 19:50
  Esav.
• 19:51
  And
• 19:51
  Esav
• 19:51
  was
• 19:51
  a
• 19:52
  murderer,
• 19:52
  right?
• 19:53
  And
• 19:54
  he
• 19:54
  tried
• 19:54
  to.
• 19:55
  He
• 19:55
  wanted
• 19:55
  to
• 19:55
  kill
• 19:56
  Yaakov.
• 19:56
  And
• 19:56
  he
• 19:57
  was
• 19:57
  out
• 19:57
  there,
• 19:58
  you
• 19:58
  know,
• 19:58
  when
• 19:58
  the,
• 19:59
  the
• 19:59
  Torah,
• 19:59
  the
• 19:59
  medra
• 20:00
  says
• 20:00
  that,
• 20:00
  and
• 20:00
  when
• 20:00
  the
• 20:00
  Torah
• 20:01
  says
• 20:01
  that,
• 20:01
  he
• 20:02
  was.
• 20:02
  He
• 20:02
  was
• 20:03
  an
• 20:03
  ish
• 20:03
  sadh,
• 20:04
  he
• 20:04
  would
• 20:04
  go
• 20:04
  out
• 20:04
  into
• 20:04
  the
• 20:04
  field
• 20:05
  and
• 20:05
  he
• 20:05
  was
• 20:05
  a
• 20:05
  hunter,
• 20:06
  right?
• 20:07
  So
• 20:07
  on
• 20:07
  the
• 20:07
  one
• 20:07
  hand
• 20:08
  he
• 20:08
  did
• 20:08
  those
• 20:08
  things,
• 20:08
  but
• 20:09
  on
• 20:09
  the
• 20:09
  other
• 20:09
  hand
• 20:09
  he
• 20:09
  was
• 20:10
  out
• 20:10
  being
• 20:11
  a
• 20:11
  murderer.
• 20:11
  He
• 20:11
  was,
• 20:11
  he
• 20:12
  was
• 20:12
  a
• 20:12
  killer.
• 20:14
  Ishmael
• 20:15
  is
• 20:16
  the
• 20:16
  other
• 20:16
  one.
• 20:17
  So,
• 20:18
  so
• 20:18
  when
• 20:18
  Avraham
• 20:19
  Avinu
• 20:19
  had
• 20:20
  children,
• 20:20
  he
• 20:21
  had
• 20:21
  Yitzchak
• 20:22
  and
• 20:22
  Yishma,
• 20:23
  he
• 20:23
  had
• 20:24
  one
• 20:24
  good
• 20:24
  apple
• 20:25
  and
• 20:25
  one
• 20:25
  not
• 20:26
  so
• 20:26
  good
• 20:26
  apple,
• 20:27
  right?
• 20:27
  And
• 20:28
  when.
• 20:28
  And
• 20:28
  when
• 20:28
  Yitzchak
• 20:29
  had
• 20:29
  children,
• 20:29
  he
• 20:29
  had
• 20:30
  Yaakov
• 20:31
  good
• 20:31
  apple,
• 20:31
  and
• 20:32
  Asov
• 20:32
  not
• 20:33
  so
• 20:33
  good
• 20:33
  apple,
• 20:34
  right?
• 20:35
  And
• 20:35
  both
• 20:35
  of
• 20:35
  them.
• 20:36
  So
• 20:36
  it's.
• 20:36
  It
• 20:37
  says
• 20:37
  that
• 20:37
  the
• 20:37
  Torah
• 20:38
  says
• 20:38
  that
• 20:38
  by.
• 20:38
  By
• 20:38
  Ishmael,
• 20:39
  that
• 20:40
  he
• 20:40
  was
• 20:40
  Masak,
• 20:41
  he
• 20:41
  was
• 20:42
  playing
• 20:42
  with
• 20:45
  Yitzchak
• 20:45
  all
• 20:45
  the
• 20:46
  time.
• 20:46
  And
• 20:46
  Rashi
• 20:47
  tells
• 20:47
  us
• 20:47
  from
• 20:47
  the
• 20:47
  Medrash
• 20:48
  over
• 20:48
  there
• 20:48
  that
• 20:48
  his.
• 20:48
  His
• 20:49
  idea
• 20:49
  of
• 20:49
  playing
• 20:50
  was
• 20:50
  that
• 20:50
  Yaakov
• 20:51
  would
• 20:51
  run
• 20:52
  and
• 20:52
  he
• 20:52
  would
• 20:52
  shoot
• 20:52
  arrows
• 20:53
  at
• 20:53
  him
• 20:53
  and
• 20:53
  try
• 20:53
  to
• 20:53
  kill
• 20:54
  him,
• 20:54
  right?
• 20:55
  He
• 20:55
  also.
• 20:55
  He
• 20:56
  was
• 20:56
  also
• 20:56
  a
• 20:56
  murderer.
• 20:57
  He
• 20:57
  also
• 20:57
  wanted
• 20:57
  to
• 20:57
  kill.
• 20:58
  Wanted
• 20:58
  to
• 20:58
  kill.
• 20:58
  Yitzhak,
• 21:00
  these
• 21:00
  two
• 21:01
  are
• 21:01
  the
• 21:01
  Anshei
• 21:02
  Damim.
• 21:03
  These
• 21:03
  two
• 21:04
  are
• 21:04
  the
• 21:04
  bloodthirsty
• 21:05
  people.
• 21:07
  And
• 21:07
  what.
• 21:08
  What
• 21:08
  do
• 21:08
  they
• 21:08
  hate?
• 21:09
  They
• 21:09
  hate
• 21:09
  the
• 21:10
  concept
• 21:10
  of
• 21:10
  Yaakov
• 21:11
  Avino.
• 21:12
  They
• 21:12
  hate
• 21:12
  the
• 21:12
  concept
• 21:13
  of.
• 21:13
  Of
• 21:13
  truth,
• 21:14
  of
• 21:14
  Yaakov,
• 21:15
  of
• 21:15
  innocence,
• 21:16
  of
• 21:17
  goodness,
• 21:18
  right?
• 21:18
  Yaakov
• 21:19
  Avino,
• 21:19
  of
• 21:19
  course,
• 21:20
  is
• 21:20
  the
• 21:20
  one
• 21:21
  who.
• 21:22
  He
• 21:22
  didn't
• 21:22
  have
• 21:23
  this
• 21:23
  right.
• 21:23
  Avramavinu
• 21:24
  had
• 21:25
  good
• 21:25
  apple,
• 21:25
  bad
• 21:25
  apple.
• 21:26
  Yitzchak
• 21:27
  had
• 21:27
  good
• 21:27
  apple,
• 21:27
  bad
• 21:27
  apple.
• 21:28
  One
• 21:28
  of
• 21:28
  the
• 21:28
  defining
• 21:29
  characteristics
• 21:29
  of
• 21:30
  Yakov
• 21:30
  Avino
• 21:31
  is
• 21:31
  that
• 21:31
  he
• 21:31
  had
• 21:32
  12
• 21:32
  tzadikim
• 21:33
  he
• 21:34
  had
• 21:34
  what
• 21:34
  they
• 21:34
  call,
• 21:34
  what
• 21:34
  we
• 21:35
  call
• 21:35
  a
• 21:35
  mita
• 21:35
  shlema,
• 21:36
  a
• 21:36
  perfect
• 21:38
  bed,
• 21:38
  a
• 21:38
  perfect
• 21:39
  set
• 21:39
  of
• 21:39
  offspring.
• 21:40
  He
• 21:40
  didn't.
• 21:40
  All
• 21:41
  that
• 21:41
  stuff
• 21:41
  was
• 21:41
  done
• 21:41
  with.
• 21:42
  He
• 21:42
  represents
• 21:43
  the.
• 21:43
  The
• 21:43
  perfection
• 21:44
  and
• 21:44
  absolute
• 21:45
  truth.
• 21:46
  Absolute
• 21:46
  truth.
• 21:47
  So
• 21:47
  this
• 21:47
  is
• 21:47
  Yaakov
• 21:48
  Avinu,
• 21:49
  that.
• 21:50
  That.
• 21:51
  That.
• 21:51
  That
• 21:52
  we
• 21:52
  have
• 21:52
  over
• 21:52
  here,
• 21:53
  and
• 21:53
  Yaakov
• 21:53
  Avinu.
• 21:54
  So
• 21:54
  just
• 21:54
  like
• 21:55
  in
• 21:55
  our
• 21:55
  Torah
• 21:55
  now,
• 21:56
  when
• 21:57
  the
• 21:57
  blood
• 21:57
  is
• 21:58
  flooding
• 21:59
  and
• 22:00
  we
• 22:00
  don't
• 22:00
  have
• 22:01
  das
• 22:01
  of
• 22:01
  Hashem,
• 22:02
  so
• 22:03
  therefore
• 22:03
  we
• 22:03
  don't
• 22:03
  have
• 22:04
  Ms.
• 22:05
  Right.
• 22:06
  That
• 22:06
  is.
• 22:07
  That
• 22:08
  corresponds
• 22:08
  to
• 22:09
  Ishmael
• 22:10
  and
• 22:10
  Esav,
• 22:12
  the
• 22:12
  side
• 22:13
  of
• 22:13
  Sheker,
• 22:14
  side
• 22:14
  of
• 22:14
  falsehood,
• 22:14
  the
• 22:15
  side
• 22:15
  of
• 22:16
  negativity,
• 22:16
  of
• 22:17
  murder.
• 22:18
  And
• 22:18
  so
• 22:18
  what's
• 22:18
  the
• 22:18
  tikkun
• 22:19
  to
• 22:19
  that?
• 22:20
  Of
• 22:20
  course,
• 22:20
  is
• 22:20
  the
• 22:20
  side
• 22:21
  of
• 22:21
  Emma,
• 22:21
  the
• 22:21
  side
• 22:21
  of
• 22:22
  truth,
• 22:22
  the
• 22:22
  tam,
• 22:23
  which
• 22:23
  is
• 22:23
  a
• 22:23
  side
• 22:23
  of
• 22:23
  Yaakov
• 22:24
  Avino.
• 22:25
  Ms.
• 22:25
  Is
• 22:25
  the.
• 22:26
  Is
• 22:26
  the.
• 22:26
  The
• 22:27
  other
• 22:27
  side
• 22:27
  of
• 22:27
  that.
• 22:28
  So
• 22:28
  when
• 22:29
  Rabbi
• 22:29
  Nachman's
• 22:30
  telling
• 22:30
  us
• 22:30
  now,
• 22:30
  when
• 22:31
  we
• 22:31
  get
• 22:31
  into
• 22:31
  this
• 22:31
  headspace,
• 22:32
  this
• 22:32
  is
• 22:32
  going
• 22:32
  to
• 22:32
  get
• 22:33
  good.
• 22:33
  Now,
• 22:33
  soon,
• 22:34
  when
• 22:34
  we
• 22:34
  get
• 22:34
  into
• 22:34
  this
• 22:34
  headspace
• 22:36
  of
• 22:36
  Toyda,
• 22:38
  thank
• 22:38
  you,
• 22:38
  Hashem,
• 22:39
  gratitude
• 22:39
  and
• 22:39
  halacha,
• 22:40
  the
• 22:43
  further
• 22:44
  spreading
• 22:45
  of
• 22:45
  gratitude.
• 22:46
  And
• 22:46
  then
• 22:46
  we
• 22:47
  get
• 22:47
  into
• 22:47
  a
• 22:47
  space
• 22:47
  of
• 22:47
  das
• 22:48
  where
• 22:48
  we're
• 22:48
  with
• 22:48
  Hashem
• 22:49
  all
• 22:49
  the
• 22:49
  time.
• 22:49
  Halacha.
• 22:50
  We're
• 22:50
  living
• 22:50
  with
• 22:50
  Hashem
• 22:51
  and
• 22:51
  we're
• 22:51
  thinking
• 22:51
  about
• 22:51
  Hashem
• 22:52
  in
• 22:52
  every
• 22:52
  place.
• 22:53
  Yeah.
• 22:54
  Then
• 22:55
  we
• 22:55
  automatically
• 22:55
  become
• 22:56
  the
• 22:56
  opposite
• 22:57
  of
• 22:57
  those
• 22:57
  bad
• 22:57
  guys.
• 22:58
  We
• 22:58
  become
• 22:59
  people
• 22:59
  of
• 22:59
  Ms.
• 23:00
  Ms.
• 23:00
  Illuminates
• 23:01
  within
• 23:01
  us.
• 23:01
  Truth.
• 23:02
  Truth.
• 23:09
  So
• 23:09
  as
• 23:10
  we
• 23:10
  said
• 23:10
  before,
• 23:10
  Chesed
• 23:11
  is
• 23:11
  connected
• 23:11
  to
• 23:11
  halachis,
• 23:13
  Right.
• 23:14
  That
• 23:14
  was
• 23:14
  in
• 23:14
  the.
• 23:14
  In
• 23:14
  the.
• 23:15
  In
• 23:15
  Sif
• 23:16
  Bay's.
• 23:17
  And
• 23:19
  so
• 23:20
  it's
• 23:20
  through
• 23:20
  Avram
• 23:21
  and
• 23:21
  Yaakov,
• 23:22
  Titain
• 23:22
  Emesleyv,
• 23:25
  through
• 23:26
  the
• 23:26
  Chesed,
• 23:27
  halachas,
• 23:29
  thankfulness,
• 23:30
  everything
• 23:30
  associated
• 23:31
  with
• 23:31
  Avram.
• 23:31
  Through
• 23:32
  practicing
• 23:32
  that,
• 23:33
  we
• 23:33
  will
• 23:33
  come
• 23:33
  to
• 23:34
  Titain
• 23:34
  Emes
• 23:35
  Lyakov.
• 23:35
  We'll
• 23:35
  come
• 23:36
  to
• 23:36
  the
• 23:36
  truth
• 23:36
  of
• 23:36
  Yaakov.
• 23:40
  And
• 23:40
  through
• 23:40
  that,
• 23:41
  the
• 23:41
  truth
• 23:41
  will
• 23:41
  illuminate
• 23:42
  and
• 23:42
  will
• 23:42
  and
• 23:42
  will
• 23:43
  perfect
• 23:43
  and
• 23:44
  complete
• 23:45
  our
• 23:45
  speech.
• 23:49
  Because
• 23:49
  the
• 23:50
  main
• 23:50
  completion
• 23:51
  and
• 23:51
  perfection
• 23:51
  of
• 23:52
  our
• 23:52
  speech
• 23:52
  is
• 23:52
  through
• 23:53
  Ms.
• 23:53
  Is
• 23:53
  through
• 23:54
  truth.
• 23:54
  Ki
• 23:56
  Kushta
• 23:56
  kai,
• 23:57
  the
• 23:57
  Gemara
• 23:57
  says,
• 23:57
  is
• 23:58
  zeramaic,
• 23:59
  means
• 24:00
  truth
• 24:00
  stands.
• 24:02
  So
• 24:03
  I'm
• 24:03
  sure.
• 24:03
  I'm
• 24:03
  sure
• 24:03
  we've
• 24:03
  all
• 24:04
  heard
• 24:04
  this
• 24:04
  before,
• 24:04
  but
• 24:04
  this
• 24:04
  is
• 24:06
  on
• 24:06
  this
• 24:06
  Gemara.
• 24:07
  The
• 24:08
  Mafarishim
• 24:08
  say
• 24:08
  that
• 24:09
  Ms.
• 24:10
  Kushtakai,
• 24:11
  truth
• 24:12
  stands.
• 24:13
  If
• 24:13
  you
• 24:13
  look
• 24:13
  at
• 24:13
  the
• 24:13
  word
• 24:13
  Ms,
• 24:15
  Ms.
• 24:16
  Is
• 24:16
  strong.
• 24:18
  We're
• 24:18
  going
• 24:18
  into
• 24:19
  my
• 24:19
  own
• 24:19
  thoughts
• 24:20
  now,
• 24:20
  by
• 24:20
  the
• 24:20
  way.
• 24:21
  Just.
• 24:21
  I
• 24:21
  know
• 24:21
  I
• 24:22
  always
• 24:22
  like
• 24:22
  to
• 24:22
  say
• 24:22
  this,
• 24:22
  but
• 24:23
  I'm
• 24:23
  not
• 24:23
  claiming
• 24:24
  that
• 24:24
  this
• 24:24
  is
• 24:24
  Rabbi
• 24:25
  Nachman's
• 24:25
  words.
• 24:26
  This
• 24:26
  is
• 24:26
  my
• 24:26
  understanding
• 24:27
  of
• 24:27
  this
• 24:28
  over
• 24:28
  here.
• 24:28
  Okay.
• 24:28
  Of
• 24:29
  Rabbi
• 24:29
  Nachman
• 24:30
  so
• 24:30
  Kushtakai.
• 24:31
  Truth
• 24:31
  stands.
• 24:32
  Ms.
• 24:32
  The
• 24:32
  word
• 24:32
  emis.
• 24:33
  It's
• 24:34
  grounded,
• 24:34
  it's
• 24:35
  strong,
• 24:35
  and
• 24:36
  it's.
• 24:36
  It's
• 24:37
  like
• 24:37
  confident.
• 24:38
  Why?
• 24:38
  Because
• 24:39
  all
• 24:39
  of
• 24:39
  the
• 24:39
  three
• 24:39
  letters
• 24:40
  of
• 24:40
  the
• 24:40
  word
• 24:40
  emis,
• 24:41
  they
• 24:42
  all
• 24:42
  have
• 24:42
  a
• 24:42
  strong
• 24:43
  bottom.
• 24:43
  The
• 24:43
  word,
• 24:44
  the
• 24:44
  letter
• 24:44
  Aleph,
• 24:45
  the
• 24:45
  first
• 24:45
  one
• 24:45
  has
• 24:46
  two
• 24:47
  strong
• 24:47
  feet,
• 24:48
  right?
• 24:50
  So
• 24:50
  it
• 24:50
  stands
• 24:51
  strong.
• 24:51
  The
• 24:52
  second
• 24:52
  letter,
• 24:52
  mem,
• 24:53
  also
• 24:53
  has
• 24:54
  a
• 24:54
  full.
• 24:55
  You
• 24:56
  know,
• 24:56
  it
• 24:56
  goes
• 24:56
  like
• 24:56
  this
• 24:57
  on
• 24:57
  the
• 24:57
  bottom.
• 24:57
  It's.
• 24:58
  It's
• 24:58
  completely.
• 24:58
  And
• 24:59
  has
• 24:59
  two
• 24:59
  legs
• 24:59
  coming
• 24:59
  down.
• 25:00
  It's
• 25:00
  very
• 25:01
  strong,
• 25:01
  very
• 25:01
  grounded,
• 25:02
  and
• 25:02
  it's
• 25:02
  not
• 25:02
  tipping
• 25:02
  over.
• 25:03
  It's
• 25:03
  strong.
• 25:04
  And
• 25:04
  the
• 25:05
  last.
• 25:05
  The
• 25:05
  last
• 25:05
  letter
• 25:06
  is
• 25:06
  tough.
• 25:07
  Right.
• 25:08
  Ms,
• 25:08
  which
• 25:09
  has.
• 25:10
  Which
• 25:10
  has
• 25:10
  tough
• 25:10
  or
• 25:11
  soft.
• 25:11
  Which
• 25:12
  had.
• 25:12
  Which
• 25:12
  has
• 25:13
  two
• 25:13
  legs
• 25:14
  also
• 25:14
  standing
• 25:15
  strong.
• 25:16
  It's
• 25:16
  strong,
• 25:17
  it's
• 25:17
  stable,
• 25:18
  it's
• 25:18
  powerful.
• 25:19
  Truth
• 25:20
  is
• 25:20
  stable.
• 25:22
  Truth
• 25:23
  is
• 25:23
  strong.
• 25:25
  Truth
• 25:25
  is
• 25:26
  secure
• 25:26
  and
• 25:26
  powerful.
• 25:31
  Right.
• 25:32
  Sheker,
• 25:32
  which
• 25:33
  is.
• 25:33
  Which
• 25:34
  is
• 25:34
  lies
• 25:34
  and
• 25:34
  falsehood.
• 25:35
  The
• 25:35
  opposite
• 25:35
  of
• 25:35
  truth.
• 25:37
  What?
• 25:41
  No,
• 25:41
  a
• 25:42
  different
• 25:42
  type.
• 25:42
  No,
• 25:42
  no,
• 25:42
  no.
• 25:43
  Different
• 25:43
  Sheker.
• 25:44
  That's
• 25:44
  Shikur
• 25:45
  with
• 25:45
  a
• 25:45
  khaf.
• 25:46
  This
• 25:46
  is
• 25:46
  Sheker.
• 25:47
  Not.
• 25:47
  Not
• 25:47
  drunk.
• 25:48
  This
• 25:48
  is
• 25:48
  Sheker
• 25:49
  with
• 25:49
  a
• 25:49
  kuf.
• 25:50
  Yeah,
• 25:51
  it
• 25:51
  means
• 25:51
  lies,
• 25:52
  falsehood.
• 25:53
  So.
• 25:54
  So
• 25:54
  the
• 25:54
  shin.
• 25:54
  If
• 25:55
  you
• 25:55
  look
• 25:55
  at
• 25:55
  the
• 25:55
  letter
• 25:55
  shin,
• 25:56
  right?
• 25:56
  So
• 25:56
  it
• 25:56
  has.
• 25:57
  It's
• 25:57
  like
• 25:57
  this
• 25:58
  with
• 25:58
  a
• 25:58
  thing
• 25:58
  in
• 25:59
  the
• 25:59
  middle.
• 25:59
  Three
• 25:59
  things,
• 25:59
  but
• 26:00
  it's
• 26:00
  pointed
• 26:00
  at
• 26:00
  the
• 26:00
  bottom.
• 26:01
  It's
• 26:02
  rocking
• 26:02
  back
• 26:02
  and
• 26:02
  forth.
• 26:03
  It
• 26:03
  doesn't
• 26:03
  have
• 26:03
  a
• 26:03
  strong
• 26:03
  bottom.
• 26:04
  Right.
• 26:05
  Then
• 26:05
  the
• 26:05
  second
• 26:05
  letter
• 26:05
  is
• 26:06
  Kuf,
• 26:06
  which
• 26:06
  is
• 26:07
  like
• 26:07
  this
• 26:07
  with
• 26:07
  a
• 26:08
  leg
• 26:08
  down.
• 26:08
  One
• 26:08
  leg.
• 26:09
  It's
• 26:09
  not
• 26:10
  strong.
• 26:10
  Try
• 26:10
  standing
• 26:10
  on
• 26:11
  one
• 26:11
  leg.
• 26:11
  How
• 26:11
  long
• 26:12
  can
• 26:12
  you
• 26:12
  do
• 26:12
  it
• 26:12
  for?
• 26:12
  15
• 26:13
  seconds.
• 26:13
  Everybody
• 26:14
  test
• 26:14
  right
• 26:14
  now.
• 26:14
  No,
• 26:15
  just
• 26:15
  kidding.
• 26:16
  How
• 26:16
  long
• 26:17
  you
• 26:17
  stand
• 26:17
  on
• 26:17
  one
• 26:17
  leg
• 26:17
  for?
• 26:18
  Not
• 26:18
  so
• 26:18
  long.
• 26:18
  That's
• 26:18
  Kuf.
• 26:19
  And
• 26:19
  then
• 26:20
  Reish
• 26:20
  also
• 26:21
  only
• 26:21
  has
• 26:21
  one
• 26:21
  leg,
• 26:22
  and
• 26:23
  it's
• 26:23
  heavy
• 26:23
  on
• 26:23
  one
• 26:24
  side.
• 26:24
  It's
• 26:24
  Mamish
• 26:24
  for
• 26:24
  sure.
• 26:25
  Falling
• 26:25
  over.
• 26:26
  Right.
• 26:26
  So
• 26:26
  all
• 26:27
  of
• 26:27
  the
• 26:27
  letters
• 26:27
  of
• 26:27
  Sheker,
• 26:28
  the
• 26:29
  letters
• 26:29
  of
• 26:29
  Ms.
• 26:29
  Are
• 26:30
  strong
• 26:30
  and
• 26:30
  stable.
• 26:31
  The
• 26:31
  letters
• 26:32
  of
• 26:32
  Sheker
• 26:33
  are
• 26:33
  weak
• 26:33
  and
• 26:34
  wobbly.
• 26:35
  Right.
• 26:36
  So
• 26:37
  true
• 26:38
  stands.
• 26:39
  So
• 26:40
  let's.
• 26:41
  Let's
• 26:41
  speak
• 26:41
  about
• 26:41
  this.
• 26:41
  This
• 26:42
  is
• 26:42
  one
• 26:42
  of
• 26:42
  the
• 26:42
  main
• 26:42
  things
• 26:43
  I
• 26:43
  want
• 26:43
  to
• 26:43
  speak
• 26:43
  about
• 26:43
  today.
• 26:44
  There's
• 26:44
  a
• 26:44
  lot
• 26:44
  here.
• 26:45
  It's
• 26:45
  very
• 26:45
  complicated,
• 26:46
  Torah.
• 26:46
  It's
• 26:46
  very
• 26:46
  hard.
• 26:47
  So
• 26:47
  we're
• 26:47
  just
• 26:47
  going
• 26:48
  to
• 26:48
  pull
• 26:48
  out
• 26:48
  a
• 26:48
  few
• 26:48
  things
• 26:48
  here
• 26:49
  and
• 26:49
  there
• 26:49
  to
• 26:49
  do
• 26:49
  our
• 26:50
  best.
• 26:52
  Sure.
• 26:53
  So
• 26:54
  truth
• 26:54
  is
• 26:54
  also
• 26:55
  Emmet
• 26:55
  is
• 26:56
  totality,
• 26:57
  and
• 26:57
  it
• 26:57
  really
• 26:58
  is
• 26:58
  God,
• 26:58
  because
• 26:59
  Aleph
• 26:59
  is
• 27:00
  the
• 27:00
  first
• 27:00
  letter
• 27:01
  is
• 27:01
  the
• 27:02
  last,
• 27:02
  and
• 27:02
  then
• 27:02
  there's
• 27:02
  the
• 27:03
  middle.
• 27:03
  So
• 27:03
  it's
• 27:03
  beginning,
• 27:04
  middle
• 27:05
  and
• 27:05
  end
• 27:05
  100.
• 27:07
  There's
• 27:08
  something
• 27:08
  so
• 27:08
  good
• 27:08
  to
• 27:08
  that
• 27:09
  that
• 27:09
  we're
• 27:09
  holding
• 27:09
  on
• 27:10
  to
• 27:10
  for
• 27:10
  one
• 27:10
  Minute.
• 27:10
  So
• 27:10
  Vera
• 27:11
  just
• 27:11
  said
• 27:11
  something
• 27:11
  very
• 27:12
  good.
• 27:12
  Remind
• 27:13
  me
• 27:13
  about
• 27:13
  that
• 27:14
  in,
• 27:14
  in
• 27:14
  a
• 27:14
  few
• 27:14
  minutes.
• 27:15
  Because
• 27:15
  there's,
• 27:16
  there's
• 27:16
  an
• 27:16
  important
• 27:16
  way
• 27:17
  that
• 27:17
  it
• 27:17
  connects
• 27:17
  to
• 27:18
  this
• 27:18
  Torah
• 27:18
  also.
• 27:19
  Beautiful.
• 27:21
  So,
• 27:22
  so
• 27:22
  Ms.
• 27:23
  Truth
• 27:24
  Kushtakai
• 27:25
  so
• 27:25
  there's
• 27:26
  a
• 27:26
  way
• 27:26
  that
• 27:26
  I
• 27:26
  understand
• 27:26
  this.
• 27:27
  I'm
• 27:27
  sorry
• 27:27
  if
• 27:27
  it's
• 27:27
  not
• 27:28
  the
• 27:28
  way
• 27:28
  that
• 27:28
  everybody
• 27:28
  else
• 27:28
  relates
• 27:29
  to
• 27:29
  it.
• 27:29
  But
• 27:29
  it's
• 27:30
  so
• 27:30
  strong
• 27:30
  to
• 27:30
  me,
• 27:31
  this
• 27:31
  understanding
• 27:32
  of
• 27:33
  Ms.
• 27:34
  I
• 27:34
  told
• 27:34
  these
• 27:34
  guys
• 27:35
  already
• 27:35
  this
• 27:36
  before.
• 27:38
  So
• 27:41
  when
• 27:41
  you're
• 27:42
  a
• 27:42
  person
• 27:42
  who's
• 27:42
  a
• 27:43
  person
• 27:43
  of
• 27:43
  sheker,
• 27:44
  who's
• 27:44
  a
• 27:44
  person
• 27:45
  of
• 27:45
  lies,
• 27:46
  not
• 27:46
  a
• 27:47
  truthful
• 27:47
  person.
• 27:48
  Right?
• 27:49
  So,
• 27:49
  so
• 27:49
  how
• 27:49
  does
• 27:50
  your
• 27:50
  speech
• 27:50
  go?
• 27:50
  How
• 27:50
  does
• 27:51
  your,
• 27:51
  how
• 27:51
  does
• 27:52
  your,
• 27:52
  your,
• 27:52
  your,
• 27:53
  your
• 27:53
  spoken
• 27:54
  interactions
• 27:55
  with
• 27:55
  other
• 27:55
  people
• 27:55
  go?
• 27:56
  A
• 27:57
  person
• 27:57
  who's
• 27:58
  not
• 27:58
  a
• 27:58
  truthful
• 27:58
  person
• 28:00
  never
• 28:00
  knows.
• 28:02
  They're
• 28:02
  always
• 28:02
  make,
• 28:02
  they're
• 28:03
  making
• 28:03
  stories
• 28:03
  up
• 28:04
  on
• 28:04
  the
• 28:04
  fly
• 28:04
  all
• 28:04
  the
• 28:04
  time.
• 28:05
  Right?
• 28:05
  Like
• 28:06
  I'm
• 28:06
  trying
• 28:06
  to,
• 28:07
  I
• 28:07
  have
• 28:07
  to.
• 28:07
  And
• 28:08
  someone
• 28:08
  says
• 28:09
  something
• 28:09
  that
• 28:09
  challenges
• 28:09
  a
• 28:10
  lie
• 28:10
  that
• 28:10
  I'm
• 28:10
  saying.
• 28:11
  So
• 28:11
  I
• 28:11
  have
• 28:11
  to
• 28:11
  like,
• 28:12
  I
• 28:12
  have
• 28:12
  to
• 28:12
  catch
• 28:12
  myself
• 28:12
  and
• 28:13
  I
• 28:13
  have
• 28:13
  to
• 28:13
  reinvent
• 28:14
  the
• 28:15
  lie.
• 28:15
  As
• 28:15
  I'm
• 28:15
  going,
• 28:17
  I'm
• 28:17
  making
• 28:17
  up
• 28:17
  a
• 28:18
  story
• 28:18
  when
• 28:18
  I'm
• 28:18
  talking
• 28:19
  to
• 28:19
  somebody
• 28:19
  I
• 28:19
  don't
• 28:19
  know,
• 28:20
  I
• 28:20
  don't
• 28:21
  know,
• 28:21
  they
• 28:21
  tell
• 28:21
  me
• 28:22
  something
• 28:22
  I
• 28:22
  said,
• 28:22
  maybe
• 28:23
  I
• 28:23
  said
• 28:23
  it.
• 28:24
  Was
• 28:24
  it
• 28:25
  true?
• 28:25
  Did
• 28:25
  I
• 28:25
  really
• 28:26
  say
• 28:26
  that?
• 28:26
  And
• 28:27
  then
• 28:27
  I
• 28:27
  have
• 28:27
  to
• 28:27
  keep
• 28:27
  going.
• 28:28
  I
• 28:28
  have
• 28:28
  to
• 28:28
  keep
• 28:28
  making
• 28:28
  up
• 28:28
  the
• 28:29
  lie.
• 28:29
  Right?
• 28:30
  Right.
• 28:30
  Think
• 28:30
  of
• 28:30
  all
• 28:30
  the
• 28:30
  terrible
• 28:31
  people
• 28:31
  in
• 28:31
  the
• 28:31
  world
• 28:31
  that
• 28:32
  we
• 28:32
  like
• 28:32
  to
• 28:32
  talk
• 28:32
  about
• 28:32
  today.
• 28:33
  Think
• 28:33
  about
• 28:33
  the
• 28:33
  concept
• 28:33
  of
• 28:34
  like
• 28:34
  gaslighting,
• 28:36
  right?
• 28:36
  When
• 28:37
  you're
• 28:37
  like,
• 28:38
  I
• 28:38
  know
• 28:38
  people
• 28:38
  like
• 28:38
  to
• 28:38
  use
• 28:39
  these
• 28:39
  words
• 28:39
  nowadays,
• 28:39
  but
• 28:39
  it's
• 28:40
  a
• 28:40
  real
• 28:40
  thing.
• 28:40
  And,
• 28:41
  and,
• 28:41
  and
• 28:42
  you're
• 28:42
  using
• 28:43
  falsehood
• 28:44
  lies
• 28:44
  all
• 28:44
  the
• 28:44
  time
• 28:45
  to
• 28:45
  make
• 28:46
  someone
• 28:46
  else
• 28:46
  think
• 28:47
  that
• 28:47
  they
• 28:47
  are
• 28:47
  the
• 28:48
  problem.
• 28:49
  Right?
• 28:49
  And
• 28:50
  so,
• 28:50
  but
• 28:50
  it's
• 28:50
  not
• 28:51
  true.
• 28:52
  So
• 28:52
  you
• 28:52
  have
• 28:52
  to
• 28:53
  keep,
• 28:53
  you
• 28:53
  have
• 28:53
  to
• 28:53
  keep
• 28:54
  building
• 28:54
  the
• 28:54
  lie
• 28:55
  and
• 28:55
  building
• 28:55
  it
• 28:56
  and
• 28:56
  building
• 28:56
  it
• 28:57
  and
• 28:57
  you're,
• 28:57
  you're
• 28:57
  building.
• 28:58
  And,
• 28:58
  and,
• 28:58
  and,
• 28:59
  and
• 28:59
  if
• 28:59
  you
• 28:59
  keep
• 28:59
  building
• 28:59
  a
• 29:00
  bunch
• 29:00
  of
• 29:00
  lies,
• 29:01
  they're
• 29:01
  not
• 29:01
  standing
• 29:01
  on
• 29:01
  anything
• 29:02
  strong,
• 29:02
  eventually
• 29:03
  it's
• 29:03
  going
• 29:03
  to
• 29:03
  topple,
• 29:04
  it's
• 29:04
  going
• 29:04
  to
• 29:04
  fall
• 29:05
  and
• 29:05
  you're
• 29:05
  the,
• 29:06
  you're
• 29:06
  going
• 29:06
  to
• 29:06
  have
• 29:06
  to
• 29:06
  just
• 29:06
  figure
• 29:07
  out
• 29:07
  to
• 29:08
  make
• 29:08
  up
• 29:08
  another
• 29:08
  lie
• 29:09
  to
• 29:09
  get
• 29:10
  it
• 29:10
  together.
• 29:10
  Either
• 29:10
  you
• 29:10
  keep
• 29:11
  going,
• 29:12
  right?
• 29:12
  If
• 29:12
  you're
• 29:13
  really
• 29:13
  a
• 29:13
  serious
• 29:14
  narcissist,
• 29:14
  you
• 29:15
  keep
• 29:15
  going.
• 29:15
  I'm
• 29:15
  using
• 29:16
  all
• 29:16
  those
• 29:16
  words.
• 29:16
  I
• 29:16
  know.
• 29:17
  Then
• 29:18
  you
• 29:18
  really
• 29:18
  keep
• 29:18
  going
• 29:19
  and
• 29:19
  you
• 29:20
  keep
• 29:20
  lying
• 29:20
  and
• 29:20
  you
• 29:20
  keep
• 29:20
  going,
• 29:21
  you
• 29:21
  keep,
• 29:21
  Right,
• 29:22
  right.
• 29:22
  And
• 29:22
  you
• 29:22
  keep
• 29:22
  building
• 29:23
  it.
• 29:23
  Or
• 29:24
  it's
• 29:24
  just
• 29:24
  going
• 29:24
  to
• 29:24
  crumble
• 29:24
  at
• 29:25
  some
• 29:25
  point
• 29:25
  and
• 29:25
  you're
• 29:25
  going
• 29:25
  to
• 29:25
  be
• 29:26
  caught
• 29:26
  as
• 29:27
  the
• 29:27
  liar
• 29:27
  that
• 29:27
  you
• 29:28
  are
• 29:28
  busted.
• 29:29
  Busted.
• 29:30
  Busted.
• 29:31
  However,
• 29:33
  right?
• 29:33
  A
• 29:33
  person
• 29:34
  of
• 29:34
  truth.
• 29:35
  If
• 29:35
  you
• 29:36
  just.
• 29:36
  If
• 29:36
  this
• 29:36
  is,
• 29:36
  this
• 29:36
  is
• 29:37
  what
• 29:37
  I
• 29:37
  do
• 29:38
  and,
• 29:38
  and
• 29:38
  this
• 29:39
  is.
• 29:39
  Personally,
• 29:39
  I
• 29:39
  have
• 29:40
  a.
• 29:40
  I
• 29:40
  have
• 29:40
  a
• 29:40
  policy
• 29:41
  like
• 29:41
  this
• 29:42
  that
• 29:42
  I
• 29:42
  try
• 29:42
  to
• 29:42
  adhere
• 29:43
  to
• 29:43
  very
• 29:43
  strongly
• 29:44
  because,
• 29:44
  you
• 29:44
  know,
• 29:44
  when
• 29:44
  I
• 29:44
  was
• 29:45
  a
• 29:45
  kid,
• 29:45
  when
• 29:45
  I
• 29:45
  was
• 29:45
  younger,
• 29:46
  I
• 29:46
  didn't.
• 29:46
  I
• 29:47
  lied
• 29:47
  to
• 29:48
  get
• 29:48
  out
• 29:48
  of
• 29:48
  this,
• 29:48
  lie
• 29:48
  to
• 29:48
  get
• 29:48
  out
• 29:48
  of
• 29:49
  that.
• 29:49
  And,
• 29:50
  you
• 29:50
  know,
• 29:50
  it's,
• 29:51
  it's
• 29:51
  a.
• 29:51
  People
• 29:52
  do
• 29:52
  these
• 29:52
  kinds
• 29:52
  of
• 29:52
  things,
• 29:53
  but
• 29:53
  at
• 29:53
  a
• 29:53
  certain
• 29:54
  point,
• 29:55
  I
• 29:55
  made
• 29:55
  this
• 29:55
  a
• 29:55
  policy
• 29:56
  for
• 29:56
  myself
• 29:57
  that
• 29:57
  it's
• 29:57
  not
• 29:58
  worth
• 29:58
  it.
• 29:59
  It's
• 30:00
  not
• 30:00
  worth
• 30:00
  it,
• 30:01
  right?
• 30:02
  Speak
• 30:03
  truth
• 30:03
  all
• 30:04
  the
• 30:04
  time,
• 30:05
  and
• 30:06
  then
• 30:06
  you're
• 30:07
  never
• 30:07
  shaky.
• 30:08
  You're
• 30:08
  never
• 30:09
  on
• 30:09
  shaky
• 30:09
  ground.
• 30:09
  You
• 30:09
  never
• 30:10
  have
• 30:10
  to
• 30:10
  try
• 30:10
  to
• 30:10
  get
• 30:10
  yourself
• 30:11
  out
• 30:11
  of
• 30:11
  something.
• 30:12
  If
• 30:12
  you
• 30:13
  said
• 30:13
  something
• 30:14
  and
• 30:15
  that
• 30:15
  means
• 30:15
  it
• 30:15
  was
• 30:15
  true,
• 30:16
  even
• 30:16
  if
• 30:16
  it's
• 30:16
  upsetting
• 30:17
  somebody,
• 30:18
  okay?
• 30:18
  So
• 30:18
  you
• 30:18
  know
• 30:19
  what
• 30:19
  that
• 30:19
  means?
• 30:19
  I
• 30:19
  have
• 30:19
  to
• 30:20
  step
• 30:20
  up
• 30:20
  and
• 30:20
  be
• 30:21
  strong
• 30:21
  and
• 30:21
  I
• 30:21
  have
• 30:22
  to
• 30:22
  deal
• 30:22
  with
• 30:22
  it.
• 30:23
  But
• 30:23
  it's
• 30:23
  the
• 30:23
  truth,
• 30:25
  right?
• 30:26
  And
• 30:26
  when
• 30:26
  I
• 30:26
  speak
• 30:26
  the
• 30:26
  truth,
• 30:28
  I'm
• 30:28
  secure,
• 30:29
  I'm
• 30:29
  strong,
• 30:30
  I'm
• 30:30
  powerful,
• 30:31
  confident.
• 30:34
  Truth
• 30:35
  stands.
• 30:36
  That's
• 30:37
  one
• 30:37
  of
• 30:37
  the
• 30:37
  ways
• 30:37
  that
• 30:37
  I
• 30:37
  understand
• 30:38
  this
• 30:38
  aspect
• 30:39
  of
• 30:39
  the
• 30:39
  word
• 30:39
  Mississippi
• 30:40
  truth,
• 30:40
  that
• 30:41
  it's
• 30:41
  strong
• 30:42
  and
• 30:42
  it
• 30:42
  stands.
• 30:43
  I
• 30:44
  want
• 30:44
  to
• 30:44
  just
• 30:44
  stress,
• 30:44
  though,
• 30:46
  that
• 30:46
  doesn't
• 30:46
  mean
• 30:48
  that
• 30:48
  I
• 30:48
  always
• 30:49
  must
• 30:49
  speak
• 30:49
  something
• 30:50
  just
• 30:50
  because
• 30:50
  it's
• 30:50
  true.
• 30:51
  That's
• 30:51
  not
• 30:52
  what
• 30:52
  I'm
• 30:52
  saying
• 30:52
  at
• 30:52
  all.
• 30:53
  There's
• 30:53
  many
• 30:54
  times
• 30:54
  where,
• 30:54
  where
• 30:54
  people
• 30:55
  get
• 30:55
  into
• 30:55
  this
• 30:56
  way
• 30:56
  of
• 30:56
  thinking
• 30:56
  and
• 30:57
  they
• 30:57
  decide
• 30:57
  that
• 30:57
  they
• 30:57
  have
• 30:58
  to
• 30:58
  say
• 30:58
  everything
• 30:58
  over
• 30:59
  and,
• 31:00
  and,
• 31:01
  and
• 31:01
  what?
• 31:01
  It's
• 31:02
  the
• 31:02
  truth.
• 31:02
  I
• 31:02
  have
• 31:02
  to
• 31:02
  share
• 31:03
  it
• 31:03
  with
• 31:03
  you.
• 31:03
  I
• 31:03
  have
• 31:03
  to
• 31:03
  tell
• 31:03
  you,
• 31:04
  you
• 31:04
  know,
• 31:04
  and,
• 31:05
  and
• 31:05
  people
• 31:05
  will
• 31:05
  come
• 31:05
  and
• 31:06
  they'll,
• 31:06
  they'll
• 31:07
  be
• 31:07
  like,
• 31:07
  you
• 31:07
  know,
• 31:07
  I
• 31:07
  just
• 31:07
  don't
• 31:07
  want
• 31:07
  to
• 31:08
  hold
• 31:08
  this
• 31:08
  in
• 31:08
  anymore.
• 31:08
  I
• 31:08
  feel
• 31:09
  like
• 31:09
  I
• 31:09
  have
• 31:09
  to
• 31:09
  tell
• 31:09
  you.
• 31:10
  You
• 31:10
  just
• 31:10
  sometimes
• 31:11
  don't
• 31:11
  say
• 31:11
  it.
• 31:12
  Sometimes
• 31:12
  you
• 31:13
  don't
• 31:13
  have
• 31:13
  to.
• 31:13
  You
• 31:13
  don't
• 31:13
  have
• 31:13
  to
• 31:14
  share
• 31:14
  what
• 31:14
  your
• 31:14
  mishigas
• 31:15
  is
• 31:15
  with
• 31:15
  some
• 31:15
  other
• 31:15
  person
• 31:16
  just
• 31:16
  because
• 31:16
  you,
• 31:17
  you
• 31:17
  believe
• 31:17
  it
• 31:17
  to
• 31:17
  be
• 31:17
  true.
• 31:18
  Right?
• 31:19
  But
• 31:19
  when
• 31:19
  you
• 31:19
  do
• 31:19
  speak
• 31:20
  and
• 31:21
  it's
• 31:21
  important,
• 31:21
  and,
• 31:22
  and
• 31:22
  when
• 31:22
  you,
• 31:22
  when
• 31:22
  you
• 31:22
  need
• 31:23
  to
• 31:23
  speak,
• 31:23
  it
• 31:23
  should
• 31:24
  be
• 31:24
  truth.
• 31:24
  It
• 31:24
  should
• 31:25
  be
• 31:25
  strong.
• 31:26
  And
• 31:26
  I
• 31:26
  never
• 31:26
  have
• 31:27
  to
• 31:27
  worry.
• 31:27
  I
• 31:27
  never
• 31:27
  have
• 31:27
  to
• 31:27
  go
• 31:28
  back.
• 31:28
  I
• 31:28
  never
• 31:28
  have
• 31:28
  to
• 31:28
  worry
• 31:28
  about
• 31:29
  someone
• 31:29
  coming
• 31:29
  back
• 31:29
  to
• 31:29
  me
• 31:30
  saying,
• 31:30
  oh,
• 31:30
  but
• 31:31
  you
• 31:31
  said
• 31:31
  this.
• 31:32
  Didn't
• 31:32
  you
• 31:33
  say
• 31:33
  this?
• 31:33
  Okay,
• 31:34
  yeah,
• 31:34
  I
• 31:34
  said
• 31:34
  that.
• 31:35
  And
• 31:35
  now.
• 31:35
  But
• 31:35
  I
• 31:36
  know
• 31:36
  I
• 31:36
  said
• 31:36
  it.
• 31:36
  And,
• 31:37
  and
• 31:37
  because
• 31:37
  it's
• 31:37
  truth,
• 31:38
  I
• 31:38
  only
• 31:38
  speak
• 31:38
  truth.
• 31:39
  Kushta
• 31:39
  kai,
• 31:40
  what
• 31:40
  do
• 31:40
  you
• 31:40
  think?
• 31:42
  It's
• 31:42
  a
• 31:42
  little
• 31:42
  bit
• 31:42
  outside
• 31:43
  the
• 31:43
  page
• 31:43
  here,
• 31:44
  but,
• 31:45
  but.
• 31:48
  Right.
• 31:50
  And,
• 31:50
  and
• 31:50
  I'm
• 31:50
  telling
• 31:51
  you
• 31:51
  it's
• 31:51
  not,
• 31:52
  it's.
• 31:52
  It's
• 31:52
  mamish.
• 31:53
  Like,
• 31:53
  it's
• 31:53
  really
• 31:53
  not
• 31:53
  worth
• 31:54
  it.
• 31:54
  Why
• 31:54
  do
• 31:54
  you
• 31:55
  want
• 31:55
  to
• 31:55
  be
• 31:55
  in
• 31:55
  that
• 31:55
  situation
• 31:56
  where
• 31:56
  somebody,
• 31:57
  you
• 31:57
  meet
• 31:57
  somebody
• 31:58
  and
• 31:58
  you
• 31:58
  have
• 31:58
  to,
• 31:58
  like,
• 31:59
  you
• 31:59
  have
• 31:59
  to
• 31:59
  work
• 32:00
  it
• 32:00
  out.
• 32:00
  Did
• 32:00
  I
• 32:00
  say
• 32:01
  does
• 32:01
  this
• 32:01
  person
• 32:02
  know
• 32:02
  the
• 32:02
  real
• 32:03
  thing
• 32:03
  or
• 32:03
  not?
• 32:03
  The
• 32:03
  real
• 32:04
  thing
• 32:04
  does
• 32:04
  this,
• 32:05
  right?
• 32:05
  It's.
• 32:05
  It's
• 32:05
  shaky,
• 32:06
  it's
• 32:06
  uncomfortable,
• 32:07
  not
• 32:07
  a
• 32:08
  good
• 32:08
  place
• 32:08
  to
• 32:08
  be.
• 32:09
  And
• 32:10
  most
• 32:10
  importantly
• 32:11
  is
• 32:12
  it's
• 32:12
  far
• 32:13
  away
• 32:13
  from
• 32:13
  Hashem.
• 32:15
  It's
• 32:15
  far
• 32:15
  away
• 32:15
  from
• 32:16
  Hashem,
• 32:16
  it's
• 32:16
  far
• 32:16
  away
• 32:16
  from
• 32:17
  God.
• 32:17
  Because
• 32:17
  you're
• 32:18
  living
• 32:18
  in
• 32:18
  a
• 32:18
  fantasy
• 32:18
  world,
• 32:19
  right?
• 32:20
  And
• 32:21
  like,
• 32:21
  like
• 32:21
  we
• 32:21
  said,
• 32:21
  it's
• 32:22
  the.
• 32:22
  When
• 32:23
  we
• 32:23
  get
• 32:23
  into
• 32:23
  that
• 32:23
  state
• 32:24
  of
• 32:24
  being,
• 32:24
  it's
• 32:24
  that
• 32:25
  state
• 32:25
  of
• 32:26
  being
• 32:28
  stressed,
• 32:29
  being
• 32:29
  breathing
• 32:29
  heavy,
• 32:30
  right?
• 32:30
  Heart
• 32:31
  pounding.
• 32:31
  I'm
• 32:32
  in
• 32:32
  a
• 32:32
  difficult
• 32:32
  place,
• 32:33
  right?
• 32:34
  If
• 32:34
  you're
• 32:34
  a
• 32:34
  person
• 32:35
  of
• 32:35
  ms,
• 32:36
  you
• 32:36
  don't
• 32:36
  have
• 32:36
  to
• 32:36
  be
• 32:36
  there.
• 32:37
  And
• 32:38
  these
• 32:38
  two
• 32:38
  things
• 32:38
  go
• 32:38
  together.
• 32:39
  The
• 32:39
  way
• 32:39
  that
• 32:39
  I
• 32:39
  speak,
• 32:40
  right?
• 32:41
  In
• 32:41
  that
• 32:41
  way
• 32:42
  puts
• 32:42
  me
• 32:42
  in
• 32:42
  a
• 32:42
  space
• 32:43
  of
• 32:43
  security.
• 32:44
  And
• 32:44
  also
• 32:45
  when
• 32:45
  I'm
• 32:45
  a
• 32:45
  person
• 32:46
  of
• 32:46
  Toyda
• 32:47
  Halacha
• 32:47
  das
• 32:48
  Emunah,
• 32:49
  then
• 32:50
  when
• 32:50
  I'm
• 32:50
  experiencing
• 32:51
  Azara,
• 32:51
  I'm
• 32:51
  also
• 32:52
  more
• 32:52
  even
• 32:52
  keeled.
• 32:53
  Why?
• 32:53
  Because
• 32:54
  I
• 32:54
  know
• 32:54
  the
• 32:54
  truth,
• 32:55
  that
• 32:55
  everything's
• 32:55
  Hashem,
• 32:56
  and
• 32:56
  that
• 32:56
  this
• 32:56
  thing
• 32:57
  for
• 32:57
  me
• 32:57
  is
• 32:57
  really
• 32:58
  meant
• 32:58
  for
• 32:58
  me.
• 32:58
  And
• 32:58
  it's
• 32:58
  really
• 32:58
  going
• 32:58
  to
• 32:59
  be
• 32:59
  good,
• 32:59
  really
• 32:59
  going
• 32:59
  to
• 33:00
  be
• 33:00
  a
• 33:00
  birth,
• 33:00
  it's
• 33:01
  going
• 33:01
  to
• 33:01
  be
• 33:01
  something
• 33:01
  awesome.
• 33:03
  So
• 33:03
  I
• 33:03
  maintain
• 33:04
  the
• 33:04
  same
• 33:04
  equilibrium
• 33:07
  in
• 33:07
  that
• 33:07
  case.
• 33:08
  And
• 33:08
  then
• 33:08
  he's
• 33:08
  saying
• 33:09
  now
• 33:09
  it's
• 33:09
  going
• 33:09
  to
• 33:10
  affect
• 33:10
  me
• 33:10
  to
• 33:10
  such
• 33:10
  a
• 33:11
  way
• 33:11
  that
• 33:11
  now
• 33:12
  I'm
• 33:12
  going
• 33:12
  to
• 33:12
  speak
• 33:13
  differently.
• 33:14
  My
• 33:14
  speech
• 33:14
  is
• 33:15
  going
• 33:15
  to
• 33:15
  be
• 33:15
  strong,
• 33:16
  is
• 33:16
  going
• 33:17
  to
• 33:17
  be
• 33:17
  truth,
• 33:17
  is
• 33:18
  going
• 33:18
  to
• 33:18
  be
• 33:18
  stable
• 33:18
  and
• 33:18
  secure
• 33:19
  and
• 33:19
  amazing,
• 33:20
  right?
• 33:20
  This
• 33:21
  is,
• 33:21
  this
• 33:21
  is
• 33:21
  how,
• 33:22
  how,
• 33:22
  how
• 33:22
  it
• 33:22
  all
• 33:22
  flows
• 33:23
  together.
• 33:24
  Because
• 33:24
  if
• 33:24
  I'm.
• 33:24
  If
• 33:25
  I
• 33:25
  really,
• 33:26
  you
• 33:26
  know,
• 33:26
  it's
• 33:26
  the
• 33:26
  other
• 33:26
  thing.
• 33:27
  If.
• 33:28
  Did
• 33:28
  you
• 33:28
  ever,
• 33:30
  you
• 33:31
  know,
• 33:31
  in
• 33:31
  the
• 33:32
  beginning
• 33:32
  of
• 33:32
  the
• 33:32
  Shulchan
• 33:32
  Aruch,
• 33:33
  when
• 33:34
  it
• 33:34
  talks
• 33:34
  about
• 33:34
  the
• 33:34
  different,
• 33:35
  different
• 33:36
  halachas.
• 33:37
  We're
• 33:37
  learning
• 33:38
  halacha
• 33:38
  again
• 33:38
  here
• 33:39
  about
• 33:39
  how
• 33:40
  a
• 33:40
  person
• 33:41
  is
• 33:42
  supposed
• 33:42
  to
• 33:42
  behave,
• 33:43
  right,
• 33:44
  in
• 33:44
  their.
• 33:45
  And
• 33:45
  how
• 33:45
  a
• 33:46
  person
• 33:46
  dresses
• 33:46
  themselves
• 33:47
  in
• 33:47
  the
• 33:47
  morning.
• 33:47
  And
• 33:48
  how
• 33:48
  do
• 33:48
  you
• 33:48
  behave
• 33:49
  when
• 33:49
  you're
• 33:49
  in
• 33:49
  your.
• 33:50
  What's
• 33:50
  called
• 33:50
  khadre
• 33:51
  chadorim,
• 33:51
  when
• 33:51
  you're
• 33:51
  in
• 33:51
  your
• 33:52
  own
• 33:52
  private
• 33:52
  chambers.
• 33:53
  And
• 33:53
  how
• 33:53
  do
• 33:54
  you
• 33:54
  behave
• 33:54
  when
• 33:54
  you're
• 33:54
  outside
• 33:55
  with
• 33:55
  other
• 33:55
  people
• 33:56
  around,
• 33:56
  right?
• 33:57
  And
• 33:57
  so
• 33:57
  it
• 33:58
  says
• 33:58
  over
• 33:58
  there
• 33:58
  that
• 33:59
  people
• 33:59
  behave
• 34:00
  differently
• 34:01
  when
• 34:01
  they're
• 34:02
  in
• 34:02
  their
• 34:02
  own
• 34:02
  private
• 34:02
  place
• 34:03
  to.
• 34:03
  When
• 34:03
  they're
• 34:03
  outside
• 34:03
  with
• 34:04
  all
• 34:04
  the
• 34:04
  other
• 34:04
  people,
• 34:05
  right?
• 34:06
  So
• 34:06
  what's
• 34:06
  the
• 34:06
  story?
• 34:09
  Why
• 34:09
  do
• 34:09
  we
• 34:09
  do
• 34:10
  that?
• 34:11
  Because
• 34:11
  it
• 34:11
  shows.
• 34:12
  If
• 34:12
  we
• 34:12
  do
• 34:13
  that,
• 34:13
  it
• 34:13
  Shows
• 34:14
  that
• 34:14
  we
• 34:14
  don't
• 34:14
  really
• 34:14
  believe
• 34:14
  Hashem's
• 34:15
  there.
• 34:16
  Because
• 34:16
  if
• 34:16
  we
• 34:17
  really
• 34:17
  believed
• 34:17
  Hashem
• 34:18
  is
• 34:18
  there,
• 34:18
  then
• 34:19
  there's
• 34:19
  halachas
• 34:20
  when
• 34:20
  you're
• 34:20
  waking
• 34:20
  up
• 34:21
  in
• 34:21
  the
• 34:21
  morning
• 34:21
  that,
• 34:22
  like,
• 34:22
  it
• 34:23
  says
• 34:23
  that
• 34:23
  when
• 34:23
  you're
• 34:24
  getting.
• 34:24
  People
• 34:24
  used
• 34:24
  to
• 34:24
  sleep
• 34:25
  with
• 34:26
  either
• 34:27
  they
• 34:27
  didn't
• 34:27
  have
• 34:28
  clothing
• 34:28
  on
• 34:28
  or
• 34:28
  they
• 34:29
  wore,
• 34:29
  like,
• 34:29
  one
• 34:30
  long
• 34:30
  garment,
• 34:31
  right?
• 34:32
  So
• 34:33
  the
• 34:33
  halachah
• 34:34
  says
• 34:34
  that
• 34:34
  when
• 34:34
  a
• 34:35
  person
• 34:35
  gets
• 34:35
  up
• 34:35
  in
• 34:35
  the
• 34:35
  morning,
• 34:36
  they
• 34:36
  should
• 34:37
  put
• 34:37
  their
• 34:38
  garments
• 34:38
  over
• 34:38
  themselves
• 34:40
  and
• 34:40
  then
• 34:40
  stand
• 34:41
  up
• 34:41
  in
• 34:42
  a
• 34:42
  way
• 34:43
  so
• 34:43
  that
• 34:43
  their
• 34:43
  body
• 34:43
  is
• 34:44
  covered
• 34:45
  all
• 34:45
  the
• 34:45
  time,
• 34:46
  even
• 34:46
  if
• 34:47
  they're
• 34:47
  alone.
• 34:48
  We're
• 34:48
  talking
• 34:48
  in
• 34:48
  your
• 34:48
  own
• 34:49
  private
• 34:49
  house.
• 34:50
  This
• 34:50
  is
• 34:50
  how
• 34:50
  a
• 34:50
  person
• 34:51
  should
• 34:51
  get
• 34:51
  up.
• 34:53
  It
• 34:53
  sounds
• 34:54
  a
• 34:54
  little
• 34:54
  bit
• 34:54
  crazy.
• 34:54
  I
• 34:54
  said,
• 34:54
  it's
• 34:55
  my
• 34:55
  bedroom.
• 34:56
  I
• 34:56
  could
• 34:57
  walk
• 34:57
  around
• 34:57
  however
• 34:57
  I
• 34:57
  want,
• 34:58
  right?
• 34:59
  Nobody's
• 34:59
  watching
• 35:00
  you
• 35:01
  just
• 35:01
  hit
• 35:01
  it
• 35:01
  on
• 35:01
  the
• 35:01
  head.
• 35:02
  You
• 35:02
  think
• 35:02
  nobody's
• 35:02
  watching.
• 35:04
  You
• 35:04
  think
• 35:04
  nobody
• 35:05
  else
• 35:05
  is
• 35:05
  there
• 35:05
  with
• 35:05
  you,
• 35:06
  right?
• 35:07
  But
• 35:07
  if,
• 35:07
  you
• 35:08
  know,
• 35:08
  if
• 35:08
  you're
• 35:08
  with
• 35:09
  Hashem
• 35:09
  all
• 35:09
  the
• 35:09
  time,
• 35:10
  every
• 35:11
  moment,
• 35:12
  then
• 35:12
  you're
• 35:13
  gonna.
• 35:13
  You're
• 35:13
  gonna
• 35:13
  be
• 35:13
  careful
• 35:14
  the
• 35:14
  way.
• 35:14
  The
• 35:14
  way
• 35:14
  you
• 35:15
  dress.
• 35:15
  And
• 35:16
  you
• 35:16
  know
• 35:16
  what
• 35:16
  else
• 35:16
  is
• 35:16
  going
• 35:16
  to
• 35:17
  be.
• 35:17
  You're
• 35:17
  gonna
• 35:17
  be
• 35:17
  so
• 35:18
  careful
• 35:18
  the
• 35:18
  way
• 35:18
  you
• 35:18
  talk,
• 35:19
  because
• 35:19
  Hashem's
• 35:20
  right
• 35:20
  here.
• 35:20
  How
• 35:21
  could
• 35:21
  you
• 35:21
  tell
• 35:21
  a
• 35:21
  lie
• 35:22
  with
• 35:22
  the
• 35:22
  guy
• 35:22
  standing
• 35:23
  right
• 35:23
  beside
• 35:23
  you
• 35:23
  who's
• 35:23
  going
• 35:24
  to
• 35:24
  call
• 35:24
  you
• 35:24
  out,
• 35:26
  right?
• 35:26
  You
• 35:27
  can't.
• 35:27
  You
• 35:27
  can't
• 35:27
  lie
• 35:27
  in
• 35:27
  front
• 35:28
  of
• 35:28
  Hashem.
• 35:28
  So
• 35:29
  if
• 35:29
  you're
• 35:29
  living
• 35:29
  with
• 35:29
  Hashem,
• 35:30
  if
• 35:30
  you're
• 35:30
  really
• 35:30
  that
• 35:30
  person,
• 35:31
  then
• 35:31
  that's
• 35:31
  how
• 35:32
  you're
• 35:32
  going
• 35:32
  to
• 35:32
  speak.
• 35:33
  It's
• 35:33
  going
• 35:33
  to
• 35:33
  affect
• 35:33
  you
• 35:34
  in
• 35:34
  such
• 35:34
  a
• 35:34
  way
• 35:34
  that
• 35:34
  your
• 35:35
  speech
• 35:35
  is
• 35:35
  going
• 35:35
  to
• 35:35
  be
• 35:35
  so
• 35:36
  strong
• 35:36
  and
• 35:36
  powerful
• 35:36
  and
• 35:37
  authentic.
• 35:38
  Not
• 35:39
  to
• 35:39
  mention.
• 35:39
  I'm
• 35:39
  sorry,
• 35:40
  this
• 35:40
  is
• 35:40
  turning
• 35:40
  into
• 35:40
  a
• 35:40
  rant.
• 35:40
  I
• 35:41
  apologize.
• 35:42
  But
• 35:43
  you
• 35:43
  know
• 35:43
  what
• 35:43
  else
• 35:43
  is
• 35:43
  a
• 35:43
  big
• 35:44
  problem
• 35:44
  with
• 35:44
  this,
• 35:44
  is
• 35:45
  that.
• 35:45
  Is
• 35:45
  that
• 35:45
  if
• 35:45
  I
• 35:45
  don't
• 35:46
  deal
• 35:47
  in
• 35:48
  truth,
• 35:48
  I
• 35:49
  don't
• 35:49
  live
• 35:49
  in
• 35:49
  truth.
• 35:50
  I
• 35:50
  don't
• 35:50
  speak
• 35:50
  in
• 35:50
  truth.
• 35:51
  I'm
• 35:52
  missing
• 35:52
  all
• 35:53
  of
• 35:53
  my
• 35:53
  opportunities
• 35:55
  to
• 35:55
  grow.
• 35:56
  I'm
• 35:56
  missing
• 35:56
  all
• 35:57
  of
• 35:57
  the
• 35:57
  things
• 35:57
  that
• 35:57
  Hashem
• 35:58
  is
• 35:58
  giving
• 35:58
  me.
• 35:58
  Everything
• 35:59
  is
• 35:59
  Hashem.
• 36:00
  Everything
• 36:00
  is
• 36:00
  a
• 36:00
  message.
• 36:01
  Everything
• 36:01
  is
• 36:02
  an
• 36:02
  opportunity
• 36:02
  for
• 36:02
  me
• 36:02
  to
• 36:03
  hop
• 36:03
  it
• 36:03
  and
• 36:04
  use
• 36:04
  it
• 36:04
  in
• 36:04
  a
• 36:04
  way
• 36:04
  to
• 36:05
  grow
• 36:05
  closer
• 36:05
  to
• 36:05
  Hashem.
• 36:06
  And
• 36:06
  as
• 36:06
  soon
• 36:06
  as
• 36:07
  I
• 36:07
  start,
• 36:07
  as
• 36:07
  soon
• 36:07
  as
• 36:07
  I
• 36:08
  lie,
• 36:08
  I
• 36:09
  miss
• 36:09
  the
• 36:09
  chance,
• 36:11
  right?
• 36:11
  I'm
• 36:11
  pretending
• 36:11
  like
• 36:12
  it's
• 36:12
  not
• 36:12
  exist.
• 36:12
  I'm
• 36:12
  pretending
• 36:13
  it
• 36:13
  doesn't
• 36:13
  exist.
• 36:14
  I'm
• 36:14
  writing.
• 36:15
  Shem
• 36:15
  is
• 36:15
  writing
• 36:15
  me
• 36:15
  a
• 36:16
  story.
• 36:16
  He's
• 36:16
  writing
• 36:17
  the
• 36:17
  story
• 36:17
  of
• 36:17
  my
• 36:17
  life.
• 36:17
  And
• 36:18
  he's
• 36:18
  telling
• 36:18
  me,
• 36:18
  this
• 36:18
  is
• 36:19
  where
• 36:19
  you
• 36:19
  gotta
• 36:19
  go.
• 36:19
  This
• 36:20
  is
• 36:20
  for
• 36:20
  you.
• 36:20
  This
• 36:20
  is
• 36:20
  for
• 36:21
  you.
• 36:21
  This
• 36:21
  is
• 36:21
  for
• 36:21
  you.
• 36:22
  And
• 36:22
  you
• 36:22
  take
• 36:22
  out
• 36:23
  the
• 36:23
  eraser
• 36:23
  and
• 36:23
  you
• 36:23
  say,
• 36:24
  I'm
• 36:25
  not
• 36:25
  gonna
• 36:25
  do
• 36:25
  that.
• 36:25
  I'm
• 36:26
  gonna
• 36:26
  write
• 36:26
  a
• 36:26
  new
• 36:26
  story
• 36:27
  and
• 36:27
  I'm
• 36:27
  gonna
• 36:27
  change
• 36:27
  it.
• 36:28
  It's
• 36:28
  gonna
• 36:28
  be
• 36:28
  different.
• 36:29
  We're
• 36:29
  missing
• 36:29
  the
• 36:30
  messages.
• 36:30
  We're
• 36:31
  not
• 36:31
  living
• 36:31
  in
• 36:31
  truth
• 36:32
  at
• 36:32
  all.
• 36:32
  It's
• 36:33
  a
• 36:33
  whole.
• 36:33
  It's.
• 36:34
  It
• 36:34
  makes
• 36:35
  no
• 36:35
  sense.
• 36:37
  So
• 36:37
  as
• 36:37
  long
• 36:38
  as
• 36:38
  we.
• 36:38
  As
• 36:38
  long
• 36:38
  as
• 36:38
  we
• 36:38
  believe
• 36:39
  in
• 36:39
  Akones
• 36:39
  Baruch
• 36:40
  Hu,
• 36:40
  and
• 36:40
  we
• 36:40
  believe
• 36:40
  that
• 36:40
  he's
• 36:41
  there
• 36:41
  with
• 36:41
  us
• 36:41
  and
• 36:41
  everything
• 36:41
  comes
• 36:42
  from
• 36:42
  him,
• 36:42
  then
• 36:43
  we're
• 36:43
  gonna.
• 36:43
  We're
• 36:43
  gonna
• 36:43
  behave
• 36:44
  in
• 36:44
  this
• 36:44
  way.
• 36:46
  I
• 36:46
  think
• 36:46
  that's
• 36:46
  the
• 36:46
  end
• 36:46
  of
• 36:46
  the
• 36:47
  rant.
• 36:50
  So
• 36:51
  it's
• 36:51
  particularly
• 36:51
  in
• 36:52
  speech.
• 36:54
  So
• 36:54
  he
• 36:54
  says,
• 36:58
  even.
• 36:59
  Even
• 36:59
  falsehood,
• 36:59
  even
• 37:00
  lies.
• 37:02
  It
• 37:02
  doesn't
• 37:02
  have
• 37:03
  any
• 37:03
  type
• 37:03
  of
• 37:03
  kiyom.
• 37:04
  It
• 37:04
  doesn't
• 37:04
  have
• 37:04
  any
• 37:05
  existence
• 37:06
  on
• 37:06
  its
• 37:06
  own
• 37:07
  except
• 37:08
  through
• 37:08
  truth.
• 37:09
  What
• 37:10
  does
• 37:10
  that
• 37:10
  mean?
• 37:11
  Right?
• 37:11
  You
• 37:12
  heard
• 37:12
  before
• 37:13
  the
• 37:14
  saying,
• 37:14
  every
• 37:15
  good
• 37:16
  lie
• 37:16
  has
• 37:16
  a
• 37:17
  kernel
• 37:17
  of
• 37:17
  truth,
• 37:18
  right?
• 37:19
  I
• 37:19
  don't
• 37:19
  know
• 37:19
  if
• 37:19
  it's
• 37:19
  a
• 37:19
  good
• 37:19
  lie,
• 37:19
  but
• 37:20
  I
• 37:20
  think
• 37:21
  it's
• 37:21
  every
• 37:21
  good
• 37:21
  lie.
• 37:22
  Every
• 37:23
  good
• 37:23
  lie
• 37:23
  has
• 37:23
  a
• 37:23
  kernel
• 37:23
  of
• 37:24
  truth,
• 37:24
  right?
• 37:25
  So
• 37:26
  kamosha
• 37:26
  perish
• 37:26
  Rashi
• 37:27
  alpasuk
• 37:27
  vagam
• 37:28
  zavas
• 37:28
  khalava
• 37:29
  dvash.
• 37:29
  Like
• 37:29
  Rashi
• 37:30
  explains.
• 37:31
  So
• 37:31
  when
• 37:31
  the
• 37:32
  spies,
• 37:32
  the
• 37:32
  maraglim,
• 37:33
  went
• 37:34
  into
• 37:34
  Eretz
• 37:34
  Israel,
• 37:36
  so
• 37:36
  what
• 37:36
  did
• 37:36
  they
• 37:36
  do?
• 37:37
  They
• 37:37
  made
• 37:37
  up
• 37:38
  a
• 37:38
  whole
• 37:38
  report
• 37:39
  that
• 37:40
  was
• 37:40
  sheker,
• 37:41
  that
• 37:41
  was
• 37:41
  lies
• 37:42
  in
• 37:43
  order
• 37:43
  to
• 37:44
  convince
• 37:45
  everybody
• 37:45
  not
• 37:45
  to
• 37:46
  go
• 37:46
  into
• 37:46
  Eretz
• 37:46
  Israel.
• 37:47
  But
• 37:48
  they
• 37:48
  said.
• 37:49
  They
• 37:49
  said
• 37:49
  one
• 37:50
  other
• 37:50
  thing,
• 37:50
  though.
• 37:50
  They
• 37:50
  said,
• 37:51
  the
• 37:51
  gums
• 37:51
  of
• 37:51
  us,
• 37:52
  khalava
• 37:52
  devash,
• 37:52
  they
• 37:53
  said,
• 37:53
  you
• 37:53
  know
• 37:53
  what
• 37:53
  it
• 37:54
  is
• 37:54
  A
• 37:54
  land
• 37:54
  flowing
• 37:55
  with
• 37:55
  milk
• 37:55
  and
• 37:55
  honey,
• 37:56
  like
• 37:56
  we
• 37:56
  were
• 37:56
  told.
• 37:58
  But
• 37:58
  then
• 37:58
  they
• 37:58
  said,
• 37:59
  but.
• 37:59
  And
• 37:59
  then
• 37:59
  they
• 38:00
  let
• 38:00
  all
• 38:00
  the
• 38:00
  lies
• 38:01
  go
• 38:01
  through
• 38:01
  us.
• 38:02
  Because
• 38:03
  pointing
• 38:03
  out,
• 38:04
  in
• 38:04
  other
• 38:04
  words,
• 38:05
  that
• 38:05
  you
• 38:05
  need
• 38:05
  to
• 38:05
  have
• 38:07
  that
• 38:08
  basis
• 38:08
  of
• 38:08
  truth
• 38:09
  in
• 38:09
  order
• 38:09
  to
• 38:10
  build
• 38:10
  the
• 38:10
  light.
• 38:11
  You
• 38:11
  need
• 38:11
  to
• 38:11
  have
• 38:12
  truth
• 38:12
  to
• 38:13
  start
• 38:13
  from
• 38:14
  even
• 38:15
  truth
• 38:15
  is
• 38:15
  important.
• 38:16
  And
• 38:16
  even
• 38:16
  to
• 38:16
  be.
• 38:17
  Even
• 38:17
  lies
• 38:18
  need
• 38:18
  a
• 38:18
  little
• 38:18
  bit
• 38:18
  of
• 38:18
  truth
• 38:19
  for
• 38:19
  their
• 38:19
  own
• 38:19
  existence,
• 38:20
  right?
• 38:26
  So
• 38:26
  it
• 38:26
  comes
• 38:26
  out
• 38:26
  that
• 38:26
  we
• 38:27
  see
• 38:27
  over
• 38:27
  here
• 38:28
  that
• 38:28
  the
• 38:28
  main
• 38:29
  kiyom,
• 38:30
  the
• 38:30
  main
• 38:30
  sustaining
• 38:31
  and
• 38:32
  perfection
• 38:32
  of
• 38:33
  speech
• 38:33
  is
• 38:34
  through
• 38:34
  truth.
• 38:36
  That
• 38:36
  when
• 38:36
  the
• 38:36
  truth
• 38:37
  illuminates
• 38:37
  within
• 38:38
  my
• 38:38
  speech,
• 38:40
  okay?
• 38:41
  So
• 38:41
  the
• 38:41
  last
• 38:41
  thing
• 38:42
  we'll
• 38:42
  say
• 38:42
  is
• 38:42
  that,
• 38:43
  is
• 38:44
  that
• 38:44
  how.
• 38:44
  How
• 38:44
  does.
• 38:45
  How
• 38:45
  does
• 38:45
  a
• 38:45
  person
• 38:45
  have
• 38:46
  illuminated
• 38:46
  speech?
• 38:48
  How
• 38:48
  can
• 38:48
  a
• 38:48
  person
• 38:49
  speak
• 38:49
  in
• 38:49
  a
• 38:49
  way
• 38:50
  that
• 38:51
  is
• 38:51
  effective,
• 38:53
  that
• 38:53
  is
• 38:54
  confident
• 38:55
  that
• 38:55
  people
• 38:55
  listen
• 38:56
  to,
• 38:57
  that
• 38:58
  goes
• 38:58
  into
• 38:59
  the
• 38:59
  people
• 39:00
  that
• 39:00
  they're
• 39:00
  speaking
• 39:01
  to.
• 39:03
  So
• 39:04
  it
• 39:04
  comes
• 39:05
  from
• 39:05
  the
• 39:05
  same
• 39:05
  place.
• 39:06
  If
• 39:06
  I
• 39:06
  have
• 39:07
  that
• 39:07
  stability,
• 39:07
  that
• 39:08
  strength
• 39:08
  and
• 39:09
  that
• 39:09
  emunah
• 39:10
  and
• 39:10
  that
• 39:11
  confidence
• 39:11
  in
• 39:11
  what
• 39:11
  I'm
• 39:12
  saying
• 39:12
  now,
• 39:13
  I
• 39:13
  give
• 39:13
  it
• 39:13
  over
• 39:14
  in
• 39:14
  a
• 39:14
  different
• 39:14
  way,
• 39:15
  right?
• 39:16
  I'm
• 39:16
  saying
• 39:16
  I'm
• 39:17
  saying
• 39:17
  truth.
• 39:18
  We're
• 39:19
  reading
• 39:19
  Rabbi
• 39:19
  Nachman
• 39:19
  here.
• 39:20
  It's
• 39:20
  pretty
• 39:20
  easy,
• 39:21
  right?
• 39:22
  But
• 39:22
  I'm
• 39:22
  saying
• 39:22
  truth.
• 39:23
  So.
• 39:23
  So
• 39:23
  it
• 39:23
  comes,
• 39:24
  it
• 39:24
  comes
• 39:24
  out
• 39:24
  differently.
• 39:25
  It
• 39:25
  comes
• 39:25
  out
• 39:26
  illuminated.
• 39:27
  It
• 39:28
  comes
• 39:28
  out
• 39:28
  illuminated,
• 39:30
  which
• 39:30
  is
• 39:31
  important.
• 39:32
  Okay,
• 39:33
  good.
• 39:34
  So
• 39:34
  we'll.
• 39:35
  What
• 39:35
  time
• 39:35
  are
• 39:35
  we
• 39:35
  at
• 39:36
  here?
• 39:36
  Okay,
• 39:36
  we
• 39:36
  keep
• 39:36
  going.
• 39:38
  So
• 39:38
  now
• 39:39
  everybody
• 39:39
  following
• 39:40
  me
• 39:40
  now
• 39:40
  through
• 39:40
  living
• 39:41
  the
• 39:41
  life
• 39:41
  of
• 39:41
  Toida,
• 39:42
  Halacha,
• 39:43
  Das,
• 39:44
  I'm
• 39:44
  throwing
• 39:44
  in
• 39:44
  amuna.
• 39:45
  And
• 39:46
  right
• 39:46
  through
• 39:47
  all
• 39:47
  of
• 39:47
  these
• 39:47
  things
• 39:47
  and
• 39:48
  being
• 39:48
  halacha
• 39:49
  constantly
• 39:49
  with
• 39:49
  Hashem,
• 39:50
  being
• 39:50
  aware
• 39:50
  of
• 39:50
  Hashem
• 39:50
  all
• 39:50
  the
• 39:50
  time,
• 39:51
  through
• 39:51
  living
• 39:52
  like
• 39:52
  that,
• 39:52
  then
• 39:53
  my
• 39:53
  speech
• 39:53
  is
• 39:53
  going
• 39:54
  to
• 39:54
  be
• 39:54
  illuminated
• 39:55
  and,
• 39:56
  and
• 39:56
  I'm
• 39:56
  going
• 39:56
  to
• 39:56
  live
• 39:56
  in
• 39:56
  this
• 39:57
  realm.
• 39:57
  Right?
• 39:58
  And
• 39:59
  that's
• 39:59
  where
• 39:59
  we
• 39:59
  are.
• 40:00
  So
• 40:00
  how's
• 40:00
  it
• 40:00
  going
• 40:00
  to
• 40:00
  come
• 40:01
  to
• 40:01
  me
• 40:01
  now?
• 40:01
  How
• 40:01
  am
• 40:01
  I
• 40:01
  going
• 40:01
  to,
• 40:02
  how
• 40:02
  am
• 40:03
  I
• 40:03
  going
• 40:03
  to
• 40:03
  see
• 40:03
  this
• 40:03
  happen?
• 40:06
  Sorry.
• 40:08
  Says
• 40:08
  now.
• 40:13
  So
• 40:14
  this
• 40:14
  truth
• 40:15
  is
• 40:16
  going
• 40:16
  to
• 40:16
  illuminate
• 40:17
  my
• 40:17
  speech
• 40:18
  through
• 40:19
  these
• 40:19
  three
• 40:20
  names
• 40:20
  of
• 40:20
  Hashem.
• 40:21
  The
• 40:22
  three
• 40:22
  names
• 40:22
  of
• 40:22
  Hashem
• 40:22
  are
• 40:24
  Kel,
• 40:25
  Aleph,
• 40:25
  Lamid,
• 40:26
  Elokim,
• 40:27
  Hashem,
• 40:29
  Diber,
• 40:30
  Kel
• 40:31
  Elokim,
• 40:32
  Hashem,
• 40:32
  Diber.
• 40:33
  The
• 40:33
  posse
• 40:34
  can
• 40:34
  telum
• 40:34
  says
• 40:35
  so
• 40:35
  those
• 40:35
  three
• 40:35
  names
• 40:36
  of
• 40:36
  Hashem,
• 40:36
  Kel,
• 40:36
  Elokim,
• 40:37
  Hashem,
• 40:40
  These
• 40:41
  three
• 40:42
  names
• 40:42
  are
• 40:43
  the
• 40:43
  root
• 40:44
  of
• 40:44
  truth.
• 40:48
  And
• 40:48
  through
• 40:48
  them
• 40:49
  the
• 40:49
  truth
• 40:49
  will
• 40:50
  be
• 40:50
  illuminated
• 40:50
  within
• 40:51
  the
• 40:51
  speech,
• 40:54
  which
• 40:55
  is
• 40:55
  going
• 40:55
  to
• 40:55
  be
• 40:55
  in
• 40:56
  the
• 40:56
  four
• 40:58
  faceted
• 40:59
  nature
• 40:59
  of
• 41:00
  speech.
• 41:00
  We
• 41:00
  haven't
• 41:01
  talked
• 41:01
  about
• 41:01
  this
• 41:01
  yet.
• 41:02
  Just
• 41:02
  stay
• 41:02
  with
• 41:02
  me.
• 41:03
  Haina,
• 41:03
  Bahinas,
• 41:04
  arba,
• 41:04
  help
• 41:06
  into
• 41:07
  the
• 41:07
  four
• 41:07
  aspects
• 41:08
  of
• 41:08
  our
• 41:08
  speech.
• 41:11
  So
• 41:13
  in
• 41:13
  other
• 41:13
  words,
• 41:13
  there's
• 41:13
  three
• 41:13
  names
• 41:14
  of
• 41:14
  Hashem
• 41:14
  which
• 41:15
  we're
• 41:15
  going
• 41:15
  to
• 41:15
  see
• 41:15
  later
• 41:15
  on
• 41:16
  what
• 41:16
  they
• 41:16
  represent
• 41:17
  and
• 41:17
  how
• 41:18
  that
• 41:18
  helps
• 41:18
  to
• 41:18
  perfect
• 41:19
  my
• 41:19
  speech.
• 41:20
  But
• 41:20
  before
• 41:21
  we
• 41:21
  do
• 41:21
  that,
• 41:21
  for
• 41:21
  some
• 41:22
  reason
• 41:22
  Rabbi
• 41:22
  Nachman
• 41:23
  makes
• 41:23
  a,
• 41:24
  makes
• 41:24
  a
• 41:24
  break
• 41:24
  and
• 41:25
  starts
• 41:25
  with
• 41:25
  the
• 41:25
  four,
• 41:26
  the
• 41:26
  four
• 41:27
  aspects
• 41:27
  of
• 41:27
  speech.
• 41:28
  So
• 41:29
  we're
• 41:29
  going
• 41:29
  to
• 41:29
  say
• 41:30
  four
• 41:30
  different
• 41:30
  types
• 41:31
  of
• 41:31
  speech
• 41:31
  over
• 41:31
  here
• 41:31
  that
• 41:32
  he's
• 41:32
  going
• 41:32
  to
• 41:32
  give
• 41:32
  us
• 41:33
  over.
• 41:34
  And
• 41:34
  the
• 41:35
  way
• 41:35
  that
• 41:35
  I
• 41:35
  understand
• 41:36
  them,
• 41:36
  you'll
• 41:36
  help
• 41:36
  me
• 41:37
  get
• 41:37
  through
• 41:37
  this.
• 41:38
  He's
• 41:38
  going
• 41:38
  to
• 41:38
  explain
• 41:39
  what
• 41:39
  it
• 41:39
  is
• 41:39
  with.
• 41:39
  With
• 41:40
  Sukim
• 41:40
  proving
• 41:40
  what,
• 41:41
  what
• 41:41
  his
• 41:41
  point
• 41:41
  is.
• 41:42
  But
• 41:42
  the
• 41:42
  way
• 41:42
  I
• 41:42
  understand
• 41:43
  it
• 41:43
  is
• 41:43
  that
• 41:43
  these
• 41:43
  four,
• 41:44
  these
• 41:45
  four
• 41:45
  places,
• 41:45
  once
• 41:46
  again,
• 41:46
  this
• 41:46
  is
• 41:46
  me.
• 41:47
  This
• 41:47
  is
• 41:47
  not
• 41:47
  necessarily.
• 41:48
  This
• 41:48
  is
• 41:48
  the
• 41:48
  way
• 41:48
  I
• 41:48
  understand
• 41:49
  it.
• 41:49
  Cuz
• 41:49
  it's
• 41:49
  hard
• 41:49
  to
• 41:49
  understand
• 41:50
  is
• 41:50
  that
• 41:51
  these
• 41:51
  four
• 41:51
  types
• 41:51
  of
• 41:51
  speech
• 41:52
  are
• 41:53
  places
• 41:53
  where
• 41:53
  there's
• 41:54
  a
• 41:54
  particular
• 41:55
  ability
• 41:57
  to
• 41:57
  move
• 41:58
  into
• 41:59
  checker,
• 41:59
  to
• 42:00
  not
• 42:00
  be
• 42:00
  truthful.
• 42:01
  There's
• 42:01
  a
• 42:02
  particular
• 42:02
  pull
• 42:02
  and
• 42:03
  an
• 42:03
  ability
• 42:03
  to
• 42:03
  not
• 42:03
  be
• 42:04
  truthful.
• 42:05
  And,
• 42:05
  and
• 42:06
  on
• 42:06
  the
• 42:06
  other
• 42:07
  hand,
• 42:07
  when
• 42:07
  we,
• 42:08
  when
• 42:08
  we,
• 42:08
  when
• 42:08
  we
• 42:09
  speak
• 42:10
  with
• 42:10
  truth
• 42:11
  within
• 42:11
  those
• 42:12
  four
• 42:12
  aspects,
• 42:13
  it
• 42:13
  creates
• 42:14
  something
• 42:14
  amazing.
• 42:15
  Okay,
• 42:16
  so
• 42:16
  let's
• 42:16
  see
• 42:16
  what
• 42:16
  it
• 42:17
  is.
• 42:20
  Just
• 42:20
  before
• 42:20
  we
• 42:20
  go
• 42:20
  on,
• 42:21
  I
• 42:21
  wanted
• 42:21
  to
• 42:21
  remember.
• 42:21
  So
• 42:22
  Verid
• 42:22
  said
• 42:22
  about
• 42:22
  MS,
• 42:23
  about
• 42:23
  Truth,
• 42:24
  that
• 42:24
  it's,
• 42:25
  it's
• 42:26
  the,
• 42:26
  the
• 42:26
  four.
• 42:26
  The
• 42:26
  three
• 42:26
  letters
• 42:27
  of
• 42:27
  Ms.
• 42:27
  Of
• 42:28
  Truth
• 42:28
  are
• 42:28
  the
• 42:29
  first,
• 42:29
  middle
• 42:30
  and
• 42:30
  last
• 42:30
  letter
• 42:30
  of
• 42:31
  the
• 42:31
  Aleph
• 42:31
  Beis.
• 42:32
  Right.
• 42:32
  So.
• 42:33
  And,
• 42:33
  and
• 42:33
  said
• 42:34
  Verit.
• 42:34
  That.
• 42:34
  That
• 42:34
  what?
• 42:35
  That's.
• 42:35
  It's
• 42:35
  all
• 42:35
  encompassing.
• 42:36
  It's.
• 42:37
  It's
• 42:37
  all.
• 42:37
  It's
• 42:37
  oneness.
• 42:38
  It's.
• 42:39
  I
• 42:39
  can't
• 42:39
  remember
• 42:39
  the
• 42:39
  word.
• 42:39
  She
• 42:39
  is.
• 42:41
  Yeah,
• 42:41
  Totality.
• 42:42
  It's
• 42:42
  totality.
• 42:43
  It's
• 42:43
  all
• 42:43
  encompassing.
• 42:44
  So
• 42:45
  that
• 42:45
  is
• 42:45
  a
• 42:45
  particular
• 42:46
  important
• 42:46
  point
• 42:47
  of
• 42:47
  this,
• 42:47
  of
• 42:47
  this
• 42:48
  Torah
• 42:48
  itself.
• 42:49
  And,
• 42:49
  and,
• 42:50
  and
• 42:50
  specifically
• 42:51
  in
• 42:51
  the
• 42:51
  very
• 42:51
  last
• 42:51
  paragraph
• 42:52
  of
• 42:52
  this
• 42:52
  Torah,
• 42:53
  it
• 42:53
  comes
• 42:53
  out
• 42:54
  in
• 42:54
  a
• 42:54
  very
• 42:54
  explosive
• 42:55
  way,
• 42:55
  a
• 42:55
  very
• 42:55
  amazing
• 42:56
  way.
• 42:56
  But
• 42:57
  the
• 42:57
  whole
• 42:57
  thing
• 42:57
  we're
• 42:58
  saying
• 42:58
  over
• 42:58
  here
• 42:59
  right
• 42:59
  now,
• 43:00
  what's
• 43:01
  different
• 43:01
  about
• 43:03
  the
• 43:03
  lady
• 43:03
  giving
• 43:03
  birth
• 43:05
  is
• 43:06
  that
• 43:06
  she
• 43:06
  knows
• 43:08
  she
• 43:08
  has
• 43:08
  Das
• 43:09
  even
• 43:09
  in
• 43:10
  the
• 43:10
  middle
• 43:10
  of
• 43:10
  the
• 43:10
  Tzara,
• 43:11
  not
• 43:12
  just
• 43:12
  at
• 43:12
  the
• 43:12
  end
• 43:13
  when
• 43:13
  everything
• 43:13
  gets
• 43:14
  fixed.
• 43:15
  That's
• 43:15
  not
• 43:15
  the
• 43:15
  only
• 43:16
  time
• 43:16
  when
• 43:16
  she
• 43:16
  understands
• 43:17
  that
• 43:17
  something
• 43:18
  is
• 43:18
  happening
• 43:18
  over
• 43:18
  here,
• 43:19
  but
• 43:19
  even
• 43:19
  in
• 43:19
  the
• 43:19
  middle
• 43:20
  of
• 43:20
  the
• 43:20
  Tsar
• 43:20
  itself,
• 43:21
  throughout
• 43:21
  the
• 43:21
  whole
• 43:21
  thing,
• 43:22
  throughout
• 43:22
  the
• 43:22
  totality
• 43:23
  of
• 43:23
  the
• 43:24
  experience,
• 43:25
  she
• 43:25
  has
• 43:26
  Das.
• 43:27
  She
• 43:27
  knows
• 43:27
  what's
• 43:28
  going
• 43:28
  on.
• 43:28
  She
• 43:29
  knows
• 43:29
  that
• 43:29
  something's
• 43:29
  happening,
• 43:29
  something
• 43:30
  amazing
• 43:30
  is
• 43:30
  happening.
• 43:31
  Right?
• 43:31
  That's
• 43:32
  another
• 43:32
  way
• 43:32
  that
• 43:32
  Ms.
• 43:33
  Relates
• 43:33
  specifically
• 43:33
  to
• 43:34
  the
• 43:34
  concepts
• 43:34
  of
• 43:34
  this
• 43:34
  Torah
• 43:35
  in
• 43:35
  a
• 43:35
  beautiful
• 43:35
  way.
• 43:36
  Okay,
• 43:37
  let's
• 43:37
  go
• 43:41
  there.
• 43:41
  There
• 43:41
  is
• 43:42
  a
• 43:43
  Ribu
• 43:43
  Hadibur.
• 43:44
  So
• 43:44
  first
• 43:44
  of
• 43:44
  all,
• 43:44
  this
• 43:44
  is
• 43:45
  a,
• 43:45
  this
• 43:45
  has
• 43:45
  to
• 43:45
  be
• 43:45
  some
• 43:45
  type
• 43:46
  of
• 43:46
  amazing.
• 43:48
  I
• 43:48
  don't
• 43:48
  know
• 43:48
  if
• 43:48
  we
• 43:49
  see
• 43:49
  this
• 43:49
  anywhere
• 43:49
  else
• 43:50
  in
• 43:50
  the
• 43:50
  universe.
• 43:53
  It's
• 43:53
  also
• 43:53
  not
• 43:54
  like,
• 43:54
  like
• 43:54
  if
• 43:54
  you
• 43:54
  wanted
• 43:55
  to.
• 43:55
  To.
• 43:56
  To.
• 43:56
  To.
• 43:56
  To
• 43:56
  say
• 43:57
  there's
• 43:57
  four
• 43:58
  parts
• 43:58
  of
• 43:58
  speech.
• 43:58
  You'd
• 43:59
  say
• 43:59
  like
• 43:59
  we
• 43:59
  said
• 43:59
  before
• 44:00
  Arba,
• 44:02
  but
• 44:02
  here
• 44:02
  Reua
• 44:03
  rua
• 44:03
  really
• 44:04
  means
• 44:04
  like
• 44:04
  square,
• 44:06
  right?
• 44:06
  The.
• 44:06
  It's.
• 44:06
  It's
• 44:07
  the
• 44:07
  square
• 44:07
  of
• 44:08
  speech.
• 44:09
  I
• 44:09
  don't
• 44:09
  quite
• 44:10
  yet
• 44:10
  have
• 44:10
  figured
• 44:11
  out
• 44:12
  what
• 44:13
  it
• 44:13
  really
• 44:13
  means.
• 44:14
  So,
• 44:14
  so
• 44:14
  we'll
• 44:14
  see.
• 44:15
  We'll
• 44:15
  have
• 44:15
  to
• 44:16
  see
• 44:17
  totality.
• 44:18
  But,
• 44:18
  but
• 44:18
  with,
• 44:18
  with
• 44:19
  relation
• 44:19
  to
• 44:19
  the,
• 44:19
  to
• 44:20
  the
• 44:20
  four
• 44:20
  parts
• 44:20
  of
• 44:20
  speech
• 44:21
  here.
• 44:21
  So,
• 44:22
  so
• 44:22
  we'll.
• 44:22
  We'll
• 44:22
  see,
• 44:22
  we'll
• 44:23
  see.
• 44:23
  But
• 44:23
  let's
• 44:23
  see
• 44:24
  what
• 44:24
  they
• 44:24
  are.
• 44:24
  Yeshri
• 44:25
  Buha
• 44:25
  Dibur
• 44:26
  Vaayo
• 44:27
  Yisrael
• 44:28
  Begalus.
• 44:30
  So
• 44:31
  when,
• 44:31
  when
• 44:32
  Yisrael
• 44:32
  was
• 44:32
  in
• 44:33
  gullus,
• 44:34
  when
• 44:34
  we
• 44:34
  are
• 44:34
  in
• 44:35
  exile,
• 44:36
  Dibur
• 44:37
  is
• 44:37
  also
• 44:37
  in
• 44:38
  exile.
• 44:40
  It
• 44:40
  says
• 44:40
  by
• 44:41
  Moishe
• 44:41
  Rabbeinu
• 44:50
  a
• 44:50
  lie.
• 44:51
  Moishe
• 44:51
  Rabbeinu
• 44:52
  said,
• 44:53
  I
• 44:53
  am
• 44:53
  not
• 44:54
  a
• 44:54
  man
• 44:54
  of
• 44:54
  words.
• 44:55
  Not
• 44:56
  yesterday,
• 44:57
  not
• 44:57
  the
• 44:57
  day
• 44:58
  before,
• 44:58
  and
• 44:58
  not
• 44:59
  from
• 44:59
  when
• 44:59
  you
• 44:59
  first
• 44:59
  spoke
• 45:00
  to
• 45:00
  me.
• 45:00
  This
• 45:01
  is
• 45:01
  what
• 45:01
  Moishe
• 45:01
  Rabbeinu
• 45:01
  says
• 45:01
  to
• 45:02
  Hashem,
• 45:02
  Hashem
• 45:02
  is
• 45:02
  trying
• 45:02
  to
• 45:03
  get
• 45:03
  Moshe
• 45:03
  Rabbeinu
• 45:03
  to
• 45:03
  be
• 45:03
  the
• 45:04
  leader.
• 45:04
  And
• 45:04
  Moshe
• 45:05
  Menu
• 45:05
  says,
• 45:06
  I
• 45:06
  can't
• 45:07
  speak.
• 45:08
  Right.
• 45:09
  And
• 45:09
  he
• 45:09
  had.
• 45:09
  He
• 45:10
  had
• 45:10
  what?
• 45:11
  He
• 45:12
  had
• 45:12
  a
• 45:12
  speech
• 45:12
  impediment.
• 45:13
  He
• 45:13
  had
• 45:13
  a
• 45:13
  stutter.
• 45:13
  He
• 45:13
  really
• 45:13
  couldn't
• 45:14
  speak.
• 45:14
  Right.
• 45:15
  What's
• 45:15
  the
• 45:15
  story,
• 45:15
  though?
• 45:16
  What's
• 45:16
  what?
• 45:19
  Why
• 45:20
  the
• 45:21
  Torah
• 45:21
  doesn't
• 45:21
  just
• 45:21
  make
• 45:21
  these
• 45:22
  things
• 45:22
  up
• 45:22
  for
• 45:22
  no
• 45:22
  reason,
• 45:22
  right?
• 45:23
  Nachman
• 45:23
  is
• 45:24
  telling
• 45:24
  us
• 45:24
  that
• 45:24
  when
• 45:24
  we
• 45:24
  are
• 45:25
  in
• 45:25
  gullus,
• 45:26
  in
• 45:26
  exile,
• 45:27
  also
• 45:27
  the
• 45:28
  power
• 45:28
  of
• 45:28
  Deborah
• 45:28
  is
• 45:29
  in
• 45:29
  gullus.
• 45:29
  The
• 45:29
  power
• 45:29
  of
• 45:29
  speech
• 45:30
  is
• 45:30
  in
• 45:30
  gullus.
• 45:30
  So
• 45:31
  the
• 45:31
  person
• 45:31
  who's
• 45:31
  meant
• 45:31
  to
• 45:32
  be
• 45:32
  the
• 45:32
  channel
• 45:33
  from
• 45:33
  Hashem
• 45:33
  to
• 45:33
  us,
• 45:34
  the
• 45:34
  leader,
• 45:35
  right?
• 45:35
  When?
• 45:36
  When.
• 45:36
  When
• 45:36
  we're
• 45:36
  in
• 45:36
  Mitzrayim
• 45:37
  and
• 45:37
  we're
• 45:37
  in
• 45:38
  that
• 45:38
  place
• 45:38
  of
• 45:38
  klipa
• 45:39
  and
• 45:39
  difficulty,
• 45:40
  speeches
• 45:41
  in
• 45:41
  Gollus.
• 45:42
  So
• 45:42
  our
• 45:42
  leader
• 45:43
  can't
• 45:43
  speak,
• 45:44
  right?
• 45:45
  This
• 45:45
  is.
• 45:45
  This
• 45:45
  is
• 45:45
  the
• 45:45
  story.
• 45:46
  So
• 45:46
  this
• 45:47
  is
• 45:47
  why
• 45:47
  he
• 45:47
  said,
• 45:47
  I'm
• 45:48
  not
• 45:48
  a
• 45:48
  man
• 45:48
  of
• 45:48
  speech.
• 45:48
  And
• 45:48
  he
• 45:49
  said
• 45:49
  it
• 45:49
  in
• 45:49
  four.
• 45:56
  Said
• 45:56
  it
• 45:56
  in
• 45:56
  four,
• 45:57
  said
• 45:58
  a
• 45:58
  very
• 45:58
  unusual
• 45:59
  sentence,
• 46:00
  right?
• 46:02
  Anybody
• 46:02
  ever
• 46:02
  think
• 46:02
  of
• 46:03
  that?
• 46:04
  That's
• 46:05
  what
• 46:05
  he
• 46:05
  says.
• 46:05
  I'm
• 46:05
  not
• 46:05
  a
• 46:05
  man
• 46:06
  of
• 46:06
  words.
• 46:06
  That's
• 46:06
  enough
• 46:06
  already,
• 46:07
  okay?
• 46:07
  You
• 46:07
  said
• 46:08
  your
• 46:08
  piece.
• 46:08
  That's
• 46:09
  what
• 46:09
  he
• 46:09
  says.
• 46:09
  Says
• 46:10
  I'm
• 46:10
  not
• 46:10
  a
• 46:10
  man
• 46:10
  of
• 46:10
  words.
• 46:11
  Not
• 46:11
  yesterday,
• 46:12
  not
• 46:12
  the
• 46:12
  day
• 46:12
  before,
• 46:13
  not
• 46:13
  from
• 46:13
  the
• 46:13
  first
• 46:14
  time
• 46:14
  he
• 46:14
  spoke
• 46:14
  to
• 46:14
  me.
• 46:14
  He
• 46:14
  says
• 46:15
  it
• 46:15
  in
• 46:15
  four,
• 46:16
  four
• 46:16
  portions,
• 46:17
  right?
• 46:17
  So
• 46:17
  what's
• 46:17
  the
• 46:17
  story?
• 46:19
  This
• 46:19
  is
• 46:20
  the
• 46:20
  aspect
• 46:20
  of
• 46:20
  the
• 46:21
  fourfold
• 46:21
  nature
• 46:22
  of
• 46:22
  speech,
• 46:23
  the
• 46:24
  four
• 46:24
  parts
• 46:25
  of
• 46:25
  speech.
• 46:26
  Let's
• 46:27
  see
• 46:27
  now,
• 46:27
  what
• 46:27
  are
• 46:27
  the
• 46:27
  four
• 46:28
  parts
• 46:28
  of
• 46:28
  speech?
• 46:31
  The
• 46:32
  first
• 46:32
  one
• 46:32
  is
• 46:32
  there's
• 46:32
  a
• 46:33
  dibur,
• 46:33
  a
• 46:33
  speech
• 46:34
  of
• 46:34
  Tzedakah,
• 46:35
  of
• 46:35
  charity.
• 46:39
  So
• 46:39
  the
• 46:39
  pasuk
• 46:40
  in
• 46:40
  Yeshaya
• 46:41
  says
• 46:41
  these,
• 46:42
  puts
• 46:42
  these
• 46:42
  words
• 46:42
  together,
• 46:47
  one
• 46:48
  second.
• 46:48
  So
• 46:49
  this
• 46:49
  is
• 46:49
  an
• 46:49
  aspect
• 46:50
  of
• 46:51
  one
• 46:52
  second.
• 46:55
  Yeah,
• 46:56
  one
• 46:56
  second.
• 46:59
  So
• 47:00
  Yeshaya
• 47:01
  is
• 47:02
  talking
• 47:02
  about
• 47:03
  how
• 47:03
  the
• 47:04
  enemies
• 47:04
  of
• 47:04
  Klay
• 47:04
  Yisrael
• 47:05
  are
• 47:05
  going
• 47:05
  to
• 47:05
  fall.
• 47:06
  And
• 47:07
  the
• 47:07
  posse
• 47:07
  says,
• 47:08
  who
• 47:08
  is
• 47:08
  this
• 47:08
  coming
• 47:09
  from
• 47:09
  Edom
• 47:10
  in
• 47:10
  bloodstained
• 47:10
  clothing
• 47:11
  from
• 47:11
  Basra?
• 47:12
  It
• 47:13
  is
• 47:13
  I,
• 47:13
  Hashem,
• 47:15
  who
• 47:16
  speaks
• 47:16
  with
• 47:16
  charity,
• 47:17
  who
• 47:17
  has
• 47:18
  the
• 47:18
  power
• 47:18
  to
• 47:18
  save.
• 47:19
  This
• 47:19
  is
• 47:20
  what.
• 47:20
  And
• 47:20
  the
• 47:20
  Matsudas,
• 47:21
  David
• 47:21
  says
• 47:21
  over
• 47:22
  there,
• 47:22
  that
• 47:22
  speaks
• 47:22
  with
• 47:23
  Tzedakah.
• 47:24
  That
• 47:24
  refers
• 47:24
  to
• 47:25
  Hashem's
• 47:25
  promise
• 47:25
  that
• 47:25
  he's
• 47:26
  going
• 47:26
  to
• 47:26
  behave
• 47:26
  with
• 47:26
  us
• 47:26
  in
• 47:27
  a
• 47:27
  good
• 47:27
  way.
• 47:27
  He's
• 47:27
  going
• 47:27
  to
• 47:27
  do
• 47:28
  Tzedakah
• 47:28
  with
• 47:28
  us.
• 47:29
  But
• 47:29
  the
• 47:29
  pasig
• 47:29
  over
• 47:30
  there
• 47:30
  connects
• 47:31
  Dibur
• 47:31
  and
• 47:31
  Tzedakah.
• 47:32
  Right?
• 47:34
  Let's
• 47:35
  get
• 47:35
  back
• 47:35
  to
• 47:35
  mine
• 47:35
  over
• 47:35
  here.
• 47:36
  Now,
• 47:38
  Adam.
• 47:39
  Allah
• 47:39
  Shu
• 47:40
  Deborah.
• 47:41
  This
• 47:41
  speaks
• 47:42
  to
• 47:42
  the
• 47:42
  one
• 47:43
  aspect
• 47:43
  that
• 47:43
  man
• 47:44
  has
• 47:44
  over
• 47:44
  the
• 47:45
  animal
• 47:45
  kingdom,
• 47:46
  over
• 47:46
  the
• 47:46
  rest
• 47:46
  of
• 47:47
  the
• 47:47
  living
• 47:47
  World,
• 47:48
  right?
• 47:48
  Yeah.
• 47:49
  So
• 47:49
  you
• 47:49
  have
• 47:49
  these
• 47:50
  four
• 47:50
  categories
• 47:51
  of
• 47:51
  existence
• 47:52
  which
• 47:53
  are
• 47:53
  called
• 47:53
  doime,
• 47:55
  tsoimeach
• 47:57
  and
• 47:57
  madaber.
• 47:58
  And
• 47:59
  in
• 47:59
  English
• 47:59
  those
• 48:00
  are
• 48:00
  inanimate
• 48:01
  objects
• 48:02
  like
• 48:02
  rocks.
• 48:04
  Right.
• 48:04
  Then
• 48:04
  you
• 48:05
  have
• 48:05
  which
• 48:06
  are
• 48:06
  sprouting
• 48:06
  things,
• 48:07
  plants,
• 48:08
  which
• 48:09
  is
• 48:09
  like
• 48:09
  animal
• 48:10
  life.
• 48:11
  And
• 48:11
  what's
• 48:11
  the
• 48:11
  next
• 48:11
  one
• 48:12
  up?
• 48:12
  What,
• 48:12
  what
• 48:12
  should
• 48:12
  it
• 48:12
  be
• 48:13
  called?
• 48:13
  Not
• 48:14
  what
• 48:14
  it
• 48:14
  is
• 48:14
  called.
• 48:15
  I
• 48:15
  don't
• 48:15
  know
• 48:16
  what
• 48:16
  should
• 48:16
  be
• 48:16
  maybe
• 48:17
  intellect,
• 48:18
  something
• 48:18
  like
• 48:18
  this.
• 48:19
  What
• 48:19
  do
• 48:19
  we
• 48:19
  have?
• 48:20
  But
• 48:20
  that's
• 48:20
  not
• 48:20
  what
• 48:21
  it's
• 48:21
  called.
• 48:21
  The,
• 48:22
  the.
• 48:22
  The
• 48:22
  description
• 48:23
  that's
• 48:23
  given
• 48:24
  to
• 48:24
  humanity
• 48:25
  in
• 48:25
  this
• 48:25
  is
• 48:26
  madaber,
• 48:26
  our
• 48:26
  ability
• 48:27
  to
• 48:27
  speak.
• 48:28
  That's
• 48:28
  what
• 48:28
  separates
• 48:29
  us
• 48:30
  man
• 48:31
  from
• 48:31
  beast.
• 48:32
  Right?
• 48:34
  So,
• 48:34
  so,
• 48:35
  but,
• 48:35
  but
• 48:36
  what
• 48:36
  kind
• 48:36
  of
• 48:36
  speech,
• 48:37
  what
• 48:37
  kind
• 48:37
  of
• 48:37
  speech
• 48:38
  is
• 48:38
  it
• 48:38
  that
• 48:38
  separates
• 48:39
  us
• 48:39
  from
• 48:40
  the
• 48:40
  beast?
• 48:40
  Is
• 48:41
  Rabbi
• 48:41
  Nachman
• 48:41
  is
• 48:42
  telling
• 48:42
  us
• 48:42
  is
• 48:42
  the
• 48:42
  dibushal
• 48:43
  tzedakah,
• 48:43
  the
• 48:44
  dibor
• 48:44
  shel
• 48:44
  tzedakah.
• 48:47
  This
• 48:47
  is
• 48:48
  what
• 48:49
  represents
• 48:50
  the
• 48:51
  definition
• 48:51
  really
• 48:52
  of
• 48:52
  a
• 48:53
  person,
• 48:53
  of
• 48:53
  a
• 48:53
  man,
• 48:53
  of
• 48:54
  a
• 48:54
  person,
• 48:54
  mankind,
• 48:57
  which
• 48:57
  is
• 48:57
  an
• 48:58
  aspect
• 48:58
  of
• 48:58
  tzedakah.
• 48:59
  Why?
• 49:01
  Because
• 49:01
  a
• 49:01
  person
• 49:02
  has
• 49:03
  this
• 49:03
  within
• 49:04
  their
• 49:04
  ability,
• 49:04
  within
• 49:05
  their
• 49:05
  nature,
• 49:06
  within
• 49:06
  their
• 49:07
  free
• 49:07
  will
• 49:07
  at
• 49:07
  least
• 49:08
  to
• 49:08
  do
• 49:09
  good,
• 49:09
  to
• 49:09
  do
• 49:09
  kindnesses,
• 49:10
  to
• 49:10
  be
• 49:10
  a
• 49:10
  person
• 49:10
  of
• 49:11
  kindness
• 49:11
  with
• 49:11
  the
• 49:11
  rest
• 49:12
  of
• 49:12
  the
• 49:12
  creation.
• 49:16
  This
• 49:16
  is
• 49:16
  the
• 49:16
  way
• 49:16
  of,
• 49:17
  of
• 49:17
  a
• 49:17
  human
• 49:17
  which
• 49:18
  is
• 49:18
  to
• 49:18
  do.
• 49:19
  That's
• 49:19
  the
• 49:19
  way
• 49:19
  of
• 49:19
  a
• 49:20
  person
• 49:20
  is
• 49:20
  to
• 49:20
  do.
• 49:22
  Not
• 49:22
  like
• 49:22
  animals,
• 49:23
  animals
• 49:23
  don't
• 49:24
  do.
• 49:26
  So,
• 49:26
  so
• 49:27
  you
• 49:27
  have,
• 49:28
  you
• 49:28
  have
• 49:28
  this
• 49:29
  Indian
• 49:29
  that,
• 49:29
  that
• 49:29
  you
• 49:29
  know,
• 49:30
  I
• 49:30
  mean
• 49:31
  you
• 49:31
  could
• 49:31
  think
• 49:31
  about
• 49:31
  it
• 49:32
  when,
• 49:33
  when
• 49:34
  you
• 49:34
  know,
• 49:35
  what
• 49:35
  do
• 49:35
  they
• 49:35
  say
• 49:35
  about
• 49:36
  the
• 49:36
  animal
• 49:36
  kingdom?
• 49:38
  That
• 49:38
  it's.
• 49:39
  What's
• 49:39
  the
• 49:39
  word?
• 49:39
  There's
• 49:39
  a,
• 49:39
  there's
• 49:40
  a
• 49:40
  saying.
• 49:43
  No,
• 49:44
  like,
• 49:44
  like
• 49:44
  something
• 49:45
  like,
• 49:45
  you
• 49:45
  know
• 49:45
  what
• 49:45
  they
• 49:45
  say
• 49:46
  also
• 49:46
  as
• 49:46
  saying
• 49:46
  it's
• 49:47
  a
• 49:47
  dog
• 49:47
  eat
• 49:47
  dog
• 49:47
  world,
• 49:48
  right.
• 49:49
  So
• 49:50
  the,
• 49:50
  the,
• 49:51
  this,
• 49:51
  the,
• 49:51
  the.
• 49:51
  The
• 49:53
  survival
• 49:53
  of
• 49:53
  the
• 49:53
  fittest,
• 49:55
  right.
• 49:55
  So,
• 49:56
  so
• 49:56
  an
• 49:57
  animal's
• 49:57
  nature
• 49:57
  and
• 49:58
  instinct
• 49:58
  is
• 49:58
  to
• 49:58
  survive
• 49:59
  and
• 49:59
  they
• 50:00
  do
• 50:00
  that
• 50:00
  at
• 50:00
  the
• 50:00
  expense
• 50:01
  of
• 50:01
  whatever
• 50:01
  they
• 50:02
  need
• 50:02
  to
• 50:02
  do
• 50:02
  that
• 50:02
  at
• 50:02
  the
• 50:02
  expense
• 50:03
  of.
• 50:03
  Yeah,
• 50:04
  generally
• 50:05
  speaking,
• 50:07
  yeah.
• 50:08
  You
• 50:08
  got
• 50:08
  the
• 50:09
  whole
• 50:09
  food
• 50:10
  chain
• 50:10
  and
• 50:10
  the
• 50:10
  whole
• 50:11
  thing.
• 50:11
  Right.
• 50:12
  And
• 50:14
  so,
• 50:15
  so,
• 50:15
  so
• 50:15
  by
• 50:16
  us
• 50:16
  though,
• 50:16
  by
• 50:17
  man,
• 50:18
  right.
• 50:18
  We,
• 50:19
  we
• 50:19
  sometimes
• 50:20
  people
• 50:20
  do
• 50:20
  crazy
• 50:20
  things
• 50:20
  and
• 50:21
  they
• 50:21
  sometimes
• 50:22
  give
• 50:22
  away
• 50:22
  when
• 50:23
  they
• 50:23
  don't
• 50:23
  even
• 50:23
  have
• 50:23
  enough
• 50:24
  for
• 50:24
  themselves,
• 50:25
  right.
• 50:25
  They'll,
• 50:26
  they'll,
• 50:27
  you
• 50:27
  know,
• 50:27
  they'll
• 50:28
  give
• 50:28
  up
• 50:28
  their
• 50:28
  own
• 50:28
  life
• 50:28
  in
• 50:29
  order
• 50:29
  to,
• 50:29
  to
• 50:30
  save,
• 50:30
  to
• 50:30
  save
• 50:31
  someone
• 50:31
  else.
• 50:31
  They'll
• 50:32
  give
• 50:32
  up
• 50:32
  their
• 50:32
  own
• 50:32
  money
• 50:33
  in
• 50:33
  order
• 50:33
  to
• 50:33
  help
• 50:33
  somebody
• 50:34
  else
• 50:34
  out.
• 50:34
  A
• 50:35
  person
• 50:35
  will
• 50:35
  go,
• 50:35
  maybe
• 50:36
  go.
• 50:36
  They
• 50:37
  have
• 50:37
  to
• 50:37
  be
• 50:37
  a
• 50:37
  good
• 50:37
  person
• 50:38
  obviously,
• 50:38
  but
• 50:39
  maybe
• 50:39
  will
• 50:39
  go
• 50:40
  a
• 50:40
  little
• 50:40
  bit
• 50:40
  hungry,
• 50:41
  won't
• 50:41
  have
• 50:41
  everything
• 50:42
  they
• 50:42
  need
• 50:42
  in
• 50:42
  order
• 50:42
  to
• 50:43
  help
• 50:43
  out
• 50:43
  another
• 50:43
  person.
• 50:44
  Yeah.
• 50:45
  This
• 50:45
  is
• 50:46
  what
• 50:46
  separates
• 50:46
  us
• 50:47
  this
• 50:47
  is
• 50:47
  one
• 50:47
  of
• 50:47
  the
• 50:48
  aspects
• 50:48
  of
• 50:48
  our
• 50:48
  speech,
• 50:49
  and
• 50:50
  we
• 50:50
  can
• 50:50
  use
• 50:50
  it
• 50:52
  when
• 50:52
  it
• 50:52
  comes
• 50:52
  to
• 50:53
  Tzedakah
• 50:53
  in
• 50:53
  a
• 50:53
  different
• 50:54
  way.
• 50:55
  Let's
• 50:56
  read
• 50:56
  a
• 50:56
  little
• 50:56
  bit
• 50:56
  more
• 50:56
  still
• 50:56
  about
• 50:57
  Tzedakah.
• 50:58
  Adam,
• 51:04
  another
• 51:04
  proof,
• 51:05
  which
• 51:05
  is
• 51:05
  an
• 51:05
  interesting
• 51:05
  proof
• 51:06
  over
• 51:06
  here.
• 51:07
  And
• 51:07
  really,
• 51:08
  there's
• 51:08
  a
• 51:08
  lot
• 51:08
  to
• 51:08
  uncover
• 51:09
  over
• 51:09
  here.
• 51:09
  I'll
• 51:10
  just
• 51:10
  tell
• 51:10
  you.
• 51:10
  I
• 51:10
  think
• 51:10
  I
• 51:11
  said
• 51:11
  this
• 51:11
  in
• 51:11
  the
• 51:11
  beginning.
• 51:12
  This
• 51:12
  lesson
• 51:12
  in
• 51:12
  Likutemaran
• 51:14
  is
• 51:15
  the
• 51:15
  hardest
• 51:15
  lesson
• 51:16
  I've
• 51:16
  ever
• 51:16
  learned
• 51:17
  in
• 51:17
  Likutemaran.
• 51:18
  And
• 51:18
  it's
• 51:19
  very,
• 51:19
  very,
• 51:20
  very
• 51:20
  dense.
• 51:21
  Every
• 51:21
  single
• 51:22
  few
• 51:22
  words
• 51:23
  is
• 51:24
  something
• 51:24
  that
• 51:24
  we
• 51:25
  could
• 51:25
  spend
• 51:25
  an
• 51:25
  hour
• 51:25
  on.
• 51:26
  It's
• 51:26
  insane.
• 51:27
  So
• 51:28
  we're
• 51:28
  trying
• 51:28
  to
• 51:28
  pull
• 51:28
  out
• 51:29
  something
• 51:30
  that
• 51:30
  we
• 51:30
  can
• 51:30
  take
• 51:30
  home
• 51:30
  from
• 51:30
  this,
• 51:31
  but
• 51:31
  every
• 51:32
  little
• 51:32
  bit
• 51:32
  is
• 51:33
  so.
• 51:35
  It's
• 51:35
  so
• 51:35
  dense.
• 51:36
  But
• 51:36
  here,
• 51:36
  this
• 51:37
  is
• 51:37
  what
• 51:37
  he's
• 51:37
  saying
• 51:37
  over
• 51:37
  here.
• 51:38
  He's
• 51:38
  giving
• 51:38
  us
• 51:38
  a
• 51:38
  new
• 51:39
  proof.
• 51:39
  Why
• 51:39
  is
• 51:39
  he
• 51:40
  giving
• 51:40
  us
• 51:40
  a
• 51:40
  new
• 51:40
  proof?
• 51:40
  It
• 51:40
  has
• 51:41
  to
• 51:41
  tell
• 51:41
  us
• 51:41
  something
• 51:41
  new.
• 51:42
  So
• 51:43
  when
• 51:43
  man.
• 51:44
  When
• 51:44
  Adam
• 51:45
  was
• 51:45
  created,
• 51:45
  the
• 51:46
  Torah
• 51:46
  says,
• 51:50
  let
• 51:50
  us
• 51:50
  make
• 51:51
  man
• 51:51
  in
• 51:52
  our
• 51:52
  image,
• 51:52
  says
• 51:53
  hashem,
• 51:53
  right?
• 51:54
  And
• 51:55
  also
• 51:56
  there's
• 51:56
  another.
• 51:58
  The
• 51:58
  Zara
• 51:58
  Kodesh
• 51:59
  says
• 51:59
  there's
• 51:59
  another
• 51:59
  place
• 51:59
  where
• 52:00
  it
• 52:00
  uses
• 52:00
  the
• 52:00
  word,
• 52:00
  the
• 52:01
  same
• 52:01
  word
• 52:02
  of.
• 52:02
  Of.
• 52:02
  To
• 52:03
  make,
• 52:04
  to
• 52:04
  make
• 52:05
  or
• 52:05
  to
• 52:05
  do.
• 52:06
  Which
• 52:06
  is.
• 52:06
  Which
• 52:07
  is
• 52:07
  by.
• 52:07
  By
• 52:08
  McGillas.
• 52:08
  Rus.
• 52:09
  Ruth
• 52:09
  Root,
• 52:10
  right?
• 52:11
  Three
• 52:11
  pronunciations.
• 52:12
  How
• 52:12
  you
• 52:12
  like
• 52:12
  that?
• 52:13
  Rus
• 52:13
  Ruth
• 52:14
  root,
• 52:15
  right?
• 52:15
  So
• 52:15
  over
• 52:16
  there
• 52:16
  it
• 52:16
  says.
• 52:17
  It
• 52:17
  says
• 52:20
  the
• 52:21
  name
• 52:21
  of
• 52:21
  the
• 52:21
  man
• 52:22
  that
• 52:22
  I
• 52:23
  did
• 52:23
  with
• 52:23
  him
• 52:24
  today.
• 52:24
  So
• 52:25
  what's
• 52:25
  the
• 52:25
  story
• 52:25
  over
• 52:25
  there?
• 52:26
  Is
• 52:27
  that
• 52:27
  so?
• 52:28
  In
• 52:28
  Miguel
• 52:28
  Esros,
• 52:29
  if
• 52:29
  you
• 52:29
  remember
• 52:29
  when
• 52:29
  she
• 52:29
  first
• 52:30
  came
• 52:30
  back
• 52:31
  with
• 52:31
  Naomi
• 52:32
  and
• 52:33
  they.
• 52:33
  And
• 52:33
  she
• 52:34
  went
• 52:34
  into
• 52:34
  the
• 52:34
  field
• 52:35
  of
• 52:35
  Boaz
• 52:36
  to
• 52:37
  collect,
• 52:37
  and
• 52:37
  there's
• 52:38
  a
• 52:38
  mitzvah
• 52:38
  called
• 52:38
  lekat,
• 52:39
  which
• 52:39
  is
• 52:40
  if
• 52:40
  the
• 52:40
  owner
• 52:40
  of
• 52:41
  the
• 52:41
  field
• 52:41
  forgets
• 52:42
  or
• 52:43
  drops
• 52:43
  some.
• 52:44
  Some
• 52:44
  stalks
• 52:45
  of
• 52:46
  wheat
• 52:46
  in
• 52:46
  the
• 52:46
  field,
• 52:47
  then
• 52:47
  he
• 52:47
  has
• 52:48
  to
• 52:48
  leave
• 52:48
  it
• 52:48
  for
• 52:49
  the
• 52:49
  poor
• 52:50
  people
• 52:50
  to
• 52:50
  take.
• 52:50
  He
• 52:51
  can't
• 52:51
  take.
• 52:51
  Can't
• 52:51
  go
• 52:52
  and
• 52:52
  get
• 52:52
  it
• 52:52
  back.
• 52:52
  Got
• 52:53
  to
• 52:53
  leave
• 52:53
  it
• 52:53
  for
• 52:53
  the
• 52:53
  poor
• 52:53
  people.
• 52:54
  It's
• 52:54
  a
• 52:54
  form
• 52:54
  of
• 52:54
  some
• 52:54
  tzedakah,
• 52:55
  right?
• 52:56
  And
• 52:56
  so
• 52:56
  he.
• 52:57
  He
• 52:57
  left
• 52:57
  a
• 52:57
  lot
• 52:57
  extra
• 52:58
  for
• 52:58
  her
• 52:58
  on
• 52:58
  purpose,
• 52:59
  right?
• 52:59
  To
• 53:00
  take
• 53:00
  care
• 53:00
  of
• 53:00
  her.
• 53:01
  But
• 53:01
  when.
• 53:01
  But
• 53:02
  when.
• 53:02
  When.
• 53:03
  When
• 53:03
  she
• 53:03
  came
• 53:03
  back
• 53:03
  to
• 53:03
  Naomi,
• 53:04
  and
• 53:04
  Naomi
• 53:04
  saw,
• 53:05
  whoa,
• 53:05
  where
• 53:05
  did
• 53:06
  you
• 53:06
  get
• 53:06
  all
• 53:06
  this?
• 53:06
  All
• 53:06
  this
• 53:07
  wheat
• 53:07
  from?
• 53:08
  She
• 53:08
  said.
• 53:08
  She
• 53:08
  said
• 53:09
  this
• 53:09
  Lushen
• 53:13
  use
• 53:13
  the
• 53:13
  same
• 53:14
  word.
• 53:15
  The.
• 53:15
  The
• 53:16
  name
• 53:16
  of
• 53:16
  the
• 53:16
  man
• 53:16
  that
• 53:16
  I
• 53:17
  did
• 53:17
  this
• 53:17
  with
• 53:17
  today.
• 53:18
  Like,
• 53:18
  let's.
• 53:18
  To
• 53:19
  translate
• 53:19
  it.
• 53:21
  And
• 53:22
  I
• 53:22
  thought
• 53:22
  it
• 53:22
  was
• 53:23
  a
• 53:23
  gemara,
• 53:23
  but
• 53:23
  Darshan's
• 53:24
  over
• 53:24
  there,
• 53:24
  just
• 53:24
  like
• 53:25
  there.
• 53:25
  The
• 53:25
  word
• 53:25
  ose
• 53:26
  is
• 53:26
  used
• 53:26
  for
• 53:26
  tzedakah.
• 53:27
  So
• 53:28
  too
• 53:28
  in
• 53:29
  the
• 53:29
  creation
• 53:29
  of
• 53:29
  man.
• 53:30
  It's
• 53:30
  an
• 53:30
  aspect
• 53:31
  of
• 53:31
  tzedakah
• 53:31
  of
• 53:32
  Hashem
• 53:33
  creating
• 53:33
  us.
• 53:34
  So,
• 53:39
  and
• 53:40
  one
• 53:41
  of
• 53:41
  the
• 53:41
  things
• 53:41
  that's
• 53:41
  learned
• 53:41
  out
• 53:41
  over
• 53:42
  there
• 53:42
  is
• 53:43
  because
• 53:44
  she
• 53:44
  is
• 53:45
  like,
• 53:45
  making
• 53:46
  him
• 53:47
  Rus
• 53:47
  is
• 53:48
  making
• 53:48
  him
• 53:49
  shem
• 53:49
  haish
• 53:49
  asher
• 53:50
  asisi
• 53:51
  imai,
• 53:52
  the
• 53:52
  name
• 53:52
  of
• 53:52
  the
• 53:52
  man,
• 53:53
  like,
• 53:53
  if
• 53:53
  you
• 53:53
  pause
• 53:54
  it
• 53:54
  there,
• 53:54
  Sheymayisha,
• 53:55
  sher
• 53:55
  al
• 53:55
  sisi,
• 53:55
  the
• 53:56
  name
• 53:56
  of
• 53:56
  the
• 53:56
  man
• 53:56
  that
• 53:56
  I
• 53:56
  made.
• 53:58
  Why
• 53:58
  is
• 53:58
  she
• 53:58
  making
• 53:59
  the
• 53:59
  man?
• 53:59
  Right.
• 53:59
  So
• 54:00
  the
• 54:00
  drush
• 54:00
  over
• 54:00
  there
• 54:02
  is
• 54:02
  that
• 54:03
  just
• 54:03
  as
• 54:03
  much
• 54:04
  as
• 54:04
  when
• 54:05
  someone
• 54:05
  gives
• 54:06
  something
• 54:06
  to
• 54:06
  a
• 54:06
  poor
• 54:06
  person,
• 54:07
  it
• 54:08
  helps
• 54:08
  to
• 54:08
  build
• 54:08
  them
• 54:08
  up
• 54:10
  even
• 54:11
  more.
• 54:11
  So
• 54:12
  the
• 54:12
  poor
• 54:12
  person
• 54:13
  giving
• 54:13
  them
• 54:13
  the
• 54:13
  opportunity
• 54:14
  to
• 54:14
  give
• 54:14
  to
• 54:14
  them
• 54:14
  builds
• 54:15
  them
• 54:15
  up
• 54:15
  even
• 54:15
  more.
• 54:17
  Right?
• 54:17
  Meaning
• 54:17
  the
• 54:18
  giving
• 54:18
  of
• 54:18
  tzedakah
• 54:19
  is
• 54:20
  a
• 54:20
  privilege,
• 54:21
  really.
• 54:22
  And
• 54:23
  it's
• 54:23
  called
• 54:23
  an
• 54:23
  asiya.
• 54:24
  That
• 54:24
  person
• 54:24
  is
• 54:24
  becoming
• 54:25
  something
• 54:26
  when
• 54:26
  they
• 54:26
  give
• 54:27
  tzedakah
• 54:29
  of
• 54:29
  Khan
• 54:29
  Sadaqah
• 54:31
  Nikra
• 54:31
  Adam.
• 54:32
  And
• 54:32
  that
• 54:32
  first
• 54:32
  pasq
• 54:33
  is
• 54:33
  talking
• 54:34
  about
• 54:34
  the
• 54:34
  creation
• 54:34
  of
• 54:34
  man.
• 54:35
  So
• 54:35
  just
• 54:35
  like
• 54:35
  when
• 54:36
  man
• 54:36
  was
• 54:36
  created,
• 54:37
  the
• 54:37
  whole
• 54:37
  distinction,
• 54:38
  the
• 54:39
  whole
• 54:39
  nature
• 54:39
  of
• 54:39
  man
• 54:40
  is
• 54:40
  this
• 54:41
  word
• 54:41
  of
• 54:41
  oisa.
• 54:42
  And
• 54:43
  we
• 54:43
  learned
• 54:43
  from
• 54:44
  Megillas
• 54:45
  Rus
• 54:45
  that
• 54:45
  that
• 54:46
  word
• 54:46
  means
• 54:46
  tzedakah.
• 54:47
  It's
• 54:48
  this
• 54:48
  aspect
• 54:49
  of
• 54:49
  tzedakah
• 54:50
  that's
• 54:50
  the
• 54:50
  nature
• 54:51
  of
• 54:51
  man.
• 54:52
  That's
• 54:52
  why
• 54:52
  we're
• 54:52
  created.
• 54:53
  That's
• 54:53
  why
• 54:53
  we're
• 54:53
  different
• 54:54
  from
• 54:54
  the
• 54:54
  rest
• 54:54
  of
• 54:55
  the
• 54:55
  world
• 54:56
  because
• 54:56
  of
• 54:56
  this
• 54:56
  aspect
• 54:57
  of
• 54:57
  tzedakah.
• 54:59
  Kiya
• 54:59
  Tzedakah
• 55:00
  Shamisham
• 55:01
  Hadibur
• 55:02
  who
• 55:02
  ghedar
• 55:03
  ha
• 55:03
  Adam.
• 55:04
  Because
• 55:04
  tzedakah,
• 55:05
  that
• 55:05
  from
• 55:05
  there
• 55:05
  comes
• 55:06
  this
• 55:06
  aspect
• 55:07
  of
• 55:07
  Deborah
• 55:08
  is
• 55:08
  really
• 55:08
  the
• 55:09
  gether
• 55:10
  of
• 55:11
  humanity,
• 55:12
  the
• 55:12
  definition
• 55:13
  of
• 55:14
  being
• 55:14
  a
• 55:14
  human.
• 55:17
  And
• 55:18
  this
• 55:18
  is
• 55:18
  the
• 55:18
  first
• 55:18
  thing
• 55:18
  that
• 55:19
  Moshe
• 55:19
  Rabbeinu
• 55:19
  said
• 55:20
  of
• 55:20
  the
• 55:20
  four
• 55:21
  aspects
• 55:21
  of
• 55:21
  his
• 55:21
  sentence.
• 55:22
  The
• 55:22
  first
• 55:22
  one,
• 55:22
  it
• 55:23
  says,
• 55:24
  I'm
• 55:24
  not
• 55:25
  a
• 55:25
  man
• 55:25
  of
• 55:25
  words.
• 55:27
  I'm
• 55:28
  not
• 55:28
  a
• 55:28
  man
• 55:28
  of
• 55:28
  this
• 55:29
  Deborah.
• 55:30
  Because
• 55:30
  Tzedakah
• 55:31
  was
• 55:31
  in
• 55:32
  speech,
• 55:32
  was
• 55:33
  in
• 55:33
  gullus,
• 55:33
  he
• 55:34
  didn't
• 55:34
  have
• 55:34
  the
• 55:34
  ability
• 55:34
  to
• 55:34
  speak
• 55:35
  properly.
• 55:35
  He
• 55:36
  said,
• 55:36
  I'm
• 55:36
  missing
• 55:37
  this.
• 55:37
  This
• 55:37
  is
• 55:37
  the
• 55:37
  first
• 55:37
  aspect
• 55:38
  of
• 55:38
  speech
• 55:38
  that
• 55:38
  I'm
• 55:38
  missing.
• 55:39
  This
• 55:39
  is
• 55:39
  why,
• 55:39
  Hashem,
• 55:40
  you
• 55:40
  can't.
• 55:40
  Can't
• 55:41
  choose
• 55:41
  me
• 55:41
  to
• 55:41
  be
• 55:41
  the
• 55:42
  leader.
• 55:42
  I
• 55:42
  have
• 55:43
  not
• 55:43
  mastered.
• 55:43
  I
• 55:43
  don't
• 55:44
  have
• 55:44
  this
• 55:45
  aspect
• 55:45
  of
• 55:45
  speech
• 55:46
  of
• 55:46
  truth
• 55:47
  channeled
• 55:47
  through
• 55:47
  my
• 55:47
  speech
• 55:48
  of
• 55:48
  tzedakah.
• 55:55
  Another.
• 55:55
  Another
• 55:55
  posse.
• 55:56
  He
• 55:56
  brings
• 55:57
  that.
• 55:58
  That
• 55:58
  a
• 55:59
  person
• 55:59
  of
• 55:59
  good
• 56:00
  who
• 56:01
  graciously
• 56:01
  gives
• 56:02
  and
• 56:03
  loans,
• 56:04
  he
• 56:04
  will
• 56:04
  have
• 56:05
  properly
• 56:06
  prepared
• 56:06
  speech.
• 56:07
  His
• 56:07
  speech
• 56:08
  will
• 56:08
  be
• 56:08
  good.
• 56:09
  Hai.
• 56:09
  No,
• 56:09
  give
• 56:09
  me
• 56:09
  those
• 56:09
  chesed.
• 56:10
  It's
• 56:10
  the
• 56:10
  guy
• 56:10
  who
• 56:10
  does
• 56:11
  chesed
• 56:11
  that
• 56:11
  has
• 56:11
  such
• 56:11
  speech.
• 56:12
  So
• 56:12
  having
• 56:13
  said
• 56:13
  all
• 56:13
  that,
• 56:16
  how
• 56:17
  is
• 56:17
  speech
• 56:17
  connected
• 56:18
  to.
• 56:18
  How
• 56:19
  is
• 56:19
  truth
• 56:20
  and
• 56:21
  speech
• 56:22
  connected
• 56:22
  to
• 56:23
  tzedakah?
• 56:24
  Or
• 56:24
  in
• 56:24
  my
• 56:24
  way
• 56:24
  of
• 56:25
  understanding
• 56:25
  it,
• 56:25
  which
• 56:26
  you
• 56:26
  can
• 56:26
  go
• 56:26
  along
• 56:26
  with
• 56:26
  me,
• 56:26
  if
• 56:27
  you
• 56:27
  want,
• 56:27
  or
• 56:27
  you
• 56:27
  can
• 56:28
  find
• 56:28
  your
• 56:28
  own
• 56:28
  way,
• 56:29
  right?
• 56:30
  Where,
• 56:30
  where
• 56:30
  does
• 56:31
  it
• 56:31
  represent
• 56:31
  an
• 56:31
  opportunity
• 56:32
  to
• 56:33
  not
• 56:34
  be
• 56:34
  a
• 56:35
  person
• 56:35
  of
• 56:35
  truth,
• 56:36
  to
• 56:36
  not
• 56:36
  speak
• 56:36
  truth,
• 56:38
  Right.
• 56:40
  You
• 56:41
  have
• 56:41
  something
• 56:41
  maybe
• 56:42
  give
• 56:42
  it
• 56:42
  for
• 56:42
  honor
• 56:43
  to
• 56:43
  give.
• 56:44
  Oh,
• 56:44
  very
• 56:44
  good.
• 56:45
  Yeah,
• 56:45
  that's
• 56:45
  a
• 56:45
  good
• 56:45
  one.
• 56:47
  So
• 56:47
  you
• 56:48
  want
• 56:48
  the
• 56:48
  accolade.
• 56:49
  Yeah.
• 56:51
  So
• 56:51
  tzedakah.
• 56:52
  So
• 56:53
  Sandra's
• 56:53
  saying.
• 56:53
  Sandra's
• 56:54
  saying
• 56:54
  that
• 56:54
  tzedakah
• 56:55
  represents
• 56:56
  something
• 56:56
  that,
• 56:57
  that
• 56:57
  can
• 56:57
  really
• 56:58
  teeter
• 56:58
  on
• 56:59
  Emerson
• 56:59
  Shekar.
• 57:00
  Because
• 57:00
  a
• 57:01
  person
• 57:01
  can
• 57:01
  give
• 57:01
  tzedakah
• 57:02
  because
• 57:02
  they
• 57:02
  really
• 57:03
  want
• 57:03
  to
• 57:03
  help
• 57:03
  a
• 57:03
  person,
• 57:04
  or
• 57:04
  they
• 57:04
  can
• 57:04
  give
• 57:05
  Tzedakah
• 57:05
  because
• 57:06
  they
• 57:06
  want
• 57:06
  their
• 57:06
  name
• 57:06
  on
• 57:06
  the
• 57:07
  building.
• 57:08
  Right.
• 57:08
  Or
• 57:08
  they
• 57:08
  want
• 57:09
  everybody
• 57:09
  to
• 57:09
  see.
• 57:10
  That's.
• 57:10
  That's
• 57:10
  one
• 57:10
  aspect
• 57:11
  for
• 57:11
  sure.
• 57:11
  But
• 57:12
  in
• 57:12
  speech
• 57:13
  also.
• 57:13
  First
• 57:13
  of
• 57:13
  all,
• 57:14
  in
• 57:14
  speech
• 57:14
  of
• 57:14
  Tzedakah,
• 57:15
  there's
• 57:15
  going
• 57:15
  to
• 57:15
  be
• 57:15
  a
• 57:15
  couple
• 57:15
  ways
• 57:15
  here.
• 57:16
  Speech
• 57:16
  of
• 57:16
  tzedakah,
• 57:17
  right?
• 57:18
  Someone,
• 57:20
  Someone
• 57:20
  comes
• 57:20
  to
• 57:20
  you
• 57:21
  asking
• 57:21
  for
• 57:21
  financial
• 57:22
  help,
• 57:23
  right?
• 57:24
  So
• 57:24
  how
• 57:24
  do
• 57:25
  you
• 57:25
  speak
• 57:25
  to
• 57:25
  them?
• 57:27
  When
• 57:27
  you
• 57:28
  are
• 57:28
  the
• 57:28
  person
• 57:28
  giving
• 57:28
  the
• 57:29
  tzadaqah,
• 57:30
  you
• 57:30
  have
• 57:31
  a
• 57:31
  position
• 57:31
  of
• 57:31
  power
• 57:33
  over
• 57:33
  them,
• 57:34
  for
• 57:34
  better
• 57:35
  or
• 57:35
  for
• 57:35
  worse,
• 57:36
  right?
• 57:37
  And
• 57:38
  that,
• 57:38
  that
• 57:39
  position
• 57:39
  of
• 57:39
  power
• 57:40
  comes
• 57:41
  with
• 57:41
  a
• 57:41
  tremendous
• 57:44
  opportunity
• 57:46
  and.
• 57:47
  Yeah,
• 57:47
  but
• 57:48
  it
• 57:48
  comes
• 57:48
  with
• 57:48
  an
• 57:48
  opportunity,
• 57:49
  and
• 57:49
  it's
• 57:50
  like
• 57:50
  a
• 57:50
  slippery
• 57:50
  slope,
• 57:51
  a
• 57:51
  tremendous
• 57:52
  temptation
• 57:53
  to,
• 57:53
  to,
• 57:54
  to,
• 57:54
  to
• 57:54
  use
• 57:54
  your
• 57:54
  speech
• 57:55
  to
• 57:55
  be.
• 57:56
  To
• 57:56
  show
• 57:56
  how
• 57:57
  you're,
• 57:57
  you're,
• 57:57
  you're
• 57:57
  over
• 57:58
  them.
• 57:59
  They
• 57:59
  talk,
• 57:59
  oh,
• 57:59
  you
• 58:00
  want
• 58:00
  me
• 58:00
  to
• 58:00
  give
• 58:00
  you
• 58:00
  money?
• 58:00
  Well,
• 58:02
  why
• 58:02
  do
• 58:02
  you
• 58:02
  deserve
• 58:03
  my
• 58:04
  money?
• 58:05
  You
• 58:05
  know,
• 58:06
  maybe,
• 58:06
  you
• 58:07
  know,
• 58:07
  maybe
• 58:07
  I
• 58:07
  won't
• 58:07
  give
• 58:08
  you
• 58:08
  money,
• 58:08
  but
• 58:08
  maybe
• 58:08
  I'll
• 58:08
  just
• 58:08
  tell
• 58:09
  you
• 58:09
  what
• 58:09
  I
• 58:09
  think
• 58:09
  is
• 58:09
  wrong
• 58:10
  with
• 58:10
  you
• 58:10
  so
• 58:11
  then
• 58:11
  you
• 58:11
  can
• 58:11
  fix
• 58:11
  it
• 58:12
  and
• 58:12
  then
• 58:12
  you
• 58:12
  don't
• 58:12
  need
• 58:12
  my
• 58:13
  money.
• 58:14
  Right.
• 58:14
  Like,
• 58:14
  imagine
• 58:14
  all
• 58:15
  of
• 58:15
  the.
• 58:15
  Deborah
• 58:15
  that
• 58:16
  can
• 58:16
  come
• 58:16
  out
• 58:16
  in
• 58:17
  a
• 58:17
  bad
• 58:17
  way
• 58:18
  in
• 58:19
  that
• 58:19
  position,
• 58:20
  right.
• 58:21
  It's
• 58:21
  very,
• 58:22
  it's
• 58:22
  very
• 58:22
  tempting
• 58:23
  or
• 58:23
  to
• 58:24
  get
• 58:24
  out
• 58:24
  of
• 58:24
  giving
• 58:24
  money,
• 58:25
  right?
• 58:26
  Oh,
• 58:26
  I
• 58:26
  gave
• 58:27
  it
• 58:27
  the
• 58:27
  office
• 58:27
  already,
• 58:28
  you
• 58:28
  know,
• 58:29
  or
• 58:29
  sorry,
• 58:30
  it
• 58:31
  happened
• 58:31
  before.
• 58:31
  Someone
• 58:31
  came
• 58:32
  to
• 58:32
  my
• 58:32
  door
• 58:32
  here.
• 58:33
  I
• 58:33
  felt
• 58:33
  so
• 58:33
  bad.
• 58:33
  I
• 58:34
  didn't
• 58:34
  have
• 58:34
  any
• 58:34
  more
• 58:34
  checks
• 58:35
  to
• 58:35
  write
• 58:35
  a
• 58:36
  check.
• 58:36
  I
• 58:36
  didn't
• 58:36
  have
• 58:36
  cash.
• 58:36
  I
• 58:36
  didn't
• 58:36
  have
• 58:37
  any
• 58:37
  more
• 58:37
  checks.
• 58:37
  And
• 58:38
  I
• 58:38
  just
• 58:38
  said
• 58:38
  to
• 58:38
  them,
• 58:38
  I'm
• 58:39
  sorry,
• 58:39
  I
• 58:39
  don't
• 58:39
  have
• 58:39
  any
• 58:39
  more
• 58:40
  checks.
• 58:40
  And
• 58:40
  I'm
• 58:40
  thinking
• 58:40
  to
• 58:41
  myself,
• 58:41
  there's
• 58:41
  no
• 58:41
  way
• 58:41
  he
• 58:42
  believes
• 58:42
  me.
• 58:43
  They
• 58:43
  probably
• 58:44
  think
• 58:44
  because
• 58:44
  you
• 58:44
  could
• 58:45
  say
• 58:45
  this,
• 58:45
  you
• 58:45
  could
• 58:45
  say,
• 58:45
  sorry,
• 58:46
  I
• 58:46
  don't
• 58:46
  have
• 58:46
  any
• 58:47
  checks.
• 58:47
  I
• 58:47
  don't
• 58:47
  have
• 58:47
  any
• 58:47
  money
• 58:47
  on
• 58:48
  me.
• 58:49
  That's
• 58:50
  a
• 58:50
  different
• 58:50
  story.
• 58:51
  But,
• 58:51
  but
• 58:51
  we'll
• 58:52
  get
• 58:52
  to
• 58:52
  that
• 58:52
  in
• 58:53
  a
• 58:53
  minute.
• 58:53
  But
• 58:53
  at
• 58:53
  least
• 58:53
  we
• 58:54
  see.
• 58:55
  Where
• 58:55
  are
• 58:55
  we
• 58:55
  going
• 58:55
  over
• 58:55
  here,
• 58:56
  right?
• 58:56
  That,
• 58:57
  that,
• 58:57
  that,
• 58:58
  that
• 58:58
  it's
• 58:58
  a
• 58:58
  It's
• 58:59
  a
• 58:59
  real
• 58:59
  temptation.
• 59:00
  There's
• 59:00
  a
• 59:00
  huge
• 59:01
  temptation
• 59:01
  to
• 59:02
  lie,
• 59:02
  to
• 59:02
  not
• 59:03
  be
• 59:03
  a
• 59:03
  person
• 59:03
  of
• 59:03
  truth
• 59:03
  over
• 59:03
  here.
• 59:04
  Right.
• 59:04
  The
• 59:05
  other
• 59:05
  aspect
• 59:05
  that
• 59:06
  we
• 59:06
  thought
• 59:06
  about,
• 59:07
  which
• 59:07
  I
• 59:07
  think
• 59:07
  is
• 59:07
  very
• 59:07
  special,
• 59:08
  is
• 59:08
  that
• 59:08
  the
• 59:09
  whole
• 59:09
  nature
• 59:09
  of
• 59:09
  speech
• 59:10
  itself.
• 59:12
  What.
• 59:13
  This
• 59:14
  is
• 59:14
  cool.
• 59:14
  This
• 59:14
  is
• 59:14
  really
• 59:15
  awesome.
• 59:15
  What
• 59:16
  is
• 59:16
  speech?
• 59:18
  Why
• 59:18
  do
• 59:19
  we
• 59:19
  need
• 59:19
  to
• 59:19
  speak?
• 59:22
  We
• 59:22
  need
• 59:22
  to
• 59:22
  speak.
• 59:23
  Why
• 59:24
  do
• 59:24
  we
• 59:24
  need
• 59:24
  to
• 59:24
  speak?
• 59:24
  We
• 59:25
  need
• 59:25
  to
• 59:25
  speak
• 59:26
  because
• 59:27
  we
• 59:27
  need
• 59:27
  to
• 59:28
  connect
• 59:28
  with
• 59:28
  another
• 59:29
  person,
• 59:30
  right?
• 59:31
  If
• 59:31
  I
• 59:32
  want
• 59:32
  to
• 59:32
  be
• 59:33
  live
• 59:34
  as
• 59:34
  a
• 59:34
  selfish
• 59:34
  person
• 59:35
  and
• 59:36
  I
• 59:36
  don't
• 59:36
  want
• 59:36
  to
• 59:36
  have
• 59:36
  contact
• 59:36
  with
• 59:37
  anybody,
• 59:37
  if
• 59:37
  it's
• 59:37
  just
• 59:37
  about
• 59:38
  me,
• 59:38
  I
• 59:39
  don't
• 59:39
  need
• 59:39
  speech.
• 59:40
  The
• 59:40
  very
• 59:40
  nature
• 59:41
  of
• 59:41
  speech
• 59:41
  itself
• 59:42
  is
• 59:42
  that
• 59:43
  I'm
• 59:43
  going
• 59:43
  outside
• 59:43
  of
• 59:44
  myself
• 59:44
  to
• 59:44
  connect
• 59:45
  with
• 59:45
  another
• 59:45
  person.
• 59:46
  Even
• 59:46
  if
• 59:46
  I'm
• 59:46
  a
• 59:46
  terrible
• 59:47
  person
• 59:48
  and
• 59:48
  I'm
• 59:48
  an
• 59:48
  egotistical
• 59:49
  whatever,
• 59:50
  right.
• 59:50
  I
• 59:50
  still
• 59:51
  am
• 59:52
  using
• 59:52
  speech
• 59:53
  in
• 59:54
  concept.
• 59:55
  I'm
• 59:55
  getting
• 59:56
  out
• 59:56
  from
• 59:56
  selfishness
• 59:57
  and
• 59:58
  connecting
• 59:58
  with
• 59:58
  somebody
• 59:58
  else.
• 59:59
  The
• 59:59
  whole
• 59:59
  nature
• 1:00:00
  of
• 1:00:00
  speech
• 1:00:00
  itself
• 1:00:01
  is
• 1:00:02
  an
• 1:00:02
  aspect
• 1:00:02
  of
• 1:00:03
  leaving
• 1:00:04
  self
• 1:00:05
  and
• 1:00:05
  going
• 1:00:05
  towards
• 1:00:06
  somebody
• 1:00:06
  else
• 1:00:06
  and
• 1:00:06
  connecting
• 1:00:07
  giving
• 1:00:07
  of
• 1:00:07
  myself
• 1:00:08
  to
• 1:00:08
  someone
• 1:00:08
  else.
• 1:00:09
  So
• 1:00:09
  there's
• 1:00:09
  within
• 1:00:10
  the
• 1:00:10
  nature
• 1:00:10
  of
• 1:00:10
  speech
• 1:00:10
  itself,
• 1:00:11
  there's
• 1:00:11
  an
• 1:00:11
  aspect
• 1:00:11
  of
• 1:00:11
  Tzedakah,
• 1:00:12
  of
• 1:00:13
  giving
• 1:00:13
  from
• 1:00:13
  myself
• 1:00:14
  to
• 1:00:14
  someone
• 1:00:14
  else.
• 1:00:15
  So
• 1:00:16
  all
• 1:00:16
  these
• 1:00:16
  things,
• 1:00:17
  there's
• 1:00:17
  a
• 1:00:17
  lot
• 1:00:18
  more
• 1:00:18
  we
• 1:00:18
  could
• 1:00:18
  say,
• 1:00:18
  but
• 1:00:19
  let's.
• 1:00:19
  I
• 1:00:19
  think
• 1:00:19
  we
• 1:00:19
  have
• 1:00:19
  to
• 1:00:20
  stop
• 1:00:20
  here
• 1:00:20
  because
• 1:00:20
  we're
• 1:00:20
  at
• 1:00:21
  an
• 1:00:21
  hour.
• 1:00:21
  But
• 1:00:22
  this
• 1:00:22
  is
• 1:00:22
  the
• 1:00:22
  first
• 1:00:22
  aspect
• 1:00:23
  of
• 1:00:23
  speech.
• 1:00:23
  And
• 1:00:24
  we're
• 1:00:24
  going
• 1:00:24
  to
• 1:00:24
  have
• 1:00:24
  three
• 1:00:24
  more.
• 1:00:25
  And
• 1:00:26
  they
• 1:00:26
  are.
• 1:00:26
  I
• 1:00:26
  think
• 1:00:27
  the
• 1:00:27
  next
• 1:00:28
  one
• 1:00:28
  is
• 1:00:28
  the
• 1:00:28
  speech
• 1:00:28
  of
• 1:00:28
  Chuva.
• 1:00:30
  And
• 1:00:30
  we'll
• 1:00:31
  see
• 1:00:31
  that
• 1:00:31
  this
• 1:00:31
  one,
• 1:00:32
  they
• 1:00:32
  all
• 1:00:32
  have
• 1:00:32
  tremendous
• 1:00:33
  temptations
• 1:00:34
  like
• 1:00:34
  this.
• 1:00:34
  But
• 1:00:34
  this
• 1:00:35
  is
• 1:00:35
  the
• 1:00:35
  first
• 1:00:35
  one.
• 1:00:35
  So
• 1:00:35
  what
• 1:00:35
  do
• 1:00:35
  we
• 1:00:35
  do
• 1:00:36
  at
• 1:00:36
  the
• 1:00:36
  end?
• 1:00:36
  We
• 1:00:37
  remember
• 1:00:37
  that
• 1:00:39
  when
• 1:00:39
  we
• 1:00:39
  work
• 1:00:40
  to
• 1:00:40
  become
• 1:00:40
  close
• 1:00:41
  to
• 1:00:41
  Kadosh
• 1:00:41
  Baruch
• 1:00:41
  Hu.
• 1:00:42
  And
• 1:00:42
  we
• 1:00:42
  do
• 1:00:42
  it
• 1:00:42
  through
• 1:00:43
  gratitude,
• 1:00:44
  through
• 1:00:44
  thankfulness,
• 1:00:45
  through
• 1:00:46
  Das,
• 1:00:47
  through
• 1:00:47
  right,
• 1:00:47
  through
• 1:00:47
  halacha,
• 1:00:48
  through
• 1:00:48
  all
• 1:00:48
  these
• 1:00:48
  things
• 1:00:49
  that
• 1:00:49
  we
• 1:00:49
  do,
• 1:00:49
  it
• 1:00:50
  affects
• 1:00:50
  us
• 1:00:51
  and
• 1:00:51
  it
• 1:00:51
  changes
• 1:00:52
  us.
• 1:00:52
  It
• 1:00:52
  makes
• 1:00:52
  us
• 1:00:52
  into
• 1:00:53
  people
• 1:00:53
  who
• 1:00:53
  are
• 1:00:53
  closer
• 1:00:54
  to
• 1:00:54
  Baruch
• 1:00:55
  Hu.
• 1:00:55
  And
• 1:00:55
  that
• 1:00:56
  changes
• 1:00:56
  us
• 1:00:56
  and
• 1:00:57
  turns
• 1:00:57
  us
• 1:00:57
  into
• 1:00:57
  people
• 1:00:57
  of
• 1:00:58
  truth.
• 1:00:58
  And
• 1:00:58
  then
• 1:00:59
  it's
• 1:00:59
  going
• 1:00:59
  to
• 1:00:59
  come
• 1:00:59
  out
• 1:00:59
  in
• 1:00:59
  our
• 1:01:00
  speech
• 1:01:00
  and
• 1:01:00
  it's
• 1:01:01
  going.
• 1:01:01
  We're
• 1:01:01
  going
• 1:01:01
  to
• 1:01:01
  speak
• 1:01:01
  differently
• 1:01:02
  because
• 1:01:03
  we're
• 1:01:03
  living
• 1:01:03
  with
• 1:01:04
  Hashem
• 1:01:04
  every
• 1:01:04
  moment.
• 1:01:06
  Like
• 1:01:07
  we
• 1:01:07
  always
• 1:01:07
  say
• 1:01:07
  that
• 1:01:08
  one
• 1:01:08
  of
• 1:01:08
  the
• 1:01:09
  principles
• 1:01:09
  of
• 1:01:09
  learning
• 1:01:10
  Rabbi
• 1:01:10
  Nachman's
• 1:01:11
  Torah
• 1:01:11
  is
• 1:01:12
  that
• 1:01:12
  we
• 1:01:13
  will
• 1:01:13
  not
• 1:01:13
  understand
• 1:01:14
  it
• 1:01:14
  properly
• 1:01:14
  if
• 1:01:15
  we
• 1:01:15
  don't.
• 1:01:15
  If
• 1:01:16
  we
• 1:01:16
  don't.
• 1:01:16
  I
• 1:01:16
  know
• 1:01:16
  I
• 1:01:16
  say
• 1:01:17
  this
• 1:01:17
  every
• 1:01:17
  time,
• 1:01:17
  but
• 1:01:17
  it's
• 1:01:17
  good
• 1:01:17
  to
• 1:01:18
  say
• 1:01:18
  if
• 1:01:18
  we
• 1:01:18
  don't
• 1:01:19
  put
• 1:01:20
  the
• 1:01:20
  advice
• 1:01:20
  into
• 1:01:21
  practice,
• 1:01:21
  if
• 1:01:22
  we
• 1:01:22
  don't
• 1:01:22
  walk
• 1:01:22
  the
• 1:01:22
  walk.
• 1:01:23
  So
• 1:01:23
  let's
• 1:01:24
  this
• 1:01:24
  week
• 1:01:24
  think
• 1:01:25
  about
• 1:01:25
  where
• 1:01:26
  is
• 1:01:26
  my
• 1:01:27
  speech
• 1:01:28
  going?
• 1:01:29
  To
• 1:01:29
  a
• 1:01:29
  place
• 1:01:30
  that's
• 1:01:30
  outside
• 1:01:30
  of
• 1:01:30
  truth,
• 1:01:31
  even
• 1:01:31
  if
• 1:01:31
  it's
• 1:01:32
  just
• 1:01:32
  veering
• 1:01:32
  off
• 1:01:32
  a
• 1:01:32
  little
• 1:01:33
  bit,
• 1:01:33
  right?
• 1:01:34
  Where
• 1:01:34
  am
• 1:01:34
  I
• 1:01:35
  using
• 1:01:35
  my
• 1:01:35
  speech
• 1:01:35
  in
• 1:01:36
  a
• 1:01:36
  way
• 1:01:36
  that
• 1:01:37
  is
• 1:01:37
  turning
• 1:01:38
  me
• 1:01:38
  into
• 1:01:38
  not
• 1:01:39
  an
• 1:01:39
  Adam,
• 1:01:40
  not
• 1:01:40
  a
• 1:01:40
  human?
• 1:01:41
  Where
• 1:01:41
  am
• 1:01:41
  I
• 1:01:41
  using
• 1:01:42
  my
• 1:01:42
  speech
• 1:01:42
  like
• 1:01:42
  an
• 1:01:42
  animal?
• 1:01:43
  It
• 1:01:43
  could
• 1:01:43
  be
• 1:01:43
  that
• 1:01:43
  I'm.
• 1:01:44
  That
• 1:01:44
  I'm
• 1:01:44
  yelling
• 1:01:45
  and
• 1:01:45
  screaming
• 1:01:45
  and
• 1:01:45
  angry.
• 1:01:45
  It
• 1:01:46
  could
• 1:01:46
  be
• 1:01:46
  that
• 1:01:46
  I'm
• 1:01:46
  being
• 1:01:46
  selfish
• 1:01:47
  and
• 1:01:47
  telling
• 1:01:47
  people
• 1:01:47
  something
• 1:01:48
  so
• 1:01:48
  that
• 1:01:48
  I
• 1:01:48
  don't
• 1:01:48
  have
• 1:01:49
  to
• 1:01:49
  give
• 1:01:49
  them
• 1:01:49
  money.
• 1:01:49
  It
• 1:01:50
  could
• 1:01:50
  be
• 1:01:50
  any
• 1:01:50
  one
• 1:01:50
  of
• 1:01:51
  these
• 1:01:51
  things,
• 1:01:51
  right?
• 1:01:52
  But
• 1:01:52
  there's
• 1:01:52
  a
• 1:01:52
  way
• 1:01:53
  that
• 1:01:53
  I
• 1:01:53
  can
• 1:01:53
  use
• 1:01:53
  my
• 1:01:54
  speech
• 1:01:54
  that
• 1:01:54
  puts
• 1:01:54
  me
• 1:01:55
  into
• 1:01:55
  the
• 1:01:56
  realm
• 1:01:56
  of
• 1:01:56
  gamillus
• 1:01:57
  chassed,
• 1:01:57
  which
• 1:01:58
  is
• 1:01:58
  the
• 1:01:58
  reason
• 1:01:58
  why
• 1:01:59
  we
• 1:01:59
  are
• 1:02:00
  different
• 1:02:00
  than
• 1:02:00
  animals.
• 1:02:01
  There's
• 1:02:01
  a
• 1:02:01
  way
• 1:02:02
  to
• 1:02:02
  speak.
• 1:02:02
  So
• 1:02:02
  let's
• 1:02:02
  think
• 1:02:03
  about
• 1:02:03
  this
• 1:02:03
  week
• 1:02:04
  together
• 1:02:04
  with
• 1:02:04
  being
• 1:02:05
  thankful,
• 1:02:05
  having
• 1:02:06
  gratitude,
• 1:02:06
  and
• 1:02:07
  learning
• 1:02:08
  halacha
• 1:02:08
  and
• 1:02:08
  keeping
• 1:02:09
  halacha.
• 1:02:09
  Let's
• 1:02:10
  now
• 1:02:10
  add
• 1:02:10
  that
• 1:02:11
  we're
• 1:02:11
  going
• 1:02:11
  to
• 1:02:11
  think
• 1:02:11
  about
• 1:02:11
  our
• 1:02:12
  speech
• 1:02:12
  and
• 1:02:12
  we're
• 1:02:12
  going
• 1:02:13
  to
• 1:02:13
  try
• 1:02:13
  to
• 1:02:13
  speak
• 1:02:13
  truth
• 1:02:13
  and
• 1:02:14
  be
• 1:02:14
  people
• 1:02:14
  of
• 1:02:14
  integrity
• 1:02:15
  and.
• 1:02:16
  And
• 1:02:17
  kindness
• 1:02:17
  and
• 1:02:17
  tzedakah
• 1:02:18
  in
• 1:02:18
  the
• 1:02:18
  way
• 1:02:18
  that
• 1:02:18
  we
• 1:02:19
  act
• 1:02:19
  and
• 1:02:19
  in
• 1:02:20
  the
• 1:02:20
  way
• 1:02:20
  that
• 1:02:20
  we
• 1:02:20
  speak.
• 1:02:21
  Mitz
• 1:02:21
  Hashem.