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- 0:00Chapter 3218 O2 This September, I received an invitation to
- 0:08explore mirth, the Moors of a friend in the north.
- 0:12During my journey to his home, I unexpectedly found myself just
- 0:1615 miles from Gympton. As I paused at A roadside inn,
- 0:21watched the Osler offer a pail of water to refresh my horses, A
- 0:26cart loaded with freshly harvested vivid green oats
- 0:31rolled by. The Osler commented.
- 0:34That's from Gimmerton. They're always three weeks
- 0:38behind everyone else with their harvest, Gimmerton, I echoed.
- 0:44The memory of living there had already faded into something
- 0:48distant and dreamlike. Oh yes, I might remember.
- 0:54How far is it from here? About 14 miles over the hills.
- 1:00It's a rough Rd. he replied. An unexpected urge gripped me to
- 1:06visit Thrushcross Grange. It was barely noon and I figured
- 1:11I might as well spend the night under my own roof rather than in
- 1:16an inn. Moreover, I could easily spare a
- 1:20day to settle matters with my landlord, thus sparing myself
- 1:24the inconvenience of returning to the area.
- 1:28Latham. After a brief rest, I instructed
- 1:32my servant to find the way to the village.
- 1:36Despite the strain on our animals, we covered the distance
- 1:41in about 3 hours. I left him there and ventured
- 1:45down the valley alone. The grey church appeared even
- 1:50greyer and the solitary churchyard seemed more desolate.
- 1:56I noticed a Moor sheep nibbling at the short grass on the
- 2:00graves. The weather was sweet and warm,
- 2:03almost too warm for travel. Yet the heat didn't stop me from
- 2:08savouring the enchanting scenery both above and below.
- 2:13Had I visited closer to August, I'm certain I would have been
- 2:17tempted to spend a month amidst it's solitude.
- 2:21In winter nothing could be more bleak, in summer nothing more
- 2:26divine than those Glens enclosed by hills and those bold,
- 2:32sweeping expanses of heath. I arrived at the Grange before
- 2:38sunset and knocked for entry. It seemed the family had
- 2:42retreated to the back rooms, as suggested by a thin blue wisp of
- 2:48smoke curling from the kitchen chimney, and they didn't hear
- 2:52me. I rode into the courtyard.
- 2:55Under the porch, a girl of 9 or 10 was knitting while an old
- 3:02woman lounged on the doorstep, smoking a contemplative pipe.
- 3:07Is Missus Dean inside? I asked the woman.
- 3:12Mistress Dean. No, she replied.
- 3:17She's not here. She's up at the Heights.
- 3:22Are you the housekeeper then? I asked.
- 3:27Yes, I keep the house, she answered.
- 3:32Well, I'm Mr. Lockwood, the owner.
- 3:35Are there any rooms available for me to stay the night?
- 3:40The master? She exclaimed in surprise.
- 3:45Why? Who knew you were coming?
- 3:48You should have sent word. There's nothing ready here,
- 3:52nothing at all. She put down her pipe and
- 3:57bustled inside, the girl following her, and I entered as
- 4:02well. It quickly became clear that her
- 4:05report was accurate and that my unexpected Robifle had nearly
- 4:09thrown her into a tizzy. I told her to calm down, I would
- 4:14go for a walk, and in the meantime she should try to
- 4:18prepare a corner of a sitting room for me to have supper in
- 4:22and a bedroom to sleep in. No need for sweeping and
- 4:26dusting, just a good fire and dry sheets would suffice.
- 4:32She seemed eager to do her best, though she mistakenly used the
- 4:36hearth brush as a poker and misused several other tools of
- 4:40her trade. But I left, trusting in her
- 4:45determination to have a place ready for me when I returned.
- 4:52Wuthering Heights was the destination of my intended walk.
- 4:56A second thought brought me back after I had left the courtyard.
- 5:03All well at the Heights? I asked the woman.
- 5:08For all I know, she replied, hurrying away with a pan of hot
- 5:14ashes. I wanted to ask why Missus Dean
- 5:18had left the Grange, but it was impossible to stop her at such a
- 5:23moment, so I turned away and made my exit.
- 5:28I wandered leisurely along, with the glow of the setting sun
- 5:32behind me and the gentle brilliance of the rising moon
- 5:35ahead, 1 fading as the other, growing brighter as I left the
- 5:42park and climbed the rocky path leading to Mr. Heathcliff's
- 5:46home. Before I could see it, the day
- 5:50had dwindled to a beepless animal light in the West, but
- 5:54the magnificent moonlight revealed every Pebble on the
- 5:57path and every blade of grass. I didn't need to climb the gate
- 6:02or knock, it opened easily at my touch.
- 6:06That's an improvement, I thought.
- 6:10I noticed another, thanks to my sense of smell.
- 6:15A fragrance of stalks and wallflowers drifted through the
- 6:19air from among the humble fruit trees.
- 6:24Both doors and windows were open.
- 6:27Yet, as is typical in a coal district, a warm red fire glowed
- 6:32in a fireplace. The comfort it provided the eyes
- 6:36made the extra heat bearable, but Wuthering Heights is so
- 6:40large that it's residents have plenty of room to escape it's
- 6:44warmth. Thus, those who were there had
- 6:48settled not far from one of the windows.
- 6:52I could see them and hear their conversation before I entered,
- 6:57compelled by a mix of curiosity and envy that grew as I
- 7:02lingered. Contrary chimed, a voice as
- 7:06sweet as a silver bell. That's the third time, you
- 7:11dunce. I won't repeat myself, remember,
- 7:15or I'll pull your hair. Contrary then replied another
- 7:20voice, deep but softened. Now kiss me for getting it
- 7:26right. No, read it over first.
- 7:30Perfectly. Without a single mistake, the
- 7:35male speaker began to read. He was a young man, well
- 7:40dressed, seated at a table with a book in front of him.
- 7:44His handsome features were lit with pleasure, and his eyes kept
- 7:49darting from the page to a small white hand over his shoulder,
- 7:54which would give him a playful slap on the cheek whenever it's
- 7:57owner noticed his wandering attention.
- 8:01She stood behind him, her light shining curls occasionally
- 8:06mingling with his brown locks as she leaned over to guide his
- 8:10studies. Her face, fortunately for him,
- 8:15was out of his sight or he would never have managed to stay
- 8:21focused. I could see her face and I bit
- 8:27my lip in frustration, regretting the lost opportunity
- 8:31to do anything other than gape at her stunning beauty.
- 8:38The task it was completed, though not without further
- 8:42errors, but the pupils insisted on the reward and received at
- 8:47least five kisses, which he generously returned.
- 8:52Then they moved to the door and from their conversation I
- 8:56gathered they were about to head out for a walk on the Moors.
- 9:00I imagined Hareton Earnshaw would curse me to the depths of
- 9:04hell if I dared show myself in his vicinity.
- 9:08At that moment. Feeling quite low and spiteful,
- 9:13I slunk away to find refuge in the kitchen.
- 9:16There was easy access from that side as well, and at the door
- 9:21sat my old friend Nelly Dean, sewing and singing a song
- 9:26frequently interrupted by harsh words of scorn and intolerance
- 9:30coming from within, spoken in far from melodious tones.
- 9:35I'd rather have them cursing in my ears from morning till night
- 9:40than listen to you, declared the kitchen tenant, responding to
- 9:44something Nelly had said. It's a crying shame that I can't
- 9:50open the blessed Book without you glorifying Satan and all the
- 9:54dreadful wickedness ever borne into this world.
- 9:58You're a real scoundrel, and she's no better.
- 10:02That poor boy will be lost between the two of you.
- 10:05Key, poor boy, he added with a groan.
- 10:09He's bewitched, I'm sure of it. Oh, Lord, judge them, for
- 10:15there's neither law nor justice among our rulers.
- 10:20No, or we'd be sitting in flaming pyres, I suppose.
- 10:24The singer shot back. But harsh, old man, and read
- 10:28your Bible like a Christian. And don't mind me, this is Fairy
- 10:32Annie's wedding. A lovely tune.
- 10:35It goes with a dance. Misses Dean was about to start
- 10:39again when I stepped forward. Recognizing me immediately, she
- 10:44jumped up exclaiming. Why bless you, Mr. Lockwood, how
- 10:49could you think of returning like this?
- 10:52Everything's shut up at Thrush Cross Grange.
- 10:57You should have given us a heads up.
- 11:00I've made arrangements to stay there for the duration of my
- 11:04visit, I replied. I'm leaving again tomorrow.
- 11:09But tell me, Mrs. Dean, how did you end up here?
- 11:14Zilla left and Mr. Heathcliff asked me to come shortly after
- 11:19you went to London to stay until you returned.
- 11:22But please come in. Did you walk all the way from
- 11:27Gimmerton this evening from the Grange?
- 11:31I said. While they prepare a room for me
- 11:34there. I want to wrap up my business
- 11:37with your master. I don't expect I'll have another
- 11:40chance anytime soon. What business, Sir?
- 11:45Nelly asked as she led me inside.
- 11:49He's at out there at the moment and won't be back for a while.
- 11:54It's about the rent. I explained.
- 11:59Oh, then you'll need to settle that with Missus Heathcliff.
- 12:03She noted. Or rather with me.
- 12:06She hasn't learnt to handle her affairs yet, so I managed them
- 12:10for her. There's no one else.
- 12:13I looked at her, surprised. Oh, you haven't heard about
- 12:19Heathcliff's death, have you? She went on.
- 12:24Heathcliff dead? I exclaimed, taken aback.
- 12:29When did this happen? Three months ago.
- 12:34But sit down, let me take your hat and I'll tell you
- 12:38everything. Wait, you haven't eaten
- 12:43anything, have you? I don't need anything.
- 12:47I've arranged for supper at home.
- 12:49You sit down too. I never imagined he would die.
- 12:54Tell me how it happened. You mentioned you don't expect
- 12:58it. The young ones back for a while?
- 13:01No. They wander late every evening
- 13:04and I have to scold them. But they pay me no mind.
- 13:08At least have a glass of our old ale, it'll do you good.
- 13:13You look tired. Before I could decline, she
- 13:18hurried off to fetch it, and I overheard Joseph grumbling about
- 13:24how disgraceful it was for her to have visitors at her age and
- 13:29then to take ale from the master's cellar.
- 13:33He was ashamed to stand by and watch.
- 13:37She didn't pause to respond, but returned shortly, carrying a
- 13:41foaming silver pint which I praised with Jew enthusiasm.
- 13:46Then she proceeded to share the rest of Heathcliff's story with
- 13:49me. He met a rather peculiar and as
- 13:55she put it, I was called to Wuthering Heights just two week
- 14:00after you left us. She recounted and I went eagerly
- 14:05for Catherine's sake. My first meeting with her was
- 14:09both distressing and shocking. She had changed so much since we
- 14:13last parted. Mr. Heathcliff didn't bother to
- 14:17explain why he suddenly wanted me there.
- 14:19He simply said he needed me and was weary of seeing Catherine.
- 14:25I was to use the small parlour as my sitting room and keep her
- 14:29company. It sufficed if he only had to
- 14:33see her once or twice a day. Catherine seemed content with
- 14:38this arrangement and gradually I managed to sneak in a good
- 14:43number of books and other items that had entertained her at the
- 14:48Grange, hoping we might find some comfort.
- 14:51But this illusion was short lived.
- 14:55Initially content, Catherine soon became irritable and
- 14:59restless. For one, she was not allowed to
- 15:03leave the garden, and it pained her to be confined as spring
- 15:07approached. For another, my duties around
- 15:11the house often forced me to leave her, and she complained of
- 15:15loneliness. She preferred arguing with
- 15:19Joseph in the kitchen to sitting alone in silence.
- 15:23I didn't mind their squabbles, but Hareton often had to retreat
- 15:27to the kitchen too, whenever the master wanted the house to
- 15:31himself. And although at first she would
- 15:35either leave when he arrived or quietly join my activities,
- 15:40avoiding any interaction with him, and despite his constant
- 15:45sullenness and silence, eventually she changed.
- 15:50She couldn't resist provoking him, talking at him, criticizing
- 15:55his laziness and ignorance, wondering aloud how he could
- 15:58tolerate his life, how he could spend entire evenings staring
- 16:04into the fire, half asleep. Isn't he just like a dog, Ellen?
- 16:10She remarked once, Or a cart horse?
- 16:15He goes about his task, he eats his meals and sleeps as if in an
- 16:20endless lumber. What a dull, lifeless mind he
- 16:24must have. Do you ever dream, Hareton?
- 16:27And if you do, what do you dream about?
- 16:29But you can't speak to me, can you?
- 16:33She glanced at him, but he neither spoke nor returned her
- 16:36gaze. Maybe he's dreaming right now.
- 16:41She continued. He shrugged his shoulder.
- 16:44Just like Juno does. Ask him, Ellen, Mr. Hareton will
- 16:51ask the master to send you upstairs if you don't behave.
- 16:56I warned. He had not only shrugged but
- 16:59also clenched his first, as if tempted to use it.
- 17:04I know why Hairton never speaks when I'm in the kitchen, she
- 17:08declared on another occasion. He's afraid I'll laugh at him,
- 17:13Ellen. Guess what?
- 17:15He once tried to teach himself to read, and because I laughed,
- 17:19he burned his books and gave up. Wasn't he foolish?
- 17:24Weren't you being naughty? I asked.
- 17:27Answer me that. Perhaps I was, she admitted.
- 17:33But I didn't expect him to be so sensitive.
- 17:37Hareton, if I gave you a book now, would you accept it?
- 17:43I'll give it a shot. She placed the book she'd been
- 17:47flipping through onto his hand. He tossed it aside and muttered
- 17:53that if she didn't stop, he'd break her neck.
- 17:58Fine, I'll just leave it here, she said, tucking it into the
- 18:04table drawer. I'm off to bed.
- 18:07She whispered to me to keep an eye on whether he touched it,
- 18:11then left, but he wouldn't go near it, and I reported this to
- 18:16her the next morning, much to her disappointment.
- 18:21I could see she regretted his stubborn sulkiness and laziness.
- 18:26Her conscience nagged at her for scaring him away from bettering
- 18:30himself, and she had done so quite thoroughly.
- 18:35Yet her cleverness was already at work to fix the damage while
- 18:40I ironed or did other tasks that kept me in one place.
- 18:45She'd bring a delightful book and read it aloud to me.
- 18:49When Hareton was around, she'd often stop at an intriguing part
- 18:54and leave the book lying about. She did this repeatedly, but he
- 18:59was as stubborn as a mule. Instead of taking the bait on
- 19:03rainy days, he took to smoking with Joseph.
- 19:06They sat like statues on either side of the fire, the older man
- 19:12blissfully to deaf to catch her so-called wicked nonsense and
- 19:17the younger doing his best to ignore it.
- 19:21On pleasant evenings, Hareton would go off on his shooting
- 19:24trips, leaving Catherine to yawn.
- 19:27Sigh and pester me for conversation, only to dash off
- 19:32to the courtyard or garden as soon as I started talking.
- 19:36As a last resort, she'd cry and declare she was tired of living,
- 19:42that her life felt pointless. Mr. Heathcliff, increasingly
- 19:47averse to company, had nearly banished Earnshaw from his rooms
- 19:53due to an accident at the start of March.
- 19:55He found himself confined to the kitchen for several days.
- 20:00His gun exploded while he was alone in the hills, a Shard
- 20:05sliced his arm and he bled heavily before he could make it
- 20:10back Humpy. As a result, he was forced to
- 20:13stay by the fireside, embracing a reluctant peace until he
- 20:18recovered. This arrangement suited
- 20:21Catherine. It intensified her aversion to
- 20:25her room upstairs and she insisted I find tasks downstairs
- 20:30so she could join me. On Easter Monday Joseph went to
- 20:34the Gimmerton Fair with some cattle, and in the afternoon I
- 20:39was occupied with ironing in the kitchen.
- 20:43Earnshaw sat as sullen as ever by the fireplace while my young
- 20:48mistress passed the time drawing on the window panes,
- 20:51interspersing her doodles with muffled songs, whispered
- 20:55exclamations, and quick, irritated glances toward her
- 20:59cousin, who smoked steadily and stared into the fire.
- 21:05When I mentioned that she was blocking my light, she moved to
- 21:09the Hearthstone. I pay little attention to her
- 21:13actions until I heard her say. I've realized, a Hatton, that I
- 21:18want that I'm glad that I'd like you to be my cousin now, if only
- 21:23you hadn't become so cross and rough with me.
- 21:27Hareton gave no reply. Hareton, Hareton, Hareton, do
- 21:34you hear me? She persisted.
- 21:38Get away from me, he growled with unyielding roughness.
- 21:44Let me take that pipe, she said cautiously, reaching out and
- 21:50removing it from his mouth. Before he could try to retrieve
- 21:55it, she had broken it and tossed it into the fire.
- 22:00He cursed at her and grabbed another.
- 22:04Stop. She insisted.
- 22:06You have to listen to me first. I can't talk with all this smoke
- 22:12in my face. Go to hell, He shouted fiercely.
- 22:19And leave me alone. No, she persisted.
- 22:24I won't. I don't know how to make you
- 22:27talk to me, and you're determined not to understand.
- 22:31When I call you stupid, I just mean it.
- 22:34I don't mean to insult you. Come on, You have to acknowledge
- 22:39me, Hurton. We're cousins, and you must
- 22:41recognize that I want nothing to do with you, your filthy pride
- 22:47and your damned mocking ways. He retorted.
- 22:51I'll go to hell, body and soul, before I ever look your way
- 22:55again. Get out of my sight right now.
- 23:00Catherine frowned and retreated to the window seat, biting her
- 23:05lip and trying to hide her growing urge to cry by humming
- 23:10an odd tune. You should really try to be
- 23:15friends with your cousin, Mr. Hareton, I interjected.
- 23:20She's sorry for her rudeness and having her as a friend would do
- 23:24wonders for you. It could transform you.
- 23:28A friend? He exclaimed.
- 23:31When she despises me and thinks I'm not even worthy to clean her
- 23:35shoes. Even if it made me a king, I
- 23:39wouldn't endure her scorn just to win her favour.
- 23:43It's not me who hates you, it's you who hate me, Kathy cried, no
- 23:49longer hiding her distress. You hate me as much as Mr.
- 23:54Heathcliff does, if not more. You're a damned liar, Earnshaw
- 24:00retorted. Why have I angered him by
- 24:04defending you so many times then?
- 24:06Even when you mocked and looked dawn on me?
- 24:09Keep tormenting me and I'll go in there.
- 24:12Say you drove me out of the kitchen.
- 24:15I didn't know you stood up for me.
- 24:18She replied, wiping her tears. I was miserable and bitter
- 24:23towards everyone, but now I thank you and ask for your
- 24:28forgiveness. What else can I do?
- 24:32She returned to the hearth and offered her hand sincerely.
- 24:37He darkened and frowned like a storm cloud, keeping his first
- 24:41tightly clenched and his eyes on the floor.
- 24:45Catherine must have sensed it was stubbornness, not dislike,
- 24:50driving his behaviour. After a moment of hesitation,
- 24:55she leaned in and gently kissed his cheek.
- 24:58The little Rascal thought I hadn't noticed, and stepping
- 25:02back, she resumed her place by the window, looking quite
- 25:06innocent. I shook my head in gentle
- 25:09reproach, and she blushed, whispering.
- 25:12Well, what was I supposed to do, Ellen?
- 25:16He wouldn't shake hands or even look at me.
- 25:19I had to show him somehow that I like him, that I want us to be
- 25:24friends. I can't say if the kiss
- 25:27convinced Hareton. For several minutes he was
- 25:31careful to keep his face hidden, and when he finally did look up,
- 25:36he seemed unsure, weird to direct his gaze.
- 25:40Catherine busied herself by wrapping a handsome book in
- 25:45white paper, tying it with a ribbon and addressing it to Mr.
- 25:50Hareton Earnshaw. She asked me to be her envoy and
- 25:56deliver the gift to its intended recipient and tell him if he
- 26:02accepts it, I'll come and teach him to read it properly, she
- 26:07said. But if he refuses, I'll go
- 26:11upstairs and never bother him again.
- 26:15I took the beak and relayed her message, all the while being
- 26:19watched anxiously by Catherine. Hareton wouldn't open his hands,
- 26:25so I placed it on his knee. He didn't push it away either.
- 26:30I returned to my tasks. Catherine rested her head and
- 26:35arms on the table until she heard the faint rustle of the
- 26:38paper being unwrapped. Then she quietly moved to sit
- 26:43beside her cousin. He trembled, his face flushed.
- 26:47All his roughness and harsh demeanour had vanished.
- 26:51At first he couldn't find the courage to respond to her
- 26:55questioning look and soft plea. Please say you forgive me,
- 27:01Hareton, She urged. You can make me so happy just by
- 27:08saying that little word. He mumbled something I couldn't
- 27:14catch. And you'll be my friend?
- 27:18Catherine asked, her voice full of hope.
- 27:23No, you'll be embarrassed by me every day of your life, He
- 27:29replied. The more you know me, the more
- 27:32ashamed you'll be, and I can't stand that.
- 27:36So you won't be my friend. She said, smiling sweetly and
- 27:42moving closer. I couldn't make out any more of
- 27:47their conversation, but when I glanced back I saw their faces
- 27:52glowing as they leaned over the pages of a book they both seemed
- 27:56to accept. I had no doubt they'd reached an
- 27:59agreement and we're now allies instead of adversaries.
- 28:04The book that they were engrossed in was filled with
- 28:07lavish illustrations and both the images and their new found
- 28:13camaraderie held them captivated until Joseph returned home.
- 28:18He was utterly shocked to find Catherine sitting beside Hareton
- 28:22Earnshaw, her hand resting on his shoulder.
- 28:26The sight of his favorite enduring her presence left him
- 28:29too stunned to comment that night.
- 28:33His feelings were only betrayed by the deep sighs he emitted as
- 28:38he solemnly laid his large Bible on the table, covering it with
- 28:44dirty banknotes from his pocket. The day's earnings.
- 28:50Finally, he called Hareton over. Take these to the master lad, he
- 28:56instructed, and stay there. I'm going up to my own room.
- 29:01This place isn't fit or proper for us.
- 29:04We need to move on and find another.
- 29:07Come on, Catherine, I said. We need to wrap things up here.
- 29:14I finished my ironing. Are you ready to leave?
- 29:20It's not even 8:00, she replied, standing reluctantly.
- 29:26Hareton, I'll leave this book on the mantle, and I'll bring more
- 29:30tomorrow. Any books you leave, I'll take
- 29:35into the house. Joseph interjected.
- 29:38And it'll be a miracle if you ever see them again, so do as
- 29:44you please. Kathy playfully threatened that
- 29:49his library would suffer for hers, and with a smile at
- 29:55Hareton, she went upstairs singing, her heart lighter than
- 30:01it had ever been under that roof, except perhaps during her
- 30:08earliest visits to Linton. The friendship that began then
- 30:12grew quickly. Despite occasional setbacks,
- 30:16Earnshaw couldn't be tamed with mere goodwill.
- 30:19And my young lady was neither a philosopher nor a model of
- 30:23patience. Yet with both of them striving
- 30:27towards the same goal, one yearning to love and be
- 30:32respected, the other yearning to be loved and respected, they
- 30:38eventually found their way. You see, Mr. Lockwood, winning
- 30:44Missus Heathcliff's heart wasn't difficult.
- 30:48But I'm relieved you didn't attempt it.
- 30:50The pinnacle of my hopes is the union of those two on their
- 30:55wedding day. I will envy no one.
- 30:58There won't be a happier woman than me in all of England.